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Part 1 of Memories
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Memories - Regulus Black & James Potter

Summary:

Regulus wants to be in Slytherin, no he needs to be in Slytherin. He can't be a disappointment like Sirius, he needs to save his-

"Hello lads," James Potter enters the compartment that Regulus, Sirius and Remus were sharing. "how's your summer?"

Regulus wants, no, Regulus needs to be in Gryffindor.

Or

Regulus is convinced that he can save the noble and most ancient house of Black by being in Slytherin instead of his brother until a certain raven-haired boy makes him question everything he's ever been told.

UPDATES WHEN I WRITE THEM :)
(I’ll try do at least once a week)

Notes:

Hi!!

I can't stop thinking about Gryffindor Regulus because just yes.

*chapter title format*
part_: *part name*: perspective

Anyway this is gonna be a long fic, the tags are where I'm planning to go with.

The first few years (probably until the Marauder's 4th or 5th year) the chapters a basically going to be kinda drabble style I think and until James actually realises he likes Regulus it's kinda going to be formatted with small little important scenes to the rest of the plot. Some of them will be angst (like the beginning of chapter 3) or some mostly just fluff (like the end of chapter 3) some are plot points (like Regulus falling for James or getting sorted)

Incase you were wondering; I'm going to name all the parts after Conan songs, I am either basing on the lyrics or interpreting the title.

I've thought a lot of how I'm going to format this because I want all of the relationships to have the spotlight at one point, so I decided to make it a series. I'm posting the Starchaser first because they're so cute and adorable. This will be a long fic for each of the ships

I'm going all in on this fic and have made an entire schedule/timeline/calendar for basically each of the characters and am really excited for the finished project.

This is my fic and I, somewhere on the queer spectrum of both sexuality and gender (idk where exactly, crisis atm) and neurodivergent (ADHD and probably autism) will not be writing anything bad about either community except for the pureblood perspective about queer people (boy heir+pureblood girl=continuation of bloodline) of Walburga and Orion's A+ parenting.

DISCLAIMER: I always put the TWs at the end notes because I really do not think that this fic really deals with that really is worth mentioning(yet), but if you think that anything needs to be added, please let me know. If i deem anything too dark i will 100% mention it at the beginning, like if decide to just randomly (or not randomly) kill off a character, I will make sure mention it. the chapters so far haven't dealt with to much and that's why they've been at the end, but when(or if really) I decide to make darker I'll start putting them at the top

*I do not support JKR at all and I (nor her) profit from this at all*

I change the notes a lot so make sure to check after every update.

Fic info - Timeline, Birthdays, etc:
https://docs.google.com/document/d/15kdv_lkdAndP2LzVW8Hc-txEcWhpSEBMLBXe8JMfhCA/edit?usp=sharing

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Chapter 1: Part 1: People Watching: Regulus Black

Notes:

Okay, first chapter!

TWs at the end notes

I changed this chapter a little so that Marlene and Dorcas are in the same year (their trope is academic rivals to lovers)

guys there's french in this! (from my brain not google translate dw)

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Chapter Text

Friday, September 1st, 1972

The Hogwarts Express, 12:00pm

Regulus and Sirius were sitting on the Hogwarts express after their mother had just given Regulus a long lecture about what would happen to him if he got into the ‘wrong house’.

Regulus wanted to be in Slytherin.

He needed to be in Slytherin.

He couldn’t disappoint his family.

“Sirius,”

“Yeah Reggie.” Sirius smirked.

“Don’t call me that.” Regulus says, huffing.

“Why not?”

“Because, I’m not a child anymore.” Regulus says as he crosses his arms, looking ridiculously childish and immediately wanting to hit himself for acting that way.

“Tell yourself that Reg.”

“Shut up,” Regulus says, turning pink with his very posh accent defining momentarily.

“No” Sirius responds stubbornly, looking Regulus in the eyes.

Regulus was about to speak again when Remus Lupin, a tall, scrawny sandy haired boy entered the compartment. 

“Remus!” Sirius exclaims as the older boy walks in.

“Oh,” Regulus starts. “Ça c’est le garçon que tu l’aime, oui?” Regulus teases.

Sirius turns a scarlet shade of before speaking again, “Juste arrête de parler maintenant Reg.” ( He mutters, probably looking more embarrassed than Regulus had ever seen.

“Dis toi-” Regulus started before being interrupted by Remus.

“Okay, look, as much as I love it when you speak French Sirius,” the older boy started and Sirius was now somehow an even darker shade of red. “I’m too tired for that shit.”

“Alright Remu,” Sirius started and then looked at Regulus. “Fine, English?” He asked, waiting for a response from his brother. 

“I mean if you want me to say it in English then-”

“NO!” Sirius cut in before Regulus could say anything. “No.” he said, a tad bit calmer. “ju-just, uh, I mean, just, don’t talk about that in any language. Actually , just don’t talk at all.” He looked at him again. Regulus raised his arms in surrender and nodded with a quiet chuckle.

“Anyway,” Remus started cautiously. “I just wanted to tell you that James got ambushed by the girls and is being forced to sit with them until we get to Hogsmead.” He mumbles something along the lines of ‘ such a bloody ladies man ’ under his breath with a subtle eye roll. 

“Pete’s with him then?”

“Yeah.”

“Why aren’t you?”

“Wanted to see you.” Remus says with a soft and genuine smile.

The blush on Sirius’ face that had been slowly subsiding grew bigger than ever. 

Regulus nudges Sirius, "es-tu certain que tu ne veux pas me parler?” He says smugly.

“Ay, qu'est-ce que j’ai dit Reggie?" 

"Qu'est-ce que j’ai dit à propos de ce surnom, Risi ?" Regulus says mockingly.

Before things got too heated Remus interrupted them once again. “Okay, enough of that.” he states clearly. “Hi, I’m Remus.” He says, reaching his hand out for Regulus to shake.

“Regulus.” He holds back the urge to make a snide mark about how he already knew exactly who the boy in front of him was, only because Sirius didn’t shut up about him or Potter.

“Nice to finally meet you, Sirius has talked about you a lot.” 

If Regulus was being honest with himself, he didn’t expect that .

After an awkward pause Remus continued. “What house do you think you’ll be in then?” Remus says nonchalantly.

“I dunno,” He pauses for a second then continues. “Probably Slytherin.”

He could tell that made Sirius cringe, but only for a moment and he returned to his most neutral face. “But, when you think about it,” He starts again. “He’s really a Gryffindor.” 

“Oh, will you stop about that?” Regulus turns back to Sirius.

“And why should I? Hm? It’s the truth, you’re just too much of a people pleaser and mama's boy to admit it.”

“I have no idea what you’re talking about Siri. I have all the characteristics of a Slytherin.” Regulus said defensively, trying to convince himself more than anyone.

“Keep lying to yourself Regulus. You know-”

“Okay, okay,” Remus interrupted once again before Sirius got too brutal. Remus was probably the only one person who could ever shut Sirius up. “Enough of that, you’ve already started fighting, what, 3 times already since I came into the compartment? Jeez, I thought we were bad.” Remus looks Sirius in the eye while saying that. 

“Hello Lads,” someone who Regulus assumed was James Potter came bursting through the door. Regulus’ heart dropped the moment he entered the compartment. 

At that moment Regulus’ want for his family’s love disappeared momentarily. 

Maybe I am a Gryffindor…

He thought in a moment of weakness,

Maybe it wouldn’t be that bad, I mean, if I have Sirius and if I’m going to be in the same house as… him, then maybe it wouldn’t be that bad, or-

Stop. Why are you thinking that? You hate James. In fact, you decided to hate him about 11 months ago, when Sirius first mentioned him in his first letter from Hogwarts. He is stealing your brother from you. You hate him.

Well maybe he isn’t that bad, maybe I judged too quickly. Maybe-

He won’t like you. 

But what if he does?

He won’t.

But-

“This Reg?” James’ voice snapped him out of his thoughts.

“Hm, yeah, um, okay, leaving now.” He left without another word to save himself from any further embarrassment.

 

The Great Hall, 7:00pm

The sorting ceremony was chaotic to say the least. Regulus was so trapped inside his own head that he didn’t even realise he was at the school yet, nor when his name was called. What got him out of this was a touch on the shoulder from a middle-age teacher, who, Regulus assumed, was Professor McGonagall. 

“Mr. Black, it’s your turn now.” She said, urgently but not unkind, pointing to a chair in front of the teachers table.

“Oh, yeah, sorry Professor.” He quickly went up to where she was referencing and sat down.

“Hm, interesting mind you have dear boy.” A voice echoed through Regulus’ mind. He almost jumped, what the- “GRYFFINDOR.”

Oh I’m so screwed.

The hall was quiet for a moment until Sirius bursted up out of his seat and started clapping and cheering. The rest of the hall quickly followed, aside from the shocked Slytherin table who were sneering at him.

“Reggie!” Sirius’ voice broke out from the crowd.

“Sirius I-” Before he could finish he was wrapped in a tight hug from his brother. “Jeez, it’s not that big of a deal Siri.”

“Are you kidding? This is the most important thing that has ever happened to you.” Sirius pulled away from the hug. “You chose to not beg for Slytherin. I- I’m proud of you Reg.”

“Thanks Siri.”

“Okay, okay, enough with all the soppy stuff, come sit.” Sirius walked to the red and gold table, practically pushing another year 2 out of their seat. There were six other people around, James and Remus included. “This is Peter, Lily, and Mary. They’re my friends, and yours by association.”

“Hi.”

Notes:

TW: Regulus is overthinking in this chapter and is kinda mean and like "he probably won't like me" but nothing too bad for this chapter :)

If I made any grammar mistakes or typos please let me know so I can fix it <3

I'll try to post Chapter 2 by next July 4.