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2022-06-13
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Ramblings

Summary:

I’ve written things down sometimes when feeling intense emotions so why not put them on the internet. The subjects will vary greatly but anything I think could be triggering will be put in the notes along with any background or thoughts and feelings about the pice. This is me saying that the notes could be longer than the post it’s self but the important bit will be at the top.

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This deals with: Terrorism and Mass Shootings
I originally wrote this on February 18 2020 most likely after a mass shooting although I can’t exactly remember. I’ve always had a fascination with history and disasters especially pivotal ones. Although now after living through multiple pivotal events they all start to blur together. Expect the Boston bombing that will always stay clear in my mind. A couple of years ago I asked my mom why she changed the channel so quickly and she responded that on 9/11 they showed the bodies falling live from the towers and she was terrified that they were going to show the mangled up bodies from the bombs on television. A year or so after that I watched a documentary on the bombings and am glad she stopped me. It was horrific the carnage that occurred. I well into my late teens was left shocked I can’t imagine what that could of done to 7 or 8 year old me waiting for Cyber Chase to come on. After another round of mass shootings I thought to put this out even though it’s over 2 years old. I don’t want to say enjoy this isn’t something to enjoy but read take and feel what you will. My ramblings will now conclude for today but do not expect any less for future notes.

Chapter 1: Where Were You

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It started off with 9/11

Where were you when 3 years before I was born

I’ve asked my mom and dad I’ve asked my grandmother where she was 

Now as I grow older in a world filled with catastrophes and live news feeds I dread the day my kids will ask mom where were you when the Boston bombing happed

I was 9 in front of the tv I was doing homework the live feed on the tv and the guide weren’t matching up

My mom came in at first she didn’t know thought it was a tv show seconds from disaster destroyed in seconds It didn’t matter but she realized and turned it off

That night I had my first discussion with her on why hate happened  

Where were you when parkland happened

I was in my school cafeteria refreshing cnn abc with fear running through me

Next year I would be in high school next year or the year after that that  could be me

On the news

Part of a few

That would briefly touch the whole nation before the next tragedy came through

Where were you when Los Vegas happened

I was in bed up way to later 3 4 am I started getting alerts “Gun Shots at a Music Festival”

I went to bed with fingers crossed that it would be something minor like fireworks goon off too soon

I awoke to a massacre

The worst in us history

It’s the worst

It’s the worst

It’s the worst

Until it’s the same

The shame of a nation

The same story

The same script

The same news feed

The worst shooting in us history we will change

And when that day happens I might not have kids to ask me where were you

Because I was there at the school

The mall

The festival

Walking down the street

And I became a victim

A number

A name to be forgotten by all except my family

When the next worst shooting in us history happens

If you live remember where you were