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No, no, no, no, please! I can’t let him in— I don’t want to die.
My ears are pounding. My skin feels hot in the cool cabin air. I can’t think straight.
He’s out there; I know he is.
I’m grabbing whatever I can to block the door—a chair— wooden boxes— shoes— just anything. I’m running out of things to place. I have to move upstairs— No! I’m too scared to turn away— What do I do, What do I do?
I can’t stop shaking. I can’t hear anything over the throbbing in my ears and my heaving chest. I know I have to go upstairs to safety, but I can’t rip my eyes away from the door— he’s gonna get through it. I can’t let him get through it. I don’t want to die.
Weapon. My scarred hands grab the broken leg of a chair, splinters scratching at my skin. I have to stop shaking. I have to protect myself.
It’ll be okay, my ma’s voice whispers in my head. You’ll make it. I feel the hot wetness of tears running on my face. My vision blurs even more.
“Imma make it,” I fix my grip on the piece of wood, tremors still shaking my body. I struggle to slow my breaths. He— it— will NOT get the best of me. “Imma get out of here,” I choked out in a whisper, “Gonna live and—”
There’s a creaking behind me.
My heart drops.
The air gets thick. The creeping silence in the house is deafening; waves of nausea are washing over me. The door is closed. Holes are burned into the back of my head by eyes that I cannot see.
No…
A series of creaks— slow and steady— stop right behind me.
I can’t bring myself to turn around. I can’t move— can’t run.
Help–
A cold, searing pain blooms from my back. Screams rip from my chest as the sharp metal repeatedly meets the flesh of my back. I’ve lost count. I feel light.
Please… this can’t be the last thing I see…
The man’s silhouette stands above me, but the setting sun’s light lights his ugly face. His eyes are burning into mine, and his smile— his ugly fucking smile.
Everything’s getting darker now. Too much lost… blood… I just want to sleep.
I’m flying now. Strong hands grab onto me.
I’m coming Ma.
The devil laughs.
