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We're Just Friends

Summary:

Donatello initially crushes on April, and hard. But after a while, he realises he'd fallen for his best friend, Y/n. Fearful of how both Y/n and his family will react to his gay crush, he emphasises his crush on April to hide his true feelings.
One particular night, Donnie decided to walk Y/n home. On Y/n's small bedroom balcony two end up sharing a kiss goodbye in the rain. Donnie knows that his family might not be approving of the two's relationship, so they decide to keep it a secret. Will the others notice? Or will Donnie's now-fake crush be enough to tide them over until the two feel comfortable sharing their feelings with the group? Or will his brothers catch up?

In the meantime, it's up to the two to figure out how to make this relationship work. How will the two cope with constant injury, with the threat of death around every corner, or worse, the risk of their relationship being uncovered?
(This book is a Work In Progress, and the tags may be changed)

Notes:

Hi! I noticed there's a criminal lack of GAY fanfic in this fandom, even though I think there's a reasonable amount of the LGBTQ+ in this fandom! Before I go too far, this work is written for a male-identifying reader (or at least transmasc). As I am looking at it now, I don't think I'll include any NSFW, but there will most likely be some mature themes. I doubt things will progress to the Lime level, but if they do, be warned.
This is in the third person out of sheer spite - I've read so many stories with she/her pronouns that honestly, I'm sick of it.

I don't think the turtles and Splinter in this fic are homophobic/transphobic as such, just very under-educated. As a whole I believe they're all supportive of that - if you are trans, it's up to you where you're at with your transition, and if any of the turtles other than Donnie know! So this fic is completely trans-friendly :) This might be a mild spoiler, but I do plan to have most of them eventually come to terms with the relationship that the two have, or have self-realisations.
I'll try to complete this, but there are no promises as to where this will end. I'm planning to go up to, and maybe past season 3.
Edited 19/10/22: My writing style will change a lot over this, but I'll try to keep consistency.

Sorry for the rambling, I hope you enjoy it!

Chapter 1: Prologue

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As their lips parted, Donatello and Y/n looked into each other’s eyes. They rested their foreheads together, and at that moment, everything the two were afraid of dissolved with the sweet spring rain. At that moment only, it was like they’d found peace in the chaos of their lives. On Y/n’s small bedroom balcony, rain poured down on them. It was a sweet moment of catharsis.

”I had no idea you felt the same,” Donnie breathed lightly, his breath fanning on Y/n’s face.
Y/n brushed his hands against the slightly shorter turtle, ”I thought you liked April,”
”I did, at first, but…,” The turtle inhaled, tangling his hands with theirs, “When I met you… things felt different with her. I could see she wasn’t interested, but I couldn’t accept I had feelings for you… so I pretended.”
”When did you know?” Y/n implored, “That you liked me, I mean?”
The purple-masked nerd chuckled bitterly, “Back when we used to take sneaky pictures of each other as a joke. I looked at the pictures I’d taken of you, I set them as my lock screen and wallpaper, even the embarrassing ones, and one day it clicked. How about you?”

“God, it must’ve been… back when we found out about Rockwell and Falco, and you got beaten up by Rockwell. I was so worried, and the thought of you getting injured or killed made me realise that maybe I did like you more than a friend,” Y/n confessed. The two stood in silence comfortably, both realising that they’d been in love for a while. Donnie moved to wrap his arms around Y/n, holding him tightly to his chest. Y/n wrapped his arms around Donnie’s shoulders, burying his face happily in Donatello’s neck.

“Do you think your family will accept us, though?” Y/n spoke finally, head still against the turtle’s neck, “My family definitely won’t, but I don’t care, I just don’t want you to lose your family,”
”They don’t have to know. I don’t think they’d disapprove as such, but they might think it’s a bad idea…” Donatello was hesitant in his words, *could they really make this work?*
”Bad idea how?”
”Well, with how traditional Sensei is, I don’t know if he’d consider it normal per se,” Donnie explained grimly, “Not to mention he might just disprove of us dating, especially with the Kraang and Shredder being around… It’s just not the right place for a relationship. I can imagine Leo taking Splinter’s side on that. As for Raph and Mikey, I don’t know if they’d really take me all that seriously anymore, they’d probably mock us,”

”Won’t they notice?” Y/n’s grip loosened, despairing at their situation. The rain had grown heavier, yet the two were so absorbed in each other that they refused to go inside. Besides, they could speak freely under the blanket of muffling rain. Y/n breathed, “I mean, there’s a line between close friends and what we have,”
”We can just act like we’re just close friends,” Donnie suggested, lifting Y/n’s chin from the floor with his finger, “I could keep up the April thing to throw them off. That is unless you’re uncomfortable with me keeping that up- which I wouldn’t blame you for-”
”No, no… I think you’re right, that might be our best shot,” Y/n sighed, leaning into the soft touch. ”We can make this work, I promise,” Donnie uttered softly, leaning in to kiss his partner again.