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    For the last four years of his life, since he was suddenly ghosted by his ex-partner and then-boyfriend, Chuuya hasn't felt much toward anyone. Left with abandonment issues, he avoids connections, contact, and his emotions like the plague. Finally, at 22, he unintentionally falls for the other victim that was left in the wake of Dazai's destruction, the Port Mafia's Hellhound. He learns to love another man again.

    The first year of Chuuya and Akutagawa's relationship development, told through their processes of sexual healing and relapse as they commit to each other. It's much, much softer than most of the tags make it sound.

    *This fic is a recovery and healing fic, but it does deal with trauma and discusses some EXTREMELY dark themes, please read at your own discretion. Sections to skip are warned for, but skipping them will deprive you of a lot of very important context.

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