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1. if i knew from the start, would it change a thing? by acetominophen

   Fandoms: 5 Seconds of Summer (Band)  

   • Not Rated
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   08 Dec 2022

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Luke Hemmings/Ashton Irwin
   • Luke Hemmings
   • Ashton Irwin
   • Jack Hemmings
   • Cowboy AU
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • recollections of domestic abuse
   • Healing
   • Artist Luke Hemmings
   • painter
   • Western AU
   • Country & Western
   • Ashton is a bull rider and Luke sees him for the first time in years at the rodeo
   • rodeo
   • Love
   • Friends to Lovers
   • friends with pain but then love
   • Implied/Referenced Domestic Violence
   • Domestic Violence
   • Sunshine Ashton Irwin
   • No Smut
   • Mentions of Suicide
   • mention of suicidal thoughts

   Summary

   "All I painted was you, Ash. It was always you." But Ashton wasn't listening to him at all. His silver-lined eyes were trained on the hand-written words at the bottom of the canvas, unblinking.

   Luke's gaze followed his and his lips parted because shit, he'd forgotten. He'd forgotten that he'd titled this one.

   'Poisoned myself again. LH'.

   Artist!Luke
   Cowboy!Ashton

   Language:

   English

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