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Published:
2022-09-23
Completed:
2022-10-02
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6,174
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9/9
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whatever i've done, i did it for love.

Summary:

i know i'm a liar, everyone knows i'm lying. i can see through their judgemental eyes, their worried glances. i lied about my symptoms, i lied about my grades, i lied to my family and lied about them, i lied to my first love best friend, i lied to my friends, i lied to my girlfriend, i lied to everyone.

but hey, that's just in the wheeler family dna. pushing everyone away constantly, pretending, acting like everything is fine, lying, lying and lying. i don't think i've ever known a time where i haven't lied, to keep my reputation in tact or to keep others safe.

i just hope he takes me soon.

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tw : suicide, trauma, suicidal thoughts, depression, mental health issues, eating disorders, ted wheeler (kill that mf), homophobia, internalized homophobia etc.

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Chapter 1: prologue

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i know i'm a liar, everyone knows i'm lying. i can see through their judgemental eyes, their worried glances. i lied about my symptoms, i lied about my grades, i lied to my family and lied about them, i lied to my first love best friend, i lied to my friends, i lied to my girlfriend, i lied to everyone.

 

but hey, that's just in the wheeler family dna. pushing everyone away constantly, pretending, acting like everything is fine, lying, lying and lying. i don't think i've ever known a time where i haven't lied, to keep my reputation in tact or to keep others safe.

 

i just hope he takes me soon.