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His voice already cracked towards the end of the stream, and his heartbeat raced a mile a minute, but Alban managed to follow the timeline he set for himself in doing his last ASMR stream
Of course, not one to stick by the 'rules', he still pulled out a "You know what, I feel like scratching the fuck out of your ears right now, so get ready mother fuckers, 'cause here it comes" before proceeding to doing the scratching noises.
The second heartbeat thing was a little improvised too, he thought about doing it one time to see if it would work but it didn't work well the first time. The second time he tried, he started when he wasn't really nervous so he didn't think the viewers would be able to hear it.
Boy was he wrong. He ended up getting nervous again and his heartbeat of course started to beat faster and louder again, to the point it was now audible on his mic.
He managed to calm it down to do his ending affirmations though. Making sure to put out everything he wanted to say, all of his thoughts, hoping he would be able to convey his message properly.
It wouldn't be right to read supas right after this stream, so he decided on doing a guerilla stream later on, which he told his viewers, before proceeding with ending words and finishing his stream.
He made sure that the stream was fully cut off and he was offline before letting out a loud squeal.
I did it!! A real, actual ASMR without much scuff!! I really did it!
He was happy and proud. He had been meaning to do a proper ASMR stream after he pulled off that realistic boyfriend ASMR a while back, and has been practicing some nice triggers in his spare time. He was so nervous before and during the stream, but he felt good about it now.
Maybe he should plan a different kind of ASMR stream in the future? Maybe. he should look into it.
When he checked the vod, Alban spluttered at how his heartbeat was actually so damn loud. He wasn't expecting it to be that loud.
I'M SO EMBARRASED I DIDNT THINK MY HEART WAS BEATING THAT FAST TGJI#@$QGFDGNDUGUGEUGNBWEAUGNH
He ends up tweeting on twitter, and hoping he doesn't die of embarrassment after
He groans and buries his face on his hands, okay note for next time, maybe take it easy on the heartbeat hearing.
A door opened to his right and Alban watched as Sonny Brisko walked out of his room, apparently in a daze. "Uh, Sonny?" He tried to call the older man.
Sonny blinked, for a second Alban wondered if he was somehow sleepwalking, when the blond finally registered the brunette and walked over to Alban at once. "Alban…"
His voice instantly makes the former phantom thief blush slightly. Sonny did say he wouldn't miss his ASMR stream for the world, but this one was different from his previous ASMR streams, maybe it wasn't good from his point of view?
A lot of the affirmations he used were words he wanted to tell Sonny. "I'm proud of you" "You are amazing" "You are amazing for being yourself" were words that while he also definitely wanted to tell his precious takaradachis, he wanted to tell Sonny too. "You are special"
His 'Onii' had been having some low times lately because some of his streams weren't going the way he wanted, which is why Alban decided he was going to do the ASMR stream this week. He does tell most of that stuff to Sonny everyday when they do their japanese lessons, and even when they were simply hanging out and playing, but he wanted to try something different and that was why he suddenly came up with doing ASMR.
Sonny had a serious look on his face, and Alban was a little worried. "Sonny?"
There was a long sigh from the VSF officer, before he suddenly swooped in and hugged Alban tightly.
"I won't" he muttered under his breath, and hugged Alban tighter
This, of course, confused Alban to no end. "Huh? What do you mean, Sonny?"
The blond was quiet for a few seconds, before he said again, clearer and with more conviction "I don't like it. I won't allow it" Sonny's voice is more like a growl now.
"Won't allow what, Sonny?"
Sonny looked at Alban and huffed unhappily "how could you think of saying a marriage proposal in front of 3 thousand people?"
Alban's eyes widened, before he ended up chuckling "Oh, Sonny, you're so adorable"
"What the hell, hey. I was on the verge of committing mass murder in listing down the names in your chat who agreed to marry you!" Alban shook his head, he had no doubts Sonny would, judging by the growl in his tone.
"You silly Onii" he pulled away from the hug for a second and flicked Sonny's forehead affectionately. "Don't do that"
Sonny huffed "Never say 'kekkonshiyouka?' to other people again. I mean it, Alban. Or not unless staff-san says you need to, but he needs to talk to me first"
Alban couldn't take his cuteness. A jealous Sonny is always a cute Sonny. At least, not until he was spouting his yandere tendencies. He chuckled and hugged him back "So cute"
"Alban~"
"Okay, okay, I promise" for such a big man of 180 cm, Sonny currently looks like an adorable teddy bear. "Geez, that's what you get for flirting with others all day" he teased.
Sonny froze, before hugging Alban tightly again "…are you mad?"
"No, of course not," Alban smiled. "I'm proud of you for starting to talk to so many people" he gives him a 'nade nade'. Besides, he already saw what Sonny had been doing for the rest of the day.
The blond relaxes in his hug, feeling his boiling rage from earlier start to dissipate. Now he just wanted to cuddle with his ototou. "When were you gonna do the guerilla stream?"
"Hmnnn, I said in about…12-ish hours?"
"Okay, good"
"Good? What do you—hey! Sonny!" The brunette yelped as Sonny suddenly picked him up and headed towards their room "What?"
"I wasn't able to focus on some parts of your stream, so won't you do them for me again?" There was a mischievous spark in the blond's eyes and Alban could already guess the morning won't end with just him repeating the stream personally.
Well, he did have 12 hours to the next stream.
Plenty of time.