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Waking up in an empty bed is hard, Namjoon knows it well.
Opening his eyes to his lonely apartment is hard.
Having to go to work everyday is hard.
Coming back to his sad apartment is hard.
But lately there’s been some changes.
Every night a new guy he knows nothing about comes in, his empty bed not being that empty anymore.
Discovering one-night stands has changed his life.
It’s been a year since, and as usual every morning while he’s on the bus to go to work, he’s looking for new matches on tinder.
He finds this handsome tattooed guy, he scrolls through the pics, and one specifically hits him.
Quickly, while getting off the bus, he starts to chat with this JK guy, small talk mainly, to try and set a base of comfort.
The two seem to get along well, and Namjoon even gets distracted during work, his beloved work.
After an amount of seven hours of work, he goes home, preparing himself, and the bed, for his date.
The bell rings.
“Namjoonie?”
“Hyung! You’re here early!” he says while opening the door to his favorite hyung “Give me five minutes and I’ll be ready!”
Yoongi almost starts drooling.
Namjoon’s shirtless.
“Do we really have to wait? I haven’t had sex in weeks Joon, I’m going crazy.”
“You stopped coming to our weekly dates for work..“ Yoongi was already behind Namjoon, kissing his shoulders.
“I know.”
Not knowing what else to say Namjoon brings his hand on Yoongi’s ass, squeezing it so hard he moans.
“Please Namjoon..” The next thing Yoongi knows, his back is pressed against the mattress, Namjoon moving his hips against Yoongi’s, creating the friction they need.
What Namjoon likes about Yoongi is his loudness in bed.
He loves making Yoongi scream.
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“I think I found someone.” Yoongi hesitates, his head still laying on Namjoon’s chest, hearing his heartbeat clearly.
“Hyung! That’s wonderful news. Do I know them?” Namjoon was sincerely happy for Yoongi.
“I don’t know actually, their name is Park Jimin.”
“I don’t think I’ve ever met them..”
“I asked them out yesterday, and I think I want to take things seriously for once.” Namjoon already knowing what’s going to happen next “I think we should stop seeing each other, I mean.. before things get serious with Jimin.” Namjoon nods.
“Of course hyung, I totally understand! And just this morning I found a new match on tinder, this guy..” He reaches out for his phone “JK, matched with me and we’re talking already so…”
“Well, you know what I think about tinder, but you’re old enough to make your own decisions.. Let me see this guy.” Namjoon shows him his tinder profile “Oh Joon, he looks like a catfish..”
“I thought so too but really I did the google research by image and I found nothing..” He sighs “so I guess the only thing left to do is meeting him and making sure it’s him in real life.”
“You need to make clear your intentions before Namjoonie, you know, to avoid hurting him.”
“Of course I will hyung, of course I will.”
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A week later
“Hyung do you think I look cool?” Yoongi on FaceTime sighed.
“Namjoon-ah you should turn on the lights, how am I supposed to tell you if you look good when I can’t even see you..”
“I can’t you know.. outside the sun’s still shining..”
“Just two seconds please, no tree will die if you turn on the light for two seconds.”
“Okay…” When he turns on the lights Yoongi almost chokes.
“You look so good Joon, if I weren’t dating Jimin I’d probably be running to you right now.”
“Yoongi hyung.. that’s not a nice thing to say, poor Jimin.. speaking of them, will you even introduce me to them.. like I wanna meet them someday, you’ve never even showed me a pic of them.”
“I definitely won’t introduce them to you now, what am I supposed to say.. Jimin-ah this is the guy I used to fuck-“
“You used to fuck?”
“Sorry, this is that guy that used to fuck me-“
“Sounds good and definitely more realistic.”
“Before we started dating, and then being the only guy I used to see we became best friends!”
“I mean, that doesn’t sound that bad, like if I was Jimin I would get angry at all.. like you were sexually active, so what?” Namjoon’s putting on his jacket, earphones in his ears, ready to leave.
“Namjoon, let me explain this to you, since I know sometimes it’s hard for you to understand some things: if I tell shit like that to Jimin they’d definitely feel like there is some competition between you two, and then they’ll start doubting me and think I cheat on them with you, and since I don’t want that to happen I’ll just keep that to myself for a bit.”
“I know hyung.” The sound of the door locking interrupts the conversation, and Namjoon runs down the stairs “But you can’t lie to him for long, you need to tell him before you two get serious.”
“I know.”
“I’m at the bus stop by the way, hopefully Jungkook has a car or something better to come here because coming to my apartment by bus is the most non-sexy thing in the world.”
“I’ve told you so many times that you should get a driver's license but you never listen to me so I’ll stop saying it to you.”
“Why am I supposed to buy a car and literally pollute the earth when I can just go around by bike and being ecological?” Yoongi rolls his eyes.
"Please.. you’ll probably stink once you get off that bus.”
“That’s why I brought my perfume with me, do you think I’m dumb?”
“I do sometimes.” Namjoon theatrically gasps.
“I am offended! Why do you always treat me like this? I’m younger, you should-”
“Namjoon I’ve had your dick in me so many times we’re definitely over that point.” Namjoon blushes.
“Don’t say it like that..” He moves on his seat.
“Oh my god I can’t believe you’re so shy and easily flustered when we’re not fucking.. how do you change personality when you have sex?”
“Yoongi hyung please stop it or I’ll shut down the call.”
“Okay, okay, I’m sorry..” The bus stops, Namjoon quickly gets off the bus and opens google maps.
“I’m heading to the club now, so if you don’t see my face it’s because I’m using google maps to reach it.”
“Imagine being a huge buff man but using google maps not to lose yourself.”
“Yoongi I swear I’m going to hang up and block you everywhere.”
“Where did the hyung go?” Namjoon almost starts apologizing “Namjoon I’m kidding okay, it’s okay really, I’ve had your dick in me so many times-“
“Please stop saying that.” Namjoon reaches the club.
He’s early.
“I arrived safe and sound, I’m going inside, I’ll call you tomorrow probably, after work though.”
“Okay, good luck with your new guy Namjoon-ah.”
“Thanks hyung, bye.” He hangs up the call and heads inside the club.
Once the waiters get him to his table Namjoon pulls out his phone to let Jungkook know that he’s inside already and he took a picture of himself, letting him know how to recognize him once he gets inside the club.
A few minutes passed by, Namjoon was scrolling through his social media when an unknown voice recalls his attention.
“Hello.” Jungkook bowes “I guess you’re Namjoon-ssi.”
“You must be Jungkook! Please avoid all the formalities, you can just call me hyung.” Jungkook blushes and bowes again “You’re even prettier in real life Jungkook.”
“Thanks Namjoon-hyung.” Namjoon smiles and sits down, Jungkook doing the same thing in front of him.
“So what do you want to drink?”
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They click.
Namjoon can feel the connection they have, he’s never had that kind of connection with anyone.
“Jungkook is a great dancer" Namjoon thinks when Jungkook starts moving his body against his.
“Hyung, let go and dance with me.” Jungkook whispers in Namjoon’s ear, making the elder shiver from head to toe.
Jungkook takes his hands and puts them around his waist, making his back touch Namjoon’s chest.
Against Jungkook Namjoon feels small, he feels like he doesn’t want to be in control, like he’s not good at it.
Namjoon lets Jungkook take over him, manhandle him all he wants, he lets Jungkook move him.
Namjoon’s hands instinctively squeeze Jungkook’s waist, making the younger arch his back against him, pushing his ass against Namjoon’s crotch.
“What are you doing?”
“Wasn’t this what you wanted? Or do you prefer it the other way?” In two seconds Namjoon’s back is against Jungkook's chest and his hips moving almost naturally with Jungkook's.
“Do you want to come over?” Namjoon finds himself asking.
“Of course I do, where’s your car?” Namjoon blushes.
“I don’t have a driver's license, I was kinda hoping you had one.” Jungkook smirks.
“I do. Come with me baby.” Namjoon was already melting in Jungkook’s arms when he got pulled out of the club.
“Here’s my child.” Namjoon couldn’t believe his eyes.
“You drive a fucking motorbike?” His dick twitched when Jungkook put his helmet on.
“Jump on and give me your address, or else I’ll do it here and now.”
Namjoon felt the instinct to be a good boy , so he obediently did what Jungkook asked him to do.
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They couldn’t take their hands off each other, in the lobby, in the elevator, and behind the door of Namjoon’s apartment.
“Please open the goddamn door, I’m going crazy.”
“You kissing my neck while I’m trying to open the door is distracting don’t you think?” Namjoon replies, finally entering his apartment.
“Please I need you so much.”
In a few seconds their clothes are all over the floor, the two laying on the bed fighting for dominance.
Something that Namjoon suddenly doesn’t want.
“Do you want to top?”
“I mean.. I usually top so..”
“Hyung I asked you if you want to top, not what is your role usually when you’re having sex with other people.”
“I don’t know, you make me feel like..”
“Have you ever bottomed?”
“No..”
“Okay baby.” Namjoon almost moans at the way Jungkook manhandled him to be on all fours “Now let me do my job, I promise I'll make you feel good.”
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5.30 A.M.
The sun was rising and with it Namjoon got up.
It was Friday, so Namjoon had to do the morning shift.
He turned around, watching Jungkook sleeping peacefully, a cute pout on his lips that Namjoon just wanted to kiss away.
He got ready in ten minutes and after leaving a not right next to Jungkook’s phone he left, aware that he got nothing precious in the house that could be stolen.
3.00 P.M.
When Namjoon came back home, Jungkook wasn’t there, instead of his body on the bed there was a note.
This is my phone number: +82XXXXXXXXXX
I had fun with you yesterday night, sex apart, I’d like to go out with you again, maybe this time a real date, are you in?
Namjoon doesn’t do dating, he doesn’t really know what does “dating someone” mean, sure he’s had a few boyfriends before (in high school and the first year of college), but it has been so long since the last one, he’s not sure he remember how it works.
He took his phone from his pocket and added the number to his contacts
To: Jungkook
Hi Jungkook, it’s Namjoon, I don’t usually do dating. But I'd love to meet up again, and maybe become friends. What do you think?
He throws himself on the bed and turns on the TV, the channel already on FOCUS, the phone on “Do Not Disturb” mode.
From: Jungkook
Hi hyung, of course it’s okay, I'd love to hang out with you! Are you free this weekend?
To: Jungkook
Yes I am, tomorrow evening?
From: Jungkook
I’m taking you out for dinner.
To: Jungkook
Being your hyung, the dinner’s on me!!
From: Jungkook
Ugh, fine!! See you tomorrow.