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1. with the sun against our back by esssteee

   Fandoms: The Grisha Trilogy - Leigh Bardugo, Shadow and Bone (TV), Nikolai Series - Leigh Bardugo  

   • Explicit
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   14 Apr 2023

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • The Darkling | Aleksander Morozova/Nikolai Lantsov
   • Nikolai Lantsov & Alina Starkov
   • Nikolai Lantsov
   • The Darkling | Aleksander Morozova
   • Alina Starkov
   • Tolya Yul-Bataar
   • Tamar Kir-Bataar
   • Vasily Lantsov
   • Alexander Lantsov III
   • Tatiana Lantsov
   • Mal Oretsev
   • Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
   • Slow Paced
   • Explicit Sexual Content
   • Explicit Language
   • Angst
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Emotional/Psychological Abuse
   • Verbal Abuse
   • Homophobia
   • Older Man/Younger Man
   • The Lantsovs A+ parenting
   • Patricide
   • Fratricide

   Summary

   A life spent at sea, years after years of forging himself a new name, a new face―an identity to replace the one stolen from him. But it all so easily shatters, and by the most innocuous of objects: a letter, beckoning him home.

   Or: Nikolai learns the most important truth of all. A love offered thrice may very well be true, but he must first find who he is to embrace it.

   Series

   • Part 3 of of monsters and men

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   70,427

   Chapters:

   3/3

   Comments:

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