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1. Lost and Forgotten, Found and Remembered by MsMarvelous

   Fandoms: Captain America - All Media Types  

   • Not Rated
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   30 Mar 2025

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • James "Bucky" Barnes/Steve Rogers
   • Steve Rogers
   • James "Bucky" Barnes
   • Sam Wilson (Marvel)
   • Natasha Romanov (Marvel)
   • Tony Stark
   • Clint Barton
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Dissociative Identity Disorder
   • Flashbacks
   • Bucky Barnes Recovering
   • Mind Control Aftermath & Recovery
   • Aftermath of Torture
   • Avengers Family
   • Post-Captain America: The Winter Soldier
   • Fear of doctors
   • Bucky Barnes Needs a Hug
   • Protective Steve Rogers
   • Seizures
   • memory recovery
   • Angst with a Happy Ending

   Summary

   The Asset struggles to relearn who James Buchanan Barnes was and what his role is now that Captain America is his Handler. As memories of his life before Hydra reemerge he struggles to understand who he is and how to function. Once he remembers, the guilt of his action's as the Winter Solider threatens to tear Bucky apart. Steve Rodger's tries to be there for his tormented friend through the pain and suffering of his recovery, hoping that his love will be enough to bring them both back together and heal the beautiful, broken man he vows to protect.

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   English

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