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Part 2 of NCT OT23 , Part 1 of NCT AOB
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Fear

Summary:

Everyone thought Jisung will be an alpha but he is actually an omega. He doesn't want to disappoint them. So he kept it a secret.

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"Wow, you must be an alpha"

 

"You're so cool! You must be an alpha!"

 

"You're tall. Similar to an alpha"

 

"Uri maknae will be an alpha~"

 

Jisung look at the pills on his hand. The suppressant pills. The scent blockers. Heat blockers. He take a gulp of all the pills and save the remaining on his nightstand.

 

The pills kinda makes him dizzy that he groaned before walking out of the room.

 

He sees some of his pack mates cuddling on the living room and some of it cooking, also being sweet in there.

 

Chenle take notice of him. "Ji, come here!" He makes a sign and Jisung walk to him. "What's up, Lele?" He asked and sit beside the guy on the couch.

 

"Look at this new news! The famous actor we love is an omega! It is a shocking news, seriously!!" The chinese guy exclaimed with wide eyes while showing his phone about the news.

 

Jisung gulped and flinched a little. "Gosh, that is a big shock" He chuckle awkwardly. Chenle nodded. "I know, right. He should tell people right away but he kept on living normally and doesn't even refuse the rumors that he is an alpha!! That is so messed up"

 

"Uhm... Is it that bad if he is an omega?" Jisung tried to ask normally. "Well, it is bad cause he doesn't protest when people called him an alpha and it feels like he played with people's feeling!" Chenle huffed in annoyance.

 

".... Then what if I'm an omega?" Jisung asked silently. Chenle raised one of his eyebrow. "This question again?" He sighed in annoyance.

 

"Well! I haven't present myself yet...!"

 

"You're probably an alpha or beta. If you're an omega..." Chenle shiver at the thought. "It would be weird, honestly but..." Jisung doesn't focused on the guy's next sentence. 

 

The voice, his omega side, started to shout in his head. He tried to control the urge when suddenly a shouted was heard.

 

"Time for breakfast!!! " Kun come to the living room in his apron.

 

"Ji, go called the others" Jisung nodded and stand up to call the others. He opened the door for each rooms.

 

Until the last room, he stopped when he heard a moaned. He clench his fist at the smell and knock the door. "Who?" A breathy voice said.

 

"... Yuta Hyung, it's time for breakfast" Jisung hesitantly answered. "Wait— Urgh! Tell Taeyong that Taro was on his heat! Put the food outside the door" 

 

Before Jisung could answer, the moan become louder and his omega side shudder at the smell of alpha. He quickly walk away and run to his room, grabbing the pills on the table and gulped it down dizzily.

 

 

His blurred vision become clear and he walk to the dining table. "Where's Yuta, Ji?" Taeyong asked. Jisung sit in the middle with Jaemin and Chenle beside him.

 

 

"Shotaro Hyung is on his heat" Only the simple answer makes all of them understand what happened. 

 

"I will bring breakfast for them then"Kun, as the beta, said and stand up. Grabbing their plates and walked away.

 

The others started eating their food while talking to each other. "Lele, when is your next heat?" Sicheng asked.

 

"Herm... I think next week. I still have many times before it" Chenle answered calmly while munching his food.

 

Jisung stopped on his track. His heat is in a few days. He cursed and remind himself to buy the suppressant, heat blockers and scent blockers pills more.

 

"Ji, today is your job to do the dishes" Jaehyun said and he snapped out of his daze. Jisung look at everyone's plates and it is all empty.

 

"Okay ..." He replied gloomily and walked to the sink. Everyone give him their plates and he started washing all of it.

 


 

Fuck...

 

He never think his heat will come tonight. Especially when he is cuddling with Jaehyun, the alpha. Luckily his scent was hidden by the scent blockers pills he eat earlier but it still makes him weak.

 

 

He sit up with heavy breath. His mind was blurry and everything makes him nausea. He stand up but the figure on the bed move slightly.

 

"Ji?"

 

Jisung take a deep breath and smile at the older guy. "I want to drink water, Hyung. Continue your sleep" He said and walked away.

 

Jisung walk to the kitchen and grab the glass, putting the water in it. He quickly gulped it all down.

 

The heat still doesn't lessened. The pain become more hurtful.

 

Jisung open the kitchen drawer for medicine that his pack mates always remind to use it in a hard times. He runned his hands through it to search for a medicine that omega's used.

 

His sight become more blurry until he found the word omega on the label. He open the packaging hurriedly and gulped it down.

 

After a few minutes, he relieve a breath in relief. The pill seems to work out for him so he put it back and drink more water.

 

Jisung then continue sleeping with his Hyung calmly.

 

 


 

"Hyung, you really don't know how to play this" Jisung laughed at Donghyuck disbelief expression. "Shut up! I am new to this game!!" The tanned-skin guy shouted.

 

Chenle only rolled his eyes. "You already played this for more than a week, Hyung"

 

Before he could protest, a voice suddenly walked inside the bedroom. They all turned their attention to the figure. "Oh, Johnny Hyung, what is it?" Jeno asked.

 

 

"Did you guys take any pills inside the kitchen drawer?" Johnny asked with a serious expression. The dreamies can sense it and paused the game.

 

"Which one? I has take one of the suppressant pills" Renjun said. "You take it..?" Jaemin asked in disbelief. The beta never swallow pills unless they have world tour.

 

"Why, Hyung?" Mark asked. "Is there any of you take this pills?" Johnny showed a pack of pills. Jisung slightly flinched. He knows it.

 

"What kind of pill is that?" Jisung asked normally, tried to cover for it.

 

"Anti-omega" The room become tense and everyone turn to Chenle, the only 'omega' in the room. "I didn't take it! Maybe the other alpha hyungs take it...?" Chenle quickly said.

 

 

"No, I already asked the others. Even the alphas, betas and omegas" Johnny shook his head. "Be honest if you ever take it. This is about your life" The older guy said.

 

"No, Hyung. Maybe you forgot that you take it" Donghyuck said. Johnny sighed. "I hope so. You can continue playing the games then" He walked out.

 

Jisung mind is full of thought. He is scared. Who doesn't know about the anti-omega pills, seriously? 

 

It is a pill for an alpha to escape from omegas. It is good for an idol because the omega fans sometimes lose their control. That's why they always take it. In negative side, it can affecting the omegas badly if they took the pills.

 

"Uhm.. Hyung, I need to rest" Jisung stand up and smile at them before walking to his shared bedroom with Renjun.

 

 


 

The others have their own schedules for today. Only Jisung have the free time and he is alone in the room, in pain.

 

 

It seems like the medicine is taking affect on Jisung. He groaned and hugging the blanket tightly. 

 

His insides in burning. His omega side is shouting at the heat. His lower back can't even move. No, he can't even move his whole body expect for his fingers.

 

 

He coughed badly. He is sure that his body is releasing the scent. He sit up, forcing his limit, even when he feels like he could lose his consciousness anytime.

 

He grab the pills on his nightstand and gulped on all of it. He can't even think properly and gulped on all of the pills he has.

 

Jisung doesn't even remember when he lose his consciousnesses.

 

 


 

"Don't you think Jisung is a little weird since yesterday?" Taeyong stopped at Johnny's question. "... I thought I was the only one" Jaehyun said before Taeyong can answered.

 

"No, but I also think like that!" Chenle said suddenly. 

 

 

Most of the members all have the same schedule expect for Wayv. "What do you guys mean?" Taeyong tried to asked calmly. Even he started to get nervous. 

 

"A few days ago, Jisung keep asking me about something like what if he is an omega. He keep asking the same things" Chenle sighed.

 

"Two days ago, Jisung sleep with me but suddenly he wakes up at late night and said that he want to get water but his face is so paled at that time" Jaehyun also sighed.

 

"Ah! When Johnny Hyung asked about the anti-omega pills, he flinched and he seems scared! His face also paled" Renjun said.

 

All of them looks at each other. They finally understand what happened. Taeyong turned to the manager. "Can you please be quick?" He asked politely. The manager glance and nodded.

 

 

 

Right after arriving, Taeyong quickly run to open the dorm door. He get in and froze, a smell of rotten butter that hurts his nose right away but he is too scared to care about that.

 

He run in panic to Jisung's room and open the door. "Jisung!" He shouted at the figure who is half-dead on the floor. He cursed under his breath at all the pills.

 

A loud gasps was heard. Taeyong turned to his pack mates. "Quick!! Call the ambulance!!!" He yelled at them.

 

 

Jaemin grab his phone and called the ambulance while the others tried to help. "Chenle, grab a bucket of water! Jaehyun, bring me a wet towel!!" They're quick to follow the leader orders until the ambulance arrived.

 

 

 


 

 

Jisung open his eyes weakly. The sunlight make his eyes hurts so he turn to the opposite side. He grumbled while hugging the blanket, smelling it.

 

The maknae widen his eyes and sit up quickly. This is Taeyong Hyung's room! He gulp and pull away the blanket.

 

 

Jisung stand up but his legs suddenly give up and he sit down forcefully at the floor. The younger guy groaned in pain. 

 

The door opened and he makes an eye contact with the leader's of the pack. Taeyong stare at him before sighing and carry him.

 

Lying down on the bed while still hugging the maknae's waist. "Wait, Hyu—" His voice cracked and he coughed violently.

 

Taeyong grab a water bottle on the bed side and give him a sip. Jisung gulp it all down hurriedly. 

 

After he calmed down, Taeyong silently patting his back. "Hyung, what happened? Why are you being clingy?" Jisung asked confusedly.

 

"I need to release my pheromones so you can heal better" Taeyong said blankly. The maknae was confused until he realizes the meaning of it.

 

He flinched and pulled away from him but a zapp of pain hit him on the lower back. He yelped in pain.

 

Taeyong take action right away and release more of his calming and soothing pheromones. Jisung inhale the pheromones and sighed in relief before lying his head on the older guy's chest.

 

"I'm sorry, Hyung" 

 

 

"We will talk about this after you heal completely, Jisung" No nickname. He knows Taeyong is very angry so he only stayed silent until he fell asleep.

 

 

 


 

 

It's been a week. Jisung's omega system finally worked out like normal. He knows that it is no use to hide it so he didn't bother to take the pills.

 

Today will be the discussion about him. He is scared but it will happen either way. He walked to the living room. All the eyes started focusing on him after smelling his mint-chocolate sweet scent.

 

Jisung sit at a single couch because it seems like they really prepare it for him to sit on it. "So, Jisung. Explain" Yuta said coldly.

 

Jisung gulped, gripping his pants. "I'm an omega... I'm sorry for keeping it a secret " He said slowly. "Since when?" Kun asked.

 

"... 2 years ago"

 

Many sharp inhales was heard. "What the fuck, Park Jisung!!" Chenle stand up in anger. Jisung flinched again. "Chenle, I'm so—" "Why won't you tell us?!! Why the hell—" "Chenle, enough" Mark said.

 

 

It's all become silent but the atmosphere is very heavy. "Chenle is right. Why won't you tell us, Jisung?" Taeil said, trying to calm the situation.

 

Jisung hesitant to tell the reason and stay silent. "Park" Taeyong use his alpha's leader voice and everyone flinched, even the alphas. Jisung take a sharp inhales.

 

"I'm scared! You guys are having high hopes for me to be an alpha. I also hope I can be an alpha but two years ago... I presented myself in front of my alphas family. Their reaction is still fresh on my mind. Then what is I tell you guys?! It will be even worse!!" Jisung cried out while looking down on his fists which were gripping the pants.

 

The members eyes softened. "Jisung, Jisung Baby" Jaemin kneel down in front of the maknae and hold his hands. "Look at me, Sungie" Jisung's wet teary eyes looks at the alpha.

 

Jaemin smile sadly. "We're not disappointed, okay? We don't care if you're an alpha or omega or beta. We just want you to be healthy"

 

"But you guys really has high hopes for me to be an alpha..." Jisung sobbed. Jaemin wipe his snot with his hoodie sleeve and turn to their leader.

 

Taeyong get the message and carry Jisung slightly, putting the younger guy down on his lap. "Ji, it's normal to have high expectations but we will never be disappointed of whatever you get. It's not like we have a choice since the beginning"

 

"... Is it really okay for me to be an omega? Even when I am on heat? Will you help me?" Jisung rubbed his tears away.

 

"Of course "

 

"We would be glad"

 

"You're our mates"

 

All the answer really makes him cry more. Taeyong cooed and comfort the guy by giving a positive words. After a while, Jisung finally calmed down.

 

"But Ji..." Doyoung said with a smile that everyone know the meaning that makes Jisung flinched nervously.

 

"Don't think that you don't have any punishment" Jisung pouted and hugged Taeyong tightly. "Ji, no matter how much you cuddle with me, we will not change our mind. Your action is very dangerous" The leader chuckled.

 

Jisung look at all of them with the most betrayed look.

 

 


 

 

"Do you want to know that the leader always makes a bet for the members who haven't presented themselves yet" Chenle calmly said while watching the tv.

 

Jisung ,who was wearing a fake cat ears, perked up at that. "Really?!"

 

"Yep, for me, they all bet for me to be an omega so most of them got money. I heard for you, Taeyong Hyung betted that you will be an omega. I guess he got the money " Chenle shrugged.

 

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