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1. I'd rather lose somebody than use somebody by visetic

   Fandoms: 今際の国のアリス | Imawa no Kuni no Alice | Alice in Borderland (TV), 今際の国のアリス | Imawa no Kuni no Alice | Alice in Borderland (Manga)  

   • Mature
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   13 Jan 2023

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Arisu Ryouhei/Chishiya Shuntarou
   • Chishiya Shuntarou & Kuina Hikari
   • Arisu Ryouhei & Usagi Yuzuha
   • Arisu Ryouhei & Kuina Hikari
   • Arisu Ryouhei
   • Chishiya Shuntarou
   • Kuina Hikari
   • Usagi Yuzuha
   • Arisu Hajime
   • Arisu Ryouhei's Father
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Emotional Hurt/Comfort
   • Self-Doubt
   • Self-Esteem Issues
   • Hurt Arisu Ryouhei
   • arisu needs help
   • arisu needs a hug
   • Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD
   • Depression
   • arisu centric
   • someone help arisu
   • please i'm begging
   • he needs it
   • Chishiya Shuntarou Has Feelings
   • Best Friends Chishiya Shuntarou & Kuina Hikari
   • Chishiya Shuntarou is a Little Shit
   • Soft Chishiya Shuntarou
   • Top Chishiya Shuntarou
   • Bottom Arisu Ryouhei
   • Autistic Chishiya Shuntarou
   • Autistic Arisu Ryouhei
   • Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
   • no beta I don't care enough
   • more like
   • I'm embarrassed enough
   • lovestruck idiots
   • Idiots in Love
   • chishiya may be a master of diamond games but his intellect won't help here
   • selectively mute arisu ryouhei

   Summary

   Returning from the Borderlands was hard on arisu.

   His memories came back to him once he returned home in the form of relentless nightmares.

   Now struggling with very apparent PTSD, he attempts to search for his other friends and teammates from the Borderlands.

   When face to face with Chishiya once more, Arisu struggles to get a handle on the emotions he experiences.

   As they reunite, their relationship evolves into something more than just teammates.

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   English

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