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1. you're on your own, kid by chickennoodlesoups

   Fandoms: Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (TV 2012)  

   • Mature
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • No category
   • Work in Progress

   13 Sep 2023

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Mona Lisa/Raphael (TMNT)
   • Karai/Shinigami (TMNT)
   • Leonardo & Raphael (TMNT)
   • Donatello & Leonardo & Michelangelo & Raphael (TMNT)
   • Michelangelo & Raphael (TMNT)
   • Donatello & Raphael (TMNT)
   • Raphael (TMNT)
   • Leonardo (TMNT)
   • Donatello (TMNT)
   • Michelangelo (TMNT)
   • April O'Neil (TMNT)
   • Karai (TMNT)
   • Shinigami (TMNT)
   • Hamato Yoshi | Splinter
   • Oroku Saki | Shredder
   • Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD
   • References to Depression
   • Anxiety Attacks
   • Panic Attacks
   • Brotherly Angst
   • Brotherly Love
   • no Tcest
   • Raphael Needs a Hug (TMNT)
   • Older Sibling Leonardo (TMNT)
   • Good Sibling Leonardo (TMNT)
   • Good Sibling Michelangelo (TMNT)
   • Good Sibling Donatello (TMNT)
   • Raphael-centric (TMNT)
   • no one talks about the way this poor boy probably blames himself for his fathers death
   • so i'm gonna talk about it
   • in fanfic form
   • Traumatized Raphael (TMNT)
   • Traumatized Leonardo (TMNT)
   • Traumatized Michelangelo (TMNT)
   • Traumatized Donatello (TMNT)
   • raph has bad panic attacks
   • and nightmares
   • raph's brothers don't realize how bad his trauma is
   • leo fucks up pretty bad
   • but he didn't mean it
   • i promise he fixes it
   • he was a complete dick though
   • mona is a good girlfriend
   • she convinces raph to talk to leo about his thoughts
   • raph cries a lot in this
   • you can't tell me he doesn't cry the most
   • he literally cries when they get home from space and see splinter alive again
   • the boys get to cuss in this btw

   Summary

   the one where raph believes everything, especially his father's death, is his fault; and that maybe, his brothers might be better off without him.

    

   basically, a heart-wrenching thought for a fanfic i had a few nights ago while listening to "you're on your own, kid" by taylor swift. (that song is so raph, so is "tolerate it," argue with the wall)

   Language:

   English

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   Chapters:

   4/?

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