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1. bloody like a body that has died and it's myself (tangled in my own intestines) by Charlie_Balle

   Fandoms: Black Widow (Movie 2021), Marvel Cinematic Universe  

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   • Complete Work

   29 Apr 2023

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   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Yelena Belova & Natasha Romanov
   • Yelena Belova & Original Character(s)
   • Yelena Belova/Original Female Character(s)
   • Yelena Belova
   • Natasha Romanov (Marvel)
   • Original Female Character(s)
   • Dreykov (Avengers Marvel movies)
   • Yelena Belova Needs a Hug
   • Yelena Belova-centric
   • Yelena Belova Has Issues
   • Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism
   • Sexual Abuse
   • Abuse
   • Hurt No Comfort
   • (at first)
   • Angst with a Happy Ending
   • Alcohol Withdrawal
   • Addiction
   • Substance Abuse
   • Child Abuse
   • Child Soldiers
   • Red Room (Marvel)
   • Mentions Of Date Rape Drug/Roofies
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Asexual Yelena Belova
   • Mind Control
   • Mind Control Aftermath & Recovery
   • Touch-Starved
   • Asexual Lesbian Yelena Belova
   • Implied/Referenced Sex
   • Mental Breakdown
   • sex as a coping mechanism
   • Consent Issues
   • Past Sexual Abuse

   Summary

   Contrary to popular Russian stereotypes, Yelena Belova does not like alcohol.

   It may seem like she does. She lifts shot glasses to her lips as easily as she breathes and swallows them down like it's water. But she was raised on the clinking of bottles, flutes of champagne, and the bitter burn of vodka.

   When she gets free, when she’s allowed to quit, she can’t. Try as she might, she’s addicted to the very thing that brings so much pain.

   Series

   • Part 30 of Yelena Belova Feels

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