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Hide the Pain

Summary:

Escapril 2023 day 21: An Average Day

Nikolai’s average day isn’t great but he’s used to it by now.

Notes:

I am having a rollercoaster week meaning I feel absolutely depressed half the time and happy/ normal the rest of the time. I don’t even know why I try to be nice anymore because life doesn’t work that way apparently but no point burdening u guys. Anyway, Nikolai’s life is also hell sometimes so this is basically how his day would go.

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Wake up in the night

From nightmares

Or the monster taking flight

 

His whole body hurting

Old wounds and new

But still he continues flirting

To his character staying true

 

He gets up

Getting ready for the day

A quick cleanup

And out he goes, hooray

 

Eat breakfast in the war room

While meeting with his group

All of the talk full of gloom

But still he tries to entertain his troupe

 

Hiding his pain

The pain he always feels

But he is King and must reign

Talking to other countries, making deals

If he seems weak

Their country pays

It’s allies he seeks

Through many ways

 

His shoulder throbs

His dry throat bobs

But he can’t do anything about it

 

Hide his pain

Talk to people day after day

Each day the same

While in the spotlight of fame

 

Stay up late

Hope what you did today

Didn’t seal your fate

Hope that you don’t wake up

From nightmares or worse

Drink from the poisoned cup

Still under that curse

 

Day after day

Wake up tired

Keep the pain at bay

Put on a brave face

What else can he say

Go back to the first place

Stay up late, get no sleep

Interrupted by dream or monster

No time to weep

Just an average day for him

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