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The Golden Brother

Summary:

The human realm is very different, but not as dangerous as the boiling isles. It definitely is strange though.
Hunter is learning about what life has to offer, and it is lovely - friends, family, the joy of being free as yourself. He wants to protect everyone.
But strong brothers needs hugs too.
Luz is trying to figure out how to deal with her guilt and grief, whilst balancing being the person she thinks she has to be.

Jacob and Masha are trying to keep Gravesfield safe and Belos is lurking in the shadows scheming. Kikimora is here too!

PS. IMPORTANT, PLEASE READ:
I know some of the art is not visible, or the links are broken, for some people. It's really tiresome to go in and add them all the time. So if you're one of the lucky ones who can see them, yay! If not, I'm sorry. If you're desperate you can find them by browsing my tumblr or twitter.

Notes:

Taking place in the human realm. A kind of reminiscing of what could've been for season 3 - or rather, hints I've picked up on what they might have wanted season 3 to contain; themes and character developments (with Canon show in mind of what everyone went thru/became in the end).

A chapter does not represent an episode, I am just having fun musing on what could've been and where those ideas may have taken the story.
I'm working with breadcrumbs here, so if it's not as you imagine, sorry! :(

I am biased to Hunter, huntlow, pittwins and gus bromance - but I try to keep it fair focus on the whole gang. :)

And FYI, I love both Luz and Amity. I love Hunter and Amity being friends and I like exploring Luz' depression/self-hate arch. I am fond of Vee too and her character arc. If you interpret them as mean in this fic, you're projecting something that isn't there.

Vee is getting more spotlight too. And I want to try keep true to what the shows themes and intent with the characters are. But alas I'm a mere fan and I am not a crew haha! It's only my own personal ideas and musing.

But I hope you'll enjoy them too. :)
I apologise for my dyslexia. It makes me lose letters and words sometimes. :(

Chapter 1: Doppelganger

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It is day two since they had arrived.

Vee remained in her disguise as Luz and kept away from the new arrivals, watching them from the rims of the walls of each room. Observing them in silent admiration.

They all seemed like such good friends. They were Luz’ real friends. This whole time, Vee had posed as Luz and made friends with her face. Although Vee liked Luz, she was grateful for her generosity of lending her a face, she was also envious.

Vee liked being Luz. Not because it was Luz, it could have been anybody. It just so happened that Luz was the one that lent her a life. A life where she wasn’t Vee the basilisk, Vee the victim.

The first day and night had been a lot for all of them and Vee had been too busy helping Camila make temporary beds in Luz's bedroom to really take in who they all were.

Too busy to notice the Golden guard.

On the second day she could scent something. A strong scent of something, something similar to her- no, well, almost. Selkiedomus? Palistromwood? Stonesleeper? The palistromwood she figured must be from the palismen. Maybe it was because they were many and so close together in the house? Vee wasn't entirely sure but had sniffed out that there was for sure something else there too.

Her thoughts were interrupted by Gus’ little smile in her direction. Vee’s impression of him was that he was an easy-going guy, and around her own age. She thought perhaps he and her would make quick friends and happily returned his smile with one of her own.

There had been no time to properly introduce each other yet. They had arrived yesterday night, the morning was full of toast and orange juice. It was only now they could actually say hello. And Vee had looked forward to it.

"I didn't know Luz had a twin sister. Vee, wasn't it?" Gus extended a friendly hand to her and she shook it awkwardly. It wasn't this boy who smelled so strangely.

"Um.. I'm not her sister, not really." Vee stroked her hair, making sure it didn’t poof her ears out like it would do sometimes when she was nervous.

"Oh?" Gus tilted his head at her. Luz had assured her that they were all friends and trustworthy. And she did trust Luz... But before she could explain it to him, she saw him. The Golden guard.

Memories of him staring into her cage flashed before her eyes. How could she ever forget red eyes like that, starting blankly at her into the dark of her prison.

And now he saw her too. In flashes, she saw him as who he truly was - the boy on the other side of the bars, who often came down with his uncle to keep him company.

Vee backed up. "Y-You!"

Hunter raised his eyebrows at her from where he stood by the kitchen counter. He had never met her before, to his knowledge anyway.

"What's the matter Vee?" Luz asks from where she sat by the table. Vee leaped behind Luz, grabbing hold of her arm like the handle of a shield. "Woah-Wowah!"

"Th-That's the Golden guard! That's- That's him! He's a bad guy!"

"Oh! No, that's Hunter- I mean, yes, he's the- was the Golden guard." Luz explains in a soothing voice but it did not help Vee.

Hunter’s expression changed into something tense. Gus looked over at him from across the room, but couldn’t offer any support from where he stood.

"He works for Belos!" Vee's voice cracks with fear as she whimpers.

Hunter holds his hands up. "I am-"

"Get out of this house!" Vee hisses, but only sounds scared and willing to fight him if she had to. Hunter lowered his hands. He was not going to fight her and he was sorry to see the state he put her in with his presence alone.

Willow gets between Hunter and the basilisk. "Easy! Hunter is a friend. He doesn't work for Belos-"

"Is that what he told you?!" Vee could feel the panic raise to levels beyond her stability.

She morphed, desperately clinging onto her doppelganger form. Her face distorts and she hisses over Luz' shoulder at him.

From the corner of her eye, she could see Gus gasp and step away from her.

Did they not know she was a basilisk? Had Luz not told them? Oh no, was he scared of her now? Vee didn’t want to scare anybody.

Camila comes into the room with urgency at all the sounds of panic, gesturing her hands for everyone to calm down. She comes to Vee, who quickly slithers into Camila's arms to hide and sniffle.

"Camila he's bad! He's from the castle!" She cries. She was finally safe, away from the castle and it's prison. This was her sanctuary, her safe space, her refuge... And now he was here too.

Camila turns to look at Hunter, who freezes with fear.

"No! Mama! Wait wait wait! Hunter is not a bad guy." Luz gets between her mom and her friends. "Lets.. Lets all just calm down alright? Hunter is a friend Vee, he wouldn't hurt you."

Vee scrunches her face together in anger. "How can you say that?! Do you know what he's done?! I have seen him walk down to our prisons with Belos!"

Luz was taken aback.

But Hunter found his voice: "Do you think I wanted to? I did not have a choice. My uncle- I was desperate to appease him."

"Oh, how awful for you Golden guard!" Vee spits. "Just like how we didn't have a choice either, you mean?! Locked up, used for his experiments! I know he made you fetch us when we escaped! You lead the scouts on the hunts!"

Hunter looks away with discomfort. "I'm sorry."

"Oh you are sorry?! Sorry?!" Vee trembles with anger as the tears burn her eyes. "I bet you are! You villain!"

"Vee.." Camila hugs her and Vee turns her contorted angry face in at Camila.

Camila brushed Vee’s blueish-blonde hair and hushed her.

The room fell quiet and Vee became painfully aware of how loud her sniffles had become.

"I-I can't be here." She sniffles and manages to get back into her doppelganger form, stroking tears from her eyes, Vee leaves the kitchen.

Hunter watches her run away into the dark hallway and up the stairs. He looks down at his hand resting on the counter, not meeting the looks his comrades were giving him.

Camila says something to Luz before following Vee to comfort her.

Luz places a hand on his shoulder. ”She’ll come around.”

“Yeah.” Says Gus and Willow, giving him smiles and assuring nods. But Hunter remains silent and contemplating.

Amity looks towards the stairs Camila climbed up too, wondering if this sort of thing was even forgivable.

 


 

Vee was told they split the group into two, for sleeping.

Hunter had offered to sleep elsewhere, to give Vee the space for safety that she desired, away from him.

Vee was disappointed to hear that Gus had decided to join him in the basement. He had seemed like just the type of person she’d have an easy time becoming friends with and now her quick way into the new friend group was none. There was Luz, of course, but she felt a little awkward around her. Having pretended to be her and all.

Vee breathed out.

She was grateful to have a room where she would not have to accidentally bump into Hunter.

Now, Luz' room was the girls' room. Vee never had this before. At least not as herself. At camp she had friends and freedom for the first time in her life. But that was as Luz. Everything was easier as Luz. Luz wasn't afraid of Hunter, he was her friend. As Vee, Hunter was someone who reminded of her captor and abuser.

The memory of Hunter briefly looking into her cell flashes before her mind's eye again. His red eyes absently staring at her in the dark before Belos calls for him, like he wasn't seeing her; just some beast in a cage. Each time it flashed, the memory of him became clearer and scarier. The strange expression he held as he gazed at her. It wasn’t disgust, perhaps curiosity. Morbid? She couldn’t tell.

"Thanks." Vee said the first night it was just them girls in one room. "For, y'know, splitting up like this. I was asking Camila if I could sleep with her in her bed but... I did want to be with all of you, too."

"Aw, it's okay Vee. We get it. This is really hard for you." Luz stroked her arm to comfort and Vee smiled into the pillow she hugged.

"But it was Hunter's idea to split up." Amity added, hoping to give Hunter some good credit, but Vee furrowed her brows. "I think you should know he feels terrible. I understand he has done bad things in the past, and none of us are asking you to forgive him."

"Sounds like there's a but in there somewhere.." Vee muttered.

Amity smiles gently. "But.." She says and Vee hugs her pillow tighter as Luz rests an arm around her. "He doesn't want to be the person you remember him being. I have been a bad person too, and I am trying hard to change. People can change, if you give them a chance to."

Amity eyed Willow, who half-smiled at her.

"I was a bad friend to Willow, I bullied her. I was very mean to Luz, too."

"That's a bit different than assisting in imprisonment." Vee huffs. “Besides, I don’t owe him any chances of anything.”

Amity turns to Luz helplessly. Vee had a point.

"Ah, Vee, that's true but forgiveness is part of healing! Or you'll never move on." Luz tried and Vee shrugged her arm off.

"Luz, you're a good person. And your mom has really helped me a lot. But you do not get a place to talk to me about forgiveness or moving on. Not about this. He hadn’t even told you! I bet he didn’t even remember until now. My pain wasn’t even worth remembering!"

Luz' shoulders sloped. "No, of course, I just- I just don't know what else to say to fix this. I know he's not a bad person and I know you are hurting."

"Maybe it's not your place to give advice then?" Vee returned.

The cheery mood went cold. Vee cursed inwardly and turned down to face her lap. Her claws had come out and her ears hung down sadly. She was messing things up already, this was her one chance of making friends as her true self, as Vee the basilisk. And it wouldn’t work out because everyone were in defence of a boy who supported Belos.

Luz sucked in her lip. "Right. Yes, you're right. Sorry."

"I know you're just trying to help Luz, but please don't, I don't want it... I just wanted to-“ She looks up at the girls, who is watching her with pitiful eyes. “I'm going to bed."

And Vee climbed up the bunkbed to her own space. Her nest. Her safety.

Vee was not being able to hear what the whispers of the other girls was. She didn't care! Whatever, let them whisper.

She fell asleep, pressing the pillow over her head.

 



Vee was surprised that the girls still wanted to include her the next morning. As though her spat last night hadn't turned them off from making her a part of the group. Which was a relief! She had been worried they would be mad at her or something. But things were fine. Breakfast was- Fine… She couldn’t eat with Hunter there so she made excuses to eat later when he sat down with Gus.

"I have to get ready for school."

Camila gave her a knowing look but allowed her the excuse.

Gus was more difficult, he was always by Hunter's side. She felt bad for causing the split like this between them all - the girls were making effort to include her, and the boys were doing their own thing (often in another room).

When they all were in the same room, though, building a portal door was the hot topic.
 
Vee mainly followed with Camila on errands or went to school in Luz' place on the third, fourth and fifth day - trying to give the group of friends a space to get together without her, since she was always the reason they split apart in the house. She couldn’t stand avoiding them the whole morning and Hunter seemed to be awkward about the whole thing too. He lined himself up by the wall or wherever was furthest from her. But she always felt his eyes peering at her, and when she turned to watch him she could catch his eyes dart down or away.

She hated that he was there.

But she also hated school now.

School.

How long would she get to stay in school? Until the summer break. After that Luz would pick things back up again. Camila had told Vee she could enrol as her own person with Luz, after the spring break coming soon, if she wished to.

Camila was the best.

Vee wasn't sure how to be somebody different. She had made friends with people as Luz. It was going to be difficult making friends with them again from scratch. But perhaps this was just the life of a refugee? On the move, not having a proper background, starting over and over.

And even if she did manage to build a new life with a new face, the friends she made could never know she was a basilisk. The whole situation with Jacob Hopkins taught her what humans did to (what humans would call;) mythical beasts. The supernatural creatures. Beings from the demon realm.

Vee had spent time reading books and watching movies. She learned what funny ideas humans had about the topic. The movie that stuck out the most to her was E.T. And it became the staple of reference to what the consequences of being discovered was. If you had see E.T, you had seen them all. They followed a pattern of behaviour: Capture, imprison, experiment… Humans liked to take things apart and learn that way.

Strangely, she got really into horror movies. The monsters there were, yes, feared. But they were in control. They were the strong ones. Maybe it wasn’t the best representation for her to view as role models (given they’re often killers and villains) but they still provided her with a sense of belonging in the human realm.

And it gave her inspiration on how to defend herself, visually, should she ever need to.

 


 

She could smell him before she saw him. The palistrom wood in particular was strong, and she frowned at the scent of him like a smoker standing too close.

Vee was taking out the dishes from the dishwasher when Hunter came into the kitchen.

”Um.” Said Hunter upon seeing her, but she had the feeling he knew she was there. Alone. “Hello.”

She stared at Hunter. Before, she would always leave the room when seeing him entering and she was on her own, but this time he looked so- not pathetic. Apologetic... Apprehensive, she looked him up and down. He wasn’t there for anything, so he must be there for her.

Vee couldn't place why he smelled. For all she knew, he had showered and changed clothes. But the faint scent was still there. It was a good thing it was. She could always smell his presence that way and hide if she needed to.

Camila and Luz had assured her that Hunter couldn't touch her or harm her. If he did, they'd take care of it. They promised.

And this first week and a weekend, she had noticed Hunter trying to make himself smaller and passive when she was around. She thought maybe it was a ploy, but when she found courage to challenge his gaze he would dart his eyes down to the floor in shame. Which... She wasn't sure what to think of.

But they had promised, and despite her better judgement she was curious of what he wanted. And you got to keep promises, or your word means nothing. At least to Vee.

He just stood there, waiting to be spoken to or told to leave.

"What do you want?" She asks brashly, turning back to the dishes.

Hunter raises his hands and gapes a few times before finding his words. "What can I do to make things right?"

"Nothing."

Hunter lowers his hands. "Okay. I understand."

She throws a glare at him and closes the dishwasher lid.

"For what it is worth, I am sorry. And I am not asking you to forgive me."

"Good. Because I wont."

Hunter nods, he inhales and tries to stand a little straighter. She cautiously watches him, but realises he's just trying to gather courage.

It annoyed her that he did it the same way she did. Breathing in.. 

"I will be better than the person I was." Hunter says as firm as he can and finally dares to hold her gaze back. "I don't want to be the Golden guard. That person-"

"You." She quickly corrects. "That person was you."

"You're right. I'm just ashamed that it was."

"You should be."

It felt good, it did. She knew someone like Luz would take the moral high ground and be graceful, not take pleasure in watching him squirm. But unlike Luz, Vee was deeply wounded and traumatised by Belos, and Hunter had assisted. Part of her did know that Hunter probably wasn't as bad as she had thought he was, but she was angry at him! And she couldn't punish Belos, he was dead now. And she needed to- to- Augh!

It was petty, perhaps.. But she was hurting and Hunter was right there. She had a right to be upset, angry, spiteful and downright vicious if she so pleased.

And for some reason Hunter was allowing her to be rude and mean to him. He could easily take her down, sure it would have consequences but... She knew he was smart and strong. Yet, there he stood, letting her bare fangs and claws at him. Like he knew she needed it. Like he knew he could handle her anger. Vee resented him for his kindness.

Hunter nodded, no longer meeting her eyes. Vee shrugged and growled. She almost wished he was a bad person. That he was going to smirk all evil at her at any point now and show her that he was just manipulating everyone to think he was a good person.

But he didn't.

He was just some... Scrawny awkward boy.

"Well... I have said my piece. I will leave you be now. If there is something I can do for you, let me know."

"...Right."

"May I call you Vee?"

"Yes? Of course, that's my name. What else would you call me? Number five?"

"No! No, I just... Wasn't sure I had earned addressing you by name yet."

Vee shrugged. "It's just a name."

Hunter shook his head. "Not to me. It matters to me."

Vee blinks at him. Uncertain what he meant but still understanding that he was trying to show respect to her.

He bowed to her like she was a gentry lady and left the kitchen. Leaving her confused with a lot to think about.

 

 

Usually Vee would eat elsewhere, before or after everyone else. She didn't want to eat with Hunter present.

But... Tonight she would. At Dinner she remained by the table and nobody made a comment about it, but she did see them smile at one another. And Hunter's sigh of relief didn't escape her either.

They were talking about exploring a bit past the front yard tomorrow. Luz wanted her to join. If Luz, Amity and Willow was with, she didn't mind it. She would have to get used to Hunter being a thing in the house now anyway - and he wasn’t doing anything to her, he barely spoke when she was around. Maybe it was manageable?

And she didn't want his presence to disrupt her peace any more than it already had, so she would have to grow a resilience to his red eyes watching her from whatever corner he had slunk into.

She was not going to be chained by fear any longer. She didn’t want to be afraid of that skrunkly boy. So what if he stares? So what if he’s there?! He wasn’t even doing anything! And he’s not Belos! He just reminds her of him! She was not going to be afraid. No! She was strong!

Besides, Hunter seemed to understand something in her that she couldn't verbalise and maybe that’s why he let her be so hissy at him. Not that she'd ever tell anyone that.

But part of her appreciated it.

 



Vee had stayed up with Camila for a bit. "You alright Vee?"

"Yeah.. Yeah, I just... Yeah I am."

She hugged her. "You're very strong." She reminded her and Vee leaned into the hug.

"I want to hate him." Vee said.

"I know."

"Do you think he's a bad person?"

Camila sighs. "No... I don't think so. But I don't know him very well. I have only.. Hmm.. Amity is the one I have spoken to the most, as of yet. It has only been seven days."

"Mh.." Vee transforms into her basilisk form.

"Ah, have you thought about what you want to look like after summer? Or.. During?" Camila nudges her.

Vee smiles. "Yeah, but I can't decide." It made her anxious to think about who she was outside the safety of looking like Luz.

If she wasn't Luz, she was just a victim basilisk refuge. She didn't want to be that. She didn't want that to be all of who she was.

"That's alright. Take your time. We can always enrol you late, too."

"Thank you Camila."

Camila smiles and hugs her again. "Go to bed. I will clean up here."

And Vee leaves.

In the hallway she smells him. She hides and watches as Hunter walks alone. Vee frowns. What is he doing up? Maybe restroom? But he passes it by. Besides, there's one in the basement.

She follows behind him, watches as he goes to the kitchen- to Camila.

"Oh- hello Hunter."

"Hello."

"Did you need something?"

Vee lingers out of sight. If he hurt Camila she would end him where he stood.

Hunter is quiet.

"Well?" Camila prompts as nicely as she could muster but Hunter looks a little frightened of her anyway.

"I um- I just wanted to know if there's anything I can do to help out more?"

"Oh, no, it's alright. I wouldn't feel right having you do more chores than anybody else."

"I'm the oldest." Hunter says, daring to steel his eyes into her, like she's a queen and he's a knight. "And tomorrow.. Everyone are excited to explore. Especially Gus. I know there are chores to do, I was thinking I could take on theirs so they can spend more time outside and have fun."

Hunter pauses, fidgeting where he stood.

"And.. Vee. I know she avoids hanging out with the whole group because of me. I don't think that's fair, so... I thought.. I can keep busy tomorrow, give her a chance to be with all of them. I can come along another time."

Camila tilts her head and takes a seat by the table. Hunter remains standing until she gestures for him to sit too. Luz had told her Hunter was a child soldier but it both unnerved her and broke her heart how he tensed up around her.

"Hunter, Vee should get a chance to see that you're not a danger to her, if you tag along she can see you in a different context. And, you know, she already agreed to come along - even with you there."

But Hunter is disappointed to hear it. He wanted to give Vee space.

"Also, Hunter: The chores I gave you kids were not.. orders. They were just-" She tries to think of something but lands on simplicity. "Responsibilities. I only asked you pick up after yourselves and don't leave wet towels in the bathroom, that you put the dirty laundry in the basket. They’re hardly even appointed chores, just-"

"If you show me where the river is, or the washing basin, I can do the laundry!"

Camila grimaced. River??
"No, um.. That’s nice of you but with so many girls in the house.."

"Huh?"

"There are- Never mind. Thank you for offering, but I can do it. Just collect your own laundry in the basket. I can show you how to use the washing machine sometime, but you kids have only been here for seven days now, I think?" Camila tries to give Hunter a reassuring smile but the boy isn’t looking at her. Her smile falls sadly. “Luz told me what happened, I am still catching up on all the details but-“

"I can clean the floors. Or the windows! I can sort your books, or I can-"

"It's quite alright." She says softly and Hunter’s expression strains, like it made him nervous to not know his place in the house.

Hunter, distressed, tried to find ways to argue without arguing or upsetting the authority figure.

"I.. I understand. But I would like for you to give me the responsibility, before the others, if there is anything that comes up. I want them to have fun. They have lost a lot. As you mentioned; they need the break. Even if the chores aren't particularly heavy, I would like it if you gave them to me. And me alone, so if something isn't to your standard you can punish me, not them. Please."

"Punishment? No- There's no punishment. And, sweetheart, you lost a lot too, Hunter."

"No." Hunter says quickly, looking down. "No I... I didn't lose as much as they have."

Vee blinks and makes herself known to them both. "You lost your uncle, right?"

Hunter immediately stands on alert, facing her. Arms down to his sides like a soldier. When he saw it was her, he also lowered his head.

"I did." He says quietly, Vee's piercing eyes were asking him to be honest, she wanted to know if there was a part of him that still felt loyal to Belos. A lump formed in Hunter's throat as he looked down at the carpet. "He was the only family I had but he wasn't a good person. I loved him, but I also.. feared him. And I know it's not an excuse for how you were treated. By me. By him." Hunter swallows down the lump as best he can. "I mourn him. But I am glad he's gone, too."

Vee's heart sinks and Hunter looks up to check if what he's said was hurtful or not.

She was crossing her arms and looking out the kitchen window. He couldn't detect any disbelief.

Hunter breathes out and bounces his fist at his hip as the silence continued.

Camila stands to reach out to him but he flinches away a the sudden hand, gestures it's alright when she looks shocked at his reaction and smiles politely.

"Vee. I will never be able to forgive myself for how much I wanted his approval - at the cost of myself, of others, of you. I don't want to be forgiven and forget it. If you hate me for my past, that's alright, I hate it too. I'm not trying to be a martyr about this either I'm just... You get to be angry with me. Even if I am not who I used to be anymore. Because I understand. You are allowed to feel-" He sighs. "I'm not going to stand here and pretend I know exactly how you feel, but I do get it to some degree."

Vee breathes out through her nose. With her breath leaves the weight in her stomach.

"I don't know what to feel about you Golden guard, I don't think you are a bad person but I don't... You're not safe. And this house is my safe space- you're ruining it."

"I understand, I'm sorry for it." And a thought pops into his mind. Whenever Belos was upset with him, he'd punch something - sometimes Hunter if he was too close. "If you need or want to punch me, you can do that! I can take it."

"I'm sure you could." She scoffs with a hint of annoyance that it was probably correct, he could take it. She whiffed a scent of the palistromwood air around him.

"No punching!" Camila butts in.

"Right." Hunter sighs.

It would be so much easier if Vee would just punch him, get it out of her system. Maybe she was a bit like Willow? A physical person. Punch something, feel better! Though Hunter had never seen Willow punch a person out of anger, but he could imagine it.
Somewhere in him he knew punching people was bad, but he was just so used to fighting (And Belos moods) that it felt normal to him. In retrospect... He knew that wasn't a good thing. Hunter just never had a break long enough to ponder on just how messed up his sense of normalcy was. And truth be told - he wasn’t ready to reflect on his life just yet.

Vee sees Hunter's disappointment. She didn't want to hurt him, it made her uneasy. Vee was relieved that she felt unease about that. She did not want to become like the prison guards, punching at someone who couldn't or wouldn't fight back.
That was not strength.

And Vee wanted to be someone strong. She wanted her reflection to be somebody confident enough to not turn to violence.

Vee looked Hunter up and down. She still wanted to take him up on his offer in some way though. Just not in a way that actually hurt him.

"You can do the laundry I was gonna do later.." Vee looks at Camila. Vee didn’t really have any chores, she had just taken it upon herself to do laundry and dishes after she came home from school as a gesture of appreciation to Camila - Vee didn’t feel like Camila should do any cleaning, with all the labour she does for her and everyone else (she was the breadwinner and stand-in parental figure for everyone, that was tough!).

Vee figured she could tell Hunter to do those things while she was in school.

Hunter turns to Camila quickly, relieved Vee gave him a chance to reconcile. "May I?"

Camila gapes a few times before reluctantly agreeing. "Sure- but it's laundry. The girls- Oh well, never mind then. If you are so determined I suppose so..." Everything Camila said earlier had to be shelfed for another day, then. Hunter was determined to make Vee feel safe with him in the house, and if letting her bully him did that- Was it bullying? She did not condone it one bit.

But in Hunter's eyes she could see something that begged. 'Please. Let me help her.'

"I will do laundry." Hunter says politely and affirmatively.

Vee scoffs. "Good luck."

Hunter huffs. "I've done laundry before."

"Not like a human."

Hunter knits his brows and tilts his head. Vee just grins, she would show Hunter how to do laundry and she was delighted in imagining him being compromised with the girls' clothes.

 

 

The next morning, Hunter did not feel compromised. He didn't even bat an eye at underwear. It was all fabric to him and the washing machine wasn't too difficult for him. Which disappointed her.

Gus was very excited about the machine and was peering in at it from under Hunter's arm and snug past them both to touch it as it rumbled.

Gus had more sense about the whole underwear situation. He did not want to see or touch any dirty lundry other than his own. "It feels invasive."

"How so?" Hunter asked.

"'Cus it's- y'know.. Intimate!"

Hunter tilted his head, confused. "It's just clothes. They have to be cleaned."

Gus scoffed and nudged his arm. "This is one of those times I told you about, where you're a little off the social mark."

"Oh." Hunter sloped.

"It's not a bad thing. It's good you aren't bothered. Others would've been bothered. But it's good you're not!" He slaps Hunter on the back, grinning.

"Oh!" Hunter smiles. "Oh alright then." He turns to Vee in her Luz' form and smiles. "I got this. You go have fun. Unless there's anything else I must know?"

Vee shakes her head. "No. I showed you were the laundry lines are. When it's done, press this button and it pops the lid open, take them out into the basket and hang up the big stuff, the clothes goes in the drier, the instructions are on the wall."

"Got it." Hunter salutes, happy Vee is talking to him now.

Hunter takes a seat on a stool to stare at the laundry spinning around.

Gus watches for a bit too.

"So... Hunter you're coming?" Gus asks.

"Mh? No. Chores must be done."

"You can wait dealing with it, right? It's an hour until it finishes. And Camila said we don't have to do all the chores right away."

"But if I do all the chores today, we have more time after." Hunter smiles at them both. "I can come along another day. You go have fun at the park."

Gus pouts. "Alright..." He could tell this was just an excuse for.. something.

Vee feels a pang of guilt as she watches Hunter sit on the green plastic stool, staring into the swirling machine. He dutifully remains by his post and would be there until it was ready to take out.
The thought comes to her that this is what he does, that it is what he’s always done: What he is told.


Hunter’s red eyes shone in the dark as he turned, only for a moment, into her cell.

Vee held her breath and shrunk into the furthest shadows of her little space to hide from him.

He didn’t poke her with his staff, he didn’t smirk or sneer. Just watched with something of a 'glad that’s not me' in his eyes.

Belos called for him and he quickly snapped away towards his uncle, catching up to him just in time for a basilisk to shriek out that they would kill them all.

"Don't bother with those vile, soulless, creatures, Hunter."

"Yes uncle."

Vee had closed her eyes and hid under her hands as best she could. One day all of this would be gone, she would escape.

She would never have to see any of this ever again.

 

She lingers on the stairs as Gus gets upstairs.

She thinks to herself that Hunter looks so tired and worn. Despite his figure being stiff and just as she remembered his soldier composure to be, he smiled softly at the tumbling water, like he was as worn out as the socks in the machine. 

Vee follows Gus upstairs, returning once again into her Luz' shape when she sees herself in the hallway mirror. Her ears were puffing out. 

She was wasting magic energy on staying transformed, but she was worried they wouldn't approach her if she didn't look like them, like Luz. She wanted them to like her, despite herself she clung to her doppelganger form as Luz' twin sister. They liked Luz, after all. Maybe if she had her likeness, they would like her too.

She remembers Gus' fear the second night, when she had yelled at Hunter. His fear and surprise.

At least now they knew.

 



Camila was at her job, the others were at the park. He could do this. He had decided that one chore was to vacuum the floors in the kitchen, it got dirty quickly with all the cooking that had to be done now and Hunter thought to himself that Camila shouldn’t have to deal with a messy home. The least he could do as thanks was keep things tidy for her.

Camila wasn't very good at telling them what to do. But that was okay! Hunter could tell himself what to do in her place! He was good at figuring out what Belos needed by being as observant as a hare in a fox pit. If you wanted to not get hit or in the crossfire of the emperors' bad mood, you just had to be vigilant and thread carefully. With trial and error, you would learn the patterns; just as you learned which floorboards creaked the loudest. And if you did something wrong, of course you got punished. You messed up!

Hunter had no clue what Camila was really like. But she was a mom, so that was probably.... Similar? Maybe?

Authority! Anyway. Great! He could do this.

He could show Camila he was useful and reliable, so that if anyone else did something bad he could take the heat off them. And maybe then he could earn Vee's trust, too.

Hunter was planning out a schedule in his head on how to do all the chores before anyone else had a chance to. Not to steal the spotlight, he fully intended to share credit if Camila asked.

It was about earning his place.
 
Flapjack chirped and seated upon Hunter's shoulder. "Yeah," Hunter replies. "I'm good."

The other palismen decided to follow him around too. Which Hunter was surprised by, but he did not hate the company.
Palismen were easier than people, and unbeknownst to him he could do something nobody else could - he had the ability to speak with all palismen, not just his own. He thought everyone could.

He had seen where Camila had kept the cleaning supply, he had seen Vee and the girls use them before. His duties today as the laundry was washing was to vacuum. He had never used it before but had seen them press a button to make it go. It did not start when he pressed the button. He scratched his head and tried to vacuum without any suction. It didn’t work. He was worried he had broken it and put it back as he found it, taking out the broom instead.

Hunter had yet to learn about plugging things into the wall.

Then he cleaned the surfaces around the house, even shelves.

When the laundry was done and he hung that up. The clothes he folded into neat piles, he wasn’t sure which clothes went to whom but most were Luz’ anyway so to Luz’ room they went.

While he was in the bedrooms delivering clothes, he made the beds too, but avoided Vee's bed as it just didn't feel right to touch her sacred space. He did not even peer in on it, worried she might be able to tell somehow.

As he exited the girls’ bedroom he turned to his left to see Camilas office.

Deja vu shrouded him as he remembered the rare occasions Belos’ office was left open and he could sneak in to look around. He wasn’t even snooping (much), he just wanted to be in that big office his uncle sent so much of his time in. He had only been caught once and paid for it with a chipped ear as Belos struck out a needle of goop as Hunter had run out of the office to hide somewhere. Only coming out after Belos’ soothing voice promised not to hurt him again and was let go with a stern warning and washing the big entrance with a tiny scrub.

Camila wasn’t a bad person. She was a lot like Luz.

The palismen all gathered by him. “Maybe she has some useful books in there…”

He then entered Camila's office.

"It's alright guys I'm not going to pry or anything."

Hunter assures the palismen when they buzzed, meowed and meeped at him.

“I’m not snooping. I won’t touch anything! Maybe I could just… Get to know who she is. If I know what Mrs.Noceda likes, I could do a better job helping out.”

The palismen argued but he rolled his eyes, what did they know? They didn’t have parents. Parents had to be appeased or you wouldn’t get the benefits of- of…. Good things!

The office was a mess. He did not touch anything that looked important. He only tidied it up so it wasn't as messy. He used to do it all the time for Belos. Wherever he looked, he could see beast of the human realm in little photos. He had only seen photos in the context of pulling memories out of someone and wondered if these were memories or something different. The photos did not have the texture or feel to it that memory-photos did.

There were also an immense amount of photos of Luz. Hunter smiled at them fondly.

”Maybe she’s always been like this, huh?”

Hunter spots the palisman egg under a warm light. He smiles at it too.

”You’re in luck, you know. Luz is pretty great. If yooouuu like annoying and kind people, then she’s going to be right up your alley.”

He could have sworn he heard the egg hum back at him in reply and he only chuckled back at it, shaking his head.

Hunter turned towards where the other palismen were. The computer screen had a mesmerising square that moved across the screen and kept missing the corners. The palismen watched it as Hunter moved around the room. Now and then he heard them groan in unison at the square missing a perfect corner fill.  

A book about kids being different neurologically lay on Camila’s desk. Hunter flipped through it just a little, reading a few pages before he caught himself snooping and patted his cheeks to make himself stop. He turned around and came face to face with a family photo.

Manny, Luz' dad, stared back at him with a kind smile.

Hunter greeted it politely with a nod. "Hello sir." He said. "Um.. Your daughter is a good person. She's very kind. I'm happy I met her." He had nothing else to say to the man. But he was grateful and hoped that the memor- er, photo, could hear him somehow.

Hunter left the office and went to the basement to take out the rest of the laundry in the drier, hanging them up to dry on the rows of lines in the basement.

After cleaning everything he huffed out and took a break on the upstairs couch.

Flapjack found his way onto his chest and Hunter promised to only close his eyes. But fell asleep nearly right away.

And the other palismen gathered up onto his body, snuggling as his stonesleeper lungs became a furnace of comfort for them. He scented like home, a forest from long ago.

 



The park was a small playground two blocks from the Noceda residency. Gus was having the most fun. He was over the moon delighted about the concept of a playground, things that was just standing in an area for the sole purpose and intent to entertain you - for free! The swings and anything that spun around was his favourite things.

Back in the demon realm, playgrounds were meant for kids to have a safe place to practice avoiding the horrors of the Boiling Isles. A slide was made out of fangs and a tongue, so you could play pretend on how to avoid getting eaten.
But here?

Here you just slid down for the purpose of fun itself. 

Luz and Vee sat on-top of the monkey bars as Amity and Willow spun Gus around as fast as they could on a merry go round.

"So.. How are ya Vee? My twinsie!" Luz came shoulder to shoulder with her twin.

"Oh! Uh, good?"

"Yeah? Mom told me this morning Hunter is taking your chores. I didn’t even know you had them."

Vee hugged her knees. "He asked to do the laundry."

"I know.. But you can't punish him forever."

“It’s not punishment.” Vee turned to her sharply. "You just don't get it."

"I-I'm just saying... Don't bully him."

"Luz. I don't hate Hunter, I'm not bullying him. I just- He- You know he gets it better than you. So maybe-" She sighs. "I'm sorry, I know I'm being a jerk to him.. I just cant help it.."

"You're not a jerk!" Luz backpaddles.

"I am. Luz.. I can be two things at once, just as he can be. I am being a jerk, and I am traumatized. He can be someone I fear and he can also be.. a nice person. Now, anyway. Now he is."

But Luz, who grew up with evil vs good in the books of Azura and all kinds of media, it was difficult not to trip into good/bad thinking - that you were either good or you were bad.. Luz knew Vee was right about things being grey and not black-and-white. There are always layers to situations like this.

But Luz still struggled with the layers. Especially since she thought of herself as someone who had done something bad, and who should be punished or hated for it. Maybe she was just projecting onto Hunter? Maybe Vee was right, maybe she should bully him- No! No it wasn’t the same thing! Not to Luz. It was just different if it was somebody else.
 
She just wanted to be able to fix everything, to make everyone be friends. Everyone was a good person, to her. And she cared about them! She did not want anyone to be angry or afraid of anybody else.

She couldn't fix this.

But she felt responsible to be the one to figure this out anyway, somehow. She needed the help of the others.

Vee did not see how much her fear for Hunter affected him. But she did also not know what Hunter had been through. But it didn't matter, they were two sides of a coin. And the coin was Belos.

“Right, I won’t bother you about it anymore Vee. Just… Let me know how things are, okay?”

”Okay.” Vee said and Luz swung herself down fro the bars.

”Wanna go spin?” Luz invited but Vee shook her head no. It felt strange to join them. “If you change your mind we’re rrrright there!”

Vee observed Luz with Gus and Amity as they explored the playground, talking mostly about human cultures. Willow was walking around the edges looking at the weeds of flowers and plucking some to see what would happen.

The basilisks stared at Luz.

She had seen Luz' reflection as her own so many times, pretending to be her. Vee had built up a life in the suit of Luz. And now, well, soon she was no longer going to have that security.

If she wasn't Luz, all that was left was Vee; the wounded basilisk, the victim, the refugee. She didn't know what kind of human façade she wanted for herself. What did she want her reflection to be? Who was Vee, the free basilisk, anyway? Was she someone who hated and never let go, never healed? Was she just going to be bitter and resentful?

Anger had felt like strength. But was it? What if she was an ugly person.. What if the only thing that felt right was an unfriendly face? Hunter probably always saw her like this - around him she struggled to keep her shape, her emotions made her shapeshift. Why couldn't she just be Luz. Someone who was sweet and forgiving? Vee's chest filled with guilt. She did not need this extra work in her heart, it was difficult enough as it was. 

Willow nudged her foot from beneath the monkey bar. "What's up, you're quiet."

"Yeah, sorry, just tired. I'm, um.. Not used to all this. I mean, when I was Luz I had my own friends. And now I'm... um... y'know, not going to anymore."

"Aha, yeah, I'm sorry it's been really rough on you since we got here, huh?"

"I didn't mean it like that." Vee says sadly and quietly.

Willow climbs up to join her. "No I know, I meant that: a lot of things are changing very quickly. Can't be easy with Hunter around, too.” Vee rolled her eyes, another Hunter conversation. great. “I guess that's why he offered to stay home, though. So you could have time with us without him around." Willow elbows her lightly and Vee sours.

"Maybe. Or he just wanted to pay back in any small way he can so he can feel less guilty." She snarls quietly.

"Can you blame him?"

"No... Look, I don't want to hear what a great guy he is, okay? I get it. He's reformed and I should just forgive him." Vee crossed her arms. Why was nobody on her side? Only Camila and- Hunter.. Was on her side.

"You know, when I first met him he kidnapped me." Willow smiled.

"Really?" Finally!

"Yeah! Changed his mind and rescued us right afterwards though."

"Oh." Or not.

"Mh!"

"I'm glad he's been nice to all of you, but I have no reason to trust him." Not yet anyway.

"I get that. I hope you will someday though."

"Maybe."

 



Hunter sleeping covered in adorable palismen did not help her inner conflict.

This was getting ridiculous. Vee didn't stay to watch him get flustered as he woke up. Instead she went upstairs, turned to a basilisk and crept into the bedroom but halted at the sight of it. It was clean. She frowned. He wasn't supposed to be in there! See, he wasn't as respectful as he made himself out to be!

But then she saw her bed was untouched.

And the boiling temperature in her heart defused instantly.

She hated that she was so angry. She wanted to forgive him, everyone just made her feel bad for being angry with him. She sniffled and curled in under her bedsheets.

Vee didn't hate Hunter. But it was too difficult to forgive him. She wished nobody had told her to accept him or forgive him. It would have been easier if it had just been between her and Hunter. It was much better to just... Have someone accept that it was going to take time. Why did she have to be the forgiving one?! She was the one who had been hurt!

Camila understood her needs a bit better, maybe because she was an adult. Camila let the two kids hash it out on their own terms and then let Vee seek safety in her presence. Camila was safe to talk to. Strangely enough Hunter was also... safe.. to talk to. Weird.

AND!! It wasn't bullying!

...Was it? Was she a bad person now? She didn't want to be.

She just wanted to be Vee.

 



Vee woke up at night time. She had missed the rest of the whole day. She was hungry and snaked down from her bed, past the sleeping girls an downstairs to the kitchen.

When she saw Hunter sitting in the dark with a glass of water she hesitated going in. What was he doing up so late- early? Was it early? She glanced at the clock on the wall: it was very early.

Hunter looked up at her. She remained in her half-Luz-half-basilisk form. His red eyes illuminated in the moonlight, just like that night in the cell.

"I'm hungry." She say quietly, not expecting anything, just stating her purpose. She had only been alone with him once before, but that was day time.

This was the dark.

Dark like the castle. Dark like the time she had seen him as the Golden guard, looking briefly into her cell and then forgotten her existence.

"Oh- right. Let me grab you dinner."

"I can do it."

"I am already on my feet." He offers again in a casual tone. He didn't plead. And Vee appreciated it, it felt like a genuine gesture, not something he did out of a sense of guilt. She had been worried he was powered by guilt alone - because that would mean she was using it against him and that was bullying, wasn't it? If it wasn’t only guilt, what was the other reason? It couldn’t just be… like… care or kindness. Could it?

Was he feeling guilty? Well, yes, he probably did. But was it only about guilt? Part of her hoped not to, the other felt like he deserved to be subservient to her forever and ever.

Which just made her feel awful again.

"...Okay." Vee takes a seat opposite of him, watching him in the light of the fridge. In Luz' clothes he just looks like some regular guy. The scar on his cheek stood out on his face and, just to have something to say, she asked: "How did you get your scar?"

"Belos did it." He said simply and took out the tray of food, serving up rice and stew into a bowl and put it into the microwave. (He enjoyed how handy all the human gadgets were.) He was not going to elaborate on it unless she asked. It was a topic about Belos, and she might not appreciate him dumping his experiences with his uncle on her.

"Oh." Vee stroked circles on the table. Not pushing any further after hearing it was Belos related.

The hum from the microwave filled the space between them.

"I don't hate you." Vee said and hunter turned from the yellow glow of the microwave to face her.

"I dunno about that." Hunter challenged. "It's okay though. I understand where that anger is coming from." it was pain.

Vee frowned. "Well, I don't want to hate you. I just feel bad. Everyone says you're so nice or whatever- and honestly maybe you are! But I- I still- ugh... Never mind."

Hunter tilted his head at her. The microwave beeped and he took out her food for her, stirring it around so there wouldn't be any cold spots.

"Don't listen to them." Hunter advised and poked the bowl over to her. "They don't get it."

"They really don't. I'm not a bully, am I? Am I like.. hurting you?"

Hunter shook his head no. "No. You're not hitting me, 'nor are you manipulating me. You're just... Yourself." His words made her curl together and Hunter lowered his chin. "Look, Vee. Your anger is justified, I meant yourself as in you have a right to express your hurt. Do you want me to tell them?"

Vee shrugs.

"I can tell them I'm okay with how you feel about me. I don't feel like it harms me or.. stuff?"

"Ugh." Vee growls. "Why are you being good to me anyway? Is it your guilt? Is that why? I remember, you know. I remember you calling us worms. You had fun."

"It wasn't fun hurting you, it was nice seeing my uncle be proud of me. And for that I am feeling guilty and ashamed. I think it's warranted that I do. I hope someday I can repent properly for it, but I do not want to forget it. People like you were hurt because of my blind loyalty to my uncle. It would be a disgrace to pretend it didn't happen and had an affect on people." Hunter stirs his water. "Besides, you don't strike me as a needlessly cruel girl, you're just hurt. That's a different kind of anger."

"Are you always this matter-of-fact?"

"Kinda?" He shrugs.

Vee purses her lips and eats. "I trust Luz, and the others. But I don't feel safe with you. You.. remind me of him."

"Yeah. I get that." Hunter looks into his glass of water.

After some silence Hunter proposes this: "What if I told you something only Luz knows. That... Really would, um, ruin me if the others knew about it?"

Vee perked her ears.

"Would that make you feel safer? You could weaponise it against me whenever I make you feel unsafe."

Vee nods. "A little bit, I think." Surprised he was willing to go that far just to make her feel safer.

She didn’t like the idea of weaponizing it. She preferred to think of it as him showing her his veins against her fangs. Hunter trusted her. He trusted her, Vee, the basilisk. The prisoner, the refugee.

"Alright." Hunter coughs, preparing himself to share.

He huffed out, preparing himself. He tapped the table with his fingers like he was taking steps back before running ahead out over a cliff. 

"I am a grimwalker."

Vee's eyes enlarged. "That's what your scent is! I couldn't place it before! That makes sense-" then it smacked her, and with total horror she faces him. Hunter is sitting there, open arms and barely meeting her gaze. She looks him up and down.

"But- Who are you- What person- Did Belos make you?" She whispered.

"Yeah. I think so?" Hunter curled in on himself, his fingers stroking the wood of the table to soothe himself.

"Do you know who.. you are, well, who you're supposed to be, um, risen from?"

"Uh- not- no. Not entirely. I think it might be his brother, maybe."

Vee nods absentmindedly, only staring at him.

"They're- you are not supposed to exist anymore."

"Technically neither are you but here we are."

"But why would Belos... Make you?"

"I don't know. I was never told."

"I'm sorry."

Hunter shakes his head. "No- I didn't tell you to- I don't want pity. I know grimwalkers are- we are..."

a violation.

Vee couldn't stomach the food now. "You are an experiment too."

"We are not comparing scars here. I still hurt you Vee, I take responsibility for that. I told you so you could always use it against me if you felt like you needed to. I will not hold a grudge if you do."

Vee looks at him with absolute distraught and sorrow. She did not want to hurt him, even if he invited it or would forgive it.

"I am still angry with you." She says, feeling teary eyed. "But I do not hate you, or forgive you. But I don't want to hurt you either."

"I understand."

"Do you? I feel all sorts of things. I jump from one feeling to another- I want to shove you and hiss at you, and I want to just.... Just sit here. Too. With you. Does that make sense?"

"Yeah. It does. To me it does." Hunter nods. "I won't ever get closure with him- I wont ever be able to yell at him or tell him how he-" Hunter stopped himself. 'hurt me.' And he sighs. "I understand your anger. I am sorry I participated in causing it."

Vee sniffles. She knew that she only projected everything, that was only Belos fault, onto Hunter. The fact he gave her the space to reach any chance for closure, even if only a small bit, meant a lot to her.

He was not the person she should hate, 'nor a person she could hate. Vee had been wronged and robbed of being anything but a victim, she needed to be angry with Belos, tell him she hated him - how the fire in her yearned to eat all of his magic and destroy him. But she never could, never would. And here was Hunter; Belos nephew- grimwalker. Just some boy in the crossfire, who opened his arms and knew more than anybody how cruel Belos was, and knew that she needed to yell and be angry and hate him for awhile.

Hunter knew. And she saw it in his eyes. She saw how he knew this was healing her from something he'd never get to heal from. He extended to her, not only an olive branch to heal, but genuine friendship and understanding.

That made him her first real friend as Vee, the basilisk. He had never known her as anything else. What kind of cruel irony was this? Her first friend (as herself, anyway), who cared immensely for her wellbeing, was somebody she wasn’t ready to forgive yet.

Hunter's expression change from serious to worry. "Oh- No! I'm sorry, I'm sorry! I just want to help-"

"You're just- Haha, you're not supposed to be the person who gets it, you of all people. This is such a mess..."

Hunter sighs and smiles softly, he moves his chair over next to her as she begins to cry and sob quietly. He decides moving down on the floor was better, be smaller, be a little closer.

"It's okay." He says, carefully patting her hand like he was unsure if he was allowed to. "It's alright."

Vee curls down and lets Hunter comfort her. He embraces her, and somewhere deep inside his galderstone heart he vows to protect her alongside his friends. He owed her that.

She sniffles and faces his brotherly smile. She pouts and puts a hand against it and shoves him slightly.

“Do you like tea?” She asks and gets up, wiping her cheeks as she gets up.

”Um, yes?”

”Good.”

They made tea and moved to sit outside at the steps to the backyard.

The air scented of freshly cut grass and dirt, the sky was changing into dawn. An orange and pink glow faded above them, colouring the grass golden.

Vee and Hunter had each a cup of tea, watching the morning welcome them both.

"You're not so bad." Vee said after awhile.

Hunter smiles at her. 

They both perked up at the sound of Luz' morning alarm, an anime theme song blaring. The house behind them woke up, and both of them scoffed.

"Hey, Hunter?"

"Yeah?"

"Thanks for not making me feel guilty about, y’know… How I feel’n’stuff. I um... I needed to, uh.. Y'know. Hate you for a bit. I still don't forgive you, yet. But you are, ah.. I don't hate you anymore." She itches her nose.

Hunter softly hums. "Thank you for giving me a chance. I won't waste it."

Vee smiles.

"And, hey, Vee?"

"Yes?"

"If you ever need to vent or, y'know, stuff. I'm here. If anyone's mean to you, just point and I'll beat them up."

Vee chuckles. "What are you, my brother now?"

Hunter grins. "I would be honoured."

Vee rolls her eyes as she enters the house. "Whatever, blondie."

Hunter scoffs and sighs with relief. Vee shapeshifts to look more like Luz when she caught herself being only half-transformed.

"Your blonde-blue ears suit you." Hunter compliments.

Vee looks at him, then at her reflection in the tiny mirror next to the door. She shapeshifts them back. Looking them over. Yeah. It did look nice, didn't it.

Suddenly she could see a piece of herself, the kind of reflection she wanted to have. Vee had never thought about it before, but her ears did look a little bit like puffy hair.

It.. was nice.

She liked it.

"You think so?"

"Yeah. Blonde. Blonde is cool." He smirks.

She laughs. "I bet you think that."

"Then I really would look like I was your brother."

"Oh my titan." She laughs, "I'd rather clean the toilet."


Camila watched them from the open window in the kitchen and smiled.

 


ART EXTRA:

Vee realises Hunter is the GG

Chapter 2: The corner store

Summary:

Luz wants to fix the door back to the demon realm, and turn sadness into joy, and also want to make sure her mum doesn't feel overworked with all these kids in the house, and she wants everyone to feel safe, and there's no milk, and then there's summer break and- and- and-!!!

the nightmares won't stop. She doesn't want to bother anyone, be a burden, she's strong!! Se can do it!!

Hunter isn't buying it, though.

Chapter Text

Luz's breath hitches in her nose as she wakes up from watching King slip out of her grasp. Flashes of her nightmare pounds into her vision and she has to physically shake her head to make it stop.

She sits up, sweaty and clammy, hand on her chest and sighing out the last bit of pressure in her lungs.

Next to her on the floor lay Amity on her own mattress. Luz smiles and feels peace return into her body. On her other side was the bunkbed. Willow at the bottom bunk and Vee at the top. Both still sound asleep, Willow snoring in a contorted position - Luz thought it was endearing.
The egg on her desk bathed in moonlight and remained unhatched.

Luz hugged her knees, glancing up at Vee's bed.

She felt guilty for coming back, in a way. Vee was so much better at being a regular kid in the human realm than she was, it seemed. Vee was so happy to be her.

Luz liked to think of Vee as a long lost twin sister, but that's not who she was. And having to return to school after summer, pretend to know Vee's friends and pick up what Vee had built up felt like a robbery.
It had not escaped Luz that Vee still used her likeness as a human, even if she had begun to venture out with slight differences.

At least Vee didn't seem as afraid of Hunter anymore, which was good. She had no idea how that happened. Yesterday morning they had both walked into the kitchen from the backyard in peace. Truce, maybe? She wanted to ask, but every time she tried to talk to Vee about Hunter she just said all the wrong things.
Was everything fine now, then? Was her intervention not needed? Maybe she could ask Hunter about it.

Maybe.

Luz looked at the moon. Then her phone. Dawn would come soon and she was wide awake. Maybe she could go downstairs and sit on her computer and look up what fun they could do today. Hunter had missed out on the playground after all.
She took her laptop and went downstairs.

Halfway down she saw the colourful lights of the TV, the sound was very low and barely audible. As she crept to see who was awake - the boys or her mom. She discovered Hunter.
He sat seated on the coffee table in front of a documentary about wolves.

"Hunter?"

Hunter jumps a little and turns to her. "Luz, you frightened me."

"What are you doing awake?" Her voice sweet as always, but her expression hinted of concern.

The light of the TV dances on his face, Luz can't quite read his expression and he shrugs her question off.

"Are wolves real?" He nods to the screen.

"Yeah, wolves are real." Luz smiles and takes a seat next to him. She watches as Hunter's expression changes into pure joy. "Do you like them?"

"Very! And they work in a pack, but also alone. They.. They are magnificent."

Luz chuckles. "Yeah, I would pin you as a wolf kid." 

"Is that a good thing?"

"To me it is." Luz nudges him.

Hunter smiles. He turns back to the screen, but pauses. "Wait, why are you up?"

"Um, no reason. I couldn't sleep- Wait a minute I asked first! you didn't answer!" She chuckles.

"I just get up early." He grins.

"Six am early?"

Hunter shrugs again. "I don't really sleep all that long."

"You should, sleep is good for you."

"Sleep is for the weak." Hunter replies automatically and Luz witness as his thoughts play out on his face, like he wasn't sure he even agreed with it.

"Oh, so if I sleep, I'm weak?" She mocks.

"No! No, not you! You're not weak, Luz, you're amazing. It wouldn't apply to you."

"But.. it applies to you?" Hunter hesitates and chooses to remain silent. Luz pouts as Hunter avoids her gaze. "Hunter-" She reaches to place a hand on his shoulder and Hunter stands to avoid her support. He turns the TV off.
The Livingroom is cast in darkness, but the moonlight illuminates the room.

Hunter worms a smile onto his lips before facing her, attempting something reassuring. It strikes her that the Mask he used to wear assisted in his temper and personality being perceived as calm and cool.
Without the mask, Hunter's feelings were betrayed by the emotions in his eyes.

She puts down her laptop.

"How come you couldn't sleep?" He asks.

Luz could tell he was just holding himself together. His uncle had exploded before his eyes only eight days ago, he had not spoken to anybody about it as far as she knew. Everyone was having a rough time but Hunter- well, with his background, and the whole thing with Vee and- Everything else. She hoped he would come to her when he was ready to talk.

Perhaps she should lead with example.

"I'm- I don't think I'm doing so great." Luz admits and Hunter's expression turns soft. It was unusual to see him like that, but it suited him. "I am having nightmares about the portal. How King slipped out of my hands, the world- I'm- I feel at fault for everything."

"Luz, it's not your fault." Hunter places his secure hands on her shoulders. "What happened was not because of you. You know that."

"Do I? Hunter- You know it's my fault Belos was even able to get to this point."

Hunter shook his head. "No, Luz. He would have found a way with or without you. That's what he does, he finds a way."

"But without me, maybe it would have taken longer for him to get there, perhaps by that time the rebels could succeed in overthrowing him or- I don't know."

Hunter nods, remembering the reason he wound up in Belos mind in the first place was the fault of rebels. "Luz, you saw the state of things. The rebels did not succeed."

"Sorry, I know... I shouldn't have brought it up. You must be dealing with a lot too, right?" She prompted but Hunter clammed up right away. She stood with him. "...Right? Hunter. It's me, you can talk to me. Just as I were talking to you! We need to support one another- like wolves." She nudged him.

Hunter chuckles at her attempt to coax him, his red eyes were full of appreciation, but his lips remained sealed. Luz tried to let the silence make Hunter want to fill it with words, but the soldier boy did not budge. The silence, however, choked her and she had to fill it with a light groan.

"Alright. Well, just know I'm here, okay?" Hunter nods. "Yeah? Got it? Us weirdos gotta stick together."

Hunter ruffles her already messy hair. "You're the weirdo. I am perfectly normal."

"Oh, you wish you were. You're an absolute dork."

"How am I a dork? I was your number one foe for awhile there!"

"Eeeehh, dunno about number ooone, but you were a thorn in my side for sure!"

"Oh come on! Give me more credit than that!"

Luz grins, happy to have put Hunter in a somewhat cheery mood. "Hey, Hunter, tell you what?"

"What?"

"How about you and I go down the road and buy something nice for breakfast for everyone? I think we need milk anyway." She scrunches her face together. "We're always out of milk in this house..."

Hunter hums. "Are we allowed to do that?"

"Of course! I mean, it's early but the store at the corner is open 24/7."

"No I meant: won't your mom be mad? Shouldn't we ask permission first?"

"It's alright, I'm sure." Luz finds her wallet in the hallway and puts on her shoes. Hunter puts his boots on too. Luz looks hunter up and down. Sweatpants, hoodie and knee-high boots and gloves sure was a look that only a 6am customer would show up in. But Hunter looked unbothered by his outfit. Instead he only seemed to worry about if they were allowed to leave or not. He gazed up the stairs to everyone's sleeping quarters.

"Are you positive?" Hunter asks again.

"Absolutely! I've gone out before, I live here. And there aren't any monsters out there the same way it is in the boiling isles."

Hunter hummed. "I would guess Mrs Noceda would be more worried of you disappearing though. All things considered."

He had a point. "Er, well- We will get home before she notices!"

"You still don't think things through, do you, Luz."

"It will be fiiiine! C'mon, you deserve your own little adventure, you didn't come with us to the park. Soo.. y'know." She nudges him. "I wanna make it up to you."

Hunter tilts his head and smiles, following Luz outdoors. "If you say so. It's not necessary, but if it would put you in good spirits, I don't mind the consequences."

Luz sighs and walks around Hunter as they walk through the front yard to the sidewalk. "It's fiiine! There won't be any consequences! I promise!"

Hunter only gives her a long soft stare. Like he's older and wiser. She supposed that he was older, yes, but wiser just didn't feel like it should apply to Hunter. Or maybe it did. He had a lot of experiences in life that she lacked. He was a lot more responsible too, though socially awkward and peculiar in the way he went about doing things. But he was clever and he noticed and considered things that flew her by like a plastic bag in the wind.

Perhaps she didn't give him enough credit. He was the Golden guard after all. That must count for something.

"Hey, uh.. So, you and Vee are good now?"

Hunter is quiet before he answers, considering his answer carefully. "I was always fine with her. I can't speak for her."

"No, I know, but like- you know. She doesn't seem to want to shove you down the stairs anymore."

Hunter shakes his head. "She just needed an outlet."

"It's not fair on you to be that outlet, though."

"Life isn't fair."

"No, yes, right, but I meant that-" She presses a hand to her face and sighs. "I meant that you shouldn't have to take on the burden. It's not your responsibility to make sure she's fine."

Hunter turns to her. His ember red eyes shining in the night. Luz couldn't help but feel like Hunter was seeing right through her, deep into her insecurities.

"You know, Luz." Hunter begins. "It's not your responsibility either, but you still care anyway, don't you?"

She was taken aback. "Ah- yes, but, um, this isn't about me! We're talking about-"

"Right. The difference between you and me here is that you didn't actually hurt anybody. I did. I don't mind if Vee feels negatively about me. I have to repent for my crimes, I want to."

"But- You're not a criminal! Or bad! Or-"

"Luz. Not everyone who does bad things are a bad person. Good people do bad things all the time. I've met, spoken to, and fought a lot of good and bad people. It is not so easy as to say good people shouldn't be punished for the bad they do. A good deed doesn't outweigh all the bad things, and vice versa. It's not how it works."

At least that's how Hunter thought about it. 

Belos had taught him everyone who disobeyed were bad people - but unbeknownst to Belos, that only meant Hunter learned that good people could do illegal 'bad' things too. It wasn't about being a good or bad person, it was about breaking the rules, the law, disobeying, doing the wrong thing. Etcetera.

It wasn't a bad lesson to be taught, Hunter thought.

Perhaps he didn't take it the way Belos had intended, but it made Hunter an honest and noble guy who understood the nuances of both punishment and doing the right thing despite it being perceived as bad in the eyes of the law.
He used to be very black and white about right and wrong. Bad people broke the law, good people followed it. But the more missions he went on, the more people he met, the more he realised it just wasn't that simple.

Despite it, he was fearful of his uncle enough to act on what Belos had said was the good and right thing. And Hunter had pined for his uncle's approval and love enough to go through with it, too.

He wished he had listened to his heart more often. But when he did, he was punished.

Like right now; Hunter knew going out might be a bad idea, but Luz needed to do this for him. So he agreed. If there would be consequences he could handle them.

Like he always did.

Luz quiets down and looks down at her shoes. Hands in her pockets. "I know..." And she feels Hunter's arm wrap around her shoulder sideways. She looks up to his smile. Had he always been this gentle?

"It's okay." He said and let her lean her weight on him as they walked. "I know you just want to help."

"I do. I just- Every time I do, I mess it up."

"Yes and no. But I wouldn't change you for the world Luz. You're fumbling into trouble everywhere but your heart is in the right place. And so many, myself included, have been better for it. Kindness, to me anyway, is never a waste of effort."

"Have you always thought that way?"

"I think in my heart I did. I didn't totally get it until an annoying human stole my staff and kept messing up my life." He playfully pushes her away. Luz comes back to his side with a smile of relief.

"Really, you mean that?"

"Yeah. I didn't like that you made my life rough, but I needed it. Sometimes I think we don't know what's going to be good before it arrives at the destination. Something can look terrible at first and turn out pretty alright." He scoffs. "Like you."

"And you. You turned out to be a big softie!"

"Eh." Hunter is blushing only a little. "I dunno... I've never been part of anything before where people wanted me around. Knowing I have friends now is... It is nice. I have something I want to protect now." Even if I gotta prove it to them first.

Luz nudged him back. "Maybe. But I'm glad you're here Hunter. And I am even more glad you're not feeling alone anymore."

"Yeah? Heh, I kinda feel awkward saying we're friends. I feel like I don't deserve or earned it yet."

"You don't have to earn it. You just.. You just are! You're our friend."

"You can only speak for yourself Luz. But I am glad you feel that way." He paused. "But I do want to earn your friendship, too. I mean, you earned mine. And I don't trust that easily."

Luz blinks at him. A sense of honour and pride filled her. She had thought Hunter was shutting her out, but in reality, she was one of the few people he had ever let in this close. Even if it felt distant to Luz, it was the furthest (aside from Flapjack) anyone had come as a friend.

"Oh, Hunter-"

Hunter heard a sound and his head began to dart around to locate where it came from. He found it and stared like a guarded dog ahead down the road at the oncoming car lights. He stopped to watch it approach, not in a stance but still on-guard. He held out an arm in front of Luz to protect her from the car, just in-case. But it didn't hit them or swerve off the road, it only swished them by. Hunter watched as it disappeared around a curve and the gentle summer breeze stroked the pair's hair.

Luz looked up at Hunter, his expression stiff and mellow.
He lowered his arm and relaxed. She felt sorry for him. This must be the first time in a very long time he got to relax so much, if ever.

"It's a car, like the one mama has. That's how we move around- one of the ways, anyway."

"Yeah, I figured. They're like carriages. But with engines, right?"

"Similar to that, yeah."

"The human realm is so different." Hunter ponders, only now taking in his surrounding.

He saw the empty playground across the street, the swings swaying by the warm winds. It would be spooky to someone else, but to Hunter it all looked so peaceful. Wherever he turned there were domestic little homes. People slept safely. In some houses the light were lit already and in some lights were going out. The further down a road Hunter looked, the further he could see.

The boiling isles were not this flat. It was bumpy, full of forest and even the cities and towns were filled with crooked organic streets. But here, everything was nicely lined up with wide roads for transportation. It was a lot more efficient than the demon realm. But he wasn't sure he liked it more or less. It just felt like something that was different.

Different in a good way. He understood why Vee was so protective and felt like Hunter ruined it, he must have brought back a lot of unsafety for her.

"That's where we were, when you stayed home." Luz pointed at the playground, bringing Hunter out of his thoughts. He looked at her, then back at the playground.

"Oh. Looks.. Odd."

"Heheheh, we can stop by on our way back." She juts her thumbs forward, walking backwards, guiding Hunter to keep going with her to the corner store.

The store was bright.

Hunter had to blink several times to get used to it, and rubbed his eyes. Luz dragged Hunter's blue hoodie up to cover his ears as they entered. It did make it a little easier for him to get adjusted to the light, too.

He looked around at all the colourful items.

Chips bags and milk cartons, everything was packed into a substance called 'plastic.'

Plastic didn't exist on the boiling isles, unless it was from the human realm. Hunter had seen it before, in garbage on his travels. He used to have a plastic mug that was very handy and almost indestructable. Hunter thought plastic was a very useful material, until Luz taught him that it was a huge problem in the human realm and that it was destroying nature and there were mountains of junk made out of it. He became much less of a fan, then.

Hunter could understand how it became such a big problem - everything was plastic. Wherever he turned, things were enclosed by it. Even the sigs on the ceiling, the bright lights, the glass, the- well, everything.

He inspected a glass jar of pickles. "Is this.. plastic too?"

"No, that's glass."

"Oh alright. It's difficult to tell when it's see-through. Hm.." He squinted at it. "These look like ogre chips. What are they?"

"Pickles! It's, uh, pickled cucumbers."

"Cucumbers, huh."

"Are ogre chips made of ogre fingers?"

"No, we just call them that. It's a kind of vegetable delicacy. They're called that because it's what they look like."

"Oh! We have things like that too. Naming stuff by what they look like."

"Heh!" Hunter put it back on the shelf but Luz put it in the basket. "Lets see if it tastes the same as ogre fingers! Mama is trying to figure out equivalent foods for you guys so- who knows! Maybe pickles will be close to something." She hummed. "I think I could think of food that kiiiinda tastes the same as you guys food. Hmmmm!" 

Luz squinted around at the shelves. "I think... Anything chemical might be rough on you guys stomachs, so maybe we should try clean food like veggies and fish."

"Some of your food aren't clean?" Hunter furrowed his brows.

"No! er- well, some of our food are processed in a way that makes it last longer! But it's not always good per say. Sometimes it lowers the nutritional value. And you guys have nothing similar to that processing in the boiling isles so I think it miiiight shock your system a bit."

"Oh. Roger that." Hunter made a mental note to make sure nobody ate unclean food. "Er, how can I tell if it is or not?"

"Ahh, well, hm... You already ate cornflakes. Did that make you ill?"

"No." Hunter shook his head. "It didn't. They were alright. Though they were very sweet. A bit too sweet for me personally."

"Sweet?!" Luz gasped. "Cornflakes aren't that sweet!"

Hunter clicked his tongue. "It was very sweet. Willow thought so too and I know that's why Gus keeps wanting to eat just that. I don't think Amity likes them either, I saw her grimace when eating them. Though I think she's going to eat anything you give her, she's too polite to say no in front of your mom."

"Oh." Luz blinks, he was so perceptive. "I guess you guys must be total clean slates then. Hm.. Guess that makes sense actually." She turned around to all the drinks. "I wonder if you'd even like sodas then?" Her expression that of a mischievous little cat.

Hunter suspiciously looked at all the colourful drinks and then at Luz like she was a mad scientist. "Hey now, don't experiment on us you little weirdo."

"Heh heh!" Luz slipped one soda into the basket. "We can try a little one!"

Hunter was going to argue with her about only needing milk, that's what they had come for after all and they shouldn't be wasting snails- er, money.

But just then, a stranger came down the same isle as them. Luz recognised him from the time she and her mom rescued Vee in the museum. It made her freeze up, but she didn't want Hunter to know about it - She needed him to think the human realm was safe. Hunter was way too alert all the time and she had no idea what he'd do about some guy that was going after Vee.

Hunter went quiet and glanced between Luz and the stranger. Did she know him?  Playing it casually, he positioning himself nearer Luz in a way that shielded her as the stranger man tiredly passed behind them, plucked a bag of chips, and went straight to pay for his goods.

Luz squat down a little to look through the shelves at the man. It was definitely Jacob Hopkins.

Wasn't that guy supposed to be in jail anyway?! Maybe he got out on a sanity plea, or something.

Luz noticed how tense Hunter had become, standing straight like a scout, like he was on guard for her sake. Her guard. His red eyes were glued to Jacob, observing Jacob as he left the store.

"Aah- hahah, you don't have to be on edge Hunter. We're safe." She laughed nervously and playfully nudged him.

"I know." He said but still watched Jacob disappear into his car before totally relaxing.

Luz watches hunter relax and a crease of concern forms on her forehead. He was so wound up, and the more she looked at him; the more tired and worn he looked.

Hunter turned to face her, his ember eyes similar to a flame in the night, flickering and warm.

"What?"

"Nothing, just... You really need rest. Those eyebags are not healthy for someone so young."

Hunter frowns but smiles coyly, crossing his arms. "I am older than you."

"By like, two years or something. That's basically the same!"

"It's not the same!"

"Totally the same!"

Hunter had to remind Luz to buy milk before they left the store - And she skedaddled around the store to get the milk, leaving Hunter smiling nervously at the very (very) tired cashier. Luz returned with a tiny protein bar to share too, much to Hunter's irritation and Luz innocently blinked at him.

"Let me treat you!" Luz complained at they exited the corner store. "Here." She broke the candy bar in half and Hunter inspected it before taking a small bite. His red eyes lit up at the chocolate and coconut.

"Mh! That's almost like the cornflakes!"

"What? No! They're totally different!"

"Yeah, kinda different, but this is... It tastes similar."

"You mean the sugar?"

"Maybe?"

"There is sugar in the demon-realm! I know there is. Eda got me bakery sometimes." Luz remembered the limited foods she could eat over there and her mood went sombre.

"Not sugar like this." Hunter pops the last bit of protein bar into his mouth. "I like this. It's not as sweet, but still sweet."

"Go figure you would like the jock-snacks."

Hunter rolled his eyes and she playfully shoved him. Hunter blinks, then grins and shoved her back. In the midst of their play, Hunter grabbed the grocery bag and put a hand to her face when she tried to get it back.

He insisted on carrying the bag.

Luz let him. It seemed to make him happy to do things for others. Even if they were little things like that.

She watched him as he looked into the bag with curiosity. Now that she thought about it... Hunter wasn't used to not be doing something for someone else, was he.

On their way back, they stopped by the playground. Luz ran to the swings.

"Watch this!" She shouted, leaped to get onto the swing, missed her mark and the swing swung away from her as she fell flat on her back in the sand. The swing swung above her.

Hunter ran up to her but once he saw she was fine he laughed at her flopped attempt.

"Are you alright?" He stopped the swing above her.

"Yeah! Yeah only my dignity is wounded!"

"Oh, been there." He chuckles. "It is going to be the first in a line of many."

"An experienced man, I hear." Luz gets up to sit on the swing. Hunter mimics her on the one next to hers. He only scoffs at her remark. He watches her swing, he figures out how she does it and he swings with her.

"Hey! You're doing it!" Luz cackles and stands up on hers to show him how to get even more speed. So Hunter does too, dropping the bag carefully into the sand before doing so.

Facing one another, hands on chain, the two of them swing as high as they can. But Hunter dares higher than her.

"Woah hey! Careful! if you swing too hard it will loop!" She warns.

"Yeah?" Hunter's daredevil voice comes out. For the first time in a long time, she hears the Golden guard in him. "What makes you think that would frighten me?" He grins and pushes onwards. Luz slows her swing downa little to watch him.

"Uh- Hunter!"

And there he goes. The swing slows down when it loops, like it was confused it could actually do this. Luz stares up at the upside-down boy in the sky. His grin mad with excitement. The wind, the speed. Hunter loops around and jumps off. The swing juggles around when the weight of the momentum is suddenly gone. Luz pushes the swing away with her foot when it comes her way.

Hunter laughs manically and at first Luz is concerned, then Hunter puts a hand on his chest and breathes out through a smile - like he had been holding it in for days.

And Luz smiles too.

That was one way to get rid of tension, she supposed.

"Wow Hunter! That was crazy!" She hops off her swing and picks up the bag.

"No, was it? You've seen me do more dangerous things in the demon realm. I mean, I fly on flapjack in the sky all the time."

"Yeah but- that's- I dunno. You're right!" She looks at the swing. "You're right... I keep underestimating you guys." The swing slowly settled into place. "Just.. Not a lot of stuff happens in the human realm, I guess. So to an ordinary boring person like me; anything like this feels- well, dangerous."

Hunter tilts his head at her. Red eyes going from her, to the swing, to her again.

"is that why you ran away from this realm into ours? You were bored?"

"Th-That wasn't entirely-! It wasn't boredom. I just wanted to belong somewhere, where I wasn't so different.."

Hunter chuckled. "Different? You're a human. You couldn't be any more different in our realm."

"I know! I know... But it was a different kind of different. I felt like... Maybe..." She trailed off. "It doesn't matter."

Hunter tilted his head the other way, trying to see her needs. He sighed and looked up at the changing skies above them as he came to stand next to her; blood red like his eyes.

"You know, Luz, it is because you stand out that makes people feel like they can be themselves too. Maybe you are the place different people are looking to find."

Luz takes in his words before she leans on his shoulder. "Thanks Hunter."

"Anytime."

"You're a really good friend. I'm glad I took your staff when I did."

"Me too."

The first bit of sunrise had already begun to spread it's gold across the heavens.

"I like the human realm's skies. The colours are different, softer."

"I guess you're right." Luz nods, seeing the birds fly above them. "We should head home. I think mum should be waking up soon. It's a week day so Vee is going to school and mom to work."

"How much longer is Vee in school?" Hunter asks, taking the bag from Luz, she tugs back a bit, but Hunter insists and she lets go - giving him a judgemental look.

"For like three more days I think. Why?"

"No reason. I think she's anxious about it, is all."

"You think so? I thought she'd be happy to not have to pretend to be me now."

Hunter lets out a disagreeing hum. "Luz, she has friends wearing your face. She would have to start over with them, if not with new people completely."

"Oh, right. Yeah..." She hadn't thought about that. Luz remembered seeing some of Vee's friends under a tree, back when Luz was stuck in the demon-realm.

She worried about Vee.. Would she be okay? Maybe spring-break would be good for Vee.


At the Noceda resident stood Gus spying out on the road.

When he saw them he gasped and turned to the house. "Found them! They're here!"

"Oh no." Luz whispered under her breath.

Camila ran out to face her daughter. "Luz!"

Luz' heart broke at the sight of her teary-eyed and panicked mother.

"Mom-" Camila embraced her like she had lost her again. Luz closed her eyes, cursing inwardly.

"Where did you go?" But she saw the grocery bag in Hunter's hand. "Why didn't you leave a note?"

"I'm sorry! I forgot- I'm sorry mom."

"Do not leave like that again! Do not-" Camila inhaled, lifted her glasses to brush her tears away. Luz felt like the worst daughter in the world. Past her mother, she saw Amity and her friends look at her too. Did they think ill of her for being so inconsiderate and forgetful?

"I'm sorry mama.."

"It's my fault." Hunter says and steps forward. Camila blinks at him in mild disbelief. "I informed Luz we were out of milk. And I made her walk me to the store-"

"You made her?"

"Yes I-"

"No!" Luz waves her hands, getting between them. "No no no no! No! Mom, Hunter did not make me- Hunter you don't have to lie. We're not in trouble." Were they? She turned back to her mom. "Unless we are?"

"No.." Camila rubs her cheek. She was so tired. So worried. Luz wanted to hug her and make everything alright - but she couldn't. "No you're not in trouble just- Next time... Please, Luz.."

"I will let you know. I'm sorry mom. It won't happen again."

Hunter stood on standby. Luz could practically feel how tense he was, his red eyes shining up at her mom with a waiting for something that never came. She could see the thoughts play behind his stoic face. How he was calculating her mom's possible anger, her possible punishments. Luz felt sorry for him. 

She didn't know the extent of what Belos had put him through, the only context she had was what she saw in Belos' mind and things she had pieced together from his behaviour and how he spoke.

Hunter waited, Camila sighed.

Nothing came.

Hunter blinks when all Camila does is look disappointed and heartbroken at Luz.

"I need to get ready for work. Luz, please go inside and eat breakfast with your friends."

"Yes mama.." Luz hung her head like a dying flower and starts to follow after her mom, but stops when Hunter isn't coming too. "Hunter?"

Hunter looks unsure. Luz quizzingly look at him and realizes Hunter is too confused, he doesn't look certain.

Camila turns around to see the blonde boy in the blue hoodie meet her eyes. Like he asked if he could still come in too.

"You too Hunter." Camila says in as soft voice as possible. Hunter immediately catches up to Luz. Luz looks at him, her mom and then Amity.

Amity was having the same thought she was: Something was up with Hunter. And they both figured what it was actually about, too. It didn't need spelling out. Whatever Belos had put Hunter through was still in him like a dance of shadows poking him with sticks.

Willow smiles at Hunter and welcomes him with a kind touch on the arm. "How was the human store like Hunter?" Her smile melts him. And Amity notices.

"U-uh- the store? Um-"

Gus inhales loudly. "Oh my gosh the store!! You went to a human store!!!" Hunter laughs bashfully as his two friends glee around him.

Luz smiles at him and Amity slides up next to her. "You okay batata?"

"Oh, yeah. Yes, sorry for worrying you too Amity. I just wanted to get him out of the house, y'know? I don't think he's doing as well as he pretends.. You guys have been through a lot."

But Amity was no fool, she stroked Luz' hair away from her face. "Maybe you needed some air too, huh?" But Luz pained a smile down at the floor. "You alright Luz? You were through a lot too."

"Yeah, I will be. I can- I need to work on fixing that portal."

Amity hooks her arm. "WE will work on fixing the portal." Luz eyes are full of gratefulness. "We're in it together." And kisses Luz' cheek.

"Yeah.." Luz smiles and looks at Hunter explaining what filthy food was to Gus and Willow. "We're in it together."

Vee peers at Luz and Amity from the kitchen. Behind her Camila is looking into the fridge with concern.

Vee thought to herself she needed to talk to Luz about the stress she had noticed in Camila due to the finances. But not now. Breakfast had to be made, and Vee enjoyed cooking, especially for Camila. It was a burden less for her to take care of.

Despite Amity's support, Luz couldn't shake off the mantel off responsibility.

Not entirely.

Chapter 3: The old house & the library

Summary:

The house is a shack and it's barely holding together.
Gus is coping by turning to his hyperfixation - human stuff! Hunter indulges in his friend's need for a distraction.

And Luz comes clean about helping Belos.

They go to the library to find out more about the brothers Wittebane.
But Jacob is there. So is Vee.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

The abandoned house were not far away, just down the block. It stood there just as they had left it. The ground still damp from the morning's dew. And the door still didn't work, no matter how many times Luz wiggled it.

Vee was at school, but it was better off that way. Luz had a feeling this last week of school was important to her.

She could only imagine what school had been like for Vee in her shoes. It must have been difficult to be known as the school nuisance. 

Gus looked at the state of the house. It made him uneasy to see the broken up wood, it reminded him of how they had left the boiling isles: in pieces.

Hunter stood in the door, watching Gus pick up garbage in the front yard. Watching the youngest member of the group wearily avoiding going inside.

The blonde lingered on the steps, not wanting to leave his friend alone outside.

"Oh, Hunter you can go with the others! I'm just gonna pick up all these nifty little things! I'm going to ask Luz what they are!" He held up a yellow plastic stick that once belonged to a tent.

Hunter only smiled at him and picked up something else on his way on over.

Gus appreciated that he came over. Standing before the house had thrown him in a dance with anxiety. Time had gone by so quickly, back then. He saw too much: Belos' memories, his world crackling into pieces by a manic god child, King saving them and being left behind.. The more Gus looked at the house, the more dread filled him. Was his dad okay?

He couldn't deal with it right now. He needed a distraction.

Hunter comes into his vision with a smile. "What do you think this is for?" He holds up the phone shell without the phone.

Gus ooh's at the object. "It looks like Luz' phone! Except the filling is gone. Maybe it is its shell! Like a clam."

Gus chuckles and shows Hunter the things he has found. Hunter looks down into Gus' shirt of items.

"That's a comb." Gus points out. "I don't know what that thing is, and I think that one is to decorate your ears with."

Hunter nods. "Impressive. You know so much."

"I wasn't the man in charge of the human appreciation society for nothing!" Gus grins. He realises Hunter might just be humouring him. "... Am I boring you?"

"No?" Hunter tilts his head, like it was easier to access his thoughts if he did that. "I enjoy seeing you excited. It's fun for me too." Hunter points at the one half of a kinder-egg surprise bulb. "I know that's plastic."

"So much of the human realm is made of it! They use it for everything! I have a whole collection of a plastic dining set back home-" Gus looks down into his shirt. He was surrounded by the human realm and he was picking up the trash like they were precious gems. He wasn't home anymore.

It was just trash here.

Hunter is wearing a white baseball shirt with red arms, he picks up one of Gus' items. To Hunter, it looked like a bracelet, so he takes off his glove and put it on like one.

"What do you think?" Hunter smiles at Gus. "Jewellery or armour?"

But Gus only stares at his hands and its scar. Hunter follows his gaze and removes the bracelet, putting it back in Gus' arms and slides his glove back on.

"Oh sorry!" Gus snaps out of it. "I didn't mean to stare- I just never seen you without your gloves I think, is... that why you wear them?" Gus' eyes jump around over Hunter, at the jagged ear, his cheek, and now the one on his hand that circled around the bottom of his thumb.

Hunter forces a smile but it only comes out as awkward and uncomfortable. "Uh.." Hunter doesn't want to talk about it and turns his gaze away.

"Right, sorry, I didn't mean to pry. I just... Your coven must've been really rough. I can't imagine growing up in it."

Hunter rubs his hand over his glove. "I guess? I never knew anything different so it was what it was."

Hunter can't stand the look Gus is giving him. Like he's a kicked puppy or something.

"I'm fine!" Hunter waves his hand assuring Gus that he was being totally honest. "Really! I live! Besides these aren't from the coven missions! Well, the one on my shoulder is..." He mutters, remembering a mission where an enemy nearly got him literally stabbed in the back. "But most of these are actually Belos!"

He heard himself too late. In his head it had sounded reassuring! Out loud it sounded horrifying.

And by Gus' expression to go by, it sure was a terrible horrible very awful thing.

"Aaaah! But! It's fine! He's dead!" Hunter made a ka-boom motion with his hands. "Splat! Gone!"

Gus gulped down his sickness.

Hunter wanted to scream. He was not being comforting at all.

"Hey guys," Willow peeked out from the house. "What's taking so long?"

"We are-" "We were-!" They looked at one another, pointed at Gus' shirt an in unison went: "HUMAN THINGS!"

Willow blinks, then laughs. And her laugh turn Hunter's ears rose-red and his heart into butterflies. Gus quirks a brow at his friend, observing his burning ears. Does he like-like Willow?

"Come in! we are going to explore the house!" Willow calls, waving them in. "Though the stairs to the upstairs has caved in."

"J-Just a minute! Thank you! Haha!" Hunter waves back. Once she's turned around he feels Gus' eyes on him. "What?"

"N o t h i n g." Gus snickers and heads towards the house. Hunter pouts, his ears hot as fire. He smooths them down with his hands in an attempt to cool them down, and follows Gus into the house.

Gus felt less weary of the house now. Strangely, Hunter's awkwardness had made him feel a little less alone. Like someone else was at loss of what to do.

The house was a mess of debris; nature outside had found it's way inside and everyone looked around at the barren but dirty rooms at the bottom floor.

There was nothing that made it feel special or magical, no reason to why the door should connect to the demon realm.

"I wonder why this house is the chosen one." Amity asks aloud.

"No idea." Willow gracefully swats her hand and a root from a tree outside sprung up from the floorboard to fill in a hole in a wall. "There, better." She says proudly and Hunter admires her skill from across the room.

Gus shakes his head at him and smiles. Wondering to himself if Hunter was just admiring her or if it was a twinge bit more.

Luz tapped her lips thoughtfully, opening a closet that only had a broom and a bucket in it. She groans. No magical portal there.

"I was kind of hoping all the doors might be magical." She groans and presses her forehead at the closet door. "How do we even begin to build a portal?"

Amity loops her arm with Luz' waist and turns her back towards the group. "I'm not sure, but we got a whole group of talented witches! Together we got this!" Amity curled a fist high in the air and the team shouted 'YEAH!'

Luz looks to Amity - She had grown so much, so confident. When she compared herself, she felt kind of useless. Like they had reversed roles now: Amity being the adventurer from another world, excited to discover new things and keeping an optimistic attitude! While Luz dealt with an inner turmoil of being a daughter to a hardworking single mother, and also making sure her friends didn't find out she helped Belos and- Titan, it was eating her alive.

She knew they would probably react like Hunter had. It's not like she knew Phillip was Belos at the time! But she felt so stupid. So so stupid!

Amity lifts Luz' chin up. "Don't lose hope." Amity says and kisses her on the cheek.

Luz smiles but releases herself from Amity's embrace. "Guys I- I have to come clean about something."

And all eyes were on her.
In her heart she stood on the edge of a cliff. The wind dragging and pulling at her clothes, pushing her toes over the edge, her shoes slipping on the pebbles brushing down into the dark pit below.

"I- I-"

She closed her eyes and said it. "I helped Belos."

The dark engulfed her.

"He was Philip Wittebane, the human who's diary I had been reading. I met him, in the past, with Lilith. I didn't know he was Belos! But I helped him find the light glyph, and the Collector. Without me, you wouldn't have lost your home. You wouldn't be stuck here."

She could not open her eyes. Nobody said anything. Nobody moved. She didn't dare look up at their faces either.

And sobbed. "I'm so sorry."

"Oh, Luz." Amity hugged her and Luz cried.

"That's not what happened." Hunter added, making the group turn to him for answers. "Luz, that's not how it happened. I was in Belos' mind with you, I saw-"

"You were WHAT?!" Gus gasped. "You were in his MIND?!"

Hunter raised his hands to calm him down. "Listen- Hold on- Luz. You didn't know Belos was Phillip. You were just helping another human-"

"And look what happened!" Luz cries out, her voice loud and broken and angry. Hunter lowered his hands. "Look what my helping does!! It took away everything! I'm so naïve and stupid! I'm so stupid! I was so caught up in adventure I didn't stop to think HEY, MAYBE DON'T HELP AN EVIL GUY FROM THE PAST?? But Noooooo, do I ever think?! Ever?! I don't!"

Luz wiped at her eyes with her sleeve, sniffling as Amity tried to soothe her. "You were right Hunter, I never think before I do things."

"That's.. Not really how I meant it." Hunter rubbed his neck.

Willow came forward to comfort Luz too, who had sunken down on the floor. "Hey, it's okay-"

"How can you say it's okay?! Look where you are! You can't go back!"

"Well neither could you! When you were in our realm." Gus argued.

"I didn't leave my realm in a state of- Oh, I don't know?! Doomsday!" And crossed her arms over her knees to sob.

But Gus came over anyway to squat down in-front of her with Willow.

"C'mon Luz... That's not like you." She sniffled and looked up at him. "You are Luz the human. Nothing's impossible if it's you! I still hold on to hope that everyone's safe. All we can do in the face of the unknown is to keep trying and have hope."

Luz bit down on her lip and wiped more of her tears.

Hunter watched as everyone comforted Luz and found his place on the floor next to her as well. A gentle hand on her back with Amity.

"It's not all on you." Hunter says. "We have all made mistakes- well, some of us more than others... If it weren't for me, Belos would not have the ingredients he needed to make a portal in the first place, too. Remember the selkiedomus?"

"Oh, yeah.." Luz sniffled and looked up at him. "But that's different, you were-"

"It's really not different at all." Hunter interrupts. "My point is; we can't do anything about what's been done. But Gus is right - we can do something right now, we can keep trying.."

He nudges her chin in a brotherly manner.

"Right now we can't lose hope. And the hope is not all on you, it's on all of us."

"Yeah!" Willow pumps a fist. "We got this gang!"

"Yeah!!" Gus stands. "We are the hexide squad! We got this!"

Amity touches Hunter's shoulder. "Do you still know the ingredients?"

Hunter blinks. "Oh, uh, yeah but... They're all on the boiling isles."

"Maybe the human realm has an equivalent?"

"Perhaps." Hunter pondered. "The lungs of a stonesleeper, a galderstone, palistromwood or palismen and the scales of a selkiedomus."  Hunter is happy to have remembered, but the faces of his friends were not so much. "What? That's what he needed."

"Isn't that..." Willow squinted. "Isn't there like a story about that?"

"Yeah." Amity stands, hand on chin. "That's about grimwalkers. My dad used to tell me and my siblings about that story, it's known folklore tale amongst abominationists and oracle witches." Amity itches her cheek thoughtfully. "I'm sure it said something about the moon, too?"

Hunter freezes. "W-What? It is a folktale? Why haven't I ever heard of this?!"

Gus watches Hunter intently. "You didn't know? I thought you read a lot at the castle..?"

"Not that! I weren't allowed books on wild magic stuff! He- Belos said it was-! I was-" Hunter stands, flustered. His friends watching him.

"It's alright Hunter." Willow pats him and he has to turn away from her to not explode with stress.

"No! I- He told me it was for the portal! He said he needed it for- I'm certain he said it!"

"Maybe he needed a grimwalker, then? For it to work?" Amity suggested.

Hunter's stomach twisted. "Wha- no? I, that can't be- No..?" But something crawled in his skin anyway. "N-No! No! He didn't! Grimwalkers aren't real anyway that's ridiculous!"

"You don't have to get angry Hunter, it was just a theory." Amity calmly pushes back.

"Yeah, well, it's dumb!"

"It's dumb?" Amity takes him up on the challenge. But when she sees Hunter backing down she inhales and exhales. "Alright.. Lets start over: Hunter, you are the only one who knows anything Belos did. Did he tell you anything at all about.. well, anything?"

Hunter shook his head. Luz got up on her feet, knowing well enough why Hunter got anxious and defensive.

"Anything is helpful Hunter, thanks." Luz said, wiping her eye. "And.. Thanks guys, for not thinking less of me."

"Of course not." Amity hugs her and Luz hugs her back.

Hunter swallowed. Now he was alone with secrets. Although he was glad for her sake. But being scared never helped him - Being angry did. So in a brash tone, he said: "Okay. We got this. I think-" Flapjack chirped and seated on his shoulder and any bitter-fuel he had mustered up puffed right bout of him. "Thanks Flaps, I'm okay."

Chirp!

"Yeah, no you're right."

Chi-Chirp!

"No, I can't think of anything... I asked once why he wanted to go through the portal, and he said he had been there before. But he's a human so, he was from here to begin with."

Chirp!

"That's it!" Amity gasps happily. "Belos was a human! He went through this portal! Maybe this was his home!"

"That's.. That's true!" Luz beams. "This house is really old. It looks like it has had some fixing done, but I wouldn't be surprised if its foundation was old enough."

"That's the spirit!" Amity cheers and kisses her cheek again. "Maybe we can find out who he was here? Maybe he left blueprints? If there are blueprints, then I can definitely work with it! My dad has taught me well."

"Great!" Willow exclaims, powered up. "Where can we go and find out about Belos?"

"Or, Phillip." Gus corrects. "Phillip what's-his-name."

"Wittebane-!" Luz slaps her forehead. "The museum! Maybe? Or library!"

"Library?" Amity's eyes practically sparkles with excitement.

"Oh, ours are nothing like the demon realm, haha, ours are.. err, preeeetty boring."

"Not to me!" Amity sparkles. "I will love it."

"Me too! Gus shoots forward. "I want to go to the human library!" And get out of this house.

"To the library then!!" Willow stomps.

"Library! Library! Library!" Gus chants.

"Yaaaay, libraryyyy.." Hunter tries to cheer and looks over at Luz anxiously. She nervously smiles back. Neither knows what to expect, really. Gus caught their glances and tucked it to the back of his mind. What was that about?

Perhaps Phillip Wittebane was a nobody and there were no records of him. If they're lucky, he was a prominent figure in Gravesfield. Though, by the state of Hunter, Luz wasn't sure if finding out a lot about Belos would help him feel better.

But to the library they went.

Gus looked at the house as they all left it. Like an echo with words in a language you didn't understand. He had always wanted to go to the human realm. The way he got here kind of ruined the fun a little bit- No. Bad stuff was not going to take away his joy to explore. This was not going to end him. His dad had always said that in the face of the unknown, you got to just keep trying. The last thing to leave a person is hope. And if Gus was made of anything - it was hopes and dreams that things could always go up again.

He was not alone. He had his friends. He needed them, they needed him.

Gus gave the house a though and determined gaze, like a knight before the cave of a sleeping dragon. "See you again soon, weird old non-magical house! We will figure you out!"

And caught up with Willow who was lingering behind with Hunter for him.

"Definitely." Willow agrees and Hunter smiles at him.

 


 

Gravesfield's library was a lot less murky and dusty than Amity had expected. There were no fire, just an old yellow glow from lamps that; had she been of this realm; would have recognised were hanging on for dear life not to pop and need exchange.

Aside from that, the ceiling was lower than the library she worked at and any 'secret' passageways were off-limits to staff only. Which Luz told her were just a space they had their own bathroom and ate lunch. Nothing fancy, just broken coffee machines and tired colleges.

The human realm was very docile in compared to the demon realm. 

Gus was having the time of his life though, which put everyone in a good mood. Especially Hunter, whom Amity had noticed was on edge.

"What's with you?" 

"What? Nothing." Hunter replied, staring out across the clean marble floors and spied at the humans sitting quietly in the café tapping away on their novellas and exams. "Just... Expecting an enemy, I guess."

Amity scoffs. "I don't think there even are such a thing here? Humans are so... Peaceful?" Amity tried the word.

Her and Hunter both squinted at the humans.

Everything was peaceful. The cultural contrast was very different from the Boiling isles.

"Yeah." hunter agreed. "I.. Guess?"

"That explains Luz I suppose."

"It does, doesn't it."

Luz was explaining to Gus how the library worked. Which was exactly the same as the demon realm so it wasn't particularly exciting. But Gus loved every bit of it.

"We are similar!" Gus squealed.

A nearby librarian hushed him.

Gus quieted down his squeal and shook his fists with delight.

Hunter smiled softly at Gus. "It's nice to see him happy."

"He's the youngest of us. Is he doing alright?"

"Yeah yeah, he just misses him dad, y'know?"

"Mh, me too." Amity strokes her hair behind her ear and then remembers not to do that. Her hair kept her ears hidden after all.

Hunter bumps his knuckles gently at Amity's shoulder. "And you? Are you doing okay?"

"I am fine." Amity says in her firm voice. Inhale, exhale. "We will get through this. Right?"

"Absolutely. We got your brains Blight, of course we will."

"Heh." Amity nods to him as thanks and he nods back.

It struck her how easy it was to speak with Hunter. Last she was alone with him, they were fighting over titan's blood. Now they were the unspoken leaders. With Luz going through some kind of self-deprecating spiral of self-doubt and guilt, Amity felt like she had to step into her girlfriend's shoes for awhile! Luz needed her! They all did! She was Amity Blight and she got this!!

No... Wait, Hunter was just the oldest. But his presence as someone to consult with was nice. It was matter-of-fact and down to business. Though it lacked the knives at the throat this time around.

Hunter was strangely... Brotherly. It made Amity miss her siblings. She had always turned to them for this kind of reflection. She was too worried about Luz getting more anxious over everybody if she checked in with her about these matters. No doubt would Luz go on a raid of trying to fix everything.

Gus was clever but Amity felt like he was someone to protect rather than involve in helping people with their turmoil, he was too young. Obviously a capable witch! But she.. Well, she also didn't know Gus like that yet.

And then there was Willow. The two of them had started to become better friends now, she was grateful for it. Though she knew Willow was physically strong and capable of taking care of herself - nobody needed to defend Willow that's for sure - But Amity knew Willow was sensitive and nurturing.

As big of a powerhouse as Willow had become, she wasn't emotionally mature to say and do what was- ... That was mean, wasn't it? Amity hadn't meant immature as something bad or less than herself! Well, maybe a little bit- but not in a bad way! Willow was still physically stronger and- It's not like Amity looked down on-! Agh! No! See, this was why she couldn't turn to Willow! It was Amity who was insecure about ruining the good trust that was there now.

And she didn't even know Vee. Vee seemed sweet if not a little spiteful. Even if Amity didn't understand completely why Hunter allowed her to snap at him the way she did, she could sense it was best to leave Hunter to it. He didn't seem as hurt by it as, say, Luz was over it.

Amity and Hunter follows the other trio down a section of science-fiction A-B.

There was nothing of importance here. Except for Gus finding a book that Camila also had in her home of some frontier galaxy something-something.

"Guys, me and Hunter will look for the history section. Catch up with us there."

"Oh! Uh, you sure you'll be alright finding it?" Luz' voice stressed.

"We will be fine." amity assures.

"Yeah, there's signs everywhere and humans don't seem very hostile." Hunter flips his hand up in a nonchalant gesture. Almost a little disappointedly or perhaps weirded out that they didn't.

"Alright.. Well, shout if you need us." Luz says and turns back to Willow and Gus.

Hunter and Amity's silence is comfortable. They look at the signs and point, briefly converses about directions and come to the history area. Everything looks just the same as anywhere else so they're both grateful for the signs and directions.

Both of them spent time in the boiling isles library and were familiar with what section was what. You barely had to look at the signs there, as the sections made themselves pretty obvious with both sounds, smell and aesthetics. 

But not here.

Just rows and rows of shelves, and signs and signs of letters and genres.

There's a man with glasses down the local-history section and Hunter recognises him from the store. As per automatic, he holds out an arm to shield Amity. He knows it's not needed but it's to sign to her that he's suspicious of the man. Amity looks at him, can't see any danger he proposes and gives Hunter a weird look.

Who gives her a look back.

Amity turns to look at the man.

Then Hunter again with a 'you're working yourself up. calm down.'

Hunter lowers his arm and Amity passes him to look at the shelves.

"Okay, what are we even looking for." Amity ponders.

"Belos? I guess." Hunter pulls out a book, it's about the graveyard of Gravesfield. He flips through it a bit before putting it back. "Or.. Who he could've been."

"Mh.. Do you know his real name?"

"Phillip."

"Phillip, right- I forgot. Luz told me- The uh, agh, what were he? An adventurer?"

There's a scoff from beside them from the strange man. "Are you kids doing a report on the witch trials? Heh, I know everything about that."

The duo hesitates. Looks at each other then, guarded, replies: "Oh?"

"Oh yeah I'm a bit of an expert! Yup! I work at the museum. We got a lot about the witch hunters that paraded around here. Lots of local folklore. That Phillip guy wasn't an adventurer he and his brother Caleb were witch hunters."

Hunter went pale. "He.. was?"

"Yeah! Well, until he and his brother mysteriously disappeared! It is said.." The man leans in. "That a witch took them into another realm! And it's said that she killed and ate him!"

The man was satisfied with the teenagers frightened looks. Impressed by himself to have spooked teens with his amazing storytelling for the dramatics.

Perhaps he really should write a book! He always wanted to write a book... He had a whole draft already made:

A novel about a man who is disbelieved by his town! But then the hero meets a little demon that reveals to him about the war of another realm and their evil witches plan of an invasion!
Only the hero can stop them...!! With his trusted, misunderstood, teenage sidekick, he will save the town!
And although nobody ever believed him.. He will do what must be done! He has to be the man they need...! He will be a martyr!
Nobody will know that he saved the day.. Just like a true hero, you do what's right because it's right!

"So yeah, I'm Jacob! And- Oh they're gone." Jacob's shoulders sloped. "Awh.."

Amity catches up with Hunter in the row of book next to Jacob. Hunter swallows and trying to stifle his breathing.

Amity approaches with a reached out hand to Hunter, who allows her to touch his arm.

Her eyes asked if he was alright, he nodded. Waving a hand as he let out a final big breathe. He throws a glance over his shoulder in Jacob's direction and swallows again. Another breathe.

Embarrassed, he gestures to Amity that he's fine now and doesn't need further concern. She lets him go but lingers her gaze on him.

They both see the top of Jacob's head move away from the history section and only then does Hunter truly relax. He rubs a hand against his face and grunts.

"He knew things Hunter, we should ask him more-"

"We know where he works, he said it was a museum. He's eager to talk, so, we can go there when we have prepared questions and are ready for it."

Amity folds her arms. "You mean when you are ready?" But Hunter only frowns mildly and remains silent. Amity sighs out. "Are you really alright Hunter?"

"Yes. I am fine."

"Really? Because you lost a lot too."

Hunter waves his hand dismissively. "Not as much as you guys. You guys lost your families."

"So did you." Amity sees the flash of panic in his face. "You lost your uncle-"

"He's not my uncle- I mean, he is- was-" He closes his eyes and pinches between his eyes. "Blight. Belos may have been my family but it's not as comparable to what you lost."

"Yes it is. It is to you." And Hunter's confident shatters before her. She sees him crawl into himself, someplace lonely and brooding.

When he crosses his arms and turns away from her she takes a careful step closer. "Last time I extended my hand to you, you started a fight instead."

Hunter sadly glanced her way.

"I am extending my hand again. Take it this time."

And Hunter sighs, strokes a hand through his hair a few times under the hoodie to adjust it. Fidget, before he can find a good response. But Amity is patiently waiting for him.

"Belos.." Hunter starts but curls his lips in. "He's not- He wasn't..."

But he can't quite find the right way to express himself and plays with the strings on his hood.

"He wasn't the person I thought he was. The person I lost didn't exist. And.. Now I will never get the chance to confront him about it or get closure." He scoffs nervously. "Not that I, like, would want to face him right now or anything! I just- I guess.. Someday.. Maybe.. I dunno. Did- Did he even like me?"

He swallows and shakes his head before his feelings can surface. "Anyway, eh Blight, you don't have to worry about it. I didn't lose anything important."

"Yes you did." she says and his red eyes meet her golden. "The person you thought he was were still real to you. You still lost that person. I'm sorry for your loss." And Hunter can't keep eyecontact anymore, he just turns away and adjusts his hoodie again.

"Thanks." He says flatly, not being able to bring himself further than that. But Amity understands and nods. "We should continue our search." Hunter coughs and begins looking for a book, any book.

Amity turns to the opposite shelves, back-to-back with him, to give him a little space. She can hear him sniff slightly and huff to gain composure. He wasn't as though as he made himself up to be, she thought.

Hunter's eyes fell on a book: Witch-hunters of Gravesfield.

He plucked it from the shelf, throwing a glance to Amity to see if she saw what book he picked. She hadn't. He read the back of it. Interesting. He looked through the index and saw a chapter about local Folklore; the brothers Wittebane.

Hunter's eyes widened.

He kept the book out of sight behind his back. He wanted to read it first. If there was anything implicating in there, he wanted to know first. It was exactly what they had been looking for but Hunter didn't want anyone to know just yet.

He had a right to know first.

He wanted to know who Caleb was.

But that meant sneaking the book to Luz, she had the library card. And tell her, somehow privately, that he wanted to read it before everyone else and share afterwards. Just as a precaution. Because if Caleb was a jerk, and then they found out he was a copy of him, then maybe they wouldn't like him either.

Maybe Belos had killed Caleb for a good reason.

Hunter had no idea.

He needed to know.

Besides he could share with them afterwards.

Hunter heard the murmur of teenagers nearby and amongst them he saw Luz. He didn't recognise the other ones though, maybe Gus and Willow were nearby?

"Luz!" Hunter waved at her, coming over. This was his chance to give the book to her in secret. Though Amity looked up and over.

"Ah- Hunter-"

Vee grimaced. Hunter realized too late that this was, in fact, not Luz at all and stopped mid-walking. But it was too late. Vee's friends turned to him: Happy to greet him.

"Oh! Who's this Luz?"

"uuhhh, he is aaa..."

"Her brother!" Hunter spontaneously lied and Vee shot him a wide-eyed glare of horror. Hunter shrunk nervously under her gaze. Lying was not a strong suit of his. Lying was easy when you were under a mask and had the authority of the golden guard. Here he was just a dishevelled boy in a hoodie and socially awkward.

"I- I am.. her.. brootheerrr?"

Vee closed her eyes in irritation. Then smiled at her friends. "Excuse me."

And grabbed Hunter by the arm, dragging him off to a nearby corner of privacy. "What's the matter with you?! Are you crazy?! Luz doesn't have a brother!" She hissed.

"We- but- they don't know that. It's just a little lie, how would they find out-"

"This is the human realm! They can find out that super easily on social media and stuff! You're going to make her look- I don't know! Weird!"

"Oh." Hunter sunk into his shoulders. "uuhh.. Coussiins.. then..?"

"Ugh." Vee growled. "What are you even doing here?!" She punched him on the arm. Not hard, but rough enough to let him know she was angry with him.

"I- we- I was-"

"We are looking for books on who Belos was when he lived here." Amity says behind Hunter and Hunter steps aside to let her rescue him, keeping his book out of her sight. "His name was Phillip Wittebane. A man from the museum informed us we can find out more about him there."

Vee goes pale. "The- The museum? You're going to- No, that guy is dangerous! He's the one who captured me!" Vee whispers, scared. She looks around frantically, backing up against the wall. "H-He's here? Jacob is here? Oh no- Oh no no."

"It's okay." Hunter tries. "He won't get you-"

"You've done enough!"

"I'm sorry." Hunter rubs his wrist. "I was just-"

"We're here with Luz' class! We are going to borrow books to read over the summer. Oh titan, is Luz here too?! Luz doesn't have a twin!" Vee was panicking and her form began to shift. "Oh no! Oh no no!" She thugged at her ears. "Oh no!"

"Vee it's going to be okay." Amity promises.

"No it's not! Everyone keeps saying that but it's not!" Vee backs into the corner and sinks down to the floor. She looked at her legs, how they wobbled and morphed. She couldn't hold form. "Oh no-"

Hunter squats down before her. "Vee, I'm going to pick you up and take you to safety, okay?"

Her teary eyes blinked sideways and she nodded. Sniffling. Hunter scooped her up and turned to Amity. "Lets go." He said and began to march off with Vee.

"Oh- OhOkayThen!" Amity follows, walking faster and ahead to read the signs quickly and steer Hunter and Vee to the fire-escape. There he placed Vee down on the stairs but her arms still held around him. So he shifted around to sit with her on his lap. Letting her softly cry onto his shoulder. Amity brushes her hair behind her ear, her boot still in the door so they could get back inside.

"Um... Should I get Luz?"

"No." Vee sniffles, stroking her eyes and breathing. She morphed back into her Luz disguise. "No, it's fine. I just got scared."

Hunter let her go and she quickly shoved herself out of his embrace, almost embarrassed that she had sought to him for safety. He stood with her.

"You- You idiot. Why did you lie like that to my- Luz' friends?"

"I'm sorry." Hunter repeated, voice low and apologetic.

Amity frowned. "Vee, I get that you're angry with Hunter for being the Golden Guard but you can't-" Hunter stops her. They share a look. She inhales and exhales. "Very well. Do you think you can go back and face your classmates?"

"Yeah.. Yeah I just- I want to avoid Jacob. Is he still in there?"

"He wont get you." Hunter says with confidence and Vee looks up at him, searching for a promise. "I will watch you, I won't let him as much as talk to you. I promise."

Vee nods. "Okay.. Yeah, okay. You do that Goldie." She wanted to say thanks but felt sheepish about it in front of Amity.

Hunter smiles and Amity purses her lips.

The trio goes back inside and Vee sees her friends look for her.

"There you are Luz!" They wave Vee back over and Hunter reluctantly is nearby with Amity. Her friends eye Hunter and Amity and then Vee, expecting to be introduced.

"Oh, yeah.. Uh... my brother and his girlfriend." Vee lies and both Hunter and Amity cringes at the same time, eyeing each other with mutual disagreement and disgust. Then squeamishly faces the other teens with forced smiles.

"Yep!" Amity says, slapping Hunter on the arm. "That's.. That's my.. Guy.. alright!"

"Yeah! Love.. Love this one!"

They were both in visible pain.

"Oh... Uh, nice!" Said Masha and turned back to Vee/Luz. "You find any good books then?"

"Y-Yeah. The ah, some thriller and spooky stuff!" Vee blushes, feeling a little anxious still but better when she was in numbers. She looked back at Hunter, who smiled reassuringly that he was going to stay guard.

Amity looks between them, not quite understanding what their deal was.

"Hey, Luz." Hunter says and folds out the book he had been manoeuvring around himself. "Could you borrow this for me? I forgot my card."

Vee's eyes goes from Hunter to the book. He's giving it to her with the backside up. She takes it and looks. The title has her frown and turn to him suspiciously. His smiles trembles, hoping she'd just buy into that it was for the whole group and not just him.

"Alright, sure." Vee tucks it in with her other two books.

"Thanks." Hunter breathes out. "Anyway me and Amity gotta find- er, our group. You have a good time, okay?" He notices the flash of worry in her eyes. "I will be around here. So if there's anything, just shout."

"We're in a library." says one of Vee's friends. "You can't shout."

"My sister can shout all she wants." Hunter throws back with a growl.

The guy falters and hides behind Vee's back.

"Don't worry." Vee says to her friend. "He's just protective. Thanks Hunter. You um... Have a good time too."

Amity and Hunter watch Vee leave with her friends. Vee looks tense and anxious and Hunter keeps his gaze on her the whole time.

"That was awkward." Amity shudders. "I want my Luz." And looks around to find her, and spots her, Willow and Gus spying on them around the corner.

Amity lets out a noise of relief and hurries over to meet them half-way. To catch them up with everything. But not Hunter. Hunter looks over at his group, then back to Vee.

When Vee looks over her shoulder and sees Hunter is still there, she smiles and relaxes. She and her friends borrow their books.

Somewhere beside him Hunter can hear Amity catching them up on what happened. But Hunter sees Jacob and starts walking towards Vee to get there before him.

Amity's voice fades into the silence of the library. The soft sunlight from the large windows reminds Hunter of his living quarters with Belos. Jacob's side makes Hunter see Belos in his place.

He was reminded of the good times, when Belos was just his uncle and softly welcomed him in the hallway. So pleasant. It was the person Hunter thought Belos was: A kind, kind of sickly, uncle who always enjoyed Hunter's company.

It was the illness that made him a mean and angry man. Wild magic hurt him. Had hurt everyone- or so Belos had him believe. But Hunter remembers his uncle as somebody kind. Someone benevolent and supreme, admirable and who saw what was best for everyone. A liar.

Jacob saw Vee and her friends by the counter, his eyebrows shot up happily and he raised a hand to greet. "Oh! Masha-"

Hunter stepped in his way. "Excuse me. Jacob wasn't it? Museum guy? Sorry my girlfriend pulled me away earlier, but I admire your work. Would you mind telling me more about it?"

It was like a dream come true for Jacob, he immediately forgot about saying hello to the person he knew. Finally, someone who wanted to hear what he had to say.

"What would you like to know kid?" Jacob smirked, completely forgetting about Vee; who had noticed Hunter distracting Jacob and saw her opportunity to push her friends out of the library with her.

"Your thoughts on the witch hunters of Gravesfield."

"Oh! Hohoho! You're in for a good time then slugger!"

Hunter squints his eyes, confused. "My.. name is Hunter though."

"Oh, yeah it's just- Yeah well you look like a Slugger!" Jacob scoffed and nudged Hunter's shoulder. Hunter gave him silence and Jacob winced at his own attempt to look cool. He wanted to be cool. He couldn't really impress adults, but teens were so impressionable! An army of little witch hunters! Now that sounded good to Jacob. He could be the rugged wise mentor trope in a YA novel, and Hunter could be his prodigy. Together they would have a bromance that was broody and full of-

"Well my name is Hunter." Hunter said. "Do you know about witches or not?"

"Of course! I actually have a theory that they're still amongst us!" He whispered.

"Uh-huh, uhm.. yeah? Do tell."

"Yeah! In fact, I caught a creature a few months ago! Though the lady I showed it to worked for Area 51, I'm sure. She took my creature from me but I'm onto her! I saw her in a parking lot two weeks ago!" Jacob grins.

Hunter kept his expression blank as he screamed inside. "OhYeah?"

"Yeah!"

"Yeah?"

"Yeah!!" Jacob grins. "And I think she's using the creature to pose as her daughter! But IIiiiim oonto theeem! I have yet to find out where they live though."

Hunter stares. Jacob stares. Hunter stares. Jacob stares.

"You are a little crazy aren't you."

"I'm- NO?? I'm telling you! It's all real! And when you start seeing strange magical things happening, you should come to me and we can team up!!"

Hunter stares. Jacob stares.

"Aaaaand I think my girlfriend is calling. I'M COMINNNG!!!" Hunter yells back to the group who turns all around them and sees him with Jacob. Only Luz' eyes widens.

Jacob inhales and gasps, pointing at Luz.

"YOU!!! IT'S YOU!!!! THE CREATURE!!" The librarian hushes him and before Jacob can gets his wits about what was appropriate behaviour he runs over. Luz yelps and Hunter trips Jacob with his foot. Jacob falls flat onto the stone floors and Hunter runs to join the group.

Gus has to abandon his tower of sci-fi books as they all escape the library to return home.

Jacob curses under his breathe and sees them run outside.

"Damnit!"

 


 

The hexide squad ran until they were shielded by a small island-park of trees near the road. There was just grass, a bench and a statue of a local legend.

Gus breathed out and gasped; “What was with that guy?”

“That’s Jacob Hopkins..” Luz explained. “He works at the museum and, well, me and mama ran into him waaay back when mom didn’t know Vee posed as me.”

“Well- he’s crazy!” Gus flails his arms. “I was under the impression humans were peaceful!”

“What?” Luz scoffs. “What gave you that idea?”

Gus motions his hands at everything around them. “Everything? I didn’t really get why you have been so stressed about anybody seeing our ears or knowing we exist? I mean… Everyone on the Boiling Isles knew about you, you didn’t even try to hide. Nobody cared?” Luz’ grimaced at Gus like he didn’t even know half of what humans were capable of. Which he didn’t and Gus lowered his chin. “I mean, I haven’t personally seen anything dangerous anyway…”

“Me either.” Willow agreed. “I mean, except for that Jacob guy, but even he seemed harmless. It’s not like we couldn’t take him on.”

Luz went through a range of grimaces. “Er, first of all: humans don’t have magic so they would freak out if they saw it.” She grinned nervously at her friends who tried to see where the danger was. “To you guys; amazing and horrifying things are normal! It’s… a little complicated I guess? In the demon realm, there wasn’t really a system in place that weeds out what’s different like it is here...”

The whole squad stared at her.

“Yes there was?” Willow crooks a brow. “Wild witches-“

“Yes- no, not like that! Not- I mean, yes, like that! But also not like that. What Belos wanted to do to wild witches was force them into a coven system. Here in the human realm it’s more like….. The demon realm didn’t care I was human or from another realm. MY realm don’t know there’s another realm! Not only would I be taken in as a  crazy person! But if they found out about your magic AND the demon realm - let’s just say humans would get hostile about it. In both subtle and extroverted ways.”

“Luz, no offense.” Amity raises a hand. “But what could the humans possibly do to us? You’re… not very strong.”

“Maybe physically, but our modes of weapons and force is very… it’s awful. And there’s law enforcement- Speaking of; you won't be able to get away with punching anyone here. Aaaaand! You guys are a lot fewer than us in numbers. And I- I don’t know? Humans get scared of things that aren’t the same as them, even other humans.. and they get angry when they’re scared and-“

“Like witch hunters.” Hunter fills in. The group looks at him. “Right..?”

“Yeah..” Luz’ voice is low. “Like that.” And turns up at the statue of the two brothers. Only realizing now that’s where they had run to.

The group looks up at them.

Phillip..” Luz whispers under her breath.

That’s Belos? Before he was.. Belos?” Amity asks and Hunter looks intently at Phillip, then his brother Caleb; who looks uncomfortably similar to Hunter, but older.

‘Out of all the grimwalkers, you looked the most like him.’

Hunter catches Willow looking at him. Their gaze meets and Hunter turns away so she can’t compare them for any longer than she already has.

“So… Does… that mean this Caleb guy is a relative of yours too, Hunter?” She asks. And thought to herself; 'You did use his name as a cover when we first met.'

Hunter shrugs. “I-I guess so?”

“Belos was your uncle right?” Willow continues, Hunter closes his eyes to brace himself. “Does… Do you think Caleb used to be with him too? At the Boiling Isles?”

“I don’t know.”

Willow looks at Caleb’s statue, then at the back of Hunter’s profile. His shaggy hair is not too unsimilar to Caleb.

“Belos must be really old.” Willow continues her thoughts aloud. “I wonder if Caleb was too?”

But Hunter didn’t respond to that and Gus looked up at his friend’s expression and seeing Hunter full of sad reconciliation gave Gus’ chest a pinch.

“Do you think… Caleb was your father?”

Everyone turns to look at Hunter as he spins around at Willow’s wild suggestion.

“Wh-What?!”

“I guess that could make sense? You look just like him..” Amity muses, squinting at the statue. “If.. This statue is accurate, that is. But it does seem accurate to Belos so….”

Gus observes Hunter’s hesitation to suggest the theory to be true. Gus knew Hunter was a grimwalker, he had seen it in his illusion after all. And earlier by the shack this morning, when Hunter reacted the way he did about the ingredients, Gus’ suspicion grew that Hunter knew what he was. But perhaps the blonde boy was just as afraid about what that meant as Gus was - though not for the reason Hunter might think.

Gus worried for Hunter’s well being.

He wondered how much Hunter knew, too. Did he know something useful, but kept it quiet to not expose himself? Gus felt bad for thinking like that, but he decided not to hold it against Hunter. Perhaps he would’ve done the same thing in his shoes.

“What? No, that’s impossible.” Hunter argues, his temper making him lose his usual cool and collected front.

“How so?” Amity argues back. “I thought you said Belos lied about your family’s origin.”

Hunter frowns at Luz. “Did you tell her?”

“That was before we were friends! I didn’t say anything else!”

Gus darts his eyes between Luz and Hunter. Did Luz know too? Probably, maybe?

Hunter growls and crosses his arms. “Yeah well, NO. No, he just lied about.. The wild magic thing. I am related to him. Kind of.”

Kind of?” Amity squints at him, puzzled over what kind-of-related could mean.

“What difference does it make?!” Hunter spats. “Belos is my uncle and-“ He looks at Caleb and hesitates. “THAT is not my father! I don’t have a father!”

“No, but… I meant, maybe he fathered you-“

”He’s old and dead! Like- Hundreds of years old! Or- something!”

“Belos is very old too and he is- was.. alive for a long time.” Willow adds in with a calm voice, hoping it to soothe Hunter a bit. It does, but only a smidge. He scowls and she can see him turtle into his hoodie to remove himself emotionally. “You don’t have to talk about it if-“

“Good. Because I don’t want to.” It came out angrier than he had intended. And when he saw Willow’s expression turn sad, he regretted it right away. “No- Sorry, I am just- Look.. Guys I don’t know. Okay? I just—“ He rubs a hand over his scar. “I don’t know anything anymore and- I-I- don’t want to speak on things I’m uncertain of.“

Willow puts a hand on his arm. “It’s okay. Sorry we keep prying. But if you think of anything you think can be useful, let us know, okay?”

“… Useful, right. Got ya. I can do that.” His hand slides to his neck as he blushes, shying away from her gentle touch. He felt undeserving of her kindness after having been rude. His self-worth clawed in his chest and chided him for having allowed her comfort.

“Hey we’re all friends here.” Gus reminds them. “Nobody’s an enemy or anything.” He smiles up at Hunter and Hunter smiles back, albeit a little half-heartedly. So Gus nudges him. “You’re one of us no matter what, yeah? So don’t think you can’t share stuff with us. You are our friend.”

He was really trying to lay the groundwork to let Hunter know it was safe to discuss the grimwalker thing. He was kind of hoping Hunter would bring it up himself.

What even were grimwalkers?

Gus knew of them from stories and myths. Basically it was forbidden magic; not unlike wild magic. It was just… wrong. Necromancy was one of those things you heard of but nobody was mad enough to actually go through with. It took a certain kind of unhinged to take the body of a person - usually a person you knew - and reanimate them.

But you can’t bring a person back without their soul. And catching the soul, the lights, of a person was difficult as it was something that departed right away after death. Most people don’t plan to kill and capture the soul only to make the dead alive again for funsies. Most people try to grimwalk someone back to life because their death wasn’t meant to happen.

Grimwalkers were never the person. It was just bits of a body. A copy. The stories Gus had heard were about making a powerful witch come back to life - in several pieces, as clones. One powerful dead witch could become an army of powerful witches! Though that’s just a story.

Besides, Hunter had no magic… So he wasn’t a grimwalker of some overpowered ancient witch, either. So what reason did Belos have to get a clone of whomever Hunter was supposed to be?

From what Gus knew of grimwalkers, they sometimes didn’t even look like the person either. Just a whisper of someone who once was. 

Hunter sure did look like Caleb though.

A realization splashed across Gus’ mind and he turned to look up at Caleb.

Then at Phillip walking behind Caleb. Belos. Caleb. Hunter.

It dawned upon the boy that his friend, Hunter, may be a grimwalker of Caleb.

It made sense from what Gus had seen in the illusion from Belos’ memories: The knife, Caleb’s distressed face trying to calm Phillip/Belos down. The shadow of Caleb’s body by the fire.

Belos had raised Hunter with a lie, but still made sure that lie involved being related to one another - it all made sense.

But what was Belos’ intentions with a grimwalker of his… Brother? Why did he need one? Why did he send Hunter to get more ingredients to make another one? Was Hunter not correctly made? Was Hunter going to be replaced by another or get a.. uh, sibling?

Maybe… Hunter hadn’t been the first one..?

Perhaps he wasn’t supposed to be the last, either.

But why?

Hunter's voice brought Gus back from his conspiring thoughts.

“Thanks.” Hunter says in a mild tone that indicated he still wanted to escape the conversation. “I appreciate it.”

“Hey, we should head back home.” Luz suggests, arms over Willow and Amity’s shoulders. “We’ve had enough of investigating for now.”

“Yeah. Let's do that.” Hunter sighed and walked ahead. Luz and Amity quickly followed suit. Luz reached out to put a hand on Hunter’s back but Amity stopped her kindly, shaking her head.

Amity had noticed Hunter liked affection but hated attention. And he’d been having too much of the latter. Amity could predict Luz would feel rejected if Hunter avaided her support.

Gus caught Willow watching Hunter with concern. The emerald duo turn to eye one another with a determined nod.

“We.. Should probably make sure he doesn’t drown in thoughts about this, huh.” Willow tells Gus out of earshot of the others.

“Yeah.” Gus watches Hunter’s back, his sloped shoulders and hanging head. “He’s been through a lot I think.”

“It seems that way doesn’t it.” Willow groans at herself. “Gus, do you think I went to far about comparing Belos’- er, brother, with Hunter?”

“No I think you’re spot on, actually.” He regrets his choice of words as Willow peers curiously at him. “Er-“

“What do you know?” She whispers.

“Nothing- well, I mean. I know something. But Hunter doesn’t know I know and-“ Willow’s eyes are large and he struggles to resist his friend’s genuine care for others wellbeing. “Oh- No, Willow don’t make me say it. It’s not- I don’t think I should- It’s better if Hunter does it himself.”

Willow sighs. “I just want to help. I want to make sure everyone feels safe and secure here.”

Gus chuckles. “You know that includes you too Willow. You’re such a mom-friend sometimes, but you should-”

“I know, I know but I am fine . I’m reliable now! I don’t need protection or stuff! I am strong!” She flexes.

“I don’t doubt that.” Gus hooks arms with her. “But you’re not responsible for everyone.” And Willow shrugs with a half-smile.

“No but… I like being relied on. It.. It’s nice to not be the one everyone else has to stand up for all the time. You know?”

“I know.” Gus smiled. “And you’re doing a great job.” Willow grinned.

But Gus knew that caring for others let her feel in control of the version of herself she tried to distance herself from.

Gus had her all figured out. Despite being the youngest in the group, Gus was probably the only one with a good perception of what people actually needed contrary to what they wanted .

Gus knew Willow wanted to forget the part of her that had low confidence and needed others to protect her. He had heard her say several times that she wasn’t ‘weak anymore’ and Gus understood. But that version of Willow wasn’t a bad Willow - She was his friend. Willow had always been strong! What Willow really needed was to see that even reliable people needed to rely on others, too.

And Gus? Gus knew what he wanted and needed. He wanted to get back home and see his dad again, wanted to know he was safe. But right now he needed his friends, he needed to know they were here for each other! And he decided to lead with example: If he needed to feel safe with his friends, he’d make them feel safe with him too. You get what you give.

It wasn’t about earning your place.

It was about making a place your own.

 “Speaking of…” Willow hummed quietly. Gus looked up at her. “The thing you know about Hunter…” Gus gave her a gaze of disproval.

“My lips are sealed. I’m not sharing my buddy’s secrets. I wouldn’t share yours either.” Leading with example.

“No I know, I was just thinking.. It’s not about Vee, is it?”

Gus crooks a brow. “What do you mean?”

“Oh I don’t know. It just irks me how she snaps at him and stuff, y’know? Reminds me of a certain bully.. Hmph.”

Gus softly nudges her. “I don’t think the situation is the same. I think it’s more.. How Amity is towards you?”

“What?”

“I mean; if you behaved like Vee does, but towards Amity. It’s that kind of situation. Kind of.”

Willow frowned. “I was never mean to Amity. The only aggressive thing I did towards her, after she’s been redeeming herself, was to tell her to knock it off trying to protect me: treating me like I was weaker than her.”

“I know, I’m just saying it’s similar.” He bumps shoulder with her. “Hunter told me last night he’s got it under control.”

“Did he?” Willow carefully pries. Hoping this was something Gus could share.

“Yeah. I asked if he was okay and he explained that it wasn’t about, like, making him suffer to atone for his crimes or whatever. It’s not like that. I think Hunter got his head on his shoulder on this one.” Gus taps his temple.

But Willow looked unconvinced and looked ahead at Hunter’s figure next to Luz. Gus caught her doubt. “Willow, maybe Hunter doesn't want to be protected either, like you.”

He wasn’t exactly being subtle here. But Gus was laying groundwork for Willow too, hoping she’d rely on him or Luz, heck even Amity or Camila - or Hunter.

“It’s not the same.” Willow flips a braid over her shoulder.

“How so?”

She sputtered. “Because he’s- He’s never had anyone protect him before! That’s why!”

Or maybe she was projecting a little, Gus thought. But her faint blush was confusing him a little. That’s new.

“Well, he’s got all of us now. I think he doesn't have his head on his shoulders when it comes to his own needs.” Gus explains and Willow’s eyes are big with interest again. Gus can’t help but smile; Willow had always been eager to help people. “Like for example;” Gus continues. “He patrols."

“He what?”

Patrols. Before we hit the nests he walks around checking that the basement and house is secure. I think he’s on edge- or, at least is used to being on edge. He’s always awake when I wake up in the morning too. I think he does chores early in the morning and then comes back downstairs to pretend he didn’t.” Gus knits his brows together thoughtfully.

“Yeah..” Willow trails. “I noticed there arent any chores, I asked Amity and she said she noticed theres no chores to do either. I mean, they weren’t many to begin with. But why is Hunter doing them by himself? Wasnt it supposed to be a group thing?”

“I think he’s a little afraid of Camila.”

“What, why? But she’s so nice!”

“Yeah but you have to remember: Hunter thought Belos was nice too.”

Willow let out a sound of discomfort. “They’re not the same thing at all…”

“No but I don’t think Hunter gets that. From my conversations with him, I don’t think he’s ever… He seems really sheltered. I mean, he’s really smart, mature and things like that. He just lacks severely in, er, social things? I think? Like I said he doesn’t really see his own needs. I think Belos made him think his needs were also Hunter’s needs. And now when there’s no Belos…”

Willow turned to watch Hunter talk with Amity about something.

“No Belos, no needs.” Willow pieces together. “And Camila is the only authority figure.”

“Exactly. And if she casually says it would be nice if we could do some chores around the house if we see them undone. I think he interpreted that as an order and, well, I don’t think he heard it how we heard it is what I’m saying. He is a soldier first, Belos' nephew second. I don't think he has a third where he was just a kid.”

“Yeah…”

Willow’s heart squeezed with sympathy. Belos had emotionally manipulated Hunter his whole life to a point where Hunter struggled to function without an abuser to cater to. Camila wasn’t abusive, far from it, but she was the closest Hunter had to trying to fill the role and find a structure he was familiar with.

And the way Hunter prioritized doing chores over taking personal care - perhaps to him he had been taught that doing that was taking care of himself (after all, if he didn’t he was punished for it.)
It spoke a lot for what Hunter’s life used to be like back in the coven and the castle.

Willow’s heart was lit aflame: Nobody was going to push Hunter around.

She had only seen glimpses of the boy Hunter really was, but she liked that boy. Awkward and sweet. It was a shame to rob the world of someone like that.

She had tried to be the person she needed to see in the world. And when she saw other gentle-spirited people (Like Gus and Luz) she took it upon herself to include them in her circle. And she wanted to be strong enough to protect them, so they could keep spreading more of what the world needed.

She wanted to protect the kind and the gentle.

And Hunter seemed to be both. Albeit a bit hissy when his insecurities were touched, but she saw right through him: just a sad, kind, boy who needed to be though to get by. But he wasn’t as though as he had made himself believe. Confident, sure! But from what she knew of him he was hardly anything less than a sweetheart.

‘Where I come from, even chances has to be earned.. Especially if you’re considered half a witch like me..’

“Let’s show Hunter he doesn’t need to earn his place as our friend, or in the house. Yeah?” Willow grins at Gus. “I think he could really need that kinda support.”

Gus grins back. “Yeah! Lets!” Hoping that, by doing so; it would allow Willow to see that she ddint need to earn a place either (as the strong one). Nobody needed to live up to a role, they just had to be themselves and be here for one another.

“Aaaand you too of course.” Willow snuggled him. “I’m here for you too, y’know.”

“I know.” Gus smiles up at her. “Thanks Willow, likewise.”

“Guys!” Hunter shouts at them, waving. “You’re falling behind!”

“They’re alright Hunter.” Luz says confidently. But Hunter pouts at her, clearly not liking his friends not being where he can see them.

“Coming!” Gus calls back and chuckles, nudging Willow. “Look at that. He’s just like you.”

“How?” Willow smirks. In her mind she wasn’t a worrywart like Hunter at all! Se cared, sure, but she didn’t worry.

“Is too! You're the mom-friend and he’s the big-brother friend.”

“Why isn’t he a mom-friend, or rather; dad-friend too then? If we’re so similar.”

“Didn’t want to imply stuff. Mom and dad friend kind of suggests things don’t it?” Gus chuckles and then sees her blush. She hadn’t thought of that angle and was flustered to consider that interpretation at all.

“Oh! Right! Haha! You’re right! Uh-hum!” And she sped up to catch up with the others.

Gus stares at her, blinking. Then at Hunter’s soft smile at greeting her next to his side. Willow’s fingers twirling at her braid, the other one waving dismissively as she replies to some question he was asking her.

Gus rolls his eyes, smiling. “Oh titan.”

In truth, Willow wasn't the mom-friend and neither was Hunter. Sure, they cared and worried and looked after the group.

But the true mom-friend was Gus. 

And as he squeezed into the middle of his group of friends, he felt safe and just right. 

He could do this. He'd help his friends see themselves as he saw them.

Things would be alright.

 

Notes:

A short one! :)
Not every chapter has to be long! :P

Chapter 4: Sugar, spice and- are you allergic?

Summary:

While Camila takes Luz, Gus and Amity to the store; Hunter and Willow stays in the house with Vee. Turns out grimwalkers can’t take all form of heat.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

“The store?!” Gus’ eyes are shooting stars as he squeals and bounces around Camila. The mother chuckled.

They had only just returned home from their adventure when Camila and Vee stood by the car. 

Vee was in her disguise, hugging herself near Camila and seemed more than ready to speed back into the house.

“Yes.” Camila smiles at the boy. “I thought you should all come along this time. It’s easier than guessing what could be similar to what you eat back home. I thought perhaps if you saw , felt and smelled the food, you might recognise something.” She puffed out some weight in chest. “It is better than me guessing, anyway.”

Vee edged herself back to the house and Camila gave her a reassuring look, which seemed to help the slithering girl somewhat.

“Vee is staying home though, after what happened at the library.”

“Alone?” Luz asks, still alert even if she didn’t really need to. Amity held her hand to remind her of the conversation earlier: The human realm was hardly a threat.

But Luz knew better. Even if she couldn’t convince her friends right now, she knew the caliber of what a group of convinced humans were capable of. Perhaps Jacob wasn’t a threat, not alone anyway, and that was just it; crazy cooks had a tendency to attract similar types of crazy.

“Well, yeah.” Responded Vee and stroked her hair back over her human ear. “I’ve been home alone before. And Luz, you should go with. You’ve experienced the quizine of both realms.”

“But-“ Luz fell short halfway through her objection. It was true, she couldn’t stay and make sure Vee felt safe, or make sure Jacob hadn’t secretly followed them.

It would be cruel to ask humans-number-one-fan Gus to stay. So it was either Willow or Amity, probably Amity. Obviously not Hunt-

“I can stay.” Hunter volunteered and Vee rolled her eyes in annoyance. “We don’t even have to be in the same room!” He promised.

To everyone’s surprise Vee shrugged. “Do what you want. I’m gonna go inside, okay? I don’t like lingering out here.”

“Sure, you go do that sweetie.” Camila waves her in and turns to Hunter.

He looks up at her expectantly but he receives no warnings or stern talk-to. Only an appreciative smile. Her heart clenches with motherly ache when she sees his confusion. 

“Now Hunter, I’m sure nothing will happen. So try to relax a little, okay? A nap on the couch would be nice for you.” She gives him a parental look he wasn’t used to but still recognised as affectionate.

Hunter blushes at the nudge of concern. “Th-That’s quite alright. I’m not tired.”

When Camila pats Hunter’s shoulder, she notices him wince even when he tries not to. He caught himself too late and strained a polite smile her way before heading up the stairs.

Gus turns to Willow with worry, asking with his eyes if he should stay with his buddy?
But Willow shook her head no.

“I can stay too.” Willow suggests and Hunter trips on the last step. Smoothly catching himself.

“Uh- Oh? You don’t have to. I got it.”

“Better to be two. Can’t leave you to do all chores on your own, eh?” She winks and clicks a finger-gun his way. Hunter’s ears turn crimson.

“I-I don’t know what you’re insinuating captain.” He pretends but she only smiles knowingly and crooks him an uh-huh brow as she passes him on the stairs. He held his breath, she scented like vanilla tea.

“See ya guys later alright?” Willow waves. “Don’t forget to write and record everything, Porter! I want a full report, heheh.”

Gus salutes her with two hands to the head. “Absolutely Captain Willow!”

Camila leans to Luz, “Ah, is she a real captain or..?”

“No, no. Team captain at the flier derby team at Hexide.”

“Oh, right right… Ah, flier derby?”

“We’ll tell you in the car!” Gus says and then gasps, it dawned on him now that they were going in the human transportation. “CAR!! We’re going in the car!!” He turns to Hunter and Willow, pointing at the car like a mythical beast had just accepted his friendship. “Guys!!”

Hunter and Willow both chuckle at his excitement.

“Yeah! Lucky you!” Hunter scoffs, not feeling like he’s missing anything he wont have a chance to experience later. But still, his chest fill with calm and a soothing feeling when he sees his little brother- friend - friend… So happy!

“I know!!!” Luz helps Gus in and he practically throws himself scrambling into it. “Just wait ‘till you see the radio!”

“There’s a RADIO?! WILLOW! HUNTER! THERE’S A RADIOOOO!” Hunter laughs and displays a yaaay! with his arms in support of his excitement. Gus squeals as Luz puts it on.

Willow catches Hunter’s soft grin as all the car doors shut. “He’s adorable.” Hunter whispers. Willow tells herself it’s just the way the noon-sun is dancing through the trees and over Hunter’s face. It was just pretty, that’s all…. Though, she had never seen this side of him fully before. Only in the little glimpses that accidentally spilled out. But here, she saw him: Gentle and genuine. Soft to the core like honey on petals.

“Yeah, he is adorable.” Willow agrees, still looking at Hunter. They can both hear Gus going OH MY TITAN inside it and they laugh at his enthusiasm. Luz in the backseat cheering him on and Amity awkwardly in the front seat; looking like she’s going to die either out of being shotgun next to Luz’ mom or from being inside a machinery.

Her dad worked with machinery.

Typically you were meant to be ontop of the machines, not inside. If you were inside an abomination machine, you were guaranteed to get crushed if it failed to operate. Not even Kikimora was completely submerged inside her mecha.

Camila rolls her window down. “I told Vee to start dinner! Could you two maybe help her if she needs it?”

Luz presses herself out of the same window “OUR PALISMEN ARE WITH YOU!!” Luz shouted. “Watch them too!!”

Hunter salutes, Willow gives a double thumbs up. Camila nods and off the car goes.

The emerald duo gets inside the house.


Hunter swiftly goes to lock and secure every room before joining the girls in the kitchen. Willow was already chopping things and Vee was stirring and tasting the stew. Vee and Willow were in the middle of having a cheery conversation about human food when Hunter came in.

The conversation died on Vee’s part and Willow looked up to greet him. Vee just looked at him and turned back to the stew.

Hunter swung his arms and inhaled. “I- the house is secured! All locked up and I spy nobody in the bushes.”

“Great.” Vee says without looking at him. Willow gives Hunter a pitiful glance. Hunter wishes she wouldn’t look at him that way, he didn’t want Willow (for some reason he had yet to figure out) to look at him pitifully. It was different when Amity or Luz did it, or even Gus. But when Willow did, oh no , you might as well have knocked him off a rope into a sea of clowns. 

He wanted Willow to think highly of him! For some reason he suddenly found himself having a sense of pride that smacked him over the head and shouted what are you doing?! That’s not cool! Be cool! He just forgot how to function around her and it was getting worse.

“Right. Good.” Hunter affirms into the kitchen’s silence. “Do you need help with-“

“We got it. Right Willow?”

“Uhhh… Yeeeah um.. Hunter why don’t you clean and set the table, yeah?”

Hunter shone up like a newly sprouted sunflower at her suggestion, and Willow’s heart fluttered a little.

“I can do that.”

Hunter found a rag to wet down and swiped the table clean. Willow turned back to her vegetable-chopping. Vee pursed her lips and her ears sprouted out from the sides of her head. Willow glanced.

“Oh! That looks nice.”

“Huh? Oh- right, uh, thanks. It’s just… I usually am just myself inside the house.”

“No need to wear Luz’ face for our sake if you rather not.” Willow said.

“… You sure?” Vee asked carefully. “I mean, I know I can. It’s not like I need your permission.” She quickly added and Willow tilted her head at the younger girl.

“No, but I’m just saying that, erm..” She lost track of how to be supportive here. She wanted Vee to feel safe enough to be in whichever form she wanted! Perhaps it wasn’t the right thing to call it Luz’ face. “I mean if you want a face! You can have a face!”

Vee turned to her confused. “What?”

“I think she’s saying you can be whatever you want without judgement.” Hunter pops in and Vee inhales, turns to look at him with a hand on her hip. Hunter shrunk and kept rubbing a spot on the table.

“What happened to not being in the same room ?” Vee groans.

“Right, sorry, I can-“

“Hold on. Vee, c’mon, be nice. He’s just being nice.” Vee looks at Willow, unimpressed by her butting in. “Stop picking on him, it’s not nice.”

“Oh!” Hunter waves the rag. “No! No she’s not! It is fine! It’s just banter.”

“Yeah.” Vee agrees, steeling her eyes at Willow. “What he said: just banter.”

And Willow lowers her brows at her. “Listen Vee, Hunter isn’t-“

“I know he isn’t.” Vee hisses, her eyes turning monstrous. “But maybe lay off nagging me! All of you are always making me feel bad!”

Hunter slides his hands between them. “Hey, hey. Easy girls, look, Willow. It’s fine I promise.”

“See? He says it’s fine.”

Willow frowns and looks up at Hunter’s pleading face. But she just can’t stand seeing him get picked on and turns back to Vee.

“Vee, I like you. I get that you went through awful things but so has Hunter and-“

“Willow.” Hunter says in the most demanding tone she had ever heard in his voice, and it was soft, slow and gentle. She met his pleading face again, this time his red eyes were full of care. “Please.”

“…Alright.” She huffs, but doesn’t add an apology. Turning back to chopping things.

Vee looks to Hunter, who nods to her and returns to the table. Vee looks over her shoulder at him and Willow sees her. There was something in Vee’s expression that was apologetic or remorseful. She just couldn’t figure Vee out at all. Willow liked Vee, but she didn’t like or understand the… Banter.. She and Hunter had,

A pang of jealousy stitched into her mind and she quickly shrugged it away like a fly.

“… Have you tried peppers before?” Vee asks Willow in a friendlier tone. Willow observes that Vee is avoiding looking at her, and that her form is something half-way human half-way basilisk. But she was trying to mend the situation with Willow now, and Willow was not a sore person.

“No, I have tried cucumbers and tomatoes.” She said. “I left the peppers for Luz, she said she had missed them.”

Hunter smiles at the girls, glad the interaction hadn’t soured a potential friendship. He discreetly moved around them to get plates and glass for the table.

“Yeah, they come in different colours too! Only slightly different in taste.” Vee nudges the red bell pepper to Willow. “Try that one. It’s my favourite”

Willow slices a piece off and it makes a delicious crunch. “Mh!” She says. “Oh this is nice! Oh, human vegetables are the best. I like our veggies too but they don’t quite have the same bang of flavors as human veggies does. I mean, the luxury goods does…” Willow muses and looks at the bell pepper with ideas blooming in her head, there’s seeds in them.

Vee grins. “Right? I really like human food. And you’re right, a lot of human veggies taste the same as our luxury foods. So honestly it’s like a feast here every day to me.”

Vee looks at Hunter, who’s seated himself by the table after finishing, just kind of tuning in to their merry conversation. She wasn’t fond of how easily he blended in and became invisible with the background, but didn’t hate him for it either. He was just… He was just here now. And she was growing used to seeing his red eyes contrasting with her new safe home.

He catches her looking and their eyes meet, he looks down, fidgeting with his gloves.

Vee and Willow meet eyes and Willow has a please? In them that Vee lets out a sigh to. She knew Willow was right, it was just unfortunate that it came out the way it did; as though she was in the wrong. Just because Hunter wasn’t in the wrong (anymore) it didn’t mean Vee had to be.

“…Do you want to try a bell pepper Hunter?” Vee asks and Willow gives her a thankful smile. Which Vee feels a glad for. Relieved she hadn’t ruined the chance of making a friend in her. Vee wanted friends, after all.

“Oh! Sure.” Hunter stood.

As Hunter came around on Willow’s side, he spied what he believed was the red slice he’d seen her eat and plucked one from the little bowl.

“Oh no, Hunter. Those aren’t bell peppers.” Vee warns. “Those are chili peppers.”

“Oh.” Hunter looks at the little pepper. It looked shiny, fresh and tempting. “What’s the difference? These look like babies to the big ones. Are they?”

Vee snorts at his ignorance. “No, they’re not. They’re waaaay hotter. But they have the same crunch, so, I guess they’re similar.”

“I like hot stuff.” Hunter says in a cocky voice. “I like my beverages scalding and my soups bubbling. So if they’re practically the same but hotter, I don’t mind.”

“Uh-“ Vee realizes his misunderstanding too late and he’s chomped it. “Oh-“ And helplessly watches him chew it.

“Is it good?” Willow asks brightly.

“Yeah it’s not hot though—“

Vee squirms as Hunter’s expression freezes. “Yeah, no, not hot as in heat , hot as in spicy .” She corrects and Hunter coughs.

On his tongue spread a prickling he had never experienced before. He coughed as the spice he had swallowed clawed through his throat and down through his entrails.

Burning, to Hunter, was different than how others experienced it. He could feel heat, it was just that to him it didn’t hurt. He just felt the searing of it, but it never damaged him. He’d even grown fond of putting his hands in fire. It warmed him up on cold nights and it was cosy to him. But this? May the Titan be merciful on his soul. Is this what people felt when they were getting burned?

His eyes watered and he got stuck in a coughing fit.

“Hunter, are you okay!?” Willow was by his side, pitifully looking at him again. He waved reassuringly and moved to the sink.

“I’m F i n E !” Hunter wheezed, raspily inhaling as he ducked in under the sink to fill his mouth with cold water.

“Is that supposed to happen?!” Willow turns to Vee.

“No! Well- to some , apparently it does? Even to humans it’s difficult. But Camila likes them and- Hunter are you okay- Wait hold on!” Vee gets to the fridge and pours him a glass of milk. “Hunter drink this instead.”

Hunter lifts his head up.

Both girls stare at his ember eyes, they’re glowing. His breath heavy, he takes the glass and chugs it. It does feel better, momentarily. Vee fills his glass again.

“Try holding it in your mouth so it lasts longer.” Vee suggests and Hunter fills his mouth with it. Letting out a noise of relief through his nose, leaning over the sink.

Vee and Willow exchange looks of concern. He’s sweating a lot.

“Better?” Willow asks and touches his shoulder, he flinches a little but lets her, and nods. Willow looks at his shoulder with a hint of worry. Through his hoodie she can feel his skin burning up. “Really..? You’re burning up..”

Hunter swallows the milk and doesn’t think to keep the last of his glass in his mouth too, instead downs it desperately. “Yeah. I’m good.” He looks at his glass, not looking good at all. He keeps his mouth open, like heat was omitting from deep within his stomach and he was trying to get relief.

“That was the last bit of milk.” Vee says in a pained voice.

Hunter stares at her blankly.

then turns to the sink again and ducks his head in under it again. This time with his whole head.

Willow watches as steam begins to rise from his exposed skin. “Uuuhhhh.” That was definitely not normal and looks at Vee for help.

Vee frantically turns to the fridge, Willow with her. “Milk! Other milk products might help?! Uh- Yogurt? Cheese?? There’s a bit of-“

The sound of running has them both turn and see a trail of steam leave the room. Hunter ran upstairs with the speed of a former Golden Guard and had already locked himself into the bathroom when they caught up with him.

“Hunter??” Willow tries the handle, then knocks. “Hunter are you really okay?”

“YEP!” His voice shrouded in what sounded like heat, making him sound raspy. “I AM A-OKAY! Just need- water!”

Willow leans her ear to the door and hears the scrawny boy stumble around and into the bathtub clumsily. 

THUNK-DUNK!

“Hunter??”

“I’m okay! You can go! I got this!” Hunter did, in-fact, not. But he did what he usually did whenever he was wounded or sick or whatever else. Grab stuff that could help and hoped it did what was needed.

Like right now: he’d thrown off his hoodie and t-shirt, his socks, his gloves, his jeans and sat himself in the tub under a rain of ice-cold water. He hugged himself as nausea clogged his skull. He felt sleepy in a drunken way and felt his body slump and drag him down. He leaned down over his knees and groaned. Seasick as the feeling of a furnace in his stomach threatened him to hurl if he moved away from the cold.

Willow leaned away from the door. “He's not okay.” She frowned. “We gotta get in there.”

“I dunno Willow, I don’t think he wants us to see him like that. He seem to be-“

“So?! It’s his pride or his health!”

“Easy! Willow, he might just be- I dunno, allergic maybe?”

Willow’s eyes widened. “Then he definitely needs help! Steaming isn’t normal. Not for witches anyway.” She looks at the door.

Vee cringes, it strikes her this might be a grimwalk thing. She knew grimwalkers could withstand the boiling sea and the acid rain of the boiling isles. And Hunter had proudly announced he liked hot (heat) food. And spicy food like this didn’t exactly exist in the demon realm, at least not to this degree; and Humans took strange delight with extreme tastes. Whilst for a witch, they would only make something this spicy as a ploy to hurt someone, not to enjoy it.

The girls heard Hunter gurgle in there to what sounded like pain.

“Hunter?” Willow knocks. “Are you certain you’re alright? Maybe you’re allergic or- Or something?”

“No..” Hunter meekly responds in the cold splashing water. He sounded droopy. “I’m only allergic to sea-cloves.”

Vee snaps her fingers. “That’s just like human’s garlic. It’s the exact same thing, just different names!”

Willow blinks and turns to the door. “You are??”

“Yes…” His voice strained and low now. Willow tried the handle again even if she knew it was locked.

“And.. Does this happen then too?”

Hunter was silent for a bit. “Yeah, kind of? Not this bad though- hhh… Look, just- Just leave me okay? I got it.”

“Hunter-“

“I promise.”

Willow hesitated. “Okay.. But please call if you need assistance.”

“Okie-dokie!” He forced to sound cheerie to ease her worries but it had opposite effect.

 

At that moment the door downstairs opens.

 

“Weeee are baaaack!!!” Gus dances in with a grocery bag. “Where’s Hunter?! I got to show him the fruit we got!! He’s going to LOVE bananas!”

Luz scoffs. “That’s bananas.” She references to herself.

“Guys!” Willow hurries down the stairs. “Guys-“ But turns to Camila instead. “Mrs. Noceda! Are chilis dangerous?”

“Nooo.. They can be a bit spicy though, why?”

“Hunter ate one and I don’t think he’s okay.” The happy mood in the hallways shifts into concern. “He’s in the upstairs bathroom.”

Camila puts the groceries she held down on the floor, and without too much alarm she says: “Kids, put the groceries in the kitchen.”

“Yes ma’am!” Gus says and tries to carry all of them on his own before Luz assists him. Amity follows Camila and Willow upstairs to where Vee had transformed back to her Luz-twin self.

Camila knocks on the door. “Hunter? Are you alright?”

There was silence. So she knocked again.

“Hunter? Are you alright in there?”

“… No..” He meekly responds.

“Can you open the door?”

“No..”

“May I open it?”

There was hesitation but there was a small “okay.” From the other side and Camila pulled out her car-keys, flipped out a metal chip with the Frontier symbol on it, with it’s flat side she used it to pry open the lock from the outside and came inside without any force.

She saw the blonde boy, scrawny, scarred and.. steaming?

“Oh-!” She came over to him, thinking the water was too hot but felt that it was ice-cold. “Oh?”

Hunter looked ready to either faint or barf. “How are you feeling hon?”

Hunter breathed and swallowed. “Hot…” And his eyes rolled up into his head and nearly hit the side of the tub had Camila not caught him.

“Oh- shoot!” She caught him, the shower spraying her. 

Amity quickly came in to turn it off. Seeing Hunter only in his underwear had her turn away to find a towel and cover him with. She removed her socks to stand in the shallow water to help Camila get him out. But touching his legs made her quickly remove her hands in surprise.

“He’s boiling.” She commented and returned her hands to help him out of the tub. Leaning him against it instead.

Hunter’s eyes rolled back and he sluggishly blinked, trying to make himself wake up.

“Sorry, sorry.” He apologized. Amity detected the fear in his voice. “Sorry, I’m okay.”

“No no, you are not fine.” Camila said firmly. “How many chilis did you eat?”

“He ate one.” Said Willow in the doorway and that woke Hunter up a little. He lift his head and saw her. Amity noted the embarrassment in him as he pulled on the somewhat wet towel in his lap.

“Willow, why don’t you go downstairs and grab milk and yogurt, si?” Camila asked, having noticed the same as Amity. And Willow darted away like a bullet. Vee and Camila eyed one another and Vee closed the door for privacy.

Hunter grunted, hiding in his hands. “I’m sorry about this.”

“Hunter it’s alright.” Camila assured but the boy didn’t seem to think it was anyway.

Then she saw the steam arise from his skin. The cold water had kept it at bay but now it returned. As per nature of a mother, Camila pressed her hand to his cheek to feel his temperature and Hunter jolted away from her in surprise, nearly hitting into Amity.

Camila puts a hand over her chest as Hunter stares at her, somewhat terrified. Amity is shocked to see his red eyes are glowing. He swallows and sits back up, shoulders tense and high.

“Sorry.. Sorry.”

Camila’s eyes go down to his scars. The three ones over his back that slid down to his ribs reminded her of claw marks. Like something big and strong had held him. The more she looked, the more intentional most of them looked. Cuts, mostly. He couldn’t be older than 16 and had scars of a soldier.

Hunter must’ve noticed because he pulled the towel around himself and stared down at the floor.

“Hunter,” Amity calls.

Hunter grunts into his hands. “I’m sorry.. I’m just so hot. I can’t think.”

“A fever, then.” Camila suggests. “A very extreme one.”

Willow returns with the milk and yogurt and Amity stands to receive them but also shield Hunter from her view. They exchange a gaze and Willow throws a glance in his direction but decides not to make it worse for him and leaves, closing the door.

“Here, we bought more milk-“

Hunter’s glowing eyes fixate on the carton desperately and grabs it a little too hastily. He drinks the whole thing, the steam fading from his body a little. The clawing feeling of spice in his stomach drowned in a soothing milky bath.

Amity gave him the yogurt and Hunter began to drink it too, getting a yogurt moustache that he licked away. The yogurt seemed to help the most as the glowing in his eyes went away with the steam. He still looked nauseated though.

“Thanks-“ Hunter realized he’d eaten and drank two supplies of food on his own. “Uhm- um, I uh-“

“That’s alright.” Camila assures, about to rub his shoulder but catches herself, just deciding to lean her head down to catch his eyes instead. To show him she’s not angry. “I promise, I wouldn’t lie to you.”

And those words reached him. He sat up a little straighter, clutching the towel around him.

“Can you stand?” Amity asks, offering her hand to help him if he needs it.

“I got it. Thanks though.” He says and immediately wobbles back down to his knees, the floor wet and overestimating his own capabilities. Amity catches him and gives him a sarcastic YOU SURE? And he grimaces with annoyance.

She hoists him up.

His blonde hair dripping and flat against his face. She honestly feels bad for the guy and puts him on the toilet lid.

Camila wraps her bathrobe around him, a warm red one with yellow flowers. He worms himself into it and Amity looks away for his privacy as he removes the towel. Sure, he’s got underwear but…

“I’m.. Gonna go downstairs and tell the others you're alright. Okay?”

Hunter nods and Camila smiles. “Thank you. Oh and, could you bring him some clothes?”

“Of course.”

Amity leaves the two of them. The last she sees is Hunter looking somewhat sad and worried, with Camila kneeling down by his knees to talk with him. The rest of the conversation would be left to mystery and privacy.

“Is Hunter okay???” Gus bee-lines to Amity, his big brown eyes full with worry for his friend.

“Yes, albeit a little groggy I think.” She rubs her neck. “But fine.”

Gus sighs out.

“Gus could you get Hunter some clothes? I don’t know where-“

“ON IT!” And Gus is off like a little bullet, grabbing his palisman off the couch and flies down the basement stairs at greater speed than a bullet.

The palismen had all been napping on the couch and only now woke up to the commotion.

Amity smiles, then faces Luz. “Is he really okay?” Luz asks.

“Yeah. Promise.”

And Willow sighs with relief. “Okay, I was worried actually. When he started to steam and his eyes glowed- I wasn’t sure what to think?” She held up a chili pepper. “I nibbled one and, well, it’s not that bad at all? It’s just spicy but not unbearable.”

Vee sniffles and the trio of girls turn to look at the basilisk. Her eyes full of tears.

“Oh, Vee, what’s wrong?” Luz comes over and as soon as Vee receives a half-hug she begins to sob. “Vee? Hey, it’s okay.”

“He’s so stupid!” She sobs. “I told him- Kind of! What if he had died or something?!”

She inhales snot, holds her expression for barely a second before she morphs into half-basilisk and slithers into a pile on the floor. Luz kneels with her and hugs over her foster-sister-twinsie.

“Hey hey, it’s okay! He’s okay!”

She sobs into her arms. “He’s not okay!!” and then quickly lifts her head to face Luz. She’s a mess of wobbly tears and bubbles of snot. Hiccupping as Luz smiles at her.

“He is okay.” Luz pets her. “Mama and Amity said so.”

Vee quivers her lip and rubs her sleeve over her face. “Augh! I don’t even care!” She scowls at the ceiling, convincing nobody. “Who just- Who just EATS a WHOLE foreign thing?! Who does that?!”

Luz chuckles. “That guy does.” Teasing Hunter despite his absence. “He’s a little reckless but he’s alright.”

“Uuughh…” But she can’t fight it anymore and sniffles. She cared. “Idiot goldie boy.”

“Yeah, that’s him alright.” Amity smiles.

 

They had completely missed noticing Gus zooming back upstairs to deliver clothes. Hunter was hugging Gus around the waist as they sailed down the stairs to drop Hunter onto the couch.

The palismen began to buzz, purr, squawk and chirp and him. Hunter grunted at whatever they were all telling him. 

“There you go bud.” Gus assured as he patted his friend on the back. His blonde hair damp and shaggy from having ruffled it with a towel. He wore Camila's bathrobe on top of a white t-shirt and red sweatpants.

“How you feeling?” Asked Luz, popping her head out from the kitchen just in time to watch Hunter flop down from sitting to laying down on the couch miserably, and put a pillow over his head. “Rough, huh?”

Gus sits on top of the back of the couch, facing Luz. “He says his chest burns but otherwise he’s okay-“ Hunter groans. “He’s a little seasick too.”

“Aw, Hunter..” Luz coos and Gus gives her a head-shake of No don’t coo that’s not helping. And Luz trails her cooing into a repeated hum-hum-hum instead. “I see. Well, uh….” She looks at her mother.

Camila throws a blanket over Hunter while he’s hiding under the pillow. “Lets leave him here to rest on the couch for a bit.”

She eyes the scrawny boy and can practically see through the pillow what face he’s making.

“You rest up now, okay?” Camila commands coyly. “Doctor’s orders.”

“Mmh..” Hunter replies sheepishly.

Gus slides down to sit next to Hunter, leaning in. “I’m gonna go get you a banana.” Hunter lifts his pillow to face Gus’ smiling brightly at him.

“I don’t know what that is.” He replies croaking.

“You’re about to find out!” Gus bounces into the kitchen to get a banana for his friend, to get him to think of something else.

Hunter wasn’t sure he wanted to try anything new from the human realm for awhile. But Gus had really taking a-liking to all things sweet and he struggled to deny the boy his enthusiasm, and thus humoured him in trying a banana.

Luz watched as Gus climbed over the couch again, handful of bananas and some candy Camila had bought for Gus to share with Hunter. In the store, Gus had only wanted anything he could also share with his besties that were missing out.

Bananas for Hunter, because they’re yellow and Luz had said she and Hunter had brought up bananas before. For Willow he got apples and a snickers.

“Here! Here!” Gus’ cheered, followed by Hunter’s waning spirit.

“Oh hey this is kinda nice.” Hunter chewed on the soft fruit.

“Right?!”

Luz chuckled and shook her head. Camila was hugging Vee and stirring the stew she had worked on earlier. Luz softly smiled at the pair. They were really close, huh? She didn’t feel replaced or threatened by Vee’s presence in her home- or even by her mother’s treatment of her as a foster child (or just child in general). Luz had always wanted siblings.

Amity kissed her cheek. “You okay?”

“Yeah.” Luz said and caught Willow looking out at the Livingroom with a worry in her that was failing to leave. “You okay Willow?” Luz and Amity teamed up.

“Oh! Oh, yes, just.. stuck in my head I guess.”

“Yeah?” Amity prompted.

“Yeah…” She glances at Hunter sitting up, eating a banana and seemingly feeling better by eating one. “Hey, guys, that was.. weird, right?” Luz crooked a brow at her. “He was steaming and his eyes glowed.”

“Mh.” Amity agreed, watching Hunter and Gus. “That was strange.”

Luz grimaced. “Is it? Does.. witches not do that?”

“No.” Amity adds. “And he’s… Half human, isn’t he? Since he’s kind-of related to Belos.” Amity emphasized the kind-of, as the choice of words Hunter used had bugged her. “Does humans steam?”

“No, we don’t.” Luz eyed Hunter, knowing well enough what it could be then.

“He aid he was allergic to sea-cloves too.” Willow explained. “Vee said they’re basically our version of human garlic.”

Luz’ eyes widened in alarm. What was he, a vampire?!

“Sea-cloves?” Amity hummed thoughtfully. Remembering the conversation in the shack about the ingredients to the portal Hunter had gone looking for.

Grimwalkers. The way Hunter had reacted to it in the shack played before her eyes.

Amity quickly lifts her chin from her hand.

Hunter’s red eyes softly watching Gus ramble on and on about the store. His red eyes.

“Wait..” Amity says and Willow turns to her. “Aren’t grimwalkers weak to-“

“WHO’S HUNGRY?” Luz blurts. “I’M HUNGRY.”

Amity and Willow turns to her suspiciously. Luz stands there, pretending to not be under their stare. Amity pulls Luz and Willow to the side, out of view of Gus and Hunter.

“Luz.” Amity says, and Luz curls her lips in, sweating bullets. “Luz .”

“I-I don’t— It’s not that I don’t know something but I can’t…” She trails, wageing something invisible in her hands. Then eyes her girlfriend and bestie awkwardly. “Eeehhh?” She tries.

“Is Hunter.. A grimwalker?” Amity asks bluntly, and by Luz’ wincing to go by, she was spot on. “Oh titan.”

“He’s a what?!” Willlow hisses quietly, but Vee turns to tune in on the girls.

“Pfsh! Noo! No! …No?” Luz desperately tries but neither girl is convinced. “Oh no .” Luz groans and squeezes her eyes shut. “Look, don’t tell him you know. He’s- I am not supposed to tell you, he didn’t want you to know.”

“What.” Vee joins. “You guys have a problem with it?”

The trio looks at the younger girl, whom they only associated with disliking Hunter. But as she comes to his defence, their image of her immediately changes.

“No.” Says Willow. “Of course not.. Just… They’re not exactly..” She tries to find a good word but can’t find it. So she turns to Amity for help.

“They are dangerous.” Amity fills in. “They were made extinct for a reason.”

Luz blinks, shocked and appalled. But Vee is quicker than her.

“So was my species. Look, Belos made sure a lot of things lost it’s true history. I don’t know a lot about grimwalkers, but if Hunter is any reference to go by; They’re harmless.”

Luz’ heart soared with pride for Vee. “Yeah, exactly.” Luz agreed and both Willow and Amity relaxes.

“Yes, you are totally right.” Amity agrees and Willow sighs with relief.

“Yeah, of course. It’s just a shock.”

“For sure but… It’s Hunter and… You know?” Luz gestures.

“Yeah.” Amity watches Hunter eat another banana, he and Gus engrossed in deep conversation about grocery stores, food, plastic and whatever or not the peel of bananas were edible. They concluded it was, but it was bitter and both of them approved of this.

“Should we tell Gus?” Willow asks. “I’d hate for him to be excluded on this…”

“I don’t know.” Amity puts a hand to her chin. “They’re very close… he might already know, and if he doesn't, I don't think we should burden him.”

“I think we should respect Hunter’s privacy.” Luz added, feeling increasingly guilty for not being able to persuade them otherwise. She really had to work on her poker face.

“Yeah.” Said Vee. “And lets pretend to be surprised, once he tells us.”

If he does.” Willow adds. “He doesn’t owe us that, I think.”

Vee smiles. “I agree, he doesn’t.”

Luz nudges Vee. “Lookit you, huh.”

“What?”

“So, you two are fine now?”

Vee grimaces and both Amity and Willow gives her a look like she just scared away a deer from the backyard. “Luz.”

What? I just meant- you know?”

“It’s fine…” Vee sigh. “Yes, it’s- I never hated him. I mean a little bit, to start. Look, guys, you really need to stop making me feel bad about it. Hunter and I already talked it over and-“

“Yeah, sorry.” Willow cuts in. “I think I get it now, what you meant by banter. You’re… Not there yet, but you’re getting there.” She threw a quick smile in Amity’s direction, who smiles softly in return, relieved things were actually going the right direction.

“…Yeah?” Amity strokes hair away from her face.

“Yeah.” Willow nudges her. “Though we’re definitely doing better than those two.”

“Oh that’s a relief at least.”

“Hey..” Vee pouts, but then chuckles. “Whatever.” And walks back to help Camila with the food.

“Oohh,” says Camila at Vee’s fluffy ears. “I really like this look you’re trying out lately. It’s a nice style.”

“Yeah? Thanks.” She blushes and fluffs her ears.

Camila turns to Luz. “Can you get the boys? Ask Hunter if he can eat in here or wants to eat out there.”

“Sure! HEY GUYS- Oh hi Gus.“

“Hi! We’re going to eat out there if that’s okay?” Over his shoulder she spots Hunter looking worried. Like he’d preferred to stay there and not eat at all, than have Gus go and ask permission to eat out there with him.

“Sure!” Camila says. “Lets eat out there then, si?”

The kids gather to get bowls. Though Camila gives Hunter a bowl of yogurt and bananas instead as stew has chili in it. She was surprised he could still eat, considering he had already downed down a whole carton of milk and yogurt and three bananas.

She remembered his scrawny figure and didn’t want to think about the boy’s eating habits (or lack thereof).

Hunter is sheepish, but he’s doing better than he did. Bananas and yogurt really seemed to do the trick for him. Willow took her place next to him on the couch. Hunter was not discreet in the way he glanced her way and squirmed into the bathrobe to shy away from her presence.

When she asked if he was okay, because his ears were turning red, Hunter’s voice cracked in reassurance that he was totally absolutely 100% fine and the redness was just aftermath.

Everyone else could tell the real reason though.

Luz eyed Amity like ‘are you seeing this too?’

‘Oh, I’m seeing it alright.’ But had to add a ‘don’t meddle.’

Luz only gestured back a ‘who knows?

‘Luz.’

‘I’m not saying I will! Won’t commit to a I won’t.’

Gus sipped his juice as he observed the couples silent conversation. ‘Oh no you don’t. ’ He thought.

 

 

Notes:

I’m ending the chapter on that note or I’m gonna continue forever and ever.

Chapter 5: Nino Lobo & Palismen

Summary:

Hunter is making a lot of lists, Camila is making her own kind of lists, and Jacob is just some guy who wants to be special.

Luz is conspiring about the spin-the-bottle plan to make Hunter tell everyone he's a grimwalker, get it out in the open. Gus doesn't think its a good idea.

Also, Camila talks to Hunter about wolves.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

 

Jacob read the comments on his blog over and over again. He had made a new entry last night and received four comments. One of which was clearly a troll (that he engaged with anyway).

The other two other were:

[ I love that this blog writes from the perspective of the supernatural being real, it’s so immersive.]

And,

[ Nice !]

The fourth and newest comment was a reply to the first one, which was from his ex-girlfriend who broke up with him for being too obsessed with his ”conspiracy theories” over the local legends of Gravesfield.

[ Actually he’s 100% serious. ]

Jacob grunted and deleted her comment.

He opened her brightly coloured pastel-goth blog and saw photos of her going out with her friends. He sighed. Jacob missed that big, pink, curly wig. He could still find plastic cupcake rings around his apartment and he’d sob into his takeaway coffee.

It was bad enough that his ex’s younger sibling, Masha, was going to work at the museum over the summer too. By the reception. But that was a week after the kid’s summer break started.

Jacob looked in his calendar, he’d written that down somewhere. Oh yeah, tomorrow was friday, last day of school. Good for Masha, they had looked forward to it.

His ex was a lot older than her sibling was, she took care of them as a legal guardian.

Jacob remembered watching her favorite Disney movie: Lilo and Stitch, and understood the parrarells of their situation with the movie.

He thought of himself as the surfer dude.

Obviously.

Perhaps not as handsome or easygoing but Jacob had tried.

He didn’t hate Masha or anything, he just couldn’t help but think his ex had talked them into working there to keep an eye on him. Which… Granted, felt nice that maybe she still cared about him?

But not care enough to not leave discouraging comments on his blog! Apparently! And would it kill her to maybe be a little supportive of his hobbies? He supported her sugar plum collections of tiny plushie figurines. At least his hobby protected the town from an evil invasion of witches and demons!

Nooooo, can’t support that! Nooo, that’s crazy! But sending her little sibling to look out for him, suuure! That’s so much more mature! Ugh..

He began typing something mean under her photo. But kept changing what he wrote until he just sat there, staring at her happy face.

[ Looks like girls just wanna have fu-un! ] he typed out and hit send along with a sunglass emoji.

Jacob groaned at his own cringe. Why couldn’t he just be cool? He had never been cool, just a weirdo that was into books and history. He had no social life before he met his girlfriend and now that they had broken up - his friends seemed to distance themselves too, as they were her friends to begin with.

He looked back at the screen, to her, and felt suddenly very aware of how lonely his office of trinkets and mysteries felt.

Was his obsession really worth losing all of that? He had a taste of what life could be like. But in that life he wasn’t special or chosen or a mysterious cloaked noir guy who uncovered the town mysteries and got the girl! In that life he was just.. Awkward Jacob, normie boyfriend who liked milk in his coffee and nothing else, was satisfied with ham and cheese and watched cult-classic shows rather than the new ones.

Why couldn’t he have the best of both worlds? Why couldn’t he be really into stuff that made him someone cool, and also have his girlfriend? Like a double life! Every hero has to have a double life!

What was so bad about wanting to save the town anyway? Who breaks up with someone, just because of an arrest?! He had shown her the video! How could she not believe him?! It was right there!

Jacob slowly sunk his head onto his desk.

He had to get back to work. Well, work . His own personal work, that is.

Jacob got into his youtube and read the comments under the video he released of Vee. Blurry, bad quality, but obviously not faked. At least it was obvious to him. He knew the truth. But the comment section all pointed out how it was CGI and how obvious it was that it was fake.

He needed real evidence. Real proof. He needed to capture the creature again.

Jacob had seen her at the library with some kids. Did they know what she was? Probably not. What if the beast was feeding off of them?! Eating their essence, their blood, their life force?!

He had to save them! They were in Masha’s age, too. Which meant his ex-girlfriend’s sibling might be in danger.

Regardless of the breakup and how things were going, Jacob did care about the two of them. A true hero did the right thing!

Jacob turned to a poster of Buffy the Monster slayer.

”Oh Buffy, we’re really in it now.”

 


 

Hunter was pulled out by his hand from the darkness. He gasped.

This was not how it happened, this was not how he came to be. Hunter remembers being small, being a child, he remembers a life with Belos. He remembers being at least four-five years old at some point.

The imagery of grimwalkers being pulled out as adults wasn’t correct. He knew this, because he had been small once.

So he knew, instinctively, that this was false and not his birth from the ground.

But the thing about dreams is that it drunkens your common sense, it can think; “That’s not right, hold on a minute.” And the dream adjusts accordingly to something that does make sense, and with the wits of your drunk senses responds with; “oh yeah! Yeah that’s better.” And allows the charade to continue its display.

Which, unfortunately for Hunter, was for the dream to shift him into a vision of Belos’ mind and the hallway of grimwalkers. Because that made more sense to Hunter. That was something he knew was real.

“Wait..” He took a step back, but when he turned, the other way had turned into an extension of the mind-graveyard. “Wait, no.” No matter where he turned, there was another hallway of past golden guards.

“Hunter.” Said a voice and when Hunter turned to whom the voice belonged, he saw a specter of a man in a torn sleeve shirt and ponytail. Above him floated a bleeding knife.

Hunter, alarmed but not afraid, watched the ghostly figure. He didn’t need to ask who he was. Hunter looked almost exactly like him.

“Caleb?” Hunter asked. 



”Hunter.”

Hunter let out an in-dignifying snort and sat straight up from where he had dozed off on the couch, again. The palismen purring softly at his side. ”Yes??” He looked up at Vee, who squinted at him.

”You really need to get better sleep.”

”I am-” But before he could continue she handed him the book about Gravesfield. He gasped. ”Thank you!” And took the book to stroke its cover.

”No problem. Figured you guys needed it anyway.”

”Yeah..” Hunter looked it over. Flapjack chirped. ”I know Flap.” Hunter hid the book under a magazine.

Vee spied out over Hunter’s little office of pencils, papers and a few ad-magazines of food and various other household items. ”What are you doing anyway?”

”Oh, I’m taking notes over our inventory.”

”Our what?”

”Inventory. You know, food, clothes, shammpooo…” He squints at the word, not finding it on his list. ”The hair soap, thing.” He shrugs and scribbles it down next to the conditioner with an extra o. 

”Mrs.Noceda has these magazines in the kitchen, I saw her cut some of them out.” He opens to a page that has coupons cut from it. ”I asked Luz about it and she said you use them to make things cheaper. So!” Hunter proudly taps his list with the end of his pencil. ”I am making an inventory, to help out! Matching with the coupons.” 

He goes through the list for her, it was mostly food like meats and beans. ”I was thinking we should start saving the seeds, so Willow can plant them in the backyard. We should ask Mrs.Noceda if we may dig back there and farm veggies. We will save money that way. Protein is important, so we need to focus on putting our snails to buy that first and foremost...”

Vee looks out the window, where the rest of the gang were already busy digging up a quarter of the backyard. Didn’t they talk about this yesterday at dinner? Maybe Hunter didn’t pay attention due to the chilipepper incident.

He itches his chin thoughtfully. ”Unless someone doesn’t eat meat… Do you eat meat?”

”I eat meat.” Vee informs. ”You should know that.”

Hunter grimaces. ”Right- yes, well, some people change their diet. I didn’t want to assume.”

Vee lifts a palisman out of the way to take a seat next to him. He was good at all of this but he was terrible at what they actually were.

”Why have you written that the vacuum cleaner needs ten new bags?”

”I figured it isn’t working because it has no belly. I opened it and the belly was full. I figured it needs new bellies. There’s a one-time offer right there.” He flips open to a page of cleaning supplies. “Figured it was best to take the offer. It’s a one-time only chance!”

Vee stared at him. ”No, it’s- No, Hunter you just need to empty it.”

”What? But it’s not working.”

”It does work, if you plug it in.” Hunter gave her a Whuh? and she chuckled. ”Humans use electricity to charge up their things. If there’s something that should be on that list, it should be to always turn off the light after leaving a room.”

”Why?”

”Because electricity costs money. It’s not like the fire magic-bulbs that exist in the demon realm. Here they use lightning as energy, and it costs money.”

”It does?!”

”Yes! It does! The more you use it, the more it costs. That’s part of the bills humans pay every month-”

”Every month?!”

”Yes Hunter, every month. Camila works so she can pay off the bills.”

Hunter watches Vee with an almost terrified sadness. ”What…Else are on the bill? Is she in debt to someone?”

”It is just kinda how the human realm works. There are services that provide things like electricity and for that service to continue, you have to pay each month. And if you use more or less electricity that past month, the amount of pay you have to give is different.”

That was horrifying to Hunter. If you needed electricity to cook, stay warm and help people then why wasn’t it an easy and cheaply accessed source? In the demon realm, energy sources had easy access, it was free and magical, and for those like him who were without magic - You only needed to install an energy bank once (like anyone else) and pay someone who could do fire magic fill it up, and then that would circulate forever in the tubes of your home. If it broke, you paid to have it fixed.

But having to pay every month for access?

That sounded almost cruel to him.

”I see..” Said Hunter and looks at his notes, writing it down. Vee gives him a moment to write, then he points at Flapjack. ”Flapjack, could you make sure all the lights are off in the house? Unless someone needs it.”

Flapjack chirps and flies away.

”Uh, we don’t have to live in darkness Hunter. We’re doing alright.”

”It is a waste of money if nobody's in a room.”

“Sure but, uh…” She tilts her head at him. “What are you doing?”

“I’m making-“

"Yes, but why ?”

“Because it is necessary?”

“No? Let Camila do it. She knows better what is needed.” Vee had tried to do similarly when she was found out as a basilisk. She had been so nervous about deserving to be there, having lied about being Camila’s daughter of all things. But Camila was kind.

Vee and Camila had talked about it; it concluded that Camila kept her in the loop of the state of affairs of how things worked and why. So Vee knew how bills worked, not to pay them herself, but to understand. It helped to understand. It gave her a sense of responsibility and control of how to contribute to the home without doing much else than- well, be there as herself.

There was no stress. Just awareness.

“Mrs.Noceda does a lot for us already and I want to help out. I was thinking I could figure out what our incomes and outcomes are and inform the others, so that we do not make it more difficult for her.”

“That’s very nice Hunter but I think it’s better you talk to Camila about it.” It was better for Camila to have that talk with him, like she had for Vee.

“And embarrass her? No, no no. I won’t do that. Besides, I’m good at figuring out what is needed. I’ve done that my whole life. It’s my job to know this stuff. If I don’t know it, I’ll will figure it out, don’t worry.”

“Your.. job?”

“Yeah! As the- uh, the.. um…. You know.”

“The golden guard.”

Hunter turns to his notes. Yes , as the Golden Guard. But his title and his role as nephew sometimes merged. They were so difficult to distinguish sometimes. They both felt like work.

“Look Vee, I just want to avoid any problems down the line.”

“Such as?”

Hunter shrugs, avoiding her and remaining silent.

“Such as?” She presses again and he gives her a sour glance before returning to his notes.

He didn’t want to explain to her that; if they didn’t heed to Camila’s needs they might get punished. Hunter knew Camila was a lot nicer than Belos, it was something Hunter considered lucky. He did not want to lose such luck by taking it for granted. He had a feeling Vee would argue with him on that note, and thus decided not to explain or argue at all. Sometimes choosing to be stubbornly silent was the best option, even if it could be socially strange to do so.

Vee was surprised he gave her such a sour look, he’d never dared to before. But she supposed it was a nice change.

“Suuuch assss whaaat probleemms?” She turned into a basilisk and flopped over his back and shoulders.

Hunter grunted at her antics and shrugged his shoulders a few times so she slid off and fell behind his back. He moved out of her way and she chuckled at him. He really wasn't going to do anything, was he?

Suuuch assssss?” She shapeshifted to look like him, grinning. He turned to respond to her and yelped when he saw himself.

She laughed and transformed back into Luz. “Hahaha! You should’ve seen your face Goldie! Hahaha!”

Hunter grins nervously and shoves her lightly. “Don’t do that.”

“Why not? Can't stand seeing yourself?” She shapeshifted into him again, but started making silly faces, so it didn't remind him of his dream. This time Hunter only smiled sadly and chose to ignore her antics by leaning back onto the couch and flipping through his notes.

She pouted and turned back to Luz-twinsie-self. Poking his cheek. He sighed and slowly turned to her. Her smile curled like a cat, fluttering her lashes at him all innocently.

“Are you perhaps bored, Vee?” Hunter asks, smiling at her.

“Very.” Vee grunts and slithers onto the floor with a groan. Tomorrow would be her last day of school and it made her nervous. She could have been with the gang, had Luz not asked about what they’d all do during spring-break together. Vee was excited, sure! Great ideas! But… It made Vee anxious, too.

“Where’s Luz?” Hunter looks around, hoping the middle-child would be up to something that Vee, the youngest, could join. Knowing Luz, there was always something going on.

Hunter had to shake the thought of the three of them as siblings out of his head. That’s not what they were. He couldn’t insult them like that.. Siblings with him? Hah! They deserved better. He hadn’t earned a position like that. He had barely lived up to being a nephew , after all. Hunter couldn’t think of what this space yet meant or represented, but it was good enough for him to consider it something precious and worth protecting. A kind of light that let him sit nearby and warm himself. Maybe someday, if he was good enough, he could be part of it.

“Uuuhhh….” Vee squints towards the window. “They’re out in the yard I think. They’re digging it up-“

“What?! Did they ask permission?” He stands, papers and awoken palismen flying.

“I dunno, I think so?“

“You think or you know ?”

“Uuhhh….” Vee wasn’t sure now. She had been sure before, but now she wasn’t.

Hunter climbs over the coffee table and charges out the backdoor. Everyone turns to him and waves, but it falls flat when they see how stressed he is. They had already dug up a corner of the backyard. Hunter squeaks.

“Hi Hunter, what’s up?” Gus continues his wave. “Look-!”

“DID YOU ASK FIRST?!” Hunter hurries over, inspecting the turned up earth.

“Uh, I’m right here Hunter.” Said Luz happily. “I said it’s okay and-“

“Asdfg DID- ! DID YOU ASK YOUR MOM?!”

Luz leans onto her shovel. “I talked to her about this yesterday. Hunter, you were there. Did you not pay attention at dinner?”

Hunter stares at her. “Apparently not! I did not hear her say anything affirmatively. She said That sounds fun . That does not mean Yes, go dig up my yard tomorrow while I’m away on errands!

The group looked at him thoughtfully and exchanged looks. Behind him Vee is twirling a finger next to her head and mouthing ‘he just woke up.’

“Uh, Hunter, Buddy.” Luz puts a hand on his shoulder and he almost shrugs it off but catches himself in time to not do so. “…Dude, it’s okay. Mom won’t get mad. This area used to be dug up before too, look.” She stomps the ground for emphasis. “We always meant to have a little farming area here, she and I, it just kinda fell out of priority for a few years.”

Hunter’s ears turn down as he looks down at the old wooden planks that were half-buried in the grass, marking where there used to be a tiny area for farming.

He grunts and rubs his face.

Please ask for her permission first, just to be safe.” He huffs. “On your scroll-phone-thing.” He pats his chest, his pockets- ah there, his pen and notes. “Her number is 065-“

“Ooookay.” Luz pats him again, on the chest. “I have her number- Are you okay?”

Hunter blinks. “Yes? I’m just…” He eyes the rest of the group who are also looking at him a little funny. “What?”

“How are you feeling today anyway? Do you still feel a burning in your chest?” Asked Amity, referring to yesterday’s incident. 

“No,” Hunter blushed. “I am fine? I’m fine. The bananas helped.” He clicked his pen. “Bananas!” And scribbled it down, turning around to return to the house. Then stopped, and turned back in a circle to face his friends. “I need to go through this list with you guys later, by the way.”

“List? What is it for?” Asked Luz.

Vee decided to reply for him; “He’s gone crazy and he wants to take all the lights out in the house.” She chuckles.

“Wha- No! That’s not it at all! That’s not-! I’m not crazy. This is important.” Hunter wags his little notepad.

“Yeah, yeah. He’s just documenting all our incomes and outcomes. He thinks we’re going to go broke or something.”

“No I don’t! I never said that! I’m just- We are a lot of people in this household and we are an expense. Mrs.Noceda is the only breadwinner here and we need to respect that as best we can by not being wasteful of resources.” When Vee gives him an uh-huh look - Hunter gives her another frown of mild annoyance.

“I think that sounds good, actually.” Said Amity, dusting off her gardening gloves.

Thank you Blight! See? Amity agrees!”

Amity smiles, “Perhaps we should talk to Camila about what-“

“NO!” Hunter’s eyes widened. And Vee gestured at Hunter like this is what I meant by crazy. “We can’t tell her!”

“Why not?” Asks Luz, even more confused than anyone else. Knowing her mom had grown quite fond of their new home situation and would most likely welcome an effort of awareness - if only to help her out with what actually works and what doesn’t. Knowing Hunter’s allergy to chili pepper and garlic was, for example, pretty helpful. And Amity having a bit of a lactose intolerance too, there could be other things.

Hunter laughs. “Because she’s going to think we’re stupid if we don’t already know.” But nobody else laughed. Hunter’s grin waned. “She’s… I mean she is going to…” He saw a small head-shake from Gus and a worried look from Willow and Luz. He turned to Amity for another agreement but found her looking at him with a somewhat sad but understanding expression.

Hunter looks down at his notes in his hand. “Anyway, uh..” He coughs. “We need to turn the lights off when we exit a room from now on as it takes.. energy, it’s a waste of money.”

“Huh? What, why?” Says Gus, who was just as ill-informed as the others about electricity.

“I’ll explain later.” Says Vee. “Hey, Goldie, why don’t you go back in and nap, eh? You look like you need it.”

Hunter was getting a new habit of half-heartedly frowning at her and Vee thought it was very amusing. He mutters something about not being tired.

At that moment, Flapjack lands on his head, followed by the other palismen gathering by his feet.

“Oh, all clear flaps?” He asks his best friend on top of his head. Finally turning back around to re-enter the house. “And you guys?” He asks the other palismen.

Amity’s cat mew at him and he chuckles.

“Good! At least you guys are with me on this right?” He conversed with the palismen and to everyone's surprise, there seemed to be an actual back-and-forth conversation with them and Hunter.

Hunter says something about cornflakes as he disappears into the house. The group eyes one another.

“Is he like… Talking to them all?” Gus asks.

“I think he did.” Willlow nods, just as weirded out as the others. “And uuuhh, should we be worried about him? He's coping the least well out of all of us.”

“Oh you don’t even know half of it.” Gus huffs.

“What do you mean?” Luz asks, sticking her shovel into the earth to make it stand by itself.

“He barely sleeps. I think he’s having nightmares but he won’t talk to me about them. He just says he’s fine, but I don’t think he is doing great..."

Vee looks at the house. She regrets waking him up earlier. No doubt was he going to be pacing around the house and make useless lists (like she had once).

Amity sighs. “Isn't it obvious?” They turn to her. “I mean… Hunter was kind of sheltered, wasn’t he? From the little I understand, his role as nephew was hardly any different than his title as the Golden guard. Evidently, he wasn’t treated well and I’m sure that’s difficult to adjust away from. And regardless of his home situation, his uncle still died before his eyes. Not to mention the whole grimmmaaaaaa-baba-bam! Badada, ahaha!” She caught herself and slapped a hand to her cheek. “Ohhhhhhhh! Thaaat cloouud looks liiiikeee a tooth.. fairyyyyy-!”

Gus stared at her. Then at each one of them. They all looked incredibly suspicious and sweaty all of a sudden. Muttering nervously about the cloud sure does look like a creepy tooth-fairy!

Unimpressed with their cover, Gus sighs. “Youuu know he’s a grimwalker. Don’t you.”

You knew?!” Luz gasps.

“Well, yes. I saw it by accident when we fought Belos.” He taps his earring. “I saw into Belos’ mind. I saw him.. Kill his brother and, uh, make a grimwalker. I only saw it in quick flashes but I picked up enough to piece it together coherently. I didn't know you and Hunter were in his mind though, I didn't connect that until you two said it the other day.”

“Oh, Gus. I’m sorry you saw that.” Said Luz, extending a hand for him. Gus smiles at her and gesturing that he was alright with a wave of his hand.

“It’s okay. I saw some… Other stuff too. But- Look. Let’s not confront him about it okay? I have thought a lot about it, I don't think he wants us to know. Yet. I think he should get the chance to bring it up himself.”

“When he told me,” Vee admits. “He made it pretty clear that it was something he thought would ruin your opinion of him.”

Willow’s heart broke at that and she looked over at the house. “In that case, shouldn’t we let him know? I don’t want him to go around thinking we would hate him.”

“Um, actually I-“ Gus started but was interrupted.

“How would we even go about doing that?” Amity prompts, squatting down to pull out some weed and puts it in a bucket with the rest. “Hunter is pretty private and I agree with Gus, I don’t think he likes being confronted.”

“Actually I think we should-“

“MAAAyyybee! we coooouuuld…” Luz ponders, then lights up. “Spin the bottle!”

The hexsquad looked at her confused. 

“Spin the bottle?” Willow asks. “Oh! Is it another human thing?” To which Gus gasped happily.

“Yes!” Luz grins. “You spin an empty bottle and whomever it lands on gets asked truth or dare! If you choose dare, you’re asked to do something! Usually embarrassing.. But we don’t have to do that. Or you choose truth! And then you have to share something truthful about yourself!”

“How would that make Hunter tell us?” Asks Amity. “Just because he’s prompted to share a secret it won’t mean he will share that he’s a grimwalker.”

“Well, if we all choose truth and share something, uh, compromising about ourselves, and we show support for it, he might feel safe enough to take the opportunity!” Luz beams, delighted at her plan.

Gus thought that could work, sure! But it depended on how it came about. He still thought it would be better to let Hunter slowly grow comfortable enough to mention it himself, naturally. All this felt a little pointed and purposeful. Hunter wasn’t one for attention, so this could all go wrong.

But maybe it could work? He hoped so.

“That could work..” Amity says with a fond smile at Luz, who was behaving a little bit like her old self again. Amity worried for Luz, she’d been so depressed and taking so much blame since they got home.

So Amity hoped this could maybe give Luz the boost she needed to see that things could go right again! 

“Alright it is decided then!” Luz grins with mischief. “Tonight, we play spin the bottle!

 


 

Camila walked around the store with her coupons and grocery list. She hummed thoughtfully as she decided between the different kinds of juice to choose from.

“Apple blood…” She muttered absently and squinted at a package of blood-orange juice. “Close enough maybe?” And put it in her cart.

As she scooted down the walls of food, heading towards the frozen dinners, she spotted Jacob peering down into what presumably would be today’s bachelor lunch.

Camila gasps and quickly rolls her cart backwards to hide.

She peeks out and gives him a glare.

No, that crazy man would not deter her away from the frozen spinach and broccolis. It was on sale!

Camila decided to walk backwards, step by step, back facing Jacob. She edged closer to the bagged nutrition. She dared to turn slightly - No Jacob. She smiles proudly to herself and puts the bags of broccoli and spinach into her cart. Growing kids needed this.

“Are you aware your daughter is a changeling?” Jacob’s face was right there when she turned around and Camila yelled in surprise.

“Mierda santa! You !” Camila pokes him hard in the chest and Jacob oofs .

“Hey hey, I’m trying to help you!” Jacob pleads.

“No you are not ! You horrible hombrecito!” She grunts angrily and points two fingers at her eyes and then at him. “Watch yourself, I will call the police!”

Jacob follows her anyway. “Listen, I know you saw the beast in the cage! I know you are working for Area 51!”

Camila stopped to stare at him. Jacob gave her a slow nod like I know you know I know . Camila sighs and rubs her forehead, Jacob looks almost pleased.

“Look mr Hopkins-“

“Jacob, call me Jacob.. Ma'am…?”

“Noceda.” Camila was not going to be first-name basis with this guy.

“Mrs.Noceda, ma’am, I know your daughter is a changeling you are hiding from the government.”

Camila crossed her arms. “Which is it? Am I hiding a basilisk or am I working for Area 51?”

Jacob gasps and Camila realizes her mistake too late. “A basilisk!” He inhales. “That’s what it is!”

“She!” Camila corrects him with a threatening finger. “And she is my daughter, you stay away from my kids you creep!” She said it loud enough for people to turn their heads.

Jacob hushed at her but Camila got louder. “Go away!”

“Okay! Okay! But! This is not the last you will hear of me, Mrs.Noceda!” Jacob promises in a loud hushed tone that had enough volume to make the hushing redundant.

Camila scowls a rhyme of Spanish at him under her breath as she maliciously glare at him. Jacob walks backwards the whole way, doing some strange cowboy walk the whole while. He walks into a sunglasses stand and frantically tries to rescue it from falling.

Camila cringes.

She almost feel bad for her nemesis. “Ayo ayo…” She shakes her head and leaves to pay. By the counter she sees a box of crackers coated in chocolate. The cheap kind, but they were called wolf cookies. And she knew a boy in her house that had recently discovered wolves, as she had found Hunter reading one of her books on canines, and explaining something about wolves to Gus.

Camila smiles fondly. “This too.” She says and puts the box with the other things.

She makes sure Jacob is still in the store. She can see him watching her at the parking lot and she quickly dumps the bags into the car to get home, before he can follow her.

At this point, he was qualifying as a stalker, right? He was a stalker. She should get a restraining order. She wishes she had gotten one while he was in jail. “Ugh, I always think of these things too late.” She grunts.

As she drives, she sees a police car and a car accident. She overhears a lady saying there was a deer that came out of nowhere, the child saying it wasn’t a deer, it was a monster.

Camila wasn’t sure what to make of that, but filed it away in her subconsciousness. She had more pressing matters to think about.

Like all the kids in her home.

Money - They are struggling now. The idea of growing veggies was a good idea, sure, but would they really be able to grow that much quick enough with enough supply? She doubted it. It took too much time, you’d need magic. Camila wasn’t sure the children could do that kind of harvest-magic and she didn’t want to put that pressure on them either.

Clothes - They all needed new clothes, too. Luz’ clothes only fit some of them. Willow had a different size and Hunter was too tall. Gus was too small but at least he could wear her things. But to Camila, it was important for each child to express their individuality. It had given Luz confidence growing up and it had really helped Vee come out of her shell.

She wanted them all to have their own little wardrobe of clothes.

Luz - Need to talk more with her about her adventures and trials in the boiling isles. She is also grief stricken by the loss of.. King, Eda, Hooty and Lilith. And many more. Perhaps therapy is the best option. But therapy costs money, she will have to look into that. Perhaps her school has counseling? No, no, not the school. They’re the ones that advised her to send her to summer camp in the first place! But did she have any alternatives? Her friends were good support, but Luz needed more.
Camila was reading up on child-teen psychology, so she could be better for her too.

Amity - Lactose intolerant, not fond of sugar, very polite, very orderly. She was also very good moral support to the house, which was very welcomed. Camila appreciated how down to earth she was. Though she was a bit concerned with how Amity wanted to impress her, which she supposed was normal for a daughter-in-law. Amity was probably the one that were the most open (at least to Camila) about her worries. It was nice that Amity felt secure enough to confide in her.

Willow - Sweetheart, liked working out, could need some positive reassurance now and then that things were going to work out. Camila had noticed that Willow often gave others compliments, perhaps Willow needed some too.

Gus - Very smart and excited young boy, Camila enjoyed him a lot. He reminded her of Luz when she was little; so happy to discover new things. But Camila had noticed the boy’s less happy moments too. He missed his dad. She made a mental note to cuddle him up during a movie- Oh shoot! They hadn't had a movie night together yet! Gus would love that!

Side note - Think of a movie for movie night! Friendly for witches…

Vee - She was doing better around Hunter. Camila had noticed Vee was a bit stressed over summer vacation. Thinking of a new face for herself was perhaps a tad bit more stressful than Camila had wished. But maybe it wasn't bad stress? Some things were necessary after all. And Vee did seem more confident, so things were going in the right direction.

Hunter - Speaking of things going in the right direction; Hunter was not. He seemed to be the only one (along with Luz) that wasn’t doing very well. It had not escaped her to find him awake before everyone else each morning. Greeting her with a small good morning.  

Luz had told her about Hunter’s situation in the castle, but that was still only a second hand account. But she didn’t need much more, she had met and seen kids like Hunter before. Though, his situation was a bit… More severe. Had this been a human situation, social services would’ve been involved long ago and Belos would be in jail for many more reasons than child abuse and neglect.

Still, it broke her heart every time the blonde teenager looked at her with intense apprehension and fear. Like he couldn’t understand why she wasn’t mad at them for being there in the house.

Camila had been listening to a podcast about children with ptsd and traumas, and foster care education.

Camila was really trying here.

She put on the podcast, listening to a trio of psychologists and foster care servants talk about “troubled” children. 

 


 

Amity adored the sights and sounds of springtime in the human realm, all the more peaceful than her realm. Birds tweeted nearby in the greenery and her friends laughed in the turned up earth of what would eventually become their farming area.

She smiled at Willow’s excitement.

Willow really thrived in discovering nature and all its fruits, shroom and flora and manipulate to her will. Her favourite thing to do right now was to tug at the roots of trees, they emerged from the ground in little explosions of earth, piercing up to the surface like dragon claws. Amity had to admit, it looked very ferocious. And it was very useful in clearing their area of ground.

Amity, on the other hand, had tried to find an equivalent of abomination slime, which she discovered could only be made if you mixed earth with water. A mild inconvenience, but at least she wasn't too limited. 

Her own abominations, in comparison to Willow’s sprouting plant magic, were struggling to hold themselves up in any shapely manor. They lacked the typical sloppy facial features of a proper abomination. But she was her father’s daughter: this was only a chance to experiment and discover a new brand of slime. Perhaps she could use its softness to her advantage someway? Perhaps its liquid state could be used for the door?

They still needed to figure that out. Amity had some ideas tinkering around in her mind, but nothing worth putting to practice just yet.

Amity needed to know what the human realm’s elements were like first, as she deduced that whatever magic had been used for Belos’ making of the portal, he had used the nature of the demon realm.

Because the body of the Titan was magic all on its own. Just like witches had their own magic.

And the way her father’s mecha worked, he too used the instruments of their world to build his machinery. Using its chemistry in various combinations to, in a way, make a mimicry of Luz’ sigil magic. Luz’ magic was also built on the elements of their world, except symbolic.

These were important notes of science that Amity had written down, in her own journal that Camila had given her.

But the portal had to wait.

There were more important matters to deal with first.

Amity saw Luz lean against the fence that separated the forest from her backyard. Hardly a strong defence against anything (in the hexsquad’s opinion), but Luz assured it was mostly to show the perimeter of what belonged to them and what belonged to a neighbour. So it was symbolic. And leaned against it was Luz, with a smile as heavy as chainmail.

“Luz.” Amity takes Luz's hand. Luz greets her with her usual curly little smile that makes Amity’s arms buzz and her knees wobble.

“Yes Amity?” Luz knows what her girlfriend is going to ask, but wants to stall. Her beautiful golden eyes search her brown into their depths and she has to look away, over to Willow and Gus, to prevent Amity from diving too deep into her soul. “What’s the matter?”

“We haven’t had time to talk, you and I.” Amity says and Luz wants to skidoodle her little feet far, far, away. “About what you said the other day, in the shack.”

“Which of the things?” Luz played stupid, to avoid the topic for as long as possible. Because stalling and quipping jokes is what she could do. She couldn’t do anything else. She wasn’t good at anything else. In the end, it would have been better if she hadn’t stirred anything up at all.

“About Belos.” Amity reminds her softly and Luz squirmed. “I know everyone told you it was alright, that he tricked you.. That you didn’t know, but..”

“But?” Luz’s shoulders sank. “Oh god, you hate me-“

“What? No! No, Luz.” Amity squeezes her hand tightly, as though Luz was going to slip further down a hole of which she couldn't retrieve her from. “Not that.”

Amity’s sigh is loaded with worry as Luz watches every twitch of expression in Amity’s face in search of disappointment.

This is what I wanted to talk to you about.”

“Huh?”

This, that you are beating yourself up.“ Amity’s eyes were heavy with a concern that made Luz recoil into herself, like a snake tying a knot out of its body. 

“No, I’m not! I’m noooot.” Luz could see Amity not believing her. “Awrgh, you’re too good of a girlfriend. You’re not buying this, are you?” Amity shakes her head with a smile.

“Luz, you promised. No more hiding… so, are you okay?”

Luz throws a pair of tired eyes at Willow and Gus, the duo were going through the shed. Gus’ happy voice of oh my gosh rang happily over the yard from the inside of it. By the sound of it, the pair had found the hose.

“Yeah.” Luz said and before Amity could scrunch her little lip at her again, Luz shrugged a shoulder and leaned to it. “Amity, I’m not okay-okay, but I’m… I am holding up. I just feel really guilty, you know? About everything.” Amity wrapped her arms around Luz’ arm, their fingers entwining. “I know I shouldn’t, I know you guys are right. I also talked to mom about it and- But I just-“ She closes her eyes. “No matter how I turn it around in my mind, I just wind up in the same conclusion.”

“Which is?” Amity asked carefully.

“That I shouldn’t have gone to the demon realm in the first place. If I hadn’t, maybe..”

Maybe the day of unity would have gone according to plan anyway and none of us would have been saved.” Amity reminds her and Luz looks up at her. Amity smiles and tucks Luz’ loose hair into her beanie. “Maybe you didn’t save everyone on the boiling isles, but that was never your job. Remember? There was a rebel group organized. Eda was there, some coven heads were too… It wasn’t on you, Luz.”

“But I could have made a difference, if I had just… If I had never shown up.. Belos would never have known the light spell. And he needed it to complete his big bad spell.”

“Maybe, maybe not. But you wouldn’t hold this sort of thing over us either, like Hunter?” Amity strokes Luz’ arm and Luz shakes her head no. She would never hold the doom of the demon realm against him. But then again, Luz did feel like Hunter was more of a victim than she was. “And you know, Luz, all of what you are saying are very big what-ifs. You can’t live in what-ifs.”

Luz sighs. “You sound like my mom.”

“Well, your mom is right.”

“Is she?” Luz asks, defeated. Amity didn’t like seeing Luz so hopeless, it broke her in more ways than one to see her sunshine girl so robbed of the light she once were pouring out of her every limb. “I mean, genuinely Amity. I don’t think Belos would have found it without me. I shouldn’t have come.”

“And never met us?”

Luz cringes and caves in on herself. “That’s not what I’m saying. I just meant- I- Maybe? Maybe you would have been better without me too.”

“I disagree.”

“But-“

“Luz. You don’t get to decide what has been important to me.” Amity says in her administrative voice. “Meeting you was the best thing that ever happened to me.”

“Amity, you don't have to be hyperbolic.”

“I’m not, don't dismiss my words, I'm not lying to cheer you up - this is my truth. I am so much better for having met you, Luz. And I will not let whatever mean bug has burrowed into your cranium stop that from being my truth.”

“Aw, Amity.”

“I’m serious. Maybe it isn’t the reality you see yourself being in right now, but it is mine.”

Luz can’t help but get the fuzzies from that. “Thank you Amity.” And gives her a peck on the cheek.

Amity smiles and pecks her back. “And I will remind you as often as I need to, got it?”

Luz scoffs. “Alright, I got it.”

“Good. Feel a bit better? For now at least?”

“For now, yeah, thank you.”

Hand in hand, they join their friends in the shed. Gus had tied a knot on the dripping hose and Willow was trying to push back everything that had fallen out of a closet. A scarecrow was desperately trying to squeeze out of the closet door.

“Um!” Said Gus. “We disarmed the water snake!” And Willow gave a proud thumbs up.

“Oh boy.” Luz chuckles, then helps her friends. Explaining all the tools and how to use them.

Armed with a scarecrow, the group secured its leg into the ground, in the midst of their little square of a farm. It looked sad and like it could need someone’s attention with a needle and thread. Other than that, it needed a hat and an eye, too.

“So,” started Gus with a merry tune. “Now that that’s all prepared for, can I ask about tonight?”

“Aw Gus, are you worried?” Asks Willow, Gus responds with a little yeah. “It’ll be fine! Amity is going to put a little bit of slime in the bottle and make sure we all get a turn before Hunter.” She makes a little twirl with her finger to imitate the bottle.

“That’s right.” Assures Amity, who’d like to try out human slime. It would be good practice, too, if nothing else.

But Gus didn’t look like he was particularly delighted at the idea of tricking Hunter. When Adrien had first come to hexide with the magic amplifier, and Gus had his major meltdown, Hunter had been the one to approach him. And in the blue bubble, in his mist of reflections, Gus had not meant to see all the reasons Hunter had to run away from Belos.

And when Gus later had used the amplifier to try to stop Belos - Gus would never in a million years have thought he was going to see what he saw. Even if it had just been quick flashes, not lasting enough to make permanent damage on his own psyche… Gus still saw it. Like opening a door and- woops! That's child abuse and murder, and 300ish years of planned genocide! And then the door closed again.

Hunter had been manipulated and tricked his whole life. Gus did not want to be another person like that in Hunter’s life. He had promised, after all, that he wouldn't lie to him.

“I just think it would be better if we let him come to us.” Gus says, hoping this would be the last of the discussion. “We can just… be supportive and make sure he knows, beforehand, that we wouldn’t reject him.”

“But that's what we are doing!” Luz grins. “Like I said: Amity will make sure we all get a chance to share something truthful about ourselves and then it gets to Hunter and he will feel the atmosphere of support and share! I will try give him winks and nudges, too, to seize the opportunity.” She demonstrated by nudging Willow with her elbow and winking.

Willow smiles. “Yeah.” And turns to Gus, his expression somewhat defeated and she wonders why that was. Perhaps Gus knew something they didn't? “Do you not think it’s a good idea Gus?”

“Oh, I'm sure it is. I just… if he finds out we set him up I don't think that will make things better.”

“You think he will get angry?” Asks Amity.

“No,” Gus sighs and looks at a nearby hedge. “I just think- I don't know..”

“Well, whatever it is that you think is gonna happen, won't happen!” Luz curls a fist. “‘Cus we are gonna help our buddy! Yeah!”

“Yeah!” Willow and Amity claps their hands and Gus smiles, still unsure.

Willow saw Hunter in the kitchen window and smiled softly at him. He was talking with the palismen and pointing at higher shelves where Clover and Flapjack flew up with some cups.

She really did want to see the boy more at ease. She remembers first meeting him: kind of grumpy, jumpy and snarky. Hunter had always been nice at the core, he just had a twisted world view that made him exercise that kindness in terrible ways - like kidnapping the derby team. But after his run-away time at hexside, she had seen a different side of him: more quiet, a bit awkward, and protective. He looked so lonely and lost, too, and it just didn't sit right with her. At least not now when they were peaceful friends and she had gotten to know him as a silly dork.

Dorks and nerds were her people! But… he was different. She was curious about him. He sparked an interest that made her feel coy and giggly. She wasn't entirely sure why, yet. It was just fleeting fluttery feelings, something comforting, that's all.

She could see Hunter wag his finger around, the way he did when he got really into talking about something. Clover sat on his other hand and listened intently, Flapjack on his head.

Nobody should be allowed to be that adorable, Willow thought, it’s too distracting.

“Willow.” Amity said again. “You listening?”

“Huh? No, sorry. What was that? I was caught up by nature.”

Gus glanced over at the window she had looked at, saw Hunter and shook his head at Willow. You aren't fooling me Willow.

“We were talking about what to plant. You said you saved pepper-seeds right? Not the ones Hunter cant eat.”

“Ah, yes! I did!”

 


 

Hunter’s ear perked up at the sound of a car. He peeked outside the hallway window and saw Camila exit hers. He hurried out to assist her. She wasn't surprised to see the boy greet her, he had grown a sixth sense of knowing when she needed extra hands.

“Thank you Hunter,” she says as he picks up most of the bags. “For your help.”

“Of course.” Hunter replies chipperly as he puts the groceries on the kitchen table, unpacking them to put away in their places.

“I can do that.” Camila says.

“I got it!” Hunter assures. “You are home now, you can relax, I can take it from here.”

Camila’s smile is something Hunter can't place, but the way she leans on the table and looks at him makes him worried.

“Did I do something wrong?” He asks and she shakes her head.

“No, not at all. But Hunter, you know you aren’t my servant, right? Just because you live here now.”

Hunter chuckles nervously and squirms under her gaze. “Of course I am!” Was not the response Camila had expected. “How else do I repay you?”

“You don’t repay me.” Camila puts away the lactose-free milk.

“But-“

“You do not owe me anything for living here.” She says this and she sees how confused and uncertain her words made him. He doesn’t trust what she says. “Hunter, you do not owe me anything; No favours, not mentally or emotionally, you don’t owe me your strengths or your qualities. Nothing.”

Hunter looks down to his side, remaining silent.

It is just words to him. Belos used words all the time. Not reassuring words necessarily, but words. And they could mean layers of things that Hunter had to work through and make conclusions on that may or may not be accurate. And then he could get punished without really knowing what he’d done wrong. It made understanding vague and indirect things difficult.

Camila was just using a lot of language that he wasn’t used to, context he’d never grappled with, like: being given something without having to pay back for it. Belos was never kind and giving unless something came after, or if Hunter had done something good first.

“But…” Hunter begins carefully. “You do so much for us. You provide food and shelter, you don’t have to do that.”

“I want to do those things.”

“Why? Because we are Luz’ friends?”

“Yes, but also because you are children from another realm. Where else would you go?”

“That is really not your problem.” Hunter says flatly. “We could occupy the shack in the woods.”

Camila grimaces, the sheer thought makes her heart ache. “Er, no, I would not sleep well at night if good kids like you were out there. My heart wouldn’t take it.” Hunter looks confused that she’d care about their wellbeing.

“But we aren’t your children.”

“You are now, kind of.”

Hunter looks up at her, his eyes full of genuine surprise and humility.

“Because… We are Luz friends?” Hunter asks again for confirmation, and Camila chuckles at him, his cheeks turning a bit pink. “Sorry, I shouldn’t have asked stupid questions.”

“It’s not stupid. But I would have taken you in even if you weren't her friends. You are good kids."

 

Hunter darted his gaze away from her. Camila’s smile turned crestfallen, Hunter was not as easy to reach as Amity had been. 

In the store, with Luz and Gus - Amity had behaved similarly to Hunter, but after being reassured, her behaviour changed and her attitude cheered up. Camila had hoped the same could work for Hunter. But it appeared that he needed to be shown, not told, that he was welcome here - rent free.

 

Good kids. Hunter thought to himself. He was not a good kid. He’d fought Luz and he’d (actually) helped Belos and he had participated in Vee’s imprisonment. And that was just the short version of a very long list. He wasn’t like the rest of the group. But as long as Camila thought he was good, maybe he could stay here too, with everyone? Maybe he could prove he deserved it now.

In Hunter’s mind, the parental figure of his Uncle translucently blended over Camila. Like she was sitting on the throne now and he was trying to figure out how to be her golden guard.

How did Camila work? What were her rules and priorities? How did her punishments and rewards look like? What did she need? She was a much better ruler to have than Belos! Camila was nice! He didn't want to lose that by being disobedient or an inconvenience. He wanted to be an asset, for everyone's sake.

It did not make sense to expect the same sort of things from Camila as he had from Belos. But he also had no other frame of reference with parents, guardians or families.

He had tried to figure out how Luz and her mom bounced off of one another. But they mostly hugged and talked and- Well, Hunter talked to Belos in hallways too. The conversations weren’t as reassuring and loving though.

The more he grappled with it, the less he understood.

Why had Luz wanted to escape this place? Hunter didn’t understand it. Did Luz not know how lucky she was to have… This.. To return home to? Maybe she only knew in retrospect.

 

“And look!” Camila said. Hunter snapped out of his fog. She had been talking this whole time and he had zoned out.

“What- what? Yes?” And looked down at the box in her hands. Hunter couldn’t contain his excitement when he read the box. Wolf cookies.

Camila grins, finally. A smile from him. “Would you like some?”

Hunter’s eyes are sparkling pools of red suns. He didn't even dare ask really?

Camila takes out a bowl and fills it for him. Half the box goes into it and Hunter has put his hands over his chest shyly.

“Here!” She says. “As thanks for helping me.”

Now he was really confused. “Huh? But- Wait what?”

“You have helped me unpack, and don’t think I haven’t noticed how clean everything is all the time and everywhere. It is very kind of you to put in so much effort, you don’t have to do that. I felt a little bad that you had done so much for me, keeping waaay ahead on the chores, sooo..” She gestured at the cookies. “I know you like wolves.”

Hunter’s ears folded down as the tip of them turned red. “I-I think there’s been a misunderstanding Mrs.Noceda-“

“Camila.” Camila says, smiling softly. Hunter watches her intently, trying to detect any sarcasm or irony, but when he can’t find it he quietly repeats her name.

“Mrs.Camila..” And she quietly scoffs that there was still an honorific Mrs there. “I think you have misunderstood. I did all those things to pay you back.“

“But I don’t need paybacks.”

Hunter was at a loss. No matter how many times he repeated himself, it did not get through to Camila that he was trying to pay her. Unbeknownst to him, of course, she was very aware and was only countering it.

She did not want this boy to feel like there was anything to be owed in her home. 

“But hey, since we are doing so much for each other, why don’t we both have cookies then, mh?”

And she poured the rest of the box into a bowl of her own. The cookies were fairly large, perhaps an uneven five or six in each bowl.

Hunter watched, bewildered awe and confusion, as she sat down with a bowl of cookies too. Camila picked up a chocolate coated, wolf-shaped, cookie and let out a cute little howl before eating it.

Hunter’s smile was full of careful apprehension, he took up a cookie too “Awoo..” he said much more quietly than Camila and bit off its tail. Not sure if he had to awoo before each cookie or not.

Camila chuckles. “I am sure you know, wolves are pack animals.”

Hunter nods. “They can do well on their own too. A pack is just.. I suppose it’s just nicer, but it’s not like they can’t go on their own. Some wolves are outcasts and survive fine by themselves that way.” He ate the rest of the cookie.

“Yes, but they are stronger together. And, I read a story once of a wolf mother who lost her litter of pups,” Hunter lifts his head with empathy. He didn’t like the thought of such a tragedy. Camila waves a hand. “Don’t worry, no worries. The zoo caretakers had a puppy that had lost its mother to poachers. And wouldn’t you know it, although it was not her puppy.. She took it in as her own.”

Hunter sighed with relief. “That’s nice, so she didn’t have to be alone.”

“Mh, and neither did the pup.”

Hunter nods, careful not to ask stupid follow-up questions. Camila was already halfway through her bowl of cookies while Hunter took his time. When Hunter isn’t continuing the conversation, Camila takes one of her cookies and makes it parade over to Hunter’s bowl.

This wolf came from a mean pack.. An outcast, it is looking for a new family to be with.” Hunter watches the cookie with interest as Camila makes it climb into his bowl and drop into it. “The more the merrier, said the other wolves.”

“…But why would they accept the new wolf? It hasn’t done anything special or contributed anything.”

“Does it need to?”

Hunter gapes a few times, staring at the new wolf-cookie in his bowl. “I mean, it’s broken.” He takes it in his hand, referring to its broken ears. “It would be a liability. It would have to work harder than the other wolves to earn respect.”

“What does respect mean to that wolf?”

“I dunno.” Hunter squints at it like it might give him an answer. “But with respect, the other wolves in the pack won’t ignore it or be mean to it. They wouldn’t bite him, or bark at him.. If he had respect he wouldn’t have to be so scared of- uh-“

He realizes they are, perhaps, not really talking about wolves anymore. And stops himself from going further. His ears are sloping and turning pinkish.

Camila tilts her head sadly at him.

“Well…” She starts and lifts up her last wolf cookie. “This wolf mama,” she begins and Hunter looks at her cookie. “Always wanted a big family… She used to have a wonderful wolf-papa by her side and together they had an amazing little pup! Hehe, but she always wished she had more, you know?”

Hunter observes the cookie in her hand, then at Camila who is watching him through her glasses with a warmth that makes him feel like a normal boy, not a soldier, not the Golden guard. Just a kid.

“And, you know, in her pack you don’t earn respect or love by doing favours or with servitude. You belong in her pack because you care for one another, and because she thought Oh, what a good boy. That’s my pup now.

Hunter blushed and squirmed in his seat, he wasn’t sure at all if he should interpret what she said the way he imagined.

“Erm, but.. If the pup is broken and weird, and a bother, and-“

“No, not to mama-wolf. She likes strange puppies. And no pup is a bother to her.”

“But what if it’s a bad pup? Not… Like.. um, this one.” He takes out one from his bowl. “Or this, or this. Or.. uh, these two that she already has. What if this wolf,” He held the one with the broken ear. “What if it used to be very bad and mean and.. Maybe it even hurt the mama-wolf’s pups before? And uh, what if… He’s maybe not so redeemable, actually…”

Camila’s heart cried and broke and howled.

She sighs and scoots her chair closer, Hunter’s shoulders go up and his eyes squeezed shut like he was ready for something hurtful to happen to him. Camila puts a hand over her heart, before reaching out to tenderly cup his cheek where he had a scar.

Hunter finches.

But nothing happens.

It’s just her warm hand against his cold cheek. He blinks and looks at her. Her sad expression is so unfamiliarly motherly and warm to him.

“I think the mama-wolf would give him a chance, anyway. If he would accept it.”

And Hunter’s red eyes shine like ember.

Her hand drops to his shoulder and although he is tense, he relaxes just a little.

“The pup could consider it.” Camila says and stands, putting her bowl in the dishwasher.

Hunter sits there, his chest full of light. A bowl full of wolves. He takes another one and smiles.

“Um..” Hunter begins and pulls out his notepad. “Um.. Mrs.Camila?”

She hangs her head with humour as he once again gave her an honorific. “Yes, nino lobo?”

Hunter makes an expression at the nickname he didn’t understand. “Um.. I ah, uhm.. I made some, erm.. Ahem!” He holds it up for her.

“Oh? What are these?”

“Lists! Of our inventory! I, uh, I went through-“ He pauses and stands. “I will get my things.” He darts off to the living room, pulls everything into his arms. Magazines, coupons, pencils.

Flapjack picks up the papers that he drops on his way back.

“These!”

“Oh, my.” Camila corrects her glasses. “That’s.. so much work.”

“Yes, well, ah-ha ha, there were a lot of magazines to go through. Um.. Oh! These are some coupons I found and some prices and- erm, well, look for yourself.”

Camila sits back down to go through his attempt at an inventory. She remembers when Vee had done similarly. Perhaps not to this volume of effort though.

“Hm..” She tries to smile at the out-dated coupons and the non-edible items under the list of food. Perhaps they were edible to witches?

She eyes him over the brim of her glasses.

Hunter’s shoulders fall. “Is it.. not helpful?”

“Well, you certainly tried to help.” She muses and Hunter sighs like his heart was a vase held together by duct tape. “But no, nino, it isn’t.”

“I’m sorry for wasting your papers-“

“Oh no, not at all. I never use these anyway. I keep buying a new one because the covers are so nice but then they just remain there in the drawer. I’m sure that’s why Luz gave them to you. I’m glad they’re being used for something, heheh.”

Hunter politely smiles but it falls quickly. “I don’t know… What I can do around here. I clean but.. er, it’s not like the castle where you have to start over once you’re done. This house is, well, it is a quick sweep.”

“Ah, is that so?”

“Yeah.”

“Aha, yes that’s right, Luz told me you lived in the, er, castle?”

Hunter fidgets with his glove. “Mh..”

“Did you like living there?”

Hunter shrugs.

So no, then, she thought. “Well, this is no castle but I hope you’ll-“

“Oh! No, I didn’t mean- No, that’s not what I was-“

“Haha, it’s okay, really.”

“No, this house is wonderful! It’s- it is great! It is much better than the castle!” He stopped himself again. Curling in his lips and turning his eyes back down to the table, and his bowl of wolves. He takes one to nibble on.

Camila doesn’t press further. “Well,” she says and looks at his lists. “Bananas, mh? Did you like those?”

Hunter nods.

“Oh, I like them too. Let's put things we like on the notepad on the fridge, yeah? Not just stuff we need.” She takes one of the pencils and scribbles down bananas on the magnet-notepad.

Hunter nods absently as he eats his cookies

“Oh yes coffee! Well done noticing Hunter, I totally forgot we were out of coffee. I have to buy that next time.”

Hunter’s chest flutters when she winks at him in a way only cool moms can wink, his galderstone heart glowing under his flesh. “Really?”

“Yeah! You’re very observant.”

“Oh I-I don't know I uh, I had to be so it’s not like it’s- it’s not, um…. Thanks.”

“You’re welcome.” And she ruffles his shaggy blonde hair. He didn't even flinch this time.

If Hunter had been an actual wolf, his tail would have been wagging happily. Camila was the best, she was the best. He looked down into his bowl, there were maybe two left. The one with the broken ear smiled up at him and he took it, smiling at it, then at Camila who nodded thoughtfully at the fridge.

He ate it. And kept the other, the wolf-mama. Hunter wondered if their discussion about the wolf-mama had been about them or not, he wasn’t certain and he felt silly asking. But if there was a chance, he would have liked to be one of her pups. He would have done anything to have a mom like her.

The last wolf was in his hand, he wanted to keep it and thought about where to hide it for safekeeping.

“MOM!” Yells Luz, practically kicking herself into the kitchen.

Hunter juggles the cookie in his hands before clapping it mid-air. “Oh! Hi Hunter!”

“Hello Luz.” Hunter sighs, Flapjack chirps at Him. “Oh, Flap!” Hunter gives Flapjack the cookie to hold onto. Flapjack seemed to know what Hunter wanted and flew it down to the basement.

“Hey, Mom?”

“Yes sweetheart?”

“Hoooww do you feel about a sleep over night?”

“Aren't you already technically having one?”

“Yes, no, I meant a traditional one. With a movie, games, popcorn. Do we have popcorn?”

“Oh, that sounds fun. I think we do.”

“What is…popcorn?” Hunter asks. “And movies?”

Gus happily hops in. “Movies are like our crystal balls! Except they show theater on it! And popcorns are….” Gus pauses, trying to recollect what Luz said . “Hard corn seeds that pop in the microwave.” He makes a little pop sound.

“Uh, they what?” Hunter eyes the microwave with suspicion. All he knew was that you heat food in it quickly. You press the three, then start, and then it dings. If it’s still cold you repeat the process. He didn't know what the other buttons did. Maybe it made things… pop? He would have to tell the palismen to never go in there. Emmiline had wanted to sit on the spinny thing but Hunter had said no. Food only.

Hunter eyed Clover, who had found her way to Willow’s shoulder.

“Hear that Clover? It pops things. So you and Emmiline better not try going ‘carousel’ in there, alright?” Clover buzzed in response, Willow giggled at them both and Hunter blushed at having made her happy, his smile small but in full view of Gus.

Perfect opportunity, Amity thought. “Hunter, can you speak to the palismen?”

“Uh, yes?”

“How are you able to do that? Is that something the emperor's coven taught you?”

“Huh? No? Doesn’t… everyone?” He was met with headshakes. “Oh, weird.” Is all he says.

Before Amity can press further on it, Hunter has turned away from her like she became invisible. 

It was a tactic he had picked up from Belos, and it usually worked. You simply turned away to indicate there was no more to talk about and people quieted down and went on their merry way. He used it all the time when he was the golden guard. It never worked on the coven heads but, hey, it worked on most people.

Amity blinks and frowns at his rudeness. “Don't you think it is odd? Nobody else can do that.”

Hunter quirks a brow at her, remaining quiet to let her know her question was futile. “I said it was weird.” And leans his hip against the table, crossing his arms. “If I knew why I would explain it. But I thought it was normal, sooo..” he gestures with an aggressive shrug. “What makes you think I wouldn't tell?”

“Why are you being so hostile?”

“Why are you being so inquisitive?”

The two watch one another, Amity sighs and only then does Hunter relax a little. 

“Right, sorry, it’s just very strange. Was Belos able to too-“

“No. He just ate them-“ and immediately felt squeamish. Blinking rapidly and shaking his head to get the image out of his head. Against his will, he shivered.

Before anyone could offer comfort he coughed loudly, stood and stretched.

“A n y w a y. I don’t know why, I just can. It’s a mystery to me as much as it is to you, so, if that was all?” Hunter nudged past his friends. “I have things to do.” He leaned back over the kitchen table, scooping up a textbook, a magazine and a book from the library he kept sandwiched between his stuff.

“Like what?” Willow asks.

Hunter spins around in a circle. “Uuuh, chores.”

“There isn't any left to do, I checked earlier.”

“Oh, well, in that case - great!” Nodded and left anyway. Down to the basement, to read.

The squad watched him go downstairs.

“Just me or was he kinda rude?” Amity huffs and receives a small hug from Luz.

“I think he's just on edge. Still…”

“He doesn't seem bothered by his ability either.”

“Should he be?” Vee asks, coming in from the living room. “Besides, we know it's a grimwalker thing, and if he suspects it is as well, he probably won't share that with us. They have palistromwood in their creatine, I think.”

“Wait, how do you know that?” Willow asks.

“Belos sometimes worked on his experiments in a room near the dungeon where us basilisks were being kept. He liked to think aloud to us sometimes, not for input or anything. I think he just… liked a scared audience. And who were we ever going to tell?” She shrugged, scratching dirt from under her nail, trying to sound unbothered. 

She understood Hunter. When horrible things were your normalcy, it was difficult to talk about it to people who would react strongly to it. You couldn't just.. talk about it without people getting sad for you, and it made going in depth difficult. 

Vee did not want to be a victim, she wanted to rewrite her story to that of a survivor. And that was difficult when people looked at you the way her new friends did now.

Hunter, probably, was feeling similarly to her, she thought. Except he hadn’t yet been able to go through seeing himself as a victim yet.

“Isn’t this indication enough that we shouldn't pressure him to tell us?” Gus said.

“Hm, what?” Camila spoke up from where she had been standing by. “No, nobody’s pressuring anybody.”

“No, no, mom. We’re not. We are just encouraging him, y’know, to help him feel secure enough to open up.”

But Camila hummed disapprovingly. “I don’t think that is a good idea, corazoncita. It is a nice thought, but I don’t think you should.”

Luz sinks down onto a chair. “Mama, you don’t understand. Hunter isn’t doing so well and I have to do something to help him from spiraling down someplace dark. Because I can, like, sense he’s heading there.”

Camila sighs.

“I need to make sure Hunter, at the very least, lands someplace safe..” she trails. “Last time, he ran away and… it was my fault his life kinda got out of hand. He was all on his own, and this time he doesn't have to be.”

Camila looks at her daughter sadly, but understanding. “Luz, I understand, I do. But I’m telling you that although your intentions are good, I do not believe they will help.”

“Well I have to do something. I can't just watch him try to- to- help himself!”

Amity put a hand on her shoulder. “Is… this really about Hunter?”

“What, yes of course! I need to help him.”

Gus takes a seat too, to get on level with Luz. “What about what he needs though? Maybe Camila is right.”

Luz hugs herself. “I have to set at least this one thing right, Gus. If it weren’t for me… Hunter wouldn’t have had to see all of that stuff in Belos’ mind. He could’ve been told instead. The way it happened was… it was so awful. Belos almost killed him.”

“You were both in his mind?!” Willow asks.

“Yeah… it was an accident. It wasn't our summoning.”

Camila eyes all the kids and puffs out. Going into someone's mind? Was that a possibility?? Cripes, that must be a lot. There was so much her daughter had gone through that she had no clue about yet. Luz needed time to spill everything to her, she couldn't just interrogate her. Any of them. All she could do was help them through the motions that was coming in.

“Luz,” Camila says and Luz looks up to her. “There are other ways to let someone know they're safe. Listen, I will prepare popcorn, music, and an appropriate movie! We haven't had a proper little party yet. I think that sounds lovely and fun, si? Lets just have fun for awhile.” She ruffles Vee who is near her. Vee curls together happily at the affection. Luz smiles.

“Okay mom.”

“Now, I don’t think I have more snacks… hmm, i will go buy some. Ah, Gus and Vee, would you like to come with?”

Gus gasps happily. “Yes, please!”

“Yeah sure.” Says Vee, who knew Camila set Gus and her up for quality time. Vee wanted to be his friend and felt like she had missed an opportunity to get closer since the sleeping quarters got split up.

 

Camila, Gus and Vee left in the car. Gus and Vee chanted Radio! Radio! Radio! From the backseat and when Camila put it on they both cheered.

Left home were the rest of the girls and Hunter, who had occupied himself in the basement, reading about the witch hunters and the brothers Wittebane.

 

“What are you thinking, Luz?” Asks her girlfriend. Luz had a serious expression as she turned to the girls.

“I know mom means well, but she doesn’t know what I- we know. I still think we should spin the bottle.”

“Alright.” Willow agrees, though she sounds less confident than before. “If you really think it will help.”

“Hunter isn't the type to share. But I think he needs this.” She says, looking towards the basement. “I'm sure once he gets to tell everyone, he’ll feel much more at ease.”

Amity looked at Luz and saw the desperation to help. But now she understood it wasn't really about Hunter, it was Luz who needed this. Needed to feel like she could help, do something right!

Amity did not know more than what Luz had vaguely shared with her. So she didn't think this ran deeper than a privileged golden guard who had been lied to about being a grimwalker rather than a nephew. She had context of his issues from their fight at the lake. But she never thought his situation was far more brutal than what she had experienced with her own strict and controlling parents.

Luz hadn’t told anyone about what had been seen in the mind of the emperor.

She had not shared the fact that Hunter had a life long history of abuse and that there was a lineage of golden guard grimwalkers that had been murdered, that Hunter had been next, that Hunter’s fear for his life had been legitimate. That his hyper vigilance and lack of self-care came from a deep rooted troubled upbringing.

Had either of the other girls known, they perhaps wouldn't have agreed to lightly approach him in a game.

Luz, although knowing all this, needed to make someone else feel warm. She wanted to help Hunter, make him see he wasn’t a villain or to blame or- or whatever was running through his mind. Like hers was running ten miles an hour, and nobody knew. Nobody saw how quickly she was sinking. Amity had noticed but boy, oh no, she was trying not to panic. 

she was the true villain, intentional or not. And Hunter was her opposite.

if she could save him, things would get get better. Warmer.

Because you were warmer together. A pack kept warm together.

And she was beginning to feel cold.

 


Clover and Flapjack sat on each of Hunter’s shoulders as he read the book. Emmiline was crawling around on Hunter’s folded clothes, inspecting them disapprovingly and squarked at Hunter.

Hunter lift his gaze smiling at her. “Well, beggars can't be choosers. It is what Luz has that fits me. I am grateful for anything.” He turns back down to the book, finger on the sentence he paused at. “Besides I never cared about what I wear. So long as they are practical.”

Ghost meows at him and finds it necessary to press her face in under Hunter’s arm to peer at the book with him.

Hunter scoffs. “I don’t know about that. I don’t really think I would look good in anything-“ The palismen all meep in protest and he pats at them cheerfully. “Alright, alright. Well, all I’m saying is: I’m not so good at that stuff…” His voice trails sadly. “Darius was good at that stuff… Oh, he was cool! Have you guys seen him?” They nodded. “Augh I wish I had that! I wish I could sew stylish things too and- and-“ He sighs and falls back onto his bed.

He leaves the book open against his chest and stares up at the ceiling.

Flapjack tweets at him.

“Yeah, I guess I kinda do miss him… a little. He was really nice to me after the derby incident.”

Flapjack tweets again.

“Yes, I think he wanted photos of you too just to have an excuse to check in too. Which is, y’know, kinda nice of him.” He said and sat up. Ghost is quick to occupy his lap but Emmiline doesn’t think this is an issue and makes room for herself too, whatever Ghost approves or not. Hunter scoffs at them.

“There’s room for everyone, don’t fight.” He picks up the book again and Clover flies to sit in the middle of it. Hunter furrows his brows at her but smiles. “You know, I can’t read if you sit in it.”

She buzzes.

Hunter purses his lips and sets the book down. “No.” He says. Clover buzzes again. “No, you guys promised. I said you could hang out here if you didn’t tell any of them about this!”

Clover hums quietly, tapping the book.

Hunter grunts. “I-I know but… look, I know you guys know I’m a, you know. But I’m not ready to tell them. I don’t think they would be open to it.”

Ghost purrs and stretches her head to boop it under his chin. He pets her.

“Well, if I hadn’t been their enemy first, then maybe. But the truth is, from the stuff I researched, grimwalkers were made extinct because they were dangerous. Or, well, so-the-legend-goes, rather.” He huffs. “I know so little about what I am, and you saw Amity. She doesn’t trust me yet. If she knew I was a grimwalker she would probably be like GASP! I knew you were evil!” 

He groans into his hands and the palismen all try to pat him with their teensy tiny paws.

“Agh! I just- Just give me time to prove to them I can protect them! If I can show them I can- uh, do all the labor and they can feel safe around me, that I’m not- I am not just… the golden guard or… you know, some scary monster… maybe then I could also be, I dunno.. be considered as much their friend as they are mine.”

The palismen’s big sweet eyes are turned to him and he looks into them and sighs.

“Just… give me some time, okay?” He turns back to the book, gently scooping Clover off of it.

The palismen turn to one another worryingly as Hunter gets up to sit someplace away from them. He walks over to the desk with the odd machine on it. Once again he looks at it with curiosity. This time he discovers the needle and thread. He leans in to peer at it, poking and humming. But decides not to prod more, in case he breaks it. But it looks like it had something to do with sewing. Hunter thinks to himself that he will have to ask Mrs Camila about it. It would be nice to see the look on Darius' face when they get back, when he sees how much his sewing has improved!

If.. he was okay, that is.

Hunter shakes it out of his mind. He sniffs and turn back to the Wittebane story.

“Hunter!” Willow calls and Hunter throws the book across the room into a pile of laundry, grabs the nearest thing he finds that looks like it has kept him busy, and innocently looks towards the stairs.

“Yes?”

“Hi! There you are.” She emerges into the room, she looks around the basement. “Huh, I haven’t really been down here yet.”

Hunter blushes a little. He was alone with Willow and it was in his bedroom- well, not his bedroom per say, but, uh, sort of? He had never had a friend in- except for Gus, then. Right?

It made him flustered to make sense of why he felt shy so he shoved his thoughts aside and stood to greet her properly. Because that’s what you did when ladies went into a room.

“I suppose not. Feel free to look around.”

Willow smiles at him and Hunter isn't sure if he’s supposed to do something. He tries to remember what Belos had taught him in regards to manners.

Willow tilts her head to read the title of Hunter’s book in his hand. “Beginners guide to hamsters?”

Hunter looks down into his hands, puzzled at what the hell he had picked up and what a hamster was, he turns to look at the cover. Face to face with a chunky cute little thing.

“Oh. Yes.” He says stupidly and turns back to Willow, curling his lips in. “Hamsters.”

“Learned anything? They look cute.”

“Uuhhh…” Hunter stares into the page he had open. He couldn't focus on the text, the letters just drooled across the paper. He closed it. “No.” He said simply.

“Oh, oh okay.”

Silence.

Hunter wanted to scream and slam his head against a wall. Why was he so awkward? This was the captain! Willow! She was so cool and, aside from Gus and Luz, technically his only friend. if you didn't count the palismen, that was. But even they had told him to make an effort to socialize with the other teens, not just hang with them.

Hunter laughed nervously, to fill the silence. But that made it worse.

Clover buzzed.

“Oh!” Said Willow. “Really? You’ve been having a good time Clover?”

Clover nuzzled her.

“Awwh, thanks Hunter. She says she had a good time with you.”

Hunter knew, since he could understand her too, but didn’t want to ruin Willow’s compliment by correcting her. Instead he just swayed his arms until he could fold them behind his back, leaning on his heels, stuttering. “I-I just- she’s the one who is a good time. She’s rather chatty.”

“Oh right!” Willow giggles and Hunter swallows. In the dim light of the basement, the light from upstairs rained down into the basement and threw a shine on Willow’s dark hair. The dust particles all look like stardust around her and her eyes shimmer when she coos at her palismen.

His galderstone heart hummed brightly, he had never experienced it feeling so loud before. Embarrassed that she could hear the hum, he put a hand over his chest to see if he could feel it. He couldn’t, he only felt its pulse thumping against his ribcage. He crossed his arms over his chest, hand holding onto his shoulder. He felt so sweaty and dumb and weird.

“So where do you sleep?”

“You are standing on it.” He points to his mattress.

Willow hops off it. “Oh my gosh! Sorry! I didn’t see!”

"It's okay!”

“Oh no I messed up your covers, wait, let me-“

“N-no, it’s okay! Really!”

They both bent down and bonked head.

“Ow!”, “Ouch!”

"Sorry!", “Sorry!”

“No I am-“, “No I-“

They paused to look at one another.

Then burst out laughing.

Willow playfully shoves him and Hunter’s red eyes sparkle like embers in fire, his smile shining at her, for her. Willow holds her breath as she gazes into his happiness.

They both turn away flustered, smoothing out his bed before getting up to their feet.

The palismen had been watching them ping-pong between each other and, in unison, looked at one another smugly. Knowing very well what was going on here. Clover and Flapjack, especially, gave each other a look of agreement.

“Gus sleeps there.” Hunter informs and gestures at all the palismen sitting on the couch.

“Oh!” The couch was not as neatly made as Hunter’s, but she knew this to be a Gus issue, rather than that the palismen had turned it upside down. “Oh they’re all here.”

“Uh, yes.” Hunter itches his chin. “They uh… do you guys mind?”

“Not at all. I think it’s cute how they all like you.”

“You do?” Hunter said hopefully.

“Yeah.” Willow brushes her hair behind her ear.

Hunter squirms. “Cool.”

Willow nervously points at the stairs. “U-um, Luz said I should come down and get you from whatever you were hiding away with so uh.. uhum!”

Hunter frowned. “Hiding? I am not hiding.”

“No, haha, no I think… I mean you do hide away a little.”

Hunter looks to the side. “I don't mean to.”

“You do know we do like having you around.”

Hunter shakes his head. “No, I don't know that.”

She chuckles, he was so literal. “Well, now you know.”

Hunter shakes his head again. “No? Nobody has said that. And I figured after everything I put everyone through, you might not want me involved.”

Willow tilts her head sadly. “That’s not true.”

“Isn’t it? Aren’t you guys mad at me?”

Willow’s pretty eyes look at him with a gentleness that made Hunter want to shrink and hide behind the couch and steam.

“Hunter, you’re our friend.” Hunter blinks in surprise and she tilts her head. “Didn’t you… don’t you know that?”

“I mean I consider you guys my friends, I just didn’t know if it was mutual. I didn’t want to express that we are friends before I knew you, uh, felt the same. I didn’t want to insult you.”

“What? Insult- No, how’s that insulting?”

Hunter wasn’t sure himself so he shrugged and looked down into his hands. His gloves needed a wash, now that he was actually looking at them.

Willow thoughtfully regarded him. This wasn’t… normal, she thought.

“Hunter, have you… never had friends before?”

Still looking at his gloves, he shook his head no. Then paused to think.

“Steve.” He said, unsure. “Steve was nice to me.”

“Did you hang out? Do stuff together?”

Hunter smiles and nods. “We had missions! I liked when he was on the team, because he didn’t say mean things about me. Aaand he sometimes said things like: well done, little dude! ” Hunter squinted at the ceiling. “Maybe Darius too? He became a lot nicer after I stood up to him. Asking how I'm doing and such, but uh.. we didn’t hang out.”

Willow hummed in concern. That wasn’t friendship, that was just colleagues on good terms. And she knew about Steve, he was a brotherly and nice guy to everyone.

“Uh, right.”

Hunter pressed his lips together. “Do they not count?”

The palismen responded on the couch, meowing, buzzing and meeping. Flapjack slowly shook his head no at Hunter and Hunter’s shoulders sunk.

Maybe Darius had been on a good way to be a friend, but he wasn’t so much a friend as he was a concerned adult that had begun to take notice of this somewhat lonely boy.

“Oh.” Hunter said. “Then no.”

Willow nudges him carefully on the arm. “Well, you got all of us now. And I can speak for all of us.”

Hunter scoffs sarcastically. “Uh, right. Because Amity totally trust me. Not to mention Vee! I mean, Gus is one thing- I think he’s okay with me? But I don’t even think Luz likes me, she’s just… nice! ‘Cus she’s- she’s Luz! Luz likes everyone! That doesn’t mean I am her friend and- and - and why, haha, why would you -“

He stops himself when Willow looks at him with hurt in her eyes.

“I-I mean, what I mean to say is that-“

Hunter groans at himself and Willow watches as he, defeated by himself, sinks down onto the couch. The palismen flock at him lovingly, but he ignores their little hugs.

Willow takes a seat too and Clover flies from her shoulder to make company with Flapjack on top of Hunter’s head. She smiles at the pair, and at Hunter.

“You are my friend.” She says and he shyly looks at her. She is smiling at him. “How could you not be?” Willow adds as Hunter sits up a little straighter to pay attention to her.

“Because I kidnapped you?”

“Oh that? Pfh, I am waaay past that. And lots of stuff has redeemed you since then. I mean you did rescue us from Darius too, afterwards. And helped at Hexside, and more.”

Hunter smiles. “Really? You sure?”

“Absolutely. I like you, Hunter. You are a great guy.” And when Hunter blushes, her heart swells. She nudges him again with her elbow. “And for the record… As friends, weeee can come clean to one another about stuff. Without judgment. Totally cool.”

Willow thought she was slick.

Hunter looks at her with concern.

“Do you… need to vent about something?” He asks and she blinks.

“What? Me? Haha! No! No I was just- I meant if you had anything bothering you! I'm here! Ready to be all ears!” She cupped her hands behind her ears.

Hunter pondered and shook his head. “Not really.”

“You suuuure? I mean you’re so quiet, it’s a little mysterious haha.”

“Oh, sorry. I don’t mean to be.”

“You don’t have to apologize. I just meant- you come off as troubled! Is all, like you have… things.. on your mind. Aaaand as your friend, I just wanted you to know I am open to talking about anything.”

Nailed it.

“Oh.” Hunter hums, and glances at her for a moment. Inside, Willow is hoping and hoping and hoping this was enough for Hunter to open up to her. And she did consider him a friend, and she did really care about him.

“Well, in that case.” Hunter says with a mild tone. “Is it.. mutual?”

“Of course!”

“Oh, good. Then it has troubled me for awhile.. I have noticed that you have been kind of sad. Is everything alright with you?”

She has to blink a few times for her brain to take in what he said. Willow shakes her head and lets out a long “Uuhhhhh what? Pardon?”

“I have noticed that you have been sad. Every time you are lost in thoughts, you get this sad look on your face and you make an excuse to go look at the human plants. But I’m not so sure grass is that interesting. Neither are leaves. At least not to a talented plant witch like you, I imagine.”

Willow’s glasses fog up. She removes them to clean them, and to win time.

Hunter continues; “I wanted to approach you about it at an appropriate time. I wasn’t sure how to cheer you up though. Is there anything I can do for you?”

Willow blinks.

Only now realizing what Hunter’s little gestures through the weeks had meant. When he gave her a fist full of seeds he’d been collecting from food, he made sure she got to try Camila’s shirts first so she could find clothes that both fit her and that she liked (from the small pile of Luz' and Camilas clothes), since clothes were scarce at the moment. When he had found books about the human realm’s nature in the house he had left a small tower of them outside of the girls’ bedroom for her.

“No, I… I am fine.” She hears herself say, looking out into the basement. Hunter nudges her arm gently with his knuckles. When she turned to look at him again, she knew the jig was up. Honestly, she hadn’t even known there was a jig to up in the first place. But Hunter saw right through her.

He smiled softly and plucked Clover from his head to plop her onto Willow’s shoulder. Clover had probably tattled on her, too. The fuzzy palisman snuggled by her cheek and Willow sniffs.

“I’m not sad or anything.” She strokes under her eyes, putting her glasses back on. “I just-“ she sniffles again and pats her cheeks. “I’m not sad!”

“It’s okay to miss them.” Hunter says softly and now Willow knew for sure that Clover had told on her. She would have to tell her palisman not to do that in the future.

“Ugh! No! I- I mean yes! But- if I think about it I just- I’ll get sad and- I don’t want to be! I want to be here for everyone! I can’t do anything for- for-… I’m not there . And it’s hard to not know.”

Hunter scoots closer and puts an arm around her back, giving her a half-hug. He doesn’t say anything, he just lets her lean on him for as long as she needs it.

Willow is expecting him to say something comforting, some kind of speech about how they got this and the future is bright and everything will be fine! But he’s not.

He promises nothing. Because he doesn’t know if things will be fine or if they’ll get back home. But he is here right now, and so is she. And he wants to be present for his friends.

She’s glad that he promises nothing. Because the truth is, none of them knew what the future held. But it was nice, so nice, to be held and not having to explain why she needed it. She needed a hug, but wasn’t ready to talk about why she needed one. Hunter didn’t make her say anything, didn’t ask her to elaborate. It felt so safe and natural to sit there with her head on his shoulder. Not crying or anything, just… a calm comfort.

Hunter knew she was sad, of course she was. That’s all he needed to know to comfort her.

They were all anxious and a bit scared. It was second nature to Hunter to be in-tune to others emotions. At his core, Hunter was a very nurturing person. Perhaps because he had to be for Belos, but it was nice to be nurturing for somebody who didn't intend to take advantage of it, or weaponize his kindness for guilt.

Willow leaned away from him and coughed. “Uhum, thanks.”

“Any time captain.” His voice is full of fondness and she can’t look at him, not without turning rose-red, so she doesn't. She just adjusts her glasses.

“But, uhum, um, likewise. You know. If…. You….. um…….”

Hunter nods. “Sure.”

Willow stands and breathes out the tense air in her. “Right!” She says, forcing her mood back to what it was before and Hunter gives her an understanding look and stands as well.

“So, Luz, was it?” He assists.

“Huh? Oh! Yes! Luz wanted me to fetch you! We are upstairs doing lunch. Camila texted her and said she, Vee and Gus are lunching out at a… mac… donnie?” She shrugs. “And so it’s just us for lunch!”

“Oh, nice. Alright.” He scoops up Emmiline as Flapjack sits on his shoulder. Ghost stretches and heads up the stairs ahead of them. 

She meows.

“Oh yes,” says Hunter. “I’m sure they're happy to be cooking alone too.” Referring to the lovebirds upstairs.

Willow chuckles. “Those two are so cute together.”

“Seriously.” Hunter smiles wistfully as they emerge upstairs. “Very adorable.”

Willow watches Hunter in the new light of the midday sun coming into the house. His shaggy blonde hair pointing everywhere. 

Willow scoffs, he was endeared by Luz and Amity’s relationship? That was sweet. She would have thought fluffy things like that were beneath him, the way he carried himself all serious and unbothered. But it dawned on her now that perhaps Hunter paid a lot more attention to others than she had given him credit for. She had him all wrong. He was just a big fluffy softie, wasn’t he?

This was a skill, of course, that had let Hunter survive both emotionally and mentally with his uncle. Belos was someone Hunter had to be sensitive to, lest he catch him in a bad mood or a manic one. Hunter was hyper aware of other’s emotions. It made him a good soldier too, analysing his foes weaknesses and strengths with just a glance. Stroking their egos if it meant escaping or fooling them.

Belos had loved when Hunter doted on him or took care of him. And Hunter had been conditioned to want to do that, Belos had given him praise and made him feel at ease for appeasing his tempers. That he had kept his uncle happy that day and that meant he could relax a bit.

Flapjack had told him there was a difference, though, between wanting to care for Belos and wanting to care for his friends. And Hunter agreed. This didn’t make him feel relieved and like he had avoided mortal danger. Comforting Willow had made him feel happy. Just happy and at peace.

 

“Oh look who emerged from his cave.” Luz jokes and Hunter has to think for a second before understanding she meant the basement. Then he chuckled.

“I am a busy man.” He returns.

“Busy reading about hamsters.” Willlow teases and Hunter might as well have flatlined.

“What is a hamster?” Amity asks and Luz describes a tiny chunky mouse to her and Hunter thinks that’s about accurate from the picture he saw, he nods.

“Yeah. That.”

“Why was that so important?” Amity asks but Luz elbows her and Amity inhales to repeat her question but in a nicer tone; “why was that so important~?” But it only came off as passive aggressive.

Hunter squints at them both, sensing there had been a certain type of conversation between them. “It wasn’t. I just got curious.”

“Oh, well, learned anything?”

Hunter stares blankly at her as he had with Willow. “No.” He admits stupidly, again, and Willow giggles. He was so silly. Hunter glanced her way, unsure how he managed to make her laugh, but happy he had. His ear twitched happily.

“Ah! I didn't know you guys could do that!” Luz beams, pointing at Hunter.

“What?”

“Your ear twitch-thing.” Her eyes sparkled.

“We can’t.” Amity informs.

Hunter grunts, annoyed. “ I don’t know why.” He grumbles, arms stretched out.

“I didn't ask!” Amity defends.

“Well you were going to. You always do. I’m weird , I get it.”

“Aw you’re not weird.” Luz says and Hunter curls together, he didn't like the coddling.

“Whatever. Did you guys need me or..?”

“No.” Says Luz, trying to sound at ease to defuse the tension. “We just… Like having you around. Feels bad when you’re off in another room on your own.”

Hunter calms down a smidge. “Oh.” He itches his chin. “Oh well, okay.” And takes a seat by the table.

Flapjack pulls on his noodly hair. He grimaces. “No Flap.” Flapjack tugs, and Emmiline on his shoulder quacks a loud cough that startles Hunter.

“What’s with them?” Willow asks, sitting next to him.

“They want to go in the microwave.” Hunter crosses his arms. “And I say no- Ew! Emmiline Gross! ” Emmiline had shot out her tongue at his cheek.

The girls giggle at him.

Hunter takes both of his tormentors off of him and puts them on the table. “You two are the worst influence on one another. Behave.”

“Awee, it’s kinda cute how they all turn to you though, like a big brother or something.” Luz says, leaning on a chair to pet at the two palismen. Ghost poked her head up by the table across from her, mewing for attention.

Amity strokes Ghost. “I agree.” She says, meaning it but also to make peace with Hunter.

“Mh..” Hunter pets Flapjack. “Sorry about earlier today and just now, Amity. I didn’t mean to snap at you.”

Amity softens. “No, I’m sorry for asking when you don’t know things you said you don’t know.”

“I wish I knew why.” He said sadly. “There’s just a lot I don’t know.”

“You must have speculations? Theories?” Amity offers but Hunter shrugs.

“I rather not share.”

The girls look at one another over Hunter’s head. Thinking it must be the grimwalker business.

“Why not?” Asks Amity kindly and sits down. “We won’t judge.”

Hunter gives her a weird look. “I… didn’t think you would?”

Oh. Okay. Uh.”

“It is just stupid to think aloud. If you’re not certain, then don’t share. Nobody wants to hear maybes and perhapses.”

Amity frowns quizzically. “What? No? Who told you that- oh.“ but she already knew the answer and Hunter was turning his gaze further down at the table, giving a mild shrug and remained quiet.

Amity had to admit it was alarming.

Sure, her parents were strict, her mother most so. But at least she could argue with them. She knew to expect emotional luggage and mental cartwheels from doing so, but she hadn't been so brutally punished that she feared speaking to others too. It was only her mother that she wouldn’t argue with, and avoid getting heated with. But Hunter wouldn’t even discuss things with his friends, even when Belos was gone. The former golden guard sat there, across from her, now she imagined his life a little more differently from her own upbringing.

“Did… Belos tell you that?”

Hunter just shrugged again, not willing to elaborate.

“He’s not right.” Amity says as she leans forward into his vision. He has apprehension in his eyes and that makes Amity want to hammer her point home even more. “You are not stupid for asking or talking about things. Even if you only have a hum about them.”

Hunter lowers his gaze further and furrows his brows. “Well, I don’t know anything worth sharing.”

“You know a lot.” Luz corrects. “You’re super well-read on lots on things! Like wild magic and-“ she sees him tense up. Like he wasn’t supposed to be well read on things like that. “Hunter. He’s not bere, you don’t have to be-”

Hunter corrects his posture and waves a hand. “Luz it’s fine, I don’t get why you’re coddling me. I know what I am good at. I mean it when I say: it’s not worth sharing.”

He looks into her brown eyes intently, and Luz interprets him correctly. But she didn’t agree, she thought it was worth sharing. He would feel so much better if he just let them help him feel safe, love him, make him feel like he’s not a bad person who helped Belos and- … this was definitely still about Hunter.

 

Ghost mews from the table and Hunter takes her up on her suggestion and returns to pet them. “It’s okay guys.” He coos softly at the palismen when they cuddle to him, Luz thought it was strange that Hunter would only allow the palismen to comfort him, why not them too? Did Hunter not trust her? Did he not feel safe with her, after everything? Maybe he blamed her.

“I know, I know. It’s okay.” He said quietly.

Whatever they were telling him, only Ghost and Clover could be understood, and they weren’t doing the most talking, it was mostly Flapjack and his partner in crime Emmiline

Next to him, Willow stretched out a hand to join in on getting the palismen. “You’re really good with all of them.”

Hunter smiles. “Yeah, well, they’re all good with me too.” Emmiline meeps and Hunter gives her a look of humored disapproval. “Yes, you too.” And itches her under the chin. She smirks, pleased with herself.

Willow and Hunter eye one another in comfortable silence. This was nice.

 

“Aaaalright I think I saved the eggs.” Luz says. “Erm, you might want to cover the burnt bits with mayo or ketchup.”

Hunter shrugs. “I like the burnt bits. Crispy.”

“Then you get the part that’s most burnt.” Luz says jokingly but when Hunter smiles at that, she decides to actually give it to him. She had thought he lied to spare her feelings but, well, of course not. But nobody commented on that being a strange preference.

“So, tonight.” Willow says. “We were thinking to just have fun, relax a bit, watch movies and play games. We’ve done nothing but tinker on how to settle in that we haven’t actually just, y’know, tried to.”

“Right. You mentioned earlier.” Hunter says. “Popcorn.” He remembers and looks at the microwave. “It pops things.” He says to the palismen and they all look annoyed with him for ruining their idea of a good time. But Hunter just shakes his head at them and gestures like what-ya-gonna-do-fight-me and looks at his gloves.

Right. They needed a wash.

“Just take them off if they bother you.” Luz scarfed down the last of her plate, she had been quite hungry. She twirled her fork in the direction of his gloves.

“Oh, nah. It’s fine. I need to wash them though.”

“Are they… since we got here?” Willow asked, concerned.

Hunter slowly slid them off the table out of view. “Uuh.. yes?”

“Oh, man." Luz smiles to try not make a big deal out of it. “You should take them off.”

“I'm not supposed to.”

The following silence let him sink his own words in, Hunter squinted at the table.

“I don’t know why. ” He adds quickly before Amity can ask anything, and the girls all sighed in unison. At this point it had become a catchphrase.

“And you never thought that was strange?” Amity sweats, trying to smile like Luz but failing. She also caught herself too late with throwing yet another inquisitory question at him.

“Well, no! I mean, you don’t question why you wear clothes either! You just- you just do! All he said was that if I touched others with my bare hands; I was disrespecting my title as the golden guard and by extension - him and the titan.”

“Thaaat is… kinda messed up.” Willow says.

“In hindsight, yeah I guess so.” He pulls his gloves back up to look at them. He has a pause of contemplation before sighing and taking them off. His knuckles were scarred, on his left hand’s palm there was a thick scar going over the cushion of his thumb.

Woahw, how did that happen?” Luz asked. Hunter had many scars but this one looked like it must have hurt a lot. It was a little bit deeper, too, than his otherwise surface stained ones. This looked like someone had held his hand down and sliced him deeply on purpose and without care.

“Belos.” He says matter-of-factly.

Luz pouts at him. “Are all your scars from him?”

“Most are. He didn’t mean to. It was the curse that threw his temper out of control.” Hunter paused. Realizing it probably wasn’t the case at all. That Belos had just used it as an excuse. But he didn’t correct himself, just brushed his thumb over his scar.

“He… wasn’t very kind to you, was he?” Amity asks and looks to Luz, who shook her head no to tell Amity not to press that question further.

“I guess not?” Hunter says, confused. “I thought he was..? But now I know he never cared. I was just…” he closed his eyes. Shook his head.

It hurt to admit it aloud. He still didn’t want to believe that his Uncle was all through evil. He knew better, but there was a part of him that still held onto that it hadn’t all been a lie - that he hadn’t spent his whole life….. But the more he tried to cling onto that image, the more it slipped from him. The memories of his uncle smiling down at him and telling him he did a good job, that he loved him, were replaced with the brutally dismissive smile of Belos.

What a shame. Out of all the grimwalkers, You looked the most like him.

Hunter squeezed his eyes shut. Shook his head, again, again. Blinking rapidly to get it out of his head. “Gh..”

“You okay?” Luz asks, reaching for him.

Yep, just got a sudden headache, it happens. Don’t worry about it.” When none of the girls look convinced he spices his voice with a charming tone when adding; “I got it! If it was something I couldn’t handle I would ask for help.” He makes a point to turn to Willow with a smile. “Because that’s what friends are for, right captain?”

She blushes faintly. “Oh, yes! Exactly!”

“Right.” And he sips his blood-orange juice.

Amity and Luz look between the two of them, then glances at each other. Maybe Willow had gone through to him? Maybe spin-the-bottle would be a success now.

But Hunter’s idea of what the bar for not doing well was vastly different from theirs.

Flapjack peers up at Hunter, knowing this very well, and turned to face his palismen brethren. They all nodded too. They knew. And though they had promised not to tell their respective witches anything, they were beginning to think maybe they should say at least something.

But the natural bond that arose between grimwalkers and palismen was an ancient story, long since the time of Titans had fallen into obscurity, when the palistrom forest was growing wide and healthy. And it was difficult for the palismen to break a promise to someone like that.

Notes:

This was actually a way longer chapter but I had to cut it in half. So I apologise if not a lot of fun happened in this one! Asdfgh OTL

I also gave Jacob some context of who he was. As a lot of the owl house show’s themes were people (Luz, Belos) wanting to feel special or be the chosen one.

I think Vee and Belos were foils of one another and so I wanted to give Jacob something similar. But instead of Azura, I gave him “Buffy the monster slayer” (reference to Buffy the vampire slayer) which would fit more into a town like Gravesfield. As Azura was more about a magical witch adventure, and Buffy is about a girl in a town she defends from monsters.
That way, Jacob and Luz can be foils too. It could be fun to play with. :)

Hopefully I can build from that and springboard some fun ideas! :)

Chapter 6: Spin the bottle

Summary:

It is time to play spin the bottle! :)
And it is all fun and games until someone has an emotional crisis.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Gus squealed and Emmiline happily squeaked with him. A party (kind of) in the human realm! A Human sleep over! He was so excited about this.

“Oh man, oh boy, oh man!” Emmiline meeped agreeably.

Well, they had spent nearly two weeks there already, but the way Vee had explained it to him, he understood the experience of a sleepover to be a bit different than simply living together. Just like their demon-realm sleepovers!

Vee had done plenty of things like that from her human friend-activities at summer camp and school, Gus was very impressed and had taken out his notepad to scribble down a few things.

He wasn’t sure what to do with all his notes, but Hunter had suggested one night that he should make an article, or documentative book, to distribute in the demon-realm once they got back.

That had been a nice dream to hold onto, it kept his joy of the human-realm alive too.

He was grateful to Hunter for letting him go on and on about his sightings and thoughts. Hunter did not even seem like he was disinterested or only humoring him either. Hunter genuinely enjoyed seeing him excited and listening to him talk.

Not even Willow had the patience to keep attention with everything he said, but Hunter did. Not that Gus expected anyone to enjoy what he enjoyed, but it was admittedly very nice to have someone who was ready to be excited with him before even knowing what was going to happen.

Maybe Hunter had always wanted someone like Gus in his life, who wanted him included and was happy to have him along.

Hunter…

images of what Gus had seen in Belos mind threw themselves at him like fire fairies in hay. It was difficult to enjoy the human-realm after seeing the worst it had to offer.

People like Belos.

Belos had hated witches so much he was willing to murder his brother for the cause.

Gus hadn’t been able to find hatred similar to Belos anywhere he looked. But he still felt weirdly guilty for liking humanity when Belos had harmed Hunter and Vee in the name of it.

But it wasn’t humanity's fault that Belos was a sack of rubbish - if it was, the same could be said about any bad representative of the demon realm! And Gus was going to fix that one day!

Besides, both Hunter and Vee appeared to enjoy the human realm.

Gus and Vee had really bonded at the store in Camila’s motherly company.

To Gus, it had felt like hanging out with a cousin and an aunt. They had gone to the big M fast food place together, it had been a fun experience to share with Vee too.

He really found a friend in her, they talked a lot about human things and shared knowledge, she was very keen on correcting his misinformation too. He didn’t mind, he was happy to be corrected.

Knowledge was power and it was his lifelong dream to establish a connection with this realm. He wanted to understand.

Camila had been very amused by them both, and was satisfied with her plan to set them up on a play-date like that. She not only wanted to give Vee a chance on making friends as herself, boost her confidence back, but she also wanted to give Gus some much needed fun mini adventure. It had not gone unnoticed to her, how the littlest of them all was also the mama of the group. As a mama herself, she knew you needed breaks away from fussing over others.

Camila looked at a photo in the hallways of Manny and smiled. He would have loved this.

It was Vee’s last day of school today. It was only a morning class to wish everyone a happy summer.

Maybe that was why Camila had wanted to take her mind off of things by going to Mac Dee? Gus thought.

But he couldn’t help but notice how Vee was saddened at the topic of spring break.

Whenever Camila asked about what Vee looked forward to doing on her break, Vee shrunk into herself and shrugged.

Gus felt bad for her.

Hunter had explained to him that Vee might be feeling a little lost now that she wouldn’t pretend to be Luz anymore. Having to build up a new identity for herself couldn't be easy. Gus figured that’s why Hunter was so protective of her (amongst other reasons) as he was in a similar seat as her.

Right now, Vee and Gus had turned the living room into cushion heaven. It was a cozy deluxe! Pillows and blankets lay strewn on the floor like a palace leisure room.

On the big TV screen there were various movies slowly scrolling by on the streaming service.

“I’ve watched quite a lot of them already.” Vee explains and taps the controller to the horror section. “I like the scary ones the most.”

“Wow.” Marvelled Gus. “There’s so much theatre in the human realm! I can’t wait to experience the peak of human entertainment!” He tip-tapped his feet around, eyes sparkling. Vee grinned.

“Would you like to see a trailer? Pick any you think looks interesting.”

“What’s a trailer?”

“It’s like a preview, a taste of what the movie will be like.” and had to explain he wouldn't actually taste anything.

Gus inhaled and began to pointing various movies on the horror section until he decided on the exorcist, he knew what that was! That was a type of coven practice that dealt with ghosts! The oracle coven! Amitys mother was in that one.

It would be interesting to see what humans thought of ghosts.

The trailer was terrifying.

Vee decided that, upon seeing Augustus’ and Emmiline screaming their hearts out and hiding behind the couch at the trailer, that witches were not ready for the high quality cinematic experience.

In hindsight, that made sense. Even when she explained it was just like illusion magic, Gus was still a little apprehensive on watching something as scary as that. Not even for inspiration for his own magic.

They found the perfect compromise.

Hocus pocus.

Now that was a human (American) cult classic, and it would perfectly summarize what humans generally thought witches were. Generally, anyway.

Amity comes in from the backyard with a bottle.

Gus looks at it and groans quietly, he had kind of hoped that whole thing had been forgotten about.

“Found a movie yet?” Amity asks happily, screwing the lid back onto the bottle. Gus saw the little goop of slime pressing itself to hide in the cap.

“Yeah.” Says Vee in her Luz form, it is the white spots on her cheeks and yellow eyes that gave her away, and her slightly raspy voice.

“We chose a witch centric movie.”

“Oh, fascinating!" Amity placed the bottle on the coffee table.

Gus squinted at it as he let out a disapproving grunt.

Amity smiles at him. “It’ll go well Gus. I think Willow spoke with Hunter before, I think he’s going to share if we ease into it.”

“I don't know…” Gus squirmed and Emmiline meeped in agreement, climbing out on his arm, he let her hop down on the table to inspect the bottle.

She squinted at it to take aim and then shot her tongue at it.

Splap!

“Gus,” Amity whispers, hand on his shoulder. “We all care for Hunter. I agree that a direct confrontation won’t help, but I do think Luz has a point: it would be best if we were all on the same page, and Hunter won’t share willingly unless he thinks it is safe to do so.”

Gus looked to the side and Amity purses her lips thoughtfully.

“If we can talk openly with him about being a grimwalker, we might figure out why Belos needed one. It might be important.”

Gus' sad puppy eyes look up into her golden. “How would you feel if you found out we had set you up like this?”

She sighs. Good point.

“I don’t know Gus. Probably a bit disappointed. But I think I would understand, too.”

Gus pouted. There was no convincing anyone, was there? Was he overthinking this? Maybe this was a good idea and he was all wrong. Maybe Hunter would be relieved to get it off his chest! That was one way to look at it.

“Amity, I don’t want to participate.” He admits. “I had promised not to mess with him. I just don't feel right about it.”

“I understand, you don’t have to. Just play the game as it is intended, or don’t play at all. I won’t control the bottle when it’s your turn.”

He smiles, relieved. “Thanks Amity.”

Emmiline was using her tongue to drag the bottle across the table. Amity lifted it away from her. She meeped in protest.

Vee hums thoughtfully. “Honestly, I think if it had been me, I would have been relieved to find out my friends knew I was a basilisk and set me up, to let me know they still wanted me around.”

Amity and Gus sympathized. Vee realized she had overshared and squirmed, her ears floofing out and her voice cracking.

“I-I mean, so, you know. I think it’s… a good idea.”

Gus gives her an understanding nudge. “Yeah, maybe you’re right. I’m just worried he’ll feel like we manipulated him, I guess.”

“Maybe he will.” Vee agreed. “But he might also be relieved.”

“Maybe.”

Luz waddles in with three bowls full of chips. “Whooo wants snaaaaacks~?” And twirls for a dramatic entrance, she nearly trips herself over on the edge of the carpet, had Hunter not grabbed her and corrected her back on track. “Thank youuu~!”

Hunter shook his head with amusement at her antics, and put down the two bottles of soda, Willow with the dips.

“Oh! Chips!” Gus beams and holds one up. “Ohoho, the tales I have been told about this! Finally, my day has come!!”

He gapes widely as he approaches the one chip to his lips. He eyes Hunter first, and seeing him happily watch expectantly and amused, Gus kisses the chip.

“For the perfect crunch..” and takes a bite.

Nom.

He lets out a happy little gasp. “Oh, titan bless me! It is a firework in my mouth! I must… have.. another!!”

“Easy there.” Hunter chuckles, hand to Gus' face. “Save some for the movie, or you won't have the ultimate human experience of a movie and snacks.” He had been listening to Gus’ speech on the topic, after all.

Gus sparkled. “You are right! I must contain myself! …. Just ooone more though.” He sneaks one more into his mouth.

“Alright, we chose Hocus pocus.” Vee stood by the TV and dimmed the light where she could reach the switch.

Gus squealed and picked up his palisman to claim a spot on the arm chair, snuggling in with her and a blanket. At least he still had his palisman.

He wasn’t sure if he would be able to enjoy the human-realm as much without her. She was a piece of home, and family, that made him feel safe.

strangely, so did Hunter.

Even if he was his newest friend, the two boys had really bonded. Gus hoped these past days and nights wouldn't be undone by tonight's game. Hunter didn't trust easily and Gus took pride in their budding bromance. It made things feel like home.

Hunter smiled at him, poured a glass of cola and gave it to Gus, then took a seat on the couch that was the closest to Gus’ side so they could talk during the movie, if they wanted to.

“I am so excited!” Gus vibrated with delight.

Luz and Amity took a nook of the couch as well, Willow in-between them and Hunter, and Vee was going to spread herself out on the second armrest.

“Oohh! Cosy!” Camila coos, coming in with a tray of mini-popcorn boxes to hand out.

Luz gasps at them. “Mini boxes! That’s so cute! I didn't know they sold that.”

“Haha, they make everything in extra large and small, but Vee saw this at the store earlier and it was too cute to resist.”

As she handed them out to each kid, Luz realized there was one short. “Where is yours mom?”

“Oh, I need to work upstairs. But you are all good kids, you need no supervision from me.”

Hunter still couldn’t help but cheerfully salute. “I will make sure, mrs.Noc—Bebebuh Camila! Mrs. Camila.” And shrunk back onto his spot after fumbling what to call her. But she just giggled and Hunter’s anxieties vanished.

“Good!” She said, mostly to humour him. “I’m counting on you then.”

And Hunter took that to heart.

Camila kissed Luz on top of her head and, in Spanish, told her to have a good time and enjoy herself. Luz replied that she would.

Camila left for her office upstairs.

And Vee put the movie on.

 

Luz was, at first, delighted to watch Hocus Pokus with them. Now they would get to see, on a small scale, what humans thought of witches and why it was important for them to stay hidden.

She had remembered the witches to be the best part of the movie, charismatic and iconic, but had in the midst of her fondness forgotten just how despicable they were as well.

“Eating human children is kind of a really out-dated practice to do.” Amity whispers to Luz. “Also, I read that witches that did that got sick and died from food poisoning. But some were willing to risk it in favor of the trend. Peoole do anything to be in the it-crowd.”

Luz nodded with a squeamish expression. “Oh, Didn’t know I was edible.”

Willow hushed them and the couple snuggled under a blanket.

Amity held Luz hand and stroked her knuckles, Luz smiles sadly, sinking down to rest onto Amity’s shoulder.

She could help, she was going to fix this.

Guilt sunk its claws into her skin and told her she had to suffer for what she had done. Even if they forgave her, they were her friends so of course they would! But she couldn't... not ever.

Everyone had lost their home because of her, maybe their whole world. If only she had listened to Eda. If she hadn’t tried to stay behind, then maybe King would have been able to escape with her too.

But she couldn’t do anything about that.

What she could do, though, was stop Hunter from spiralling down a similar path as her. He was trying to make sure everyone was okay when he wasn’t okay.

If only he could let himself be vulnerable. open up and talk to them about Belos, about the grimwalker stuff, about his time as the golden guard. He knew the most about who Belos was, how his powers and curse worked… Hunter had to talk to them.

And Luz told herself she had read enough books about redeemed villains to be able to help Hunter. She could definitely steer things in the right direction.

Not in a Belos kind of way, though… right? Were they different? Of course! There had to be a difference. Luz wanted to help Hunter! Belos only pretended to!

right? Belos had only pretended. Or had he really thought he was doing right?

you cant argue with crazy.

Belos was a human from Gravesfield, their only shot at finding out how to get back is to figure out how Philip got in there in the first place.

Did he use a portal? Did he stumble upon it or make one himself? There was the local legend about the brothers Wittebane, too...

From Amity’s shoulder, Luz watched Hunter intently. He was eating popcorn, Flapjack snoozing on his shoulder.

There was a gnawing feeling inside her chest. She remembered Belos’ mind and what he had said to her.

How her and Belos were similar.

She had also forgotten about Billy the zombie. Luz felt Amity tense up and cling to her.

When Luz looked over at everyone, she saw that everyone (except for Vee) were quite scared of the whole uprising.

To Luz, these were silly movie effects, she could tell this movie was from 1993 by looking at everything that wasn’t organic in it. The graveyard was clearly a movie set. But to the hexsquad's untrained eye, this was as real as it could get.

Gus hugged his palisman and hid in his blankets. He peered out at Luz, who caught his eyes and nodded to Hunter.

In a moment of clarity, Gus inhaled a bit of courage and looked over at Hunter, who had a hand on his cheek and hugged himself in discomfort.

Gus looked over at Willow next, who was spooked - but entranced enough to absently eat her popcorn. Amity was hiding her face behind her hands.

Hunter sunk down into his seat. Hoping nobody would think the same of him - zombies were the human version of grimwalkers, kind of. Right? From what he had read, anyway, they were copies of someone dead and risen from the ground. Something-Something the fullmoon, too.

Gus gathered up his blanket and Emmiline, came over to Hunter and nudged him. 

“Move over buddy.” He said and Hunter scooted aside as best he could to let Gus hide with him.

Hunter put a comforting arm around his friend and relaxed a little.

“It’s just theatre.” The blonde assured.

“Yeah.” Luz added. “It’s not real.”

She and Hunter looked over at one another and Luz saw his worried expression, then he turned away from her.

Luz clutched her wrist.

She didn't want Hunter to think anyone was afraid of him now.

Billy the zombie cut open his lips and turned out to be good. It was Willow who laughed at it, and the rest chuckled. More so to Willow’s bubbly laugh than the joke itself, she snorted and wheezed.

“He hates them! Hahaha! He's a good guy, aww, that’s nice.” And took a handful of popcorn into her mouth.

Luz was so focused on how this wasn't a good choice of a movie for tonight's intentions, that she missed Hunter smiling at Willow softly.

 

Luz was relieved when the movie was over.

 

“Oookay, haha, so!” Luz claps her hands together, hoping this hadn’t ruined anything. “That’s pretty much what humans think witches are like, historically, anyway.” 

“Humans got us all wrong.” Willow says. “I mean sure, we fly and stuff like that but we aren’t that malicious.”

“Or kooky.” Gus adds. “Though we aaare charismatic, aren't we?” He elbows Hunter, who nervously chuckles.

“Yeah, I guess?”

“Oh come on, you were charisma itself when you were the Golden Guard.” Gus grinned.

Hunter scoffs. “Yeah well, that was easier when I was wearing a mask and already had authority to back me up.” He admits. “Though you're correct, some witches are very charismatic.” And gives Gus a nudge.

Gus laughs and pushes back at him. The boys begin to playfully shove and push at each other until they both fumble down onto the floor behind where Willow was seated.

She smiles down at them. “Having fun?”

Hunter blushes and stutters, Gus seizes his opportunity to grab a pillow and smack her in the face with it.

She cackles. “Oh! It is on Porter!”

“Ah! Hunter save me!” Gus laughs and Hunter does, grabbing him out of the way before Willow can whack him back.

“No fair!” Willow stands with a joyous gasp.

Gus sticks his tongue out at her. “Not at all! You’re way stronger than us both.”

“Oh please!” Willow scoffs.

“No, no.” Hunter waves a hand. “He’s right. This is an even field.” And hands Gus a pillow.

Amity squares up next to Willow. “Oh, a pillow fight? Sounds fun.”

“Aw now that’s not fair!” Gus gestures. “Vee! Be on our side!” He invites and Vee lights up.

“Oh- okay!” And comes to join the boys.

Luz climbs upon the couch behind the trio, two big cushions in her hands. “The element of surprise!” She yells and plonks Gus to the floor.

“Augustus!” Hunter yelps.

"Avenge me Hunter! Vee!”

The blonde duo swing up their pillows at Luz.

“Oh no wait—!”

And down she went.

And war broke out.

Playful merriment and pillows bounced through the air, betrayal, comedic ducking right on time and Willow’s manic competitive spirit turned the group against her to no avail. 

“Get her!!” Gus commanded.

Grinning, Hunter took aim for Willow. As he frisbee’d a round crocheted pillow across the room, Amity stumbled and got hit square in the face by it, causing her to crash into both Willow and Vee.

They all laughed until their sides hurt, even Amity; who got kisses for her injury. It was a good ten-fifteen minutes of war.

Luz breathed out relief. This was good. She could still save the night. 

“Alright, I think that’s enough fighting for now hah, how about we play something else? Have you guys ever heard of spin the bottle?”

“No?” Said Hunter, and Gus sucked in his lip to not say anything.

Gus turned away from his buddy to feign ignorance. The boy hugged his pillow and looked around for Emmiline as Luz explained the rules.

As Augustus looked around himself, he saw no Emmiline, or any of the palismen for that matter.

“Hey, where are the palismen?” He interrupts just as Luz is finished explaining the game.

“Oh yeah. Ghost?” Amity calls.

They hear a meow from the kitchen and, as they all stand quiet, hear the distinct sound of a microwave.

Hunter gasps loudly.

“I SAID NOT THE MICROWAVE!” And dashed into the kitchen. “Flapjack! Emmiline!” He scolds, followed by a chirp and a meep and the beep of the microwave.

The palismen escape the kitchen to hide with their witches. Flapjack simply hid in a bookshelf.

Hunter poked an angry face out from the kitchen.

“Lucky for all of you it has no effect on wood! But you still disobeyed my direct orders! What if you had broken it- Flaps! Get down from there.”

He growls when Flapjack just chirps down at him.

“I don’t care if it’s fine! It could have gone wrong!"

“Aw it’s okay Hunter. They’re fine after all.” Willow coos at her palismen, who coos back.

Disarmed by her easy going approach, Hunter mentally undresses his golden guardianship a little bashfully.

“Yeah well, they could’ve gotten hurt and I don’t know if I— look,” he wags a finger at the palismen. “At least ask next time.”

Emmiline meets.

“Sure, yes, I might say no, but you have to trust that I know better!”

“Well you didn’t know better, they could be in the microwave.” Vee corrects and Hunter had half expected it to be Amity and bark back, but because it was Vee he remained quiet for a moment before responding.

“Well- it’s not always about knowing what the right thing to do is, Vee.” Hunter explains with a much milder tone than he would have with any of the others. “Sometimes, even if things go well, you can get in trouble for not doing as you’re told. It doesn’t matter if it worked out or not. Disobedience is still disobedience. I mean, they provide you with a bed and food. The least you can do is do as you are told.”

Everyone else heard what Hunter didn’t.

His life with Belos as a parental figure had left its patterns far deeper in him than Hunter was probably aware of. There were no rules to be broken and punished for here, but it was so ingrained in him that logic left him and applied the danger anyway.

Before Luz could prod him about that, Hunter shrugs and picks up the bottle.

“That being said, this sounded like fun!”

“Yeah.” Luz said and took the bottle, trying to smile. “It is. Let's play.”

 

With the coffee table in the middle, bottle on top;

They were seated in order of: Vee, Gus, Amity, Luz, Hunter and Willow.

 

Gus pointedly made sure that Amity kept her promise and Amity gave him an affirmative nod.

He wasn’t going to be a part of the scheme.

“Right, so everyone gets a turn, clockwise.” Luz says. “Who wants to begin?”

“I can do it.” Willow volunteers and is the first to spin.

The whole point was that everyone was going to have a go to be truthful before Hunter.

To do this, Amity had to keep her hands on the table to control the goop inside the bottle. Under the table made the magic too distant for such a small drop of slime. She also had to keep one of her fingers extended out towards the bottle, her movements were discreet and careful. When the bottle had to stop, she tucked her finger in.

Willow spun the bottle and Amity waited until it would look like a natural stop, on Luz.

“Truth or dare?” Willow asks.

“Truth!”

“Alright, hmm!” Willow had to think of a question of equal measure to that of Hunter’s grimwalker. “Um… how big of a question can I ask?”

“As big as you want! That’s the point, we are getting to know each other. It’s a bit of a prodding game, heheh!”

“Alright.” Willow hums. It was difficult, but she finally thought of something. “Um, when you helped Phillip.. did you know he was Belos?”

For a moment, Luz was unable to respond. “Uh.. no. I didn’t.”

Hunter turns to Willow. “Hey, that’s a little uncalled for. Are you doubting her?“

“No! No that’s not why I asked! It was just never elaborated upon. And, Luz, you’re still beating yourself up about it. So I thought… maybe you knew, but were tricked, or something?”

Luz hugged herself. “Um, no. I didn’t know. I guess I just feel so stupid. I know, logically, that there was no way for me to know. But I also thought that-“

she shut her eyes and her stomach tied a knot.

“I don't know. I just wanted to prevent something bad from happening, instead, the opposite happened. I think I just imagined that, because it was me, maybe I was meant to stop him?”

She scoffs at her own stupidity.

“But that was my hubris, I wanted so badly to be meant for something. That maybe there was a reason why I wound up in the boiling isles? I mean, me! Stupid Luz! I don’t fit in anywhere, I didn’t even have friends! The human realm had no place for the way I am… and when I found Eda and King and… I was on an adventure. A real one.”

Her brown eyes focused somewhere distant, somewhere a little darker and desperate.

“Like in my books. I thought… This can’t be a coincidence.”

Luz paused, and blinked. She hadn’t ever thought this deeply about it before, never allowed herself to. It was like wiping a dirty mirror, the more she wiped, the more she could see herself understanding Philip.

Luz hugged her arms around her knee, her friends sat quietly. The pressure of silence forced her mouth to continue.

“And I guess I… Thought… That maybe if I was good enough, it would would out-do Belos bad. And look where that got everyone.”

Amity embraced her and she sniffled.

“Sorry, I didn’t mean to vent.”

“Hey, I asked.” Willow says. “And, Luz, nobody thinks like that except you.”

Her friends agreed, except Hunter. Who only looked at his hands thoughtfully.

“I think,” says Hunter, after everyone had consoled Luz, “that it is good you realize you’re not that special.”

Luz’ lip curled sadly and Amity threw him a gaze full of daggers. “What’s your problem?”

Hunter holds his hands up, “You misunderstand. Everyone wants to be special, to.. someone or something. But the truth is that— at least I don't think that you have to be special in some grand big schene to be important to.. to.. well, us?” Hunter offers Luz a smile. “You know?”


Everyone wants to believe they are chosen. But if we all waited around for a prophecy to make us special we’d die waiting. That’s why
you need to choose yourself.

Eda’s words rang through her head like chiming bells. She thought she had done what Eda had advised, but she had misunderstood the deeper wisdom of it. Eda hadn’t told her to go make herself special.

Luz blinks away her tears as she smiles back at Hunter. “Yeah. I think so.”

Hunter tilts his head. “Besides, Belos always said the same thing.”

“What?”

“Yeah. That he was chosen by the Titan. But knowing what we know now, I’m pretty sure he meant he had chosen himself to be the hero that destroyed all witches, yeah?”

Luz gripped her wrist as she hugged it to herself. “Yeah…”

“And it’s a dangerous mindset to have, regardless of which way it goes.”

Luz shrunk in on herself. “Yeah..”

“Because-“

Amity shook her head at him but he ignored her, he had to tell her, someone had to.

“--Because Belos hurt people, and you hurt yourself.”

Luz looks up at his soft, caring and brotherly face.

“And none of us wants to see you hurt.”

Luz’ eyes filled with tears and she let out a happy, wobbly, squeak.

“Ah- sorry!” Hunter fret.

“No-- just, thanks, Hunter. That means a lot coming from you.”

After all, Hunter was the only person who knew the difference. To hear him make a line and declare that; although they had similar mindsets, they were not the same.

“Any time.”

“Okay!” Vee breaks out to cut away from the sappy atmosphere. “If we are all good and happy…?”

“Haha, yeah, yeah!” Luz assures, wiping her face with Amity cuddling close to her. “It’s your turn actually, Vee.”

“Is the game supposed to get this intense?” Hunter itches his cheek sheepishly, feeling bad for having pressed the conversation to Luz crying.

“Yeah!” Luz chimes a bit too enthusiastically. “Theee truth can be difficult!” She ha-has. “Buuuut healthy! And if you rip it off like a band-aid you'll feel relief for sharing! With friends! That love you mo matter what secrets you hold, hahaa...!”

“Oh.” Hunter grimaces. “Humans are… intense.”

“Well we can’t go around punching people in the street, so we punch each other emotionally!”

Everyone had their own unique reaction upon hearing that. Maybe humans were scarier than they had thought.

“Okay, my turn!” Vee spins the bottle.

Amity pokes her finger out and lets it stop on Gus. Gus gave her a look, but he didn’t have to play along.

“Truth or dareeee?”

“Hum! Truth!” Gus says and pops a chip into his mouth. 

Vee tapped her chin. “Do youuuu… is the human realm worse or better than you expected?”

Vee opted for a less exposing question, as she had heard that Gus didn’t want to participate. And besides, after Luz’ emotional truthing, they needed something lighter. 

Gus exploded into little stars, sunshine and rainbows. “It’s great! I love it!!” And went on to list off all of his happiest discoveries. “But I still wonder where the giraffes are?”

“At the zoo.” Vee says flippantly. “They haven't escaped so my guess is that they like it there. Maybe.”

“Oh! Maybe we could go ask them sometime?”

“Ask them?” Willow asks. “Ask them what?”

“How they were banished? Maybe they know a second way to get to the human realm, other than the door. I’ve been thinking, the door was human made, right? Or… something. Either way, it’s too small for giraffes. And we know human stuff winds up in our realm all the time!”

“Eda used the door to get human trash—“ Luz begins.

“No wait, Gus is right.” Amity piles on. “Remember the Azura books? There is other ways trash gets to our realm. Not only that, people have been accidentally going back and forth for thousands of years. The door can’t be the only way.”

Everybody's hearts are lit with the flame of hope.

“Yeah!” Gus beams. “There got to be a way!” And points a finger gun at Amity. “But now it’s your turn to spin!”

“Actually it’s yours.”

“Oh! Very well! Lets spiinnn!”

Gus spins. And the bottle lands on Willow. “Truth or dare, madam!”

“My, my. Truth, good sir!”

“Alright. Hm…” Gus meet eye with a pleading Amity. He sighs. Truth be told, he had been worried for Willow. “So… truth huh? Hm, well, are you doing okay?”

Willow smiles. “Yes, of course!” And saw Hunter’s red eyes look through her. “Er, actually, no. I have to be truthful.” 

She looks at Luz, she had been very honest. Willow had to be too. 

“I am, um, trying to hold things together but it— I really miss—“

she couldn’t. She wasn’t ready to talk about how much she missed her dads. She didn’t want to tell anyone about how scared she was. She was strong-Willow now!

And there was Amity, too. Who had only a few days ago finally started to see her as a person who didn’t need to be protected anymore.

Willow wasn’t in a place where she was comfortable sharing her insecurities with everyone. Even if Luz had been brave enough to do so— ugh, was she this much of a coward?!

“I am—“

Hunter swayed his shoulder against hers, and she turned up to face him. Hunter and his gentle, kind, eyes.

“You don’t have to.”

Oh. That’s right. She had already told Hunter, maybe that was enough?

“No, it’s the rules of the game. I have to!”

“You can change to dare, right?” Hunter asks and turns to Luz. This was dangerous, because if Willow was allowed to change, so would Hunter later.

“Erm, not… really. If you’ve chosen, you’ve chosen.”

“Can’t we make an exception? I think truth sounds a little too heavy. Maybe we can have lighter questions?”

“I’m okay Hunter. Thanks.” She smiles up at him.

“Are you sure?”

“Yes. Thank you.” She inhales and exhales. “I’m worried for the safety of my dads. And I am… worried I’ll never get to see them again.”

She wouldn’t elaborate further. She couldn’t. But she could admit to this at least.

“Me too.” Gus says.

“Me as well..” Amity looks down at her hands, her finger still out on the table.

Hunter looks at her hands, and when she taps it, the bottle moves slightly. He furrows a brow but brushes his suspicion out of his mind.

“You too?” Willow blinks.

“Of course.” Amity offers. “I try really hard to keep myself occupied with the portal construction. It… helps me feel a bit closer to my dad, doing so.”

Willow nods. “Yeah, I wish I could do something similar.”

Hunter taps a little melody on the table, grabbing her attention. “Weee could try flier derby sometime? In the woods? Y’know, we can’t slack off on practice.”

And Willow’s heart flutter a little. “Yeah?”

“Yes!” Gus says. “I’m in! I need to practice disguises anyway! If I am going to be the ambassador to the human realm someday, I gotta become an expert in disguising witches and demons!”

“I can help with that too.” Says Vee. “If.. that’s okay—“ Gus swings an arm over her shoulder.

“Heck yeah it is! You and I Vee! Head of the human-demon resources department!”

And something in Vee clicks just right.

That was it. That’s who she wanted to be.

The human realm had become her home, she was a demon immigrant living there. The thought of perhaps helping other witches and demons immigrating too, or just showing them what the human realm was all about, lit a flame within her that she hadn’t know to been vacant of light.

“Y-Yeah! Yeah!!”

"Ambassadors! Ambassadors!" Gus chants, fist pumping into the air. Vee joins him.

“Hahaha, alright, who’s turn is it now?”

“Mine.” Amity reaches the bottle and spins it.

Her finger flicked out, making a tiny circle against the table as the bottle spins.

Hunter notices but, again, tells himself it’s nothing. Even if he could’ve sworn he saw a sparkle of purple from her fingertip.

She tucks her finger in and the bottle stops on Vee.

Hunter furrows his brows.

Vee awkwardly smiles. Knowing she had to choose truth, but couldn’t think of what Amity possibly could ask her that would be revealing enough.

“Truth or dare, Vee?”

“Truth.”

“Another truth, very well.” Amity politely holds her hands on the table. “Are you worried about starting over again, as… You know, yourself and not Luz?”

Hunter cringed, these questions were so pointed! And of course Amity would ask Vee that. To Hunter, it came off as Amity being defensive over Luz or.. something.

“Oh come on, why don’t you ask her something nice! Like what her favourite food is!”

“The point of the game is to dig a little, Hunter.” Amity explains.

Hunter frowns.

“It’s fine Goldie.” Vee shrugs awkwardly. “Yeah, I mean, of course I am worried about it. I liked the people I made friends with, I’m also kind of… I dunno, it’s not like Luz has to be friends with them too. But it just feels bad that you probably won't.”

Luz tucks her chin down. “Hey, I can try to!”

“No. We’re very different, they’ll just think that I- er, you, changed personality over spring break or something. You won’t know our inside jokes or anything either.”

“You could tell me!”

Vee pulls her knees up. “I don't… want to. They were my jokes, my friend. I kind of just rather you grew apart from them, honestly.” But Vee’s heart still sank. Bittersweet is the letting-go-of friends in favor of finding safety in a new identity.

“Well, good thing you can always make friends with them again as yourself, then.” Willow offers.

Vee darts her piercing yellow eyes at her. She had a point. She hadn’t thought about that.

Hunter shrugs. “And, hey, maybe Luz could introduce you to them! You know? So you don’t just show up randomly, knowing a bunch of stuff. Maybe Luz had told Vee all about them, yeah? That could give you deniability if you slip up a little.”

Vee blinks at him. “That’s… not a bad idea, actually.”

“Heh, I know. If I’m good at anything, it’s to be incognito~!”

“Is it?” Amity sceptically squints at him.

“Hey, I have training!” Hunter huffs. “Becoming the Golden Guard wasn’t easy, you know.”

“I heard. Though, wasn’t it just a teeensy bit nepotism, too? All things given.”

Hunter pouts. “No.”

Then pauses to think. Was it? Belos wanted the grimwalker to be the golden guard, after all. But he had earned it! Right? He was the youngest at least, so there must have been a quota of acceptance!

“No! I earned that!” Hunter decides, and subconsciously touches his scar on his face.

All chances has to be earned.

Again, Hunter has to blink himself out of being jumped with mental images of Belos. His uncle giving him the chance to graduate as a scout, then prove himself to be worthy of the Golden Guard title.

He remembers.

And shakes his head.

“You good bud?”

“Yeah, sorry. Random headache again. Ahem, anyway.. uh, who’s turn is it?”

“Luz’s turn.” Says Willow.

Luz can feel herself don a mantel, heavy as chains. This was it. Oh god, she hadn’t given any thought on how to ask him, or even what to ask him!

Sweat rolled down her spine as she plastered a smile on her face. She tried to squint her eyes a little to convey genuinely.

She met a gaze with Hunter, who returned a pleasant one; more genuine than hers. An invisible knife twisted inside her belly, threatening to poke through her entrails and shank her from the inside.

“Yaayyy, my turnnn..!”

Hunter tilted his head curiously at her, wondering why she was nervous? She chose the game after all.

When Luz spun the bottle, he saw Amity’s finger poke out against the wood again. And when she tucked it back in, the bottle stopped on him.

Hunter looked from the bottle, up at Luz and her nervous attempt of looking excited.

Something was up.

“Truth or dare?” Luz jazzed her hands.

Hunter crossed his arms and pretended to think. From the corner of his eye, he observed similar tension in everyone else, too.

Something was definitely up.

“Well?” Gus breaks his silence.

“Dare.”

Luz blinks. “I’m… sorry what?”

“Dare. I choose dare.”

Vee chuckles. “Everyone chose truth, don’t you wanna choose that too?”

Hunter gives her a long and searching glance, she cowered under his gaze. He hadn’t meant to frighten her, but he wasn’t wrong - things were afoot and apparently Vee was in on it too.

“Exactly.” Hunter flicks a hand out with merry pretence. “Everyone has chosen truth. I want to know what dare looks like.” He turns a cocky smile towards Luz. “So? What’s my dare, Luz?”

Luz masks her nervousness by stroking a pretend moustache. “A dare you say, hum hum!”

Hunter blinks slowly at her sorry attempt of being inconspicuous. Something was definitely going on.

Were they all in on it?

“I dare you tooooo…” She grins with evil in her eyes. “To go to my mom and tell her you’re a banana!”

“What?! No! Give me another dare! She is working!”

“Heheheh, that is my dare.”

“I changed my mind. I choose truth.”

“Ah-ah-ah!” Luz wag her finger like a ticking clock. “You can’t change, those are the rules. I thought you said earlier that the least we can do is follow the rules.”

Grumbling, Hunter gets up from his spot on the floor. He looms down at Luz defiantly and holds her gaze for a moment, mutters under his breath and makes his way to the stairs. Once out of sight, he anxiously makes his way upstairs.

“Why didn’t you let him change?” Vee hisses.

“Because otherwise he might choose dare again! Now he knows dare sucks and wont pick it twice!” Luz whispers back. “Also, help! I have no idea what to ask him! And now it won’t be my turn for awhile, gah!”

“I can ask.” Willow offers. “It will be Hunter’s turn next, and then mine. I could ask him.”

“Or,” Gus flicks in. “We could drop it? Things are going well. We don’t need him to tell us, we could just carry on as usual. We will find a better time to bring it up, or he brings it up himself.“

“I think we should do this now.” Vee argued quietly. “He might.. be relieved. I would have been.”

The group falls quiet, they try to listen to Hunter’s footsteps but he is soundless.

“What should I ask?” Willow asks as quietly as possible.

Amity leans over, so she can whisper even lower. “Ask him to be truthful about what he knows about Belos’- er- Philip’s brother. That gotta open a box of honesty.”

“Okay..”

Gus squirms and grimaces.

Luz thinks of Hunter’s smile when he had offered her comfort about not being like Belos. It had been a boulder off her shoulders, coming from him of all people. She had to return the favour now. She had to. She needed to.

And it was true, right? She wasn’t like him. She wanted to help and save people - her greater good wasn't the same as Phillip’s.

But maybe that was the same rhetoric Phillip had used to excuse himself. How far could you take it before it crossed a line with no return?

Luz was not a bad person, in her heart of hearts she knew that. Clumsy, yes. But she wasn’t as bad as Belos. If she was… her friends would for sure nip it in the bud! Or stop her! It would never get to that point! Unless… of course, like the emperor of the boiling isles had been - just convincing enough to convince even good people that she was right.

No, no no, she couldn’t think like this!

Luz’ chest tightens even more, she looks around at her friends discussing and can’t ground herself enough to pay attention. She sips on her cola, hoping the bubbles would open her chest back up.


Upstairs, Hunter stood outside of Camila’s office.

He was brought back to all the times he had stood just like this outside his uncle’s door. Trying to sense through the barrier between them if it was a good time or not.

Was he in a bad mood? Busy? Too busy for him but not other things? And if he had time, would it suddenly become a bad time once Hunter opened his mouth?

And here he was, about to waste Camila’s time by telling her he was a banana.

Maybe he could just pretend he’d done it?

Yeah. He could pretend.

Camila opened the door and gasped in surprise at seeing him, his shoulders shoot up.

“Oh! Hijo lobo.” She chuckles. “Did you need something?”

“Um-“ Camila strokes a tear away from under her eye. “Are.. you alright Mrs Camila?”

“Mh? Oh, yes. Sorry. I was talking to Manny.”

Hunter blinks up at her, confused. Her smile is soft and she opens the door to reveal his photo on the desk.

“Oh. I am so sorry for disturbing you.”

“Not at all. I was just about to go down and check on you kids. So, good timing! How are things going?”

Hunter lets the tension in his shoulders go and smiles at the opportunity to report back to her. “Oh! It is going well. I think.”

“You think?”

“Ah, well… Yes, it is.”

“That is good!” Camila beams with her hands together. Hunter holds onto the edges of his flannel shirt as he looks at her happy approval. “Ah, while you’re here. Come in, if I can borrow you for a moment.” 

Camila opens the door more to let Hunter walk in, she leaves the door slightly open and lets him be nearest to it. she returns to her computer chair.

Hunter stands by, similarly to how he would for his uncle.

He throws a glance at the open door and it puts him at ease knowing he was so close to an escape. Unlike Belos, who would always stand between him and the exit, Camila made herself unthreatening by sitting and becoming shorter than him.

She looks fondly at Manny’s photograph, inviting Hunter to observe it as well.

“Manny disowned his family, did Luz ever tell you that?”

Hunter shakes his head mildly.

“They weren’t very nice to him at all. He was never enough to them, no matter what he did or how much of himself he sacrificed, it was never enough.” Camila smiles to Manny in the photo and holds it fondly in her hands. 

Manny looked like he had been such a good guy, Hunter couldn’t imagine why his parents would treat him like that. Some sort of cogwheel began to turn its gears in his mind.

“I wasn’t enough for them either.”

Hunter, shocked, turns to her. “What?! That’s preposterous!” And Camila giggles at his outrage. “You’re great!”

“They didn’t think so.”

“Then they’re wrong! And stupid!"

“Oh, I agree.” She hung the photo back on the wall. “But for a very long time, Manny was very conflicted. He disagreed with them about me, but agreed with them about himself.”

Hunter turned back to Manny. His kind smile is full of love and warmth. The gears in Hunter’s mind kept connecting and spinning. Camila let the silence hang in the air as she observed the quiet boy. He reminded her of Manny when they were teens, awkward and a little antsy, but sweet.

Hunter turned to face her motherly smile. Shyly, he squirmed and looked downwards.

“For the longest time he thought he was unlovable.” She says.

Hunter lifts his gaze to her again. “He looks like a nice guy to me.” Hunter strokes his arm for comfort. “And you loved him, right? Why didn’t he believe you?”

“Sometimes people only accept the love they think they deserve. And when they have fought for so long to be loved by someone who only gave their love with conditions, it is difficult to comprehend when someone loves you for free.”

Hunter holds her gaze for a bit, the wheels in his head clicking and rolling smoothly now. He understood what she was saying, but still struggled to apply it to himself completely.

“Even if,” she adds, carefully approaching her hand to nudge him on the elbow. “They think they’re something or someone bad. Maybe they need to see that people love them, not for what they do but for who they are.”

“That’s a very kind sentiment.” Hunter says, only half-dismissing her words. But she was not defeated by it. She heard his words for what they were: careful hoping.

She smiles, “So, what did you come here for?”

“Oh, uh, we are playing spin the bottle. I was dared to come here and tell you I am.. a.. uhm..” She smiles at him patiently. “A banana..” Hunter turned beet red as he mumbled it out.

When Camila giggles, Hunter’s hands unclenched.

“A banana, heheh! Nooo.” She chuckles. “You are hijo lobo.” She jokes.

Hunter smiles shyly, he dares to voice a question; “What is a.. miy-hoo-loo-bou?”

“Oh! Hmm… it is my nickname for you, it is a wolf puppy, I suppose.”

“Oh!” Hunter brightens up. “That’s.. cool?”

Very cool.” Her heart melts at how happy he got. She wasn’t sure if Hunter was ready to know, or even okay with, that she called him her wolf son. So she left that part out.

“Alright.” Hunter nods. “Mi-yo-loboo.”

“Ah, hijo is for me to call you. Lobo means wolf.”

“Lobo.” Hunter repeats like it was his new title.

No longer the golden guard, he was the lobo. He wondered what Camila’s family colours were, her crest. He’d like to be a proper lobo guard, a wolf instead of an owl. This house’s guard. Guard of the Noceda home and to all who lived there.

Finally part of a pack.

Belonging somewhere where he could discover the person he really was. Not the person Belos wanted him to be.

She strokes his hair away from his face and he blinks a few times, like a worried kitten, at the gentle touch. But it was gentle, and it was nice. A playful ruffle.

“Mi hijo lobo.” Camila’s voice reminds him of soft bed sheets, billowing curtains and good breakfast. “Go have fun, si?” She encourages.

Hunter salutes.

She chuckles at him as he leaves.

Camila turns to Manny and tells him how much Hunter reminded her of him. That she knew Manny would have told her to just adopt him right away.

She giggles, imagining all the times Manny had brought home an animal and sobbed, begging to adopt it so it knew it was loved.

Manny had a big heart and Camila had loved that about him, he cared so much and despite his terrible upbringing he had spent every opportunity possible making sure the people he loved knew how much they mattered to him.

She turns to a photograph of him and Luz, Camila’s smile sad and wistfully. 

“Oh Manny, Luz could really use a bit of your found self-love.. and me too.”

It had taken Manny years to finally choose himself, his happiness, and forgive himself for mistakes he had made.

Camila wished she had the knowledge needed to help Luz reach the same place as her father. But she didn't. All she had was the patience to support her journey to discover it herself.


 

Beep.

“Took you long enough.” Vee teases Hunter when he descends the stairs. “I was just about to go rescue you.”

Beep.

Hunter gives her a lopsided smile and a wave of his hand. “Mrs Camila just wanted a status report of the night. So we had a short conversation.”

“You know you can just call her Camila right?”

Hunter frowns. “Of course.”

Beep.

Vee looks around to find the source of the faint beeping. Hunter and Vee turn in unison to the kitchen, where the palismen are watching Clover spin around inside the microwave as Emmiline is stuck to the box’s side, tapping the 3 button on repeat.

After all, this was the palismen’s idea of a party.

“HEY!!” Hunter shouts, pointing at them like he’s caught a criminal in action, again. “NO RIDING THE MICROWAVE!”

The palismen scatter, laughing in their own way.

After an unsuccessful chase and Hunter slipping on the hallway carpet, they had made it back into the living room again, Hunter huffs as Flapjack chirps on his shoulder.

“I don't care if it's fine! You guys disobeyed me, again. I specifically told all of you not to! You could break the machine!”

Emmiline meeped from the table on her spot in-front of Gus.

“Don’t argue with me! It’s about the principle!”

Gus chuckles. “Things turned out fine man, it’s cool. It didn’t break, I think it’s safe to say they can ride it.”

“It’s not cool..” Hunter mutters but decides to lay off for now, crossing his arms where he had returned by the table. It was difficult to stay mad when palismen were so cute and Flapjack was cuddling his cheek.

And Gus was right, the palismen were okay and so was the microwave. But he’d hate to discover he was right, eventually. Better safe than sorry.

“So, resuming the game then?” Luz asks, tapping the bottle. “Iiiit’s Amity’s turn right?”

“No, it’s Hunter’s turn.” Says Vee and receives a look from Luz, who had hoped Hunter would’ve forgotten.

Vee just stares at her in return, fair had to be fair. It was Hunter’s turn.

“Oh!” Hunter grins and rubs his hands. “Hah! I know exactly what to dare anyone!”

If they choose dare.” Willow smirks.

So Willow was in on it too.

Hunter smirks back. “Oh, what? You scared Captain?”

“Gasp! Never!”

Before Hunter spins the bottle, he looks at Amity's hands.

She placed them on the table again, one finger out. He spun the bottle, and when it almost stopped on Luz, Hunter saw Amity move her finger against the table surface so that the bottle kept moving past Luz. She tucked her finger in and the bottle stopped by Amity.

She was willing to do both truth or dare to move things along to Willow’s turn.

He lifts his red eyes from her hand to her face. “Truth or dare, Blight.”

“Truth.”

He lifted his chin thoughtfully and watched her. “Alright, I want to know why you’re cheating.”

“What?”

“The game. You’re controlling who’s turn it is to be asked.”

“Uh, haha, no I’m not?”

Hunter takes the bottle and Amity instinctively reaches for it too but stops herself.

The two teens hold a tensive gaze across the table. Hunter looks the bottle over in his hand, then screws it open. Inside the cap was a bit of slimy goop.

He tilts it over so it drops onto the table.

Blub.

Hunter clicks his tongue before returning his eyes towards Amity. Amity curls her hands and lips.

“So.” Hunter screws the cap back on. “What’s up with that?”

“It’s my fault.” Luz immediately leaps. Hunter furrows his brows at her. “I asked her to! I wanted everyone to get a turn.”

Hunter nods absently, eyeing his friends one by one. “You wanted everyone to have a turn to choose truth?”

“Yeah, sorry.” Luz smiles all woopsie you got me! But Hunter pays no attention to her charade.

“Mh.” Hunter squints at the ceiling, drumming his fingers on the bottle. “The problem with that is that; there’s a 50/50 chance each person will choose dare. Which means that everyone knew to choose truth.” Hunter and Luz’ eyes meet and her stomach scrunches together like paper. “Except me.”

He stops drumming and Luz looks down.

“So,” Hunter lays the bottle down and turns the tip to Luz. “Truth or dare.”

“Um-“

“Come on, be a sport. Truth or dare.”

Gus puts a hand on his friend’s arm. “Hunter-“

Hunter shrugs it off and gives his friend a look of hurt. You were in on it too, Gus.

The younger boy’s ears slope down, this is exactly what he had feared would happen. Hunter returns his red eyes to Luz, full of fire, challenging her.

“Truth or dare.”

“… truth.”

“Right, what is it you wanted to ask me?”

Luz holds her breath. “I, uh..”

“Or, rather, what is it you all wanted me to be truthful about?”

Because it could only be one thing, right? He wasn’t like any of them. They had all been friends before they met him, he had been their enemy. Of the worst sort too.

Of course they didn’t trust him yet. Not even after two weeks in this house together.

Why would they?

Why would they want Belos’ nephew around.

His cocky smirk faded into something pained. He licked his lips and scoffed.

“Oh, hah,  let me guess: You’re wondering if I can be trusted or something?”

“W-what? No!”

“Right, yeah! Of course, silly me, haha! Because you can trust the former Golden Huard. I just dangled you over the boiling sea, fought Amity for titan’s blood that I gave to Belos. I kidnapped Gus and Willow, aided in the captivity of Vee and- ah, oh! The lifelong servitude and loyalty to my uncle. Right, I get it.”

“No! No Hunter, that isn’t why!” Luz stood up, flailing her hands to make him stop accusing himself. This isn’t what she wanted.

And he was all wrong! Nobody thought that!

When Hunter stood in turn the air became electric, its prickling pressure seemed to almost make the room darker.

“What is it then?! What else is there?! What, you think I am stupid or something?!”

“No!”

Whatever anybody else was saying to calm things down was deafened by the cloud of broken trust between the two of them. There was nothing else. Just Luz wishing Hunter would believe her, and Hunter who was swallowing down the hurt.

“I know you’ll never trust me, but I am trying to earn it! Okay?! What do I have to do?! I know sorry isn’t enough—“

“It is! I mean- there’s nothing to apologize for! Your case is different—“

“Different? Different from who, you?”

Luz froze.

“Oh my titan, Luz you must be joking. You can't actually think that you helping Phillip by accident can compare to my life of serving him.”

“You’re wrong! You didn’t know-“

“Neither did you and you did one thing! One! And may I remind you that I was onboard with what he was doing before I knew he was evil, you were never onboard with anything even before you knew! If you can't forgive yourself, why would you forgive me?! Why would you TRUST me?!”

Hunter was a grey cloud building up a storm.

“Why would any of you!?”

Luz’ words got stuck in her throat and choked her. She didn’t know, she was stumped. ‘Just because’ didn’t cut it.

Whatever she said next had to convince him this wasn’t what all this was about! This wasn’t why she had planned to do this!

“Hunter, wait hold on! You’ve totally misunderstood! I didn’t plan this so you would be truthful about Belos! I did this so you’d tell everyone you’re a grimwalker of his brother—!”

The invisible gray cloud over Hunter rumbled with thunder. All the steel in his eyes fell away.

"What..?"

As soon as she said it she grasped to rewind time, to pull it back into her mouth, to choke on her words.

She covered her mouth.

Hunter had never looked smaller and more fragile.

“No- wait.” Luz begins but she can already see the panic dart around behind his eyes.

“We already knew!” Willow quickly throws out, trying to salvage the situation.

“W-What?” Hunter’s voice is small and full of betrayal.

His chest heaving as he backs away from his peers. He turns back to Luz.

“You told them?” His vision turns into a tunnel, he can hear his own blood rush in his ears.

Why did I ever think I could make this work?

The air in his stonesleeper lungs clawed out through his breathing. He couldn’t stay here. They knew, they definitely didn’t trust him. How could they? They set him up. Was this am ambush? Was this a fight? No.

It was worse, wasn't it?

They were scared of him now, he could see it in how everyone was looking at him.

He backed up.

“No! No!” Luz tries. “Hunter, wait a minute!”

Gus reaches out but the blonde flinches away and shoves Amity out of the way when she tries to stop him from running past her.

Flapjack is quick on the pursuit. Hunter is fast and nimble, in only his socks, he had already made his way out to the backyard.

His breath raspy, his hands reach for the wooden fence that is between him and the woods.

He had to run.

He had to get away.

His thoughts raced. But his body was louder and screamed danger at every cell in him. And there is no reasoning with the broken spirit of a scared boy.

Why would anyone trust him?

He was so stupid to think this could have been any different than the castle. Of course they didn’t trust him enough to talk to him directly.

They were scared of him! Scared of what the grimwalker deal meant. This whole time they had known about it! his efforts to gain their friendship had been in vain. It had been pretend out of fear, hadn't it?

He was just some kind of creature Belos had made in the image of his dead brother - a man they knew nothing about. What if Caleb was just as evil? What then?

Why did Belos make him?! What if they need to kill him to make a portal?

Would they see him as an extension of his uncle forever? Vee certainly did.

Luz blamed herself. But at least Luz had always been their friend, of course they forgave her. But Hunter had been the golden guard. He was made to be the Golden Guard. He would never be anything different than that now. 

I wouldn’t lie to you.

Gus wouldn’t lie… would he? No, maybe not.

ut Hunter couldn’t cling to that edge of hope even if he wanted, and he did want to cling to it. But his head was full of bees and lightning, threatening to both sting and strike him if he didn’t keep running, so he threw any rhyme or reason away in favor of survival. Sprinting forward through the blurry tunnel the world had turned into.

Hunter was going to jump the fence when Flapjack flew up in his face like a wall of feathers and chirped at him.

Hunter yelled and fell backwards into the grass, returning to the world outside his head for a moment.

“Flapjack!” He spat his name like it was a curse. “Get out of my way!” But no matter where Hunter tried to climb or run, Flapjack got in his way. “Stop it!”

Flapjack tweets desperately at him.

Hunter grabs at his own head, his mind throbbed, it was too loud in there. He couldn’t think, just do. Just act. Just run.

Chirp!

“Stop saying it’s fine! Nothing is ever fine!

“Hunter—!”

Hunter becomes sick just hearing Luz calling for him, it brings him back to when he ran from the owl house, and in turn; what happened in Belos’ mind.

It flashed before his eyes. The broken masks, his uncle's glare.

His whole body went cold with sweat, the breeze stroked him like a ghost. He sees an opening to run while Flapjack is distracted by Luz.

He was almost over the other side when suddenly the ground broke open and, what Hunter at first thought were hands but actually roots, grabbed at his legs. Entangling him up to his knees, coiling and smelling like a newly made grave, Hunter’s eyes widened and he choked on his own shriek.

Hunter was reminded of how it had felt when he was sinking into Belos’ mind. How he had almost disappeared.

No - no no, no! Let me go —! Oof!”

Hunter fell to the grass, kicking and clawing to get away, his fingers digging down into moist earth and struggled as best he could. The roots held him like chains. His head hurt, his voice broke.

“Let me go!”

His eyes stung from tears, the light from the house turned everyone into blurry shadows and his ears were ringing.

“Let him go!“

Like bedsheets and breakfast.

His legs were suddenly free, and just a glimpse of Camila’s knees to the lawn beside him was all he needed to scramble up and hide in her embrace. Throwing himself into her arms, curled up - he bawled, hiccupping as she held and hushed him.

The world was too much, he didn’t know what to do, didn't know what to think or say. But Camila’s voice was soothing and he curled up into her lap when she offered it.

He could hide here. Hunter found someplace to hide, somewhere safe.

He didn't care how small and pathetic he must look. That he didn’t look reliable or strong, that he was no golden guard or lobo or brother or friend. Camila let him be a scared boy.

“It’s okay mijo.” She whispered, rocking him slightly and stroking his hair as tears stained her cardigan. “Okay? You’re okay. I am here.”

Mijo.

Hunter’s lip quivers as he sobs and covers his eyes to hide, turning to her shoulder, her hand upon his back to soothe.

He sniffles and is guided by her quiet voice to breathe, he inhales sharply like he’s drowning. He shakily breathes with her until his sobs are gone and at last he is calm.

Hunter returned from the dance of death he had run from in his head, grounded once again in the world of real things.

The real world was made of his damp socks and dirty hands, soft grass, dark skies and a big lit-up house, and Camila who scented of vanilla perfume and breakfast.

Hunter’s eyes now hung half-lidded and sore, he rubbed them free from tears. His limbs were made of iron and stone. He just breathed, filling the empty barrel that had become of his chest. Camila looked him over with concern.

“Okay..?” She asks and he nods.

Hunter’s voice cracks a little. “Sorry.." he gasps raspily.

“It’s alright.” She says and he believes her.

Camila stands and offers him support to stand back up, he takes it and keeps his back turned to his friends and has to rub his face with his sleeve a few more times. Camila extended out a finger for Flapjack to land on.

He chirps quietly at his witch.

Hunter sniffs and takes Flapjack carefully into his hands to hug, Flapjack spreads his wings to return it. He doesn’t even have to say sorry, Flapjack sings quiet tweets of forgiveness anyway.

“Hunter..” Luz's voice has Hunter’s shoulders turn up again, remembering everyone's presence. “Hunter I am so, so, sorry.”

Hunter rubs his sleeve under his nose and turns to face her apprehensively. She stood in the light of the door that had cast down across the grass, like a golden pathway.

“I did not mean for it to escalate like that.”

Hunter swallowed to gain his voice back, his mouth felt dry. “You told them..”

Luz cringed. “I—“

“No, I already knew.” Gus said from the door as he came out to join Luz in the light. “I saw it in Belos memories with my enhancer, when we fought him.”

Hunter lifts his head to his friend. “you.. you knew the whole time..?”

“Yeah, I didn’t know how to tell you. I wanted to give you time to tell us yourself but..”

“But you thought tricking me was better? Were you that scared of me..?”

“No. None of us are scared of you.” Amity interjects. “And Augustus' was against this whole thing. And Luz didn’t tell us about you, I figured it out by how you reacted about Caleb.”

Hunter shook his head in disbelief. “You figured it out because I didn’t think Caleb was my father? And you leaped to the conclusion that that means I'm a grimwalker?” He turns back to Luz with a look of betrayal. “You confirmed it, didn’t you?”

Camila looks from Hunter to her daughter.

Luz reaches out, as though a good answer would come to her from the air itself, like a glyph. An answer that would make Hunter stop looking at her like his whole world had broken apart again .

And her mom. Luz couldn't tell what her expression meant. Was she worried? Disappointed? God, she was probably disappointed, wasn't she? Luz assumed the worst.

"I-"

Vee sighs loudly. “I confirmed it.”

Hunter turned up to her, she shrugged awkwardly, hugging herself and stroked her brown hair behind her yellow ear.

“You.. said I could use the information however I wanted.” She continues, Luz watches her quietly. “I overheard Amity putting her thoughts together and I thought; well, they already figured it out. And it’s better we’re all on the same page anyway. It was like, yesterday. So it’s pretty much still news.”

Vee manages to bring her yellow monster eyes to his grimwalker red. She could detect a smidge of disappointment but because it was her, he let it slide. Luz observed that Hunter wasn’t mad at her anymore, and he wasn’t mad at Vee either.

Part of her wanted to be honest and say Vee was protecting her. The other part of her wanted Vee to protect her, if only just this once.

And nobody else corrected her either. Maybe they all thought to themselves what she was thinking too - a white lie. She could always tell him later, when it wasn’t as hurtful. Maybe?

It was fine.

It was fine.

“So, yeah.” Vee strokes her ear and squirmed in the uncomfortable position. “Um… sorry.”

Hunter didn’t respond, he understood but he had nothing to say to it. Camila wrapped an arm behind his back. But Hunter couldn’t move his feet from the ground. Not even when Flapjack chirped encouragement at him. He just stroked his palisman sadly.

“Hey, man.” Gus got his attention back. “To us, you’re just Hunter.”

“Yeah.” Willow extends a hand out to invite him back in. “C’mon, come back inside and let us love ya!”

Hunter’s shoulders curl up. “Really..?”

“Yeah!” Luz takes her chance. “Look, Hunter… I am sorry about all this I- I’m so stupid. I thought I could… I don’t know?” She didn’t want to say manipulate, although it kept popping into her mind. “I just wanted to help. But I didn’t. Again. I just knew you needed it off your chest and I-I—”

Hunter sighs and comes closer to Luz and the light she stood in.

“Luz,” he says, not meeting her gaze yet. “I get it. But I wish you had just.. talked to me instead. You know? Since you knew.”

Luz had been somebody her whole life, she was Luz Noceda, the weirdo. The weirdo who needed time to find her place and friends who understood her. Who needed to be given the space to find, or make, a place to call her own.

Weirdo’s gotta stick together.

Luz lifts her gaze to meet with his, he takes a second before meeting hers in return. And it surprised her that this is the very first time she actually saw him.

As he stood there under her mom’s arm, looking kind of scrawny and abused by life. She saw Hunter - a boy who just wanted to know if it was okay to be somebody too.

Who, just like her, also needed to be given the space to make his own place in the world, with people who let him stick around and together with them. A weirdo just like her, like Willow, Gus and Amity. Even Vee.

And Luz hadn’t seen Hunter as somebody like that. Up ‘till now, he had been the former Golden Guard, an enemy-to-friend and a reformed villain trope, someone she thought she understood because of context only in regards to her own journey.

In being so caught up on what she needed, she had forgotten he had his own journey, at his own pace.

Gus had tried to tell her, and she hadn’t listened.

Luz sniffs, the guilt cramped through her chest.

“You’re right.” She blinks as her eyes stings. "I'm so sorry Hunter, I am so stupid.”

Hunter’s brows turn up in sympathy and he steps out of Camila’s arm towards Luz.

“Yeah, you’re a little bit stupid.” She can hear the smile in his voice. “But I know you didn’t mean to hurt me, it’s okay to mess up sometimes.”

Luz sniffles and throws her arms around him, snuggling into his forgiveness and weeps. Camila coos and puts a hand on each of their heads.

“Mija, mijo, are we good now?” She asks.

Luz looks up to Hunter, his tired smile and his nod brought her relief.

“Yeah…” Hunter ruffles Luz gently. “next time, talk to me instead. Please.”

“I promise.” She hugs him again and he coughs at the force. “I’m so sorry.”

“It’s okay, I’m- I’m okay now.”

“Yeah!” Shouts Gus with his hands in the air as he hops down the stairs to worm his noodly arms into the hug too. “Oh I am so relieved! I was scared—!”

Hunter hooks his arm around Gus’ head, Gus’ wet dark eyes peered up at Hunter.

“Sorry if frightened you.” Hunter offers and Gus only snuggles in his smile at his chest.

“It’s okay. Can we go back inside?”

“Yeah.” Hunter looks at Luz. “Yeah?”

“I would like that.” Luz strokes a tear from her eye, Amity’s hand around her arm brings her focus back to the house.

“I apologize too, for my part.” Amity spoke softly.

Hunter coughed. “Alright it’s fine. Enough now, really, it’s okay.” He was getting embarrassed and bothered by the attention.

Camila’s hands pushed the teenagers back towards the house.

Luz and Hunter share a final look of assurance - yeah, things are okay now. Luz's chest finally unclenched all the way.

“We can put on another movie…” Vee offers as everyone are back inside.

“That sounds nice!” Willow almost forces her voice to sound more cheery than she really was, to bring the mood away from the tired and sad one. 

She still found herself looking over at Hunter, who made himself smaller by sitting on a chair by the door to remove his wet socks.

Hunter saw how everyone tried to make everything okay, pretend he hadn't had a melt down. He looked down at his wet socks and felt how heavy his chest had gotten. 

Were they afraid of him being a grimwalker? What did they know about it?

He was tired, and weary. He lifts his head up to Camila, who gave him an assuring gaze. Things would be okay. She was here. He felt at ease knowing she was here.

“What movie?” Willow asks. “Something light-hearted!”

“Romance?” Was all Vee could think of.

“Oh I love that! What do you guys think?” Willow turns to the whole group, everyone looking tired and a little emotionally exhausted, Luz and Hunter the most so.

“Sounds great.” Luz quipped with a half-reached enthusiasm. Nobody else had much opinion, really.

“I think I'm gonna go to bed, actually.” Hunter offers. He sees their fallen smiles.

“Oh, you sure?” Willow asks.

“Yeah, no, sorry I just… I need to sleep. I think."

“Me too.” Says Gus, not sounding at all like he was as tired. Hunter gives him a look. “No really! I’m kinda sleepy.”

“Alright. Good night then.”

“Good night~!” Gus waves as everyone said their good nights.

Camila stops the boys to give them each a good night hugs. “Good night. I’ll be upstairs if there is anything.”

“Thanks.”

The boys descended the basement stairs. As soon as the door closes, Luz fall together like a balloon. Her mom speaks to her words of comfort in Spanish, hugging her.

"It's okay.” She murmurs. “Let's watch a movie, just us girls, mh?”

“Yeah, it’ll be nice.” Amity promises and Willow nudges her encouragingly too.

“Don’t beat yourself up over this either, Luz.” Willow adds. “Hunter will be okay. Tomorrow we will do better.”

“Yeah but…” Luz stops herself with a heavy sigh. “I know but… I just want to make everything okay again.”

“We know.” Willow says. “But it’s not all on you, we gotta stick together as best we can.”

“But you saw how hurt he got. He almost ran away… again. Just like back then. And that was my fault too.”

Vee picked up the controller. “Luz, you are not so special that the actions of others are within your control.” The twins look at one another, but Vee holds her gaze like a sword. “Okay? Stop it. Hunter’s reaction is because of himself and his past experiences, they're not a reflection on you. You can’t predict or control the outcome of others.”

Vee taps the buttons to get through the streaming services. Pride and Prejudice is recommended. Why not?

“I know that but I just thought I could-“

“Do what? Predict it? Nobody has that kind of control.”

“She’s right hija.” Camila pets her curly hair gingerly, Luz leans into her love. “Trust your friends, and from now on; you all talk things through, okay? Communication is key.”

“Yes mama, you’re right.” Luz looks at the screen, the Gregorian romance seemed like something light-hearted to end the night with.

Amity and Luz fell asleep, Vee was sleepily curled together in her arm rest, while Willow and Camila was watching the movie with deepened love for historical dramas.

Downstairs, Gus had intended to talk to Hunter about stuff, but seeing how worn out he was, all Gus did instead was introduce him to the book series he had found.

“I think you’ll really like o’bailey!”

And Hunter had laid down to listen to Gus theatrical rendition of reading the first chapter, but for the first time since coming to the human realm - Hunter fell asleep first.

Gus smiled. “Good night big guy.” Gus said and tucked Emmiline down with him on the couch. “And you too, Flapjack.”

Flapjack chirps.

Gus turns off the lights.

And Hunter dreams.

 

Notes:

I hope you enjoyed this one!
If you're a re-reader, yes, I merged the chapters into one! ;;;

Chapter 7: Galderstone and hunger

Summary:

Figuring out the quirks of being a grimwalker, and the downsides of being a basilisk.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Willow and Clover entered the kitchen, both squinting at the quietness. There was no coffee brewing, usually Hunter had already put on coffee for Camila (and himself) by now. The absence of slightly burnt coffee didn’t feel right.

“Hmm..” Willow peered at the coffee brewer. Because Hunter always did the chores so early, it left none of the other hexsquads with the knowledge of how things worked.

She poked the buttons, but nothing happened. “Clover, you hang out in here alot, have you seen how this works?”

Clover buzzed and began to tip tap her little feet on the machine. It became clear to Willow that her palisman was guessing as much as she did.

“Aaaand you have no idea either, do you.”

Clover buzzed indignantly and Willow smiled at her knowingly.

Gus poked his head in. “There you are, Willow. Are you busy?”

“Nope!” She gives the brewer a look of defeat. “Not anymore.”

“Oh, did it break?”

“No, we just can’t figure out how it works.”

Emmiline squarked happily. “Oh, Emmiline says she knows.” He let her down on the counter and she crawled to the grounded-coffee jar, fetched a triangle paper, and looked proudly up at the witches at her collection of necessities.

“Oh, we need these?” Willow asks happily. “Then what?”

Emmiline stared at the witches, her eyes began to drift apart. She meeped.

“She says she doesn’t know the rest.”

“Aw, that’s okay.” Willow pats the lizard. She climbs up on Willow’s hand and Willow passes her onto Gus’ shoulder. “So, what did ya need me for Augustus?”

“Oh, it’s Hunter. I uuhh… He’s still sleeping and I can’t wake him up.” Gus rubs his neck. “I got a little worried but didn’t want to make a big deal out of it, y’know, with yesterday still fresh and all.”

“Of course, I’ll help.”

 

The emerald duo are knelt by each side of Hunter. He’s as still as death itself.

Willow holds her hand over his mouth.

“I already checked, he is breathing.” Gus says and glanced his worry over at his sleeping friend.

“He’s so still.” Willow gently pokes Hunter’s shoulder with no reaction. “Has he never slept like this before?”

“I’ve never seen him sleep before.” Gus admits. “He always fell asleep after me and woke up before me.”

“He must have been really tired, then…”

“Yeah…” Gus soft voice is laced with guilt. “Do you think he’s mad at me?”

“If he is, it’s not any more or less than at the rest of us.” Willow comforts and tries to wake Hunter by lifting his hand and dropping it. But Hunter remains as is. “Why?”

“I was so worried he’d feel like we didn’t trust him.. I never wanted to play the game like that to begin with.”

“I know.”

“He has been a really good friend to me and I let him down. I should’ve just told everyone no, being a bystander wasn’t right of me..”

“Aw, no, Gus. Don’t beat yourself up. We can still fix this. We’ll all just have to make it up to him! He forgave us, I think, but let's do the work and build trust up again, yeah?”

“Yeah, you’re right. Let's do that. Thank you Willow.”

“Of course! ….if only he’d wake up.” She stares at his sleeping face. He looked so peaceful. “Hunter.” She poked him on the scar.

Hunter’s eyes shoot open and he sits up, hands curled to fists, and knocks his forehead against Willow’s.

“Ow!” , “Ack!”

Hunter and Willow both rub their heads.

“Sorry!” Willow exclaims merrily. “Haha! Sorry!”

Hunter blinks up at her and his ears turn red. He glances at Gus too, who was sitting rather close to him as well.

“Good morning!” Gus chimes.

Hunter holds his wrist to his chest. “… morning.” And turned his red eyes away from them both. Augustus’ heart sank.

“Sorry,” Willow continues with less merriment and more friendliness. “You were sleeping so heavily, we got worried.”

“Oh.” Hunter offers and scoots away for space. He looks around for Flapjack, who chirps and lands on his head. “There you are, good morning.”

Clover and Emmiline both greet him too.

“And to you too.” Hunter returns.

Emmiline meeps and climbs down on her witch’s arm, down to Hunter’s foot and makes her journey up to his knee.

She quacks and gestures at Gus.

Hunter and Gus look at one another and Hunter sighs, hugs himself loosely, and faces out at the room. “Yeah, well.. still.”

“Hunter, I’m sorry about yesterday.” Gus says and Hunter turns to him, trying to see through the boy but wasn’t able to.

Hunter squirms. “It’s fine… I’m just kinda sad you knew from the start. Kinda made my efforts a bit redundant.”

“I know, I just didn’t know how to tell you I knew. And I didn't want to corner you. Like Emmiline said; I was against the setup. But I should’ve tried harder to stop it.”

Hunter rubs his palm, furrowing his brows as he purses his lips, a little confused. “Wait… Weren’t you scared of me?”

“What? No?” He scoffs, confused in return.

“Why… not?”

“Why should I be?”

Hunter gestures to all of himself. “Grimwalker??? Look, I get why you guys set me up, you wanted to know if you could trust me by having me be honest about it.” Hunter shakes his head and shrugs. “I just feel stupid thinking I was making progress as your friend. I understand you don’t want to be around me anymore or-”

“No, let me stop you right there. Hunter, I’ve known this whole time and I still wanted to sleep down here with you and I still wanted to hang out with you.”

Hunter’s eyes had a hopeful shine to them, he hadn’t thought of it like that.

“So it… wasn‘t to keep an eye on me?”

“What? No! Dude.” Gus chuckles at Hunter’s surprise. “You’re my friend . I mean that. Honestly I feel the safest when you and Willow are around. This whole time, it wasn’t pretense out of fear, we like you man.”

Hunter blinks, relaxing. “Really..?”

“Yeah! You’re my buddy.” And when he sees Hunter get a little emotional, he smiles. “Oh, dude, come on, we’re the emerald trio! We’re not scared of you, you’re our friend.” Gus slings an arm over Willow’s shoulders to include her.

“Yeah!” She grins. “We’re a team!”

Hunter’s cheeks turn red and isn’t sure what to do with himself, so he just curls up and awkwardly puts a hand to his face to hide half of his smile.

“So we are okay…?” Hunter asks timidly. “The whole… copy of a dead guy isn’t weird?”

“A little weird.” Gus nudges him. “Which is great, ‘cus then you fit right in with us other weirdos.”

Hunter scoffs mildly.

“Though admittedly… I don’t know anything about grimwalkers.” Gus hums, inviting Hunter to open up if he wants to.

“That makes two of us.” Hunter sighs. “I just know their ingredients, from Belos’ missions, and that they’re dangerous. And an old folktale about the moon..?”

Willow giggles. “No offense but, you’re the least dangerous person here.”

Hunter smirks. “Hey, I am a trained soldier, you know.”

And a big soft sweetheart.” She winks.

Hunter could’ve sworn his heart buzzed with magic. Which wasn’t possible, obviously. He lacked the anatomy. He pulls his knees up to his chest to hug them, Emmiline is still on the left knee and she begins to climb up on his face to the top of his head. Hunter barely reacted, already accustomed to the palismen using him as their personal playground.

“So…” Willow continues. “Just to be on the same page: how do you feel about yesterday? I know you said it was fine but… you know. It got a little intense. I guess at least I am a little concerned.”

Hunter shrugs and looks down at the space adventure book between him and Gus. He honestly wasn’t sure what to think of yesterday; it really was fine, but he was also morally injured by it.

Gus scoots closer to Hunter’s side. “We will make it up to you.”

“You don’t have to.”

“We want to!” Willow boosts the sentiment. Hunter smiles but it doesn’t reach his eyes all the way.

“Look, guys, I appreciate it but.. I dunno. I just feel awkward about it. It’s not like I can give any clarifications on anything. I know as little as you do. Well, actually I did find out a little, but it’s not much.” 

Hunter reaches to pull out the book from the library, he had hidden it underneath the couch. The duo look at the book in his hands with interest.

“I asked Vee to rent this for me. I wanted to know who Caleb was, before telling you guys about being a, you know. I just wanted to know if the man I am designed to be a copy of was a good person or not.” He flips the book open. “But there’s nothing. It just says a little bit about how he was a woodsman and carved idols and figurines from lumber.” Hunter’s eyes go down to the paragraph he dreaded. “And that he, like all the other puritan inhabitants, was a witch hunter.” He closed the book and let it drop to the floor. “So that’s fun.”

Willow and Gus turn their gaze from the book to Hunter, who looks as upset about it as expected.

“… So maybe he was a jerk too.” Hunter mumbles.

“No, man, stop that.” Gus puts his hand over the book and puts it aside. “You are not a jerk, okay? Who cares what some book says about a dead guy long ago? He isn’t you. You are Hunter, and Hunter is a pretty dang good friend of ours.”

His galderstone heart spread it’s warmth through his body. “Really?”

“Of course.” Gus beams. “I wouldn’t lie to you. Not on purpose, anyway.”

Hunter’s mouth twists a smile and he blinks a few times to stop any tears.

He pulls Gus into a hug. Surprised to receive affection, but relieved that Hunter still trusted him, Gus hugs him back.

“Thanks Gus." Hunter’s heart feels as warm as Gus smile. "You're a really good broth- BUDDY. Buddy.”

Gus laughs. “Hey, I’m an only child.” He grins happily into the hug, Hunter is a castle of pillows to him, Gus finally felt secure again. “I always wanted a cool big brother.”

Hunter’s ember red eyes sparkled like ignited fire. His heart becomes a furnace. As Hunter put his hands flat against Gus’ back to hold him closer, Gus felt a surge of power, his own eyes sparkling blue.

“Woah-wow!” Gus shouts, Hunter lets him go. “Wow, did you feel that?”

“Feel what?”

“I feel so charged up!!”

Hunter scoffs. “From... hugging?”

“Yeah!! Oh wow, oh, I haven’t felt this charged since I found the illusionist graveya—“ Gus inhales and squeaks, slapping his face. “GALDERSTONES!”

“Uh, what?” Willow and Hunter eye one another, just as puzzled as the other.

“Galderstones! Galderstones!”

Hunter chuckles. “Repeating yourself doesn’t make you more understood-“ Gus puts his hands on Hunter’s shoulders. His eyes are manic with magic power.

“Galderstone!!”

Hunter blinks, then it clicks. “Oh!! Galderstone!!”

Willow ping-pongs between the boys. “Uuhhh.. fill me in wont you?”

The boys turn to her in unison, pointing at Hunter’s chest. “Galderstone!!!”

Willow looks down at Hunter’s chest.

It takes a second.

Then she gasps.

“GALDERSTONE!!!” The trio yells and cackles.

Gus stands, excited. “Oh man oh man oh man! Oh that is so cool! Can you do stuff?’

“I don’t know??” Hunter stands, looking at his hands. “Was it the hug? How do you feel?”

Gus sweeps his hands above him, creating a rainbow. “Faaantastiiiic~! I feel like I could- could just—!”

And Gus spins around, the basement turning blue for a moment before it turns into the boiling isles forest.

The trio stops to look around. It looked just like home.

Willow holds her hands over her heart longingly. “It… looks just like the woods beside Hexside.” She reached to touch an illusion tree. “Wow Gus, it’s so big! And youre not breaking a sweat! This is so detailed. I cant tell its an iklusion at all!”

Gus blinks and touches a tree too, where he knew there was only air in the basement. Sure enough, it was an illusion and his hand went through it, but he could've fooled himself by how incredibly realistic and big it was. Marvelled, Gus could feel how he coukd jold the ilkusion with ease- maybe even the whole day if he wanted to.

“Wow..” Gus breathed. “This is amazing. Hunter, you boosted my magic!”

“I- did I? Weren’t you always this powerful?”

Gus looks at Hunter. He tries to think if their interaction at Hexside had triggered anything. Maybe? He couldn’t remember, they hadn’t hugged. Or touched at all from what he could recall. Well…once, when Hunter slapped his hand away. But was that it?

“I don’t know. Maybe your presence low-key boosts witches around you, but if you touch them, it gives them a super-boost?”

Hunter squinted. “Uuuh, and you base that on?”

Gus shrugs, hands up and out. “I dunno? What do you think Willow?” Willow sat knelt by a flower. “Willow?”

Willow tried to make the flower grow with her magic, but nothing happened. Hunter kneels down beside her and she comes back out of her thoughts.

“It’s an illusion. You can’t use your magic on it.” He reminded her softly.

She strokes the flower. “I know, I just wanted to pretend.”

Gus sadly watches her and flicks his fingers, the illusion disappearing. “Sorry Willow. I forgot you missed home.”

“We all miss home Gus.” Willow forces a smile and stands, hands on hips. “It’s okay. It was nice to see a little of it again, you know?” She sniffs.

Sure, they all missed home. But it affected them differently. Willow in particular was struck with homesickness. Gus wished she'd admit as much. It didn't make her less than.

Hunter nudges her. “Hey, maybe we can do that derby practice I promised? With Gus’ being boosted, maybe we can experiment with disguises?”

“Yeah! Good idea Hunt—eerrrrrr.” Gus sank together on the floor like a ragdoll, his friends ran up to catch him before he sagged together completely.

“Augustus!” Hunter fret and held him up.

“I’m okaaay.” Gus sailed a finger up in the air. “Just, whew! I shouldn’t have let it go. Haha! I feel so light now, kinda loopy, woooh..”

Being boosted was like holding a balloon, it made you lighter for as long as you held onto it and then gravity brought you back with a smack. It took Gus a moment to get used to his regular self again, like an astronaut back on earth.

Hunter pressed his hand against Gus’ chest. Then to the young boy's face. It didn’t work. Hunter looked at his hand, confused.

“How does it work??” He squints at himself.

Willow giggles. “We’ll figure it out - together!”

“Yeah, together!” Gus cheers.

Hunter watches them both, happy their friendship remained as it had been. “Thanks… you know, for being cool about this. I.. guess I was worried for nothing.”

Willow sways her shoulder against his. “Understandable though. But I’m happy you feel okay.”

The tips of Hunter’s ears tinted a hot pink. He shyly stroked his hair back. Willow always made him feel like there was steam in his head whenever she smiled his way.

Gus elbows him from the other side. “You know what we need?”

“What?”

“We need you to show us how the coffee machine works.”

Willow gasps. “Oh yes, please! It was driving me crazy!”

Hunter had never felt this warm and comfortable in his entire life. “Sure, yeah, okay. Of course.” 

His friends pumped their fist in the air. “Yeah! Go Emerald entrails!”

Hunter laughed nervously. “Yeah, go.. us?”

 

The trio of the Emerald Entrails made their way upstairs.

 


 

Willow had to admit, she really liked all the strange machines of the human realm, they were so convenient.

Though she made a note to herself to ask Hunter to show her a few more times. It just didn’t stick to her the same way it did for Amity and Gus. Thankfully, Hunter appeared more than happy to be the one to show her. Not that she had any complaints either.

The sound of Vee transforming was heard before they saw her enter the kitchen as Luz’ doppelganger. “Hi guys, are you making breakfast?”

Vee looked dishelved, like turning into someone else was like clutching your hands to hold your clothes together by the seams.

Hunter nodded politely yo her before pouring himself and Camila each a cup of coffee.

Hunter briefly wondered if it was exhausting for Vee to always be transformed. It must steal her strength away.

In his opinion, Vee could be in her basilisk form as long as she was inside. He understood if she felt awkward being a basilisk around the other witches, perhaps fearing their prejudice or something else.

Hunter would have brought it up with her, offer some reassurance. But after yesterday, he felt as though they weren’t as far in their relationship as he had assumed.

She must still hold some resentment, he concluded. And decided that giving off-hand advice like ‘you don't have to transform if you’re tired’ would be an uninvited gesture. So from now on he would revert back to how it was before, just stay out of her way.

“Morning Vee!” Gus greeted with an excited wave. “Guess what we discovered?”

“What?”

“Hunter can boost magic!”

“Really?” Vee’s basilisk eyes jumped to Hunter, who made a point not to meet her eyes, she was a little taken aback by it, she had thought they were past that. “How so?”

“He hugged me and I got a boost to my magic!”

“We think it’s because he has a galderstone somewhere in his anatomy!” Willow presents.

“Galderstone.” Vee repeats hungrily. “Those are… pretty powerful magic boosters, I heard.”

Hunter turns to her. “You know of them?”

“I heard from the older basilisks.” She looks him up and down. “Do you… know what part of you it is?”

“No.” He says quietly. "Maybe my heart? I think heart."

She nods. “Can you… boost anything?”

“No idea, I’ve never been able to before now.”

She furrowed her brows thoughtfully. “That’s weird. Shouldn’t you always have been able to? What changed?”

Hunter pours milk into Camila’s coffee. “I didn’t know before. And it’s not like I handed out hugs left and right. I don’t know how it works.”

“I’m only wondering because I was thinking maybe you could… uh.. boost the cards I eat? If at all possible. That way I could last longer on them, I think. I get so hungry otherwise.”

Hunter quirks a brow. “Oh, if it is possible, of course. I could give it a try?”

Vee reaches up to the little box on top of the fridge where she and Camila kept her cards. She handed him a deck. it only had half the cards left. By the looks of their stash, Hunter could see there were only one other full deck left. She must be using a lot of her energy to shapeshift around them.

Hunter held it. Nothing happened.

He pressed it to his chest, nothing happened.

To his cheek, still nothing.

Vee’s fluffy ears wilted downwards when the deck was handed back to her and she felt no difference in them. “Thanks anyway, it was worth a shot.”

Hunter snagged a card away from the deck. “Let me keep this, just in case I figure something out.”

She smiles. “Thanks, I appreciate it.” He just nods politely again. Which wasn’t that strange of an interaction between them, but she couldn’t help but sense a bit of stiffness from him. “Are you mad at me for yesterday?”

He shook his head. “I’m not.”

“You are being stale though, like, more than usually.”

Hunter turned his gaze down and lightly shook his shoulder. “I’m not mad at anybody.”

She grimaced. “Are you disappointed? I rather you be mad.”

He sighed, frustrated. “I’m neither. I get why you told them, I respect that you still feel that way about me. I promise it’s okay.”

Vee squirmed and looked at Willow, who also knew it was actually Luz’ bad poker face that had confirmed it, not Vee.

“Yeeeah…” Vee rubbed her neck. “Ookaaay…“

“So, I think we still have enough yogurt for everyone.” Hunter walked past her to the fridge, but in that awkward familiar manner he used to navigate around her a week ago. “Gus, could you set the table?”

“Roger that!” Gus turned around to get bowls. Hunter put out the yogurt and the two different types of cornflakes, and the lactose-free milk for Luz and Amity.

Willow put a supportive hand on Vee’s shoulder, Vee nodded gratitude to her and took a seat by the table. 

 

A week ago, Vee wouldn’t have cared what Hunter thought of her. But they had built something between them now that she couldn’t have with anybody else.

She regretted taking the blame now, even if it had been the best solution. She didn’t want Hunter to think she still resented him, or that they weren’t on better terms. Vee felt as though this had forced her to pretend they hadn’t progressed at all. She honestly didn't want Hunter to return to being awkward and quiet around her again.

She liked their more easy-going down-to-earth back and forth. She groaned inwardly. This brought her as much enjoyment as licking soap, which was pretty bad. Even if it were strawberry scented; pretty bad.

She tried throwing a smile his way, but he just did what he’d done before - a subservient smile, polite nodding and kept out of her vision.

Vee sunk down into her chair.

Willow pitifully grimaced, trying to convey sympathy. Vee sighed at her like ‘this suuuuucks!’

‘I know. Hang in there.’

 

Camila was happy to see everyone and came in along with Luz and Amity. Hunter lit up at the sight of the matriarch. “There’s coffee!” He said, pointing to the same mug he made her every day.

“Oh! Thank you mi hijo lobo.” She dares to ruffle him, he doesn’t flinch and looked happy to receive the affection now. He trusted her.

Luz grins. “Mi hijo lobo?”

“Yes.” Hunter points a thumb at himself. “Wolf. It is cool.”

Luz was not going to object to that, she just smiles and looks at her mom, who is trying to communicate to her daughter that Hunter does not know what the whole sentence meant. Luz nodded, Aha, got ya.

Vee scoffs. “Mija, mija, hijo.” She points between herself, Luz and Hunter.

Hunter looks between them. “Huh?”

“Yeah, mija, which means—“ She points at Luz, who’s desperately trying to tell Vee not to explain by shaking her head and widening her eyes. Vee turns to Camila, who’s doing the same wide-eyed stare. “Which.. means….. giiiirrl?”

“Oh, so hijo is boy? Wolf boy?” He turns to Camila, who’s smile is that of someone who isn’t sure.

“Yeeees, I guess that would be accurate-ish.”

Hunter nods, happy he’s kind-of getting it.

“Isn’t mija daughter?” Amity squinted at the air. “I read in the spanish dictionary it meant daughter?”

Amity faced a room full of people who had caught on before her. And she immediately tried to backtrack. “OR GIRL?? I don't know???”

Hunter threw a quick glance at Camila, who was chugging coffee, then down into his own mug of coffee.

Oh.

Wolf son.

“Cool.” Hunter said and sipped his coffee. The machine was old and made it taste of metal and charred coffee beans. He liked it quite a lot.

“Cool cool cool.” Agreed Camila and stood up, sandwich in hand. ”I am actually running a little late.” She ruffled everyone as she passed them by, kissed Luz on the head and scarfed down the rest of her sandwich. “You kids be good! Enjoy spring break!” She was halfway out the door, then leaned back in. “Luz, it will be takeout today. Pizza, korean or thai?”

“Korean sounds good!”

Camila finger guns and then leaves. Hunter watches her from the kitchen window, giving a wave when she spots him. She waves back with a big smile.

Son.

Hunter had never been a son before. He wasn’t sure how the language actually worked, if it was just an affectionate nickname you called boys or if it was literal. Either way, he was honored Mrs Camila extended to call him something so familial.

So… he hadn’t ruined things on that front, at least. He smiled, something similar to peace washed through him.

 

“You can power us up?!” Luz yells excitedly behind Hunter’s back and his coffee does a loop in his mug. He turns around to give her a look. He had not paid any attention at all to the conversation behind him.

“I don’t know.” He says and spins the spoon in his coffee. “I might? I mean, there is a galderstone in me somewhere.”

“Do you have a sense of where?” Amity asks and Hunter places a hand over his chest.

“My heart. I’m pretty sure it’s my heart.”

“Aww.” Luz coos. “Oh! Maybe that’s why the hug worked?”

“How so?” Gus asks with his mouthful of yogurt and cornflakes.

“Well, typically - heart related powers are in tune with your emotions! Right? So maybe if Hunter feels a strong emotion he can boost you!” It made sense to her at lealt. "The power of love and friendship!”

Hunter hums. “I dunno…”

“Have you hugged anyone else? We should try it out!” She suggests, opening her arms for him and Hunter crosses his arms and sips his coffee. “Or… not?”

Hunter squeamishly moved away from her. “I just don’t think hugging anyone is going to work if your theory is right.”

“It worked on Gus.” Luz points at Augustus, who was spooning himself full of fruitloops.

“Yeah. But that’s Gus.” Hunter knew before he looked at her that Luz would be crestfallen. “It’s not personal, I just… give me some time, okay?”

“Of course, I get it.” And Luz meant it. “Besides, it prooobably doesn’t work on humans anyway, haha!”

He smiles, raising his coffee to her. “Probably not.”

“Well, it sounds fascinating nonetheless.” Amity offers Hunter a friendly smile. And did her best not to bring up the reason of fascination - that maybe this was why Belos needed a grimwalker.

Hunter stirred his coffee, almost reading her mind. “Yes, fascinating. In regards to the portal or Belos, or both?”

Amity closes her eyes. “That’s not— yes, both of those. Of course. But it is also fascinating on its own. There is little known about grimwalkers, I consider it a privilege to be able to discover something this unique with a friend .” 

Hunter and Amity regard one another from across the table.

 

Amity liked Hunter. She had grown to both enjoy and seek out his companionship. He reminded her of how she would turn to her siblings to brainstorm ideas. They were similar in how down-to-business they both approached problems.

She was particularly fond of his bluntness, and willingness to let her be blunt in return. They were equals in many ways. It was a loss to her to lose him as a friend.

It was only last night she had learned that she sometimes put others (mostly Luz’) needs before her own rationale. She had known this might backfire, but she had seen how much Luz wanted and needed to do the game that she had put her own thoughts aside. That wasn’t good. They were a team, and a team doesn’t just go along with one another - they check in, make sure the other has their feet on the ground.

Otherwise, Luz might allow Amity to make big mistakes too.

And Amity did not want to be the kind of person that couldn’t be free to think for herself. Like Hunter did with Camila, Amity did with Luz. They found something familiar, but healthier, to keep old patterns with.

But that’s not how you grow.

And Amity had realized that last night. From now on, she wouldn’t let her love for Luz get in the way of actually helping her. Enabling helped nobody. Amity just… hadn’t wanted Luz to feel more guilty. Against her better judgement - She wanted Luz to have a win. And in the end, it had hurt both herself, Hunter and Luz.

Hunter writhed where he stood. “I didn’t think you guys wanted to be my friend, honestly.” 

“Of course we do.” Amity asserts. “I understand our behavior last night didn’t convey that very well. I am sorry for my part in it.”

“… Aren’t any one of you scared of me?” He already knew Gus and Willow wasn’t, and he did believe them, but he still needed to know.

“Not me.” Amity says and the rest follows. “I was worried at first,” Amity admits. “But Vee was quick to wash the worries away when she said that: if you were anything to go by, then grimwalkers probably aren’t as scary as the stories say.”

Luz grins brightly. “Yeah, I remember the same was said about snagglebacks! That they were the most terrifying demon on the boiling isles! But in reality, heh, they are just these tiny little guys with spiky shells.”

“Oh.” Hunter tilts his head in that thoughtful way he did. “Well, that’s nice to hear…” and glances at Vee, she had stood up for him? His smile was small but grateful. “Huh…”

Beep.

Everyone in the kitchen turned to the microwave.

Emmiline’s big eyes stared back at everyone,  as though being still made her invisible. Inside the microwave, Ghost was pressing her face to the door, grinding her face slowly across it before spinning by, then her butt bumped at the window, sliding her behind across it as well.

Beep.

Hunter licked his lip, sipped the last of his coffee and pushed himself away from the counter.

“Just don’t break it guys.”

The palismen gasps a cheer of delight, climbing up to the counter and making a big ruckus in who’s turn it was next.

Hunter put his mug in the dishwasher.

 

“Sooo, hey! It is saturday!” Luz claps her hands together. “And officially the first day of spring break! Weeee should do something fun! Right Vee? It’s your first break. What would you like to do?”

“O-oh, uhm, uh…” Vee’s brain flatlined. She couldn’t think of anything on the spot when her stomach was hissing at her.

“Actually!” Gus plops his spoon from his lips to his bowl. “Hunter suggested we fly today, I want to practice disguises!” And he turns to Vee excitedly. “You wanted to try that too, right?”

Vee squeaks. “Yes! That! I would like that.”

“Aaaaand! We thought that way, we could try figure out how the galderstone stuff works, maybe, too?” Gus turns to Hunter for approval.

“Sounds alright by me.”

“Clover!” Willow calls and Clover stomps her little foot like damnit, as it had been her turn to ride the microwave. “Awh, haha, there will be another time.”

“This sounds intriguing.” Amity agrees and Ghost turns to a staff, along with the other palismen.

“Yeah!” Luz stands, excited. “We should try in the woods! For starters.”

“Ap-ap-ap!” Hunter taps the table and everyone stops to turn to him. He gestures at the breakfast with his eyebrows high. “Ahem.”

“Oh right haha!” Luz and the gang return to clean up first.

 


 

Jacob Hopkins had just parked his car by the library and was shouldering his equipment. Cameras and wires, mostly. And, of course, witch bait. Everyone knew that witches couldn’t resist a nice crystal.

Few people knew this but Connecticut actually had a bigger witch-persecution history than Salem. Connecticut just lacked what Salem did not - the art of commercialism. 

To most people; jeopardizing on the tragedies of innocent victims and, despite their unjust depiction as green skinned flying hags, turning them into a caricature merchandise; would be seen as insensitive to most. Even to Jacob. However, Jacob only thought that about Salem, scoffing at their inaccuracy and hyperbolic tourism-traps. To Jacob, the witches of Connecticut was the real deal.

You could tell by the nonchalant information about it. Just brushed aside, despite it’s larger-than-Salem documented history.

There was only one reason for this! O b v i o u s l y !

And that was that it was real.

It was a conspiracy to keep the truth hidden. But Jacob knew better.

Jacob had seen an owl-like beast in the woods once, in the abandoned house where he caught the video of the demon girl. It solidified his beliefs. The photo he snapped had flicked this entire thing from a wishful thinking to a real chase.

His ex-girlfriend said it was probably a weird bear with mutations. Or something. But you could see the wings! And the human-like face! 

Optic illusion, yeah right.

Jacob made his way down the road, towards the old house. It was the hotspot after all.

 


 

There was something about the woods that gave Hunter deja vu. He had always liked the woods, even back home in the demon realm. He had taken any chance he could to explore them. But this just hit a little differently.

As he stroked the trees nearby, it was as though they whispered memories back to him. Memories that weren’t his own. He wondered if it was because there were parts of him that had belonged to Caleb.

Could bad people love things like nature? Could they sit in the silence of a forest and feel bliss? Probably. He had seen Belos watch the boiling rain through windows and sigh wistfully, closing his eyes and remembering something fondly. Hunter had often just been quiet company in moments like that. It had been one of those rare times when his uncle didn’t mind if Hunter made some noise.

Knowing what he knew now, maybe his uncle had been pretending that he was Caleb and things were as they had been before he died. Or, rather, before he was murdered.

Why had Belos killed someone he loved, anyway? Was it to stop him from going evil, or was it because Caleb tried to stop Philip?

 

Flapjack chirped and Hunter blinked himself out of his thoughts to pet at his palisman. He caught a glance of Vee, who was wearing a hat to cover her ears, she looked somewhat weary from being transformed on the regular.

He touched the card he carried in the pocket of his shirt. He hoped that maybe if he could figure out how to boost things on command, he could help Vee, and that would for sure get them back on track again.

 

The gang had taken the woods pathway to the abandoned house. Deciding that starting their flying there was better than too close to the Noceda residence.

Hunter tilted his head at the rotten old house, he imagined people living in there, looking out of the windows.

Flapjack turned to a staff and Hunter flew up to peer inside.

“What are you doing?” Amity asks with genuine curiosity.

“Just checking.” He replies and climbs into a window. From downstairs, the upstairs floor was inaccessible. And they hadn’t thought of exploring the house.

The gnawing familiarity disturbed him, like when a fly keeps bouncing at your leg no matter how often you snack it away.

The room was dusty and broken like everything else, debris and furniture were strewn around by time and seasons. Dust and crusty old leaves coated everything. There was nothing to be found in there at first glance, neither was there on second or third.

He peered out the window and saw Luz and Vee chatting in private away from the others. Gus and Willow were trying to show Amity how to do loops and she didn’t look very confident doing so.

Pleasant. Seeing them all, it was a pleasant feeling. Despite yesterday, they still seemed okay with him. He was grateful... Hunter wanted to give them a second chance, to trust them, he was willing to - if they were too.

Hunter leans on the windowsill, looking down and trying to imagine who had once lived there. After all, this was the house that connected with the portal.

It must mean something.

Hunter pushed himself back from the window and went through the room, into the hallway. There were two more rooms and one closet-looking door that led to an attic space. Going upstairs, it was dark and the cobwebs thick. The roof was low. Too dark. He could make out the shapes of old furnitures. They would have to check this space out sometime.

He heard his name being called, so he went back downstairs. Deciding to make way down the caved-in staircase to the bottom floor by teleporting with his staff.

Hunter exited through the backdoor.

“Find anything?” Amity asks and Hunter shakes his head.

“A dark attic space, bedrooms. Debris.”

Amity taps a finger to her chin. “I wonder who lived here… given it has connections to the portal, and that it is abandoned.”

“I was thinking that too.”

The two academics hums aloud as they try to analyse the house from the outside.

“It’s definitely a home.” Amity concludes. “Not a store or such.”

“There’s two bedrooms, so I agree. One appeared to be an office or study, but there’s no leftover work to go through.”

“Any books?”

“Nothing. Probably scavenged. Only the heavy furniture and what’s broken remains. There is an attic full of stuff, though. Perhaps worth checking out.”

“That makes sense.”

Luz taps them both on their shoulders and they turn around to face her.

“Hi, wanna clue us in too?”

“Oh right, sorry.” Amity chuckles. “We were just brainstorming.”

“Yeah.” Hunter looks back at the house, bouncing his staff against his shoulder. The house stared back at him like an old photograph. Hunter grimaces and grunts. “There’s nothing new to report right now, anyway.”

“We can go through the house when we get back.” Willow suggests, seated on her staff and ready to soar.

“Sounds like a plan, but for now…” Gus holds up his hands, ready to use magic. “I’m going to disguise you guys as a popular human bird! The penguin!”

Luz and Vee are quick to correct him, much to Gus' disappointment. Penguins were an iconic bird from what Gus had been able to deduce, why else was it depicted so much on human things? Everything from icecream to baby clothes had penguins on them. He was informed that penguins were just cute, and that was that. He was surprised to learn they could not fly. “But why do they have wings then?! What’s the point of the wings!”

“To swim!” Luz guesses.

“Like.. flippers? So they are fish. Not birds.”

“They’re birds, they lay eggs and they have beaks. And aquatic bird feet.”

Gus shook his head. It made little sense to him. Human rules for animals were so different. Vee explained to Luz that the demon realm had not really had a darwinistic discovery yet. Which made a lot of sense to Luz.

“Try this one instead.” Vee showed Gus a photo of crows on her phone.

“Oh! I can do that!” He circled his fingers around in a loop. “Hunter! Try boost me!” Hunter put a hand on him. Nothing. “Aw, worth a shot.”

“Come on! Lets go!” Impatient, Willow flew up and Amity follows first, then Hunter.

Willow breathed out, stretched her arms and welcomed the sun’s embrace against her skin. The winds were cool up there, the clouds were misty strokes, and she was free.

Amity came up next to her. “Feeling better?”

“Oh, I feel right at home.”

Amity smiles. “I’m glad.” And Willow smiles in return.

It was nice that they could have this. Amity looks out over Gravesfield.

“Wow, the human realm is so different looking.”

“Yeah, but nice.” Willow sighs. “I wonder what those spire tipped buildings are?”

Amity looks over at the churches. “I don’t know. Looks like castles, except small.”

“Hmm…”

Willow heard the whistle of wind from somewhere nearby.

Hunter is flying straight up in front of the girls, through a thick fluff of cloud. The hexgirls stare at him in surprise.

He is only holding onto his staff with one hand, and dragging the other through a cloud, causing a tail of mist beside him.

Willow sees him in slow motion, his eyes glowing a golden red by the sun, his body blocking the light. His blonde hair waving like grass in the surge of wind.

In a brief second, he was turned to her, grinning to the brim of his soul with freedom.

His waved at them.

“Hai—!”

And then he was gone.

The slow curl of a cloud all that was left of his presence. They turned their heads up to follow the blonde boy's journey up into the skies.

Hunter loops himself high up there, riskily swinging his legs upside down towards the higher heavens, like his staff was a branch on a tree to swing from.

Willow could see him up there; free-falling, pumelting downwards, eyes closed and smiling - like it didn't bother him. Like he was untouchable.

She felt her heart thump in her chest, her breathe full of admiration for his free spirit. It was nice to see him like this.

This is how he should always be, she thought. Free.

As Flapjack tilted downwards to return back down, Hunter hooked his legs secure onto the stick and slowed down as he came to their level.

“Show off.” Amity scoffs, amused. Hunter grins and shrugs a hand like he couldn’t help himself from making a cool entrance.

Willow felt her breath return. “Cool moves, Hunter.”

“Well, captain, I had to prove I’m still worthy to be on your team.”

“Oh, you definitely proved that. Don't you worry.”

“Yeah?” Hunter’s cheeks are warm.

“Oh, yeah.” Willow smiled back, her brow quirked. “Nobody got moves like you.”

Hunter’s heart pounds softly to the equivalent of squealing into a pillow. His laugh quiet and shy as a morning daffodil.

The card in his chest-pocket glowed.

Amity looks back and forth between the two. She could only half believe what she was witnessing. Was… were they flirting? Was Willow flirting? Was Hunter blushing?

The two participants quickly dissolved into nervous chuckles and aversive eyes. Floating apart.

Yep. Indeed, from what Amity could tell, there was definitely some fluff going in here and it wasn’t the clouds.

“Ooookay.” Amity coughed. “We should probably fly lower to the trees, so Gus can still hide us.”

“Oh, right. Yes.” Willow agrees and flies lower and closer towards the treetops with Amity.

Hunter was on a high to impress, so he tucked his hands behind his head and lay down on his staff, sailing by Willow innocently.

Amity humorously gagged at her friend’s dorky attempts, but Willow giggled at him. When he saw her delight, he turned around to lay on his stomach and wave at her as he sailed the girls by. Willow waved back, charmed.

Amity side-eyed Willow, there was no way something that silly would normally impress a girl like Willow. So it must be because it was Hunter doing it. She flew closer to Willow, elbowing her.

“I didn’t know you liked him.”

“Huh? W-what? Hah- ahaha! Of course I like him, he's my friend!” Willow tried to emphasize as the sweat and shifty eyes betrayed her. 

Amity gave her a look. “Yuh-huh.”

Willow playfully shoves her. “Shh! Stop it!”

“Alright, alright.” Amity giggles. “Just didn't think dork was your type.”

"He's not a dork.” Willow protests, quickly realising her admission, and Amity blinks knowingly at her. “Oh shut your pie hole.” Willow scoffs and pushes her away with her foot.

“I didn’t say anything.” Amity teases. Willow stuck her tongue out at her.

Hunter shouted from five treetops away. “Look!” Hunter was gliding by hanging from the staff with his hands, stepping on the treetops in a circle. "you guys, come try doing this!” 

Amity floats above him anxiously. “what are you doing?”

“Having fun? try it!” He made a treetop shake as he tiptoed on it.

“How is that fun? What if you lose your grip and fall down?”

Hunter lets one hand go to shrug with it, Amity gasps with alarm and reaches out. But sees he’s fine and she breathes out. Hunter chuckles, his staff rotating slowly where he hung in the air.

Daredevil, comes to Amity’s mind. The boy weren't careful with himself.

“Blight, if I didn’t know better I would think you were worried.”

“Yes, please sit on your staff properly. You were in a coven once, surely you know staff etiquette.”

Hunter laughs at her chiding and swings himself until his leg hook back onto the staff. But he hangs off of it like a cat from a couch, one leg abd his body dangling. Amity grimaces.

“P r o p e r l y.” She chides again and Willow giggles at her.

“Oh Amity, it's fine. Hunter’s an expert flier.”

“I am sure. But statistically, experts suffer from the hubris that their expertise makes them exempt from accidents.”

Hunter and Amity share a look that could be summarised with her begging him to get back up on his staff, her anxiety for his safety growing by the second.

“Alright.” He climbs up properly.

She breathes out. “Thank you.” And receives a friendly nudge from Willow.

“I’ll just do my tricks where you can’t see me.” Hunter grins, his staff flying up and behind her. Amity throws out a row of objections, Willow cackles.

Luz and Vee were sitting by each other in deep conversation.

Vee sighs. “Please?”

“I will, I promise.”

“Today?”

Luz gives her a pained look, but Vee begs in return. “Okay, today. I promise.”

Vee sighs out and rubs her face, groaning. Luz tilts her head in concern. “Other than the whole Hunter thing, are you okay? You’ve looked weary all day.”

"I'm okay. I just… I'm hungry.”

“Oh. For magic?”

“Yeah… the cards are good usually, but Im transformed so often now that they’re not enough to keep me full.”

“Vee, you don’t have to look like me when we’re indoors, you know.”

“It doesn’t matter who I look like. It is still exhausting.”

“No, I meant that you don’t have to be transformed at all.”

“Yeah!” Gus agrees from where he’s spinning his hands around. “We don’t mind.”

Vee grimaces. “I mind… I want a human form.”

“Don’t you like how you look, Vee?” Gus asks carefully, knowing it might be a sensitive topic.

“It’s not that. I guess I just want to fit in here, in this realm. I feel like having a second skin I can turn into- a person, you know? Myself. I just think it would be nice. And if I want to stay in this realm, I gotta build up my strength to last in a form.”

Luz nods and rolls her thumbs. “So you… want to stay here?”

Vee curls her arms around herself and shuts up.

“It’s okay if you do, you know.”

Vee turns her hopeful gaze at her. Luz greets it with love.

“I wouldn’t mind if you stayed in the house with mom and me.”

Vee lights up. “You wouldn’t?”

“Not at all.”

Gus didn’t voice his next question - you’re staying too, Luz? But kept it in his heart as an unsent letter, for another time.

Gus huffed out. “Okay I don’t think I can do this much longer.” He shouted up at the trio in the sky, but they couldn’t hear him. He grunts. “Hey, one of you take Emmiline and fly up to tell them to come down. I can’t keep their disguise up.”

Vee shook her head. “Not me!”

“I’ll do it!” Luz picks up Emmiline who turns into a staff. Oh, she had missed this with Owlbert.

She flew up.

 


 

Jacob squinted at the sky. Holding his phone up at the suspicious crows. Crows were an omen of witchcraft, right? And these crows were flying in really strange patterns. Two crows were just… flapping still in the air, one flying slightly backwards and forwards, as the third made strange wavey loops.

“Huh.”

Then a fourth crow flew up to them. Cawed. And all crows flew back down.

That’s weird. Right? 

Yeah, crows were smart birds but this was just straight up human-like.

Jacob furrowed his brows.

It was near the old house anyway, wasn’t it? Just a bit away from its backside from where he could tell. He decided to take another route, through the terrain.

He knew that house was a hotspot for weird stuff!

 


 

Vee tucked her ears into the hat more. “Hey, guys, I gotta go home. I can’t keep myself together.” And the white spots spread across her cheeks. Upon seeing that, the group agreed in various manners of yikes.

When Vee stood, her legs wobbled and merged. “Ugh!” The knelt down into her serpent body and coils. “Oh no- already?!”

She thought she would last longer. Luz is by her side, tying her jacket around her waist to cover up her legs.

“You alright?”

“No! How am I gonna get home?!” She concentrated as best as she could, kicking her tail out. Momentarily they turned to legs, then morphed around until her legs were just two tails instead. “Noooo! Augh! Stupid!”

“Hey, it’s gonna be okay!” Gus assures. “I’ll disguise you!” And he twirls his fingers. Vee looks exactly like Luz - but still couldn’t stand up. “Someone has to hold her.” 

Gus turns to Hunter, who looks away apprehensively. He wasn’t sure if he still could do that sort of thing for her. Vee wanted to tell him it was fine, she could feel her hunger turn into anger - hangry, if you will. She did not want to get nasty. But seeing Hunter get all awkward again made her want to claw the trees and yell at him; not that it would help. And she knew it wouldn’t. But you can’t control how you feel.

And when it came to Hunter; Vee stood on a fence, balancing between wanting him to be who she had come to know him as, and the figure she remembered him being.

His red eyes shone in the dark dungeons, just as they still shone in her memories.

She remembered what Belos had called them. Vile and evil things. How he had taught Hunter, each time the blonde boy in the mask came down with his uncle, how despicable they were - even for demons. Soulless and hollow. That was why they sucked in magic, because they were empty and void of humanity.

Of course it had made it easy for Hunter to not think of them as equal beings. But it hadn’t excused it. Or did it?

Why did Vee have to be the moral judge on it? She didn't know.

And Hunter being awkward again didn’t make her newfound reflection of him any easier.

Hunter merged in her mind with the feelings she had once felt in the dungeons, fear and hatred plastered on top of his friendly brotherly face.

You could hate your friends. She had seen it on TV. So it was fine. Right?

“I can carry her.” Willow scoops Vee up.

Gus grunts and drops his spell, Vee turns back to a basilisk. “Sorry, I’m out of juice. Gimme a moment, alright?” Gus breathed, sweating from the magical exercise.

Hunter looks at his hands.

He awkwardly pats Gus on the back. Still nothing. Gus smiles at him. “Nice initiative though.”

Hunter growls. “Why isn’t it working?”

Vee puts a hand to her face. She wasn’t feeling well. She tried, and tried, to transform. Watching her legs flip and flop like a fish gasping for air. Her whole body tensed up. Her belly growled and hissed at her to devour, to consume. They would survive! They would weaken temporarily. It would take them a week tops to recharge! At most! She had been going hungry for two weeks! It was fair, right? It would be fair!

She licked her dark blue lips.

“Vee?” Willow asks and watches as the girl in her arms' face transforms into a basilisk. Vee’s eyes blinks sideways and up at Willow with a hunger that the witch was less than secure with receiving from the demon. “Umm, Vee?”

Vee shakes her head. “No! No-!” Vee shoves at Willow until she drops her. Vee groans as she hits the ground and holds her head. The hunger had clawed from her stomach to her head. “Ugh!”

“Vee?”

Just a little bit. A little nibble would be fine.

“Mngh..”

“Vee..?” Luz reaches out. “Are you okay?”

“I’m fine.. I am just… so… hungry .” She hisses and turns a wild grin at them over her shoulder.

Willow moves her hands to do plant magic, Vee quickly inhales her and the group’s tank-girl drops to her knees. Like the basilisk that had invaded the school, Vee grew slightly in size.

“Willow!” Luz yells. “Hey! Vee! Snap out if it!”

“Ngh! I’m sorry! I’m just… you have so much. I don’t have anything.” Vee blinks one more time. Her eyes now completely glassy and beastly.

Her mind foggy.

Gus pointed his glowing blue fingers at her. “Sorry Vee, time to cool down—“ he avoided her inhalation, but even as he got an open shot; his magic died before it even got to try. “Uh-oh.”

Vee grabbed hold of his arms and slurped in his magic.

Gus caught himself with his hands as he fell down. This was the opposite of what Hunter’s charge-up had done. Hunter had made him feel light and powerful, Vee made him heavy and tired.

Willow reached out to Gus where she laid, Vee clawing and slithering by them. She wondered if they could regain their magic if they just rested?

“Gus…” she breathed, she had become so weak and tired, feeling gray.

“I’m okay..” Gus lay himself down. “Just gotta… gotta… lay down.”

“Vee! Stop!” Luz yelled and her doppelganger hissed. Hunter grabbed her and hoisted Luz up on Flapjack with him. Amity was ready to fight with her staff. 

“Hunter!” Struggling against him, Hunter dumped her on a tree. “Wait! I can—“

“You don’t have glyphs, Luz.” He reminded her. He could see that she was hurt by the reality of the situation, but all Luz could really do was hit Vee with a stick or something, and nobody here wanted to hurt Vee. Just stop her. Before she could protest further, Hunter had dashed to join Amity’s side.

Vee, corrupted by hunger and full of magic that wasn’t hers, grinned at her new prey. She leaped for Amity and Hunter got in her way, using his staff to barricade and hold her off. Vee began to inhale, but discovered she couldn’t get anything from Hunter. 

Hunter smirked. “Nothing to eat here.” Vee snarls at him.

Amity made a circle, but the slime she could gather up wasn’t enough to fight Vee off.

“I will hold her off!” Hunter growls. “You gather what you can!” Amity nods and begins to do big circles above her head with her staff. Like she was winding up a big machine. All around them; grime, dirt and moisture of the forest began to move towards the purple witch. 

Vee hissed, snapping her jaws at Hunter to try to bite him or get past. He dashed around her, grabbing at her tail and pulling her away from Amity. Vee let out a roar and held her claws high to swipe at him.

“Get off of me, golden guard!”

She was quick on crawling towards him and crashed her newly gained body weight ontop of him. Knowing she had to get rid of him first if she wanted to satisfy her hunger and eat Amity’s magic too. She grinned down maliciously at Hunter, her instincts of survival kicking in. 

In her head, she wasn’t Vee anymore, not entirely. Just gluttony. Purest of hunger, purest of emotions.

There were a lot of things Vee wanted for herself; a life for one. She devoured knowledge like she had starved for it her whole life, and in a very truthful way she had starved. She hadn’t lived.

When you spend your life in a cage, only touching someone of your own kind by reaching through a jailcell, it does things to you. It warps your perception of time.

When nobody spoke, or sang, Dissociating when things got quiet was second nature. You just blank out, time passes, days go by. Then the guards came down and dragged someone away, you wailed sometimes - even if you knew it wouldn’t save your peer. But to fill the silence, to let out your despair, you wailed.

And sometimes there were Belos. And you couldn’t inhale at him without feeling nauseated, like he was something different or something too powerful. Maybe the Titan really did favor him?

And the same was for the golden guard. Every golden guard had been the same. You couldn’t touch them, couldn't consume them at all.

Vee remembers Hunter without his mask, looking into her cell.

Vee looked into Hunter’s eyes and he could see something in her brain switching. She wasn’t here anymore, not really.

And she let out a wail that brought him to the dungeons with her.

Now they were both no longer fighting on the damp forest soil, but instead the filthy dungeon floors. The light came from flames in their memories and not the sunshine in the trees.

Her claws curled around his staff and pressed it down against his chest, pinning him to the ground.

“You vile, evil, thing.” She hissed at him, Hunter drowned in her eyes, she took great delight in the guard’s fear of her. Finally, she was feared by the guard. “Oh, you think I forgot?” Her golden eyes glowered as she transformed into him, in his full golden guard armour.

Grinning down at him was now himself. “I will never forget you.” She said with his voice. Hunter lost his strength and froze. His galderstone heart went as cold as the night Belos had given him the scar on his cheek.

The world swallowed them both. Hunter’s heart thumped as he stared up into his own manic and cruel face. Vee-Hunter lift her claw up, to aim for Hunter as he lay paralyzed beneath her.

Luz threw a pinecone at her. “Hey!!”

Vee turned up and got a face full of Luz crashing into her. Vee hissed and turned to grab and throw her off. Luz was sent flying towards Gus and Willow.

Vee stood up, as Hunter and came after Luz. Luz stared up at Hunter’s doppelganger looming over her. This version of Hunter was not the golden guard she remembered. This was taken from Vee’s imagination. This is what a villain looked like.

“Stay out of it.” Vee spat.

“I wouldn’t touch Luz if I were you.” Said Amity cooly. Vee turned to the witch and saw the pile of grime Amity had collected. In one motion, Amity sent a big wave towards her. “There will be no deserts for you!”

Vee was swept up by the filth of the forest, the force of it threw her off balance until she was buried in it, only her face and fingertips poking out. The clay lay heavy around her, she struggled but could not move an inch.

“Ngh!” She transformed back into a basilisk, trying to push herself through but unable to. Vee opened her mouth to inhale and Amity moved to squish her cheeks too, to stop her.

“Don’t, Vee. Sorry about this.”

She squeezed Vee's body with the slime until Vee barfed up the magic she had taken. She shrunk in size.

Willow and Gus both gasped as it returned to them. The duo carefully got up.

“Wow. Not fun.” Gus shook his head to gather himself. Willow brushed herself off.

Hunter stared at Vee, shaking himself out of his shock and got up. He put a hand over his chest to calm down and then remembered the card. He pulled it out. It was glowing.

He'd done something! It had worked! ...somehow.

Amity and Hunter exchanged a look, Hunter came to Vee, Amity let Vee’s mouth be freed again. Vee opened her mouth to throw insults at him and he quickly stuffed the card into her mouth.

Her eyes lit up, returning to how they usually looked. “Mh!” She chewed and swallowed and let out a happy ferret whistle. She blinked a few times, staring up at the trees and skies and faces of her friends. There was no dungeon.

“Uuhhhh…” she squinted, everything had been a blurr. “Did I go a little nuts or did I dream that?”

Amity spread her arms and the clay and grime let Vee go. Vee lay flat on the ground as a basilisk, then transformed into her doppel-Luz as she sat up. Luz helped her up on her feet.

“Yeah, you kinda went a little crazy.” Willow tells her and Vee shrivels up.

“Oh, tight, I did didn’t I. I'm so sorry!” It came back to her now, as she looked at Gus and Willow. “Aaah! Oh no! Sorry, are you guys okay? I didn’t mean to!”

“Haha, it’s okay!” Gus laughs and Willow smiles. “But from now on, you shouldn’t waste your energy, okay? No more transforming until you know you got dnough to stay full.”

“Y-yeah! Sorry—!” Hunter looks away from her when she turns to him. Her heart drops into a cold cellar. Now seeing what things had actually been. “I’m sorry.”

Hunter waves a hand. “You couldn’t help it.”

“No, I’m so sorry.”

“Vee it’s fine. You were hungry. I know how basilisks get when they’re hungry.”

She gapes, then closes her mouth.

Hunter curls his shoulders.

Of course he knew.

Nobody was sure what to say next, Vee holds up a hand to start but Hunter is quicker.

“Im stupid.” He says. “I completely forgot I had a card on me.”

“… Hey, you charged it up, though.” She tries to meet him with a smile. “Thanks. I feel really full. Like… I think this will last a few days, even.”

“Yeah?”

“Yeah. Thanks.”

He nods and picks up Flapjack, letting him turn back into a bird on his shoulder.

“Vee.” Hunter says quietly and she turns up at him, hoping. “I don’t… think you are vile or evil.”

She lets out a breath. “I don’t… think you are vile or evil, either.”

And the light around them is just sunlight through the trees. Hunter smiles at her and she returns it.

Nobody said healing was easy or full of forgiveness and forgetting what had been done.

“You made me look scary.” Hunter breaks the tension with a scoff.

“You were the golden guard.” She rolls her eyes, “you were scary.”

“What about now?”

She smiles, hugging herself. “A tall, soft moron who forgot he had a card.”

Hunter puts a hand on her face and shoves, she grins. Happy they were back to where she wanted them to be. Looking up at him now, she didn't see the golden guard, just her brother. It was a nice feeling to have.

Luz sighed out the biggest huff of relief. “Pheeeewwwww well okay! Good! Glad you guys worked that out quickly!”

Luz nudges them both and wheeze-laughs, going nearly cross eyed as the anxiety-trembles caught up with her. She wasn’t sure if she could handle her kind-of-siblings having even more layers of tension between them.

It had been suffocating her to not be able to be a meddling middle-child and help. Hunter and Vee share a look before both giving her a sibling pat.

“Okay. Not to be that guy.” Gus says, hands on hips. “But I could do with some lunch now.”

It was a welcomed sentiment. Vee was a little wobbly still, and Willow gave her a piggy-back ride. She had offered, because despite Hunter recovering fairly well and quickly mentally; she had seen his hand tremble. To save him grace, she had offered before he could.

Vee apologised again on their way home. But Hunter complimented her on the terror. Something like that was deffinitly worth working on. He even suggested that Gus and her should watch movies together and get inspired. Gus could develop disguises and Vee could develop defenses. Both would be important for the future ambassador duo.

Vee and Gus excitedly began to babble their ideas to one another.

Willow glanced at Hunter, giving him a soft look. He was looking after everyone… even after all of yesterday still fresh, he had been the one to cheer her up in the skies, came to Amity’s defense in the fight, and all of their rescue, and made sure Vee picked herself up after this.

He had a good heart.

Willow wanted to wrap him up in a blanket and kiss him.

Huh? Kiss? Where had that thought come from?

In the corner of her vision, she saw Amity and her high brows smiling knowingly at her.

OH SHUT UP AMITY. IT’S NOT LIKE THAT!

Still… though… Hunter was the one who should have some comfort.

 


 

Jacob cried. His phone had died right before all the cool stuff happened. He had been laying there in a bush, filming. Not believing his luck. Then it died. And all he got to see was magic with his own eyes.

The girl with the purple hair moved things with her staff. The boy from the library teleported!! The doppelganger was transforming and eating the life force of the other kids!! And the human girl- aaaaaaa!!!

He understood nothing!! And yet!! Everything made sense!!

Jacob returned to his car.

Unbeknownst to him of the creeping gloopy figure inside a hare had been observing him for days. Slowly and surely, building up to bigger and bigger animals.

“Jacob.. hopkins..” The dead looking hare mouthed, before sloppily making its way to lure a bigger animal, perhaps a fox, to eat it. To possess.

Eventually, hopefully, he would be big enough that he could speak to Jacob and make him join forces. He just needed to know a little more… the more you knew about someone, the easier it would be to suggest the right things.

Belos had not been around for hundreds of years. The past two weeks he had spent dragging his remains around his old home. How it had changed. Luz had been right, this was not the home he had left.

But it was still the world he had sworn to protect. That he had murdered for.

Belos coughs the hare’s blood. The flesh of it rotting off. He needed a new host. This one was too small.

He watched Jacob sit in his car and thought to himself that this idiot was perfect.

This idiot thought he was special.

Everyone wants to be special.

But nobody is. 

Not like him.


Daredevil

Notes:

This is a long chapter. Sorry! :’(

And sorry if the scenes felt rushed, I revisioned and tried to give them more ground to stand on. Not sure if it feels too much of a punch and then “lol everything’s fine haha!” But I genuinely spent the entire day trying to find a better way to go.
I admit that I try to hold back on the angst, I worry I might go too heavy(?) sometimes. Which might contribute to why things feel a bit whiplash-y. Idk. Sorry (;;TAT)

I am trying to just have fun and write something without pressure to perform. So forgive me if the fic doesn’t go as you thought it would. ;-;/

*shrugs nervously* Im just writing to pass time and I am inventing plot as I go. :’) ;;;; please spare me |||orz|||| I did try.

It’s night, so I’ll post this and then re-read this tomorrow to edit out any errors I missed. I hope it won’t disturb too much.

Chapter 8: Misfits of Gravesfield

Summary:

Hunter is tired and dreams about Caleb and Philip.
Willow has a crush on Hunter
And maybe Masha believes Jacob???

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

The rest of the day went by relatively quietly. Lunch had been nice. The few hours thereafter had been spent reading or watching videos on the video-tube(?) to learn more about the human realm.

Hunter was feeling more tired than he had ever been in his life— no, tired wasn’t the right word. Exhausted .

 

During dinner, after Camila had come home with Korean takeout, Hunter hadn’t eaten much of the dish. it wasn't bad food or anything - he liked it, and he’d gotten the non-spicy-special and everything. Like a deflated bagpipe, he’d lost all appetite. His body doing all it could to let him know he didn’t need the fuel, he just needed rest.

He was happy to hear Willow so happy though, it had been similar to what her dads cooked at home sometimes. It had made poking the noodles around and pretending to eat worth it.


But he was tired. Everyone's voices became a distant murmur, not unlike the rainy nights at the castle, when he could hear the coven scouts in the hallways talking during patrols to avoid the searing rain; distant but close by. He wasn’t part of the conversation, but he enjoyed listening.

Flapjack rubbed his head against Hunter’s cheek. Slowly moving his beak to behind his ear, Hunter’s eyes began to droop. He leaned into his hand and swatted carefully at Flapjack with the other. He knew what he was doing.

Flapjack edged himself back to Hunter’s ear and burrowed at him, nuzzling. Lazily, Hunter’s hand didn’t reach up this time. He blinked. Closed his eyes.

Luz noticed the older boy begin to nod off where he sat.

“Uh, Hunter?” Luz waved a hand in front of him face. “Hunter?”

Hunter slid off his hand, dunked his head onto the table, and sat straight up. A red spot on his forehead.

“Hunter! Geez louise, are you sleepy?”

“……. Mh! I am……. Gonna go to bed. I think.”

“Aw but we were going to watch Balto!” Willow pouted. She had asked Vee to find a wolf themed movie. Vee had also been eager to cheer Hunter up a bit. Hunter had no idea what a Balto was.

“Mh…” Hunter stroked his fingers under his eye.

“It’s a movie about a wolf-dog! He’s half wolf, half dog!” Luz explained. Hunter lifted his head, interested.

“Oh, hm. Well, I can stay up a little bit for that, then.”

 

Hunter couldn’t concentrate on the movie either. But he did enjoy looking at the cartoon wolf and the goose was very funny.

The palismen had all cuddled up around Hunter like he was a tree. It would have looked silly to anyone else, but had become part of an ordinary sight in the Noceda residence. 

Flapjack chirped quietly to Clover. And Clover spy-walked across the couch behind Hunter, against the wall, over to Willow; buzzing quietly in her ear so Hunter wouldn’t hear.

“Hm?” Willow turns to her right. Hunter looked like death was going to claim him any time now. She put a pillow on her lap and patted it. “Hey Hunter.” She whispered, he looked over and down at the pillow quizzingly. “You can lay down if you want.”

He stared at her.

The pillow.

Blushing lava had nothing on the shade of red he turned into. “ItisfineIamokay.”

“Clover said Flapjack told her you would like it.”

The red stars of space would have been too hot to exist, had they tried to compare to the heat in Hunter’s cheeks. He slowly turned to stare down his palisman. Flapjack tweeted with the innocence of a filthy sinner.

Et tu, Flapjack. Et tu.

“I… have said no such thing.”

Gus lay down on the pillow from her other side. “Awh, yeah. Willow naps are the best!”

Willow snorts at him. “You’ve had a lifetime-fill of willow pillows!”

Gus grins up at Hunter, letting him know it wasn’t weird to get comfy with your friends, that this was something they did. “I'm sure we can share, right, big guy?”

Hunter’s voice doesn’t leave him. The palismen all nods at him and he grimaces at them all like what is this? A coup?

He grumbles and lays down with Gus onto the pillow, because he did actually want to, trying to turn back his attention on the movie. As soon as things felt alright again, Gus sat up to use the restroom, abandoning him - an excuse, for sure. Hunter remained and thought to himself that he’d sit up again in a few seconds so that he wasn’t alone on Willow’s lap. In a few seconds though; to not make it so obvious.

He just felt like he was doing something wrong by laying there and liking it, his heart thumping with nervous delight and filled his head with a buzzing carousel.

Willow’s hand absently began brushing his hair.

He inhaled sharply and tensed up.

But her soft fingers stroked by the back of his ear, ever so gently repeatedly stroked a finger behind it. His eyes fluttered, sleep and calm came over him like a cozy blanket. He let out a soft murmur of comfort before getting knocked out.

When Gus returned, Hunter was sleeping. “Oh, it really worked huh?”

“Yeah.” Willow smiles at Flapjack and Clover. “Good to know there’s a way to incapacitate him.” She chuckles. “Stubborn as he is.”

“You were the one who wanted him to stay up for the movie.” Amity teases, grinning.

But Willow only gave Amity a huff, a smile, and continued brushing through Hunter’s hair, tracing the rim of his chipped ear.

Whatever.

It was nice.

This was nice. She was allowed to want nice things for him.

Amity cuddles to Luz, who also turns away from the movie to look over at Willow. “Wait what? What are you talking about?”

“Nothing.” Amity kisses her cheek.

Luz watches Willow blush faintly, Hunter sleeping, Gus giving Luz a look and Vee hadn’t caught on yet.

“Oh wait- I thought I imagined it!” Luz whispers loudly, all smiles and gasps.

“You are!” Willow hisses back, hand gently over Hunter’s ear, just in case.

“You like him a little bit.” Gus wobbles his head before sipping his tea.

Willow indignantly gapes at him. “Augustus!” She whispers and smacks his arm carefully. She looks down to check that her crush was still asleep, he was. The palismen climbing ontop to blanket him.

“I do not.” Willow repeats, eyeing the rest of her friends with a finger up in the air. “Okay? We are just good friends.”

“Aw, pretty sure he’ll be disappointed to hear that.” Amity coos.

Willow stares at her. Then at Hunter. Back to Amity’s stupid raised eyebrows and Luz annoying smirks. Willow turns red.

“Oh hush!”

Hunter moves, letting out a quiet hum. Willow’s eyes are large as saucers. The boy rubs his cheek at the pillow and rolls over, now facing towards her stomach. The palismen all flop over, now bundled between Hunter’s body and the couch.

She felt his soft breathing through the fabric of her shirt.

‘Titan kill me.’

Clover buzzed and Willow stared her down. The palisman blinked innocently next to Flapjack. What was this? An assassination? If it was, mission complete. Willow was dead.

Gus chuckles. “Here, let me help.” He slides his hands in under the pillow, lifting Hunter.

“Wait wait he will wake!”

“Nah.” Gus demonstrates by lifting up and down. The guy was properly out cold. Willow awkwardly slid out from under Gus’ arms. Gus put the pillow down and kept his own hand on Hunter’s head, brushing him. Next to him, Willow was a sweaty flustered mess.

“Don’t giggle at me!” She protests.

"We're not!" Luz grins, hands up. “It’s just cute. We will stop if you don’t like it for real.”

Willow brushes her shirt down. It was a little bit fun, she supposed.

“Not in front of him.” She warned “And I dunno if I like-like him, yet. Or.. you know…”

“We get it.” Luz says but Willow squints at her.

“No shenanigans.”

“Aw not even a little bit?”

“Luz,” Amity nudges.

“Alright alright, I promise. No shenanigans.”

Willow smiles and puffs out. Good!

Vee finally caught up. “Oohhhh! You like Hunter??”

“Shhhhh!” Everyone hushes at her.

But Hunter slept like a stonesleeper, that is to say; heavy and unmoving.

 

Hunter doesn’t remember walking downstairs, but he must have. For next time he opened his eyes he was in the basement. Looking up at Gus who was making himself comfortable and ready for bed.

“Hey.” Gus smiles down. “Sorry, did I wake you?”

“No.” Hunter blinks a few times.

“You good?”

“Yeah.”

“Alright, well I was going to sleep so—“ But Hunter didn’t last the end of that sentence before his consciousness reclaimed him back to land of dreams.

 


 

Hunter woke up in a bed that wasn’t his. In a room that no longer was full of debris and time’s uncaring touch. By a desk, basking in candle light, sat Luz and wrote in a book with a feather. Hunter squinted at her, she wasn’t dressed in a way he recognised to be of the human realm.

“Oh, Caleb.” Said Luz and looked relieved to see him awake. “You’re awake. Are you feeling alright?”

Hunter blinked at her. “Um, yes? I am fine.”

“That wicked witch really got you good though.” Luz put the feather away and closed the book. The book was thin and made of red leather, particular designs and initials were crafted into the skin. P.Wittebane.

Hunter looked up at Luz who had come over to sit on a chair by his bedside. She didn’t carry herself the way he remembered Luz to behave.

“I have called a doctor to come look at you.” Luz explains.

“What- Pip, we can’t afford that right now.” He heard himself say.

“Caleb, a witch blasted you!” Luz gestured at Hunter. “She could have done something to you. Something invisible.”

“You are exaggerating, it wasn’t a blast.” Hunter waves a hand. “I am fine, she wouldn’t hurt me, she was doing the opposite.”

Luz watches him as though a devil had crawled into his skin and puppeteered him.

“I mean…” Hunter nervously spirals. “No listen— She helped me. She healed me. I had fallen down a tree during my lumbering. My leg was broken, I am sure of it. Now look at it!” He lift his leg, it was untouched by any accident.

Luz apprehensively looked him up and down, as though she was analyzing him.

“Maybe she isn’t evil?” Hunter tried again.

“Have you lost your mind?” Luz scowls. “Do you even hear yourself?”

“I know it sounds like I have been corrupted but—“

“It does.”

The two of them watch one another. Hunter scoffs nervously at the sudden tension. “Come on, Philip—“

There’s a knock downstairs.

“Wait here, okay? Rest.”

Luz leaves the room and Hunter hears the door lock and his chest is full of led. Why would she lock it? Did she think he was bewitched? He gets up from the bed, carefully tries the handle. It really was locked. He can hear the doctor downstairs talking.

“I’m not possessed!” Hunter shouts as merrily as he can to convince his brother. “Pip?”

The voices quiet down even more.

Hunter knocks at the door. “Philip, open up. You’re being ridiculous!” He tries to sound easy-going, he presses his ear to the door to make out anything of their conversation.

“And what of his faith? I noticed his absence...”

“I fear the true reason he has not attended as of late is because he has been stalked by an unknown witch of the woods. As you know, my brother explores the forest depths for the best trees, and to not trespass upon the Saukiog tribe.”

“You mean to imply that he, for his duty as woodsman, have put his soul at risk and has now befallen into the clutches of a witch?”

“Yes, doctor.”

There’s a short silence.

“Mr Wittebane, your brother has always been the lesser of you both in wits and manner. Is it possible you are trying to save him grace by excusing his absence with an ailment of witchcraft? It is a serious affliction. The cure is severe and limited.”

“I would not sin with such lies, doctor. He is afflicted. He speaks of spirits in the guise of animal companions, he has confessed to me that he witnessed witchcraft and was enamored by it.”

Hunter stares at the door, he could not believe this breach of trust - his own brother! the walls echoing his heartbeat and their voices. The room tilted where he stood.

“Not only just, but I believe my brother is in grave danger. The witch has taken a liking to him, by the manner of how he speaks of her, I don't think he is aware that he is spellbound.”

Luz’ voice became deep and masculine, no longer hers, Hunter recognised it as somebody conving, somebody that turned his blood to ice.

“The night before yesterday, he spoke to be about God in such a way that made me believe he was having doubts.”

Hunter shook his head in disbelief.

The doctor’s voice hummed. “If what you say is true, the situation is dire indeed.”

“It is, doc, it is.”

The room around him grows dark.

The door in front of him wobbles, he steps away from it as a big yellow eye open up to stare at him. Hunter gasps and falls backwards.

“No!” He yells. “Go away!”

 

The floorboards turned to ink. The big orb of an eye blinks at him. 

 

And Caleb Wittebane stared back.

He wished he had never chopped that tree down. Why hadn’t he listened to the warnings from the Pequots? They hadn’t even tried to stop him, just chuckling at his stupidness. ‘It’s your funeral.’

He had just hoped that his christian soul would protect him from any devilish curses! The wood was sturdy, bendable, perfect for building a house! What evil could trees possibly have anyway!? But now their house was made of the timber of evil wood. No native of the land came near their home for that reason, but if not even they would come close - then neither would their fellow christians.

He had thought he’d done something clever, he didn’t tell his brother until after Philip came to him with anger in his voice; someone had told him but their home was already built by then. Philip had clutched at his hair and called him an idiot, now he had to tell their neighbors it was all just fear mongering from the pequots for their amusement.

Philip was clever, Caleb had just wanted to be too, for once. But he wasn’t. It didn’t come to him as easily as it did his brother - who learned to read and write by sight alone. Who understood people and the social currencies in ways he couldn’t grasp.

Caleb never fit in. Neither did Philip. And when they were younger, Caleb had taken care of them both as best he could and Philip had quickly learned how to fill in the gaps Caleb lacked. They were dependent on one another, in ways that had them reject anything that didn’t include the other.

Their parents had been part of the strangers on the mayflower, but died soon from starvation - then the saints (puritans) had looked after them in an absent kind of way. In exchange for labor, they received food and shelter.

Caleb was able bodied, and artistic, but art was rarely deemed worthy unless it was a cross. His creativity was unwelcome while his brother’s growing intellect became more and more beloved.

He had only wanted to do something clever with this house. And now, because of him, they had this accursed home that blinked at him and him alone. Haunting him for chopping down the trees.

 

Hunter heard Luz and the doctor come back upstairs. He put a chair under the door handle, the door shook.

“Caleb, open up.”

Any trace of Luz's voice was gone. It was all Belos. The ink beneath his feet tried to sink him, Hunter stepped around to try to avoid being sunk.

“Hunter.”

The room lost all colour, Hunter’s breath became smoke in the air. He ran to the window, threw it open and halfway through climbing out of it, he saw that in the forest stood Willow, not dressed as herself. She looked up at him, surprised to see him running away. Hunter was so taken by seeing her that he halted his escape.

The door behind him flew open, he turned, Luz and Amity barging in. 

“What are you doing!?” Luz shouts, alarmed and begging. “I am trying to help you!”

“I-I’m just— woah—!”

 

Hunter fell out the window.

 


 

And into his bed.

 

He sat up in the empty basement. Flapjack chirped at him. 

Hunter rubbed his face and stroked a hand through his hair. Noticing it had grown since he had arrived here.

He sighed.

Flapjack tweets at him and Hunter’s body feels too heavy to get up and make himself ready for the day.

Did he even have to, anyway? He was so tired.

Flapjack tilts his head and hops at his bed.

“I’m not really that hungry Flaps.” Hunter says and lays back down. Flapjack hops over to his head and pulls at his curl. Hunter is too tired to be annoyed. Flapjack lets him go, concerned, he tweets at his witch.

“I am just tired. I’m not sick.” Hunter closes his eyes. “Go upstairs if you want to.”

Flapjack lingers until he sees that Hunter is serious about resting, the scrawny boy slumping into his pillow and lays as still and unmoving as a stonesleeper.

 

Flapjack flies upstairs. Willow and Amity had set away some breakfast for Hunter. Flapjack tweets at Ghost, who in turn meows a few times to Amity.

“Oh.” Amity says. “Is he ill?”

Ghost meows.

“No? Huh… you sure?”

Flapjack and Ghost both shrug. They're only messengers.

“What’s the matter?” Willow asks.

“Hunter is tired.”

“He should have breakfast at least.”

“We can carry it down to him.” Amity peeks into the livingroom. The rest of the gang were out in the backyard already, working away on the gardening. This would be a quick trip down the basement, no need to inform everyone yet if Hunter was fine anyhow.

 

Amity set the breakfast down on a small table and Willow shook Hunter lightly. He wouldn’t wake, just like last time.

“Heavy sleeper.” Amity states.

“Yeah.” Willow remembers that touching his scar had woken him last time, but instead of poking she cupped him carefully, stroking her thumb over it. Hoping that wouldn’t startle him. “Hey…”

Hunter’s eyes flickered open. He licked his dry lips and turned his heavy red eyes towards her. He felt warm and full of bricks, but forced himself to sit up and rub his eyes.

“Yeah?” His voice is hoarse.

“We brought you breakfast.” Amity moved the tray over to him.

Hunter’s eyelids were sinking down and he leaned onto his elbow, like a scarecrow trying to hold itself up on the stick inside itself. He stared at the food for a good moment like he tried to register what a breakfast was. 

“Oh. Thank you." Hunter continued sinking down onto his bed, he closed his eyes. “I’ll eat it soon.” And made himself comfortable on the pillow again.

“Are you… feeling okay?” Willow asks.

Hunter nods. “Mh.. jus’ tired.”

Amity puts her knuckles to his forehead to feel his temperature. Hunter glances up at her and rolls over to make her stop.

“Are you sure?” Amity prods, concerned and aware of Hunter’s lack of taking care.

“Mh.” He hums confidently.

“Just tired?”

Hunter doesn't reply.

“Hunter?”

He’s asleep again. The two girls turn to one another and stand.

“Maybe we should just let him sleep.” Willow suggests. “He hasn't slept well since we arrived, so… y’know.”

“If he’s sick, it would be nice to keep an eye on him.” Ghost meows. “That’s a good idea… the palismen can watch over him. Ghost, come get us if something is amiss, alright?”

Ghost curls a happy smile. She would.

The palismen all made it comfortable around Hunter, a proper little nest of blankets and cuddling. In the midst lay Hunter, still as snow itself.

 

Throughout the day, his friends came down to check, even if no palisman had come to fetch them. Hunter slept the day away, the breakfast remained untouched and he hadn’t come upstairs for lunch either. Camila had come down once around dinner to check on him and only then had he eaten the breakfast that had gone stale next to him, then he promptly slept again as soon as he felt she had been convinced.

Not that he had much control over it. He just fell down like timber in the woods and lay on his makeshift bed like a fallen tree.

 

When Gus came downstairs for bedtime, the palismen poked their heads up at him.

“Still asleep, huh?”

They nodded to the witch.

Gus made himself comfortable on his couch, watching Hunter down on the floor. He wasn’t even snoring. Just to make sure, he reached a hand out to feel his breath and there was airflow. The young boy tucked himself down and flicked the light off.

“Good night.” He said to Hunter for the sake of wishing him a good rest, the palismen purred in response.

 

Gus closed his eyes.

And sometime later that night, Hunter’s eyes opened.

 


 

Masha sighed as they stood in Jacob’s entrance, waiting for him to gather up their sister’s remaining stuff. 

“Here you go Masha.” Jacob said, trying to sound like this wasn’t emotional to him.

“Thanks.” Masha looked into the bag, everything their sister had asked for was in there.

“That’s new.” Jacob nods to their skirt. “Nice. Nobody’s giving you trouble, right?”

Masha smiles. “No, nobody’s giving me trouble.” And glances at the satchel Jacob had, with the trans-ally pin on it. Even after their sister broke up with him, he was still supportive.

“Alright good, ‘cus you know, just because your sister and I aren’t together-“

“I know. Thanks.”

“Right… so, you’re going to start working at the museum with me, huh?” He nudges. “Are you spying on me perhaps? Mh?”

There was a hint of hope in his voice.

“No Jacob, believe it or not I’m just into history.”

Jacob lit up. “Really? Oh, well you’re going to love the ideas I have—“

Real history, Jacob.”

“It is real.”

“To you it is, and you alone.” Masha sighs. “You know she’s right, right? You need to talk to someone about this.”

“I am not delusional.” He groans.

Masha hugs themself. Jacob had been part of their life for years now, a good part for that matter. He was a bit awkward and nerdy, sure, but he was reliable where it had mattered. He was kind to their big sister and he had always been supportive - of both of them. He had showed up when their dad hadn’t, Jacob had picked them up from school and sleepovers and had made sure their dad hadn't ruined their birthday two years ago.

He hadn’t needed to do all of that stuff, but he had anyway. Because Jacob cared. And Masha cared.

 

“Jacob, if you just went to therapy, she would take you back in a heartbeat. She just thinks you’re… you know, not like dad but…”

Jacob looks at them like they had spat in his wounds. “Oh.”

“I don’t think so! I don’t think she does either. I’m just saying, you know?”

Jacob fidgets with his wrist watch. “So you don’t believe me either?”

Masha groans.

“Did she show you my video? Of the demon?”

“You mean the poor girl you kidnapped? Jacob.” Masha stomps their foot. “There’s a reason Gretchen gave you an ultimatum. Your delusions are going too far.”

“But did you see it?”

“Jacob,” they look at him with weary sorrow. “Do you actually believe I would believe that video? You put some sfx on it or-“

“Why would I do that?”

“To fake evidence you don’t have?”

Jacob inhales. “Wait here.”

Masha sighs.

Jacob quickly returns with his camera. “This is the original file, in the camera. You can’t edit in a camera.”

Masha gives him a look but Jacob begs. They reluctantly agree and begin to watch the video of the girl entering the old house for the first time. Masha stares at her, it was Luz, their friend from camp. Luz transformed.

Masha stares at the little screen, hears Luz's voice. They shake their head.

“See? It’s real.”

Masha gives it back. “No you just.. moved the file into it or something.”

“Masha! I am not lying. I would never lie to you.”

Masha looks up into his pleading eyes. “I know.” They said. “Not on purpose.”

Jacob is crestfallen, but bids them good bye.

 

Masha puts the bag in their bike basket and puts on their helmet. They bike home.

On their way, they spot Luz with a purple haired girl, Masha lifts a hand to greet but Luz looks past them.

Blinking, Masha follows the two girls with their gaze, Luz hadn’t even seen them. How could she not? Luz and them had been so close at camp and school only ended a few days ago, they had been at the library together.

 

Masha watches Luz, she is dressed differently too.

The evening springtime wind billows at their skirt. Masha continues their ride home.

 


EXTRA:

willowpillow comic

you silly pansexual

Notes:

*BIG SHRUG*?????

Misfits being the wittebane brothers and Jacob, in this chapter.
I’m trying to weave in the show’s theme of being different in a place that, essentially, is set up to make fishes try to fly.
From season 1 of the show, there were elements of how some people are made to thrive in areas where the odds are set against them. And I wanted to try bring that in here too, since this is the realm that made Luz choose to stay the demon realm. I thought bringing that theme back made sense, to give it more to springboard from.

Anyway, enjoy!

Chapter 9: Stone-sleeping-state

Summary:

Hunter has depression, a clear case, but doesn’t want to let anybody in.

Sometimes the answers aren’t going to make everything easier. Sometimes you just gotta be brave.

Notes:

CW: suicidal ideation and depression

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Hunter’s eyes opened and standing by his bedside was the ghost of Caleb.

He yells at the sight of him and leaped away, hitting his back against the couch.

Caleb just stands there, looking sunken and sorrowful. Above him floated the knife coated in dry blood.

Hunter is silent, waiting for the specter to do something. But the dead man is doing the same thing.

“You scared me.” Hunter complains.

Caleb nods his head side to side as if to say ‘yeah well how else would this go?’

Hunter stood. “Are you haunting me?”

Caleb grimaces, shaking his head.

“So why do you keep appearing? What do you want?”

Caleb’s shoulders sloped.

“… Do you not know? Is it because I am… made of you?”

Caleb tilts his head and shrugs his shoulder.

“Cant you say something?”

Caleb opened his mouth, and if dust had a voice, it was Caleb’s. “S o m e t h i n g.” He smiled proudly.

Hunter cringed through a smile. Caleb’s laugh was a quiet soft wheeze, like he was trying to speak through earth.

But it did make Hunter feel a little better. “So why are you here, now?”

Caleb motions to him to follow him. Upstairs.

Hunter follows.

“H—-t—r” Hunter looks behind him into the empty basement. There were soap bubbles everywhere in the air and he remembers the curtains from his bedroom in the castle, they donned the big window that spied out over the boiling isles. That made sense. He was sleeping here after all.

He follows Caleb upstairs.

The hallway no longer had the Noceda photographs hanging there. In their place were paintings of his memories. He didn’t look at them right now though, more occupied with his fascination to watch Caleb move. Like a mist in the shape of a man. Hunter tried to see in what ways he looked like him. You seldom got a chance to see what you’d turn oug to look like someday, or from behind for that matter.

“Hu—tr.”

Hunter paused, behind him he saw Gus.

“Oh, hi Gus.”

“Hun— whe— y— oing?”

Hunter squints at him. “What?” But Caleb interrupts by lighting up a lantern, it lights up the whole doorway to the lawn. The warm glow beckons Hunter to follow him outside, like it was any other ordinary walk into the woods. Hunter had always liked the woods, he didn’t fear its dark corners or it’s creatures. Somehow he knew he would be the scariest thing in it.

Caleb wanted to show him something, he just knew it instinctively that Caleb had something Hunter needed to find. Hunter begins to walk to the door, reaching out.

Gus grabbed him. “HUNTER!” And Hunter is shaken awake. “Wake up man!”

“Huh? What-what? Huh?”

“Dude, you are sleepwalking.”

“Uh—“ Hunter turned to look at the door to the backyard. It wasn’t open anymore. Caleb long gone.

“Hunter, you good?”

“I— yeah. I think so?”

Gus' blue eyes peer up at him in concern. Hunter didn’t look alright. He looks to the door. “You were going to walk outside, it is a good thing I woke up too.”

“… Yeah.”

“Right?”

“Oh, yes, of course.” Hunter looks out through the glass in the door, deep in thoughts. “I dreamt about Caleb, he wanted to show me something. He was guiding me.”

Gus threw a worried glance at the door, then put his little hand on Hunter’s arm. “If it happens again, don’t. We don’t know if he has good intentions.”

“It was just a dream.”

“Or a ghost.” Gus says matter-of-factly. “Would that be so impossible? He is, you know..”

Hunter brushes his shaggy hair out of his face. “Right. Well…” why was he trying to deny it? It made sense. It had felt like more than a dream. “No, yes. You’re right. I think it was, I just felt silly saying it was him.”

Hunter glances to Gus, searching for ridicule, but didn’t receive any.

“Yeah.. lets be careful about that stuff. Okay? We can tell the guys in the morning. Amity knows a bit about mystic magic.”

“Does she? I thought she was strictly an abominationist.”

“She dabbles.” He smiles. “Or, at least I know she read a little when she had her library job.”

“Hm.”

“What about you?”

“Oh, I’ve read a lot about every coven and magic type.” Hunter admits shyly, not wanting to brag too loudly but also wanted to impress a little too. Gus was looking up with him admiringly. Hunter smiles and lets himself be a little bit less humble. “Actually, when it comes to summoning ghosts you do need a piece of the person you’re summoning. Like a tuft of hair or bone or— uh—“ He grimaces, realizing he was forever attached to the ghost of Caleb in that case. “Though you still need to, like, ritualistically summon them. And I never did that.”

Gus hums thoughtfully. “Aren’t there ways to get ghosts stuck in objects though?”

“Oh for sure, mirrors, items, dolls—“ his frown deepens. He was the item. His creation the summoning. Perhaps Caleb had always been around him, just latently, waiting for the right time to be helpful or of use. But then, why now? And why would he help them?

Hunter grinds a hand against his head. “This is too much to think about this late at night.”

“Yeah.” Gus pats his buddy on the back. “Let's deal with it tomorrow.”

The two friends went back downstairs.

The ghost of Caleb Wittebane sat in the stairs of the Noceda residence and closed his eyes, letting himself fade into mist once more.

 


 

Hunter woke up late again. His limbs were too heavy to move and his head too deep in the pillow. When he sighed, it felt like the last steam of his engine puffing out. When he inhaled, it was as though he tried to blow air into a broken balloon. He groaned.

Was there even a point to get out of bed?

Why should he.

There was nothing to wake up to anymore. Sure, to be with his friends, but they didn’t really need him at the moment anyway. He could join them when they needed someone to defend them. But there were no threats here, no enemies in the human realm.

Hunter was too tired to eat, and why should he anyway? He didn’t need the energy and the less he ate the more there was left for the others.

He closed his eyes and pulled the covers up over his shoulder. He just wanted to sleep the time away. He didn’t want to think about anything, just sleep, because if he began thinking about what he could or should be doing he just kept looping back into the territory of the future - something he no longer had.

He squeezed his eyes shut and curled together under his covers to hide from the ticking of time.

Everyone had a future to fight for. Everyone had dreams and aspirations. Not Hunter, he had been living at the peak of his life goals as the golden guard. That was all he had fought and strived to be, and now it was nothing. Just vacancy. Could he even reinvent himself back home? What would he do? Who could he become? Belos nephew was hardly the reputation you wanted in a post-apocalypse society caused by said uncle.

Hunter ran through the laws of the Boiling Isles justice system, what crimes would he be convicted of for his role as the golden guard? Would the context of his upbringing aid in his defense or amplify it?

Hunter put his hands over his face and hid under the blankets.

Don’t cry.

Don’t cry.

“Hunter.” Gus’ feet thumps against the wooden stairs. “Breakfast! There’s bananas!”

“I’m not hungry.” Hunter cursed inwardly at his stupd voice betraying him. “I’m not hungry~!” He repeats, louder and clearer with some forced merriment.

“Are you.. crying?”

“I’m not crying!” He growls as he sits up, angrily shoving at his covers, hoping that woukd look convincing - it did not, he looked like he’d definitely been in the midst of crying.

Gus sucks in his lips, then smacks them open. “Dooo… yooou wanna talk about it?’

“I am not crying! Go away.” Hunter pulls the covers over himself again. “I’m just tired and I’m not hungry. Just leave me alone.”

Gus remains on the stairs for a while. “You do know if I tell the others that - they are going to want to come down here and check on you, right? Just open up to me, Im your friend.”

Hunter was out of fuel. “Gus, just go away, okay? If you guys care, then just leave me to sleep.”

“You are tired a lot lately—“

“And before I wasn’t sleeping enough. Make up your mind!” He spats and curls.

Gus pouts, turning to go upstairs. “Alright then.” And leaves him.

Hunter groaned at himself, that was mean. He shouldn't have yelled at Gus like that. But… maybe he would leave him alone now. It would be better if they all just left him be. Stopped asking how things were- they were always so damn concerned and he didn’t know how to handle it without getting anxious about being a burden.

Hunter sighed.

Closed his eyes.

Tried to let the dull basement and all its dust particles consume him.

But Gus had been right. It did not take long before the basement was full of voices and noises.

“Hey.” Stomped Willow, marching over to his bed.

Groaning, Hunter peeped out from his covers to see Willow’s feet by his bed. “What?”

“What’s with you?”

“As I informed Gus - I am tired.” He growls. “Leave me be.”

Luz squats down next to him and pulls at the cover, revealing his hair. “You gotta eat though, you barely ate anything yesterd—'' Hunter forcefully pulled the covers back over his head. “Hey.” She tried to pull but he pinched it down. “Hunter, c‘mon.”

“Go away.” He grunts.

“Hunter.” Amity’s calm voice annoyed him. She was going to lecture him and sound reasonable. “Gus told us about Caleb’s ghost earlier, is this about that? And Luz is right, you need to eat and-“

Hunter flings the covers open, revealing how ill and weary he looked. His sunken eyes, his scarred arms in the blueish button-up, his shaggy unwashed hair and blood-shot eyes. He was sweaty and his breath was full of morning moisture. It was not his peak of health or peak anything, really. A wet hissing cat with scabs would have looked more charming.

“What?!” He yells. “What do you want of me?!” He glares up at Amity. “Oh let me guess; Hunter you gotta eat for energy!” He jazzed his hands and his voice wavered in disjointed empty amusement. “I know! But - I don’t care! I don’t want energy. I want to sleep! My head hurts, my eyes hurt, everything hurts and I just. Want. To. Sleep. Okay?!? I'm not siiiick, I’m not unweeell, I’m just… tired. Am I allowed to be tired?”

“Of course, we just—“

“Great!” Hunter claps his hands, double thumbs up. “Good talk! Now shoo! Don’t you have things to do? Like, I dunno, the garden?” He lays down, pulling the covers back up and over himself again. “Whatever it is, do it without me.”

The gang is quiet for a bit, eyeing one another.

Gus crosses his arms. “Dude, you can’t let yourself spiral like this. You gotta let us help you.”

“I can and I am and I will.”

“So that’s the plan? You’re going to stay here, not eating and not moving, forever until… what? You rot away?”

Hunter is still under the covers. He closed his eyes. There was no plan, he just felt empty, he just didn’t want to feel anything anymore.

“Hunter.”

He felt the weight of Gus’ knees on the mattress, his little hand on his back.

“Hunter, why don’t you come with us to the old house today? Get some air.”

“Yeah.” Luz agrees. “We prepped snacks and everything.”

Hunter lets out a heavy sigh. “No thanks. I have to shower if I'm going outside and I can’t be bothered.”

“You don’t have to.” Amity suggests. “Just come as you are.”

“I have to get dressed.”

“Anything will do.”

“…What I’m wearing?”

She would have liked him to change. He’d spent, what? Two days and nights, in that outfit. But Gus was onto something; Hunter was spiraling into some sort of depressive episode and it would be good to bring him along. If only to give him air.

“Yep.” Amity solidifies. “Whatever you’re wearing works.”

Hunter sighs, he’d hoped she would say he had to change so he could reject them. Gus’ hand patted his back.

“I would really like it if you came along.”

Well, Hunter couldn’t oppose that, and moved to sit up. His arm trembled a little as he pushed himself up to his knees, pausing to gain some energy and then stood up. Yeah. He hardly looked like christmas, more like a pumpkin two weeks past halloween.

Gus smiled up at him. “I promise it’ll be fun—“

Hunter swayed slightly, Willow held a hand up in case he toppled over.

“Are you sure you aren’t sick or something?”

And Hunter moved to sit on the couch so he wouldn’t actually fall over and embarrass himself, head in hands. He was a husk and he had no vocabulary to express it, no energy to discuss it, he just wanted to lay down and turn to ashes.

Luz took a seat next to him. “How about this: Today, all you gotta do is eat something. Okay?”

He turned his red eyes to her, they lacked their usual depth and shine.

“Okay? I’ll bring some down for you. So today, you just eat and rest and tomorrow you can come with us, okay?”

“… okay.”

“Okay. Good.” She smiles his way and when she stands up, Hunter lays down on Gus’ bed. Gus tilts his head at his friend and kneels down to come face-to-face with him.

“I’m worried.” Gus tells him. Hunter meet with his eyes but can’t hold his gaze for long.

“I know, sorry. I’m just… my head is full of stuff.”

“When we get back, maybe you could tell me about the stuff?”

Hunter smile is lopsided. “Nah.” He closes his eyes. “But thanks.”

“Okay, well, the palismen will be here. Will you look after them?”

Hunter knew it really was the other way around, but he still agreed to watch over them.

 

The gang went upstairs, telling the former golden guard to take care. He promises. Luz comes downstairs with the food before they leave. The group wait in the stairs and door, just in case something happens at the last minute. With their luck, it might.

 

“I get it, the wanting to sleep thing.” She said when they were in semi-privacy. “I’m sorry you’re going through it.”

“I’m not going through anything. I am just tired, it happens.”

“Does it?”

“Yeah in periods.”

Luz gives him a look he can’t decipher. “Do you think maybe you’re depressed?”

He frowns “I am not depressed. I am just tired.”

“Okay… well, as long as you don’t have any scary dark thoughts or anything.”

“What do you mean?”

“Oh, uh, y’know..?” But Hunter blinks slowly at her, not knowing what she meant. “Like… stuff like death and disappearing?”

“Oh that.” He scoffs. “All the time, but that’s normal.”

“That’s— no it isn’t.”

“So you have never thought that you have no future and that you're a burden to everyone you care about?” She gapes a few times, she had but didn’t want to say yes - knowing the rest of their friends were hearing everything. “See? Normal.”

“No- wait, you think those things?”

Hunter gives her a long blank stare and then shrugs. He did, but was beginning to get the sense that Luz was fishing for something. He knew himself well enough that if he opened the lid just a little bit he would get in a foul headspace and pour his heart out. That’s not who he wanted to be with Luz. But Luz was good at getting the ball tolling and he was not equipped enough in the game of friendship to dodge it. Silence was the best defense against Luz's unrelenting olive branch.

“What do you usually do when you uh.. think like that?”

“Sleep?”

“What, for days?”

“Days, weeks, until the next mission? I don't know.” He itches his head.

Luz hums with concern. “That sounds like depression.”

“I’m not depressed.”

“What do you think depression is?”

Hunter gestures at the air, not really knowing. “Some sort of melancholic state of mind that weakens you? I’m not weak.”

“That’s- who told you that.” She didn’t need an answer. “Right, well, I’m no psychologist but you sound depressed.”

“I am functional.”

“Not emotionally!” she aggressively gestures at him. “Or physically, right now.”

“I don’t care about my body. As long as it gets from point A to B, I don’t care how I look or what happens to it. I never needed to care, I had my uniform, any blemish or scar I could just hide. I’m not like any of you, Luz. I don’t know what I like to wear and I don’t care if I look nice enough to anybody - I already know I don’t so why try? It’s not like I even have anything to return to to impress back home anyway.”

Ah, oh no. He said it out loud. He bites down at his lip. Inhales and manages to press the feeling away. As long as Luz doesn’t press further, he could manage this.

“Yes you do though..” Luz pressed the right button.

“No, I don’t!” He flails. “I’m the golden guard- or was! Rather, but do you think that will carry well when I get back and after all of- whatever we might face there, is over? Then what? What will I do Luz? Who’s waiting for me?? Darius?!” He cackles at his own hopes, his heart whimpers. In his heart of hearts, he knew there wouldn’t be anybody.  “I got nothing. My whole life is to be— I was made with a purpose I can’t fulfill anymore.” He turns away from her. “He’s dead. And I hate him, and I…miss… him. Because at least I knew who I was then, it wasn’t a good thing but it was something. Now I’m… I am nothing.”

He swallows. Luz looks at him pitifully, painfully aware that their friends could hear this from the stairs right behind them where they stood.

Gus was not going to have another spin the bottle situation and made himself known.

“You don’t have to be who Belos wanted you to be.”

Hunter turned over his shoulder to face the stairs and saw them all look down at him. He got up from the couch, looking up at them standing in the daylight that rolled down from the door. His friends all looked like they felt sorry for him, like he was helpless.

He was not helpless.

He’d always managed - he took care of his uncle, of the missions, the scouts, he became a golden guard all on his own merits. He was not helpless. He took pride in having survived. He had little else to be proud of. Little else to return to other than his legacy of who he had been and what would be the consequences of it.

Why did they care anyway? It was too difficult to let anybody care for him, it was too vulnerable to just be loved at the cost of nothing. Nothing was free, especially the chance of being loved. Hunter’s whole life was built up in such a way that he gave a ten to receive a one. He wasn’t worth any more than that.

He had always had to work twice as hard to earn the same as anyone else and ten folds more to earn a place above them.

You clawed your way up and out. It wasn’t free. You had to give yourself away to the greater cause at the price of getting to taste a bit of solace.

And here they were, giving him their support and concern and love and grace for the price of nothing.

He couldn't comprehend it. It almost felt unsafe. It was too good to be true. He couldn’t trust it.

They had lied to him once, even if it seemed to have been for a good reason - could he be sure? What if they were like Belos. Just really good at manipulating him because he was socially stupid and couldn’t always tell right away if someone was just lying and using him.

He knew that wasn’t true but Friendship was too good to be true. He didn’t deserve that. To protect himself, his heart tried to convince him that it was safer to not trust it.

Shut the door on them. Not try at all.

With Caleb haunting him and his body protesting, not processing the death of his uncle and the overwhelming guilt of mourning the person he thought he had been…

Hunter just couldn't bear trying anymore.

What was the point?

He was tired of going past his limits to earn anything from anyone who anyway would never love him. Would he chase scraps of love his whole life? He wasn’t sure he deserved any more than scraps anyway, maybe it was karma.

Maybe he should never have been born- or made. Yeah, grimwalkers weren’t supposed to exist anyway. They were just dead things walking.

He might as well be dead then, right? Sleeping was the closest thing to dying without actually dying. It wasn’t like he wanted to die, he just couldn’t stand living.

His emotions bottled into a box inside his heart, chained to his limbs, and weighed his body down. He couldn’t carry it anymore. His mind threatened to shut off if the pressure became more.

Sleep. It told him. Let go, sink, rest. Let me take you away for a while.

Gus’ words hung in the air between him and his friends.

Not be who Belos wanted? How could he say that like he hadn’t been made for that, like he hadn’t been conditioned to want to be that.

“That’s so easy for you to say.” He says to Gus defiantly. “It was everything to me, I had no room for stupid things like you guys were up to! Like— like sports and- and things!”

“Maybe.” Gus agrees and Hunter squirms at his friend’s soft smile and rea hed out hand. “But you’re good at a lot of things that have nothing to do with being the golden guard.”

Hunter rolled his eyes and turned away. His galderstone heart ached, it hurt. His lungs felt full of thorns. 

“Yeah.” Willow says softly. “You’re good at flying-“

“That’s not worth anything.” Hunter hisses quietly. His breath became shallow.

“And you can sew!” Gus says happily. “I have seen the ripped jeans you patched up.”

“I’m not good at it, it’s useless. Look, I appreciate that you’re trying to encourage me but it’s not helping. I just feel even more incompetent- I mean- ugh! Just- stop! Okay? Stop. I am not depressed. Okay? I don't need a pep talk or whatever. I just want to…”

He breathed out steam.

His heart slowed.

His lungs weighed him down.

His head felt hollow and it was like a light went out in his whole body.

Sleep.”

His red eyes dulled into a pale shade and he slowly sank onto his knees with a deep, extended, sigh.

His gaze got stuck to one spot on the floor. That book Gus had wanted him to read. He stared at it, the world turned gray and he fell to his shoulder. His vision dimmed away into a mush.

Hunter didn’t hear his friends. He could see them as blurry moving things, but couldn’t move his eyes. He was paralyzed. But he had no fear, no feelings at all. He was empty.

He closed his eyes.

Sleep took him.

 


 

There was a nice blue hue glowing somewhere above him, like he was under water. It danced over his face in shimmering lines.

Hunter blinked and groaned, sitting up slowly in the ashy sand. It was nice to lay there, honestly, he could lay there forever and sleep.

He stroked the sand with his hand, he touched something hard and picked it up. It was a piece of blue stone, but it didn’t glow. It felt like it should be glowing. It was smooth on one end and jagged on the other, like it had broken to pieces.

He dropped it, sighing. He didn’t have to think about things anymore. Just rest.

Brööl.

Hunter turned to the deep animal sound, facing a selkiedomus blinking down at him. The boy yelled and scrambled up and away. The sand was silken soft and he tripped into it, falling back down onto his back. The demon didn’t follow him, it just watched from where it sat.

When Hunter peered over himself, he saw a stonesdeeper there too, tilting it’s head at him.

“What the..?”

“Oh they are part of you. That’s why they are here.”

Hunter tilts his head backwards, seeing a prototype golden guard mask look down at him. Hunter gets back up to his feet.

The mask was made of wood, the guard was wearing a misty blue cape and wielding a palisman staff with a spider on it.

The two of them watch one another in silence.

“Caleb?”

“Yes. That’s me.” He gestures at his staff. “This palisman is your creatine, that selkidomus is your skin and that stonesleeper is your lungs. And I am, well, your blood. And a few of your bones.” Caleb held up his hand. “Your thumb, for one.” And wiggled his thumb.

Hunter looked at the big gash in his hand that circled his thumb. He stroked it. Wondering if Belos had chosen to cut him there because it had been Caleb’s thumb.

“Where… am I?”

“Somewhere.” Caleb unhelpfully informed with the same polite and tired voice of a man who had been around for awhile.

Hunter looks between all his new companions. They all had one thing in common.

“Am I dead?”

“What?” Caleb scoffs. “No. If you were, the galderstone would have broken.” He points up and Hunter follows his finger. Up there floated a galderstone, glowing brightly. “You are asleep.”

It quickly dawns on him that the stone from before—

Hunter looks back towards it and sees a beach of grayish, smoking, sand. Here and there were blue glimpses of broken galderstones.

Hunter wearily turned back to Caleb. Who stood still, watching him through the wooden mask.

The stonesleeper sighs and rolls over to its side, rubbing itself into the sand to snooze. Hunter sideyed it with apprehension.

“Don’t worry, it’s just me and the boys here. We’re not dangerous.”

“Where… is here exactly? And why are you here?”

Caleb tilts his head back and forth. “Good question.”

“You’re not very helpful, are you.”

Caleb didn’t reply. Hunter groans and sits in the sand. The further he looked, the world just turned into a smoke. There was nothing out there than the flat dunes of ash and sand.

Caleb came over to sit with him, with some space between them.

“Maybe…’’ Hunter scoffs. “This is my subconscious. And you’re my inner guide? That makes sense.”

“You think that makes sense?”

“Doesn’t it to you? Look at this place.” Hunter nods out to the wasteland. “If this isn’t a reflection of who I am then I don’t know what is. This is… empty and useless. And then there’s you guys, you’re all part of me, so.. there gotta be a common factor here and I guess it’s me.”

Caleb sits still, watching him through the mask. Hunter turns to him.

“Right?”

“No, I don’t think so. I think this is my own personal hell, actually. The common factor here is me, not you.”

Hunter was going to argue but Caleb pushes his legs into the sand, making lines.

“When the grimwalkers die, I’m still here.”

Hunter closes his mouth and turns to the dunes and its specks of blue. “So… where is this place?”

Caleb shrugs a shoulder. “a place of penance, I suppose." He gestured at the emptiness.

Hunter tilts his head sadly and hugs his legs. “I’m sorry for your loss, you know, of your life.”

“It’s okay, I kinda deserved it.”

“… what did you do?”

Caleb was silent. Hunter knew he wasn’t going to share. It seemed he took after his blueprint in that regard. Hunter changed to sit the same way Caleb did. Caleb glanced at Hunter’s legs. He pulled his own up and Hunter did the same. Caleb scoffed.

“Hey, lad, want to know something about fires?”

“Sure?”

“Well, if you burn yourself, that stress will live in your head and the trauma will live in your body. So when you are around fires that aren’t dangerous - like cooking! It’s going to make your brain stressed and your body scared, for it still remembers the terror of being burned.”

Hunter isn’t sure where he’s going with this metaphor, but listens anyway.

“Now, well, if you know you are afraid of fires because you got burned, you might be able to heal from that. Because you can rationally tell yourself this fire was bad, but that other fire isn’t bad.”

“Okay?”

"Right. There are fires that burn you bit by bit. Invisible flames. You don’t notice it until one day your hands are full of blisters and you think; that’s not very good innit. But nobody ever saw any fire, never smelled any smoke, so they tell you it’s in your head and you believed them. Lies are beautiful like that."

Caleb grabs a handful of ashy sand.

"And then one day your hands are charred, in fact it’s begun to burn all of you away… And you don’t even know where to start putting the fire out. And because you were scared and you didn’t trust your heart, you became the fire yourself. You are the fire and the whole forest is burning. Your home is burning and it’s your fault."

Caleb let the sand go, it turned to smoke before it re-joined the rest of the dunes.

"...I was a fire, Hunter." He said like he confessed to a crime.

Hunter looks Caleb up and down, then the world around them.

The two of them sat in silence as the smoke billowed around them and the animals.

“I think you’re a good person.” Hunter says quietly.

“I am not.” Caleb says tiredly. “But thank you, lad.”

“So how did I wind up here if… if it’s not inside me?”

Caleb turns to look over his shoulder at the galderstone above them. Hunter did the same.

“That thing follows me. As does these boys.” He nods to his large demon companions. “Artemis here,” Caleb wags the palisman staff. “Told me that as long as there’s a grimwalker alive or in the making of my image, I will remain here. Or return, shall I be brought in again to be used as a blueprint, as your friends call it.”

“You can see my life?”

“I hope you don’t mind. There is not much else to look at around here and the stone projects your life if we ask it to. We are…” he wobbles his head. “You are the cauldron and we are the soup. So to speak. We can’t really leave you alone even if we wanted to.”

Hunter smiles with furrowed brows. “Well, all right. I guess. Uh, so, have other grimwalkers come here?”

“One, but he did it on purpose.”

“How did he get here?”

Caleb points Artemis towards the stonesleeper. “Stonesleeper lungs, turn out you can put yourself in some sort of permanent sleep-state, if you want. Without death. Like sleeping beauty.”

“Who?”

“Oh right.” Caleb chuckles. “Ask Luz when you wake up.”

“How do I wake up?”

“When Chase was here, he said—“

“Chase?”

“The other grimwalker.”

“Oh…” It was nice to have a name for one of his predecessors.

“Chase said that he put himself into, what he called, a stone-sleep-state to speak to me. He was very interested in the mystic magic coven, and managed to make himself heartbroken enough to get here.”

Hunter grimaces.

Caleb weaved his fingers together and leaned on his knees.

“I… am not heartbroken.”

Caleb was a quiet companion. Hunter groaned and let himself fall into the sand. Looking up at his heart.

“…. Can that thing break from heartbreak?”

“I guess that’s up to you. You can try break it, or kill us.”

“I wouldn’t kill you.”

“Technically we are all dead already.”

“I don’t want to.”

“No, I know. You’ve always been an honest and good boy.”

“I’m not very good either.”

“Hunter.” Caleb says his name and turns up his mask. Hunter stares up to the ghostly features of the weary, tired and dead englishman. “You are not bad.”

“I have made some terrible mistakes-“

“Complicit ignorance, yes. And they were bad, yes. You’ve made terrible decisions. But good people do bad things - like me, trying to be there for my brother and I didn’t know at the time that my actions would turn him so desperate and cruel… I Didn't know. I meant well, I did. I loved him, I still do. But I created the person he became.”

Hunter watches Caleb’s face turn mournful, he regretted so much.

“I will never forgive or excuse what he has done with the time he has been given. But I love him enough to want him to repent for his crimes. He is no longer the boy I protected or… … Philip is a bad person, now. But he wasn’t always. Even bad people are capable of good. I know he was kind to you at times. Even if they weren’t always genuine, I know it was real to you and I know he did it because he knew it would matter to you.” Caleb sighs. "Not that it pardons how he treated you. He was far more cruel than he was fair or tender. He has grown into... somebody unrecognisable. I dont know him anymore."

Caleb closed his eyes.

“Hunter… a lifetime of evil won’t be undone by an act of goodness, and Philip has done too much to be given a second chance. You can’t compare the deeds of his to yours. You have to look at the things you broke, one by one and undo your damage with effort to heal what you’ve done - and you do. Philip never did. Unlike him, you try to put out all your fires, big and small.” He nudges him. “You have done good things too. Much more good than bad. I know, I’ve seen your life. You are not like him at all, so do not think his cruelty is a reflection on you. You are not an extension of him.”

Hunter half-smiles and then turns to the sand sadly. His socks are dug down into it. It is lukewarm.

“If you want my advise,” Caleb says, leaving time for Hunter to say no, but he doesn’t, so Caleb continues; “I think you already know in your heart of heart that this whole I-don't-deserve-their-love business is very unhelpful to you. You’re not going to earn it more by hurting more.”

“But… I don’t know how else to earn it. What should I do?”

Caleb’s smile is soft and kind.

“When a guest knocks on your door, you open it and you welcome them in.”

Hunter’s red eyes are wet with worry. “But what if— what if they don’t like what they see inside?”

“Then they’re not the right people.”

Hunter strokes his palms at his eyes.

“Hunter we are not brought to the world to be alone and abused.” Caleb ruffles him. “I know it may feel hopeless sometimes. And really lonely. But you cannot live your life punishing yourself into terror of failure. You have to open up, maybe even go to their doors and knock on them. Go Into their houses… you have the same power as anyone else. And you get to choose who you are with that.”

The red in Hunter’s eyes light up brightly as he looks up at Caleb, who gives him a fatherly pet through his hair.

“I know it’s scary.” He comforts. “And I know it won't change over one speech like this. But put the effort into yourself, catch the fear when it tries to choke you. Bravery, you know, is knowing you might not win but choose fighting anyway. Because the only big hold fear truly has on you - is making you not try at all. You will be surprised at what you are truly capable of.”

Hunter sniffs and strokes the tears from his face. “See? I knew you were a good guy.”

Caleb scoffs.

The galderstone hummed and sparkled brightly.

“Oh, look at that.” Caleb stands up. “Your heart is full of magic.”

Hunter bashfully gives the stone a glance. “How does it work anyway?”

Caleb shrugs, jazzing his hands up and out. It was kind of strange for Hunter to see his own mannerism like this. Caleb wasn’t a brother or father to him, but he felt like family. An ancestor, rather than a blueprint. It was nice to think of Caleb as a flawed good man, not perfect or full of answers, just some guy who tried his best and still came out making Hunter feel less afraid of being alike him. Honestly, it was nicer like this. Caleb wasn’t a saint to live up to, neither an evil to avoid repeating. Despite being stuck here in this- wherever they were- Caleb hadn’t turned resentful. He still tried to do good with the reach he had. And that mattered, to Hunter, that was a relief.

“It’s okay.” Hunter says. “I will figure it out.”

“Alone?”

Hunter sees Caleb smile knowingly.

“No. With my friends.”

And it’s the first time Hunter can’t see any trace of sorrow on Caleb’s face. He almost looked alive. “Good.” 

“Hey uh, I recognise Artemis.” Hunter says. “He looks like the staff in Belos prototype for my, uh, assistance staff.”

“Oh, yes. It is him.” Caleb twirls the staff. “He belonged to my wife! Philip took him, broke him down and have been using him to make grimwalkers. I know he eats them, but Philip is strangely sentimental about using symbolic representations.” Artemis transforms and climbs up onto Caleb's head. “Like Flapjack. I carved him from palistromwood with my wife. We made a set of three…”

Caleb’s smile fades, he shook his head.

“I’m glad Flapjack found you.”

Hunter smiles. “Me too.” Hunter blinks up at Artemis, who blinks all his eyes down at him. Caleb points up at the palisman.

“Your assistance staff with the wing, you are correct, Philip modeled it after Artemis. The first version just had legs but he added the wings over time. With the owl beast imagery and all that, he wanted to claim the solar depiction of the previous ruler.”

Hunter staggers. "Previous ruler? There was no previous- it was just wild witches and—“ he stops himself. “So there is more history Belos has burned.”

“I am afraid so.” The selkidomus grunts to Caleb, who turns over. “Yes old boy?”

The selkidomus nods seal-like up to the stone and Caleb squints at it. Flicks the mask back down and lifts the palisman Artemis up at the stone, a little yellow zap makes the image clearer. Caleb chuckles at the sight he sees in the stone.

Hunter looks up at it too, having to put a hand to his forehead to be able to look into the light. “What’s happening?”

“Your friends are trying to wake you up.”

Hunter squints, he can make out Willow, but he isn't really sure what she’s doing.

“Oh, and, Hunter?”

“Yes?”

“You like that Willow girl, don’t you?”

“Uuuhhhh—“ Hunter blushes. “No? Yes? Why???”

Hunter could hear Caleb’s grin under the mask as he spoke. “Well she’s kissing ya.”

“What?!” Hunter burned.

“You should wake up if you want to enjoy a little of it.”

“What are you talking about?! I wouldn’t enjoy— I mean— not like this!!” Hunter wheezes and flails. “Why is she kissing me?!”

Caleb laughs merrily at him.

“Stop laughing it’s not funny!”

“Oh, to me it is! It’s hilarious. You’re just as bad at this as I was!”

Hunter yells.

The stonesleeper yawns and lets out an echoing growl.

“He says that she is blowing air into you?” Caleb translates.

“Why?!”

The selkidomus lets out a trumpet BRÖÖL that blows the sand around them with little waves.

“Ah, they think you’re dying, you’re not breathing.” Caleb gestures at the stonesleeper. “It’s a quirk of yours. Thank him.”

I’m not BREATHING?!?!

“You’re not dead. You're just… off.”

“Well put me back on!”

“You’re the one who went to sleep! Not us!”

“I don’t know how—“ 

heartbreak. Right. 

“How do I unbreak?”

Caleb flicks his mask back up to give him a knowing look.

“Well, you closed the door and turned off the lights. I think you know what to do.”

Hunter stands there in the sand with Caleb, the stonesleeper, the selkiedomus and Artemis. The gray sand around them blillowed smoke. Hunter ran up to his blueprint and embraced him.

“Thanks Caleb.”

And Caleb held him back.

“Don’t forget Hunter..” Hunter looks up at him. Caleb looked alive now, a healthy pinkish colour to his cheek and a shine in his eyes. “There’s always a light to find.”

Hunter threw his cheek against Caleb's chest one last time and squeezed.

The galderstone shone and sparkled until the light consumed everything in a white sheet. He felt Caleb’s arms around him until he was ready.

 

Then he opened his eyes and let the light back in.

 


 

Willow’s lips were the softest thing in the world. He instinctively blowed the air back into her mouth and yelled, smacked her in sheer surprise.

“OH SMITING TITAN—! Willow!!! Sorry! Sorry! Oh- I am so sorry—!”

She threw her arms around him and sobbed. He nearly fell over but caught with one hand. She sniffled his name and he, confused and flustered, held her back.

“U-um??”

“Oh god, he’s okay mom! He’s back!” Luz gasps into her phone.

“What?” Hunter blinks and then Gus dogpiles onto him too, he falls.

“We thought you died! You weren’t brea-he-eeaathiiinngggg!” Gus wails.

Hunter pushed himself back up. “I’m okay! I’m okay—“

“Nu-uh! Don’t start! You are NOT okay!” Luz eyes are full of tears and she pokes him with some spanish words he doesn't understand.

“Okay! Okay.. I’m not.. okay.”

His friends calm down. His body tenses up.

“I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to do that. Good news is - I wasn’t dead. I was… uhhhh….” He squinted, trying to remember what Chase had called it. “Stone-sleep-state.”

“A what?’ Amity asks.

“My lungs. I have stonesleeper lungs. Caleb told me I can go into a stone-sleep-state for, well, as long as I want, without dying. Because of- uh- erm… heartbreakorsmething I don't know.”

“Wait, Caleb?” Amity’s voice is a little stressed from having thought Hunter died. “Wait what- hold on-“

“Oh no, yes, he’s uh… not.. in my subconscious but- uuhhh… you know I don’t actually know.”

Luz inhales sharply. “Okay this is too much. Hunter. You are so not okay and we were really scared and— mom is on her way and—“ and the tears roll down.

Hunter aches.

Luz throws herself to her knees and into Hunter’s chest, between Willow and Gus.

“God you idiot!”

“Sorry.”

“Don’t ever do that again!” Gus squeezes his arm.

“I will try.”

Willow sniffs and Hunter eyes her shyly. She smiles and he melts.

“I'm glad you're back.”

His heart thumped in his chest, he was sure Luz could hear it. And she did. She sat back up sniffling, Amity kneeling down behind her to welcome him back to the living.

“Glad you’re okay now.”

Camila’s voice was heard from the phone. Luz juggled it back to her face to tell her mom what was going on. Hunter could hear the panic and worry leave the mother figure. His shoulders went up and he held himself.

“Sorry, I really am.” Hunter said but remembers what Caleb had said. “But- uhm, thanks for… bringing me back.”

They looked at him.

“Uhum, um.. i uh… … .. I think maybe, um, Luz had a point, before.” He didn't want to say hey I’m depressed maybe but the sentiment was understood.

“We know.” Gus said and held him.

“But you got us.” Willow takes her glasses off to wipe at her eyes. “We won’t let you drift off again.”

“Well, if he does.” Says Vee who previously had her nose full of snot and was pretending she totally hadn’t had a breakdown. “Willow can kiss him awake again.”

Willow and Hunter sat there like two tomatoes.

She let him go. “Sorry about that Hunter, we were, um… thought you uh… you weren’t breathing, so..”

“ItIsOkayIGetItHaHAHaaahhhah..hah…”

But Gus didn’t let go of him.

“I’m okay Gus- besides, I smell. So-“

“You do. But I don’t care! I was scared man!”

Hunter leans his head ontop of Gus’. “I know. I will try not to worry you guys anymore. I’ll stop being depressed.”

“That’s not how depression works-“ Amity sighs, but smiles. “Just… let us help, when you struggle. Okay? No more stone-sleep-whatever, okay?”

“Okay.” Hunter nods. He still felt kind of sore and heavy. “Actually, in that case… a shower would be nice.”

“And food!” Willlow prods.

“Yes! Food! Food and shower!” Gus stands up. “C’mon, lets get your stinky self upstairs yeah?”

Hunter scoff and takes his hand. “Yeah.” He sways a little, just dizzy. “Im good! Good. I am good.”

But Gus keeps a hand hovering behind his back anyway. He can walk on his own but the gang still follow him up to the main floor and were about to follow up to the shower too.

“I can shower by myself—“

Camila practically slams the door open. “Where’s my babies?!” She sees Hunter curling his hands to his chest, blinking at her with the rest of the kids. A shower of petting and hugs and a lot of spanish fell over him. Her motherly eyes searched him for damage, she held his face in her hands.

“Mi bebe,” her sigh was full of worry. “Are you alright?”

He nods in her hands. She sighs and hugs him close, his arms squished between them. She lets him go. “Oh sweetie, go take a shower yes? What time is it? Lunch?” She turns to the other kids, giving them things to turn their energy to - mostly lunch. Gus and Vee got to go through the closet to find him an outfit, his was… well, it was laundry ready.

She holds his face one more time, now with more privacy. Her brown eyes told him what her lips didn’t have courage to say yet; dont do that again, I was scared for you.

Hunter’s ears slope down. “Sorry I worried you, mrs Camila.”

She strokes his shaggy hair and she smiles. “It is what mamas do. If you need help, just shout okay?”

He nods, she lets him go upstairs. She lets out a big breath in the kitchen.

 

The gang updated her on what had happened.

 

Hunter washed up, Gus gave him the new clothes. “You sure you’re okay now?” He asks in the bathroom as Hunter puts on a SailorMoon t-shirt.

“Yeah..” Hunter says tiredly. “I’m still tired though.”

“Not… that tired, right?”

“No, not that tired.”

“If you feel like you will be, will you um… let me in on it?”

Hunter looks at Gus, who looks up at him. In a t-shirt and a towel, Hunter hugs him.

“From now on, yeah. I will work on getting better with that.”

Gus smiles and hugs back. “Good. Then I will too.”

“Hah, you were always good at communicating how you feel.”

“Yeah but, y’know, brother solidarity.” He grins up at him.

“Awh,” Hunter hugs his head, Gus muffles into his arms.

“Hey!”

“You’re just too cute~!”

“Come on! Hunter! Watch the hair, man!”

Hunter grins and gives him a brotherly kiss, with a big comical MWAH, on the top of his head before letting him go- one final ruffle.

“Hey!” Gus grins and climbs to ruffle him back. Almost managing but has to get a second illusion of himself to climb on Hunter’s back to ruffle him in turn.

Hunter laughs at Gus’ unfair victory.

“Not fair!” He playfully shoves him.

“Oh it’s fair! Look at my hair!”

“Your hair always look great, stop it!”

“You’ve seen it in the morning! This takes work to maintain. I miss my dorags.”

“Maybe Mrs Camila has some?”

Gus smiles. “You can just call her Camila, you know. She’s practically adopted you, all of us.”

Hunter itches his cheek. “Yeah I just felt underserving—“ he catches himself. It felt strange to try tell himself he deserved someone’s love. But she was giving it to him herself, so… maybe it was okay. “No, you’re right. I should… honor her better. She’s..um.. you’re right. Camila is very nice.”

“She is.” Gus picks up the jeans that was dropped to the floor. They were patched up on the knees. “I don't care what you think. I think this is good work.”

Hunter looks down at the patchwork in his hands.

“Really..?”

“Yeah, you should ask Camila to show you how the sewing machine works.” He smiles, halfway out the bathroom. “With a machine like that, you’d be unstoppable.”

Hunter smiles. “Thanks, Gus. For being my friend."

“Likewise.” Gus bows theatrically. “See you downstairs bud.”

“You too, bud.”


Hunter is dressed, he watches himself in a mirror, trying to comb his hair in a satisfying way. He sighs and decides to let it do its own thing. Flapjack chiros encouragingly at him, Hunter pets him.

He wasn’t happy with who he was.

Yet.

But Caleb was right.

You had to put effort into being brave, opening your door, let the light in, knock on other doors.

You had to make yourself matter. That’s how you earned it. Even if you felt broken apart and unmendable.

There's a crack in everything.

But that's how the light gets in.

Hunter had no boarders anymore, the only one shutting the door was him. And now that he dared to peer through it - there was an abundance of futures to choose from.

And he wanted to make one of his own.

Notes:

phew!!!
Sorry if it got a little repetitive! :’)
Hope you liked it anyway.

Chapter 10: Clothes shortage

Summary:

The gang is going through Luz' closet again, and scavenges more from the attic.
Willow is particularly stunning.
Luz is anxious about returning to her life in the human realm.
And Belos? Well, he's going places.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Belos took his new body through the streets at night. A fox was better than a hare. It had struggled against him, to start, but he quickly taught himself how to crawl into the right places to take control of the unfortunate creature.

It wheezed desperately, staggering as it sniffed against the air to find food or water to soothe the painful possession. It annoyed Belos that the fox would gain spurts of trying to fight back against him. Not that it helped any, in the end - the warrior of good would prevail.

Gravesfield was not as he remembered.

There were sticks of light coming from the ground alongside the sidewalks like trees of metal. There were no more wagons or horses, but cars weren't the strangest mode of transportation Belos had laid eyes on in his life. He adapted quickly by watching and observing as a scab-ridden animal in the shadows.

Women, much like the witches of the demon realm, wore trousers. Again, it wasn’t the wildest thing he’d seen.

For some days he had clawed himself forward in the world he had once left behind. Luz had been right. His home didn’t exist anymore.

He himself was falling apart, too.

Belos stepped into the patch of grass in the middle of the town. Wheezing, he lay down beneath the statue and kept his thoughts to himself.

It had not all been for nothing.

Perhaps it was a good thing that things were different. He and Caleb could start over, maybe they could fit in.

He lay down on his side, not to sleep, but to rest. His glassy fox eyes spied out over the dark roads and the night lights spread its golden glows. He breathed. Remembering the silhouettes of the forest in the night. It had become smaller, the town bigger. He estimated where his old house would be. The church he remembers was still there, with some additional things around it like a parking lot.

He turned his eye up to the statue.

Caleb.

Belos sat up, he almost collapsed when trying to stand with his paws against the plaque.

Caleb & Philip Wittebane, local folktale of two brothers.
Caleb was taken by a witch, his brother Philip then went after to save him. Neither were ever seen again.
The legend stems from the witch hunting practices that occurred in Connecticut during the early 1600th.

Belos stared at the words over and over again. Over and over. Over and over. Until the left eye of the fox rolled up into its head and goop pressed out under it like a tear.

“It changes nothing..” he mumbles and lets himself slide down against the stone that he and his brother stood on.

“It changes… nothing.”

The fox slumped against the statue.

 


 

Spring break, 7th april to 14th april, and the first weekend had been an emotional rollercoaster. 

 

Spring break was supposed to be a week of fun and goofing off with friends. Not whatever this was.

Vee was standing by the mirror, looking herself over as she transformed different hairstyles. None of which Luz would’ve ever chosen. 

The two of them were very different people. Luz recalls how Vee had been intent on throwing away all her nerd stuff once upon a time.

Vee didn’t enjoy comics or cartoons. She liked horror movies and thriller detective books. And her sense of style was, well, it was Luz’ clothes. But Vee wore them in different ways that made her vibe more as a normie-teen-girl who was into rock’n’roll.

Luz wasn’t disappointed or anything, just surprised.

“That ones nice.” Luz says in the doorway.

“Oh. Hi Luz.” Vee brushed her new red hair. “I dunno… I don’t think ginger is very me.”

“Well, you got all week! Annnd! Look what Hunter made!” Luz grins and presents a glowing card.

Vee gasps and takes it happily. “Yay! He figured it out??”

“No, he just tucks them in his pockets and hopes for the best.” She chuckles.

Vee forlornly smiles.

Luz tilts her head at her foster sister. “What’s wrong?”

“Oh nothing. I am just… surprised, you know? I thought the golden guard was evil but he’s just some boy.” She takes a bite of the card and sighs delightfully. “Titan. These are sooo good. And filling!” She curls her serpent tongue around the rest to chomp down.

Luz comes further into their bedroom, looking into the mirror with Vee. They had the same face and body, yet Vee was the one seeing potential in it. Luz sighed.

“I wish I could transform.”

“Well, I wish I was human.” Vee crooks a brow at Luz, who looks herself up and down. “But what’s wrong with you? As someone who’s been living as you for months, I think you look great.”

“Oh it's not that. I like how I look! I just… don’t like who I am here.”

“You don’t?” Vee gestures at the room. “You have everything.”

“Yeah. I know. And I feel terrible about not being satisfied. It’s just that,” Luz opens the mirror to reveal her closet so she can grab a hoodie. “I’m not really, uh… I don’t fit in here.”

Vee nudges her, not knowing how else to comfort. “Don’t say that.”

“Sorry, I’m being a bummer. I guess I am just nervous about going back to school after this week is over.”

“Oh yeah, I guess you want to know what your life has been like without you. Want me to catch you up?”

“Yeah, that’d be great. Thank you Vee.”

Vee had been doing a much better job at being her than Luz ever had at being herself. She had given her better grades, a somewhat social life, not standing out or being ostracized or bullied, just regular. Nobody had given Vee any crap or told her to stop being a nuisance.

Vee was so much better at this than her.

Her classmates even liked her now. Vee explained that there had been some odd comments from classmates about how “you’re actually not that annoying.” During group projects.

Maybe it would be best to keep up the low-key façade, so that the school wouldn’t pay too close attention to her again and maybe uncover that her mom now had a bunch of quote-foster kids-unquote that lacked IDs.

Luz wasn’t actually sure how big of a problem it was. Maybe it was all in her head. But her anxieties crawled over her thoughts like decay worms and roaches. No amount of optimism-slippers would whack them away.

Luz couldn’t afford being herself anymore, not when she had caused her friends to lose everything, she couldn’t take this safety away from them too.

She had to face what she had run away from in the first place. But this time, she would try harder to conform. Fit into the format Vee had built up that worked. Be normal.

Luz thanked Vee for the update as Vee tried blue hair.

“That suits you better, it has your basilisk colour.” Luz spun on her computer chair.

“Yeah. Ugh, I don’t think I can come up with a look before spring break is over.”

Luz grins. “You’re Vee! Of course you can. And like mom said: you can always join school mid-semester too.”

“Mhh..” Vee smiles half heartedly. “Thanks Luz.” She tried a split colours, half-red and half-blue.

Luz waves, leaving Vee to her own devices. She didn’t need Luz’ encouragement, Vee was doing much better than her anyway - what advice could she possibly give her that Vee hadn’t already thought of in a better way?

Every time Luz had messed up, Vee had been there to pour the cold hard truth on her.

 

You're not so special you can control how people will react or what they will do.

The roaches in her mind bit her and burrowed into her cranium. And she shivered when imagining how that looked. She ruffled her fingers through her hair.

 

Downstairs, Luz saw Gus was reading with Hunter. Hunter was already on book two on the cosmic frontier series while Gus was on book four. Luz watched the two boys with their legs entangled on the couch. Gus lips and tongue tried to find the straw for his ice tea, eyes glued to the lines of the book.

The domestic bliss smacked her mind-bugs away.

Hunter gasps, “Noooooo!!” Hunter groans. “Noooooooo! Captain Avery!!” Hunter blubbers out a row of incoherent fanboy pain noises at Gus. “You promised Gus!”

“Keep reading! He’s—“

“Ap ap ap! Don't spoil!!”

“But-“

“No! Hush! Let me grieve for the man!” Hunter moaned dramatically. “Averyyyy…!”

Gus laughs at him.

“Who died?” Luz asks merrily and Hunter gets up on his knees to turn over the back of the couch.

“Captain Avory sacrificed himself for O’Bailey! They were brotheerrrsss in arrmms! And he never-“ Hunter’s voice cracked and wavered and he pressed the pages to his face, sliding back down to the couch. “He never got to teelll hiiiimm they were familyyy..!”

Gus gives Luz a big grin and a chuckle, Hunter turned his face into a pillow with a teary eye and a pout. “He’s coming back right?”

Gus shrugs. “Who knows. No spoilers.”

“Aauugghhhh….” Hunter turned the page to read.

“Where’s the ladies?” Luz asks.

“Willow and Amity are outside.” Gus points. “Vee was upstairs with you.”

“Thanks! Aaaand enjoy the books!” She pats Hunter’s head as she passes him, his hair has really grown out, he mutters in response and Gus gives her a salute.

Luz goes out the back door and hears Hunter gasp again; “The mars crystal!!”

“See! I said it was gonna be okay!”

 

Luz chuckles at the boys and hops outside to the girls.

 

“Luz!” Amity removes her gloves to hug Luz and kiss her. “Look what we found out!” she points at Willow poking a seed down and covers it with earth.
“We figured out why it wouldn't sprout before! Earth plants require a combination of moisture and earth.” And watered it. “Check this out!” She twirled and tomatoes sprouted upwards.

Amity hugs Luz, Excited. “In the demon realm, the earth is fairly moist already due to the Titan’s nature. But here, only your wild forest seems to be similar to that.”

“Oh!” Luz whistles, fascinated.

“We have been documenting, Gus asked us to.” Willow shows her their shared journal. You could tell who had been writing which page. “You should write too if you think of anything.”

Willow hands her the journal. On the front it said Human and Demonic resources research of integration! HDRRI for short. On the first page were their names written with their handstyles.

Augustus Porter - witch

Amity Blight - witch

Willow Park - witch

Hunter

Vee Noceda - basilisk

“You should write your name too.” Amity gives her the pen. Luz smiles and adds herself to the list.

Luz Noceda - human

Luz looks at Hunter’s single name and strokes it.

“He wasn’t sure what to write.” Willow says. “And grimwalker might make someone target him back home if this was uncovered, so, well, you know.”

“Yeah…” but Luz still takes the pencil and, with a very faint scribe, she writes Noceda next to him. She smiles at it. Hunter Noceda looked nice.

Luz turned her gaze to the next pages. Gus had done the most writing so far, then Vee had gone in to correct information. The two of them had tried to keep it color coded but as the pages went on, each person just signed the upper left corner with their name and the date they wrote it.

Hunter had written a page about how some human food was too spicy and that, if you ate it, what to do to soothe it. He also wrote a page about taxes, finances and human gadgets like microwaves, dishwashers and sewing machines.

Luz passed them quickly before boredom would shut off her brain.

Willow was writing about plants and what made them different, what kind of plant magic you could or couldn’t do, what effects it had. For one, unlike the boiling isles, you could accidentally kill a tree if you uprooted it and didn’t put it back. The earth here was more sensitive. You had to be friendlier with it.

Amity’s pages were a little about abomination magic but mostly notes on how to build a portal. But Luz had already seen those pages- well, before they were copied into this journal that is.

“I dunno what I could contribute with.” Luz admits with a hint of fomo.

“Thoughts, comments, corrections, additions.” Amity snuggles her playfully. “Don’t worry. Also! None of us can really draw, except Hunter, but he can't draw people.” Amity opens Hunter’s page and shows the palisman doodles, and a really dumb drawing of Amity.

Luz giggles. “I think he’s just being a tease.” Hunter’s style reminded her of how someone from another century would depict things from real life, while Luz had a more cartoony anime-esque style.

“Tease or not.” Amity grimaces. “I would like a secondary drawing of me. So that history doesn't think I look like… that.”

Luz laughs and Amity smiles fondly. Glad to see Luz merry again.

“I kinda like it.” Willow shrugs.

Amity’s smile turns smug. “I am pretty confident you’d like anything he makes.”

Willow blushes and shoves her. “Stoooop~!” But giggles.

Luz Cheshire smiles at Willow with wiggling brows. “So you really do like Hunter, huh?”

“I dunno.” Willow twirls her braid. “He’s cute I guess. But I don’t think he’s interested in me like that.”

Willow might as well have said that fairies weren’t real.

“What makes you think that?” Luz asks, it was absurd. The way Hunter stole glances her way and got flustered spoke for itself. If he didn’t like her, he at least admired her.

“Hello?” Willow gestures at herself but neither girl could see what was wrong. “I’m not really his type, I think.”

“In what way?” Amity scoffs with insult, she had seen how Hunter looked at Willow. When they had been flying and how he was goofing off to impress her, it pretty much confirmed to her that he had an interest in her.

“He’s of the gentry.” Willow complains. “I’m not exactly lady material.” 

“Whaaaat? You’re plenty of lady material!”

“Luz is right.” Amity crosses her arms. “Also, he’s not a gentry anymore. If anything, he has no prospects or social standing either. He was never a socialite, neither as the golden guard or as Belos’ nephew. He was just an icon.”

Luz blinks, surprised. “Really?”

“Yes. He never attended balls or social events. Golden guards have to be pure, they are the second hand to the emperor. Social events could be… well, my dad told me that a lot of gentry socializing involved gossip, colluding and blackmail, if you weren’t careful you made enemies. That’s why my mom went and not my dad.”

“Huh…” Luz grimaces. “That explains a lot, I guess.” Then frowned. “Aw man! We could have had a masked ball! I totally missed out on the other cultural aspects of the boiling isles! Ack!” She smacked her forehead. “So much cool potential!”

Amity puts a finger over her smile. Luz was such a dork.

Willow sighs. “Yeah well, we wouldn’t have gone to a ball anyway. Neither of my dads are elite, neither is Gus.”

“Neither is Hunter.” Amity consoles.

“But he was raised with that! He probably has standards.”

Luz and Amity throw each other a glance.

“Yes.” Amity says. “I’m sure he has standards but I think you far exceed them.”

Willow scoffs. “That’s nice of you to say. But look at me.” She pulls on the white t-shirt with sunflower print, the blue skirt, the wellington boots. “I don’t strike as someone to bring home to a castle, exactly.”

Luz puffs dismissively. “Castle smashle! Hunter doesn’t have a castle anyway!”

“The castle of his heart, then!” Willow grunts.

“Ha ha! Okay, okay. Hey, Amity, you’re gentry aren’t you?”

“Yes?”

“Maybe we should go upstairs, look through the closet. You have an eye for upper class fashion, right?”

“Yes, but—“

“Oh please!” Willow clasps her hands. “Pleaaase? I want him to see me as a lady! If only once, so he knows I'm capable of being one.”

Amity smiles softly and puts her hands on top of Willow’s begging. “Sure. But it really isn’t necessary Willow. You’re plenty lady as you are.”

“But not gentry lady…” Willow pouts. “And… When we saw that movie the other day, pride and prejudice?”

Luz snaps her fingers. “Oh yeah! You really liked that one huh? My mom likes it too.”

“Yeah! Yeah… that one! I just thought, you know…” Willow removes dirt from under her fingernails. “It was really pretty.”

Willow strokes her dirty shirt. It wasn’t something that made her feel beautiful.

Willow was a tough girl, yes, but she was girly too. And all girls wanted the person of affection to drop their jaw at the sight of them. A swish of the skirt, a fluttering lash, and people swooned. It was the feminine power fantasy of it all. And Willow liked to feel powerful. But around Hunter she wasn’t. Whenever he was there, she said things that kept her up at night cringing. Flirting? More like quipping bad jokes to a coughing crowd. She was not as graceful and alluring as she wanted to come off.

In the human movie she had seen; Elisabeth Bennet had walked through the wet grass and stained her skirt, her hair frizzy with little curls from the morning air. She was messy with grace. That’s what Willow wanted too. Messy with grace.

She looked down at herself.

Dirty knee-spots in the skirt that didn’t quite go with her curves, a shirt that pinched in the armpits and stained with sweat.

No. This was just messy. Not elegant or brought an air of a woman who knew what she wanted from the world. The only type of air she saw herself bring right now was; a girl who spat in a bucket and yoddled to the fanged-cows for dinner time.

“Pleaaaase.” Willow grunted, pulling on her shirt. “This is torment.”

“Alright, c’mon then.” Amity chuckles and Luz pumps her fist.

“Yeesss! Make over! Oh! Me too! Lets all dress up—! Oh, oh! Lets get Vee in on it too!”

“Oh? Don’t you think that’s a little girly for her?” Amity asks.

“Who said make overs had to be girly?” Luz grins, hooking her arm around Amity’s and slides her hand across the view. “Make overs are to bring out the YOU in you! Confidence! The inner essence and style of you!”

“That’s great.” Willow claps. “Buuuut I want my inner essence to be.. Classy.”

Luz winks, clicks and finger guns at her.

The girls pass the boys in the livingroom.

“What are you up to?” Gus asks, putting a bookmark in his book.

“Make oveerrrrr~!” Luz does a little squid dance.

“Oh!! Are there more clothes?” Gus beams.

“Um.. no. But we were thinking of trying to go through them all again, to see if we can style them up a bit more.”

“That sounds tun!” Gus kicks Hunter. “Hey lets join!”

“Uuhh.. you go. I’m not done yet.”

“You’re at the last two chapters right? Join us after then.”

“Mh.” Hunter turns the page. Flapjack is reading along with him on one shoulder and Emmiline on the other.

“You staying?” Gus asks his palisman, who meeps in return. “Alright. Have fun!” The trio lets out a unison of yeah-yeah.

Luz opens the door and, at first glance; thinks it's Hunter standing in there with a dress on. But after a blink, she sees it’s a mashup of herself and Hunter and her mom.

“Oh-!”

Vee turns back to her basilisk self, in a dress. “Don’t you knock?!”

“Sorry! Sorry! I didn’t see anything!”

Vee grumbles, flustered by being caught trying to look like the people she thought of as family.

“What's up?” Gus greets and Vee smiles, brushing her fluffy ear.

“Oh just uhh, trying to figure out a human body to default to. Why are you guys here?”

“We~ are going to go through Luz’ clothes again!” Gus strikes a model pose, and another. “Because we need a wardrobe update.”

“Tell me about it.” Vee sighs.

Luz rubs her neck. “Yeah, I guess my style is a little out there and not for everyone.”

“No it’s fine.” Amity reassures and opens the closet. “So, just dump them all out on the floor like last time?”

“Sounds like a plan!” Willow grabs half the closet while Amity was taking piece by piece off the hangers.

“Where’s Hunter?” Vee turned to Luz.

“He’s still reading, he’ll join us soon.”

“Oohh! I like this one!” Gus Holds up a blue shirt with a ribcage print. “I didn’t see this one last time.”

“Oh yeah that’s from the attic. Mom brought down a box of my old clothes we never donated.”

“Are there more up there?”

“Maybe?” Luz hummed. “Probably mom’s stuff, in that case.”

“Oh!” Willow smiles. “Do you think she’d mind?’

“I don’t think so. Gus, why don’t you come with me to look for more? There’s a lot of old human junk up there.”

“Yes!!” Gus stands, then puts the blue shirt on the side. “My pile!” He commands. “No touchy the a-Gus-stuff.”

“Okay.” Amity chuckles and watches the duo leave. “Oh, this would fit Gus too.” She says and put it in his pile; he was the youngest and a bit smaller than everyone. Then she turns to Vee. “Okay, Vee, we have a little bit of a mission today.”

“Oh?”

“Yes, we are turning Willow into a lady. Wanna help?”

Vee looks Willow up and down. “Isn’t she already?”

“Not a gentry one.” Willow sighs and looks at the clothes on the floor. 

Most pants were too small for Willow, skirts were pretty much all she could wear with a shirt. But Luz wasn’t big on skirts either. She had been borrowing pants from Camila but those were often too large. She hoped Camila’s old clothes were a better fit.

“Why do you wanna be a gentry lady?” Vee scoffs at the idea of ever wanting to associate with the elite classes of the boiling isles. “You look fine. You don’t need all those fancy stuff to be pretty. And if anyone thought you were less for how you dress they’re an idiooo— oooohhhhhhh.”

Vee's finger slowly rose to point at Willow’s increasingly blushing face.

“Oohhh no. You think Hunter likes that?”

The two girls hush at her, looking at the door like Hunter might stand there.

“Vee, just roll with it.” Willow says, embarrassed. “It’s not just for him, it’s for me, too.” 

Amity throws her a glance, Willow strokes a loose strand of hair behind her ear.

“I just wanna try to find a style I feel confident in, y’know? I always kinda dressed down because I was insecure. That’s not who I am anymore. I want to feel confident and, um, if Hunter happens to think so too then.. yeah.”

Vee wags her tail and rolls her eyes. “Having an elite class of fashion doesn't give confidence.”

“Maybe it won’t for you, but it might for me.” Willow holds up a frilly blouse that belonged to Camila. “What about this?”

“Ooh! We can work with that!” Amity peers over Willow’s shoulders. “Very a’la the Toe-tips.”

Willow giggled. This would be fun.


The yellow light from the bulb hanging from the ceiling threw thick shadows in every corner of the small attic. And there were many corners. Gus looked around the place with a bit of awe.

“It’s like an old oddity shop back home.”

“Oh yeah, I guess with how cramped it is haha!”

“What’s this?” Gus points to a sombrero.

“An authentic sombrero! From my parents honeymoon in Mexico.” Luz opened up a box with boxing gloves. “Nope. Wrong one.”

“What is a honeymoon?”

“Oh, uh, it’s a trip you take together as a newly wed couple!”

“Do you do it during a full moon?”

“Uhh, noooo…”

“Why is it called a honey moon?”

Luz smiles thoughtfully. “You know, I don’t actually know why.”

“Understandable. The human realm has a lot of stuff, can’t believe you're all expected to know everything about everywhere.” Gus puts on the sombrero. “Vee told me what you learn about it in your school. It’s very different from what we get to learn.”

“Yeah, a bit different.” Luz takes the boxing gloves and tank top out and closes the box.

Gus hangs the hat back and looks at Luz. “So… How do you feel about going back to school, anyway?” He caught her trying to cover up her grimace with a grin.

“Oh, pfh! That! Haha! Not much, I mean, what’s there to think about???”

“You seem nervous about it.”

“I’m not! Not even a little bit!” They look at one another, Gus blinks slowly. “Augh..” she sinks to sit on an old chair. “Is it that obvious?”

“A bit.”

“Awh… Do you think Amity can tell? Or mom?”

“Probably.”

“Aauughhhh awwhhhh…” she slides off the chair and onto the floor.

“Is it that bad?”

“No! It’s not! It’s—“ Luz puts her hands on the gloves that hung over her neck. “I’m… the one who’s bad at it.”

Gus sat down with her.

“I shouldn’t even go to school. Vee was doing a great job being me. A lot better, actually.”

Gus sympathetically put a hand on her shoulder. “You’re not bad at being you. Vee was just good at being Vee.”

“But she was pretending to be me. And my grades are better, people don’t avoid me, the teachers don’t tell my mom I need to do better- it’s their job to teach me! By the way! If I’m not good at fitting into their box then maybe they need to make a new one! Or something! Nothing here works for me…”

Luz dunks her head at a box behind her. The paper bag on top of it crinkles, tilts, and tips down over them both. Baby clothes. Luz looks at the little shirts and begins to pick the ones that fell out to put back into the bag. Gus helps her.

She stops at a small dress with the text I <3 dad on it. Her lip quiver up.

“Hey…” Gus comforts. “I’m sorry the human school is rough for you. If you need us to help you out. We will.”

He gives her a smile and she lifts up her teary eyes to him. His smile falls and he scoots closer to give her a hug. Luz leans into it, wrapping her arms around him.

“Hey.. Gus?”

“Yeah?”

She wasn’t sure how to ask. “Do you— I’m—“ she lets him go, looking down at the dress in her hands. Gus looks at it too.

I <3 dad.

“Yeah. I miss my dad. But he’s strong. He always told me that I have to let go of the unknown, take hold of what I can do right now, and move forward. I’m sure he’s doing the same.” Luz is not looking at him. “Do you… also miss your dad?”

She nods. “He.. died.”

Gus is quiet. “My mom too.”

Luz looks up at him, he rubs his neck. “I was really little. I don’t remember her. It’s always just been me and dad.”

“Sorry for your loss.”

“You too.”

They sat in a minute of mournful silence.

“What was he like?” Gus asks softly.

So cool! You’d have loved him. He would have loved you, all of you.”

“Heh, I’m hard not to love.”

“Heheh, that you are Augustus." She puts the dress back into the bag and stands to put it back to where it had fallen from.

Gus peers into a plastic box full of technology. “What are these things?”

“Oh, retro things.” Luz does a double take. “Actually we might be able to use that for the portal.”

“Oh! Neat!” Gus carries it to the stairs to bring down later. “There’s so much stuff up here!”

“Yeah.” Luz opens another box. Finally! Her mom’s old clothes. “Attics are always full of stuff. It's the nature of attics!”

“Are all human attics like that?”

“If not the attic, it’s the basement!” She twirls the box around to show Gus her findings. “Found clothes!”

“Yay! Oh there are pants in there! Hurray!” Gus pulls a pair of jeans out with a chain on the side. “With armour!”

Luz laughs. “No no, that’s just accessory. For cooool aesthetics.”

Gus crooks a brow of intrigue. “Cool.” He repeats, something stirring in him. Human fashion was so different, but he understood it. He completely understood the personal expression of wearing something solely for aesthetics alone. A door had opened for Gus in that attic, a horizon of self-expression.

The two friends climbed around some more, threading belts over their arms and towering old hats, caps and beanies onto their heads. All the while balancing boxes down the steep stairs.

“Woah there.” Says Hunter, plucking off boxes from Gus as he dangerously threaded his way down.

“Thank you!” Gus hops the last bit down. Hunter extends a hand to make sure Luz doesn’t fall.

“What’s this?” He asks, looking at the gadgets.

“For the portal!” Gus chimes.

“But what is it?”

“That’s a VHS! ….. no clue about the rest.”

“The polaroid camera I think we should leave to mom.” Luz takes it out of the box and onto a nearby side table in the hallway. “She used to take a lot of photos with that.”

Gus knocks on the girls door. “Aaareee you decent?”

“We are decent!” Vee says back and Gus opens the door. “Oh! Wow! Nice Willow!”

Luz comes in second and gives a whistle.

Hunter turns to her as he enters, to see what all the hooting was about.

Willow’s eyes met his, and truth be told - Hunter had no clue about clothes. To him, it was all just about practicality. He had never understood the need, ‘nor desire, to dress up. It was an inconvenience to have to consider what matched and did not. Perhaps he was just jealous, Darius had proven to him that fashion added a certain sting to your presence. But Hunter could never figure out how it worked and boiled it down to; it must be magic. 

All Hunter had to use was his Golden Guard garments, he never needed anything else. Until now. And became painfully aware of his lack of knowledge for it.

But now he saw Willow, and he understood what dressing up actually meant. It was the way she carried herself in the frilly blouse, how her loose hair curled from being in braids all day on her shoulder. The small swish of the pleated skirt that swirled a tiny wave around her ankles.

And for the first time in Hunter’s life, he felt indecently dressed. 

“You think so?” Willow swayed the emerald skirt for Gus’ amusement. It hypnotized Hunter. It was criminal to him that she had never worn it before. He put the box of tech down.

“What do you think Hunter?” Luz elbows him.

“Huh?”

“Willow’s outfit!”

“Oh, yes.” He coughs, half nodding in Willow’s direction. “Very nice.”

He couldn’t look directly at her. He just couldn’t. If he did he would just stammer and sweat and get weird. She was so pretty and he was still wearing sweatpants and last night’s t-shirt.

Willow’s heart sank a little, she had hoped he would get flustered or fumble a compliment. But it didn’t matter, she still liked her outfit all for herself.

Luz dumped the new box of clothes into the pile, throwing the boxing gloves to Hunter.

“Here! There’s a boxing sack in the basement somewhere.”

Hunter inspected the gloves.

“Boxing gloves.”

“What do they do?”

“Protect your fists?”

Hunter chuckles. “Nobody has time to put these on before a fight. And they’re impractical to wear around all the time.”

“Oh, no it’s for sport.” Luz explains but Hunter’s confusion deepens.

Vee leans into him to whisper. “I’ll show you later.” She wags her phone. Hunter nods and lets his friends find clothes first, taking a backseat by seating himself on the computer chair. He gives a little nod to Luz’ palisman that still hadn’t woken up.

It made Hunter happy to watch them get excited. Gus was starting to lay out outfits on the floor of different combinations. He seemed to have the same kind of understanding for what worked as Darius did, Hunter tried to no avail to understand where the logic in it was. Was there a pattern? How did you know when something ‘clicked’ as they kept calling it.

“What about you Hunter?” Amity asks. “Won’t you pick something?”

“I will take whatever’s left over, don't worry.”

Amity tucks her chin in and smiles at him. “You ought to grab something that fits you. With your broad shoulders I’m sure some of Luz’ shirts haven’t been comfortable.”

Hunter shrugs. “Beggars can't be choosers. And I never cared about how I look anyway, never needed to, I had my uniform.”

“But you don’t need a uniform anymore, or have it. You can wear what you like.”

Hunter screwed himself around on the chair. “Eh, I don’t really know what I like. It doesn’t matter. I don’t suit in anything anyway.”

Amity leads the collective pout that spreads through the room.

“What? I don't." He says with a chuckle. “It’s not like I wouldn’t want to, I just.. uh.. I’m not good at it. And I rather not be laughed at.”

“Nobody will laugh here.” Luz promises and puts on a baseball cap with cat ears on it.

Hunter smiles through an uncertain grimace. “Right.”

“What colours do you like, Hunter?” Willow asks.

Hunter glances at her, then back to his hands. “Oh uh, dark blue, brown and red.”

Willow digs through the pile. There were some blue jeans and a white-red baseball shirt.

“What do you look for in clothes, generally?”

“Uh, comfort, flexibility?”

Willow checks the shirt size, it was a Large, so it should fit Hunter and his shoulders. She would think Medium was his size, but if he liked to be able to move then a little bigger might be nice for him. She handed the pieces to him.

“There.”

And a brown checkered flannel shirt. He’d practically been living in Camila's old flannels anyway, so she figured he liked them for one reason or another.

Hunter held them in his arms and sized them with his eyes.

He smiled. “Yeah, I like these.”

It was such a basic type of outfit for a boy to have. But Willow kept in mind that Hunter was a boy who had never even experienced basic things before. To him, comfort and basics was a style.

"Besides, ah, I don’t think I’m ready to look so high class as you guys do. I don’t know how you’re able to make clothes look so easy to wear..”

He inspected his new clothes, he was sure he wouldn’t look as good in these as any of them would. Maybe it wasn’t about skill, maybe it was just him. Maybe he was just ugly. He had honestly never needed to think about his appearance. His mask hid him.

Gus laughs. “Whaaat? Dude you’re the most high society out of any of us.”

“What? Because the emperor was my uncle, you think I lived in class?”

“Yes? Kind of?”

Hunter laughs. “No! I had a bedroom, that’s it. Hardly even my room, it was the golden guard room. I used to have a smaller room next to Belos sleeping quarters. But ah… I preferred the other. It was bigger, and had an actual window!” Hunter said window like it was the height of luxury. “Less strain on the eyes when you’re up reading all night.”

Hunter put an authoritarian finger in the air and changed his voice to the soothing tune of his uncle, mimicking him the same way you would a teacher behind their back:

No night is wasted when spent studying. Knowledge keeps the boiling isles safe.”

It was the looks of his friends that made him curl in on himself.

“I mean, uh… sorry. Didn’t mean to bring him up.”

“No, it’s okay.” Amity said. “That was spot on.” She comforts and he uncurls a little. “He was pretty strict with you.”

“Mh. I guess? I have nothing to compare to.”

Luz folds some shirts. “You really did think you were helping people, huh?”

Hunter got quiet.

“Yeah… Some guard I am. I really did think wild magic was evil and wild witches just… needed to be shown there was a place they belonged, in the system. That maybe they just hadn’t found it yet, needed some help. Sometimes people don’t know what’s best for them. Or, so I thought.” He sighed. “Anyway.. I was stupid to believe in all of that.”

Willow put her hand on his arm, knelt beside him next to the computer chair.

“It’s not stupid to have a good heart.” She said and Hunter could have turned into a puddle right there and then. “Just because Belos made you work for a lie, doesn’t mean it was meaningless work.”

Hunter tilts his head softly at her and puts his hand on top of hers, guiding it off of him. “I did hurt people.” He said simply. “Intent matters, yes, but so do the consequences. I will not defend the time I wasted believing him or the things I did in his and the Titan’s name.”

Willow’s eyes are full of sigh and care, Hunter’s skin prickles with electricity and he spins away from her on the chair, his cheeks flaming up.

“Uh- a-anyway.” He stands up, coughs, glances at Willow’s cute round face blinking up at him and his heart punches out of his chest. A card in his jeans began to glow.

“Oh!” Vee calls and hops over to fish out the card from his back pocket. “Glowy!” And ate it.

Vee did a little cha-cha-cha dance because it was so delicious. Gus gasped and joined her, recognising the dance from a meme video Vee had showed him. The two of them wiggled around to a tune nobody else could hear but the two of them.

“Well,” Amity says and taps the garments in Hunter’s arms. “These are nice for you. I found some other shirts that would fit your broad shoulders.” Her own brother and Hunter had similar figures, so she tried to think of what Edric would look good in.

“O-oh, thanks.”

Luz holds up a dress. It was an off-white summer dress Camila wore when Luz was little. A sweetheart neckline with swoopy sleeves with a little bit of glitter faintly sewn into the pleats of the skirt to make it glitter in the sun.

“Oohh! Willow, this would totally look nice on you!”

Before anyone else says anything, Hunter points at it happily. “Oh, yes! That’s obviously pretty enough for Willow!”

The dancing duo stopped. Luz looked at Hunter over the dress she held up and Amity slowly turned to him with something akin to a smug oh really? He didn't dare to look at what Willow’s expression was.

“You think I’d look nice in this?” Willow’s voice was honey and he decided that staring at the dress was going to keep the blush from spreading from his ears to the rest of him.

“…….Yes.”

“Well if it’s that obvious.” Vee teases and Hunter turns to her sharply, wanting to hiss shut up but couldn’t muster his voice. “I think it’s obvious too. That’s sooo her!”

Luz gives the dress to Willow, her eyes glitter and she goes out into the hallway to try it on.

While she's out of sight, Hunter groans inwardly into his hands.

“Awh, hey you are right though! It was pretty!” Luz slings a sisterly arm over his shoulders. He grumbles and regathers himself. Brushing his hands through his hair a few times to soothe the creeping nervosity that tazed his skin.

“Hey Hunter, look at this shirt!” Gus distracts him with a new situation, holding up a cosmic frontier shirt. Hunter gasps and reaches out to touch it, escaping Luz’ arm.

“Oh lucky!”

“It’s too big for me.”

“You can sleep in it! You saw it first.”

“We can share.” Gus winks at his friend and Hunter lights up. “But it’s definitely right size for you.” Gus hands it over.

Hunter lets out a little buzzing squeal. Gus squeaks with him. They both sit on the floor and fanboy over Avery on the shirt, quickly going over the other referenced details.

“Nerds.” Vee scoffs affectionately.

Willow comes back in. “Agh, it’s a little tight over the waist.” She sighs. “Otherwise it's nice.”

Hunter drops the shirt and Gus looks from Hunter to Willow with the rest of the hexsquad.
“Wow! Willow! You look like a princess!”

Hunter agreed. He was looking up at a princess.

He was too taken by her to even be nervous. There was nothing else except the way she lit up the room and the wallpaper framing her.

All his life he had tamed his emotions, they were angry and difficult- always battling the fear and panic that threatened to reveal him to the world as somebody less than worthy of his position. It was a constant struggle to not let his true feelings surface all the time. The mask helped to, literally, mask his lack of poker face.

But in the face of her, he was tempered. Calm, quiet, sweet and soft, like the stuff pink petals are made of when they fall from the big blossoming trees like a rain of good dreams. He wanted to feel this at ease forever.
The sunlight from the window caught the hem of her skirt, the glittery strings woven into thin lines in the fabric sparkled when she turned. It swooped around her shins and his eyes traveled back up to her round cheeks and smiling eyes. Her greenish hair shimmered in curls and he was brought back by Luz’ voice.

Luz held her sleeve.

“We gotta find more stuff like this for you!”

“Oh stop, I can have other stuff than dresses! I’d like some trousers too.”

Like a gust of cool wind on a hot day. Hunter blinked himself back to planet earth, only now realizing everyone else was showering her in compliments and assuring her the waist wasn’t an issue, neither was the loose shoulders she complained about.

Hunter stood to the side and held his wrist politely. Like he was at court and there was an important lady present. As the golden guard, he never had to keep manners to the gentry. They were technically all beneath him at the time, and Belos had told him to remind them of their place with his behaviour. A twinge of rudeness kept people humbled. But here, with Willow, he wanted to be as good as he possibly could. If only to make up for the fact he was, in comparison to her, looking rather wilted. Titan, he wished he had showered today at least.

Willow looked at him. “Eh, it was worth a try, right? Whad’ya think, still good enough for me? heheh!”

“What.. what is wrong with it?”

“Oh, just a little tight around here.” She strokes over her ribs. “I think Camila and I have sliiiightly different builds haha! She’s taller than me, the shoulders are a little lose—“

Hunter comes forward and tucks two fingers between her shoulder and the dress. “A little loose but I can fix that.”

Willow holds her breath, her green eyes looking up at his red. He’s not meeting her gaze but she can see him calculate stitches as his eyes slide down her waist too, deep in thought. His fingers pinch the side of her dress by her ribs.

“I think it’s supposed to be that way, but if you want I can unstitch it and give it more room?”

“You can do that?” Amity asks.

“Yeah, I’ve practiced on some shirts for me and pants for Gus. Wouldn’t be a problem. This one looks easy enough.”

“Ah- uh- you don’t have to bother.” Willow nervously swats a hand. His hand was lingering on her waist. The flower in a nearby pot began to bloom as Willow leaned siffly away from him.

“Not a bother.” He said and met her eyes. “I’d do anything for you.”

She must have made a face, because Hunter’s eyes widen and he quickly removes his hand from her waist.

“Ah-buh-deh-the— the— I mean— you look fantastic!” He gestures frantically. “Y-you, you are— very, very. You know? You know.” He winces.
If Luz had known a few months ago that making Hunter and Willow become friends would be a quick ticket to the adorable demise of the Golden Guard, she would have started that engine waaaaaay sooner by introducing them to one another. Hunter was, to a T of the diagnosis; a sad and shy boy. Painfully shy. God, it was almost a little difficult to watch him. Was death by embarrassment possible?

“I will ask mom first! I mean my clothes are fine if you edit them, buuuut I think it’s best to ask mom first!” Luz jumps in to save him. “I think she’ll be cool with it but some of these she might be too fond of, y’know, ‘cus of dad and stuff.”

Hunter points at her. “Excellent. Great. You let me know which ones. Anyone who wants edits knows where to find me.” Hunter heads to the door.

“The basement?” Amity asks.

The basement. ” Hunter affirms and leaves quickly. “Okie-dokie gotta go, books and palismen and other stuff- cool! Byeeeee!”

Hunter leaves the room in a wake of silence.

Vee breaks it first with a fit of snickering and the rest follows with giggles. Even Willow, who’s hiding in her hands.

“Oookay.” Gus chuckles. “Don’t be mean to him.”

“I wouldn't dream of it.” Vee says.

“That was really sweet..” Willow quietly sighs.

Gus looks her way, curious. Their gaze met. It was strange how much they had grown in the short span of time here in the human realm. Willow didn’t like how far away Gus felt. Usually they were each other's go-to for everything, but now Gus had become the last one to know the details of what was going on with her lately.

It felt almost like thousands of years ago since he sent his little blue men to her home to take care of her when she had hurt her arm.

“Hey, Gus.” Willow starts. “Do you think he likes me?” She missed having him by her side to talk to. There has been a lot of Luz and Amity lately, she missed him.

Gus smiles her way. “That’s not for me to say.”

“C’mon.” Luz coos. “Do you know?”

“I think he’s not used to being around friends, or people he admires.” He emphasizes by looking at Willow. “And I think we all can tell he’s shy and awkward. I wouldn’t be able to say whether that means or doesn't mean he like-likes Willow.”

“So he’s not said anything?” Amity asks.

“No. I let him talk to me when he wants to, he extends the same to me. I appreciate that about our friendship.”

Willow pouts. “You have things you need to talk about?” Willow was supposed to be the person Gus always came to. What changed?

“Of course.” Gus shrugs a little, softly smiling. “Hunter’s been really good to me, we’re basically brothers now.”

“You two are really bonding in the basement, huh…?”

“Yeah.” Gus smiles but sees Willow looking a little worried. “Hey. My heart’s big enough for everyone. Willow, why don’t you and I hang out in the basement, yeah? Catch up a bit.”

Luz thought that sounded fun, but Amity took her hand and gave her a sympathetic glance. This was perhaps something that shouldn’t be all of them. Luz smiles back; yeah, probably.

“Really?” Willow brightens up.

“Yeah! Emerald trio time!”

“Okay!” Willow glees. “Oh, um, if you guys also want-“

“No.” Amity holds up a hand. “We don’t always have to be everyone together. This is a you and Gus thing. And Hunter. With all of us being busy since getting here, I don’t mind if you guys do your own thing. Right?” She turns to Luz and Vee.

“Yeah.” Luz grins. “Besiiides~! That just means me and Amity get some quality tiiimeee- er, and.. Vee, of course.“

“I don’t want to be a third wheel on your date.” She makes the peace sign and scoffs. “Alone time is a good time for me too. I like it.” She slithers up to her bed in the top bunk.

“Well then!” Luz turns her thumbs up to her besties. “You guys go and enjoy, yeah? We will all hang out a lot together later anyways.”

It was true. Just because they weren’t all present at the same time didn’t mean you missed out or were less of a friend to the rest. Both Hunter and Vee opted out of a lot of activities, and nobody thought either was any less of a friend for it.

 

Gus and Willow walk downstairs, but not before Willow changes clothes and they grab some of yesterday’s dinner for some lunch and quality time, just the Emerald Trio.

 


 

Belos woke up in a cage. The bump of being moved woke him up. He gurgled and spat, the man carrying the big box he was in tried to soothe him by talking to him - like some poor pet.

Belos threw his fox body against the walls, the ceiling, trying to make the man drop him so he could escape.

"Oh geez, it has rabies or something.”
“Let’s both of us carry it.” Said the woman and assisted carrying the angry fox into the veterinary clinic.

No matter how much he tried to free himself, it just wouldn’t happen. But as he was carried inside to the big cages, he saw the big dogs in the dens. Strong ones, domesticated hounds just waiting to be used by him.
He half-listened to the conversation, they were discussing where to put him. Isolation was best, they said.

Camila peered into the cage and cooed. “Poor thing…”

 

Notes:

Sorry this took time to update!

I was a bit bored with how things played out and re-wrote a lot. I still think this chapter felt like a bit of a bore in regards to the hexsquad shenanigans. :(

But I like the Belos escalating situation :)

I tried to build up the theme of Luz feeling like she has no place to fit in with in the human realm, and Hunter talking about wild witches sort of vaguely alluding to how Luz felt she fitted into the demon realm better - because there were outsiders there that she could apply herself with. Even the "system" was something Luz applied herself to better than the human realm one.
I think bouncing Hunter and Luz off of one another, theme wise, is a fun avenue to explore.

Hunter in general is an easy character to bounce the other characters off of.

Self-indulgant huntlow and lumity moments, too. :,) and best boy Gus time. 🙏

But I really struggled with this chapter. Gah! 😭

Chapter 11: 🌑 Bad bones and promises

Summary:

Willow, Gus and Vee explores some history and meets Masha.

Belos is going through his past, namely his old house.

Sometimes we gotta pick what promises we keep and what hill to die on.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text


Camila had put the boxing sack up in the basement, it hung from the ceiling in the corner bear the laundry room/basement bathroom.

Hunter thought it made for a good addition down there, if not just for him to use but also the rest of the hexsquad (if they wanted to practice using their fist).

Not that there was anything to fight in the human realm.

But Camila had been so excited about it.

She had been taken down memory lane, seeing all the old junk and clothes the kids had taken down. Her boxing days were fun days, she met her best friend there and they still went out for coffees now and then.

She offered to teach Hunter what she remembered from when she was a 25 year old in a women's boxing club.

Camila had expected Hunter to have been reliant on magic for battle like everyone else - only that she hadn’t seen him use any yet due to his apparent shyness.

Hunter corrected her quickly to the fact that he had no magic.

To which she then said; “Oh! Like me and Luz! Eh, aren’t we two peas in a pod, mh?”

Her goofy-mom elbow nudging was a gesture Hunter had come to cherish.

He found himself sometimes doing the same towards Gus or Luz, nudging them with an accompanied grin of encouragement.

She showed him what she remembered from her days of boxing. Hunter thought it was endearing to watch her try to teach him how to protect himself.

“If anyone grabs your collar like this, you grab them here and ka-pow!”

Hunter smiled at her.

He did take notes. Human fighting styles weren’t too different from the hand-to-hand combat he had been taught back home.

But the dodging and defence was vastly better than what he had been taught.

As a scout, their combat of defence was often their preferred magic style, which Hunter had to adapt into pretending a staff was his magic.

“Show me what you got, hijo.” She gestured and Hunter got into a position he was familiar with to show her the way he fought, which was mainly an offense rather than defence.

Camila’s brows arched high when Hunter had the sack swing around from knees, kicks and fists.

It was a heavy bag.

“Oh.” She claps. “Very.. Good!”

She was only mildly concerned that he was so good at combat, and remembered the scars on his body when she helped him in the shower a few days ago.

Hunter lit up a little at the compliment.

“But ahh.. Your hair.” She squints and takes a scrunchy from her wrist and gives it to him. “It’s getting rather long. It’s going to get in your way. You can have this!”

Hunter holds the red scrunchie in his hands like it was a symbol for something. He puts his hair up in a ponytail.

“Ohh! Look at you!” She coos and preens his hair a little to put it in place. “There, so handsome.”

“Ah, am I?” He blushes, trying to look up at his hair.

“All my babies are handsome.” She curls her fist proudly.

He scoffs and rubs his arm. “You’re only humouring me.”

“No, you are very handsome.” She lightly pinches his cheek and he chuckles, swatting her hand away playfully. “Sooo handsooome~!”

“Haha, I’m not. Thank you though.”

“Nu-uh, you are. I say so.” Hunter stops objecting and puts a hand on the sack to stop it from swaying. Camila tilts her head at him. “You don’t think so?”

“Eh, I’m not doing great right now. I probably look as great as I feel.”

“Well, the brain fogs up your eyes sometimes. It can make you blind to what’s beautiful.”

She watches Hunter’s eyes jump around in that I-don’t-know-what-to-say way he often did, like he was too apprehensive to agree with her in fear of looking full of himself.

Camila tucked her head to the side like he knew Luz to do when she had love in her heart.

“I can see..” She started. “Kind eyes, a strong jaw.” He bashfully looks down. “A handsome nose, nice shoulders! And reeaaally cute ears.”

“Thanks.” His voice is low but she can hear that at least he believed she meant it.

She nudges him. “And goodness, you are so fit! You really know how to throw a punch, eh? O'Bailey."

Hunter jerked his head up at her with a little gasp. “You’ve read the books?”

“Yes, ah, they’re mine.” she awkwardly itched her cheek. “Couldn’t help but see you and Gus read them. He asked me about it. Haha, aah, I was really into that when I was young. Me and Manny.”

Hunter softens. “Is it really alright then, to touch it? Isn’t it sacred?”

“Oh, no, he would have wanted it to be used and loved. As do I. It’s nice to see the love getting passed on.”

Hunter smiles from the heart, the galderstone charged up the card in his pocket.

“Aha another card!” Camila points and Hunter takes it out to tuck it in the deck he was saving up for Vee. “You’re getting really good at that!”

“Ah, no. It’s random. Honestly I think it’s actually you guys doing it, not me.”

“Oh? How so?”

Hunter strokes a loose strand of hair behind his ear, but it falls back out again.

“I noticed that when you guys are nice to me is when it happens. I think it charges up any magical item I have in my possession.”

He looks at a new, unglowed, card of hexas hold’em.

“I wonder if it would work on other things. Does humans have other magical things here, you think?”

“I don’t know? Would it have to be from your realm?”

“I think so. Depends.. Does humans have magic of other types?”

“Hm, I will keep an eye out.” Her pager beeped. “Aaaah, oh no. Hm. I gotta go make a call.”

“Is everything alright?”

“Yes, I think so. Well, no. There was a poor fox yesterday, we might have to put it down. It’s not doing very well, it seems...”

“Awh..” Hunter’s ears sloped sadly. “Do you really? Isn’t there a way to save it? It.. won’t hurt, will it?”

“Sometimes it’s mercy to let things go. You can’t keep creatures that are hurting alive just because you can’t let go, you know?”

They look at one another and Hunter nods, still a little sad the fox had to die. He thought of himself as a grimwalker; Maybe he was the result of Belos not being able to let his brother go?

“Take it easy today, okay?” She bids him bye and he promises.

Almost immediately after she leaves the basement, Hunter lays back down on his bed.

Flapjack chirps from his little birdcage and hops out the door to sit on Hunter’s chest. Hunter pets him and scoops his feathered friend up so he can lay on his side and rest with him.

Hunter glances at the boxing sack in the corner, the gloves on the floor.

He imagines which of his friends would like to learn combat - Willow, obviously. He would tell Camila to show her how to box.

He himself was too tired, he wasn’t sure he would be using it much anyway.

besudes, any reason for Willow to come down and hang out here with him– ER, WITH GUS! Gus! Not him! Gus! Ahem! Was a good reason.

Flapjack furrows down with him.

Hunter’s chest feels heavy as he breathes himself into slumber.

 


 


Willow raised the polaroid camera Luz had gotten from the attic.

Camila had been kind enough to show her how it worked. 

Willow had already taken a few photos and stuck them in the common journal - but she had begun an entirely new one all for herself; a photo album of sorts.

She wanted to be able to look back one day at all of this.

She lift the camera upwards and snapped a photo and a little polaroid slipped out the front. She wagged it to let it show itself to her, and looked at the photography of the Wittebane brothers.

Gus hummed and was looking at a map of Gravesfield, Willow leaned over to peek too as she slipped the polaroid into an envelope and then into her bag.

They peered over the brim of the map at the town around them. Coffee shops, cars, trees and humans. The duo squinted in opposite directions of one another.

“Whereeee exactly is the castle?” Gus squints around them.

Willow looks over at the cars going by. In a way they seemed primitive to her, even though she knew they were an advanced mecha.

“I don’t know.”

“We should wait for Vee to get back with the ice-cream.” Gus sighs. “There are too many brick buildings, I don’t know which is supposed to be a castle.”

“Yeah.” Willow looks at the church. “That looks the most like a castle.”

“Is it though? It's really small. I forget what Luz called it.”

“A choorch!” Willow said confidently.

“Choorch.” That sounded right to Gus.

Vee, in the guise of Luz, hopped on over with three ice-creams in plastic packaging.

“Hey guys! I chose three different flavours, thought we could all take a bit of eachothers!”

She gives the pink to Gus, the yellow to Willow and the orange for herself.

“Raspberry, mango fruit and this one’s caramel.”

The trio sat down on the bench opposite of the Wittebane statue. They all shared a bite and looked up at the brothers, tilting their heads as they imagined them in the flesh.

“Sure looks like Goldie.”

“Yeah, it looks like Hunter alright.” Gus hums, taking a bite of his ice-cream.

“Dooo you think he will look like that when he’s older?” Willow smiles. Vee and Gus gives her a smug look. “What? Stop! Not everything is like that!”

Vee chuckles. “Youuu really got it for him, huh?”

“He’s so cute though.”

“He’s a mess.” Vee bites her ice-cream. “And scrawny, and emotional, and–”

“Why are you still so mean to him?” Her tone wasn’t angry, just full of the dragged out sigh of someone who’s seen a movie four times and felt it was four times too many.

“I’m not mean? I like Hunter, I’m just teasing.” Vee admits, her friends turning to her. She squirms. “He isn’t so bad– I dunno, I just, ugh, it’s just difficult for me to, like, be all mushy buddy-buddy like you guys are.”

Gus smiles.

“It’s okay Vee, we all express friendship differently. Willow likes to defend people she cares for, that’s why she will always jump to protect. Even if you’re not around.”

Willow blinks at Gus, that was an insight she hadn’t realised about herself yet. But he was right, that was how she did things. She stood up for people.

“I tend to be emotionally available.” Gus points a thumb at himself. “Amity will get real with you aaaand Luz will always see the best in you.”

“And Hunter..” Vee says, looking at her ice-cream, wanting to prove a point that she did like Hunter, added; “He will always listen and make you feel like, um, it’s okay to come as you are.”

Gus’ soft smile meets hers.

“Yeah. He’s a bit grumpy and stuff, but he’s good. You know, a few nights ago I was really sad. Like, eh, out of nowhere I panicked about not ever seeing my dad again.”

Willow’s heart clenched. “Really? Oh, Gus..”

“It’s okay. I’m okay, it comes in waves. It was late at night and he woke up. He made me feel a lot better. He didn’t say things would be fine, but he said he would be there.” Gus takes a bite. “He got up to sleep on the couch with me and it felt like I was back home with dad.”

gus rubbed his neck, feeling a little embarrassed for still needing to go sleep in his dad’s bed when he got scared. But there was no judgement from his friends.

“I’m glad Hunter was there.” Willow says. “I Hope I can still be there for you too. If you ever need it, I hope you know I’m here.”

“Always.” Gus chuckles. “Buuuut you need to do the same, too.”

Willow stuffs her mouth with the last of her ice-cream. “Mhm!”

Gus scoffs out a sigh, she was impossible sometimes. But he understood.

He hoped she would let herself be vulnerable again. Just because she could get stressed or sad didn’t mean she wasn’t capable of being supportive to others anymore.

Perhaps the case was that Gus felt more secure turning to Hunter these days because it went in both directions.

Gus didn’t want to be treated like he was the youngest (although he was) and incapable of meeting his friends on a mature level too.

Willow and he were growing unevenly in that department, but that didn’t mean they were growing apart. It just meant that she was blinded by her need to look strong and didn’t realise it made him feel weak. If she was weak for sharing her feelings, then didn’t that mean she thought of him as weak (to some degree at least?) even if it wasn’t ill-meant or intended that way?

Gus understood Willow, perhaps too much. He was trying to find a balance between understanding people so deeply and empathetically - and still allowing himself space in that equation.

Just because you understand someone’s perspective, it doesn't mean it is okay if their behaviour hurts you. Gus was a patient guy, especially with people he loved.

Hunter had warned him that sometimes, if you only look at other’s needs; you’ll forget to look at your own. It had been good advice for Gus.

Now he kept himself in mind as a friend to look after emotionally too. They had different love languages, but they could still meet. He needed her to open up too, it wasn’t fair otherwise.

“Alright.” Vee licks the stick in the middle and chews on it like a toothpick. “Church. Which one you wanna go to. That one?”

“Oh! chuuuuurch, not choooorch!” Willow laughs. “I got that wrong.”

“Yeah, the castle!” Gus unfolds the map again. “I can’t see it on the map.”

Vee points at the cross. “There. Churches have these symbols.”

“Oh, like a treasure! X marks the spot.”

“Er, sure! Yeah, X marks the spot.” Vee gets up and throws her trash away. The emerald duo does the same.

Willow looks up at Caleb and smiles, then at Philip and frowns, and follows after Gus and Vee to the church.

“Hey Luz.” Says Masha on their bike outside the church by the parking lot.

Vee spins around at the familiar voice. “Huh? Ah! Oh! Masha! Hi!” and waves.

“Hey.” Masha smiles and takes off their helmet. “You saw me this time.”

“Huh?”

“I saw you a day ago or so, you were walking with your.. uh.. brother’s girlfriend, was it? You didn’t see me at all, I was coming right at you and waving.” They chuckle.

“O-Oh! Haha! Oh, sorrryyyy! Eh-heh heh.. I uh, right so, ahem. That’s not my brother’s girlfriend thats my girlfriend. And I ah- uh- I don’t have siblings! I mean- I do! Kind of! Uh, foster! One is Hunter and the other is Vee!”

Masha blinks. “Oh.” And hung their helmet at the steering handle. They look at Willow and Gus. “Hi.”

“Hi.” “Hello!”

“Oh right! Ah! This is Gus and this is Willow. Guys, this is Masha, I met them at camp. They’re in a class above mine.” Vee nervously sway her arms around. “I ah- I can introduce you to the other two someday! … Again! Like, officially. Maybe.”

“Sure.” Masha tilts their head. “So what are you guys up to?”

Gus spreads out the map for them. “We are checking out the choorches!”

“Church.” Vee corrects.

“Churches!” He points at the one they were heading to. “We are going to go in there and see if we can find out anything about the local history on the witch trials.”

“Oh, cool.” Masha nods. “Then you ought to go to the old courthouse, not the church. Father Elroy is renovating the church so it’s only open during service.”

“Service?” Willow blinks.

“Yeah. You know? The whole blah-blah thing?”

Willow and Gus blinks at her confused. Vee steps in, arms spread and laughs.

“HAH hah! Haaahh, aahh! They’re joking. They know what a service is. They’re uuuhhh, from out of state! They’re my.. Online friends! Yes. Visiting for spring break!” She leans in to Masha to whisper loudly. “Their parents were hippies so they weren’t raised in any religion except love and friendship.”

Gus and Willow crooks an eye at one another and shrugs quizzingly. Whatever works, they supposed. They could roll with it.

“Heh, that’s weird.” Masha looks at the duo. “But I totally respect it.”

“Cool.” Willow gives them an uncommitted thumbs-up.

“So the choorch won’t-” Willow elbows him. “The church won’t give us any history lessons?”

“Not today anyway.” Masha says.

“But the courthouse will?” Vee asks.

“Yeah. I can come along if you want, I need to practice my tour-guide speeches anyway. I got a side-job at the museum.”

Vee tenses up. “Oh. Did you?”

Masha looks at her with pity, remembering the video. They looked Luz-Vee up and down, they couldn’t imagine that Luz was anything but human.

“Yeah.” They sat on the bike seat and leaned on the handles. “Look, Luz. I know that Jacob guy. He’s my sister’s ex boyfriend. He showed me the video of capturing you.”

Vee stared blankly, her entire bodylanguage changing. “I don’t know what you mean.”

Masha blinks. “The.. Video? It was definitely you. I mean he did some SFX stuff to it I guess, but I saw that he–”

“I don’t know what you’re talking about.”

Masha and Vee stare at oneanother. Masha furrows their brows, then looks over Vee-Luz’ shoulder at her friends. Oh, right. Not infront of them, maybe. Another time then.

“Right. My mistake. Sorry." Masha looked down. “I can still tour you-”

“It’s okay. Thanks.” Vee said quickly, not wanting to stick around Masha in case they began clueing things together.

Masha sadly puts their helmet back on. “Right, sorry Luz. Didn’t mean to upset you.”

“I’m not upset.” She said in a tone so uncanilly flat it could only hide turmoil beneath its surface.

“Right. Okay.” Masha sighs, giving Vee-Luz a last attempt at a smile. “Let's hang out in school when it starts again, yeah?”

“Actually..” Vee grimaces. She might as well rip the bandaid off now. It’s not like Luz could pick up on their friendship. “If you know Jacob, I don’t think I want to hang out.”

Masha leans on their bikeseat. “..Oh. Okay. I mean, he’s my sister’s ex, we don’t have to be around him when we hang out--"

“But you work with him.”

“He’s not a bad guy. He’s just, er, a little… Different.”

“Oh yeah? Sure, different in the head then.”

Masha huffs. “I thought you didn’t know what I was talking about.”

Vee’s shoulders go up to her ears and she lets out a little gasp of fright.

“Hey, leave her alone.” Willow stomps up, giving Masha a glare that only big sisters and bear-moms could conjure from the depths of a sleeping volcano.

“I’m not picking on her.” Masha gruffly says. “Besides– Actually, whatever.”

They sniff, kicking off with their bike.

“I don’t need this.” And rode off. “Text me when you’re not being weird.”

Vee watches Masha disappear down the road and past the coffeeshop, wishing there was a way to keep Masha as a friend but couldn’t think of any way that wouldn’t also expose her.

And if Jacob knew Masha, then there was a no-go.

Her lip pulls up as Masha disappears around a corner with all of Vee’s wishes to keep them around.

She looks down to the side and Gus puts a hand on her shoulder. “Are you okay?”

“No.” Vee sighs and hugs herself. “I like Masha. I just.. I didn’t know they knew Jacob.”

“You don’t need them.” Willow tries.

“But I want them around.” Vee rubs her eye. “It’s not fair. I tried so hard to build a life and now I have to start all over again.”

Willow and Gus look at one another.

“Hey..” Gus’ voice is sweet and she looks to him. “Not totally all over. You got us, that’s a little bit further than from scratch.”

She smiles. “Thanks. Yeah.. I guess I meant in a human context. It’s just been difficult to think of how I should look, y’know? Being Luz was easier, then there was already a framework to go by.”

“Yeah.” Willow nudges her. “But maybe you can pretend there is a frame.”

“What do you mean?”

“Like… What is your human backstory? Camila’s daughter or niece or..?”

“Oh.” Vee blinks. “I haven’t really thought about that. I was so busy thinking of my face.”

Willow chuckles. “Yeah, it’s easy to go blind by the surface stuff. But I think if you know what your story is, it’s gonna be easier to see yourself.”

Vee looks at her hands. “My story…” And imagined the shackles around her wrist that once had chafed her skin. “I don’t want to be a victim. I want to be a survivor.”

“You can be.” Gus said. “You already are. You choose what your life meant to you, all of it, bad and good. That’s the cool thing - you have a choice to be whoever you want.”

“What if that person will never fit in?”

“Then you make a new space and people will gravitate to it.” Willow says. “That’s what Luz did in the demon realm. She kind of just flopped in there and challenged the rules and things got better, honestly. I wasn’t a fish in a birdcage anymore, I was given a riven.”

She twirls her finger, making apple flowers sprout above Caleb Wittebane’s statue.

“Now I thrive. Luz does that.. She’s like a light that attracts all us weirdos to it. Aaand makes us belong.”

Vee looks at her.

“I think you can do the same thing. You just gotta allow yourself to fit in with yourself, rather than everyone else. Luz didn’t fit in here either, right? And she’s great.”

“Yeah, she is. Luz is weird but.. I’m jealous. She’s so confident in who she is and- I just- I just want to be one of the crowd. You know? We’re so different.”

“Like sisters.” Gus says happily.

Vee smiles sadly. “Yeah, like sisters.” And her smile falls like a saunting leaf to the ground. “Do you.. Think she feels I’m trying to push her out of the nest, y’know? like take her place?”

“No?” Willow blinks. “Luz likes you alot. I think she feels inferior to you honestly.”

“What, why?”

“Yeah.” Gus hums. “I think she thinks youre doing a better job being her.”

“What?” She scoffs. “That’s dumb. I was terrible at being her, everyone thought I was different from how Luz used to be.”

“Exactly. Luz thinks that’s a good thing.” Gus explained and Vee can’t believe what she’s hearing. Luz was strange, sure, but she wouldn’t change her for anything.

“But… Why?”

“Dunno.” Gus shrugs. “I think she’s feeling like a burden, maybe, to her mom.”

“But she’s not.” Vee frowns. “That’s really dumb. Camila loves her.”

“We know. And she knows. I think it’s a thing she’s going through right now.” Gus says. “I think what we can do for her is let her know we like how she is, tell her when the opportunity calls for it; that she has helped us by being herself.”

“Yeah!” Willow agrees and Vee stands quiet. “Yeah?”

“I mean, she hasn’t helped me by being herself. She was just the right person at the right time. But I will think of something, I’m sure.”

“I think it would mean a lot to her.” Gus starts walking a bit and the two follow along.

“It would be nice if she could tell Hunter it wasn’t me, too. She promised she’d tell him and she didn’t.”

“I'm sure she will when there’s a good moment to do it.” Willow assures. “And I think Hunter is past it now–”

“It’s about the principle. I didn’t confirm to you guys that he was a grimwalker.”

“She didn’t either. Not really, she just doesn’t have a poker face.”

Vee sighs. “I guess it’s dumb to cling to it. I dunno, I just think you should keep promises.”

“I agree.” Willow says. “Promises are important. But is this the hill you want to die on?”

Vee and the emerald duo crossed the road as she thought about it.

“I guess not… But still. She better make it up to me some way then.”

“You should let her know that.” Gus says.

“Why do I have to say it?”

“How else will she know?”

Vee whines. “Fiiine! Ugh, I’ll just let it go. A conversation like that is just too awkward, I’d feel petty and silly.”

“There you go then. Welcome to compromising.”

“Mhh..” Vee puffs out at the loose strand of hair that kept falling over her face.

At least Hunter’s wavy hair kept his loose noodles away from poking him in the eyes. She blinks.

“I think I want to have thick blonde and wavy hair.” Vee announces. “So it doesn’t poke me in the eyes.”

Gus and Willow smiles at her.

Willow snuggles to her side. “That’s gonna look great on you Vee!”

Vee bashfully shoves at her, but has Gus cuddle her from the other side and Willow quickly returns to cooing too.

“That will fit you so well~!”

“So well~!”

“Ugh..”

.........

The old courthouse was not much to look at. The floors from wall to wall were made of old wood that had been stepped on so much that its surface no longer lay flat.

Dust had scraped into the creavances of the fibres and turned everything into a washed out grey. The big room, the courtroom, was decorated as it once had at the time of the puritans.

It was simple; a thick oak table with cloth over it and a big book, chairs in rows along the walls; squaring in the table as a headpiece.

Behind the table was a wooden throne-like chair on an elevated platform, around it hung curtains like the sad wings of a near-death phoenix.

Along the walls were framed pictures of the witch trials, some illustrations and informative plaques.

The hallways outside the courtroom were more giving, as they were filled with glass cases full of things from the trials.

Clothes, tools, a lump of leather, some Pequot artifacts, bottles and pictures.

There was nothing of great noteworth. But at least they had gained a basic understanding of the time Belos lived there. It wasn’t too different from the Deadwardian times in the demon realm.

Though they concluded together that the humans were a very aggressive and prejudiced lot.

The woodcut prints of hanging witches were enough to make all three of them squirm and scurry out of the courthouse.

And those witches had, most likely, not all been actual witches or demons from their realm. But the humans’ own kind, guided by delusions of fear.

Willow shuddered.

“Humans sure get violent when they’re scared.”

“So do we.” Gus reminds her. “But yes, that was… Quite something. No wonder Belos was so hateful, it seems to have been his entire life from birth to, well, his death.”

“Yeah, but was Caleb too, you think?”

Vee puts her hands in her pockets and sighs up at the sky. “What about that guy anyway? The Caleb guy, I mean.”

“What do you mean?”

“He was Belos’ brother right? Was he a witch hunter too? Didn’t you mention at breakfast sometime that Hunter had a dream about him and sleepwalked?”

Gus strokes his chin.

“Yeah… And he told me later that when he went all–” He waves a hand infront of his face. “Gone, that one time, he wound up someplace where Caleb is. His ghost.”

“Oh yeah.”

Willow remembers yesterday after the whole makeover ordeal, when she and Gus hung out in the basement with Hunter.

It had been briefly mentioned, but not in great detail. Hunter appeared a little awkward and confused about what it meant or where it was.

“Someplace with sand made of ash.” Willow quotes.

Vee turns to her. “What, like a curse?”

“Huh?”

“Y’know, curses? When you’re bound to a curse of sort, your astralself co-exists on a plane of existence that looks like an ashy beach, you’re locked together with the being that makes up your curse, until death do you part.” Vee crooks a brow at them.

“It’s a wild magic thing.”

“Ohhh!” Gus and Willow look at one another.

“Do you think Eda the owl lady had a place like that with her owl beast?” Gus asks.

Willow shrugs. “Maybe? It is possible. We could ask Luz.”

“Yes, let's do that.” Gus agrees.

“Wait so you think Hunter is cursed?” Vee asks, then ponders on it. “Well, I mean, he’s technically the curse, I guess? Hold on, if you’re cursed you gotta keep it at bay though. Does Hunter require any medication?”

Gus shook his head. “Not that I know? But then again, we don’t really know much about grimwalkers at all, other than the very few stories.”

“Yeah.” Willow scratches her head. “What was it? Like, full moons or something? I don’t remember, I wasn’t ever interested in that stuff. Amity might know!”

“Then let's go home and ask Amity about grimwalkers and Luz about Eda’s curse.” Gus says with a curious smile on his lips, and once they’re in an alley he twirls his finger and throws a guise over their wands to look like bikes in the eyes of the humans.

Vee got up behind Willow and they rode back towards the Noceda residence. 

 


 

Camila put a hand over her chest and stroked the still body of the fox under the sheets.

The fox had behaved very well in its last moments of life, unlike when they first captured it. In its last moments, it had looked up at Camila like it was grateful to not be alone and that the pain was gone.

None of the veterinarians could figure out what had killed the fox, or what had caused this decay plague it had festering all over it.

Some kind of disease, anyway. They had all been cautious when putting the fox down, wearing protection gear from head to toe.

Whatever it had been afflicted with, had somehow gotten to a chihuahua that was found dead this morning in the cage next to the fox.

The Scottish deer hound, that had shared the same space as the little one, was unaffected. And after thorough examination they couldn’t find anything wrong with it or any other animal around.

They hoped whatever had killed the fox died with it and the chihuahua.

Belos licked his gums, or rather, the Scottish deer hound’s snout. It was big enough to hold his decay at bay for a while but it dribbled from the nose sometimes like snot. He had gotten into it via an infection in the dog’s ear. It was bandaged and yellowish from an ulcerously wound.

He needed to get out of here. He was waiting for the right time to be brought outside and escape, or perhaps some other opportunity.

But that might take awhile. Too long, even.

He took his gray and rugged hide to the wall and looked up at the slim squarish window. He had seen them open it sometimes, he needed it open at night at least. He could probably get through it, the hound felt nimble enough.

Belos was grateful that the dog was a gentle and obedient minded creature, it barely put up a fight. He let out a whimper and wheezed louder and more pitifully to alert the nearest veterinarian.

Camila comes over and looks in. “Oh, you okay baby?”

Belos pretended to be very, very, warm and bothered.

“Ohh.. Poor thing.”

camila comes inside the cage with a chair to open the window, gives him a little chin scratch, a bit of petting under his yellow collar that helped an itch he had, and gets up on the chair.

Belos plan had been to try to get out through the window.

But Camila had just left the cage door open, perhaps because his new host was such a good boy that stayed put.

Belos side-eyed the open exit shiftily.

Camila steps down from the chair. “There, I will get you some ice water for your bowl too–” She blinks. There was no more good boy in there with her.

Camila called for him. “Oohh, baby? Where are you?” She couldn’t find him. She scratched her head thoughtfully and opened the door out to the hallway.

Belos had squeezed himself into the thin space between the wall and a slim closet where they had kept the broom.

As soon as the door opened he pushed his hind legs against the wall behind him and leaped out, pushing Camila aside as he did.

Belos flew out into the hallway, darting– No, skidding, flopping and spinning around on the clean white floors and dunked straight into a door.

“Stop him! Ah!” Camila yells. But the door opened from the other side.

“Huh?” Said the lady who looked at Camila frantically yelling at her to stop the dog.

Belos pressed himself between her legs and toppled the woman over, scurrying as fast as he could across the road, through an alley, over grass and sidewalks, until he finally came to the familiar woods near the residential areas once more.

This dog wouldn’t last many days, but it would for now.

“Good boy…” He mumbled and somewhere deep inside the dog wagged its tail, not understanding at all what fate would befall it.

Belos thought about his old home, of Caleb, of their lives together once upon a time in a world that no longer existed. A new world existed in it’s place.

The pavement covered old muddy streets and some curves were in the wrong places. But he remembered the gist of it.

With tired paws and drooling mouth, he made his meager way to his home. He knew it was still there, after all.

He followed an overgrown trail through the woods, people still used it.

When Belos had used it as a child it had been a broad road for wanderers and horses. Now all that remained was a slithering thin line between pine trees and red oaks.

Nostalgia filled his chest when he made his way over the little curve of a rock that marked the entrance to their backyard.

His gleaming, sunken, eyes stared at the shack.

The windows were dark and barren, the wood crooked and they were void of trace of having been inhabited much at all over the centuries.

Nature scattered over the roof and had broken into the chimney. It had been left to hold itself up on its own, without much love or notice.

But, Belos thought, it still stood. And that was the mark of his brother’s good woodwork and dedication.

Belos pokes the door open into the house.

He had arrived here the same night they had, but he had quickly - with intense and dire need to survive - hurried into the basement of the house when he saw a chance to hide, and attached himself to a rat with a bleeding toe in there.

He hadn’t had time to stick around and see what had become of everything.

But now there was a little time to recoup and gather himself to do something else than survive. He could think again.

Philip Wittebane stood in his home, without his brother, once more.

His eyelid twitches when it filled up with tears, like he couldn’t quite comprehend how to handle the emotion of loss that filled him.

“Hm.” He mumbled and looked around at the teenagers' childish and primitive collection of scientific ideas on a billboard.

He thought to himself it would be in his best interest if he let them figure it out, maybe even help them from the shadows. It would be easier to build a new one from scratch than to find out how Caleb and Evelyn had done it.

Well, he knew how.

The witch had titan’s blood and used it on that arch portal in the woods, which he had now come to find out had become a graveyard, covered with water all around it.

Fitting, he thought.

Right now he did not have the means or body to make a portal. But they did.

They could make one.

He saw their little drawings of their families and noted the lack of Hunter’s among them. Hunter.

He could still use him. The question was how to make the boy come back to his side again? He needed him. He needed him.

Hunter was his only chance to bring Caleb back, even a little bit. Even if it wasn’t actually him, it was– it was– 

He was not desperate.

He was not crazy.

He could fix this , he could make things right. 

He was going to save Caleb’s soul and everything was going to be fine! He was going to kill all of the witches, he was going to put their world ablaze for what they had done– Not just to him and his brother, to everyone in the human realm!

He was going to get rid of hell itself.

Philip was doing mankind a favour! He was practically a saint! No more demons or wicked witches, no more eternal torment.

All of those creatures were just inhabitants of hell. Sinners that bred with demons to glutton on the humans and their good christian world.

Without a demon realm - no demons or witches - no more hell for humans to go to.

This was practically an act of self-sacrifice, virtue and dedication. An act so selfless only Jesus or an angel could measure.

He could do it.

Sure, there had been times when he doubted, when he wondered if they really were soulless monsters. He had seen innocent children, met those who stupidly wanted to be his friend.

Crude temptations in the guise of friendship and comradery. Whatever flutter in his heart had been evidence enough of the devil being at play, tempting him with lust, greed and forbidden knowledge.

But he had been strong and not fallen for any of it. Because he was the smart one, it was Caleb who was the half-wit!

Philip would never fall for the tricks and seductions of devils, not even for hundreds of years did he ever budge.

After all, look what happened to his brother. Philip would never fall like he did.

Good old Caleb, who had given up so much for him, who gave him a place to be himself and grow into the pious and god-loving man he was today.

He had to take care of his stupid good natured half-brain of a brother now. Save his soul, at least, from hell itself.

Philip stared at a corner of the room.

He could see in his mind's eye what had once been there. A table, a chair, where Caleb often sat and carved something while waiting for the food to cook.

For some reason, an old memory came to him now. Philip had said no to an offer of marriage in favour of making sure his big brother wouldn’t be alone.

“You what?”

“I broke it off with her. She wanted to be engaged with me, Caleb.”

“And you said NO?”

“It’s a bit unorthodox for a woman to propose, anyway.”

“So you broke her heart because you felt slighted?” Caleb scoffed. “I thought I was the half-wit.”

“Stop calling yourself that.”

Caleb shrugs and grins as he sits down on a chair.

Philip could see it all play out in the room before him. How old had he been? Nineteen, twenty-something? It had been so long ago, he couldn't remember. But it was years before it all happened. Before the witch came.

“That’s what everyone calls me.” Caleb plays with his sheeted knife over his fingers, making it carousel over his knuckles, and points it at his frowning baby brother. “I don’t care.”

“I care!” Philip growls. “Why won’t you care for your reputation Caleb? Don’t you know how it reflects on me?”

“So get married and move out!” Caleb spreads his arms. “As you should! Live your life Pip! It could do you some good to not be stuck in your books and your writings all the time up in your room. You need friends…”

“I have friends.”

“Name one.”

Philip paused. “Abraham.”

“Abraham. Who lives by the docks? With the beard.”

“Yes.”

“He’s your friend?”

“Yes!”

“Alright, what is his wife’s name?”

Philip blinks, growls and groans and flails his arms. “You-You always do this! I have you! I don’t need anybody else! You get me, nobody else has to get me.”

“You will still have me, even if you don’t live here!” Caleb sighs and sinks into his hand. “Her father offered you an internship just the other week, Pip! He has no sons, his daughter loves you, you could even go to England!”

“Not without you.”

“Sweet holy mother Mary and a good potato.” He claps his hands and inhales sharply. “Philip. You can’t waste opportunities because you think you have some sort of debt to me.”

Philip ignored him. “I wouldn’t be able to write to you. You can’t read.”

“I will have someone read and write for me. I can visit! And maybe you don’t leave? Maybe you work here? It’s a post office, maybe–”

“Maybe, maybe, maybe . You work in maybes, I work in definites!”

Caleb looks his brother up and down and shrugs out a sigh, he stands. “Alright, Philip, you don’t owe me anything. You know that, right?”

Philip scrunches his nose. “I owe you everything. Caleb, you gave me a future. It’s thanks to you I have a future and dreams to dream.”

“And you’re wasting it all staying here with me. I would want nothing more than for you to find yourself in that future, with those dreams.” He puffs his cheeks. “Preeeferably with the girl you rejected.”

“Augh.” Philip throws his hands up and goes to stand by the fire and look into what’s cooking. Rabbit meat, onion and carrot stew. “Look at this, we can’t afford anything nice.”

“If.. you took the apprenticeship-”

“I don’t want it! Alright!? I don’t–” He pinched the ridge of his nose.

“You don’t?”

“No!” Philip faces his confused brother, who didn’t have to ask, because Philip already knew his question. “I don’t know why. I just… It’s not right. It’s not me.” The warmth of the fire warmed his skin. “I promise, I am trying to apply myself, I really am. I just, everyone here thinks so small. They look at the sky and think of heaven’s gates, while I count the stars and measure weather.”

“What would be right then?” Caleb watched the back of his brother shrug.

“I don’t know, Caleb. I want to discover, bring something good into the world, make a difference. I want to know the universe, what heaven is like, what hell is like - Because they are real, right? We must be able to go there, then! Peek up or down? Like Dante, I could visit it and document it all! I want to–” Caleb was smiling at him. “Stop it, I'm not a child. I’m being serious. There must be a science to it all!”

“I didn’t say anything.”

“You were thinking it.” Belos points accusatory at him, Caleb held his hands up and smiled.

“I wasn’t thinking anything other than; it sounds lovely that you want to do something so big and grand for mankind. But..” He puts a hand on his shoulder. “I don’t think you will find that here. Not with me. You would find your place and your likeminded kin if you just let yourself go out and find them.”

“I did try.” Philip crosses his arms and turns away. “People think I’m queer for wondering about everything. Father Gregory told me to pipe it down! Could you believe it? Me? He’s supposed to have answers! I have questions!” Caleb gave him a look, so he added; “That I don’t ask anymore.”

“That’s not queer. That’s just.. Gay! You know? You’re just a little enthusiastic about.. things. Sometimes. Odd things, sure, but I think it’s quirky! Everyone’s got to have a little bit of flavour to them, right?”

Philip gives him a long glance of annoyance.

“What?” Caleb chuckles.

“Nothing you’re just so.. You. I wish I could see the good in everything the way you do.”

“Eh, it’s probably because I’m not smart enough to see all the bad in things.”

“Right. Not even in me.”

“There’s not a single bad bone in your body.”

Caleb turns Philip around to face him, his smile soft and proud.

“One day, you will have your grand adventure. You will find your place, your crowd, odd people like you. You will gain knowledge about things beyond what’s ever been found by mortal eyes before. I bet God made you this brilliant because he knew you could help mankind. The only flaw you have is that you care too much about saving everyone, even your daft old brother.”

Philip smiles up at him. “Stop it, that’s so corny.”

“And,” Caleb continues, rustling his brother playfully by hooking his arm around his neck. “I will stand in the crowd as the king of England knights you for your valour and virtues, and I will bask in your radiance.”

“...Yeah?”

“Absolutely Pip.” Caleb ruffles him and Philip groans. “Now, make sure you talk to the girl’s father, alright?”

"Maybe.” Philip escapes his arm.

“Pip!”

Philip blinked, he had zoned out. He coughed and decay dribbled from his snout. He licked it away and shook his head. 

He needed to heal from this blasted oath Edalyn put on him. 

At the start, he had thought it was a curse, but after his time in the boiling isles he had discovered it did not work the same as a curse at all.

“Swear you won’t take him from me.”

“Sure. I will even shake on it.”

“Good.” She circled around his hand and shook it. “The everlasting oath is sealed.”

Philip stared at his hand and furrowed his brows, smiling nervously. “Thaaaat is probably fine.”

It was not fine.

When you break an oath, the punishment fits the crime, so to speak.

When you promise something, it will weigh in your consciousness because that’s what it does if you are a good person.

Ever heard of how your consciousness can eat you alive? Well, witches took that to a whole new level.

Sure, he had lied, cheated and murdered the residence of the demon realm, but they were soulless devils - it didn’t count! He didn’t have to feel bad for them.

Breaking promises with them held nothing to greater promises, like swearing vengeance on them all.

Evelyn had found a loophole with the whole oath ordeal, lying about not trying to take Caleb back home had been a severe mistake.

But Philip had found a loophole in turn. Namely palistromwood. A sacred tree of the titan’s nature, it contained the same essence that magic inside the bailsack of witches were made of.

Which meant he could consume it and delay the destruction of himself - it also happened to prolong his life, which was a quirk he supposed.

He had also experimented with sigils that he found, carving them into his skin to counter the decay as best he could and to be able to digest the palistrom magic.

Now, he couldn’t get palistrom wood in the human realm. But he knew something else that could fix him - the galderstone heart of a grimwalker.

A grimwalker could heal him and keep his curse at bay. It was annoying that the golden guards never seemed able to use their powers on him.

Only a few times here and there had they been able to awaken their powers, and even then they couldn’t seem to control it properly.

Perhaps because their blueprint was human, the grims never developed enough in that direction to have a good base for research to go on.

Philip discovered it had been in moments when the grimwalkers had felt loved, that it began to work.

So he started to care for them in hopes that they would turn their abilities onto him - the good one, the one that healed and boosted you, not that fullmoon thing.

And unfortunately he actually cared, too.

He was a scientist, he had told himself he could turn his heart off - But then the little Caleb-copy smiled up to him, hugged him and called him 'Uncle' like it was the nicest word they knew.

He saw so much of Caleb, in glimpses, to such degree that he sometimes thought that Caleb's ghost was looking at him through those red eyes.

'Caleb?' he had whispered sometimes, despite himself. 'Who?' they had asked.

They were just ungodly creations sprouted with the blood of his brother, a sort of homunculi. So technically, they were related.

He did find himself to feel the way he would have, had the boys really been sons of Caleb.

Somewhere in the part of him that remained human always found a way to call them his nephews.

And that was the devils greatest temptation to him. Dangling these things in-front of him and taunted him for loving them.

'Look' the devil said in his mind. 'Look at these things you made in the shadow of God. You play god amongst the demons, the witches worship you. You insult God, in the name of what?'

The question was never answered. Belos always ran away before his reflection grew horns.

So he also grew resentful, loathing them for both being just like his brother and for not being enough like him either. Loving that they gave him a sense of human normalcy and a family - a nostalgia for a life he once had, and another that could never happen.

He couldn’t grapple with his feelings for them, so he controlled them and pushed them away at the same time, lashed out on them and held them dearly.

Punishing them into blind obedience. If they didn't think, or act out of line, they couldn't sin like his brother. They couldn't share his fate.

And whenever he had to kill them, he relieved Caleb’s death over and over again.

You can only punish yourself so many times until you grow numb to it and begin to get fascinated instead. Forbidden knowledge, if you will.

Fascinated by the pain and death. The constant bargaining with himself of what he could have done differently.

He could have saved them, and Caleb, right? He could have. There must have been a way to save Caleb’s soul, his nephews, his life.

Hunter was the last chance he had now, to fix everything.

In a secret space somewhere deep inside him, he knew, though. By god, he knew.

And no amount of prayers, slick charm or silver tongue could fool the reflection God made him stare into when he was alone.

He could convince himself for periods of time, he was clever enough to make himself agree with how things had derailed - it did make sense and it was all justified. Hundreds of years of violence, spite and grovelling.

It was not for nothing, it was not a waste.

He knew deep down though, the cost of it all…

Philip shook his head and turned around, leaving the house.

…Every bone in him had turned bad.

But it was for the greater good. To save his brother’s soul, his own. even if just a piece of it.

Saving Caleb would make all the evil he had done okay. To cleanse the perdition that was the demon realm would become his salvation.

He had already wasted his life, his future and dreams for this. It was the hill he was willing to die on.

Belos looked back at the house one last time, and disappeared.

 


 

“Sorry, I don’t know more than that.” Luz shared what she knew about Eda’s curse, and the group let out a unified ‘Aww man.’ “She never really explained how it looked inside her head.”

“It’s okay.” Willow says.

“Yeah, besides I don’t think grimwalkers are cursed. I mean, they’re more like an advanced abomination– er, no that’s not right. Well, they’re a wild magic type of deal." Amity explains. "I suppose it’s a combination of using abomination magic and mystic magic. But it’s gruesome. Instead of using the grime, slime and decay of nature you use a dead body. That stuff is restricted for a reason.”

Luz chuckles. “Hunter said the same thing about wild magic when I first met him.”

Amity smiles.

"He was right though. I like wild magic as much as any of us, but neoromanticism never ends well - I mean, well, Hunter is a pleasant outlier. Hm, but yes. I do remember something about the moon.” she taps her cheek thoughtfully and looks down at Ghost who tilts her head at her witch. “Maybe Hunter knows? Isn’t it better to just ask if he ever felt strange in moonlight.”

“Maybe he’s a werewolf.” Vee chuckles into the fridge, now back as a basilisk again.

“A what?” Amity asks.

“Oh it’s a human thing, there’s a human who can turn into a wolf creature.”

The og-hexsquad looked confused. Luz nearly bent herself in half with surprise. “Wait WHAT?! I thought you guys had werewolves! You have vampires!”

“No, I have heard of were-creatures but not wolves. Wolves are human beasts.” Gus explains.

“That’s crazy.” Luz laughs and turns to Vee. “Right? That’s crazy. I thought all monsters came from the demon realm.”

“No.” Vee nibbles on some leftovers. “Humans are pretty creative. You got monsters that don't even exist. I doubt he’s a werewolf though, I was just joking.”

“A what-wolf?” Hunter rubs his eye as he comes into the kitchen.

“Look who’s awake!” Gus banters playfully and Hunter scoffs.

“Yeah, I was tired. So what’s this about wolves?”

“Actually, man, we were talking about grimwalkers and curses.”

“Oh. Okay.” Hunter tries to act as non-nervous as his voice sounded. Luz was again reminded of how much legwork his mask had done for him to hide his emotions.

“We were gonna ask you if you ever felt weird in the moonlight?”

“uuhhh, No? Why?”

Willow puts on a kettle. “There’s some story we’re trying to remember about grimwalkers, none of us can really remember the details but we thought you might know anyway.”

“Oh. Right.” Hunter tilts his head to think. “No, I don’t think so? Though I know I wasn’t allowed out on full moons. Belos didn’t like it. He said the moon made wild witches strong and he didn’t want to lose me.” He grimaced. “Honestly he was kinda weird about that, now that I think about it. But I boiled it down to the fact that he was genuinely worried about losing me. I mean– To my knowledge, we had lost our family to wild magic so I just did as requested.”

“You have never been outside during a full moon?”

“Uuuhhhh….” Hunter squints. “Nnnnooo?” He scratches his shaggy hair. “Uh, maybe? I haven’t really thought about it to notice it?”

Gus leans on the table. “Have you ever done a moonlight conjuring?”

“You mean that thing kids do? No.” Hunter clicks his tongue, smirking. “I’m too old for that.”

“You were too old for that your whoooolee life?”

Hunter pouts. “...Fine, I didn’t have any friends back then. But it doesn’t matter! I don’t think that’s a thing. I never felt anything in the moonlight.”

“But the full moon is different.” Says Amity. “It has magical properties that affect us witches.”

“Well, I’m not a witch.” Hunter spread his hands out like remember? 

“No, well– I mean, I think you are- er, kind of???”

“It’s alright.” Hunter flippantly passes his friends and comes over to Vee, he steals a piece of turkey slice from her plate.

“Hey!” Vee moves the plate away from him.

Hunter greedily smiles as he chews the turkey. She sticks her tongue out at him, he does it in turn. Vee makes an ugly face to him, he does one in turn.

“What is happening?” Willow whispers to Amity.

“I don’t know.” She whispers back.

“Bleeeeeegghhhh!” The two contested, until Hunter cheated and put a hand on her face. “Asdfghjk! Cheater!!”

“There were rules?” Willow chuckles.

“Actually,” Luz swings her arms around a little. “While weeeee are on the topic! Just gonna throw it out there! Uhhh, it wasn’t Vee, by the way.”

Vee turns to her, her ears sloping. Hunter blinks. “Not her that what?"

“That confirmed to everyone else you are a grimwalker?” Luz put her hands together over her head. “Sorry!! Vee just stepped in to save me, back then. I shouldn’t have let her. I promised to tell you, and I didn’t, so. Um.. Yeah. Sorry. It was me.”

“By accident.” amity adds quickly.

Hunter tilts his head to look at Luz, he lifts his hands and (like Darius had) lightly chopped at her head. Luz looks up at his forgiving expression.

“I already knew.”

“You- You did?”

“Yeah. Flapjack told me.”

“............Oh! Oh . Oh uh, okay.” Luz lets out an anxious noise. “Soooo we are okaaay?”

“Yeah, of course.” He scoffs. “You guys can let that go. I’m just glad you don’t think I’m dangerous or, y’know, soulless or something.”

“Of course not.” Vee says quickly and Hunter turns to her, she holds onto her tail and puffs her cheeks. “I mean.. They don’t think I’m scary, so, why should they think that of you?”

Hunter chops her too.

“Asdfgh!” She smacks her hands at his hand and lets out an embarrassed hiss. Hunter chops her again to tease her, she taps his head in return, and the two have another game of trying to out-do one another.

“What’s happening?” Amity whispers to Willow, smiling.

Willow smiles back, whispering; “I don’t know.”

Luz sighs with relief, watching her friends banter and make teas and coffee.

This was nice. She was at peace, and it felt just like how things had been back at the owl house. A bit chaotic, familiar, homey and… Strange!

A good strange.

But it wouldn’t last forever.

Spring break was almost over and school would throw her back into how things used to be.

The bugs of her mind crawled and burrowed into her thoughts, not letting her enjoy the good moment she was having.

Notes:

I'm trying really hard to make Belos and Luz have similar hero journeys.

I have been thinking a lot about what kind of past and mental gymnastics Belos would have had to do, to justify (to himself) that spending 300-400 years of leaving absolute horror in his wake was totally cool thing to do.

Obviously I don't think anything justifies Belos' act of literal attempt of genocide, and history of murder and political corruption, and more.

But I was interested in exploring how HE himself would narrate his own story in his mind. Why would he never (in literal centuries) ever build meaningful relationships and never feel bad about hurting the residents of the Boiling Isles? - Psychopathy, comes to mind. Yes. But I don't feel confident writing from that POV and I think it feels a little cheap to throw "it's a personality disorder!" giving leeway to then not go deeper down to explore the ugly delusion of grandeur he's created for himself. It's fine if that's how people write him, I just think that excuse for villains sacrifices a chance to create depth and conflict.
You don't have to agree with someone to understand why they, in their mind, think they're right. After all.

I was inspired by how he was re-writing history in his journal in the show, kind of lying to himself over the centuries, trying to leave a heroic tale behind him to justify (if not to himself) then to whomever finds his legacy.

I also wanted to lean in on how the show tried to build Belos and Luz as each others foils. To do that, I figured it would be fun to make them have the same "hero" flaw - namely self sacrificial in the name of those they love, at any cost; even the cost of themselves and their happiness/future/life.

Aaaaaa :'D Anyway, that's my thoughts this chapter! Beep bop, hope you enjoyed. orz

Oh and-- Im gonna hate myself for building up the fullmoon thing, but I thought *SHRUGS* HE LIKES WOLVES, WE KNOW NOTHING ABOUT GRIMWALKERS. WHY NOT????
Maybe I'll think of something fun to make out of that- Or it's mega anti-climatic, who knows? *wheezes*

Chapter 12: 🌒 The grey dog

Summary:

Vee is ignoring Masha, and bonding with Hunter.
Hunter thought he saw Belos.
Aaaand a barbeque! :)

Notes:

I'm really bad at naming the chapters and writing descriptions. Sorry. :(

CW: panic attack.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

The grey dog


[ Mash-up-13: Looking forward to school again? ]

Vee looked at the text notification preview. And almost as quickly as she had read it, a new one came.

[ Mash-up-13: We can still meet at recess if you want? :) ]
[ Mash-up-13: No hard feelings btw, I understand. But I want to explain myself, please? ]

Vee scrunched her face together and groaned. She wanted to throw her phone away, but instead she shut it off and got up from the beanbag in the girls’ room.

She saw herself in the mirrors. There was no way she was going to figure out what to look like before spring break was over. There was a day left. Vee stroked her ears and watched herself transform in the mirror into her go-to doppelganger, but this time sprouted out fluffy blonde hair with blue tips. She smiled, that did look better. It looked more like her. It made her think of Hunter, though. Not that that was a bad thing (anymore), but she didn’t want to have the same brand of blonde. She wanted it unique to herself, so Vee toned it a little more towards blue until the yellow was almost greenish in tint.

“There, like that.” Like her basilisk skin. “That’s better.”

She looked down over her body and hummed. She liked how Willow looked. And changed the size of herself a bit and looked at herself. It just looked like Luz had grown a little taller and gained more muscle and weight. That’s not what she wanted, it just looked like a mash-up of other people rather than herself. But trailing too far away from the Luz format was her comfort-zone and leaving it made her feel insecure.

Vee turned away from the mirror and back to her doppelganger form. But kept her new blonde hair. She pinched its tips, smiling.

She shouldn’t be wasteful though, Hunter’s powered up cards were really helpful but she had seen him stress about there only being one deck of cards left. Nowadays when she goes to the top of the fridge to get a card, she would feel the absence of what had previously been many cards. Vee only had to look Hunter up and down to see that every pocket on his outfit had at least a card in them.

They had discovered he could only power up one card at a time, though.

As she came down the stairs she turned into a basilisk and saw Gus with a hammer heading out.

“Oh hi Vee! wanna come to the shack?”

“Not today, thanks tho.”

Gus purses his lips. “Do you not want to go because of last time?”

“No, that’s not why.” She takes out her phone. “Masha is texting me. They want to talk at school but.. I won't be there. I don’t know if I should reply. I think maybe I should just tell Luz to avoid them at school.”

Gus’ big eyes of sympathy makes her squirm. “It’s fine. It was bound to happen anyway. They were a good first friend.”

“Maybe you should talk to Luz about this. I’m sure she and you can work something out.”

“I dunno… Why fight for something I’m gonna lose anyway. It’s easier to let it go.”

“Friends are always worth fighting for.” Gus nudges her and she smiles.

“You guys are always so corny.”
Gus smirks. “You mock us, but I’m proudly corny.”

She chuckles and shoves at him. He shoves back. They both grin.

“Thanks Gus.”

“Any time Vee.” He wags the hammer. “Gotta go back to the HQ. We forgot the hammer.”

“HQ?” She scoffs.

“Yeah!” He claps his hands and makes an illusion between his hands like a rainbow of text. “Demonic & Human resources HQ!” and dragged his finger under the rainbow for a smaller rainbow text. “And: portal hub for realm transports!”

She looks at the terrible name and cringes, but smiles at the dream of it all. “That name needs work.”

“And a logo.”

“Logo would be nice.”

Gus pretends to hammer something. “And the house needs fixing - but! Right now, portal work. See you later Vee!”

“See you later!”

When Gus has left, the house falls quiet. She sighs and looks at her phone again. In the hallway was the mini-satchel Camila had gotten her, she put it on and slipped her phone into it and made her wiggly way into the kitchen for a card.

She took one, it wasn’t one of the glowy ones. She could hear Hunter’s voice in her head nagging her about only eating glowy cards if there was any, because with patience the non-glow could give her more if she waited for him to power them up.

She ate the card anyway.

To get her thoughts away from Masha, she went to the living room to watch TV. The couch was occupied by all the palismen, who turned up at her, and were all seated either on top of or next to; Hunter.

Hunter was sleeping with a book on Gravesfield flopped on the floor, with a bunch of tourism fliers on the table. She remembers Gus plucking a bunch of these whenever he, herself and Camila went grocery shopping together. 

She picked it up and flipped a few of the guides through for some inspiring ideas:

  • The graveyard with the big ornamental arch at the top of the hill.
  • A hiking trail with a waterfall view in the forest.
  • The beach, Gravesfield Cove. (ooh! a beach!).
  • There were various old buildings too, some had turned into café-museums with lovely little back gardens. (Vee thought she should tell Luz about that, for her and Amity.) Other houses had been turned into shops that sold “merchandise” of puritans and witches, for tourists.
  • The trash museum could be fun for Gus, possibly.
  • There was the Elizabeth park, too, which Willow might like.
  • But it was the river ride and the bowling alley that sounded the most fun to Vee.

She looked down at Hunter and knew how to wake him; his scars were the on button, it seemed. Amity had made a guess that this was due to the outer layer of skin (that the selkidomus scales was woven into) was disturbed.

Vee poked him on the cheek and Hunter’s eyes fluttered awake. He licked his dry lips and peered up at her.

“Oh.” He croaked and sluggishly sat up. “I fell asleep.”

“Again.” Vee scoffed. “But it’s okay. I was just bored and it’s just you and me here.”

Hunter rubs his eyes and coughs to get his voice back. “Where are they?”

“Where else?”

“Mh.” Hunter nods, so the old house then. Portal, right. Vee was smirking at him. “What?”

“Your hair.”

Hunter removes the red scrunchie and re-does his ponytail.

“Do you not want to cut it off?”

Hunter shrugs tiredly. He didn’t really care. Vee looks him up and down; loose soft jeans and one of Camila’s t-shirts. At least he had showered and changed. She was glad that he at least got up these past days to do that, at minimum, at the very least.

“Did you have breakfast?” She asked and looked at the clock. It wasn’t lunch time yet but it was getting there.

“I can’t really stomach anything before I have had my cup of coffee.”

Vee looked at the cold mug of coffee on the table. “You mean that cup?”

Hunter stared at it. “Yes.”

“So that’s a no on the having eaten part, then.” She watched Hunter hang his head.
“I am trying. I just don’t have any appetite. Everything just taste like paper and I can’t bother making anything for myself.” He held his hands up and swayed them. “I’m just so tired, I can’t even hold my book up today–” He looked around and found it on the floor and picked it up; immediately contradicting his statement. “I mean, not literally. I’m exaggerating, obviously.”

“I get it.” Vee heads to the kitchen. “If it’s all the same to you anyway, I can make you something.”

“Oh, uh.” He looks over the couch and watches her snake into the kitchen. Perplexed, he got up, brought his cold coffee to sip on, and followed into the kitchen. The palismen trotted after him and into the kitchen too. He eyes the calendar on the wall, little notices Camila had written in; birthdays for colleges and when work started. He noticed the tiny lunar moons on each day, showing the progression of its cycle. Next full moon was a week from now.

Hunter turn to watch Vee take out some bananas and yogurt with some flakes.

“You like it with yogurt rather than milk, right? And bananas?”

Hunter nods and sips his coffee. Vee frowns at him.

“Goldie that’s cold, throw it away.”

“But.. That’s wasteful.”

“It’s cold.”

“I don’t mind.”

“But you like it scalding hot, don’t you?”

Hunter remains silent and looks at her from where he stands in the doorway, like he wasn’t entirely sure what was going on.

“What?”

“Are you sick?”

“Huh? No? Why?”

“You’re… I dunno.” He looks into his cup.

Vee crooks a brow at him, groans and curls her tail around the leg of a chair to pull it out. “Sit down.”

So he does. Vee plops the bowl down for him and, for herself, some toast with peanut butter and jelly. Hunter looks down at his bowl and moves the spoon around. She knew what he liked?

“Thank you.” He said.

“You don’t have to eat all of it, but eat some.” She said with her mouthful. She watched him scoop and stir it all around. “...Also, um.. Like… Thanks for the glowy cards and stuff. It really helps me last longer.”

He smiles. “Of course.”

“No, it’s not, of course. Just because you can do something– I mean, I know you and I have a bit of a… Journey.. But like, you know? I’m- ugh.. I don’t know how Gus does this!”

Hunter’s tired red eyes light up as he smiles at her.

“Shut up.”

He chuckles with the spoon in his mouth. “You don’t have to do things the way Gus or anyone else does, you can do things your way.”

“Mh, I dunno. Feels like I’m doing it all wrong.”

“But I understand you.”

“Do you?”

“Yes. You’re not the type to say what you feel, you show it. Right? Like this.” He pokes the spoon in his bowl. “You remember what I like and you.. Offered to make it when I don’t have the energy to.” He looks up from his breakfast to her. Vee stares at him with a tint of pink on her cheeks.

“Yeah-well– You got to eat! Dude.”

“Yes but–”

“YES. I care, okay? Ugh.” She leaned her head over the back of the chair, staring up at the ceiling. “I don’t… Like when you’re.. You know… Sad.”

“I’m not sad, just tired.”

“No, you’re sad. I see it. Luz does the same thing. You both space out, but you do it differently. She will have a good time and suddenly look sad, and when you have a good time you start removing yourself without anyone noticing. You’re both so dumb, you don't think anyone notices. But I do! I see it!”

Hunter tilts his head to his shoulder. “I’m-”

“Don’t say sorry. You always say sorry, stop apologising for feeling bad! You can feel bad! Say sorry when it’s appropriate to, otherwise it’s just something you say and you wear the meaning of it out.” She sighs and looks back at him. “I don’t mind it. Okay? Take your time, you’re both going through some stuff in here. ” She taps her head. “Just know that I see you . And that I care, okay? So like, let me care for as long as whatever this is is still going on with you.”

“Okay.” His smile is small, but warm. “Thank you Vee.”

“Good. Because, like, I worry and stuff… You know?”

“I didn’t, but I know now.”

“Good.” She shrugs and eats her toast. “Also everyone's at the shack. Wanna do something? Just us two? We can play games if you want, on the playstation. I can show you how to do it.”

“I’m a little old to play games.” Hunter eats more of his bowl and sips his cold coffee.

“Not play-pretend games, video games!”

Hunter chews in silence, not sure what she is getting at.

“... You know what, I’ll just show you.”

 

Mario Kart was a lot more fun when it was against someone else than the game itself. Hunter and Vee got so competitive they had to stand up and race. Hunter moved his arms around, like it was going to help him steer better.

“No! No! No!” Vee groaned.

And apparently it worked, because Hunter was taking the lead. And just as Vee was gaining on him, he dropped a banana peel and cackled with delight as he sailed over the finishing line and Vee spun away, losing second place to Bowser that sped past her.

“YEEESSS!!!!” Hunter cheered. “Ha-haaaah! Aaah, sweet victory!”

“Whatever! I won the first two times!”

Hunter stuck his tongue out at her. “And I won the last two times!”

“Alright, one more, let's settle this!”

“Nyeh.” Hunter drops back onto the couch. “That’s enough.”

“Coward.” Vee coyly baits him.

Hunter almost bought it, had he not caught her mischief grin. He coyly smiles in return. “Nice try, Vee. Buuuut, I'd rather cool down for a bit now. We can have a rematch later, if you want. With an audience to watch your humiliating defeat.”

She rolls her eyes. “You wish. I will make you eat that up.” Hunter only grins at her. He had missed doing this; ironically it was a very golden guard thing, where he got to quip and sass at someone. He appreciated that it was Vee, honestly. It allowed him to feel like he could re-frame that part of his personality as something positive rather than something that was only used to bully his enemies around - like Luz.

Vee sat down next to him, sinking down in a similar manner to him.

Hunter put his feet up on the coffee table, Vee gave herself a pair of legs to do the same. He put them down, she did the same.

He scoffed. “Alright–”

Beep.

Hunter closed his eyes. The palismen were in the microwave again.

“Remember to be three! Not two! Okay?” He shouts out to them, he hears little noises back and he counts that all of them are there by the sound of it, so he settles back into the couch.

Vee turns herself towards him, shaking her head,

“What?”

“You’re such a big brother.”

He smiles, touched at the sentiment.

Vee glances at him. “Uh– I mean– to them– er–”

“You’re a great sister too.”

Vee sits with those words in comfortable silence with him. A sister. She could be a sister, his sister. That was a person she could be.

“Hunter?”

“Yes?”

“What do you think of this?” She transformed into Luz, but with blonde hair. “Does this look like me?”

“The hair does. Your face looks like Luz though.”

“Hmm..” she made herself a little chubbier. “What about now?”

“Yeah, that’s a bit different. You could change your eyes too, I like your original eye-colour.”

So Vee does. “How about this?”

“Yeah, that looks more like you.”

“Cool.” She pauses. “More like… I could be related to you?”

“Like you could be related to me and Luz, honestly.”

“Really?”

“Yeah.”

Vee nods and smiles. “Hm, that’s nice. I would like that.”

Hunter watches her look herself over, watching her morph her hands and her clothes. Like she wasn’t quite sure what sizes everything should be yet.

“So, have you thought more about what we talked about yesterday?” Vee asks and Hunter sinks down on the couch with crossed arms.

“I don’t think the fullmoon is a thing. I never experienced anything weird anyway.”

“Okay, but have you seen the fullmoon? Looked at it?”

“Of course I have.”

Vee thought for a moment. “Directly, or only through the tint glass of the castle?”

Hunter furrowed to think. “I mean, I must have? Who lives their whole life not looking at a full moon?”

Vee shrugs. “Did you?”

Hunter gapes and then closes his mouth. “...I have seen the fullmoon.” He says again, trying to be affirmative that he had. He knew he had. Who have not? But it wasn’t the sort of thing you thought about. If nobody ever tells you to look for a purple rabbit, you didn’t look for it. It may have been there all along and you never thought twice about it; there’s the purple rabbit where it always is. And went about your day. You didn’t ask questions like; does everyone have a purple rabbit in their home? Is it a concern to have it?

Hunter grimaced. The more he thought about it, the less sure he was.

“You don’t know if you’ve ever seen the fullmoon directly?”

“I–I– Hey! I don’t know! Have you?”

“Yes. I can confidently say I have. Yes. It should be that easy to say.”

Hunter muttered. “I don’t know. I guess… I mean, maybe that’s why we had dinner together once a month? I thought it was just– I mean it was family time. We were in the parlour, reading. Writing. Whatever. As the sun went down, it was bedtime- But I always went to bed at the same time. It was a strict schedule! It was the same hour every day!”

Vee got double chins as she tilted her chin and arched her brows.

“I– I mean I guess.. that, uh…”

“So what you’re saying is that your whole life, you’ve been conditioned to just go to bed at a specific hour, follow every scheduled meeting he gave you, and you don’t think that maybe.. Because you got so normalised to that, that maaaaybe the real reason was because… He needed you in your bedroom during certain moon cycles so the moonlight wouldn’t touch you.”

Hunter stares out into the room blankly like the ceiling just opened up and the Titan was waving hello down to him.

“Oh, Goldie.”

“No! That’s crazy! That– All scouts– So you mean he would make this a thing for everyone just so I wouldn’t feel like it was just me?”

“Maybe he learned from previous golden guards that if you felt like you’re the only one with certain time schedules, you’d get suspicious. I mean he’s like.. 300-400 years old, right? That’s a lot of time to learn how to… Brain..wash.. you.”

Hunter stares at her.

Then out at the room again

“No that’s too crazy. That’s– No. That’s– Why? Why would he do that??”

“He’s Belos, and you’re wondering WHY?”

“He was many bad things but he was not stupid or irrational!”

“He killed people!”

“Not irrational in that sense!” Hunter gestures his hands wildly and sits up. “He was smart! Very smart! He– But why?! I– Why did he need a grimwalker anyway?!”

Hunter grabs his head and Vee leans away a smidge, surprised at his sudden existential crisis. Hunter was generally kind of mellow these days, which apparently covered up whatever turmoil his inner life was made out of.

“I don’t know.” She replies, even if he hadn’t specifically asked her.

Hunter calms down and leans on his knees. He stroked the scar around his thumb and looked at it. He bent it and remembered Caleb. The bone of his thumb was older than he was.

“Sorry.” He sighed. “I guess I’m just a little…” But he trailed off and sealed his lips.

“A little..?” Vee coaxes, leaning into his view and he gently pushes her away and stands.

“Nothing. It’s just stupid stuff.”

“Is it though?” Vee watches him go to the plants in the window, he touched the earth. They were all damp, of course. And he smiled at the thought of having found a trace of Willow’s presence where he stood. Earlier this morning she had spoken of making a scarecrow for the farming patch, to keep the birds and rodents away. Her expressions dramatic as she explained who her new nemesis in the human realm were. Hunter smiled fondly, just thinking of her.

“Yeah.” Hunter says. “it is.”

In the corner of his eye, Hunter catches movement through the window. When he turns up from the plants, he sees a grey tall canine out there.

He gasps with delight.

Vee turns to him. “Mh?”

“A wolf!” Hunter cheers and points at the sad, skinny looking dog. It’s blue eyes staring at the house from where it eerily stands in the backyard.

“A wolf? What? Here?” Vee strides up to peer out the window with Hunter. “That’s not… There are no wolves in Connecticut.”

Hunter squints at the hound. “Maybe its lost?” He moves to the left towards the backdoor, slips into Camila’s crocs and opens the door.

“Wait Hunter! if it’s a wolf, they’re not friendly!” She slips into Luz’ crocs and follows him out.

As Hunter stands on the porch, he stops. “Oh, it’s not a wolf.”

Vee stands on the step behind him, unsure. “That’s one creepy dog.” She notes. “It has a collar, maybe the owner is around somewhere?” She carefully looks around but can’t see any human anywhere.

Hunter walks out onto the grass. “Here boy! Or girl? C’mere!”

“Ah, Hunter! Careful. Some dogs are aggressive.”

“Naww, not this one! Heya there. Whosa good pup, mh?” He pats his knees and the grey dog’s tail sways, like it wants to be happy but can’t quite muster the enthusiasm. Hunter’s joy bleakens as he begins to take note of the state of it. The bandaged ear was becoming undone and it looked both weary and unwell.

“Hey.. C’mere, let me look at you, yeah?” Hunter approaches carefully, not wanting to scare the dog. The dog comes closer, it puts its head under Hunter’s reached out hand. Hunter smiles with a breath, happy to be petting a wolf-looking canine.

“Oh!” Vee calls. “That looks like the dog Camila talked about, that escaped.”

Hunter looks it over. “Oh, you’re right. We should call her, let it know it’s here–” The dog whines. “What’s wrong buddy? Don’t worry I’m here.”

Hunter pets the dog over the head, scratching over the good ear.

Philip looked up into Hunter’s red eyes.

“I got you.” Hunter says softly. “You don’t have to be alone anymore. We’ll get you home.”

Hunter couldn’t quite put a finger on what made the gaze of the dog feel so… Like it understood what he said. Like it knew. Like it was trying to figure out if he could tell if he knew.

“I will call her!” Vee says and takes her phone out of her mini-satchel, she calls her.

Hunter is pre-occupied with the dog. It blinks up at him. His petting slowed down, the dog’s tail was not wagging anymore. He stops.

The dog’s blue eyes look into his blood red. The springtime wind stroked his hair and pulled on his ponytail. Hunter watched the rugged fur of the dog dance in long shaggy waves. It would not stop staring at him.

Hunter couldn’t place what it was.

But there was this uncanny, terrifying, feeling that something was wrong.

“Mh.” Said the dog, in a tune so familiar and human to Hunter it got him standing up and backing away. The dog remained where it stood, only turning its head slowly towards Hunter. Hunter’s heart was thumping.

He knew that sound, that tune, that condescending ‘Mh, Hunter..’ anywhere.

“Hnn..ter.” Whined the dog.

Hunter’s eyes widened, the world turned into shades of black and white static. He heard nothing else than the screaming of needles in his skin, telling him to run.

He turns, his arm hooks around Vee’s waist as he leaps inside.

“Hrk–!” She nearly drops the phone, Hunter practically throws her in and slams the door and locks it. He breathes, gasps, looks through the door window. It just stood there, knowing that he knew. His eyes trembled as they refused to lose eye-contact, lest the dog suddenly be gone from his view.

Vee flew into the armchair with such force it toppled over, she rolled out of it.

“Hunter!” Vee groans, she pats around on the floor and picks the phone up. “Ah! Sorry Camila, Hunter just–”

“It’s him.” Hunter gasps through dry lips. “It’s him.”

“Huh?”

“It’s him.”

“Who?”

“That’s Belos.”

Vee immediately goes alert, and looks at the dog. It was a meek and pathetic looking, sure, a little creepy, but... She relaxed a little again. “I think it’s just a freaky looking dog.”

“No.” Hunter shook his head. “No no, th-that’s him.”

Vee glances up at Hunter. “Uuhhh, Camila? Can you come home? Hunter-”

Hunter shoots an arm out to grab the phone, holding it to his lips. “I’m fine! We are both fine! We’re out of coffee! And milk! Byeeee!” And hung her up.

“Wha- Hunter!”

“Don’t tell her to come!! She will be outside with him!”

Vee stares up into his panic ridden face. “Hunter, Belos is dead. You all said so.”

Hunter mumbles, gasping. He turned back to the door. The hound wasn’t out there anymore.

“No. ” He breathes out and quickly checks if he had really locked the door. He had. He checked the windows.

“Hunter.” Vee tried but Hunter was running around the house now, any time something could be opened he shut it with a loud slam, terrified the slight opening could’ve been enough for him to somehow slip in.

“Hunter.” Vee followed him around. “Calm down! He’s not here!”

Hunter felt the handle to the basement, it was open. He shut it and put a chair up against it.

“What are you doing?”

“I’m not going down there yet. If Belos got in via the basement window, at least he’ll be stuck down there for now.” He goes upstairs.

Vee watches her friend spiral into a delusion of survival. She opens her phone and calls Luz.

“Yeah. Hi, Luz? Are you guys still at the old house?”

[ “No! we are halfway home, actually! Why?” ]

“Uuhhhh…Can you hurry up? I think Hunter, er, he’s… We saw a dog. And he totally lost it.”

[ “What? A dog? Like, happy lost-it?” ]

“Nu-uh.” She went upstairs and looked into the bedroom. Hunter locked the window and pulled the curtains. “Yeah, no. Not good. Hey, Hunter? I got Luz on the phone–”

Hunter grabs the phone like a fish in the river and just holds it near his face.

“Luz!! Don’t come here!! Belos is outside!”

[ “WHAT?!” ]

Vee grabs the phone. “No! No, he isn’t! He- Hunter! Aaannnd there he goes.. Please just come.”

Hunter ran down the stairs again, into the hallway just in time for their friends to open the door. Luz stared up into the shadow of the stairs where Hunter stood frozen. His red eyes illuminated his alerted senses. In a swift decline of the steps, Hunter kicked the door shut once he knew everyone was inside. And locked it, peering outside.

No dog.

“Okay.” Amity holds her hands up. “What’s going on.”

“Belos.” Hunter says with his chest heaving. “He was in the backyard!”

“It was a dog.” Vee corrects. Hunter turns sharply to her and snarls.

“You didn’t hear him talk!! I heard him talk!!”

“You did?” Gus asks. “Are you sure?”

“Of course I’m sure!! Why would I lie?!” He growls.

“I’m not saying you are lying. I’m asking if you were mistaken.”

Hunter rubs his face. “I wasn’t! I would recogise his voice anywhere!”

“What did he say?” Willow asks.

“My name!” Hunter gestures at the living room. “My– I– I heard him!”

Vee looks at him pitifully. “I didn’t, and I was right there.”

“You were on. the. phone!”

The friends exchanged looks.

And Hunter looked at them all. “You… You don’t believe me.”

“Hunter..” Willow places a gentle hand on his arm. “Belos died, we all saw him die. He couldn’t survive that–”

“But what if he did survive?! What if– He could have! Somehow?! You don’t know what he’s capable of!”

“Could he survive that?” Amity prompts.

Hunter struggles to converse. He hears a small sound from behind him. A knock on the basement door.

“Flapjack.” Hunter calls calmly before his storm. Flapjack flies to his hand and turns into a staff.

“Wait, Hunter. What are you–” Luz starts but Hunter shrugs her off.

“Stay here.” He orders in the tone of voice of a coven head. Without thinking twice, he sweeps Flapjack across his body and puts on his golden guard armor. Mask and all.

His friends all watch in shock and disbelief as Hunter opens the basement door and runs down - completely missing the blue palisman on the swinging door that had been knocking to be let out.

The gang followed the yellow glimmer of Hunter’s dash. The group watched him grab a hockey stick to barricade the slim window near the ceiling. He was breathing under the mask like he was fighting to run up an ice-coated slope. He banged his fists against the hockeystick so that it would hammer itself stuck infront of the window. He stood ontop of a box full of books.

Flapjack chirped where he sat on Hunter’s bed, looking at the witches sadly.

“Hunter.” Luz said, more firmly, as she approached. But it was as though he was somewhere else in his head, far away, where he couldn’t hear her. “Hunter.” She repeated again and touched his back.

He turned with a hand sweeping out and grabbing her wrist. She could hear his frantic breath under the mask. She didn’t budge at the sight of him. In the slits of his mask, she saw his widened red eyes peer out at her, recognising her. He let her go. His hands trembling.

“Luz. Belos–”

“Is not here.”

“But the knock–”

Gus held his palisman up. “It was just Emmiline.”

Hunter stood there on the box by the window, looking out over the calm basement and his friends.

“But– But he-he was here. I saw- I mean, I- heard him. I did! I know I did! And– His eyes! I saw– you– Believe me!”

Luz sighs sadly. “Hunter.”

“Believe me. Please.” He climbs down the box, still not level with her but he pleads with his friend anyway. “Luz. I heard him. I did.”

“Belos died.”

“He survived.”

“As a dog?”

“...” Hunter couldn’t make sense of it either. “I don’t know how.” He looks up at his approaching friends. Willow made her way to him and reached up to his face to remove the mask. He let her and blinked when it was removed.

And blinked again when he saw it in her hands. He hadn’t seen that in weeks, a month? Since he ran away from the owl house.

He just stares at it as the ghost it was.

“Hunter..” Amity’s firm voice grounds him somewhat. “What did the dog say, exactly?”

“My.. My name. Kind of- I–”

Had it? it could have just been a growl he misheard. Maybe it had just been the tone of it that triggered him.

“I–” He blinked. “I think– I’m– uh–” And he looks down at his gloves. His boots. His golden armour. The golden shirt.

He went pale and gulped.

“Uh–” He threw off the gloves like they were itching him. Clawed at the armour that pricked his skin like an army of venomous ants.  “Um– I– Uh–”

“Oh- Hunter, breathe. It is gonna be okay!” Gus held a hand up, trying to get contact with him to start counting. “Let's breathe–”

Hunter claws the armour off of himself, it clatters at the floor. His voice breaks as it gets stuck in his throat. He throws it aside and pushes past them.

“Hu–!” Nobody had the strength or time to stop him.

But Hunter didn’t run far this time. He ran into the laundry room and slammed the door shut behind him so hard it bounced ajar. Hunter fell to his knees and threw off the rest of what remained of his guard outfit. He remained in his greyish turtleneck and brown trousers. Gasping, he pressed himself under the open space beneath the sink next to the trash can. And sobbed.

Luz and Gus both took a step forward and turned to one another, trying to determine in a second’s moment which one should go in. All of them would crowd him.

Willow did not hesitate, she slipped in through the door and let it stay ajar behind her. It always smelled like lemons and laundry powder in there, the white tile floor had become a little yellow with age. In a shadow under the sink sat Hunter, his shoulders shook from his sobs, his arm folded over his head as he curled in on himself. She could hear how much the crying hurt his throat.

She knelt down. “Hunter..” She said carefully. His hair had come a bit undone from the pony tail and hung in strands over his face when his sore eyes looked up at her. “Oh... Hunter.” She whispered and tried to come in there with him, but there wasn't enough space for two.

“I heard him.” He croaks quietly. “I did.”

“I know.” She hushed. “I know.”

He inhaled the snot that threatened to pour out of him and pressed his palm against his eye. “I don't know what– I’m not–”

“I know..” She stroked his arm. “I know Hunter.”

He sucked in his lip and sniffled, swallowing and met her eyes. She invited him to come out and into her arms. He closed his eyes and put his hands over them. He felt so stupid.

Space be damned. She pressed herself closer as best she could, hit her head against a pipe but managed to reach him to hug him. Hunter’s arm folded around her and pulled her in. She had to arch her back and move down to sit on her hip on the little space he allowed between his legs. She hugged him.

“It’s okay,” Willow soothed, holding him in return. “He’s not here.”

Hunter snuggled his face into her shoulder. She listened to him steer his shaky breaths into a rhythm. She inhaled deeply and slowly, so he could feel her back raise and lower, giving him a silent guide to follow.

Willow stroked her fingers over his spine where she could reach him, her heart aching for him. She hears him sniffle and find his peace. She scooted away when his embrace around her loosened. They faced one another, his face was wet and hot to the touch when she cupped him.

“Okay?” She asked. He nodded. “Okay.” She scooted further back, letting him have some space alone again to stretch his limbs and rub his face dry with his sleeve. She heard him cough deeply to regain his voice and he crawled out from his hiding spot.

He breathed more clearly.

Willow looked up at the sad boy and began stroking the hair away from his face. His eyes fluttered to a close. Willow blinked, watching Hunter calm down in her hands. He put a hand on top of hers, leaning into it like it was the pillow he’d always searched for.

Willow strokes the loose hair behind his ear with her free hand. Her fingers lingering behind it.

And suddenly Hunter begins to fall over.

“Oh-!! Shoot!!”

She had completely forgotten the ear thing! Oh gosh–!!! The ear thing!!! Oh Titan oh no! Oh, there he goes– Okay, well then. Alright. Cool.

She was holding him up in her arms like a big scarecrow had fallen over her. “Help!” She calls and the others come quickly to find Willow trying to not let Hunter fall onto any sharp corners.

“I touched his ear! I touched his ear!” She squeaked. Amity and Gus came on over to manoeuvre the tall boy around. As he flopped like a lifeless body, Luz backed up towards him, they leaned him over her back and she carried him out to his bed.

They helped each other with putting him down there.

Flapjack fretted and fluttered over his witch, tweeting and chirping with worry.

“He’s okay.” Gus promises and pats the bird. “Promise.”

Willow brushes his face carefully. She sighed out relief that he’s okay, and annoyance at herself for not having handled that better. She had just wanted to hug him alright again, but maybe she shouldn't have crawled into his space, maybe she should have said something more to him.

Why had she become so bad at this? She used to be good at this.

She shook her head and looked around the room, at the hurricane Hunter had left in his wake.

The hexsquad followed Willow around the room, tidying it up, while Hunter lay on his bed as quiet and still as a stone.

 


 

Hunter opened his eyes and sat up. It was dark down in the basement and nobody was there except for Flapjack.

Flapjack chirped happily at him and Hunter scooped him up lovingly to nuzzle the red bird to his face. He listened to Flapjack explain what happened, as he always did - reporting back to Hunter.

“Thanks.” Hunter blushed at hearing he had fallen over Willow like a tree. He cringed. Could he not ever have a moment where he came across as somebody a little more cool and competent? At this point all his chances of gaining Willow’s admiration were moot. He was about as attractive as a squirrel in a sewer that had seen some things.

He looked down on his clothes. Remembering the golden guard armour. Where had it gone? He looked around and saw a paper bag that had not been there before.

Hunter got up and over to it, looking inside and; yes, there it was. His golden mask staring up at him. Hunter held it in his hands and pressed it against his chest and hugged it tightly. He thought of Caleb, of all the broken galderstones in the ashy sands wherever Caleb’s ghost was stuck in. He wondered how many there had been.

What were they to him? Relatives of sorts? Brothers? … Golden brothers? Yeah. That was better than golden guards . He had a new role now, as a brother to Vee, Luz and Gus. Even Amity– Willow was different. Though he couldn’t entirely place how or why. Or rather, whenever he tried to he felt immense guilt for daring to think the thought and couldn’t figure out why that was.

He thought of how he reacted earlier. His scarred thumb stroking over the beak of the polished mask. Holding it in his hands like this, now, felt okay. Giving it a different name was nice.

Once upon a time, Hunter had wore all of this with pride. He had placed his value as a person in them. In every thread, he saw himself. He kept it polished, clean, to peak presentation. It was the only outfit he ever needed to care about, the only clothes anyone else ever perceived him in. Nobody cared once he took his mask off.

Hunter felt sorry for the boy who had worn the mask. He couldn't bring himself to call him stupid anymore, he hadn't known better. And his entire ego was at the mercy under its layers.

Now, though. The armour and the golden coloured shirt, the gloves and the mask - it was all just metal and fabrics at the end of the day.

He wasn't sure what to do with them now. He didn't want to throw them away. He wanted to keep them, but not as trophies or reminders, just... Just as something he once was. That boy had nobody else than himself, after all. In a way, Hunter felt like he couldn't just pretend it hadn't existed. It wasn't the golden guard's fault he had nothing else - They had all been raised and conditioned to it.

Now the mask was a guard of nothing.

Hunter sighed and stood up, putting it all back into the paper bag. Then he remembered Willow and her garden patch.

He smiled. That was a good idea.

Hunter looking down on himself.

And decided to change clothes before going upstairs. Folding his golden guard under-gear and putting them in his pile of clothes. At least they fit him...

All the lights were out in the house except the kitchen. He carried the paper bag there and spied through the window that everyone was out there in the yard, hanging up firelights. The sun was saunting down over and through the trees, the golden and red skies fading into a misty purple with a few specks of stars here and there.

Hunter walked through the dark living room and, barefooted in his shorts and polo shirt, hesitated to open the door to the backyard and then chided himself for being scared. He stepped out.

“Hunter!” Camila calls for him by the barbeque grill. He shyly waved at her. “You okay hun?”

“Ah, yes. Thank you– Oof!” Hunter was tackled with a hug from Gus, who smiled up at him happily. “Hey Augustu– Oof!!” And by Vee, who looked like Luz again (and not her drafted new self), who also smiled up at him. “And hey Vee.” He scoffs at them both. They are like puppies around his waist.

He patted them both and immediately felt at more ease. “Come!” Gus and Vee pull him along towards the grill. “Camila is showing me how to use the grill!!” Hunter walks over the stone tiles that made the little outing area by the house with them both.

Camila laughs. “Everyone needs to know how to do a proper BBQ!” she twirls the spatula around her finger. Hunter looks at the plates of prepared meats and veggies. His reaction to seeing the red chili peppers all lined up was akin to throwing cheese at a cat.

“Those are not for you lobo!” Camila ruffles up his hair and he combs it with his fingers, only really now realizing how long it had really gotten. “I will cook them last.”

“Look Hunter!” Gus points into the coal and embers. “Humans use coal too!”

“Nice.” Hunter says, just a teensy bit absently.

Vee touches Hunter’s paper bag. “You brought it?”

“Oh, yes.” He looks over at the girl trio hanging up lights in the trees together. There was Willow, twirling her finger and raising Luz to the branches with her plant magic. Seeing her smile with the last sun rays of gold stroking her cheeks and the violet skies high above her, how could he not sigh wistfully?

Vee and Gus looked at Hunter, at Willow, then gave one another a look.

“Hey Hunter, you’re TALL.” Vee says and smacks him on the back, pushing him to the fence line. “Go help them!”

“Oh- uh- but- the cooking–”

“I’ll recite my findings to you later, O’Bailey.” Gus salutes him like a scout, as an inside joke they had. Hunter scoffs.

“Roger that, Avery.” Hunter salutes back. He takes his bag over to the girls. The grass is cold under his feet, but he preferred it over the tiles. Each step tickled him a little as he came closer and closer to Willow.

She turned to face him, he lifted a hand to greet her. His smile was a little awkward, but with a twinge of hopefulness that things weren’t weird. Every time he broke down, she was there to see what a mess he was. She had even tried to give him CPR at one point (something that could keep him up at night as Caleb’s chuckle echoed through his mind). Today had been no different, he had no idea how to salvage his image.

“Hi Captain.”

“Hunter.” She said, stroking her hair behind her ear and remembered her mistake. “Oh- Gosh, Hunter I am SO sorry about before. I totally forgot the ear thing and–”

He laughed, holding up a hand to stop her. “No, no, please. It was for the best. I was not– I–” His laugh fades into a shrug. He returned his gaze to her, smiling wryly and gently. “… Thanks, Willow.”

Willow blinks up at him. Had she not messed up after all. “Of course.”

Hunter rubbed his neck and puffed out, beginning to cough and sweat because Willow was looking up at him with her pretty eyes and sweet expression. He progressively turned redder and coughed deeper.

“I-I– so, there’s, uh-”

Luz hops down from the roots Willow held her up with.

“Ah! Sorry Luz I forgot you!”

“Yeah.” Luz grins knowingly at Willow, who stares very hard at Luz to communicate to not tease her in front of hunter. Luz holds up hand of peace to her, giggling. “Oh.” Luz recognises the bag. 

“Uh.” Hunter holds the bag up. “Right. I, ah, so… I was thinking.” He turns to look at their little farming area. The tomatoes are shiny and plentiful. He sees the big crossed stick in the midst of it all.

Hunter pulls the armour out as he approaches the sticks, the three girls come with him, figuring out what he wants to do. They held the scarecrow skeleton and assisted with threading the armour onto it. A glove on each side of the cross got tied to it. And on top of the sack that made the head, Hunter threaded the mask.

They stepped back and looked at it.

Hunter puts his hands on his hips. “Yeah.” And tilted his head. The golden rays of sun kissed good night to the armour and disappeared.

Luz elbowed Hunter and gave him a smile. “You sure?”

“Yeah.”

“Even the mask?”

“Yeah, I can make as many as I want.”

“Really? How many do you have?”

“Ten.”

“That is not as many as you want!” Luz laughs and ruffles at his long hair. He swats at her playfully, ruffling her in turn.

“I have eight left! It's fine.”

Luz and Hunter starts to engage in the same kind of wrestling Hunter and Vee had.

“What’s happening?” Amity whispers to Willow, as this was becoming their inside joke.

“I don’t know.” Willow whispers back, chuckling. “But it’s not happening in my patch! Shoo! Shoo!”

She chased the siblings off. Luz and Hunter occupied the grass, turning it into their field of playing tag with one another.

Amity gestures with both her hands. “Aaaand she forgot she was hanging lights.”

“Yep.” Willow nods. “Just you and me then.”

“Yeah.” Amity smiles, Willow smiles back. The power house duo returned to their decorating.

Luz threw off her shoes and socks to be on an equal playfield as Hunter. She tried to out-dodge him and run around him. The rules of the game were not quite apparent to either but it had turned into some odd form of tag-it’s-your-turn-to-chase-me-and-trip-me-over!

She had no chance against Hunter.

The two of them eventually winding up just grabbing each other by the arms and trying to bend the other over. Hunter kept winning but Luz yelled out pretend-anime attacks and flailed in a way that was too random for Hunter to hold a proper grip on her.

“Play nicely!” Camila calls out to them. “Don’t get hurt!”

And both of them go: “Yes mom!”

Hunter turns red as the tomatoes. “C A M I L A.” He corrects himself quickly and louder in hopes that nobody had heard him. Only Luz had.

“Aawww–” She coo'd.

Hunter, embarrassed for his slip up, pressed his hand to her face and escaped her. She hooked her foot to his and tripped him, he faceplanted into the soft grass and rolled over with a grunt.

Vee and Gus shook their heads at the display of the two.

Luz grinning down at him with the faded stars and pink clouds far above her.

He sighs and remains laying down.

Luz lays down with him.

They watch the clouds glide by slowly.

“You feeling better?”

“Yeah.”

“Good.” She smugly smiles. “ Bro.”

Quiet.” He scoffs and shakes his head.

She chuckles and watches the spring skies with him, she lets out a sigh. A cloud begins to reveal the moon, they both look at it. It’s only a crescent.

“Feeling funny?” She asks casually, her hands entwined over her chest.

“No.” He folds an arm behind his head and can’t help but stare at it anyway. The soft shade of blue faded the moon in the skies of pastel.

“Vee told me, after you dipped out, that you might’ve never seen a full moon.”

“I have.” He says. “Seen one, I mean. Just.. Through windows.”

“Maybe it has to be direct moonlight?”

Hunter inhales and puffs. “Dunno, I went on missions for days sometimes.”

“Near a full moon?”

Hunter pursed his lips. “I can’t remember, it’s not something I was looking for to correlate with.”

“I guess that’s true..”

“Suppose that might also just be Belos’ genius manipulation, too, then. If I really have been walking around avoiding the full moon without ever noticing.”

Luz turns to look at him. “You know he’s dead, right?”

Hunter sits up, his hair hanging down over his face. Luz is refraining from commenting on it, because to her it looked very similar to Belos when he had it loose like that.

“Yeah.” He says finally. “It just… I don’t know.” He was in disbelief. “I was so sure I heard it.”

“It’s okay.” She curls her fist and nudges his shoulder with it. “Bro.”

“Titan, you’re so annoying.”

“That’s my role as the designated middle child. Hehehe!”

“You’re an only child.”

“Which means I could have been any! But I am the middle, you’re the oldest, Vee is our baby sister.”

She smirks up at him. He crooks a brow at her and glances at Vee, then back at Luz. “She’s going to hate being called a baby.”

“I know.” Luz’ grin deepens, excited to be doing stupid sibling things like this. “I always wanted a little sibling to annoy!”

“I thought you had King.” He smiles, and regrets bringing King up. Luz’ smile falls.

“Yeah… I uh, still hope I do.”

“Of course you do.” Hunter says confidently. “Remember? He saved us, the collector and he spoke like they were friends. He might be in trouble, but he had you as a sister Luz. He’s learned chaos and determination from the best of them all.”

Luz’ eyes tear up and she smiles. “You really believe that?”

“With all my heart.” He puts a hand over his chest. “He’s going to be okay.”

She leans on him and he hugs her sideways.

He looks up at the moon again when Camila calls them over to start taking dinner. 

It was beautiful.

He turned his back to the forest and joined his friends, avoiding the chili peppers like the plague.

Past the wooden fence, between the woods, on a small log, sat the grey dog Belos possessed and watched from the dark.

"Good… boy..” mumbled Belos, and the tail wagged tiredly.


Notes:

Dun dun duuunnn!!

Chapter 13: 🌓 Growing and changes - (Monday morning)

Summary:

WILLOW CENTRIC CHAPTER, for the most part.

Luz realises how much has changed and how much hasn't changed at all.
Masha doesn't understand what is going on.

Willow and Amity has a heart to heart that leaves them both feeling plateaued.
Hunter tries to coax Willow to open up but is being a hypocrite about it.

Belos finds an ally.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

growing and changes


[ Mash-up-13: Looking forward to school again? ]

[ Mash-up-13: We can still meet at recess if you want? :) ]

[ Mash-up-13: No hard feelings btw, I understand. But I want to explain myself, please? ]

 

There was nothing on the desk. No smudged pencil drawings or notes for a fanfiction. Not even a jag in the wood from having dragged a pen along the fibres. Nothing. Just a plain old school desk.

Luz sat down in her seat, dropping her bag over the back of it.

Today was going to be fine. Just fine! She was going to act normal and she was going to be quiet and do whatever she had to do and then go back home where her real life was. Where everything that was important was.

She sighed as she thought about all the things she was missing out on now. Amity working on the portal with the group. Probably not Hunter. Hunter had not been at the house for a while, now that she was thinking about it. He needed to go out more, especially with the dog-incident yesterday. They should go somewhere! They could–

Luz blinked.

This was going to be the rest of her life now. If they couldn’t get back home, Luz had to get a good job to pay bills. Or at least a job that allowed her to open her own business and hire her friends so they could all take care of one another and–

Was that realistic, even?

Oh god she was having a life crisis about the future at the age of 14. First day of school! On a monday!

she tapped her fingers at the clean desk. It drove her insane. Was she just supposed to sit here and do, what? Learn math? History? While her friends were working to go home- What if they fixed the portal while she was away? What if it wouldn’t last long enough for her to get home and say goodbye?

Would it be a good bye?

What of her and Amity? Would Amity stay? Go? Would Luz go or stay? What about Vee? Can Vee stay? What about Hunter? He had nobody to return to, did he? He could stay with Eda probably and–

And–

Eda.

King.

Hooty.

Everyone.

Luz leaned her forehead into her hand as she stared down at the desk. It was so clean . Too clean. Luz opened the lid of the desk - Everything was neatly organised. It was making her go cross-eyed.

She took out a pencil.

And began to draw on the surface.

“Ahem.” Said a girl and Luz looked up at her. “Stop?”

“Huh?”

“Stop defiling school property.”

Luz looked down at her own desk, then at the girl, then past her and over at her neighbour’s desk. “That desk got a ton of graffiti on it.”

“Yeah, and we don’t need more, Luz. This school is on a budget, remember?”

Luz sucks in her lips. Vee hadn’t mentioned that. Had the school always been on a budget.

“uuumm..” She pops her lips. “Are we?”

“Oh my god..” She rolled her eyes. “So you’re still an airhead, I thought you grew out of that last summer.”

Luz curled her hands around her pencil.

Right. Luz had been gone since last summer, time sure flew by.

This was stupid. All of this was so small and stupid. It didn’t matter. Luz had fought monsters, for crying out loud! And lost people.

“Oh whatever Boscha.”

The girl, who’s name was not Boscha, gasps. “What did you call me?!”

“Uh– Huh? Oh! No! I didn’t–! I said Boscha! Sorry! That is not your name!” Luz nervously laughed. “This is just one of those times when, uh, you know when a character calls their teacher mom in a tv-show and every..one..laaaughs? It’s like that! Haha! Just a slip of the tongue! Heh, heheh..”

The girl gave Luz a look that was usually reserved for seagulls when they swiped down to steal a hotdog from an unsuspecting passerby. She shook her head. “I guess I was wrong, you’re still a weirdo.”

Luz curled together where she sat and hated every piece of herself. How was she ever going to make this work?

 

Wherever she went in school, she remembered who she used to be. There were traces of her chaos around the place. Her reputation as a nuicnse must have been rough on vee. But somehow Vee had managed.

Luz stared into her locker and saw her graffiti that was still at the back with all of the stickers. Some stickers had their edges ripped, no doubt had Vee tried to tear them off and not succeeded. Luz smiled, it reminded her of Eda.

But unlike Eda, Luz wasn’t cool or secretly admired for her streak of mayhem in the school. No principal that was understanding and benevolent, no classmates that cheered her on when she joined a sport. All Luz ever got was getting banned from group activities and getting bad grades.

Nothing she was good at mattered here, it wouldn’t get her anywhere. She liked to draw and write stories. But was she even good enough at those things? Or was she going to be the only one who liked what she made? What if she spent her entire life trying to create and then nobody ever… Nobody ever saw her anyway.

There was nobody here who understood what she was trying to give to the world. To everyone else - She was just annoying.

That’s all she was here…

Annoying.

Luz picked up her phone as it buzzed during recess. There was a video sent from Vee’s phone. Luz sat where she usually went to be secluded - or at least used to back before her adventures at the owl house.

She hit play.

 

[ “Hi Luz!” ] Gus yells into the phone with the enthusiasm of a radio host. [ “This is your recess show!!”] He was holding a spoon as a microphone. [ “And in today’s first program, we are going to have special guests!! First up is Hunter and Willow! Showing off the latest human hair trends!” ]

Luz chuckles. Willow was putting up Hunter’s long hair in three different styles at the same time, and he looked both mortified and delighted for the excuse to have her run her fingers through his hair.

[ “Hi Luz.” ] Hunter waves with a stifled smile.

Luz laughs. “Hi.” She says even if he can't hear him.

[ “Whaaat do you have to say to Luz guys?” ] Gus asks, leaning the spoon forward to him.

Hunter leans in to talk into the spoon. [ “Luz, I’m sure today must be difficult for you, but hang in there! We got a nice surprise for you and your mom when you get ho-.” ]

[ “ssshhh!” ] Willow pat-pat-pats his head.

[ “Can’t I say there’s a surprise?” ]

[ “No!” ] everyone yells and Hunter holds his hands up like ‘oops!’

[ “Ignore him Luz.” ] Willow says and leans on Hunter’s shoulder. [ “I hope you have a nice day! Try not to be too bummed out, you’re not missing much.” ]

Luz smile crumbles. “Looks like I’m missing a lot, actually..”

[ “Thaaank youuu Willoooow~!” ] Gus twirls. [ “And now! The star, the awesome girlfriend, Aaaamiityyy Bliiiiight!!!” ]

[ “Hi batata!” ] Just the sight of Amity melts Luz away. [ “So, I was looking through the pamphlets Gus and Vee collected and I thought, why not have a date at-”]

 

“Hey, Luz?” Masha says from behind and Luz yelps, juggles her phone and quickly shuts it off so the video stops playing.

“Y-Yes? Yes?”

Masha sighs and puts their bag down on the bench between themself and Luz.

“You’ve been ignoring my texts.”

“Huh?” Luz blinks. “Oh-! Oh! Hi! Yes! right–! Right. Hi.. Maasshaa?”

Masha scoffs. “What’s up with you?”

“Nothing! Just– Nothing.. Hi. Sorry about, uh, not replying. I’m just um, er–”

“I get it, your friends were there. Sorry about that.”

“Right. It’s okay.”

They sat in awkward silence.

Masha kicks their leg out a few times. “Soooo… About Jacob’s video.”

“Masha, all of that is just SFX stuff.”

“But it is you, then?”

Luz curses inwardly and sighs. “Yes, sure. Yes, it is.” Was there a point in lying? Her poker face was awful and she was even worse at lying.

“Okay. I’m so sorry for what he put you through.”

“It’s okay.”

“It’s really not. Look, as said; I know Jacob, he’s a little… In his own world, sometimes.” Luz nodded, she could relate to that a little bit honestly. “He gets obsessed with really strange and occult things. Theories. He needs therapy, honestly, he’s such a weirdo.”

Luz lifts her gaze to them.

A weirdo, huh?

“I’m not going to excuse what he did, but I do need you to know he is a good person too. He’s been there for me and my sister since I was, like, seven. You know my dad and stuff?”

“Uh–” No she didn’t. “Yyyeaah?”

“Yeah, Jacob was the guy I told you about? Who stepped in.”

“Ooohhh…” Luz nods, not knowing the context at all and tries really hard to look like she knew. “That guyyy.”

“That guy.” Masha glances at Luz, she was being a bit off today but Masha boiled it down to the awkward atmosphere. “Um, so… Look, he’s not really in my life right now, not actively. My sister broke it off with him.”

“Because he’s weird?”

“Because he got a restraining order from your mom.”

“What? Really? My mom?”

Masha blinks. “You didn’t know?”

“No? I thought she just locked him up in that.. Thing he locked me into.”

“Yeah but… He tried to approach you both in the store, remember? And cops were called and he called you a shapeshifter.”

Someone had forgotten to inform her about this. “uuhh… Noo?”

Masha stares at Luz.

Luz swallows. “I mean, yes, of course, haha.. Sorry I’m just a little shocked! That, uh, you know him!”

“Right. Well, I was hoping we could still be friends?”

Luz rubbed her neck, Vee had told her to just break the friendship off and she wanted to honour her wishes. “I don’t know. I feel like that’s just gonna bait him, y’know?”

“I can deal with Jacob if that happens.” They sigh. “I can’t believe he added SFX to the video just to convince me of something so crazy.”

“... Yeah. Well, you know. Can’t reason with.. crazy.” She cringed at herself.

“I trusted him. You know the craziest thing is: I almost believed him when he said you can’t add SFX effects into the camera itself. But he must have uploaded it into it, or.. Something.”

“Or something.”

“Luz, I’m really sorry.”

“It wasn’t your fault Masha. And, um.. Hey, don’t be too hard on him, y’know? Maybe he’s a bit weird but, er, I dunno.. I don’t want you to lose an important person because of me.” After all, he had seen a reality - shapeshifters were real. Luz’ stomach tightened a knot and she could see the horizon now, how this would end up; she was going to ruin another good thing for someone. Again.

“Dude, he kidnapped you.”

“I know! I know! I– I know!” Luz groans. “I guess I just feel bad.”

“Why?”

“He sounds important to you, so I don’t want any bad blood between you because of me. I don’t want to be the reason you lost something good.”

Masha tilts their head. “It wouldn’t be your fault, it would be his.”

“Because of me-”

“No. Luz, what the heck? Since when did you get so self-deprecating? You– You know this isn’t on you, right?”

“Augh! But it IS! It always is! I’m the reason people always lose things! Lose important things!” Her eyes became wet. “If I was never here–”

Before her eyes flashed a memory.

 

 

She was going down the stairs and stopped, she heard her parents talk in the kitchen. Things she didn’t really understand other than that it was very important and expensive.

Moving somewhere cheaper. Somewhere affordable.

“And with Luz growing… She needs a new jacket.”

“Manny, don’t worry about that okay? Priority is you right now. Luz will survive with a second-hand one.”

“I know, but.. Her education. This school doesn’t have enough resources and-”

“We will make it.”

“But-”

“Honey.”

Luz had been a fun but difficult kid. Things tended to break around her, other children got scared of her. She wasn’t weird in a quirky fun way, she was weird in a destructive and unsociable way. It had brought her nothing to be creative - just sock-puppets with googly eyes that stared at her as she made it her sole conversation companion during recess playtime.

Maybe her dad would have survived his treatment if she hadn’t been such a load of stress, such a financial burden, so different, so—

If she just hadn’t been there.

 

 

Luz sniffs.

“You okay?”

“Yeah. I just…” Luz closed her eyes and felt like the smallest thing in the universe. “I hate it here.”

“Don’t say that.”

“No, I do. I hate it here. Vee should be here, not me. She actually fit in here.”

“Who?”

Luz opens her eyes and stares at the grass.

“Who fit better here…?”

“.... Huh?” Luz heart claps. “What? No! Ignore me! I’m just mumbling, haha! Hah!”

Masha and Luz stare at one another. Luz’ eyes were wide and her lips pressed together.

Masha holds up their fist towards Luz, like they were asking her to bump it. Luz could tell this was some sort of test - why was there a test? Who knows! But Luz knew she had to pass it now. Luz awkwardly bumps it, hoping it was the right thing to do.

Masha looks at their hands.

Then at Luz.

“Did you forget our handshake?”

“Huh? What? No! No.” Luz shakes her hands. “Of course not!”

“Okay.” Masha holds their fist out again. “Show me.”

“...Uuhhh, why? Did youuu forgeeet? Mhhh?”

Masha stares at her, their brows furrowing deeper.

“I think youuu forgooot~!”

Masha steels their eyes into hers. “Yeah. Totally. Can you show me how to do it?”

“Haha..” Luz felt her back pour a river of sweat. “Of course! It waaasss.. likeeee…. Thiiisss..”

Luz tried to imagine what Vee would do. Probably something cool and regular. So she did the typical bump-bump-knuckles-explosion.

If Masha had looked like steel before, she was obsidian now. Luz gulps.

“Oh my god.” Masha whispers. “You’re the shapeshifter.”

“OH. NO. UH– ACTUALLY–”

“Jacob was right.”

“NO. OKAY. HOLD ON. HAH–! Haha!! Oookaaaayy! Lets calm down a little!”

“Who are you?” Masha stands, grabbing their bag away from Luz. “Are you really a shapeshifter?”

“NO. NO. Okay! Listen. Masha. Buddy!” Luz stands, clapping her hands together. “I am not the shapeshifter. I’m Luz!”

Masha’s eyes widened. “So there is a shapeshifter?”

Luz smacks her own face. “Oh god! Why am I like this?! No! Of course not! I’mmmm just beeinnng weird old Luz! Hahahaaa~! School nuicance, local nerd, I’m just– I’m–”

Masha stares her down into the mud and buried her. Luz wheezed through her teeth.

Luz could feel the sweat roll down from her hair. She points at Masha.

“You know what Masha? You know what? You’re right! This is crazy! You should- Should– Uh– Is this working? Are you buying this?”

Masha shook their head.

Luz groaned into her hands. “Augh!”

“... So… You’re not…?”

“I’m not a shapeshifter.”

“But you are..?”

“Human. Just like you!”

“Prove it.”

“How– How am I supposed to–?! Look. I’m not- Okay, the jig is up. I get it. But listen! I am the human! I’m Luz! There was a– mix up. The shapeshifter is– She pretended to be me. For a long time. WHICH WAS FINE! But she’s the one you… Knew. Not me.”

Masha stares.

Luz stares.

“Are you messing with me?”

“No, Masha.”

Masha nods. “I– I don’t think I believe you. I don’t know why you’re lying about this. This can’t be– You– If you really don’t want to be my friend anymore, that’s fine, but don’t make up such an elaborate lie and– I mean the things Jacob says- you’re messing with my head too here!”

“I’m not lying. The Luz you knew was a girl named Vee. She really likes you as her friend. I’m.. But now that I’m back, she can’t pretend to be me anymore.”

“Wait- So this shapeshifter isn’t some evil life-stealing…?”

“No, she isn’t. She’s great, you should know, you’ve hanged out with her.”

Masha apprehensively looks Luz up and down. “I’m going to need evidence.”

“Of course, but ah, not right away. I gotta talk to her first.”

“She’s still around?”

“Yeah. She lives with me and my mum. And some of my friends.”

“Oh, your foster brother and those.. others?”

“Right! haha, right. Uh, yeah. Those people. They’re not my foster brother or online friends. They’re just… My friends from another realm.”

Masha clicks their tongue. “Okay now I know you’re lying. Great, very mature.”

“No! Masha, I’m not!”

“Another realm? REALLY? Luz, I don’t know why you’re being so weird and- and-! I came here to try to make things right with you. But if you’re just going to–”

“I’m not the Luz you knew!”

“Obviously.” Masha shoulders their bag. “The Luz I knew wouldn’t be this mean.”

“No, ack! Masha!”

And Masha turned to leave. “Let's talk when you’re ready to take things seriously.”

Luz’ heart twisted at the pain in Masha’s voice.

“But I am! I am telling the truth!”

“Right.” Masha walks away and Luz sinks down onto the bench again, staring down at the grass.

Maybe she should have just lied. Was being honest the wrong thing to do? Obviously. Stupid! Stupid! Whatever she did always wound up being the wrong thing! Why did nothing ever work out?! 

 

She was just the same stupid Luz she was before she left the human realm. She hadn’t grown at all, had she. Nothing had changed.

 




The titan cake was looking so-so on the ability to keep itself together. Despite the thick cabbage leaves at the bottom trying to prevent the sauce of beans and pineapples from dribbling down over the mashed potatoes,; the olive eyes just kept sliding to the sides.

Gus (in his discoball-alien headband) and Hunter (donning two braids that tied together in the back) both hummed at the surprise for the Nocedas.

Vee used a spoon to scoop an eye back into place. “This thing is falling apart.”

“It is missing ears, too.” Gus twirled a finger at the head.

“And a snout.” hunter adds.

“I think falling apart is a bigger issue.” Vee repeats as she eyes the pineapples and kidney beans mix together. She was pretty sure she could see tomatoes and smell tuna. “Scratch that. Not sure this is edible.”

“It’s totally edible!” Gus takes a spoonful to try it out. He hums in delight and passes the spoon to Hunter, who tries it too. “Great, right?”

“Yeah.” Hunter taps the spoon to his lips. “Couuuld use more of that yellow stuff.”

“Pineapples?” Vee cringes.

“Yeah! That! And those.. What are those? The ogre fingers Luz bought.” Hunter pokes a bit of something in there.

Vee stares at the so-called-cake. “The pickles?”

“Those!”

“Ooooh! You are so right!” Gus slaps him on the arm. “They do look just like ogre fingers!”

“Right?”

Vee watches the two boys proudly derail into a conversation about what spices to coat it in.

“It’s too wet.” Amity peers thoughtfully at it. “Maybe it needs a crust to keep it together?”

“That’s a good idea.” Willow agrees. “We could put it in the over so it stays the way it should. Like a cake!”

“Agreed.”

Hunter nods affirmingly and turns the oven on. “How many degrees do you think?”

“The highest.” Willow says with confidence. “The higher the better.”

Vee grimaces. “That’s not how it works…”

“It’ll be fine Vee!” Gus slings an arm around her the way she had gotten used to receiving from him. “Leave it to us. We know what we’re doing.”

“Dooo youuu?” Vee glances at the titan cake that stared back at her, begging to be thrown in a trashcan.

“Absolutely. Oh!” Gus points at Willow. “Can you get more baby tomatoes? I think we should mash them and make a soup around the cake to represent the boiling sea.”

“Sounds good.” Willow winks at her bestie.

“Oh, um,” Hunter perks up and Willow pauses for him to add his two cents. “Could you uh, a pumpkin.. Too? Did we plant those yet?”

She smiles at him. “Yeah we planted them but they haven’t grown yet. I can hurry them up, but it will take a hot minute.”

“If it’s not too much trouble. I think the stringy insides could make for nice hair.” Hunter turned the platter around to show the rather barren backside of the cake.

Gus nods. “You’re right Hunter, that does look pretty bleak.”

Vee held her hands up and gave up, deciding to just sit on her phone for a bit.

Willow chuckles. “Sounds great. Lets do that.”

Amity bumped hip with Willow as she slid up next to her. “I will come with you.”

“Oh! Okay.” Willow bumped her back.

And the two girls left the boys as they were discussing how to keep the cake from melting before they stuck it in the oven to harden.



Amity plucks the baby tomatoes when they turn red and plops them into the little container. Willow has her hands to the earth and intensely stares at the pumpkin sprout curling out of the ground.

Off-season made something more difficult to grow. Willow puffs out.

“is it difficult?” Amity asks.

“No, there’s not a lot of nutrients in the soil is all. We could use a fertilizer of sort. I don’t know what humans use.”

“I bet if you asked Hunter to look it up, he would.” Amity’s voice was singing out and when Willow looked up at her, Amity’s lashes fluttered happily, eager to have a one-on-one with her.

Willow sighed. “Amity, look, I had really fun yesterday with the dolling up and all. But you don’t have to tease me so much.”

“Oh, sorry, I thought you liked it.”

“Mh.. It’s fun when Luz and Gus does it.” Willow avoided meeting Amity’s eyes. “And Vee teases in her own way.”

“Oh.” Amity brushed her hair back. “Right. I was just so excited to connect with you, you know? I mean I came to you about Luz, so I had been hoping you would do the same. Maybe. If you wanted.”

“Yyeeaaah, I do. That’s the thing though.” Willow stands up, letting the pumpkin that was beginning to plum out from the vein catch up to the magic she had pumped into it. “I want to come to you about it. It’s.. Less fun when you come to me.”

“Oh, okay.” Amity curled in her lips. “Um, in what way? Is it annoying or?”

“No! It just… You kinda have the same tone of voice as when you, uh, used to bully me.”

“OH!”

“Yeeaaah..”

“Sorry! Oh, Willow! I’m so sorry!”

“It’s okay. I didn’t want to bring it up, I mean, I forgive you. I guess. So it’s all fine now!”

Amity blinks. “You guess?”

“Uh, well, I mean…” Willow weighed invisible options in her hands. “We are friends now.”

“Right, things are how they used to be.”

Willow grunted. “No, they’re not.”

The two girls tried to read one another without success. Amity couldn’t place what was different and Willow had too much pride to explain it.

“So.. What is different?”

“Me for one.”

“Right, I remember. You can take care of yourself, I know, I know. You don’t need my protection but-”

“Right! That’s one of the things!”

“What are the others?”

Willow awkwardly gestured at the air and puffed out a breath. “I dunno? Just.. Things?”

“It will be difficult for me to proceed in meeting your boundaries if you can’t tell me what they are.”

“I know! I know. I just- look, this conversation is waaay too early! I don’t have the words yet. I, uh, let me get back to you on that. ‘Kay?”

“But.. Maybe we can figure it out together, as friends?” Amity put a hand on Willow’s shoulder and smiled.

Amity was being kind and understanding, it was what Willow had always wanted from her and she hated it. It made her feel guilty and immature for still holding onto some resentment towards her.

“Amity-”

“I want to set things right Willow. I love you, you’re my best friend.”

Willow closed her eyes and inhaled, and exhaled. “Amity. Everything is FINE. I forgave you. We can move ON.”

Amity dropped her hand from Willow. She looked at the forced polite smile Willow was trying to give her.

“You don’t look like things are fine.”

“But they ARE.”

The pumpkin was turning into a vibrant orange, it’s skin glossed from health and then it cracked, as though it had burst from all the flesh trying to fill up its insides. The vein began to shrivel and the pumpkin began to sag in on itself.

Amity looked at the pumpkin.

Willow stepped in front of it, forcing Amity to look back up at her.

“..Are they?”

Willow curled her fists and, with a forced pleasantry, said; “YES. It’s fine! What could possibly be wrong! We have already been through this! We already bonded again! Whatever resentment I still hold against you is futile! It’s stupid! I shouldn’t even be feeling it!”

The pumpkin rotted and the nearby plants of their farm began to wilt.

Amity’s eyes darted from the farm back to Willow.

“You.. Resent me?”

Willow curled her lips in, closed her eyes and regained herself. “No. I don’t.”

“But you just said-”

“Alright. Amity, do you want to have this conversation right now? Because I can!”

Amity held onto the little container in her hands, bracing herself.

“How about apologising? Mh? You know, properly.”

“I thought I had?”

“Oh, after you were in my mind? Yes, great apology. Sorry my parents made me not be friends with you anymore. Cool, I can totally understand THAT part. What about all the years you bullied and belittled me in school though? Did they make you do that too?”

“No, well– I guess not. But Boscha-”

“Oh don’t even! You picked on me even when she wasn’t around!”

“No I didn’t?”

“Yes you did!”

“No! When?”

“First time I met Luz and she pretended to be my abomination. In the woods, remember? You made me feel useless.”

Amity bit down on her lip. She remembered that. “Right, I’m sorry about that.”

“I know you’re sorry! I just want to know WHY Amity? Why did you do that?”

Amity looks down at the tomatoes in her hands. “I– I don’t know. I think I convinced myself it was okay, somehow. It was easier to hate you than to admit I was a bad person. Like.. I was embarrassed I liked you in the first place. It.. Was my way to distance myself, I think? I’m really sorry.”

“Right. Well. Great. Now I know.”

The two friends stood there as the spring wind made the crusty plants tilt over. Amity looked at the earth that had turned grey and dusty on the surface.

“I promise I will make it up to you Willow.”

“I know. You already are– I just–” She shakes her head. “Never mind. You’re doing good, Amity. I’m just… Not over it yet. I think.”

“Is there anything I can do? Other than not tease you about Hunter?”

She groans. “Augh! I like it! I also hate it! I don’t KNOW!” Willow grips at her braids and lets out another sound of frustration. “Just– You made me feel like I couldn’t do anything right, Amity. Like I was weak and useless and half-a-witch.”

“I know.”

“It’s gonna take time, okay? I just… I’m… I want to be friends again. But I’m not the friend you used to have. You aren’t the friend I used to have either. We have changed.”

“We have.”

Amity tilted the container, watching the tomatoes roll to one corner.

“But I would really like to know who we are together now.”

“Me too Amity.”

“Alright. So, are we good, for now?”

“Yeah.. For now.” Willow looks at the pumpkin. It was deflated and rotted to mush. She sighs. “I’m gonna make another.” She looks at the farm. “And fix these.”

“I will.. Bring these inside to the boys and Vee, then.” Amity half-smiled.

Willow nodded. “Mhm. Yeah. Good.” And returned the smile before kneeling down to the dead soil. She put her fingers into the earth and began to pull the nutrients from a root system somewhere further away in the woods where the soil was rich and wet.

Amity watched Willow for a short moment before returning inside with her head hanging.



The boys had dumped an entire shaker of salt on top of the titan cake. They were trying to move the salt around to make an artistic interpretation of a snowy landscape.

“Amity!” Gus gestures at the cake. “Look! We found snow!”

Vee squinted at the cake. "It's salt. With apple slices.”

Amity tried to smile. “Looks great. I bet they’ll love it.”

“Right?” Gus beams and kisses his fingers like a chef. “The combination of flavours are going to set fireworks in their mouths.”

“For sure..” Said Vee and returned to her phone. She was watching some local youtuber go off to interview random people on the street about local news or gossip, asking what their thoughts were on the recent rumours of a demon haunting the hiking trail - A hoax or real? What were people's opinions?!

Hunter tilts his head at Amity.

“Are you alright?”

“Of course. Here’s the tomatoes. Willow is still working on the pumpkin.”

Hunter and Gus exchanged looks and nodded to one another.

“Are you sure?” Gus asks. “Did something happen between you guys?”

Amity sighs. “No, nothing like that. Just old things, you know? I’m trying to be better but I don’t know how.” She meets eyes with Gus, who was inviting her to continue. “You have known her for a long time, Gus. I’m sure you didn’t like me for a while there.”

“You were a big jerk.” He chuckles.

She scoffs sadly. “Yeah, I was, wasn't I?” And sighed. “I wish I could help her feel okay with me again.”

“Doesn’t she?” Hunter tilts his head the other way, his braids coming undone from one another at the back. He pulls one of them out, he didn’t really like wearing braids but Willow had made it so he stuck with it.

“Apparently not.” Amity sits down.

Vee looks up from her phone. “Give it time.”

Amity exhaled. “Yeah…”

Hunter watched Gus slide into a chair next to Amity and that gave him a full view out the kitchen window and to see the farm corner where Willow was kneeling down by. He figured Gus had this under control as he had already begun to explain to Amity that Willow was hurt for a long time by her.

Hunter left the kitchen to get into the Livingroom, out the backdoor. He paused on the veranda as the door closed behind him.

The backyard.

He looked at Willow, then the forest.

Hunter half expected the dog to be there, but it wasn’t. He shimmied where he stood, trying to gain courage to go out on the lawn. But couldn’t. He rubbed his fingers over his knuckles and Caleb’s thumb. Well, it was Hunter’s thumb now, but Hunter liked to think of it as Caleb’s thumb. It reminded him that Caleb was with him in some plane of existence.

Yet, he couldn’t step out to the lawn.

Willow sensed eyes on her and looked up to find Hunter on the stairs with one of the braids undone and the other hanging behind his ear. She smiled when he lift his fingers from his knuckles to wave shyly at her. She waved back.

Willow got up, dusted herself off and walked over. “Heeey.. What's up? Did your braid come undone?”

“Oh.” Hunter blinks. “Yes, that.”

“Need help?” She offers and he nods, seating himself on the lowest step, feet on a stone tile, Willow took a seat behind him and began combing her fingers through his hair. Hunter stared down at some ant that was walking by.

“Do you even like braids, Hunter?”

“Um… Sure?” He hears her scoff behind him and he smiles. “What?”

“It’s okay if you don’t.”

“But you like them.”

“Yeah, on me! But I’m doing your hair.” She undoes the other braid. “What do you like?”

Hunter shrugs. “I don’t know.”

“You must like something.”

Hunter thought for a moment. “Ponytail?”

“You don’t need my help for that!” She laughs.

“I know.” Hunter admits quietly and the tips of his ear turn pink. And Willow looks at them, it was cute. She wishes she could touch them and coo at him. But that would be a bit strange, wouldn’t it? So she didn’t.

“Oh.” She combed his hair. “If you like me playing with your hair you could just say so. I don’t mind.”

“You don’t?”

“No. I like it too.”

“Oh. Good... Nice.” Hunter’s ears go a deeper shade of pink.

“Though I’m worried about accidentally brushing you behind the ears again.”

“It is okay, it’s just this spot right here.” He shows her by demonstrating where it was.

“Careful!”

“Don’t worry I can’t do it on myself. It’s like trying to tickle yourself.”

“That’s convenient, haha.”

He smiles. “And it’s only if you stroke repeatedly.”

“Aha, noted!”

“Mh..” Hunter observed the ant carrying a crumb much bigger than itself. “It must be heavy.”

“Huh?”

“To carry so much by yourself.”

Willow blinks at him, then sighs. “I guess so... But I dunno, it’s manageable I suppose. I mean, it can get heavy sometimes because sometimes you want to share the burden but then you are a burden.. You know?”

Hunter blinks, staring at the ant. “Pretty sure there are more that can carry things too. You know, team work? Shared work is half-work.”

“Yes, but sometimes you can’t share the burden. Sometimes you have to be the bigger person. Take the bigger load. Otherwise things won’t change.” Willow sighs, she figured Amity had told him about their talk just now. “It can be different now, you know? I can’t go back to being that girl who was so insecure all the time. Back then I always got support from Gus, for example, and now it can finally be the other way around.”

Hunter turns around to look up at her. Willow looked down at him.

“I was talking about the ant.” He points at the little ant and it’s crumb.

“OH.”

“What are you talking about?”

“THE ANT, TOO.”

He arched his brows sceptically at her. Willow shifted her eyes away from him and corrected her glasses. Hunter turns around properly towards her. His red eyes looked up at her patiently, the silence fell in her lap like an emotional support puppy. She leaned back onto her hands and clammed her lips together as much as she could, but Hunter sat there quietly like he had all the time in the world.

Willow groans. “Don’t look at me like that! I’m just–!” She threw a glance at the door, it was shut, but she lowered her voice anyway. “I just… Amity was a big reason why I felt that way about myself. I felt really useless. It is so hard to forgive her sometimes for how she treated me. I understand that her parents pressured her. But she didn’t have to use me as a means to bond with her friends.”

Willow’s lip quivered, but she quickly regained herself.

“It doesn’t matter. I do forgive her, it’s in the past. I’m not that girl anymore who felt inferior. Now I am confident. I’m talented, strong and smart!”

Hunter nodded. “Absolutely.”

“I am!”

“I believe you. You are those things.”

She squints her eyes at him. “You don’t believe me.”

“I don’t?” He smiles innocently, he was being honest but was also curious about what was going on in Willow’s head. “What makes you think that?”

She scoffs at his smug attitude. “I see right through you. You think I’m still that insecure girl who needs validation and protection. But I am not!”

“I know you are not.”

She hums.

He smiles.

“What’s your angle here, Hunter?”

“I have no angle. But if you want my opinion, I can share it.” 

“Be my guest.” She crossed her arms, smirking down at him as she leaned on her knees, coming to his eye level.

He crooks a brow at her challenge and smirks back. “Well, I think you are the strongest, most confident and cool girl I know. That much is true. But I also think you are a girl who was hurt by her best friend, and it changed your view of yourself for a long time. And I think that was scary for the little Willow that you were. Because it’s not fun to not know who you are.”

Willow’s smirk went away but her gaze still held his. His own smirk softened, he nudged her knee.

“And I think … Now that you found yourself again, anything threatening that new view of yourself is scary. Amity might be a threat like that, even if she isn’t really. Also, it must be difficult to have Amity around as a changed person too. Because it might feel like she just got to move on from the hurt she caused you.”

Willow’s eyes darted down between them. Hunter lowered his head to try catch her gaze again but she avoided it. She held her own hands and sighed. Hunter furrowed his brows and carefully brushed a curl of her hair away from her face.
He was worried he had been too frank with her, but he wasn't sure how else to reach her, or anyone for that matter. At least it made him an honest person.

Willow turned her emerald eyes back to him.

“Am I immature for feeling that way…?”

“No.” Hunter replies in the same quiet tone.

“But I have forgiven her, I have.”

“It’s okay to be somewhere in-between too.” He straightens his back a little. “Just because you understand why someone hurt you, it doesn’t mean you have to forgive them.”

Willow let his words fill the whole world and the space between them. He was quiet again, patient again.

“How do you know what the right thing to say is all the time?” Her question was genuine.

“Mh?”

“I mean… How do you know people so well? I thought you didn’t.. Have friends?”

“Oh.” Hunter leans back a little, itching his cheek. “I observed people and people often came to me with their problems, I was the golden guard after all. I was their superior and I think they might have thought I was older than I was?” He shrugs. “I don’t have much experience myself, but I am good at problems.” He nods affirmingly.

Hunter was good at observing people, he understood them the same way a birdwatcher understood birds. But the thing about being observant was that it got nothing to do with interaction. Hunter could analyse a person up and down, inside and out, but what he lacked was tact and delivery. People were not books or facts to read up like a list. Though, it is what he understood.

“But that’s so much emotional labour. It must have been wearing you out.”

“I think I just… Went numb after a while. People tell me I'm blunt, some like it, some don't. Most of the time going directly to the source of issues does that.” He paused, thinking. "I guess that's what gave people the impression that I'm snarky and rude. I wasn't there to make friends though, I only had to get the best result - sometimes that meant helping people with their personal issues."

“Even at the expense of yourself?”

Hunter sat still, looking at the little ant. “Yes, but it was manageable.” He quotes and throws a quick smile her way. “Sometimes you can’t share the burden. Sometimes you have to be the bigger person. Take the bigger load. Otherwise things wouldn’t change.”

Willow looked into his warm eyes and gentle smile. 

Quoting her felt to Willow like Hunter just ran away from talking about himself, returning the conversation to be about her.

It was as though the two of them kept throwing a ball of who got to take care of who. Willow didn’t want to share her inner turmoil, it made her small and feel like she hadn’t grown away from her insecurities at all. She was confident and strong now; she could be the one that helped others now. Like with Gus. She owed him.

She couldn’t understand why Hunter kept giving her the ball (so to speak) if he believed her when she said she didn’t need to lean on anybody.

“Listen Willow, I get it. But pretending you don’t have feelings isn’t the answer. It just makes you tired and numb. Or, maybe you are the type who gets angry. Either way, it just builds up and then one day it will just BLAH all over and you will go: aaaaa nooo I’m in a cage of emotions! nooo, don’t loook at meee! I am supposed to be an unfeeling machine!

She giggles at his theatrics. An unfeeling machine? Was that how Hunter felt he had to be, or did he think that’s what she thought of herself? Perhaps both.

He smiles, happy to have made her smile again. “So yes. Whatever this thing with Amity is? Don’t beat down on little Willow too much, yeah? She was doing her best with what she was dealt with at the time.”

“The same goes for you, then, Hunter.” Hunter blinks at her throwing the ball back in his court so quickly. “You know, for little Hunter that had to be an adult too soon.”

He quieted down and returned his red eyes to the ant, it was far away now but he could still see the little crumb wobble over the tiles. He hugged around his knees.

“Yes. I am trying to. But it is hard not to think about how stupid I was.”

“Don’t call yourself stupid.”

“Well, I feel half-witted for having dedicated my entire life and meaning of existence for… All of that.”

“... I guess my issues with Amity isn’t so big–”

“Don’t compare. That’s not fair to either of us, you can’t do that.” He knew what she was doing now; minimizing her own feelings to find a reason, an excuse, to why she couldn’t ask for help or support. He used to do it all the time with his uncle: No pain Hunter ever had could compare to the struggles of his uncle, the emperor. So he never complained.

He wouldn’t let his friends fall down that path too. Perhaps he was projecting, but he could feel himself get anxious to protect her from thinking in those lanes.

“I mean, it’s true–”

“No it isn’t. It’s not going to make me feel better, it will just make us both feel guilty.”

“I think me being bullied isn’t as terrible as what you have gone through.” She wobbles her head a little dismissively.

“You’re not the queen of deciding that.” He said in a defensive tone and turned away from her. “If you are hurt by something… You can’t un-feel it just by saying oh but Hunter had it worse! I don’t want to be a tool you use to belittle yourself with.” Hunter leans into his arms. “You are my friend… I want to support you, you dont owe me anything in return..”

He knew it too well with Belos what one-sided felt like, where Hunter did all the labour. Even though in this case: Hunter didn't mean for Willow to return any labour, she didn't owe him that just because he cared - Hunter expected nothing in return. He just wanted to be able to help her, without having to open up much himself. Which, obviously, was a problem in his approach of which he chose to ignore.

He returns his gaze to her.

She’s too taken by his frankness to have anything to say in return.

So he continues. “Thats what you do with Gus, isnt it?” Hunter huffed. "You think you owe him just 'cus he cared about you? What's up with that."

“Gus?” She blinks.

“Yeah, it’s one-sided. You don’t talk to him, but you expect him to open up to you.” He accused her, he could hear that his tone had gone from nice to defensive and accusatory now (unfortunately a little late.)

He tried to reel it in and down a bit but when he saw her expression twist in a small snarl he decided that maybe Willow actually needed an outlet for her anger, she was hurting somewhere inside. He looked up into her round cute face and watched the emotions slowly surface;

“Well yeah but that’s.. Gus! He’s.. Gus! He is the youngest of us too and-”

“Don’t underestimate him for his age. I was the youngest amongst the coven heads too, and look at me.”

“Exactly! Look at you!” She gestured at him. “You are so wounded by it! They shouldn’t have relied on you like that!”

“Gus is our friend and around our age, we’re not adults. It’s not the same–”

“Okay, Hunter. You don’t know me and Gus’ friendship. We are two peas in a pod! We are goodie good besties! We communicate. We are really good at it too. He talks to me all the time about… stuff! And I used to talk to him about stuff too! But now I can give back what I owe him! So– So you take your little judge-y opinions out of our friendship.”

Hunter stares at her with taught red eyes.

She stares at him. A little harder. Squinting. Crossing her arms and pouts.

“Okay then.” Hunter stands up. “Glad there’s no emotional constipation on your part.”

She stands with a huff. “Oh, oh, that’s very rich coming from you!”

“Is it.” He dusts his jeans off.

“Yeah! You– You don’t talk about your feelings either! You just– hide behind your frankness! Like you are so good with emotions and understanding but– you! You are constipated too!”

Hunter frowns.

Willow frowns back. “Go on. Admit it.”

“You admit first.”

“Oh, very mature!”

Hunter rolled his eyes and jazzed his hands. “Ohh, nooo, I’m immature! Whatever will I do with myself!”

“That’s right!” Willow put her hands on her hips. “ Oh look at me, I’m Hunter I’m sooo mature that I’m going to pick you apart and tell you what to do, because I still feel like I can still order people around!”

Hunter jumped onto her choice of combat: “I’m Willow I’m sooo strong and independent I don’t need anybody! I can derby the whole team all by myself. I don’t care if people care about me!”

“And I’m Hunter and I won’t admit I have intimacy issues so I pretend I like my hair brushed, instead of just asking for a hug when I need one!”

Hunter’s cheeks turned red. “I-I’m Willow! I think– And I can be a real jerk I try to be!”

Willow stopped herself.

What was she doing?

Was she actually ready to sink her own ship just to win an argument? He was right and she knew he was, it just hurt to hear it aloud- no, not hurt. It was embarrassing to be so known and seen by someone. He saw where she was still insecure and soft and small and it scared her that he could see it. Scared that he’d think less of her for it.

He was just trying to help– Yes, he made rude remarks but– Why was she– She was supposed to be better than this. Hunter had just tried to show her that they were similar, that he had experienced similar struggles of self-worth. And now she pecked him away?

She had gone too far and now Hunter looked at her with an injury that crushed her whole chest into a crumpled hard paper ball.

He shook his head. “Whatever. Sorry I cared.” And cringed at himself for having thrown out another spiteful remark.

“Don’t– Hunter. Come on.” Her voice wavered. “I’m sorry! I shouldn’t have–”

He shook his hands her way and walked out onto the lawn in his socks to distance himself and cool down, he didn't want to say another thing he regretted.

But stopped somewhere in the middle. Looking into the rustling forest.

He hadn’t been any better. Why did he always do this? Just because he understood or related to something, it didn’t make him the right person. He wanted to be the right person so badly that he squeezed into the position anyway and blurted out what he identified as the issues and solutions - but people are not issues and solutions, they were people. 

They don’t need you pointing things out like that; it made you feel naked and barren and at the mercy of their kindness. Hunter pinched the bridge of his nose. He was being so stupid. If someone had been that frank with him he would have gotten defensive too. Willow didn’t know his intentions of being comforting, all she saw was him poking her where it hurt the most. He had hurt her feelings.

The two of them were similar: They both wanted to protect and take care of everyone else. They just went about it in different ways, and had the same Achilles heel of this is about you not me. Which made their “ball tossing” of emotional-care a rather confusing and scary game, where they tried to figure out the rules of it all in-between each toss.

“Hunter, I am sorry.” Willow comes up next to him. “I did not mean what I said.”

He sighs. “Yes you did...”

Perhaps instead of frankness; honesty and being willing to open up would do better between the two of them.

“Okay, a little bit. But–”

“You’re right. I do hide behind my frankness. And I guess I’m.. a little, y’know.. with the touch stuff.” He hugged himself and hunched his shoulders, half turning away from her. “But I am trying. I don’t want to– I’m not– I’m not good at being with people. I’m… Just good at what Belos does.” He stares somewhere in-between the trees. Willow looks up at him with worry.

“You are not like him.”

“I am though.” His voice was low. “I’m good at people. He was good at people too. I.. Learned it from him.” He looked her way, her eyes were full of pity and guilt, so he shrugged and looked down at his socks in the grass.

Willow put a hand on his back. “You are not like him.”

Hunter stood still and swallowed. “I’m sorry I called you emotionally constipated.”

“No, no-no, you weeere right about that. I mean, I blew up on you. I think that speaks for itself. I… Have some growing to do, I think. Still, I’m sorry you got in the crossfire of that Hunter.”

“That' my own fault, I was prodding. I can't expect people to not get emotional when I poke where it hurts.” He groaned inwardly and stroked an irritated hand over his face. “I need to stop doing that when I get defensive. It is very rude. And just because I want to talk about your feelings doesn't mean you want to. I'm sorry.”

Willow laughs and he looks at her, mildly smiling.

“What?”

“You’re worried about coming across as rude?” She chuckles. “You are so polite. What happened to the snarky guard?”

He shrugs, his smile returning. “I have manners, believe it or not. I am snarky to my enemies.”

“Oh is that so?”

“Absolutely.” He chuckles. “Why, do you miss my sarcasm?”

“Sometimes.” She admits. “I like all of you.” She elbows him playfully.

“Good to know.” He playfully elbows her back. “And for the record: I like all of you too.”

Hunter had to avoid looking at her when he said it, lest he feel like he had swallowed chilis. Willow looks up at him as his ears increasingly turn redder.

“You know… Constipation and all.” He grins at her.

She let out a gasp and smacked him on the arm. “You–!” She laughs and Hunter’s smile finally returns to the softness she had come to adore on his lips.

Willow laughs and Hunter chuckles.

She shakes her head and her laughter fades with his. They stand there on the lawn, in the shade of the cedar tree that loomed its branches over them.

“Thank you Hunter..” Willow lifts her glasses so she could pinch back her hair behind her ear.

“Any time.”

“Are we good?”

“Yeah.”

“You’re not just saying that to fix.. this?”

Hunter shook his head. “No. I wouldn’t. I’m trying to get better at that.” He inhales. “It’s not easy.. But I have people I want to be good enough for, now.”

“You’re always gonna be good enough to me.”

He bumped shoulders with her, but had to bend down a little to do so. “Likewise.”

Hunter looked over at the orange he spotted in the corner of his eye.

“Oh! Pumpkin!”

“Oh!” Willow beams. “There it is! It grew!”

The two of them go to the farm area, where the soil had sucked in new nutrients again and the plants were once again green and budding to make new veggies.

Hunter picked up the big veggie and Willow came in to sever the vein that chained it to the world.

The two of them looked at one another. Willow held the vein and the leaves, Hunter the pumpkin. Beside them was the golden guard scarecrow with its arms spread like it was spiritually hugging them together.

“Hunter, I don’t know what came over me earlier. I promise I’m not that angry of a person. It was so out of character for me.”

Hunter drums his fingers on the pumpkin. “You’re not just one feeling, Willow, you can be angry too. Emotions are like muscles all on their own! You know?”

She scoffs quizzingly at him. “Haha, what?”

“Well, you exercise them! Basically.. The more you hang out with a feeling, the more you learn how to temper it.” He shrugs. “You spend a lot of time being in your good emotions, so you are good at them. People seldom want to be in their negative emotions for long, so sometimes when they surface they are… Less than what you wish they would be.”

“Have you done that?”

“Done what?”

“Been with your negative emotions a lot? Is that why you’re relatively calm and collected?”

Hunter nods his head back and forth and looks at the scarecrow’s tilted head, masked as the golden guard, staring back at him like yeah you did.

“Yes. Something like that. Some emotions more than others.” Sadness and fear, for one, are two emotion he wasn't very good with.

Willow followed his gaze to the golden guard mask too. 

“Was it lonely…?”

Hunter’s shoulders went up and he grimaced.

Willow tilted her head at him, but he didn't face her. “I guess, if I may try my hand on being frank too..?” He gave her a little nod. “I think I am not so good at sharing how I feel, it.. Ah.. makes me pour over! Aaaand youuu don’t pour over, you ah.. You close up.”

Hunter looks down at his socks. They were dirty now. Willow was wearing the lawn crocs.

“..Yeah.” He coughs, trying really hard to open up a little now that Willow was trying to do so too. “Something like that.”

“I don’t like that about myself. It’s hard to to stop it once the flood gate opens, you know? It just.. Blah!” She references him. "I'm stuck in a cage of emotion!"

“Mh.” His smile is stifled but he tries.

“You know? It’s like - I want to be the person for others, that I wish someone back when I was hurting, could be for me.” She pauses. “Gus was that for me, so I feel like I owe him now... He was, and is, a lot better than me on it, I feel a little inferior, not gonna lie.”

“Mhm.”

She nudges him, smiling to coax him to try open up a little more too. He lets out a breathy laugh.

“Yes.” He says. “But Willow, you don’t owe him–”

“I know, I just… It is just how it is right now.”

“Okay. But I am here, if you need to blah with anyone.”

“Thank you. In my case, I will tryyyy to be a little more… Honest with how I feel. It is embarrassing, but it’s nice to know you get where I am coming from. I will try to make some changes. No promises! But I will try.”

“Of course. I understand. I will try to be the support you want, not what I think you want or need. But I can only know if you are honest.” 

“Likewise, then, yeah? Mutual support?”

“Right. Yes. Ahem.” Hunter re-arranges the pumpkin in his arms. “I guess, uh… In my case then I um.. Uhum… Uh… I will erm..” But he couldn’t. Hunter drummed his fingers over the ripen surface and swallowed. He couldn’t bring himself to say it aloud, he clammed up. Hunter felt so incompetent - Willow was communicating with him and he couldn’t even find the words to what he could need to work on too. Other people’s needs were so much easier. He wished he didn’t need words to communicate, if only there was a way to express himself without talking, that would be really helpful.

“In your case.” Willow continues for him. “How about if you need a Willow-pillow-nap or a hug, something like that, you can just..” She shrugs humorously. “Tap me, like this.” She taps his shoulder. “And I will know.”

He blinks at her. “Just… tap?”

“Yeah. Just tap.” She tapped him again. “And then I will know you need me.”

Hunter stands straighter, looking between the pumpkin and Willow. She watched him struggle to find words to respond with as his cheeks turned pinker.

He settled with a strong nodding. “Okay.” He looked at his fingers, at the scar over the curve of his thumb.

Hunter reached out and tapped her on the shoulder, to try it out.

“Hug?” She asked and he nodded.

Her arms weaselled their way under the pumpkin and his arms, around his chest and hugged him from the side. Willow felt the heat spread from his face down his back through his shirt. And let go.

“Good?” She asks, Hunter nodded rapidly and screwed himself away from her. She smiled pitifully at him, watching him inhale and exhale the stress out of his chest.

It dawned on her now that perhaps he wasn’t just shy, he was touch starved. And as cute as she thought his blushing was, sometimes it didn’t come from embarrassment or someplace giddy and sweet. Sometimes it came from a place that had left him frozen. So frozen that a small hug overheated him. She wondered if it hurt him.

“Yes. Thanks.” Hunter’s voice was a little raspy, he coughed again and patted the pumpkin. “So! Pumpkin!”

“OH RIGHT! Hahaha! We were doing something! Hahaha! I completely forgot!”

He chuckles. “Me too.”

 

Hunter carried the pumpkin inside as Willow held the door for him.



If Hunter and Willow had come to the fence, peered over and down, they would have been met with a grey shaggy hound’s blue eyes staring back up at them.
Belos waited until he heard the door close, and then he walked along the fence line to find food. His body was starving.



In the kitchen Amity and Gus had already put the titan cake in the oven and were currently trying to carve little figures from carrot bits.

“Look! It’s us!” Gus held up a little carrot figure of himself. “We are going to put them on top later! I already made you Willow.”

“Oh!” Willow smiles at the Willow-carrot. “Great! Wait, you already put the cake in?”

“Yes.” Amity responds. “They are coming home in an hour. We had to, or it won’t have a crust.”

Vee discreetly turned the heat down on the oven behind them.

“Awh.” Hunter put the pumkin on the table. “Then what about this?”

“We can make something else out of it!” Amity suggests. She glances at Willow, who looks back. “Right..? Ah, any ideas, Willow?”

“Right. Um.” She looks at it, her head empty. “No, no ideas.” She chuckles. “It’s alright though!”

“You guys were out there for a while to retrieve it.” Gus says. “We should do something with it!”

Vee slides her hands in to grab the pumpkin and pulls it across the table towards herself. “I know what to make out of it. I can make a pumpkin pie!” Because she knew there had to be something edible for the humans of the house. “As a desert!”

“The titan cake is a type of desert.” Amity points out.

“Yeessss, but it’s… To humans, the ingredients you used are… Dinner! Dinner food. So, a desert would do great.” Vee forces a pleasant grin.

“Alright then!” Amity smiles. “Need help?”

“No! No no, no. Haha. NO. I got this.”

The hexsquad settled down to make little carrot figures of themselves and everyone they knew.

While everyone else made little ones of their families, Hunter made one of Darius and the Owl lady, the owl house demon and King. After all, they were Luz’ extended family from the way Luz talked about them.

And he discovered he quite liked to carve.

 


 

 

Belos found the hiking trail. There were stations here and there along the trail with benches and tables where families would take their breaks to eat. And of course, that meant trash cans. 

They smelled. Belos grumbled as he began to throw his body against it to push it over. If he wanted this dog to last longer, he needed it to eat. And he could feel that it was willing to eat trash. Belos did what he had to do to survive a little longer. Trash was not beneath him.

The can toppled over with a loud sound and the lid fell off, pouring trash out.

He used his paw to push away the inedible things.

There was a rustle.

Belos hid in a bush and laid down. The dog whined, sad to abandon the food but Belos hushed it.

Out from the woods came a short, red, little demon.

Belos’ eyes widened at the sight of Kikimora. She was looking around for humans, quickly scurried over to the trash and picked up the edible things.

“Kikimora? Is that you?” Belos put on his kindest voice.

Kikimora gasped and dropped everything, looking around and towards the source of the voice. From the bushes came the hound.

“L-Lord Belos?” Kikimora blinks and takes a step back. “What are you– Why are you here?”

Ah yes, they left on not so great terms. Belos recalled. But it wasn’t unsalvageable. Kikimora was gullible and willing to serve if it meant she could climb her position. And Belos had the perfect excuse.

“Oh, Kikimora! I’ve been here for months!”

“Months?!”

“Yes! Luz the human, the owl lady, they attacked me. They did something to me and now I’m.. This. There is a rebellion, they were going to use the day of unity to harm everybody! I have to get back and stop them. Warn everyone!”

Kikimora gasps. “So that wasn’t you?!”

“No.. They captured me, they freed the basilisks and used one to parade as me. They threw me through the portal.. I have been stuck here ever since, trying to survive. I only now had the strength to take this poor animal as my host of body.”

Kikimora clasped her claws over her chest. “Lord Belos! That’s awful!” She lowered her head. “But I am so sad to inform you, the rebels won. The day of unity already happened. And that… Mirror you had.. They must have unleashed it.”

“Ah…” Belos nods sadly, feigning heartbreak. “I am too late. But I am so glad you are safe, Kikimora.”

Kikimora’s eyes glimmered. “Don’t lose hope, my lord!” She exclaims. “I found a way back!”

Belos ears perked. “You did? how?”

“..... Er, well, I found a way here. Anyway. I can’t go back the same way.”

“Well, how did you get here?”

“After everything happened, I hid in the woods. You know, where the palistrom used to grow?”

“Yes?” Belos came closer.

“Right. Well, I found a palistrom tree with a hole in it. And I hid inside it. And when I woke up, I was here!”

Belos stared.

Kikimora stared back.

“Just like that?”

“Just like that.”

“Where did you wake up here?”

“By a house!” Kikimora points into the woods to the direction Belos knew all too well was the direction of his house. “I can show you!”

“No, I think I know the house. It’s where I came in too.”

“Oh.”

“But I wonder…” He trailed away in his thoughts. “Was it through a door you woke?”

“Uuuhh. Yes, the front step. Why?”

Belos nods. “And you couldn’t open the door back to our realm again?”

“No.”

“Hm.. A tree, you say.”

Belos remembered that Caleb had built their house with cursed wood. He had a theory, and he was beginning to think it had some basis.

 

Evelyn was someone who came into the human realm for a reason, she liked the wildlife here and the forests. If he remembered correctly, her family were wood carvers. It was possible that she planted palistrom trees in the human realm to experiment what would happen with its magical qualities. Belos remembered her being a bit whimsical and chaotic like that, from the little time he had gotten to know her. For the fun of it. Science wasn’t fun, it was serious! Science was how God spoke to you through the world itself. God had planted out his language for you to find in his nature. In his skies. In his water. Only if you were smart enough could you read it, find it all and understand it.

It was almost sickening how the Titan mimicked it with its glyph magic. In a way, that was just how science was like in the human realm. Elements.

 

Kikimora patiently looks up at him, but furrows her brow sadly. “Are you unwell, lord Belos?”

“Ah, sorry… Yes, I am unfortunately not doing all too well, as you can see.”

“What can I do to help?”

“Oh, Kikimora, you kind spirit. I couldn’t ask of you to take care of me now. I am hardly emperor anymore, I couldn’t even save anyone in time…” He hung his head and sat down on his hip, leaning onto his front paws. Looking as mournful as death itself.

“Oh! My lord! No, do not beat yourself up! We got this!” She rushed to his side, touched him even if his furr was dry and sticky. His sad dog eyes turned to her. “We will get back there and we can do what we can!”

Belos smiles softly. “Thank you. I know it means little now, but I always thought of you as my left hand man.”

Her eyes filled with glory and pride.

“I know Hunter is my right hand.. But he is my nephew and, well… I suppose he was a bit too young. I was only blinded by my love for him.”

“Of course, my lord. But I agree, he was a bit of a twerp sometimes!”

Belos chuckled. “Yes.” Then sighed with sadness lumping in his throat. “Oh, Hunter…”

“I’m sure he’s alright Lord Belos!”

“No, he isn’t. Luz, the human. She is here with her friends. They brainwashed him, he is with them.”

Kikimora inhaled. “NO!”

“Yes..!”

“NO! Oh my titan–! He looks the most human out of us, we need to rescue him and get him back on our side. We can use him!”

“... And because he is my nephew.”

“.. O-Of course! That’s a given! Do you know where he is?”

“Yes, but I have tried approaching him. It is no use. And I know he doesn’t trust you.”

“No. He doesn’t. Hm…”

“But, I know someone who might listen to you.”

“...Oh?”

“His name is Jacob Hopkins.”

Kikimora was all ears and ready to serve her master once again.

 


 

 

The titan cake had been a success in the eyes of the squad. “Ta-daaaa!” They presented it to Luz and Camila, who tried their best to not let the sight of…. that thing… give away their apprehension to eat it.

But both were grateful. And Camila complimented them on their creativity for only using almost-expired food, and leftovers. No food was wasted, though. The witches ate every bit of it and would compare certain food combinations with food back home.

“Oh, really?” Camila took some notes. Pineapples bathing in olive juices, for example, was something they thought was delicious. This did make future grocery shopping a lot more interesting, for sure!

Amity snuggled up to Luz. “How was the first day of school?”

Luz sighed. “It was fine until I met Masha.”

Vee perked up from where she stood and sliced up the pumpkin pie. “Did it not go well?”

“eehh… Weeell…”

Luz explained what happened.

“Ah.” Amity brushed Luz’ hair to comfort her. “That must’ve been rough.”

Luz sighed and sunk down into her arms. “Yeah… They didn’t believe me.”

Vee sighed too. “Well, you did offer them to prove it. Maybe we just.. Need to prove it! I will text them-”

“Now?”

“Not right away, maybe… We can arrange something? Invite them here or.. something?”

“Yeah. Maybe.” Luz entwined her fingers with Amity’s.

“We don’t have to focus on that right now. You just got home.” Amity snuggles. “Yeah? Lets unwind a bit. Have fun. We can deal with Masha soon enough, I’m sure. Right guys?”

Everyone agreed.

Luz smiled. “Thanks guys.”

 

It was nice to be home.

Notes:

FINALLY had time to write a bit. I was stuck in a slump on how to move forward too... _(┐「ε:)_ ;;;... forgive me. I have been very tired lately.

I was worried about Willow and Hunter feeling to out of character. But I think I kept it somewhat to how they argue with others in the show (I hope?) And I think it is necessary that they should be able to argue and come to conclusions together (I mean I ship them and I like how they bounce from one another.) BUT I WAS STILL WORRIED that it felt too OOC since both of them are very sweet people at their core.
I remembered in the episode of Willow's mind, Willow was willing to burn herself down to hurt Amity; and I think that anger is Willow's achilles heel.
I like that Willow explodes and Hunter closes up. They're very different from one another in how to cope and approach the same problems, but I think that's what makes their dynamic work and they learn from one another.

Also, yay! Kikimora am I right? lol! I always felt like they had more intentions for her in the show, as she was the third lined up (Lilith - Hunter - Kikimora) on the reformed villain que. At first I thought maybe it'd be better to keep her in the demon realm, but she serves more purpose here with Belos and she brings a new.. uh.. spice. to the drama. Yes! :'D

And poor Luz, going off the deep end :(

I'm sorry that this chapter might be a little lack luster with such a long time since last chapter. 😥

 

Oh yeah, I have a webcomic! If you like how I write characters and fluff, you'll like it! You can find it at: www.inbloodwerise.com

Chapter 14: 🌓 The Elisabeth gardens - (Monday Afternoon)

Summary:

To cheer up, Camilla suggests they all go somewhere!
To the Elisabeth gardens they go...! In rainy weather and cloudy skies.

Masha and Jacob are there too.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Elisabeth gardens

The image doesn't work for everyone. Sorry. Idk how to fix it. 🙇🫤

Link to image:   https://www.tumblr.com/captainmera/730955274318381056/just-the-new-ones-no-update-sorry-just-adding-to


 

Masha loaded in the cardboard boxes from the museum into Jacob’s car. “There you go.”

“Thanks sport!” Jacob puts his own box next to theirs.

Masha gave him a look.

“Uh.. I thought sport was neutral, isn’t it?”

“It is. Thanks Jacob.” Masha arranges the boxes a little better in the trunk. “It’s just.. Nice how casual you are.”

Jacob winks and does a double thumbs up. “It’s because I’m cool~!”

Masha stares. “No, you’re really not.” And closes the lid with a scoff.

“I will be! When my book is finished!”

“Oh god.” Masha gets into the passenger seat. “Have you gotten any further?”

“I redrafted the first chapter!” Jacob got in behind the wheel. He could see them roll their eyes, but the smile that came along with the smile clued him in that it was still a welcomed topic. “Now, I figured the hero, Jeremy–”

“Who’s not your self-insert at all.”

“Hey, you cringe but I don’t care! I’m gonna write what I like, okay? I am writing for the teenager in me who really wanted this story in the world.”

“Oookay.” Masha shook their head with humour as they looked out the window at the museum.

They were going to the Elisabeth gardens where there would be re-enactors and some DIY funsies for visitors. It was a collaboration of the historical society of Gravesfield, they did that a lot. Gravesfield was full of history and Masha loved it.

Most people who grew up here wanted to get away, but not Masha. Masha wanted to grow old and mysterious here. Masha could imagine having an old house, being the old crone that the young came to get their palms read, or to buy nick-knacks and oddities. That would be fun. A magic shop of sorts, while part-timing in the museum or taking people on history tours - to do that you needed to know all of Gravesfield. And that’s what Masha dreamed of.

This town was old and there was magic in the air. If you looked close enough, you could find the traces of stories yet to be found and told. In the older parts of town there were cobblestone streets and wooden buildings whispering old tales of the people that had been here before.

Living here was an adventure of discoveries. They often climbed into forbidden, closed off, areas like old buildings, woods and fields. Just to learn. Just to see. Just to be a part of it all.

Real life could be just as interesting as the movies if you let it be.

Why would anybody want to leave this place?

“Anyway so Jeremy Thorn meets a little devil that–”

“Teaches him about the demonic witches that infiltrated society, based on the conspiracy theories of lizard people and the old legends of the Connecticut witch trials. I know.”

“Admit you think it’s an intriguing adventure.”

“It’s a story just like any other Jacob.”

“It is not! Mine’s going to be better! Just because it has familiar tropes it doesn’t make it a bad story.”

“Didn’t say that. I just don’t get why people always think something big and grand has to happen for life to be interesting.”

Jacob went quiet, unusually so, and Masha turned to look at him. Jacob’s expression was staring far ahead down the road.

“Well..” Jacob said in a breath. “For some people, Masha, their lives just aren’t enough sometimes.”

He heard himself and caught the worried glance they were giving him.

“Oh! Not like that! Not like that! I’m just saying! You know?? For some people, they weren’t ready for how boring and bland their lives are. They grew up reading about people who weren’t special, who didn’t fit in , and then the big thing happenes and… And then everything fell into place. They were important, meant for something.”

Jacob turned the wheel around a corner. The day had become clammy from the moist weather, the pavements were wet from spring rain that had come quickly and passed just as fast. The grass even more so. Masha wasn’t sure if anybody would even come out to the gardens for activities today, but it was an all-week event so perhaps tomorrow would be a better day.

Today was becoming a sad day for both Masha and Jacob, it seemed.

“What if…” Masha shrugs and Jacob glances their way quickly before turning back to the road. “What if the big thing has already happened?”

Jacob scoffs. “No. It hasn't. I thought it had, but then that broke up with me.”

“You got a restraining order Jacob.”

“No no, inaccurate! I was threatened with one! But she hasn't filed one yet!” He wags a proud finger, as though it was something to be proud of. “And that, I think, proves she can’t actually do one without exposing some truths about her so-called-daughter!”

Masha cringed at Jacob’s madness. “If you just toned down the weird stuff, she would take you back in a heartbeat.”

Jacob frowned. “Why should I tho, why can’t I be myself? I thought she loved all of me! My quirky hobbies and all.”

“She does! But not when it makes you crazy and doing illegal things! We have enough crazy in our family. She’s just protecting me.”

“Yet here you are. Museum volunteer.”

Masha groans and crosses their arms. “Whatever. It’s not like you are any better.”

“What? I’m wholly accepting of her hobbies of collecting anime kawaii things! My bathroom was pink and glittery for a loooooong time! I even got a kitty-mew-mew trash can! Aaaand! And! My shower curtains were Moonlight princess for three years. Remember that? She was into that show for a while.”

Masha smiled at the memory of coming over with their sister to stay at Jacob’s house for a while, while a lot of legal things were going through the court with their dad. It had been such a rough and traumatic time in their life and Jacob had not only opened up his home, but had made Masha’s daily life have some normalcy - even if it was only temporarily so.

He hadn’t had to do that. But Jacob did care a lot about people that mattered to him, and he tried his best. Awkward and somewhat easily convinced of harmful conspiracies, but not a bad person when it actually came down to the core things.

Masha remembers being eleven years old, looking up at Jacob as he was making them a hotdog and thought to themself that this is what a father-figure really is. It wasn’t about always being perfect, it was about being there. Jacob had given Masha a sense of safety in a time where there had been little of it. It was difficult, now, when he and their sister were broken up. They wished Jacob would come to his senses and get back together with her.

Masha looks at Jacob’s pout. Why couldn’t he see that the big thing had already happened to him? Masha and their sister could’ve been it. But perhaps they weren’t big enough to fill the hole that Jacob needed to fill.

It was quiet between them and Jacob let out a small sigh.

“Jacob?”

“Yes?”

“Why do you need to be special anyway?”

Jacob doesn’t look at them, he just drives. But they watch his heart sink in the depths of his eyes as he forces a little smile and a shrug.

“Dunno.” He lies and nods to himself like it was an acceptable answer. “I guess I just…” He shook his head and looked down the road at their destination. “Just… Need to know I matter.”

“You matter to us.” Masha says quietly and turns to look out their own window.

Jacob looks at them, then down at his wheel. “I know.”

And Jacob parks the car.

Masha looks at him but he doesn’t look at them.

Jacob gets out of the car.

 


 

After coming home to the Titan cake, and after hearing of Luz' bad first day in school with the whole ordeal with Masha, Camila had wanted them all to take a trip somewhere. Nobody could make up their mind on where to go and explore the human realm, so Camila had decided to do a lottery.

One name each in a hat. Whomever was pulled got to pick the destination and their name was removed from the hat for next time they were going somewhere.

Amity’s name was pulled. And she chose the Elisabeth park!

Gus figured Amity had chosen to go here for two reasons:

  1. to have a date with Luz in the old timey café that was displayed in the guide pamphlet.
  2. because Willow liked plants and Amity wanted to make up for earlier.

Then the rain came.

When they first arrived in the human realm, it had rained. Now it poured in heavy buckets.

Amity and Luz had run out together, Vee second, Gus had shoved Hunter outside and Willow remained on the steps to take a photograph with the camera Camila offered her.

Willow really liked it and asked if she could bring it along to the park.

“Of course. I would be glad if it came to more use. Maybe you can keep a photo album, mh?”

 And that’s how that started.

The rain passed quickly and left Gravesfield with big puddles and slippery mud.

 

They whole gang were dressed up in various items of clothing that could protect against rain to some degree.

Gus, for one, was wearing Luz’ old Wellington boots and the raincoat with apple-shaped pockets that she had outgrown - even if he’d grown to her height, he still fit into most of her old shoes and jackets.

Willow wore Camila’s old yellow raincoat (from the attic) and Amity wore Luz’ purple gallon with pink cherry blossoms prints. Amity had not been keen on taking it from her, so the compromise was that Luz had her own boots and an umbrella at her side (like it was some kind of sword.)

Camilla had her own raincoat she wanted one of the kids to wear, as she didn’t feel like she needed one. A little rain was not enough to make her sick, but she did worry about the non-humans and insisted someone take it - Which was heavily implied to be Hunter, as Vee didn’t need any protection (being a basilisk.)

Hunter had not caught onto her gesture and insisted on Luz taking the last raincoat, leaving him in a jeans jacket and Camilla’s boots. The oldest boy had, at least, accepted the goofy looking fisherman hat as it hid his ears.

 

“But human rain can’t hurt us.” Hunter said a bit absentmindedly as his intrigue of the car was occupying most of his attention.

“No but it can make you cold!” Camilla said, looking into the rear-view mirror and at the boy looking back at her with the yellow flaps hanging down on each side of his face. With the long blonde hair, he looked like a sailor in it.

“Oh.”

“You can get sick.” Vee added from where she was crammed in the middle with Gus. “A common cold.”

Amity pinches Luz’ jacket around herself. “Well, I’m not getting sick.” She said with a determination that invited any god that listened to lean in and go; is that a challenge?

The car was a tight fit with all of them, Luz sat in Amity lap by the window. Which wasn’t legal. But Gus had put an illusion around the car to hide her and Camila was driving slow and carefully.

“Those illusions,” Camila starts. “Are so nifty here in our realm! It really helps.”

Gus glitters proudly from the compliment. “Yeah! I’ve been thinking that illusionist magic is the best kind for witches and demons to venture around in the human realm! It helps with disguises a lot.”

Gus had grown prouder and prouder of his magical ability. It wasn’t just party tricks - it was useful, helpful, and it kept them all safe. If he hadn’t been there, things would be a lot more difficult than they were.

Gus’ brand of talent worked so well with his goals of wanting to be an ambassador. It was as though everything just clicked together for him now. Even if he was here for all the wrong reasons, he saw it as an opportunity to branch out how to use his abilities for his lifelong dream.

Gus caught Hunter smiling at his side, and Gus smiled back up at him. It had really helped to have those late night talks with Hunter about his insecurities. Hunter had no magic (except for boosting others, that is. if that counts.) and perhaps because of that, he saw all the great uses for every type of magic - even illusionist. Hunter’s continued cheers for his tricks boosted Gus’ confidence. Hunter bumped his shoulder, grinning, as if to say I told you so. Gus bumped back.

They slapped at one another and Vee had to shove them both into the window to make them stop.

 

They arrived.

 

Amity looked down into the pamphlet, saw the photo of the cute little house amongst all the greenery, looked up, and reality matched perfectly. Except the photo was a sunny day and this day was very grey and drizzly.

The white roses were climbing all over the left wall of the old puritan home-turned-café that stood near the entryway of the park. Amity could spy from where she stood that there was an outdoor garden with chairs and tables too, underneath an arbor area. Which looked like a cute and shielded place to have a date, though if the rain was anything to go by it might be a little bit too cold.

Luz’ heart swelled at the sight of Amity’s giddy little grin.

“The Elisabeth park.” Willow hummed and looked around happily. Spring had started to bud the trees and the seasonal flowers were in full bloom. The gardeners were doing a great job arranging everything in colourful valleys and decorative green arches along the pathways. The cherry blossom trees had waxed paper lanterns in them, swaying gently in the breeze.

The Hexsquad were all gathered around the entrance on the gravel road. The park wasn’t enormous but it was big enough to explore and have fun in.

“It has been awhile since I was here during springtime!” Camila said and fondly looked at the cherry blossoms that rained down over the small hills and pathways, thinking of Manny.

She had expected there to be more people around, but there were only a few parents with strollers. Perhaps because of the wet weather? The grass was soaked in the rain from earlier. Gravesfield was generally a rather wet town. It had many lakes and rivers and even some waterfalls here and there. With rain on top of it meant the town would be very slippery now.

“It’s very pretty.” Vee said anxiously, keeping close to Camila’s side. Vee had a beanie pressed down over her head and had decided to go fluffy blonde today, but still looking like Luz a bit, but chubbier. It wasn’t quite where she wanted to be yet, but she couldn’t look like Luz anymore with Luz also being there. And just to be sure, Hunter had given her a glowy card to eat in an emergency that she kept in her little phone-sized satchel.

Despite all the preparations, Vee was anxious.

Gus hooked arm with her. “Hey partner in future ambassador business!” He grinned at her and she smiled back, although still hunched up. It was nice to have Gus there to keep her mind onto positive things.

“Howdy.” She replied.

“Are you ready to learn ancient mysterious human traditions of basket weaving?”

Vee grimaced. “Not sure that’s an ancient tradition, buuuut, sure. I’m ready.”

“Heck yeah!!” Gus shook his fist excitedly, bursting at the seams at the aspect of doing some DIY with his friends. He had his notebook at the ready.

Willow made sure the plastic bag over the camera was secure before she held it up. “Okay everyone! Gather!” The gang looked up at her. “Let's take a photo of our first official trip together!”

Camila came over. “Oh Willow, you go and line up with the others! I can take the photo!”

“You sure?”

“Of course! Go, go.”

And Willow lined up between Gus and Amity. Amity glanced her way and Willow gave her a reassuring nod. Amity sighed with relief. Luz, however, noticed.

“Say cheeeeseee~!”

“Cheese?” Said Hunter and furrowed his brow while the others grinned out a CHEESE. Camila shook the photo and chuckled at how serious and uninterested Hunter looked compared to everyone else. The kids gathered to peek at it and collectively giggled at Hunter. Even Hunter chuckled.

“Why cheese?” He asks.

Camila points at her cheeks. “It makes you smile! Look: Cheese! You say it before you shoot.”

“Oooh.” Hunter tried it out, “Cheese.” he grinned. “Huh.”

Camila gave the photo to Willow so she could slip it into the safety pouch she kept in her own satchel. She carefully put the camera down too.

“Soooo…” Camila puts her hands together to her cheek. “I’m guessing Luz and Amity want some time in the café, mh? While the rest of us go to the historical area, si?”

Luz blushes. “Mom!” And Amity giggles. “But yes…” Luz curls her lips into a little happy cat. “Maybeeee…”

“Yes Camila, that would be really nice.”

Amity had taken Camila aside, before the car ride, to ask permission for the date. Camila had been over the moon and did her best to act cool and totally not excited about her daughter’s first date (in the human realm.)

"Good, good." Camila let out a little squeal anyway.

“Mooom!”

“Yes yes, but here.” She gave Luz some money for the date. “Have a lot of fun, okay?”

“We will Camila.”

“Mom!” Through her pink cheeks she smiled. “You’re embarrassing me!”

“Sorry, sorry!” Camila giggles, she winked and, in Spanish, told Luz to be a gentleman-lady about the date.

“Mooom! Haha! Stooop, I will.”

“What did she say?” Amity asks, only being able to make out a few words.

“Nothing, nothing, hahaha.”

Gus hums. “I want to learn Spanish, it always feels like I’m missing things.”

Vee wags her phone. “There’s a lot of apps for that. We can definitely join together to learn. I’m already a few courses ahead, but I don’t mind doing the basics again.”

Hunter’s eyes glittered. “There are classes? We can take them on the phune?”

“Phone, and yes!” Vee demonstrates to the group by opening up an owl app. The group gasps and exchanges looks of let's do that!

“That’s a great idea!” Willow exclaims. “Then we can take classes while Luz is in her classes! We can do solidarity homework!”

Luz puts a hand over her heart. “Aw! You guys are the best.”

“Anyway.” Camila gathers their attention. “You two go have your fun now, we will go have our! Bye!”

“Bye mama! Guys!”  “Bye!”

 

The girlfriends watched their friends leave with Camila, and turned to one another, hands interlocked.

Finally, their date in the human realm.

 

Amity knew exactly what to get at the café, she had seen it in the pamphlet. A big ice cream thingy in a big cone-shaped glass. There was a lactose-free option, too!!

They bought the classic milkshake with strawberry and vanilla, a straw each. The girls went to sit outside under the roof, but most things out there were too wet to sit on.

“Awh..” Amity pouted, she had wanted to sit amongst the flowers and climbing shrubbery with Luz.

“Inside is just as nice.” Luz promises and they return indoors.

The café really leaned into the puritan theme - if puritans were also really into pastel and candy. On the walls were illustrations of happy puritans drinking and feasting, which was odd to Luz as that was very far from what they did back then.

They sat in a boot, took off their coats, and Amity tried their treat first. “Oh! That’s delicious!”

“Right?” Luz smiles and holds Amity’s hand. She takes a sip too. It tasted like childhood.

“Have you been here before?” Amity asks.

“Yes, with my dad.” Luz takes a sip and Amity tilts her head sadly, stroking Luz’ knuckles.

“Yeah?”

“Oh! Sorry, didn’t mean to make it sombre.”

“No, no. I want to hear it, if you want to share.” She invited.

Luz hesitated, Amity looked so safe and sweet, Luz couldn’t help herself. “Yeah..” She stirred her straw around. “Me, mom and dad came here before his treatment. But then I had the waffles, not this. My dad loved waffles.”

Amity smiles. “Yeah?”

“Yeah, I love them too. I haven’t had waffles since, though.”

Amity just nods, holding Luz’ hand.

“Dad would have loved you.”

“I am sure I would have loved him too.”

Luz smiles sadly and looks down into the pink strawberry lines and went quiet. Amity looks at her, and Luz catches her worried glance.

“Sorry, sorry. Ah!” She pats her cheeks. “I’ll cheer up! I am not letting my brain bugs make our human-realm-date all sad!”

Amity chuckles. “You don’t have to force yourself Luz. I want to be with you, whatever mood you are in.”

“... But I’m kind of.. you know.. I don’t want to be a bummer.”

“You’re not a bummer.”

“I am a liiiittle bit though.” She jokes but it falls as flat as her smile.

“Not to me.”

“Amity, I really wish I was better, I just– I’m– my brain is so full of–”

“I know.”

“Damnit.. I’m messing this up too. This was supposed to be fun! And cute!”

Amity stops her by putting both her hands on hers. “Luz, listen to me. Stop.”

“... Sorry.”

“No, listen to me. I know you feel a lot of guilt and stress right now. And that’s okay. You don’t have to be happy. I’m not always happy either.”

Luz looks up at her, Amity’s smile is sad.

“I miss home. I am worried about everyone. Sometimes at night, I wake up from dreaming about my sibling calling for me, like they’re looking for me in the rubble.”

Luz’ heart clenches.

“And then I wake up, I see your face, and everyone I do know to be safe.. Here with me. And I feel a bit better.” She kisses her fingers and presses them to Luz’ knuckles. Luz blushes just a smidge. “We can go in circles imagining the worst. We can’t let that get to us. It will just make us stop progressing, it will steal our time. But we’re not abominations - we feel things, we can’t just stop worrying. So…” She smiles softly. “We gotta rely on one another, talk to one another.. Support one another. Okay? Even when we think it’s just brain bugs.”

Luz’ tears up.

“Oh! No, oh- sorry! Ah– Napkin?”

“Awwwhh, Amityyyy!” Luz sniffles. “You are just– You are the best girlfriend ever. I love you.”

Amity’s face turn the same shade as the wallpaper.

“Aha- ah! Haha, yes. Ahem! I love you too, Luz.” She scoots the milkshake over. “C’mon, let's have our sad and cute date, yeah? We can be as worried and sappy as we want. How about it?”

“Weeeegh!” Luz waves her hands at her eyes as the tears blob at her eyes. “You’re just- SNIFF- so good!”

“Awwh! Haha, Awh- Luz!” Amity starts tearing up too. “Oh no! I’m getting teary too!”

“Oh no! Haha! Oh! Napkins!”

“Napkins!”

They laugh until the tears roll. Their eyes meet, they both look puffy and stupid, they crack up and cry harder, cackling at how emotional they got. Giving each other their own napkins, realised that was silly since they could just use their own; began wheezing and could barely breathe as tears stained their cheeks. Just as they were calming down, Luz got a snot bubble and started the whole thing over again.

It was a sad, but cute, first date in the human realm.

 


 

The basket weaving was everything Gus wanted it to be. The teacher was dressed up as a puritan and explained the different types of hand-made craft that went on in Connecticut during the settlers time. The event was taking place in an old barn that had some old tools, artworks and crafts on display.

Willow took a photo of Gus and Vee pointing at a basket.

The actual basket weaving was fun, too. He, Vee and Camila got down to business. There were just them present, so the basket weaver gave them their full attention.

Willow tried but gave up (if she had been able to use her plant magic, it would’ve been different, but alas she could not), she much rather read all the plaques on the displays. Hunter, however, found himself by the thick table in the corner with the knives, blocks of woods and sticks. On the shelves were examples of wooden figurines, masks and other wooden crafts.

“May I do this instead?” He asked the teacher when there was an opportunity to interject.

“Sure, just face this way so I can see the knife. There’s some rules about supervision and all that stuff.”

“Alright. No problem.”

Hunter took a seat on a log that had been chopped into the shape of a chair. Took a knife and a small chunk of wood and began to carve. He looked at Caleb’s thumb as he whittled away at the fibres. This came so naturally to him. Before he knew it, he was holding a somewhat misshapen wolf in his hand.

The teacher asked Camila if it was alright to abandon them. “It’s my lunch time now, and the other two who are going to be here will be here in, like, ten minutes or so.”

“Of course.” Camila assures. “We’ll be careful.”

“Yeah yeah, you seem nice enough and I the displays aren’t exactly..” She gestured at everything in the barn that was old and on display. “Priceless or anything.”

Camila grimaces. “Well, it’s still history.”

“Eh.” Said the teacher and got up, dusting off her old-timey skirt. “it’s junk.” and left for her lunch. Leaving them by themselves.

Outside, the skies had turned dark grey and threatened with rain and thunder any time soon.

Hunter looked over at Camila, Gus and Vee. Gus was an engine of gruff and struggles, forcing twigs into position to make his basket. Camila had not come far but was doing better, and Vee had given up and was trying to back-seat help Gus with his.

“There, needle the twig in there.”

“I am trying my best here! It’s not that easy!” Gus grunts, bends a twig that snaps back at his hand. “OW!” Gus inhales, exhales, “HMPH!!” and tries again.

“Careful.” Camila says. “There’s no rush. Take your time, Gus.”

Gus inhales, counts to ten, and returns to his basket again - but slower.

Hunter smiles and looks at Camila, then his wolf.

He decided to make this for her. He fell into deep concentration, getting the details right. As he held the finished wolf in his hands, he felt rather proud of it, then embarrassed. Maybe Camila wouldn’t want it? It wasn’t that good, it was a little wonky looking despite his efforts.

“Oh, nice one.” Willow says and Hunter hides the wolf to his chest. “Oh, is it a secret?”

“N-No, it is just not very good.”

“It is a wolf, right? Can I see?”

Hunter shyly lets her look.

“Aw, it’s so cute! What’s its name?”

“Uhh.. Name?”

“Yeah, it’s like a palisman, right?”

Hunter stares at the little wolf. Then at Willow. “What?”

“Palisman are carved, you know?”

“Uh… Well, yes, but this isn’t palistrom wood. So it can’t be a palisman.”

“No, but you know - almost!”

“No, not almost: this is just plain regular cedar wood. Aaaactually,” Hunter took a breath before his brain hooked itself to his mouth to spill some academia: “It is very good timber to make use for many things both in art as well as building homes. Gravesfield has a lot of cedar trees, go figure, considering how wet the soil is here. Palistrom wood is made out of the keratin of the Titan’s bones, that’s why it contains so much magic. It has similar attributes to Titan’s blood, except that the iron in the blood is what makes it so powerful and– uh– Am I boring you?”

“Not at all!” Willow smiles. “I didn’t know you were so well read on plants and, well, plant related magic. Titan stuff was a given, though.”

“Heh.” Hunter gives a cocky smile and leaned back against the table. “I'm a well-rounded reader of all sorts of things.”

“I bet you are. You are one smart cookie.”

Hunter’s smile turns bashful and began to backtrack in fear of having coming off too boastful. “Ah-eh-ebh- Som-Some things I was forbidden to read. So not that smart.”

Willow blinks. “Really? What stuff was that?”

But she never got an answer, Masha walked in with a box of things for the DIY and their eyes locked across the room.

“Oh!” They said. “It’s you!”

“And it is.. you!” Willow returns, nervously. “Masha, right?”

Gus, Camila and Vee lift their gazes.

Vee’s eyes go large and she turns her back to Masha. Gus throws her a quick glance, Vee looks like panic itself. And Vee did not do well with panic, her hands already began to grow claws. Camila looks between Vee and the new teenager, and scoots closer to Vee, sitting next to her to give her some support.

“You okay?” Camila whispers.

Vee gulps, shaking her head.

Gus gets up and marches over. “HI AGAIN!” Nearly making Masha drop their box.

“Jesus! Hi, gosh- oh, you’re here too…! Er…” And they saw Hunter, then Camila - Luz’ mom. So all of Luz’ friends were here but not Luz? “Oh, uh, you’re all here.. Is… Luz here too?”

“No.” Says Hunter coolly and stood up, a bit taller than Masha, looking down at them with his red eyes. “She is not.”

Masha looks up at Hunter and his gallon sailor hat, he looked quite threatening. Like a killer from a B-grade thriller taking place in a cabin-in-the-woods sort of deal.

“Uhhh… Mrs. Noceda?” Masha puts the box down, Camila looks over her shoulder and that’s when Masha sees the blonde girl next to her. “Luz?”

Vee involuntarily jumps.

Willow steps in view. “What are you doing here Masha?” She says in her friendliest of voice, fluttering her lashes and leaning into her hand. Gus saddles up shoulder-to-shoulder with her, smiling just as friendlily.

“Yeah! So nice to see you!”

“Uh-huh..” Masha looks between them, then past their heads towards Vee. Masha looked back at Luz’ friends and frowned at their fake friendliness. “Ugh..” And pushed past them. “This is ridiculous.”

Camila stood up to meet with Masha but Hunter got in-between, arms crossed and frowning.

“You’re not getting to her.”

“So that is Luz then?” Masha gestures at Vee. “In a… blonde wig?”

“I’m not Luz!” Vee stands and turns around, arms out but fingers curled in to hide her claws. “I-I’m her cousin! Vee! Haha..! We look kinda similar! Heheh.. In some.. Angles!”

Masha’s eyes widened.

Vee curled her lips, realising her mistake. Luz had told the gang about her attempt of telling Masha the truth, revealing Vee’s name in the process.

“Yes!” Camila said. “Luz’ cousin. Luz is on a date with her girlfriend. Somewhere else. Far away. Not here.” 

Masha, confused, looks at Camila and then Vee. They squint at her, like Vee’s eyes were a pair she had seen so many times before. That cute girl she opened their heart up to in cabin seven.

Vee looked back at them, her chest full of a anticipation. Vee dares to smile, just a little, just daring to be hopeful. “Masha–”

And in comes Jacob.

“Masha— Ooooof course.” Jacob cringes at the sight of Camila, who gasps angrily and points at Jacob.

“You!”

“Ah! Jacob!” Vee slapped a hand over her mouth and caught Masha’s surprise.

“Aha!!” Jacob points at Vee. “The basilisk!! Masha!! That’s the monster!!”

Masha looks between Jacob and Vee, Vee hides behind Camila.

“Ayo!” Camila prods a hard finger at Jacob. “Don’t you dare! I will call the cops!”

“And do what? Get that restraining order? Haha!” He crosses his arms and a slick grin spreads across his lips. “You can’t do that. If you do that, they’ll find out that she doesn’t actually exist!” Camila tenses up.

Jacob looks around the room at the teenagers.

“Wait a minute– You guys, I’ve seen you before–”

Gus is by Vee’s side, becoming another barrier between her and Jacob.

Hunter squares up to Jacob, in-between Camila and him. “If you so much as look at them I will break both your hands.”

“Heh, empty threats won’t work on–”

Hunter pulled out the knife he had been using to carve with. Its point nearly touched the tip of Jacob’s nose. Masha stares, horrified.

“My threats are not empty.”

Camila quickly takes the knife from him. “NO! NO NO NOOOOOOO!”

“But–”

“No! No weapons! No!” And puts it far, far, away from Hunter. “You cannot do that here!”

“But he’s–”

“No Hunter. I mean it. No weapons allowed, ever.”

It’s the first time she ever chided him. Shame overcame him and burrowed itself deep in his chest. He turned his gaze down to the floor in a small bow to her. “Understood.”

“And you!” Camila pokes Jacob again. “Go away!”

“I work here!” Jacob argued, towering over her. “And you’re not going to stop me this time!”

Vee’s gasps for air caught everyone's attention.

“It’s okay Vee.” Gus hushed, trying to calm her down as her face began to morph.

“Oh no–” Camila came back to her side. “The card! eat your card!”

Masha watched in stunned shock. They couldn’t believe what they were seeing. They could see Vee’s face shift and wobble, change hues of her skin, but they just couldn’t make sense of what they were actually seeing. Shapeshifters were not real. Jacob wasn’t right. Witches and monsters were not a real thing.

That was not real.

Vee and Masha’s eyes meet. And when Vee blinks, her eyes blinks sideways. That woke Masha up.

“Wha-what the–”

Jacob pulled out his phone and began to film. “I’m not missing this again! You are not going to hide the truth any longer, federal– Whoever you are working for!! Show your reptilian agent!”

Hunter grabs his phone and throws it across the room, it bounces and lands upside down with the camera facing out - still recording.

“Hey!” Jacob shoves Hunter and Hunter shoves back. Jacob is surprised at Hunter’s strength and has to really push to get past him, but Hunter was putting his back into it and giving Jacob a run for his money - this kid was strong!

“Gus!” Hunter calls. “Take Vee and run!”

Gus nods, makes a circle in the air and takes Vee’s hand. As they run out of the barn’s backdoor, they fade out of being visible. Vee and Masha look at one another just as Vee vanishes.

“Oh god- Oh god- They disappeared!”

Masha saw the prints of their feet in the muddy grass outside. And before their brain could make a good decision on what to do, their heart already had - and ran after them.

“Good Masha!” Jacob called. “Don’t forget to film them!” He turned back to Hunter who would not budge. “Out of my way, kid! I am trying to help you!”

Those words struck something in Hunter, his eyes widened, his spine ran cold. Hunter could feel his strength leave him as his heart thumped up the fear, flashing Belos’ face before his mind’s eye.

From between the old and dusty floorboards burst roots. Breaking the boards as thicker veins sprouted out and climbed up over Jacob’s legs.

“Woah wo-wow!!!” Jacob kicks as best he can and looks over to the green glow to his right, where Willow stood, hands out.

“I think you’ve done enough now, sir.” Willow curls her hands to fists and the roots grab hold of Jacob’s limbs, throwing him out of the entryway of the barn, opposite of where Vee and Gus ran off to.

“Ay ay...” Camila looks at the barn floor. “Ohh, nooo, Willow!”

“Huh?”

“Can you put this back?” She cringed a smile, tapping her fingers in the air over the broken floor. “Please?”

“Uhhh.. Sure!” She said and did her best to put it back the way it was. It looked fairly alright, definitely still broken though.

“Eesh.. Alright, you two. No weapons, no magic!”

“But–”

“No, Willow. Humans get scared. They do crazy things when they’re scared–”

On cue for crazy, Jacob returns, armed with a shovel. Yelling out a battle cry as he swings it like an axe. The trio yells and avoids him.

“They have brainwashed you!” Jacob yells at Camila as he un-lodges the sharp shovel from the floor where he had whacked down and missed Willow.

“They have NOT!” Camila growls back.

“Yes they have! The shapeshifting reptilians are trying to take control of our realm by taking on human form to manipulate human societies!!”

The trio stare at him blankly.

“Ay, loco, pick a conspiracy and stick with it, please.” Camila complains.

Jacob lifts his shovel and charges. “HOW, WHEN THEY ARE ALL RIGHT!!”

Hunter gestures wildly at Jacob as he runs around the shovel-maniac. “Why does HE get a weapon?!”

“He doesn’t! He is just crazy!”

"Can I get a weapon now, then?!"

"NO!!"

Hunter groans and ducks away from the axe-shovel.

The three of them scatter around the barn. Willow sees the wooden figurines and gets an idea, she grabs them from the shelves and throws them at Jacob to distract him. He turns to her.

“You!! You did the plant stuff!! How did you do that?!”

“I’m a witch!” Willow says and spreads her fingers out again. This time, she made the wood of the figurines that lay spread out on the floor sprout branches. Greenery exploded from them like grenades. “You would do well with leaving us be, from now on!”

Jacob yelps, trying to whack himself free from the sudden growth of bushes and shrubbery, to no avail. He was entangled in twigs and leaves.

Willow grinned. “Heh!”

Camila looked at the entangled man on the floor. “Eeshh…” And at Willow. “Well, alright. At least nothing is broken!”


Masha yelled out at them. “Stop!!”

They could still see the deep muddy prints in the wet grass. The rain drizzled from the skies now, getting heavier by the minute. They could hear their panting up ahead, they weren’t that far off.

They were running up on the hill where the tulips grew, zig-zagging between the thin paths between each cluster. The gravel pathways were down to the right with a small ditch between the road and the hill, where all the rainwater had begun to gather in the tiny moat.

“Stop!”

They could see the faint blue glow of Gus’ magic circle be illuminated by the rain like a rainbow mirrage. They weren’t even sure what they were going to do once they caught up with them. They just wanted to look Luz– Vee– in the eyes again.

 

This couldn’t be real.

Gravesfield was supposed to be safe. A place to call home. A place where Masha and their sister could have a normal life away from their dad and– Masha didn’t want everything they had worked for to be for naught. But maybe that was life? Maybe you could do everything right and things still went wrong.

No.

They thought of cabin seven. The night by the lake. The girl Masha knew as Luz always snuck out to sit on the bridge and look at the moon. They had joined her one night, after a particular long and dramatic day of canoeing. The summer of last year lived rent free as one of Masha’s favourite memories; they had never had a friend like Luz before. Someone who just got it, who knew how difficult it could be to be a bit different and trying to make a new place your own.

Someone a little broken, but with the spirit to make the best of things. Like making an unfamilar place your home. To feel safe with your family - maybe not a typical one, but love didn’t have to be typical.

Jacob’s conspiracies were just stupid conspiracies, there were no truth to them. There was no such thing as life-sucking demons and witches that wanted to overthrow mankind and sacrifice them all to an evil overlord (the devil?)

Masha liked tarot cards and collected crystals. They watched monster movies and knew for a fact that the witches hanged in Connecticut were innocent victims of mass hysteria. Witches and demons– All that stuff, they weren’t real.

Jacob was just– Just– He had to be wrong about this. But Masha couldn’t tell what was true.

 

“Please stop!!” Masha was out of breath. They couldn’t keep this up. Their skirt was soaked, their shoes filled with water and made every step heavier.

Then the thunder rumbled above them and Gus gasped, he dropped the disguise of invisibility and turned up to the sky with hunched shoulders.

“What was THAT?!”

Vee had never experienced thunder before either, and her hair-ears sloped down and back in fright. “Thunder.” She said, Vee knew what it was but had not expected it to be so loud or to be able to feel it so clearly in both the air and the ground. It was as though the world growled at them.

The duo turns to Masha as they crash into Vee.

The rest felt like slow motion.

The world was just a big thundering growl as they fell.

Vee grabbed Gus’ apple-shaped pocket and pulled him down with them. This caused the three of them to topple to the right, down over and through the tulips. Down the hill.

The gallon of Gus’ raincoat and boots turned him into a sledge for the other two teenagers. Their screams joined together in a choir. Vee let go of her human form somewhere in the middle. Masha tried to dig their heels into the earth but only dug up mud that splashed up at them all with the water, blinding them all.

Screaming, they crashed down into the moat with water up to their wrists. They lay entangled with one another. The rain began to pour over them.

Masha groaned and looked up, right into Vee’s basilisk face.

Thunder rumbled again.

“Masha–”

Masha screamed.


Hunter, Willow and Camila turned towards the scream.

Jacob practically punched his way out of the shrubbery behind them like a ghoul back from the dead. They turn to him, brows high. Jacob let out a grizzly battle roar, shovel in hand, sweating and completely red in the face from rage.

He ignored the trio and ran towards the sound of Masha. “I’M COMING MASHA!!!”

“Ah–! Wait!” Willow and Camila began running. Hunter was faster though.

But not faster than the adrenaline filled man armed with a shovel, screaming bloody murder through the tulips.


“Get off of me!!!” Masha shoves at Vee.

“Masha! please! wait! It’s me!”

“GET OFF OF ME!!”

Gus struggled out from under Masha and got up. All of his everything was wet, muddy and his little hat had fallen off somewhere. Masha saw his pointy ears.

“Oh GOD! You’re one of them too!!”

“Wait Masha!” Gus tried. “I promise! We aren’t dangerous!”

Masha kicks Vee off and scrambles through the moat. Their hair lay flat against their face, their jacket soaked and heavy. They gasped, got up on their feet and turned to look at the two of them.

“What the heck are you?!” They pointed.

“We are friends.. We aren’t dangerous.” Gus lowered his voice, his hands out to try calm Masha.

Masha backed up, remembering that those hands could do that glowing circle thing.

“I promise, I wouldn’t lie to you.”

“That literally means NOTHING to me!” Masha’s voice cracked and turned to Vee. They looked Vee up and down, they shook their head. She really was some kind of reptilian.

Vee transformed to look like Luz. “Masha… I’m sorry!”

Masha’s jaw dropped. Their knees couldn’t keep them up anymore and they fell back into the moat, looking up at Vee.

“You– You transformed! You– That’s- That’s not possible!”

Vee bit down on her lip. “Masha, I’m–”

Jacob’s battle cry mixed in with the thunder. The trio looks up at the hill and at the mad man running down with the shovel high to the skies. Vee was a deer in headlights.

“YOU WON’T EAT THEIR SOUL!! REPTILIAN CREEP!!!”

Gus quickly grabbed Vee "AAH! RUN RUN!" and began to pull her up from the moat and onto the gravel road.

The earth of the hill burst open with root-like arms, weaving together into one big serpent-like branch. On top of them ran Hunter with cat-like thread. The weaved bundles of roots and branches head-speared their way to Jacob, Hunter perched on it’s peak, ready to be lunged. Willow made the roots throw Hunter into Jacob, tackling him into the grass.

Masha was too scared to scream this time.

Beneath themself, more roots unearthed and guzzled through the water.

Now Masha screamed.

But the roots pushed them out of the moat and onto the road for safety. They looked up at the top of the hill, saw Willow with her green glowing hands and Camila, looking down with her hand over her mouth and worry (mixed with the same awe as Masha at what was happening) in her eyes.

Hunter was wrestling the shovel out of Jacob’s hands.

“Kid!!” Jacob yells at Hunter. “You are being brainwashed! Snap out of it! That thing is a basilisk!”

Hunter growls and tears the shovel out of his hands and throws it away.

Masha runs to the shovel and grabs it, wielding it towards Hunter. “Get off of him!”

Hunter looks up at Masha.

“I said get off of him! Or I will– I will hit you with this!”

Hunter didn’t believe them one bit. But held his hands up and backed off anyway. There was no point in escalating a fight. Camila had asked him not to, after all.

Masha kept the shovel pointed towards Hunter. Hunter backed up and towards Gus and Vee on the pathway, making sure he shielded them.

Masha tried to catch their breath. Jacob crawled out of the ditch and up behind Masha.

“Thanks…”

“Jacob, what is going on?”

“Reptilian.” Jacob points at Vee, then at Hunter and Gus. “Corrupted victims or.. Witches.”

“Witches.” Masha gasps and swallows. Their mouth tasted like blood.

The sky rumbled again and Gus instinctively took hold of Hunter’s arm. Hunter looked up at the sky. He had heard it before but didn’t register it until now.

“What’s that…?”

Masha blinks at the two boys and the girl she thought she knew. How could they not know what thunder was?

Camila and Willow came down on what could only be described as a stepping-stones made of roots, so they wouldn’t slip going down the hill side.

“Alright everybody calm down!” Camila ushered. Vee and Gus ran to her side, Vee hugging onto her.

Camila put her arms around both of them.

Willow and Hunter stood nearby, but when lightning crackled across the dark skies they took hold of one another.

“Aha!!” Jacob points. “Electricity is your weakness!!”

Masha gave him a look. “You are jumping to conclusions.”

“It's not dangerous.” Camila reassures. “It’s thunder and lightning.”

Hunter and Willow let each other go, blushing only a little for having sought each other out so quickly and tried to act cool about it.

Gus takes a step forward. “Masha, we are not your enemies–”

“Don’t listen!! They can hypnotise you!”

Masha looked between Gus and Jacob. This was too much. This was too scary. 

In hindsight, Masha would have wished they could have handled this a lot cooler than they did now. But truth be told, this was not fun or cool. They had no idea what to believe, they felt confused and torn on what the right thing to do was. When you feel small and scared, you turn to whatever you think is safe. The person they knew as safe was Jacob.

So, Masha dropped the shovel and covered their ears. Trusting that, maybe, he knew best right now.

Gus’ heart sank a little, but not as much as Vee’s; who’s heart broke, and her lip curled into a quiver. Her best friend was scared of her.

“I wanna go home.” Masha said, closing their eyes.

Jacob blinks at them.

He had been so engulfed in this reality of reptilians and invasion of evil witches, that he had forgotten that Masha was just a kid.

And when they sniffled, Jacob dropped his chance of starting another fight of interrogation with them. He held Masha.

"It's okay. Hey, it’s okay.”

“I want to go home.”

“Of course, yeah.” He put a caring hand on their back and looked up at Camila, who gave him a hard and cold look.

Look what you’ve done. You stupid manchild.

When Jacob realises the foes are not going to attack him, he guides Masha away. “Let's go, before they change their minds.”

Masha started walking, then they ran.

“Masha–!”

Jacob hurried after them.

“Wait!”

The rain fell over the gang. Tired, worn and weary. Their silence broke from Vee’s sob.

With the smallest, most broken and pitiful voice, Vee sniffled; “I wanna go home too.”

Camila held and comforted her.

 


 

Amity laughed as Luz was comically gesturing and dramatizing a story for her. They had been talking about everything between their adventures on the boiling isles, to the human realm, to memories of their families.

Luz’ felt her spirit returning to her heart. She had really needed this.

Now dressed in their outwear, swinging their hands together as they stepped out, they heard sniffles from the pavilion around the corner.

Luz and Amity leaned over by the white roses, peering at whomever was crying.

Masha was trying to dry their face, dripping from head to toe from the tussling through the tulips.

“Masha?” Luz asks.

Masha turns quickly towards her, their eyes wide. “No, don’t come closer to me!”

“What happened?”

“No–! Stay away! I don’t want to hear it! You– You’re not– Shapeshifters aren’t real!”

“Oh.” Luz and Amity exchange looks. They must’ve met the others and by the looks of things it hadn’t gone well. “Masha, I don’t know what happened, but it’s me. Luz, from school earlier today?”

Masha blinks, looking her up and down. She was right, she didn’t have the same… Energy, for a lack of a better term. They stroked their wet and grassy sleeve at their face. Amity offered a napkin she had tucked into a pocket.

Masha took it apprehensively and wiped their face. Mascara came off and they sighed.

“Great. Just great…”

“What happened?”

“You happened!” Masha spat. “Or– The other you! The–” Masha closed their eyes. They let the silence hang in the air for a bit. “What is going on?”

“It is as I told you at school.” Luz approaches but Masha takes a step further in amongst the roses. “My friends are from another realm. Vee is a basilisk who posed as me for awhile, she didn’t mean to lie to you. She had to.”

Masha looked down at the napkin, it was already falling apart. Masha sniffs, their hair dripping as they hung their head over the mushy paper.

“So you aren’t here to suck the souls out of humanity and let reptilians take over?”

“What?” Amity makes a face. “What?? No! Where did you even get that from? No! We don’t want to be stuck here, we want to go home.”

“Oh.” Masha strokes their hair away from their face. “But… Then– Wait, how do I know you’re not lying? Jacob said you can brainwash people.”

Luz takes a step forward again, Masha doesn’t back away this time. “We aren’t lying to you, Masha. And about Jacob, I don’t know what’s up with that guy. Or why he thinks those things.”

“So witches and magic are real? It’s not just… tarot cards and crystals, misunderstood midwives and folklore?”

“Well, it is those things too. But there’s witches and then there’s witches. ” Luz smiles like she embodied friendship itself, extending a hand Masha didn’t take. Luz just wanted to mend things.

Masha crosses their arms, going quiet.

Luz makes another attempt. “Kinda cool, right? There’s a whole other world! And maybe someday you could see it too. It’s so much better than here.”

Behind Luz, Amity lifts her gaze to her girlfriend, taking in what she said. Did Luz not like being here?

Masha frowns. “Why does everyone think things must be better someplace else !? You’re so caught up in that the fantasy must be better than what’s right in-front of you!”

“But it’s not fantasy! It’s real and–”

“Maybe there is another realm, but why would it be any better than here? Aren’t they just people over there too?”

“There’s adventure! And magic! And–”

“And what? We have all of that here too.”

“No we don’t?”

“Maybe you would see it if you tried looking for it.”

“Hey, I tried. I tried really hard to fit in with this realm, okay? It doesn’t want me.”

“Luz..?” Amity puts a hand on her shoulder and Luz can feel the brain bugs crawling again and hopping out of her mouth.

“You are so blind. Whatever you’re trying to run from, Luz.” Masha sucked in some strength and stood straight. “It will catch up. It always does. And at the end of it, you will have paid and lost everything that mattered for nothing.”

Luz’ stomach tied a knot and she looked down at the ground.

Masha looked at her with pain and disdain.

Masha thought of their dad and how he had chased his career, becoming absent and mean. How he demanded their love in exchange for all the presents he got them. How entitled he was to have their forgiveness for all the awful things he did to them. He had never been physically or mentally abusive - but there were things that couldn’t be unseen, unsaid or undone. Masha’s sister had left to build her life up and came back to get Masha out of that situation.
And now Masha saw people like their dad everywhere. Why did people always think that some vague greater elsewhere and something was worth sacrificing all the things you love. How dare those people look their beloved in their eyes and say: But I did it for you.

Masha looked at Luz the way you look at a bad seed.

They covered their eyes. This day was too much. Another realm? Basilisks? Witches, magic? The damn earth had exploded and roots were moving like limbs. Why would anyone want that every day? Why couldn’t a field of tulips just be a field of tulips? Why did it have to be a chase after the first good friend you’d had in a long time… Why?

Masha didn’t want to have a big thing happen to them.

But it just had.

 

“That’s not Luz at all.” Amity strides forward. “You are just projecting, Luz may not be a chosen hero or whatever you are implying she’s seeking. She’s been a friend, a good one. Maybe– Maybe this realm didn’t understand her, and maybe mine didn’t either. But it’s not about the place, it’s the people.”

The roses clad all around Amity in the archway as the first bit of sun peered through the dark skies. And Amity smiles at Masha.

“I am s o lucky Luz stumbled into my realm. My realm was dull, boring and unfulfilling until SHE came into it. She opened my eyes to myself, not to my realm - not even to this realm. She made me feel like I could be myself, she was a guiding light.”

Luz inhales a small breath and Amity looks over her shoulder at her.

“I don’t need a hero or a big greater thing.” Amity tenderly takes Luz’ hand in hers. “She may be a little lost right now. Sad, happy, on her way into the unknown future.. But she’s already doing great.”

“Oh..” Luz sucks in her lip. “Really?”

“Of course.” Amity lets their entwined hand drop between them. “We will get that portal open. And we will travel between the realms. After all, Gus and Vee want to be ambassadors - They can’t be that if we cannot go back’n’forth.”

Luz’ face was really struggling to not burst into waterfalls of tears. Amity softly scoffs and cups her cheek.

“Alright? There’s no place like home, and home is where the heart is. And you? You are my heart. We got this together, remember?”

Luz didn’t have time to let out a snivelling sob, as Masha let out one first. The two girlfriends turned to the third wheel that put their face in their hands, ruining their mascara with more tears and inhaling snot.

“Oh! Aw, Masha!” Luz and Amity came over to them.

“I don’t know what to do with all this!” Masha blurts. “There’s WITCHES?! realms?! Oh god, and– What? What else don’t I know?! And you two are very cute too, by the way– But what?!” Masha was standing on a beach of confusion where the water of realisation kept washing over them and hitting them with the sudden reality of the supernatural.

“It’s okay. We can figure that out together. Alright?”

Masha nods, needing someone else to guide them on how to proces this. “Alright…” And sniffles. “...I’m sorry for tearing into you like that. Your girlfriend is right, I’m just projecting.”

“It’s alright.” says Amity and pats them on the arm. “I am Amity, by the way.” She extends her hand and Masha shakes it.

“I’m Masha.”

“Nice to meet you, officially. And whatever you’ve been through today, I’m sorry it wasn’t great.”

Masha laughs in broken pitches. “Yeah, well, thanks. I just– Luz is going to– I mean… Vee?”

“Yeah, Vee.” Luz smiles softly, stroking a finger under her own eye. “She is great.”

“She is a shapeshifter.”

“Basilisk.” Amity corrects.

Masha nods. “..I screamed at her. I was terrified.”
Luz tilts her head. “Hey, nothing is unfixable, yeah? Chin up. We can wait for the others here and–”

“Maaashaaaaa?” Jacob called from the parking lot, looking for them. “Masha!”

“Oooor at school, tomorrow. If you want?” Luz nudges them. “We will fix this together. Kay?”

“Okay..” Masha nods. “I think I’m.. Uh… A bit in shock, actually. I better, um.. Go..”

“Take care of yourself.” Amity adds and lets Masha pass by.

“Yeah.. Uh…. Tell Vee I am sorry.”

“Sure.” Luz says kindly. “Of course.”

Masha has nothing left to say and leaves for the parking lot.

 

Masha had found Jacob by his car. He was relieved to see them. “Oh! Thee you are! I was so scared they got you or something!” Then squinted at them. “How do I know it’s youuuu?”

Masha’s lip quivered and Jacob quickly hugged them.

“Sorry!!! Sorry! Of course it’s you!”

“Can we go home now?”

“Of course, yeah, I will drop you off.”

They got into the car.

“...Are you alright Masha?”

“Of course I’m not okay!? There is magic and another realm?! My best friend is a shapeshifter and I didn’t know! And now the real Luz is– She’s not even– It’s really messing with my head okay.”

“Yeah, sorry. It is tough to see the truth at first, but it will get easier.”

“The earth is still not flat.”

”It could be!” Jacob grins, but when they look at him they lower their enthusiasm. “Yeah, no. Probably not.”

Masha exhales and sinks down into the seat, buckling up. “I just… I just wanted to live in a small quiet town, read my tarot cards, and collect my crystals.”

“You know, I read on a forum that crystals are great against shapeshifters.”

Masha frowns. “She’s still my friend. Stop attacking her.”

“Bwah- But! Masha! Listen to me, she’s not your friend. None of them are! Didn’t you see what they could do?”

“Yeah… But.. They’re not bad people, I think?”

“Masha.” Jacob turns to them, his voice serious in a way Masha wasn’t used to. “I know you think I’m a cooky village idiot. But I was right, wasn’t I?”

Masha looks down.

“I’m trying to save people from them. Save Gravesfield.”

“What are you so scared of? What is it that makes you so sure they are such a threat?”

Jacob looks at them, contemplating. “I will show you, okay?”

“Okay..?”

“It’s in the basement of the museum. I found it and… Well, it is concerning for sure.”

Masha looks at him, wiping their mascara stained cheeks.

And they drive away.

 

Little did they know that Kikimora was hiding on the floor of the backseat under a paper bag.

 

Jacob had always wanted his big thing to happen, Masha had never felt the need for it - but now they had gotten it.

And there was no going back to normal.

 


It wasn’t long thereafter that the two girls joined with the rest of the group, filling them in on having found Masha.

“And they’re sorry.” Luz tells Vee, who sniffles. “For being scared.”

Vee strokes a sleeve over her cheeks. “Of course they got scared… I’m not human.”

Camila pulled Vee closer and Vee turned their face into Camila’s chest. Gus put a hand on her back.

“Hey, it is gonna be okay! Luz will talk to them tomorrow, yeah? That’s great news!”

“...” But Vee wasn’t so sure. What if things wouldn’t work out. “I don’t want to get my hopes up.” Vee admits and she turns to her other side where Hunter stood with the yellow fisherman hat, flaps down each side of his face just like her ears would be like. He gives her a reassuring smile. The kind she had been seeking.

“That’s alright. Lets take things as they come, then.” He said and Vee moved from Camila’s embrace and into Hunter’s. He was a bit surprised at it, but embraced her all the same.

And then shoved him playfully and gathered herself.

“I wanna sit shotgun this time.” Vee declares.

“Alright.” Camila ruffles her as they approach the car.

“Shotgun?” Gus asks.

“It means sitting in the front.” Vee says.

“Ohhhh!” Says Gus and shares a look with Hunter, now they both understood some phrase in their favourite book series. “That’s what that meant.”

 

The gang drove home, filling each other in on their separate events of the day. Luz, on one hand, felt energized. This was good! It felt like a day she would’ve had at the Boiling isles. Maybe Masha had been right? Maybe adventure could happen here too. But only because of what Amity said - It’s the people, not the place.

Sure, the magic amplified some of the coolness that could happen. But really, at the core of it, it was the people.

The brain bugs still crawled, but at least now she felt like she was armed with a fly swatter.

Notes:

Me at myself: I hope you know where you're going with this.
Me, back at myself: Haha, we'll figure it out!

ANYWAY, Hope you enjoyed this one!

SO MUCH DRAMA.

Also, side note, I cut off a bit of my hand by my thumb yesterday (hah, like Hunter's Caleb thumb. The irony is not lost on me.) So I've been a little impaired, and will be going forward. I'm sorry if this means I'll be taking some time to update going forward. :(
I also have to work on my webcomic, which takes priority for me, so I apologise for slow updates ToT;;;

If you like how I write characters and plots, etc, you might be interested in my webcomic too! you can read it here: www.inbloodwerise.com

Chapter 15: 🌔 Guilt and Light - (Tuesday)

Summary:

A long chapter!

Hunter deals with his guilt and Luz is trying to find her light.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

 

Guilt and Light


Hunter opened his eyes to someone familiar; Caleb Wittebane stood in the living room with him, looking as dead and murdered as always. Hunter knew it was a dream, because Caleb couldn’t speak - well, if dust could talk, that was Caleb.

Hunter sat up, the palismen meeping at their furnace moving up and away from them.

“Hi.” Hunter rubbed his face and looked around at the bubbles floating around him. Bubbles seemed like such an odd significance that Hunter couldn’t quite place why they were always present when Caleb visited him in his dreams.

“You know I can’t follow you, right?” Hunter said tiredly.

Caleb pouted and motioned for him to come along anyway.

Hunter stood up and looked out the window, it was daytime. So perhaps it would be alright? He could go out for a little walk, wake up, and go back home. The human realm wasn’t too scary after all.

“Alright then, let me put shoes on.” And Hunter put on his shoes and walked out the backdoor.

 

Willow, who had been in the room where Hunter was napping, watched her friend sit up, mumble gibberish to himself, put on two different pairs of shoes (that was not his own) and walk out the backdoor.

“Uuuummmm…” She clicked her tongue, quickly put the other pair of crocs by the door and followed Hunter outside. “Uhh, Hunter? Wait up!”

Gus and Hunter had told her and the others that, sometimes, Hunter would sleepwalk if Caleb haunted him.

But nobody, except Hunter, felt all that convinced of Caleb’s intentions. They had never spoken to him, and from the little Hunter shared; they really could not tell what his deal was.

Why start haunting Hunter now, anyway?

“Hunter??”

 

Hunter climbed over the fence and saw Willow wade through a sea of bubbles and buildings he recalled from the Boiling Isles.

“Oh! Willow! Caleb, it’s Willow.”

Caleb sighed and waved his hand for Hunter to hurry up.

“You know it would be easier if you just told me. Or wrote in the dirt where I should go.”

Caleb gave Hunter a long, annoyed, stare. Took a stick, and began writing A… B… C… D…. F… E… H… G….

“Ah, right, I forgot.” Hunter chuckled sheepishly and Caleb threw the stick away.

 

“Hunter.” Willow put her hand on his shoulder after having watched Hunter sway and babble at the air. She shook him lightly.

 

Caleb grunted as he felt himself begin to fade.

“Can’t you point at least?” Hunter begged.

Caleb held his hands above one another like he held a cylinder object, he screwed his top hand as though this item had a lid.

The last Hunter saw of the murder victim was him pointing towards the old house in the woods.

 

Hunter blinks and turns to Willow, waking up. “Hello.”

“Hi, wheeere are you going, mh?”

Hunter rubs the sleep from his eyes and turns towards the pitch blackened woods.

It was night time.

Caleb had made him dream that it was daytime to make him feel safer.

As Hunter looked into the darkness he was reminded of the grey dog he had imagined to be Belos and quickly jumped back over the fence again, taking several steps back onto the lawn.

Willow watches Hunter hunch himself together, clutching his shirt.

“You.. alright?”

“What day is it?”

“Still Monday. You took a nap after dinner and didn’t wake up. Camila said to leave you there to rest, but I stayed up a little while longer to read.”

Hunter nodded and looked down at his shoes. One being Camila’s and the other a slipper. He lifted his gaze back towards the woods, the wind crept over his skin.

“Was it Caleb again?”

“Yeah.”

“Mhh..” Willow puts her hand on Hunter’s arm, guiding him back indoors with her. “I don’t like that guy.”

“He’s not bad.” Hunter defends.

Willow wags her head back and forth, unsure. “Well, you say that. But then he tries to lure you out in the woods. At night. Again.”

“He wouldn’t let me get hurt. I’m sure.”

Willow looks at him sternly, he returns the look.

“What?”

“He is guiding you out, at night. Into the woods. Alone.”

Hunter grimaces with crossed arms. “I am not gullible.”

“I didn’t say that.”

“You are treating me as though I can’t tell if someone’s tricking me.”

Willow curled her lips in.

Hunter blinks at her. “You think I’m easy to trick, don’t you.”

“Noooo? I’m just…” She waves her hand in a circle, trying to say what she wanted to say without saying it.

“Because I believed in Belos, right?”

Yes, that was it. “Noooooo?” Willow tried to no avail. Hunter grumbles and goes inside, kicking off the shoe and slipper.

“That was different! He was my uncle. I lived closely with him. Of course I believed him- Everyone did!”

“Caleb was his brother. Maybe he’s just as conniving?”

Hunter frowns. “Oh, great. Okay. So it's a blood related trait then, yeah? Am I conniving and evil too then?”

“No!” She huffs. “Hunter, come on. You know that’s not what I am saying.”

Hunter sighs and rubs his face. “Yes, I know. Sorry…”

Willow pitifully tilts her head at him and rubs a comforting hand on his arm again.

“I get that things are pretty tumultuous for you right now.” she says in a sweet voice and Hunter turns his sad, tired, eyes towards her. “But you gotta understand that we don’t… know.. You know? What’s going on in your head? But we worry. I worry. You’re so quiet about your own troubles.”

Hunter inhales and exhales, hugging himself. He wasn’t sure what to say or how to respond, nothing ever seemed to come out right. He wanted to explain how he felt, what he was thinking, his worries and anxieties. But he couldn’t, not without worrying people or starting an argument - the more he juggled his thoughts and the possible conversations, the more he became firm on that there was no point in sharing - there was nothing anyone could do.

Whenever he sought for words, his body went cold and his chest hollow. It was so lonely and he wasn’t sure how anybody would be able to understand anyway.

Willow taps his shoulder twice, he looks at her.

“Remember?” She asks. “Do you need to tap?”

He smiles and then taps her twice on the shoulder.

“Hug?” she asks.

He nods and she embraces him. He carefully wraps his arms over her shoulders and lets himself lean in over her head. The nervousness barely had time to touch him before her comfort took its place. He moved down to nuzzle against her shoulder and sighed, his limbs going slack with comfort.

Willow glances at him, carefully rubbing his back and turning her brows up with worry. She wished she could see into him, see where the pain was and kiss it better. She squeezed him close so he would know how strong she was and that she was there - rooted to the ground for him to hold onto.

“Thanks.” he says quietly and lets go. He sees the palismen all watching and immediately blushes. “Hey, you lot. Go to your witches. Bed time.”

And the little pack of palismen went on their way. Except for Clover, who snuggled up on Willow’s shoulder, and Flapjack, who found his place on Hunter’s head.

“I guess we should go to bed too.” Hunter says and looks out the living room window at the moon.

“Yeah. I suppose so. It is late.” Willow looks out at the moon too, then at Hunter.

He catches her looking and can’t help but see the question she wants to ask but refraining to.

“Next full moon is on Sunday.” Hunter shares his thoughts.

“Oh.” She nods. “Are you nervous?”

“No.” He lies. “Why should I be?”

Willow turns her hands up. “Just an impression I’m getting.”

He frowns. “I’m not nervous. I’ve seen the full moon before.” But he doesn't look confident about it. Willow boops him on the nose and he blinks.

“You’re a terrible liar Hunter.”

Her little smile makes his chest get gooey and his stomach turns into honey. “Am I?”

“Yes, you look like this:” and she mimics his expression.

Hunter chuckles. “Do I really look like that?”

“Yes!”

“That’s awfully bad.”

“It is! You look tormented.”

“I should get better at masking it then.”

“I would hope not.”

Hunter tilts his head at her, asking with his vibrant red eyes alone.

Willow smiles. “I like being able to tell when something is going wrong with you.”

“Is that so?”

“Mhm!”

Hunter can’t figure out why that was the case, and tilts his head the other way like a confused puppy. “...Why?”

“Because I care about you, of course.”

“Oh.” His ears turn red and flapjack chirps to save him from going down a blubbery shy ramble. “Right, ahem, bedtime.”

“Right.” Willow elbows him. “I will see you tomorrow then.”

“Tomorrow.” Hunter smiles and waves her good night.

“Good night.” She says softly from the stairs going up.

“Good night.” Hunter whispers from the doorway down to the basement as he descends into the dark.

 

-TUESDAY-

 

Hunter woke up from the sound of the boxing sack being punched, the gruff and huff of Willow’s breath.

He glanced down into the corner and saw Willow in a pair of shorts, knee-high socks and a tank-top, her hands clad in the boxing gloves Hunter couldn’t make good sense of.

Hunter rolled over on his mattress and leaned into his hand to watch as she sparred against the sack. She wasn’t bad at it, but he could see that she was lacking in close-combat what she made up greatly in plant magic.

That was something he had noticed with most magic users - they relied on their magic far too much. Which meant that if they met an opponent that was more varied (like a wild witch that used more than one type of magic) they would falter.

Willow was an expert plant witch, in Hunter’s opinion. But she was not varied. Physically strong, yes, but not good at using that strength in a fight.

Willow huffed and grunted when the sack swung away from her. It was more difficult than it looked to hit it thrice. And when she did, it twirled on the hinge of the chain, making the third punch roll off.

“Need help?” Hunter asked and Willow turned to him just in time to get bumped by the sack.

“Ah-! Sorry! I thought– I didn’t see you!”

“I did go to sleep here last night.” Hunter chuckles.

“Yes but I could have sworn I saw you upstairs!”

Hunter quirked a brow. “Vee is doing a thing where she’s practicing looking like us. That might’ve been it.”

“Oh!” Willow stops the sack. “Why?”

“In-case we need a doppelganger. She’s got Luz down to a T.” Hunter feels his body droop and, with a heavy sigh, he lays back down into his pillow.

Willow comes over, taking off her gloves. “Slept well?”

Hunter shrugs a shoulder. “I guess.”

“Are you getting up?”

“I was planning on it.”

“Today?”

Hunter grimaces.

Willow kneels down beside his shoulder and Hunter glances up at her, his red eyes tired and somewhat dull in colour. Willow had noticed that when Hunter was feeling down, the colour of his eyes lost its shine. Perhaps it was a grim thing? Or maybe it was just very noticeable on Hunter.

Hunter turned his gaze away. “I’m still tired.” His body is heavy as stones.

“Alright.” She spreads her leg out and leans back on her hands, looking him over.

They’re both quiet for a bit, then Hunter reaches his hand up and taps her on the leg.

Willow smiles. “What ya need wolf boy?”

Hunter scoffs, his smile immediate and Willow’s heart flutters.

“Um..” He rolls onto his back, looking away from her and at the ceiling. “Uh.. the uh….”

“Willow Pillow?” She asks and, with a faint blush and hunched shoulders, he nods. “Alright.”

Hunter lifts himself just enough for Willow to scoot her crossed legs under his pillow.

He looks up at her, she looks down at him.

Hunter immediately regrets it. “U-Um- actually– Never mind– I–” Willow puts a hand on his forehead.

“Oh stop it.” She strokes his bangs back over his head. He stops fretting and lets her pet. “Where’s that book you and Gus are all over?”

“Uhh…” Hunter feels around by his bedside and finds it. Willow takes it and finds a bookmark. “I can read it for you–”

“NO.”

“O-Oh! Okay. Hahaha, why not?”

He didn’t want to say the reason, which was that it was a particularly romantic and fluffy moment he had stopped on. He had to take a break in the midst of it, as he couldn’t handle how cute the romance had been between the two male characters, he kept gushing and giggling and, well, he didn’t want Willow to see him fanboy and think he was some kind of dork. (She already did, but he didn’t know she liked that.)

Willow grinned. “Alright then, keep your secrets.” And she put it away. “You know I am also reading a book Camila lent me.”

“Oh, which one?”

“It’s a historical drama. There’s a girl, a lady, who’s to be married to some lord. And there’s this other boy, right? But it’s actually a girl in disguise. And, gosh, it’s just so romantic.”

Hunter smiles. “Do you like romances?”

“Yeaaah, I know that’s, like.. Typical. But I do.”

“Typical?”

“Yeah, like, girly. You know?”

Hunter shook his head.

“You don’t know?”

He shook it again. “I have no idea what peers my age are and aren’t into, really. Besides, romantic fiction was forbidden. Fiction in general was… Frowned upon. My uncle said it would just give me bad ideas.”

Willow crooks a brow. “That’s… What kind of ideas?”

Hunter shrugged, gesturing his hands out and up into the air. “Only the Titan knows.” And let them tiredly drop onto his chest again. “As the golden guard, I was forbidden from relationships anyway. So, you know…” He shrugged a little. Closing his eyes.

Willow pet him through his hair, she watched him relax under her fingers.

“Do you want one?” She heard her heart ask before she could stop it. “A relationship, someday, with someone?”

“I couldn’t put anyone through that.” Hunter said quietly. 

“What do you mean?”

He keeps his eyes closed, it was easier that way. He smiles loopily. “Well, it would be selfish of me to trap someone with me. I pity the fool that tricked themselves into liking me.”

Willow was quiet and continued brushing her fingers gently through his hair. She saw him swallow and clench his jaw. Her heart wept for him.

“I think you deserve love, Hunter…”

His strained smile was sad. “Thanks.” But it wasn’t enough for Willow that he’d just accept her sentiment. She put her hands on each side of his face and Hunter opened his eyes and got lost in her forest green.

“I am serious.” She said, “You deserve all the love in the world.”

“...That is too much for someone like me.”

“No. It’s not even enough.”

She felt his skin heat up under her hands. Hunter sat up, leaning onto his knees, feeling his heart glow and fill him with something light.

He coughed in the most quiet and hoarse voice she’d heard from him yet. “Um.. It’s nice you think that.”

Willow crawls over to sit next to him, hugging her own knees and leaning her cheek onto them.

Hunter avoided looking directly at her and swallowed again.

“It is a good book.” She said to change topic and allow him the grace to escape his current inner-turmoil, he looked her way. “If you want, you can read both your galaxy adventure with Gus, aaaand the frilly romance with me.”

Hunter’s ears slope as he smiles. “I would like that.”

She returns his smile. “But first, you asked if I needed help with that thing.” She points her thumb over her shoulder and Hunter looks over at the sack in the corner.

“Oh. Yes, would you like me to spar with you?”

“I would like that very much.”

Willow was glad to see Hunter get out of bed on his own, the previous cloud that had hung over him had gone away and the colour was back in his vibrant red eyes.

 

 

She felt ridiculous with Hunter watching her, his hand on his chin as he observed the way she punched and kicked all wrong.

“Okay, I just feel silly.”

“Don’t. Keep going.”

“I know I am doing it wrong.”

“You are.” Hunter affirms and Willow laughs. “But I need to know what you don’t know already.”

“Alright, well, show me.”

“Only if you’re done.”

“I am done humiliating myself, yes.”

Hunter tilts his head to the left, confused. “It is not humiliating to not know what to do. You can’t learn otherwise.”

“No, well, I know that, but, you know.”

Hunter did not know, and he blinked at her in that quiet way he did when he tried to process something that was normal to others.

She chuckled, what was the point? Hunter was so casual and non-judgemental.

“Right, just show me how to do it.”

Hunter nods and gets beside her, positioning himself and letting Willow mirror him. He punched slowly, showing her that she had to twist her fist mid-air. So she did. She got impatient and punched the sack but Hunter stopped it.

“No, learn the movement first.”

“I get it already. Turn the wrist.”

Hunter crooked a brow. “There’s more to it. I’m teaching you the basics. Don’t be in a rush.”

“Alright, well, I don’t have time for the basics.” She chuckles. “I can go to the big girl stuff.” She grins.

Hunter returns her grin with a smirk. “Really?”

“What, are you underestimating me?”

“Eh.” He shook a hand. “Maybe a little bit.”

She gasps. “How dare you!” She laughs, slapping his arm playfully and he grins. “I can take you any day, Hunter!”

“In strength, I am sure. But at speed and technique? I doubt it.”

“Oh, you are so on.”

“Mh? You want to fight? Here?”

“Sure, unless you’re too scaareeed~!” She sticks her tongue out and Hunter scoffs at her cockiness.

“I will make you eat that up, captain.”

“Oh, I’m so scared.” She rolls her eyes, smiling flirtishly, hand on heart. “Terrified, please go easy on me.”

Hunter laughs. “Alright then. You throw the first punch.”

Now Willow began to regret her choices. “What, like… My hardest or?”

“Yes, unless you’re scaaareed?” He teases back and she gasps with pretence-insult, he sticks his tongue back at her. “Don’t wooorryy, I’ll go easy on you.”

“You little-!” She laughs and throws a punch, Hunter backs up. Smiling widely and with a smidge more enthusiasm than she had accounted for.

“That’s it? That’s your best punch?”

Willow hated to admit it, but she could feel her blood boil. It wasn’t in a hateful way, but she wanted to prove him wrong. She wanted to put him in his place, grin down at him, and make him see how strong she was. Wipe that smirk off his face.

“No, I’m just going easy on you.” She threw another that Hunter avoided with ease. He kept backing up, ducking and stepping away. Willow began to feel silly for missing him each time.

Her smile turned into a frown. She threw a punch as hard as she could, this time Hunter stepped to the side and she punched the sack.

“Oh-” She said before it swung back at her. It didn’t hurt, what hurt was her pride when she backed up and over Hunter’s leg. Tripping backwards and onto his bed. Hunter smiled down at her.

“Your problem.” He said sweetly. “Is that you getting caught up in your head.” and tapped his temple.

Her frown deepened and takes his hand when he offered it. “How do you know where I’m throwing a punch? It’s like you knew what I was going to do.”

“Here’s a great tip Steve taught me: Look at the collarbones of your enemy, not at their face. It is here:” Hunter gestured to his chest. “Where the danger is. You want to see how the body moves, then you will see what they will do next. Throw a left, a right, a kick.” He points two fingers at Willow’s eyes. “The eyes aren’t as important in close combat. You know they are aiming for you, you don’t need to know where they're looking.”

“What if they look past you at their friend, but you don’t notice because you’re not looking?”

“Another tip then: Sometimes you will get hit. Learn to take a hit.”

Willow hums. “How do you do that? Take a hit?”

Hunter shrugs. “Parry.” He holds his arms up like a shield in front of himself. “Or like this.” He crosses his arms over his head to secure the back of it. “Or this.” He shields the side of his face with his arms. “The head is the most important part to protect.”

Willow looks at him.

“..What?”

“I forget you were a soldier, sometimes.”

Hunter lowers his arms.

“Right, um… So, teach me how to take a hit.” Willow holds her arms up. “Hit me!”

Hunter hesitates.

“Don’t hold back!”

He tilted his head again. “Why would I hold back?”

“Uh, to go easy on me?”

“If I went easy on you, you wouldn’t know what a real hit felt like. I wouldn’t be doing you a service.”

“Hehe, alright then tough guy. Hit me with all you got!”

Hunter still wouldn’t lift a fist and put his hands behind his back.

“... Well?”

“I don’t… Want to.”

“It’s okay! I can take a hit!”

“I don’t want to hit you.”

“But I can take it.”

Hunter went quiet.

“I can handle it. I promise. I’m not weak.”

Hunter tucked his hands under his armpits and looked away. “I don’t want to hit you, Willow.”

Willow blinks, realising he wasn’t looking down on her at all. “Alright… Go easy on me then.”

Hunter huffs. “But then you won’t–”

“Hunter, I've taken hits before. I know what they feel like. We are just sparring! It’s not real harm.”

Hunter squirms and looks down. “It’s not that I think you’re weak, Willow. I just… Don’t want to. It’s– I don’t– I can’t.”

“...Okay. You don’t have to.”

Hunter unclenched himself. 

“It is fun sparring with you though. I want a re-match. You tripped me over!” She laughs, getting back into the playful mood. Hunter smiles and unfurls himself more.

“Yeah? You think you can land a strike on me?”

“Oh I know I can! Because now I know you’re looking downwards.” She put her hands on her hips and Hunter looked down over her pose and up again. She smiled at him checking her out and his eyes flickered away quickly and he blushed.

“Th-That doesn’t mean you know which way I will dodge you.”

“You are very good at dodging. Very quick.”

“I had to be. I can’t really afford mistakes, and uh..” He gestured at himself. “I’m not built to take a hit. I’m built to be nimble. My punches aren’t forceful,” He admits like it was something embarrassing. “I had a staff for a reason. But when it came to it, my jabs are more calculative than they are impactful. I hit where it hurts.” He taps the parts of his body that would hurt, but not necessarily damage. “I prefer it if an enemy gives up. My aim is to disarm or exhaust them.”

“I thought the emperor's coven were a bit more brutal than that? I mean at hexside they were pretty rough.”

“They are. But not when I was in the lead of the mission.”

“Oh?”

Hunter rubs his neck. “Erm…” Hunter waited for Willow to give him an out but it never came. He sighed and shrugged. “I just.. didn’t like it, that’s all. And when fighting was unavoidable I uh.. Well… Sent scouts.”

“Oh. You didn’t fight yourself?”

“Seldom had to. Only on solo missions.” Hunter scrunches his nose and licks his lips before curling them in.

“Were you scared?” Her voice wasn’t teasing but Hunter took offense anyway.

“I wasn’t scared!” Hunter huffed. “I was never scared! I could hold my ground any time! Just ask Amity or Luz, they can tell you! And you saw me at Hexside! I~ am a professional.”

“Alright wolf boy.” Willow chuckles.

“Don’t laugh!” But she cackled at his flustering. “I was the golden guard for a reason you know! I have merit! I have the education worthy of a prince, aaand! All of my missions went without a hitch! … Almost all, anyway, except when Luz was involved..”

“Now who’s getting caught in his own head, mmmh?”

Hunter pouted and childishly made his tongue spit at her direction and she laughed.

“Fine, if you are so confident, come at me then!” He challenges her, justling back into a playful mood, his own pride a little wounded now too.

“With pleasure~!”

Willow threw a fist. Hunter avoided it. But now that she knew what he was doing, she decided to throw him off a bit. She threw a fist as she stepped forward, he ducked to the side and that’s where she threw the other punch. She struck him in the chest and he grunted, but didn’t trip over. Something changed in his gaze, though, like a switch flicked on. She was glad Hunter had taught her to look at his chest, because she saw his fist come flying towards her face and she stepped aside just in time. He had punched out like he was on autopilot.

Realising he had thrown a punch, and immediately regretting it, he lost his mojo for a moment and Willow found her golden opportunity: She stepped inbetween his legs, hooked her foot behind one and kicked so he fell backwards. She grabbed him by the shirt and, like this, took another step until his back crashed against the wall.

Hunter plastered his arms out at the wall for support and gazed up at Willow, gripping his shirt and holding his leg in place with her other hand by her hip, he was nearly sitting on her knee.

“Heh!” She said triumphantly at him. “How’s that?”

Hunter just stared up at her, his breath stolen from him.

“Uh–” She realised how she was holding him against the wall and blushed. “Um–”

From the stairs, Gus made himself heard; “Well, well, well. Am I interrupting something?”

“Oh! Hello Gus!” Hunter chimed and waved at him like Willow wasn’t pinning him against the wall. Willow dropped him quickly to the floor.

“NO.” Willow wheezed. “NOTHING IS INTERRUPTED.”

“We were sparring!” Hunter says from the floor and gets up. “That was really cool Willow! Sorry I almost hit you, there…”

“Ah– Uh– Thanks– It’s okay! Uhum!”

Gus tucked his chin in and gave Willow a smug look. Her eyes could have scorched him, had Gus not been immune to Willow.

“Nice to see you’re awake, bud! I was gonna wake you, but I see Willow has already done that.”

Willow could’ve smacked the grin from Gus’ face if Hunter hadn’t also been there.

“Yeah.” Hunter itched his cheek. “Is there any breakfast left?”

“Yep!” Gus said. “And, news of the day: Amity is sick.”

“What?” Hunter’s expression twisted with worry. “How?”

“The rain yesterday gave her the common COLD. Funny right? It’s like the common MOLD, but, you know, cold.” Gus mused to himself. “Humans are so funny.”

Hunter let out a concerned whining sound. “That’s not good. We don’t know how that could affect a witch. Is she alright?”

“Oh, yes.” said Willow. “I saw her earlier, she’s just puffy and snotty.”

“Snotty?” Hunter looks up the stairs. “Does she have a fever?”

“A small one.” Gus said and pinched the air. He could see his tall friend anxiously wanting to go check on her. “...How about we make some tea for her, yeah?”

“Yes! Great idea!” Hunter smiles.

Gus threw a glance on the little wooden wolf hunter had made yesterday, now perched on a small shelf by the basement stairs and smiled at it like it embodied Hunter’s guardian nature. And so, the emerald trio walks upstairs.

 


 

Gus held the door open as Hunter balanced the tray of cups, chewing the last bit of his breakfast banana, Willow held the teapot.

“Oh! Hello!” Said Vee, looking like Willow.

Willow blinks at her doppelganger. “Oh! Hello, me.” She chuckles and Vee turns back into a basilisk. “That was really good Vee!”

“Thanks! I figured I should practice. You know, if we ever need two of one person.”

Amity sneezes and gurgles from her pillows.

Hunter pitifully puts the tray down on Luz’ desk. “Awh, you look awful. How are you feeling?”

“Better than I look! I swear!” Amity’s voice is stuffy and unconvincing. She was lying in Luz’ bed with three pillows supporting her. “Augh, it’s just annoying.”

Vee hands her a tissue.

Willow pours a cup for her. “Do you want honey?”

“Yes please.” Amity sniffs. “Thank you.” She holds the hot cup in her lap and snivels. “This is worse than the mould.”

Gus laughs. “You really do look awful.” And opens his notebook. “Give me all the details! What does it feel like?” And began writing down his visual observations. “I’m so jealous! I wish I was sick with the cold! It’s such great research!”

Hunter takes a seat on the computer chair. “I’m sure you’ll get your chance, Gus. But give Amity some rest, yeah?”

Amity chuckles. “I’m fine, I’m fine. It’s given me some time to tinker on the portal.” She lifts her own notebook to show.

Gus, Willow and Vee Ooo’s at her and Hunter turns the chair towards the desk. Amity couldn’t help but notice and lowered her notes.

“Speaking of, Hunter. You haven’t come to the HQ in a while, the portal-house.”

Hunter looks her way, then back at Luz’ palisman under the lamp.

“I have not. I’ve been tired.” He pets the unwoken palisman wood with a finger and smiles at it. Thinking to himself that it was alright to take their time. “Why?”

“Well, I could really use your insight on some things. Luz told me you helped.. him. . Build the portal door we went through.”

Hunter nodded. “I did. What do you need to know?”

“Here.” She said and handed Willow her notes, who passed it to him.

Hunter opened the pages and began to read. “Mh.” He said and found a pencil on the desk.

“If you have any notes or thoughts, it could really help.” Amity says.

Hunter lets out another “Mhm.” and ignores that his friends are watching him, until it got too difficult to ignore anymore. “...Yes?”

Gus comes up next to him. “Are you okay?”

“Yes, I am fine?”

“Do you…” Gus exchanges looks with the others. Hunter sensed there had been conversations about him in his absence.

“What?”

“Well, do you not want to go home?”

Hunter blinks. “Uh– I– Of course I do? I just–” He turns to the notes. “I–I’m just–” He sits still with the pencil in his hand. “Of course I want to go home. I want all of us to go home.”

“We are just asking,” Gus continued. “Because we’ve been a little worried for your sake.”

Hunter looks up at his friend.

“I mean, man, c’mon. It’s not like we haven’t thought about your situation too.”

Hunter’s eyes slid away from Gus to Amity, who gave him a kind but sad smile. “Right. Because of my uncle. I don’t have a home to go to.”

Hunter returned to Amity’s pages.

“That doesn’t mean I don’t like the Boiling Isles. It’s my home, my nature, my–” He closed his eyes to regain himself. When he opened them again he was facing the drawing of what the portal door looked like. He added a tube and scribbled down some notes of what its purpose was.

“I have been avoiding it.” Hunter admits, returning his gaze to Gus. “Because it makes me think of him.”

Gus looks at him with pity and empathy. Hunter turns his attention back to Amity.

“I apologise, I didn't mean to slow us down.”

“No!” Amity waves her hands. “No, no! Of course not!” Her stuffy voice sounded funny with how stuffy her nose was and Hunter couldn’t help but smile at her. “I didn’t mean to make you rush! We were just worried!”

“Yeah.” Willow says from the floor, holding her own cup of tea. “You’re so… Sad looking, sometimes. We figured maybe you didn’t want to go home? Given how things were there for you. It’s okay if you don’t - Vee told us she wants to stay here!”

“Yeah!” Said Vee with her hands together anxiously, looking at Hunter with something of a and you’re welcome to stay here with me. But Hunter didn’t catch it.

Hunter squirms and taps his pencil at the notes. “I’m not sad. I’m just thinking a lot.”

“Share your thoughts with us then.” Gus prompts. “We all did promise to be a little more open with one another, yeah?”

Hunter gives him a half smile. “I know. I just don’t know what to say.”

Vee spins around, turning into Luz. “I know!” She says in her most Luz’ esque voice. “What we need is to think of everything that’s positive and nice!”

Amity chuckles. “Almost like Luz, there, Vee. But not quite that vague.”

“Hmm…” Vee-Luz ponders and tries again. “If you can’t find your words! How about charades? Eeeehh? Charaaades?”

Everyone chuckles.

“That’s pretty good.” Gus says. “Buuuut still too vague. Luz is moooreee, how to saay… Hm.”

“Yeah.” Willow agrees. “Luz is more… Hm, I dunno? She’s just really good at hitting the nail on the head on what, like… I don’t know? Good vibes?”

“Ugh.” Vee turns back to herself. “I knoooow, she always says the right thing! She makes positivity look easy.”

Hunter smiles. “Yeah, things like: Hey, it’s okay if you can’t find the words yet, but as long as you know we’re here and you are not alone. We’re in it together.

They look at him.

“Yeah.” Amity stuffily says, smiling brightly. “Exactly like that.”

“Aw you’re better at Luz than me!” Vee complains.

“Well, you’re good at looking like her.” Hunter gestures at Vee from tip to bottom.

Vee turns into Hunter. “Alright, how about this then. Ahem!” She puffed her chest out and frowned. “Palismen! Get in line! We have chores to do!”

“I don’t do that!”

“I mean, kind-of!”

“I do not!”

Gus interjected. “Nah-nah, Hunter’s right. You are dramatizing us too much!”

Vee stuck her tongue out and became a basilisk. “I will get it eventually.” And saw her phone beep. Everyone turned to it and Vee looked at the message.

It was not from Masha, it was from Luz.

“What’s it say?” Willow asks.

“Masha isn’t at school today…”

Gus put a hand on her shoulder. “I’m sorry Vee, maybe they got a cold too.”

Vee smiles. “Yeaah.. maybe…” And sighs, slithering down and into the beanbag.

“Chin up.” Hunter comforts. “It’s not over. Remember? Luz said they wanted to talk. It’s just a matter of time.”

“Yeah. You’re right.” Then pouts thoughtfully. “Speaking of over…” 

 

Vee really did want to invite Hunter to stay here too, but was too shy to bring it up. And she hadn’t talked to either Luz or Camila about it. Could she really extend such an invitation to him? Just because Camila had invited her, it didn’t mean she would Hunter too. Why she wouldn’t, Vee couldn’t figure out why not, but didn’t want to assume anything.

 

“Um.. Where will you go once the portal is opened again and things are, y’know, over?”

Hunter looks at Vee with a blank expression, his red eyes turning to the window past Luz’ desk. The sky was grey today too. He shrugs. “Dunno.”

“I could ask my dad!” Gus offers as he hops up to sit on the desk, smiling down at Hunter. “I can convince him!”

“No, Gus.” Hunter smiles back, then down at Amity’s notes. “He doesn’t know me, and it’s too much trouble.”

“But–”

“No Gus.”

Willow perches onto the desk on Hunter’s other side. “My dads are all for taking people in! We used to have a room for rent even! And–”

“No Willow.” Hunter turns her down. “I’m not going to burden your fathers with my presence, they also don’t know me and I don’t want anybody to take me in out of guilt or.. I don’t know? Duty because I’m your friend? I just– No. But thanks anyway.”

He flickers the pencil in his hand, letting it bounce onto the notes. Tap tap tap tap tap tap.

“Well, you have met my father.” Amity says. “You got along, there, for a bit. And we sure have the space for it! Aaannnd if not there, Luz said Eda and King would–”

“What is this about?” Hunter leans back onto the chair, pushing himself from the desk with his arms crossed.

Gus and Willow look at one another, then Hunter, who is furrowing his brows at them both.

“Look, we are just thinking about the future–” Willow begins and Hunter flaps his hands up.

“That– So?! Why bring me in? What– Ha ha, are you worried I won’t have anywhere to go?”

Gus grimaces. “You d id hide at hexide like a homeless person.” Hunter cringes. “And we were talking, we couldn't figure… Would Darius–”

“No! What? Why would I bother HIM?!”

“You’re not bothering anyone!” Willow huffs. “And he seemed on good foot with you, and–”

“And what? He would adopt me? Hah!” Hunter forces the cackle a little too hard. “That’s ridiculous! Why would a coven head adopt me? Can you imagine that headline anyway? Former golden guard, pitifully taken in by Darius Deamone! Hah! I’m sure he’s in people's good graces now, considering he was part of the rebels. So maybe that would reflect well on my position, but terrible for him! I couldn’t put him through that!”

“You were part of the rebellion too, after what happened at Hexide.”

“That was late in the game.” Hunter rolls his eyes dismissively, apparently already made up his mind that nobody in their realm was going to think favourably of him.

Vee sat up in the beanbag. “Nobody mentioned adoption.”

Hunter’s ears turned red. “Well– I wasn’t– I’m not s aying– I just meant that’s what people would think!”

The room fell into an awkward silence. Hunter squirmed in the chair.

“Hunter.” Hunter sighed at Amity’s tone. “We care what happens to you. You are our friend.”

Hunter makes the chair spin until his back faces them all, he pulls up a knee to lean his chin on.

“What.. What were you planning on doing once we got home? Where will you go if you won’t accept our invitations?”

Hunter pinches at the hem of his socks. “I dunno.” He shrugs. “Wander around? Find a cave, something.”

“A cave?” Gus grunts. “Really man? A cave?!”

But Hunter didn’t pick that fight, he kept quiet.

“Dude, we are not letting you live in a cave.”

Hunter spun around to face his friend, got off the chair so he was taller than him. But Gus knew Hunter well enough now to know this was just his way of trying to look more intimidating when he felt cornered.

“Alright.” Hunter crossed his arms. “Then prison? Does that sound better?”

“Prison?! Why would you go to prison?!”

“Golden guard?!” Hunter gestures at himself. “Remember?! I helped Belos! Like, actually helped him! My whole life! Not whatever Luz thinks she did!”

“Hunter, you cannot actually believe that.” Amity argues. “You are a rational, logical, guy. I doubt you believe that for real.”

“But I do!” Hunter growls. “You don’t know what I have done in his and the Titan’s name! None of you will ever get it!” He knew he was saying too much but the gate had opened. “Do you have any idea how many palismen I brought him? Mh? How many wild witches, how many scouts, that failed a mission I sent them on, that were punished? You have no idea what I’ve seen! What I participated in! I watched people get petrified. I stood by when Belos tore their lives apart for small mistakes, I watched– I saw–”

He looked out at his friends, his breath stuck in his chest. His red eyes got stuck to Willow’s green.

“I–I was too scared.. To help anyone.”

He gaped a few times, like he was struggling on whatever or not to say the next part aloud. But part of him wanted them to know just how awful he truly was.

“I even…” He swallowed, voice quiet, eyes closed. “I even cheered him on.”

 

Hunter had never hurt anybody. Fought? Sure. But he avoided a fight if he could. He knew how to manipulate his foes into either doing what he wanted them to do, or to give up - Just like Belos. Hunter didn’t do the dirty work. He sent scouts to do that - Because he felt too guilty, too scared, to do it himself. Nobody except the coven heads really knew he was a kid until the mask came off. A child with power to order others around, to do the bidding of the emperor and (by extension) the Titan.

He just gave the order! He was just the middleman, right? At least that’s what he told himself at nights in the castle when the guilt washed over him for the mistakes and decisions he had made. People had gotten hurt because he hadn’t had the experience or knowledge.

Hunter studied and studied hard - No matter how much he tried to misplace the responsibility, in the end; he felt like he couldn’t afford mistakes. He had to do things right on the first try. He didn’t want people to get hurt, he didn’t want the guilt to chase him anymore.

He was just a kid! He was blameless, right?

But he wasn’t, was he.

Just because Belos had told him to give an order, Hunter had given it. Both knew and saw what would come of the captives. And didn’t stop anything. He just looked away, like when he looked away from Vee in her cage and convinced himself she was a soulless creature. Letting things happen as his heart filled with shame for feeling guilty, and even guiltier when he knew his guilt was justified.

 

“I don’t..” Hunter couldn’t face them anymore. “I don’t.. deserve a home.” He blinks to keep tears away as his voice grows hoarse. “Not when I ruined so many lives.”

“No..” Willow came to him and his expression turned painful, like her care was hurting him now, like he regretted every time he’d sought her out for comfort. “No, Hunter, you didn’t do any of that. You had no choice–”

I had EVERY choice!! ” He lashed out. “But I was scared , alright?! I was terrified. So I let everyone get hurt. But I was complicit. And you know what? Sometimes I liked it! I liked when he was happy I had done a good job. I sought that out. At the cost of people losing their magic! Their homes! Their–”

Hunter shut himself up and off. There was nothing anyone could do. There was nothing he could do. He was just a thing Belos had made that served him and his purposes.

Hunter felt the familiar sensation of his galderstone heart about to break.

No, not here. Not now. Not over this. He could never wake up and face them again. He inhaled and knew his exhale would send him down to Caleb again–

Gus threw his arms around him. “Stop.”

Hunter looked down at his friend clinging around his chest. Gus peered his eyes up and into Hunter’s dulling red.

“I would have been scared too.”

And Hunter’s heart unclenches. The sheer thought of imagining Gus in his place made it easier for him to see what Gus saw in him. Not a soldier. Just a boy. If Hunter couldn’t look Gus in the eyes and tell him that, had it been him, he should be ashamed and punished too. Then what made Hunter different?

He hiccupped and put a hand over his eyes to hide his growing tears.

Gus hugged him closer.

“I just.. I just feel so bad. All the time.”

“I know.” Hushed Gus and Willow put a hand on his back. “It’s okay.”

“I can’t undo it.” Hunter tried to hold himself in. “I want to undo it. I wish I could–”

“We know.” Willow whispers and holds him too as Hunter couldn’t hold back the sob that escaped him, and hiccups into his hands. Trying to hide. He couldn’t run, didn’t want to run, but he didn’t want to be seen.

Hunter’s ears turned red with shame. He felt so undeserving of their love and empathy. Inside him, his guilt and shame chided him for accepting their comfort. And the part of him that desperately needed it just cried and let them hold him.

Hunter pulled his hands and arms over his head, shielding himself from his friends’ love and looks.

Gus put a hand on Hunter’s chest, noticing how his friend couldn’t breath. “Hey.. One.. two..”

And Hunter breathed.

And after a while, he was calm again.

He swallows and strokes his sleeve at his face, gurgling his voice in his throat. “Agh.. I need to stop crying so much.”

“No, it's good to let it out.” Said Amity, sniffling from the bed, looking just as weary puffy as Hunter in her sickness. “You’re not alone, okay? You are with us now.”

Hunter nods but doesn’t elaborate on whether he agrees or not. Gus pats his chest like I got you bud.

“So…” Vee rubs her hands, coming over and wanting to comfort him too but not sure how. “Can you… promise you won’t go live in a cave, please?”

Hunter scoffs and strokes his sleeve at his cheeks one more time. Puffing out the last bit of steam as he brushed his long shaggy hair backwards.

“No.” He says. “I-I can't promise that. I.. I don’t know what I will do.” He meets Vee’s eyes. “But I… I can promise I won’t disappear.”

Vee’s lip curls up, not satisfied with that answer, and gruffly shoves her way past Gus and Willow to get to hug him by herself.

“Good. ‘Cus I need you.”

Baffled, Hunter looks down at her and she looks up at him. “Got it Goldie? You owe me.” It was the only thing she could think of - using his guilt against him. It was mean, maybe, but if it kept him around long enough to be convinced he should stay with any of them, then it was worth it.

“...Okay.” He says and brushes a hand through her blue tuft of hair.

It was Vee after all, and he’d already promised himself he would protect her. If she needed him, that was enough right now. He knew why she had framed it like he owed her. He saw it in her eyes.

“Thank you.” He says with the faintest smile of gratitude for having given him an excuse to stick around.

Vee holds his gaze for a moment.

And in her heart - she could find no more fear for him, no more scary golden guard. She couldn’t even see the resemblance of Belos (even with his longer hair now). She swam through every corner in her soul and found no trace of spite anymore.

It was gone.

All she saw in Hunter now was a brother.

And she holds his gaze like she would hold a homeless kitten.

Hunter’s ears fold down as he anticipates what she might tell him.

Vee smiles softly.

“I forgive you.”

Hunter stood there as Vee let him go.

He would have said something like ‘you don’t have to do that’ but he saw in her eyes that she meant it. Hunter carried guilt and shame heavier than the Titan’s weight in stones. He had hurt people like Vee. Vee, in this house, had become some sort of symbol to him of all the people he’d hurt - complicit, actively, on order, on his own accord, what have you.

And Vee knew, more than any of his friends, what he had done.

“I forgive you.” She repeats when he looks like he didn’t believe his ears the first time.

Hunter has no idea what to say to it - thank you wasn’t enough to show how much load it took off of him. He hadn’t even been aware how heavy it had made him until she relieved him of some of his bounds.

He found himself embracing her. His heart hummed with a warm glow. Vee’s eyes widened as she felt a surge of magic go into her body through his hug.

“Woah..” She whispered and grew in size.

Hunter let her go, and stepped back, surprised at her sudden growth spurt. She was almost (but not quite) as tall as him now in her basilisk form - and her blue hair grew out.

“Oh–!” Willow clapped her hands. “Oh look! You got boosted!”

Gus gasps with delight. “That’s awesome!! It works on you too!!”

Vee looked down at herself, then at Hunter who was looking a little worried about if this was okay or not. She grins at him.

“I feel so full! And strong!” She said and he smiled with relief.

“Hey!!” Gus holds his hand up. “Boost me! Boost me too!”

Hunter high-fives Gus and Gus gasps. Blue sparks flow from their impact and Gus jumps like he got a sugar kick.

“Wow wow wow! Aaaah! It worked again!!” He hops in a circle, swiping his arm out across the room, transforming it to look like what Gus imagined the inside of a spaceship to be like. “I feel like I can hold a big illusion all day!!” The boy squealed.

“Do me!” Willow holds up her hand and Hunter high-fives her. Green sparks flow and her heart tickled, she laughed and Hunter watched her with love in his eyes as she spun around like there were bubbles in her chest. Willow spread her hands; the seeds she kept in a shoe-box by her bed began to sprout with speed. The flowers, veggies and shrubbery hit the ceiling.

“Oh! Ops!” She couldn’t stop smiling. She looked at Gus, they both squealed. Gus knew just what she was feeling. It wasn’t manic, but it felt like bubbles. Tickling, delightful, like you could do anything - the power of friendship, if you will.

“We gotta get these out!” Vee picks up the plants in her arms. “Outside!”

“Right!!” Gus made an army of himself, they picked up all plants along with Willow.

“To the backyard!!!” Willow points dramatically.

“Backyard! Backyard! Backyard!” Chanted the Gus-army.

And just like that, Vee, Gus and Willow had escaped outside. The room slowly returned to how it looked before it was a spaceship and Hunter looked at his hands. He had no more boost to give now.

Still full of Vee’s forgiveness, he put a hand on his heart and smiled at the door they had run out of.

This was a nice feeling. He felt light.

He turned to Luz’ palisman, hand still on his heart as he approached it, and touched it with the other. Maybe… Maybe it could work anyway?

It trembled a little.

Hunter blinks.

It had spoken to him.

“Oh! It moved!” Amity gasps and Hunter nearly jumps out of his skin. He had forgotten she was there and pulled his hand away from the palisman. “How did you do that?”

“I– I didn’t.” He looked at the palisman. “But it… Spoke.”

“What?”

“I heard it- well, I felt what it said, anyway.”

“You did?”

Hunter nodded.

“What did it say?”

Hunter watches the palisman. “I can’t tell you.”

“What?! why not?!”

“It’s not for you to know.” He smiles at the egg, he’d heard it with his heart and felt what it was longing to say. “It’s for Luz.”

“Oh. Well, maybe tell her then? She’s been really struggling a lot, you know? Hearing that her palisman spoke to you might cheer her up.”

Hunter looked out to the backyard, the trio was desperately digging and trying to plant Willow’s new load, Gus accidentally let his boost go and his army poofed as he flopped into the grass spread-eagle style. Hunter scoffed at the sight. He dragged the computer chair over to Amity.

“She’s struggling?” He asks instead of answering.

Amity wipes her nose with a tissue. “Yeah, I can’t seem to get through to her. I mean, I am - sometimes. But she’s so… I think it is something else, something deeper. I don’t think she knows herself, maybe… I don’t know. I think maybe it’s about her dad?”

Hunter hums thoughtfully.

“But again, it would really cheer her up if you told her about the palisman.” Amity nudges him and Hunter softly looks at her, looking at her empty mug of tea and takes it to refill it.

“No.” Hunter said and handed her the new tea. “She will just get frustrated. But I think I will still talk with her.”

Amity pouts, getting protective. “Can’t you clue me in a little bit, at least?”

“It’s nothing bad. But I think… I think she needs to talk to her mom.”

“With Camila? Why?”

Hunter looks at the scrunchie around his wrist that Camila gave him. He ties his hair into a ponytail.

“‘Cus that’s where it is. The problem.”

“With her mom?”

“Yeah.”

Amity blows at the steam in her cup. “They have a great relationship though.”

“They do.” Hunter puts his feet up on the bed as he leans back on the chair. “But I think you’re right - it’s about her dad. He died, right?”

“Yeah.” Amity looks into her mug. “He did. I think from an illness?”

“Mh.”

Hunter and Amity share the silence together. Amity sips her tea.

“Oh, I forgot your honey.” Hunter spins around to get it.

“It’s alright, really.”

“No no, you’re sick. Honey is really nice on the throat. I put it in my coffee sometimes.” He ponders. "So are bananas, actually. Do you want a banana?”

Amity chuckles. “No thank you.” And reaches her mug out to let Hunter spoon down a bit of honey into her tea. “You are very doting.”

“I suppose.”

“It suits you. Strange to think we fought in a dried up lake once, right? Now look at us.”

Hunter grins. “You got me good back then.”

“Eh, you were tired.”

“Come now, you had me.”

“Heh, thank you for the confidence. Though, I am not much use right now…”

“You are sick, Blight. You can’t expect–”

“No I meant, ha ha, I meant in magic. There just isn’t much… slime and grime here. I need to apply water to the soil or.. Well, you remember when we fought Vee in the woods? It took me time to wind anything up.”

Hunter nudges her leg with his foot. “I was just sparring with Willow this morning. Why don’t you and I train a bit too, once you’re better?”

“I don’t think that’s necessary. There aren’t any threats here, well, except for Jacob…”

“Yes, there’s him.” Hunter let his sentence end there and Amity gave him a long look.

“Belos isn’t here, Hunter.”

“I know.” But the way he didn’t look at her made her think he felt otherwise. “But Camila doesn’t want us to use weapons, and to keep magic at a minimum. And personally I am not comfortable leaving any of you by yourselves if all you can do is run away from… Jacob. What if he catches you? He was pretty strong. Genuinely, he was kind of difficult to straddle.”

“Alright then.” Amity sniffs and smiles. “If it puts you at ease, we can practice some hand-to-hand combat.”

“I would like that. Yes.” Hunter shrugs. “Y’know, just in case.”

“Worry worth.”

Hunter scoffs at her. “Me, a worry worth? What does that make you? A worry hog?”

“Hah!” And Amity coughs, covering her mouth. Hunter immediately sits up on alert. She waves a hand at him. “I’m okay, I’m okay.”

Hunter puts a hand on her forehead. “You’re really warm…” He gets up and opens the window a little. “Do you need water? blanket?”

“I’m fine, really.”

Hunter gives her a look. Amity returns it.

“I promise - it looks worse than it is.”

Hunter pouts. “I am getting you water and a blanket.”

“Hunter.”

“Just for good measure.” Hunter disappears for a bit and Amity gets out of bed.

She looks out the window at her friends, and the extension of the farm area. Then at Luz’ palisman, she strokes it. “What did you tell him, mh..?”

Hunter comes back inside. “Hey! Ap-ap-ap! Back to bed!”

“I’m just-”

“Ap-ap! Bed! Sick people stay in bed!”

She scrunches her brows and laughs, confused, but does as she’s told. She tucks herself in and lets Hunter spread the extra blanket over her. He puts a glass of water, and a banana, on the nightstand.

“Thanks.”

“Mh.” Hunter fetches her notes from the desk. “So, about this.. Good job, by the way.”

“Oh thank you very much! I’m not a Blight for nothing!”

“For sure.”

Hunter opened the notes and, with a pencil, began to discuss the portal with Amity.

 


 

Luz heard commotion from the back of the house and walked around. There she found her friends with shovels - Willow face down in the grass.

“Wow, what happened here?” She chuckles, the farm was bigger and the grass was greener and full of clovers.

“Hunter boosted us! Well, Willow specifically.” Vee points at Willow on the ground who’s giving a small wave.

“She let go of the boost.” Gus chuckles, patting earth around stick in the ground that was holding up a tall vine of tomatoes. “If you let go, you go down for a bit.”

“Oh.” Luz nods and squats down to Willow. “Sup girl, you good?”

“Never been better.” Willow thumbs-up and turns to her.

Luz laughs and helps Willow sit up. “Is Hunter with Amity?”

“Yeah, he’s looking after her.” Vee says and heads to the shed to get more support sticks.

“Is she doing any better–” Luz looks Vee up and down. Vee was in her Luz-cousin disguise. “Did you… Is something new with you?”

Vee grins. “Oh! Hunter boosted me too! I grew in size! As a basilisk, that is. How could you tell? I’m disguised.”

“Oh just– I don’t know? You seem so energetic.”

“Yeah! It was super filling! I feel great!”

“Oh!” Luz brightens. “That’s awesome!”

“Ahem, excuse me.” Said a lady from across the other side of the fence. The neighbour.

“Oh, hello.” Luz greets.

“Hello, Luz…. Kids.” The lady had short white hair in a bob-cut, wrinkly fingers and dressed in a pink-orange flower power dress. “I got a question for you.”

“Sure!”

“I couldn’t help but notice how well your backyard has been doing.” She smiled in that awful accusatory way that only a Karen ready to pounce could pull.

“...Oh? Thank you.” Luz said pleasantly but with some sense of carefulness.

“Mhm. Just wanted to ask what your mother has been doing to it. I haven’t seen her work anything back here. And…” She looks at the little farm and at Gus and Vee frozen in place on their work. “Well, not sure what you kids are doing either to make it so… Nice.”

The lady fluttered her lashes.

Luz smiled nervously. “Well, you know. uuhh… Just watering it! I guess!”

“Mhm.” The lady drums her pink nails on the fence. “Well, you see Luz, my garden was doing very well a few weeks ago.” She gestured at her own garden. There was a green house, beautiful swirly cobbled pathways surrounded by bushes of flowers and flowerpots.

“And, well, no offense to you or your mother, of course.”

“Of course.”

“But your yard has never been…” She clicks her tongue. “Blooming, so to speak. And now it is. While my garden is… wilting somewhat.”

Behind Luz, Willow was cringing a little. Realizing she must have pulled nutrition from the nearby gardens to make the Noceda resident grow. The nature here was different than the nature of the Boiling isles. The Titan had plenty of nutrients to pull from, no other plant suffered for it. But here? Here you had to take it from somewhere.

“Aha.. Er, well, you can’t possibly be implying that we somehow took the nutrient from the ground or something?” Luz laughed. “Right? That’s baloney! Pfh!”

The neighbour held her plastic smile and blinked slowly. “Never even thought the thought.” And looked at the other kids and down at the grass. “Just wondered wha t you were doing to keep yours so well.”

Willow strides up. “Clover grass!” she said.

“What?”

“Clover grass attracts pollinating insects, provides nutrients to nearby plants and doesn’t need pesticides! You don’t even have to mow it often at all! It grows in poor soil too.” She stomps the grass under her foot for emphasis. “It’s thanks to the grass!”

The lady looks down at their grass, then at her own wilting regular grass. Then at Willow, then at Luz.

“Grass?”

“Yep!” Said Luz with enthusiastic emphasis. “Clover grass! Nutrient. All that magical stuff.” Her eyes widened. “Not magic- magic though. Just– uh, in a regular sense!”

The neighbour squinted her eyes. “I will have to look into that. Then.” And turned to the farm that was in full bloom of veggies that weren’t even in season. “Those will die soon.” she said, assuming that they were store-bought. “It’s not the right time for them.”

“Aha, haha, thanks for the tip!” Luz waves as the neighbour apprehensively returns into her house, looking at her phone to look into clover-grass.

Luz turns to her friends with wide eyes. Specifically at Willow. Willow returns the look.

“I didn’t know!” Willow whisper-hisses.

“Well– we gotta do something! Make it less green!”

“Wont that be suspicious?!”

“Will it?!”

Gus butts in. “Maybe? Uhh, lets just have some of the farm wilt for awhile.”

“But we need it!” Willow whispers.

“How about just the off-season stuff?” Vee suggests in their huddled together circle. “And we can make the in-season stuff bloom.”

“Good idea! Lets do that over a realistic time frame.” Luz curls her fist and looks over at her neighbour, who was staring at them from the window, sipping her tea. Luz waves awkwardly and her friends does too.

They escape into the house nervously.




 

Amity taps the pen against the notes. “So, we need tubes.”

“Yep.” Hunter balanced his own pen between his lip and nose. Flapjack perched on his shoulder and Ghost snuggled in Amity’s lap, getting in her way of the notes.

“Ghost–!”

Ghost meowed at her in protest.

Hunter chuckles. “Ghost, give Amity some space, you can lay next to her.”

Ghost pouts but does as she’s told.

“Can’t believe she listens to you over me.” Amity sniffs. “Augh!” And takes another tissue. “My nose won’t stop running. How much snot can a person have?”

Hunter gets up from the chair to sit on the bed with her instead. “Is your fever better?” He asks as he touches her forehead.

She was still warm.

“I think so.” amity said confidently and Hunter grimaces.

“You’re still warm.”

The door flies open. “AMITY!!”

“LUZ!!”

Before Luz can throw herself at Amity, Hunter’s hand clashed with her face. “Ap-ap-ap! No! No– Luz!” His hand still to her face as Luz tried to wiggle by him.

“Mnrghl!! Amblity!” Luz blurbed under his hand.

“Luz– Ew! Did you lick my hand?! Gross!”

“Nyeheh!” She grinned and ducked past him. “Vengeance!” And threw herself into Amity’s arms. Ghost jumped out of the way. “Mwah mwah mwah!”

“No!” Hunter groans. “No kisses! She’s sick! What if you get sick too?!”

“Then we can be sick together!” Luz grins in Amity’s embrace.

“Awwww!” Amity coos.

“No! Not aww! Nobody’s getting sick!” Hunter lifts Luz off of Amity by lifting her in the scuff like a kitten and drops her to her knees on the floor next to the bed. “Stay there. Behave.”

Luz grins and scoots up next to the bed, arms folded at the mattress.

“How are you feeling Amity? Any improvement?”

“I don’t feel as clogged anymore–”

“She still has a fever.” Hunter frowns. “Still runny nose, still coughing.” and squinted at Amity. “Stay. in. bed.”

From behind him Gus chuckled. “You’re such a mom.”

Hunter gave him a look. “Well I’m sorry, but this is serious. We can’t have more people sick.”

“What about you, you’ve been in here for hours.” Willow protests.

Hunter crosses his arms. “I kept my distance. I have been by the desk, the window is open.”

“We know witches don’t die from a cold.” Willow says. “What about grimwalkers? Mhhh? Shouldn’t you be worried about that?”

“I’m made out of dead things. I doubt I can be more dead.”

“... You can definitely be more dead, man.” Gus pats Hunter and takes his seat on the desk again. Hunter shrugs with disagreement. “Any progress on the portal?”

“Some.” Amity taps the notes against her lap. “Thanks to Hunter I think I know what pieces are missing. It would be good to construct the machine first. Then find the necessary fuel.”

“What is the fuel?” Luz asks.

Hunter flakes a hand around. “The usual. Grime, soil, slime, bone oil.. You need an abominationist (like Amity) to make it pump through, but once the suction in the tubes kick in, it should flow on it’s own.” Hunter snaps a finger and points. “But, we don’t have titan’s blood for the key. That’s the biggest problem. And bone oil. Not sure what we could use in its stead… Maybe whatever you use for cars?” Hunter put a hand to his chin. “I think?”

“Gasoline?” Luz ponders. “Maybe? We can try.”

“Good, but we must build the machine first. Then we can try fill the tank.” Amity says.

“Alright!” luz glitters, hands curled to fists. “So we have a plan!”

Amity’s heart flutters at the sight of Luz in a good mood.

Willow and Gus smiles at one another happily. There was a plan! The portal could be made!

“Not to be a bummer.” Hunter holds up a hand. “But lets not buy the meat in the sack, yeah? We don’t know if it will hold together or even work. I don’t want anybody to get disappointed.”

“No.” Luz says and stands up, smiling at him. “But! We have a draft! It’s a start!”

Hunter smiles.

It was nice to see her so full of hope and light again.

He meets Amity’s eyes, they were pleading him. He shook his head at her.

Luz blinks and looks at Amity. “Mh? What?”

“Nothing.” Hunter quickly says.

“Oh come on, Hunter, please?” Amity clasps her hands together.

“No.” He crosses his arms.

“What?” Luz looks between them. “What??” And looks at Hunter hopefully, eyes large and shiny. Hunter grimaces and looks away.

“No..”

But finds, in that direction, Gus and Willow looking at him just as expectantly.

He grimaces even more. “Amity!”

“Aw pleeeaase? It’s good news!”

“No!”

Luz gasps and put her hands on her face. “Did you discover a new power or something?! Oh– speaking of, I heard you boosted everyone!” Then her smile fell. “Aaannd the neighbour is onto us. I think.”

“What?!” Hunter frets. “What do you mean onto us???”

“No no no no! Not alarming or anything! We just gotta uuuuuhhh, not make things grow super perfectly for awhile.”

Hunter furrows his brows. “But we need the food–”

“Yes yes yes we have a plan for that.” Gus pats Hunter on the back.

“O..kay…”

“What’s the good news?” Vee asks, flopping into the beanbag.

“Nothing!”

So the squad turns to Amity, who’s practically bursting at the seams to share. “Hunter heard your palismen talk!”

Everyone inhales and turns to Hunter.

“Amity!!”

“Sorry! But– It’s– It’s good!”

Luz sparkled, fluttering her hands by her face and tip-toe-danced around the tall blonde boy who groaned.

“What did it say? What did it say?? Eeeeeee!!” Her voice pitching higher and higher. “What did it saaaayy???” Her arms flopped over his shoulder as he looked up at the ceiling, praying to the Titan, Luz climbed his back. “What did it saaaayyyyy???”

“I can’t tell you.”

“”WHAT?! Why not?!”

“I can’t! That’s why I didn’t want to tell you!” He glares at Amity.

“Why not?” Gus asks.

“Because it’s–” Hunter held his hands out like the answer was held in them. “It’s– Look… Luz, do you know why a palisman bonds with their witch?”

“Of course. You express your truest and deepest wish to them.”

“Right.” Hunter claps his hands and points the tips towards her. “So you know.”

Luz gasps. “It told you what I wanted?!”

Hunter’s expression falters. He looks to the side. “Um..”

“IT DID!! Oh! Hunter!! What did it say? You have to tell me! I don’t know! Gosh I’ve been trying so hard to figure it out! If you know, pleaaaseee tell me!”

But Hunter avoided her and kept silent.

Luz’ enthusiasm fell. “You won’t?”

“I can’t Luz. I’m sorry.”

“But it’s… it’s my wish, isn’t it?”

“It is! it is… That’s why though. I can’t.. erm… It won’t matter if I tell you. You won’t get it anyway. It has to come from you.”

“What do you mean I won’t get it? It’s– Of course I will get it if you tell me! And if I don’t, I can.. figure it out! But at least I will have something to go by!”

Hunter anxiously began to fidget with his fingers. “Mh..”

“Hunter, please?”

“Luz, I am sorry, I am. I didn’t want to tell you.” His ear twitch and he turns towards the egg. Then back to Luz, who looked up expectantly at him.

“...Did it say something?”

Hunter curled his lips in and took a step to the side to get away from her. “I am sorry! I am!”

“But–” Luz sighed. “Okay, I won’t make you…” And she drooped. “I just… I wish I knew what it is I wanted. I thought I knew, you know? I wish I understood.”

Hunter began gesturing wildly at her. “Oh you– you are– SO close. So close.”

“What? Wha- huh? I am?!” She perked up. “What? what? What did I say?? Oh gosh– uh– I don’t know!!!”

Hunter smacked his forehead. “Oh Titan this is painful. Okay.” He inhales sharply. “Okay. Look.. Um… How uh, how about… ….. Gus! How did you and Emmiline bond, mh? What’s your deepest wish?”

“To be an ambassador of the human realm! Establish contact with the giraffes!”

Hunter was smiling until the giraffe thing. “uh, they were banished for a reason–”

“So I gotta figure out what my future job is, hmmmm!” Luz taps her chin.

Hunter squints at her, confused. “Wha..?”

“A magic pet shop? That would work out with my mom..!”

Hunter’s eyes light up. “Yes. Your mom–”

“I’M RIGHT?! A MAGICAL PET SHOP?!”

“No!! No! ugh, Luz– Talk to your mom!” He smiles pleadingly. “Your mom is great. You should talk to your mom. She knows you best!”

Luz sits down on the floor by Amity’s bed, sighing. “Yes and no, I guess?” Luz leans on her knees and Amity pets her head. “Mom loves me, I know she does. She just doesn’t quite get me, is all.”

Hunter claps his hands together. “All the more reason to talk to her. Come Flapjack.” Hunter turned, Flapjack chirped and perched on his witch’s shoulder.

“Wait what?! You’re going to leave?”

“Yes! There are chores to be done. Some things from yesterday needs another wash. Baaaii~!”

“Wha-!? Hold on a minute!” Luz hurried up and after him. “You can’t just– Hunter!!”

Hunter speed-walked down the hallway and down the stairs. “I can’t hear youuu!”

“Yes you can!” Luz speed-walked after him. “Otherwise you wouldn’t answer me!”

“Blah blah blah blah!”

“Don’t cover your ears!” Luz caught up with him and blocked his way to the basement. “At least give me a hint! A clue! Something!”

“I did!” Hunter decided to trick her by looping through the Livingroom and then dash back to the basement. Luz was walking after him, so it was working until he saw the grey figure standing in the backyard through the backdoor.

Hunter stopped and Luz bumped into him. “Oh pleaaaase! Just a teeeeny tiny clue?”

Luz looked up at him and followed his gaze to the dog that stood there.

The canine was trembling by the knees and whining pitifully.

“Belos..” Hunter whispered and Luz turned back to him.

“No, Hunter. It’s not– I will go to it okay? and–”

“No! Are you crazy?!”

Behind them; Willow, Gus and Vee were pooling into the Livingroom. Gus saw the grey dog out there and Emmiline chirped on his shoulder.

Hunter turned to the chameleon. “Don’t even think about it! None of you are going out there!”

“Hunter it’s hurt. And mom is looking everywhere for it.”

“Luz I am not letting you guys go to him! It’s obviously a ploy of some sort!”

Vee had slipped past them and out the door, she was kneeling by the dog. “Guuuys! Can you call Camila?” The dog was laying down now.

Hunter squeaked. “Vee!! Get away from him!!” Flapjack turned into a staff and a bright yellow line was left in the wake of Hunter zooming over to her.

“Hunter!” Luz and the others hurried out after him. “Hunter wait a minute!”

But Hunter didn’t have to wait for them to stop him, he stopped himself. The dog looked up at him with sad brown eyes. Hunter blinked. He could have sworn they had been icy blue.

“Wha.. This isn’t the same dog.. is it?” Hunter held onto Flapjack.

“It is.” Vee confirms and petted the dog. “Aww.. Lookit you boy.. It’s going to be okay.”

The dog whined and licked her hand.

Hunter let his friends take his place as he backed up and away, holding onto his staff like a safety vest. It didn’t make sense to him. He was so sure the dog had blue eyes, it had whispered, it had an air about it that this dog now lacked.

Maybe he had imagined it?

Gus turned to him. “You okay?”

“Yeah. Yes. Yeah. I.. Yes.”

Gus held out his arm and let Emmiline waddle over him, she leapt from his hand to Hunter’s elbow and climbed up on him. Clover buzzled somewhere near his head and Hunter frowned. “I am fine!” And swatted his arm in the air to let the palismen know he was unbothered. Totally.

Luz had fished out her phone from her pocket and was waiting for her mom to pick up on the other end. “Hey, Hunter, why don’t you go in and do those chores you wanted to do, yeah?”

“... Yeah.” Hunter backed up. “Sure. Yeah. Okay.” He turned slowly, hesitating to leave his friends with the dog. He threw it a glance, its brown eyes looking up at Vee with love and its tail wagged ever so tiredly and sweetly.

Hunter clenched his grip around his staff, and left to go inside. The palismen along with him.

 


 

The washing machine tumbled around and around. The palismen were watching it with an intent delight.

“Don’t get any ideas.” Hunter poked Emmiline on the back. She chirped at him a few times. “Because it’s a washing machine! You are made of wood, you know. It might rip you apart.”

Clover buzzed.

“I doubt that. If you want to be clean, just sit in the sink.”

The three palismen unionised against him and he groaned. Flapjack pulled on his hair.

“Alright fine! How about I put water in the sink with a bunch of olive oil and swirl you all around, yeah? Does that sound fun? Is that what you want?”

They all nodded happily and Hunter grunted where he sat on the floor with them.

There was a small knock on the doorframe into the laundry room.

“Heeyy..” said Luz and smiled down at him.

Hunter greeted her with a wave. “Hi.”

“How is it goooiinnng?”

“Fine.”

“Mhhh! Smells clean! And lemoons~~!”

Hunter looked at her, unimpressed. “If you are here to check in on me, I am fine.” And turned his gaze back to the washing machine and all its bubbles. He saw his reflection and watched Luz take a seat next to him on the floor.

“I am glad you’re fine.”

“Mh.”

Hunter let the silence hang in the air with the bedsheets. Luz squirmed. She was trying really hard to not be the one to budge first. Hunter didn’t even have to look at her. He could feel what kind of expressions she was making to try keep herself from talking. Out of curiosity, he peeked and saw her having sucked in her cheeks so hard her lips poked out like a little kiissy-fish, her eyes large and her brows down angrily.

He scoffs. Accidentally breaking the silence. He gave up and in. “What is it Luz?”

“Can’t we talk? I feel like we haven’t talked much.”

“We talk plenty.”

“Yes, but, I mean.. You know.. Heart-to-heart, eeeh?” She nudges him. “Eeeeh?”

“Alright, you first.”

“I don’t have any problems to share though–”

“How was school today?”

She cringed. “Good. Masha was nowhere to be found and I really looked!” She grimaced and scratched her head. “Maybe they will be back tomorrow. Or.. Something!”

“Maybe they’re sick too. Like Amity. They did get pretty wet and muddy yesterday.”

“Yeah. Maybe. They aren’t replying to texts either.”

“Give them time.” Hunter pet at Flapjack perched on his knee. “Sometimes people just need time to process things.”

Luz looked at him. “Like… you?”

Hunter replied with a shoulder shrug.

“Are you really okay? I thought we agreed that the dog wasn’t.. You know.”

“You can say his name, he’s not going to suddenly inapplicably appear just because you say his name!” He paused, hand to chin. “I think..?”

“He wont.” Luz smiles and tries to nudge Hunter back into comfort. He grumbles. “...I talked with the others before! I heard Vee forgave you. That’s nice, right?”

Hunter itched Flapjack on the beak. “Yeah… That was nice of her.”

“You deserve it.”

“Hm..”

“You do.”

Hunter rolls his eyes. “Then so do you.” And made a point to look into her eyes with authority, Luz immediately crumbled and nervously laughed.

“Haha! I mean– Sure! Sure. We’ve already had this conversation! I get it, I got it. I didn’t know it was Belos and… It was a mistake.”

“Mhm.”

“...I still really feel guilty though.”

“Luz, are you perhaps, maybe, just a teensy bit, trying to find any reason to…” He gestured awkwardly. “Hurt yourself with guilt?”

“What? Wha- no? what?”

“Because it seems like it.”

“No! What, pfh! No! I wouldn’t!”

Hunter looks at her.

“I wouldn't! Why would I? It’s like you said! Helping Belos was an.. honest … mistake and I.. I didn’t know and uh… Nothing is going to change just because I feel guilty about it. I know that.”

There was the silence again.

Luz stared ahead at the washing machine, avoiding Hunter’s red eyes on her. She could feel them stare into her, waiting for their eyes to meet. Sometimes it felt like Hunter could climb into her mind and see everything she wanted to hide.

She lift her gaze to meet his.

And in he climbed. Seeing how, despite knowing better, she still felt otherwise.

“Why do you need to punish yourself Luz? You're grasping at straws to find a reason to.”

Luz looked down at the floor. “I don’t know.” She admitted.

Hunter observed her for a little bit. “Is it… About your dad?”

She turned back to him. His eyes were warm and gentle.

“I uh– No. My dad.. Uh… No.” Luz’ eyes flicker. “No. Why would that– no.”

“Is it your mom?”

Luz went quiet.

“She loves you.”

“I know.”

Hunter looks up at the ceiling. “This whole house is full of memories.”

Luz looks at him.

“Everywhere I look, there are photos of you, your mom, your dad. Everywhere.” He smiles. “She is so proud of you.”

Luz hung her head. “She loves me, yes, but I don’t think I make her proud. I think she would have liked it if I were a little more convenient, you know? Like, not that she loves me less! I know she loves me and appreciates my creativity! But I know she… If she could have chosen me to be less weird, I think she would have.” Luz paused. “For my sake. You know? So I could fit in better, do a better job in school… A future that looked more secure than whatever vague something I am trying to come up with.”

Luz sighs and leans her head back against the blue tiles.

Hunter listens and leans onto his knees, Emmiline sat on his foot, Flapjack on his head and Clover on his shoulder. They all turned their attention to Luz.

“I.. I don’t know what to do with myself, Hunter.”

Hunter smiles and shrugs. “Nobody does.”

“Yes they do. Look at Willow and Gus, even Amity! My mom knew she wanted to be a veterinarian since she was a child! And now she is! I just want to know what I am, where my place is, you know?”

“Can’t help you there. I’m in the same boat.” He scoffs. “I thought I knew who I was! Look at me now! Hah! I’m in a basement washing clothes and I have no idea what the future holds.”

Luz hugs her knees and looks at him sadly, wondering why he was smiling.

“And.. For the first time in my life…” Hunter’s eyes shone brightly. “I can be anything. I don’t even know what! I just… We are free, Luz.”

He looks at her and she blinks.

“We are free to be anything. Maybe all we need to do is figure out what we like and good things will follow.”

“You don’t know that. That’s not how it works.”

“But maybe it does? Maybe it could!” Hunter nudges her playfully and she can't help but smile at his enthusiasm. “C’mon, what do you like?”

“Um… I like doing art, writing stories.”

“That’s something, isn’t it?”

“But it won’t go anywhere Hunter. My realm doesn’t work like that. We can’t just want to be something and then it comes to us.”

“What makes you think that’s how it is for us?”

“Isn’t it? It seemed like you had a whole system to trickle people through where they could be the best of the best.”

“You mean the coven system? Hah! Luz, that system doesn’t fit everyone either. Look at all the wild witches that didn’t fit in. Look at me! I have no magic. I didn’t fit in.”

“But you were the golden guard.”

“Yeah but what about other half-witches, mh? Or other people who aren’t amazing at what they do like Gus and Willow. You didn’t fit in there either, and you found your own magic anyway.”

“It doesn’t matter. I can’t use that magic here anyway and besides, what would I even do as a witch?”

Hunter chuckled. “What did the owl lady do?”

“Eda? Well she was the greatest-”

“No, no-no, ah, she wasn’t doing anything with her power. Preeeetty sure she was just selling trash. Wasn’t she?”

“I guess… But-”

“And she seemed pretty happy with that if I recall.”

“Only because she had to be! I’m sure if she was given options or a place, she would have been bigger! More renown and respected and–” She heard herself and stopped.

Hunter smiled. “Yeaaaah… Weeell… I had all that.” He shrugged. “It doesn’t matter how large you are or whatever. It just… Being at the top doesn’t matter if you can’t feel like yourself anyway. Then maybe selling trash is actually more respectable than anything else.”

Luz pouted.

“Besides, do you even want that? Be respected and adored by people you never even met or will ever know?”

“I want to leave something behind, I guess. I want to make a difference. I want to matter.”

“But you do.”

Luz and Hunter shared a sorrowful look.

“You matter, you know you do. So that isn’t it, either, Luz.”

She looked down. “Then I don’t know Hunter. I guess I don’t understand myself or what to do.”

“You’ll figure it out. You are Luz the human after all.”

“Thanks Hunter, you have too much confidence in me.”

“No, I have respect and adoration for you. You made a difference in my life, you saved my life.”

Luz teared up and smiled. “Who would have known the bad sad boy golden guard was such a sap.”

“Hah! Not me, but um… I like that I am. I think it’s nice.”

“Me too.” She bumped him.

He bumped back.

They began shoving each other playfully until Hunter hooked her head with his arm and gave her a nuggie.

“Ow! hey! hey!”

“Heh, you know what you need?”

“What?”

“Talk to your mom.”

“You keep saying that.” She hummed, squinting her eyes at him and Hunter just smiled innocently, blinking his eyes.

“Dunno what you are implying.”

“What did my palisman say Hunter?”

He sighs.

“Pleaaaase? Just a clue! A tiny one! An itty bitty teeny tiny–”

“Okay okay, I will give you a riddle.”

She gasped happily. “Yes!!! A riddle!! Eee!”

“When you are lost in the dark, what must you do to find your way?”

Luz blinked. “Turn.. on the light?”

He snapped his fingers and pointed at her, sailing his finger to boop her on the forehead. “Atta girl.”

“.... What?! That doesn’t tell me anything!!”

“It does if you knew what I knew.”

“But I don’t!! Auugh!! That doesn’t help at all!”

“You gotta have to think about it a little more then.”

“I don’t understaaaaaandd aaauugghh!!”

Hunter shook his head as Luz slid down to roll on the floor.

The washing machine dinged and all the palismen applauded. Hunter got up and opened it. Luz watched him from the floor.

“Your hair has gotten so long.”

“Yeah.”

“Does it bother you?”

“I don’t really care.”

Luz got up and started helping him with the laundry.

“Hey, don’t think you’re off the hook! I will figure out your riddle!” She smirked and Hunter returned it.

“I have no doubt in that you will, Luz. Good luck.”

“I don’t need luck.” Luz pointed a thumb her way. “I’m Luz the human. I can do anything.”

Hunter gave her a proud smile. “Exactly.”


 

Extra art:

palisman fun

Notes:

*SQUEAKS* This chapter went on forever!! aaaaaaa sorry!!!!! TTOTT
At least a lot of things happened?! *wheezes* 🙇 aaaa

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Chapter 16: 🌕 The fullmoon - (Wednesday)

Summary:

After a tumultuous day, Camila and Hunter are buying Pizzas!

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Notes:

THIS TOOK FOREVER! ENJOY YOURSELVES!... THIS IS ANOTHER LONG CHAPTER! SORRY..
I am... I hope this lives up to the hype asdfghj T-T

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Chapter Text

The fullmoon

 

 

TUESDAY

Masha skipped school. Jacob had called them in sick, the school knew him as a guardian in Masha’s life from previous interactions and, via Masha’s sister Gretchen, had been informed that he was a trusted adult.

The school did not know they were broken up.

Masha had taken their bike to the museum, met Jacob and the two of them ascended into the basement quarters,

The stairs were old and wooden, it creaked and the wood had been worn down so much it sloped in the middle of each step. The museum was an old building. Everything was original from the ceiling beams to the floorboards. It was like stepping back in time had it not been for the modern furniture. An office desk and many, many, shelves of stuff. The basement had rooms labeled like a library, rows of historical artifacts and things nobody had time or will to look closer at.

The sad thing about museums in towns like Gravesfield is that there are seldom enough people (or financial aid) to actually look at the stuff and research them thoroughly. And once an object had been properly documented, it was left standing on a shelf to be dusted off now and then when a museum worker pitied it.

In a corner stood a row of mannequins dressed up as puritans and witches. One witch had a noose-rope around her neck. Masha scrunched their nose at it.

Masha could see why Jacob was so invested in Gravesfield’s history, there was so many cool little things that had been left forgotten. It invioted imagination to anyone who was bored or lonely.

This is where he found all his research, apparently. The kind of stuff you read about in forums that was technically off limits, but unimportant enough for the government to not give a dime if its “secrets” were shared online.

Masha looked at a weirdly large owl claw. Or what they thought were an owl claw, a little scaly-perhaps but it had feathers.

“What animal is that from?”

“They say it’s an owl.” Jacob corrects his glasses. “The DNA results show it’s a bird.”

“But not an owl?”

Jacob grins. “Exactly. Just a bird. Unidentifiable bird. I think it’s a thunderbird.”

Masha sighs. “Just because I am native american, doesn’t mean I believe all that stuff.”

“What? No! That’s not why I–” He grumbles. “ I think the legends are real! I mean, you’ve seen my photo of the owl beast thing!”

“You mean the fluffy bear…?”

“Owl beast!” Jacob huffs. “It has feathers!”

“It is a very blurry photo.”

“Don’t gaslight me, I saw it! With my own eyes! It was real and I saw it…”

Masha rolled their eyes.

“Hey, you saw what happened yesterday.” Jacob said in defense. “Why would an owl beast be so off the charts?”

“I guess you’re right.” Masha turns to the claw. “But not everything has to be true just because some things are.”

Jacob lets out a prolonged annoyed sigh. This was going to be difficult, wasn’t it?

“Alright, anyway. To the point of why we are here.” Jacob strides up to a shelf where the absence of dust was very apparent. Jacob puts on his white museum-gloves and pulls out an old leather-bound book. Carefully, he placed it in a book-seat and opened it.

“Look.” He said and pointed into it.

Masha peered in but couldn’t see the immediate allure of a journal. “A journal?”

“Of a witch that was once here in Gravesfield, long, long ago.” Jacob carefully flipped a page. “She logged her journey here. Her mischief, her magical influence on the people..” He takes out a document folder that was labeled the same as the tag on the book. “According to the documents, this is a forgery made by a local person who wanted to pull a prank on historians.”

“I’m guessing it isn’t?”

“It’s a very good forgery if it is. According to the documents' own admission.” He taps the documents he placed on the table. “It is dated to the time of Gravesfield’s baby years. They admit here that they do not know how the forger did it, but that they must have done it somehow. The idea that this book is written by a real witch with malicious intentions is apparently unrealistic.”

“Isn’t it?”

“We just saw with our own eyes yesterday, Masha, witches are real.”

Masha went quiet and looked into the journal, at the drawings, the writings. “So… A witch long ago came from the other.. realm.. and did a bunch of cruel things here, that caused the witch trials. Is that what you’re saying?”

“Not me.” He points at the journal. “This is speaking for itself.”

Masha read the journal entries and it did sound an awful lot like this Evelyn lady had been doing a great many awful things to Gravesfield during her time here. Some of the magic she wrote about was similar to the magic Masha had witnessed yesterday. The earth had opened up and roots had clawed out like corpses desperate to breathe again.

In this journal, Masha read the days go by in a year of Evelyn being stuck in the human realm, apparently due to a tree she called a palistrom tree having been chopped down. It was via this tree, not native to the human realm, that Evelyn could (in her own words) sneak past the “guards” (whoever they were?) and not have to rely on the archway portal that led to a big city (a city?) in the demon realm.

Masha couldn’t make much more sense of it than that. They took some photos with their camera.

“What are you doing?”

“Taking some photos? What if this gets lost or something?”

“You can’t share this online.”

“Why not? I won’t, but why not?”

“Because I already tried and I got relentlessly bullied for it. I wouldn’t want the same for you.” He patted them on the shoulder. “Besides, I have already made copies!” Jacob proudly held up a bunch of copies.

“Of course you have.” But Masha wanted to show these to Luz– er, Vee? No, Luz, the real person.

Masha couldn’t make up their mind about who to trust anymore.

They read an entry about how Evelyn had manipulated a local man into being her friend, and then spirited him away into the demon realm with her once she found a way to open the archway portal, from this side, to get home.

Masha blinked.

“Wait… A man spirited away by a witch? Isn’t that..?”

Jacob was grinning from ear to ear, nodding. “Yes! It is the story of the Wittebane brothers! That’s also a reason why they think this is fake! Because it ties with the legend. But! We know the brothers are real, we have their records. We know they both disappeared. And now that you know that witches are real..” He strokes a careful finger along the lines of the text. “..Why would it be unthinkable that this is the real deal?”

Masha looks at it.

It fit in too perfectly. They understood why people were hesitant to call it anything but a hoax. But Jacob was also right; witches are real, that made this all the more a possibility.

“So… Based on this, your hypothesis is that they are here to do malicifient magic to us, like this Evelyn witch?”

“Yes.”

“Luz said they wanted to open the portal to go home, though. And nobody attacked us before you got hostile with them.”

“I did not! Mrs.Noceda got up in my face first! Poor woman… They are using her.”

Masha hummed and returned their gaze to the text. They had always loved history and mysteries, codes and secrets. A journal like this was tickling their noggin’ with adventure. They squinted at the text.

“How come some of the ink is red and the other is brown-ish?”

“Huh?”

“The ink is different, and look, some pages are completely different hues in paper, too. And some papers have bits of paper, er, glued onto it. Why is that?”

Jacob corrected his glasses and eyeballed where Masha was pointing.

“Oh, well, she could have added in new pages as she was going, you know? And sometimes if you made an error, you could wet a bit of paper and put it on top of your err, like tipex!”

Masha pouted. “And the ink?”

He shrugged. “She could be using two bottles of ink?”

“Is that likely? Wasn’t ink expensive?”

“Maybe it’s magical ink. She is a witch.”

Masha was unsatisfied with that and returned to the book. “So you think my friends are lying about why they are here?” 

“I don’t think, I know.” He brought them over to a section of shelves that Jacob had labelled GRAVESFIELD MYSTERIUM COLLECTION. It was cluttered with an awful lot of things that looked like trash or like it was made up by a supernatural theorist (like Jacob.) Masha lifts up a wand.

“This is just a toy.” They pointed to the battery on the side. “Look, it even has a battery.”

“And no way to charge it. And it is made of wood!” Jacob holds the wand. “You know how I figured out how to charge it? Put it in boiling water.” He nodded. “Crazy, right? We don’t have things like that.”

“You think they do?”

“Maybe!” Jacob pulled out a circle flask. “This label says Apple Blood. What even is that? Or this! look at this book! How to cook a three headed serpent in 30 ways.”

He made a mind-blown gesture with his hand as he gaped.

Masha grimaced. “Isn’t all this just trash?”

Jacob gasped. “How dare you! These are my treasures! They’re from the demon realm! I have made extensive notes about every single item here! I am a bit of an expert, actually.”

Masha strained a smile. “Very cool.”

“Thank you.” Jacob knew they were teasing him but would take the win even if there was none. “But check this.” He takes out a small glass case with a pillow in it. On it was a fanged tooth. “A fang from a witch.”

“A fang?”

“Mhm! Because, you see, I had it analysed and it came back inconclusive. It has traces of human in the DNA, but everything else was a question mark.” He points at his framed photo of the owl beast on the wall. “Look! It has a golden tooth! I think that is a witch transformed, and once upon a time it must have lost its tooth here in our realm.”

“A transformed witch..?” Masha blinks. “You think they can do that? What, like a werewolf?”

“It could be another basilisk, like your so-called friend.” Masha looked at him with annoyance. “Or witches can transform into creepy beasts that devour us! I saw the owl beast! It was a woman first, then she transformed!”

“Did you see her transform?”

“No… but she went into the house, then that came out!”

Masha looked at the owl beast, it’s big ears and it’s black eyes and big fangs.

“So… What’s their end goal, exactly?”

Jacob returns to the journal and opens a page in the back. “Here.”

Masha read the red ink.

“I will kill all the humans,” they read aloud. “I will take their souls and sacrifice them to the Titan. I will wake the Titan once again, to destroy all of humanity.”

Masha raised a brow at Jacob.

Jacob looked back at them like their mind should be absolutely aghast and exploding right now. “Nothing? No reaction?”

“I dunno…”

“Masha what else do you need?”

“Maybe it was just that one witch? Maybe it’s not all of them?”

From somewhere in the basement they heard the scratching of claws against wood. “You humans know nothing.”

Jacob and Masha quickly turned their heads to see who was there. Jacob handed Masha the broom. Masha held it, confused.

“Who’s there?! Show yourself!”

“Heheh… Stupid humans..” said the voice sweetly. “If we could take you all down right now, we would! Maybe even enslave you all!! …But alas~! we can’t. Not right now, anyway..”

Masha and Jacob backed up against each other’s backs. Jacob held his fists up.

“Show yourself!!”

“Hmmm~! You dont want us witches and demons here, yes? Well.. As much fun as it would be to mess with you all, it is not very beneficial right now. My master has a proposition for you.”

“Your master?” Masha asked, trying to spy the person through the shelves but couldn’t see anybody. “Where are you?”

“Are you interested?” said Kikimora from the floor. “We are sharing an enemy–”

Masha whacked her with the broom.

“AUGH!” Kikimora fell. “Stop! Stop! You insolent fools! I ought to hex you for that–”

And Jacob instinctively kicked her like a football. Kikimora flew into a tower of two large boxes and fell face down to the floor.

“Auuuugghwwegh….”

Masha and Jacob exchanged looks.

There was a demon on their floor.

Jacob tip-tapped his feet. “Oh my god!!” He squealed. “Oh my god!!” And grabbed Masha by the shoulders and shook them. “This is just like my book!!!”

“Oh, god, Jacob. Please.”

“With the little demon and teenage sidekick and everything!”

Masha had never heard Jacob’s voice pitch that high before.

They looked at the red little demon. “We got to bind her.”

“Oh! Right! Yes!” Jacob quickly looked around and took the old ropes that hung on a mannequin display. “Let's get this little demon to talk!”

 


 

WEDNESDAY,

Hunter looked at the calendar. Each day had a little moon in the corner of it, showing the phases of the moon throughout the month. He squinted at Sunday, and on Wednesday and only now realised they both had a full circle on them.

“Uhh…” He counted on his fingers. One of them was the fullmoon, the other had to be a new moon. That made all the difference.

“Hey, Vee?”

“Yes?” Vee turned around from where she stood by the fridge. “What?”

“Which one of these is a new moon?”

“Huh?”

“The moon has eight phases, approximately 29 days, ish.” He explains. “New moon is the start of a cycle.”

“Oh, uhh..” She squinted at the calendar and tapped Wednesday. “Well, that one’s the full moon.”

Hunter stares at it. “That’s today.”

“Yeah– Oh.” Vee inhales and turns to him. “Ohhhh! Oh I thought you said Sunday next week!”

Hunter gestured at the calendar. “I thought it was!” and tapped accusatorily at Sunday. “I thought that was the full moon!”

“Why would you think that?! Look at how they are drawn! Sunday is white!”

“I thought that meant it was full!”

“Well no! Obviously not!”

Hunter let out a squeaky whimper.

“You good?”

“Yeah! I’m fiiiine, hah-haaahh..” Hunter looked down into his empty cup of coffee. ”This is the human realm! Maaaybeee this moon is different anyway! or.. Something!”

They both grimace with a forced hopefulness.

“What are we expecting to happen here, exactly, anyway?” Vee squints at him.

“I don’t know? Grimwalkers and the moon are like… a thing! kind of?”

“Maybe you just hatch on a full moon?”

He stared at her. “Hatch? like an egg?”

“No, like… Crawl up from the earth. Or… something. I mean you’re sowed into the ground aren’t you? Like a plant? But made of dead things!”

Hunter’s eyebrows shot up.

“Aren’t you?”

“How would I know?! I guess, maybe? Am I?”

“I thought you said you read up on it!”

“I didn’t read about how we are made or how we… Sprout?! Grimwalkers are myths and legends! There’s no how-to-raise-the-dead manual! There are theoretical books that mention grimwalkers as a way to do it, but none of them ever dig into how!” He gestures at the calendar like it was to blame.

Amity, clad in a blanket and her nose still runny but not quite as bad as yesterday, peeks in. “Heeyyy, what’s the commotion?”

“Today is the full moon!” Vee pats the calendar.

“Oh!” Amity sees Hunter try to hold his anxiety at bay and not really managing it very well. “Oh! Uh– well, we don’t know if anything will happen! Maybe it’s just.. symbolic!”

“Exactly!” Vee tries to assure, but Hunter looks very un-assured.

Hunter groans. “Amity, you’re the one who said that Grimwalkers and the full moon was a thing though! What if I turn into a beast or something?!”

Vee flutters her hands at him. “Or maybe you just go docile and adorable? Or faint! Or… Recharge!”

“Recharge…?” Hunter sighed, this was not working.

“Yeah!”

“Recharge what?”

“I dunno? Your.. galderstone heart? I mean that’s a thing! Maybe you need the moon like humans need vitamin-D from the sun!”

“...What?”

Amity looks at the calendar. “No, Vee, you’re wrong. It’s on Sunday.”

“Oh, really?”

“Yeah, look.” Amity points confidently. “See? The Sunday moon is white. The moon glows white when it’s full.”

Hunter let out a deflating whine as he sank down onto a chair and dunked his head on the table. “Titaaaan….” Flapjack chirped with comfort as he landed on his head.

Amity sniffed her runny nose. “Are you okay?”

“Yep.. Tip top!” Hunter says, still facing the table.

“Are you nervous?”

“Nope! Not even a little bit!” Flapjack let out a whistle that was followed by a long exhausted sigh from Hunter.

“Okay, we need a plan for Sunday comes then, how about that? Let's make tea and get Willow and Gus.” She sniffs.

“I would like that.”

As on que, Gus and Willow come in from the backyard. They had done their best to get rid of anything that looked suspiciously too perfect.

“Hey guys, that neighbour is really nosey.” Willow's disgruntled turn to the kitchen window where she can see the neighbour with some binoculars staring at their farming area. “We need to be careful with what we do in the backyard from now on.”

“Yeaaaaah..” Said Gus and squinted through the window too, and pulled down the blinds. “I get the feeling she’s a bit of a gossip.”

Amity sniffs. “Ah, we need to tell Camila about that then. Luz said her mom knows how to talk with her.”

“Let's do that then.” The emerald duo turns to the kitchen trio, and watches Hunter turn into a palisman nest. His chin on the table and looking about as tuned in as a broken violin. The palismen all climbed, purred, chirped and quacked at him.

He mutters and turns to put his face against the table, using Ghost as a pillow for his forehead.

“Hunter’s nervous about the full moon on Sunday.” Vee says from where she is making tea.

“I am NOT nervous!” Hunter turns to her. “Why would I be?! I bet nothing will happen anyway! It’s going to be anti-climatic!”

“Have you noticed,” Gus starts as he sits down opposite of Hunter, smiling humorously. “That every time you say you’re fine, you’re really not fine?”

Hunter squints at the boy. “I’m not nervous about it.”

“Okay then. But in case something does happen, do we have a plan?”

“Chain him up?” Vee suggests, Hunter turns to her quizzingly - she had been rather quick to suggest it. “Oh, come on, that's like the best option! Look, you have never once in your life turned into any beast or whatever, correct?”

“Correct.”

“Apparently because you may not have looked directly at the full moon! Which means that, if you do not stand in moonlight or SEE the moon in full bloom, then nothing happens. Is that fair to say?”

Amity pulls her blanket tighter around herself as she takes a seat next to Willow and Gus. “I think that sounds accurate.” And inhales snot, Willow leans away a little. “If Belos kept you from the full moon it must mean you either have to see it or be touched by moonlight, right?”

“I guess so..”

“So if you want to know if something will happen, all we gotta do is make sure you stand out in the yard in the moonlight on Sunday. Then you’ll know!” She holds a hand out at Willow as if presenting her to an audience. “And we will stand near the plants so Willow can apprehend you if you go, like, full beast mode! Or… Whatever happens.”

Hunter blinks. “Yeah.. Okay.. That sounds… Doable actually.”

“Right? Easy peasy! And from there, then, you might be able to piece some other things together. I mean, hey, nothing might still happen.”

Gus smiles. “Yeah! Exactly! I agree that sounds good! Right? So that’s the plan?”

Hunter smiles on top of his nerves, he strokes his hand and the thumb he thought of as Caleb’s. “Yeah.. That.. yeah. Okay. Good.”

“Right!” Willow nudges him. “Okay? Right?”

Hunter nods and half-smiles but still looks anxious.

“...Right?”

“Yeah, yes. Sorry. I am just…” He closes his eyes. “I guess I am a little nervous about it.”

“We got a plan.” Amity rubs her runny nose with a tissue and smiles. “So if something does happen we are all ready and it will go smoothly. Nobody will get hurt, not you, not us, we will be a hundred percent ready!”

Hunter smiles. “Okay. Yeah. Thanks. Right…”

“You know,” Amity takes the warm cup Vee offers her. “Speaking of grimwalkers. The story I heard was told by my dad. Once upon a time there were two witch sisters that wanted to be as strong as the Titans, they made a pact that whomever died first could be used in an experiment. My dad loved this story.” She chuckles. “So did my siblings.. Anyway, the story goes that, to be as strong as the Titan, she needed to mix together beasts from the various elements of the Titan’s nature. A beast of the woods, a beast of the sea, a beast of the mountains and, of course, the sister. And to put life into it, she harvested the moonlight.”

Hunter blinks. “I never read this version.”

“Oh, what was your version?”

“Almost the same, but in the version I read it was a cautionary tale about not letting go of grief. The Titan thing is new to me."

“Oh, heheh, probably an abomination version then, you know? Abominationists and oracles have a long history of being interested in the macabre.” She rolled her eyes, thinking of her parents. “I think my dad kind of implied that the two sisters were primarily in those genres of magic.”

Gus hums. “That makes sense, actually.”

“Yeah!” Vee grins and leans on the counter with her tea. “It’s like a Frankenstein's monster meets werewolf! Kinda!”

The Hexsquad looks at her, not catching the reference.

“It’s a human thing.”

Gus gasps happily.

“A scary movie genre kind of human thing.”

Gus lets out a small whine. “Why is everything cool in the human realm dunked in scary horror!!” Hunter sank down in his chair. “Er, no offense Hunter. You’re not scary.”

“Maybe I will be…” He let slip and he quickly sat straight up again and coughed.

“Maybe you’ll be adorable!”

Hunter gives his buddy a smile of uncertainty. “I doubt that.” And sighs. “I just can’t believe I never noticed Belos keeping me occupied so I wouldn’t ever see the full moon or be in it’s rays.” He growls. “And now he’s just out there! I mean, what did he need a grimwalker for? Did he know I might turn- if I do? Augh!! It’s driving me crazy! Or was it just the only way to get Caleb back? But.. I’m not Caleb, obviously.” At least he hoped so.

What Amity said about Oracles and Abominationists rolled through the cogwheels of his brain. There was something there, an answer tickling him. He couldn’t quite grab what it was. But he looked at all the pieces. Caleb’s ghost and Oracle magic. Abominationists and the macabre. Amity’s story about grimwalkers… Grimwalkers had been around since long before the coven system, back before the seas were boiling. Perhaps it was just a new way to tell an old story? But perhaps the story survived through generations of magic users in those two genres.

Flapjack sat perched on his head and tried to peck him to get his attention.

“Um, Hunter.” Willow taps his shoulder and he comes out of his thinking cloud to look at her. 

“Mh?”

“He’s not here, remember? Camila took the dog to the clinic. It’s fine, it’s back to its owners.”

Hunter stares at her with a blank expression. “I know.”

“You were talking like he’s still out there, again.”

“Did I?”

“Yeah.”

“Oh.”

Amity tilts her head at him. “Hunter… You know he is dead, right? We’ve been over this.”

Gus makes a splat-motion with his hand. “He splattered on the wall, that’s as dead as you can get.”

Hunter looks down into his cup of tea, the steam licking his face.

“What if.. he isn’t dead.”

The group exchanges looks of concern.

Belos had once been Hunter’s everything, more often for the worse than for the better. In Hunter’s mind; to be safe meant there was a threat somewhere to be safe from. Perhaps the former golden guard, in some wounded way, needed the threat of Belos’ possible survival to cope with the concept of just being okay.

“How would he be alive?” Amity humours.

Hunter fidgets, not facing any of them, knowing very well that they thought this was crazy.

“I-I don’t know. He was very powerful, he always had that curse that made him.. goopy.” He shrugs and flapjack hops around by his cup, chirping up at him. Hunter smiles at his bird and pets him. “Yeah, he was an evil genius. I just.. wouldn’t put it past him to survive that. If he had the patience and control to keep me from ever seeing a full moon then…” He groans, squeezing his eyes like he had a headache. “I don’t know!” And pressed his palm into his brow. “Okay?! I don’t know! I just– Know! I know what I saw! Okay?! I know you guys think I’m crazy!”

“We don’t think you’re crazy dude. We’re just worried.”

“Well stop being worried! I’m fine! It’s over! I know he’s dead-dead but he’s like… Alive!” He stares out into the air, he was really losing it wasn’t he? ”He’s both! I mean– If he’s Philip Wittebane then he is centuries old! That must– He must’ve– SOMEHOW?! You know? Maybe–” He gasped. “The palismen!” He stood and poked the table, grinning at his revelation. “He ate the palismen’s essence to stay alive! So maybe he–”

But when he faced his friends, and the little palismen curling away from him, Hunter retreated. Holding his hand to his chest.

“I mean– That makes sense, right? Doesn't it?”

Willow put a hand on his arm. “Maybe…? But that was then. Nobody lives forever.”

Hunter looks down at his chair, putting his hands on its back. “...Grief is not a burden for the dead.” He quoted. “It’s from the tale I read.”

“...Do you miss him?”

“No.” Hunter looks at Flapjack, Flapjack looks at him knowingly and Hunter’s expression contorts, he swallows. “No. I don’t.”

“It’s okay if you do.” Says Vee and Hunter finally look at one of them, at her. “I mean, the person you thought he was.”

“No, even that person was pretty awful, now that I, uh, can look at it all from the outside.”

But it still hurts. It hurt to know how all of it had been a scheme, how used and abused he had actually been. Now that he saw everything for what it was and understood things for what they had been - it hurt.

The wound had left him filled with a barren void where nothing grew. He was a wasteland now, like the dunes of ash where Caleb and the beasts were wandering. Was he really that unlovable? Had there been no part of Belos that had loved Hunter for the person he was, in a context by himself - without Caleb being the reason? Not that Hunter needed his uncle’s love or anything, he just needed to know…

Hunter was still just a kid. His anchor was gone. It had been a terrible anchor but it had been something. Kids need to feel safe, they will choose terror over nothing. Perhaps that part of Hunter was still looking for something to feel safe with. Someplace to call home. The Noceda residence would not be forever, the demon realm was full of the unknown.
Despite yesterday’s conversation, Hunter was still haunted by his anxieties for the future. All he could picture ahead of himself was doom and vacancy.

Something empty that simply ended.

Like blinking, and then you are gone.

There was no future, was there..? Not for him, anyway.

Willow taps him on the shoulder. Reminding him. He looks at her, his red eyes dulled. But when he sees her green, and the care she has for him in them, the colour returns. And he smiles softly.

“I’m okay.”

“Yeah?”

”Yeah. Sorry. I’m just..” He flaps a hand near his temple. “Head full of thoughts.”

Willow tilted her head sadly anyway, maybe Hunter needed a distraction? “Well, if you want, we could go flying in the woods or–”

The front door opens and they hear Camila.

“Sorryyyy! It’s just meee! I forgot something, I’m just going to pick it up. How are you kids doing?”

“Uhhh…” They all look at one another, then at Hunter who’s looking away.

“Good!” Says Willow, to spare Hunter. “Just fine!”

Camila purses her lips. “Is something going on?”

“We are just talking about what we know of grimwalkers.” Hunter fills in, his eyes going from the floor to Camila. He grimaces awkwardly and bounces a fist at his hip.

“And uh, we got a plan for Sunday!” Vee added. “Aaand we talked a little bit about the dog, you know?”

“Oh, I see.” Camila looked at Hunter, who avoided looking directly at her. Camila turned back to Vee who was looking at her a little pleadingly.

“Everything is fine.” Hunter says quickly to assure things were totally and absolutely not at all stressing him or anybody else out.

Last night, Vee had come to Camila to update her about how she felt about Hunter. How she had forgiven him, to his face, and about how they had asked him where he would go after they returned home. Which was nowhere.
Camila had yet to talk with Luz about Hunter and his situation, but from what Luz had said, she was fond of the boy and cared about his well-being. Camila would be lying if she hadn’t already begun to consider taking him in as well. She was sure Luz wouldn’t mind if she extended the same offer to Hunter as she had extended to Vee.

“Ohhh..” Camila nods, then smiles. “Oh, well, still sounds like a lot of things to think about. Do you need a break, Hunter?”

“Huh?”

She gestures for him to come and he shyly goes to her. “It’s a quiet day at work today, why don’t you come with me?”

Hunter looks at her with a shine in his eyes. “What? To– to your job?”

“Yes. It’s not busy today and you could help me, would you like that?”

“Um– are you sure? I don’t have any magic that could help or–”

Behind him, Gus slapped him on the back. “Dude! Go! You haven’t left the house in days! And~! You can report back to me about what you saw! It will be good for you.”

Hunter looks down at his shorter, grinning, friend. Surprised that Gus didn’t ask to tag along. “Um, maybe you should go with me then–”

“No no.” Gus held up a hand. He had already figured out that Camila wanted to give Hunter some space from the house and everyone. Space that wasn’t the mattress on the floor in the basement. “You go, we will be good right here.”

“But–” Hunter looks between Camila and Gus. Both smiling invitingly at him. “Uh– Okay. That sounds.. fun, actually. You are a beast keeper, right?”

Camila laughs. “I am a veterinarian! I heal animals- er, beasts!”

“Oh!” Hunter blinks. “I thought you tamed bea- er, Animals.”

She smiled. “No, you’ll see. Come. Put your shoes on.”

Hunter looked back at his friends, fidgeting, wondering if this was really okay to be the only one to go. Especially after the anxiety filled conversation. But they were all ushering and assuring him he should go, smiling and being joyful for his sake. He needed it. So he left to the hallway to find the red shoes that fit him.

Camila leaned in to Gus. “Is everything really fine?”

“Yeah. He’s just really stressed and he keeps thinking Belos is still around.”

“Ooohh, the bad guy? Hmm…” Camila squinted her eyes.

Out of all the kids, she had figured that Hunter was a bit different, with him being a child soldier and all. It’s not like Camila hadn’t noticed how he behaved around her, saluting and taking what she said as law and order. Perhaps Hunter needed to treat her similarly to how he treated his uncle, if only for a little while as he grew familiar with a normal life. It was a period of adjustment for Hunter, and Camila had the patience needed for it.

“I see. Hm. Well, don’t worry kids, okay?” She winked. “Why don’t you guys figure out what to get for dinner tonight. And Hunter and I can pick it up on our way home! Vee, you can text me the orders, okay?”

“Sure thing Camila!” Vee double thumbs up.

 

Hunter sat in the passenger seat wearing Luz’ hat to keep his ears hidden, silent as a doll with his hands knitted together. He wasn’t really sure he needed the hat, humans didn’t really seem to care too much about the ears - except for Jacob, that is.

“What music do you like?” Camila asked in the car.

Hunter’s lips moved a few times, then he dared a shrug. “Any music.”

“No, come on now, what genre? Gus said he liked.. uh, bard… uuh..”

“Mountain bards.” Hunter helps. “They use horns for a deep base.”

“Yes!” Camila grinned. “That! He said it was close to our rock music.”

Hunter blinks. “Do you… bang rocks together?”

She laughs. “No, no! Mijo lobo, no, I will show you.” She put on a rock channel and a song came on that she knew the lyrics to. “Oooh! This is a good one!”

Hunter watched her jig her head back and forth, singing along with the music as she tapped her hands on the wheels. But he sat quiet, watching her like a cat that didn’t understand but enjoyed the company.

“Hm.” Camila turned it off. “Maybe country is your thing? Or pop?”

“Pop?”

“Let's find one.”

Hunter watched her turn the little wheel around to change channels. He observed and registered everything she did to the car.

Pop music wasn’t really his thing either. But Camila figured that maybe Hunter just liked all kinds of music, like he said he did. Or he hadn’t explored enough to know what he liked.

“You are sixteen years old, right?”

“Yes, ma’am.”

She smiles. “Just Camila is fine.”

He politely nods and looks down at his hands resting on his knees.

“You know, anyone above fifteen can drive a car.”

“Oh?”

“Yes, maybe you’d like to learn?”

“Really?”

“Sure! I can teach you someday.”

“Oh, it looks very similar to how my airship worked.”

“Your.. uh…. air.. ship?”

“Yes, I– Well, it was technically the emperor’s coven’s airship but I could use them on my missions. I liked them. It was fun to fly around on my own.” He looked out the window.

“Must have been nice! Mh? Just you and the sky.”

“..Yeah.” Hunter smiles. “Yeah I liked that.”

“It’s the same with me and this car. Just rolling down the street, opening my windows. Feel the breeze in my hair. Ah, I feel alive! And with music blasting! Heheh, me and Luz always used to do that.”

Hunter watches her nostalgic smile. “Why did you stop?”

“I didn’t. But me and Luz didn’t get much time like that after her dad died. It just never… A lot of things fell away after he passed.” She sighed. “Like the farming corner. Painting the hallways. Sorting the attic.. Hm.” She scoffed softly and shook her head. “Time flies by too fast. Now she has a girlfriend and, gosh, I blinked and now she’s older.”

Hunter picks on one of his nails. “Have you.. Talked to Luz lately?”

“Mh? Oh, yes. Why?”

“Oh, er, nothing! I just… Think she should talk to you more.”

Camila gives Hunter a long glance that he avoids.

“Why, is something the matter?”

“Not at all. But ah, does she ever talk about her dad with you?”

“... No. Not really.”

“I think she should. Maybe. And.. uh, and maybe you should talk to her. Too. Not that it’s any of my business or anything I just- er, no, sorry. I am speaking out of turn.”

“It’s alright Hunter. I appreciate your insight.”

But he still remains silent.

“Do you think Luz is upset with me?”

“No! No, not at all! I didn’t mean to imply that!” Hunter waved his hands. “Not even close! I-I just thought–! She really should… Um… Talk with you. I think. You are pretty great to her, to us, I don’t understand why she thinks you wouldn’t understand.”

“Understand what?”

“Her.”

Camila blinks. “Has she said that?”

“Not directly, no.” Hunter squeezes his eyes shut. “I don’t mean to tattle on her. I just think a lot of the guilt she’s feeling could get resolved if she just told you about how she doesn’t feel like she fits in here.”

He grimaced at himself for spilling even more. He really hadn’t meant to. But Camila made him feel so at ease to confide in that keeping anything away from her was like trying to carry water in a bucket without a bottom.

It reminded him a little bit of his Uncle. Hunter had never been able to hide things very well from him either. But Camila didn’t make him feel like he was sinking in sand, at least.

Camila’s heart saunters. “No… Yeah.. I guess she would feel that way.”

He turns to her, confused. “You agree?”

“Luz is different.” Camila admits. “But I love that she is. But it has made her life difficult and perhaps that is my fault. I am her mother, you know? I am supposed to give her tools that help her navigate her life! And I think maybe I failed her.”

Hunter sees Camila’s eyes tear up and she sighs. Wiping them away and smiling.

“Sorry Hunter, didn’t mean to vent like that.”

“... You know, Camila… By saying you have failed her, you are implying that what, and who she is, is a failure.”

“No! Not at all–”

“You are.” Hunter looks out ahead. “Because then you’re saying there is a right way for her to be, to succeed.”

“No, it’s not like that.” Camila says in a mild tone, trying to not sound defensive. “She could never be a failure to me. I just wish I had given her a way to.. To…” She sighed, curled her lips in and furrowed her brows. To what, exactly? “To maybe find a way to be herself without being judged for it.”

“People get judged all the time.” Hunter argues. “You can’t control how people see you. You can only control your reaction to it. Luz is a weirdo.” He agrees, nodding with a smile. “She is crazy! Honestly! What kind of person crashes an airship just to save a bunch of creatures that aren’t even her responsibility? She risks her life for her friends, for her family. She’s incredible!”

Camila sees the pride in Hunter’s face for Luz. He’s all smiles and laughter as he retells his perspective of their adventures together, as enemies.

“Camila..” Hunter shakes his head and looks at her. “Your daughter will never fit in with anybody who believes she should change. Because Luz shouldn’t be changed, her light shouldn’t be snuffed. Everyone has been better off because of how she is.”

Camila parks the car outside the veterinary. Her hands on the wheel as she looks out over the parking lot.

Hunter cowers, shoulders high. She doesn’t look angry but he had never been alone with her like this before, not so far away from the others and not for this long, and he had never spoken so honestly with her before either.

“Um.. I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have–”

“No, thank you Hunter. I think… I think the way I failed her is that: I made her feel like she had to hide herself, because others wouldn’t understand.”

The two of them sit there for a moment longer.

“Well, I think you two should talk.” Hunter has his arms crossed, still apprehensive and anticipating that she might do anything similar to Belos. But she doesn’t.

Camila turns to him with a motherly smile.

“Thank you. I think so too.” And she unbuckles. Hunter follows her out of the car. He isn’t sure if it really is alright but when she waves at him to come along he follows.

“..I am sorry if I overstepped Camila–”

“No, haha, Hunter no! Really, thank you. I think I needed to hear that.”

“Oh. Okay. Um... Okay.”

She shakes her head at him, a little amused by how polite and nervous he was. She carefully patted him on the shoulder and felt him relax again.

“I promise it is fine.”

And he sighed out, finally being able to leave the anxiety at the door.

 

The clinic was very clean. He was seated in the clinic’s breakroom and observed how the lower cabinets were scratched up by little claws and fangs. The bright light was a little straining on his eyes and he had to blink several times to get used to it. He took off Luz’ cap. There were no other humans here right now anyway.

Camila was puttering about in the room, finding a cup for him and filled it with coffee.

“You like milk in yours, yes?”

“Ah- yes! Thank you!”

She hands him his cup and has him come with her.

“Ah, should I bring the hat?”

“No it’s fine. Your ears are cute.”

“Won’t they get suspicious?”

“It would be rude to point them out.” Camila chuckles and Hunter leaves Luz’ cap with Camila’s bag in her closet.

Together they go into another room that smells a lot like cleaning soap, fur and wet animals. Wherever Hunter looked, there were cages and big pounds for the dogs. Camila turned on the big ceiling lights and they flickered. In the middle was a long isle that Camila walked through.

Hunter stopped.

He listened to all the sounds of the animals around him. The lamp still flickering.

In his memories danced the dungeons and the basilisks moans and weeping. In his memories, the souls of the palismen in Belos’ mind replayed itself like a broken record. How they chirped, barked and squealed at him to run away.

Camila turned around. “Hunter?”

Hunter blinks himself back. “Huh? Yes? Oh, right. Yes uncle–” He halted. “C-Camila. Camila.”

She comes back over to him to walk with him. “Is it too much?”

“No! Not at all.” And stood there looking like the walls were caving in.

“They’re very nice.” She said and guided him to the side, to the smaller cages. Hunter peered into the first one and saw a ferret. It had a curly little smile, it reminded him of Luz.

“What is that?”

“A ferret! His name is Einstein.”

“Einstein.” Hunter smiles as the ferret looks both happy and cozy. Not at all in distress. “Hello.” Einstein meeped at him and Hunter’s smile lit up the room.

Camila introduced him to most of the animals. Some were more social than others, but Hunter didn’t mind the ones that wanted to be left alone. They only made him chuckle.

Before he knew it, he’d walked down the isle with her to the bigger cages and the pounds.

“And this one’s Leslie!” Camila gestures to the three-legged husky.

Hunter gasped. “A wolf!”

“Haha, almost! She’s a husky. They look a lot like wolves.”

Leslie had kind brown eyes and wagged her tail when she saw Hunter. Camila knew that Leslie came from a family with children and was a very friendly dog. Seeing Hunter with the biggest smile she’d ever seen on his face, she patted herself on the back for bringing him here.

“She needs a bath, would you like to help me?”

“Really!? I can help?”

“Of course! I did say I needed some help.” She winked.

“Do you work here alone?”

“No, but my colleagues are picking up some wounded animals at the moment. There’s been quite a few reports lately.”

Hunter’s smile vanished and he turned to Leslie’s lolling tongue and excited little tripod hops, like she knew there was bath time soon.

The thought of Belos possessing any of these animals made him angry. Had Belos been in here, then? How else had he managed to possess the grey dog?

He thought of all the palismen he had brought Belos over the years, his belief that they were weapons of wild magic and evil. In reality they had all been innocent creatures, just like these animals of the human realm. Just victims of Belos cruelty and selfishness.

Hunter wanted to protect them.

Camila opened the cage and Leslie happily hopped out on her three legs awkwardly. Excited, despite her wounds. Hunter admired her for it, what an attitude to have after losing a limb. Leslie hopped up and down at Hunter, sniffing and getting to know the new person.

“Oh-! Hello! Hahaha!” Hunter let her lick him and he laughed.

Camila hadn’t ever heard the boy laugh like this before, he was such a mild-mannered boy. She had both Leslie and Hunter come along into the further room. It was an operating room, but in the corner there was a big shower area.

Hunter had fun.

For the first time in a long time, he found something that made him elated and excited. Whenever the husky yapped happily, Hunter matched the energy, not minding that he got wet in the process.

“Whosa good girl? Whosa good girl?”

Camila smiled.

Hunter caught her smile and got shy. “Um-” he toned himself down a little.

“Oh don’t mind me. I’m just glad I brought you here to help me, eh, O’Bailey.” She nudged him and winked, in that goofy-mom way that made Luz roll her eyes smiling and Vee feel seen. It made Hunter feel seen too.

He looked down at Leslie. “Thanks for bringing me.. Camila. I know you didn’t actually need my help.”

 “Nonsense!” Camila throws her hand in the air. “Pfh! I don’t need help washing, maybe, but I needed company.”

Hunter didn’t respond but appreciated the sentiment.

“How far are you on the books now, anyway?”

“Oh! Book five.”

“Book five already! Oh my, you are a quick reader!”

Hunter was going to burst from all the validation and began to stutter. “Uh- tha-that isn’t very impressive, I think. I, um.. just…”

Camila’s wet hand ruffled him and he ducked away, chuckling. “Ew! Wet!”

Camila grinned just like Luz did. He flickered his fingertips so that water sprayed on her in vengeance. 

Camila laughed. “Ew! Dog water!”

Then Leslie thought it would be fun to join and shook her fur.

“Oh-!”

“Ew-!”

“Leslie!! No!” Camila made her stop.

 

Hunter watched Camila dry Leslie off as he sat on a chair with his cold coffee.

This was nice. He had never had anything like this with Belos before. He couldn’t remember a single time he and his uncle had goofed off or laughed. Hunter’s shoulders sank as he realized he had been deprived of the bare minimum.

Camila wasn’t even his parental figure, she was just a nice lady who wanted her daughter’s friends to feel alright in her home. She didn’t even have to do that. Or… Maybe this is how people actually treated one another and Hunter just never knew.

“There, now she’s all clean.” Camila says proudly. “What do you think mi hijo?” She sees Hunter looking down into his cup with a distant gaze. “Mh, lobo? Are you alright?”

“Huh?”

“Are you okay?”

“Yes. Sorry. I space out a lot lately.”

“Oh?” Camila tilts her head and lets the silence follow. Hunter tried to remain silent, to just nod and not elaborate. But his mouth opened anyway.

“Why.. Are you so nice to me?”

“Because I want to be.”

Hunter furrowed his brows and saw his reflection in the coffee. He was just a shadow on its surface.

“Are… Are all humans this nice?” He looks up at her. “Or is it just the Nocedas?”

She chuckles. “I am glad you think so highly of me and Luz. But no, I think people are just people. We choose who we are. We can choose to be kind, and choose the reason we want to be. Just as we can choose to be cruel and justify the reason we are.”

“So why do you choose to be kind?”

“Hm..” Camila figured that just because wouldn’t be satisfying enough for the boy. The memory of her husband lingered fondly, like she could feel his kiss against her cheek even now.

“I have met a lot of bad people, and a lot of good people. And I always thought.. You know… The best medicine is love.”

Hunter leaned his head to his shoulder, not entirely sure how love could be medicine.

“Sometimes people just can’t let go of the pain. And it destroys them. But love, I think, can heal most things. If you let love come in, that is. You have to choose to let it in, to be loved and love in turn.”

“How.. do you let go of something that is always inside you?”

Camila gestured for him to come along so she could put Leslie back in her den. Hunter hopped over to her. His red eyes looked up at her for guidance. He had done the same with Belos, looking for directions and answers, but only ever got riddles.

Camila was a little vague, with the love-medicine metaphors, but Hunter felt he could make better use of what she told him than anything Belos had offered him.

“Well..” Camila puts Leslie back and locks her cage. “Depends on how you were hurt, I suppose.”

Hunter hesitated. “Um… If someone doesn’t.. Think there’s a future for them. Because, maybe they were made to think that: unless they were someone or something else, they weren’t worthy of being happy?” He looked away from her. His this-is-totally-not-about-me was not as incognito as he had hoped and Camila put her hand on his head, stroking his loose curl back. He blinked a few times at the sudden affection, and dared to look up at her sentimental expression.

His ears turned red for having been uncovered. “Uh-! It’s not about me! Obviously!”

“Obviously.”

“It’s– For a friend! I know a friend . Who, um, feels that way.” Hunter’s eyes shifted.

Camila grimaced with pity. “Okay. Well, for your friend then - I don’t think they should give that much power to someone who doesn’t love them enough to let them be happy with who they are.”

“What if they’re not sure who they are, yet? What if they’re hopeless..?”

Camila looks at the insecure boy and puts her hands on his shoulders. Her brown eyes look into his red.

“There will be times when you feel like you’re only sinking - but in those times you must be strong, you must choose yourself and hang on tight. Have courage and not let go of hope. Don’t forget that.”

Hunter blinks and nods. Then he gasps. “Book three! Chapter fourteen!”

Camila laughs. “Yes! A good philosophy to keep to!”

They both curl their fists and look at the ceiling. “We will chase stars in the dark, there is no galaxy without a light to find!”

They giggle.

“Aaah! You are so cool Camila!”

She ruffles him. “Not as cool as you mi hijo!”

Hunter beams.

He follows Camila out to the clinic again. In his wounded soul, he had found a replacement for Belos.

 


 

Luz came home from school and practically tackled Amity in the hallway when she saw her coming down the stairs, kissing her face like Hunter was about to ambush them and push them apart like yesterday.

Amity laughed. “Hello batata!”

“Helloooo~~! Mh? Where is everyone?”

“They are in the backyard. That neighbour is..” Amity inhales through her teeth and leans in to whisper. “She’s a little nosey. She’s been trying to talk with us whenever we are working on the farm.”

“Ay ay..” Luz cringes. “Yeah she’s a bit like that. She is part of the neighbourhood watch.”

“What’s that?” Amity tugs her blanket around herself some more.

“Basically it is just a reason for the elderly to get together and feel like they are contributing. Their purpose is to make sure the neighbourhood stays above a certain standard.” Luz squints. “They can be rude sometimes, but they don’t have any actual power. Some of them are actually helpful, like if you’re lost or need help, and some like her are… More interested in, er, gentrification, I suppose.”

“Aha.” Amity clicks her tongue. “Sounds like my mom.”

“It does, doesn’t it.”

The girlfriends giggle.

“So how was school? Did you talk to Masha?”

“No, they weren’t there today either. Still not answering my texts too.” Luz looks at her phone and pouts sadly, scrolling the various messages of where are you? Are you sick? Get well soon! call me! Are you here?

“Maybe they got the cold reeeeaally bad.” Amity tries.

“Maybe..” Luz sighs. “Maybe.”

The two of them go out to the backyard to help the rest of the gang with the crops. Though, Amity only gets to sit in a sunchair with her blanket and her notes.

The neighbour, Mrs Stout, was walking around her own yard and glancing at them through her pointy sunglasses under the pretence that she was simply looking after her own garden and garden house of veggies.

The Hexsquad exchanged looks that spoke for themselves.

 


 

The grove had been quiet after Belos revealed his true identity to Kikimora. He had been a human, this whole time.

He revealed to her that his end goal had been to bring magic to the human realm. He told her of his real name; Philip. And how , when he arrived at the Boiling Isles to look for his brother, the Titan had spoken to him. Chosen him.

Kikimora took in his tale, convinced of his innocence. That the rebels had taken his face and thrown him back to the human realm in this state.

The emperor had been a good man, this whole time. That all he had wanted was to do what the Titan asked - he believed the Titan had big plans for the two realms.

He did not elaborate what this big plan was. That even now, despite his misfortunes, Belos still wanted to help everyone and continue. And he couldn’t then, in good graces of the Titan, share with Kikimora what those plans were.

He extended to her the choice of helping him. “But I understand if it is too much. I will not ask for you to save us all with me… I couldn’t ask that of you, not after what you have been through. After what you may have lost.” He had told her. “But I must say.. it is so nice to see a kind, loyal, face again.”

How could she not help her master? Her people? She was a loyal servant to him, the Boiling Isles and (of course) the Titan!

She could be important. Not just a footnote. If she helped Belos now, upon her arrival home she would be celebrated as a hero for the ages!

“Of course I will help my lord! What can I do? I will do anything!”

Belos kindly smiled. “I need a new body, first of all…” He said. “A bigger one than this dog.” The poor dog was shaking by the knees trying to hold itself up.

“I will find one for you! No worries!” She held her little claws out. “I still have my magic!”

“Good! Good, thank you… And, as for Jacob Hopkins… I need him.”

“Oh?”

“He believes witches are evil, but I think we can make him understand that only some are evil, while some - like you and I, are not. The rebels have taken my nephew, they are all still under a loyal brainwash, I am sure.”

“The golden guard? You want him rescued?”

“He is my nephew. And I still need him…”

“Hm..” Kikimora was not happy about sharing Belos with Hunter, but perhaps the boy would not have the high-ground in this situation? She would deal with it for now. “What is your plan, lord Belos?”

“Please, call me Philip.”

“Lord Philip.”

And Philip smiled through the pained snout of the dog. “Thank you.” And goop dripped from his nose. “Now… We need Jacob because he is a human and resourceful. He is willing to do anything to feed his grandiose ideas of heroism. He believes witches are here to destroy the human realm. Let him believe so, but tell him there are witches in the demon realm that wants to stop it. You and I are two of those. We want peace. And we need his help.”

Kikimora nods. “Yes my lord! Count on me!”

“I know I can.”

 

Kikimora groaned. She was tied up and stuffed inside what she could only describe as a box meant to carry pets in. She sat up and scooted to the little door to peek out. The room had a warm glow, she was placed ontop of a table.

“Ahem! Helloooo~?”

She did not feel too afraid, Belos- er, Philip, had told her they wouldn’t harm her. That did not mean she wasn’t a little worried though. She had no reason to run away, so being tied up was silly to her.

She kicked on the door and it easily came open. She crawled outside, hopped down the table and looked around the warm living room. The big black square had her quirk her brow a bit, not sure what it was. Kikimora used her magic and undid her bounds.

It appeared the humans were out, for now.

“Helluuuu~~?” She chimed again as she wandered around. “Humaaaans?”

But they were nowhere.

And she was hungry.

So she decided to start raiding their fridge.

 

In the meantime, Jacob and Masha were at the store.

“You can’t skip school for this!”

“You skipped work!”

“Ah-! That-! Hey!” He pointed at them, then himself. “I am an adult! You are a child! It’s different! Besides… You haven’t told Gretchen, have you? She would KILL me.”

“Of course not!” Masha grumbled. “That demon thing… She wouldn’t believe me.”

“We could show her.”

“She would freak out!”

“Yeah, you’re right. Hm.. We must keep this a secret! If the public knew, they would all freak! It is better we assess what the demons and the witches are up to, first, and then we can involve the authorities!”

Masha gave him a look. “You want to involve authorities? That’s new.”

“You don’t think we should?”

“No! They’re my friends!”

It was Jacob’s turn to give the look.

“I mean.. I think they are? Maybe..” They looked at their phone, all the messages they had left Luz on read with. Masha wasn’t sure what to think. It was better to get Jacob’s version first, they thought. They trusted Jacob and he was someone they felt safer with. At least Jacob was who he said he was, and besides… This whole time he had been right.

There had been witches among them.

There had been magic and witchcraft and all sorts of things. The more Masha thought about the Elisabeth gardens, the heavier the sinking feeling in their stomach got. It was the plant magic that really had them spooked. It was so powerful. They remembered the girl up on the hill amongst the tulips. How the dark skies reflected in her glasses as she held up her glowing fists and made the earth turn to her will.

What if she was an evil witch? She so easily threw both Masha and Jacob around like nothing. No doubt could a witch like that really hurt people.

Humans had no powers, after all.

Jacob nudged them. “Hey, it will be alright. What do you say we get some pizza after this and interrogate the demon. yeah?”

Masha smiled. “Yeah.”

 




“Heeyyy! Amity! Luuuz! Get into the kitchen!” Gus shouts and Willow has to poke a finger in her ear. “We are deciding on what to ooorrrdeeeer!”

The couple came inside and Luz gasped happily at the sight of the pizza menus. “Ohhh! Pizza! Are we having takeout again?”

“Yeah.” Said Vee, tapping a notepad with different orders. “Camila and Hunter are going to pick it up later.”

“Oh. Hunter?”

Amity hugged Luz’ arm with her blanket. “Yeah, your mom forgot something and came by, she took Hunter with her to her work.”

“Oh! I thought he was sleeping in the basement” Luz chuckled awkwardly and felt a bit bad for not having asked sooner. “But that’s good! He probably needed that.”

“Yeeaahhh..” Said Gus and scratched his head. He couldn’t quite decide which pizza to try. Pineapple and ham sounded great, but so did the Greek.. Whatever Greek meant. He put the menu down. “He was kinda wound up earlier.”

Willow tossed a menu into the pile, she decided on the vegan option with the olives. “Yeah, he is pretty stuck on Belos still being around. I wish we could do something to make him feel better.” What she really meant was her , but didn’t want to admit that aloud.

“Mhm.” Sniffed Amity. “And the whole full moon thing.”

Luz nodded. “Next Sunday, right?”

“Yes! And we have a plan, in case something does happen.”

“Yeah!” says Vee. “We’re gonna have him stand in the backyard and if he goes all ROWR on us Willow can use her magic to hold him. I mean.. If we go by werewolf rules here, anyway.”

Luz scoffed. “Werewolf, right. Well, let's hope he has some consciousness in it, or, actually let's hope nothing happens.”

“What is a werewolf anyway?” Gus asks, eyes squinted with interest.

“I can show a video on mewtube.” Vee says and begins to search for a quick mythology video of sorts.

While she does that, Luz goes to the calendar. She grimaced. “Uh, is this accurate?”

“Yeah, why?”

“Uuuumm.. The full moon is today.”

“No?” Amity pokes Sunday. “Look, it’s white. The full moon is shining white, isn't it? So that Sunday is the full moon.”

“That’s a new moon.” Luz pokes Wednesday. “That’s a full moon. It’s inked in because it’s full.”

“... Are you sure?”

“Yes I’m sure!” She whimpered and began stepping around anxiously. “Augh! They have to get home before then!”

“When does the moon come out?”

“Uuuuhhh, around… er…” Luz scratched her head. “I want to say midnight but that’s not accurate. It’s April, so it should be around… 18-19:00?”

“That’s like in an hour or less!” Vee grimaces. “Camila said she’d work late today because her colleagues are out on errands. And some dog is getting picked up today. So it depends on if the owner is late or on time.”

“Ack! we better call mom and tell her.”

“On it.”

 


 

In Camila’s locker, her phone rings. Hunter and Camila are hanging out around the cages as she explains the different kinds of animals to him.

As it rings, the battery blinks on its last bar.

 


 

“She’s not picking up. They’re probably busy.”

“Ugh.. I hope she calls back. Call a few more times so she sees it’s urgent.”

“That’s a good idea!” So Vee does that, leaving messages as she does.

“Is it far to her job?” Asks Willow, ready to fly with Clover. “Maybe we could fly there?”

Luz grimaces. “I… Dooon’t.. actually know the way there. I only ever went with mom in her car and I never paid attention.” Luz turned to Vee. “Do you know?”

“No, I have never been there.”

“Agh! Call again! Call again!!”

 


 

After having handed Leslie to her owner, Camila heard the phone in her locker. As she opened it to answer the call, the phone died. “Awh, shoot! I should have put it on charge, ack..”

“Is everything okay?”

“My phone died.”

“Oh no… How did it die?”

“It’s not alive.” She chuckles and Hunter blushes for having thought otherwise. “I just need to charge it, I can do it in the car. Vee was going to send what everyone wanted to eat. Hm.. If it hasn’t charged until then, we will just guess!” She nudged him with her elbow. “Lucky I have my very own O’Bailey with me, eh? I’m sure you know what they’d like!”

Hunter smiles. “I will do my best guessing.”



The two of them got outside and Hunter felt an electric sensation in his skin. It was faint, like a buzzing. He looked at his hands to see if there was something crawling on him but there was nothing. Hunter turned up to the grey clouds and squinted.

The air felt heavy with pressure.

“Do you think it will rain?” Hunter asks.

“Hm? Oh! Probably!” Camila and Hunter got in the car. “Might be thunder too, if we are lucky!”

Hunter buckles up. “The rumbling?”

“Yes, it’s not dangerous. Just, ah, don’t go swimming. Thunder isn’t dangerous but lightning is. You don’t want to be struck by lightning. Stay inside a car, don’t hold anything metal up in the air. That sort of thing!”

“Oh.” Hunter nods. “Electricity.” He looks at Camila’s phone beginning to charge. “You guys harvest it for energy. Right?”

“We do!”

And they drove off to the pizzeria.

 

Camila asked Hunter to change the radio channel, and he saluted. “I’m on it.”

His tone made her a little concerned. Like he was responding to an order. She let it slide until she asked what kind of pizzas they might like, since the phone hadn’t charged yet.

Hunter demeanour was automatic, listing the options to her like a lieutenant would to a general.

Perhaps this was a good time to talk about it.

“Ah, Hunter, you know… You don’t have to treat me like that.”

“Like how? Have I offended you? I am sorry- I can change and–”

“No! No no, haha, no, mijito. You haven’t done anything wrong.”

Hunter held onto the belt anyway.

“I just noticed you talk to me, sometimes, like I am a superior.”

“But you are?”

“No. I am not. I am just Luz’ mom.”

Hunter shook his head. “No you are the head of the household. You are the provider and the-”

“Yes, yeeess, sureee.. But I am not above you.”

Hunter couldn’t comprehend what she was trying to say and his expression matched his thoughts. Camila pressed her lips together. Perhaps it was still too early to have this conversation.

“Never mind.”

Hunter’s skin prickled and his heart began to beat fast. “No!” He begged. “Wait, I can fix it! If I’ve done something or if I have behaved badly, I can– I can change! I can be whoever suits you best or–”

“What? No! No, I don’t want that! Hunter, I am not your uncle!”

Hunter squeezed the belt in his fists. They both stared at one another, the car became as gray as the weather outside. Hunter turned to the window.

Camila sighed. “I am… Look, I am just saying that–”

“It’s okay.” His voice was small.

She saw how he had turned away so that she wouldn’t be able to see his face. She chided herself for having brought it up too soon.

“I have said it before, Hunter; You don’t owe me anything.”

But hunter didn’t respond.

“.. Do you understand?”

“Yes.”

“... Do you? Because it feels like you are having some thoughts on it–”

Hunter turned to her with a polite smile. “Nope. I’m fine. I understand.” And turned to face ahead instead.

Camila watched the road as she found a place to park outside the pizzeria. She didn’t unbuckle yet, so Hunter didn’t either.

“You know… Luz and vee really likes you.”

Hunter glances at her.

“And I haven’t talked to Luz yet, but I was thinking–”

Hunter’s heart beat so much it almost hurt. “I-I think!” He blurted. “I think you should talk to Luz! First! Before anything!”

“Oh! Oh, okay? But Hunter, you know you aren’t–”

“Mhm!” He unbuckled himself. “Camila it is fine, really! I'm not upset I totally get it. I’m sorry I made you feel weird.”

“You haven't though! Tat’s the thing! I am just worried… I don't want you to look at me like I am, well, an empress. I’m just a mom.”

Hunter let some of his tension go. “I don’t.. know what that means, really.”

“Have you never had a mom?”

He shook his head.

“Just your evil uncle?”

Hunter let the loose belt go and it slid into the chair. He opened the car door. Camila unbuckled and got out too. “Hunter. Did you have nobody else?”

The blonde boy stops in front of the car and looks into the windshield. He wasn’t sure why it made him feel ashamed. Why he felt so embarrassed to admit that all he ever had was his abusive uncle. That he didn’t understand what family meant outside of the context Belos had given him.

It wasn’t until he had met Gus and Willow that he understood that friends don’t stab each other in the back or try to take advantage of one another. He had never been good at it, it had always made him feel bad, and perhaps that was why he never had any friends either.

Camila comes next to him.

“Your uncle was pretty awful to you, wasn’t he?”

Hunter doesn’t reply. He didn’t want anybody, let alone Camila, to see how broken he was. How useless he was. How little he knew or understood of real relationships. He just wanted to be around people that made him feel nice, he wanted them to feel loved. He wanted to take care of and protect and– He couldn’t do any of that if they knew what a mess he was. Messes weren’t very reliable.

Camila put an arm around him. “He’s not here now, okay?”

Hunter nods.

“I’m here. And you don’t have to pay me anything to be welcome in my home or my family. Okay?”

Hunter looks up at her. The dark clouds had a shine behind them that lit up her glasses.

The boy only nods, probably not grasping the depth of what she was implying. But that had to be good enough for now, she thought. It was a start.

“Come.” She shook him gently to rustle the sad out of him. “I still need help figuring out what to get the others, mh? You’re so observant! I bet you know more than I.”

He dares a small smile.

“Ah! Wait!” He says. “I forgot Luz hat!”

“It’s okay, like I said, I doubt they will comment on it. It would be rude.”

Camila had been right. Nobody said anything. The floor was sticky and the menus bright, the room smelled of melted cheese and his stomach growled. But behind his usual hunger, there was something else.

That tension from before wouldn’t leave him.

As they waited for the pizzas, Hunter noticed his nails had grown into claws. Confused, he inspected them “What the..?”

But got distracted by the pizzas and got to carry them to the car with Camila.

Hunter licked his lips, he couldn’t shake the feeling there was something amiss, something heavy, like a big eye was looking down at him from the sky.

Camila opened the car door and got her phone, it had finally charged a bit and she put it on.

“Ah! The phone charged!” She looked at the missed calls and messages. “Oh!”

COME HOME QUICKLY! HUNTER– [read more]

Camila blinks, confused and curious, and lifts her gaze to face Hunter. “Say, Hunter–”  But Hunter wasn’t at the other seat. She leaned out of the car and saw him standing there, looking at the sky.

“Hunter, you alright? I have missed calls from Luz, so I’m going to call her!”

But he didn’t respond.

The clouds parted.

The moonlight stroked his skin and sent a shiver down his spine. “.. oh.” He whispered.

“Hunter?”

Oh01

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Hunter blinked, and then he was gone.

Notes:

I HOPE THIS LIVED UP TO THE HYPE TTATT

Oh!! And if you like my art and how I write characters and drama, perhaps you'd like my original story in blood we rise? :)
www.inbloodwerise.com
it's a gay romance between a witch and a vampire in the 19th century! There are gods and family drama ;)

Chapter 17: 🌕 Grimwalker

Summary:

Grimwalker time. :)

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Grimwalker


Camila watched as the transformed boy sat knelt over the pavement, heaving his chest like his bones had all stretched around under his skin and threw him in a hurricane. He was coated in fluffy fur, bat-like wings and with a long tail. She couldn’t help but think of a gargoyle when she looked at him. His clothes had torn to make room for his wings and his growth, his shoulders broad and his height significantly different. The fabric ripped when Hunter rolled his shoulder’s forward over himself, holding his head as he breathed to calm.

Camila bit her lip. Was he in pain?

“Hunter..?”

Hunter lifted his head from his hands, two horns protruded from his forehead and his red eyes were droplets in two pools of ink. She hadn’t expected his wild gaze and shivered.

“Rrr..” Hunter’s voice rumbled deep in the back of his throat, the kind of rumble Camila knew wolves to do when they didn’t want anybody to come close.

But this was not a wolf. This was Hunter.

Her boy.

“Ahh.. Well, I can deal with this!” Camila nervously chuckled as she held her hands up, unsure how to approach the teenager in distress.

Camila swallowed. She watched his body move as he took large and slow breaths, like a scared, cornered, wild animal full of andrenaline.

“No problem! Hahahh.. Ah. Okay. Probably just a scared little baby!” She told herself and stepped into her veterinarian role. “Right? Just a nino lobo!”

Camila approached him carefully, Hunter’s nose curled in a snarl.

“You’re not scary, just a little–”

“ROWR!!”

“Ay ay!” Camila quickly opened the car door when Hunter began to move towards her, and shut herself inside the car. “Eek!”

Outside, Hunter hissed and barred his large fangs, climbing up on top of the car. Camila quickly called Luz. It barely rang a note before she picked up.

[“Mom-!”]

“YOU DIDN’T TELL ME HE WAS A WEREWOLF?!”

[ “Werewolf?! No! He’s a grimwalker!” ]

Camila saw Hunter’s tail bump on the window in front of her. She gestured at it. “HE LOOKED AT THE MOON AND GOT FLUFFY! I admit the wings and the horns are a diversion but he’s–”

[ “HE GOT WINGS?! Where are you guys?!” ]

“At the pizzeri–AAAH!!” She screamed as Hunter had slipped with his claws against the window, leaving clawmarks across the glass, and suddenly came face to face with her. They both screamed at one another.

[ “Mom!” ] Luz yells. [ “We’re on our way!” ]

“Hurry please! Aaaah–!”

Camila looked into Hunter’s eyes and saw his panic.

“Oh– No, oh no! It’s okay baby!”

[ “Huh?” ]

Hunter looked at his hands, his chest rapidly expanding and sinking. He climbed up over the car again. Camila got out.

“Wait! Hunter!”

[ “What’s happening?! Mom??” ]

“He’s– I don’t know! Wait nino!”

Call it a mother’s instinct. But when she had looked into his eyes, it was as though she could see him in there, struggling under layers upon layers of natural instinct. How he was pushing against it to try to gain some consciousness or control over himself.

And she wasn’t wrong.

Being a grimwalker was like wearing several suits of skin that weighed the real you down underneath. Each layer was pulling him to act on doing something - one was scared and confused, another angry and ready to defend himself, another was just really hungry for some fish. it was as though someone kept pushing him under a surface while was was splashing around to see what the heck was happening above the surface.

Just let go. The nature told him. It’s easier if you let go. Stop fighting me.

Hunter pushed against his newfound nature - simultaneously realising it had always been there and waiting for him, and being genuinely surprised it actually showed up the hour of fullmoon as expected.

It’s just you now. His grimwalker senses told him. No uncle to appease or be scared of, no friends to earn their trust of, no Camila to have hopes in. Just you.

He was trying to form a thought, something made of words and reason. But it was like fighting jelly with a sword. You only got chopped jelly out of it.

It was easier to stop trying. What was the point fighting it anyway? He couldn’t think, just feel.

His skin tingles and his heart hums, the moonlight was bright and felt cool against his face.

He felt so lonely, like a drop of oil in the ocean. Things just kept happening to him. He was really trying to do better and be better, to overcome what had been. But there was no use, was it?

It just kept haunting him. Every time he thought things were looking up, something jumped out and yelled surprise with a sledgehammer and knocked him down a few pegs or more.

He wasn’t a person, he was a grimwalker. This whole time! He had no idea! He hadn’t known how abusive his uncle had been, he felt so stupid now that he could look back on his life. And ontop of it he’d never even known he was a grimwalker, or that Belos had manouvered him around for sixteen years to never touch the light of a fullmoon. He had no parents, he was just a copy of a dead guy. He wasn’t a witch, or a human, or a demon, or a beast.

Just a patchwork.

He had wasted his life believing he could be the person Belos had promised he could be. And now he had no future, not the one his uncle set out for him, and not the one he wished he could have here either. He wouldn’t be able to stay here in the human realm with the Nocedas forever anyway so why was he trying to build something here? Hunter had nothing.

Camila would never be his new– What? His new Belos? Empress? Was that what he had been trying to do? Just replace a bad thing with a good thing and hope it will solve everything?

It was pointless to fight it. Wasn’t it?

You got me. Said his nature and Hunter was pushing against it, struggling to not give into it. Being a grimwalker was scary, he didn’t know what that meant. They were dangerous weren’t they? They hurt people.

Hunter turned his eyes up to the moon and Camila had her hands reaching up to him, trying to lure him with little clicks - like you would a kitten or a frightened puppy.

“C’mere, come, come come! Psh psh psh!”

Hunter’s large and frayed ears sloped as he turned to her. Instinctively, he recognised her. Like it was nature to him to feel fondly of the human by the car.

“There! Come come!”

Why was she nice to him? Why was she trying to help him? She was wasting her time.

I’m going to hurt her like this.

It wasn’t thoughts, only feelings. Hunter hissed at her, confused over her intentions and wanting her to stay away from him.

It hurt to imagine how stupid he had been to have had hopes. What if he believed in her like he had believed in Belos? Because this had been so much nicer, his hopes had been so high - just like with Belos, he imagined a future where he had been promised something good.

What if this hurts too, but worse?

This would hurt so much more.

Hunter let out a loud growl and bared his fangs to scare her, making her back away.

“Sheesh!” Camila lifts the phone to her ear. “Where are you Luz– NO! NO NO!”

Hunter leaped off the car and ran over the parkinglot, climbing over cars as he did so and scratching the paint with his claws.

“NO!! WAIT!! WAIT!!”

[ “What’s happening?! we’re almost there!” ]

“He’s running to the woods–!”


Jacob was driving the car, looking angry.

“I said I was sorry.”

“Mhm.”

“Gretchen doesn’t have to know!”

Jacob turned to Masha. “Of course she does! Masha! You can’t tell her you’re spending the night at a friend's house! I’m her ex! It’s weird!”

“Oh shut up, you’re basically an older brother to me at this point! Or, like.. a dad.. whatever.”

“...What?”

“Don’t read into it. Look, it’s fine! I’ve called her last minute before and told her I stayed with a friend!”

“But you are lying!”

“You have a demon with answers in your home Jacob! I’m not leaving you alone with her!”

“I’m an adult! And–”

“What’s that?”

“And you can’t just–”

“Jacob, turn the headlights on.”

“What?”

“Headlights!”

“Oh!”

Jacob saw the shadow of something large come running. He turned his headlights on.


Hunter was stabbed by the flash of a light. Blinded by the neon, he yelled out in pain. The light hurt, it seared into the back of his cranium like needles and he curled together like he’d been shot. The hood of the car struck him in the back.

He gasped.

The blur of the headlights became a halo in the dark. The cold and damp road floor scraped him up as he rolled from the impact. His head was ringing. He heard Camila yelling. His vision swam in doubles and the shadows got out of their car.

“HOLY MOLEY IS THAT A WEREWOLF?!” Jacob wheezes and frantically searches for his phone.

“ARE YOU CRAZY?!” Camila yells at Jacob and snarls. “THAT’S MY SON! YOU HIT MY SON!”

Masha looks at the lump of a creature trying to get up on his knees. When they saw his face, they recognised him as the boy from the Elisabeth gardens. The one that had fought Jacob, the one that had so easily engaged in combat and been running on top of the nature-witches' roots.

Masha’s hands involuntarily began to tremble. They weren’t scared, not really. In their mind they knew better. These witches were just kids like themself!

But.. Everything that had happened at the park had shooked them. Their body remembered the fear and helplessness that Masha, in their mind, was already over.

Being helpless, powerless.. Masha thought of their dad. Of Gretchen. Of the custody battle.

Sometimes the body remembers, even when you’re past something.

They didn’t want to be helpless anymore. They were supposed to be all confident and cool now. Their friends looked up to them and admired them now! Things were supposed to be different.

Hunter groaned.

Camila ran to him. “Hunter!”

Masha looked at Hunter and in their minds eye kept seeing Willow ontop of the hill amongst the tulips and the thunder behind her. There was just something about that imagery that made Masha feel small again. Small and weak and helpless.

Hunter couldn’t see anything in the headlights, he was frightened of who was approaching him and let out a loud growl and swiped his claws out to keep the person from coming closer. His wings spread to make himself larger and he hunched his back, the spiky fur rising over his neck.

“Careful!” Masha grabbed her and pulled her back. Hunter hissed and his tail curled over the pavement.

Jacob was filming.

“Jacob!!” Masha yelled at him and he began juggling his phone. “What are you doing?! Call an ambulance or the cops or something! You hit him with the car!”

“No!” Camila begged. “Not Police! Look at him! They will hurt him!”

“But–” Masha turned to Camila. “ You look at him! An ambulance won't be able to detain him!”

Hunter got up on his feet.

The trio looked up at the towering beast boy. The moon shone white behind him. His breath was so warm in the April night air that it turned to smoke.

Jacob turned his phone up to film and Camila smacked it away, yelling an array of insults at him in Spanish.

“I don’t know what you’re saying!” Jacob complains. “But I know an insult when I hear it!”

“Let me translate then! You are a cruel, evil, creepy man!! You–”

In the skies flew Luz with her friends in tow, minus Amity. Vee was flying on Flapjack and hugging him for dear life in her Luz-Doppelganger form. Luz was flying on Ghost.

Camila smiled and breathed out at the sight of her daughter. She came from the sky like an angel with her friend.

“Mija!!”

Masha saw Luz and their shoulders shot up, then the other Luz- well, Vee. Vee saw Masha too and let out a little wince of a squeak. Masha’s eyes darted from Vee to Luz, to Gus to Willow. Her glasses lit up from the car-lights and her curly dark hair coiled around her pointy ears. When Masha caught a glimpse of Willow’s taught expression, they turned their gaze away. Their heart beating fast.

Hunter, however, saw the descending witches on their palismen and cowered. When the grimwalker took a step, he hobbled and every alarmbell went off in Camila’s head: Her wolf boy was wounded.

Hunter looked at the woods like it had a big exit sign.

“¡Espera hijo mío!” Shook her head in her blubber, Hunter didn’t know Spanish. “Wait!”

Before Hunter could run, she grabbed his tail to stop him. “Wait hijo!”

Luz landed. “Mom! wait! Hunter–!”

Hunter turned, pupils small and wild. He did not see her for who she was, the claws came towards her like a jagged axe.

Jacob shoved her out of the way and took the strike across his chest. “AGH-! CRAP!” and made a mental note to himself that the character in his book would have to say something cooler than that when he was wounded.

Jacob was lucky his jacket was thick and that his wallet was in his chest-pocket, or Hunter would have cut him deep in the flesh.

Willow blocked the way for Hunter to escape into the woods. “Hunte-” He spread his wings as he jumped over her, flapping them once like a double jump and dug his claws into the tree he landed on. Looked back at them once before leaping further into the greenery.

“NO!” Camila yells and begins to run to the woods, trying to no avail to jump over the large ditch that separated the road and the forest. Shrubbery and rocks are already slowing her down.

“Mom wait! Wait! We will go get Hunter! You take Jacob to the hospital!”

WHAT?!”

Jacob was looking at his hand that had been pressed over his shoulder, it was wet with blood. “Ops!” He said stupidly and laughed nervously. “That’s not good!”

“Jacob!” Masha fretted. “Jesus! Why did you do that?!”

“I can’t let the citizen of Gravesfield get hurt!” He said with a fist in the air. “I must prote– eeeeecctt.. aahh my knees! Hahaah!” And Masha had to hold him up. “No worries! I am OKAY!” and made a dumb ok-sign, which Masha did not believe for a moment.

“I can’t drive!” Masha calls out to nobody in particular but thor gaze landed on Camila in the ditch. Their eyes pleading her to help.

Camila cursed and climbed out of the ditch. She pointed at Willow, Gus and Luz, and Vee.

“You!! Get Hunter!”

She pointed at Masha. “YOU!! Get him in the car! I’ll drive!”

“O-okay! Thank you!”

“Idiot!” Camila pointed accusatory at Jacob. “Big, big idiot!”

Luz and the gang hopped back onto their palismen and turned to fly into the woods with haste to catch up with their grimwalker friend. Vee, not a very good flier, flew slowly on Flapjack after them and managed to catch a glimpse of Masha watching her fly into the woods. Masha looked on with confusion and a pinch of fear and worry.

Vee turned away in pain. She didn’t have time for this. Hunter needed her. “Hurry up Flapjack, I can handle it now. I think.” Flapjack sped up. “WOAH OKAY OKAY TOO FAST! TOO FAAAAST!”

Vee closed her eyes, the wind tugged at her hair and clothes. She let her tail come out to curl around the staff for extra support, she clung to the pole with all her body and whimpered.

The forest is pitch dark, only the moonlight illuminated the branches and the leaves here and there in various shades of green and blue. Everything smelled like wet wood and pines. Drops from previous rain hit her in the face.

Between the trees she spotted Gus, he was standing on his staff with an elegance she could only ever dream of having. All around him floated lanterns he had conjured with illusions. He spread his arms and his fingers, dodging the trees and their branches, the lanterns zigzagged like willow-wisps everywhere, lighting up the paths all around. The lantern’s yellow light made the shadows of trees dance in long black lines, like a carousel without music.

Vee could now see Luz and Willow too. Their figures lit up by the lanterns.

Willow was making trees move away and branches suck in or grow out for her to spy around to find their fluffy friend.

“Hunteeer!” Luz called. “Hunter! Come out! It’s alright!”

“Hunteeer!” Gus cupped his hands around his mouth to throw his echo further. Around him poofed four blue illusions of himself, flying in different directions to call for Hunterl as well.

Vee sat up on Flapjack as the bird slowed down for her, seeing Willow grow increasingly more worried and panicked, more so than any of the others.

“Hunter?!” She called, the trembling in her voice clear as the moonlight in her back. “Hunter?!” Her eyes glowed green, Willow curled her fists and pulled upwards. Uprooting two large trees and felling them.

Willow felt helpless. She wanted to just magically find him and curl him up and take him home. She wanted to rescue him. But there was no grimwalker boy to find where she was looking.

With great might, she made another tree crash over.

Vee grimaced and flew to her. “Willow, easy! You will scare him.”

“Ah-!” She gasped. “I– I’m just–” She looked around, the green glow going away. “Why can’t I find him?”

“We are all trying to!” Vee hoped that would console her. “It’s not just on you.”

Willow squeezed her eyes shut, to force away any tears from surfacing. “I have to find him.”

“We will–”

Willow flew ahead, leaving Vee in the air by herself. Vee blinked, watching the plant witch stroke tears from her eyes when she thought Vee wouldn’t see. Vee folded her ears down. Poor Willow.

Then she felt it. The scent.

Hunter’s scent.

She sniffed at the air.

She could always smell him before she saw him. The faint scent of palistrom, stonesleeper and selkidomus. Vee made Flapjack spin around in a circle and–

There, in the shadows of leafwork and twigs, peered two red and glowing eyes out at her. His growl was nearly soundless as it rumbled deep down in his lungs of stone.

Here is something Vee had never known before this very moment: Grimwalkers and basilisks are natural enemies - Basilisks ate magic, grimwalkers boosted it.

Without thinking, she hissed, eyes large and face contorted as a basilisk.

The feeling was mutual and Hunter roared in return.

The Hexsquad trio turned to the sound of fighting. They flew over and found Hunter and Vee fighting on the ground, wrestling, snarling and whipping their tails to get the upper hand.

“Guys!!” Luz called. “Stop!!”

“I can’t help it!!” Vee snarled at her as Hunter snapped his fangs in the air near her face threatening to bite her but never pushing far enough to reach her.

Willow landed on the ground with Gus. Hunter had his back on the ground and managed to squirm his legs under Vee and kicked her off, she hit against a tree and fell to the moss below.

“Vee!” Gus ran to her, getting in Hunter’s way. But he never went in for an attack, he just growled at them both. Vee hissed behind Gus.

And then it clicked for Willow.

She remembered how Hunter had told her of his fighting style, he avoided hurting his opponent if he could. He was on the defence. He did not approach Gus or Vee, just jabbing towards them to make them go away or stay in their zone.

“Willow!” Luz snapped her out of it. “Grab him!”

“Right!” Beneath Hunter’s feet and hands, the roots began to coil, twist and reach around Hunter’s limbs to hold him. He growled, bit and clawed. Willow had to make more roots unbury themselves from deep underground, as Hunter was much stronger and sharper than she had anticipated.

The grimwalker turned to her. Saliva dripped from his lips from exhaustion and adrenaline. Willow held him with all her strength, and Hunter growled and pushed.

“Woah-wow.” Gus backed up as Hunter was actually managing to brute-force his way out of the roots. The roots snapped and he launched forwards, claws out.

Willow yelled.

Luz’ attempt to stop the grimwalker from crashing into her friend was futile.

He pinned her to the ground and roared into her face. Willow closed her eyes and turned away. When he held her down, the opposite of a boost happened. When Hunter had been himself, and boosted her, she had felt as though she was full of bubbles. Light and happy. But now she felt heavy, tired. Not drained like Vee did, but like her magic was a weight in her that made her feel weak.

And helpless.

Hunter was strong and his hands on her arms began to hurt. He hissed at her.

“Stop! You’re hurting me!”

And Hunter stopped.

Willow turned her face up and looked into Hunter’s red and black eyes. He stared down at her like he couldn’t put the pieces of a puzzle together. Like he both knew and had no idea who she was.

"... Hunter?" Had he understood her? Could she help him?

She carefully reached up to cup his fluffy cheek. His hair was just as soft and silken as it looked. And suddenly he didn’t seem so scary anymore.

She saw the fear build in his eyes.

Hunter pulled his head back at her touch. Blinking and getting away from Willow. Willow sat up, she tried to make plants grow again but it felt heavy. Too heavy to use magic. Like Hunter had put a big rock on her powers.

She remembered how his boost had felt, and how you had to let it go. She closed her eyes and found the feeling of weight inside her, she couldn’t move it off of her - only when she saw Hunter’s frightened expression did she find the willpower to crack it. She let out a small breath of effort as the spiritual rock faded off of her. Her magic returned. 

Hunter saw Luz, with her hand out like she was trying to keep him calm.

“Hunter, it will be okay! Do you know us? We’re your friends!”

Hunter stared at her.

“No..?” She let go off her staff and Ghost turned into a cat.

Her friends did the same with theirs. Hunter squinted at Luz and his nose scrunched with apprehension.

“See?” Luz tried to sound friendly. Make herself small by bending her knees and carefully approaching. “Yeah? Friends? Remember?”

Hunter hissed.

“No? Back up? Okay!” She backed up again and Hunter furrowed his brows. He turned around to Gus, who was doing similarly. He hissed at him for approaching.

“Alright! Backing up!”

Again, Hunter wasn’t sure what to make of this. Were they not enemies?

No, worse. They are my friends. Why are they my friends? Look at me.

He glanced at Willow.

No thoughts, just instincts and feelings.

Just knowing he had almost hurt her. Made her scared of him. Done something to her magic for a moment there.

I just hurt them. They think I can be someone I’m not. They think I can be free, that I’m more than what Belos wanted me to be.. But I’m not. I just hurt them.

Hunter spaced out. He looked into the darkness of the forest.

Ahead of him was the doom and vacancy of shadows and the unknown. He was something that simply began at Belos’ creating him for a purpose, and ended in this.

It’s just like blinking.

Hunter’s heart hummed.

Dying is just like blinking, and then you’re gone.

Hunter didn’t want to die. But he didn’t want to be here, where it hurt, where his friends kept thinking they could fix him or help him with love alone.

In his mind, Hunter was tired of pushing against the grimwalker nature. It was too heavy, and honestly? It made sense to him. It pinned him down and begged him to just give in now. To stop fighting the inevitable.

Just run away.

Just run as far and fast as you can. If I just let go, I might find myself… Maybe I can… Maybe I’m an answer? If I just let go.

Hunter stopped struggling against his nature. Inside his mind, he was tired of fighting the grimwalker. Himself. He was always just fighting himself, wasn’t he? Maybe it was better to stop.

Everything is always hurting. I’m scared. I don’t know what I am doing. I am tired of trying to be better when I’m just so broken, everything keeps falling apart. I just want a break. I don’t want to pretend everything is fine and like I am so mature and put together! I’m not!

I am not! 

I’m just this!

The friends exchanged gazes, not sure what happened to Hunter as he spaced out where he stood crouched against a tree.

“Hunter?” Willow tried, approaching. “We’re helping, okay?”

Hunter shook his head.

“Do you understand us?”

He shook his head again. So Willow wasn’t sure if he was just soothing himself by shaking his head.

But then his red eyes met her green. He held onto the tree. As he was trying to place her in his emotions and memories, a flicker of something warm and nice came to him.

A soft glow, when he had kept his eyes closed and sweet fingertips had brushed through his hair. Like earlier, when she had cupped his cheek.

Not fighting himself made his vision clearer. That was Willow. He knew Willow.

Hunter tapped the tree with his claw.

Willow blinked.

He tapped it twice.

Willow carefully opened her arms. “...Hug?”

Hunter unfurled himself. He recognised this feeling. It was a nice feeling to escape into. Something that felt safe and like he could hide there forever. Just sleep for a while until the bad things go away.

“Yeah?” Willow asks hopefully as Hunter edges closer. “Hug? Want a hug?”

But he stops when he sees Vee.

She had forgotten to turn back into a human form and was watching him as a basilisk. Immediately Hunter felt his heart fill with the ink of terror. Vee blended with his understanding of not wanting her to be angry with him, and caring for her safety away from him, and his instincts of her being a basilisk and his enemy.

He snarled towards her.

Vee’s response-snarl came out as instinctively as a cough when a bug flies into your mouth. She quickly smacked her hand over her mouth to stop it.

Too late. Hunter quickly turned around to leave the danger, not wanting to fight his friend-sister-enemy(???) the girl he couldn’t quite place properly. It was better to flee than figure it out. Flapjack flew in his face and he let out an angry roar at him, more so out of frightened surprise than actual anger.

Unlike any other time, Flapjack could not resist the command of being told to let him pass. And it seemed all the other palismen were affected too.

As Hunter escaped into the bushes and the pine trees, Flapjack followed after him like the loyal palisman he was.

Gus held out his hand to get Emmiline to turn into a staff, so he could follow Hunter into the forest. “Hunter wait up!!” And stumbled over rocks and roots when there was no staff in his hand to hop up on. “Whuah-! Emmiline! Quickly!”

Emmiline meeped on his arm.

“What?! No! Don’t listen to him! Listen to me! He’s getting away–! Hunter!” Gus and Luz both tried to chase after him by foot. But Hunter was nowhere to be seen.

Willow was trying to make Clover turn into a staff too.

“What do you mean he said don’t follow me?! I don’t care! He needs our help!”

Clover blinks up at her, just as confused as the other palismen. They weren’t sure why they were listening to Hunter’s orders over their own witches, but they simply couldn’t help it. The grimwalker had spoken.

Gus turned to face the vast forest, darkness and the night be damned - his friend needed him! He began to run into it but was stopped by Vee.

“Wait! No! It’s too dangerous on foot!”

Gus angrily pulled his arm out of her hands, his eyes full of anger. “Why did you snarl at him?!”

Vee pulls her hands to her chest. “I– I couldn’t help it! He growled! I just–”

Before Gus could say anything he regretted, Luz stepped in. “Gus! Gus… She couldn’t help it.”

Gus takes a breath and his lip trembles. Willow is quick to give him the hug she had meant for Hunter and he turns in to her to accept it, letting out a small wince of grievances.

“Augh!” He pulls away from her, pinching between his eyes. “Mother of Titan!” And kicks a pinecone. He turns to Emmiline instead. “What’s the matter with you guys?!” Emmiline looked down sadly. “...Ugh, sorry.. I’m sorry…” And pet his little chameleon who snuggled into his palm.

Luz held Ghost in her arms. “Can we ride you now, please? Hunter might hurt himself.”

Ghost meowed and turned into a staff after a short second of contemplating. The other palismen followed suit. Vee held herself and her guilt.

“Vee.” Luz said and extended a hand. “Come, fly on Ghost with me.” Vee climbed up behind her, hugging around Luz’ waist.

“I’m so sorry–”

“It’s okay sis.” Luz gives her a smile of comfort. “We will find him. We found him before! We can find him again.”

The Hexsquad flew through the trees, picking up their chase once more.

From beneath an uprooted tree that Willow had felled, Hunter peeked out and watched the light of his friends disappear. Flapjack chirped and sat on Hunter’s head between the two horns.

Hunter looked up at Flapjack and tilted his head.

“Mrr..” Purred Hunter and folded his own wings in and down over his sides, and crawled away into the forest.

Hunter had stopped fighting it.

He let the grimwalker nature fill him.

A strange sense of ease came over him as the forest became his to explore. There was a scent in the air that called him.

Moonlight stroked his fur and his wings as he silently leaped between the trees to wherever the scent was taking him.

 


 

Hunter grunted, his throat felt dry and gold was shining into his eyes. His entire body felt heavy as a sack of rocks and his head felt like a bowl of water. He didn’t want to move. Even if the golden light was prickling at his eyes. It was a beautiful light, anyway, and he didn’t mind it too much. It was warm and everything else was uncomfortable.

Flapjack chirped from a place somewhere near and above his head.

Hunter had never been hungover before, but he could imagine that it must feel similarly to this.

Moving any part of him hurt. His back, in particular, felt very sore and sensitive. His hair lay across his face in dirty strands and curls.

Flapjack chirped again, nuzzling at his head to wake him.

Hunter sighed, winced, and moved carefully.

He was slumped against a stump. All around him was a grove where the ground was dead and scorched. Nothing grew there in a radius around the stump. The forest circled the stump like it was afraid of it. Like it had sucked the life from the soil itself.

Hunter propped himself up. Blinking like he was trying a pair of new eyes. Flapjack flew to sit perched on his knee.

Chirp!

“...I’m.. okay.” Hunter said in a hoarse voice, and meaning okay as in I will live and not okay as in I’m whole and not in pain.

He held his hands up meekly. His clothes were torn. He’d lost a shoe and the other had split open in the front and was now flapping like a fishmouth.

Hunter leaned his head back against the stump, using it as a pillow. The early sun rays warmed his cold skin.

Chirp.

“Mh..” Hunter sighed. “Give me a moment.”

His muscles were tired, but he was beginning to worry a bit about the pulsating feeling over his left-side back. He tried to remember what had happened last night.

There had been pizza… Then everything went black. The rest played in his mind's eye like a very blurry video, and only in small clips. He remembers lifting his claw to (what he only now could recognise the blurr of colours to be) Camila. He had definitely pinned someone to the ground too.

“No..” Hunter closed his eyes, sucking in his lip. “ No ..” and pressed a palm against his face. His eyes stung with salt. “No..”

Chirp, Chirp!

Hunter swallowed the forming lump in his throat. “What..?”

Chiiirp!

“Really..? Nobody’s hurt?”

Flapjack grimaced. Chirp.

Hunter furrowed his brows. “Jacob?” And struggled to sit up properly. “What? Why was he there? Is he alright?”

Flapjack shrugs and then nods. He wasn’t sure, but tweeted to Hunter that Camila had taken him to the hospital. Which meant she was okay too. He breathed out in relief and sank down against the moss.

“Thank the Titan..!”

Flapjack hopped up on his chest. Tilting his head down at him with a whistle.

Hunter scoffed. “Yeah..? Ngh..” He pushed himself with his right arm to get up on his knees. He couldn’t quite get to that point yet and used the stump as a chair, holding his wounded left arm.

He looked around himself and at the grove.

The stub looked old, very old. Like maybe it had been dead for a long time and only now had begun sprouting new branches again. Hunter looked around himself, at the thin branches with blue leafs piercing up from the edges of the stub like the back of a throne or a row of arrows.

He sniffed at the morning-dew air.

“What is that scent?” He lifted up Flapjack. “It’s like you, but not you.”

He paused, and lifted his arm to smell himself. He smelled like wet earth and forest grime. It wasn’t him either.

He looked at the stub.

It was the stub.

He stood up too quickly and tripped himself over. Hunter and Flapjack both looked at the stub in the morning golden glow.

It was a palistrom tree.

“What the?” Hunter got up again. “What is it doing here?”

Flapjack chirped.

“What? Someone planted it here from our realm? …How do you know that?”

Flapjack’s eyes went wide, and shifty.

Hunter squinted at him. “Do you know something? Are you not telling me–” Everything hurt. “Agh..!”

Flapjack turned into a staff. Hunter frowned at him. “.. Fine, but you won't avoid this forever.”

He held the staff and got on carefully. Flapjack lifted him off the ground and Hunter could feel that he wouldn’t be able to fly quickly or too high without falling off. Moving his head made him feel nauseous and he could only hold the staff with one hand.

Flapjack flew low and through the woods at a slow pace.

The wood felt moist all around him. The human realm was rather wet, he thought, while the demon realm was dry.

Sometimes he had to hold his hands up to move wet leaves away. The dew was cold and he was as worn as his tattered clothes. He was hollow inside and tired, trying to have any thoughts made his head ache. He also had no idea what time it was, other than morning. His clothes were damp and dirty and his hair was greasy and full of pine-needles. He plucked some of them off, but gave up. He was just too tired.

Soon enough he recognised the pathway, some of the trees, and the fence to the backyard of the Noceda residence. Flapjack flew Hunter all the way to the backdoor before turning back to a bird.

Hunter wobbled slightly, he was heavier than he had anticipated.

The backdoor was open and he quietly got inside.

The early sun rays coloured the silent living room in gold, his shadow on the wall had him jump slightly. At glance he’d thought it was Belos.

He touched his own hair. It was too long.

What hadn’t bothered him before, out of lack of any self-care for self-grooming, now struck him as something he’d like to change.

But not right now.

Too tired.

To dirty.

His torn shoe made a noise when he walked and he made his way upstairs, only halfway realizing that taking a shower upstairs was stupid when he had his clothes in the basement. He should shower down there instead.

Hunter let out a big sigh and was about to turn to head down when Amity quickly appeared from the girls’ bedroom.

They looked at one another.

“Hunter!”

Hunter winced at her loud voice.

Amity put fingers to her lips with worry, looking him up and down.

“Titan, Hunter.. Are- Are you okay? Everyone’s looking for you.”

Hunter let out a breath. He was too worn out for this conversation.

Amity had been sick at home, and left here for this reason - in case Hunter showed up here. It was only in hindsight Amity had realised that she should probably have kept Ghost with her, in case she had to defend herself. But All turned out well– kind of.

Amity came over and wrapped her hands carefully under his elbow. “Come–”

“Ow ow ow! Not that arm, not that arm.”

“Oh! sorry.” Amity moved over to the other, hoisting his arm over her shoulder and supported him to the bathroom. Usually Hunter would have objected to this kind of assistance. But honestly? He was too tired and too wounded to care.

The eclipse lake duo slowly entered the bathroom and Amity put him on the toilet lid.

“Are you hurt?”

“I will live. I’ve had worse.”

“That was not my question.”

Hunter’s half lidded eyes looked down at the carpet. He remembered the last time he had been in here with Amity. Back when he ate the chili.

“Could you.. Get me new clothes?” His voice was just barely above a whisper and he met her golden eyes.

Amity sighed. “Okay. But first, do you need help or..?”

Hunter hesitated. Did he? And by Amity of all people? Yeah. Yeah that was alright. She was his friend and with the way he felt he could need a little assistance with the shirt at least. And the shoe.

“Shoe and shirt. I can do the rest myself.”

“Alright.”

Amity undid the shoe and eyed it with morbid curiosity. How did that happen?? She carefully got the flannel shirt off and helped him get one arm out from the tattered shirt underneath.

“Thanks, that’s enough.” He requested.

Amity spotted the purple bruise on his back under the shirt and lifted it up carefully.

“Geez, Hunter that’s–”

“Ow-ow-ow-ow!”

“Sorry! Sorry.. That’s a big bruise. Is anything broken?”

“No, not broken, everything just hurts.”

“It looks like purpura.” She notes aloud. Hunter gives her a look. “Er, my dad used to get them a lot from work. Y’know? When machinery bonked him or something. He got more careful though.”

Hunter turned his hazed gaze out into the bathroom. “...I think I got hit by a car.”

Amity blinks several times at him. “Uh– Okay? Are- Uh, are you sure you are okay???”

Hunter nods. “A shower would be nice though.”

“Right. Of course– Um.. Okay. I will get you clothes. You, uh…. Don’t lock the door, okay? In case I need to come in and rescue you or something.” She smiles, to be polite and be gentle with him. Trusting his word and that he would call for her if he needed it.

He had accepted her help after all.

Hunter holds up a thumbs-up.

Amity leaves to retrieve clothes from the basement. She picks out a pair of clean sweatpants and that sci-fi tee-shirt he and Gus had fanboyed over. Hunter could need something nice right now. And some nice socks. On her way up, she spotted Hunter’s little wolf figurine and smiled. She brought it with her upstairs, putting it in the hallways instead, next to the bowl of keys and sunglasses.

She knocked on the bathroom door.

“Clothes!” She announced.

She opened the door only a little, from where she stood, she couldn’t see anything anyway as the door was in the way - but for his comfort she didn’t open it more than needed and placed the clothes on the floor.

“...Hunter? You good in there?”

“Mhm.”

“Need help or anything?”

“No..”

“Okay. I will be right out here by the stairs.”

She left the door slightly ajar and went to sit on the staircase, watching the front door.

The others weren’t back yet and the whole house was quiet again, save the sounds from the bathroom. She heard the shower turn off, the chirps of Flapjack and Hunter’s deep sighs and rustling as he moved around.

He emerged from the bathroom, hair damp and wearing the outfit Amity had chosen for him. Her expression greets him with a calmness he appreciates after the turmmultious night. He takes a seat next to her and only then does she notice he hasn't managed to get his left arm through the sleeve.

“Need help?”

He nods mildly, not meeting her and she helps him. He winces a little.

“Sorry.”

“‘s okay.”

When his arm is free, he holds it.

Flapjack flies down to sit on the railing and look at the door.

The rose gold duo shares the silence. It’s comfortable and Hunter closes his eyes. It was nice to be home and in her company. Amity turns to him and he turns to her.

She only has to look at him, he sighs.

“I don’t remember much.”

“But are you okay?” Hunter doesn’t respond. “Hunter..? I don’t have a phune here- er, phone. So.. But if you need bandage or–”

“I am okay.” His voice was void of anything that made it sound like he was actually okay.

She would have hugged him, had she not been sitting on his left side where he was wounded.

She wouldn’t argue with him. They both knew he wasn’t okay. And perhaps because they were both raised in polite society, she allowed the pretense of him being okay to save him grace. Even if they both knew the case was otherwise and that they both knew that. But for whatever reason, that Amity couldn’t know without being in Hunter’s head, Hunter needed to pretend he was okay a little bit longer.

Sometimes people weren’t ready to stop lying to themselves, even if they knew they were.

The front door opened and the first person inside was Gus.

He gasped at the sight of the duo on the stairs. “HUNTER!!!”

The younger boy amost fell on the stairs and threw himself at his older buddy. Hunter held back groans of pain, Amity winced on Hunter’s behalf and politely began to separate the two.

“Gus! Gus– Gus he’s hurt, don’t–”

“What?!” Gus turned to the blonde with worry. Hunter grimaced.

Behind Gus came Luz and Vee. Luz and Vee both gasped in unision, smiling with glee and relief upon seeing him, doing the same mistake as Gus and piled onto Hunter.

Hunter’s back pressed against the stairs behind him and this time he couldn’t hold his whimper back.

The two sisters quickly let go of him and looked at him with worry. Hunter squeezed his eyes shut to stop any tears of pain from showing.

“Are you hurt?” Luz asked.

“No–”

“Yes he is.” Amity kindly puts an arm between her girlfriend, Gus and Vee.. And Hunter. She smiles at them, understanding their joy for seeing him whole and kind-of-okay.

Hunter scooted up one step for space. The trio saw then how much pain he was in as he moved.

“Hunter, are you–”

And then the next round came. With Willow and Camila.

“Hunter!” Willow gasped and was about to make the same mistake as the others. When they all held up their hands and went No no no no! He’s hurt! hurt!

“You are hurt?!” Willow fretted. “Where?!”

Hunter stared at her.

Something came back to him.

Willow was pinned down on the ground as he growled at her, her face turned away.

         Stop! You are hurting me!

He blinked, shook his head. “Did– Did I hurt you?”

“Huh? No! No, you didn’t!”

“No I did.” Hunter got up, holding his arm. “I did, didn’t I? I–” He pressed a hand over his eye. “I can’t remember.”

“I am fine! I promise!” Willow climbed the stairs and Hunter took a step up, standing in the upstairs hallway now. Willow stopped. “...I promise.”

Camila waded through the kids, Hunter now found himself face to face with her. He cowered  at her towering figure, despite her caring expression.

“I’m so sorry–” He started, but was interrupted by her hands cupping his face.

“I was so worried.” She panted and Hunter’s eyes lifted to meet hers and they were full of relief for seeing him alive and at least conscious and somewhat whole. “Are you okay bebé?”

Hunter blinked.

With each blink his eyes got more glassy. He swallowed as best he could against the lump threatening to crack his voice in his throat. He let out a small whimpering sob as he inhaled some air.

“No.” He closed his eyes and the tears rolled. He shook his head. “No. I don’t know. I don’t think so.”

“Are you hurting?”

He nodded and put his hands to his face to hide, but lifting his left one only hurt his shoulder so he had to lower it and fold it over his chest to hug himself instead. His friends were standing in the stairway and looking up at them. Camila was in the way, but they heard Hunter’s spirit break in his voice and his quiet sniffles, and their hearts broke.

Hunter was always trying to spread himself thin when it came to being okay. Sure, it was not the first time they had seen Hunter cry now, but Hunter had always claimed to be fine right after and during. Dismissing himself as being sensitive or that his tears weren’t that serious.

His ideas of being okay were a lot different than theirs, and if Hunter could admit he wasn’t okay, then most likely this was rather bad.

Hunter sobbed into the nook of his arm, Camila held him carefully in a hug.

“Where does it hurt?”

“My head, my back.” He stroked at his eyes, trying to stop the tears. Embarrassed even if he knew he didn’t have to be.

Amity climbed the stairs a few steps. “He got a big bruise on his back. I– Maybe something cold would help?”

Camila turns to her and then back to Hunter, who’s regaining his composure by breathing slower.

“Come.” She guides him with her arm and the friends move with them down into the hallway where Hunter stops. Apprehensive to go into the kitchen and receive the care she wanted to provide him.

“I lost a shoe.” He says. “And broke the other–” It was a silly excuse to reach for as a reason she should be upset with him.

“It’s okay.” Camila assures, trying to get him to come into the kitchen.

Hunter shook his head. “No, wait, and the clothes are in pieces too.”

“It’s okay.”

“But we don’t have that much and–”

“Hunter.” Luz says from beside him. “Let's not think about that stuff. We can get you other shoes and clothes later. Okay?”

Hunter doesn’t look convinced and won’t go into the kitchen. Like he was trying to think of reasons he couldn’t go in there and get more of Camila’s assurance.

A feeling from last night gripped tightly around his chest.

He didn’t want to get his hopes up. Didn’t want to imagine that this house could be his home. Didn’t want to look at Camila like a kind version of his uncle. Hunter had been all wrong, again , and he hadn’t even realised it until Camila told him in the car last night.

      I’m not your uncle.

     You don’t owe me anything.

His emotions were jumbled and he didn’t trust himself to accept anything nice, not when he couldn’t understand what it meant. There was no transaction going on, and he didn’t know how to approach that.

He remained in the shaded hallway.

Willow, Vee and Camila stood in the kitchen where the sun had trickled inside. He saw how weary and tired they all were too, out looking for him all night.

Hunter took a step backwards.

He was a burden. He didn’t want to be a burden. He was supposed to make their life easier! They had made his life easier, so– He owed them! 

And he was messing it up more and more!

He just couldn’t–

“Hey…” Luz hooks his good arm and he looks down at her little smile, the ferret from the clinic really had looked just like her. “I know your head is full of thoughts and stuff. But maybe let them go. For now.”

Hunter relaxes.

Remembering the feeling of being a grimwalker. How he had tried all night to fight it, to stop his feelings and instincts.

You are fighting yourself again. Just let go. It whispered deep inside him.

So he did.

He let Luz take him into the kitchen, Luz was safe. Luz had been his first confidant, he remembered their first meeting. How easy she always made everything seem. Like she was a light in the dark.

Like blinking. And then you’re gone. - But if you dare to hope, there’s a chance to see it all again.

He didn’t know what to do with himself, but Luz made it better. She made it feel like it was okay to have a little bit of hope that things would be okay after all.

Hunter put his hand to his face again, holding the sob for as long as he could. Luz hand stroked his good shoulder, and he let it out through a hiccup.

Camila returned to hold him and he hid in her arms, leaning against her shoulder.

Luz looked at her mom, Camila looked at Luz. They shared a look like they both agreed to talk later about Hunter. And, by the looks of both of their affection, they wanted to talk about the same thing.

Vee carefully brushed her hand at his good arm. “It’ll be okay Hunter.” She comforted.

The hallway was small, the sun from the kitchen poured into it and filled it with a golden light.

Hunter didn’t know it yet, and wouldn’t for a while, but he was already adopted in their hearts.

 


 

 

Kikimora groaned on the floor, burping as she had eaten nearly everything in the fridge. She heard a tapping noise from the other room and went there to look.

Outside by the backdoor stood an elk with blue eyes.

“My lord!” Kikimora opened the door. “Is your new body better?”

“Yes.. How is it going?”

“Um.. The humans aren’t back yet!”

“Hm..” Belos turned the elk out and onto the backyard. He looked up at the pink skies. Kikimora watched him with curiosity. “It was a full moon last night.”

“It was!”

“....” Belos nods and returns to step over the broken fence and into the forest.

“My lord?”

“Remain at the house. Speak with Jacob. Report to me when there is a chance to.”

And Belos leaves Kikimora standing in the doorway, tapping her little claws together nervously.

“Okay, my lord..”

Kikimora watched the elk disappear and returned into the human home to explore it further.

She wondered where they could be?

 


EXTRA ART:

The parking lot

Notes:

*lays down and dies*

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Chapter 18: 👻Caleb Wittebane

Summary:

Jacob is having a bad day.
Gus is thinking about what his friendship with Hunter.
And Hunter has a fight with Flapjack.

👻

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

caleb wittebane


 

- HOSPITAL -

Camila and Jacob had argued the whole car ride to the hospital, Masha had tuned most of it out. They didn’t like when adults fought. They especially didn’t like Jacob arguing with her.

“Just shut up!” Masha had cut him off in the middle of explaining his evidence of why witches were evil. “Please..?” They were in the backseat, looking to Jacob in the passenger.

Jacob turned to look at them but closed his mouth. “Okay.”

Camila darted her eyes between the two, glad he shut up but worried about the child in the backseat. She couldn’t abandon them at the hospital. She didn’t trust that Jacob wouldn’t go tell people he ran into a “werewolf.” 

So here they were now. Jacob gestured at his shoulder and his big band aid. He had received a few stitches on the one cut that Hunter had caused.

“See?” He said to Camila, loopy from sedatives and blinking unevenly. “Dan g e r o u s.”

Camila rolled her eyes. “I’ve seen pets with worse wounds than that. You will live.”

Before Jacob could say anything else, a native woman dressed in what Camila could only describe as; an upside-down cupcake, came into the room. Her hair was yet black and slick in two long ponytails. The only thing that didn’t fit her costume was the waist-short leather jacket.

“Jacob!” The woman growled angrily and Jacob tried to hide behind his tiny, tiny, wave.

“Hi Gretchen.”

“What the hell were you thinking?! Where’s Marshal?!”

Jacob points a finger-gun at Gretchen. “Masha.” He corrects. “Aaaand they’re over there.”

Masha gave their sister a wave from a chair. Gretchen turned around to face their sibling. Inhaled, looked ready to explode, then exhaled and shot daggers of glares at them both.

“What the hell were YOU thinking?!”

“I was just-”

“You lied! You said you were going to sleep over at a friends house! Have you been lying every time?!”

“No!”

Jacob sailed a finger up in the air. “In their defence, I have a teeeny tiny demon at home.”

This did not help Jacob. At all. Gretchen curled her fists together like she was demonstrating how she would strangle him.

“Don’t get my sibling involved in your delusions! Get. HELP.”

“It’s true! I have evidence!” Jacob began patting his bare chest. Remembered he was not wearing his jacket anymore and began looking around for it to fish his phone out. “We hit a werewolf!”

“Oh my god..” Gretchen closed her eyes and opened them to Camila.

Camila realised then that worrying about anybody believing Jacob was not a problem. Nobody would believe him.

“Who are you?” Gretchen asked tiredly.

“Ahh, I am Camila. Jacob here, hit my car.”

“I DID NOT!” Jacob gasps. “It was a werewolf!”

“Jacob, please. Stop, okay? Just.. Just stop. I’m so tired of this.” Gretchen begged. “I was having a great night with the girls and then Masha calls me and–”

“He’s telling the truth.” Masha met Camila’s begging eyes, then Jacob’s hopeful, then their sister’s on the verge of heartbreak. “Really.. I saw it.”

“Masha, I understand it’s fun to play pretend, I understand Jacob is a lot of fun and he’s been important to you but… You can’t go to him anymore. Okay? Not until he gets his life together. He needs help and it’s not good for you.”

“But he’s not delusional!” Masha stands from the chair. “It’s true! He showed me the diary and–”

“God, the forgery you mean?”

“It’s not a forgery it’s–”

“Masha, he's tried it with me too. I get it, you’re a kid and I understand my breakup with him was hard for you. But you can’t run into his fantasy and fuel it, just to keep him around. It’s not helpful to him.” She sighs. “I love him.. Okay? But we can’t be in his life like this.”

Camila’s heart sinks and she thinks of Luz. She glances over at Jacob who let his head fall back against the propped pillow. Gretchen did not believe him and it didn’t matter what Masha said. Camila, for her part, could not be honest about it either. She had to protect her kids.

“But it’s true.” Masha begs and Gretchen turns to Camila.

“He hit my car.” Camila says politely.

Gretchen nods and sighs again. Camila recognised the tiredness in her. This young lady was just trying to balance a good life and the scales kept tipping over. Camila knew it too well and hoped things would work out.

She looked over at Jacob, who smiled sadly and waved to get their attention.

“Masha, it’s okay.” He said. “I’m feeling more lucid now.” He gestured at his head, not looking lucid at all thanks to the drugs. “And.. It is… possible I just.. Saw a dog run across the road before I hit mrs.Noceda’s car.” He curled his lips in, hoping he wouldn’t regret this.

“No–” Masha knew what he was doing.

“No no, it’s cool. Look, I get it. But Gretchen is right, you know? I’m not all there, sometimes.” He swallowed, looking down at his watch. Time did not freeze for him. It did not freeze or rewind for anybody.

Jacob knew he couldn’t drag Masha down with him. As much fun it had been to have them as a sidekick on this little adventure, Gretchen was right. It wasn’t good for them.

He nodded, lift his head proudly at Masha, as if to thank them for believing him. At least there was one person who did.

“I will be alright.” He winks. “Don’t worry.”

Gretchen leaves Masha’s side to go to Jacob, she takes his hand and he painfully blinks away from her. Coughing and pursing his lips to try act tough and like he did not at all have a lump in his throat. 

“Jacob…” She says quietly. “Please get well, okay?”

“Mhm!” He tough-guy-nodded in hopes to convince anyone and failed. “Yeah, they patched me up so, you know.”

Gretchen squeezed his finger. “No, the other thing.”

Jacob looked at their hands. “... I don’t think I can. I uh, I have to protect Gravesfield.”

She nodded and let him go. Jacob’s fingers stretched for her warmth and stared into his empty hand.

“Life is not a book.” Gretchen told him.

“It could be.” Jacob lifts his blue eyes to meet her deep brown. “I’m just figuring out what genre I am.”

“Yeah.” Gretchen puts her hand on Masha’s back. “Good luck with that, then.” And turns to Camila. “I’m so sorry about this.”

“It happens. I understand.” She opened the door for the family of two and left with them.

“Bye Jacob.” Masha said before the door closed. Camila spied Jacob through the little window and watched him sniff and put a hand over his eyes.

“And, Masha.” Gretchen said, Masha looked up at her. “You are SO grounded.”

“I know.”

 


 

NOCEDA RESIDENT, NEXT DAY:

Growing up, it had been difficult for Gus. He was an only child and his only friend was Willow. Those two were practically the only people in his life that he had made a strong familial bond with. He needed them to feel safe enough to explore who he was and the world.

When Luz stumbled into his life, he finally found himself with the opportunity to grow more as a person, expand past his role as someone to protect. Luz gave him a playing field to be a fighter, too, far beyond the borders he previously thought were the limits.

But…

With Willow going through her I’m-not-weak-I-don’t-need-support phase, plus his dad not being around, and Luz was dealing with her own troubles here in her human-realm-life…

Gus was feeling less and less like a big boy. He had been so proud of his growth spurt and finally being taken seriously! Then everything was taken away and he suddenly didn’t feel so ready to grow up anymore.

But this time, when he felt scared, he couldn’t run to his dad’s hugs and his bed to hide. ‘Nor did he feel like he wanted Willow to help him since she had begun to infantilise him a bit. And honestly, he didn’t want to bother Luz. He could go to Amity, but they weren’t that close yet. And Vee was, well, that’s not the kind of friendship they had yet. Camila was nice, sure, and she was very kind to him, but she looked at him as the littlest one too.

Arriving into the human-realm, Hunter had always been right there. He just slotted right into what Gus had been needing: A friend that gave him space to grow and didn’t make him feel like a baby for asking for support. Hunter had been open with needing Gus’ social guidance too.

And they had fun together. As long as Hunter was there to look back on, it felt safe to continue growing and maturing into himself. Like learning to ride a bike, he just wanted assurance that someone would be there if it didn’t work out, to tell him it was okay to fall over and someone who cheered for him when, finally, he could ride it on his own.

Not that nobody else wouldn’t. It’s just that if it was Willow, she would tell him it was fine to not be ready at all or ever. In that case, Gus knew he wouldn’t ever feel secure enough to try if he failed. It didn’t mean Willow was a bad friend, it just meant that she wasn’t what he needed right now. Sometimes it is like that. Not everyone are the right one for everything a person needs. And Gus knew Willow would be hurt if he told her.

Hunter just hit right, right now.

There just never seemed to be anything Gus couldn’t talk with Hunter about. And likewise in return. Somehow, these two just understood one another, a wink and a nod and it was a whole conversation. They were very different, but they shared values and liked similar things. Both had experiences with being a child prodigy too. It was nice to just be Gus, just be Hunter.

 

Luz had stayed home from school today and the house was so quiet. Everyone slept, none more than Hunter. Gus had not. He couldn’t sleep.

Gus had spent the day reading the last chapters of Cosmic Frontier, the last book of the series, and lay down on the couch with a sigh. He couldn’t wait for Hunter to catch up with him.

Hunter had been patched up.

For once the blonde had not objected to being helped or even when Camila had him sleep in her bed while she took a nap on the couch. Then she made breakfast for when everyone woke up. And then left for work.

Not much to look after, though. He and Emmiline figured out the TV remotes and found cartoons. And once everyone else woke up (save for Hunter) the morning was spent tiredly watching the cartoons.

Everyone needs to turn their brains off once in a while and just watch something silly.

Gus liked the silly bunny tricking the hunter, crossdressing and going against the laws of physics sometimes. Gus took notes, these cartoons would make for really fun illusionist magics.

Amity wasn’t sick anymore so she and Luz were in the kitchen with Willow and talked about yesterday and the portal. Willow had figured out the coffee machine and Vee was in the girls room trying out shapeshifting into various people she saw on an app.

Gus, on the other hand, was balancing a tray of breakfast and a book upstairs. He threw a glance into the room as Vee shifted into a girl with blonde short hair and freckles.

“That’s nice!” Gus said, stopping by the door with his tray.

“Oh!” Vee greets him. “Thanks. Do you think the freckles are too much?”

“Not at all.” Gus smiles. “They suit you.”

She smiles and looks at herself. “Still don’t feel quite right. I guess I like the face now. Can’t decide on what nose or my body yet… I think for my body, I would like something strong like Willow.”

“Yeah! Absolutely!” Gus lingers. “Um.. Hey, uh, the other night..”

“Mh?”

“I just wanted to say I’m sorry for yelling at you. You couldn’t help it.”

Vee kicked her foot on the carpet lightly. “It’s okay, you were worried.”

“Yeah.. But that wasn’t your fault.”

“Kinda my fault.” She pinched the air, smiling and winking at him. “A liiiittle bit. So it’s fine.”

He smiles.

“Is that for Hunter?”

The breakfast consisted of two bananas, a pb-and-jam sandwich, a cup of coffee, and cucumbers wrapped in cheese slices - the way Hunter liked it.

“Yeah.” Gus puffs out. “I uh, couldn’t sleep last night like everyone else. It’s, ah, scary without him down there with me.”

“Oh! Right! Oh, Gus you can sleep in here with us!” She points at the beds. “We’ll make room! You can sleep up with me in the bunk- Or with Luz or–”

Gus laughs. “Thanks! Maybe I will.” He looks at the breakfast, then gives Vee a nod. “Better take this to him.”

Vee waves and the two part ways.

Gus uses his elbow to open the door to Camila’s bedroom. It’s dark in there and the air is warm and stuffy. Gus could hear Hunter breathing, which meant he was awake.

Gus closes the door behind him and walks around to Hunter’s side of the bed, putting the tray down on top of Camila’s magazines and coupons.

His eyes weren’t open, but his back (which was facing up) was rising and lowering. Gus looked over the bandage that covered the bruise and then back to Hunter’s messy hair.

“Hey, bud.” Gus says quietly and he smiles when he sees the faint happiness creep onto Hunter’s lips. Gus’ voice alone made Hunter feel alive.

“Heeey..” Hunter croaks and cracks a sore eye open. “Sup..?”

“Sup?” Gus scoffs. “I’m good. How are YOU?”

“Eh, you know.. Holdin’ up.” Hunter makes a meek thumbs up to emphasise his pun. His voice was raspy, but beneath it there was a tone of humour that made Gus’ worries melt like sugar in water. “Can’t complain.”

“I think you’re allowed to complain a bit.” Gus grins and sits down on the floor so Hunter didn’t have to move his head to look at him.

Hunter’s red eyes were dull in colour. But when their eyes met, Gus saw the colour return to them. His smile spread.

“Nah.” Hunter murmured and blinked slowly. “I’m in good company. That beats anything.”

“You know that sounds incredibly sad, right?”

Hunter’s chuckle was like a feather’s gust. “Well, you know me.”

Gus tilted his head at his friend. “I brought breakfast.”

“Oh. Thank you.” The scent of freshly brewed coffee tickled his nose and he licked his dry lip. “Um..”

“Do you need help?”

“Mh… Could you just move the pillow?”

“Sure. Of course.”

Hunter carefully moved to sit on his knees, groaning and as his shoulder creaked and complained in pain. Gus cringed with empathy and handed Hunter the pillow back so he could hug it in his lap.

Gus held a banana to him and Hunter took it, unpeeled, and bit off the end. Gus took the other banana and ate it with the peel on too.

Hunter saw the book and perked up a little.

“So, I know you’re not caught up yet. I thought, well, maybe I could read it to you?”

“Really?” Hunter takes another bite. “You want to?”

“Yeah! If you’d like me to..?”

Hunter chewed and looked his friend up and down. Gus squirmed.

“What?”

“What’s wrong?”

“Nothing!” Gus forces a grin, holding the book up like a shield to attempt distracting Hunter with the cover. But Hunter kept chewing and staring Gus down with his sword of silence.

That always worked on Gus. The younger boy sighed and sank in on himself until he was laying down on the bed.

Hunter waited.

“I don’t know. I just got really scared when you disappeared.” Gus says with his face down. 

Gus glanced over at Hunter, he looked goofy with his cheek full of bananas and Gus chuckled at the sight of him. It was hard to think they were four years apart sometimes.

“I am okay, really.” Gus looks at the book. “I think I just got used to going to you, you know? My dad isn’t here, usually I’d just go to his bed and sleep there when I was scared and, well, here.. I uh, you know. You let me share your mattress sometimes.”

Gus furrowed his brows, he was too big to still be going to his dad’s room to sleep. But his dad had never objected and Gus was a lonely child who needed assurance now and then.

And it was difficult to grow all on your own. Gus was a boy who needed people around him. He wasn’t a natural on stage for no reason. Gus loved people. He realised last night he needed Hunter right there on a bed beneath his own, his presence always a reminder to him that things would be okay.

But when Hunter wasn’t okay… When he ran into the forest…

He clutched a hand at his shirt over his chest.

“I know it’s stupid! But you– In the forest, when you ran off… It felt like I was losing my family again. And I guess I realized I had been, erm, using you as a beacon of security here, I guess?”

Gus closed his eyes.

“I’m sorry for doing that. I just–”

“No it’s alright. I, uh… Do that too.”

“You do?”

“Yeah of course. I don’t think I would have any confidence if you hadn’t talked with me sometimes. Like… The whole thing with Vee for a while there? Or after the spin-the-bottle thing happened, you’re always there and make sense of things for me, like you’re translating social things I don’t always pick up on. And when I think things can’t get any worse, Haha, I just see you there and...” Hunter shrugs his good shoulder and smiles. “And I’m like oh yeah, after rain comes sunshine.”

Gus’ lip pouted out and he lets out a happy tiny pup sound, crawls over next to Hunter and huffs out, leaning on Hunter’s not-car-smashed shoulder and sighs out deeply.

“Maaan..” Gus huffs out through a smile. “Do you have to always get in a peril?”

Hunter laughs. “Oh, I’m sorry! It’s not like it’s up to me! Besides,” Hunter bops Gus’ head with his own. “You and the guys are always rescuing me. So I’m not too worried anymore.”

Gus laughs too. “Eat your sandwich and coffee, Mr damsel in distress.” 

Hunter’s grin reminds Gus of somebody sly. It didn’t quite fit Hunter anymore, maybe it had fit the golden guard, but not Hunter. Although, maybe that was just Gus misinterpreting Hunter. The golden guard had been sly with selfish undertones, but Hunter was just sly in a way that was clever and calculative. But not malicious. Not like Belos.

Gus shakes his head, fishing up the book with his feet and opening the book to Hunter’s bookmark.

Gus stares at it. 

It was a piece of paper Hunter had doodled on. On it was him and Gus in Galaxy gear, Flapjack and Emmiline were dressed as starlets. Hunter had used the cover page as a reference.

Hunter coughs and quickly snags the bookmark. “Uhhh– Don’t mind that!”

“No that was cool!”

“Ah-eh-uh- really?”

“Yeah! Oh, that would be so much fun! Imagine if we could dress up as them! Vee told me about something called cosplay and.. Comic.. cans.. comic clans? Comic conman? Something? Anyway! People dress up as characters from books and shows!”

“They do?”

“Yeah! And they’re not even actors! They just do it for fun! We should do that sometime! If not here in the human realm, we should have a Comic-Cancan on our own at home! Like at the bookfair!”

Hunter gasps, excited. “Oh! That would be so cool!!”

“Right?!”

Despite everything, no matter how scared Gus could get, no matter how lost Hunter felt, the two of them found courage with one another.

Sometimes all you need is a really good friend to get excited with.

But almost as soon as things had gone chummy and fun, Hunter exhaled and sank down again. Gus tilted his head at his friend.

“Sorry, I should let you rest.”

“Actually– um…”

It wasn’t just Gus who needed his friend. Hunter did too.

Hunter asked Gus to stay with a glance alone and Gus winked. It was a whole conversation.

“So, do you remember anything from last night?” Gus asks.

hunter shook his head from where he lay against the pillow on his side.

“Not really, just blurs and flashes.” He furrowed his brows. “But I woke up by a palistrom tree.”

“What?!”

“Yeah… Right? I think Flapjack knows something. He’s not telling me though. He’s being evasive.”

Gus hummed. “He is old. Maybe he has been here before, with another witch?”

“I get the feeling that’s the case but, well…” Hunter blinked and sat up. “Wait a minute.”

“Mh?”

“When I first met you and Willow, Flapjack gave me a fake name to give you guys.”

“Oh yeah, you called yourself– Caleb–”

The two boys looked at one another.

“FLAPJACK!!” Hunter yells angrily and Gus nearly topples over. Hunter gets out of bed and marches out the bedroom.

“Wait! Wait Hunter wait! You should rest! I can get him!”

“FLAPJACK?!” Hunter thunders into the the girls’ room and Vee jumps in surprise. No Flapjack there. He continues onwards. Vee peeks out, bumping into Gus.

“What’s happening?”

“Ah- uh- Hunter- Wait Hunter!”

Hunter goes down the stairs. “FLAPS?! COME OUT I HAVE SOME QUESTIONS!!”

The Hexsquad girls all look up at the shirtless, wild, boy who’s looking around the kitchen like he’s on the hunt for something invisible.

“Oh- Oh okay hi to you too!” Luz chimes and moves out of the way for him when he opens the microwave to check if Flapjack was in there, “How are you feeling anyway-”

“Have you seen Flapjack?!”

“Uh- Nooo?”

Gus and Vee comes into the kitchen. “Hunter! He’s probably with the other palismen in the living room or basement–!”

Hunter is stopped by Amity before he can steamroll ahead. “Hey. Easy, your injury.”

“It’s fine, nothing’s broken.” But she won’t let him pass.

Gus fills them in. “We realised Flapjack knows who Caleb is.” he turned to Willow. “Remember? It was Flapjack who gave Hunter the fake name.”

“Fake name? Oh Caleb– OH!”

“RIGHT?!” Hunter gestured with both his hands up and winced at the hasty shoulder movement. Biting down on his lip and sucking in air through his nose. “Mhnmhmhm!”

Amity’s half lidded stare did not help him at all and he returned her gaze with a not-a-word.

“And..!” Hunter’s voice broke, he allowed himself a moment to compose himself. “And.. When I woke up there was a palistrom stub there.”

“What?” Luz’ face bursts out into a smile. “Where?! That could be a clue for– Something!”

“I don’t… know where. Flapjack knows, he took me from there. I don’t remember the way. I was kinda out of it.”

“Yeaaah.. That’s understandable.”

Without his steam of chasing around after Flapjack, Hunter’s exhaustion caught up with him again and deflated his energy in one big sigh.

“How are you feeling, anyway?”

“...Fine?” Hunter lied. “Fine. It’s good. I am good.” And grinded his palm against his eye to wake up.

“Really?” Luz asked, looking him up and down. “Yesterday was kind of a lot and, I mean, now we know you’re uhh…”

“A grimwalker? That’s not new.”

“No, well, no, not that! But the whole transformation thing. I mean that was your first time, yeah? I mean, do you have thoughts or feelings on that or..?”

Hunter avoided looking at any of them directly. After a short pause he said; “No.”

“Nothing? I mean I would be thinking and feeling a lot! Like, everything would be different now, won’t it? I mean, you have to avoid going in the light of the full moon now, for the rest of your.. erm….. Right?”

Hunter stood quiet.

“Right..?”

“I guess.”

“Or not?”

Hunter shrugged.

Willow put a hand on his arm. “Are you okay Hunter?”

Hunter met her eyes and immediately turned to look down at the floor, like seeing her was painful. “I don’t want to talk about it.”

“Oh.” She removed her hand. “Oh, okay…”

Before his eyes flashed the memory of her against the forest ground, squeezing her eyes shut and calling out that he was hurting her. When he closed his eyes, he remembered Vee hissing at him, Gus’ panicked eyes, Luz trying to de-escalate the fight. He remembers Camila screaming in the car, he could see his claws swipe over Jacob’s jacket and see him fall.

Hunter looked at his hand and curled it.

Gus gave him a pat. “Let's find Flapjack, yeah?”

“Yeah.” Hunter nodded and took one step back out into the hallway and slipped on the carpet, hit his knee and comically flailed his arm out.

Willow caught him falling backwards, but she had to grab him with her hands under his arms and Hunter meeped in pain.

“Sorry!! Sorry!”

“It’s okay–! Thanks–!”

She put him down and he whined, hand on shoulder. Inhaled sharply and tried to hold his agony in.

“Go back to bed and rest, please.” Amity huffs. “It’s not like Flapjack will run away or anything. We can ask him when he pops out.”

“Mhm.” Hunter says from the floor, his shoulder still pulsating in agony.

Chirp! Said Flapjack and Hunter shot his head up at his best friend sitting on the stairs.

“FLAPJACK!!” Hunter got up on his knees, half-crawling to the stairs and fumbling. The rest of the gang couldn’t do anything to stop him from moving around. “Stop keeping secrets!”

Chirp?

“You knew Caleb! Didn’t you?”

Flapjack stared.

Hunter stared.

Flapjack’s eye slowly started looking away from his witch, sweating bullets. Ch-Chirp..?

“Don’t you even-!! You knew him! You gave me his name as a fake identity!”

Ch-Chirpity..!

Hunter pouted. “You actually think I would believe in a coincidence like that.”

Chirp…

“WHAT DO YOU MEAN YES?!”

Chirp-chirp…

“I AM NOT GULLIABLE!” Hunter protests, getting up on his feet and wagging his finger at his palisman. “Besides! You–” And it dawned on him. “You.. You knew about Caleb this whole time!”

Flapjack didn’t say anything.

Hunter’s anger left him. He looked at the red little bird on the stairs.

“Did you.. Is that why you chose me? Because I’m his… Copy?”

Flapjack flapped his wings and shook his head. Chirping at Hunter to assure him, but Hunter turned away.

“Great.” Hunter muttered, swaying his hand out in the air like this-might-as-well-happen , turning back to Flapjack with hurt in his eyes. The red colour fading from his eyes. “You’re just like him then.”

Flapjack shook his little head. No..

“You just like me because.. You think I can be Caleb.”

Chirp!

“Then why didn’t you say anything?! You said nothing! You knew! Were you with all the other golden guards too?!”

Flapjack whistled.

“OH, OKAY, COOL. You didn’t know! Alright, let's say I believe that! Why me then? Mh?”

Flapjack looked down, like he didn’t want to say.

“Mh? Come on. Why me? Say it.”

Luz put a hand on his shoulder. “Hey, Hunter, you don’t have to take that tone with him.”

Hunter shrugged away from her. “Stay out of it! You don’t know us.” He pointed at Flapjack. “You don’t know how much he–” Hunter turned back to Flapjack. “I trusted you.”

Chirp.. Chip chirp.

Hunter lowered his hand. The grimwalker and his palisman looked at one another, a rift between them now.

Flapjack looked up at the broken boy before him, wishing there was something he could say to make Hunter understand it wasn’t like that. That he had wanted to tell him, but there just had never been a time for it. 

Hunter shook his head and walked upstairs, past Flapjack.

Luz followed. “Wait, what did he say?”

“Nothing new. I’m just like Caleb, that’s all.”

Luz stopped following him and turned to Flapjack, who looked mournful. “Why would you say that to him?”

Flapjack chirped, but nobody understood. Perhaps it was just how Hunter had interpreted what he had said. Luz shook her head and followed Hunter upstairs. 

Willow followed after too, and so did the rest.

Hunter put himself face down where Gus had first found him this morning. “Go away Luz.”

“Hunter c’mon. Don’t do this to yourself.”

“I’m not doing anything. Actually, every time I try to do anything to improve my life, it slaps me ten steps back again. I’m going to stay right here. Until I die, as the Titan intended. Good night.”

“Come on..” Luz moves around the bed and leans over to face Hunter, but her smile vanishes when he sees his expression. “Hunt-”

He turns away and flops a pillow over his head.

“Please go away Luz.”

“..You are not Caleb.” She says to the pillow, kneeling down by the bed. She sees their friends pouring into the room too.

“Yeah, you’re Hunter.” Says Willow, who crawled onto the bed from the other side. “You’re nothing like–”

“None of you have spoken with Caleb.” He said from underneath the pillow, his voice small and sad. “So you can’t actually know that.”

Flapjack landed next to the pillow, trying to dig himself in under it with him. Hunter pushed him away with his hand.

Flapjack hopped away and looked at his friend under the pillow. He opened his beak to tweet at him but Hunter’s sob interrupted him. Hunter moved his good arm to find the covers and pulled them over himself, then rested his arm over the pillow to keep it secure over his head.

“Please just go.”

Flapjack stood on the bed and didn’t know what to do. He looked up at Luz for help, who didn’t know what to do either. Sometimes, being well-meaning wasn’t enough.

“C’mon guys..” Amity stood by the door, inviting them to join her.

“But-” Luz started and Amity shook her head at Luz. Apprehensive, Luz left with the rest. She scooped Flapjack up with her. “Alright… Let's go.”

Flapjack watched Hunter’s figure on the bed and lowered his head in shame. He hadn’t wanted it to turn out like this, and chirped sadly.

Luz threw a glance back to Hunter, who curled together, and closed the door. Luz bit her lip. She didn’t want to leave him there alone. Even if nobody could help him, it didn’t feel right.

“Someone should stay in there–”

Before Willow could offer, Gus did a u-turn. “I got it.”

“Oh okay.” Willow said, a little disappointed.

Gus slipped back into the bedroom, Hunter’s body was illuminated by the bedside lamp.

“It’s just me.” Gus said and Hunter didn’t respond. “Look, I don’t know how you feel, but I hope you know none of us thinks you’re like Caleb.” He climbed up on the bed. “Like you said: We don’t know him. So, we just know you. That counts for something, right, buddy?”

Gus nudged him.

Hunter made no movement.

“...Bud?” Gus nudged him again and noticed how he was not breathing. “Oh- No.”

He climbed over and past Hunter, lifting the pillow away to see his face. His eyes barely open, his lips shut and his expression was void of any emotion. His cheek was wet from a tear.

It happened again.

“No, Hunter. Wake up!” Gus shook his shoulder lightly and quickly stopped, realizing it was the bad shoulder. “C’mon, snap out of it. Come back.” He patted him on the cheek.

One night, after the first time this happened, Gus had asked Hunter about how it had been for him. What it had been like in there in his mind- or wherever that ashy sandy place was. The only thing Gus could really take from it was that he was at least not dead or in dire emergency. Breathing or not, Hunter was actually fine. Kind of.

Heartbreak. Hunter had told him. It was heartbreak that did it.

Gus squeezed his eyes shut. Then he looked at Hunter again, the blonde’s blank expression was a little creepy and Gus swept his hand over him to see if it would make him close his eyes. It did. Now Hunter just looked asleep, rather than dead.

Hunter had also told him that there was a way for Hunter to see and hear out. Gus wasn’t sure if Hunter needed his eyes open for that or not. But he had his ears, so Gus leaned into it.

“Hey, Hunter? If you can hear me… Wake up soon, okay?”

But Hunter did not move.

 


 

“Well, you came back soon.” Caleb nudged Hunter with his foot.

Hunter opened his eyes to the familiar landscape and sounds of an endless nothing. He saw Caleb standing over him, giving him a small wave.

“Hello.”

“You!” Hunter sat up, sand and ash falling from his hair. He shook it off and stood up to point at Caleb accusatory. “I have questions!”

“Woah, easy there lad.” Caleb wiggled a finger to Hunter’s shoulder. “Your shoulder, nasty bruise you got there. Good thing the moonwalking is a durable form.”

Hunter opened his mouth and halted. Looking around. He was back here. “Oh.” He found the galderstone floating high above him. “Oh. I’m here…”

Then shook his head. “I’m here! Great! Good! You!! Caleb!!”

“I wouldn’t call it great that you’re here but–”

“Never mind that! I need you to–”

“Hard not to mind, it must have hurt a lot when Flapjack said-”

“Ata-Ata-Ata!” Hunter flailed his good arm, covering one ear. He didn’t want to hear it. “You knew him! You didn’t tell me!”

“It’s not like I had an opportunity to tell you. And if you wonder how I know him - I made him.” Caleb carved something invisible in his hand.

“..Oh.”

“Made a set of two, actually. Flapjack was supposed to be mine, but.. In the end he became Evelyn's. I made Toast for Philip but.. in the end Toast became mine.”

Caleb looked away and out over the dunes. The smoke billowed far in the distance and Caleb’s sunken tired eyes got lost in the void of it all.

Hunter walked up next to Caleb to spy out over the land of nothing.

The other ingredients were somewhere nearby and Hunter found them snoozing in a pile.

Caleb turned up to the skies. So Hunter did too. Far up there was the darkness. There were no stars, no sun, no light. It was an endless wave of smoke up there, shifting and coiling like there was a fire somewhere that was dying.

Hunter looked at Caleb. “Why didn’t you like the human realm?”

Luz didn’t like it either and Hunter was eager to understand his friends better.

Caleb scoffed.

“Because I was stuck being someone I wasn’t anymore. I saw through it, all the stupid rules and the lies and… The misery. I thought: Why are we doing this to ourselves? Surely God cannot intend for us to hate everything that brings us joy? It can’t all be… A test for temptations. Is that it? Are we alive just to prove we can avoid the devil?”

Caleb turned to Hunter. His ghoulish face was as dead as ever and Hunter wondered if Caleb’s appearance shifted with his mood. Looking more alive the more happy he was, and deader when he was sad.

“What did you want to know, sonny?”

“Oh, um… Where are you trying to take me in my dreams? If it’s the palistrom stub in the woods, I found it.”

Caleb arched his brows. “Oh? You did?”

“Was that not it?”

“No, I was trying to take you to the house.” He chuckled, looking slightly more alive as pride filled his chest. “You found my stub!”

“Your stub?”

“Well, Evelyn’s stub! She planted it! I chopped it down. Actually, most of the house has palistrom wood in it. That’s why the Pequots said it was cursed.” He squinted his eyes. “Aaaand everyone else too, once they found out… Entirely my fault, really.”

“Oh.”

“It’s the tree Flapjack is made of, actually!”

“Oh!” Hunter smiled, then frowned. “He lied to me..”

Caleb wobbled his head back and forth. “I wouldn’t call it lying so much as just… Protecting you.”

“How is not telling me I’m a grimwalker protecting me.”

“Maybe he thought you knew? Or maybe he didn’t know! Did you ask?”

“Yes!” Then he thought about it. “No, not.. Really.. I guess.” Caleb gave him a look. “Don’t give me that look! He knew you and didn’t tell me!”

“If he didn’t know you were a grimwalker of my design, or that Belos was Philip, how and why would he tell you?”

Hunter opened his mouth. Then shut it. Perhaps he had been a bit hasty. “Um… I, uh.. But once he knew about it! He didn’t tell me!!”

“Not to be crude or anything, but you don’t exactly handle bad news very well.”

“What?! Yes I do!”

Caleb sighed and held up his fingers to count. “You ran to Eclipse lake when Philip told you you were a failure. You had a panic attack at the Owl House - which, fair honestly - and ran away to hide at Hexside. You almost ran away again after the bottle game. You freaked out when you thought the dog was Philip. You–”

“Okay okay!” Hunter grumbled. “I get it.. I’m jumpy.”

Caleb nodded. “A bit. Though, understandable, all things considered. Your inner alarm is a bit off it’s hinges.” Caleb tilted his head at the angsty teenager. “Which brings me to mention: Miss Blight is right, you know, you are rather reckless in the sky. I understand you don’t really adhere to danger like others do because you’re a little, er, damaged?” Caleb cringed at his own choice of words. “But you ought to listen when people tell you it’s dangerous–”

Hunter sat down in the sand. “Okay fine, I was wrong then. Hunter was wrong, everyone else is right! Got it, lesson learned. Send me home– Wait! Not yet!”

Caleb sat down in the dune next to Hunter, letting out a longwinded deep sigh. He had forgotten what teens were like, but he was amused, too. “Yes, Hunter?”

“What do you want me to find at the old house?”

“Just a little box thingy.” He measured it out in his hands. “Dunno what it’s called, Evelyn made it. It has a map inside.”

“Map to what?”

“A flask of Titan’s blood.”

Hunter’s eyes went as wide as saucers.

“So I was thinking you might want that.”

“Yes!! Yes of course! So– Wait, never mind the map.”

“What?”

“Just tell me where it is hidden. I don’t need a map, I have you.”

Caleb blinks. “OH! YEAH! You’re right!”

“You didn’t think of that?!”

“No! Hahahaha! Oh, you’re so right! Hahahaha!”

Caleb’s laughter was contagious. And when Hunter saw it transform Caleb into a living man, it made him smile too.

The two laughed at the almost-mishap. That could have sent Hunter and his friends around much longer than needed.

“So, where is it?”

“At the graveyard. The old witch hunter general’s grave.”

“And who were they?”

“He was Anthony Hopkins. One of the greatest witch hunters of New England.”

 


 

Anthony Hopkin’s descendant, Jacob Hopkins, had just arrived home to find his house in disarray. His prisoner had escaped and made use of her time to explore the human residence to its fullest.

Jacob carefully looked around, wielding a cosplay sword, trying to find the little red demon.

“Hello?” He asked aloud. “Deeemon? It’s ya boy, Jacob. And I’m here to ask questions! Unless… yooouu escaped?”

He found an open window and sighed. He shut it. Just his luck, it had escaped.

“Hello, Human!” Said Kikimora from the kitchen chair. Jacob yelled and threw the sword at her. It bounced at the table in a very non-swordy and sponge-y kind of way.

Kikimora clicked her tongue and turned back to Jacob.

“Usually people don’t throw swords.”

Jacob grabbed a frying pan.

“...Don’t throw that.”

Jacob threw it. It missed.

The two of them watched the frying pan awkwardly do a cartwheel over the table, hit the wall and a clock fell down the wall and broke.

They looked at one another.

“Human, you wanted to talk. I want to talk too.”

“Oh.” Jacob corrected his glasses. “Whhyyyyyy?”

“We share an enemy - The rebel witches. And I know how you can defeat them.”

“Uh-huh. And why should I trust a demon?”

Before Kikimora could reply, Jacob gasped, squeaking.

“Uh–”

“I’M TALKING TO A REAL DEMON!! OH MY GOD!!! WAIT WAIT WAIT–!! STAY STILL!” He spun around himself to find his phone. He got his camera out. “OKAY!! Now!! Talk!!”

“Uuhhhh… Okaaay? What’s that?”

“Don’t mind this thing. It’s a, uuhhh…. Weapon! If you don’t do as I say it will melt you! Speak!”

Kikimora wasn’t very impressed with the lie. She would have believed him, had she not seen other humans talk into them before.

“That’s not a weapon. Is it. We have similar communication devices back home.”

“Oh.”

“Who’s on the other line?”

“Uh, the president.”

“What?”

“Er, a, uh, leader.”

“Of?”

“The… huummaaans…?” Jacob’s face scrunched together like a lemon. “You’re not buying this are you.”

“No.”

“Alright. It’s a camera. I’m filming, for evidence.”

“Okay. Well, whatever. Do you want to talk or not?”

“Yes.”

“Then put that away, you look stupid.”

Jacob bashfully put it away.

“And sit down.” She offered him his own kitchen chair as she climbed up on the table.

Jacob sat down.

“Right. I am Kikimora, and you are Jacob Hopkins. My master has kept a keen eye on you, he says there is no other human we can entrust to help us with saving both humanity and the demon realm.”

Jacob’s jaw went slack. And quickly tried to compose himself, leaning back on the chair.

“Oh yeah? And uh, who’s your boss?”

“I am sure you are familiar with his name.” Kikimora said with an air of mystery. “His name is Philip Wittebane.”

“What..? But he’s like centuries years DEAD.”

“You’d think so! But when he vanished into our realm to save his brother from a cunning cruel witch, he found himself wanting to assist our world, help it get rid of the wild witches. He saw our potential, how our magic could help humans and us demons and witches - under the right guidance. Of course.”

Kikimora could see how Jacob’s eyes filled with wonder and hope. Like something he had always dreamed of, like his whole soul and heart had begged, prayed and believed this day would one day come.

When he was special, chosen, where he could be the hero. Just like in the books he read.

“With the help of magic, he has kept himself around. He renamed himself as Belos, the emperor of the Boiling Isles - The Titan itself had chosen him for his kindness and his valour.” Kikimora explained.

Jacob’s chest filled with awe. “The Titan..” He said, remembering Evelyn’s journal. How she had worshipped a Titan of sort. “Is the Titan not evil?”

“Of course not. They are our god, their carcass is the land we live on.”

“OH. Okay………... Cool.” Jacob nods. “So, does the bad witches think the Titan wants something else, then? If the Titan is telling Philip good things, I mean?”

“Yes. There was a witch called Evelyn, I’ve been told. She spread a false belief that the Titan wanted us all to invade the human realm and destroy it, enslave the humans and kill the ones that weren’t useful.”

Everything made sense to Jacob now.

“This is obviously not true.” Kikimora waves her hand. “We don’t care about you. You’re inferior to us anyway, there’s nothing you can do for us, even if we did enslave you.”

“..Lovely.” Jacob wasn’t sure Kikimora was a great person. But he would give her a benefit of doubt, she was just a messenger after all.

“A war broke out. The wild witches rebelled against the order. They overthrew us. Their plan was to first take over the castle, ruin the day of unity, enslave everyone who didn’t join or believe their cause. And secondly, they would send rebel witches to the human realm to, subsequencly, take it over.”

Jacob looked into the eyes of the demon, trying to see if she was lying or not. But he was not good at that. Jacob had no gut feeling, he only had wishful thinking. And all he wished for, in his heart of hearts, was for all of this to be true.

“Alright.” He said. “So why do you need me?”

“You are the only human here who believes humans are in danger. And you are! We need you to help us navigate the human realm. Give us a safe place to stay, recoup, help us set traps for the rebel witches and… Fight them, when necessary.”

“I already tried fighting them. Some of them have really powerful magic- There’s this girl who can control nature. I have nothing against that.”

“Bah.” Kikimora scoffs. “Plant witches greatest weakness is fire. Everyone always forgets that. No brute force is enough to heat.”

Jacob grimaces. “I can’t set a girl on fire. People here think they’re regular humans! I’d have to fight her with, like… A weapon, or magic of its own.”

“Well, lucky you.” Said Kikimora and spun her finger around, making a red glowing circle. “I know fire magic.” And a little flame formed in her hand.

Jacob’s glasses turned yellow from the light and he grinned.

“Wicked.” He said and Kikimora grinned with him.

“Very wicked.”

 


 

“So.” Hunter was walking with Caleb and the boys. Caleb had given Hunter his cape for warmth, as he had no shirt. Not that it was cold or hot here, it was lukewarm everywhere. “Let me get this right..”

Caleb put a hand on the stonesleeper and it bent down for him.

“Anthony Hopkins was a witch hunter general, which meant that he investigated, interrogated, and executed witches based on his.. gut feeling?”

“Something like that.”

Caleb scooped Hunter up and put him up on the stone sleeper’s neck, then climbed up behind him. Artemis sat clamped over Caleb’s shoulder like a shoulder pad. The selkidomus took a nom on the stonesleeper’s tail and the big stone beast got up and began walking, carrying and dragging everyone.

The galderstone floated along with them.

“And people just went along with that?”

Caleb shrugged. “It is difficult to describe it if you didn’t live it. But we were terrified. Very, very, terrified. And people do awful, awful, things when they are that scared.”

Hunter looked over his shoulder at Caleb.

“...Caleb?”

“Yes?”

“What did you do to your brother to make him so mad? You mentioned last time you.. Made him like this.”

Caleb let the question fill him up. He sighed, looking up at the swirling skies. “I uh… Well, I raised him. I put the fear and wonders of God in him. I encouraged him to idolise the witch hunters, we cheered just like everyone else when the witches swung from the gallows.”

To Hunter, Caleb seemed like a changed man now, and who was he to judge anyway? Had he not been just the same as the Golden Guard?

“We really did believe they weren’t… Real people. It was like catching a rat that had been eating all your grains. It was satisfying to purge our lives from their deeds. They rotted our food, made our soil stale, our milk old, our women crazy and violent - and our babies sick.”

Caleb sighed.

“We were very, very, scared.”

“... Wild witches in my realm were thought of the same way. That they were, well, chaos for the sake of it. That they were malicious. We thought we could help them, you know? Like how you help a crazy person, kinda. That sometimes people are too out of it to know they need help.”

“Yeah.. Well, we didn’t want to help them. We wanted them to die .”

“...I don’t want people to die.”

“I know.” Caleb gave him a smile. “But I did. And I raised my brother to think the same way. I never questioned it before. But then I met Evelyn.”

“Your wife?” Hunter smiled up at him.

“Yep. I chopped her tree down. She told me about palismen… About her world. About what she thought she had done for the humans– She really liked humans.” 

He chuckled at a memory of her, his brown eyes glittering with life and love for her. Bittersweet love.

“She thought, hear this! She thought that her pranks were funny. That maybe, if we humans saw what witches could do, it would make us curious! Hahaha! It scared the hell out of us! Unbeknownst to her, she had tormented us.”

Hunter nervously chuckled along with Caleb’s merry laugh. It all sounded a little macabre and different to him, but Caleb was of another time and he had seen a lot of things that required a context that no longer existed in the cultural framework.

“I remember…” Caleb said softly, his gaze distant in a memory. Hunter felt a gust of wind. Sand and ashes blew up smoke that formed itself into people. Into memories. Hunter looked on.

“I remember the year she stayed in the human realm..”

The smoke had the two figures walk up to one another, then they ran into a smoky forest. They were happy, the witch lady sprouted magic from her hands, from her staff. The smoke-man laughed, excited and enthralled by the display.

“We met in secret. She changed everything for me. I couldn’t walk through our town anymore without seeing everything from the outside. I could really see the truth of it all, I couldn’t step back into what I previously had been able to see. Now I just saw innocent humans get hanged, my brother cheer. It was evil.”

Hunter watched the smoke of a gallows disappear. He turned around as best as he could to look at Caleb. His face contorted with pain. The skies grew darker, the sand and ashes went softer.

This place really was Caleb’s hell. This realm belonged to Caleb, Hunter was just a visitor. In a way, it comforted Hunter that they were separate, but also glad they were connected. That he could hear this.

“I didn’t want to be part of it anymore.” Caleb met Hunter’s eyes. “So I ran away. I'm a bad man.”

“I don’t think you’re bad, Caleb.”

He smiled and brushed Hunter’s hair. “But I am. I used to participate, you know. Most men did. But I was well-known in the group of hunters.” Caleb said, his smile was breaking now. “I had an eye for seeing the witches for who they were. Philip adored me, he saw how others treated me for being special like that, how God had given me this gift for spotting evil. Anthony Hopkins said God had given me this gift, he called me the golden guard of Gravesfield.”

Hunter’s heart dropped.

“And when I stopped participating, I became half-a-wit Caleb. No longer special.” Caleb’s smile was gone. “And Philip never really understood why I pretended I no longer had any gift, it wasn’t like I could tell him why either. And when I finally did, he… He accused me of being bewitched. There was no reasoning with him or anyone.”

Hunter fidgeted with his nails. “So…” Hunter looked at the wooden golden guard mask that hung on Caleb’s hip. “That’s why he wanted a golden guard?”

Caleb shrugged. “Who knows? I don’t know why my brother has gone off like this. I can’t imagine the cartwheels he’s making in his head to justify any of what he has done.” He shook his head. “I don’t want to understand it. I don’t have to.”

“... Do you still love your brother?”

“I am ashamed to admit so, but yes.”

“.. Me too.”

Caleb put a hand on Hunter’s shoulder. “You cannot change him. And even if you could, he has done too much.”

“No, well, yes, I know that. And he’s dead anyway.”

Caleb was quiet.

“... Right?”

Caleb wasn’t sure he should talk about this or not.

“Right, Caleb? He is dead.”

“I don’t know Hunter. I saw what you saw in the dog. And I genuinely wouldn’t put it past him. He’s a bleedin’ goop-ma-thingy! I don’t know?”

Artemis tapped him hard in the head.

“Ow! what? Artemis! What?”

For some reason Hunter couldn't hear Artemis voice.

Artemis shook his little spider legs in a jiggy dance and all his eyes glared at Caleb.

“Wha-! He’s asking! Am I not supposed to say it?! He could be! I don’t know?!”

Artemis jigged his legs towards Hunter. And Caleb looked at the terror-filled boy.

“Oh–! No! No, oh, no of course he’s dead! Dead as a doorknob! Dead as.. dead can be!”

Hunter stared out at the grey fields of nothing. The stonesleeper and selkidomus both gave Caleb a look of judgement. Caleb gestured and tried to find words and found nothing. He put his hands on his face in frustration.

“Okay. Hunter. Look–”

“He is going to kill me.”

“No! Nooooo! Noo, No he wouldn’t! He needs you!” And immediately sucked his lips in horrifying regret. Hunter slowly turned to him.

“...What?”

The stonesleeper grunted at Caleb.

“Ah- haha! No! Not need-need you! Just… Uh, I mean, the perks of a grimwalker, you know your boosts?”

“...Yes?”

“Right! Riiight. Right! So, you know how you have palistrom wood in you. Yes?”

“....Yeees?”

“And Philip was eating a loooot of palismen. Yes?”

“........ Yeeeeeeees?”

“Right!” Caleb clapped his hands together. “Right. Right….” And wasn’t sure how to proceed with this. “Well– Well, you see. So you can make palistrom trees grow. Did you know that?”

“No?”

“Mhmm! Okay! So we are learning things today! Uh, if you find my stub again, you can try boost it and it might grow some branches!”

Hunter remembered waking up by the stub, how it had branches growing up from it like lances, reaching up to the skies.

“Oh.”

“Right. So, you can do the same for Philip. Basically. You can keep his…. Goop-ma-goops at bay. By doing… that.”

Hunter stared at him in sheer horror.

Caleb gulped. “...Was this not comforting? I was hoping that would be comforting to know, somehow.”

“HOW-?! HOW WAS THAT COMFORTING?!”

“I DON’T KNOW?! I’M SORRY!”

“Nope! No. No. I am never leaving now. I’m staying here forever.”

“What?! No! You can’t do that! Hunter! Your friends and family–”

“Oh you mean the ones who are constantly at high anxiety because of me?! If I hadn’t been there, they would have a much easier time in this realm! And now! NOW! Belos might be out there, gooping around for me! Now I’ve put everyone in danger! Oh, Titan! I can’t stay with them! I have to leave– I have to–”

The stonesleeper shook his back and both Hunter and Caleb fell off.

Caleb got up before Hunter.

“Hunter, stop! You have to stop running. I understand you are scared but-”

“Stop?! That’s rich of you! You ran away didn't you?!”

“And look how that turned out!” Caleb gestured at everything. “You want to stay here for eternity?! I've been here for eternity already! I do not recommend this. It is not a vaction!”

“Yes! Why not?! You are! They are! I can get used to all this!”

“No! God– You stupid, stubborn boy!” Caleb towered over Hunter in the sand. “You are alive! You have a life worth fighting for! You have a girl you don’t even realise you like yet! You have friends! Sisters! A maybe-mother!”

Hunter curled together.

“You would do anything for them, right?”

“y-yes, but–”

“Right! They would do anything for you too! So let them try and help–”

“Exactly! What if they got hurt trying to help me?! Again!!” Hunter stood up, growling back. “If they got hurt because of me I would never forgive myself!”

And Caleb was silenced.

A ghost amongst the dunes of his own making. Because of him, his brother turned out the way he did. Istead of facing his brother, he had run away. It had felt like a small decision at the time. But it had escalated beyond his imagination. And now he watched the centuries go by, his little brother’s crimes piling into mountains.

Everyone he loved had gotten hurt because of him. Evelyn lost her husband, his unborn child a father, Philip his brother.. And down the drains of time, more and more people got hurt. Caleb never felt like his mistake could ever truly be repented for. Every crime of Philip’s was his cross to carry too.

Caleb, too, would have done anything. Even die. And he knew where that had gotten him.

He looked at Hunter and hoped, prayed, that he’d understand.

“Do not throw your life away for some.. Grand sacrifice. It would end! You have everything to live for, lad."

“No.” Hunter inhaled. “I have everything to die for.”

Caleb was looking at Hunter with new eyes now. Eyes that Hunter wasn’t certain what they meant.

“Alright.” Said Caleb and lifted a hand to Hunter’s forehead. “You should sleep on this.”

“Uh–” One little tap, and Hunter fell together into a sleep. The soft sand became his bed.

Caleb looked down at the boy and then up at the glowing galderstone.

This was his hell. His rules.

He reached up to the galderstone and held it in his hands.

The selkidomus huffed at him.

“What? Don’t judge me.” Caleb frowned back at his company. “None of you get to judge me, I judge myself enough for all of us.” He looked into the galderstone. It’s blue shimmer allured him.

Caleb stroked the surface of it. “I’d give anything to be alive and see her again.”

Artemis crawled to his foot and pulled on his clothes. Caleb looked down at him, blinking. He pinched his eyes and let the stone go.

“Sorry. I wont do it. I swore I wouldn’t. I won’t. Philip wants nothing else…” He sat down in the sand next to Hunter’s sleeping body. He looked at him and tucked the cape over him like a bedsheet.

The boys gathered around in a snooze pile, Caleb leaned against the selkidomus and watched the galderstone glimmer and shine.

Artemis snapped his little fangs at Caleb and did a little jig dance, legs up. Caleb scoffed.

“Yes. You are right, I shouldn’t have. But he… Maybe he needs a nap. You know?”

His companions grunted at him and he curled his shoulders up.

“He will wake up soon, I’m sure.”

 

- SOME DAYS LATER -

 

Caleb paced back and forth. “I DID NOT KNOW.” He gestured at the sands and the skies and himself. “ HOW COULD I HAVE KNOWN HE NEEDED TO REST THIS LONG???”

The boys were judging him very hard. Hunter lay curled together like a kitten on the fins of the selkidomus.

“WHEN I DID IT TO CHASE, HE JUST SLEPT FOR ABOUT A DAY !”

Artemis gestured angrily at Caleb. And Caleb, with his whole body, tried to argue back at him. Mimicking his little spider movements angrily by stomping in the sand and spitting. Pointing back at the palisman the same way the little spider was jutting his wee arms at Caleb.

“I am thinking! Okay? I can fix this!” Caleb looked at the galderstone, inhaling to calm down. “I can fix this. From the outside. If.. If maybe.. Uh… Okay. Okay. This is just an astral plane. That is the physical reality, Hunter’s body, his life. NOT mine.”

He looked at each of his friends like he was trying to convince them and not himself.

“I know that!” Caleb paced in a circle. “I never wanted to do it! I mean– Chase was here! He wanted me to possess his body! I said no! Absolutely not! No! Bad! Very bad! I shan't do it! I shan't give in to the temptation! I am dead! The dead should stay dead! As God intended!”

He paused, froze where he stood, hand to lips. And looked at the galderstone.

“But… This is what grimwalkers were for. You know? This is why they were made.”

He rubbed his hands.

“To resurrect the dead. It is wrong! And it is what Philip was trying to do. I just… Never… I didn’t want him to succeed. I wanted to punish him by never going through with this. But.. If I did it for Hunter…”

He looked at his hands, then his friends. Their gazes held disappointment and contempt.

Caleb closed his eyes. “I know. Okay? I know, I’m dead and I shouldn’t do it. But what if I just.. Do it for Hunter, not myself? I will give his life back again. I won’t keep it. I don’t want to.”

They exchanged glances.

“Boys, I don’t want to. What if I could just… Get the Titan’s blood, talk to Luz, explain things to her! And then I’ll go back here. Right away! In a jiffy!”

The selkidomus grunted.

“Right, well, I don't know how to get back. I just.. Have a feeling I can. Like opening a door. But Hunter needs to be here for me to be able to open it. And I think, if he wakes while I’m out there, he can open it from this side and take my place. It’s his life, I only have the control if he lets me. He has control over himself, he is separate from aaaaall of this. But this place is MY place. That place is HIS place. We are kings of our realms! Haha! Hah…”

He grimaces at the sleeping boy. “Or for as long as he’s not conscious. I guess.”

Artemis bit his trousers.

“Arty, I promise. I promise. I promise… I don’t want to hurt him. Okay? I want to help him. He’s just a boy, my brother is cruel and evil and an adult. Hunter’s friends are just children. None of them should even be doing this. I am, however, an adult. I am hundreds of years old! I’m qualified! And…”

He thought of their fight. How he had seen himself in Hunter.

“I can’t run anymore. It’s unfortunate that it’s Hunter, I care for him. But it will be temporary. I just want to fix what I can! I can’t exist in this– Place, waiting for the end while I watch Hunter get hurt! I can’t hate myself anymore I– I have to do something to repent! This is my chance!”

They shook their heads at him.

Caleb frowned at them. “It’s not a temptation if I’m repenting.” He looked at Hunter, his expression softening. He knelt down by him and made sure he was tucked in properly.

“I’m sorry boy.”

He wondered if his baby had been a boy, it might have looked like Hunter. He smiled at the thought of it. Caleb really did not want Hunter to get hurt.

“I will help you. I promise, I will give your life right back to you the second you wake up or I’m done. Okay?”

Hunter kept snoozing.

Caleb stood. He took the galderstone in his hands. The blue glow shone upon his skin and into his hungry eyes. Life was just a step away.

 

- Like opening a door to a vacant house -

 

And Caleb opened his eyes, in hunter’s body, and for the first time in centuries - he took a breath.

 

 

Notes:

*sighs* ... *gestures st chapter* I can't seem to make this chapter not feel like a stepping stone. BUT I GUESS STEPPING STONE CHAPTERS ARE IMPORTANT TOO.

I'm sorry if this chapter was a wee bit boring ToT

Chapter 19: 👻Liar

Summary:

Caleb Wittebane is alive and spends his first day back on earth digging his grave deeper with what he does best - lying.

There's Titan's blood to find! Lets go!

Notes:

This is really long so I broke it up in two parts. The second part will be marked with it's own header (without title.) So you can easily find it if you need a break-point! Sorry for the inconvenience.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Liar


Caleb inhaled raspily, like air hurt his lungs. He coughed, getting used to having windpipes again, and sat up like a dead man from his grave.

There was someone in the corner of his eye.

He froze. Slowly turning to his left.

Willow blinked back. Her cheeks red as roses as though maybe she had been in the middle of saying something to Hunter that she otherwise would only have written in her diary.

“Uh- Uhum! Hunter! You woke–!” Then she gasped, tears in her eyes and threw her arms around him. “You woke!!”

Caleb awkwardly danced his arms around in the air behind her, staring wide-eyed somewhere at the ceiling. As a centuries old Englishman, this was highly inappropriate to him. And being painfully aware of how much Hunter liked this girl, but also having to keep up appearances that he was Hunter, all he could do was give her a friendly pat on her upper back.

Which was bare from the tank top she was wearing.

Caleb screamed inwardly, you know, the panicky kind of scream you do when you walk in on someone changing.

This sure was one way to wake up after centuries of being dead and cold. Caleb cringed through a smile.

But then everything hit him.

His skin was warm with blood and flesh, and he felt the pressure of human embrace. The smell of the stuffy bedroom, the dim lights, the colours, the soft bed sheets and the socks on his feet.

Everything around him now had a certain kind glow to it, like everything was breathing and living. Magic under the veil of reality.

Caleb blinked, shocked from the sudden awareness of life.

Willow let him go, smiling and sniffling, she stroked tears from her eyes. Caleb leaned back from her, watching her cautiously with big eyes.

“I was so worried.”

Caleb tilted his chin down and smiled. What a sweet girl. “Forgive me, it was not my intention, dear.”

“Huh?” Willow arched her brows at the strange accent and manner of speaking.

Oh, right. That’s not how Hunter spoke, was it?

“Uh..” Caleb tried to smile. He coughed. “Sorry, Miss Park.”

Willow blinked at him. “Miss Park?”

“...Miss Willow. Willow.” Caleb cringed at himself again. “Sorry. I’ve been with… Caleb… It, uh, his speech rubbed off on me.”

“Oh, haha! Oh, it’s okay.. Ah.. Are you alright then? Do you feel better?”

Caleb nodded graciously. He felt bad for lying, so he chose not to say anything at all. Sure, he was lenient with what he considered a sin nowadays, but lying in particular was something he felt very strongly about. If possible, he preferred not to do it. However, he would close his eyes and pretend it wasn’t lying if he was helping.

You’d not think so, for a puritan, or perhaps you would - But Caleb was well versed in both big and small lies. That did not mean he was good at crafting them, but it did mean that if he got away with it; he would take that as a sign that God was allowing it to slide.

“Mhm!” Caleb’s lips were sealed and broad. The best lies were when you didn’t have to make one, they just fell in your lap on their own. You could just pretend it wasn’t yours when someone pointed at it.

“Gus told us about what happens when you go down. Um… Did.. Was it.. You were gone for three days.”

“Mh.” Caleb made a face of feigned contemplation. “I apologise for that.” And he was really apologising, as himself. It was technically his fault as he had tapped Hunter into slumber. So he was teeeecnically not lying right now. “I, as I am, in this mortal coil - am fine.”

“... oookay.”

“Mhm.” Caleb touched his shoulder. It was still a little sore, but hardly the pain Hunter had a few days ago. And realized he had no shirt on. Quickly, he dragged the covers up over himself.

“Oh! Uh– Oh!” Willow looked away, not sure why Hunter was acting all shy about that when, three days ago, he hadn’t bothered at all.

“I– Uh. Clothes?”

“Right! I can get you some. Um, I know your whole.. needs of everything.. get put on hold when you stone-sleep, but if you want to freshen up, you can take a shower while I grab you something to wear?”

Caleb nodded, that sounded good. “Good. Thank you. Willow.” 

A shower… Water. No sand, no ash, just water. What a lovely thing to think about.

She smiled, giving him a look of mild concern and curious suspicion. “Are you sure you are alright?”

“Yep.” He was fine, and she asked him. Not Hunter.

“..Oh, and um, Flapjack has been really depressed. You should see him.”

Caleb lifts his gaze to her. “Flapjack.”

“Yeah, remember? You had a fight?”

“Right. Yes. Of course. I shall– I will.”

Willow opened her mouth, but chose to not press further. “I will tell the others you woke up.”

“Very well, you do that. I shall- I will shower.”

 

It took Caleb a moment of clumsy disorientation before he found what he thought might be a bathroom. It looked like the room he had seen through the galderstone. But he was still a little cautious of everything. It was so alien to him. Even after centuries of glimpses, Caleb hadn’t exactly had a keen eye to register the development of things. He never thought he would need to.

Once he had shut the bathroom door, he let out a sigh.

He looked at his hands, his thumb. His thumb. It was in there, his bones, his blood. He pressed his hands to his face, closed his eyes, and felt alive.

Caleb caught himself in the mirror. Remind himself that this was not HIM. This was Hunter, he was borrowing his body. This was not forever.

Caleb had not been able to cry a tear for centuries. Ghosts don’t need to. And he didn’t realize that’s what he was doing until he saw it in the mirror.

There was no time for tears.

He put his hand against his lips thoughtfully. Staring at the shower and all its contraptions. He knew the thing by the ceiling was the shower. The problem was turning it on. He figured it out by trial and error. Managed to put on the tub instead - which he preferred.

Bandage off, quick cleanse. Dry off. Willow had scooted in a pile of clothes and Caleb took them and got dressed.

Unlike Hunter’s high ponytail, Caleb kept his low and brushed.

He left the bathroom, looking at the strange shirt he was wearing. Trying to figure out what the letters meant (Galactic Frontier) and what in the good heavens the people were doing on it.

 

“Hunter!” Gus beamed on the stairs. “I am so glad you’re back!”

“Ah, Mr Porter! Thank you.”

Gus’ smile squirmed into confusion. “What?”

Caleb was going to lose his mind if he kept tripping up like this. “....Gus. My friend. Hellu.”

Gus laughed. “Hellu? Yes Hunter, Hello. Did three days make you forget how to talk to people?”

“...... Yes.” Caleb decided that was a good reason. “It did.”

“Oh. Uh- Well–” Gus squinted his eyes at him. “Willow said you were talking funny, but that’s really different.”

Caleb thought he was perfectly normal, honestly. It was these youths that were talking differently! Everyone in New England used to talk like this!

“Right, well. I–”

“Caleb, got it.” Gus said and Caleb’s eyes widened with alarm. “You should tell us about that. You must have talked a lot with him.”

“Oh! That’s what you meant, yes, uh–” Caleb shifty eyed. “Yes! Indeed! I did– er, but, it is.. Ah….. Where is Flapjack?”

“Oh, of course.” Gus pointed to the living room and Caleb descended the stairs, looking into the strange home and all its lavish decorations and photographs - to him it was all a little on the extravagant side, he had never needed much himself.

In the living room, he saw the little red bird on the table, surrounded by palismen that were trying to cheer him up.

“Flapjack..” Caleb said in a joyous breath and entered the room. Flapjack turned up to his witch, a little tear in his eye. He chirped. Caleb couldn’t believe he got to see the little guy again and gasped happily. “Jack!”

Flapjack tweeted with pure joy, singing and flying into Caleb’s hands. Caleb laughed, and his body tickled with bliss. He hadn’t felt like this in ages. He hadn’t felt the little feathers against his cheek for centuries.

The little red palisman he had made for himself once upon a time. He had made Flapjack with Evelyn in mind, carvin the friend he had always needed in his life. At the time, he and Evelyn were only friends and he had thought he wouldn't be able to go with her. He wanted her close to him, thus making it in her image. And after having carved the cardinal, he realised that Flapjack was better suited for Evelyn. After all, Artemis had died, and Evelyn had always wante a friend. And when he anyway came with her to the demon-realm, well.. It only felt right that she got to have him. And Toast, that had been carved for Philip, was best suited for what Caleb truly wanted in life - peace. Ironically, peace was out of reach for him even in death.

But now? Now the little red bird reminded Caleb of her. Flapjack had her personality, her positive radiance and abundance of warmth.

Caleb cupped the palisman with a tender love. This was as close to Evelyn as he'd ever be able to come now.

"Jack.." Caleb whispered fondly.

Flapjack chirped Hunter’s name.

Caleb’s smile fell, just a little. “Flapjack..” Caleb said fondly and Flapjack went bug-eyed. “Hi..”

Flapjack stood up in Caleb’s hand. Gus watched the two friends with furrowed brows. Something was wrong. Flapjack chirped and tilted his head.

“Yes..” Caleb whispered. “Hi, I am back.”

And Flapjack stopped singing.

Caleb’s smile fell.

“No, Flaps.. I haven’t– I wouldn’t–! It isn’t what you think–” But Flapjack flew away and hid on Gus’ shoulder. Gus looked between the two and squinted at his taller friend.

Caleb curled his hands in and looked at the boy with a polite smile. Hoping this wasn’t too suspicious. “Um–”

At Hexside, Gus had not recognised when a Scout was in the disguise of Willow. He would not make the same mistake twice.

“You aren’t Hunter. Are you?”

“What? Hah, who else would I be?” Caleb laughed nervously, sweating like a child on a tower of chairs holding the cookie jar.

Gus did not look happy. “Willoooow!” He called and Caleb waved his hands to hush him. “WILLOW!”

“Yes? huh?” Willow hurried from the kitchen, she had been making late breakfast for Hunter.

“Get Amity and Vee! That is not Hunter.”

Willow blinked and gave Caleb the same look Gus was giving him.

Caleb anxiously chuckled, trying to look amused. “Ahah! Look, children– Friends– Ack!” He dunked his palm at his forehead. Inhaled. “I– you– Okay . So we are doing this, then.”

“Amiiityyy!! Veeee!!” Willow called up the stairs.

When Gus glanced back at Willow for a second, Caleb bolted to the yard door. He didn’t have time for this! He needed to get the Titan’s blood.

The palismen were quick to trip him and Caleb fell shoulder first to the floor and let out a pitched tune of pain.

For a man who had not felt physical pain in centuries he was handling it alright, if not a little lacklustre on the dignity as he whimpered out a line of “Son of a dog and a biscuit!” Trying to hold the pain in was like balancing a plate full of peas.

When he got up on his knees, a tear in his eye, he stared at the edge of a staff. Amity’s staff.

“You got some explaining to do.”

Caleb let out a little whimper. Held up a finger. “Give me a moment Miss–!”

The teenagers exchanged glances. This was not really the enemy they had expected.

Caleb got up on his feet, hands on hips. Inhaling, stroking his shirt, hair, and himself back into proper manners. He rolled his hand like he was going to present himself.

“Hellu.” He said, bowing.

“Hi.” Willow replied, looking her friend up and down. “You are not Hunter.”

“No. I am not.” Caleb hesitated, but Amity held her staff against him and he held his hands up. “No need for violence Miss Blight! I am not an enemy. I am Caleb Wittebane.”

None of Hunter’s friends felt encouraged by that.

“Oookay, I thought that might put you at ease–” Amity pressed Ghost closer to him and Caleb held his hands closer to his face. “Right, very well then! My bad.”

“You keep trying to lure Hunter out into the woods.” Gus pointed accusingly at him.

“And you are possessing him!” Willow growled.

“Oh! No! I don’t– Nooooo, no no, possessing is such a strong word for what is going on here. I am not doing that! That is– no.. I wouldn’t do that! He is just unconcious!” Caleb pressed his fingers onto his chest and smiled, like this was good news. “I am borrowing! That’s very different.”

Hunter’s friends disagreed.

Caleb ruefully grimaced. “Which– Which is not my fault. Technically. He needed a nap! Truth be told I did not know it was going to be a long nap! Tired lad, that boy.”

“My mother was in the oracle coven.” Amity says. “I know a bit of oracle magic. I know a possession when I see one.”

“Righty.” Caleb lowered his hands. “You are the expert in the room then, Miss Blight.” And crossed his arms. “But I am still not possessing him, that would imply I’m doing something ungodly with evil intentions!”

“You are dead, correct?”

“... Yes.”

“You are a ghost, of sort?”

“.... Perhaps, yes.”

“You are in a body, which is not yours, that you took.”

“.. Oookay, when you lay it out like that it sounds like possession. But I am not here for malicious reasons! I am not some evil spirit of a Christmas past– I am trying to help!”

Willow stepped forward. “And what exactly are you trying to help with then?”

Caleb leaned back, his hands dancing in front of himself to cover the vision of Willow’s bare legs up. “Good lord, could you please wear something else?”

“No? What’s wrong with what I’m wearing?”

“It is a little revealing or a maiden, innit?”

Willow blushed. “No it isn’t, you weirdo!”

“Bah- Buh- Weirdo?! I will have you know there is nothing strange about me! I don’t MIND your wearables! My wife was rather peculiar as well, I just– You are– It’s– VERY WELL THEN. SUIT YOURSELF. It’s your dignity!”

“What?!” Willow scoffed with insult. “You’re the only injury to my dignity, sir!”

Caleb threw his hands up and made a face like whatever, do what you want.

“Anyway… So, you–” Vee slithered forward and upon seeing her, Caleb jumped and pressed himself towards the wall, bumping into the floor lamp and trying to catch it from falling over. Failing, gripped at the air. And when it crashed to the floor he pressed his hands to his face in various ways of distress when it rolled. 

Caleb circled a pointing finger at the lamp a few times before he could find his question.

“...What is that?”

“A lamp?”

Caleb nodded. “A lamp. Got it.”

The squad looked at the lamp, then at Caleb. He was no threat, was he.

Amity let Ghost return into a cat. “Why are you here, Caleb? And why are you possessing Hunter?”

“Help– I am helping Hunter. Or, trying to. See, my wife and I hid a flask of Titan’s blood. I have been trying to–”

“Titan’s blood!!” They all gasped with excitement.

Caleb snapped his fingers at them, happy. “Yes! Good! Yes! Okay, Titan’s blood! We are on the same page! Good? Good! Friends now? Yes?”

The squad were still a little uneasy about him but he didn’t come across as a villain just yet. Just a bit of a fumbly, polite, dead man. Gus thought Caleb had something of a twinkle in his eye he remembered Belos to have, the sort of twinkle monsters in a cave had when they told you there was an exit they could show.

“For now, truce.” Amity says.

“Right… Of course. Listen, there is a flask of Titan’s blood at the cemetery! I hid it at the family tomb of Anthony Hopkins, the witch hunter general.”

“Why there?” Vee asked and Caleb looked her up and down, trying not to look afraid of her.

“Nobody would think a witch-thing was in his grave.”

Vee pondered. “Wait, a lot of the graves are under water now though.”

Caleb scoffs. “Not this one. This was far from the pond.”

“At the bottom or top of a hill?”

“Uuuh.. I believe, if my memory is not failing me, near the bottom of a slope on an elevated bump of earth?”

Vee squinted. “Yeaaah that might be under water now.”

“No! No, that’s– no! The water was far away from the graves. I remember! I helped take down trees to make space for the cemetery.”

“It’s been a few centuries, dude.” Vee said.

Caleb looked at her with a bit of hopelessness. “We can’t be sure unless we check, can we? And.. If it is under water, we can still try and get it!”

“No, not you.” Said Gus. Caleb blinked at the boy. “ We will. I don’t like the idea of you getting Titan’s blood whilst in Hunter’s body. What if you run away with it and his body.”

“And where would I go?” Caleb chuckles. “Home?”

His chuckle twisted into a sneer. Like it was a cruel joke only he was in on.

“Nobody I love is still around.” He spaced out a little, the same way Hunter would sometimes. “Except my brother, he took everything from me, you know. Philip.”

And Caleb’s gaze got lost somewhere in the room until it found his hands.

“These are not my hands.” He said, curling his fingers in. “This is my thumb. And my blood. But not my life. I wouldn’t rob Hunter of his life, I know what that’s like.”

Caleb trailed, stroking his fingers carefully over his thumb and hypnotised himself with the sense of touch. He remembered her, how she would stroke her fingers over his knuckles and smile at him. He could feel it as clear as if it was happening right now - And under his own fingertips, as she guided his hands to her skin, the touch of life inside her belly. The baby’s foot against his palm.

Caleb let out a soft scoff through his smile at the memory. In his mind, it was all painted with gold.

“Caleb..?” Said Gus, having to touch him to get him back like he would with Hunter.

“Hm?” Oh, his eyes. He was tearing up again. “Oh. Forgive me, that’s not very appropriate. Ignore it.” 

He laughed, smiled and swallowed down the pain in his heart. 

“Oh.” He said, turning his eyes up to the ceiling. “Ow.”

“Ow?”

“I forgot how much it hurts to actually feel your emotions physically.” He gave Gus a pained smile. “Sorry, let us carry on.”

“Do you need a moment?” Amity asked and Caleb shook his head… Then turned the shake into a nod.

“Yes, please. If you don't mind.” And his eyes began to over-pour. He didn’t know what to do with himself so he decided to pick the lamp back up. “A lamp!” He exclaimed, awkwardly laughing through his discomfort of crying in front of others. “What will they think of next! Where is even the oil? Look at this funny thing! Haha!” He tilted the shade around. “It’s like a hat!”

And his laugh turned into a frown and he put his hands over his face and turned away.

“Damnit…”

Gus looked over at his friends. They shrugged, not sure what to do about this.

Caleb inhaled hastily, stretched himself and sniffed.

“Okay. I’m done.” He let his breath go. “Okay. Good. Okay.” He weighed something invisible in the air, sniffed snot, and pretended to drop it on the floor like his sadness was a rock he could throw away. “Okay.”

“Yeah?” Gus asked, carefully patting him. “Good?”

“Yep. Good. Sorry about that. I’m a bit rusty.” He shook his leg like the knee was a hinge and a lever. “Not used to feeling everything. It’s a bit of a lot.”

“Right.”

“Anyway, Hunter’s down. I accidentally popped him so–”

“YOU WHAT?!” Willow yelled.

Caleb backed into the lamp again but caught it this time and tried to hide behind it.

“No no! Little girl! No! He’s asleep! Popped as asleep, not dead or anything! Jesus Christ, I fully intend to give his body back once I’m done! … Or he wakes! Either or!”

“Done with what? Getting the Titan’s blood? Is that why you ran?”

“Yes, for you all and Hunter. I want to help you get back home, I don’t know how much time I have out here…. And I also maybe would like to get some well deserved vengeance at my brother for the whole murdering me business, if there’s a chance for that.” Caleb sailed a finger up in the air. “NOT that I am going to do anything of the sort in Hunter’s body!”

“Vengeance?” Amity prodded.

“Right. Well, I don’t know how much you know. What do you know?”

“About..?”

“Philip. Grimwalkers. Realm travel. That sort of thing.”

The Hexsquad exchanged glances.

Willow stepped forward, since Caleb seemed most afraid of her next to Vee. “Prooobably not as much as you. Why don’t YOU share first, since you want to be so helpful, mh?”

Caleb looked at Willow for a moment, then smiled brightly. He could see why Hunter liked her.

“Alright. Very well. Gather around then children, palismen. And…” He looked at Vee. “You.”

“Basilisk.”

“Right. That. Haven’t seen a demon like you before.”

“No. Your brother brought us back from extinction.”

“......Oh. So he did one nice thing!”

“No, we were prisoners and he used us as experiments.”

“Ah. Bugger, back down to zero then.” Caleb warily slid into an armchair, away from her.

Caleb stared down at the coffee table. He had been so long without people around him, he had lost most if not all social ability.

The children found their seats around the table and Caleb looked at each of them. They were so young.

“Right then, everyone.” Caleb patted his knees. “Philip, my brother. Long story short, he stabbed me. He was angry that I married a witch. She cursed him, I think. ” He squinted, unsure. “Anyway. He eats palismen to stay alive. Because of that, he needs a grimwalker. Grimwalkers can boost witches, and palistrom trees, which means Hunter can cure Philip like a medicine–”

“Belos is dead.” Willow cuts in to inform.

Caleb looks at her. Weighing what he should say next.

Hunter had a very frightened reaction to Caleb’s gut feeling of his brother not being dead, in fact, Caleb was (for good reason) very confident he wasn’t very dead at all. Now, Caleb’s gut feeling was very good. You might even call it a gift. Unlike Anthony Hopkins, who had liked to pretend he had a gut feeling that really might’ve just been a bowel issue.

Well, it was more than his regular gifted gut-feeling though. For the same reason he was spiritually connected with Hunter, he was also spiritually connected with his murderer. Hunter was not the only person Caleb could haunt. He had told Hunter that maybe Philip wasn’t dead, because a maybe was better than a certain yes and less of a lie than no.

Thinking of how Hunter reacted, Caleb decided not to share what he knew, not wishing to frighten more children.

“Oh.” He said instead, feigning a mild tone “Right. He went splat.”

“So you know?”

“Mh.” Caleb looked away, not elaborating. He was getting past the shock of feeling everything again and composed himself, found his manners, and faced the pastel coloured girl about to speak.

“If.. You knew he was dead, how would you get vengeance on him?” Amity asked.

He smiled politely. “Symbolically.” Caleb fluttered his fingers out to imitate sparkles. “For one I don’t want him to succeed with his grimwalkers.”

The group all looked confused. “Aren’t they… successful if they are, you know, alive?”

Caleb scoffed. “No? I never stepped into their body. I mean, grimwalkers were made to resurrect the dead. Yes, it’s supposed to be powerful witches, not silly humans like me.”

He saw their growing horror.

“Hey, now.” He put a hand to his chest. “Evelyn told me all that, I’m just the messenger here.”

“Who?”

“My wife.” He blinked, stuttered. “Witch. She was a witch. I– Uh– Good grief, get a grip man.” He patted his own cheek. “I don’t know the legitimacy of that though! You’d have to ask her!” He paused. “Which you cannot. Because she is.. dead.” 

Caleb went quiet.

“I wonder if she lived a good life…” His eyes found Flapjack. “Do you know, old boy?”

Flapjack chirped a few times.

Caleb smiled fondly.

“That’s good enough for me.” He held his own hands. “Descendants of Clawthorn, huh...”

Amity gasped with the rest. “WHAT?!”

Poor Caleb curled into his chair. “WHAT? What? What did I say now?”

“Clawthorn?!”

“Y-Yes? Yes. Evelyn Clawthorn, that’s my wife.”

Amity held a finger up to continue that line of questionnaires, but Willow saw the glint in Caleb’s eye (well, Hunter’s) and did not want him to slip away from the grimwalker talk. Besides, it might be unwise to let Caleb know they knew Eda Clawthorn.

“Wait wait wait!” Willow waved her arms. “Hold on. Back up! Grimwalkers. What happens to the person– What happens to Hunter? Where is Hunter?”

Caleb made an I-dunno? sound. 

“You’re not very helpful, are you.”

“I am trying to be!” Caleb grunted. “I lived my whole life believing in– It’s– It is all nonsense anyway! Just because some book has an opinion on our purpose it doesn’t mean it has to be like that! We don’t exist to grovel and suffer and- and– Look…”

Caleb exhaled. Maybe the living weren’t supposed to, but the dead? They had little else going for them than moaning about what could have been.

“Hunter and I are spiritually connected because of the manner of his conception. Nothing else. He– I– Just because I’m able to possess him like this- I mean, not possess– Whatever! I do not want to rob my son of his life!”

Caleb paused. Son? Hunter was not his son, it was a cruel thing he did to himself by pretending.

“I mean… Hunter. I don’t want to rob Hunter.”

And let that sit in his lap for a moment. He thought of his brother and closed his eyes.

“...Philip wants me back. He read the stories of grimwalkers, found old books on how to make one in the vaults of the castle. He stole them. The story versions of the sisters and the owl, for all we know could be fairy tales. Even back when Philip was young and wandering the Boiling Isles, the stories were ancient.”

Caleb looked with Hunter’s red eyes at the group. To them all, he did sound genuine, but there was just this thing in his eyes… Like an invisible second person walking behind you in the dark, who stopped when you stopped. Never pouncing, but seemingly always ready to.

“I don’t think he thought it would be possible for me, the actual me, to come back like this.” Caleb continued. ”So he made grimwalkers in my image, trying to mould them into being me, but… The way he wanted me to be.”

He frowned.

“I want to be myself . He couldn’t handle that I wasn’t who he wanted, Philip loved the idea of me, the version of me he thought I was… Admittedly, who I had pretended to be.”

“And who was that?” Gus asked.

“Witch Hunter general Caleb.” Caleb rolled his eyes. “Ridiculous. And the irony of the title does not escape me, either.” Caleb’s annoyance almost immediately turned to sorrow. “Not that I’m blameless, though.”

Amity nodded, looking at Caleb’s with suspicion. “So.. You said you had thoughts on a symbolic vengeance?”

Caleb sat straight and tilted his head, a little worried by how determined Amity was on returning to that topic, he wished he hadn’t let that slip now.

“I do. But don’t you mind your clever little head about that. It doesn’t involve any of you, or Hunter.”

“Humour us.”

“No.” Said Caleb with a stern and cold look in his eyes. “I shan’t. It is just a simple piece of justice like any other.”

“That’s ominous.” Said Vee and made a face.

“Maybe. But we are Wittebanes, we are portentous like that.” Caleb said with something crooked in his smile. “It is kind of our namesake, Wittebane, to be the embodiment of a scourge and flagellate the wicked.” Caleb shrugged. “Even if the wicked is my brother. After all, that’s why he killed me, he thought I was the wicked one. Thought I should return the favour one way or another.”

He thought of Philip and all he had done.

Caleb loved and hated his brother, as much as Philip hated and loved him in return. Now, they were two dogs, endlessly biting and tearing flesh from one another, far from the brothers they used to be - each a side of the same coin feuding over which side should be up.

Caleb blamed himself for being the reason Philip did this. Out of love or hate, it didn’t matter. He would never forgive Philip, and that meant no forgiveness for himself either.

God had kept Caleb as a spectre, spectating the demise of his brother and his actions as punishment. Caleb had made peace with his situation, long, long ago. But that did not mean his heart couldn’t break. And it did, over and over. Never dying. You go numb after centuries of watching.

That was his hell.

God worked in mysterious ways. And in one of those ways, Caleb could have possessed a grimwalker earlier and killed his brother with their hands. Caleb had spent centuries thinking about it. The answer was no, he couldn’t put the grimwalkers through that. But there was a way Caleb could chain him.

Philip, ever the scientist with a backup plan, always planted another grimwalker right after the first had come out of the ground. Hunter was not the only galderstone connected with Caleb, there was one more. An unfinished body. It had yet to have a soul. No person that would get hurt if Caleb took it over somehow.

But that was in the demon-realm.
To get there, he needed Titan’s blood.

If there was an opportunity (God be willing) he would capture Philip in it with him. There, in one body (a coin with two sides, if you will) they could share the punishment they both deserved, never living and never dying (the coin stuck standing up).

Poetic justice. Cleanse what Philip had stained. He could save both their souls by sacrificing and dooming himself to sharing an eternal prison together.

If Philip wanted him back so badly, he could spend eternity being tormented by Caleb’s silence and disappointment.

To keep the realms safe, Hunter and his friends, Caleb needed these kids on his side. He needed them to trust him. Perhaps he could actually pull this off?

He needed just a little more time.
Just enough to see this through.

“But Belos is dead.” Willow said, snapping Caleb back into the room from his thoughts and turmoil, her gaze was steel. Caleb turned to her with a small shrug.

“Sure.”

“... Are you the one who makes Hunter believe he’s still alive?”

“I don’t know if he’s alive!” Caleb turned his merriment up, more for himself than for them. “And I am not the one who made Hunter think anything. He saw what he thought he saw.”

“Did you see it?” Gus asked.

Caleb shook his head. “I can’t see everything Hunter does.” It was technically not a lie. And Caleb danced around the truth like a bastard in church sweating in the confessional trying to downplay his sins.

Now Gus knew Caleb was a liar. “Hunter told me you could see everything.”

“...Mh! Only if I look into the stone. I don’t often. I respect his privacy. Like I said; not everything!”

“You aren’t very forthcoming.”

Caleb leaned back into the chair and crossed his arms. Looking Gus up and down. Then smiled.

“You must be a good friend to him, Augustus. We are both trying to protect Hunter here.”

Gus turned to his friends, none of them were entirely sure about Caleb. He had a way of flip-flopping between being competent and a fool. Not totally unlike Hunter, actually. Or Belos. Perhaps it was a family trait. Where Belos faked his incompetence to appear approachable whilst being maleficently clever - Hunter was genuine in his clumsiness and gentle nature, and faked some of his competence to appear confident - they could not pin down where on the scale Caleb stood. Was he like his brother, or more like Hunter?

Gus frowned. “Yeah, I am. And I don’t trust you, Caleb.”

“Understandable. But I have no intent on hurting any of you. I only want my brother to face punishment, in life or death. Preferably without anyone getting in my way.”

“That’s how villains talk.” Vee pointed out and Caleb shrugged.

“Who said I’m not a villain? Philip wouldn’t be like this if it weren’t for me.”

Before anyone could poke that statement, the front door opened and Luz Noceda let out a loud groan.

“THEY RAN AWAY FROM ME! AGAIN!” She threw her bag down aggressively. “Masha is so squirmy! I keep trying to find them, and every time I do, they run!! I JUST WANT TO TALK!! GAAAH!!”

“Luz!!” Amity runs into the hallway to greet her. “Luz, come, quick, we need you.”

“Huh? What’s wrong?”

“It’s Hunter, he is–”

Luz sees Hunter in the living room. Her eyes lit up at the sight of him. She runs in, arms spread happily.

Caleb stood to greet her, and when her arms wrapped around him, Caleb awkwardly patted her back.

“Oh! Hunter! You’re awake!! We were getting worried! Mom especially! You know, I’ve been really trying to figure out your riddle. You're going to have to give me a clue..! …Bro!” She nudged his arm for emphasis on the bro.  

She had talked to her mom, as Hunter asked her to do. But their conversation was not what Hunter might have intended it to be about. Instead, the Nocedas had talked about him. About, if he would like it, he could stay here once everything was over.

“Hellu.” said Caleb and Luz immediately picked up on the strange tone of voice. “It is nice to officially meet you, Miss Noceda. Thank you for looking after Hunter.”

“... Woooah who are youuu?”

Caleb, in a courteous greeting, put a hand to his chest and bowed. “I am Caleb Wittebane. I am sure you know who I am.”

Luz inhaled a gasp like a broken trumpet. Pointing at his face and turned to her friends, who were giving her looks of YEAH WE TRIED TO TELL YOU.

She turned back to face Caleb, who smiled, amused by her and chuckled softly.

Then she smacked him on Hunter’s better shoulder.

“Ow!” Caleb rubbed his arm. It didn’t actually hurt very much, but he did not like being struck.

“Why are you in his body?! What are you up to? Mh?! Where is Hunter?!”

“Hold on a minute.” Caleb scoffed. “I am not hurting him.”

“You are possessing him!!” Luz prodded. “Clearly!”

Caleb grimaced. “I’m not–” He sighed. “It is t e m p o r a r y. He is having a nap. I am just going on an errand to get you some Titan’s blood while he is out of commission.”

Luz gasped again, turning to her friends. They all gestured and agreed together; yes, so much had been confirmed.

Caleb smiled as nicely as he could to Luz. Hoping to convince her of his intentions.

“So! I am an ally! A friend. ” He held his hands out and open, getting tired of repeating himself now. “Just want to help. I’ve been trying to guide Hunter in his dreams to find it. I can only enter his dreams at night. I never wanted to lure him away.” Caleb threw Gus a look and Gus frowned at him. “Not in harms way. I care for him.”

“You do?”

“Yes! Of course!” Caleb looked at the teenagers. “Why won’t you people believe me?!”

Willow crossed her arms. “You don’t make it easy. Luz, he’s talking about vengeance on Belos–”

“Symbolic justice. Vengeance. Whatever you want to call it.” He turned to Luz, mournful. “He murdered me, Miss.”

Luz’ heart swelled with empathy.

“My own brother. I’m.. Sure you know, of all people, what he is capable of.”

“Yeah, he–” She paused. “He tricked me.” And looked at Caleb, taking a step back. “He made me think he was friendly , just an adventurer. He made me feel sorry for him, too.”

“Oh for crying out loud! He killed me! He stabbed me in my damn heart and put everything on fire! He left my pregnant wife to raise our unborn alone! My child was fatherless! He has lied, murdered and committed heinous crimes against both realms in the name of– What?! Getting back at me?! I was dead and that wasn’t enough to him!”

He stared into Luz brown eyes and she tried to avoid his red.

“It didn’t matter that I wasn't there anymore! He punished the world I loved for having given me an escape! I did not want to be here! I ran away–! Yes, I abandoned him. But I…”

Luz met his gaze again and Caleb put his hand on her shoulder.

“I didn’t belong here anymore, I couldn’t pretend anymore - not even for him, do you understand? You have been there.. In their realm, their home.. My home.” He smiled through the aching. “You never felt more alive or free than you did there, too, didn’t you?”

“I– um..”

Caleb let her go. “Philip never knew if the grimwalkers really could resurrect the dead like this . But I am here right now so I can help you, but most of all, him.” Caleb pointed at his head. “Hunter. He’s… He is the closest I have to a son. I never got to…”

He looked at his hands, Hunter’s hands. His thumb. His thumb. 

“Children, please. I am not your enemy. Yes, I have my own motives. But I have no malice, my intentions are good. I swear it.”

When Luz smiled, her friends knew they would have to give Caleb a chance.

“Okay Caleb.” She said and Caleb sighed with relief. “BUT!” Her finger shot up like a knife and he held his hands up in defence. “You better not keep his body. We want Hunter back. Understood? That’s my brother you’re messing with.”

Caleb put a hand over his heart and cooed. “Really? Aw, thank goodness. Honestly I was a bit worried about all of that! With him being all I’m going to live in a cave! Haha, he is so melodramatic, isn’t he?”

Gus pointed. “Aha! So you DO hear everything!”

Caleb inhaled, clapped his hands and pointed back at Gus in return. “Young man–”

“You lied about that. I just think it should be on the record that you are a liar.”

“I am not a liar! I was technically not lying! But I thought maybe that– I was– I don’t know what is good to withhold or not! I am trying to protect you, you are children!”

“Maaaybe going with sharing is better.” Willow patted him on the back lightly.

He put a hand to his face, sighing in frustration. “Sweet Mary Joseph… Just please find it in your hearts to trust me.”

“We can try.” Luz offers an olive branch. “So where is that Titan’s blood?”

“The Gravesfield cemetery.”

 


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“What do you say old boy?” Caleb invited Flapjack to his hand and Flapjack chirped, sitting on his finger. “Should we fly?”

Caleb was wearing Camila’s boots and an open hoodie, as Hunter still had no replacement for his sneakers. They had all gathered with their palismen on the lawn. Vee hung back.

“Oh.” Said Willow, next to Caleb with Clover. “Do you like flying?”

“Very much. Incredible isn’t it?” And Flapjack turned into a staff in his hands. “Us humans, flying. Er, well, you witches have done it for ancient days I suppose.”

Willow smiled coyly and got up on her own palisman. “Do you also fly wild and free like Hunter?”

“Oh, goodness no!” Caleb sauntly floated upwards. “Not me, no no. Slow and steady wins the race.”

“No it doesn’t.” Said Gus, standing on his staff. Caleb looked him over like a concerned parent.

“You will fall like that, sonny.”

“Nah, I fly better like this.” Gus grinned and demonstrated a loop. Caleb, still floating near the ground, tried to reach out to catch Gus in case he fell. And by doing so, fell himself.

He yelped, and clammered himself to Flapjack, hanging upside down now and laughed nervously.

“Oh dear. Been awhile!”

Luz strode up with him. “I can fly him and you can hold onto me, if you want?”

“...Yes.” Caleb gritted through a bashful grin. “I think that would be a rather good idea.”

And so they did.

“Vee?” Amity offered to fly her.

“No thanks, I’ll stay home and fill Camila in, I think.. Besides, uh, I haven’t eaten enough magic to last long.” Vee edged back into the house, glancing over at the neighbours just in case. “You guys should go! Before anyone sees you!”

“Oh! right!” Gus clapped his hands and made a big circle. “Alright, disguised as birds!”

“Right!” Luz curled her fist and Caleb got behind her. “To the cementery!”

“No rush.” Caleb mumbled and was ignored. He let out a wavery alarmed yelp and hugged Luz around the waist when she took off. Quickly letting her go, then tried to find a better way to hug her without falling - which was to hold onto her shoulders like she was a saddle on a horse. “You fly very high and fast, Miss Noceda.”

“It’s alright Caleb! I got you!”

“I do not need reassurance, I need you to slow down.” Caleb held onto her shoulders like he would die again if he didn’t.

Luz chuckled and looked over to Amity, who was asking with her thumb if things were okay. Luz gave a thumbs up in return and Amity smiled.

“I will be going slower.” Luz assured him. “Hey, did you ever fly over Gravesfield in your time?”

“I did.” Said Caleb, his eyes closed and hiding against her neck. “But I preferred flying closer to the treetops. I like flying but I am not a good flier. The height makes me a bit…” Trembly? Caleb’s fear of heights was perfectly normal to him.

Luz lowered her staff down. Willow looked over and Luz gave a gesture that Caleb needed lower. Willow nodded and let the other two know.

“You can look now.” Luz said softly and Caleb opened his eyes, his feet near the pine peaks and he curled his knees up to not bump them, but then playfully kicked one and smiled, relaxing.

Luz watched the old British man, despite him being in Hunter’s body, she could see Caleb more and more in the features, rather than Hunter. There were small things that were similar, but most were not.

“You.. Are very different from Hunter.”

“Of course I am.” Caleb looked out over the forest. “We aren’t the same person.”

“Right. It’s just that none of us know much about Grimwalkers, so we don’t know how similar they are to their, er, blueprint.”

“Mh..” Caleb was staring out at a world he no longer recognised. Luz looked over her shoulder at him, then at her town.

“Is it very different?”

“It is a whole other world.”

Luz watched with him, the sun lighting up the roofs and the pavements. Caleb would only have seen bits and pieces of the developing demon-realm through the galderstones and even that was a bit muddled to him. He got the gist of what went on, but if the grim didn’t observe it, neither did Caleb. Most of what he saw were thingy-ma-things that did the-thingy-thing. 

The human realm was now more foreign to him than the other realm. He was unsure how to feel about that. Caleb didn’t belong anywhere now, not that he needed to - He was dead.

Caleb’s expression became mournful, his gaze sank down and found Luz watching him.

“Why.. Did you stay in the demon-realm?”

Caleb looked down at the trees. “I was in-love. And I was free over there, it made sense to me in ways I struggle to explain.”

“Yeah, I know that feeling.”

Caleb tilted his head. “Miss Noceda–”

“Luz is fine.” She smiled.

“You met my brother.”

“Er– Yes, I have.”

“...I am very sorry.”

“What for? You didn’t do anything. You were, er, dead.”

“All of this is my fault.” Caleb looked away. “I shouldn't have left him. If I had only stayed, all of this could have been avoided.”

“What? Caleb, it’s not like you knew Belos was gonna turn into a crazy person and kill everyone!”

The irony of her consolating him on his guilt did not escape her. Maybe her friends were right? Maybe she should forgive herself. She hadn’t known Philip would turn out to be Belos, after all.

How could Caleb have known his brother would have turned into a genocidal maniac? Surely, the dead man behind her couldn’t still, after centuries, still take blame for it? Or maybe he could. She suspected he had.

“No.. But I should have stayed. I should have done the right thing. But I didn’t, I just left, because the conversation was too…. Difficult to have.”

Luz’ chest tied a knot. She knew that feeling. She hadn’t been able to talk to her mom or anyone about her thoughts on staying in the human realm. It was too difficult. She wished she could run away from having it at all. Why couldn’t it be like a book? Just skip that part.

“Do you think it would have been different if you had?”

“I will never know.”

“I guess not...”

Caleb spied out over Gravesfield. He saw the various churches and some roads were, to his small delight, still there.

“You know Caleb, you and Bel– Philip are actually part of a folktale here.”

“We.. are?”

“Yeah, do you know it?” Caleb shook his head. “Yeah, there’s a statue and everything. We remember you as the man who was lured away by a witch, and his brother left to find him. And neither was ever seen again.”

Caleb was quiet.

“I thought maybe you’d like to know the human realm didn’t forget you, and, you know.. I dunno. Even if it’s different now, it could still–”

“That’s it?” Caleb’s voice was small. “That’s all? Just.. me and my brother? Not the witch huntings?”

“No no, that too! Lots of things! We take pride in our history, not for the wrong reasons either. We like remembering the mistakes of the past. The witch trials, the fear and mania.. It’s good to remember the bad things, so it can’t be repeated.”

Luz smiles at him but he doesn’t return it, he just looks pained. 

“Sorry, I thought maybe it might cheer you up to know the past doesn’t haunt us. That Gravesfield grew better! There is no witch hunting. Nobody is getting hanged or burned at the stake.”

“There isn’t?”

“You can’t do things like that anymore. That’s good, right?”

Caleb looked around. “But…” And he squeezed his eyes shut like everything was hurting. “What– Things just moved on?”

“Yeah, things moved on.” Luz tried to sound comforting but couldn’t tell if it was giving Caleb any comfort at all or made it worse.

He glimpsed over Gravesfield one more time, trying to carve it all into his memories. This might be the very last time he ever got to see it before he had to return to his hell.

He turned his gaze down, closed his eyes, and was quiet for the rest of the ride.

 


 

Luz landed next to her friends and Flapjack turned back into a bird. He perched up on top of Caleb’s head and, finally, Caleb smiled a bit.

“Oh, old boy, I know you’ve been having fun with Hunter but I appreciate you slowing down for me.”

Chirp!

Now Caleb saw what Vee had meant by the flooding. “Oh.” He muttered, fingers to lips in that thoughtful way he did.

The old pond had poured in, and not only that - the cemetery was far, far, larger than he remembered. The landscape is different, too. And everywhere he looked were new tombs, graves, statues, trees and headstones.

“Uhhh..” A little overwhelmed, Caleb took a step backwards into a flower garden and quickly stepped out again. There was so much here now.

“So, Caleb.” Gus struts forward. “Where did you hide the Titan’s blood? You said it was at Anthonyyyyy….?”

“Anthony Hopkins tomb. Witch Hunter General.” But truth be told, Caleb wasn’t certain they would be able to find it. He was lost here, now.

“That won’t be too hard to find then!” Willow grins. “We just gotta read on the headstones!”

“Oh! right! That’s– Yes. Read the headstones.” Flapjack chirped at Caleb and the man waved his hand dismissively. “It will be fine, I remember what it looked like. I’m sure I’ll know when I see it.”

“Oh yeah!” Luz fished out her phone, Caleb crooked a brow at it. “We can just browse the web and find a map, I bet there is a history snippet, since he was the witch hunter general!”

Caleb leaned forward to peer at the phone. “What is that? A book?”

“Er, kind of!” Luz looked at the photos and articles. “Aw, man, looks like his tomb is under water after all.” She held up her phone and showed a picture of the tomb to everyone. They all let out a choir of Awww.. Except for Caleb, who furrowed his brows.

“That’s not his tomb.”

“It is! Says so right here on the wiki.”

“... No, that’s NOT his tomb.”

Luz zoomed in on the photo to show Caleb the front door of the tomb. “It is! look! His name and title is on the door! Huh, his descendants used it as a family tomb until it got flooded in the 1890’s.”

Caleb stared at the photo. Flapjack tweeted and Caleb held himself awkwardly.

“That is not his tomb.”

The Hexsquad exchanged looks. Willow crossed her arms.

“But you said it was at his tomb that you hid it, didn’t you?”

“Yes but that’s not the– That’s not where we hid it.”

“It says on the door–”

“Evelyn said it was his tomb when we hid it! And it did not look like that!”

They looked at him. Caleb squirmed.

Luz tried to find a way to ask, without embarrassing him, but there was none. “Um, Caleb, can you not.. Read?”

Caleb’s shoulders shot up and he looked away.

“It’s okay if you can’t–”

“Really funny, innit? Caleb Wittebane can’t read, just half-a-wit Caleb! Haha! All the brilliance went to his brother! Ha-Ha! It’s not like I was busy providing or anything!” He scowled and turned away from them, remembering his labours as a witch hunter.

Willow put an empathic hand on his arm. “No, we wouldn’t make fun of you for that.”

Caleb, flustered, tucked his arms in and away. Embarrassed to receive pity from anyone, it seemed. He stuttered and waved his hands around.

“Never mind, just– It is what it is. That’s NOT the tomb.”

Amity chimed brightly. “But that’s a good thing! Then it might not be under water! What did it look like?”

Caleb put his hand to his lips and tapped them, thinking. “It had a skull with an owl above it ona door.” He gestured above himself. “Ontop was a cross, I think, as a spire. And an eye on the door as well.”

“An eye?” Luz and Amity looked at one another, then she looked at Willow and Gus. Like the portal door.

“No no, not the portal door.” Caleb could see what they were hoping for.

“You know about the portal door?”

“Of course. I made it.” He shrugged nonchalantly.

“YOU WHAT?!” Luz spazzed and Caleb stepped back into the flowers again, nearly slipping in the wet mud, there was so much grime here. “THAT– THAT IS PRETTY IMPORTANT INFORMATION!”

“I didn’t bring the magic to it! My wife did! You need Titan’s blood anyway or it won’t work! I just made the door! The wood, the symb–” Caleb stared out into the void like a ghost.

“The what?”

“Titan.” He whispered and looked around himself for a stick, and found one. That would do.

“Titan?”

Caleb put the stick to the ground…

And drew a symbol.

Luz gasped. “You know glyph magic too?!” Even if she knew that wouldn’t work here, she was still excited to see someone else discovered them too, who wasn’t evil.

“Of course.” Caleb tilted his head to her with a mysterious smirk. “But it’s not called glyph magic, it’s Titan magic.” And he stepped on it. A small fire began to burn, but it quickly died out.

Caleb squatted down and inspected his glyph. “Not strong enough.”

Luz gasped again. “That’s right! The Titan’s blood is connected with the glyphs! The closer we are to the blood, the stronger the magic will be!”

“Atta girl!” Caleb smiles brightly. “My thoughts exactly!”

Luz brightly shines her smile up at him. This is what she had hoped Philip would have been like, someone who knew all the mysteries. A guide. A human that had been there done that before her, who could show her the way and tell her how the story ends.

Luz pulled out a pencil and a lump of sticky-notes, grinning. “Let's find that Titan blood!”

“Yeah!!” The teens cheered and Caleb smiled fatherly at them. Which, with Hunter’s face, aged him drastically.

The group began to walk around. Sometimes the sticky-notes wouldn’t work, and sometimes they did but only a tiny bit. Luz were making light spells, Caleb was making fires on the ground. But the soil was wet and the weather wasn’t favourable to him.

“You should try another spell, Caleb, if you know one.” Luz offered him to draw something with the notes and the ballpoint pen. Caleb inspected the pen.

“Hm!” And smiled at the technology of it. But instead of drawing on the notes, he drew on his palm.

“Uh– You probably shouldn’t do that.” Luz warned.

Caleb laughed softly. “You know nothing yet, then.” And tapped the odd fire symbol on his arm, it didn’t look the way Luz knew it to look. He had combined it with something else.

When Caleb opened his hand, a fire flickered in it, he closed it and it died. He could do this on repeat like a switch on a flashlight.

Luz watched, enthralled at his makeshift lantern. “What did you do to it?”

Caleb showed her carefully. “Flesh.” He drew the flesh glyph on a note for her. “Don’t tap it.”

“Oh? But what happens if I–” And she tapped it.

From the note poured blood and something fleshy, not too unlike Belos’ rotten blue-ish gore. Luz dropped it, yelling with her friends as the pulsating rotting lump splopped onto the wet ground.

“I said don’t tap it.” Caleb merrily laughed at the macabre bits and rot on the ground. “Oh dear.”

“Why is that even a glyph!?” Gus stuck his tongue out in disgust.

“I said - it is Titan magic. The earth of the Boiling Isles is of the Titan’s flesh.” He taps his own skin. “And you can mimic it. But if you just do it out in the air like that it will be rotten. If you combine it with another glyph, onto yourself, you can turn yourself into a human weapon!” He made a little ta-daaa with his hands.

Luz remembered Belos’ arms. “Is that what he had done? When he carved glyphs into his skin? I saw them.”

Caleb paused. “... Yes.” Caleb sighed. “But he didn’t know the light glyph, thankfully.” He showed his hand and Luz could see where the light glyph was imbued among the combination of flesh and fire.

“Light is also life.” He explains. “You need that glyph, as you call it, or you will have some trouble doing this on yourself, the flesh glyph will rot you as you use it. It will hurt you.”

He met Luz’ eyes, the guilt had crept back into him and he held his hand close to his chest and looked at the glyph, he grimaced with sorrow and began rubbing half of it out to break it from working. Philip had used it to aid in the making of grimwalkers too, it was all cruel irony.

“Perhaps you should do the symbols, not me. I’ve done enough. I shouldn’t have shown you this.” He closed his eyes. “I never learn…”

“It’s okay man, you’re just trying to help.” Gus offered, Caleb gave him a grateful smile but it faded quickly.

Caleb tucked the pen into his pocket.

“...I must confess something.”

“What?”

He took a moment, inhaled a breath. “I am the one who showed him this.” He gestured to his hand. “Though, I didn’t show him the light glyph. So he… I don’t know why I didn’t at the time. I just had a gut-feeling I shouldn’t. I am glad I trusted it. If he had known it, he would have been unstoppable.”

Luz’ body went cold. “I– um– Actually Caleb.. I.. I accidentally showed him the light spell.”

“Pardon?”

“I accidentally showed Belos– He was Philip at the time. I didn’t know he was– I didn’t even know it was that important. Just that it– He was– I’m sorry.”

Caleb’s expression went forlorn and sad. He looked her up and down like it hurt him to see her now, like he saw something in her that pained him, he looked away.

Luz wanted to dig a grave and join the dead around her. Had she disappointed him?

Amity is quick to her side. “It was an accident.” She says before Caleb could say or do anything.

“Yeah,” Willow agrees, not liking the look Caleb was giving her friend. “It was an accident.” 

Caleb straightened his back. “Accidents happen. May God see you for what you are.” He said calmly and turned his sad gaze away to continue the search for the tomb.

Luz sucks in her lip and Amity begins to whisper to her to ignore him and Willow tells her he’s an old dead guy and what does he know anyway!

“Hey,” Gus catches up with him. “She didn’t do it on purpose.”

“I know. Accidents happen.”

“You say that, but you–”

Caleb stopped and turned to Gus. The gaze he was giving him was flat, and that was the danger of it - you could put any meaning in what those eyes meant and it would still feel like two arrows were aimed at you.

But Gus would not be some small scared boy. And shot a pair of arrows right back at him.

“You are not being nice to Luz, Caleb.”

Caleb blinks, confused. “Yes I am? I just wished her God’s benevolence upon her. She is a good girl, God will see that her accident was not her fault.”

Gus blinked back just as confused. “You’re acting like she did a horrible thing though.”

“It was a horrible thing. But we don’t always tend to do horrible things on purpose, Mr Porter.” Caleb furrows his brows. “But I recognise and share a similar burden, though mine is no-one’s fault than my own, and hers is but a sappling of someone elses deciets.” 

He looks back at the girls, at Luz, who was looking at him with curious puzzlement and a wish to understand what deep grievances he was actually talking about. He was taken aback by her extended empathy towards him.

And it clicked for Gus. Caleb was like Hunter here. He didn’t get how he came across.

“Dude,” Gus huffs. “Dude you sound like a jerk.”

“I do?”

“Yes! You hurt her feelings.”

“Oh, I am sorry.” He looks over to Luz, who straightens her back, thankful he clarified.

“Thanks Caleb.” And he nodded to her in that awkward old-century way.

She was beginning to understand Caleb now… It was all about the guilt and the shame that followed, wasn't it? She almost forgot he was a puritan.

Caleb opened his mouth a few times and tried to find a good way to be more comforting to Hunter’s friends. He remembers Evelyn, she had been so much better than him at this sort of thing. He was so clumsy.

“No problem, and do not worry! Unlike me, you are a very good person! You aren’t selfish, you care for others and people grow in your presence.” He rubbed his hands anxiously and looked down at them. “Unlike me, I can’t seem to stop doing the wrong things. At this point I think… Maybe I ah… Deserve this.”

“I don’t think you deserved to be murdered and be stuck as a ghost.” Luz said and Caleb looked downwards. She tried to catch his eyes but he skillfully pretended he did not see her trying. “It wasn’t your fault either–” Caleb shut his eyes and Luz stopped pressing.

He was uncomfortable because he could not forgive himself.

Thinking about it further, Luz didn’t feel like she needed to be forgiven by Caleb for accidentally sharing the light glyph. Hearing Caleb go on about repentance and forgiveness, and toiling in the unknown forever - it put some perspective for her. It was almost like emotional self-destruction, wasn’t it?

Caleb squirmed as she approached, turning his shoulder towards her.

“My brother is an evil man.” Was all Caleb could offer to make her stop trying to tell him it was fine. Nothing was ever fine. “He fooled you like many others. Perhaps… The sin you think you are carrying, is actually his cross unfairly unloaded upon you.”

He paused. He was saying things he wished someone could make him believe for himself. And immediately felt bad for wishing there was an escape from his earned shame and guilt. He continued to stroke his hands and stretch his fingers out like they were gloves he wasn't used to wearing.

“Luz, do not carry the burden that should be my brother’s and mine.”

And his smile was as broken and shattered as his heart, like it was made of sharp pieces he could do nothing with but hold in his hands until the day it turned to sand and he got peace. Luz returned his smile but it was much more alive than his, carefully she placed her hand on his fidgeting.

“Likewise, Caleb. You couldn’t have known Philip would turn out like this.”

Caleb was at a loss in her contineous attempts to be kind to him. Luz smiled like a sunflower at the sun, hoping to reach him.

“Don’t take the blame for what your brother has done–” Caleb removed his hands from hers and turned away. He couldn’t do it. He just couldn’t be forgiven.

“... Let's find the Titan’s blood.” He said and moved onwards.

Luz's heart drooped with her shoulders and Amity and Willow came to her side to embrace her.

“Don’t listen to him..” Willow says quietly. “Some people choose the hell they think they deserve.”

But that didn’t comfort Luz at all.

“And, for the record.” Amity curls her arm around Luz’. “It was NOT your fault and–”

“Thanks guys, I’m okay.” Luz promises, and she was. For a moment there she had truly been gutted. But once she understood, she became determined to convince Caleb otherwise.

Maybe it would help her, too. With her own guilt, even if she could already feel herself letting it go.

Gus had caught up with Caleb. The two walked quietly. Gus had learned from Hunter that silence was sometimes the best way to make people open up. But Caleb was clammed shut and staring hard at the vast cemetery, looking for anything familiar, ignoring the boy that was trying to offer him friendship.

But silence creeps easily into any crack, and Caleb was full of them. But before Caleb had a chance to open up, Amity called out to them.

“Hey!” The duo turn around. “Some graves are older than the others. Surely there must be an old part of the cemetery, we should look there.”

“Oh yes! Oh you are SO clever Amity!” Luz pecks her cheek and Caleb looks away, pretending he didn’t see any public affection going on. He was fine with it being two girls, he was just a puritian.

Luz punches her fists to the air and tip taps in a circle. “Oh! I know! I know! Map! We need a map!” And found her phone again. “Uhhh! That way ahoy!” She called and charged down a path with the girls in tow.

“Lively girl.” Caleb quietly pointed out.

“Yeah, she’s great.” Gus agrees. “And Luz is right, about not taking the blame.”

“Very kind of you, Mr Porter. But no. I am.. It is just different.”

Gus decided to not argue with a century old English ghost inside his friend’s body. The man looked miserable enough already.

They followed the running girls. They were scouting more than the boys.

“But I know how to repent now.” Caleb muttered, and Gus felt an ominous chill. Before Gus could push on it, Caleb gasped, he had spotted the tomb. “THERE!! That’s the one!”

Everyone turned to see the tomb-ish form. It was a small square of a rock at the bottom of a slope, it was half-dipped into water. It looked a lot different than all the other tombs. Perhaps because it actually wasn’t one.

Beaming, Caleb ran over to it and slowed down as he came closer to the large monument, it was in the shape of a house, but it was no tomb. With a spire on top of it with a cross. All around the sides of the monument were names carved in, their ages and date of death. And the reason for their passing. It was a memorial.

He put his hand on the memorial. Last time he had been here, it was with Evelyn. He stroked his fingers over the letters on the flat surfaces.

It was not Anthony Hopkins' tomb.

Luz came up, curious who’s memorial this actually was and sucked her lip in when she read the names of the victims of the witch trials.

“Oh.” Said Luz with arched brows. 

“Strange.” Caleb’s finger followed the letters. He knew the alphabet, but couldn’t spell. He found A’s and B’s and C’s in random spots and traced them in an order he thought might be correct.

“I wonder why she said it was his tomb.. It was night when we were here, it looked an awful lot like a tomb then. Guess she must have been mistaken.”

Luz stood next to him. Caleb turned to her, no words needed for his question.

“It’s the victims.” She informs.

“Victims?”

“Of the witch trials.” Luz carefully looked up at Caleb, who’s expression had turned into horror. He removed his hand from the memorial.

“No…” He looked at all the letters, lines upon lines of names. “No, she said it was his family tomb.”

“It’s a block of stone.” Luz knocked on it. “Hardly a tomb. But yeah, I guess at night it would look like a small tomb.”

“There’s a door, I remember a door.” But when Caleb found it, he discovered it was only carved. Upon it was the owl face and the skull, the eye beneath them.

It had been a dark night when they were here, so he must have easily been mistaken or persuaded about it being an actual door. It was shaped like a house, too, so he must have assumed it was a tomb because Evelyn said so.

He remembers Evelyn using magic to make the face of the owl above the skull and the eye beneath it. Marking the spot.

He looked into the stone eyes of the owl with a haunted, determined, expression.

The group looked at one another, feeling a little sorry for the man. They had given him a short minute to himself to look around the memorial, but when he didn’t come back around the other side, they joined him.

“She said it was his family’s tomb.” Caleb echoed his earlier statement, like he couldn’t quite believe it wasn’t what he had remembered it being. He touched the owl. 

Luz came to his side. “Maybe she had her reasons–” And turned to the door and saw Hooty’s face.

“HOOTY?!” Luz pointed. And the Hexsquad all gasped at the sight of him.

“Oh–” Caleb looked at the stone Hooty. “Oh, that’s right, you lived with the owl lady.”

“YOU KNOW ABOUT HOOTY?!”

Caleb nodded, turning quiet. Still unsure why his wife had lied and looked at the stone with grief and guilt carved into his face. The victims.. huh..

“I knew him. He was the house demon of my wife’s tower. Well, before it all burned down. I’m surprised he survived the fire.”

“Wait!” Luz waved her hands. “Hold up! The tower? The tower behind Eda’s house? That tower?”

“Yes, that’s the one. We had a house beside it but it’s gone now. The owl lady must have built a new one on top of the old ones’ ruins.” Caleb let go of a small sigh he had been holding in, looking at Hooty’s face. “He was a very wise and sophisticated house demon.”

The Hexsquad shared a look of surprise and disagreement with his statement.

“Umm..” Amity hummed. “I wouldn’t call him.. Sophisticated or wise, but, er.. He had his flare.”

“Oh, right. Well, I suppose it does things to a house demon when the house burns down. Their roots get charred.” He touches the skull beneath the stone-Hooty. “I am still glad he lives on.”

Luz looks Caleb up and down, she has so many questions for him now. Not sure where to begin. But perhaps the obvious question should come first:

“Who was your wife?”

“Evelyn.” Caleb closed his eyes. He could see her in the golden light, the way he remembered her.

“Sorry- did you say Edalyn?”

“No, e-V-elyn, Evelyn Clawthorn.” Just saying her name made him feel a little bit more alive.

Luz gaped, about to loudly gasp and yell with excitement - Gus was quick to grab her by the collar and hush her. He shook his head at her to silence her. He didn’t trust Caleb, and it was best to keep your cards to yourself sometimes.

Luz blinked, puzzled at Gus, she glanced at Amity and Willow, who nodded to her in agreement. Luz furrowed her brows, she would refrain from sharing then. But Caleb looked so frozen and mournful, it broke her heart to not be able to tell him she knew his descendants - A family that still lived and were good people! Great people even!

But she trusted her friends.

“So where did you hide it..?”

Caleb was quiet. Then put two fingers into Hooty’s eyes and the mouth clicked open. He did it a few times to show that nothing came out.

“It’s not there.” He closed his eyes again and leaned his forehead against the false door.

Luz put a hand on his back. “It’s okay, we’ll find another way.” But Caleb didn’t reply, Luz removed her hand and bit her lip. Unsure how to comfort him, it seemed impossible to do so. She looked at the names of victims. “I wonder why she told you it was Hopkin’s tomb.”

Caleb shrugged. “Maybe she wanted me to think Mr Hopkins was dead.” He proposed quietly.

“Why would she want that?” Asked Willow.

Caleb looked at the names. “Because I had learned magic and I hated him.” He was implying the worst. He turned to the teenagers. “You are aware I was a witch hunter, yes?”

“Yeah.” Said Willow. “We read about it.” Willow touched the names. “Did you.. Hunt these people?”

Caleb turned his gaze down, too ashamed to answer. But then something clicked for him. Something made sense to him now.

“Oh.” Caleb closed his eyes. 

“Um, sorry. I didn’t mean to upset you. You seem very regretful–”

“Very.” Caleb put his hand over his chest and felt his essence scream.

Hooty’s lifeless eyes stared into him, knowing exactly who and what he really was.

A liar.

It had all started with his lie. You’d think lying was a small sin to do. But what if a girl gets hanged for witchcraft because of it? The lie had just come out of him. Suddenly he was gifted. He and his brother needed to be accepted by the folks around them to survive. And being a witch hunter was a great profession in a town that hated witches. So he just continued lying.

Hunter’s heart thumped loud in his chest, echoing in his head as he stared himself blind at all the names on the memorial. The names on the monument were wailing at him, clawing at his soul from the depths of the damned and cursing him for his lies and his inhumanity. Ice filled his stomach and he took a step away from the stone.

 

“Caleb, it’s alright.” Evelyn put her hand into his.

They stood by the memorial and Caleb was upset he was too late to give Hopkins a piece or two of his knuckles and mind.

I wish you would let it go now. You don’t have to hurt Hopkins, see, he’s dead. And enough people have been hurt already.” S he kissed his cheek and held love for him in her eyes. Caleb leaned onto her shoulder and she held him.

“I just wish I got a chance to set things right, you know? I hurt people and… He did too, I thought maybe I could be their wraith of vengeance, or angel.. Whichever."

“Be a good person, as best as you can. And when your head gets dark and hopeless, you owe it to them to keep trying - not this hating yourself business anymore.”

Caleb scoffed. She knuckled his shoulder, giving him that I'm serious! look that he thought was irresistible. “I can try.”

 

That was it, wasn’t it?

He couldn’t just be regretful for all of his existence anymore. God had presented him this chance to fix everything. To be the wraith of vengeance for his and Philip’s victims. It was only right.

Caleb couldn’t stand it anymore. It just never stopped, did it? The sins piled up like embers in dry grass, there were too many little fires to put out.

 

Do you want to know something about fire? 

There are fires that burn you bit by bit. You don’t notice it until one day your hands are full of blisters and you think; that’s not very good innit. But nobody ever saw any fire, never smelled any smoke, so they tell you it’s in your head and you believed them. Lies are beautiful like that.

And then one day your hands are charred, in fact it’s begun to burn all of you away… And you don’t even know where to start putting the fire out. And because you were scared and you didn’t trust your heart, you became the fire yourself. You’re the fire and the whole forest is burning. Your home is burning and it’s your fault.

F i n e.

He’s the fire, then. The forest was his brother.

May they both burn down like every witch before them.  

 

Philip was out there, still, and he was after Hunter and his friends. After the Titan’s Blood. Who knew if he was right here somewhere, watching them, hiding.

Caleb felt the Titan’s blood in his pocket with his fingertips - He had taken it before they came around the corner.

Anything wrong he did from now on was just another little fire that would absolve once he set things right. He would make it up to Hunter.

He just needed a little more time.

Caleb smiled at Luz when she once again put her hand on his arm. Bringing him back to the living from where he had zoned out. She looked at the names, then at Caleb, and figured he must be feeling guilty for having participated.

Luz could see that the man had probably held onto his sorrows and guilt for as long as he had been dead.

“It’s gonna be alright Caleb.” Luz smiled.. “We’re here! We can do this together.”

“For sure Miss Noceda. You are a good girl.” He said and walked past her with a fatigued look in his face, spying out over the graves and trees and found what he was looking for - the archway. It was still here. “Hm..”

“What?”

“Over there?” He pointed, the Archway was on a small island, surrounded by water. “I think I’d like to look at something. I will be quick.”

“We can fly there.” Luz smiles and Flapjack chirps, turning into a staff for Caleb.

“I think I can fly alone this time. It’s a short distance.”

“Oh! Oh okay! I’ll fly with Amity then.” Luz turned to Amity, who looked rather suspect. “What?”

“Luz… If there is no Titan Blood here, then how did you two do magic?”

The realisation was like dropping a boulder in a lake. They all turned to Caleb, who was already halfway over the water.

“Oh no he doesn't.” Growled Gus and hopped onto Emmiline to catch up, zooming past Caleb and stopped his path in the air. The two are now floating over water.

“Augustus.” Caleb greeted. Gus did not greet him back.

“Hand over the Titan’s blood, Caleb.”

“...I don’t have it.”

“We can do this the hard way or the easy way, man.”

Caleb scoffs and rolls his eyes. “You children are delightful.” He tried to fly by, but Flapjack halted mid-air. “Wah-ack! Flapjack! I almost fell off!”

The staff began to bounce like an angry mule and Caleb’s yelp wavered as he held onto him. “Flap- Flapjack! Stop this instanc-eEeEaaa!” He clambered as hard as he could to the stick, nearly falling off and hooked his legs around it as he hung upside-down.

The Englishman stared down over his shoulder at the murky water beneath him. The light-grey clouds above illuminated his shadows on the trembling surface. He gulped.

“The blood, Caleb.” Gus' hand was near him and Caleb frowned.

“I do not have it!”

“You are lying.”

“Stop saying that!” Caleb growled, knowing very well he was lying. He tried to climb back up on the staff but wasn’t sure how to swing himself around. “I do not have it!” But he didn't sound very convincing.

“Then how did you do glyph magic?” Luz asked from behind Amity on Ghost, floating nearby.

Caleb glanced at the teenagers surrounding him in the air and growled.

Then tried to smile, laughing nervously. “Listen, you are all just children! You are not supposed to save the world or anything.”

“Maybe.” Said Amity. “But we are here, and we are all the world has right now. So hand it over, Caleb.”

Caleb held on tight to Flapjack, looking over at the arch. He was contemplating if it was worth it to hit the water and try to get ashore. But the distance was too far, it wasn’t shallow enough for him either.

“Caleb.” Luz’ voice demanded. Caleb shut his eyes. “Caleb I don’t know what you’re planning. But you… You can’t just run off with the blood - in Hunter’s body no less!”

“I will make it up to him! If I succeed, I can finally have my penance! He would understand! He is such a kind boy!”

Willow did not like that, not. one. bit.

“He is a kind boy.” She flew closer and glared daggers at him. “Do not take advantage of it. Or I will hurt you worse than anything you can imagine.”

“Very noble of you, girlie. But I doubt you can do worse than death and eternity of nothing.” He dared to let one hand go, to fish Luz’ pen from his pocket. Quickly, he filled in the ink he had rubbed out earlier, making the half-glyph whole once more.

Willow threw her hand out to stop him, and he opened his palm close to her face. The flame was hot and uncaring. Willow gasped and quickly removed herself.

Gus sped by, hitting Flapjack on the end so the staff began to spin around.

“NO!” Caleb panicked. “NO! NO! I WILL FALL!”

And Flapjack aided in making it more difficult for Caleb to get back up, the ghost and the palisman spun around in a wobbly carousel.

“NO! I CANNOT SWIM! FLAPJACK! FLAP–”

His fingers slipped and he mercilessly grappled for the wood. It was strange to fall and feel fear of death. He was dead already, but he could feel the cold and heartless void of water call him to Hunter’s grave.

Willow caught him.

Her coy grin did not make him feel happy to hang over her shoulder. She dumped him on the ground of the island. He had nowhere to run from there. But he still had the pen and as he sat curled on his knees, back faced to them, he scribbled quickly on his skin.

“Caleb..” Luz, Amity and Gus landed by Willow. “You have to stop.”

“I can’t.” Caleb got up on his feet, to keep the charade up. Pretending to hug himself so he could get more time to draw.

Gus steps closer, his staff wielded like a shield and a sword. “Belos is dead.”

“He is not dead.” Caleb rolls his sleeve down to conceal his glyphs, turning to the teens. “I know he lives.”

Amity grunts. “No, he went splat. You said you saw it too–”

“I know what I, and you all, saw! And I am telling you he lives!” He gestured wildly, his eyes wide and a little stirred with the kind of crazy an un-resting spirit was expected to have. “He lives and he is out there! I know so and I can stop him!”

“Hey, cool it.” Gus pointed at him. “You aren’t the hero here by chasing some fantasy where you can get back at him, or whatever you meant by symbolic justice.”

“I’m not trying to be a hero, I don’t think I am one. I am just a stupid man, trying to undo his wrongs! None of you would even be stuck here if I hadn’t– Luz, you wouldn’t even have found the door! Philip would never have tricked you or ever have become an emperor, none of it.”

Caleb inhaled, put his hands together.

“I am not trying to be anything, I am just..” And looked Luz dead in the eye. “Trying to fix things.”

And when he pulled his hands apart, there was a flame that shot towards them.

“WOAH WOW!” Amity and Luz dived to the side, Willow hooked Gus with her arm and got him out of the way.

Caleb put the hand with scribbles on them to the ground. When Willow made the roots shoot up from the grave soil, Caleb pulled his hand up like he was clutching something from beneath the surface; his own roots vomit upwards and clash into hers. Like sickly, rotten, arms; the roots entangled. The smell of wet earth surrounded them and Caleb’s eye twitched when he smiled at Willow.

“No offense, sweetheart.” He held his hands up like oopsie . “You are strong but not very tactical. Brute force only last so long–”

Caleb ducked as Amity’s abomination had thrown a lump his way. He blinked at it, surprised to see one in the human realm and let out a somewhat broken laugh, like it both made him proud and nervous to see her do so well.

There was lots of grime and wet soil here. Amity had plenty to work with.

“Oh! Very well done, Miss Blight!” And he pulled his sleeve up, revealing he had some aces up his sleeve and grinned. “But two can play with clay.”

He put his hand on top of a glyph, it glowed and he held his hand out like a claw. His arm like a gun he cocked, he spread his fingers and grime began to bubble beneath Amity’s feet where he aimed. She hopped up on Ghost to get away from the liquid soil, Luz hopped and danced away to the side.

“Woah wow! Hey!” Luz yelled at Caleb and he smiled her way like sorry! Without looking sorry at all. He headed up the hill to get to the archway, ducking from Amity’s catapulted blobs of abominations.

Gus remembered the cartoons he’s been watching and right where Caleb was trying to run up the slope, Gus made a funny rabbit with a witch hat pop up. 

Eeeh, what’s up doc?” Said the rabbit-illusion and Caleb got momentarily distracted by the crossdressing anthromorphic figure. But a moment was all Willow needed!

Green veins took hold around Caleb’s waist and locked his arms in place. He saw Willow proudly controlling the greenery nearby. She grinned at him. “Now, what was that about brute force not being–”

Ow! Ow! Mind his shoulder, please!” Caleb pleaded in agony and Willow gasped, quickly letting go.

Caleb grinned. “Oh no, that was way too easy, Miss Park!” And before she could get the vines back, he opened his palm again and fire climbed across her work.

Willow had to retreat them back down into the earth, lest the fire spread.

Caleb, however, went blank when he saw the fire ignite. Its light danced in the reflection of his eyes. Hypnotised, he remembered the night of his death. The warmth of flames licking everything around him as Philip struck the knife into his chest.

Gasp!

He snapped out of it when Gus came sailing through the air and tackled him with a bunch of copies of himself. Dog-piling his friend’s body.

“Ow!” Caleb tried with Gus, but Gus did not fall for it.

Caleb growled and shoved at him. He tried opening his hand but Gus played dirty. Literally. Gus quickly grabbed the wet mud Amity had thrown and shoved it into Caleb’s hand, ruining the ink.

“NO!” Caleb shoved at him, but not before Gus managed to rub out the glyphs on his arm too.

Snarling, Caleb looked at the ruined glyphs. “You crooked little devil!” Caleb got up, towering over Gus.

Gus grinned like a Cheshire cat.

“In my circles, that’s a compliment!” And poofed. Caleb gasped, quickly turning around to face the surprise attack he expected, there was none - and got hit in the back with the staff of Ghost. And quickly after, abomination soil wrapped around him and the staff, elevating him from the ground like a BBQ stick.

“Unhand me!” Caleb kicked his legs, trying to reach the ground and failing. “It hurts!”

“You already tried that twice.” Gus scoffed. “Get new material.”

“I’m not lying about it!”

“You’ve done nothing but lie!” Gus held his hands up to the sky angrily.

“I have not! I have been honest.. mostly!”

“Oh, Oh OKAY. Let me count then! You pretended to be Hunter when you woke up! You tried to lie about not seeing anything Hunter does, you lied about the Titan’s blood being gone, and you lied about being hurt!” Gus paused. “I’m sure there’s more!”

Caleb frowned. It hurt him to know he was, by nature deep, a liar through and through. He had just hoped that, for once, his lying could help.

“Caleb..” Luz sighs and comes forward. 

Caleb tries to squirm away in the air or turn from her without success. He hangs there, on the staff, reduced to being the haul of a hunt.

“The Titan’s blood, please.”

“I’m a little tied up.” He smiles passive aggressively and jazzes his hands to the extent that is possible.

Luz rolls her eyes and begins to search him. She finds it in his pocket, giving Caleb a look.

“I thought– I was hoping you were a good guy.”

“That’s on you.” Caleb turned his face away. “I’ve told you repeatedly of my sins. You kept choosing to trust me.. I am a friend of no-one and, very well, I am a liar too…” He gave Gus an angry look of defeat. “I could have gotten away with it and helped, if it weren’t for you meddling kids.”

Luz took the sight of him in. He really hated himself, didn’t he? Luz looked at the vial in her hand. The blue blood filled the little container all the way up to the mounting cork in the shape of an owl head.

“What were you going to do here with it?”

Caleb glumly sighed. “The archway, it’s a portal.”

The group looked at the stone arch with great interest and surprise.

“It will take you close to the tower– er, the owl house. Near the ruins in the forest.”

Luz examined Caleb, trying to find another lie in his words, but the man made Hunter’s face look aged and wilted like a sad homeless cat - like he was too tired to lie right now anyway. She gave him a wry, but empathic, smile.

“And what were you gonna do then? Run in there with Hunter and leave us here behind?”

“Something like that.. I had some ideas. He isn’t awake, I can feel it. I don’t know for how long he is out but I could… Explain it to him, somehow.. In a dream or– I don’t know.” He hung his head. Realising his plan wasn’t completely air-tight.

“Well, if he’s not awake.. We better take you and this vial home before he does. He’s gonna be worn, I’m sure.”

Amity was inspecting the archway with Gus and Willow. “So there is a portal.” She turned to Willow happily, who was smiling excitedly back to her. “Right here.”

There was a way home, then. If all things would go as they hoped.

“Yeah.” Willow smiled and looked over at the puritan in Hunter’s body. “Hey, so, how do we use this portal?”

Caleb shrugged, kicking his leg out to try to get comfortable in his captivity.

“I’m not really sure to be honest. Evelyn just threw the blood on the stones, I think, and ba-da-da-bum! Portal! I never opened it… And honestly my memory isn’t that great. Apparently.”

He caught sight of the memorial across the waters and his expression contorted. He turned his gaze to the muddy soil.

Luz had bent down to his level. His penitent eyes met hers.

“I am sorry.” He said to her. “If that means anything.”

She pursed her lips. She couldn’t trust him, but she did believe that he was sorry. Luz turned Ghost around so he could lay on the staff instead of dangling.

“I get it. You just want to help but.. You can’t do it alone or without us involved.”

Caleb closed his eyes and Luz knew the conversation was over.

“Let's go home.” Gus suggested. “We can discuss what to do with the blood and the archway there. At least we have an option now.”

“Yeah.” Luz smiled, hopeful. Flapjack turned into a staff in Amity’s hand.

“Oh! Thank you Flapjack!” Luz got behind Amity.

And the Hexsquad flew home.

During the ride, Luz tried to meet eyes with Caleb, but he just looked up into the skies or out over Gravesfield.

She realised something now.. The guilt she was feeling, the blame she was taking upon herself, it didn’t help her or anyone. It didn’t do anything at all other than make her feel bad

She wished Caleb would realise that too, but the man seemed dead-set on being a martyr.

To Caleb, the sun painted the town red like fire.


Extra:

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Notes:

*cries* .. I feel like I repeated myself a lot, hopefully I cut away enough for it to not feel like I was hammering the characterisation home too much. OTL

Oh well, hopefully this was a fun read. I had fun writing Caleb running himself into a new grave.
Hopefully Luz and Gus some nice shine too! :')

I'm sorry this dragged on forever.. |||orz|||

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Chapter 20: 👻Modern times

Summary:

Caleb is still here, but times have changed.
Luz has the Titan's blood, but perhaps it is not yet time to leave... Not with Belos in the human realm roaming around.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

modern times


 

When they had returned home to the Noceda resident, Caleb remained tied up in abomination slime. Camila had a few things to say to him and he was lucky he was in Hunter’s body or the woman would have smacked him deader than dead.

He made a mental note of not angering the woman. Hell hath no fury like a woman scorned, but no scorned woman hath fury like a mother. Caleb always admired women, especially feisty ones. But may a guardian angel remind him to not make the mistake of getting sassy with her again.

Caleb had been upset and gave everyone, especially Luz and Gus, the silent treatment.

He also did not want to dine with them. Not to be purposefully rude or anything (though he let them think he was), but truth be told he just wasn’t ready to taste anything again.

He would have to go back to the dunes again sooner or later, and then what? Remember? God, just being in a body of flesh and blood again, feel the warmth and cold and pain and beauty all over again– It was horrible. He knew that, once he was stuck in the wasteland once more, he would be stroking his hands and hoping to feel just a bit of it again.

Perhaps this was part of his punishment? Perhaps this was God telling him that, although he is helping right now, he is doing so in an unfavourable manner and that in-and-of itself needed some emotional flagellation.

That’s fine. At least he could feel emotions as a ghost.

So he spent dinner by still being tied up to Ghost’s staff, in the living room. Muttering and feeling sorry for himself and the world.

Gus had put on the TV for him, a quiz game show. Gus thought maybe the guy would like to see a bit of what he had missed.

Caleb would be lying if he wasn’t at least a little bit entranced by all the things that went on in the modern human world. There was just SO much. The questions and answers of the contestants overwhelmed him, the way people dressed and behaved had him grimace in both curiosity and judgement. To him it appeared that nowadays people lacked self-respect and discipline, if there were a social code to go by he struggled to find it or interpret its rules.

The quiz suddenly took a turn for history as a plate with words he couldn't read turned over and revealed the next topic - the Salem witch trials. Caleb’s heart dropped like an icicle in the head. So, Salem went through a witch hunting mania too, it seemed. And Caleb listened to the answers and saw how the modern people spoke of it all, like it was a terrible and bygone time, and how ridiculous it was that people had been that inhumane and cruel once upon a time. His time.

The world had changed.

And he felt so left behind.

“Having fun?” Luz asked, peeking out of the kitchen with a spoon in the air.

Caleb returned her smile with tired annoyance, covering up the discomfort that was taking seed in him. “I don’t understand anything that’s going on, there's too much text. Why do they spin a wheel?”

“Oh, uh.. I can change to something else.” And she flipped through the channels. Caleb awkwardly hung in the air next to her and crooked a brow in her direction, at the remote.

“Is that a wand?”

“Huh? Oh! No, ha ha, it’s the remote. It controls the tv.” And her zapping around landed the screen on a drag queen show.

“Good gracious!” Caleb gasped. “That’s not appropriate for your eyes! What is happening– GAH?!” He yelled as a queen turned around with her long lashes and big exaggerated pouty lips. “What HAPPENED to her?!” He tried to spin around where he hung in the air from Ghost’s staff, to both remove himself and try to get in Luz' way - to save her youthful eyes from whatever that scantily clad lady on the screen was doing- oh she did the splits. Caleb hunched together and let out a small noise of worry.

Luz laughed. “No they’re queens–”

“QUEENS?!?" Caleb turned to her, bug-eyed and wild. "THOSE ARE ROYALS?!”

“No! Oh, gosh! Hahaha! No! We just call them that! They’re performers! They’re mostly men crossdressing as–”

“Those are MEN?!” He turned to the TV with gobsmacked disbelief.

Luz realised that perhaps television was not the best thing for a 16th century puritan Englishman. “Uumm.. I can change–”

“NO!”

Luz looked at him, surprised, and Caleb curled his lips in.

“Uh– No! Because.. Er… I want to know what kind of… People… . Are around nowadays– But this is REALLY inappropriate for a young little girl like you to look at! So, shoo! Away!” He kicked a leg out gently to shoo her away.

His faint blush made her crook a brow in his direction and he returned it with a scowl that said For my dignity’s sake, just pretend you don’t understand.

Luz smiled knowingly at him. “Okaaaay…” She put the remote down and pushed the floating man over the coffee table so he could reach the couch. Letting him sit down. Ghost was still strapped to his back, so he couldn’t run without palisman pulling him wherever she pleased.

“Enjoy.” She chuckled.

“I won't!” Caleb said with as much pretence as he could muster. “This is purely educational!”

“Yeah yeah.” Luz returned to the kitchen.

Caleb glanced at the TV, at the big sparkly people with big hair and extravagant outfits. Not at all unlike the foppish nobles of his time… Some even had similar looking wigs, or were inspired by the fancy dresses of Caleb’s century. It strangely made him feel more at home in the modern world. He tilted his head at everything that was going on, not understanding but wanting to, one of the queens was wearing satin gloves.

Caleb looks at his (Hunter’s) dirty nails and imagines a glove on them. Would he ever have a life so soft and gentle that he could wear unstained gloves? A gentleman’s life was never written in his stars. Not that he had any stars anymore. His life was discontinued. His spirit was just here to wrap up the scraps of what he once had been. Not what he could become.

But he did hope for such a life for Hunter. Perhaps he could live vicariously through him? A gentle life, a free one, where people who were different could be just as loud and proud like the queens in front of him.

He looked at the drag performers on tv, their dramatic personalities and funny manner of speech reminded him of Evelyn’s antics and her colourful personality. It also did not escape him how openly they displayed their affection for other men.

He reminisces about that time Evelyn had cross-dressed as a boy to disguise herself amongst the humans. Caleb had realised some things about himself during that escapade - One; that he really liked Evelyn’s tomboyish nature and two; aside from women, he also fancied men. He only ever dared tell Evelyn that, and he remembered her mischievous and loving little smile as she said That’s fine. And it had released him from some invisible chains he hadn't known he had.

Intimidated, yet intrigued, by the fabulous men in drag; Caleb watched in observing silence. And he smiled, chuckling and beginning to pick up on what the humour was.

It was nice to think the human world he left behind had, as Luz had said, grown past the time he lived in. Though, it left him feeling just a smidge bit vacant and, once more, like he didn’t belong here anymore.

His smile went crestfallen. But he was proud, too.

Things could change.


Later, going to bed, was a moment all of its own.

Tied with his wrist to the leg of the sofa in the basement… Surrounded by children who were all glaring daggers at him… 

Caleb decided enough was enough, he was going to dip out of Hunter’s body. Mostly he just wanted to escape Gus trying to question him - he had seen into Belos’ mind and brought up the murder. Which Luz was aware of as well. Amongst other intrusive questions the teenagers felt entitled to know, now that he was inhibiting their friend’s body unconsentually.

He had interrupted Gus' list of questions by going; “Oookay, good question laddie, not answering any of that, good luck though! Okay byeeee~!” Waved, and tapped out of life.

After all, he had promised he would give Hunter his body back once he was done. And he was done, kind of. The kids had the Titan’s blood. Mission complete. They knew where the old archway portal was, too. 

They would figure the rest out. Surely.

Though, Caleb still wanted - if given the chance - to take it and run to the portal. Find a new body. Find his brother. And then… Something-something-penance!

 

 

 

But Hunter was still sleeping.

Caleb couldn’t help but feel like that was an invitation. For as long as Hunter was out cold, he could still borrow his body. The second Hunter takes his body back, Caleb will have no say in the matter. Which, fair. But that meant he needed to somehow communicate to Hunter what his plan was.

Hunter would understand.

The boys were giving Caleb judgemental looks as they recognised his scheming and pondering gaze.

“Don’t give me that. I’m back, aren’t I?”

They let out a unified grunt of disapproval, knowing very well that the man was weighing things over. The selkidomus nuzzled at Hunter, trying to wake him again but Hunter just sniffed and licked his lips, curled together and into the warmth of the beast’s embrace.

“I found the Titan’s blood for them! What have you lads been doing? Mh? Not waking Hunter I see!”

He knew he was being childish and so did they. He kneeled down by Hunter.

“Hey, sonny.” He dusted off ashes from the cape Hunter was wearing as a blanket. “Sleeping good?” Hunter, of course, did not respond.

Caleb stood up again, sighing deeply and apologetically.

“Alright, I’m going to go and see if my brother is losing it enough for me to visit.”

Caleb seldom did this, and seldom had access to. ‘Nor did he want to, really. But right now he needed to know if his brother was up to anything. He had been trying for a while now, since he saw the dog through Hunter’s eyes, without success.

To haunt someone, they either had to be asleep or be receptive to the haunting. Whatever that really meant Caleb couldn’t truly figure out. But it was things like: Philip was drunk, sad, terrified, mad or manic. Fun and delightful things like that.

He saluted his companions and began marching off over the landscape. The further away he got, the more wind blew up around him. 

Ah, it will work this time.

A sandy storm, it didn’t hurt his eyes, ‘nor did it do anything else than make his path murky. Ashes dissolved against his cheek and Caleb strode onwards until everything was black.

He just had to keep walking in the dark. Illuminated like a flame waiting to spark and fill the world with light and terror.

The darkness began to fade and Caleb found himself standing in an alleyway. He looked around at the buildings of brick and glass. The world had become taller, and shinier, somehow, and he arched a brow at the modern architecture. 

Ahead of him was a rotting and crooked creature, an elk that couldn’t seem to know its own anatomy and awkwardly wobbled a knee in the wrong direction. It stood bent down over a talking red-eyed rat.

“No!!” Hissed the rat full of magic.

Caleb grimaced with disgust, watching the elk holding the rat captivated by the tail flattened under the hoof.

The elk’s strong jaws easily crushed the rat’s skull. And ate it in one gulp. Caleb listened to the soft crunches of bones and filthy fur grind between the herbivore’s teeth. The long elk tongue licked away some goop that was dripping from its nose.

Demon. Caleb thought to himself, as he could not speak in his projection form. The elk wheezed and chewed, its glowing blue eyes rolled up into its head drunkenly, like the magic in the rat was satisfying some itch that had been gnawing inside his cranium.

Then it stopped and turned slowly towards Caleb.

Caleb looked down at his brother with a small shake of his head. What had become of him? 

“Shut up… Don’t you dare judge me.” Said the elk and slowly made its way past him. “You’ve eaten rats before, too..”

Not like this. Caleb thought, and projected himself ahead of his brother’s path. Across the dark road, Caleb found a street light. As he stood by it, it began to flicker.

“That doesn’t frighten me,  spectre..” Belos found his way into the small park again. By the statue. Caleb watched his brother collapse in the dark little area of bushes and trees. “The only thing.. the night has to fear.. is me.”

Caleb rolled his eyes, He’s so dramatic, and joined Philip in the shadows. As he came into the leafy area, a branch no longer obscured the way of the view - and Caleb had to do a double-take at the sight of their statue. His lip twitched in disapproval.

Of course there was a damn book in his hands, too.

“I love this place..” Said Philip with an unusual genuinety in his tone. His unnatural body slumped against the stone beneath the statue’s feet with a cough, Philip leaned his head against the cool surface like his worship was his only comfort. “Look at what we could have been...”

And Caleb looked.

Two brothers, well dressed and educated, healthy and looking towards the endless future together. They were going to change the world, Caleb with his one step forward with his loyal brother in tow.

But none of that had been who they were, it wasn’t real and never could be. Because Caleb was dead and Philip was Belos now– Or, he was a make-shift half-alive elk with a rat finger stuck in his front tooth, now. And even if Caleb got a new body and came alive, and Philip atoned for his crimes and was punished, things could never mend between them. Time could not be undone. Caleb would never get his Evelyn and Philip would never make the world a better place than he lived or left it. Caleb could not look upon his brother with any other eyes than disappointment and hurt.

This was their story - a tragedy.

“I will save you..” Philip muttered. “I will save us both… Just you wait, I will find a way.”

Caleb let out a sigh, the sound he made was as deep as a grave and thick like cemetery earth. Philip inhaled a small gasp and looked up at him.

They were quiet, what else was there to say?

Caleb turned his gaze away with resentment and began to move, there was nothing to learn here other than that his brother was still here and around.

Belos’ eyes flickered wide when he saw Caleb turn.

Caleb looked over his shoulder to see if the noise he had heard came from a person.
“Come, Caleb.” Said the witch in the archway with a tone Philip only recognised in harlots and loose women. “Let us go.”
And a teenage Philip watched his brother turn towards the portal with a smile.
And leave.

Wait, don’t go–”

Caleb looked over his shoulder at his little brother. The elk looked up at him with drooping eyes and with an open, fleshy, cheek, exposing bone and veins. But it was the eyes that made Caleb’s gaze turn from hate to pity.

Philip rather have his brother stand there and be disgusted, than go away. 

It was the same thing every time. He spat at Caleb, got vile, shouted, threw a tantrum and promised to do things that would have made Satan proud in Caleb’s opinion. And then… Like always… He would beg.

And beg. And cry. And try to touch him.

“Stay...” Belos wheezes, his trembling hooves forced him up to stand. “Stay… I know you’re not.. real, you’re just… whatever you are. But you’re all I have.”

Caleb closed his eyes.

“No..!” Philip launched forward on stilting legs. “NO! STAY! You are a figment of my mind! I COMMAND YOU TO STAY, DAMN YOU–”

And Caleb was gone.

Now, Belos stood on the road alone, staring down the path that Caleb had simply blinked out of existence from. Paralysed, he stood there with eyes darting around. Just like back then, just like when he had been left behind.

Honk Hoooonk!

Belos turned towards the bright light that lit up the whole world. The car hit him and he rolled on top of the hood. It hurt him quite a bit, but he almost welcomed it, it got him out of that helpless feeling of abandonment. This body had begun to hurt. It was difficult to keep it fed so it wouldn’t rot.

The woman that came out of the car had in her keep a little snotty terrier dog that yapped in the passenger seat. It wore a cone, which Belos had learned at the vet meant there was a wound.

Perfect.

“Oh no!” Said Mrs. Stout and grunted. She had to call 911, and while she did that, Belos let go of the elk - that immediately tried to escape and began to kick and flail, making Mrs.Stout scream, and the Terrier in the back of the passenger seat barked in hopes it would scare the elk away - the elk did not get far and crashed down the road. Blood and bile seeped from its wounds and its tongue licked the asphalt.

Mrs. Stout carefully watched the elk as she informed the person at the other end of the phone what was happening. Her car was a wreck, too. The hood was crushed and the window had cracked.

“It just came out of nowhere!” She growled angrily, without empathy for the elk that let out a last sigh of life. “It looks sick! All rail-thin and diseased!”

Belos snuck up to the open door.

“Hello..” Belos grinned, and the dog whimpered. “Be a good boy..”

 

 

Caleb rubbed his eyes as he returned to the boys. They looked at him for him to share any news.

“Same old.” Caleb answered the question that wasn’t asked. He didn’t elaborate. He looked down at Hunter and worry crawled into his chest.

Philip was definitely up to something other than just trying to get by. Caleb knew that. Philip never did just one thing, there were always at least two plans in the making.

“Well, since he is still asleep… ” The boys grunted and protested. “Listen! Philip is out there as a bleedin’ monster elk! I’m not going to not tell Miss Noceda and the others.” He pointed at Hunter. “He’s in danger, too! You know!”

And took hold of the galderstone, it shone welcomingly at him.

“Watch Hunter, okay? And when he wakes, if he does while I’m up there… Artemis, you fill him in on how to take his body back from me, alright? Tell him it’s fine, talk him out of letting me remain longer, the whole package. Understood?”

Hunter would probably figure it out on his own. But Caleb did not trust himself enough to not try to weasel out of giving the body back, he had a feeling that gnawed at him  - what if he could still fix this? Before Philip tried to “fix” it his way?

The coin was being flipped. Which side would be up? Head or tails?

He did not want to hurt Hunter or rob him of his life. But Caleb was an opportunist and could lie in circles until it sounded like a truth that allowed him to borrow Hunter’s body for longer than necessary - maybe even, god willing, all the way to Philip’s grimwalker lab.

So, precaution was necessary. Caleb loved Hunter enough to put sticks in his own wheel for him.

Artemis saluted.

“Good. Good… Alright then! In a bit, boys!”


Caleb opened his eyes and sat up.

If these witches thought a little abomination bondage around his arm would keep him down they were wrong. Caleb had chewed on bones and tough meat all his life! He could chew through these ropes– Or not. Since this was Hunter, actually, and not himself.

Hunter kept his things neatly by his bedside. A diary, for example, and a pen.

Caleb opened the diary, words flowed like waterfalls and made no difference to him. He just needed a blank page, and quietly flipped through to find one.

He paused on a drawing of Vee, with an arrow pointing at her with some text next to the arrow he could not decipher. But it was a bit alarming to him that Hunter was drawing a weapon pointed at the basilisk girl. Did he not like her anymore? They seemed like good friends! Maybe this was an old drawing then? Oh no! What if they would read Hunter’s diary and see this, and misunderstand?!

That won't do. Hunter needed his friends.

vee arrows

Caleb tore out the drawing of Vee and the arrow, as quietly as he could.

Willow’s snore scared him so bad he shoved the drawing into his mouth.

He kept his eyes as wide as possible in Willow’s direction, like opening them wider would help him see clearer in the dark.

Nobody woke.

Caleb swallowed the paper down and found a pen and an empty page. He drew a tiny glyph of wind and thorns. And aimed it towards the jump-rope and abomination slime around his wrist.

SWISH

And he was free. He thoughtfully pondered about the size of the wind-cut. It was small. The Titan’s blood was probably not in the basement, then.

He stood up and glanced down at the teenagers and smiled, shook his head like he was clever and was about to head upstairs when–

Meow?

Caleb squeezed his eyes shut; of course he's never lucky, and turned around with hunched shoulders, facing the horde of palismen staring at him.

He smiled sheepishly and whispered; “...Bathroom?”

The palismen pointed to the basement’s bathroom.

“Ah….. Well, see, I didn’t eat either.”

The palismen all gave him a long look of distrust.

“Honest!” He hissed and backed up the flight of stairs. “Promise!”

MmmmmmeeeEEEOOO–!

Caleb flailed his arms around. “SHhhh!! Sh sh! Okay, okay, sh! Come with me then?” And the palismen happily flocked around him. Caleb let out a quiet grunt. He gave up, and went upstairs with them, to the kitchen.

Truth be told he was curious of what had become of the world he left.

At least in the demon-realm they still used fire to cook and cupboards to store the food. But here it was different.

“Uhhh..” Caleb walked around the dark room. He did not want any light, lest it somehow wake people. He glanced at the microwave and opened it to inspect. “Huh.”

The palismen got excited.

“What?” Caleb looked between them and the microwave. “You ride it?”

They all nodded happily. Caleb thought he should try to win the palismen over. They were troublesome and getting in his way to snoop around for Titan’s blood. They would for sure tattle on him. Palismen loved grimwalkers, and thus Hunter, so they weren’t happy Caleb was possessing him.

Which, if you think about it, must mean something. Grimwalkers, by nature, will always have the possibility of losing their life to their blueprint if they handed the body over (or in Hunter’s case, was being inhabited whilst unconscious.) So if a plainsmen's instinct is to be upset about that, that must mean it was not the right thing. Right? Grimwalkers were not made to be a vessel of resurrection.

Flapjack was giving him a look that sank Caleb’s heart.

“How about I put it on for you then?” He plucked up Emmiline and, as instructed by Clover, put her inside and shut the door. “How do I do it?”

They told him to press the three button, so Caleb pressed it and held. “Oh!” He smiled and watched the seconds turn to minutes and then half hour, hour, hour s, until the numbers no longer changed.

The palismen stared in bug-eyed silence. They had never been in there for that long before. Caleb looked pleased with himself and pressed the on button they had told him to press earlier.

“There you go!” He tapped the glass door where Emmiline stared at him, slowly spinning by. “Have fun!”

The palismen all climbed to the microwave to peer inside, wondering how to open it if they had to. Emmiline meeped nervously like this is fine inside but nobody heard her.

Caleb had turned his attention to the rest of the kitchen. It was so lavish, to him. So much colour and decorations. Things that, to him, didn’t even belong in a kitchen. Where were all the pots and pans and tools? Why weren’t they on display for easy access? Where was the food?

The cupboards were full of fine dining plates, nice ceramic cups, glasses, and in the drawers were, finally, some pots and pan and knives.

He took a small knife he liked, removed a sock to stick it inside it like a makeshift sheet, and slid it into the hem of his other sock so it lay flat against his shin.

Caleb’s eyes fell upon the big white box. Oh yeah, that’s where the food was, he remembered from earlier that night.

He opened it and cool air flowed out.

Caleb saw the pot of soup that had been made, and a chicken that was inside a glass container with rice and sauce. He took Camila’s lunchbox out and sat by the table.

His first meal in life.

This was purely, and only, to fuel Hunter’s body. Nothing else, he told himself. For as long as he was in control, he would take care of the boy. That meant eating better.

Caleb took a spoonful of gravy and chicken and ate it.

It hit him like a lightning bolt. Electrifying his skin with a shiver of delight. Each chew and swallow filled the world with colour and sparkles. 

“Mh!” And he ate, and ate , and abandoned the spoon when it wouldn't scoop up the last drops that were plastered against the container's sides.

The palismen slowly turned from the microwave to watch the century old ghost devour his first meal, licking the box and his fingers. His red and manic eyes returned to the fridge. The palismen huddled together in an uh-oh. Except for Emmiline who meeped inside her prison as she spun around.

Caleb stood by the fridge, grabbing a cucumber and eating it as it was. The fresh, cool watery flesh dripped over his chin.

“Mh!”

Wildness overtook him, gluttony seeped into every fibre of his soul and consumed him with desire to try everything. Apple slices, he drank the curry soup, he rolled the slices of cheese in his fist and chomped down. Ham, yogurt, tomatoes– Anything he could bite into and reach was victim to being torn by his fangs and teeth.

The floor became covered in leftovers. Bits of rice and fruit strewn around his feet. Caleb found the milk and began to drink it like he had never had milk so sweet and pure before - which he most likely hadn’t. 

The palismen watched the carton of milk slowly rise up, up and up, as Caleb drank it all. They had to stop him, if not to save the food - then to save Hunter from Caleb’s mania.

Not even raw eggs were left unscathed as he was too out of it to even crack them first. Chewing and crunching the shell as he gasped for something with even more taste to it.

Chirp! Said Flapjack as he landed on the table. The other palismen quickly caught on to what he was trying to do and encouraged Caleb to try the chili peppers too.

“Huh?” Caleb breathed in his haze of consumption, he was in the process of getting through a box of raw pasta sticks. Flapjack and the gang directed him to the bowl of chili peppers. Caleb grabbed them and shoved a fist full of it in his mouth, chewing and swallowing, and found the oranges next to them. He bit off the peel to get into the flesh.

The palismen hadn’t thought he’d eat a whole hand of chilis. They eyed one another, waiting, sweating in anticipation of what would come next.

Caleb was halfway through the orange when it hit him.

He stood still. Like death had slapped him in the face again. Caleb went pale and green.

The palismen watched him.

He coughed.

Theeeereee it was.

Caleb coughed and coughed as steam began to vapour from his neck and skin. “Oh, god–” He gagged and dunked his head under the sink. Trying to drink. But he was too full to eat or drink any more. He just gurgled the water. His body rose in heat, he gasped loudly, his hair and shoulders wet.

“It’s not working– Oh- eugh–” He felt sick. Like he was going to vomit. He was dizzy. He shoved his arms under the cold water to cool down more of his body, but it wasn’t cold enough.

His stomach and chest felt like a blacksmith’s furnace. Whatever it was trying to smelt in there was making Caleb seasick and nauseous.

The Englishman was going to sink to the floor and die. This was it, he had killed Hunter. great! Fantastic! Of course this would happen!

The light went on.

Camila saw the blonde stand in the midst of a mess. There was ketchup, sauce, rice, fruit and dry pasta strewn everywhere. Caleb was steaming like a broken computer, dripping wet, he couldn’t even pretend to be propper or come up with anything dignifying to greet her with.

“Hunter?” She asked, he shook his head and his cheeks filled with steam he was forced to let out through a wheeze. “Oh. it is still you.”

He gurgled in agony, clinging to the sink.

“What have you done here?” She carefully stepped into the kitchen, nearly stepping on a slice of apple that had found its way across the kitchen floor.

He inhaled raspily. “I don’t know– I’m burning up–”

“Oh.” Camila knew, and she only had to look at her empty supply of dry chilis by the window. “Ahh.. You ate chilis.”

“WHAT?!” He remembered that incident but he had not caught on to what they had looked like. And threw the palismen a glare. “YOU. You made me eat chili?! WHY?!” But could do nothing more than sink down to his knees and hands. “Oh god, I killed him. I'm dying. I am definitely dying." His shoulders kept jolting like he was going to throw up, he kept swallowing it down.

“You’re not dying.” Camila said calmly to assure the desperate man wheezing like a broken air-conditioned on the floor. Trying to find milk and yogurt and bananas. “Did you eat everything??” No, he hadn’t, he’d just taken a bite of everything.

“Shut up… Don’t you dare judge me.” Said the ghost inside the boy she cared for. “I haven’t eaten in 300 years!”

Camila grimaced and found a half banana. “Here, eat this, and this yogurt-”

“No, no, no.. I can’t eat any more- I’m- erp–”

“Not on the floor!” She warned. “Up! Up! Get up or swallow it down!” And hoisted him to the still running sink. Where Caleb leaned over and hurled into it.

Camila stared at the not-at-all vomit in her sink. Caleb did too.

The golden selkiegris shone brightly in the kitchen light and washed clean from the water.

Caleb heaved where he leaned over the sink. Camila gave him a glance like he was a goose that just laid a golden egg. He returned the look, then mustered a polite smile through his clammy and ill-paled face.

“Madam, you are most welcome to your new riches.” He croaked with a gentleman’s grin, flapping a hand at the gold in the sink like Viola, that should stop your glares right? And shakily moved over to a chair, leaning over the table to let the last bit of heat seep away from him.

He felt the furnace in his body begin to cool down. The surface of the table felt cold against his skin and his damp hair and skin lay spread across it. His stomach felt empty and he was left with both a stomach ache and a throat burn.

Camila stared at him. At the gold. The messy floor. At him again. At the palismen. This was a lot for her, even if it was a Sunday early morning she was very tired and needed the rest. So much had happened lately and since this guy was not Hunter, she really just wanted to smack his ghost out of the boy and fix things. But she didn’t know how.

Camila just wanted things to work out. And they never seemed to, no matter how hard she tried. She just wasn’t enough for Luz, or these kids she loved now. She wasn’t enough on her own. She needed help, but who else was there to ask?

There really wasn’t any.

Meep! meeped Emmiline from the microwave, spinning around in there. “Baby!” Camila quickly got the little blue chameleon out.

She juggled the hot palisman. “Ow! Ay-ay-ay!” and had to grab a mitten to carry Emmiline to the sink, letting her sit on top of the gold to get a cold shower. That was.. a lot of gold.

“Ooo kay …” Camila said and turned to Caleb and his grovely breaths, he breathed like he’d been running for his life just a minute ago. “Iiiii am getting Luz. You lot, watch him. Si?”

The palismen nodded. They would. But didn’t need to, Caleb was floored.

Camila went downstairs to the basement and nudged her daughter awake gently.

“Mh? Oh- mom–” Her mom hushed her and gestured for her to come with. Luz blinked and got out of bed, looking at her friends and seeing that Hunter was gone. She let out a small gasp of realization. “Is he okay?” She whispered up the stairs.

“It’s not Hunter, still.”

“Oh.” Luz said and then saw the state of the kitchen. “Oh.” It was a scene to behold and in the midst of it was Caleb, arms stretched over the table like he was hungover, still steaming a little.

“He had chili.” Camila explained, glancing in on it all from the hallway where they stood.

“Aha..” Luz grimaced through a smile of pity for the man.

“Shasay~!” Caleb lifted his hand at the palismen on the table. “Away..” He flicked his wrist and let it flop back down on the surface, groaning with misery. The palismen still sat by him, discussing amongst themselves quietly.

shasay away

“Luz.” Said Camila and Luz turned up to her very worn out looking mother. Luz anticipated the conversation about to happen. Her mom looked so tired and weary. “Luz, I love you. And I am very proud of how… Much you are trying to keep the spirits up in the house.”

Luz tried to smile.

“But I am very tired, and I need to sleep. I was wondering if you could… Deal with this for me? Just this once. Promise, I won't ask again of course, I just–”

“Oh. Oh of course! Of course mom!” Luz let the fear in her chest go. “Mom, always!”

Camila didn’t look proud, though. “I am very sorry mija, I wish I could… Fix all this for you and your friends. I’m just… I don’t know how to deal with this.” She gestured at Caleb. “And I am very worried for you, and for all your friends.”

“Oh no, mom, you don’t have to be–”

“But I am.” Camila’s eyes met her daughter’s and they flickered with pain, like she had let Luz down. “You are old enough now, I suppose. But that doesn’t mean you should shoulder any of the caretaking. I am the mother, you are the child.”

Luz swallowed, feeling the weight of her mother’s weariness now. She was thrown back to when she first told her about all this, about the demon realm and Vee, when she promised to stay here in the human realm. She realised now how much her mom was trying to keep up with all of this, keep things normal and safe and okay for everyone. Everything. She had been trying so hard to be accommodating to their new household of six children - not even human children.

“Maybe..” Luz said quietly. “But it’s not all on the mom, mom. Families are more than one person.”

Camila smiled and stroked Luz’ hair. “Yes… But I lost– we lost.. Someone already.”

Luz’ body went tense and she looked down. Camila removed her hand.

“I don’t want to lose you too. Not to… Whatever this… All that other stuff, is. I just want you home, here, with Me and Vee and your friends.” She smiled, her eyes and dimples crinkling. “I will keep you safe now. I will make this house a home for all of us.”

When Manny had died, this house lost something. A glow, of sort. Time stopped. The garden was unkempt and the farming area was abandoned. The garden shed became full of holes, the end of the hallway on the top floor was left in a state of half-renovation. It was as though the house was holding a breath.

A breath that just wouldn’t let go, that grew heavier, rooted itself in the walls and the photographs. Clung to Camila and Luz’ shoulders as they eyed one another, wishing to unburden their family of the pain both of them felt. They seldom spoke about Manny, they didn’t want to burden the other with it - assuming they would only escalate the pain. But what was left was a silence between them that turned into a distance.

Her mom was the best, she was, but she was no god. And Luz was a teenager now, she could shoulder some responsibilities. She had to step up a little more.

“I am sorry to ask this of you Luz, I would deal with that guy but–”

“No! Mom, this is my responsibility. I… Everyone’s here because of me. I’m sorry you’ve been all alone taking care of us, thank you, I– I’m so grateful. Mom.”

Camila blinked. “No, Luz…” Camila cupped her face. “You are my baby, you’re all my babies. And that one.” She nodded towards the miserable ghost in the kitchen. “Is not your responsibility.”

“But–”

“He’s a ghost, sure. But an adult.” She squinted at him angrily, like she wished she could throw a slipper at him. “It is not on you to deal with whatever he’s hung up on. I am only asking you now because I need the sleep, I have work tomorrow and there’s been a lot of animals coming in lately.”

“There has?”

“Yes, some kind of illness is going around I think. There’s talk about calling higher ups about a possible epidemic.” She pinched the bridge of her nose. “The last thing we need are some government people here assessing situations.”

“Right…” Luz looked at Caleb. “Um, mom, I’ll deal with this. It’s fine, I’m old enough. You can rely on me too.” She dared to meet her eyes. “Please?”

Camila smiled softly and stroked her hair, like she didn’t want to burden Luz with any responsibilities the world threw at her.

“Let's talk more later. I love you.” She kissed her head. Luz smiled. Camila tsk:ed at the sight of Caleb and said something about diablo.

Caleb lifted a sassy finger her way. “I do not know Spanish, but I know what diablo means. Thoust not invite evil into thy home by invoking his name.”

“The only un-invitation here is you. Get out of mi lobo’s head. Mh?”

Caleb turned his face to look at the woman and said; “ Technically I’m in his heart, so….”

Luz stopped her mom from going into the kitchen, and Camila sighed, frustrated, and bid good night before going upstairs.

Luz entered the kitchen. “So… Caleb Wittebane, hi again.”

“Hellu ‘ellu.” Caleb’s fingers did the wave and he pushed himself to sit up properly, looking seasick.

“Woah, you look terrible.” And she rightfully received a look of annoyance. “Right, so what happened here huh?” But she didn’t need an answer, the kitchen spoke for itself. In fact it practically sang a choir about it.

Caleb sighed. “Just.. Just give me a moment and I will clean my mess.”

“I can do it.”

“No, it’s my mess.”

“I got it.” Luz got some paper towels and crouched down. But Caleb got down with her and aggressively took it from her. She blinked at him.

“I said: it is MY mess.”

Luz leaned away, hands up. “Alright.. Gee.”

Caleb dropped his attitude and his shoulders sunk with it. He reminded Luz of an old cat that had been mistreated at a shelter. The two of them sat on the floor amongst the scattered food.

“...Are you okay?”

Caleb scoffed. “No?” And waved a hand around himself. “Does it look okay?”

Luz tilted her head and he made the mistake of looking her way.

“Ugh- it’s nothing. I’m– Your mother is right, you are but a child, Miss Noceda–”

“Luz, it’s fine to just say Luz.”

“...You are a child and I will not rely on a child.” He looked down at the floor, remembering Philip as the little boy he once had been. “Even though my options are slim..”

“How about a friend then?” Luz extended her hand, smiling in her Luz kind of way.

Caleb snorted. “Are you joking?” His accent heavy and gestured at himself. “I have literally taken the body of your actual friend, and you want to be friends with me?”

Luz lowered her hand, no progress yet then.

“What are you doing up, anyway?”

He looked down at the spoiled food and began to scoop some of it up in a nearby container. “Got hungry, clearly.”

“Right, right.. Just, usually people don’t go monkey-nuts on a midnight snack.”

Caleb let out a heavy and irked sigh. Luz’ eyebrows turned up at him pitifully. Caleb was really trying to adjust, and resist adjusting, all at the same times for two opposing reasons.

“I’ve been dead for threehundred years or more. And I just… I thought all I ever did was remember how things were. But it seems amongst my memories I truly started to forget. Even how food tastes.” Caleb looked at the random bits of food in the plastic box. “You know what the worst thing is?” Caleb smiled bitterly. “I was so busy remembering that I didn’t pay attention to the time going by. It just slipped through me…”

He held the food in his hands like it was the ashes and sand of his dunes.

“Everything is different here now. Gravesfield is different, the people have changed, the rules have changed. I–” Caleb closed his eyes and Luz watched the Englishman’s heart sink under a surface she could not reach down through.

But she was Luz Noceda, and she’d always try to reach out. She got up to sit on a chair by the table, to give him space.

“That’s nice, isn’t it? Change..?”

“Very..”

“...But you’re not happy?”

“I am. I just… It’s all been to waste. My brother’s insane plan to–”  Ah that’s right, his brother. He’s here.  “Actually, Miss Noceda.. I have something I must inform you of.”

“Oh?” Luz blinked, leaning in out of curiosity. “What is it?”

“It is my brother. Hunter was not imagining things. He is still alive.”

“Caleb, how would Belos even–” Caleb took hold of her wrist.

“No, I’m serious. I can visit him as a spectre. I have seen him, he’s here and it’s not good.”

Luz’ eyes widened with horror. “What? Then– Then we must tell the others!”

“Wait! Tread carefully, when I told Hunter, he freaked out and–” Caleb stopped himself.

“Is that why he won’t wake up?” Luz pulled her hand from him. “You scared him that bad?”

“I... Yes. It wasn’t on purpose.”

Luz squinted at him.

“I promise. Look, all you need to do is give me the Titan’s blood and–”

“Woah wow, nu-uh! No way. I’m not giving that to you!”

“Miss, I need it. I have a plan–”

“Unless that plan involves all of us, then no.”

“So what’s your plan then, mh?” Caleb flipped his hands up at her, annoyed. “Little girl, you are being selfish.”

“What? No I’m not! You’re the one who wants it for yourself–”

“For myself?! No! I’m on a mission here for all your sakes! I am an adult. I am supposed to do this. You are a chi–”

“I am tired of everyone saying that! I’ve fought your brother before and I’ll do it again! Besides, you are inside Hunter’s body and he is just a teenager too! What, you’re fine with him getting in the crossfire of your plan?! Because I am not!”

Caleb frowned at her with contempt, squared his shoulders and leaned back where he sat to look her up and down. Luz became small under his watch.

“So.. your plan is to just.. What? Go back, then?” Caleb said angrily. “Abandon everything here?”

“Huh?”

“The demon realm.”

“I uh.. We haven’t talked properly about it yet. But you said all we had to do was splash it onto the arch, right?”

Caleb shrugged. “If I were you I’d just drop a bit and see how much you need. Not to mention Philip roaming around. He might know you have the blood and try to steal it. I don’t know how much he knows, but I do know he was here in the guise of that dog.”

Luz squirmed. “He won't get his hands on it.”

Caleb grunted and bitterly scooped up ketchup and gravy from the floor. The wet lump of paper glueing it all together as he dropped it into the trash can.

Luz itched her nail across the surface of the table. “So he’s here, for real? You’re not lying?”

Caleb inhaled and gave her a look of contempt. “I wouldn’t lie about that. All I know is that he is possessing animals to get around. And I think he’s looking to get Hunter back.”

“What, why?”

“Like I said before, yesterday. Hunter can heal him, for a while. With his boost. Like the palisman essence he’s been consuming.”

“So.. If Hunter heals him, Bel- Philip will restore himself and get his body back? And power..?”

“Yes. So I am very interested in this plan of yours about getting back to the demon realm and stopping him. Especially since he is HERE and not THERE.” He paused, then smiled with a leer. Luz didn’t like the glint in his eye. “Aaaand what will you tell your mother? Hellu mother! I am off to the demon realm again! Where I will engage in a battle that I may not survive! Also I want to stay there forever!”

No! No, I–”

Caleb laughed. “What? You aren’t going to tell her? Oh, haha! Oh you will break her heart! Again, if I assessed your situation correctly.”

“I– No! No I won't do that–”

“So the alternative is that you aren’t coming with your friends then, correct?”

“I–”

“So you will stay behind. Here. Where you are miserable.”

Luz and Caleb met eyes. Caleb had the same gift for people as both Belos and Hunter did: He could see right through you, right into your heart and plucked out all your fears.
When Belos saw your heart, he used it against you. When it was Hunter, he would take what he saw and hold it carefully to love you. And Caleb, well, he held it up to you and made you look at it, made you question yourself until you didn’t know who you were anymore.

Caleb stood up, towering over Luz. The lamp that hung over the table cast a shadow against the ceiling. Caleb’s eyes were in an ominous luminescent shade of red Luz was not familiar with in Hunter, like he was a judge looking down at her expectantly.

“You are twisting everything around.” Luz turned her gaze away.

“I am not twistin’ anything, Miss.” Caleb puts a hand on the table and leans down to face her. “I am dissecting you like a rabbit. There’s your heart, let's see what you are really made of, mh? The hero who leaves on her quest, or the good daughter who stays. Which one are you?”

Luz leaned back into her chair. He reminded her of Belos’ steely cold gaze and it was not fair to see that expression on Hunter’s features. She had not seen him smirk like that since he was the golden guard.

“Lucky you, you don’t have to choose. This was never your story.” Said Caleb with a low tone. “This story was written far before your time.” He leaned away, his face left the light of the lamp.

Luz furrowed her brow up at him. “Says who, you?”

Caleb chuckled. “Miss Noceda, this is not a story of adventure of which you learn of friendship and happy endings. This is a ghost story, where brothers murder one another and babes go fatherless. Where mothers struggle with restless nights and worry about money and six children.”

Luz’ shoulders went up. Caleb tilted his head at her with genuine empathy. He was poking where it hurt, but not to hurt her; He just wanted her to understand his perspective. Caleb could imagine Camila’s fear and heartbreak. Luz sat there, rebellious and determined, unaware of how much it truly tore a parent apart. How could she know? He didn’t blame her.

He looked out towards the hallway where Camila had been.

“Your poor mother works so hard… I bet she is terrified every time you leave the house now.”

“Stop it.”

“Why? Because it’s true? You know it is. I may be half-a-wit but even I can see it clearly as the day is gray, she is trying her best and if you run away she’s going to feel like she failed you.”

Luz scowled. “We have the Titan’s blood. We will open the portal, save everyone and I will get back home to mom.”

Caleb smiled like she was something adorable. “That is very sweet.”

“You are underestimating me.”

“Should I not be? For someone who doesn't want to be treated as a child, you sure do think and act like one.” He scoffed. “What you need to do is stop Philip. Whatever is going on in the demon realm is going to be ten times harder with him trying to finish what he started.”

Luz frowned back at him and stood up, not at all as towering as Caleb was, but she wanted to get on his level. But before she could argue with him, he continued;

“Miss Noceda, are you going to abandon this realm with HIM in it?”

She blinked. “I– No! I just– No, of course not!”

“So you are telling me that your plan is to bring him along all; Hellu Phillip! Come with us to the demon realm! Stop possessing animals and-or-maybe people! You are putting everyone at risk, let's finish what we started in the realm where it began, you know, like gentlemen and ladies!”

Luz's eyes widened with horror. “P-People? Wait– Animals– Is he the one who’s hurting the animals mom talked about?”

Caleb leaned his head to his shoulder and gave her a look. “You are a bit slow for a hero, aren’t you?”

“And you are hung up on who’s a hero and not! This isn’t a story! Nobody’s a hero! we can just– We– We just do what we can!”

Caleb softly laughed. “My whole life has consisted of telling stories.” And his expression twisted into that guilt-ridden look Luz had come to associate with him the most. “Listen.. It is up to you wheter or not you will tell your friends or your mother about Philip. But if you guys run off into the demon realm and leave him here, without a cure, he will continue to leech life from the living here. Animals and, I am sure, soon enough people too.”

Luz bit her lip.

“People like…. Like your mother.”

Luz’ world filled with thorns and ice as she gazed up into the calm but resigned world of Caleb’s. She knew he was right, she hated that he was right.

“You are a child, and so is Hunter. And it is with utmost regret that I say this: But it is up to us to carry this burden of putting an end to my brother. I cannot do it without Hunter, I am attached to him - I have no body rightnowanyway . And I cannot do it without you, either, you are the leader of your group and you are all I have to organise his demise with.”

He glanced at the stairs again.

“And I would like for your mother to have her child by her side. For my own selfish reasons, I admit I want all of you to stay here while I fix what is my fault. But I understand you will be in my way.”

Caleb held his hand out.

“So how about a truce? I will not try to take the Titan blood, I will hand Hunter’s body back to him when he wakes and make no attempt to convince him otherwise.” Luz almost got to shake his hand but he removed it. “As long as you promise to help me deal with Philip. Here. In the human realm, where he is the weakest.”

“Of course–”

“And.” Caleb continued, but struggled to find a good way to say the next part without being too vulnerable. “And… I don’t want Hunter… Do not lose him to Philip.”

“Did not plan on that.” Luz smiles and they shake hands.

“Good.” Caleb looks around himself. The floor was still sticky. “Do you have a rag or something I can clean this with?”

“Uhh, sure!”

Luz turned to the sink to wet a kitchen cloth. And saw the Palismen peering into the sink. They all turned to her and she looked down at the selkiegris.

“IS THAT SELKIEGRIS?!”

 

Notes:

A short chapter (for me anyway) OTL

It's not a very eventful chapter but, y'know. Steppingstones and all that..!

Chapter 21: 👻The Witch

Summary:

it is time to visit the past.
Caleb is going through it, Evelyn has no idea the chaos she's caused, and Hunter is the spectator of Caleb's life.

Notes:

CONTENT WARNING: attempted suicide (but stopped)

I don't think the TOH crew or disney would ever allow a scene like this- I think? Maybe only implied. But the way I've written Caleb, it made sense for him.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

the witch


Rude awakening did not even begin to describe it. The world was set aflame, his stomach was funneling a storm of fire and wailing banshees. Hunter shot his eyes open and began to cough out the steam in his body. His skin was flushed red like a sunburn and his throat was drier than the sand around him.

But the dunes had no water, milk, bananas or yogurt. All Hunter could do to soothe the growing sensation of being fried alive from the inside was to roll off the selkidomus fins and bury himself in the lukewarm sand.

Soon enough, though, it ended and the warmth began to fade away. He let out a cracked groan that whistled out through his nose.

“What was that for?” Hunter lifts his face, now coated with both ash and sand.

The boys tried to speak with him but Hunter did not understand the beasts.

“Er..”

He looked at Artemis. Hoping to hear him speak palisman with him. But all Artemis did was a little jiggy-jiggy cha-cha-cha.

“Oh. Are you mute?” Now that he thought about it, he never heard Artemis speak, but he had seen him speak with silence with Caleb.

Artemis did his little jiggy-jiggy.

“Oh! Oh you speak buggish?” Hunter beamed, sitting on his knees by Artemis who was dancing. “I speak fluent buggish, actually!” He said proudly. “Uh- Which dialect are you in, mono or duo? And.. You have no wings so it’s not in flutter …” Hunter hummed.

Artemis jigged.

“Oh! Right, mono! Good! Mono dialect is easier!” Truthfully Hunter just felt a little silly dancing, not because he thought he looked silly but he was afraid to misspeak and do it clumsily. Mono meant only the bug had to dance and you could observe.

Artemis did a little cha-cha-cha with his front legs up in the air. A little jazz bedazzle at the end.

“Oh.” Hunter tilted his head and looked around, not seeing Caleb anywhere. “He left? Where?”

Jiggy-cha-cha-strut-strut-shimmy-shim-dazzleee~~!

Hunter lifts his hands to repeat some of the movements. “strut-shimmy…” He squinted his eyes. “Oh!” And turned to the galder stone. “Oh…”

Hunter got up and walked over to the floating stone. Artemis creeped over to Hunter’s feet and continued his little dance of instructions for him to just grab his body back. Joink Caleb out of life - like Caleb had asked Artemis to.

Hunter looked away from the spider, which meant that what Artemis was saying fell on deaf ears.

“No…” Hunter sat down in the sand and draped the cape around him. “I can’t.”

Artemis crawled up on his leg, up on his knee, and shook his front legs out like WHAT!?

Hunter smiled softly, then it fell. “It’s my uncle, he’s out there, right? Maybe it’s better if Caleb is–” And was interrupted by a face-full of spider. “-Mngh!!” Hunter flailed and pushed at the fuzzy black body to get the palisman to let go of his face. “Artemis!”

Artemis wiggled his legs as Hunter held him out.

“Stop! I don’t– I can’t do this anymore! It’s too much! I am trying all the time and it never works! Caleb– .. Caleb probably knows best anyway. I can’t do this. I’m tired, alright? It’s better if the world continues without me in it. I just cause more trouble by being around…” He thought of what Caleb had accidentally revealed to him. “Everyones in danger now, because Belos needs me. It’s better if Caleb is there to face him.”

Artemis did a little tap dance on his knee.

Hunter frowned and held his hands up like a zig-zaw and sawed the air to speak in buggish. “T-i-r-e-d! Okay? I know I was the golden guard!” He waved his hands infront of his face. “I know I was a leader, a soldier!” He rolled his shoulders and flipped his hands around. “But I always listened to Belos’ orders! I don’t know how to execute– Why am I dancing. Ergh..” He shook his head. “Artemis, I can’t okay? I don’t know what to do. I just want to keep everyone safe. And… Caleb can do that.”

He put Artemis ontop of his head like he would Flapjack. Sighed and leaned into his arms.

“He always seems to know what to do.. I’m just a mess with nowhere to go and no purpose.”

The stonesleeper nudged him in the back and Hunter turned around to face him and the selkidomus.

“Hi..” He saw their fatherly looks of comfort and love. “It’s alright. I was never really useful anyway.. To anyone… Not even Belos. It is better like this.”

The selkidomus pushed him over with his snout, but Hunter didn’t resist it, he just let himself flop into the sand with a sigh. And closed his eyes. 

“Just leave me alone...” He tried to sleep again but couldnt.

He heard a humming and sat up to look at where it came from. There was nothing but endless ash, smoke and grey sand. The humming came from somewhere deep inside the stonesleeper. Then the selkidomus joined with a low whale-like song. Hunter blinked up to them.

Beside him, Artemis was moving his legs like he was pretending to be water. He was singing in buggish, and Hunter interpreted it as A tale long ago. Sweep the sand. Find the memories.

Hunter’s fingers stroked the sand. Scooping it aside. Smoke rose from between the ashes like it had been hiding in there for centuries.

And there, underneath it all, Hunter saw grass.

“What..?”

He pushed the sand away more, smoke began to rise, billow, and he had to cover his face with his arms and shield himself.

All around him the smoke rose, like silken curtains in a window they billowed and stroked against invisible trees and buildings, people. Like watching a world beneath the sea, only visible through the blurry currents that struck the shapes.

Hunter watched the world around him disappear. The beasts were vanishing with their song. 

“I’m hungry.” Said a small shadow.
“Soon, Pip!” said a taller shadow, picking up the small one into its arms. “But first, ah, how about a story to fill us up, mh?”
“But I want food..”
“I know, but we can get that when we arrive! Okay? And you’ll like this story!”
“No I wont..”
“Are you suuure? It’s about two boys who lost their mother… And then, a fairy barrow came!”
“A fairy barrow?”
“Yes!” The taller shadow cheered. “And it took them far, far away.. Where good things happened.. But there was a monster… And the two boys had to fight it to protect their new home.”

Hunter squinted at the ash-shadows. He couldn’t make out who they were.

The smoke covered the figures and they vanished.

“Wait!” Hunter stood up, the wind pulling on his hair and his cape. Artemis climbed up on his leg, into his arms. Hunter held him and took cover inside the cape, ducking down to protect Artemis from the storm.

When the wind stopped, Hunter carefully looked out from under his cape with Artemis, and around at the tranquillity of a forest basking in the early autumn’s afternoon sun.

It looked an awful lot like the woods behind the old portal-house. Hunter blinked, it was getting dark out. He looked at Artemis in his arms and let the spider climb up on his forearm like a parrot.

Artemis clicked his fangs.

“The past..?” Hunter looked around and, there! Caleb! Hunter waved at him enthusiastically. Caleb looked younger, maybe older than Hunter by a few or so years. He was wearing an old coat that was a bit larger than him.

The dry leaves crunched under Caleb’s feet, but not under Hunter’s.

“Caleb–!” But Caleb did not see him and when Hunter tried to grab him, his hand passed him through.

Memories. Said Artemis’ little dance. Hunter curled his fingers in and watched Caleb’s slow walk of gloom through the trees and shrubbery.

That’s right. The dunes belonged to Caleb. He was the orthet. The dunes were his hell, the ashes that were left of who he was. These were his memories.

Hunter followed Caleb through the woods, wondering what he was going to do with the rope in his hand.

Unlike the typical mindscape, there were no paintings here. Instead, they took the shape of embers and smoke that shaped the scenery, echoes held voices of the past as Hunter watched Caleb’s life.

The woods began to waver like a mirage. Hunter could see what Caleb was reflecting on. His life having come here to Gravesfield with his brother.

They had been young. Caleb had heard of the puritans agenda to educate children, all children who were in the saint church anyway. If they joined, Caleb could get Philip a schooling while he worked, it could double as a babysitter too.

He lied about his age, he made up a story of where they were from, he even lied about his parentage - not a bastard at all! Their mother had been married, father died in an accident and mother of an illness. It wasn’t a total lie. Mother dying of siphyllis was, technically, of illness. But he never told anyone, not even Philip, how she obtained that.

Caleb had worked. And he made friends with others by telling them stories of things he had seen on the road. He was good at telling stories, he liked it too. They were full of fantastic beasts, magic, spooky ghouls and fairies that rode in the night through mist and moonlight. Women who flew through the skies on pans and skillets. Howling wolves that spoke with human tongue.

He had to stop doing that.

Devilish stories. He’d been warned enough times and threatened to be thrown out of the church, that meant no education for Philip, or food for his brother either.

But he still told stories to his brother at night, and when they played them out in the forest. The stories filled Philip with wonder about the beyond. The teachings of their church blended with the ideas of what could be out there to explore.

They became older.

Caleb joined the witch hunters. They proclaimed him as a miracle boy after he appointed a girl a witch, with the tale so immersive it could only have been real. Mr. Hopkins, particularly, thought Caleb was a great asset. Which made Caleb feel like he finally belonged, and Philip watched on as people began to treat them so. much. better.

Philip, skilled with word and pen and books, even had a desk job at age eleven - he was at the post office. He wrote letters for those who were illiterate for a sum, he also did the log-booking of the incoming postage deliveries. 

Soon enough, Caleb brought his brother along on the witch hunts when they occurred. It is what all boys wanted to do, and with an older brother that everyone liked, Philip was allowed to tag along sometimes and watch them chase, taunting, a witch from their home - the witch hunters were heroes, protectors. You could not be greater than that. 

Caleb could never dream of being greater than that. You could not be greater than someone who was saving everyone from the purest of evil. And with Caleb’s special gift of sniffing out witches, his reputation became part of the routine in persecution. They marvelled at his deduction skills - if you could call pointing out the obvious as deduction. Blue, green and purple pigs were hardly a big brainer.

Until one day, during one witch hanging, Caleb claimed the hanging stole his gift with her into death after she had yelled out some vague hatred.

And after that he was just a half-a-wit again. Just a woodsman, just someone who people liked and felt a little sorry for. Not a hero. 

They put him on a moral pedestal of goodness. An exemplary man of good Christian faith. He alone as a young boy and young man, had raised and cared for his little brother. Being a helpful neighbour, one of the lads - a friend of all with slick wit and always ready to put terror in a run-away witch.

Philip admired him the most for this, and often spoke highly of his beloved brother. He was so proud. Philip often used his brother’s reputation as a social badge of merit. And it had gotten him far socially, even for so young, Philip was clever and could see the years ahead if he started to plant his seeds of social climbing now. He could help himself and his brother out of this boring town. They could become greater.

Even without his so-called-gift, people held him in high regard. And by extension, Philip. Philip was afraid of losing it, he knew his brother was the face out while he was the brains. Together they were mighty. Philip couldn’t see it any other way. And even if he could do it on his own, he didn't want to - he loved Caleb and wanted to raise him up in the world, just like he had done for him.

He wanted to be his equal.

Caleb felt the pressure build. He was wearing a mask of gold.

Caleb wanted Philip to move on now, to not pester him about joining the witch hunting again, despite losing his gift! Caleb was fine with having a home, friends and food on the table.

But Philip saw it differently: It is what had started their good social standing, their foundation! Not this damn pity they were receiving now! Philip wanted Caleb to become a folk hero, they could build on this! Travel the world like Mister Hopkins! They could capture witches, make them explain the beyond, write it down! They could do what nobody else ever had.

They could rid the world of evil.

Philip had grown into someone who cared about his legacy, their legacy. Caleb had grown into someone who felt his soul slip away into a deep and dark hole.

He wanted his fourteen year old brother to stick with his honest job and maybe get a girl. As fantastical as this save-the-world adventure sounded, just like his fairy tales, Caleb knew better.

It was a lie.

Philip was doing better than Caleb ever had, too. It’s all Caleb wanted for him. Philip took care of their finances and most “big” stuff now anyway, he was more capable. Philip could have a life on his own. He didn’t need Caleb anymore. If he wanted to write his own book about.. what? Hell? Witches? Then he could. Without him.

And despite every prospect laying itself out for Philip on a silver platter, Philip still came up with excuses to stay with Caleb. Just the two of them! Why take lodgings with his boss and get closer to his daughter when his older brother needed him! (At least that’s what he said) He had been so depressed after losing his gift! He’d started isolating himself, too! He couldn’t leave! He couldn’t abandon Caleb!

Caleb couldn’t quite put his finger on it. And felt guilty for thinking ill of his little brother. But Philip had grown so concerned with their reputation and upkeep it, improving it, that it almost came across as manipulative to Caleb. And he just… Did not want to be dishonest anymore. He just wanted to disappear, to live quietly, repent. Be alone.

Philip desperately wanted to return the favour Caleb had spent his life for. Caleb had no schooling, no prospects, no riches, no lady, not even a well-paid job all to give Philip a step ahead in life! A handful of friends, sure, a lot of respect, yes, but happiness? All Caleb did these days was cook, work in the woods and on his down time… He just kept caving these little figurines. Useless shit like that. 

If only Caleb could see what he saw, he'd be happy! They'd both be happy.

Sometimes, Philip heard Caleb sob and pray when he thought he was alone, whispering that he was sorry (what he was sorry for, Philip never knew). Like he was terrified of something awful coming for his soul. And Philip's dream hardened it's roots even more. He could fix this. He could save whatever Caleb needed saving from. 

Philip thought, if he could just convince Caleb of going along with his ideas… Things would get better again. He wouldn’t have to be sad anymore. He could pay him back for everything! And they could go towards a bright future! It was right there! If only he would listen.

 

The illusions of the past faded around Hunter. 

Hunter looked up at Caleb’s back where he had stopped by a tree. Caleb looked up at the branches, the sky was pink and golden, painting the leaf work in orange. He stood with his head hanging and his hand stroking the bark like it was the comfort of an old friend.

Hunter looked at the rope in Caleb’s hand.

The guilt in the man’s eyes, as he recalled every made-up story and lie that got someone killed, welled up into tears that wouldn’t fall. He had been so eager to be accepted and build a future here that it all just slipped away. Everything just escalated. Lies were like weeds, once it was there it didn’t matter how much you pulled it out, you’d have to pull it next year again and again, forever. Spreading like little fires.

Caleb climbed the tree. Determination for his damnation as he pulled himself up.

“Wait–” Hunter ran up to him but he couldn’t stop Caleb from climbing. “Caleb..”

Caleb sat on a branch, a beautiful view over Gravesfield. He tied the rope, he looped it around his neck. It only felt fitting to end it like that. He’d sent many to the gallows… And whomever found him like this would see to it that he didn’t get a Christian grave.

Self-homicide was a sin. You did not get a burial in Christian ground - not even if you were beloved by neighbours, but neither did witches.

Caleb put his hands together to pray for himself, his sins, the poor people he had participated in killing.

Hunter stood underneath the tree and helplessly watched.

“What ya doin’ up there?”

Hunter nearly jumped out of his skin and Caleb nearly fell off the branch.

Caleb clambered himself to the tree and looked down at the girl in the bonnet, the bonnet really did not suit her at all. Her big fluffy red hair exploded behind her. She was smiling up at him and he was blinking back down at her.

“Uh–” Caleb became painfully aware of the rope around him and hugged himself to hide it. “Uhh– Birds!”

“What?”

“I am.. Looking at.. Birds!”

“Birds?”  She chuckled, not believing him but smirked anyway.

“Y-Yes! Yes. Birds. I love birds! Can’t.. Cannot get enough’o’em! I’ve been seeing some doves, even an eagle!” He started lying and couldn’t stop. “I love seeing them fly high and far away! I thought if I climbed up here I might spot a barn owl but–”

The girl was no longer on the ground. Hunter had watched her fly up there on a past-Artemis staff, quietly up the tree’s opposite side. She mischievously smiled. Caleb was looking around, still, for her down there and didn’t notice her perching herself next to him. Artemis disappeared as a wooden palisman that she hid in her dress pocket.

“Well–” She started and he shrieked in surprise. She laughed at having startled him.

“How– How did you– Where–”

“I’m a good climber.” She fluttered her lashes. Caleb could only stare in a mix of surprise and horror. “And.. If you wanted to see owls, I could take you to some! I know a place where all birds in the forest gather!”

“R-Really..?” He said dumbly.

“Yeah!” She nudged him. “Why don’t you take that off and come with me, eh?”

Caleb looked down at the rope, embarrassment rose from his chest to his cheeks and tainted his ears red. He quickly removed it and turned to her but she was already down beneath the tree. Once again, he marveled at her, like she was a trickster fox in human disguise.

“Who–”

“Are you coming?”

“I– Yes… Just a moment.” And he climbed down.

 

Hunter darted his eyes between them. And inhaled. “Oh!” He looked at his own Artemis. “Oh! That’s his wife! Evelyn!” Artemis nodded. Hunter beamed with gratitude that she had come to his rescue. “Oh she’s pretty! So, is this how they met?” Artemis nodded again.

Hunter looked on as Caleb awkwardly followed the enthusiastic girl into the woods. Hunter smiled softly, that was a rather sad and sombre way to meet the love of your life, he thought. He glanced at the rope in the tree, and followed after the couple.

 

Caleb walked with his arms crossed and in silence. Evelyn glanced up at him, but he avoided returning it. She sadly pouted, and Hunter watched her, behind her back, circle her finger and make illusions around the woods - of birds.

“Oh look!” She said and pointed at a peacock. Caleb’s eyes widened in utter shock. “A bird!” She grinned and it fell at his expression.

“What is that?!”

“A.. bird..?” Evelyn said, now unsure. “Unless it’s not? It has wings and a beak–”

“That’s not real! Birds don’t look like THAT!” Caleb gestured.

“They.. Don’t? I saw it in a book once!”

Caleb turned to her like she wasn’t human. Evelyn nervously smiled.

“Was it a FAIRYTALE book perhaps?!” He flailed. “That’s too exotic for this land! I think?! I’ve never seen one like that and I’m out here all the time!”

Evelyn quickly made the illusion go away and when Caleb turned back to look for it it was gone.

“Where did–”

“Maybe your yelling scared it?”

“... But you saw it too, right? I’m not crazy.”

“I saw it! Mhm! Not crazy!”

“Right. Good. Okay. Good.” He eyed her up and down, squinted and carefully pushed at her shoulder.

“What?”

“Are you.. Real? Am I… Dead?”

She laughed. “You’re not dead! I mean, you could’ve been!” And slapped him on the arm. “Stupid! Don’t do things like that!”

And Caleb quickly returned deep inside his shell. Evelyn dropped her boisterous attitude.

“Sorry.” She apologised and Caleb shrugged to avoid the conversation. “...Maybe the bird went to the gathering of birds I told you about.”

Caleb glanced at her curiously and more than willing to change subject quickly. “Yeah..?”

“Yeah. if you still want to see it.”

Caleb nodded shyly.

On their walk, Evelyn made more birds appear. The sun lowered itself down over Gravesfield and their long shadows blended with the trees.

Evelyn watched Caleb’s expression soften at all the strange, as well as usual, birds she conjured. And soon enough she had birds fly through the branches like they were all going to a party.

“Ssshh..” Evelyn hushed him and crouched by a bush. Caleb followed her lead and peered into the grove. It was full of birds from all over the world. Caleb had never seen something so magical before, his jaw dropped with wonder and… Evelyn had expected another cry or yelp.. And instead she saw his eyes sparkle and his lips turn warm with adventure and joy.

Her heart flickered happily.

“What is this?” He whispered faintly.

“Uh..” Evelyn wasn’t very good at making up lies, but she made an attempt. “It’s.. A bird coven! I think?” 

“Bird coven–” Caleb blinked. “Like a.. Witches familiar gathering, or something?” He turned to her with an expression of suspicion and alarm.

“Uh.. Sure!” She grimaced, painfully aware of the foreigner humans’ tendency for violence when they were upset.

Caleb sat back as the birds flew in a circle, tweeting and singing together beautifully.

“Wait.. is this witchcraft?” And when he saw her caught-red-handed expression he furrowed his brows at her. “Who are you? How do you know about this–” He gestured to the now empty grove. The music stopped. The silence filled the forest.

There were no birds.

Just the two of them.

Evelyn stood up, he looked up at her and the golden sun in her back.

“I’m Evelyn Clawthorne.” She said and held her hand out. From her pocket came a big spider that threw itself out and Evelyn caught him like a staff. “And I’m a witch.”

Caleb stared up at her grin with wide eyes and open mouth.

And fainted.

 

The forest faded into smoke and ashes. Hunter held his arm up, cloaking Artemis and himself from getting dusty.

The scene changed.

It was a cave now.

 

Caleb sat up like he rose from the dead. Stiff and pale and in a strangely comfortable pile of sticks- a nest. His blanket was soft, the pillow was nice too. There was a scent in it, he lifted the cloth to his nose and smelled the lavender.

“I wouldn’t inhale that too much. You’ll get sleepy.”

Caleb looked over at Evelyn by her desk, writing in a journal. Caleb plastered himself to the wall.

“It’s lavender sheets, helps you sleep better! Lavender only grows in the human realm, so I like to harvest it and bring it home. My mom sews them into the stuffing when she makes quilts!”

Caleb dropped the blanket like it was a nestle. She scoffed at him.

“You don’t have to be scared, Caleb. I won’t eat you or anything.”

“How.. Do you know my name?”

“Oh please, Caleb Wittebane? You live in the cuuurseed hoouusee~!” She snorted through a cackle. “Of course I’ve heard of you. You’re the one who chopped down my tree.”

“Your.. Tree?”

“Yes! My tree! I did an experiment where I planted a palistrom tree here, to see what would happen! And it was going merry well until you cut it down!”

Caleb blinked, sank down against the wall, back into the nest. Confused, he squinted his eyes at her and raised a finger to point. “But… If you know who I am, then why did you…?”

“Did I what?”

He looked down shamefully. She sighed.

“I’m not gonna let you die just because you chopped down my tree.”

“No, I’m– Don’t you know I used to be a witch hunter..?”

“I do. But your witches aren’t the same as what we are! From my understanding, yours are evil! And well, you were just doing your job I suppose. It’s never simple, those things, are they?” She shrugged. “But yeah. I would feel prettyyyy bad about getting people killed in various horrid ways too, even if it was a job. I had no idea humans could be this violent. I just can’t figure out why you do it… There must be a better way than killing each other?”

“No, wait hold on a minute, we don’t– you are the witches. You’re–” He furrowed his brow. “We aren’t any witches! We are hunting you! Not us! I mean some humans become witches! Because you are… Devils. It’s what you do, you tempt us to sin and to do evil like you do.”

Evelyn chuckled. “What? That’s not what we are! I don’t even know what a devil is, nobody wants to tell me! Besides, you aren’t hangin’ any witches , just each other. I can’t figure out why you call humans witches and hang’em though.. A bit confusing. Horrible too. I’m so glad I’m not around to witness it. I always leave town.”

“We’re trying to hang YOU! Not innocent humans!”

“Well you’re not doing a good job then. They’ve all been humans, I should know! I’m the only witch here right now and I’ve been traveling around for a bit!”

“You.. travelled around?”

“Yeah!”

She looked at a big map on the wall, it depicted every colony Caleb was aware of. He stood up again to look closer at it. She had pinned various places where witchcraft had taken place.

“What in the world is this. .?”

“I like the human realm. So, I travel around here sometimes! I study it!”

He turned to her like he couldn’t quite believe his ears.

She gestured across the map like it was a wonderful beautiful thing.

“I want to build a bridge between our realms! For trade and friendships! I believe we can learn a lot from one another. We are different, and you guys have so many things we don't. Like your lavender! Or your animals, your seashells and your metals. There’s a whole slew of magic and inventions that haven’t been explored yet! But we could put it together and create a better world for us both!”

She smiled at him and he just stared like a ghost back at her. She grimaced awkwardly in return, that wasn’t the reaction she had expected.

“Aaanyway! Work in progress!” She pointed. “I’ve been trying to help, but people just get mad. I'm logging everything to keep track of what works with humans and not.. Friendship begins with understanding!”

He slowly returned to the map. “YOU did all this?”

“Not everything but most! I go to places where they say there’s witchcraft too! You know, in case there’s one of my kind running around. But there never is any.” She hummed. “Sometimes you call humans witches, which is very confusing, why do you do that? I think we have a common word, but they mean different things. Kinda like how cool can mean awesome for us but just cold for you.”

Caleb could feel his brain sagging together into mush. He couldn’t even be afraid of her, she was so jolly and optimistic. It was a grotesque sense of humour, to Caleb, that she had simply passed through as oblivious as an autumn wind, unaware that in her wake she brought frost and shivers.

She was either an unfeeling demon who thought wrecking havoc was fun, or she was just that negligent of how her powers truly frightened and hurt the humans. He opted for the latter. Caleb took one look at her and, well, you can’t blame a fox for being a carnivore.

He tapped an area on the map. “This..? What did you do here?”

”Oh that, there was a couple whose farm wasn’t doing well. And the farmer next to them was boastful about how he was doing better and he wouldn't share even if they were starving! That’s crazy! Sooo..”

She wobbled her head and wiggled her brows.

“I just pulled some plant magic and made their farm better! Now, in this realm, to make plant magic work you need to pull nutrients from the soil around! And I thought, well, that farmer was so rude!”

Caleb knew where this was going.

“So! I made their farm better than his! Great right?”

“No… Not great.”

“Why not?”

“I… When we came there, it was so obvious they had used witchcraft to ruin his crops and boost their own.”

Evelyn blinked at him, not understanding.

Caleb put his fingers to his lips and realised she had no clue.

“Miss, that’s what we are hunting down.”

“...What? Wait, you mean to tell me you kill your own because you thought.. They were… Me? And for that little plant magic of all things? But it didn’t hurt anybody!”

“What you are doing is a crime against the natures of what our God intended. It’s not right, it’s evil to manipulate nature like that- It’s unnatural– you’re not supposed to be able to, it’s un-human to do things like that - That to say, you must be evil.”

He watched as pieces were put together in her head. Her eyes widened.

“So.. You… The farmers I helped…”

“We hanged them. Witchcraft is heresy. Heresy is punishable by death.”

Evelyn had, after all, left town and not stuck around to see who was accused. She didn’t want to get involved - they threw the word witchcraft around so easily it could have been anything from a rusty wheel to a spotted cat.

She went pale. “WHY?!”

“Witchcraft!! It’s evil! Devil stuff!”

“What even is this DEVIL thing?! You– You kill people because of– Because of a prank?! It’s so easily fixed! I could’ve just done it back the way it was! You didn’t have to kill anyone!”

 

Hunter, who stood there and watched everything escalate, agreed with her. In their realm, that had just been a casual prank or neighbour spat. It was an easy and quick fix. But humans didn’t know that, they just got scared and applied it to some evil dark force.

 

“WHAT?! A prank?! That's what THAT was to you?!” Caleb fretted.

“Yes!!” She looked at her map, something dawning on her. “Oh, thorns of Titans..”

Caleb grabbed his hair. “Oh god, this can’t be happening.” And tapped another place on the map. “What about here?!”

“I just… You were all looking SO miserable and you have literally NO colour anywhere. I just thought if your pigs were in the colour of the rainbow it might.. Make you.. happy? Who doesn’t want blue ham? Eh?”

Caleb looked like his eyes were going to fall out from stress. “YOU DID THAT TOO?!”

“Yeess?”

“OH GOD!”

“WHAT?!”

“OH GOD.”

“WHAT?! NO! DID YOU PEOPLE KILL THE FARMERS THERE TOO?!”

“NO, NOT THE PEOPLE! WE SLAUGHTERED THE PIGS! AND BURNED THEM!”

“....That’s really, really, wasteful considering you’re all practically starving.”

“I KNOW!”

“THEN WHY DID YOU?!”

“DEVIL STUFF! You can’t eat DEVIL stuff!”

“That’s SO stupid!” She gestured at him and all of mankind for being dumb.

Caleb was pacing back and forth in her cave. He inhaled raspily, put his hands to his face and hyperventilated. “No, okay , okay, no. I can do this. Okay… Okay… It’s okay! This fine! I’m sure I can get through this! Oh god, okay, good gracious Mary Joseph.”

Evelyn watched Caleb pace himself around in a circle, she opened her mouth to say something but he was too deep into his spiral so she figured perhaps he needed to let it out.

“OKAY.” Caleb inhaled and exhaled a few times.

“Yeah? You good there Golden guard?” He turned to her the same way a very angry weasel would. “Oookaaay. Not okay yet. Got it.”

He put his hands over his mouth and slowly squatted down until he sat down on the cave floor. Evelyn curled her lips in, smacked them and jutted a thumb to her desk.

“Imma.. I'm gonna just.. Write a few things down.”

Caleb nodded as he spaced out.

“Cool.” She sat down to write.

Caleb was thinking and thinking hard. Perhaps God had heard his prayer? Let him live so he could meet Evelyn, take her to his town, to the witchfinder general, tell him she was behind it all. That might save him from his guilt, right?

“... You have to turn yourself in.”

“Huh?”

“You– It’s the only right thing. You did all of those things. You’re the reason people died–”

“Hold on a minute. I did not do that. You did.” She pointed at him and Caleb felt her aim like an arrow shot right through his chest. “I could have fixed it. It was you lot who started conjuring crazy ideas about what it all meant and started stoning, hanging and burning each other. There are things on this map that were of natural cause, like the sick sheep. I didn’t do that, I investigated that just to be sure the lady wasn’t one of us and stuff, it was the mould in the hay. And you still stoned that woman to death.”

Caleb curled together. She was right.

Maybe he’d never thrown a stone, but he did help capture her. He never dunked anyone under the water to see if they floated, he never put fire to the kindle and burned them. But he was there, he watched too and jeered, he chased and he pointed. In court he gave many false witnesses.

He felt his soul get heavier and heavier with the soot of his victims.

Caleb stared out into the cave like a hellhound was coming for him soon.

“Are you.. Going to kill me?” He asked.

“Of course not.” She scowled. “I'm not like you.” She waved her hand at the exit. “You are free to leave if you want, you are not my hostage. I only brought you here because I felt sorry for you and you fainted. I didn’t want to leave you in the dark woods.”

She plucked up a lantern and conjured a flame into it. Caleb held his breath, despite himself, watched the magic with a twinge of interest and wonder. She put the lantern into his hands and frowned up at him.

“There. You’re a woodsman, aren't you? You’ll find your way.”

Caleb stood there in his large coat and lantern in hand, turned to leave but stopped by the entrance. The glow of the lantern threw light into the darkness, illuminating the pine trees and cedar. The night smelled of wet moss and dirt.

But he did not leave.

 

Hunter watched the two figures in the cave. Caleb stood there, hauntingly, staring out into the darkness with no hope in his eyes. Like the day would never come. Like his life was an endless darkness ahead. Part of Caleb hoped he would die in the forest on his way home, the other part was terrified of it happening and sinking into hell.

Suddenly Hunter felt like he understood the dunes Caleb had created for himself. Nothing quite light or dark, just grey. Ashes, smoke, sand. Like this moment right here, on a threshold.

 

Caleb held the lantern and didn’t know what to do. He couldn’t go home. He couldn’t pretend this night never happened. He couldn’t ignore how her magic had bound him with relief he’d never known before. Like his stories of beautiful magical things had given him a hug and said look, it’s real.

Caleb sobbed and put his hand to his eyes.

Evelyn turned to look at the human that was beginning to wilt at her doorstep. She was too nice to kick him out.

She gently put her hand on his back and he jumped a little. But her hand didn’t leave. And it was warm against his back, soothing and kind. His wet eyes met her golden.

“You can be my hostage, for a little bit, if you’d like?”

Caleb’s heart skipped a beat.

“For the night.” And she grinned. “I could terrorise you with my magic.” She let little fireworks spark from her hand and, like she had hoped, Caleb’s eyes poured with admiration and wonder.

He was the first human to have this reaction. Like he loved it. To Evelyn, that meant there was hope for the realms after all.

“Come.” Evelyn invited him back inside and he stroked his stained cheeks. Evelyn noticed that he must have been a bit dirty from work, because his tears left strokes on his cheeks. She hadn’t noticed it before because of the night time and shadows. 

“Oh, what a mess you are, huh?”

She put him on her chair and got a soaked cloth to wash his face.

“I–I can do it myself–”

“Yes, I know, but let me be nice to you. You are my hostage after all.”

Her kind smile and playful eyes melted him. He dropped his hands into his lap. Allowing her to care for him. She held his face when she was done and smiled at how clean it was now.

“There we go, all better.”

His heart thumped and his cheeks bloomed like roses. He quickly escaped her gentle hands and put his own on his cheeks to try cool the heat off. She chuckled at him.

“Caleb, look at this.” She offered a distraction, a paper folded itself into the air, into a bird, and sailed around the room, circling him. He avoided it, but soon enough he chortled.

“What… What are you, exactly?”

“A witch.” Said Evelyn happily.

“No, no you’re… Not, I think.”

“Not the sort you think of, I guess. But that’s what I am. A species from my realm!”

“Your realm..?”

“Yeah! I’m from the demon realm. It’s not so bad! We’re just people, like you!”

“Not a wise comparison.“ Caleb put a hand on his chest. “We are pretty bad over here, if what I’ve done is anything to go by…”

Evelyn tilted her head, her red hair falling to her side like a river of copper.

“Caleb, did you actually kill anyone?”

He looked down at his fidgeting dirty hands. “I consider to have done so, yes. I deserve the same fate as them… If not worse. I’m a coward. I wanted to just end it without facing more than that. But perhaps I should.”

“Geez, that’s not very helpful. How is that going to help anyone?”

“Um.. Well, it’s about redemption–”

“By dying? That’s really reductive. If you want to redeem yourself, do better. Be better.” She tapped him on the nose and swirled around him and his chair like a little cat. He followed her movements eagerly. “What you need to do, Caleb Wittebane, is to live.”

“Live… But–”

“LIVE. And!” She drummed her fingertips in a pitter-patter on his back, making him shiver, before coming around to face him again, smiling, finger up to his face like a knife. “Aaaannnd~!” She smiles softly. “Don’t lose hope that things can change for the better.”

Caleb lost all the air in his lungs.

“Because if it’s not yet better, it is not yet the end.” She backed up, over to her cauldron where she was cooking something. “We all make mistakes, you know… Intended or not. Big or small. The big ones are more difficult, yes, but nothing is impossible. Not if you do it with love.”

Lost for what to do or say, Caleb came over to her. The warm glow of fire spread across his face as well. She gave him an elbow nudge.

“Don’t be glum.” She told him. “You’ll spoil the soup.”

He chuckled. “Forgive me, madam, I will try to shed some tears of joy instead. Perhaps that would taste better.”

“It would.” Evelyn turned back to her stew and stirred it. Caleb rubbed his neck, trying to think of a conversation but got his racing thoughts interrupted by her sweet voice. “I don’t think you’re bad, Caleb. A little lost, dumb and desperate.. But you can do so much more being alive than dead. So don’t do that again, okay?”

And Caleb melted again, thawed in her presence. 

“Okay…”

He had never known he had been a winter waiting for spring. He found a stool on the other side of the fireplace she had made in the cave, and silently watched her cook.

“So.. What is your realm like?” He dared to ask.

And his world changed with the excitement she gave him. “Well! What would you like to know?”

“Everything.” His heart glowed with infatuation.

 

Hunter smiled at the display and sighed softly at the two strangers becoming friends in the cave. This was nice. Hunter could sit there and watch it forever. It was warm, and gentle. Caleb forgot everything that was sad and bitter with the world. Evelyn began to tell him about her realm, he told her about the human realm. They talked about witch hunting, why he changed his mind. She told him about her dreams, her adventures, and he adored her spirit already.

Hunter found a place amongst the sticks that made Evelyn’s bed and laid down with Artemis. In some strange fashion, Hunter wondered if this is what it might have been like to have a mom and dad? Would he have been lying like this, watching his parents through half-lidded eyes as they conversed with a tone that could turn any place (even a cave) into a home?

If Hunter had to sleep anywhere in Caleb’s hellscape, he wanted to sleep here. Here in this corner of Caleb’s fond memories. He closed his eyes, their voices were background noise that lulled him. He didn’t quite fall asleep, but he was resting. He smiled. Artemis burrowed himself up under Hunter’s chin and sighed happily as Hunter absently pet him.

But all good things come to an end, and Hunter had to get up when there were voices from the woods.

 

The two of them stopped their merriment when echoes called for Caleb.

“Philip…”

“Oh yeah, I heard you had a brother. Right? Short and smart.”

“Yes– Goodness, the time! Oh– I must leave.”

“Alright hold on.” She walked him out of the cave, conjured her staff and had him sit on it. He yelped when they took off and held around her. Blushing as he did. And she grinned, a tint of pink on her cheek as well, feeling rather chuffed to have his arms around her.

Hunter flew after them. He watched her leave him where she had found him and did him the favour of taking the rope with her. She waved at him, smiling.

He waved at her. “Um, thank you, Evelyn.”

“Any time, Caleb.” And she lifted up into the night sky and merged with the dark and stars. Caleb just stood there, watching. Feeling more whole and light than he’d ever felt in his life.

“Caleb!” Said a man with a lantern. “Good lord! There you are! We’ve been looking everywhere!”

“Oh, sorry. I… Must have fallen asleep. I just woke up.”

“You.. Slept here? Right here? All this time?”

“I guess so. I can't remember.” He couldn’t even think of a lie.

Hunter stood by and his eyes widened when he saw the young Philip. His uncle, just a few years younger than himself.

His breath hitched, his chest thorns and his stomach filled with ice.

“Caleb!!” Philip threw his arms around him. “Don’t ever do that again! I was terrified!”

Hunter took a few steps back. Just a mirage of a memory or not, Hunter couldn’t bear seeing Belos, not even like this. Not so suddenly, not so real looking.

His heart quickened and the last he saw was Caleb returning the hug before he did that awkward macho shoulder nudge. “I’m alright.”

Ashes blew up in large billowing sheets of smoke. Everything faded into the dark. And slowly laid itself to rest in the sand.

Hunter’s knees, hands and tongue went numb. His skin prickled and shivered. He buckled into the sand and stared into the grass beneath him that slowly coated with sand again. He pulled his hands up and out from being coated too.

Artemis climbed up in his lap to comfort him and Hunter held him back.

The stonesleeper and selkidomus leaned down to pet at him.

“I’m okay–” He said, but caught himself. “It was nice until he showed up.”

Artemis did the macarena and Hunter tried to focus on what he was saying.

“Uh- yes. I agree, but you shouldn’t be cursing like that.”

The stonesleeper nudged him with its beak, nudging him to back up so he did. Into the other beast’s flippers.

“Oh.. Thanks.”

The three monsters circled around him like he was the puppy in the middle of a wolf pack.

Artemis put a tiny foot on Hunter.

“Yeah, thanks. I think I need a moment–” Artemis pointed at the stone. “Not that. Not yet. Look I’m just not ready, I still think Caleb is better suited and– and– I mean– isn’t he?”

The bigger beasts gave each other a look.

“He’s not?”

Artemis hopped down on the sand, spreading his front legs and crossing the others. Clicked his fangs and prepared for a solo tango.

Hunter curled up and watched the dance: Not wrong person for help. But not right person to be in control. He is not you. Not his body, not his life. That is wrong. 

“I guess so… But ah, maybe he can help the others for a bit. You know, like he has helped me! He’s a good guy, they’ll see! I trust him.”

Artemis patted him.

"Don't worry, okay? I will go back. I will! Today, or.. um.. Tomorrow. Really! Just... ... Give me a moment. Just let me sit here for a bit longer."

Belos had really startled him. Hunter looked at his hand, his fingers shaking and he tucked his hand in over himself, getting comfortable.

Artemis didn't press further.

Hunter got up to get the galderstone. He sat back down on the fins, Artemis in his lap and the other two leaned in to watch with him. Like this is how they usually got together. Hunter found himself not minding it so much now, if Caleb and them watched his life from time to time. 

The vast grey sands and ash and smoke billowed around them, disappearing a far off darkness where embers flickered and broken galderstones never shone again.

He could hardly even feel embarrassed if Caleb had seen something awkward. He was just a dad, and it didn’t feel weird.

Together they watched Sunday show itself.

Hunter saw Caleb sitting on one of the plastic garden chairs outside. His friends nearby.

Notes:

*sighs* ............ ...*squints* ........ I don't think I forgot anything important.
I decided to cut this chapter in half. I haven't started next chapter yet, so hopefully I wont have to think retroactively asdfgh OH WELL, THAT'S WHAT I GET FOR WRITING ON THE FLY.
I hope you enjoyed.
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Chapter 22: 👻The plan

Summary:

It's a Sunday..!
What to do about the portal? And what about Belos running around? The gang needs a plan.
There's also some old page in the attic at HQ...

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

the plan


“So..” Amity glanced at Caleb sitting in the white garden chair. “We aren’t keeping him tied up?”

“No.” Luz tried to give her friends a reassuring smile. “We have a truce. Gotta respect the truce!”

“I don’t trust the guy.” Gus squinted. “I know Hunter did, and you, Luz, but he’s tricky.”

“Come on Gus, he’s a bit slippery but he’s not.. Bad-bad!”

“He is Belos’ brother.” Gus re-informs her. “He raised him, didn't he? And Belos turned out to be a horrible guy. Who’s to say it’s not his fault?”

Caleb let out a deep, heavy, sigh and sank into his chair. “I can hear you, you know. I’m dead, not deaf.” And got up on his feet. “Alright, listen, if any of you have something to say to me, do it now. I welcome it. Let us get it out of the way, clear the water.”

Gus puffed his chest and strode up to him. “I want answers to a few things.”

Caleb recalled last night’s attempt at an interrogation from Gus. “Ookaay.. Shoot your questions.”

“Why did he kill you?”

“I don’t actually know.”

“You fought him though, I saw it in his memories. You both had knives.”

Caleb blinked. “You saw that?”

“Yeah.”

Behind him, Willow put a hand to her chest. She didn’t know that. Gus always told her everything. She knew he had seen things, but not that. Was he okay?

“Oh.” Caleb squirmed. “Well, that doesn’t change anything. I still don’t know why. I was happy to see him, he was… He got upset. Practically out of nowhere once we were alone and Evelyn was away.” He looked down at the sandals he was wearing and kicked at the tickling grass. “Possibly because I chose to stay there, by the sounds of it. I am guessing he felt betrayed.”

“Why did you leave him behind in the human realm?”

Caleb closed his eyes. “He was fourteen already, he had a stable job and his future was practically laid out for him. He didn’t need me.”

“Just fourteen?!” Luz gasped. “I’m fourteen! That’s still just a kid!”

“So?”

“So– He was a kid!”

Caleb furrowed his brows, not really understanding.

“Kids need their parents and family.”

Caleb rolled his eyes. “I was a kid when I raised him. I was a child when I took jobs to put food on the table. I was but a young man when I built my house.” He gestured at Luz herself. “And look at you, fourteen and off on adventures, risking your life willy nilly. I’m sure your mother wouldn’t have wanted you to do that. But you did; off alone you went.”

Luz curled in on herself. “Well, yes but–”

“So, who are you to tell me my brother was helpless? My brother who, by the way, was one of the most educated boys in the town. He couldn’t just read and write, he was smart. He read everything. Honestly, me staying here with him held him back - he refused to engage socially or advance his life unless I participated too. He kept thinking he had to pay me back for my sacrifices.”

Caleb shook his head.

“I did all what I did because I loved him, and he threw all of it away just to find me again. To right some wrong that was never there. I just wanted to have my life. He had an idea of what and who I was supposed to be. And he tried to make me go along with that. Everyone did!”

Luz and Caleb met eyes. He gave her a meaningful look, the one that climbed into her soul and began to hold up mirrors to her face again. She couldn’t help but feel with Philip, at least as a young kid - but also with Caleb. It bothered her how much she could relate to them both. She thought of her mother, too.

You chose to stay there? Did you hate living with me that much?

Belos’ words of calling them similar rang aloud in her head.

Her mom was hurting a lot since her dad died, she had given up a lot to make their home feel okay again after his passing. But the hallways still felt like echoes and it was difficult, sometimes, to live with all these capsulated memories - these moments frozen in time that were rarely spoken of.

Luz was growing up and didn’t fit in anywhere, her mom was trying to make her fit in and Luz had gone off to have her reality-escape into the demon realm - maybe to find out who she was and a place to fit in. And now all that was left was facing the facts: She owed her mom to stay. But she didn’t want to. She wanted to finish this, to help her friends.

But then what? After all of that.. She would still have to choose, didn’t she?

Caleb tilted his head at her, knowing what she felt and the waves of motions it put her through. He was all too familiar with it.

Amity looked between them, unsure what the silent conversation taking place was about. But she wouldn’t let him stand there and make Luz feel anxious.

“Speaking of Belos.” Amity said sharply. “If it’s true what you say, that he really is alive, then we need a plan.”

Caleb held his hands up. “Well, MY plan was that you give me the Titan’s blood and I take Hunter for as far as I can to get a new body. With that body I will ensnare my brother and imprison him in my mind for eternity. It’s what we both deserve.”

The Hexsquad gave him various looks of both concern and unease.

“But, apparently that’s not good enough for Miss Noceda. So… What’s YOUR plan, mh?”

“Well, I mean, your plan is a bit extreme.” Amity continues. “And where would you get a body?”

“From his grimwalker lab. I know where it is.”

“Alright, who’s to say there is a body for you to pluck there?”

“There is. He always has one in the making. You’d think he was almost always certain the grimwalkers would betray him eventually.” Caleb looked off into the distance. “You can’t force people to be something they aren’t… No matter how much you love them.” 

Caleb’s gaze got hazy and his expression slack. He didn’t react when Flapjack landed on him, and only blinked himself back when the red bird pecked him on the cheek.

“Oh! Flapjack, my boy! Oh, are you still mad at me?”

Flapjack chirped.

“..Well, alright. I understand. But I don’t want any trouble this time.”

Flapjack chirped again, but with a low tone that was similar to an uh-huh.

Caleb scoffed indignantly. “In my defence, my choices have not been selfish! I am trying to help all the children here.”

“We can hold our own.” Willow crossed her arms proudly.

“Oh, yes. I know. But you shouldn’t have to–”

“You’re in Hunter’s body.” Willow continues. “If you were in a dog or something, sure. But there is no way we are letting you run off with him on your own.”

“It’s not like I have options, Miss Park. I wouldn’t choose this - and I can only possess grimwalkers. We are linked like that. Besides, Hunter would understand. He is a good and loyal boy, he would agree with me that he and I can run off together and fix this.”

“He would agree with you.” Willow steps up to Caleb. He looks down at her with a faint smile. “That’s exactly it though. You know he wants to protect us, and you’re willing to put him in harm's way just to get the ending YOU want.”

He scoffs. “Careful, he might be awake and hear you profess such care for him. I can’t tell if he is or not, you know.”

“In that case: Hunter! Take your body back if you can! You don’t have to let Caleb run around and fix everything!” She yelled and Caleb had to lean away from her volume. “I understand you might trust him, but he’s kind of crazy!”

“Crazy?” Caleb laughs. “What makes you think I am crazy? My plan makes sense!”

“Yeah, to you it does. But you’re on a martyrdom vengeance mission and you think it’s totally fine to hitch a ride with Hunter, just because he’d probably let you.”

Caleb’s smile fell into a snarl.

Willow put her hands on her hips. “I understand your need to do it on your own, Caleb. But you are blinded by your own devotion to this mission of yours.”

“You are one to talk.” Caleb scowls back. “Miss I-don’t-need-anybody-to-rely-on. How about you practice what you preach and open up to your little friends.”

Willow shook her head, not sure how he knew that. The only person she had somewhat admitted that to was Hunter– oh.

Caleb grinned. “And, by the way.” He poked her on the shoulder. “How dare you insinuate I would purposefully put him in danger? He’s as close to a son as I can get, as I have said a hundred times now. It’s not like I would run into a fight over there, or stop to engage in anything to put him at risk.” He gestured at Hunter’s body. “I want him safe, healthy, and fine. As I’m in control at the time being, I can feel what he’s neglected.”

Hunter’s friends peak their curiosity at him.

Caleb holds a hand up, realising he overshared. “Uh– Just the obvious. But he’s not doing it on purpose. He doesn’t actually know better.”

“Well, what’s the obvious?” Gus asked.

“Eating well, for one. Have you not noticed he never takes seconds? He only does after Mrs Noceda has made a lunch box  He’s worried there won't be food for everyone.” Caleb grimaced like he just realised something. “Not.. Unlike myself… actually…  I did the same when I raised Philip.” And sighed. “God, how much has this boy gotten from me? Good grief. Couldn’t he get some of my nice traits? I do have them! For one I’m very hard working! Did he get that from me? Hm…”

Caleb itched his head. He wasn’t speaking to anybody in particular. Just babbling aloud to himself like he was still in the dunes. And clapped his lips shut when he realised he was, in fact, among Hunter’s friends.

“Ahh. uh, ANYHOW. He’s not very unlike me at that age! I will make sure he doesn’t go without his needs met–”

“Except the self-sacrificial streak, apparently.” Amity huffed.

Caleb stroked his hands through his hair. “This conversation is going nowhere. What’s your plan to keep my brother from getting the blood? And what’s your plan on going to the demon realm?”

“We can’t leave without Hunter.” Gus said promptly. “And…” He looks over at Luz. He remembered the conversation between her and Vee in the forest, back when Vee went hunger-mode. Now was a good time to raise the question he had been keeping as an unsent letter in his mind.

Luz blinked at him.

“Luz, what about you?”

“Huh?”

“Are you coming?”

The Hexsquad turned to her and Luz wanted to wither away like a burning piece of paper. “Oh- Uh- I–I actually– uh– I don't… Know…”

Amity looped her hand around Luz’ arm. “Is it about your mom?”

Amity remembered Grom and now had context that put Luz’ fears in a different light.

“I can’t just leave her behind again.” Luz looked down.

Vee, who had been uncharacteristically quiet this whole time, smacked her lips loudly for attention and stood by Luz’ side. Luz turned to her.

“Yeah.. Camila really missed you when she knew you weren’t here. And worried. I doubt she’d want you to leave again, honestly..”

Luz's world crumbled together in her heart.

“But..” Vee continued, nudging her sibling. “I also know you can’t stay here, can you..?”

“I– I don’t know Vee.” She faced her friends, and Caleb’s crooked brow; she could never tell what Celeb was truly thinking of her. “I don’t know. But I do know I can’t just leave without saying anything. I have to talk with her. I just don't know how. She’s definitely going to say no if I ask to leave, though.”

“Ohoho!” Caleb laughed in an almost nervous kind of way. “You bet! There is no way a parent would let their child off like that into mortal peril!”

“Hey.” Willow grunts, poking his sides. “That’s literally what you want to do to Hunter with your plan-”

“Ap-ap-ap! It is not!” He put a hand on his chest flamboyantly and leaned to her. "I~~! am with him! That’s totally different! We would be like father and son on an adventure.”

He paused, mused a little on that thought like he hadn’t considered it before. And liked it. Caleb smiled by himself in that distant way he kept doing. And blinked himself back out of it.

“But I doubt Mrs Noceda would enjoy such a suggestion.”

Gus pressed his lips together. He did not trust Caleb, sure. But he didn’t hate him or anything. He just recognised Caleb for what he was; a desperate dead guy on a mission with a skewed view on reality, probably due to being a hermit for hundreds of years in a sandy hell with the company of two beasts and a palisman. 

Gus could recognise that Caleb was genuine in his love for Hunter as a father, and wanting to keep them safe - but doing something out of love did not make it right.

Besides, his mode of practice was with total disregard of what they all wanted. Yes, an adult would have to make decisions that opposed what a child wanted sometimes. But Caleb, at least to Gus, was being unreasonable.

If it didn’t feel right, there was always another way. That’s how Gus looked at it.

There had to be another way.

Gus touched the amplifier on his ear and briefly wondered what he would see if he used it on Caleb. Would he see Hunter? The dunes? Caleb’s memories or something else?

Luz sank in on herself.

Amity held herself and her chin up to face Caleb. He stood there with his smile, hands clasped together on his back, thinking he had twisted the situation around enough for everyone to agree with him.

Amity smiled back just as pleasantly and Caleb's confidence faltered.

“I think we should continue to build OUR portal.”

“What?” Luz blinks. “Wait- why? The archway-”

“The archway is great, yes. But it is large and a one-way trip, right? We would need to use the whole vial of blood for it.”

She turns to face Luz, holding her hands. Luz looks into Amity’s eyes, searching for hope.

“Remember, the door you had could be used several times! Because the blood was in the key. If we build our own door, perhaps we can go there, and return.” She stroked Luz's hands. “ You could go back and forth.”

Luz bit down on her lip, stroking Amity’s fingers back. “But… That’s going to take a longer time..”

“Exactly.” Caleb shrugged. “Do you have time like that?”

Amity growled and sighed angrily. The ghost was relentless and stubborn.

“I think we do.” Said Gus brightly and Luz turned to him. “My dad is no dummy. Eda, King, your dads, your dad and siblings, Darius– Everyone! They are the greatest witches of the boiling isles! Whatever is going on there, I believe they are doing their best to stay safe, fight, and keep things under wraps. They are NOT helpless! I believe them!”

The tears in Luz's eyes turned from sadness to happiness. "Yeah.. Yeah! you’re right Gustifer!”

Willow tried to feel as enthused as her friends. But she was worried for her dads. Gus was right, they were not weak. But she couldn’t help but feel just a smidge impatient.

Amity must’ve caught onto something, because Willow saw her looking at her in a certain way.

“Yeah.” Said Willow to try to make up for it. “As.. Worried as I am! Gus is right! They aren’t helpless! And we need to ensure that you don’t get stuck over at the demon realm again. The archway can be a last resort!”

Luz sniffled. “You guys-!” And Amity threw her arms around her gleefully, happy to have provided an alternative, as did Gus, both Vee and Willow smiled at their new plan.

Caleb let out a somewhat flamboyant and melodramatic sigh. “Very well~!” And put his hands on his hips, surprisingly not as annoyed as anyone had expected. “If that’s your plan, so be it.” and courteously bowed. “I will assist with what I can.”

Amity grinned. “Good! You mentioned you built the door. Let us start there.”

“I helped. But yes. The door is made of palistrom wood.” He pointed into the forest. “Most of my house was made of it. Well, doors and windows, beams.. That sort of thing. Sturdy wood, that stuff!”

“Oh!” Amity gasps. “Oh, let's go to HQ then! You lived there, perhaps you can show us its secrets.”

“What secrets?” Caleb was amused that the pastel witch thought he was crafty enough to have, what? a secret doorway or something? Haha, no. Just a plain old cursed house.

“Er, in general.”

“Oh. For sure, why wait? Let us go.” He glanced at Flapjack, but before he could ask Flapjack to fly with him, the bird flew to Luz and transformed into a staff. Caleb muttered, crestfallen. “Alright.. That’s fair.”

Luz offered to fly with him again and Caleb sighed deeply.

“Just fly low and slow, please.”

Vee, again, decided to stay behind.

The basilisk watched them all fly away and felt an eerie sense of not being alone at all, she heard the sound of a door-flap swinging. She looked around and, between the tall bushes of the neighbours, her eyes fell on Mrs. Stout’s garden. The little terrier in a cone sat there. It wasn’t looking at her, it was looking at the sky. It had just come outside through a tiny dog-door.

Vee grimaced. She had forgotten that Mrs. Stout had a clear view of the backyard from certain angles in her backyard. The pointy bushes were a welcome shield but it did not cover the whole view. It was lucky Mrs Stout wasn’t out at the moment, as she wasn’t completely human looking. Vee hurried inside.

The Terrier, with its bright blue glowing eyes, looked up into the sky at the disappearing teenagers and cocked its head to the side curiously.

 


 

Luz watched Caleb sigh with relief upon being on the ground again. And watched his face both light up and turn cloudy with misery as he saw his old home.

“Oh.” Caleb glanced around at it. “Oh dear…”

“Yeah, well, at least it’s still standing.” Luz says next to him.

“Honestly, probably thanks to the palistrom wood.” Caleb enters the house, and sees the inhabitation of what the teenagers had done. An attempt for wallpaper, fixing the fallen-in staircase with roots and plant magic, the billboard full of letters he couldn’t read and a bean-bag.

“What is that?”

“A bean bag!” Gus threw himself into it. “It’s great!”

“Oh! A.. chair?”

“Kind of! It’s a human thing.” Gus grins.

Caleb shook his head. “It is not.” at least not to his recollection.

“Er, modern human thing.” Luz interjects. Caleb hums at her and looks around curiously at everything. “So.. How was it like when you lived here?”

“Well, everything is gone.”

Caleb found a nail in the wall that was old and rusty. Once upon a time something had hung there and Caleb pinched the crust around the nail off. Sighing at the weight of time that had passed through his home. There really was not much left. But he took the deterioration of it in a good stride; almost amused by the state of things.

Amity opens the notebook for the portal she and Hunter had been working in. “Possibly scavenged.”

“Possibly.” Caleb looks at the floor and nudges at the floorboards. “Ah, here.” He says and pulls the knife from his sock out.

“Woa-wow! When did you grab that?!” Luz pointed.

“Oh, before my– er, breakfast..” Yes, let's call that whole thing this morning a breakfast. “This morning. Before you came in.”

“You can’t walk around with a knife!” Luz yells.

“Why not?” Caleb squatted down to the floor and began prying it up. “Everyone has one.”

“Not these days!” She groaned, Caleb sure was a guy of his time. “It’s illegal! You could get Hunter in trouble. And us!”

Caleb looked at her with a strange look and shook his head. “The modern day will never cease to baffle me.” And pried the board open. “Ah!” And pulled out the box. “Here’s the map to the Titan blood!”

He handed it to Luz and she took both the box and his knife, he scoffed at her worries but let her have it all the same.

“Not that you need it anymore, but the box itself is from the demon realm. If anything, you can keep the Titan blood safe in it, the box is practically indestructible.” And knocks on it for emphasis. “Made out of Titan bone, I think.”

“Oh! Thanks!” Luz smiles at it, but her smile squiggles with discomfort as he mentions it’s made of Titan bone. She squeamishly puts it in the backpack Willow had brought. “Good to know.”

She wondered if Evelyn or Caleb had met the Titan hunters at some point. Or if it was something rare they had bought at the night market.

Caleb caught Willow looking at him. She quickly looked away.

“So,” Gus circles a finger around the house. “Any other mysteries?”

“Not if everything is gone.”

“There is an attic.” Amity informs. “I think Hunter said it still has stuff in it.”

The group ascends into the attic space. In the meantime, the palismen cuddles up in the beanbag.

It was dark, dusty, and smelled like a permanent autumn. The light from downstairs poured through the lid in the floor as they all climbed in.

Gus made paper lanterns float around, but Caleb rolled his eyes at them with a scoff, pushing a lantern away.

“I know my house, in light or dark–” He professed, just in time to bonk his head into a beam. He cursed and rubbed his forehead. Scowling, he ducked the rest of the way. The Hexsquad stifled their giggles.

Caleb went over to a chest and opened it. Inside were clothes. He pulled out the top one. But it was so old it had gone frayed in the edges, the linen cloth had gone stale, stained with various spots of mold. It was unwearable. Caleb sighed and dropped it to the floor. Digging out a wool coat and smiled at it. The wool had kept in relatively good shape, he put it on and it fit him.

“Ah!” Caleb says with delight. “I am like myself again!”

“No,” Gus taps a lantern so it floats over to Caleb, illuminating his face and gaunt expression. “Still Hunter, not you.”

Caleb sighs, but smiles at Gus’ loyalty to his friend. “Mr Porter, you are ever the light of my party. I am aware, do not worry. I just wanted to see if it fit him. And it does! Don’t it?” Caleb turns to Willow. “What do you think, Miss Park? Does it make him handsome?”

Willow blushed. Caleb stood straight and presented his brownish coat on his (by association of blood and flesh) son, hoping that; in-case Hunter was awake and watching, that it might boost his confidence a little to hear his crush think nicely of his looks.

“I- uh–” Willow stutters, her blushing deepened.

Amity is quick to her rescue. “Very. Hunter has a handsome frame, it would do him good to find clothes that flatter him like that. My brother has a similar figure. When we get home, I will make sure to introduce Hunter to our tailor. Or maybe he can have some of Edric’s clothes.”

Caleb nods, grateful for Amity’s input, even if it wasn’t what he had looked for. “Very kind.” And decides to leave the coat on. He continues digging through the chest.

Gus thought the coat aged Hunter. Or maybe it was because Caleb was leaking through so much. Gus missed hunter. Why wouldn’t Hunter wake up already? He really hoped he would soon.

Luz and Gus team up to pull bedsheets off the various furniture and coughs at the dust. Beneath their feet, they heard a crispy noise and when they looked down they saw the floor was coated with dead flies. They both stepped away, grimacing an gasping with disgust.

Luz blows at the dead flies and they part like a dead sea. “Gross.” And comes closer to the bureau, she pulls the drawers up. They’re all heavy with books and cloth-wrapped notes.

“Oh..” Luz marvels and takes one out, Gus takes another. They both open and browse through them.

It was definitely Belos’ who had written in them. It was old cursive writing and Luz squinted at it to try to read it. “Uuuhhh…”

Amity peers over their shoulders, she could read it. “Oh, that is very detailed.” She takes a book to examine through it.

“What’s it say? I can’t read that fine cursive.” Luz admits.

“Give me a moment.” Amity reads a page. “It appears to be documentation of interviews with various witches during trials.” She says.

Caleb and Willow come over too. Caleb picks up a book, and flips through it. Although he couldn’t read what it said he recognised his brother’s handwriting as well as the books.

“Oh, yes. He did write everything down. Their confessions, the accusations.. I’m sure he made notes of his own thoughts too.” He put the books down. “Nothing of value.” Not to him anyway.

Willow spots a bunch of loose pages on their own, wrapped into a roll. “What about these? They’re not leatherbound.”

“Probably just more of his–” But Caleb does a double take when Willow unrolls them. He holds his hand out and she hands them to him. “This isn’t his– This–” He furrows his brows. “Wait.. Were these in there?”

“Yes. Right here.”

“...But… These are Evelyn’s.” He said and flipped through the pages. He knew her style, and the drawings. He stopped on a page where she had drawn him, he had never seen it before - not that he looked through her books often but he was familiar. He looked at it and disappeared someplace else inside his head where the world was soft and warm.

“What.. Does this page say..?” He asks and gives it to Amity.

Amity reads it for herself, quietly. And smiles gently at the words near the end of it. She gives him a soft look. Caleb looks between the page and Amity.

“Well?”

“She writes:”

Caleb came by today, his excuses to visit are poor and translucent. But we both pretend I buy into them. He brings more lavender than my mother ever could make use of.
He is handsome to look at, although I wish to make him smile more. It is an easy fix, with a kiss. He flusters so easily, it is fun to spring a surprise onto his cheek, I love the shade he turns.
I had told him of how palismen are made, he wanted to make himself one. And one for his brother, two birds. I think he believes his brother may see magic the way he does someday, I hate to break his heart and tell him otherwise. But it is nice to see him hopeful about something.
As much as he complains that I am careless, he too forgets himself in favour of coming to my lair. Caleb, my human, I wish I was brave enough to say it to his face, as I am in writing it. But I hope he knows just how much I love him, and how much my own joy has become attached to seeing his eyes light up with life. I cannot wait to see his expression when I show him my home. Then I will make him smile every day.

Amity looks up with the rest of the Hexsquad at Caleb, who was swallowing down the lump in his throat, his eyes wet and heavy. He looked at nobody as he coughed.

“Thank you.” He said hoarsly and she gave him back the page, they all pretended he wasn’t on the verge of crying, it seemed to embarrass him for some reason.

Luz pats him on the arm and smiles up at him, hoping to give him some solidarity. Caleb pats her hand in return in that ladish kind of way of I’m alright and turns away, back to his chest in the corner. Coughing again to gather himself more, shoulders sloped over the page pressed to his chest. They heard him let out a forlorn breath.

“Let's.. Give him space.” Amity says and the rest agrees.

Amity and Luz take out the books to look through them, but Gus takes the rest of Evelyn’s pages. Willow follows after Gus and one of his floating lanterns. He found a flat surface upon which he spread his own notebook.

“Hey, Gus.”

“Willow! Look!” Gus flipped through the Human-&-Demon-Realm-Ambassador book. It was full of notes about all sorts of human things that Gus was in the process of exploring and decoding, a guide of sorts. “Evelyn was doing the same thing as me and Vee are doing!”

Willow looked across Evelyn’s pages, and it did appear that she was documenting human culture and trying to translate it for demons and witches. She had perhaps not been as successful as Gus has been, though, Evelyn only had one human correspondence and was working around the witch hunting craze at the time, so it was good for what it was.

“Oh, cool.” Willow says absently, she wanted to talk about something else with him.

Gus turned his big blinking eyes up at her, having a feeling there was something she wanted to say in private.

“Um, Gus.. Are you doing okay?”

“Yeah, why?”

“Oh, I dunno, you saw Caleb die?”

“No, not in its entirety. All I saw was rapid glimpses.” Gus assures but it doesn't assure her. “It was a blink of an eye. Some were horrifying, yeah.. Some have popped up in my dreams and stuff. But it’s just dreams and they’re not my memories, I’m not as affected as I thought I’d be. I’m more worried about that guy and Hunter if I’m honest, they lived it- er, died.. it...”

“Oh, Gus. ” Willow opened her arms and hugged him, leaning her head ontop of his.

“Aw, haha!” He patted her. “I’m alright Willow! I already talked with Camila about it and Hunter has been really cool about my nightmares. I’ve already worked through that stuff.”

“O-Oh.” Willow let him go, feeling a little left out. She knew she wasn’t entitled to his feelings, Gus could choose to turn to whomever he wanted after all.

Willow couldn’t help but feel this growing, nasty, thorn in her side. A thorn she was ignoring as best she could as it ripped into her belly, its snares wrapped around her lungs. She threw a glance at Amity and Luz. Even Luz seemed to be doing a little better, and when she wasn’t - Amity was so quick to support her.

Willow didn’t want to be upset with Amity for being a good girlfriend. It just felt a bit like Amity had stepped in and taken her friend from her. Just a little bit, just a teensy tiny pebble in the shoe bit, that maybe was a lot more of a lego piece burrowing into her heel than a pebble.

And now there was Gus. Gus didn’t turn to her, either. And now that she looked at him, he had grown. He was even catching up on her height. His wooly hair had grown and Willow wondered if the durag he was wearing was a result of yet another conversation between him and Camila she hadn’t participated in.

“That’s.. Great! I’m glad you didn’t need me, then.” Willow says with a forced smile and squeezed her hand behind her back.

Gus’ smile lopsided and he tucked his chin in. “Willow, c’mon…”

“No, no! I mean it! Really, I was worried. But if you are alright, that’s great.”

“Okay, good. I… Would go to you, but you seem to have a lot to deal with so-”

“What? Me? Pfh! No! Haha! Noooo, no! I’m strong. And even IF I had stuff going on I can put that all aside for you!. I always have time and space to take care of you. You don’t have to worry about what I’m going through. I can take care of myself!”

Gus’ expression fell, his smile somewhat sad. “I know. I’m glad you don’t need me either, then.” He threw back, and it wasn’t snide or cruel. He just softly handed back her exact sentiment to her, hoping she’d catch on how it came across.

But she didn’t. Willow blinked, taken aback. “It’s not like that.”

“Not like what?”

“Like– I don’t need support or anything, but I still need my friends tooo… need… me?”

Gus crooked a brow at her. “Right.” Clicked his tongue and turned to his notes and Evelyn’s. “Because everyone else is weaker than you. I get it.”

“No! No, haha, noooo, Guuuus! Augustus.”

“Mhm?”

“It’s just that– Okay. Never mind.” She held her hands up, forcing an unbothered smile. She was not going to fight with Gus. Not Gus. “I just wanted to pay you back. That’s all.”

Gus thoughtfully stroked the pages. “But… You don’t owe me anything?”

“I do, kind of.”

“For what?”

“You know…” She looked over at Amity and Gus followed her gaze.

“Willow, you don’t owe me because I was your friend. Or because I supported you in a hard time. That’s what friends do– And I wasn’t always good at it! Remember? I sent my illusions to you and.. I can be a little overbearing sometimes. But I am working on it!”

“I’m working on myself too! That’s why I want tooo… You know, be there for you, I need to work on being there for you now. You used to go to me first. And I liked that I could help you, support you, that’s… You and me.” She knuckled his shoulder.

“Yes, but Willow.. I don’t want to be friends with you just to vent to you. You’re more to me than support. I like just being your friend, too, to have fun.”

He gestured at the attic. At the human realm as a whole, dreams and wonder filled his eyes and the thorn in Willow’s belly scraped against her entrails.

“Look at where we are! We’re in the human realm! And I get to be here with you, explore it with you. You are my best friend… I am happy you are here with me.”

Willow looked to the side, not totally satisfied. “Yeah. I’m glad too.”

Gus’ smile fell to the floor. He turned back to his notes. “Why can’t you just be honest.”

“I am honest.”

“No, you’re not.”

The emerald duo regarded one another with a growing pain between them. Willow could feel the rift, the big gape of a ravine that was parting them. It was her fault, really, that it was there. She just couldn’t figure out how to cross it without making it wider. Or why she was causing it in the first place.

She couldn’t look at herself, her own worries. It was too difficult, she felt small and weak and helpless. She hated that feeling so much. But Gus had no problem asking for help. Instead of hugging the little Willow inside herself, she could hug Gus. That was easier.

But he didn’t need her hugs like that anymore. He wasn’t small, ‘nor was he weak. If anything he was growing past her, so much more mature too. He was younger, damnit! Why couldn’t this just be easy? Why couldn’t he just need her protection? If not Gus, then who?

Not her. Not her. Deep down, little Willow told her she wasn't strong enough for herself, just for others.

“Gus–”

“Ever since you changed to the plant track, you’ve become confident. And it’s great to see! But you’ve also started to… I don’t really know, you say these things sometimes. Things that make me feel kinda small.. Like you don’t believe I’m capable unless you hold my hand. I need you to believe in me a little.”

“What? No! I’m not doing that.” That was the last thing she wanted. She didn’t want to put Gus through what Amity had put her through, even if it wasn’t remotely close to the same kind of antagonism. She did not want to do it by accident either.

“You are though, kind of? You keep saying you’re strong and I’m not.”

“That’s not what I mean by that!”

“But that’s what you are saying.”

“I– No! I just–” Willow stops herself. Gus was right and she didn’t want to admit it. For some people, shame turns to anger. And it hurt her to see that Gus felt that way about her actions. The thorn slid its sharp edge through her whole body. The hot searing tear inside her bubbled hot, bubbled into her mouth, and out she burst; “You’re just jealous I’m confident now and I don’t need your shoulder anymore. That– That you’re not the only gifted witch here.”

“..What?” Gus holds his notes and turns up to her, he sees her anger and how it masked over her fear. Oh, this wasn’t about him, was it.

“Yeah! You’re just– You are– I’m just trying to be your friend the way you were for me! And you can’t deal with that I’m the strong one in our friendship now! Whilst you are the– the–”

Now I’m the person Amity used to be, and you’re the Willow I’m running from. It's so much easier to pretend that you need me, than admit I still need to turn to you.

She gaped at herself. If projection had a posterchild, it was Willow. Whatever anger had run hot through her body now turned into ice. She wanted to reel in the net she had thrown out at her friend. But it was too late. She had already caught something.

Gus was looking at her, and she felt so, so, very small.

“Alright Willow.” Gus said in a calm tone and turned back to Evelyn’s notes, and clicked his pen for ink.

“I– I don’t know why I said that. I didn’t mean that. You aren’t weak I-I just–”

“I know, I get it Willow, really.”

“...I’m sorry.” Willow blinked, aghast and surprised by her own behaviour. This wasn’t like her. Why was she like this? Why was she hurting her best friend? Why couldn’t she control what she was feeling? Why wouldn’t he just let her be the one he needed?

She needed someone to need her, otherwise she had to stand there with herself and feel meek. Despite her power, despite her confidence… Inside her mindscape was still a little Willow that never got to feel those things. Willow just tucked that part of her away, like it was embarrassing it was there at all. She never wanted to feel that way again, so vulnerable, at the mercy of everyone and everything. Paralysed.

Power seldom meant you automatically matured and healed from everything. What Willow had was armour and a sword. But under all of that, she was a soft and kind girl with fear in her eyes.

Girls like Willow had something to prove. She wanted to prove to Amity that she had been wrong (even if Amity knew she had been.) And people like Boscha, who would poke right where it hurt.

Willow hated how easy her emotions surfaced. She couldn’t figure out how to control them, to reel them in. Why was she so emotional? It made her feel lesser than.

“It’s okay.” Gus gave her a friendly smile and meant it. It had hurt, but he also heard what she was actually saying.

Gus knew Willow, he understood and he saw. It wasn’t rocket science to put her together, but he believed in her. She just needed a little time to figure it out, she wouldn’t listen to him if he confronted her about it. It was better to be patient, be here when she needed him.

Ashamed of herself, Willow turned away into the attic. Gus had seen such an awful side of her. Willow looked over at Amity and remembered what she had told her… That it was easier to be mean to Willow, so she didn’t have to accept she liked her as a friend. Just like now, how Willow was mean to Gus so she wouldn’t have to accept she was the actual problem.

The wooden furniture she held her hand against began to sprout a little branch and she removed her hand, her feelings were leaking out, she held her own hand.

She saw Caleb, he was sitting in a pile of old clothes and trying to figure out what he could bring back to the Noceda resident.

Willow breathed out. That was a mess she could sort out!

“Hey… How’s that going?”

“Oh.” Caleb was surprised to see her being friendly with him, but invited it. “Good. I am trying to figure out what suits him, and what else I can save.”

“Who?”

“Hunter.” Caleb stood up, holding a frilly shirt infront of himself. “I think he can grow into this one.”

Willow smiled. “I think those things are a little bit old for the human realm.”

“What of the demon then?”

“Er, I guess so, actually.”

“Good. Then he can have them.” Caleb looks around, nodding and smiling faintly. “I don’t know if he’s awake and can hear me now, but… If he isn’t right now, I hope you can tell him he can have all of this if he wishes, once he comes back out.” He gestures at the house as a whole. “I mean, that's all I have left, really. And he’s kind of my son, so… Only seems right.”

“I will let him know for you, then.” She smiles and her braids roll over her shoulders when she leans a little to the side.

Caleb looks her up and down, trying to figure out why she was being nice to him. Then he smiles. “Aha.”

“Mh?”

“Very well, ask your question. But I cannot promise he’s not in there listening.”

“Uh- wh-what?” Her cheeks turned rosey.

“You wanted to ask about Hunter, right?”

“Oh! Uh- No! I was just– I mean– Uh–”

Actually, why not?

“Um– Well… Uh…” She stroked a loose curl of hair behind her ear. “So, um… Do you.. Uh…” What could she possibly ask that did not give her away? What if he was listening?

Caleb chuckled and knocked on his own forehead. “Hunter, if you are awake, turn away now. The young Miss needs to ask something private. It is rude to eavesdrop on cute girls.”

Willow’s glasses fogged up. Caleb waited a moment before turning back to her.

“He is very polite, and does as he is told, I’m sure he has turned away.”

Had it been Willow, she would not have turned away. She would have sat glued to the stone with her ears perked and her eyes unblinking. But she tried to imagine what Hunter would’ve done. And Caleb was correct, she could easily imagine him turning away for her sake.

But there was a chance, still, wasn’t it? That he was listening. Seeing.

She looked into Caleb’s eyes. How he was smiling at her with Hunter’s face. How he seemed to already know what her question was. It was annoying how observant he could be. Hunter was observant too, but in different places, and not as invasive as Caleb’s intuitions were.

“Does… Um… What kind of people does Hunter like?”

“Oh, you’d have to ask him that.” Caleb spread a shit-eating grin across his face.

Willow wanted to punch him. What kind of nothing-answer was that?! What was the point of asking then?! Jerk!!

Caleb chuckled. “I will give you this advice…” He says and her ears turned up with attention. “From my perspective; I cannot hear his thoughts, ‘nor see what’s in his heart. I only know him from the glimpses of his life I have witnessed, and it is not all of his life.” Caleb nods to himself. “But from what I have observed, and what I conclude on my own assumptions, I would say it would be wise of you not to confess any affections.”

“O-Oh..” Her heart sank and his hands quickly fluttered at her to not get hasty.

“What I mean, Miss Park, is that I fear he is not well-versed in what it would mean.”

“Huh?”

“I do not wish to embarrass him further. But I think you know very well that he is… lacking… in some areas of social understanding. He has not had friends before, not imagined family could be anything but dutiful before.. Imagine then, what his perception of how courtship works is like.”

Willow tried to make sense of what Caleb was saying.

Caleb’s smile was taught and his shoulders went up. He weighed air in his hands and sighed, looking at Willow. “He is no dummy, but my brother ensured Hunter remained depraved of certain information and things.” He grimaced. “I am sure you know, Golden Guards have to be pure.”

“Well, yes, but– Morally pure, right?”

“Right.” Caleb gave her a sorrowful look. “Nothing corrupts a person’s loyalty more than the love for something or someone else. Why do you think Philip isolated him the way he did from people his own age?” He looked down at Evelyn’s page that he had kept folded in his hand. He smiled at it sadly. “I guess… He is trying to punish me, in a way. Or trying to avoid it from happening again.”

Willow looked at the page, and then at Caleb.

“Oh…” And remembered back in the Elisabeth Gardens, that Hunter had mentioned there were things he was forbidden to read. And Caleb was right - Hunter always did what authority told him. Especially Belos.

“Yes. Oh..”

Willow looks at Caleb’s chest, like she could see through his flesh and into the galderstone heart. She could imagine Hunter somewhere in there, covering his ears and his eyes closed shut. Or sleeping.

She was going to ask why Belos would do that, but her eyes find the page in Caleb’s hand again and realises that… Belos hated Caleb’s union with Evelyn so much, so much, that he turned love itself into a moral impurity. Depraved Hunter, and most likely all the golden guards, from having both platonic, familial and romantic love in their lives.

She remembered, in the basement, when Hunter told her he wasn’t allowed to have a relationship as the Golden guard. How pained he had looked, how unsure he had been if he was worth that kind of thing.

The thorn in her turned outwards, it let her grip onto it like a weapon.

Rage boiled her blood like the acid rains of her home striking the seas. Her green eyes shone with hatred for the emperor, a kind of anger she wouldn’t mind letting loose and rampage as it pleased. Turn the earth inside out, roar worse than the thunder in the sky, shaking the ground so the trees tremble into an early autumn.

“I.. hate Belos.” She said with a quiet intensity that could snuff out the sun.

“Me too.” Caleb says and she finds in his eyes a kindred spirit.

She understood him then, completely. It all boiled down to that wounded wail that echoed through wind and mountains, that cleft the world in half. If Willow was an earthquacke, Caleb was a wildfire.

Caleb looked at the folded page in his hand, Willow at it with him. Caleb had been robbed. Completely and utterly robbed, it had been right there within reach - Happiness, freedom, bliss.

She could see it weigh inside him. She found herself being able to almost forgive him, now. But only almost, had he not been in Hunter’s body, perhaps she might have done something stupid and helped him. But Willow leaned back and saw her friend, Hunter, and wished now more than ever that Caleb would go away and Hunter to surface. To hold his face and tell him, as much as necessary, that nothing would ever get to rob him. Nothing. Ever again.

Caleb puts the page in his jeans pocket. “That’s why I need to get my own body. I need to stop him. He is going to hurt Hunter.”

Willow and Caleb understood what was being said between the lines, some kind of alliance growing between them.

“You can’t run off with Hunter.” She warns him there and then, not to cross that line, and if he does she will smite him.

“I know. But I have few options.” He had reluctantly admitted his position and intentions to continue his pursuits despite the new plan.

“You said you’d help us though. In our way. Build the portal.”

Caleb smiles and turns to the floor, hands behind his back. “Yes.”

She hated how tricky he was. How unreadable and wily he was, but now that she knew his core she also understood that; if there was an opportunity, Caleb would take it. And until then, he was on their side. She huffed.

“Speaking of portal~!” Caleb said loudly and cheerily to shift the mood in a mastered way that caught Willow off guard; Caleb was a good actor, a life-time of being a liar does that perhaps.

He caught the rest of the group’s attention. Caleb gathered the clothes he deemed fit and wearable into his arms. “Shall we descend downstairs and assess what we can do?”

“Sounds good.” Amity says. She and Luz, Gus and Willow, all help carry Philip’s books downstairs. Gus kept Evelyn’s torn pages inside his notebook.

Downstairs, the palismen had been occupying the beanbag and turned up to the gang.

“Righty then!” Caleb playfully dumped the clothes ontop of the palismen, for payback for always squinting suspiciously at him. “Let us get a crack at it! What do you have so far for the new portal?”

Amity opened her notebook and Caleb’s vigor swept away from him as all he saw was text.

“I will read it aloud.” She promised and Caleb gave her a grateful nod, he was still uncomfortable and embarrassed about not being able to read, even if the teenagers were being gracious about it.

Amity explained to him what she and Hunter had constructed together, and Caleb hummed aloud. Going to the front door. He opened and closed it a few times.

“The thing is… We made two doors. Evelyn and I made both here in the human realm, then we walked over there with the other, using the archway.”

Luz groaned. “Nooo! So we would just have a portal that transported us around in the human realm?”

“Yes, but that doesn’t mean your plan can’t work. You’d just have to bring one door over through the archway, and open it there!”

Amity crossed her arms. “But we don’t know if it will work. It will be risky. And we still need Titan’s blood for the key. And the archway needs all the Titan blood we have now, correct? We could make the doors and key first, test it out, and then we break the key afterwards to open the archway. But then we won’t have a key… And the door will be useless over there anyway without it.”

Caleb shrugged with both his hands up, smiling innocently. “So it appears to be, yes.”

Willow eyed him with a hint of annoyance. Would it not benefit him either way they got into the Demon realm? or was it that he wanted them all to remain here, where it was relatively safe for them? But Belos was here, wasn’t he?

“King.” Luz says. “Is a Titan… I’m sure I could.. ask him to prick his finger for us. For a little bit of blood for the key..?”

“Yeah.” Gus agreed. “Definitel- WAIT WHAT?”

“Oh! Uh, hahaha! Yeah, I forgot to tell you guys that King is, er, a Titan baby!”

And Luz had to explain that whole ordeal before they could move along. Caleb, however, looked less happy about there being a solution to the Titan blood issue.

“You look unhappy.” Gus prods.

“Not at all! That is.. great! Wonderful, brilliant, so there is blood to supply with.”

“You don’t sound happy.”

“Well… I am, for your sakes. I was just still hoping you kids would have to remain here, in safety.”

“While, what? You run off?” Gus squints at him. Caleb smiles, shrugging a shoulder. “Ugh, are you still on with that?”

“What can I say? I’m a parent. You are children.”

“Don’t underestimate us.” Says Gus, and accidentally darts his eyes over at Willow, who quickly looks away. Gus flickers his eyes back to Caleb. Caleb looks between the two friends and smirks at Gus. Gus growls. “We have fought Belos before, and he’s weakened now. We can take him on.”

“His name is Philip. Belos is such a stupid name…” Caleb rolls his eyes. “Belos.. What, like the demon king Bael? His morbid sense of humour disgusts me and I will not muse with it.”

“Speaking of Philip.” Luz says and strokes her hair away from her face, she walks up to the board and draws a crude image of him. “He’s here, right? So this realm isn’t actually safe.”

Caleb folds his arms and opens his mouth, then closes it.

He staggers, his mind blanking out on him. “Uh–”

Gus squints at him. “In the midst of trying to get through the portal on your own, did you forget your brother was still a threat here?”

Caleb grimaces. He had. 

“Dude..”

“I– I never claimed I was clever, alright? That particular detail completely slipped my mind.” He groaned and pinched the skin between his eyes. “Blasted– Alright, well, that puts perspective for me.”

“Wait.” Luz slowly raised a finger at him, chuckling. “You were gonna try to steal the blood, run into the Demon realm, get a new body to trap your brother in, while your brother… Is stuck here. In this realm. Where you had no way of returning to?”

Caleb cringed. “Yes.. Yes, that– yes…”

“Dude..”

“I NEVER CLAIMED TO BE SMART.” He gestured wildly. “I just– You children have to understand I am deeply, deeply , concerned for your safety and for– I am just– You don’t know how cruel he is and–” Caleb let out a deep groan and fell into the beanbag. The Palismen jumped out of it in time. He put his face in his hands. “God will never show me any mercy, will he? Not even a liiiittle bit, teensy tiny, just an itty bitty wedge of mercy upon me? MH? NOTHING!?” 

He was talking to himself again, caught himself and quickly composed. Turning up to Luz, who was smiling down at him with pity and a stifled laugh. He wagged a finger up at her.

“Miss Noceda, one word of jest from you and I shall remain in this bag for the entirety of the evening.”

“Not at all Caleb.” She held her hand out. “Why don’t you put some trust in us, yeah? We can defeat him. We have before. You know we have.”

“Barely.” Caleb reluctantly looked at her hand and sank into the beanbag. The Englishman really was running out of options to do this by himself. “But I suppose barely is close enough to a chance to take him on in the state he is in..”

Luz lingered her hand in the air to coax him to take it.

“Come oooon, let’s be friends. You can tell us what you know about Philip right now. You said he was weakened, so you are right; we have a chance to stop him. With or without you getting a new body, yeah?”

Caleb looks at Luz's hand. Gus can see his brain tinkering up a new route of doing things. Caleb sighs and takes her hand. She grinned and hoisted him back up on his feet.

“My plan would have worked, if it weren’t for you kids and your determination to be better and brighter than me.” Caleb ruffled Luz, and smiled. Luz smiled up at him too, pride filled her heart.

“Alright. Let's note down what we know!” Luz made space on the billboard.

 


 

Vee was rocking out to the emo music of the generation before hers. Blasting it loud on speakers in the girls’ quarters bedroom.

TELL THAT OLD MAN I WILL NEVER, EVER, EVER , BE WHAT HE WANTS~!”

Vee yelled with the lyrics, shaking her yellow fluffy hair. All around on the floor were teen magazines, old and new. It was obvious she had been studying human fashion and culture, to quickly be able to transform into a human of any social group - A punk, a nerd, a jock, you name it.

TELL THAT OLD MAN I AM–! FREE NOW~! TO DO WHAT-EVER, EVER , I WANT~!”

She turned to the mirrors of the sliding doors to the closet. She jumped between them, shapeshifting into her friends for each lyric she felt suited them. Giving them each an outfit that referenced the movie The Breakfast Club.

“I WILL ALWAYS~! AT THE END OF THE NIGHT~! CHASE THE LIGHTS DOWN THE HIGH ROOAAD~! You wouldn’t know it! I DON’T KNOW WHERE I AM GOING~! BUT I AM NOT- GOING ALONE~!”

Ding dong.

Vee kicked and jumped around as Gus, hopscotching into Luz and pointed at herself in the mirror as Amity and was just about to sing along to the next lyric when she heard that little doorbell sound.

Ding dong.

Vee turned the music off. Perked her ear and listened.

Ding Dong.

She turned into Luz and ran downstairs.

And opened the door to Masha.

“Hi, Luz… Can we talk?”

Vee screams internally, just staring at Masha, unable to move.

Masha looks Vee-Luz up and down. “Er… Unless you’re not Luz, but.. My.. Luz? Er, Vee, was it?”

“U-Uhm, uh- Yeah. Um- Hi Masha.”

“Oh.”

“Uh– Luz and the gang is out- erm, it’s– uh– I mean, you can come in and wait if you want…? I can make teeeaaa….?”

Masha hesitates, but then nods. “Sure.”

Vee lets them in and behind their back, she flails and shakes her hands at her head to stop herself from panicing or transforming.

Masha turns to look at her. Vee freezes and immediately her ears floof out.

“O-Oh!”

“AH! SORRY!” Vee slaps her hands over her ears. “Ah- erm- Sorry! Kitchen! This way! Hahaha–ha–!”

Vee slithers into the kitchen, stumbling a little as her knees wobble. Vee did her best to stay in her form but anxiety and fear always made it difficult for her to maintain it. Masha watches Vee fret about putting on a kettle of water. They take a seat by the table, sliding their bag onto the chair, and watches.

“U-Um- Do you want the duckling mug or the dalmatian mug?”

“Either is fine.”

“Er, duckling then! I like the duckling one. It… It has a …. duckling on it.”

“It sure does.”

“Ahahe–heh.. heh.. Uhum.” Vee turns away to the tea, puffing out steam. “What tea do you want? we have vanilla, rooibos, chai, green–” Vee turns around too fast to hold up bags and show them, and the metal box slides out of her hand and clatters against the floor, spilling all the teabags out. Masha cringes at the loud sound and Vee tenses up.

Vee stands frozen. Inhales a small hitch of a breath and crouches down to pick up the mess. Masha joins her.

They’re quiet. Vee peeks at Masha but Masha isn’t looking at her. Vee swallows and her hand hovers over the tea box.

“I’m.. I am sorry I didn’t tell you I was a basilisk.” Vee says quietly.

Masha plops the rest of the tea into the box except for one. Green tea with lemon. Masha looks up at Vee, who dares to face them.

“Why didn’t you?”

“How could I have..?”

Masha sighs. “I guess you couldn’t.”

They sat there on the floor in silence.

“Why, um, did you come here today?”

Masha scoffed. “Because all week Luz has been chasing me and, well… It’s a sunday, I’m sure on monday she would chase me again and well, what can I say? I would rather have this conversation outside of school.”

“Right.”

Masha puffs their chest and looks at Vee, who curls together a bit.

“Who are you, then.. If you are not Luz? Was everything a lie?”

“No!” Vee stretches her back. “No! None of it was a lie! I just.. Didn’t tell you the whole truth.”

Masha, hurt, looked to their side. “At camp, when those kids locked us up in the canoe hut… And uh, you panicked. You told me you had a.. Mean dad that used to lock you up in a closet. And that’s why you were claustrophobic.”

Vee shut her eyes. “That wasn’t true, really. But not entirely a lie..” Vee put a hand on her chest. “I’m a basilisk, we aren’t meant to exist anymore. But the emperor, Belos, brought us back and kept us in captivity to experiment on us. We can extract magic, he wanted to know how. I’ve been in bounds my whole life. Being human, pretending to be Luz, was my first time in freedom.” She met Masha’s gaze, who looked at her with horror and empathy.

“What..? That’s horrifying.”

“Yeah.. Sorry.. I know you, um.. I know I was the first person you told about your dad. He sounds like a jerk, I didn’t mean to make you relate to me or anything I–”

“No, what– No. My dad was a verbally abusive jerk who didn't care about me. He just– He just used me to get back at my mom and my sister and– When my mom died he stopped caring about me, he was neglectful. I mean, yeah.. That was rough, but I wasn’t imprisoned!”

Vee looked down at her hands, stroking her wrists where there had been chains once upon a time.

“I don’t think you should compare. That’s still awful. And I didn’t mean to, um… It was never my intention to trick you.”

“Luz– Vee. ” Masha put their hand ontop of Vee’s, and Vee’s ears floof. “Vee I’m so sorry.”

“N-No! It’s okay! Really! Haha! Ah! It’s- um- I get it! It is a lot!”

“So… Are we still friends, then?”

Vee’s heart flutters. “If.. If you want to be? I would want that. I would want that a lot.”

And when Masha smiles, and lets out that soft chuckle, Vee’s shoulders drop a boulder.

“Of course.” Masha nudges her. Then sees Vee’s expression. “Oh, don’t cry.”

“O-Okay! I won't!" Vee’s face squiggled, full of tears and snot and Masha laughed.

“Oh, alright, cry then–”

And Vee left out a sob. Masha patted her on the head a little awkwardly and laughed. Vee laughed too, through the sniffles.

“You are my first friend.” Vee admits. “Ever.”

“I.. I am?”

“Yeah. I never had a friend before I met you. I was so devastated I hurt your feelings and ruined everything.”

“Oh- uh, I am honoured.” And smiled. “But you didn’t ruin anything.”

Vee smiles up brightly, her row of fangs on display. Masha looked at her, and any fear they had melted away with the glow of Vee’s smile.

“Stupid.” Masha scoffs and stands. Helping Vee up too. “Tea then?”

“Oh!! YES!! TEA!!” Vee loops around herself a few times and frets towards the tea. Masha softly smiles and plops their tea into the duckling mug.

 


 

Caleb sat deep in the beanbag, hand to cheek, as he looked up at the big billboard Luz had turned into a conspiratory plot against his brother.

“He is a total weak-sauce!” Luz says proudly, tapping the pen against the drawing of Belos’ goopy horned face. “What we need to know is where he is and how to keep him weak.”

“Wait..” Gus raised his hand from where he sat leaned against the wall near Caleb, the Palismen turned to Gus. “So what is our plan here exactly? To kill him?”

“No!” Said Luz.

“Yes!” Said Caleb.

The two turned from Gus to one another.

“Yes.” Caleb repeated with emphasis. “You don’t want him dead?”

“You do?!”

Caleb looked insulted and gestured at himself. “He killed me first!”

“Well- yeah but– I don’t know if I have it in me to KILL someone! Evil or not..?”

Caleb groaned and flopped his head back against the sack. “Okay.”

He tried to stand up but couldn’t figure out how on his own. Like a baby deer stuck with its butt in a hole, Caleb ungraciously flopped about with both arms and legs until his knees hit the floor and he could roll himself into standing up.

“Miss Noceda,” He started, hand to forehead. “I don’t wish to ask a little girl, such as yourself, to kill a person.”

She grimaced, feeling a little undercut by the comment. But she let it slide. “Buuuut?”

“But, he is a monster.”

Luz felt ice in her arms and she held onto them. “Yeah but-”

“He will kill you, given the chance. He is capable of much more cruelty than you have witnessed. And you bore witness to much of his evil.”

“I know, but– I don’t want to stoop to his level.”

Caleb blinked, confused. “You.. Aren’t though? This is very different. He is barely a person anymore! Hardly even human.”

Luz looked at the grotesque drawing of her enemy on the board. Caleb was right, but still. Murder? Could she really? Could any of them? You might think it’s such a simple thing, like cutting a hotdog in half, that maybe you wouldn’t feel anything or gain any trauma after it.

But you would.

Luz could feel it in her heart, the hesitation she would have. If she was looming over Philip with a knife in her hand, she would most likely not do it. It takes a lot for a person to kill another, even if that person deserves it.

She looked up and into Caleb’s red eyes. Philip had done it. He had plunged a knife into Caleb’s chest and murdered him, out of anger. He had crossed that line.

Could Luz get that angry? So vengeful and full of rage that she would plunge a knife into Philip’s heart and end him?

Is that the person she would become? Is that the hero this story was shaping her into becoming?

Caleb saw her hesitation to commit. He closed his eyes. “I will not make you.” He said.

Luz looked up at him, surprised. “You’re.. not? You arent going to make me feel bad about it?”

“No, of course not.” He said that, but Luz didn’t feel like the of course was all that obvious, given Caleb’s history with her. “You are children. I wouldn’t ask it of an adult, either. It.. Is too grave a sin to commit. It taints you forever.”

Caleb knew too well how such a thing tainted you. He hadn’t been the executor in the witch trials, but merely participated… It was a fire that burned and scorched you to the bone, and when there was nothing left of you to burn it ate what was left of you.

He wouldn’t put the innocent teengeers around him through that.

He took a step closer to the board. All the words on it he didn’t understand. The little drawings that categorised what his brother’s powers were. Turning to goop, manifesting rot, possession…

Caleb’s eyes got that far away look again, that distant somewhere he fell into sometimes when the past curled its mist around his mind and fogged him up.

He remembered Philip. This house. When neither were broken and full of real life. He looked into the eyes of the monster his brother had become.

“Miss Noceda, you don't have to do it, none of you do and I won't push on that matter. I will do it. Eventually, shall it come to that.” Caleb confirmed. “I’ve hurt a lot of people. I have already caused the deaths of innocents, killing my brother would just square the scores. It is only right I am the one to kill what killed me, too.”

The room fell into a pitiful silence, the Hexsquad eyed one another empathetically. Nobody wanted to say it, but maybe on this note; Caleb was right. If it had to come to it. Besides, the man was dead set on his poetic justice and martyrdom. You could hardly help someone who wouldn’t listen or take the hand offered.

Amity came up by the board. “Not in Hunter’s body though.”

Caleb laughed softly, amused and genuinely merry. “Oh, Miss Blight, don’t worry. I will protect him, that’s all I wanted. I want him away from Philip. Besides, as I wouldn’t force Miss Noceda to kill Philip, I would not use the hands of my son to do it either. Why do you think I want another body?”

Amity gave him a small smile at that. You had to give Caleb that, at least: He was not a man of promises, but he was a man with an unbudging devotion for what he cared for. She could relate to that. As long as you knew what Caleb’s priorities were, or where his heart was at, you would know if he was currently with or against you.

“Alright, I deduce this:” Amity says and pops the lid off a pen. “We have two plans: 1) To build a portal door so that we may travel back and forth. 2) To locate and assess what Belos is up to and how weak he is.”

She scribbled it down on the board.

“In plan 2; Caleb said Belos ate those magic filled rats to keep his body together. So he needs magic to keep himself inside a host, so it won't rot.”

“Right, because all magic has a bit of light in it.” Caleb nods. “Or, at least, that’s what Evelyn told me. Light is life, after all. Makes sense to us humans too, eh?” He nudged Luz with his elbow and she smiled.

“Yeah.”

“Right.” Amity continued, now Willow and Gus had gathered too with their respective palisman perched upon their head and shoulders. “So, basically, if we can sniff out where there is magic, we will find Belos there eventually.”

“Philip.” Caleb corrected. “Or, Pip, if you really want to upset him.”

“Philip.” Amity corrects herself, wiping out Belos’ name and replacing it with Philip. “Vee can probably help us with that, actually.”

Gus gasped. “Oh you’re right! She’s a basilisk!”

“Exactly!” Amity scribbled it onto the board. “And, when we thought he died and he was splattered… He was, er, just a bunch of goop. I wonder if there is a part of all of him that makes the core of what controls it. Or if all drops of him has its own way of passing over consciousness?”

They all turned to Caleb, who crooked a brow. “What? I don’t know that. I would hazard a guess it’s his heart, but, well… I don’t know?”

Amity hummed and wrote heart? on the board under the headline WEAKNESSES.

“Alright, we need to figure that out. And then, perhaps, hopefully if it is his heart or something of captive size. We could.. Put it in a jar or something.”

“A jar?” Caleb grimaced.

“Oh!” Willow pointed at Luz. “Oh the box! That Caleb gave you, wasn’t it practically indestructible?”

“Oh! Yes!!” Luz grins. “Yes! Right? Unless you lied..?”

Caleb sighed through a smile, he would never going to live (hah) that down, was he? “I did not lie about that. I think that sounds excellent.”

“Alright! So there is a plan.” Luz puffed her chest, looking at the board. Hands on waist. Her smile faltered. “How.. do weee… start looking?”

“We tell Vee, first.” Gus said. “And while we explore the human realm, she can sniff out magic!” He slips out one of the tourist pamphlets he kept in his notebook. “We still have so many places to visit! Like the zoo! Perhaps the giraffes know something? They’re magical beasts.”

Caleb slowly turned to Gus. “What’s… a giraffe?”

“A tall horse with spots!” Gus said confidentially.

Caleb chuckled. “There’s no such thing here, sorry.”

“Aaaah, actuaallyyy..” Luz wagered. “There is! Mainly they’re in Africa, but, you know. Modern days.”

Caleb nodded, just accepting it without question, what else could he do. “A tall horse.” He wobbled his head, a bit amused at the image in his head of a white horse with very, very, long legs and brown spots. “How silly.”

“If that’s all,” Amity clicks the lid back onto her pen. “Lets head back home and update vee and Camila. It’s a sunday, right? So Camila is probably home by now from work.”

“Yeah!” Luz curled her hands, pumped to have something to work with that felt similar to what she had in the demon realm; a mystery, adventure. Amity smiled softly at her, happy Luz was smiling again, even if it was… Perhaps… a little avoidant of Luz. But this time Amity wouldn’t let Luz slip too far into her escapism. It was just… Good relief.

The gang gathered their things and Caleb took a last look on the board. Flapjack sat onto his shoulder. Caleb scratched the palisman on the beak.

“Hey there old friend.. What do you think? Can they really do this?”

Flapjack chirped. Caleb nodded.

“I actually… think so too…” And looked at Philip’s drawing. “Maybe.. They can fight him alone.” He put a hand over his heart and gave Flapjack a look. “I know we don’t see eye to eye, Flaps..” He whispered. “But I don’t want Hunter near Philip, not even imprisoned. Neither do you, right?”

Flapjack quietly whistled.

“Right… So you agree.”

Flapjack looked down, silent and sad. He did agree. Hunter would not be doing well in a house where his uncle was imprisoned inside a box. He wasn’t sure what Hunter would do. Throw the box in a lake? Get manipulated into opening it? Try to heal Belos in hopes it might make him human and nice? Who knows. But it wasn’t safe.

Flapjack wasn’t sure he agreed with whatever Caleb was currently plotting, but he did agree that keeping Belos imprisoned was… Not in Hunter’s best interest, anyway.

Caleb and Flapjack looked at the drawing.

Luz called from outside.

And the two joined her, so she could fly Flapjack with Caleb seated behind her.

And home they went, were Masha and Vee was waiting.

Notes:

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HELLO, YOU KNOW THE DRILL WITH MY END NOTES.... I actually wanted to go on further but it's been taking a a long time for me to write. With my arm fluking up and other priorities as well.
Not gonna lie, I've been feeling a bit of pressure, too, for this fanfic. But Imma try ignore that and just try continue writing this with the purpose I started in the first place. So hopefully you'll forgive the in-action going on. (;﹏;) <3

thanks for reading!

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Chapter 23: 👻 Ghost busters

Summary:

Caleb is a scoundrel hard to hate and easy to love, and up to no good as usual.

Luz is worried about her mom, is all of this magical fighting stuff too much?
And Camila is worried about Luz, will she really leave again?

Caleb pulls every ace he's got up his sleeve, and Amity discovers she has an ace of her own.

Notes:

Sorry about the less-than-complete header... I'm kinda eh... And I haven't been able to do much this week due to MH stuff.
But I didn't want to not do a header, so, I made an easy sketch one. I hope that's alright. Thanks for reading.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

 

Gjost busters


Masha looks between everyone over the rim of their duckling mug. The Hexsquad nod in the silence as they all await for the androgynous person to comment on everything they had been told.

“So..” Masha puts their mug down. “You’re witches.”

“Yes.” Said Amity.

“Which is not witch-witches. Our kind of witches.”

“Right.” Said Gus. “And Demons are more like, er, Vee! Kind of.”

“Who’s a basilisk.” Masha smiles at Vee, who’s smile spreads happily across her face. Masha can’t help but feel it’s actually a little bit adorable. “Annnd… That guy.” They look towards Caleb, who stood leaning at the wall behind everyone. “Is.. dead?”

“Ghost!” Luz fills in. “Possessing Hunter, our friend.”

Caleb opened his mouth to correct the possession thing, but gave up halfway through, deciding to just spin the honey in his tea instead.

“Right.” Masha nods. “Hunter, who is a.. Werewolf?”

“Grimwalker.”

“Gotcha.” Masha wasn’t fond of the word. It sounded too similar to something from their own culture’s folklore, but was glad that it wasn’t entirely the same. But by the sounds of it, the boy was a werewolf, kind of. Wolf boy but a bit to the left , sort of.

They remembered being in the car and hitting Hunter. Camila and Jacob at the hospital. It was an eventful night. They struggled to imagine Hunter, er, the boy– The possessed boy, before them in the kitchen, to be the same creature they had seen that night.

“Can I ask something?” Caleb stirrs his tea.

“Sure?” Masha turns to him.

“I mean no offence.” Caleb begins, which was never a good start.

“Uh-huh?”

“But are you a drag queen?”

Masha blinks. “I’m sorry, what?”

“You are a boy in a skirt, yes? That’s a drag queen, is it not?” He sips his tea, his curiosity coming from someplace genuine and happy.

Luz puts a hand on his shoulder. “Uh, no, Caleb. They’re not. They’re nonbinary.”

Caleb just nods, with nothing in his eyes that indicated he understood what that meant.

Masha scoffs. “I’m not a boy in a skirt.” Masha says. “I am transfem nonbinary, if you know what that is. Two-spirit, if that’s easier.”

Caleb let out a little Oooh! Nods to himself, then shakes his head. “Is... it a thing from your tribe?”

“Uh-”

“Which tribe? Nipmuc, Mohegan, Pequot or Niantic?” Caleb wobbles his head a little, looking squeamish. “You’re not Nipmuc, are you? If you are, I’m so sorry about the crops thing.”

Masha blinks. They didn’t know about any crop stuff. “Uh, no, I’m not Nipmuc, I mean, maybe some mixed heritage but I don’t think so?”

“Ah.” Caleb looked Masha up and down. “I knew a fella who was Mahiingan! Are you one of them? I always liked that name for yourselves. It means wolves, don't it? Also, us English were on friendly terms with them! Er, as good as it could be anyway. From my recollection, anyhow… I always mix up which tribes are Pequot, we lumped you together; which to me is like you lumping us together with the Dutch!” And squinted like the Dutch had personally offended him.

“Yes, I’m Mohegan.” Masha confirms.

“Ah!” Caleb grinned, happy. “An ally! Swell!”

Masha furrowed their brows. “Uh, no..? You messed everything up.”

“..Did we?”

“Yes. You did. Europeans ruined the land here.”

“Oh. Sorry about that… Are you sure it was the English and not the Dutch? Ah doesn’t matter, we weren’t much good either with our thou shalt not sin blah blah ways.” Caleb said, raising his cup apologetically as his pointy ears sloped, ashamed for whatever had happened after his death, or whatever had been going on around him at the time; that he lacked the wits to understand properly. “Though the witch hunting, I suppose, was a bit of an indication that we were not doing very well….”

Masha thought a 16th century ghost saying sorry didn’t quite suffice the horrible history that grew from the foreigners arrival.

But they had to admit, it was a little jarring to hear an English ghost speak contemporarily about the past. Caleb, of course, had no context of what came after him. To him, he was just a foreign-settler like any other, and by the sounds of it he hadn’t participated in the Pequot war, ‘nor did he sound very present for the bigger historical events. Though, to be fair, Gravesfield were not so involved with the native history of the time as it was with the witch trial history. And people's worlds were so much smaller back then, limited only to their own town's issues.

“Anyway.” Masha said and sipped their tea.

Caleb decided to leave it there, getting the sense that maybe he and this person were not going to bond as well as he thought for being a native American.

“So, you are Caleb Wittebane, then.”

“Yes.”

“Like, THE Wittebane brother?”

“Yes, the one and only- er, well, the second one- I’m the first brother, the oldest, I meant to say.”

“And your brother is the evil emperor that-” They turned to Vee, who looked into her cup sadly. “...That became a dictator, more or less, after murdering you.”

“Thaaaat’s my brother!” Caleb’s tone was cheery but there was no warmth in it. “Murdering bastard. Not just me, but many.. many.. innocents lay in the path of his journey.”

Caleb placed a hand over his chest like he was either remembering where his brother had stabbed him, or placed it there as if to shield Hunter from an invisible threat.

“Right.” Masha thinks, then pulls out their phone to find the photos they took of Evelyn’s journal. “What I don’t get, then, is why you went off with a witch that wanted to kill us all?”

Luz tilted her head. “Wait what?”

“Yeah.” Masha hands their phone to Amity, who looks at the photographed pages. She had to zoom in to read the text. “I have some doubts, though, but it is what it says.”

Caleb scoffed. “Evelyn loved humans.” And put his empty cup down on the counter. “She had no such plans.”

“Uh, actually..” Amity says, holding the phone up for Caleb to look at the text and drawings. “Is this her handwriting?”

Caleb hesitated to answer. He looked at the squiggles that made letters and the drawings. He didn’t want to say yes, but the answer was yes. He did not want to imply his wife as anything but a human loving witch. If she had ever had any evil intentions, then she had abandoned them at some point.

His red eyes turned to Amity, they held hesitation and contempt, like she was asking him if his wife was a criminal (a witch). Deep inside him awoke an old feeling he hadn’t felt since his witch hunter days, where implicating evidence was a quick ticket to a hanging.

Amity repeated her question. “Is it?”

Caleb shrugged, remaining quiet. The best answer was no answer at all.

“Caleb, it’s kind of important.”

“What does it say?”

“Answer first and I will tell you.”

Caleb remained quiet, his expression flat and void on purpose to not give away anything.

Amity sighed. “You not wanting to answer it, kind of gives it away that it is hers.”

Caleb frowns. “What does it say?”

Amity gave in and read aloud: “ I will kill all the humans, I will take their souls and sacrifice them to the Titan. I will wake the Titan once again, to destroy all of humanity .”

“Nonsense.” Caleb growls. “That’s not her.”

“But is it her handwriting?”

Caleb gestured angrily at the phone. “What do you want me to say?! She would NEVER say something like that! You did not know her!”

Luz stepped in-between. “Wow, wow, Caleb! No reason to yell–”

“She’s accusing Evelyn!”

“No, she isn’t–”

“What do you call that then?!” Caleb hissed. “She would NEVER want to hurt a human! She loved humans! From the moment I met her to the day I died!”

“Maybe she wrote it afterwards?” Vee suggested. “I mean, if Philip.. Murdered her husband, maybe she got vengeful?”

Caleb’s expression switched quickly from anger to horror. Pale and haunting horror. “No.” He says firmly, almost a whisper. “She wouldn’t. Not even for me. No, she didn’t– She was NOT like that. She’s not like me–” And shut himself up.

The room fell quiet.

“Caleb..” Luz put her hand on his arm and he scowled. “Maybe it’s out of context?”

“It’s in a book.” Masha says as Amity returns their phone. “It’s at the museum. There’s no way you guys can go get it, I think? But I could sneak one of Jacob’s copies for you.” They shrugged. “I’ll be fair here, I got the feeling it’s a forgery. Like, not all of it? But there’s just.. I dunno, the ink is different and I got the feeling it had been edited, maybe? The phone doesn’t really pick it up well… I wish you could go see the original.”

“See?” Luz says hopefully but Caleb still looks scorned and insulted. “Maybe she forgot the book here and someone else wrote in it?”

She didn’t want to say the obvious thing aloud; that maybe Evelyn had forgotten the book and Philip had found it? Would that be too unlikely…?

“Yeah,” Willow encourages. “Like framing her!”

Caleb relaxed a bit, but still looked a bit ruffled about it. “I’m.. I need some space.” He said and moved away from Luz and out of the kitchen.

“Where are you going?”

“Upstairs.”

“Where upstairs?”

Caleb groaned by the stairs.

“Alright! Okay, just.. You know?”

“What!?” Caleb snaps. “What could I possibly do at this point?!”

“I don’t know Caleb!” Luz holds her hands up. “But you are–”

“A liar, a cheat, I know! Don’t trust the ghost in the boy! Good thing you finally got with the program Miss Noceda! Well done!” He clapped sarcastically.

“No! Aw, no come on, I didn’t– Right, sorry, I’ll trust you. Okay? Friends?”

Caleb inhaled and exhaled. “I apologies, my temper–”

“No, I get it. Sorry. You go do whatever, yeah? There’s some paper and pens in our room, if you… Want to.. Draw or something?”

Caleb slowly blinked at her, turned to the stairs and exhaled tiredly. “Drawing… Why not.” And made his lumbering way upstairs.

Luz cringes, turning back to her friends. “He’s in a mood.”

“When is he never in some kind of mood?” Gus chuckles. “The guy needs a therapist.”

“Tell me about it.” Luz mutters and turns to Masha. “Er, sorry about him.”

“Not at all. I mean, he’s like, what? A few centuries old? I think he’s holding it together fairly okay for that.” They put their empty cup aside. “He’s relatively open minded too, actually.”

“Yeeeaaah...” Luz puffed her cheeks, not really sure if she would call Caleb open-minded or just a guy who’s given up on trying to make sense of the new world he exists in. Then again, Caleb did like drag queens so maybe he wasn’t so drafty behind the ears as you’d think a 16th century Englishman would be.

“But yeah, if that is all I needed to catch up on…” Masha stands.

“Oh, you’re leaving?”

“I’m still grounded.” Masha admits, smiling. “I just wanted to have this conversation. Make some peace, you know? You’ve been chasing me all week since… er, the thing.”

“Right.” Luz chuckled. “Thanks for coming by and clearing things up with us!”

“Sure.”

“So… Friends, then? Are we all good?”

Masha looked around at everybody. Gus was smiling hopefully, Amity was begging with her eyes. Vee had the sweetest smile Masha could ever think a person to wear on their lips. Willow, however, looked determined, as if to say: You’re either with us or against us. 

Masha remembers Willow amongst the tulips, with the grey rumbling clouds above her. There was just something terrifyingly powerful about that memory that made it difficult for Masha to look at Willow as anything but the thunder before the storm.

Masha turned back to Luz. “Yeah, we’re friends.”

“YAY!” Luz turned to her friends, everyone burst into a big hurrah. Masha hadn’t been prepared for that, but chuckled anyway. What a bunch of weirdos … But hey, that’s their kind of people.

“Right, so, tomorrow at school, Luz, I was thinking we could talk a little more about all this? But now I gotta go home before Gretchen figures I’m out.”

“Right! Of course! Yes! I will fill you in more tomorrow!!” She squealed happily. “Yay~!” 

Masha smiled. “Okay.” And looked over at Vee. They held their fist out, for what Luz had thought was supposed to be a fist-bump. Vee stepped forward and grabbed it with her whole hand. Masha’s face lit up.

“Ooohh!” Luz stared at their secret handshake. So that’s what Masha had done at school when they wanted to know if Luz was the doppelganger. “Oh that.. Actually yeah. I can see that.” She laughed.

“Yeah!” Vee smiles. ”It’s our friendship handshake.”

“Nice!” Gus beams and holds his fist out at Masha too, who humours it by grabbing it. “Ohh! Human handshakes!! High five AND fist-grab!” Gus felt powerful with knowledge.

Masha left after that. Their new friends waved and shouting byes as they rode their bike off into the distance.

“Speaking of school..” Said Amity, nudging Luz. “Don’t you have homework?”

“AUGHH, NOOO! Why would you remind me of that NOW?!” Luz groans.

Amity laughs and closes the door. “Because avoiding it won’t make it easier!”

“Yeah Luz, you still gotta be present here.” Willow agreed. “We still had to go to school when you were over at the Boiling Isles.”

“I knoooow, but your stuff was cool! Mine’s just math and bluh.”

Gus crosses his arms. “Hey, how about we help you, yeah? It can’t be that bad, can it?”

“It’s not bad, it is boring.”

“Math sounds fun!” Willow tries.

“Yeah!” Gus agrees.

The Emerald duo looked at one another, relieved things were still alright despite their argument in the attic. Willow looked at him apologetically, and Gus bumped his shoulder against hers to let her know things were okay.

Willow still felt the thorn in her. It stroked over her ribs to cause her discomfort. Even if Gus wasn’t upset with her, she was still upset with herself. She had to be a better friend, she just didn’t know how. 

Amity curled her arm around Luz’s. “Come on, it will be fun! I’m really curious, actually.”

“Alright, fine.” Luz said, maybe it wouldn’t be so bad if her friends got to do something too? They did want to learn Spanish, for one.

Vee put all the cups on the counter and peered into the sink. “Uh– What’s with the selkiegris?”

Everyone halted to come back and look down at the selkiegris.

“Woah!” Gus gasps. “That gotta be a thousand snails worth!”

“Where did it come from?” Amity inquires.

“Ah, that’s Caleb.” Said Camila, she had come in quietly almost right away. Everyone had been so cheery about saying bye to Masha they hadn’t noticed her in the driveway. “He puked it this morning.”

“Mom!” Luz embraces her. “Welcome home- wait he did what!?”

“Yeah.” Camila peeks into the sink and knocks on it. “Oh! It hardened!” And made an attempt to pry it up. It had gooped into the drain when it hardened, so when she finally managed to force it loose with a scapula and a fork, it had little bumps in a circle format on one side.

Camila held the Frisbee sized lump of gold like a hotdog and turned it over in her hand. “Huh. It looks just like gold.”

“Maybe it’s worth something in the human realm? Is gold valuable here?”

“Very!” Said Luz and turned to her mom hopefully.

It had not escaped Luz how the nightstand by her mom’s bed had piled up with coupons and how every grocery shopping had turned into a mathematical problem that went something like this: if you have six kids and one parent, which of these foods are cheapest? And, then, divide that with what each child is able to eat. What is the equation?

The answer? Not as cheap as you’d hope.

And although Luz had discovered that they could eat scented candles no problem, as well as worms (she did not want to remember how Willow and Gus happily showed her the cup full of worms they had dug up and snacked on in the garden). It would be nice if they could eat things that humans ate, too, so they wouldn’t accidentally be discovered.

Camila smiled at her daughter. “We just got to find someone to sell it to… Without questions.”

“Oh yeah, hm. I guess we can’t send it to one of those gold shops that’s on TV all the time?”

Gus beamed and began reciting: “ Jewellery, Gold, Silver, Platinum, Rings, Chains! Do you have these things in your drawer collecting dust? Why not make a buck! Cash for Glam dot com and you, too, can make a dime. ” Gus winked, clicked in the corner of his mouth and cocked his fingers like guns, smiling brightly like a car salesman at Camila.

Willow and Amity laughed. The Palismen were always watching the commercial filled channels on a loop for some reason. And that particular ad kept coming up. It had become a bit of an inside joke between the witches now, that humans were obsessed with selling and buying things.

Camila and Luz, amused, smiled at them.

“No, those are usually scams.” Said Camila and turned to look out the window dramatically, pretending there was wind blowing in her hair. “But I know a guy..”

“Is it Carmen’s brother?” Luz asked.

“Yes,” Camila laughs. “It is Carmen’s brother. He probably knows.”

“Who is that?” Asks Willow.

“Oh, pfh.” Camila moves the selkiegris around in her hand. “His name is Dave, he’s known as Gravesfield’s heartthrob. Everybody loves Dave.”

“He’s like a human Steve.” Luz informs and the witches collectively go Ooohh! Everybody knows Steve. Steve’s great. So Dave must be alright.

Camila puts the gold down on the counter. “I’ll ask Carmen on Tuesday.”

“Oh! You don’t work tomorrow mom?”

“No, not tomorrow. Monday’s off!” Camila smiles at her extra children. “So you’ll have to put up with me, eh?”

“Heh! You’ll have to put up with us, more like it!” Gus cheers. “That’ll be fun!”

“Yes, if you think so. Ah, but Luz, I heard you had homework. Mh?”

“Auughh.. Nooooo..!”

“Mijaaa, go do your homework. I’m sure your friends can have fun with that language app Vee has. You can all study.” She ruffled Luz. “I’ll make dinner. You all had lunch today, right?”

“We had lunch.” Willow informs. “Rice and that meaty soup thing!”

“Gulasch soup.” Luz adds.

“Yes. That! It was delicious! I liked the yellow bits.”

“Corn!”

“Yes, that!”

The two girls giggled.

“Alright good, well, off you go then. Mh?”

Luz went upstairs to get her backpack from her room, the lights were off and Caleb was standing there in the middle with a pen in his hand, lost in thought or spaced out. He blinks himself out of it to turn to her.

“Oh, sorry. Just getting my homework.” She gets her backpack and Caleb watches her tiredly. “...Are you okay?”

“Yeah.”

“Really?”

Caleb shrugs and looks at the pen in his hand. “I think I underestimated you kids.”

Luz scoffs. “Tell me about it.”

“Tell me, do you think you can take Philip? Lock him in.. a jar, or something?”

“I think so, yeah.”

“Think or know?”

The room did not feel like a room. It felt like a fence. Like her answer was going to have Caleb either jump over it or back onto the lawn. Maybe Caleb needed something to believe in?

“I know so.” Luz says confidentially. “We got this, Caleb. Don’t worry.”

And Caleb smiles softly. “I’m glad.”

She pats him on the back. “We are going to be downstairs and do math and Spanish, if you want to join?”

“No thanks. I’m in the middle of something.”

“Yeah?” Luz tilted her head, smiling up at him like a curious ferret. But Caleb didn’t offer what it was. Perhaps it was just solitude. Who knows what a 16th century Puritan spent his time doing alone in a room. Perhaps he was praying?

Luz double patted him on the back. “Well, we’ll be downstairs. You are welcome to join.”

He nods at her, and she leaves.

Caleb looks at the ink-pen and fishes out the post-it notes from his pocket. He sighed and drew a fire glyph. It lit up a small flame, it lingered, before it snuffed.

“It’s in here.. Somewhere.” He muttered, shaking his hand free from ash.

The fence of which Caleb had been sitting on was a fence on wherever or not he should steal the Titan’s blood or not. After seeing their plan, and their enthusiasm, even spending time thinking about the fight they had in the graveyard… Caleb was sure they could probably take Philip on in his weakened state.

But Philip would try to get the blood for himself.

He would most likely try to hurt Hunter.

If Caleb took the blood and ran away, Philip would be stuck here with a group of powerful witches and his brother would only get weaker with time.

What Caleb had needed to know was that Luz and the others would do that. They would capture Philip, keep him docile. While Caleb brought Hunter elsewhere, someplace safe. Preferably with that nice gentleman Darius.

Caleb placed a hand over his heart.

“Are you awake, Hunter..?” But there was no response, obviously. That’s not how it works. “If you are.. I’m sure you have figured it out.” He whispers. “I’m sorry, I know you like it here. But… I am afraid too.”

He closed his eyes. His hand pressed into his shirt.

“He can’t have you too.”

Caleb drew another glyph, elsewhere in the room, and as he moved his hand around, the flame grew near the wardrobe. He opened it, held the little flame up by the top shelves. There. In a box.

Caleb snuffed the light and pulled out the box, the boots.

There, inside the left shoe, was the vial. Caleb smiled.

“Let’s go home, lad.”


After an hour, it was dinner time. The Hexsquad had helped dining the table and then Luz called for Caleb. But he didn’t answer. She got to the stairs, but he still wouldn’t answer.

She looked over her shoulder at Amity, who furrowed her brows and came over with the rest of the kids.

Camila sighed. “Hurry up before it gets cold!” Nodding proudly at the little burrito workshop she had turned the kitchen table into. Everyone got their wrap on their plates and little bowls and pots of all sorts of food. Mind you, not all of it was typical things you would have in a burrito. This was Camila’s not-so-discreet way to try to figure out what the kids liked, or even could eat. One of the bowls were, for instance, macaroni and another was seaweed flakes from the asian market. 

She was very proud of herself, actually.

The squad had expected to find Caleb in the bedroom, but he wasn’t anywhere to be found. Gus stood by his usual seat by a pillow on the floor, where he found a little bit of ash strewn around on the carpet.

“Where’s the palismen?” Willow asks, sitting on her bed.

“Flapjack and Emmeline occupied the TV when we left for the kitchen, I think I saw Ghost laying on the stairs, aaaand pretty sure Clover is having the zoomies again.” Said Amity. On cue, Clover zoomed by outside the door and nyoomed downstairs and through all the hallways, looping back around again.

“Ah.” Willow chuckled at her fuzzy little companion. “Is Caleb at the restroom then maybe?” Willow saw some ash on her pillowcase and stroked it off with her hand.

“Maybe.” Luz said, and found ash on her desk. She, too, stroked it off.

Gus furrowed his brows. “What’s with all the ash?” He turned to Vee for answers, who shrugged, not knowing. It hadn’t been her.

“I don’t know…” Luz turned to where she usually kept her post-its. They were gone. Her eyes widened.

It dawned on them all at the same time: Titan blood was in the house and Caleb knew how to use glyphs.

They all gasped and ran to the closet. Luz pulled down the shoebox and pulled out the boots. There was no vial in there.

“Oh, shoot–!” Luz hissed. “Dangit! Caleb!”

“He can’t have gone far!” Vee reassures. “The palismen would have alerted us!”

“Unless he knows the invisibility glyph?” Willow suggested.

The Hexsquad, as if sharing the same braincell, all ran downstairs, plucking their palismen on the way.

Camila peeked out of the kitchen at the running kids. “What’s going on?”

“Caleb is gone. He found the blood!” Gus informs.

Camila curl’s her fist and shakes it. “Ese pequeño diablo!” And huffs, walking with Gus into the living room.

“Hey, guys.” Luz calls out, Flapjack and Emmiline turns up towards her. “Did either of you see Caleb?”

Emmiline shook her head but Flapjack looked down sadly.

“Hey, did you?”

Flapjack nodded and looked at the backdoor in the Livingroom.

“What?! You did?! Why didn’t you stop him?!” Luz gasps, betrayed. “When was this?!”

But nobody understood Flapjack's chirps.

“Well, will you help us get him?” Luz asked and Flapjack nodded.

Just as Luz got Flapjack on her hand, Willow zoomed by them on Clover. “I’ll fly ahead!” She yells back to them. Kicking open the backdoor and, like a canon ball, was barely seen over the lawn before she disappeared into the forest.

“Wait! Wait!” Luz hurries out after her with Gus and Amity, Flapjack was a staff in her hand.

“No! You wait mija!” Camila calls to the trio and they stop.

Vee stayed behind in the house, carefully glancing over at the neighbours to make sure nobody saw them. No neighbour, no dog.

“I’m coming with you.” Camila says.

“WHAT?! Mom! No– I– This–”

“I am coming. with. you.” Camila says with finality. “I have one or two things to say to that guy! Adult to adult.”

“O-Okay but–”

“Can I fly with you on… This?” Camila gestures at Flapjack. “Or is it too heavy?”

“No! I– You can! I just– are you sure mom…? Isn’t this a little.. I don’t know..?”

Camila smiles. “What? Too magical for me?”

Luz smiles sheepishly. “I mean.. Yeah..?”

“No.” Camila strokes Luz hair. “Lets go catch that crazy ghost, si? He can’t run off with mijo lobo!”

Luz chuckled. “Mijo, huh?”

Camila smiled at her. “Si. Mijo.”

Amity and Gus gave each other a smile. Glad to see that Camila and Luz were connecting. There had been conversations between Gus and Amity, that nobody else had heard or seen, that had been brief but with much value. Where they had discussed the thing about Luz, her growing anxiety and sadness. Gus had told Amity about his conversation with Luz in the attic, Amity had told him about the conversation during their date. They were worried for her. And they both had noticed it was mostly around Camila. About having to choose which realm to stay in.

The two of them were the most emotionally stable and levelled in the group, and took it upon themselves to team up to be a morally supporting duo.

So when they saw Camila get up behind Luz, hug her tight, and how Luz’ face lit up and her eyes filled with hope and possibilities. They couldn’t help but give each other a little high five. 

YES. Finally, a little victory!

“Vee!” Camila says. “Keep the food warm! Or.. Some of it! Eat if you’re hungry! We’ll be right back!”

Vee did a double thumbs up.

“Okay..” Said Camila. “Let’s bust some ghosts!”

“Aye aye mami!” Luz grinned, holding onto Flapjack. “Aquí viene Los Cazafantasmas!”

Camila smiled, but then Flapjack flew, and she held onto her daughter with a loud yelp. Amity and Gus wahooing behind them.


The path no longer existed. The earth was damp, like it always was this time of year, and there were trees growing in places he didn’t recognise. The entire forest had a makeover. He had passed over a road, but after following it for twenty minutes realise it was going the wrong way and re-entered the forest again.

Caleb swallowed, his mouth tasted like blood. Hands on hips, he looked around himself, lost and bewildered. He puffed out from where he stood on a fallen tree coated in moss. Trying to spy anything he recognised.

The skies were giving him the last bit of springtime sunlight, which meant it was pretty late. He had gone in here, thinking he would know the way to the cemetery. But the forest no longer looked the same. He had no lantern. Only the glyphs he had drawn on his arms before leaving. Armed with ink pens and post-its in his pockets.

He had never claimed to be smart.

“Curse this… Where the bleedin' hell am I?” Caleb muttered.

Then the trees around him began to creak and snap, their branches bent like broken bodies and spurt new twigs like angry, hungry, wildcat claws.

“Uh-oh.”

Willow’s battle cry had him jump out of his skin, he fell off the tree and saw the soaring girl above. Her green glowing eyes and rage filled chest.

“YOU.”

Caleb let out a puppy whine. “Miss Park–” And was interrupted by the earth pulling apart beneath his back. Behind him a grave of moist earth and thin roots. Scrambling, Caleb quickly got out and began to run. Leaping between the pine to try obscure her view of him. His only shield against the needles were the hoodie he had been wearing all day.

“Gah!” Pinecones littered the ground and nearly caused him to roll and slip. The roots were merciless, he only saw them right before he needed to step on top of them, and it was made increasingly harder when the angry girl behind him was making everything move.

“CALEB!”

Her voice thundered through the air. It shook the ground and Caleb let the new boost of adrenaline carry him forward. Wherever forward was.

He never claimed to be very lucky, either.

Caleb ran through bushes, screeched himself to a halt at the edge of a cliff that, despite the terrifying situation he was in, had a lovely view of the cedar forest. “Ah!” He knew where he was now! Absolutely in the wrong place, still, and absolutely not safe on the edge with slippery moss.

Willow flew through behind him. “Caleb.” She growled.

“Ahaha..” Caleb held his hands up like oopsie daisy! “If I may-”

“You may NOT.” And Willow rose her hands, circles around her wrist like Jupiter. She roared and the cliff shook. Caleb fell to one knee and from the cliffside grew a slithering branch-like snake. Caleb’s eyes widened. He opened his palm, conjuring a flame. His other hand, which had an air sigil over the knuckles, was curled over his lips like a trumpet. He blew at the flame.

Like a dragon, Caleb tried to keep the root-snake away. It caught fire and Willow had to slam it down beneath the cliff against the wet moss to dampen it.

Caleb had to be quick on his feet. Little green veins had begun to wrap around his boots. He stepped out of the left one. Stupid move. He put his sock into the mud and immediately got pine needles stuck in it.

“Ow!” And lift it, balancing now on one leg. “Uh–”

“You look really stupid right now.” Willow cracked her knuckles.

Caleb blinked, inhaled, put a hand on his other elbow and vanished.

Willow blinked at the empty space before her. crossing her arms and crooked a brow. Waiting. She looked down at the green veins making their way up his invisible leg and clicked her lips.

Caleb let his breath go.

“Yeah, no, Luz already showed me that trick.”

Caleb grinned sheepishly.

Willow held her hand out. “The blood, Caleb.”

He looked at her hand, then at Willow pleadingly. “I can’t give it to you.”

Willow rolled her eyes. “Then I will just take it from you.” She turned a pinkie finger upwards and the veins speed up over his waist and chest.

There, she saw the shape of it in the pocket of his hoodie. She reached for it.

Caleb opened his palm. “Sorry. No.” And set the veins on fire.

“WOAH- NO!” Willow gasped, stepping away as the fire he had ignited around his waist burst into flames. “What are you doing?! You will burn him!!”

Willow made the root snake from before return with a mouthful of wet mud. Caleb put his foot back into the boot. Half of him engulfed in flames.

“The only fun thing about being a grimwalker’s blueprint…” Caleb said, his hoodie burning as he turned to Willow. “Is that I know everything about how they work.”

He held his hands out, smiling as fire licked at Hunter’s skin.

Willow stared at him. Almost horrified.

“They can’t burn.”

And then got a bucket amount of mud thrown down his neck.

SCHLOP!

Caleb was no longer aflame but instead soiled by the grime and dirt of the forest riches. He spat out mud that had gotten into his mouth.

“Was that necessary?!”

“Yes! You were burning him!”

“He’s fine!”

“You burned off his sleeve!”

“Oh.” Caleb inspected his hoodie. It was, indeed, hanging in a sad strand between the cuff and the shoulder. “Fancy that.”

“Augh, just give up Caleb!” Willow grumbled. “You promised you were going to help us!”

“And I did! I told you all I know about my brother’s current situation. You don’t need me to defeat him. In fact, I think me and Hunter should be very far away!”

“The portal? We need your help with that!”

“Philip has details of that in his journal! Luz knows! She made a makeshift one once, following his instructions that he copied from Evelyn’s journal! And you have her journal! Kind of, or rather, you know where it is! That Masha person said they could get a copy or what have you.”

“If everything is working out, then why run?” Willow met his eyes with disappointment. “And you can’t run away with Hunter. Caleb, we’ve been over this–”

“Exactly! What don’t you understand?”

“Why are you scared?! I thought you said you’d be willing to kill him even!”

“No, not– Not kill kill, only if it came to it, I would! Preferably I want to punish him. Look… Miss Park…”

Caleb’s mouth hung open, trying to find the words, but he couldn’t and closed it.

“You can’t take Hunter away from us. He’s safer with us.”

“He’s not.” Caleb sighs. “You guys have to incapacitate my brother. But that puts Hunter at risk. I can’t let Philip be near him, in any way. If I had another body, sure, I would be here and help. But that’s not possible right now.”

Willow sighs. “There’s no reasoning with you.”

Caleb stands tall, sighing in return. “Or you.”

She held her hand out. “The blood, Caleb.”

“No.”

“We can do this dance all over again. It will end with me getting that blood.”

“No.”

In the distance they hear voices echoing between the trees, calling them. They both turn towards them. Willow cups her mouth.

“WE ARE HERE!! OVER HERE!!”

And in the corner of her eye she sees Caleb running back into the woods.

“Oh for the love of Titans!”

Willow jumps up on Clover again, taking up the chase once more. It was not difficult to catch up this time. She cut him off.

“Caleb–”

He darted to the left. She blocked him.

“Caleb! Caleb stop you’re being ridiculous!”

“You impossible little girl! Get out of my way!”

“Hey!” Camila calls from behind Luz. “You don’t talk to her that way!” And as soon as Luz landed, Camila strides up to him.

“I speak however the hell I want, woman!” He heard his own mistake, and saw it reflected in Camila’s eyes.

“Ooohh, oh I’ve had ENOUGH of you, ghost man!” She poked him hard in the chest. “You are going to stop this nonsense you’re doing and march my wolf boy back home where he belongs!”

“Your wolf boy- Yours?! He is NOT yours! He is mine! He is the only living person I care about!”

Luz joined her mom. “Hunter doesn’t belong to anybody, he’s–”

“What would you know about anything?! Hunter chose to stay in there–” He tapped his temple. “Because he is terrified!” Caleb spread his arms out. “I’m his guardian! Literally his flesh and blood! And bone!” He held his thumb up. “Do you think I want this for him?! Do you not think, could I choose it for him, I would encourage him to stay here with you?! Because I would! But my brother is out there and he is going to bleedin’ tear my son apart!!”

Caleb’s voice was so loud it echoed like a gunshot. His face red and sweaty, his eyes wide and desperate.

“You of all people SAW!” He shoved at Luz, and Camila quickly got an arm between them. But Caleb kept his wild eyes locked at Luz. “You saw! I know you saw! And you don’t even know half of it! You don’t know anything! You just saw the broken masks, the frozen scratched up memories in his mind! You.. ” Caleb fumed. “You arrogant and selfish child!”

Camila stepped in. “That’s enough.”

“Hah! And what will you do? Mh?”

She held her hand out. “You are going to give me the blood, and you are going to come back home and have a time out.”

Caleb laughed. “I’m not a child! I don’t have to listen to you!”

“Yes, you do.” She said calmly in a manner that Caleb wasn’t used to from anybody, it unnerved him. She held her hand out, motioning for him to give her the blood.

He looked between her and the hand. Almost compelled to do as he’s told.

“...Are you aware that your daughter intends to use the blood to run into the demon realm again?”

Camila froze. Luz inhaled sharply behind her. The mother did her best to not instinctively look over at Luz. She kept her focus on Caleb. Caleb squinted his eyes at her.

“If she uses this blood on the big archway in the cemetery, there’s no way to go back again.”

“That’s a lie.” Gus informs. “King is a Titan, he can give us a little blood and–”

“A baby Titan. You don’t even know if it is potent. What if it doesn’t work?”

Camila inhales and exhales. “You can’t take my mijo over there then, either.”

“...He’s not yours.”

“You don’t get to decide that.” She says, her hand gestures out at the other kids. “They’re all my babies now.”

“What, you’ll force them all to stay here? They have families–”

“Of course not. But Hunter has nobody in the demon realm, si? Except that mentor goopy guy, right? Well, until Hunter has a place he wants to call home… My home is his home.”

Caleb saw in her smile that she meant it. The hand she extended now was that of a parent, asking another parent to trust that they will take care of their baby. He folded his arms, holding his elbows, like he was hugging Hunter close to himself.

“I promise.” Camila said sincerely.

And he knew she meant it. But love doesn’t protect you. Love doesn’t matter when hate is so much stronger. Caleb closed his eyes and could envision Philip’s hurt expression, distorted with rage.

“That’s not good enough.” Caleb said and inhaled.

Willow didn’t have to shout that Caleb was going to run away invisible, they all saw him disappear.

“No!” Luz called. “Wait! Caleb!”

“I got it!” Gus removes his amplifier from his ear and looks through it. He sweeps his gaze across the woods and sees him. The ghost.

Gus extended his arm, his fingers, the blue circle blasted over the greenery and glued the ghost’s feet to the ground.

“Woah!” Caleb nearly tripped.

Luz, Camila and the gang caught up but stopped a bit away from him. Gus' illusion was making the ghost visible. They could see him now; Caleb Wittebane. His gaunt face and distressed gaze, his torn shirt and his features all too familiar to Hunter’s.

Caleb struggled to make Hunter’s legs move, but they wouldn’t.

They saw him like a layered mirage over Hunter’s body. The body mimicking the movement of the ghost.

“Let me go!” Caleb demanded.

“No. Give us the Titan’s blood, and come home with us. Then I will let you go.” Gus commanded.

Caleb’s growl turns to a sneering chuckle. “Oh, Mr Porter. Youuu are clever one. Hnngh!” He made another attempt to move but couldn’t. “Looks like we are in a stand-still. I will not give you the blood.”

Luz stepped forward. “Caleb, Hunter is safe with us–”

“No, he’s NOT.”

“He is! Hunter! If you’re awake! Wake up!”

“Let me see if he is..” Said Gus and turned his magic circle like it was a wheel. He had only used it once before on Belos, but it was like trying to drive a car without any lessons. Now, Gus wanted to figure out how it worked.

And if they could reach Hunter, maybe they could convince him to take his body back?

But that’s not what happened.

Because Gus was using the amplifier on Caleb, not Hunter.

Not too far away, a glowing blue arm burst through the ground. From the earth, as though crawling from a grave, clawed a fully dressed Golden Guard.

Caleb’s eyes widened in horror. He knew, from the clothes alone, who it was. The first grimwalker, the first Golden Guard. Young and barely past teenage-hood, he took a few steps towards the group before he let out a gurgle, held his throat like poison was choking him, he fell to his knees, blood dripping from under the mask. And he fell.

Caleb stared.

Remembering.

Camila held a hand over her mouth and the Hexsquad watched in stunned horror as the distant figure of a Golden Guard died and turned into blue ashes and smoke.

All around them, smoke began to vapor from the ground, like steam, creeping through the trees. The dunes, now an illusion shade of blue and not grey, with trees poking through the coiling smog.

“Stop it.” Caleb said but his tone held no immediate alarm.

“Give us the blood, Caleb.” Gus said with determination. “And I’ll stop it.”

Caleb turned to Gus. The boy was willing to mentally torture him, huh? Was that it? Did this boy think he would be able to conjure such a feat in illusion magic. Hah. The boy was trying to fool him.

Gus steeled his gaze into him, a matador facing a bull.

Very well.

“No.” Caleb said through gritted teeth. His ghostly arms folded over his chest in a way that made it look like he held Hunter close to him protectively.

“Alright.” Gus turned the blue wheel a whole loop.

The smoke around them was hit by a gust of wind from the opposite direction. The smog turned into a stream that passed Caleb by like a shallow river. Caleb faced the forest when the moans and cries echoed through them.

Gus looked through the amplifier. It wasn’t entirely the same as making up your own stuff. It was as though he could sense spots within Caleb’s memories and pulled them out of him in a manner of Gus’ own choice. He sensed the Golden Guards, and accidentally opened the whole bag of memories all at the same time.

A Golden Guard came running towards them, a young man, he cried for help. Arrows pierced him through the shoulder and he fell in the distance. He begged an invisible figure to not kill him, and was silenced with the sound of an arrow piercing through the forehead of the mask. The body slumped back and turned to smoke.

Then there were two others, then three. The Golden Guards were making their way closer and closer through the forest with each death. Closer to Caleb.

There were so many of them. Gus and Luz, Willow and Amity, all stared at the familiar Golden masks of boys barely older, or the same age, or slightly taller, than Hunter as they kept running for their lives through the woods. Centuries of boys, murdered.

Caleb swallowed. He could do this, the little illusionist boy was just faking him out! He had seen all this before. He could do this. But he kept his spectre arms tighter around Hunter.

Luz watched as the ghost of Caleb held around the expressionless body of Hunter, like he was holding onto the last living one of his sons. Like he could protect him from what he was seeing. Luz realized then, that these Golden Guards, the grimwalkers, these were all at the time of their deaths - just kids and teens. She had only seen their masks piling up in Philip’s mind. But here? Now she got to see them die.

Camila turned to Luz. “That’s.. not real, is it?”

“I– I think so. I think they are memories. Kind of.” Memories all at the same time, in fragments.

Amity couldn’t stand it, and by the looks of Willow and Gus too, they rather not get a closer look on all the Guards dying either, the sounds of them was enough, seeing them fall in the distance and come closer was horrid enough. “You don’t have to relive all of this, if you–”

“I’m not giving you the blood or Hunter.”

The Golden Guards pulled themselves out of the earth closer to them now, clawing themselves out like they were being buried alive or frantically escaping someone.

“HELP!!” Yelled one, who had managed to get himself only a few feet away from the grove of where they stood. He reached out to Caleb. “HELP ME–!” He threw the mask off.

Caleb lost his composure. It was easier when they were further away and with masks on. But now he saw a face. And any wall he had built up to not forget that this was just an illusion disappeared. He held his arms out, his feet still stuck to the ground.

“Come–!”

And the Bloodwilliams got petrified, gasping with fear. And the stone he turned into crumbled to pieces by their feet.

They came like a river now, storming through in the smog, reaching hands, desperately searching for an escape, unaware of one another as the memories played out on top of one another.

Howling memories. Some just begged, some fought vigilantly, but none made it.

Boys and men of various ages, looking over their shoulders as something dark began to take shape in the distance. Dark with horns and glowing eyes. It oozed and grabbed the boys by their legs, their necks, their arms.

“No!” Caleb called, trying to reach any of them as best he could. But he never could, he had never been able to. This invisible prison he was in, only being able to see and hear their fear. Sometimes the boys knew he existed, but most of the time they didn’t. They died terrified and thinking they were alone.

Gus breathed heavily, lost in watching with everyone else. He saw in Caleb’s mind, what he had seen through various grimwalkers' lives. How some of them had stumbled upon a graveyard of bones and gold. And because Gus saw that, that’s what the boys began to turn into as they ran. Corpses, bones, that died into mists as they ran towards Caleb, who helplessly tried to reach them. His feet glued to the ground.

He had always been right there, unable to reach them. Unable to help.

“NO! COME!” Caleb called out, his hands trying to reach. Like if only he could get to them, in any way, he could save them. He just wanted to save them, any of them!

The river of dead boys faded into fewer. The centuries had gone by.

“Caleb!” Called one who knew him. Gus recognised him, through Caleb’s memories, as the second to last Golden Guard before Hunter.

“Jasper–!” And Jasper was struck by something red, that split him apart into nothing. Caleb’s wide eyes streamed with tears. “STOP IT!!!”

Chase was older, and the one that had mentored Darius, his hair long and fluffy in a way that reminded Luz of Eda.

And Chase too, was calling for Caleb. The thing in the distance came closer. It’s glowing eyes and shrieking mouth rotted the air and forest around it.

“RUN!” Caleb begged him. “RUN FASTER!” And Chase was running as fast as he could. He ran as hard as he could. Caleb reached, begging him to come. And Chase made it through the trees, into the grove.

Amity stared at his face. He couldn’t be older than nineteen. He smiled as he almost reached Caleb. And then he fell, eyes wide and with a surprising gasp. With a hole in his chest, he fell to his knees and into the mist.

Caleb stood there with shaking hands, staring into the thick blue on the ground where Chase had disappeared into his grave.

Small steps.

Just walking.

Was the illusion of Hunter.

Caleb’s eyes were darting with stress and horror. Seeing what everyone else saw, but he had felt and known for centuries. The creature, his brother, close behind Hunter as the boy walked.

Hunter waved at Caleb, smiling. The creature behind him transformed into Belos. Caleb’s breath hitched in throat. With the utter terror, and panic, that only a helpless parent could muster; Caleb screamed for Hunter to run.

Hunter turned around and saw his uncle. Horrified, he ran.

Caleb had forgotten himself in the memories. This was his nightmare. The last son, so close to the brink of being taken too. Caleb’s tears burned him, trying to make himself loose from the prison of which glued him to where he stood. He could not come any closer.

As the illusion of Hunter leapt into the grove, Belos ran through him, parting Hunter into bits of smoke. And there was Philip now, with his dagger. Yelling.

Caleb stared at his brother. Remembering the fire. And because he remembered, Gus saw it. And the smoke around them imitated flames.

“Wait– Pip–”

Philip held his dagger by his waist, roared with rage so deep it shook the ground, and struck Caleb deep into the chest.

Camila gasped. The Hexsquad stood paralysed.

Caleb stared into the shining wild blue eyes of his brother. For just a second there, just as Caleb remembered it, Philip’s eyes were full of realisation and regret. But discarded it just as quickly, to press the dagger deeper and upwards, through his heart.

Caleb stood frozen. Cold and remembering.

“Thou shalt not suffer a witch to live.” Said Philip and Caleb’s face twisted into sorrow.

Gus caught himself; He was in control here. He tore the amplifier from his eye and the illusions stopped.

The adult figure of Caleb Wittebane stood no longer as a ghost layered over Hunter. Instead he had returned to embody him.

Caleb stood there, his hands out like he had tried to reason with his brother.

Slowly, he fell to his knees, and moved an arm across his chest to hold his hand by the neck, the other crossed over his stomach. Like even now, the only comfort he had was to hold Hunter. His only reason for anything anymore. Like Hunter was a baby wrapped in a bundle. Caleb stroked his fingers over Hunter’s long hair absently, like a father at his sleeping child in a crib.

Luz took a step forward but was stopped by her mom. Camila knelt down by Caleb, she understood.

“He’s going to kill him too.” Caleb’s voice was so broken and low, still staring into nothing.

“I won’t let him.” Camila said and Caleb carefully looked up at her with his wet eyes. She put a hand on his back. “I will protect him.”

“You can’t promise that.” Caleb looked down at his knees, all dirty and a bit torn from running and setting himself on fire. “You are too weak.”

Camila sighed and tilted her head at him with empathy. “My love is not as weak as you think.”

Luz looked up at her mom, smiling faintly, hopefully.

Caleb closed his eyes to empty them of the tears that were clinging onto his lashes. He turned and saw Camila had taken the Titan’s blood from his pocket, he gasped and reached for it. She tucked it away against her chest.

“Let’s not, okay? You are tired. Hunter’s body is.. tired..” She gestured at his shaking hands and the general state of him. Caleb lowered his hand. Camila extended the blood out to Luz, who took it. Mother and daughter met eyes, Luz looked at her with worry and full of questions. Was her mom overwhelmed now? Was this too much? But Camila held an assuring smile before turning back to Caleb, who looked more hopeless and sad than he’d ever been.

She held a hand out to help him up. He either ignored it or was lost in exhaustion to see it. So she cupped it under his arm and hoisted him up. He blinked and, when she took his hand, he turned up to her.

“It will be okay. There is always a way out of the dark times.”

Caleb blinked and looked down at her hand holding his. His whole life he had been an adult, he had to be. When his mother died, his childhood died with it. And now he barely even remember what his mother looked like, she was just a faint blurry sensation of warmth. Like Camila’s hand. He was too emotionally stunted to put up any fighting or make excuses, compose a witty lie or do anything else than just.. Allow this.

He squeezed her hand, like he was a boy again. That inner boy that never got to rely on someone. And as though she could feel it, she squeezed back. That ghost of Caleb hadn’t looked older than her. Perhaps ten years younger. To Camila, it was all very tragic.

“Hey..” Gus said and Caleb blinked himself further back into reality. “I am SO sorry. That was WAY too much. I-I don’t know how the amplifier works completely, yet, so I just–”

“You are a good friend, Gus.” Said Caleb quietly. “I would have done the same thing to you.”

And that was all Gus really needed to let go of any guilt. In war and love, and all that. He knew Caleb meant it. Caleb wouldn’t have hesitated, he might not even have apologised.

Willow came up by Gus’ side and the Emerald duo turned to one another. Good job, their weary smiles meant. They caught up with Luz and Amity.

“So.. We flying home then?” Willow asks.

“Um.. No..” Said Camila and looked at Caleb. She didn’t want to fly separately from him, and she couldn’t fly. He was definitely not in a state to fly. “We better walk. I think. Where are we?”

Camila and Luz both opened their phones and Gus made his usual lanterns. The skies were dark blue, it was the beginning of the earliest days of summer now, after all. The night sky was a little brighter blue, but the stars were still twinkling and the woods were still pitch black.

“Thank you Gus.” Said Amity, grateful for the light, and Gus winked to lighten the mood more. And, to really lighten the mood, he made the lanterns all different; some in paper shaped like orbs or piñatas, others classical metal lanterns and some were just flashlights; and with different hues glowing within.

The Hexsquad welcomed the beauty after all they had seen. Even Caleb looked up at the lights and felt a little better. Looking at the colourful illusions and thought of Evelyn.

Luz found them on a GPS and they began to walk. Willow flied high above to make sure they were actually going the right way. Sauntly flying back down with the rest, then up again. She took the chances she could to fly, she missed it.

Caleb and Camila walked a bit behind the teenagers. The Hexsquad were talking about Caleb, the Golden Guards, and about Chase. Amity pointed out that, since her father knew Darius, she knew a little about the coven head. And she knew he had been close with Chase, his mentor.

After a while of walking, Caleb finally got out of his mind fog. He’d just walked quietly next to Camila this whole time, holding her hand. He turned up at her, and recognised the fellowship of parenthood he shared with her.

He looked over at Luz, to whom Camila had been watching.

“I wasn’t lying, earlier..” Said Caleb and she turned to him. “About your daughter.”

Camila inhaled and exhaled, walking in silence with him for a bit. “I know.” She admitted and looked at Luz, who was smiling with her friends, albeit a little tired as well. “But I have hope she will talk with me about it, when she’s ready.”

Caleb looks at Luz, too. “You are a very hard working woman, aren’t you.”

“Mh..”

“Can’t have been easy without your husband.”

Camila lowers her gaze. “No… But I had Luz. We have each other.”

“Yeah.. I thought the same about my brother. Until I realised I held him back and I.. left. He ah… Wouldn’t live his life for as long as I remained here. He felt indebted to me, because I raise him and took care of him and.. You know. We were family, just us two.”

Camila looked at Luz.

Caleb stopped and Camila stopped with him. They faced one another.

“She’s a good kid.” Caleb said. “But she has to grow up. Not everything is possible because you hope it’ll work out. Sometimes you have to sacrifice greater things for the things you love.”

Camila looked over at Luz, the teens hadn’t noticed them stopping yet. She turned back to Caleb and his broken spirit.

She puffs her chest. “Not everything is hopeless just because the road to better days is difficult.”

Caleb scoffs. “I see where she gets her determination from.”

Camila smiles proudly. “Of course. We are Nocedas. We are too stubborn to let the bad stuff get us down.”

Caleb smiles and looks up at the skies.

At the new moon.

He closed his eyes, soaking in its light.

That’s exactly what he needed to recharge. The moonlight trickled over his skin, the smudged symbols looked like tattoos in the dark of night.

The only good thing about being the blueprint of a grimwalker, is that you knew everything. Like waking up one day and find out you’re the instruction manual. Sometimes Caleb had wonder if that was why he and the boys were down there. Not to be resurrected, but to be construction and guidance. Maybe. Who knew. That was the only thing the so-called-knowledge-manual didn’t really explain. Just the how's, not the why's.

And one of the how's was all the little tips and tricks of grimwalking. Only under a full moon did a grimwalker have no choice but to transform. But the other moons? Like new moon or waxed? Ah, well, see, you had to switch it on. And Hunter never knew he even could - you don’t know if you can walk on air unless you step off a height - but who is stupid enough to try things like that?

“Well… Wittebanes are stubborn too.” Caleb says and opens his eyes to the moon. The white in his eyes had gone black, the red shone brightly. “I used to be like you. I thought if I was just nice, with the heart in the right place, things would work out.” Horns protruded from his forehead and the fangs in his mouth grew long and thick. “But that’s just not how it works. Does it.” 

Camila yelps and lets his hand go as claws sprout from his nails. “Oh no. Luuuuz!” She calls over her shoulder and the group of teenagers turn around. “Uuummm–!” She gestures at Caleb’s early transformation.

“What?! AGAIN?!” Luz panicked and ran over with her friends. “But it’s not a full moon!”

Caleb laughed into a wheeze. The wheeze turned into a raspy breath as his body contorted. He crooked and bent himself, gasping in pain, like his bones were breaking in order to grow a few inches. The already torn hoodie ripped in the back as the wings parachuted outwards.

What had felt like release for Hunter (who was a grimwalker), felt to Caleb (who was just human) like his body tore apart to make space for new power.

He was a liar, a cheat, a trickster with more aces and queens up his sleeve than one deck allowed. But that was what Caleb had learnt in life - life isn’t fair play, so why play the game fairly. Who cared about honour and respect if what was at stake was the survival of your child?

He heaved where he stood, swallowing down the saliva in his mouth that tastes like iron and poison. He chuckled through his nose in a shake-y, manic, kind of way. Curling his claws into the wet earth.

Caleb looked up at Hunter’s friends, at Camila, and grinned. “Oh, I’d give me that Titan blood if I were you.”

“Not a chance.” Gus started, positioning himself to throw more illusions at Caleb. Caleb cocked his head, the fur on his neck pointing out like a stretched out cat.

“Oh, I don’t think so.” And let out a roar akin to a puma when he leaped out to Gus. Gus hurried to make a circle, but wasn’t fast enough. Willow charged forwards on her staff, but Caleb just needed a little time to immobile Gus. His hand pressed to Gus chest, his grin unpleasant and taunting. “Let’s give you a bit of your own medicine.”

Gus gasped.

He had remembered, last time, when Hunter had done something similar to Willow. Willow had told him later that it had made her feel like earth itself held her down. But that’s not what Gus got.

Gus’ eyes glowed blue and he fell back. The world morphed before him, the ground was jelly, everything spun around and he lost focus. The trees turned into arms, legs, eyes and his dad. The skies far above the treetops began to rush through time - night turned to morning, day! afternoon- night! day! night! day!

When his back hit the ground, it tilted, he was sliding off the edge of something over and over and over and over.

“WOAH! AAH!” Gus tried to grip onto anything, but everything melted. His hand melted. His fingers got swallowed by his knuckles and reappeared on his arms, on his knees. “Stop!”

Caleb jumped away from Willow’s attack. She bent over Gus.

“Gus! Are you okay?”

“No! I can’t– Ahh!” He looked into Willow’s face, but from her mouth and black eyes came snakes, desperately trying to exit her head. Gus screamed, but couldn't scoot away.

Willow grabbed Clover and turned up to Caleb, who had come closer than she had prepared for. “Boop.” He said and put a hand over her heart. Willow dropped like a stone. Like she was made of earth and stones and all the roots of the forest held her down. She couldn’t even lift her arms.

Camila quickly came down to them. “Gus! Willow! Are you okay?”

“I–I can’t move!” Willow groaned and Caleb turned his attention to Luz and Amity.

Gus yelled when Camila scooped him up. “Shh!” She hushed, she had caught on that he was seeing and feeling things that wasn’t real, just by looking at him wobbling around and flailing his arms. “It’s not real.” She hugged him. “Close your eyes.”

And Gus closed his eyes. Camila guided his hands to his ears.

“I’m here.” said Camila soothingly and hoisted Willow up too. Willow was slack, her body asleep and paralysed. But Camila managed to get the girl into her embrace too. Willow leaned against Camila’s shoulder, looking at Gus trying to find a rhythm for his little gasps of air.

She couldn’t do anything.

She wanted to do something!

How had she managed to break out last time?! How?! With all her might, she tried to move her legs. But just couldn’t. Tears pierced her eyes. No, no no no! She was not helpless!

“It’s okay.” Camila told her. And Willow sniffled.

Luz and Amity held up their fists. Luz held onto Flapjack’s staff and puffed out. “Alright Caleb, let’s do it your way!” She looked at Flapjack. “How do I do this– WOAH!” Flapjack zapped her to the left. Luz hop-hop-hopped and nearly dropped the staff.

Caleb scoffed as he now had a witch on each side of him. “Are you alright there?” He teased.

“Hmph!” Luz held Flapjack out towards him. “I’ll figure it out! Don’t you worry!”

Camila watched her daughter and her girlfriend prepare for battle. Was this what she had been doing this whole time?

Amity had no problem out here in the slobbery woods, though. Wet soil, mud, blight and grime. Her hands coated in abomination gauntlets and Caleb whistled.

“You first then, Miss Blight.” Caleb jumped, his wings spreading. Amity shot her fists like pistols, peppering the sky in a row of muddy bullets. Caleb flapped around, got his once on the leg and had to hide behind trees. Jumping from branches to branches until he could leap from one and tackle her. In time, Luz teleported and body slammed him. She had wanted to kick him, but got turned around in the zap, and fell back first onto him.

Amity ran around them in a circle, hands down to the ground to collect more mud and filth for her gauntlet guns.

Caleb got hold of Luz leg and held her upside down.

The Titan blood fell out of her pocket, Willow gasped and whispered to Camila. Camila saw it, Caleb hadn’t noticed yet.

“Luz!” Camila called and Caleb turned to see the fear in her eyes for Luz’ safety.

“I won’t kill her–” He said and got a face full of mud and a staff in the waist. He dropped her and the two girlfriends found each other’s side again. Caleb growled. “You’re very annoying.”

“Likewise.” Amity smiled and blew a strand of hair from her face.

Carefully, Camila got the vial of blood and crawled back to Gus and Willow. She propped them up together, letting Willow have one arm over Gus’ shoulders so she could be kept sitting and Gus could be embraced.

“It’s okay Gus..” she whispered to him through the fingers that cupped his ears.

“Is it?” He asked carefully. “I feel like I’m inside a rolling ball.”

“It’s not real, he’s just.. Used our magic against us.” But she was still upset about it.

Camila cuddled do them. “It’ll be okay.” She said. “They got this.” I hope.

Luz stuck her tongue out and bounced in place like a boxer. “Bleeeh! We are a power couple! You can’t beat us! That’s the rules!”

“I break the rules.” Said Caleb and, roaring like a wildcat, came at high speed towards the girls. Luz yelped and hugged onto Amity to zap them both away, up into the air. Caleb jumped upwards, Luz sapped them back to the ground. Caleb found his footing on a branch and growled, turning and catapulted him back down.

Amity lift her fist and shot him. It hit him, but it did not stop the momentum. And all Caleb needed was to touch her.

“Hehe.” He put a hand over her heart. “Naughty children get timeout.”

Amity, similar to Willow, felt her body go heavy. But to her, it was like her muscles were melting and turned her to goop inside a sack of skin. Her bones turned to rubber and she could feel her lungs fill with dust and filth. She barred her glowing pink eyes wide open. Her mouth ajar. She could breathe, but felt like she was breathing through old rusty pipes.

“Amity!”

Caleb held Amity up in the air. “Now, give me the blood!”

Luz instinctively touched her pocket. Where there was no blood. She went bug-eyed.

“Don’t do it Luz!” Amity grunted. “We’re okay! He’s just– Manipulated our magic!”

“Yeah!” Willow grunted. “He’s– Ngh! Anti-Boosted us!”

“Or something!” Amity agreed. “We’ll be fine!”

Caleb rolled his eyes. “If you don’t give me the blood I’ll be forced to do actual harm. I rather not–”

“DON’T YOU DARE!” Camila stood up, pointing.

Caleb sighed. “Mrs–”

“PUT HER DOWN! NOW!”

“Mom! Mom wait he’s–”

Caleb put Amity down, he didn’t even drop her casually. Just put her down like a nice bag next to his legs. His tail curled over her.

Camila and Luz stood next to one another. Luz looked up at her mom, she had never seen her so angry before.

“Give. Me. The. Blood.” Caleb said.

“Now you listen to me you diablo gato! You stop this instance! You will not hurt my kids and you will not get the blood!”

“I’m doing you a favour! You want her to stay, don’t you?”

Luz gripped her hands around the staff.

Camila inhaled, closed her eyes, exhaled. “I want her to be happy and safe.”

Caleb twirled a finger around. “This is not safe. It’s even worse over in the other realm.”

“And she made it here just fine.” Camila said defensively. “A-and she will again!”

Luz looked at her mom. Not sure what she was saying exactly. “Mom?”

Camila sighed. “Luz… I don’t want to lose you too. I was so scared when you were gone.”

Luz bit down on her lip. “Mom–”

“But my love knows no limits. This realm, that realm… I just… Had hoped it would be here. But if it isn’t, I’m sorry.”

“No, mom, it’s not your fault I–”

“You stayed over there. You chose to. And maybe.. Maybe you had good reasons. Maybe I wasn’t a great mom.”

“No– Mom–”

Amity looked up at Caleb, he was distracted by the family drama and looked guilty. Good, she thought, he won't notice her struggling then.

She closed her eyes. What was happening? It was magic, turned against her, right? When basilisks sucked out magic she had gone sleepy and fatigued, grimwalkers did the opposite. Grimwalkers could boost you, and do.. Whatever this was. Manipulation. That’s it! All they did was either boost you to your full potential, or use that potential against you. But it was still all you.

Your magic.

Amity felt her body, how every muscle and vein had turned to liquid, her bones and joints had turned to lumps. But this was all still her. She still had control of her magic.

Around her, grime and soil came to her, coated her, transformed her into a purple goopy monster. She opened her black eyes with golden iris. Staring up at the dumb man who had crossed her path and upset her Luz.

“Mom it’s not you! It’s me! I’m all wrong and–”

“Mija it’s okay, we can talk later–”

Amity lunged her arm towards Caleb. He was thrown back and splattered against the side of a rock. Moss fell over him and he shook it off, looking over at the purple abomination girl. She looked at her hands, her arms. Purple and dripping.

“Alright! Okay! Alright! Wooh!” Like whips, she used her arms to throw lines of abomination soil at him. She hadn’t quite figured out how to do it properly, yet, but she would be damned if she didn’t try.

Caleb avoided her and looked at his own arms. The drawings were gone, so no extra help there. But the ground was good enough to draw in–

“Don’t–!”

ZAP!

“Touch my girlfriend!” Luz whacked him in the head with Flapjack. He stumbled and shook his head, grunting and rubbing where she had hit him, right behind a horn. Amity charged forward. Gauntlets ever so present. Her body that of a mud-genie, she extended herself taller than him, raised her fist and struck the ground when he rolled out of the way. But not too far, he growled and returned - horns first - into her side. It muddied his vision momentarily and they both had to step away to recoup.

“Are you okay?” Luz asked her.

“I’m fine. Gh… He knows how to fight. That’s surprising.”

Caleb gasped indignantly as he swiped mud from his face. “Why wouldn’t I know?! I lived on the boiling isles for years! As a human!” He pointed at Luz. “She lived there just a year and look at her skedaddling around with fists up–” He looked over at Camila, and saw in her hand the vial.

Camila looked down, then quickly up and hid it behind her back like that would help any.

Caleb growled and ran forwards, but the two girls he was fighting thought he was charging at them. Amity tried to punch him, Luz tried to zap in his way but got feigned. Camila quickly stood up and threw the vial to Luz. Luz gasped and fumbled to catch it. Amity caught it in a big soft blobby hand.

Luz puffed out.

But Caleb had enough. He grabbed Camila by the shirt and held her up, pressed her up against the cliffside. Dirt and debris fell from behind her as her back crashed against the stone.

“Let her go!” Willow cried out from right beside the two adults. Caleb looked down at Gus and Willow, and snarled.

“Stay put, girl.”

Gus, who had his eyes closed and was holding his head to not get nauseous, heard from what direction Caleb was speaking from and did his best to try hit him on the leg. But missed, they were a little too far apart. All of Gus’ senses were off. He dared to peek out but all he saw was clowns so he quickly shut them again.

Annoyed, Caleb pushed Gus and Willow further away with his tail. Scooting them over.

“Miss Noceda,” Caleb looked over his shoulder. “The blood, please.”

Luz and Amity looked at one another.

“You’re bluffing.” Said Amity. “You wouldn’t hurt her. You’re a good person.”

Caleb hung his head and scoffed. His tail swung sauntly back and forth behind him, he was thinking. He lifted his glowing red eyes to Camila’s, she gulped.

“You are underestimating the sins I am willing to commit for my family.” He said calmly and moved his hand to Camila’s throat. “And the punishments I’m willing to accept for them.”

Luz and Amity, Gus and Willow, all felt their stomachs turn to ice.

Good people could do terrible things if they thought it was good, huh?

Camila struggled, gagging.

“What will it be, Luz?” Caleb turned his body towards her, showing Camila’s struggling off to her. Luz went pale and distraught.

“MOM!!”

Amity held the blood up. “Okay!! Here! Just drop her!”

Caleb smiled and held his other hand out– Then, his hand around Camila’s neck let go, Caleb gaped like something from the inside was ripping him open.

Camila gasped for air and the Hexsquad was released from their bounds. Gus could see and coordinate again, Willow could move. Amity sank together and from her body expelled the various grimes of the forest, she was her normal witchy self again. 

“Ah– Wait– I lied–” Caleb gasped. His body was stiff, he tried to force his limbs to move but it was as though he was in rigor mortis.  “I wasn’t going to hurt her–” He fell to his knees, his eyes rolled up. “Hunter– wait–wait—”

And the colour disappeared from Caleb’s eyes. He fell forward, slack and unmoving. And Hunter’s body was once more just an empty husk.

 


 

Caleb blinked. His chest full of stress, he saw the glowing stone and grabbed onto it. “Wait! wait wait, I’m so close wait–”

The dunes. He was back. He stared out at it all, shocked to see all of his nothingness again after having been out in the world of the living again.

A hand smaller than his placed itself upon his shoulder.

Slowly, he turned around and saw Hunter standing there. His expression tired and sad. Beyond him were the beasts and Artemis, looking rather glum and disappointed.

“Haha.. hah, no, look, see.. I lied!” Caleb said to Hunter, who just looked at him. “I wasn’t going to actually hurt her! I wouldn’t do that! I just wanted to scare them, so they would– They were in my way Hunter.”

Hunter lowered his gaze.

Caleb’s heart fell like a stone in an empty well. His lips moved to try to find something to say to him, anything to repair whatever he had damaged.

“Hun.. Hunter, I need to go back out there. I can still get the blood, I can fly to the archway and–”

“You have to stop.” Hunter looked up at him again, pain needled into every crease of him. “Please, Caleb?”

“I– Hunter, I understand this all looks scary. But I was– I have a plan! And it’s–”

“I know, I’ve been awake.”

“... You have? How long?”

“All day. Since you woke up.”

“Oh.” Caleb’s shoulders sloped. “So you… But you didn’t wake up.”

“No.. I was still scared and… You were right.” He looked down at his fidgeting hands. “I did understand your plan, and I was scared of Belos enough to go along with it. But I also.. Wanted to stay with my friends. I couldn’t make up my mind. I was hoping they were stronger than you so you and them would stick around longer together, win me some time to mull it over but…” Hunter sniffled. “I can’t. I’m just too scared to know what to do.”

Hunter swallowed, and cried. Caleb’s heart and soul broke.

“No no, it’s alright to be scared!” He comforted, crouching down a little to be at eye level. “It’s okay–”

“I didn’t want to go out there yet.”

“That’s okay! It’s okay! We can– I can go out again if you want and–”

“No. You’ll just take the blood again,” Hunter rubbed his cape under his nose. ”Won’t you?”

“... Hunter, I have to save you. This is the only way I know how.”

“Maybe your plan would work, but...” Hunter and Caleb looked at one another. “I think I want to be with my friends.”

Caleb held Hunter’s arms gingerly. Stroking his cheek and searching over him for anything that could assure Hunter that this was better. That sometimes abandoning things we like is necessary to be safe.

“I can’t protect you from him if I’m in here.” Caleb begged.

“I know.”

Caleb’s face contorted with sorrow. He cupped Hunter’s face and brushed him with his thumbs. He preened his hair from sand and ashes, brushed his cape and smiled through the rising pain and tears

Caleb chuckled. “I can’t go out there without your permission. That’s how it works. You have to let me save you.”

Hunter closed his eyes. Caleb was almost kneeling down, holding his arms.

“Please? I can’t lose more of you. I can’t. You’re my boy, I love you.” He swallowed and kept the smile plastered on in hopes that maybe it would overrule the other expression.

Hunter opened his eyes and looked down at his blueprint smiling up at him, eyes full of tears.

Caleb shook Hunter’s arms gently. “Eh? Just you and me. I can.. Every night I can go back in here and talk with you. Mh? And when I have a body, I’ll take you to that nice Darius fellah! We can tell him everything, and then we find that Titan baby and we will open the door for your friends and–”

“You have to stop.”

Caleb’s smile began to fade, he stared up into Hunter’s red eyes, the tears made them look like ember crystals.

“Please?”

“But…” Caleb tried. “But I don’t want you to do this alone. What if he comes? What if he takes you away? What if he hurts you or–”

Hunter embraced him.

Caleb sat down with Hunter kneeling into a hug. Caleb carefully wrapped his arms around him, and held him.

And broke.

He held him tightly and sobbed. He couldn’t do anything. He couldn’t save a single one of them and now Hunter was asking him to let it go. How could he possibly? He squeezed Hunter into his embrace.

Ghosts don’t cry, not because they can’t, but because they either forget how to or they ran out of tears to shed. And Caleb found his tears again, holding what he thought of as his child. He had been invisible to Hunter his whole life. Hunter had never known that, from the other side; in this astral plane - He had been rooting for him. Had wished every day he could comfort him, guide him, and be a father to him. There were so many things he wished he could say to Hunter.

But Caleb was dead. The fantasy of having his own body and maybe act as a parent to Hunter was… It was a nice dream to have.

Caleb buried himself against Hunter’s shoulder. Cradling him like he had always wanted to be able to do. To any of them.

“I just want to keep you safe.” Caleb whispered and let him go. But Hunter remained in the hug, so Caleb let his arms lay gently over his back. He looked down at the boy that had curled up against his chest.

“I know.” He whispered back.

“I hope it’s.. not strange of me to say it.” Caleb swallows and Hunter sits up to look at him. “I know I’m not.. your father. Really. But I… I do love you as a son.” His cheekbones tensed when he swallowed. “I would have gone to hell and back.”

Their eyes met.

“You already did.” Hunter smiled.

Caleb chuckled and the tension in his chest let go a bit. “I’m so useless in here.” He laughed. “You all die in my hands.” He cupped his hands and sniffled, tears dripping into his palms. His smile quivered, it fell, he pressed his hands over his eyes. “I shouldn’t cry.”

“It’s okay to cry.” Hunter said and put an empathetic hand on Caleb’s shoulder, and Caleb inhaled, lifting his head.

“No, no. I shan’t.” He stroked his nose to rid the snot. “Don’t comfort me, I–” He sighed, pinching the skin between his eyes as it dawned on him. “I haven’t done you well. I think. I’m sorry.”

“You did your best.”

Caleb shook his head and looked down at his lap. At the sand beneath their knees.

“I am.. So.. so sorry Hunter. I shouldn’t have borrowed your body.”

“It’s okay you did what you thought was–”

“No it isn’t okay. My love doesn’t justify my actions.” Ashamed, he closed his eyes. “I shouldn’t have let the temptation overrule me. I should have been in here, with you, and discussed what you wanted instead of.. taking charge and making decisions for you.”

Hunter fell quiet. 

“I am sorry, Hunter.” For all of it. For not being able to save him when he was with Philip, for not being able to help him from in here by the dunes, for leaping to the chance to take control and basically kidnap him back into the demon realm, sorry for all of it. Sorry for not ever being able to do anything.

Hunter scooted in and hugged him again. Caleb felt undeserving, but he couldn’t bring himself to reject the embrace either.

“I forgive you.”

Caleb sucked in his lip and looked up at the coiling dark skies. Hunter probably didn’t understand, or maybe he did, how much that meant to him.

Hunter could hear Caleb struggling to keep his cries in, just sniffling in his ear. Hunter smiled and leaned against him.

“So..” Caleb croaked with a cough. “You made up your mind then?”

“Yeah. Sorry.”

“I wouldn’t have hurt her, you know. Not really.”

“Maybe. But I'm glad I stopped you anyway. Just in-case.”

“I wouldn’t be so forgivable then, would I?”

“...No. But that’s why I had to pull you back in here. I couldn’t let you cross that line, even by accident.”

Caleb put a hand on the back of Hunter’s head. “...Thanks lad.”

“I… Think it’s time I woke up. I better go be with my friends.”

“You sure? We can stay here for as long as you want to too.” Caleb hugged him close. “We can.. Talk?”

Caleb felt Hunter’s smile against his shoulder, and smiled just a little, too.

“Or… maybe you know you got to go out there and.. Live your life, scary or not.”

“Yeah, pretty much.” Hunter nodded. Caleb sniffled. “And you know, Caleb. It will be different this time.”

“How so..?”

“If I lose my friends or… If he comes. I won’t be alone. I will know you’re with me.”

Hunter could feel Caleb’s smile and hear it in his sombre laugh. “You’re such a good boy. I don’t deserve this kindness or forgiveness from you.”

Hunter squeezed him tighter.

“Yes you do.” Hunter said and closed his eyes. “Thanks for loving me, Dad.”

The world around them held its breath, like right before a fall, the smoke began to shift in colour, from grey to something pink and baby blue. The skies above them, for the first time in ever, held an actual sky. Dark blue and full of stars that moved around like petals on a surface.

Caleb held Hunter, and let himself cry.

Hunter smiled. He was filled with light. Caleb smiled and knew Hunter was waking up, but his smile melted into a sad goodbye.

“So… You are going then, son?” Caleb knew the answer was yes, but he wasn’t ready to let go. He squeezed him tightly, with farewell, not knowing if this was the last time or not. He held him and loved him and kissed his temple.

But you’re never ready, are you?

“Yeah I think so.” Said Hunter with a warmth that gave Caleb a heartbeat. “Thanks for everything, you’re the best.” He squeezed him back.

“No.” Caleb sniffled, smiling. “You’re better.”

Caleb held Hunter as he turned into light in his arms.

And disappeared.

All Caleb had left now was the cloak. And he carefully bundled it up in his arms like a wrapped baby and began to weep. He continued crying and staining the fabric, he buried his nose and his smile into it, closing his eyes and pretended he was still in his arms.

He smiled at Artemis when the little palisman climbed up on his leg and hugged him. Caleb gasped a laugh through the tears. The beasts cuddled beside him.

“I’m okay. Thanks boys.” He sniffled and gave the beasts some pats for nuzzling him.

The selkidomus grunted and looked upwards, all around them.

Caleb blinked. “Oh…” Only now noticing the change.

He watched the colourful smoke dance up into the heavens above them. 

And smiled softly.


held in his arms

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Chapter 24: Catching up

Summary:

Hunter is back and fear of his uncle is still there. But luckily, there are family and friends all around him.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Catching up


It smelled like clean laundry, coffee and vanilla soap. He turned his nose in at the fabric that cloaked him, the scent was calming and he snuggled. But once you are awake, you are awake.

Hunter blinked and found himself hugging Willow tightly, curled around her.

How she did not wake when he flew off the bed and to the floor was a miracle in it’s own right.

He stood up. Dressed in torn sweatpants and just one sock, and Camila’s red bathrobe with yellow flowers on it.

He blinked out upon the large bed and all of his friends sleeping on it in a random arrangement. He looked at his hands, he still had claws. Hunter touched his face, he was still a little fluffy.

Furthermore, he found Camila there too, sleeping on a mattress on the floor on the other side of the bed, near the door. Nearby her, the palismen were all snuggled together. He saw Flapjack and lingered at the sight of him.

Hunter let Flapjack rest. His best friend and he could have their moment later.

Carefully, he exited Camila’s bedroom and slipped into the bathroom to look at himself.

He looked like his transformation was slowly fading away from him. What time was it? He turned to the clock in the bathroom and deduced it was very, very, early morning.

He left the bathroom to go downstairs to the basement, but was stopped by the sight of the living room at the end of the hallway. It was a mess.

As he began walking towards it, he caught a glimpse of the kitchen. Food and plates were strewn around, coupon ads and magazines, along with pencils, could be found sprayed on every surface.

He saw the box of cards glowing on top of the fridge.

Before his mind's eye flashed a blurry memory. He remembered climbing around and getting defensive about a bowl of pineapples. He may have hissed at Vee? But also cuddled her up?

Hunter rubbed his head.

Last night, when he had woken up, he had still been in his grimwalker form. Unlike Caleb, Hunter had no control of it. Perhaps because this was one of Hunter’s natural states of being, and not Caleb’s.

It was difficult to explain for Hunter, because while he was transformed - he was present. It wasn’t like there was this other thing that took over him or anything, he was himself. He just… He was just… Instinct. That was the best way he could describe it. Like being drunk on instinct.

Which made it even more annoying for him to wake up and not remember things as clearly as he had experienced them.

But he got flashes of memories when he looked around the kitchen. Not clear enough to make sense of.

Hunter hummed. Feeling bad for the mess he had made.

He had woken up as a grimwalker, hadn’t he? But.. Didn’t he grimwalk just a day ago or so? Thinking closer on it, his shoulder felt a lot better now.

How long has it been?

He looked over at the crooked calendar and blinked at it. Bug-eyed, he counted the days several times to be sure, and, sure enough: Hunter had been asleep for a whole week.

“Oookay.. I must’ve missed a lot, then...!” He smiled nervously.

Hunter decided to clean himself up first, and afterwards he would clean everything before anybody woke up. He felt so bad, they must have been too tired from everything to even bother picking up the easiest of mess.

So he slipped down into the basement, showered, redressed himself and put the clothes– er, what was left of them, in the laundry.

He found, in one of the pockets, Evelyn’s page that Caleb had tucked in there.

He read it and smiled fondly and decided to keep it safe for him. Hunter sat down by the empty ice-cream tub he kept by his bed, where he kept all the treasures he had gathered during his time in the human-realm so far. One of those treasures was a wolf-cookie and another was a drawing Luz had made of him. Now, this page was with the rest.

He came upstairs, caught himself in the hallway mirror, and saw that the grimwalker appearance had disappeared from his features now.

He looked like himself again.

The long, wet, hair.. Though… In the dark hallway.. Made him think of Belos. He quickly shrugged and shuddered, pushing the imagery to the back of his mind.

He went into the living room first.

The couch was no longer against the wall. The tall lamp that once had stood in the corner, was now lying down and shining down into the space between the wall and couch.

He remembered, now, waking up in Camila’s embrace as she carried him into the house. How he had panicked, disoriented, he hadn’t been prepared to wake up in this condition, and it made him feel like something had gone wrong.

After a lot of breaking stuff and being chased by his friends trying to calm him down– ah, there was the vase he broke - he had pressed himself in behind the couch.

Hunter remembered Camila crouching down…

Come, mijo lobo. She had said. It’s okay now.

Hunter rubbed his arm. Her scent, voice, and presence had made him feel safe. He would have to apologise later for all the mess he had caused her, and stress.

He started cleaning up.


Camila came downstairs, yawning. She had expected to be greeted by the mess, but was instead greeted with a very clean home.

She peered into the lit kitchen, and found Hunter on the floor, scooping up the last bit of sauces that he couldn’t reach under the table with the mop.

“...Mijo?”

Hunter dunked his head into the table and quickly came out. He was wearing yellow rubber gloves and held a dirty paper towel.

“O-Oh! Camila! I-I was just– I’m–”

Yes, that was Hunter.

Camila gasped, relieved, and embraced him. “There you are! Finally, we missed you.”

Hunter became light. Every limb is filled with ease and comfort. He closed his eyes and let the comfort wash over him.

When Camila let go, she stroked a hand over his head and his ears sloped shyly.

“You didn’t have to clean everything by yourself.”

“But.. I– I think I caused most of it so–” And his eyes got caught on the bruise on her neck.

“Mh?” Camila looked down on herself, but could of course not see her own neck or what Hunter was seeing.

“I’m so sorry.”

“Huh? What for?”

“I’m sorry about what he did. He didn’t mean to be so rough- I think, I mean, he was. But I think he just– I– I wasn’t able to, um, before then– So–”

“No no, no.” She cupped his face with both her hands, his cheeks squishing. “It wasn’t you.”

“It was my hands–”

“No. Hunter, baby, don’t do that to yourself. Okay? None of that was your fault.”

“But I… I was awake.” She let his face go. “I didn’t come out because I was scared. And I thought he could– I hoped he’d just stay with everyone– I was— I’m still scared..”

Camila tilted her head at him. “Mijo..”

And Hunter squeezed his eyes shut. “I’m sorry.”

“It is okay to be scared.”

“But I am scared all the time.”

“Me too.” She said softly, brushing his hair away from his face. “I’m scared too. But we all have each other, don’t we lobo?”

Hunter rubbed his thumb over his knuckles and nodded.

“Okay?” She asked again, and he nodded again. “Good. Are you hurt anywhere?”

“Um… I’ve had worse.”

“That was not the question.”

Hunter fidgeted. “... Um..” and put his hand on his head. “My head kinda hurts. I know I have a bruise on the side. But otherwise I’m fine. I think it’s from the fight in the woods.”

“Ah.. Do you need ice? Should I look at it?”

“N-No! No, I’m fine, really. Just reporting.”

She grimaced at his choice of words, but let it slide. It wasn’t the time or place, besides, he was making much better progress with not treating her as an empress.

“Okay.” She said, “Hey, know what could cheer us up? I’ve been waiting for you to eat these with me. I bought more, since you liked them.”

Hunter’s ears perked up with interest, he held his hands politely as he watched her go to a secret hiding spot behind the pasta boxes, and fished out a box of wolf-cookies.

Hunter gasped. She shook the box. “Want some?”

“Yes please.”

As she filled a bowl each for them. Hunter made coffee.

“Camila?”

“Yes, Hunter?”

“I heard what you said in the woods, to Caleb. About… um… This place being a home for me until I uh.. find one.”

“...Yes?”

“Um, did you mean that?”

“I did, yes.” Her smile was so warm and heartfelt, just like Luz’s. Hunter struggled to face the love she was beaming out at him. It made him flustered and feel undeserving. But he tried his best to not reject it out of fear.

“Um… What if I never find something else..?”

“Then, my home will always be your home too.”

He looked down into his cup and gave Camila hers. He didn’t dare look her in the eyes, the conversation was too soft and kind, too much of what he had always hoped for and never dared to imagine could come true.

Hunter gulped down his nerves and dipped a wolf into his coffee before eating it.

“If you want, of course.” Camila added. “I won’t force you.”

“I-I want to… I just… Um… I don't know what it means, yet. To have a home, a real one. Because the home I had with my uncle was, I’m beginning to realise that it wasn’t actually a home at all.”

“We can find out together, if you want mijo.”

Hunter looked into his coffee. “...What does mijo mean? It doesn’t mean boy, like you said, does it?”

“No, it means son.” She chuckles. “Mijo lobo means wolf son.”

“Oh.. Um.. Does that, uh, make you a wolf mom, then?”

She giggled. “Yeah! I like that! I’m a wolf mom to aaaaall my babies~!” She grinned and swung an arm around him playfully. Ruffling his hair, his shoulders relaxed, and his lips dared a smile as he glanced up at her.

“Thank you.”

And she turned the surrounding arm into a hug.

“I told you, this wolf mama always wanted a huge litter of kids! Luz always wanted siblings, too.” She made the wolf in her hand hop along the edge of her bowl, where her other cookies were.

“Ah– Um! I uh, I mean, you should ask Luz first because I-I don’t think–”

“I have. We spoke about it already, several times actually.”

“Oh.”

“She likes the idea, she had the same thought, even. Vee too.”

“Oh.”

“So yes, Hunter. If you want to be here, you can stay here. Or if you don’t want to stay here, that’s fine too. Oooor if you just want the family bond, that’s okay too.”

“... Really? Just like that?”

“Just like that.” She bumped shoulders with him. “Love doesn’t have to be complicated.”

The kitchen filled with a rosy gold, casting a shadow of them against the opposite wall of where they stood by the counter, the window behind them framing them like a family photo.

Just two wolves in the gold.

“Camila?”

“Yes?”

“Um… The sewing machine, I think I broke it. Awhile ago.”

“Oh?”

“I tried to find the manual to fix it, I didn’t dare tell you. Sorry…”

His eyes darted up to her, then down again into his mug. He just wanted to confess, part of him testing if doing something majorly wrong like that would have her retract any of her sentiment.

But she didn’t. Of course she didn’t. Just like Luz, Hunter saw Camila’s kindness shine through her smile.

“It’s okay, it happens. What went wrong?”

“The strings got jumbled in the little box underneath.”

“Oh! Hahaha! Oh, that happens! It’s an easy fix. I will show you later.”

“Really?”

“Yes.” She put her hand on top of his head and ruffled him. Hunter only blinked a few times but smiled through it. “Oh, sorry, do you not like when I do that?”

“Huh? No, I do. It’s just– It’s just nice.” He sipped on his coffee. “Um, could you run through how the machine works again, later then, too?”

“Of course, mijo.”

Hunter hesitated, the word lingered on his lips for a bit, then the moment passed, and he swallowed down the word ‘mom’ with his coffee. “Thanks.” And smiled.

 

The second round of people to wake up was Amity and Gus. The duo peered carefully into the kitchen, and when they saw Hunter, they stopped in their tracks. Was this Hunter or Caleb?

“Oh, hi guys!” Hunter waved.

Gus gasped and dashed over to throw himself into Hunter’s lap. “DUDE!!” And squeezed his arms around him. “Oh man, I missed you!!” And pressed his cheek against Hunter’s to cuddle.

Hunter and his chair nearly fell backwards, had Camila not put her hand on the back to stop it.

“Heheheh! I missed you too bud.”

“I’m SO glad you’re back!!”

Amity sighed with relief. “Me too. We were worried.”

“Yeah! You were down a whole week!”

“Yeeaah.. About that..” Hunter glanced at the calendar. “I.. Don’t remember much of last night? I can’t believe I’ve been down a whole week. And, if it had only been a week, then.. How.. Was I.. grimwalking?”

“Caleb said you could do that on command on other moon nights.” Amity informed. "Like new moon, quarter, that sort of thing. I would guess the moon charges you up, maybe?"

“Huh..” Hunter put his hand to his forehead, stroking it down his face to his mouth. “I.. Didn’t know that.”

“Well, I didn’t know I could turn into goop.” Amity was proud of her achievement.

“Oh that’s right! I remember seeing that!” Hunter beamed, proud of her too. “Well done Blight! You pulled off what only Darius has been able to pull off before! That’s incredible!”

“Thank you.” She bowed and took a seat by Camila, and caught a glimpse of the bruise on her neck. “Oh, are you okay, Camila?”

Gus looked over too. “Eech! Oh, hold on, I know some healing magic, I can probably help with that.” Gus climbed off of Hunter.

“Oh?” Camila tried to look down at her neck again. “Is it bad?”

Hunter watched the two witches fuss over her, guilt weighed itself in his stomach like stones.

Gus twirled his fingers and focused. “I really need to work on doing other magic too.” Gus had to focus extra hard, but managed to heal the bruise on her skin at least. “Phew!”

“Ohhh!” Camila cooed, impressed. “Well done Gus.”

Gus saluted her and caught Hunter looking miserable. “Aw hey that’s not your fault, that was Caleb.”

Hunter shrugged and stirred his bowl of oats, milk, and nuts. “Kinda my fault.”

“No.” Amity agreed with Gus. “It’s really not. And, hey, about last night. Don’t worry about that, either.”

Hunter looked up from his breakfast. “Uh… What happened last night?”

“Oh, you don’t recall?”

"Er, not really? Bits and pieces in flashes. Why? What-what did I do?”

Amity and Gus quickly shared a glance, wondering if they should really tell him or not.

“What?? I’m getting worried– No, I didn’t get naked or something, did I?”

“No! Thank goodness, no!” Amity waved her arms. “You just– er– Licked Willow. Well, actually you licked most of us but–”

It was at the very moment, Hunter’s soul left his body. Blinking to process what he had just been told.

“I– Excuse me? I did WHAT?!”

“It is fine! You could probably not help yourself!”

Hunter was turning redder by the second. “Why did I lick her–!? WHERE DID I?!”

“Her face– er–” Amity watched the older boy wheeze and die and crumble into his own arms.

“NO!! WHY?!”

“Hahaha, dude, it’s cool! Really! You came out from behind the couch, you had calmed down, I think you couldn’t tell who we were maybe? And Willow tapped the coffee table–”

Hunter’s eyes widened.

He remembered.

He was hiding behind Camila’s legs and was whimpering, in his blurry memories they were all shadows with their legs illuminated from the light he had toppled over.

Willow had reached to the couch and tapped it twice.

He remembered instantly recognising the signal. She had tapped again, and bent down into the light. ‘Hi Hunter– Oh!’ And he had bounced over, tackled her to the floor and cuddled around her. Licked her cheek, from jaw to temple, with such enthusiasm that her glasses fell off.

Mortified, Hunter hid under his sleeves more. “AUGH! NO!”

“C’mon, I mean, that wasn’t as bad as–” Gus realised his mistake.

“There is WORSE?!”

Camila patted him on the back. “No, no, you were adorable! Like a little happy puppy, you were just excited.”

“Yeah.” Amity tried to sound assuring. Hunter’s reddish eyes pleaded into her golden to tell him the truth. “You, uh, I mean.. You carried her around like a teddy bear but–”

As soon as she said it, he did remember bundling her up in his arms and carrying her around for a while. He had wrapped his wings around her, curled together in the fallen over armchair, rubbing his head against her and—-!

“I PURRED!”

“You did– Yes–” Gus snorted. “Look, it was cute–”

“I CAN PURR?!?”

“It surprised us too! It was quite the rumble as well.” Amity tried, waving her arms. “Vee filmed it, for you, in case you wanted to know–”

“SHE WHAT?!”

Vee, on cue, slithered into the doorway. “Oh! You’re back Hunter–”

“YOU FILMED ME?!”

Vee let out a cackle. “Hi to you too, Goldie. Yeah, I did. I figured maybe you wouldn’t remember much again and, well, we know nothing about grimwalkers, so I thought maybe you’d like to know by seeing it for yourself.” She nudged him. “Glad you’re back, by the way. Here:”

Vee fished out her phone from her tiny little satchel and found the video clips for Hunter to review.

Hunter watched himself climb around furniture in the house, sniff at everyone, purr, drag Luz into the cuddle puddle Willow and Gus were trapped in.

He watched himself chase Amity around the kitchen trying to get a bowl of chillis that she was trying to desperately keep him from eating. How he’d found his way up on top of the fridge, eating pineapples and letting out little rowr-noises here and there.

Hunter stared into the phone, his shoulders rising as his smile tightened.

He watched himself purr and snuggle at Willow, buff his head under her chin. How she had laughed and had to hold onto one of his horns to keep it from poking her. It was when he licked her again, and his saliva slobbered by her ear, that he pressed pause on Willow’s grimace, right when she said ‘Ew-!’

Hunter put the phone screen-down and leaned his face into his hands.

“It’s not that bad.” Vee patted him. “It was kinda cool when you howled, though, you made all of my cards glow!”

She pointed encouragingly at the top of the fridge at the glowing cards.

Hunter remained in his hands.

“Yeah!” Gus curled a gentle fist at his friend’s shoulder. “And some other things, too! Turns out you can charge all sorts of magical stuff!”

Camila nodded approvingly. “Si! Very talented."

Vee applauded. “That’s great, isn’t it? I can light a candle and inhale it, and I can do the same with jewellery! Turns out I can suck magic out of those things like I can with witches.”

Hunter’s elbows slowly lowered him to dunk his face onto the table.

Vee looked at Gus, who shrugged sadly. Hunter was too embarrassed.

Amity leaned down to him. “Hey, um, you know… I think Willow kinda likes your grimwalker form.”

Hunter peeked up at her.

“She told me– You can’t see it in any of these clips, but she said you were adorable.”

“She also said ew.”

Ah, so that was why he was bummed out. Amity thought.

“Well, it was kinda gross- But she also laughed! Not at you.”

He sat up a little. “You think so..?”

“I know so, she told me.”

“Oh… Okay.” And he sat up. Trusting Amity’s honesty, he’d never known her to lie about things like this. He could always trust her to lay it out straight for him. That’s one of the things he appreciated about her.

Vee chuckled. “Man, your crush on her can be seen from the sky.”

Gus tried to signal to Vee not to say that, and Amity sighed.

Hunter furrowed his brows. “Did I crush her when I carried her around? Is she hurt?”

The room fell silent.

“No, mijo. A crush is when you like someone.”

“Well, of course I like her, she’s my friend. I like all of you.”

“No no, more special. Liikeee… Hm.. Romantic.”

Hunter’s face went placid and still.

His ear twitched, and he coughed to clear his throat for words and thoughts.

“Uh– No– Um– That’s not– I mean– I'm not allowed so– I mean I am now, but, I wasn’t– I wouldn’t– She’s not–”

Vee cocked her head to her shoulder, fluttering her eyes at him. “Aw, Goldie. Don’t you think she’s pweeetty?”

“Of course she is but–”

“Buuuut?” Vee leaned her arm onto him like a crutch.

“Vee.” Camila arched her brows high at her slug-daughter, and the basilisk slithered away to make a bowl of cereal.

“Pfft, we all think it’s adorable.” Vee adds teasingly, and Camila points at her to warn her not to be mean to her brother. And Vee backs off with a playful smirk.

Hunter stirs his oats. They were soggy now.

Gus bumped his shoulder. “Another time.” And Hunter nodded in agreement.

Hunter wasn’t at all certain what the conversation actually was going to be about, he just knew it made his chest feel hot and his hands clammy. Definitely not a group session thing.

“Uh, you two look awful, by the way.” Hunter gestures at both Gus and Amity, mostly Amity. “Are you still wearing yesterday’s clothes?”

“Yeaaah.. Weee kinda didn’t have a choice, you herded us upstairs into the bedroom, and we were all tired anyway.”

“Oh, sorry about that, too.” He sank in on himself. "Thorns, I'm just causing trouble..."

“Hunter.” Amity moves to sit next to him instead. “It really is fine. And I get you’re a bit flustered, but none of us hold judgement and we get it. Also, it was very fascinating to watch a grimwalker in real life. You’re not scary at all. The legends has it all wrong.”

Hunter smiled. “Thanks Amity.” And she returned the smile.

“Speaking of!” Gus had found toast and was spreading ketchup onto it with cucumber slices. “You are NOTHING like Caleb. If you were still worried about that. The dude’s got serious issues.”

“Eh.. He’s not so bad.”

“Hunter, he literally tried to kidnap you.”

“Well, I was awake the whole time yesterday, so… I was letting him.”

“You were?”

“Yes, sorry. I was hoping he’d stay with you guys. He was.. I dunno, I was scared. I still am. But I am rather scared out here, I think, than over there in the astral plane place thingy. Feels better to be with my friends.” He looked into his empty cup and then at Camila. “And, um.." he didnt dare say family aloud. "So.. you know. If I’m going to be safe anywhere, I think it’s with all of you.”

Gus leaned his head at Hunter’s shoulder. “I really missed you.”

“Sorry bud. I missed you too. I'll try not to, er, get heartbroken again anytime soon.”

“Don't worry about it. Do you at least feel a little bit better?”

“I do." Hunter put a hand over his chest. “Emotionally? No clue. Physically? Really tired. Mentally? Yeah, I'm good, actually.”

“That’s good.” Amity adds, making a ketchup-cucumber toast too. “And I was thinking, Hunter, if it’s alright with you. I can write a journal about your grimwalker stuff. You know, to give you some information about what you are? Maybe it can help you feel more at ease when it happens?”

“I would appreciate that.” Hunter itched his cheek, his long hair was tickling him.

“Man, your hair has really grown these past weeks since we got here.”

“Yeah.. I noticed.” Hunter pulled on his bangs like Flapjack usually does. “How’s Flapjack..?”

“He will be excited to see you’re back and okay.”

Willow’s yawn was loud by the staircase, and Luz’ running down was even louder and she was quickly passing Willow by.

“I’M READY FOR TROUBLE!!” Luz posed in the doorway.

Willow tiredly posed next to her. “Make it double, heheh…!”

The two girls saw Hunter and waited for the others to inform them if it was Caleb or Hunter.

“Hi guys, sorry about last night–”

“HUNTER!!!” Luz and Willow squealed and embraced him.

Oh, so Willow wasn’t feeling weird about last night, then?

He had been worried about nothing.

“Yeah, I’m back.” He said and patted Luz on the head.

“And you better stay back.” Luz grinned. “We missed you, hermano.”

“Thaaat’s another word I don’t know.”

“Brother.” Camila filled in, and Hunter felt his heart soften and hum with warmth. Had there been any uncharged cards nearby, they would for sure have glowed up.

“Oh. What, uh, does that make you, then, Luz?”

Luz blinked at him, at her mom’s nod, then gushed down at Hunter’s cautious expression.

“Hermana! Of course! Buuuuut~~!” She nudged him playfully, Willow left room for Luz to climb her arms around him playfully. “You can call me whatever you want, bro.”

“I like calling you Luz. And human.”

“I like calling you Hunter. And bro. And sad, but not so bad boy.” Her grin spread to her eyes. She ruffled at his hair, and he squinted at her for messing it up.

Hunter moved his arm around in some advanced way that caught Luz’ head and locked her under his arm.

“Asdfghjk!” She tried to press herself out from it. Hunter nonchalantly ate his oats as she struggled. Her cheeks squished as she finally set herself free from the arm prison. To avenge herself, she pulled on his ear.

“Ow!”

“Nyeheh!”

He pulled her ear back. The two of them held onto each other’s ears, pulling.

Camila sighed through a domestic smile, this house was so full of life now. “Okay okay, that’s enough kids! Don’t fight!” And it was nice to see Luz have such great people in her life now, too.

“Sorry mom.” Luz said but smiled happily at Hunter. Just glad he hadn’t lost his playfulness or snark.

Thankful to have him back, she nudged him again, and he shook his head, smiling.

“Sorry Camila.” Hunter caught himself this time; stopping himself from calling her mom too. But it had begun to become an effort he had to put in now. Hunter didn’t feel like he had quite earned it to call Camila mom, yet.

He wanted to ease into this new thing he had been presented with: a family.

It was scary, but a good kind of scary. He just wasn’t sure what it meant (yet).

Like a kitten you had just brought home from a box by the road, Camila had the patience to let Hunter find his own comfort and time. There was no rush. If he needed to hide under the couch (or behind it in his case) until he felt secure, she didn’t mind it. People were healing and adjusting at their own pace.

Camila looked at Luz, thinking of her conversation with Caleb. How Luz was older now. She thought of Manny, how she and her daughter seldom actually spoke about him. His love, his presence, was just kind of there in the house. In everything; pictures, old clothes, the furniture.. All of it.

Love didn’t have to be complicated. That’s what Manny always said.

“Oh, and Luz.” Camila sipped the last of her coffee. “It’s a Monday. You should get ready for school.”

“ACK! OH YEAH!!” She stole Hunter’s bowl of oats.

“Hey-!”

“Blegh- Ew, what– This isn’t cereal!”

“Don’t spit it back in! Eat it if you are going to take it!”

“Old man food!”

“It is not! Oats are good for you! We have them too, you know! You need fibre, it’s actually good for building muscle and–”

Amity patted him on his arm. “She’s not listening.”

Luz ate Hunter’s bowl of oats as she went upstairs to shower, Amity offered him one of her toasts, and he thanked her, catching Willow looking at him.

With such sweet eyes. His ears turned pink. “Ah– uh– Willow– I um– Heard I misbehaved, I am so sorry for licking you.”

“OH! UH- NO! Th–That’s fine! Really! I– Totally get it! No problem!”

“Really?”

“Yup!!”

“Oh, good. I was worried. Um, Camila was going to help me with the sewing machine, I was thinking I could fix that dress for you now? Camila said it was fine to edit it to fit you. So, um, where did you put it?”

“Oh, you are fixing things?” Amity asked.

“Yeah, it’s fun.” Hunter picked up a cucumber that escaped his bite. “So if any of you got anything, I can practice on it.”

“Like Darius.” Amity says. “He sews too, right?”

“Yeah! He’s great!”

“He also knew the old golden guard, didn’t he?”

“He did. He was his mentor. I didn’t know what happened to him but.. Iiii think we all know now.”

“Yeah.. But I was thinking.. Maybe Darius can goop himself because Chase; I think his name was Chase? Was a grimwalker too and.. Maybe Chase had more practice with control over being a grimwalker? Maybe that’s why Belos killed him - just a theory, though.”

“Huh, maybe. That’s an interesting take. Hm.. I wonder if Darius knows about grimwalkers then?”

Gus swallowed down his ketchup toasts. “Or.. Do you think he knows you were one too…?”

“I– I don’t know?” Hunter stroked his thumb, Caleb’s thumb, and wondered what Darius was up too. “I wish I could ask him.”

“Yeah, we do too. But we’ll get home soon enough.” Amity thought of her dad. Her dad and Darius had once been close friends, but Alador didn’t speak of Darius much, it actually seemed to upset him to do so.

Willow glanced at Camila. Who looked down at her breakfast.

“Are you okay, Camila?”

“Mh? Ah, yes, I just… I guess I’m just worried about Luz leaving.” 

And shrugged when the kids looked at her with sloped shoulders and sad faces. 

“Ahh, but, hm, she and I will have to have that conversation eventually. I just.. Well, it all sounds so dangerous. I admit that I do find myself agreeing with Ghost-Man on that point. I wish you’d all stay here where it is safe, but I understand it is your home.”

“Yeah..” Gus pouted, his heart sinking.

Hunter tilted his head. “Can’t you just.. Come with us?”

“Huh? Come with? Me??”

“Yeah, why not? Why isn’t that an option? I’m sure Luz would want to show you around on the Boiling Isles and, I mean… Luz anyway wants to go back and forth, right?” He turned to Amity.

“Uh, yes. But– If it’s possible, that is.”

“Well, if it isn’t. Let's just bring Camila along. That way they don’t have to separate.”

“But she’s human.” Vee argues. “It’s too dangerous–”

“Pfsh. I have no magic - usually, anyway… And Luz has been there a whole year, and she adapted, she’s fine! Caleb only died because of Belos! So, statistically, humans are fine over there!”

Camila blinked. Was that an option? She could come with?

“I can.. Come too?”

The kids turned to her.

Hunter smiled. “Of course mom. Our home is your home– UH- CAMILA.”

She chuckled at him. “Thank you I.. I hadn’t thought of that.”

“Well,” Gus stands. “Talk to Luz, I’m sure she’d be thrilled. If you want to, of course.”

Camila smiled and saw herself reflected at the last sip of coffee in her mug. Something awoke in her, something she had since long time ago put in boxes and stored away in the basement.

The spirit of adventure never quite snuffs out in your heart. No matter how old you get, how much of an adult, parent, colleague you become… It would flicker in your heart, mild and glowing, waiting for rejuvenation.

Camila glanced at the clock on the wall. Time didn’t stand still for anyone, Luz was already fourteen, and Camila wasn’t sure if she could really unbox all of those things again.

“I will talk with Luz, after school. I don’t want to fill her day with anxiety this early in the morning.”

“Sounds good.” Gus beamed. “Oh! That’s right! You don’t work today!”

“Oh yes! I was thinking I should go get this thing dealt with.” Camila turned quarter clockwise at the lump of gold on the counter.

Hunter squinted at it. “Isn’t that selkiegris? Where did that come from?”

And they had to explain to him, that in fact, it had come from him.

“Oh.” Hunter clicks his tongue, impressed and bewildered by yet another discovery of grimwalking. “Okay.

Amity chuckles. “I will add it into the grimwalker document, then.”

“You better.” Hunter scoffs. “Wish I had known that when I was out of pocket-money.” And glanced at the now empty stock of dry chillis that used to fill the little bowl by the window. Pondering on if that was something to explore further. He did not like feeling ill, or the burning; it honestly hurt a bit. But if it could help financially…

Hunter felt Gus’ eyes on him and turned to his friend, who gave him a knowing look. Hunter let his eyes flicker to the ceiling and to the fridge and back down into his empty mug of coffee.

“Oh!” Camila clapped her hands. “Does any one of you want to come along then? For a little trip?”

Gus and Vee gasped with delight. “Yes!!” And the youngest boy turned to Willow. “You too?” Hoping she would come with. He hoped it would make her feel reassured.

“Oh, sure! Sounds fun!” Willow agrees and, having the same hopes as Gus, turned to the remaining duo.

“No thanks.” Amity says. “That fight yesterday has me beat, I think I’m going to sit this one out.”

“Me too.” Hunter sighs. “I rather just deflate on the couch today.”

“Aw, alright. You two have fun then.”

Willow looks to Amity. Amity blinks as Willow darts her eyes between her and Hunter and arches her brows suggestively. Amity interpreted it as an invitation for something, but wasn’t entirely sure what it was. Perhaps Willow wanted her to investigate something?

Amity crooked a brow at her best friend, hoping to get any more direction of what she wanted her to do? Whatever it was, she had her fists curled with all the ready-energy she could muster! If Willow wanted her help, romantically or.. whatever.. Then absolutely!! Yes!!

But all Willow could do was repeat the gesture. Amity grimaced and gave a discreet thumbs-up. Hoping she had interpreted it correctly. Willow smiled and returned a thumbs-up.

Alright, cool.

Luz hopped down the stairs, hair damp and dressed for school. “I’M GOING!!!” She called, leaning into the kitchen. “MWAH-MWAH-MWAH LOVE YOU ALL!” left, and returned to press a kiss into Amity’s temple. “Mmmmmwah!! Good luck with Spanish!” And tumbled back into the hallway to slip into her sneakers and bounce out into the yard, just in time for the school bus to stop across the road.

Amity inhaled through her nose, beet red in the face. “B-Bye..” she muttered.

Hunter snorted, but before he could tease her, he caught up with what Luz said. “Spanish?”

“Oh that’s right.” Willow says. “You’ve been out for a week.”

Vee slithers up behind him. “We started studying Spanish while Luz is in school! You’re way behind.”

“What? Oh. Aw…” Hunter puffed. “Well, I’ll catch up for sure. I used to study bugish back home at the castle.”

“Really? You know bugish?” Gus blinks.

“Yeah, though, mono is easier than duet.”

“Huh?”

“Oh, basically it’s just listening. Duet is harder because you have to dance with the bug-demon, or whomever you’re talking to. Mono is more like a… Sign language! Kind of.”

“Oh! That’s pretty cool!”

Hunter chuckles and jazzes his left hand upwards like a firework. “Pretty cool.”

Gus mimics him. “Pretty cool.”

Hunter slides his hand from left shoulder and across his chest. “There’s danger.”

Gus mimics him. “There’s danger.”

“How do I say: I love you?” Amity asks, smiling shyly.

“That’s easy.” Hunter patted his chest twice, mimicking a heartbeat. Then flopped his hand outwards - in the direction of Willow. He quickly curled his arm back in and down under the table, his ears turning pink. “Uh- it looks much better when you use your whole body. Like, arms are part of it, for sure, but bugish is best with the whole choreography. Famous bug-demon poets are known for their emotional dance moves, it is a very passionate language. It’s very beautiful.”

“I wish I knew bugish.” Said Willow. “Clover knows it, obviously, but she doesn’t need it with me.”

“I can teach you whatever you want to know.” Hunter offers sheepishly.

“Oh yeah? Would that be a duet then?” She leans into her hand.

Hunter begins to blush and stutter. “I-I uh, sure. Technically. But you can’t really duet unless you know how to speak mono first.”

Amity nudges him. “Or, you could just use what you know of duet and use it as a dance.”

“Huh?”

“It is dancing, isn’t it?”

Hunter’s brain went a whole loop before he registered what she said. “Oh, right. Yes, it is. I didn’t.. Think of it like that. It’s so language based to me.”

Hunter turned back to Willow, who was smiling at him and swaying her legs under the table.

“...If you want.” Hunter managed to mumble.

“I would.”

“Okay.”

Hunter was going to fry up, so he stood up, swinging his arms awkwardly. “WELL, AnyWAY…” His voice cracked. He coughed. “I uh- There’s- Amity!”

“Yes?” She chuckled.

“Have you worked on the portal any? I can go look at that. Now.”

Amity politely smiled at him, knowing the feeling very well. “It’s upstairs on Luz’ desk.”

“On my way!” And escaped upstairs, rubbing his face to cool his skin.

He wished he was a bit cooler, so Willow could be impressed by him. The earlier conversation also had him trip himself up, so he quickly shoved his feelings back into the bottle that was his heart and shut the lid on it.

Chirp.

At the end of the hallway, the palismen had woken up and exited Camila’s room.

And there was Flapjack, riding on Ghost’s back. He hopped off and onto the floor.

Hunter stared at his friend.

Chirp..?

Hunter felt his heart glow and his eyes well up. “Yeah it’s me buddy.”

Flapjack tweeted and flew into Hunter’s hands. Hunter softly laughed and held him close. Sniffling as he cuddled him. The blonde boy sank to his knees.

“I’m sorry buddy..”

Twee-twee!

“No, I am. I’m sorry, I’m not mad at you, I wasn’t- I was just…” Hunter held Flapjack out to look at him. His voice quiet. “I don’t know who I am any more, and I was scared you also thought I was just.. A copy, you know?”

Twee!

“I know you don’t. I was…” He couldn’t find his words.

The palismen gathered around him to comfort and console. He pet at them all.

“Aw, thanks guys. It’s nice to see you too.”

He stood up, breathing in.

“I may not know who I am but… I will find out!” And smiled at Flapjack.

Who chirped enthusiastically. Hunter put his best friend on his shoulder. 

“Yeah, you think so?” Hunter itched him on top of his beak. Flapjack cuddled in by Hunter’s chin and sweetly sang. “Heh, thanks Flaps. I think so too.”

The palismen left to go downstairs, while Hunter and Flapjack went into the girls’ bedroom.

Ghost found Amity and curled her tail around the chair and purred. Amity reached down to pet her, and cupped a hand by her mouth to whisper at Willow.

“What did you try to say earlier?”

“Oh, uh-” Willow played with her braid a little. “Um.. Since you and Hunter will be alone here, er… I thought- never mind.”

“No no no, I wanna help! I can be your spy! Or.. Whatever.. it was?”

Willow chuckled. “Spy? No! I thought maybeee you could..” she shrugged. “Um…”

Vee sighed loudly and leaned over Willow’s shoulder. “Yes, be a spy. Pry a little.” She winks. “Maybe ask him what he likes so Miss Flowerpower here know how to woe him.”

Willow pouted up at Vee, but.. Yes. That was it.

“I can do that.” Amity smiled happily, enthused by a chance to get gal-palsy with Willow again.

“I can tell you that.” Gus informs, and Amity puts a hand on the table beside him.

“Oooorrr! Gus, he might share with me what he won’t share with you.”

“Like what? We’re like super-bro-bro now. We talk about a lot.”

“You are single, Gus.” Amity grins, hoping that might give her some kind of upper hand. “He might talk with me about other things.”

Gus rolled is eyes, smiling. “Alright.” If Amity and Willow needed this, he wasn’t going to get in their way.

 

After breakfast; Camila took the trio with her in the car, as well as both Emmiline and Clover. 

Leaving Amity and Ghost home alone with Hunter, Flapjack and Luz’ egg.

Upon entering the bedroom, she found Hunter seated by the desk, the portal notebook open to the side, while Hunter was leaning into his arms and stroked the tip of the palisman egg.

“You know,” Amity begins as she holds the door open for Ghost to slink in and seat herself on Luz’ bed. “Your riddle has been driving Luz nuts.”

Hunter scoffs. “Has it?”

“Yes. You should just tell her what it told you.”

Hunter shook his head and returned to look at the egg. “It won’t make a difference.”

“I think it might.”

Hunter and Amity looked at one another, and he sits up straight.

“Blight, I have confidence in that Luz will figure it out on her own, when she’s ready. I don’t want to rob her of something so important as this.”

Amity’s shoulders fell. “Well, me either but..” And sighed. “I guess when you put it like that, I get it. I suppose it is just difficult to see her struggle, you know?”

“It is. But struggle brings sweeter reward.”

“Spoken like a guard.”

Hunter salutes. “Not all of it was terrible.” He puts the egg back to sit by the window. “It taught me discipline.”

Amity sat down on the second chair they had placed in the room by the desk. “Not all discipline is great.”

“Were your parents that strict?”

“Kind of.. At least my mom. Dad was too, at times. But he never punished us, he just got.. Disappointed.”

Hunter tilted his head empathetically. “That’s the worst, isn’t it?”

“Yeah..”

“Belos used to give me the silent treatment for days to weeks. I’d do anything for him to just look at me during those times. And then when he finally said Good Morning I felt like the world was right again.”

“That sounds awful.”

“Mh.. It’s what it was.”

“My mom used to take my stuff away if I displeased her. That’s why I kept my most treasured things in the secret library nook.”

“The what?”

“Oh, I had a little lair behind a bookshelf. Quirk of the job! It was an old closet anyway, but it was empty. So they let me decorate it.”

“That’s nice. I wish I had something like that.”

“Me too, I wish you did too.”

“So… Your mom sounds like a real jerk. I met her a few times for business. Unpleasant lady.”

“Your uncle is pretty bad too.”

“Well, he’s a literal tyrant and murderer, I think comparing your mom to that isn’t fair to you. There’s a realm of… Er… regular .. Torment and… You know.” He cringed at himself, not sure how else to put it.

“I get it.” She patted him gently on the arm, in that lady-way she did.

“I don’t mean to pry.” He says. “I just.. I dunno, I never met anyone else who kinda gets it.”

“No, it’s alright, we can swap stories if you’d like. I don’t mind.”

“Really?”

“Yeah. Maybe it could help you see what’s normal and not?”

Hunter looked down at his hands. “Yeah I… It’s difficult to know where the line goes. Not that, er, abuse is normal but–”

“I get what you mean, though.”

Hunter nodded and massaged his palm. “Um, so, did your mom.. Hit you?”

“No– well, no, she wasn’t physical like that. But she was invasive. Like, she made me colour my hair, chose my clothes, my friends.. My autonomy wasn’t mine, so to speak.”

“Oh. So that’s not normal for parents to do?” Hunter stroked his long hair, thinking of how Belos was the one who told him how to cut it. He found a scrunchie on Luz’ desk and put his hair up.

“It was normal to me, but it wasn’t what I saw other parents do. I was always envious of Willow for that. Her dads didn’t treat her that way. It was knowing her, and being over at her house, that I learned my mom’s way of loving me was… Different.”

“So you think your mom did it out of love?”

“In her own way, probably. But it hurt me, and that’s the point. Love shouldn’t be hurtful or controlling, that’s toxic and cruel.”

Hunter nodded. “It made me feel like I was special, in a strange way. He wanted me to be as good as I could be, he was correcting me; because he loved and cared about me.” He shrugged.

“Honestly, Hunter, it sounds more like he did it because he liked how it made him feel.”

“Probably.”

They sat in silence for a minute. Amity sighed, the air felt heavy and stuffy. She knew there wasn’t anything she could really say or do to change what Hunter or she had been through.

But that is not always what someone needs. Hunter was already at a stage where he knew things had been wrong and unhealthy, even if he was still recontextualising everything. Sometimes, all you needed was someone who understood.

“You know..” Hunter started and Amity lift her chin his way. “For a while now, I have been thinking: Wow, Luz is so lucky to have Camila. I wish I had that.”

Amity smiled. “Me too. I have had those thoughts too. I feel lucky she’s been so great to all of us.” Hunter nodded. “And, while you were out for a week, me and her had a sit down.”

“Oh?”

“Yeah, it was really nice. She told me she was happy to have me as a daughter-in-law, haha, you know? And she has been complimenting me and encouraging me a lot. It has been really nice.”

“I’m glad for you.”

“Thank you. You know, she cares about you too.”

“I know. I just couldn’t figure out why for a while. It still kinda puzzles me.”

“Unconditional feels foreign, doesn’t it?”

“Haha, yeah. It does.” And he petted Flapjack.

Amity looked at the little red bird, then at Hunter. “I noticed you do, too, though.”

“Do what?”

“You love kind of unconditionally, you care a lot.”

“Well, yeah. Of course.”

“It’s not of course, Belos didn’t love you unconditionally.”

“No.. Perhaps not. But I always thought that I would eventually receive or earn that, if I already gave it willingly first. He always liked that I, um, how do I put it? Uh…”

“Bared your neck?”

“... Yes. That.”

He didn’t have to elaborate. 

“But you don’t have to do that with us.”

“I know.” Hunter snorted.

“Also, hey, um, by the way.” Amity knocks on the desk to muster the right timing. Hunter gave her his full attention. “About Willow.. Uh.. You know–”

And Hunter suddenly found interest in the portal notebook. “SO!” He coughed, opening it. “I was looking through this! Looks good! I wonder if Luz or Vee have any ideas on where to get materials–”

Amity put her hand on the page. “ You know, I’ve known Willow for a loooong time.”

Hunter slowly, very slowly, turned to her. Clearly a little uncomfortable.

Amity retracted her hand. “Sorry. Is– I mean, you seem to obviously like her, and–”

“Ap-ap-ap! I-I don’t! I mean- I do! NO! I MEAN– AH!”

Flapjack chirped.

“SHUSH!”

Whistle. 

Hunter squinted his eyes at Flapjack. Who glanced over at Amity and gestured at her with a wing. Hunter turned his red eyes to her golden. She tried to smile invitingly.

He muttered. “I-I don’t know… Look, Blight, it’s complicated for me.”

“It doesn’t have to be.”

“But it is! Okay?! Okay, fine, I think maybe I like her like that. But– I– Can’t!”

“Why not?”

“Because look at me!” He gestured at himself up and down. “I have nothing to offer her!”

Amity chuckled. “You don’t think so?”

“Obviously. She deserves a lot better anyway– It is just easier if I ignore it.”

She tilted her head sadly. “That’s going to drive you crazy–”

“I’m already crazy.” He put his face into the notes. It reminded Amity of eclipse lake and his grave. Only this time his grave was a desk of papers, notes, and pens.

“So you would be fine if she met someone else, then?”

Hunter turned his face towards her. “.. Yeah.”

“What?! No! That’s not the answer!”

“But she would be happy! And treated well!”

“She might be happy with you! You would treat her well, wouldn’t you?”

Hunter’s ears became hot and he grimaced. “I don’t know. I mean, I’m kind of broken and a lot to deal with. She’s great, she’s always there and.. I.. Feel really safe around her. She’s warm, and kind.. Very pretty.. I like when she challenges me. I feel like she helps me grow as a person.”

“Those are nice things, aren’t they?”

“Yeah, for ME!” Hunter groans and sits up. “What can I do?! Nothing! I can barely keep myself up. I don’t want her to become my crutch. I want to be good enough on my own, so I could– um, you know... But that might take a while. I don’t want her to press pause on her life to wait for me to catch up, that’s not fair.”

“And that’s very considerate. But also, you know, I don’t think you’re as much trouble as you think you are. You are actually pretty easy to like.”

Hunter fidgeted with a pencil. “Thanks. But I guess I’m just not really there, yet. And I think it’s better to just ignore how I feel right now. You know? And maybe when I’m better, whatever that means, and if she feels the same.. Then yeah, maybe I would pursue something. But right now I don’t want her to know. I would just blow it.”

Hunter curled his shoulders, his cheeks could fry an egg at this point.

“Alright.” Amity says pitifully. Although she wished Hunter would think otherwise, she also kind of understood. “But I think you have a chance.”

Hunter smiled and shook his head. “Yeah right. Have you seen her? She’s gorgeous, smart, brave..” He sighed with affection. “And sensitive, stubborn..” He chuckled, endeared just by thinking of her. “And she gets so excited, you know? Thorns, seeing her in the sky.. Ah, it’s just so.. I don’t know? Inspiring.”

“You are so smitten, it is adorable.”

“Oh shut up.” He playfully shoves her.

“Hehe, hey, also, for no reason at all.. What stuff do you like?”

“Huh? What kind of stuff?”

“Uhh..” Good question. “Erm, stuff? Except that book you and Gus reads.”

“Oh. Uh, Rulers Reach was a good book if you need recommendations!”

Amity blinked. “You– You read that?”

“You haven’t? It was a bestseller for a bit there! I~ even got a signed copy! Heh.”

“I haven’t. But ah… You know Luz and King wrote that, right?”

Hunter double blinked. “Pardon?”

“Yeah, they wrote it. Also, Luz told me that publisher was a greedy little–”

“She did?!”

“Yeah!”

“What?! Oh my Titan! I didn’t know that! I loved that book! I related so much with the no-magic witch that worked for an evil war lord! And I legitimately cried when Luzura’s girlfriend betrayed her, and then they battled each other, she wanted to stop Luzura from going evil– And Luzura accidentally killed her!”

Now it was Amity’s turn to double blink. “Excuse me?”

“Right?! It was such a plot twist.”

“Why did her girlfriend die?!”

“RIGHT?! She was this cute green-haired witch that– Ohhhhh..” Hunter points at Amity, remembering that she had greenish hair once upon a time. “Ohh, I get it now.”

Amity turned into a tomato. “Um–!”

“Did you betray her at some point?”

“No! That– That must have been the part King wrote! I think Luz told me he also killed Luzura?”

“Yes towards the end. So that the Ruler won– Ah, in retrospect it may have been a little messed up that I was rooting for the evil warlord…”

“Nah, I think that made sense for who you were then.”

“Mh.”

“So…! Aside from that, anything else?”

Hunter opened his mouth, then closed it. Suspicion caught up with him. “Why..?”

“No reason! Just.. Getting to know you, you know? Eh? …. Buuuddy.” She awkwardly knuckled at his arm, and Hunter gave her an expression of disbelief.

“Okay.” He clicked his tongue. “Bit weird.”

“No! Nooo, you can ask me too! Anything.” She laughed nervously. “Just.. us two, being buddies.”

Hunter chortled, maybe Amity was just awkward. “Alright, since we are on the topic. What do.. You and Luz do?”

“What do you mean?”

“As a couple.”

“Oh! Um.. Hold hands, hug, talk, kiss… That sorta stuff.”

Hunter furrowed his brows, confused. “That’s it?”

“Did you expect something else?”

“Well, where is the wooing?”

“The what?”

“Like.. Don’t you have a procedure of.. Erm.. How to..” He was gesturing with his hands, and it just confused Amity more.

“What?”

“Like.. What.. How do you..” He put his hands together and looked at her. “You know?”

“...What?”

“Well, I mean, the next step is marriage, right?”

“OH. UH– WELL.. UH-HUM.. Uuhhhhh noooo, that’s a bit early, isn’t it?”

“Is it?”

“You don’t think so?”

“I honestly have no idea, Amity. I’m asking.”

“... Yes Hunter, that’s too early.”

“Oh. Okay.” He nodded, then furrowed his brows. “So what’s the plan in-between now and marriage, then?”

“Just keep going and growing together. Get to know one another, through thick and thin, learn how to love ourselves and each other.”

Hunter nodded again, but looked more lost than before. Although a little puzzled, he did think that sounded very nice and pleasant.

“Okaaay…”

He had thought it would be more complicated, the way his uncle had made it sound like such a terrible and distracting thing. Amity could see the relief soften his features.

“And we go on dates.” She added, and that perked him up.

“Oh! What do you do?”

“Anything! Go on a walk– We have been walking a lot together here in the human realm, er, while you were down. Camila even let me come along to pick her up from school!”

“The human school! Have you been in there? What’s it like?”

“No no, I haven’t. But it looks a bit different from the outside.”

“Hm.”

“Er, would you even know the difference..?”

He shook his head.

“Ah.. Well, I think you would like it.”

“Maybe. But I already have a royal education, so to speak.”

“Oh that’s right. I guess there wouldn’t be much to teach you at Hexside.”

“Not really. But! I always thought it looked fun.”

“Heh, hey maybe we could sneak in some time as students, like Luz did?”

“That would be fun.”

The two of them shared one thought together.

Amity knew where Luz’s school was.

They looked at one another.

And smiled.

“I mean… I could probably find it if we fly there.” Amity said.

“You got a streak of mischief in you, Blight!”

She stroked her hair proudly and shrugged her shoulders happily. “I’m not a total goodie-two-shoes.”

“But honestly, perhaps another day? I’m still beat..”

“Er, right, me too now that I think of it. But we definitely need to go visit her. I think she would really like that!”

“Yeah!”

“Oh! I know what we can do at home instead!”

“What?”

Amity went into the closet and pulled out some clothes. “Ta-daah! Clothes you can fix!”

“That would be fun, but the machine is still broken, like I said.”

“Maybe I could fix it? I am a bit of a tinker!”

“You take after your father, then?”

“Well, yes, if the choice of abomination wasn’t a clue-in.”

“What other magic do you know?”

“I had to know a bit of oracle magic too, due to mom. And I know a little potion and healing, by what my siblings have taught me. But I’m not well-versed in any of those, really.”

“It is more than I am versed in!” He gave her an encouraging clap on the shoulder that shook her forward a little. “And don’t think of oracle as your mother’s alone, being versatile is always better. And you can make it your own.”

“Says the ex Golden Guard.” Amity scoffed and nudged him back. They both picked up the clothes to head downstairs to the basement.

“Hey now, the Emperor’s coven was superior for a reason! Being able to use all magic was its most attractive perk for those who wanted to join.”

“Did you know I used to want to join?”

“Noooo, reeeeally, a Blight wanting to be amongst the best of the best, colour me surprised.” 

“Is our reputation that renowned?”

“You are filthy rich, of course I know about you - and all the other important socialite families. I had to know. Blight Industries is a big name as well. Belos bought a lot of your goods.”

“The abomination guards, for one.”

“Mh…”

They came down to the basement and Hunter directed her to the sewing machine. He opened the little lid beneath and exposed the tangled mess.

“Right, so, the problem is obvious. I have tried cutting it away, but it keeps happening.”

Amity pondered, tapping her finger to her lip, before taking Hunter’s seat as he scooted away for her. And she began to pick it apart.

Over her shoulder, Hunter explained a bit of what he knew in hopes of being helpful.

Amity removed all the bundled and knotted strings, and, by his instructions, re-applied the string through the flap once more.

“Hm..” She looked at it, tried to sew a bit on a piece of sample cloth, and it tangled again.

“Agh..” Hunter sighed. “We will just have to wait for Camila to fix it.”

“No no, I just needed to see how it went wrong. I think I know now.” She re-did the process, but this time she threaded the string differently. “There.” And tried on a sample again.

It tangled.

Amity grimaced angrily.

Hunter chuckled. “It’s alright.”

“I can fix it!”

“It’s okay! Amity, haha, it’s fine. We don’t have to do it now.”

She grunted, squinting at the sewing machine like it was her new nemesis.

“Besides, we can pin instructions and names on the clothes, so I know what to do and for whom.”

Amity liked that idea. So the two of them spent the next hour or so tagging each piece of clothing with notes and names.

They conversed a little bit about hoping the selkiegris would bring some fortune; hopefully that would mean some new clothes that were their own alone. They did not mind sharing, but some things just did not fit everyone and Luz’ sense of style clashed a little with theirs.

But beggars can’t be choosers, and they both agreed that maybe they had been a little spoiled back home. Although, Amity found out quickly… That Hunter had to earn his clothes.

“Yeah,” He said. “With good grades and missions well done. I had a reward system with my uncle. He said it encouraged good behaviour.”

Amity curled in her lips. Belos idea of what good behaviour was, was probably not the same as what others would picture. Given the way Hunter behaved, Amity could make a guess or two of what kind of things Hunter had been corrected on.

“Did your parents not do that?”

“No, they didn’t.”

“But you’re so polite, and well achieved.”

“Yeah, no, no thanks to something like that.”

“Oh.” Hunter itched his cheek. “I thought maybe the reason you guys were so good at what you did was because you had similar upbringing. I always attributed my achievements to his methods of raising me.”

“No, Hunter. You are good because YOU are good. Don’t give him the credit for.. Essentially whipping you.”

Hunter went quiet for a moment. “I dunno, maybe it is thanks to that–”

“No, it is not. I promise.”

“How would you know?”

“Do you think I would be better at what I’m already good at, had my parents punished me more and harsher?”

Hunter thought for a moment. “I don’t know. Survival is a good motivator.”

“Maybe. Or, perhaps you would have been doing even better had you been encouraged with love and kindness instead. I mean, look at Willow and Gus. Their parents didn’t treat them badly, look how incredible both of them are!” She smiled proudly. “They are almost masters of their magic styles. Gus especially is very gifted, ahead of his peers even.”

Hunter blinked and stroked a hand through his loose bangs.

Amity had a point.

“I think you might be onto something, there, Blight.”

“I know I am. Because as soon as I met Luz, and her kindness reached me, I have been excelling far beyond what I ever thought I was capable of. I tribute that to her genuine care and love for me, but also myself.”

Hunter smiled, remembering all his encounters with Luz. “Yeah… She has a way with that, turning your life upside down in a good way. Doesn’t she?”

“She does.”

They folded the clothes with their tags neatly next to the sewing desk.

“There!” Amity said proudly at the little pile. “Great!” And offered Hunter a high-five. To which he took a small second to register what she was doing and returned it.

clap!

“Did I boost you?”

“Huh? No?”

“Oh.”

“Were you trying to?”

“No. But sometimes it just seems to happen when I’m happy. So I thought maybe it would work.”

“Aw. Are you having fun with me?”

“Does that surprise you?”

“A little bit.”

“Why? I like you. You’re cool.”

She laughed. “Am I? Hahaha, no, stop it. If anyone’s cool, it’s Luz.”

Hunter smugly grinned. “Aw, you are so smitten.” He quoted her from earlier. “It is adorable.”

“Oh shut up.” And she merrily shoved him in turn. “Oh! Actually! Hunter, since you’ve been out for a week, let me catch you up on the things you missed.”

“Ah, that would be great.”

“First of all!” She pointed at the punching bag in the corner. “Willow has been going ham on that thing.”

Hunter looked over at the boxing corner and all the work-out equipment. “Yeah?”

“Yes, so don’t be surprised if you find her down here after breakfast. Just a heads-up.”

He crooked a brow at her. “What are you insinuating?”

“Oh, Hunter. I remember when Luz, Willow and I were playing grudgeby, and we had these cute little matching outfits. And…” she patted Hunter on the arm, sighing with stress at the memory of Luz in jock gear. “Lemme tell you buddy, it is a sight to behold.”

“Ooookay..?”

He was so dense sometimes.

“Hunter, picture Willow in gym shorts and a tank top, punching the living soul out of that thing.”

Hunter blinked, and looked over at the bag. In his minds-eye, he projected the image of Willow working out. And the memory of her pinning him against the wall came flashing in with a new light and perspective.

Only now did it register to him that Willow had pinned him against the wall.

He gulped, slowly cooking his ears off.

She patted him. “Theeere ya go. Just a heads-up.”

And the two of them went upstairs.

They had a new system for figuring out what food they could and could not eat; which essentially were two rectangular notepads magnetised against the fridge door. Hunter read garlic and chillis at the very top of the NOT EDIBLE list in red ink, with his name in parentheses next to it.

The next was the living room.

Amity showed him how they had been playing mushroom-kart together, as well as a karaoke game. Hunter remember playing with Vee a few weeks ago, and felt his competitor spirit crawl to the surface when he spotted Gus at the top ten chart. He definitely wanted to beat that.

Along with that, the living room and the old cottage had become their usual hang-out spaces, especially for studying Spanish. Amity showed him the green owl app.

Hunter thought it was very menacing looking.

“It’s a human thing, apparently.” Amity explains. “They think it’s quirky and fun when the owl gets angry.”

“I… See. Well, being threatened always worked on me! Haha!”

But his joke fell on deaf ears, and Amity’s look of concern made his smile sink a bit.

“Uh, I mean. You know? Nothing motivates you more than the promise of sleep or food, or not getting smacked, right?” But he immediately heard himself repeat their previous conversation and cringed at himself.

Her eyes widened. No wonder Hunter had those dark circles.

“...Is that also not normal?” He asked, just to make sure.

“No, that’s not normal.”

“Ah…” Hunter hunched his shoulders awkwardly.

“Hey, it’s alright, sorry. Um, there’s the garden too. There’s lots of fun there!” She motioned for him to come along, hoping the garden would put him in better spirits. “Come! I will show you the expansion.”

Hunter followed her, but stopped on the flat pathway-stones beneath the stairs to the porch.

Amity stopped halfway through the yard and turned to see Hunter rubbing his hands apprehensively. She returned to him.

“What’s the matter?”

Hunter massaged his thumb and glanced at the woods. Belos was out there somewhere, possessing animals. The grey dog had definitely been his uncle, which meant he knew where they lived.

Amity looked over at the woods, then back to him. She took his hand.

“I will protect you.” She promised, and he managed a bashful smile, feeling a little silly for being afraid but welcomed his friend’s hand in his for comfort. It was a lot less scary with his friends around.

And he knew first hand what a difficult foe she was to have in battle.

She guided him over to the farming area.

“Look! We got a bunch of produce, and we figured out which ones were in-season, too. Willow is really careful about pulling the nutrient around, now.” She leaned in to whisper. “The neighbour lady is a real piece of work, by the way, we try to avoid her as best as possible. She always starts off sounding pleasant, but she’s kind of… Snoopy.”

“Ah.” Hunter nodded. “Noted.”

“And, Gus found out there’s a lot of worms here in the human realm!”

“Oh! Really? I love worms.”

“Me too! Can’t believe candy is so ripe in the soil here, they’re everywhere. So we have a bit of sugar in the shed to dip them in.”

“Ohh!” The thought of sugar candied worms tickled him. He hadn’t had that in a while. Would be nice to have something similar to the sweets of the Boiling Isles.

“Yes, but! Apparently, humans DON’T eat worms.”

“What? Why not?” He had to laugh, that was crazy. “It’s such a good protein too!”

“They think it is gross. So don’t eat it in front of anyone. Mrs. Stout already caught us once. That was a whoooole thing.”

Hunter chuckle faded into a sad little smile. “I missed a lot.”

“Not too much.” She bumped elbows with him, and he bumped her back.

The sound of rustling leaves startled him.

Now, Amity was supposed to protect him, but he instinctively pulled her behind him and looked over at the woods.

“It’s fine Hunter.” Amity assured. “I can go check if you want–”

“No! nononono! No, let's go. Let us just go inside–”

“Wait.” She said in a calm voice, she didn’t want her friend to always think there was danger around him. If he did, he would for sure turn into a wreck sooner or later. “We can check it together, you’ll see, it’s fine. And if it isn’t, I will protect you like I promised.”

Hunter anxiously looked between her and the woods.

There was another rustle, and both of them turned to the hedge that divided the Noceda’s lawn and Mrs. Stout’s lawn. There was a small little hole between two bushes where the little terrier was looking up at them.

“Oh, it’s just her dog–”

But she could feel Hunter tense up next to her. He had turned pale.

Now was perhaps not the time to coax him to be daring.

“We can go inside, if you want.”

“Yes, please.”

“It’s just her dog, it’s curious. It does that all the time.”

Hunter turned to her, his lips sealed with fear as he squeezed her hand.

“It isn’t him.” Se promised. The thought had struck them all at least once before, and the dog had been just fine.

But Amity did not know that the terrier, since about two nights back now, had been inhabited by the emperor. The sweet little terrier’s habits were now just something Belos was riding along with.

Watching the two friends through the bush and the coop-fence.

Hunter glanced at the silent terrier, it’s blue eyes staring up at him intently. His whole spine trembled with a sudden freeze. He turned back to Amity and shook his head quickly.

“Okay.” She said and took him back inside the house.

Hunter glanced over his shoulder at the terrier, it was still watching them.

They shut the door and Belos watched his nephew pull the blinds down.

And huffed.

Typical, that Hunter would be so paranoid.

In his newfound body as a terrier, Belos made his way back into Mrs. Stout’s home via the little dog door. The cone was troublesome, but he got through.

Now, Mrs. Stout’s house was very different from the Noceda resident.

Imagine someone who thought cotton candy was a colour, as well as loving Great Britain and everything English. And you’d have Mrs. Stout’s home down to a T.

Belos eyed the pastel Union Jack blanket, the queen of England decorated various objects around the wall, vacation photos to England were hanging on the wall. Belos rolled his eyes. What in the world had mankind been up to these past centuries?

Along the hallway wall hung her many relationships through her life. All of them had been British men. She had a type. None of them had remained a successful relationship, and he judged her for it. She remained single for reasons Belos could only imagine were either painfully obvious, or only something you could discover in hindsight.

He would never tell a soul, that he quite enjoyed being spoiled by her.

This dog did not live on dog food, no, it was real beef jerky and half of whatever she had cooked that day. She treated this dog like a human baby. And doted on the dog just as much.

However, the cooing and cuddling he could have lived without. But sleeping at the end of her bed wasn’t too bad, until she snored. But at that point, he left for the living room to watch television (he had learned how by watching her do it) or pull out books from the shelves to read.

Belos soon discovered that Luz had been right - the world had changed.

Mrs. Stout herself was currently watching a British drama series, where a gentleman was confessing his love in the rain. Belos cringed at it, but Mrs. Stout sighed hopelessly, mouthing along with the movie - word. by. word.

Another fool who had a dream based in fantasy, Belos thought. And smiled to himself.

Once he was healed and looked human once more, perhaps she could be useful to him. For now, though, she was good enough as a simple source of keeping this dog from dying on him. The food and her care did keep it from collapsing.

New world or not, he could work with this. He just needed to adjust some things, learn some things…

This changed nothing.

 


 

Gus had never seen a more handsome man in his entire life. Dave, Gravesfield’s most sought after heartthrob, was hands down unreal.

Even if you were not into men, you would, aesthetically speaking, have to admit that Dave was a piece of art.

“Wow.” Willow whispered to Gus.

“Right?” Gus’ eyes were filled with admiration. “And he has a goatee.”

Vee observed the goatee through the window where the trio were waiting outside the store. In her opinion, the goatee wasn’t exactly what she would call the pinnacle of attraction, but it appeared to be right up Augustus’ lane.

“What’s so great about a bit of beard?” Vee was in her Luz-doppelganger form, or rather, some version of it with dirty blonde hair. She was nearly there, now, in figuring out what she wanted to look like. But it wasn’t quite right just yet.

“Uhh, everything?” Gus stroked his chin. “I cannot wait for my beard to start growing out.”

Willow chuckled and leaned against the window. “You want a beard?”

“Duh! Of course I do!” and rubbed his hands against his cheeks. “Agh, I’m so jealous…”

The two girls rolled their eyes and smiled. Boys.

Inside the little store of knick-knacks, Camilla and Dave had been discussing how to proceed with the selkiegris, or, gold.

The store sold everything old and retro. Dave’s job was actually at GGravesfield’s garbage dump, but he often found things to re-sell or make art out of. Dave worked in mysterious ways and had buyers and collectors all over the world. A lump of gold was no problem for him.

“Absolutely Camila.” Dave returned from having checked the gold out. “Can’t believe you found this goldmine in your backyard. It is pure gold, never seen anything like it. However, I’ll have to cut it in pieces and distribute it around to different sellers, is that alright? It’s just  easier to get around the taxes and stuff.”

Camila didn’t like the idea of getting around something, it sounded very illegal. But considering where the gold had actually come from, and Dave being good at what he does, and every other affect at play… She decided she did not mind too bad.

“Well, as long as we don’t get in trouble.”

“Naah, I have never got in trouble before.”

Camila gave him a mom-stare. “That’s not how I remember high school.”

Dave chuckled. “To be fair on me, that was mostly Manny.”

Camila’s heart sank down into some place sombre and warm. Dave’s gentle manner matched her mood.

“How is Luz doing?”

“Oh, good. I think. All things considered.”

“Yeah? It has been awhile since I saw you two.”

“Yes, sorry about that. We have been busy.”

“I can imagine. But hey, you are always welcome here and..” He patted the lump of gold. “I can definitely help with this! Hopefully that helps out.”

“Thank you Dave, I can always count on you.”

“If there’s anything else, let me know.” And he made a hand gesture that referenced the Galactic Frontier. Camila smiled and returned it.

“Oh, actually. I don’t know if this is up your expertise but.. Hm..”

“Shoot at me! I’d be happy to try.”

“Ahh… Okay, so, I have some foster kids at my place.”

“Yeah?”

“Yes, they are friends of Luz, from, uh.. Her summer camp. They were.. In a cult. And I am taking care of them.”

“Oh.” Dave had not been ready for that sudden turn of a page. “Wow. Okay.” Camila had a whole adventure by the sound of it. “That’s… Gosh.”

“Right, right. But ah, they have no documents.”

“Say no more. How many do you need?”

“Five for legal guardianship.” She said. “Two adoption paper ones would be good, too.”

“Adoption is a bit harder to get out-of-system. But guardianship I think I can do.” He stroked his goatee thoughtfully. “It’s called a Subsidized Guardianship. But it’s ordered by a court.”

“I don’t want any false court signatures. That’s not–”

“Don’t worry, my buddy is a judge.” And winked. “I got ya.”

“Oh!”

Dave really did work in mysterious ways.

“Well, then I will trust you, Dave.”

And Dave grinned. “Alright. Well, best of luck Camila.” and patted the selkiegris. “Come back in a week, and I’ll have your money!”

“Great! Thank you. Have a good day.”

“You too!”

Camila came outside to the kids.

“How did it go?” Willow asked.

Camila gave them a thumbs up. “Ningún problema.”

“Oh! Oh-Oh! I know!” Gus gasps. “No problem! …Right?”

“Si, a gold star to you, Gus.”

Gus squeaked happily.

Summer had begun. There were new flowers blossoming in Gravesfield now. Willow swept her gaze over the flowerbeds that decorated the town’s corners and pathways. The old brick buildings were not as tall as the ones back home in the demon realm, but the stonework made her feel a little less homesick.

Home.

She saw two men walking with a pram, a little toddler was chewing on her plushie as the two fathers were discussing what to have for dinner.

They passed her by, and her homesickness followed them all the way down the road. Lost in thought, she did not hear Vee speak to her.

“Willow?”

“Huh? Oh! Yes? Sorry, what was that?”

“We were thinking of going grocery shopping on our way home.”

“Uh, yeah! Sure!”

“But first, we thought we should pass by tourist centre.”

Gus clinged onto Vee’s back and beamed at Willow. “They might have more brochures! Amity chose the Elisabeth gardens last time. And last Monday I selected the garbage museum! It’s your turn next!”

“Oh, right.”

Willow remembered the garbage museum. It would have been a disappointment to anybody else, but not to Gus. Gus had ascended, honestly, watching a bunch of human trash behind glass was worth it if only to see Gus’ happiness.

She wished she could share his enthusiasm. But she thought, quietly to herself, that he was happy enough for both of them.

Had the circumstances been different, Willow was certain she would have enjoyed the human realm more.

“Right, uh, what happened to the other pamphlets we had?”

“Gus spilled cola on them. The pages got all sticky and stuck together.”

“Don’t out me.” Gus huffed. “I mean, I still remember that there’s the zoo, the bowling alley, Gravesfield cove and, er…” He tried to remember.

Camila leaned into the conversation. “Gravesfield cove, the beach, is probably more fun once the weather is warmer.”

“Oh yeah?” Willow asked. “Why’s that?”

“Oh we can go swim in the water then.”

“WE CAN SWIM?!” Gus was sparkling as he turned wide-mouth at Willow. 

“You.. Can’t in the demon realm?”

“No, the sea is boiling! we would scald our flesh off!”

“Oh, er, that’s.. Hm..!”

Camila grimaced. What kind of place was the other realm? Hunter’s suggestion whispered in the back of her mind. Why not come along? And she found herself being more curious than afraid of the place that her daughter had called home for the past year.

“Weeeell, here you can bathe in it. It is a fun summer activity for humans.”

“Wow! We don’t even have to cool the water first!? That’s incredible! Are there waves too?”

“There is!”

Gus’ joy was greater than the sun. Camila thought the boy might explode or vibrate into oblivion, and had to pat him to ease his little tip-tappy steps. He was adorable.

Camila looked at Willow, who was trying to meet his excitement, but only got halfway there. She did worry for Willow, which was why she wanted her to pick the next activity. Maybe it would make her feel better?

“Um.. Won’t we need, like, something to wear then though? In the demon realm, when we go bathing in the hot springs and geysers - which doesn’t boil us alive, we still need to wear swim clothes. How do humans do it?”

“We do too! We will get you new clothes! Now when we will be getting a little money soon!” Camila rubbed her fingertips together and grinned like Luz usually did. “Though we should probably still stick to second hand.. Just to be sure, I don’t know how much we will be getting yet.” She put a hand to her cheek. “I should probably have asked Dave…”

“You didn’t?”

“No, I forgot. Haha, but it is alright. Dave is an old friend of mine. He was Manny’s best friend.”

“Oh,” Gus nodded. “Luz’s dad, right?”

“Yes… So I trust him. He’s a close family friend.”

“In that case, tell him I think his goatee is awesome next time.”

She giggled. “Will do.”

And on their way to the car, they stopped by the tourist centre, and then got in the car to shop groceries.


Amity came downstairs to meet the group by the door and help unload the car.

“Hi guys, did it go well?”

“Very well!” Gus said. “Aaand check it!” He held up the brochures and inhaled their scent. “Aaaaah! Fresh human paper!”

Amity politely smiled at him, she could relate to enjoying the scent of a fresh book. Perhaps it was the same thing.

“How have you guys been doing?” Willow asks, smiling hopefully at Amity.

“Oh! Uh, not much. We are in our bedroom right now. We’ve, er, looked at the portal notes.” She grimaced.

“Is everything alright?”

“Yeah! Yes. Yes… Um, okay. I think Hunter needs to get out of the house, soonish.”

Camila and the other two kids tuned into the conversation, and Amity lowered her voice in case Hunter suddenly popped up.

“I tried to coax him by the yard, to show him the produce we have grown lately. But ah, he’s really scared of Mrs. Stout’s dog, and I think he is afraid Belos is going to show up.”

“Oh no..” Camila looks up at Luz’s bedroom window. “Bebe.. I will talk with him.”

“Uh, I think it’s best if we just, you know, show him it’s safe!”

Willow looked up at the bedroom window too. Determined to make Hunter feel better asap, she inhaled and took most of the grocery bags and carried them inside.

The rest followed.

Amity caught up with her. “Also, Willow, a moment?”

Willow put the bags down on the kitchen table and let the others unpack.

“Yes?” She smiled hopefully. “Did you find out anything?”

“Um-! Yes-!” But she wasn’t sure she should actually share it with Willow. “He likes… Working out! I bet he would like sparring with you–!”

“Oh, hehe, I already knew that.”

“Haha–! Right! Ahem…!”

“Is thereee.. Something else?”

“Um… Okay, Willow, I kind of asked him point blank if he likes you.”

Willow’s excitement turned to apprehension the way Amity was presenting it. “Does he not like me like that?”

“Oh! No! I mean yes! No! He does-! He, ah, likes you, actually. He just– Thinks he should nooot?” She held her hands up and nervously smiled. “I think?”

Willow tilted her head. “He doesn’t think he should like me? Why not?”

“Honestly? As confident as he is, he has zero self-esteem. He said he thinks he’s too broken for you.”

Willow pouted and clasped her hands over her heart. “He isn’t though.”

“I know! I know… But he… I think he needs a little time, or maybe patience?”

Willow softened. “I can do that.” And then blushed. “So… Hunter likes me?” And put her hands to her cheeks.

“Willow. We can see his crush on you from space.”

“Really? Haha, I haven’t noticed.”

“No, because you don’t see how he’s like when you’re not in the room.” Pleasure filled her as she leaned in to whisper to Willow. “He thinks you’re beautiful and smart.”

And Willow’s ear flickered with happiness, gushing and giggling. “Really?”

“Yeah! He said so. Oh! Oh, and he’s going to fix that dress– Ah, if you have other things, I’m sure he’d be delighted to fix them for you.”

Willow was full to the brim with sunshine and leaped her arms around Amity.

“Oh-!” Amity smiled, sighed with relief, and hugged her back.

“Thanks Amity. I… Kinda had my suspicion, but it’s nice to hear it confirmed.”

“Any time. And um.. I hope this can, you know, become a regular thing.” She whispered. “It is quite fun, isn’t it?”

“It is.”

The two girls giggled.

“So… Hunter is scared of Belos coming..?”

“Right, um, a bit. I worry he might get a bit tangled up in his fears, honestly.”

“Hm…” Willow looked over at Gus’ new brochures on the table and gathered them. “I’m borrowing these!”

“Sure!” Gus replied as he stacked fruits into the fruit bowl.

Amity and Willow went upstairs, Gus watched them disappear. If Hunter was paranoid, he’d hear about it later at bedtime, for sure.

Willow and Amity would try to make Hunter feel better in their own way, though.

“Hey Hunter!” Willow was smiling brighter than ever before. “We are back!” And she filled the room with a new energy of warmth.

Hunter looked up from the portal notes and to her, her radiating soft smile brought the summer into the room and Hunter gulped. 

“H-Hi! Hi! Welcome back, did it go well?”

“It did! Dave is really nice.” She chuckled. “Gus was very impressed with his beard.”

Amity side-eyed her friend with endearment in her expression; now that Willow knew Hunter liked her, the air around Willow thawed any cold and dark shadow Hunter’s anxieties had manifested in the room. As she came closer to him, the plant behind Hunter, on the windowsill, bloomed out into a beautiful pansy.

“Yeah?” The tips of his ears tinting as Willow’s bright smile came closer to him. “Beards are so annoying, though.”

“Really?”

“Yeah, to shave and stuff.”

Amity furrowed her brows. “You.. Shave?”

“Yeah. I mean, it comes in patchy, and it’s very blonde and soft anyway.”

“But.. You don’t have a razor, do you?”

“Pfsh, I have a knife.” Hunter chuckles and the girls share a quick look. “What?”

“Don’t use a knife.” Amity pats his shoulder. “Please.”

“It is what I’ve always used.” Hunter shrugged. “I didn’t dare ask for a razor, so I just used what I had at hand.” And smiled with a nonchalance that was worthy of the daredevil Golden Guard he once was. “A knife.” And wagged his hand with an invisible knife.

“Please ask Camila for a razor.” Amity shook her head. “Knifes are too dangerous.”

“I am good with knives.” Hunter prompts, proud and confident. To demonstrate his skill, he twirled a pen between his fingers. And threw a glance at Willow to see if that had impressed her at all.

Willow looked just as concerned as Amity, but also a little charmed at his unhinged grooming habits.

“Use a razor.” Willow implores.

Hunter made no promises.

“Oh, I heard Amity caught you up to speed on what you missed out on.”

“Ah, yes. Good work on everything.” Hunter nods. “I gotta catch up on the Spanish owl thingy, though.”

“Yeah yeah...” Willow and Amity exchanged looks. “Oh! Also, look what Gus got!”

Willow presented him the brochures.

“Oh, are you guys taking another trip somewhere?”

“We are.” Willow corrects. “All of us.”

Hunter grimaced and glanced away. “Eh, I’m good. There are chores.” And spun around on the chair to face the notes again.

He always did this. Old habits die hard, it is how he showed authority as the Golden Guard as well as removed himself from dipping into anything that might make him feel vulnerable. Ending a conversation he did not want to have was best done by exiting it physically.

Willow wasn’t having it, though, and spun him back around. Hunter blinked up at her as she loomed over him with a threat of a good time.

“It’s my turn to pick this time.” She held the pamphlets out for him. “And I wanted your thoughts on what I should pick.”

Hunter darted his eyes from her and to the colourful tourist options. His finger hovering over them as he tried to think of what Willow might like. He thought the bowling alley looked like something Willow would like and tapped it carefully.

“Bowling!” Willow said happily and opened the rectangle info page. “Do you like bowling?”

Hunter shrugged his shoulders, he had no clue. Still determined not to join, he turned back to his and Amity’s notes, picked it up and coughed.

“Have fun with bowling. I got things I need to look around the house if we have.” He tapped the little list he had made. “I think I’ve seen tools in the basement we can use.”

Willow pushed her bottom lip out and huffed. She walked around him to stop him in his tracks.

“Hunter, you got to have some fun too.”

Hunter tilted his head at her. He would call her a hypocrite, but he didn’t want to in front of Amity. So he put his pen in the notebook and closed it. 

“Willow, I am fine.”

“Then come with! We can team up!”

“Yeah!” Amity joins. “Me and Luz vs You and Willow, vs Vee and Gus!”

Hunter looked between the two girls ganging up on him and held the notebook up like a shield.

“Er… But that leaves Camila with nobody! And that’s not fair. Soooo…” He danced around them. “I can be here. I rather do chores and work on the portal-”

“The portal is being built at Caleb’s old house, though.” Amity asserts. “You want to be over there all by yourself?”

Hunter’s shoulders went up. He drummed his fingers at the back of the book.

Willow had slid up next to him. “Hunter, you don’t have to be afraid of Belos, we are here–”

“I don’t want–!” He snapped. But quickly caught his temper and cooled himself down, stroking a hand through his hair. “Sorry… Look, I just can’t right now.”

Willow tapped him on the shoulder, and he looked down at her pleading round little face.

Hunter sighed, his shield dropping. Willow’s hand curled around his arm gently, and when he didn’t reject him, she took his hand with the other and held it up to her cheek.

"Don't worry..." Willow gazed at him softly.

Amity watched Hunter crumble to pieces.

“I will protect you.” She said, and steam rose from his shirt.

I'll protecct you

She let him have his hand back, as even she could see how flustered he got.

“It– It’s not that I think you can’t. I just– It’s not that.” He held the notebook to his chest. “Someone has to be at home and guard the house. Make sure he doesn’t.. Slip in.. While we are out. That’s all.”

He could tell Willow was not convinced and sought support from Amity, who was giving him the same look. So he soured and grunted.

“I’m fine.”

“You don’t seem fine–”

“Well I am!” He snarled and immediately regretted it, again. He shut his eyes and rubbed his palm into his eye.

The hexgirls let the silence hang between the three of them. Hunter was simmering in his anxieties and inhaled sharply.

“I am not going anywhere.”

“Okay.” Amity said. “Let's think rationally about it, then.” Hunter had always appreciated her frankness, and she was hoping it might be good timing for it. “Belos is at his weakest, Caleb said so. Best case scenario; He can’t sustain himself and will be a little pebble when we find him and capture him. Worst case; he is weak. We can take him.”

Hunter shuffled where he stood. She was right.

Amity put a hand on his shoulder. “So… I don’t think he would be so stupid that he would come into this house, with all of us in it. He knows we are stronger than him right now. Especially together.”

“Mh..”

“Do you think Belos would do that, weak as he is? With no allies?”

Hunter pondered, then shook his head.

“Right then.” Amity smiled at Willow, who smiled back.

“See Hunter? It’s good!”

Hunter glanced between them and sighed. “Okay… Maybe bowling sounds fun..”

Willow knuckled him playfully on the arm. “Yeah it does! Let us make good memories.”

Her emerald green eyes twinkled in the light of the room. How could he possibly resist that?

“...Alright.” He said shyly.

Just as Amity sighed with relief, Gus stomped into the room.

“GUYS!!”

Startling all three of them.

“LUZ JUST GOT HOME AND YOU WILL NEVER GUESS WHAT MASHA TOLD HER AT SCHOOL TODAY!!!”

Amity blinks. “Wha-?”

Behind him, Vee and Luz came into the room as well. Luz, with her arms wide and with a face full of wild news, yelled:

“I was catching Masha up about everything at school today!! You know– The demon realm, Eda, King, Belos– All of that stuff! I didn’t get to all of it– I mean I’ve just had so much adventure! It’s practically two seasons worth of it!”

“Haha, calm down batata.” Amity flutters her hands at her girlfriend, happy to see her home again. “What are the news?”

“Right!! So-!! I was telling them, right? I was telling them!!” She was bouncing and stepping around the room with excitement. “And Masha told me that they and- and- and Jacob!! They caught- Like, they were at the museum! Right?? And- and–”

Vee put a hand to Luz face, she wasn’t getting to the point. “They caught a demon!”

“They WHAT?!” The group yelled.

“Yeah!!” Luz gaped back. “Short and red!! With claws–” Her brain flatlined, she just realised who the demon was and gasped.

But before Luz could say her name, Hunter had dropped the notebook and gripped at his hair. “KIKIMORA IS HERE?!?”

“RIGHT?! HOW CRAZY IS THAT?!”

Amity and Willow cringed as they both watched the security they had built with Hunter topple over and die.

Luz shut her mouth, catching on a little too late that perhaps this was a piece of news that shouldn’t have been delivered right now or, at the very least, not to Hunter.

“Are you good, buddy?” Gus asked and Hunter wheezed.

“Yep!” Hunter let out a little whine and moved over to Luz’s bed. “It’s fine-!” Down to his knees. And slipped in under her bed. “I’m just going to live here now.”

“No! No, no–” Willow and Amity followed over to him, crouching by the bed to peer in under it. Hunter was laying with his back facing out at them. “No, Hunter, come on. We just talked about this.”

“He has an ally now! I’m not leaving this house!”

“Don’t stonesleep– Please? We just got you back–”

“I’m not gonna do that! I’m not heartbroken!” He hissed.

Luz, Gus and Vee came over too.

“Hey man, look–”

“Kikimora hates me! She actually has tried to assassinate me plenty of times before! I used to not be scared of her!” He laughed in a broken way. “But it is different now! And if she’s here, Belos will definitely use her– Oh thorns! What if he possesses her?! She has a bailsack! That’s unlimited magic he can eat from and–”

Hunter held himself. Terror had found its way to his lips and glued them shut.

“He won’t.” Luz promises.

But Hunter didn’t respond.

Luz scooted in under the bed with him. “Hey, hermano.” She carefully put her hand on his back. “I know you are scared, but–”

Hunter rolled over and faced her. The sight of him crushed her.

“You don’t get it.” He said quietly, as though his uncle might hear him. “Caleb told me he needs me.”

“Yeah, he told us too.”

Hunter put his hand over his eyes and sniffled. Luz scooted in closer.

“He won’t get you. I swear.”

Hunter slid his hand down from his eyes to his mouth, his red eyes shone in the dark of the bed’s underside. Red met brown.

“I swear.”

Hunter rubbed his face and grunted. “I used to not be scared of him.”

“Yes, but being fearless is what kept you alive before.” Luz said quietly. “And now you’re safe. Safe enough to.. Feel afraid.”

“You guys aren’t scared.” He muttered.

“I am very scared.” said Vee from out there in the room.

“Me too.” Said Gus. “He is the emperor, a genocidal maniac. I’m terrified he will get you man. Or hurt us. But we can’t let him live rent-free like that in our heads.”

“Agreed.” Amity says, peeking in at her girlfriend and her brother. Her smile inviting him to come back out again. “It is scary, but we have each other. And like I said before, he is weak now. With or without Kikimora at his side.”

“We don’t even know if she’s with him!” Gus adds.

Hunter fidgeted, and his eyes fell onto Luz.

“I am afraid too, Hunter.” Luz admits and dares to barren herself to him.

Perhaps Hunter was not open for comfort or consolation right now, but he was a natural big brother. And she could appeal to that.

“I’m.. Scared of a lot of things. You know? What if the portal doesn’t work? What if Eda and King, everyone, what if they’re in danger? I don’t know how to talk to mom about any of it… I just.. I love you guys.” She sniffled.

Hunter’s expression shifted from fear to care.

“I don’t want to lose any of you. I rather die than that– That– horrible jerk gets you and–”

Hunter pulled her into a hug.

She sniffled against his shoulder and hugged him back.

“We will protect each other, yeah?” She asked and she felt his nod. “We need you too.”

He let her go, and they lay there in silence for a bit.

“... Hunter, you don’t have to do anything you don’t want to. If you want to stay in the house, I will stay behind with you.”

She smiled at him, and his eyes filled with tears. He swallowed down a lump and shook his head.

“No.” He said hoarsely. “No… You guys are right. I just can’t– I’m– He’s–” He sighed.

“I know. But you also can’t stay under here.” She blew, and a dust bunny rolled away.

Hunter smiled sadly. “I guess not.”

Willow knocked on the bed twice, and the Noceda duo turned to see Willow peer in.

“That, aaaaand.. All of us don’t fit either.” And she got a chuckle out of everyone. “So come on out so we can hug and be scared together, yeah?”

“Yeah.” Luz said and turned to Hunter. “Yeah? What ya say, bro?”

“... Yeah. Okay.”

Luz rolled out like a spoon and Hunter crawled out. He only got to his knees before Willow and Gus had flung their arms around him. He sighed into the embrace, relaxing.

“Sorry, I keep freaking out.”

Vee patted him on the head. “Goldie, it’s fine, really. I mean..” she gestured at herself. “I freaked out when you first got here, remember? It’s a process.”

“Yeah what she said.” Said Gus and stood up, hoisting his buddy up with him. “Also, on some lighter news: Camila said we might have enough money in a weeks time to go shop for clothes. That’ll be fun, yeah?”

“Yeah!” Willow adds and holds up the bowling alley brochure. “Aaaaand I think I’m going to choose this! So let's go here tomorrow, yeah? Sounds fun?”

Vee gasped. “Nocedas verses Hexside!!!” She hooked arm with Luz and Hunter. “We are gonna kick your butts Nyeeeh!”

Gus posed as a challanger. “Hah! You have chosen mighty foes, basilisk!!”

That wasn’t what Amity and Willow had had in mind, but hey! Two teams worked too.

Willow watched Hunter blink over at his now two sisters. How excited they were to bowl as siblings. She saw his face go from stunned surprise to a mild sniffle.

“Oh, Hunter.”

“Ack! Why am I always crying!!” Hunter groaned and rubbed at his face.

“Awwww, hermanooo~!” Luz hugged him and Vee slithered elbowed him. “It’s gonna be fun. You’ll love it.”

Vee squinted at the witches. “Have.. Any of you ever bowled before?”

“Of course!!” Said Gus. “It’s when you roll the screaming ball towards the spikes to see how many punctures you can get on the ball!”

Willow claps her hands. “The coloured blood is the best part! It’s like a rainbow of pain.”

Vee and Luz grimaced.

That would have to wait for the morning.

The group left the bedroom to join Camila in the kitchen. Today she wanted to see if calamari was a thumbs up or thumbs down. 

It was a hit.

She watched all the kids eat and be merry. Their happy voices filled the house in every nook and corner. Camila could close her eyes and smile to the music of family.

Home is wherever this was.

All of this.

She looked at Luz and thought about speaking with her. But right now, she looked so happy.

For the first time in so many years, since Manny passed away, Luz was bursting at the seams with light.

She didn’t want to spoil the evening, or night, with a conversation she herself also dreaded having.

What if Luz didn’t want her to come along? Well, that was silly. Of course she would. But what about the house? And the memories. Could she really leave all of this? Camila wasn’t sure.

But it would have to be left for another day.

“Ooh, by the way, I was wondering.” Said Camila when there was an opening.

“Yes mom?”

“How did Caleb do magic?”

“Oh! Sigils!”

“Ohhh, like you do!”

“Yeah but I can’t here in the human realm.” Luz sighed. “Only if I’m near the Titan’s blood.”

“Aren’t you near it now?”

“Uh, I guess. Why?”

“Oh, well, hm, I thought.. You could show me sometime.”

Luz’s eyes lit up. “Really? You want to learn?”

“Of course. Seems important. Besides, I should also know how to fight that Beluga guy.”

Vee snorts. “Belos.”

“Belos.” Camila squints at the air and sips her cup of water. “I smacked his brother, I will smack him too.”

Hunter curled together a little. “Honestly, Camila, I think it would be best if you just ran if he showed up.”

“Nonsense.” She huffed, determined. “If he touches any of my babies..” She ruffled Amity. “I will kick him into yesterday, where he belongs. Hundreds of years of yesterday.”

Hunter knew she probably couldn’t do that. But it still put him at ease that she had the same fighting spirit as Luz. That counted for something.

“Yeah!” Luz agreed. “Belos is weak right now. And if he shows himself, we will capture him and lock him in a box! Take him to the demon realm and put him to justice!”

“Yeah!!” Gus and Willow cheered. Amity applauded.

Amity caught Hunter’s eyes and smiled. See? She nodded to him. We got this.

And hunter ate his calamari rings.

It was nice to be back.

 


Happy Grim & WillowPillow grmwalker & camilaoh NOI'll protect you

Notes:

*sigh* you know the drill... I'm sorry this was a bit of a slow chapter. And I apologise that it took me so long to write. I was stuck on how to proceed, as well as some other things getting priority (my arm included).

Also, I would like to ask of you to not send me pressuring messages asking about updates. It just makes me anxious and write slower.
I am sorry I'm not faster. :'(

Chapter 25: ✂️ Red and hollow

Summary:

Hunter isn't feeling so great, he wants to be okay. But he's just *so* angry.
Vee has some good ideas!

Kikimora thinks Jacob is a fool.

Notes:

CONTENT WARNING: Self-destructive behaviour, (almost) self harm, aggression, dissociation, depression.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

red and hollow

 


Hunter slipped into the upstairs bathroom. Gus had already gone to bed, and he didn’t want to disturb the guy by making a ruckus in the basement.

In one hand he had a chilli pepper, in the other he had a box of cornflakes.

He sat down on the floor and opened the box to eat. He had brought the book Vee had borrowed for him on Gravesfield’s history, he wanted to browse it again now that he had some new context of Caleb.

As he was reading, and chewing cornflakes, his thoughts began to fill with images of his uncle.

He shook his head to get rid of them, but they kept shoving back into his mind. Punching him until he saw Belos as he had been in Caleb’s memories. The same age as all of them.

It gave him whiplash to see Belos as somebody young and somewhat innocent.

He abandoned the cornflakes and put the chilli in his pocket, and put on the tap to drink water, and cool his wrists. Gus had told him that would help with his anxieties.

Hunter sighed as he spread his fingers under the cold beam of water.

He was a worn out bag of trembling marbles, and sighed. Hunter lifted his eyes to the mirror and saw Caleb staring back at him. He jumped, blinked, and Caleb was replaced by his uncle’s disapproving glare.

It had only been a blink of a second, but it still made his heart to drum up a storm. His shoulders and back went cold, and he couldn’t stand up. He sat pressed against the wall to where he had fallen down, breathing rapidly.

The sound of water rushed alongside the stream of screams inside him.

Hunter looked at his trembling hands and pressed them to his chest.

He looked just like him, didn’t he?

What a shame. Out of all the grimwalkers, you looked the most like him.

Hunter’s breath hitched. His cold skin turned hot, boiling, the panic rose from his stomach to his chest like a guttural beast of lava.

With a growl, he got to his feet. Desperately looking through Camila’s appliances behind the mirror and found a pair of scissors.

He’d show him.

This face, this body, this hair - His whole life, the love Belos had given Hunter was only because of his appearance. Not him. Hunter couldn’t find the words he was looking for, but he had never been good at expressing himself or his needs.

But he didn’t have to use words.

He doesn’t need words.

Hunter had been scared, and sad, but not ever dared to be this angry. So when it hit him, it really festered. Overcome with a yearning to beat the pain out of himself, out of his life, out of his memories—

The emperor emblem shone its golden colours on his wrist.

And Hunter snapped.

Blinded by the fire, Hunter grabbed chunks of his hair and cut it. Cutting different lengths and in awkward angles. All of it, anywhere, wherever. He hated it. Hated this thing Belos had tried to mould him into. This version of him that never existed.

To hell with being scared. He hated him. Hated him. Hated him.

His uncle had hurt him, he had broken him. He had robbed him of being normal, having friends, having a family, having–

Hunter caught his expression in the mirror mid-cutting. Hot tears rolled down hot cheeks. He didn’t care. He felt powerful. Hunter was going to destroy this stupid image Belos had projected onto him.

His wet eyes stared down at the emblem again.

The scissors in his hand.

He could do it. He could cut this symbol of ownership out of his flesh.

Hunter turned the scissor down over his wrist. The emblem between the blades. His skin plumping against the pressure of steel.

He hated him.

The door creaked open and Hunter’s fire snuffed out.

He gasped.

“Oh-!” Willow blinked at the state he was in; his shoulders heaving, his wet streaks on his cheeks, his pinkish eyes and the… Hair. “Oh...”

Hunter looked down at the scissors in his hands, the lumps of hair in the sink. And himself in the reflection.

What was he doing?

Willow came inside and closed the door behind herself. Hunter closed his eyes and turned his face away from her.

She peered at him carefully. “Do you need help with that..?”

Carefully, he glanced at her. There were no judgement from her, not even a question of why he was doing this. His shoulders sloped.

He swallowed and nodded, handing her the scissors. He didn’t want to be near them anymore. What had he almost done? He had almost done something stupid.

Willow stood next to him as he sat on the toilet lid, arms crossed in silence, as she evened out his terrible haircut.

“The shortest one is this short.” She showed him the length with her fingers. “Do you want me to cut that length for the rest too? It’ll be uneven otherwise.”

“Sure, I don’t care.”

She pouted sadly. “Okay..” And she evened it out. 

Hunter closed his eyes and quietly sniffled. He gave up on looking cool in front of Willow. She had seen him at his worst and lowest plenty of times now, and he doubted there was any chance of saving his dignity.

What chances could he ever have with her now? The conversation with Amity gripped at his heart, and he hated how small he was now. How far he had fallen from the boy he used to be; confident, cool, at the top of the world. But maybe it was for the better?

He hadn’t been a great person back then. Perhaps this was karma. Perhaps this was the will of the Titan.

So he made no attempt to hide that he had been crying. Just stroked a knuckle under his nose.

After a while, she dusted off his shoulders from strands of hair and combed her fingers through his hair to check that it was even.

“There.” she said proudly. “Handsome as ever again.”

Hunter blinked. Handsome? Now? After having seen him in this state? And touched his hair. He had never kept it this short before.

He stood up and cautiously peeked at himself in the mirror.

“Oh.” He blinked. He looked so different, and new. Hunter tilted his head and stroked his fingers through the new style.

Willow bumped her shoulder against his, and he turned to her sweet smile.

That smile could thaw any winter, Hunter thought.

“You look great.”

He blushed. “I do…?”

“You always do.”

And his blush deepened. “Sorry you saw me like this–” She stopped him by touching his arm gently.

“I’m not.”

Hunter couldn’t look her in the eyes, too ashamed and too awkward. But he still appreciated it, and tapped her on the shoulder.

Her smile spread and filled the whole bathroom with a warmth that made his chest burst into a swarm of butterflies.

Willow held her hands out to invite him into her hug, and Hunter slid right into her arms. She sighed and leaned against his shoulder. Closed her eyes and enjoyed holding him.

Hunter snuggled her close. He thought to himself that he didn’t deserve her gentleness, but could hear a voice inside him that sounded an awful lot like all of his friends, and Camila, saying yes you do!

And smiled softly.

Hunter didn’t have to listen to those awful inner monologues he had in his head. Not if he let them drown in the love of those who loved him. Regardless of how undeserving he felt he was of it all, how little sense he could make of their reasoning to like him– He decided to let that go.

Remembering what being in his grimwalker form had been like - it was easier to let it go, just give in, be free. Accept their love for the purity it was, unconditional, the way he loved them too.

He wanted to protect that feeling at every cost. His friends, this little family he had made for himself… This is what home really was, wasn’t it?

He let her go. “Thanks for your help.” And touched his hair again.

“Do you like it?”

“I think so? It is new… I like new.”

“Great.” And her eyes caught the cornflakes on the floor next to the book. “Heheh, what were you doing in here?”

“O-Oh! Oh, uh.. Reading?” He shrugged, not wanting to elaborate.

She quirked a brow at him, but didn’t pry. “Okay, well, if you don’t mind it… I need the room.” And jutted a thumb at the shower. 

“Oh! Right! Of course.” He gathered the box and the book. “Tanks, again.”

“No problem.”

Hunter halted and looked at all the hair. “Uh–”

“I can throw it. Don’t worry.”

“No, er, wait, It’ll be quick.” He quickly swept the sink, and Willow was faster than him to scoop up the hair on the floor. He grimaced, and she stuck her tongue at him. They flushed it.

“Good night Willow.”

“Good night Hunter.”

Hunter sighed outside the door.

His hand still trembled, just a smidge, and clutched it to make it stop.

He’d have to do it in the basement after all, then. He left the book outside the girls’ bedroom, so that Luz could bring it back to school and return it to the library.

Hunter paused by the door when he overheard Luz and Amity talk with Vee.

“So I guess I will just smell him out?” Vee asked.

“If you can smell him, yeah. Could you smell anything from the dog?” Luz replied.

“Hmm.. I didn’t think about smelling it at the time.”

“Do you think the dog was Belos?”

Hunter heard Vee let out a I-dunno noise. “It is possible.”

“Do you think you could try to sniff at Mrs Stout’s terrier next time? You know, to check? If only to ease Hunter’s paranoia a bit.” Amity requested. “And ours.”

“Sure, of course.” Vee replied.

“I’m worried about him..” Luz sighed. “I mean, we are all on edge but Hunter’s really going through it.”

“Yeah… But he’s got us.” Amity chimed.

“Yeeeh!” Vee chanted.

Hunter left the door. Relief took the seat in his heart now. They really cared about him, huh? He would have to try to hide his worries better. He did not want them to stress so much about him.

Hunter made a quick trip to the kitchen to take the carton of milk that was already opened, and brought it with him downstairs.

In the basement, Gus had fallen asleep with the Galactic Frontier on his chest. He was re-reading the series. Hunter smiled and removed the book, turned off the lights and pulled the covers up on his friend, tucking him in.

Quietly, Hunter disappeared into the basement laundry room, hoping there wouldn’t be too much noise.

…..

Gus woke up by a distant sound of wheezing.

He sat up and rubbed his eyes, looked at the three watches on his arm to check what time it was. Nearly midnight.

Hunter was not in bed and the sound came from the laundry room. Gus made his way over and could see the beam of white light from under the door. He leaned in and heard Hunter’s raspy breathing.

“Hunter..?” And opened the door carefully.

He found his friend in the bathtub, holding the shower head against his face to beam himself with cold water.

“Titan– Did you eat chilli or something?” Gus saw the cornflakes and milk carton on the floor.

Hunter glanced up at him, eyes heavy. “Yeah..”

“Did–” Gus blinked at his new haircut. “Did you cut your hair?”

“Yeah… Willow helped me…”

Gus looked his half-nude friend up and down, searching for the explanation Hunter was not providing. His blue sweatpants had turned black from water, and Gus could count three old scars on Hunter’s back.

The cornflakes and the milk being present clued Gus in on what was going on.

“Did you… eat it chilli on purpose?”

Hunter groaned and curled together.

“Why would you do that?” Gus knelt down by the tub, his big dark eyes pleading at his friend.

Hunter’s red eyes shone brightly from the internal heat that was setting his entrails on fire. And lowered his eyes into his arm.

He was caught. This was why he wanted to do it upstairs, the sound didn’t echo like it did in the basement.

“I thought I could do this, but I can’t. It hurts, I’m so nauseous...” Hunter gurgled into his arms, he held the water against his neck and let the icy water roll down over his back.

Gus glanced at the cornflakes. And shook the empty milk carton. “Dude… We already went to Dave with the other selkiegris. We don’t need more.”

“What if..” He wheezed. “What if it wasn’t enough, though? What if it isn’t worth much?”

“Dude. None of us want you to hurt yourself for a few snails- er, money.”

Hunter curled together and groaned, sinking down to the floor of the tub and wheezed out a trail of steam. Gus took the shower head from him and sat on the edge of the tub, to hold it higher, spraying Hunter evenly with the cold water.

“Thanks…”

Gus sighed. “Should I go up and get you some bananas?”

“I think it’s okay..” Hunter sighed, feeling a little better. “I only took a nibble..”

Gus chuckled. “What was the plan here, exactly?”

Hunter rolled onto his back, his limbs heavy. “I thought I could eat something, then a chilli, and maybe I could figure out how it worked, how Caleb did it. I figured that I just had to, like, endure the heat. You know?”

“Buuuut?”

“But I can’t. I feel sick. It’s too hot.”

“Mhm.” Gus smiled down at his friend. “So we are in agreement that this was dumb.”

“This was dumb. Yes.”

“Promise me not to do it again, okay?”

“Mrgh..”

“Orrr I’m telling the others.”

“No, don’t, I promise. I won’t do it again– Not on purpose, anyway.”

“Good.” Gus sighed and turned off the water when the steam had seized coming from Hunter’s mouth. “Do you need help?”

“Nyeh.” Hunter flapped a hand in his general direction. “Give me a moment.”

Gus gave him the moment, and watched his buddy try to get out by himself. Which was like watching a meek, wet, cat flop out of a bucket of rainwater.

“Are you sure?”

“Uh-huh.” Hunter slid down onto the floor like a sad and broken scarecrow.

“Alright buddy c’mon.” Gus grabbed Hunter’s red towel and placed it over his back. “You need to get rid of that pride of yours.”

“Dunno what you are talking about.” Hunter managed a smirk.

Gus chuckled.

“Hey.” Gus pointed at his hair. “That looks great. Suits you.”

“Thanks…” Hunter coughed. “I was… having a moment earlier.”

“Yeah?”

“Yeah.”

“A good one?”

“It was cathartic.” Hunter chuckled. “It was better when Willow showed up. It was terrible before she fixed it.”

Gus grinned. “Yeah? What, you just cut at random?”

Hunter laughed hoarsely. “Yes, actually.”

Gus laughed with him.

“Am I that predictable?”

“Eeeh, to me you are, O’Bailey.”

“Nothing gets past you, Avery.”

Gus hoisted Hunter up and the two boys smiled.

“I’m getting you new pants.”

“Thanks.”

“Why did you get in with your pants?”

“Honestly, Gus, I did not have the time or energy.” He gestured at himself. “Like I feel on fire when that happens, it’s awful.”

“So don’t do it! Dummy!”

“It was an experiment!” Hunter calls after his friend as he exits the laundry room. “Am I not allowed to experiment?”

“Not like that!” Gus calls back and returns with a new set of sweatpants with melon prints on them. “Not if it hurts you.” Hunter shrugged. Gus frowned. “I know you think that’s normal, but it’s not.”

“It kind of is?”

“So if I did something similar…” Gus didn’t have to say more, he could see Hunter connect the dots. “See?”

“Alright, point taken.”

Gus left the room to give Hunter privacy, and when Hunter returned, he was wearing a concerned expression.

“You don’t, though, right?” Hunter asked.

“What?”

“You know… Hurt yourself or.. Want to?”

“What? Haha, no! It was just an example.”

“Good, because.. You know..” Hunter anxiously looked his short friend up and down and squirmed. Remembering the scissors, how the blade was pressed down at his emblem.

How he had wanted to cut it out of him.

Hunter wrapped his hand around his wrist.

If Gus ever felt the way he had done just an hour ago…

Gus chuckled. “If the mere thought of it makes you anxious, Hunter, imagine how I feel when you are actually doing things like that.”

“Mhh..” Hunter rubbed his hands, then gave in to his big brother feelings and held Gus close to him. “Dooon’t…!”

“Asdffgh I wont! It was just an example! Watch the hair-!”

Hunter let him go. “Okay, I promise I won’t do it again.”

“Or other similar things!”

“Okay…” Guilt crept into his chest and made a nest.

“Which brings me to ask, actually.” Gus pointed into the laundry room again, at the mug with the knife under the sink. “What that’s about? I’ve wanted to ask you for a week.”

“Oh.” Hunter looks at the knife. “I use that to shave.”

Gus stared at him. “You shave?”

“Yeah.”

“With a KNIFE?”

“Why is everyone freaked by that? I’m great with knives!” Hunter marched back in and picked it up. “Look!” Hunter began to demonstrate his knife skills.

“Ack! Careful!”

“Gus, you forget I was the Golden Guard.” He twirled the knife in the air and caught the blade between his fingers. Gus cringed. “It is fine.”

“No, yeah, maybe. But ask Camila to get you a razor.”

Hunter pouted. “I like using a knife.”

“Why?”

“Clean cut.” He pressed the blade flat against his cheek and stroked.

Gus did not like it at all. And seeing Gus look worried made Hunter sigh and put the knife back into the mug. Besides… It felt different now. He glanced at the knife, the sensation of steel against his cheek. A memory of Belos holding his ear…

Perhaps a razor would be a better idea, after all.

“Alright, I’ll ask for a razor. But they’re so flimsy.”

“No they’re not! Have you ever used a razor?”

“No, I haven’t. Do you use a razor when you shave?”

“... No…. Not yet.”

Hunter tilted his head at his friend. “We can shave together if you want?”

“But I don’t have a beard?”

“You can still practise.” Hunter smiled. “I can show you how to do it- er, with a razor.”

“Really? You won’t laugh or anything?”

“Why would I?”

“Shaving but not having anything to shave, you know?” He smiled awkwardly. He only ever had his dad to talk about this sort of stuff with. But honestly? It was nice to have an older guy friend to show him the ropes.

Hunter shrugged. “I did. I knew it was going to come in soon, so… I practised. It’s not like I could ask my uncle to show me.” Hunter put the mug and the knife back under the sink. “Also, you’re like.. What? Thirteen now? I started getting mine in my late fourteens.”

“Really? Is it a lot? Can you grow a goatee?”

Hunter scoffed. “No, it’s really soft, blonde, and barely visible. But I feel it, you know? And mine is actually kind of patchy.. Mrh.. But! When I am older, it’s going to even out more! So maybe then!”

“Caleb didn’t have a beard, did he?”

Hunter curled in his lips. “...No. He does not. Hm.” He grimaced, then shrugged. “I don’t mind. I like shaved.”

“I want a goatee.” Gus stroked his chin. “Goatees are cool.”

Hunter crooked a brow and smirked. “Jacob has one.”

“Ew! Why- Why would you bring that up?! Don’t ruin goatees for me!”

Hunter laughed.

“Shut up!” Gus laughed. “I’m gonna reclaim goatees! They are cool and sophisticated. All real artists have one!”

“Oh, okay, it’s an artist thing, now, is it?”

“Yes!” Gus sparkled, enchanted by his self-imposed ideal. “And a black turtleneck shirt!”

“Oh Titan, you’re going to be one of those.”

“Hey! You mock me now, but just you wait! You’ll see!”

Hunter grinned. “I’m sure I will. Cannot wait for that.” Hunter flicked a finger under Gus’ chin playfully. “But until then, you can practice-shave.”

“I’m gonna shave everywhere except for my chin! To encourage it!”

Hunter shook his head and smiled. “Alright.”

The two boys went back to their sleeping spots. Gus stepped over Hunter as he sat down and flopped himself onto the couch.

Emmiline and Flapjack were curled together and asleep in their own little beds.

“Aaah~!”

Hunter smiled, and looked at his wrist.

“.. You okay?”

“Mh? Oh, yeah. I am.” Hunter wrapped his hand around the wrist and held it to his chest, looking up at the ceiling. Gus’ eyes lingered on him and were difficult to ignore. “...Yes, Gus?”

“Do you wanna get rid of it?”

Hunter froze.

“Like.. Maybe get a new tattoo over it or something?”

Hunter stroked his thumb over the symbol. “...Kind of.”

“When we were in town, we saw a tattoo studio. Maybe they can cover it with something?”

Hunter hummed thoughtfully. “Erm, I rather just get rid of it.” He stroked it, feeling the bumps of the symbol under his thumb. “Like.. cut it off.”

“Dude.”

“Er– Sorry, no. Right, I promised. Sorry. I just– I hate it.”

Gus pouted and got out of his bed and scooted himself in under Hunter’s blanket to cuddle up.

“I’m alright.”

“No you’re not.”

“... No, I’m not.”

“Can I see?”

“Sure.”

Hunter held his wrist up for Gus to see, and let his friend stroke over it. Gus’ hands were soft and so much smaller than his. He was such a contrast to his rough hands. It made Hunter feel like an older brother to him.

“Oh, I have an idea.” Gus said, and removed one of his wristwatches to try to cover it up. But it wasn’t large enough. Gus pouted at the watch.

“It’s okay Gus–”

“No, wait. Hold on.” The illusionist boy got up, and Hunter sat up too to watch Gus rummage through Camila’s closet of nerd-stash. And returned with a neon red and blue sweatband, with a lightning bolt in the middle. “Here!”

Gus thread it onto Hunter’s wrist, and it covered the emblem perfectly. It was soft and Hunter liked the colours.

“Oh, what is this?”

“Humans use them when they work out! They are called sweatbands!”

“..Why?”

“No idea. Maybe humans sweat around the wrists or something?”

“Huh.” Hunter blinked and stroked the fuzzy sweatband, and smiled. This was much better. The blue and red reminded him of Flapjack and Caleb. “Thanks.”

Gus smiled. “You are welcome.” And saluted him, then climbed back down into Hunter’s bed. “Can I sleep here?”

“Sure you can, bro.”

Gus smiled up at him and got cosy. Hunter snuggled down on his side of the mattress and yawned.

“Hunteerrr?”

Hunter chuckled. “Guuus?”

“Do you like Willow?”

Hunter opened his eyes to a pair of big brown eyes and a big knowing smile.

“..... Do I even have to answer that?”

“Not really. It is super obvious.”

“Augh..” Hunter put his face in his hands. “Do you think she knows?”

Gus shrugged his shoulders. He knew that Willow knew, but he also knew that Hunter would melt and hide and collapse if he knew that.

“No idea.”

Hunter groaned. “You don’t know how to make it stop, do you?”

“You don’t want to like her?”

“It is torture.”

Gus chuckled. “I think you got a chance.”

“Amity said that too. But I think you guys have too much faith in me. Besides, you are being unfair to Willow. She deserves better.”

Gus double-blinked. “What? Dude, you’re great.”

“No, I’m a wreck.”

“So is Luz, but you don’t see Amity loving her any less.”

Hunter groaned. “You make too much sense sometimes.”

Gus fluttered his lashes and leaned into his hand. “I’m an artist. We are just insightful like that.”

Hunter snorted and put a hand to Gus face, pushing him over. Gus laughed.

“Go to sleep, Gus.”

“Aw, noooo~! I wanna conspire!”

“About what?”

“I wanna help you flirt with Willow, duh. That’s what friends do.”

Hunter’s face turned pink. “Good night Gus.” And rolled over.

“Noooo, Hunteerrr~!” Gus crawled over Hunter’s waist like a little seal and lay with his back over him. His big puppy eyes begged him. Hunter groaned. “Pweaaase?”

“No.” Hunter sat up, making Gus roll down to lay over Hunter’s lap. “What would I even say, or do? Hi Willow, you’re so pretty it makes me want to die when I’m near you!”

Gus chuckled. “Almost. Skip the dying bit.”

Hunter groaned. “I don’t even know how to flirt, Gus. Do you know?”

“Not by experience, no. But I know Willow, and I’ve watched a loooooot of romance theatre. My dad loves that stuff.”

Hunter smiled lopsided. “Okay, love expert Avery, what do you suggest I do?”

“First thing first. What are you comfortable with?”

“Er…. I don’t know?”

“Would you be comfortable giving her a compliment?”

“I already do that.”

“No, like this; Willow, today you are like a sun, the way you make the flowers of my heart turn to you.”

Hunter’s ears sloped and his shoulders hunched. He shook his head.

“Too much?”

“Too much.”

“Hmm.. Okay, how about just: Willow, you look really nice today.”

“I…What, like out of nowhere?”

“Yes!”

Hunter’s blush spread to his ears. “Erm, maybe? I could try..” Then stroked his fingers into his new haircut and let out a moanful noise of despair. “But to what end?! It’s not like I have a shot! I’m gonna blow it. She already thinks I’m pathetic–”

“What? Has she said that?”

“N-No, but.. No.”

Gus leaned in. “Is that maybe you projecting a little bit?”

Hunter sighed. “Mh… But it doesn’t make it any less true.” He muttered. “I’m not cool enough, you know? Not anymore.”

“Oh! Maybe we can work on that then? Your confidence!”

“Er.. How?”

“With.. Style~!” Gus’ eyebrows wiggled. “Get some of you GG confidence back!”

Hunter had this gnawing feeling that he potentially was in trouble. But if he was going to be in any trouble, at least it was with his best bro Gus.

“Okay… I’m trusting you.”

“Heck yeah! You’re in good hands!”

“Alright.” Hunter scoffed and scooted back under the covers. “But for now, sleep.”

“Okay, okay.” Gus giggled and scooted down next to Hunter. “Nighty night.”

“Nighty night.”

“Don’t let the Titan’s eye-worm bite!”

Hunter yawned. “Sweet dreams.” And turned to face Flapjack sleeping in his little birdcage. He smiled softly at his friend. The soft sweatband on his wrist lay snug against his cheek.

And the boys fell asleep nearly right away.

 


 

Kikimora had a tummy ache from having eaten another bag of chips. She clicked through the channels on the human entertainment device, which was very similar to a crystal ball, except you didn’t swipe your hand over the surface - you used this battery driven rectangle full of buttons.

She liked buttons.

It made her feel in control. She supposed that’s why it was called a control remote.

After being a little bit over a week in Jacob’s house, Kikimora had got used to (and fairly well-adjusted to) the human home and it’s devices.

She liked the microwave. It also had buttons. And if you put food inside it, the way Jacob had showed her, it heated your dinner without any more work than the convenience of buttons.

If only the rest of her life was as easy as the press of a button.

She wanted, more than anything, to feel big and important. People had always let her know how unremarkable she was. The terrible truth was that she knew it to be true; she was not special.

Perhaps that’s why she had no friends.

But who needed friends, anyway? And so what if she wasn’t special or significant? She would MAKE herself be seen and heard, they would all regret having laughed at her, no matter what. All her life she had been tiny and dismissed, she made it her life goal to prove everyone wrong!

She had more to show than anybody gave her credit for!

That’s why she joined the emperor’s coven! ….And failed the trials spectacularly. But she knew she had something! She had to have something! Anything! Perhaps she failed the trials, but not the exams.

She was remarkable at the exams. It was her proof that she must have something in her after all.

The emperor was the only person who had ever seen her potential, too. Her parents, her family, they loved her and all and often wrote to her to come home. They said she was being destructive to herself, but she disagreed - Kikimora was finally rising up.

So damn them, for their jealousy! They probably couldn’t stand that she was finally showing her true colours! They were probably just upset they were wrong, that they couldn’t pat her on the head and say she was good enough a n y w a y. Anyway. Like there was some sort of chip on her shoulder that they loved her despite of it.

You’re good enough to us Kiki!

What- ever.

Who wants to be just enough? That meant there was a bar, a ceiling, she could climb over with enough determination.

The exams landed her a secretary job at the castle, and through that job she climbed the ranks. Learning quickly that backstabbing and betrayal was second nature. Everyone wanted the same thing - to climb. To be at the top. To prove themselves.

But she would prove it the hardest! The most! The best!

And she did. She was the emperor’s secretary, now. And nothing and nobody would take that from her. She had given up too much. Besides… The emperor saw her.

He knew, just as much as her, that she had something. After all, he had told her as much in private many times.

Lord Belos, or rather; Lord Philip (she would respect his wishes, after all) had not shown up in days.

And Jacob, the human, was easily entertained and manipulated by her magic “lessons.” He had a practice-wand that children used back home. He had even figured out he could recharge it by boiling it in water.

Kikimora never told Jacob she thought he was pathetic, but she thought it all the time. Just look at this loser! So excited over trivial things like comics, tv-shows about monster slayers, and whatever the heck anime was.

(though she liked the anime ones.)

Jacob thought he was special. Hah! Nobody is special, you had to make yourself special. And it had a price, and Jacob (from her assessment) was too nice to do what it really took to get to the top.

He wanted to be a hero so badly he was lost in the delusion of grandeur, but what had he actually accomplished? Hahaha, nothing! He lived alone, no family, just obsessed with history and his badly written novel, and he didn’t even have any friends of notice!

Kikimora laughed at him. Irony completely lost on her.

Jacob came home, gleeful. Kikimora sighed and dusted off the crumbs of chips from her toddler sized white dress with penguin prints on it.

“My lady!” Jacob shouted, exited to be home. “Your humble servant has returned!”

“Yes yes, very good.” She held her hand out, doing a grabby-grabby. “Chips please.”

Jacob fished out the two bags of chips for her from his bag from the corner store. She took them and did a double-take to the bag.

“What else did you get?”

“Mh? Oh this?” Jacob fished out a comic called PARASITE. “It’s a hero comic! I saw the new issue was out so I got it.”

Kikimora rolled her eyes. “Another? Don’t you have enough of those?” She eyed his bookshelf packed with comic books and magazines, special edition covers and collectibles.

Jacob laughed. “You don’t get it, this guy riiight here is a misunderstood guy, who lives in his mom’s basement, doing a dead-end IT-job… In a city where all these crazy phenomena happen! But there’s this alien, yeah? Who lands in his backyard and they strike a deal! So the guy lets the alien live inside him to survive, while he gets to use all his powers to save people! It is. so. cool.” 

He waved the cover forward for her to see. It was an Indian guy with glasses, wearing very similar things to Jacob’s regular wardrobe, he held his arm stretched out and this big green alien claw was punching outwards against a foe.

Kikimora, unimpressed, looked up at Jacob’s wide and sparkling grin.

“Right.” she said and smiled. “Sounds like you’ll be busy reading that, then.”

“Just for now!” He says and stands straight. “And after that you can teach me another spell with the wand!” He stroke a pose similar to the parasite hero. “So that I may battle the witches on equal grounds!!”

“Yes, excellent, my subordinate.” Kikimora popped some chips into her mouth to crunch. “Our lordship will be pleased with your progress I am sure.”

“Is he really Philip Wittebane? He must look crazy old now.”

Kikimora sighed, like this was the thousandth time they had this conversation.

“He just looks old.” She said.

“Yes, but like, demon old or human old.”

“Human old.”

“But HOW? You know? How did he live for so long?”

“I don’t know.”

“Maybe he was frozen by an ice spell? Oh! Or maybe a witch made him sleep for a hundred years! And it only broke 60 years ago when he got into power.”

“I don’t know, Jacob. But I would guess it was wild magic.”

Jacob furrowed his brows. “I thought you said wild magic was only used by wild witches, the bad guys?”

Kikimora gulped. “Uh–”

“Oh! I get it!” His finger sailed up into the air. “He had to do that to survive the hardships of the demon realm! Being human and all.”

“Er, yes! That is right! That’s why.” She stuffed her cheeks with chips like it would shove her secrets back down.

Jacob squealed and Kikimora watched him with the same annoyance as a babysitter.

“This is amazing! I can’t believe this is happening to me! I am actually going to protect Gravesfield! I knew there was evil out there!”

“How?” Kikimora, finally, asked.

Jacob gasped, stood tall and proud. “Well, I mean, before I just liked reading about the paranormal, you know, as a hobby. It was just something I liked. I didn’t think it was ACTUALLY real, I just.. I guess I just mused on it. But once I saw the owl beast, everything was different.”

He looked out into his backyard, past the neighbour’s fence and to the forest. Kikimora followed his gaze.

“Did you say owl beast?”

“Yes. It must have come from your realm.”

“Hm.. So the owl lady had the portal door, first. Interesting.”

“Who?”

“Er, a powerful wild witch. But after the emperor dealt with her, all she had was her curse that turned her into a beast.” And she smiled with satisfaction. “And her sister, Lilith, who betrayed the emperor, was then afflicted by the same curse after aiding her sister. It was the will of the Titan.”

“The Titan.” Jacob mumbled, like the words were the juices of a delicious stake. “You said it’s not evil, but a dead god.. of sort?”

“Yes.” Kikimora confirmed. “The emperor can communicate with the Titan. It chose him.That’s why it is such an honour to serve him, be close to him.”

“Huh, sounds like he’s some kinda pope, then.”

“I don’t know what a pope is.”

“Religious leader, kinda.”

Kikimora just shrugged. “Whatever, nothing is greater than serving the Titan. Lord Philip is an extension of our god, the closest thing we have to connecting with him.”

Jacob nodded, so, definitely a religious leader of sort, then. “Right.” He had so many questions for Philip. Was he really some chosen messenger of the demon god, the Titan, or was it a lie he’d conjured to be able to play things out politically? Or maybe Philip really was a chosen one.

Jacob wouldn’t mind being part of a story like that. Maybe, because Philip was old, he would need a human successor? Maybe that could be Jacob? At least, that’s what Jacob began to dream about.

Maybe Philip had also been practising magic, just like this with a wand, wanting to make a difference. Wanting to be important. Wanting.. Something.

Wanting to be seen. To be understood. Be accepted. Be admired for who you were.

Jacob looked at the parasite comic in his hand and smiled fondly at it. Just some regular guy, not destined for anything special. But then he could save people. Be somebody. Have some kind of legacy.

Not just some average weirdo Joe who got nerdy hyperfixations, who wrote half-okay novellas with every trope known to man. He wasn’t especially good at anything. He had tried doing art, tried to write books, tried to be a vlogger and– He just wanted some kind of recognition.

It felt like he had a voice worth hearing. Right? Didn’t everyone? Why was everyone so FINE with not being more?

He thought of Masha and how their only aspirations were to have a job similar to his. A tour guide and a museum keeper, live in a cottage in the woods? Why? Masha was a cool kid. Not that he’d ever tell them their dream was kind of a low bar or anything, but if he had been half as cool as them in their age, his life wouldn’t be this mundane.

That was it, wasn’t it? The ordinary crept up on you like a heart attack. Suddenly, you graduated from high school. You found yourself studying and landing a job. And then you were twenty-five years old and got excited about robot vacuum cleaners and had a favourite coffee from a place that now remembered you by name.

And then you blinked.

And you are thirty-four and stared yourself in the mirror on a Thursday night, looking tired, with nothing gained for it. You were just here now. With routines and breaking in a new toothbrush.

He remembered blinking at himself and thinking; what am I doing? How did time go by so fast? He’d amounted to nothing. Sure, he had a steady girlfriend (at the time) but then what? Was he just going to marry her, get kids, a dog, and then what? Same job, same faces, same everything until he died?

He loved the people in his life, sure. But why did Gretchen even like him? Did she just settle…? Was that it? He was a decent guy with a steady income who didn’t mind her kawaii-aesthetic obsession (even found it kinda cute)?

He didn’t want to be second best. He didn’t want to settle. He wanted to be more than OKAY. Was he not... Okay? What if he wasn’t even okay. What if he was meh. And he was meh for his whole life? He had no plot armour that would ensure he wouldn’t be a casualty, just another number.

He was a historian, and he felt for all the names in Gravesfield’s record that would forever just remain a name. Nothing more. Not even a person. Just a name and barely even that at points.

Caleb and Philip Wittebane had been JUST names until the big something happened them. Now they even had a statue! People remembered them.

He wanted the big something, too.

Oh, to be remembered. To have people, like himself, read and research about you until they knew every little detail.

It was a panic. One of those life crisis’es you hear about but think you’re above - until they happen to you and you just need something different. A big change. Clean out your wardrobe, get a motorcycle, anything! Jacob had been watching ghost hunting videos. That’s what he needed! A thrill seeking hobby!

And that’s when he saw the Owl Beast.

Jacob smiled, tapped his comic book and looked at Kikimora. “You would like this.”

“I doubt it.” She said and sat on the couch to open her second bag of chips. “But you go have fun. I’ll be here.”

And Jacob did, he left for the kitchen. Made himself a bowl of cornflakes and a mug of coffee, sat down by his laptop and moved it aside so he could lay out his comic book and read.




 

Flapjack tapped Hunter on the shoulder, pulling on his shirt to wake him up. Hunter muttered and rubbed his cheek into the pillow. It had that smooth and cosy feeling, and he wanted to linger against its warmth. He curled together and licked his lip, snuffing out as he buried himself from Flapjack’s invasion of his sleep.

He did hear some noise nearby, Hunter boiled it down to Gus doing something. Perhaps the other boy was going to come over soon and step around on his mattress to wake him up, as he had done a few times before when he was being playful.

But Gus didn’t wake him, and the sounds persisted, alongside Flapjacks poking.

Giving up, Hunter creaked his eyes open and tiredly looked at the red cardinal tweeting at him.

Hunter’s body was slack. That empty feeling had returned, he was hollow to the bone, his arms were too heavy to lift. Flapjack tilted his head at him, and Hunter closed his eyes again to sleep more.

But that noise was still there. His ear twitched as he listened to the huffing and puffing.

Despite his heavy soul, he turned his head up towards the source and saw Willow lifting dumbbells, facing the wall.

Whatever void had filled him with heavy air just seconds before were now replaced with alarm and a frantic buzzing. He quickly sat up, tangled himself in his covers and - of course - his sudden movements caught Willow’s attention.

She turned around and saw him half-crawling out of bed and tangled up, and she giggled at him. His new short hair was pointing everywhere.

“Good morning.” She said, putting the weights down.

Hunter gulped and stood up. “Ah- uh- Good morning.” And remembered what Amity had said. “Did I miss breakfast?”

Willow nodded. “Yeah, Gus tried to wake you, but you were out cold. So he left you to rest.”

“Oh. Right.” Hunter itched his cheek, then patted his face. Then his head. “Oh right.” He had forgotten he had short hair now.

“Still looks great on you.” She said.

Hunter’s ears turned pink. He tried to remember what Gus had told him last night. Something about a sun?

“And you look.. Like a flower sun.”

“What?”

“Uh- er- like– Because you are radiant! And flowers turn towards the sun, you know? Or some do, anyway!” His laugh turned to a wince. But Willow giggled and Hunter swallowed, trying to smile more confidentially. Was she laughing at him or did she think it was sweet?

“You’re cute.” Willow was filling the whole basement with summer, and Hunter’s skin was thawing.

“Uh, y-yeah? Uh– So, ahem! You are working out? Then? I mean, obviously– How is that going?”

“You tell me!” She flexed, and Hunter quickly looked away. “I’ve been doing this everyday for a week now! Sorry if I woke you up. I was trying to be quiet.”

“No! No no, totally fine! Hahaaa~! I don’t mind seeing you work out. Not in a creepy way, of course, I mean professionally.”

Hunter wished he could decipher her smile. It drove him insane, not knowing what it meant. Was he being stupid? Oh Titan, did she think he was weird? He was weird, wasn’t he.

“Because I like working out!” He continued, hoping that that would somehow fix it. “Because– I– I think it is fun to see your progression! Not that I think I’m better or anything, maybe techniquewise but not– I mean, you are stronger. Sort of. I think?”

Her smile persisted, now accompanied by a rising brow.

Hunter looked at his hands, imagining a shovel in them that he was digging his grave with.

“Right.” She said, and Hunter looked at the floor to see where the hole was he could bury himself in. “Won’t you show me what I can improve on, then?”

Hunter came over. “I didn’t observe much.”

“I can show you then.” She lifted her weights and Hunter leaned away, staring at the rising weights. She grinned at his impressed expression, but then his hand found its way to her shoulder and carefully pressed them down.

“You are scrunching your shoulder together. Try keep them low.”

“Oh. Why?”

“Otherwise, you’ll be using your neck muscles rather than your arms and back.” He tilted his body sideways to watch her back. “Lift again.”

Willow pushed the weights up and when Hunter’s fingertips pressed in-between her shoulder blades, she inhaled sharply. But he did not seem to notice, as his other hand poked her on the collarbone, moving her into a better position.

“There. Try imagining you are squeezing a pen on your back, puff your chest out.”

And moved in front of her, she blinked up at his attentive gaze. He moved her arms, his fingers touching and guiding her ever so gently, like he was afraid of being too invasive or touchy.

“There, imagine there’s a staff between the weights that bump against your chest as you push up and down.”

“You know a lot about this.”

Hunter blinked, flustered, he stepped away from her. “Uh, a little bit. I had to train scouts sometimes.”

“You trained scouts?”

“Only sometimes. Not often. It was more of a… The Golden Guard is visiting the new recruits sort of ordeal. I had to show I knew what I was doing.”

“Well…” She smiled up at him, letting the weights drop to her hips. Hunter leaned away as she leaned in. “You sure do seem to know what you are doing.”

He gulped. “Uh–” And coughed. “Ah- er- well- yes.” And took a swift step away and around her. She was scary, so scary, his heart was beating, and his hands were sweaty.

Flapjack tweeted from where he sat on top of the boxing sack.

“Have you worked on the fighting any?” He asked, grateful for Flapjack’s suggestion.

“Not by much.” She admitted. “I’ve been focusing on strength over technique.”

“Ah. I’m the other way around. I like strength training, but technique has always been more beneficial to me.”

“I can imagine.” She bent down to put the weights down to the floor, Hunter turned his eyes up to the ceiling and out towards the room, not wanting to be caught glimpsing at her as she bent down.

“Say,” she continued, and hunter returned to face her once he could meet her eyes. “Are you doing alright?”

“Hm? Yes?”

“Oh, okay. Good.” She shrugged. “I was just a little worried, with last night. You said you were in there to read?”

“Yes.”

She nodded absently, not sure how to ask him how he went from eating cornflakes and reading on the bathroom floor to cutting his hair off in the manner he was doing.

“Okay.”

Hunter could tell she wanted to ask more, but kept his lips sealed in hopes she would drop it. And it worked.

“Anyway, maybe you could show me something then?” She gestured at the sack. “You know, for me to have something to go by.”

“Sure. Do you want to copy my routine?”

“Why not!”

“Offence or defence?”

“I’m more of an offence kinda gal.” She wiggled her shoulders playfully, leaning on her heels.

“Alright. Offence routine. Give me a moment, it’s been a hot minute. Let me try to do it first before I break it down to you.”

“Sure!” Willow took a step away to give him the space he needed. “Go ahead.” She winked.

Hunter pushed the sack and it swung.

Forward, and back, forward, and back.

He pushed it again.

The tension manifested in his neck, first, then his chest. His eyes fixated on the repeating motion of the black leather swinging slowly. The glow of Willow’s presence died like the sun over the horizon. Night and darkness filled his vision.

Back, and forth.

Belos aggressively punching the pillar, throwing furniture, yelling and breaking things.

The throne room.

Hunter punched it. The sack jolted from the force, his knuckles turned white from impact.

Last night’s flames came back and surged through his body like a wailing banshee, a forest engulfed in fire. His red eyes blazed with concentration. There was no basement, no Willow, no Flapjack or even himself. He was just this thing now.

This angry, broken, thing.

He punched, and punched, and whenever his fist struck it; his uncles’ smirk projected itself in his mind. That false pleasantry that Hunter had always feared. His uncle must have had loved him, right? At least a bit..? Of course not.

Why would he have?

Hunter didn’t even know who he was any more. Not the Golden Guard, not a soldier, not important to the Titan, not a protector of the Boiling Isles, nobody. Nothing.

Just Belos loyal nephew, his toy, his punching bag. Even now, Belos was out there, knew where he lived, needed to use him again. The cold shiver that lived in his body, that made him freeze and tremble at the thought of his uncle finding him again… This fire wasn’t hot. It came from that coldness. It was a chill that was so cold it burned him.

The leather of the sack was beginning to soften under his knuckles.

His breath could not stay in his chest any more. His vision was blurry, it was a tunnel, just him and his fists and that one spot he kept hitting until his skin turned red.

The hand that intervened from the side became his target. He grabbed it by the wrist and turned it up and away. He faced to whom it belonged and found at the end of his tunnel that it was Willow.

Her green eyes stared up at him.

Hunter quickly let go of her and gasped. “Sorry! Sorry! Spikes- Thorns, I’m so sorry!”

Willow held her wrist, it hadn’t hurt, but she was taken aback. “It’s okay, I’m not hurt! Are.. Are you okay?”

Hunter’s chest heaved, he swallowed, his hands were shaking. “Uh…” his knuckles were sore. “Um.. Yes?”

Willow furrowed her brows at his obvious lie.

“Uh… Sorry, I’m not sure what happened.” He pressed a hand to his forehead, then his mouth, his neck. He could feel his heartbeat in his throat. His eyes lost focus again, and he had to shake his head to snap out of it. “Sorry. I’m.. Probably hungry.”

“Hungry..” Willow repeated, not believing him.

Hunter nodded. “Yeah. Um…. Sorry, what were we doing?”

Willow watched him, concern creased her face. “I don’t think you are okay.”

“...Me either.”

Willow blinked at his sudden honesty, and they stood in silence for a bit.

“I’m… Going to go upstairs.” Hunter pointed at the stairs and slowly made his way there. “Good luck with the workout.”

“...Thanks.” She watched him go upstairs, Flapjack flew after him. “Can I help, Hunter? Do you need a hug or.. talk?”

Hunter shook his head. “No. Thanks though.” And he forced a small smile to assure her, before he disappeared. Leaving Willow to her worries.

The light of upstairs pierced his vision, he could hear Gus and Amity practising Spanish in the living room. He ignored them and went into the kitchen in a haze.

But he just stood there, his limbs were pipes for hollowness itself to occupy him. His head was murky and even though he was trying to ground himself, he drowned in the dark of his mind.

Not even the colourful mugs appealed to him.

Absent. He was here, for sure, but he did not feel like he was inside his own body. It was like he had fallen backwards and were looking through a screen. He couldn’t figure out how to make breakfast, or even if he was hungry for real. Was he hungry? Probably.

“Hi.” Said Amity, returning with two empty cups. “Oh! New hair! Looks nice on you.”

Hunter stood there, staring at the row of cups on the shelf.

“..Hello?” She asked again, and Hunter blinked, turning to her.

“Oh, hello Amity.”

“Hi, hehe, are you tired?”

“..Yeah.”

“There’s still coffee! Though I think it’s cold now.”

“That is fine.” Hunter said but didn’t move to make a cup for himself.

Amity observed him and the state he appeared to be in. “..The new haircut is nice.” She repeated.

“Thanks. Willow cut it last night.”

“Ohh?” She smiled. “Did sheee?” And nudged him, hoping to invoke some positive emotion from him. Expecting him to blush or get flustered. But Hunter stood there, nodding.

“Yeah..”

“....” She put the cups away and touched his cheek. He leaned away from her hand.

“What?”

“Are you sick or something?”

“No?”

“Then what is the matter?”

“I don’t know.” He said honestly and looked at his hands. He couldn’t bring himself to lie. He wanted ti mask it, he could tell he was making both Willow and Amity worried - but he had no energy to think of anything better to say than simply… Being honest.

Amity looked at his hands with him, the slight tremble was concerning.

“I think I’m just hungry.” Was the best he could think of. Besides, maybe it was true?

Amity wasn’t sure that was it, but there wasn’t much she could say or do if Hunter wasn’t sure himself. At least he acknowledged something was off, even if he didn’t know what.

“We all have days like that.” She consoled, hoping that might ease him.

“We do?”

She wasn’t actually sure. “..Yeah.” She said.

Hunter nodded. “Okay.”

“... Do you want toast? I can make you toast.”

Hunter opened his mouth and closed it again. Did he want toast? He squeezed his eyes shut and pinched his fingers over them. “I don’t– um.. No. Thanks.”

“Okay, what’s going on with you today?”

“I don’t know. I just feel so… Angry.”

“Angry?” He did not look angry to her, he looked depressed.

“Yeah..” And met her golden eyes with his red. “I don’t know what to do.”

Amity was stumped. She didn’t know either.

Gus leaned in. “Oh! Good morning!”

Amity and Hunter turned to him.

“Gus,” Amity said. “Hunter isn’t doing well, do you uh.. Have any suggestions on, er, anger?”

“Huh?” Gus joined them. “What do you mean?”

Hunter looked at his knuckles, they were still red.

Willow came upstairs and found the trio in the kitchen.

“I don’t know.” Said Hunter vacantly. “I’m just angry. I think. Like… Hollow, at the same time. It comes in spurts.”

The Hexsquad trio shared looks, shrugging, they weren’t sure what to do about this or how to help him. If he had been sad, or anxious, it would have been way easier. You can talk about that, comfort that, ease that. But anger? None of them were sure how to help.

Willow pouted and touched his arm. “A hug?” She suggested again.

Hunter shook his head. “No, I think I would explode.”

“Do you know why you’re angry?” Amity asked.

Hunter’s eyes got lost in the void between them. He knew why, but he had no words to explain it. Neither did he really want to. He didn’t want to frighten them with the violence in his head.

What if they thought less of him, if they knew? What if they thought he was the same as Belos? No, probably not. But they might look at him as a ticking time bomb. Hunter wasn’t even sure that was accurate.

So he mildly shook his head. “No..”

Gus wasn’t sure what to suggest either.

“What are you all doing in here?” Vee asked, she had come downstairs to get a glowy card.

“Er, we are trying to help Hunter.” Gus said, smiling with a twinge of worry in his eyes.

“Yeah, what’s up bro? What’s the struggle?”

Hunter met her eyes, she slipped in a card into her mouth and chewed it.

And Hunter just knew, somewhere in his heart, that she would understand.

“My brain is splitting me down the middle. Like I am just.. Red. And… And hollow.”

Vee chewed and nodded, looking her brother up and down. “Gotcha.” And swallowed. “Come, I know what you need.”

“You do?”

“Yeah.” She smiled and gestured for him to come along.

Hunter held his wrist, the sweatband from last night still there. It was soft and nice to hold. And he followed Vee out into the hallway. She looked over her shoulder at her friends as she let Hunter go upstairs first.

“Don’t worry, I got this.” She grinned, giving them a thumbs up. The trio sighed with relief.

Hunter followed into the room with Vee, who was tapping around on her phone before she plugged it into some speakers. The blonde boy closed the door behind himself, watching his claimed sister beep and boop with her tech.

“Al right.” She said. “What do you usually do when you’re angry?”

He had to think, he wasn’t sure. “I think I just sparred or studied.”

“So work, then.”

“Yeah.”

“But you got no work here to escape to, huh?”

“.. Yeah, the chores aren’t much either.” He pinched the skin between his eyes. “And I honestly can’t concentrate on reading anything, either.”

“Totally get it.” She swiped on her phone where it stood in the speaker seat. “But I have an alternative for ya.”

“Yeah?”

“Heck yeah.” And she grinned, hitting play.

The base thundered through his feet and shook him through the bone. Wide eyed, he stared at Vee as she transformed herself into wearing black and heavy makeup with streaks of mascara painted down her cheeks.

TELL THAT OLD MAN I AM NEVER, EVER, GONNA BE WHAT HE WANTS!

Hunter blinked, watching Vee throw her arms around herself as she stomped, screamed along with the lyrics, and banged her hair around like a storm.

Hunter had never listened to music at this volume before, or this intensively. This was not how bard music worked, and for a moment he wasn’t certain it wasn’t magic, because the sound rooted him to the carpet and his limbs went stiff.

TELL THAT OLD MAN I AM–! FREE NOW~! TO DO WHAT-EVER, EVER , I WANT~!

Vee pretended to bang invisible drums and turned her face up at Hunter, her excitement fell a little when she saw that Hunter just kind of stood there in paralysed overstimulation.

So she turned into him.

In black ripped jeans and chains, sewn on patches with patterns of skulls and anarchy. A torn yellow tank and his hair big and fluffy like his grimwalker form. She stuck her tongue out at him, grinning ear to ear.

Hunter chuckled at the sight of himself. Vee-Hunter elbowed him, making him stagger out of his paralysis. He swayed a little awkwardly. Vee took him by the arms and shook him, getting the rhythm into him.

“I DON’T KNOW WHERE I AM GOING~! BUT I AM NOT – GOING ALONE~!” Vee sang as loudly as she could.

She stood next to him, encouraging him to stomp. So he did. She stomped harder, so he did too. Intact to the beat.

He was lightning now. The world trembled, and the lack of control he felt filled him like dynamite. The beat surged into his heart; instead of an explosion, he became a firework.

MAYBE YOU THINK I AM RECKLESS!

Vee and Hunter faced one another, he was catching onto the lyrics now as the song went on repeat.

MAYBE YOU THINK I AM BROKEN AND– BEYOND REPAIR!
BUT YOU CAN’T HURT ME NOW, I AM ON– MY– WA-A-AY!

Hunter and Vee-Hunter, with their fists fighting the air and the imagination transforming the space around them, they danced. They screamed. They soared.

TELL THAT OLD MAN I AM NEVER, EVER, GOING BACK TO MY PRISON!
I FOUND- MY WINGS, I FOUND- MY VOICE,
YOU SAID NOBODY WOULD LISTEN!
YOU SAID I HAD NO OTHER CHOICE–! THAN TO REJOICE AT YOUR–

BAM- BAM- BAM– BAM–!

The duo punched the air. Like they were fighting back against the harm they had received.

The room was not a room, it was whatever they wanted it to be. For Vee, it was the cell she grew up in; in her mind she was destroying it with a guitar wielded as an axe. For Hunter, it was the throne room; that big heart above the throne thumped intact to the beat. The fear that had always hummed inside him now fuelled him - He glowed.

The throne room fell apart.

The light trickled in through the walls that tore down. There was the moonlight, filling the room of sovereignty. In his mind, he turned into his grim form. Remember the freedom he felt, how his wings spread, like he could breathe again.

He watched Vee, in the shape of him, with the chains bouncing at her hips. The tooth gap visible in her bridled grin of freedom. His blonde and wild hair, the black mascara. He looked wild.

Like a wild witch.

And the galderstone glowed.

DAMN YOU OLD MAN FOR TAKING MY– FREEDOM!
MY REASONS–!
TO DREAM AND BELIEVE!

Hunter closed his eyes. The music filled him, and his energy filled the room.

I WANT TO BE WILD NOW! I WANT TO BE FREE NOW!
I AM NEVER, EVER, GONNA BE WHAT YOU WANT!

Luz’ palisman vibrated happily where she sat in her little nest as Hunter’s boost coated the room with love. He loved this house, he loved his friends, this family. He wanted all of them safe.

The boost spread through the floors, through the walls. Love itself armoured the home.

Downstairs the rest of the gang could hear the beat of loud music and the muffled voices of Vee and Hunter yelling lyrics they couldn’t make out what it was. And unbeknownst to them, every corner around them trickled with energy. Blessed every surface–

But it needed a key to hold onto. A symbol it could latch all this protection into.

It found it.

I AM WILD NOW , FREE NOW!
I AM NEVER, EVER, GONNA BE WHAT YOU WANT!
YOU LOST NOW, GO NOW,
FOGEY OLD MAN–!

The little wooden wolf Hunter had made for Camila, that now stood in the entryway by the bowl of keys. All that energy, weaved like a net through the house of galderstone glow, latched onto the wolf.

Holding the net together.

I AM FREE NOW! FREE NOW!
FOGEY OLD MAN–!
I’M GONNA BE– WHOEVER I WANNA BE–!

The wolf glowed once.

Hunter and Vee kicked as the last lyric played out with the dying guitar.

“I’m gonna be–!” Vee sang with a breathe, collapsing to her knees with an air guitar, Hunter sailed down to sink into the beanbag. “Whoeeeverrr~~! I wanna beeee~~!”

The two of them huffed and lay limp.

Vee shut her phone off with her tail.

“Phew..!” She giggled. “That was great!”

“Yeah..!” Hunter smiled.

The room was just a room once again. The pink ceiling felt like a cloud.

“Thanks.. Vee.”

“No problem, Goldie.”

And they turned to one another.

Neither had ever known they would feel peace and comfort like this. Let alone with one another. But here they were, lucky enough to be Nocedas.

“I love this place.” Hunter whispered.

“Me too.” Vee agreed and scooted over to lean her head on the beanbag with him. “It’s.. Home.”

“Yeah.” The two of them looked up at the ceiling together. “It is.”

“Hey.” Vee sat up and got her phone and headphones, she plugged them in. “Let me show you how the playlist works.”

“Oh, uh, you sure? Isn’t this your private scroll?”

“Phone. Yes, it is, but… We’re siblings now, we can share.”

Siblings. Touched, he couldn’t help but smile her way.

“Don’t get sappy Goldie.” She scoffed and put a hand to his face. “Don’t make it weird.”

Vee showed him how it worked, and put the red headphones onto him.

“There.” She said. “And if Masha texts me, just swipe it to the side and I’ll read it later.”

“Okay. Got it.” Hunter gave her a thumbs up, he absently left the room, scrolling through Vee’s various playlists and genres. He pressed on random songs, the music blasting his ears.

“Oh! Hey Hunter!” Gus waved from the livingroom, spotting him coming downstairs. “Hunter?” He waved more to catch his attention.

“OH!” Hunter yelled, making the trio jolt a little. “HI GUYS! VEE SHOWED ME HOW THE HUMAN MUSIC DEVICE IN THE SCROLL WORKS!”

“You don’t have to yell, we hear you!” Amity chuckled.

“WHAT?”

“WE CAN HEAR YOU!”

Hunter blinked. “WHAT?”

“Never mind.” She scoffed and gave him a double thumbs up, glad to see that whatever the two of them had been doing upstairs appeared to have helped.

Hunter smiled and returned the hand gesture. “ARE YOU DOING SPANISH?”

The three of them just nodded, laughing at him.

“COOL. I’M GONNA DO THIS FOR A BIT.” He pointed at the phone and descended to the basement with Flapjack. The other palismen perked up and followed him.

Willow giggled. “He’s like an old man.”

“He didn’t have a scroll until Darius gave him one.” Gus explained, also amused by their friend.

And that explained a lot, really.

Hunter entered the basement, bobbing his head to the music. The palismen happily tried to jig with him from the little they heard through the headphones.

He plucked down the dry clothes that Caleb had brought home from the HQ’s attic, they had been washed and Hunter thought he could at least fix them up a little. Not edit too much, some he wanted to grow into. But some of them needed repair.

Hunter seated himself by the sewing machine now that Camila had fixed it and re-introduced him to how it worked.

He placed Caleb’s garments on the floor next to the neatly folded pile he and Amity had prepared.

While listening to music that made his soul soar and his heart glow.

He was home now.

“I am free now..” He mumbled. “Fogey old man..”

Flapjack chirped happily. And Hunter whistled the tune for him.


That fogey old man

Notes:

Sorry for re-using my old art for this chapter's title poster, but I'm just really tired, and I felt like it did a good job communicating the vibe I was going for. ;-;/ <3

The song Vee shows him doesn't exist by the way! I wrote it myself for the chapter (apologies if it's a little cringe haha..!)

Anyway, hope you enjoyed this! ;u; <3

Oh, and don't forget to check out my webcomic www.inbloodwerise.com :D <3

Chapter 26: Discipline

Summary:

Luz is trying so hard to get herself to do better! And Hunter's sense of discipline might just be what she needs..!!

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

 

discipline


It is a week later.

Camila was going to pick up the money from Dave that he’d gathered for the selkiegris after work. At home, the Hexsquad were probably doing a bunch of things as usually.

Things without Luz.

Who was stuck in school and wasn’t even in the same class as Masha. Luz had spent all the recess the past week with catching Masha up on her adventures in the demon realm. It had been nice to tell someone about Eda and King…

She missed them so much.

Luz wasn’t doing her history, no longer taking notes from the chunks of texts that drooled drearily over the pages. Instead, her notebook began to fill with drawings of King.

Luz smiled sadly at him and stroked her finger over the pencil lines, smudging it just a bit.

Class was finally over, and inside her locker were all her neglected books and homework. She really needed to get a grip and start getting better grades. Maybe take the books home. Amity would for sure be more than happy to not only help tutor her, but curiously peer into the human education system.

At Hexside, things had been different. You only learned things like maths in by-pass, if it was relevant to the magic. Like potion. That made sense to Luz. Why do all these complicated mathematics you’ll never have use of? If you knew what reacted to what, and why, you were set!

Take Caleb for example. He couldn’t read, yet, he had a profession! …Right? Luz wasn’t sure. She hadn’t asked, after all. But surely he did, except witch hunter, that is.

She thought of the illusionist class, it was pretty much the only class Luz realised she could not actually do anything in. But it had served to her as an arts class. Where creativity flowed, and the purpose of drawing and sculpting things paid off in the illusionists mirages of realism.

Gus was superb at it.

Plant track had also been fun, even if she couldn’t do much in that either. She had her glyphs that were ground and plant related, and all Luz could really do was try to be creative in her combinations and how to use them in various battles. Plant magic wasn’t meant to be in battle. Sure, it could be used for it! And it was powerful! But the way the classes were structured, were to focus on how to recognise herbology, so that the witch could conjure the best kind of plant in the best environment. Also, harvest stuff, apparently.

Harvest were a bigger business than you gave it credit for in the Boiling Isles.

Now, potion and abomination was a little easier for Luz. As was the beast one! She could practically give up on healing, though, there were no glyphs there and she did not have healing magic. The healing class barely needed to know much else, after all, the more advanced stuff were not at Hexside, it was out in the professional business.

Luz did like learning the emergency stuff, though. Like CPR and bandaging correctly. But the actual magical bit was, well, you needed magic.

Hexside was a precursor for going professional, to become an underling to another witch within a field. Amity would have become one for her dad, for example. And learned the trade.

So Hexside was limited to the basics.

She wondered how Hunter had got by? Sure, he had the staff, but he was the Golden Guard, and she knew he was knowledgable in a whole slew of things regarding magic. And he knew how to fight all the different magics without an advantage.

If you can’t join them, learn from them.

Perhaps she should ask Hunter…?

Luz stared into her locker, and the drawing of Eda winked back. Luz smiled softly and winked at her too. “Don’t worry, Eda, I’ll get back to you. I’ll get everyone back.”

“Er..” Said Masha behind the locker door. “Hi.”

“Oh! Uh- Hi! Hey!”

“Sorry, I didn’t wanna interrupt your moment.” Masha glanced into the locker. “Is that her? The owl lady?”

“...Yeah.”

“Sorry you’re going through it. Must be rough.”

“Eh, I have nothing to complain over. Everyone else has it worse.”

Masha grimaced and shouldered their bag. “You’re the leader, right? You have to buck up.”

“Leader? Haha, I guess so.” She closed the locker.

“So, what more tales are there?” Masha smiled, trying to cheer Luz up. “Kinda left me on a cliffhanger there, with the Grom night.”

They grinned when Luz began to blush.

“He heh, yeah, that night was kind of cool, actually. Amity was so pretty.”

“Can’t wait to meet them all properly again. I think I can talk Gretchen into un-grounding me now.”

“Sheesh, she’s really keeping to her word, huh.”

“Yeah. Don’t mess with my sister.” Masha rolled their eyes with a smidge of pride. “It’s okay though. She’s just really protective of me. And the whole thing with Jacob… I think it kinda spooked her up a bit. You know? That she had no idea I was out with him.”

“Maybe.”

“I wish she’d stop seeing me as helpless, I’m fifteen now, ugh.” 

“Yeah, I get that… Eda wouldn’t let me try to save her and stuff in the end, either. She went and did the rebel thing, tried to send me away.”

“Honestly thouuugh…” Masha squinted. “I meeaan.. That’s a bit more.. You know.”

Luz pouted and shouldered her own bag and began to walk with Masha. “I have faced a ton of danger!”

“Yeees, evidently, but I think saving-the-world is a bit more than… Fighting a nightmare blob, a guard, a circus shrinkage– I mean don’t get me wrong! Moonlight conjuring sounds fun! But it’s shenanigans! You know? Honestly Luz, every time you met that Belos guy, you were in real danger.”

“I fought Lilith too! That was fine!”

“You were in a bubble, dangling over a bridge, weren’t you?”

“Er.. I might have been a little too detailed in my retellings...”

“Point is, Luz, you shouldn't have to be the one to save the whole dang world! We’re just kids.”

“I thought you just said you wanted Gretchen to stop seeing you as-”

“Nu-uh, I said I didn’t want to be seen as helpless. I want to have more responsibility! Be trusted more! I’m still a kid, so are you. I can’t save the world, either.”

The hallway floors were sticky with soap water that hadn’t dried just yet. Luz sighed.

“Yeah, well, I don’t have a choice. Maybe I’m not cut out for it, maybe I’m not good enough, but that doesn’t matter. It’s up to me now.”

“...Is it???” Masha squirmed. “Says whom else except you?”

Luz squeezed her hand around the straps of her bag. “You don’t get it.”

“I don’t.” Masha nudged her. “So explain it to me.”

“I don’t know how to. I’m not even sure why myself. It’s just… I feel so at fault.”

“You.. Know you’re not, right?”

“... Aren’t I though, a little bit?”

“Luz, from all the stories you’ve told me, and you have been detailed with it, it sounds like whether you were there or not, all of this would have happened anyway.”

“Yeah. But I was there. And things happened. Like, Eda lost her magic because of me. So maybe if she hadn’t, there would have been a better chance! She and Lilith–”

“Would never have become friendly terms again without you.” Masha reminds her. “And it does seem like Lilith became happier in herself as an auntie and Historian. Right?”

Luz didn’t face them. “Right.”

“You just really want this to be your fault, huh.”

“I don’t want it!” Luz huffed. “I-I just– It is! It just is!”

“Why?”

“I don’t know why! It just is!”

Masha watched Luz cave in on herself and get both annoyed and irritated with herself. They could practically see the roaches crawling around in her hair and into her ear, burrowing nasty thoughts and goodness knows what else self-deprecating in there.

They sighed and slung an arm over her shoulders.

Luz glanced at them.

“Listen, why don’t you tell me about the end of that Grom thing, yeah?”

Luz smiled. “You are really not annoyed with my tales?”

“Are you kidding? They’re cool as heck! Also, makes me feel less scared about.. All the stuff Jacob said. Though admittedly it sounds pretty dangerous over there. I think I prefer our realm, I’d like to visit sometime but.. Eh, I guess I’m team human realm.”

“Heheh, well, as long as I’m not annoying you.”

“Nah, I’d tell you to your face if you were. I’m not the sort to beat around the bush. And for future reference, if I do say you’re annoying, don’t take it to heart. I’m probably just having a day.”

“Noted. Thanks, Masha.” Luz managed a smile, happy to have made an actual human friend.

“‘Course.” Masha ruffled her. They entered the lunch area and Luz told Masha the rest of the story.

 


 

“Hm..” Amity pursed her lips at the blueprint. And peeked at the door at HQ.

Gus and Hunter were trying to attach the tubes to the door. Willow was making a frame with her magic, around the door, trying to mimic what Belos had for his.

“Okay.” Amity tapped her lips.

The red painting of Hooty on the door had just seemed right, somehow. 

“We got to get screws.” Hunter muttered as he and Gus yet again failed to make the tubes hold to the door frame with duct tape. “It’s better if we just screw them to it.”

“Yeah.” Gus huffed. “Willow, could you try to hold them to it?”

“Sure!” Willow made some vines curl around the tubes, to hold them flat against the door.

Hunter inspected them. They wiggled. “Nope. Not good enough.”

Willow tried to push them together. But the tubes were only flat against the door for as long as Willow was magically holding them. And that was not sustainable.

“Sorry Willow. Good try though.” Hunter patted her and she sighed. Gus patted her too for good measure.

The gang packed their stuff. Amity hoisted the backpack over her shoulder.

“Well, it is lunchtime anyway! And afterwards we should study Spanish.” Amity pulled out a copy of Luz’ schedule and smiled at it. She wanted to try to have the same kind of day as Luz did by dividing their day into sections of ‘’classes’’.

When Luz went to school, the gang went to the HQ house to do what they could. Usually it meant letting Vee tell them what an equivalent tool in the human realm was, and they’d scavenge to find it, or they went disguised into town to buy one.

The tubes had been expensive in store, so Hunter had suggested stealing the tubes. Which was rejected. Vee then prompted to go to a garbage dumping site in the forest, not too far from the cemetery, where they luckily found a whole bunch of useful trash. Tube things included! They just needed a bit of repair…

“Spanish!” Gus grinned. “Espaneolal.. Espan.. Esp- I can’t believe I forget it.”

“Español.” Vee offered.

“Si!” Gus pointed at her.

Hunter edged away from the conversation. He had tried to catch up with the others, but the language proved very difficult for him. It wasn’t like learning Bugish at all, and he was a little sheepish that he struggled with it.

“Hey Hunter.” Vee called, seeing him trying to escape.

“Mh?”

“¿Sabes que estoy diciendo?”

“Uuhh…. Que estoy.. um.. You are asking something?”

“Yes! Kinda!”

“Half right?”

“Half right, yes. Half a point.”

Hunter was okay with that.

There was a rustling in the bushes. Flapjack turned to a staff and Hunter quickly got in position to fight.

A possum waddled out. It blinked its black beady eyes up at Hunter’s snarling glare, squeaked, and quickly did a U-turn back into the bush.

Hunter relaxed, grumbled and stroked a hand over his face. Willow tapped him on his shoulder, and he turned to see his friends’ concerned expression.

He grunted. “It could have been him! This is his house, you know! He lived here!”

Amity huffed back at him. “Right, nobody is saying otherwise. We’re just concerned.”

“Not enough, apparently.” Hunter crossed his arms and Flapjack chirped on his head. “Whose side are you on?!” Hunter scolded back at his palisman. “And you were quick, too! So don’t give me that!”

“Hunter.” Gus cuts in. “You know we’re not chiding you.”

“Ugh.. Sorry, I know. But it’s always ME who’s ready! You guys know he’s out there now! It’s not just in my head– I’m not crazy.”

“Nobody said you’re crazy.”

“You’re treating me like I am! Every time!”

Willow put a calming hand on his arm. “We don’t think you’re crazy, Hunter, we’re just worried because we see how it messes with you.”

Hunter sighed, and calmed down. “Mh..”

Chirp.

“Yeah, yeah, I get it… I’m jumpy.”

“A teeeensy bit.”

“But reasonably so!” Hunter fretted. “He’s weak now but– But he could– And then there’s Kikimora to think about! And she’s with JACOB!?” He gestured at the woods like the duo was standing right there. “How could I not be concerned about that?!”

“We can’t do anything about that right now anyway.” Amity said. “We know too little. We have to wait.”

Waiting gets you killed, Blight.”

“So does rushing into things.”

The duo stared each other down until Hunter gave in with an eye roll. Once he had given it a quick ponder, her argument was better.

“We are all hungry, I think, so this is good progress for now.” Amity said. “Let's go home and make lunch, yeah?”

“Yeah!” Gus and Vee said merrily.

And the Hexsquad went back home. Hunter glanced at the house over his shoulder one last time, then joined by Amity’s side to discuss how many screws they needed.

 


 

Luz sighed before opening the door back home. From the entryway, she could see her friends play a video game. They heard the door and turned to see her. Their faces, lighting up at the sight of her, blasted every bug in her brain away.

Amity jumped to her feet to run to her.

Every day. Every day was like this. Luz thought eventually Amity would stop coming to the door to greet her with a hug or a kiss. But no. Every day, Amity came, brightly bouncing and with eyes full of love for her. Sometimes she could only come by quickly, kiss her, quickly explain she had to return to debating with Hunter about batteries or whatever. But every day Amity would greet her.

It was Luz’ favourite part of the day.

And here she came, arms extended and lips wide, before pressing them against her cheek. Luz melted, like candle wax, her limbs dripped in Amity’s embrace. She kissed her back.

“Awww,” cooed Hunter at the sight of them, he was carrying the dishes from lunch to the kitchen. “Outa my way, lovebirds, I got things to clean.”

Luz scoffed, and Amity turned to him, her arms still around Luz. “Come on, she just got home, we can do that later.”

“It will get stale and harder to clean.” Hunter shrugged and slipped into the kitchen. “Even with the dishwasher!”

Flapjack chirped at him.

“Exactly!” Hunter agreed to whatever his palisman said.

Luz turned to Amity. “Sooo.. What did I miss today?”

“Nothing, really.” Amity said, as usual. And Luz sighed, like she only half believed her. “Really! We just worked a little on the portal. We can go back later and you’ll see!”

“Ap-ap-ap!” Hunter called from the sink. “Homework first! Don’t think I haven’t noticed your lack of studying lately! Don’t slack off, Luz.”

Amity pouted towards him. “You’re one to talk.”

“Hey, I am studying Spanish! I’m just not good at it, but I’m trying! Just because I’m struggling at something doesn’t mean I should give up on it. It’s about discipline!” He said merrily, putting on the dish gloves.

Luz sighed. “Yeah, you’re right. I have no discipline…”

Hunter’s merriment waned. Amity gave him a surly look . That’s not what he had meant.

“Don’t listen to him. He’s just never struggled academically before. Give him another week to struggle with Spanish and I promise he won’t be so up-and-up about it all boiling down to discipline.”

“Speak for yourself! I’ve had a lot of struggles. I’m magicless! And I still became the Golden Guard.” Hunter pouted. “Discipline is the core to achieving your goals.”

Luz perked up. “Oh! That’s right!”

“See?” He grinned at Amity.

“Teach me discipline!”

“I’d be happy to.”

“Yes! Great! If I can achieve the same kind of discipline you have, I’ll for sure be more useful!”

“Uh, sure!”

“Er, Luz–” Amity tapped her. “I don’t think Hunter has a normal perception of what discipline is.” She looked at Hunter. “No offence.”

“None taken.” Hunter shrugged. “Hm.. Luz, maybe Amity’s right. It might be a bit much for you–”

“OH COME ON!” Luz exploded. “I’m not a baby! I’m fourteen! I want to be better! I need to be! I need better grades and– and I got to take care of you guys! I’m the leader, or something, I think?”

Hunter nodded. “Yeah, kinda.” And looked past Luz at their friends who joined them.

“Yeah, I’d say so too.” Gus agreed.

“See!” Luz gestured. “So I have got to pull my load! I can’t just– I’m at school all the time , and I’m so useless even there!”

“Aw, Luz–” Amity comforted but got rejected.

“No, Amity it’s true. I’m so… I can’t do anything. I mean, if you guys are stuck here for years, I need better grades, so I can get a good job and.. And.. I dunno.”

The friends exchanged looks with one another.

“Hermana,” Vee nudged her, and Luz turned to her sister. “We’re family. We are in it together. It’s not all on you.”

“I know, but.. You know what I mean.”

“I guess, but still.”

“I got to do better, get serious!” She puffed her chest. “And what I lack is discipline!” She pointed at Hunter. “Teach me, sensei!”

Hunter blinked, squinted. “Uhh… Sensei means..?”

Vee chuckled. “It’s Japanese. It means teacher, kinda.”

“Oh!” He smiled, then it fell. “Wait, how many languages are there in the human realm?”

Vee and Luz shocked the witches into silence with the answer. Their friends looked both wowed and horrified.

“The human realm is very large…” Willow stared out blankly.

“So much to learn..” Gus spoke into the void.

“Thorns...” Was all Hunter had to say about it.

“Well,” Amity put her hands together. “ One thing at the time! So, uh… How do you want to, er, do this discipline thing?”

“No-no, Amity, it’s just for me, you guys are already doing plenty work.” Luz looked at Hunter. “And it’s up to him.”

Hunter held his yellow gloves up. “Wait, Luz, Amity might’ve had a point. I don’t know if–”

“Come on! You were the Golden Guard! If anyone can teach me, it’s you, right? And, hey, we’re both without magic. And with Belos out there, I should be ready to fight him. What if he shows up at school or something?”

And everyone could tell that was the magic word for Hunter because he took his gloves off.

“Absolutely.” He said, with a whole new attitude towards teaching Luz. And the group, who knew more than Luz that Hunter was very on edge, groaned. “You’re so right.”

“No! Not you too, Luz!” Gus wailed. “Like Amity said by the house, we don’t know anything! There’s no use stressing about what we don’t know, we’re just wearing ourselves thin.”

“Yeah.” Amity said. “Luz, it will be fine. Take it at your pace, you don’t have to rush.”

“We have to be ready.” Luz said to Amity, holding her hands. “When we fought Caleb, I was useless. Even with Flapjack to help me. I… Hunter knows how to get by without magic. I need to know– I need – Please?”

Amity tucked her chin in sadly. “Okay… But, promise me, if it gets too much, or if anyone of us thinks you two are overdoing it; You have to listen to us. Okay? We care. And sometimes you two are blind to your own wellbeing.”

“Relax Blight.” Hunter put an arm over Luz’ shoulders, his hand on top of her head. “We got it.”

“Promise!” Amity wags a pinkie finger.

“We promise.” Luz hooks her finger with her own, and has to elbow Hunter into promising too.

“Yes, fine, we promise.” He ruffled Luz. “So, which first, mh? Fighting or education?”

“Uhhhh.. Fiightiiing?” Luz hoped and knew by looking at his smile that the opposite would be priority now. “Aughhh, noooo!”

“Homework for you.” Hunter took her backpack from the floor. “What you got?” He walked upstairs and dug into her bag. “Maths? Ohh, what’s this?” And pulled out her history homework as he disappeared up the stairs.

Luz groaned and, like a zombie, made her way upstairs after him. Amity took hold of her wrist.

“Luz.”

“Mh?”

“I love you.”

“...I love you too.” She smiled and they embraced.

“I'm serious. Don’t overdo it. Hunter is a bit intense sometimes, especially lately with the Belos stuff, you have to keep him in check too.”

“We got it.” Luz pecked Amity on the cheek, making her blush. “Thanks Amity.” She turned to Gus, Willow, and Vee. “Thanks for putting up with me, I know I’ve been kinda depressing lately.”

“You’re no trouble.” Gus assured. “But listen to Amity, yeah? You’re not useless.”

“Thanks–”

“LUUUZ!” Hunter called upstairs.

“Ack!” And she hurried upstairs. “Wish me luck!”

And her friends wished her luck.

Luz found Hunter having neatly spread out her homework on the floor, but was in the midst of reading her essay on Gravesfield’s history. He squinted at the paper.

Next to him was also Willow’s picture album, open to their recent trip to the bowling alley.

“You write like a limbless witch.” He was really trying to read her style of writing.

“Gimme that!” She snagged it from him and sat down cross-legged before him and sighed. “It’s not that bad.”

“Eeehh..” Hunter waved his hand. “I blame your tech. You rely your writing on that thing too much.”

“You sound like an old man.”

“Human old men must be right, then.”

“No– That’s–” She sighed, was there a point in explaining that? “Never mind. Just help meeee!”

He scoffed and made her read it aloud to him. So she did, and through that he could correct her. But it was the content that needed fleshing out. And sources, she really required sources to her claims.

“We already returned the book on Gravesfield’s witch huntings to the library.” Hunter grunted.

“There’s the internet.” Luz got up to get her laptop, she opened it. “It–” And the screen was open to a diary video of hers. “Ops!” She turned the laptop around, away from Hunter, and closed the window.

“What was that?”

“Just my video diary.”

“You looked sad.”

She sighed, again. And Hunter patiently waited for her to open up, but she didn’t. And he wouldn’t pry.

“It’s fine.” was all she let him have. He let her browse the internet for information. “Here! Gravesfield’s historical society– Oh there’s Jacob.”

There was a photo of Jacob on the website, with both thumbs up and looking very proud to work there.

“Huh, he looks kinda like an alright guy here.”

She remembered what Masha had said. That he was a bit of a weirdo, too. Luz couldn’t help but feel bad for the guy.

That was Luz’ fatal flaw, she believed there was good in everyone. It had been true for Amity, Lilith, and Hunter. Even Kikimora had shown signs of having some good in her, even if she quickly turned around to stab her and Amity in the back. But it made Luz think, and hope, that if Kikimora and Jacob were teaming up… That maybe she could reach one (or both) of them before Belos did.

That would be nice. Perhaps she could do that..?

Hunter let out a noise of disgust, she saw him squint at the image. “ That guy.” And stuck his tongue out.

“I’m sure he’s not so bad!”

“You give people too much benefit of a doubt.”

“If I didn’t, I would never have tried to understand you and wanted to be your friend.”

There was something in Hunter’s eyes she couldn’t figure out. She saw them dart over to the egg and then back at her.

She looked at her palisman, then back at Hunter, and gasped. “Is that it?!”

He smiled and gestured at her. “Which iiiss?” Trying to coax her to say the right thing.

“I’m meant to be a guide! To help people! That makes so much sense! It’s what I’m good at! I can make people–”

Hunter put his hand to his face and groaned. He pinched the air. “You’re SO close.”

“AUGH!!” She ruffled her own hair. “Just tell me already!”

“Nope!”

“Tell meee!” And began to climb on him.

“Nope! No–! Luz!” And pushed her off of him. “No! Bad! Bad Luz!” Pressing a hand to her face until she flopped.

“I know I gotta figure it out on my own! But give me another clue? Pleaaaseeee? It’s driving me NUTS!”

He sighed and stood up, hands on hips. “You read on that website thing, make notes about Gravesfield’s history… Aannnd if you manage to fill out one more page to reach your quota, and find sources to your claims that we underlined, then maybe I will give you another clue.” Hunter smiled when Luz gasped hopefully at him. “After all, sometimes discipline is only possible with good motivation.”

She jumped up to hug him. “Yes!! Thank you!! Thank you thank you thank you!”

“Alright! Haha, alright. You do that. I’m going to go to Camila’s office and see if she has anything useful for us.”

“Dunno if mama has history stuff in there.”

“I’ve seen lexicons and essays on animals. They will be good research for me to see what the standard is for human academia.”

“Oh, you’re hardcore, huh.”

“Of course!” And grinned. “I was at the top of my division classes of the emperor’s coven for a reason, you know!”

“How old were you anyway when you joined?”

“Twelve.”

“TWELVE?!”

“Yeah, but I graduated at, like, thirteen.”

“THIRTEEN?!”

“Yes, and became the Golden Guard at fourteen.”

Luz smiled through the pain of inferiority. “How is that even possible?”

Hunter shrugged. “I had nothing else to do than study. I studied ever since I can remember, Belos taught me himself at times. I had a private tutor too. Not to mention, it was what I did in my spare time, too. Also, if I didn’t, I got punished.”

“That— Okay. Yeah. That checks out, actually.”

“Yeah!” He said, looking really happy.

“You’re very happy about this.”

“Well yeah! I know this stuff! I’m good at this! I can finally actually help you.”

She blinked. “Wait, what?”

“Yeah, I feel kinda... Useless here?”

“You do??”

“Yeess? Is that so surprising?”

“Yes! You’re, like, super capable! You do so much around here! I don’t do anything!”

“What?” Flabbergasted, he stared at her. “But you do everything!”

“I– What?! Like what?! You’re the one who cleans, cooks, builds on the portal with Amity, helps mom do lists, and you talk to all the palismen and get them to help out– You keep everything organised! Even us.”

Hunter awkwardly bumped his fist at his hip. “Not.. Really? I sleep in, my food is barely edible, I overdo it on the chores and my personal sense of organising doesn’t suit everyone. Several times have Gus asked me where stuff is because I forget everyone else has their own way of doing things. I just get lost in the order of things.”

“Oh..”

“Also, I keep getting in trouble and panicking about my uncle. I feel like I’m more trouble than I'm worth...”

“What? No! Oh, Hunter, no! You’re doing great, man.”

“Not as great as everyone else, or you.”

“I’m not doing great–”

“Hahaha! what? Yes you are! Luz. You’re going to school and working hard there, and you even get up on time too despite your mood. When Caleb was here, you handled that great. Nobody else could’ve done it without your mediating. You keep the peace between everyone on the lesser days. You have time to cheer up Amity with your walks and talks. Vee admires you–”

“She does?”

“Yes, she does. And when I first grimwalked you also handled that situation. Your fight with Caleb, both times! Which, I guess, was technically also against me. Luz.. My point is.. You’re always so ready when things hit the fan. I don’t know how you do it. I always need a plan first, or follow someone's orders.” He hugged himself and shrugged. “I… It’s nice when you’re here and got your ideas. I’m too scared to think of what to do.”

Luz looked up at him. The bugs in her brain cowered, withered, and died.

“If I was half as good as you, I wouldn’t feel so stuck.” He added.

“Well, if I was half as disciplined as you, I wouldn't be stuck either.” She nudged him.

He smiled. “Good thing we’re both here, then.”

“It is.” Luz really did look like a little otter when she smiled.

“I'm getting books.” He said and pushed his hand on her face. “It is too sappy in here.”

“Oh you love it! You are mr. Sap!”

“I am not Mr. Sappy, I am Mr. Coach.”

“Coach?” She chuckled as he exited the door.

“Yep. Coaching you with this, coaching Willow with gym, coaching Palismen on etiquette for cleaning. Coaching Amity on the blueprints. It’s only Gus who don’t need my help, or Camila. Or Vee.” He saluted. “Mister Coaaach~!”

She chuckled and shook her head, he left.

“Let's seee what Jacob Hopkins has to saaayy…” Luz scrolled the site and began to take notes.

In the meantime, Hunter found himself in Camila’s office. He tried not to go in there without asking, it felt sacred somehow. He saw the photo of Manny on the desk, and gave him a proper bow as a greeting (as he always did in here). It just didn’t feel right otherwise. After all, if Caleb was a ghost, then maybe Manny was too? And Hunter was not one to disrespect dead fathers.

“Hmm..” Hunter’s finger searched over the shelves. He knew he had seen some essays in here somewhere. “Huh? What’s this?”

He saw what he thought was a scrap of a small paper package. It was open, green with a cat face on, and looked at first glance like Camila had just put it there momentarily and forgotten to throw it.

He looked it over. “Catnip?” And as he turned, the content poured out. “OH-!!” He juggled, trying to catch the green stuff with his hand, but most came to the floor anyway. “Thorns…”

He got down to try to scoop it back into the packaging. He caught a whiff of it. And furrowed his brows with suspicion.

“Sprinkles?” He looked at the green stuff in his hand. “They got sprinkles in the human realm?” Squinting, getting close. “Doesn’t look like spri– Sprin–”

He sneezed right into the package, and it blew up in his face.

“Oh no.”

His pupils got large and slitted. And tried to brush it off his face in time. But it was no-go.

“Ops.”

Luz tapped her pen upside down at her paper. Making it clickity-click. This site was actually pretty interesting.

Hunter opened the door slowly and soundlessly, standing there like a creeper.

“Ooh!” Luz cooed at some interesting fact she stumbled upon the Wittebane legend. Apparently the witch that lured them had a cave? Luz wrote CAVE on the paper and circled it.

She heard a loud purring and turned right into the face of Hunter’s two large red eyes.

“AH!” She fell. “Hunter! Geez Louise!”

“Luuuuz…. There’s a probleeemmm.” He whispered, loudly. 

“Huh?”

“Your mooomm has sprinkleeeesss.” And he slid down on his hands, stretching out flat on the floor, with the package up for her.

“Sprinkles?” She took the package. “This is catnip.”

“WELL….! It sure smells like sprinkles to me! I~ should know! I’mmmm the Golden guaaaaaard..!” He hissed, and the purring ensued.

Luz blinked at her brother as he rolled slowly on his sides. “What uh.. Are sprinkles?”

“Eh.” Hunter got up on his knees, his feet, hands still on the floor, and kicked up his legs to walk on his hands. “Bards use it to get through a creative block!” He waddled around on his hands. “I’m surprised the owl lady didn’t tell you about it. She looks the sort to know!”

“So it’s a drug?” Not that Eda looked the sort, whatever that meant. Hunter probably meant criminal.

“No! I’m not high or drunk!” Hunter let himself free-fall into the beanbag. “Not at all! It INSPIRES!!!” Hunter curled his fists with bravado. “It fills you with IDEAS.” He tapped his head with his fingertips, hard, too hard, it made marks. “Only bards in an official coven gets to use it, otherwise it might ~inspire~ the wrong people! woOohh~~!”

“Oh, haha, you sure do seem inspired–”

“I AM! I am so inspired! My brain is full of- of- good things!” 

Hunter peered into Willow’s photo album and saw a photo of Luz and Amity pressing their cheeks together in one as they were eating hotdogs. It warmed his heart to see them so happy together. It made him think of Evelyn’s cave in Caleb’s memories.

He gasped.

“Luz! Luz! I know! Psst, I know what must be done.”

“About?”

“Belos.” He made a popping noise. “He is goop. He can be soup. And then we let King eat the soup. He’s a Titan, right? He can eat soup, I think, tiny itty-bitty Belos soup, he can eat that! But not just that! We got a Titan baby and- and- we got you, a human, and you like Amity.”

“Oookay.” She chuckled, not following his train of thought at all, he looked really energetic. “Um… Hunter–”

Amity is right, I’m too much. But you know what SHE got? Love. You know, Gus said he’s an expert on love. His dad likes theatre. We can ask him and Amity about– about–” He trailed off. He had completely lost his train of thought and Luz could see his brain get flooded with too much, well, inspiration.

“...Okay, Hunter. Do you need water or something? Leeeet's get you water buddy.” She patted him, and he rolled out of the beanbag.

“Yes. Affirmative!” He stood up. “I have great ideas, but I cannot hold them, Luz.” He turned to her, hands cupping his invisible thoughts. “I can’t hold them...” He whispered and slowly plopped his head sideways into his hands. “They are too heavy.”

“Right.” She patted him, hooked his arm with her own. “Let's get you water.”

“Water, water, water~!” He did a little dance where he waved his free arm like a worm and let his feet slide across the floor as they walked. “Water~! Is a good idea~!” She figured this was bugish for water.

“Okay.” She laughed and brought him back downstairs.

Hunter took wide steps down the stairs.

“Oh, you are done already?” Amity asks in the kitchen, she was making some snacks for their little Spanish class in the living room.

“Not.. Exactly.” Luz gestures at Hunter, who’s already in Amity’s ear.

“Amityyyy.”

“Why are we whispering?”

“The humans have sprinkles..!”

“What??”

Luz waved her arms. “No! It’s not sprinkles, it’s catnip! We use it for cats.”

Ghosts meowed, as though the conversation was about her. Hunter cooed at the sight of the cat, like he was overwhelmed by the adorable white palisman.

“Oohh! Look at youuuuu! Ghoooost!” And sank to his knees to trap her in a cuddle. “So cuuuteee! Who's a pretty palisman? You arreee, you aareeee.”

Ghost meowed in appreciation and all the pets, as if to say Yes, I am pretty! 

Amity stared down at the exiled Golden Guard, purring with her palisman, on the floor.

She turned to Luz, who chuckled nervously. “I didn’t do it to him.”

“Alright, I think he needs yogurt or something. I think that might help, it helped with the chilli so...”

“We thought maybe water might help? He’s so energetic.” Luz grabbed a glass to fill.

Willow, Gus, and Vee heard the commotion and, after turning to one another with curiosity, joined the others in the kitchen. And saw Hunter on the floor with his irises large and slim like a cat.

“Oh.” Willow said at the sight of him. “Hello down there.”

“Willow! Wow..!” Hunter gasped, letting Ghost go free, and stood up, looking her up and down like it was the first time he’d seen her in that pretty dress she wore. “Oh, you are so beautiful…!”

“Uh–!” Willow bloomed pink and the pots of basil overflowed in the kitchen window. Luz had to catch it when it fell over. “O-Oh? Oh! Haha, oh? Really?”

“Ooookay there amigo.” Said Vee, rescuing Hunter from saying anything else, and immediately fell victim to Hunter’s brotherly hugs. “Asdfghj!”

“Vee! You adorable little demon!” He clasped his hands to her cheeks and squished. “You are so cool.”

Gus helped her escape. “Okay, easy buddy. What happened?”

“Sprinkles.” Hunter said, and Gus gaped, inhaling and pointing at Hunter. “NOT ON PURPOSE! I WOULD NNNNNEVER! That stuff is illegal for a reason!” He poked Gus. “Don’t do sprinkles. My head is so full, Gus. Augustus. Gus-ma-Gus. Gustivano. Gus-the-gust. There are too many nicknames for you, Gus.” He grabbed him by the shoulders and shook. “There’s too many!”

Gus wobbled as he was being shaken.

“Here Hunter, water.” Luz handed it to him, and Hunter held it with both his hands as Willow tried to steer him to a chair. Which Hunter climbed up on, and sat on the backrest.

Hunter licked his lips. “You know, in the boiling isles, we have to cool the water in the pipes before they can reach our home. It’s interesting how the human realm has to heat the water first. I read it’s also to get rid of germs. There’s so many. Many. Germs here.”

And sipped the water. Flapjack sat on his head, and Hunter lifted his glass up for Flapjack to sip from it too.

“Okaaay.” Willow chuckled. “Immm guessing you won't be getting homework done then?”

“Actually!” Luz smiled. “I’m doing a paper on Gravesfield’s history and I came across the official historical society. It reminded me of that paper from a journal Masha showed us, of the witch that lived here and lured Caleb away–”

Luz inhaled, smacking her forehead.

“I FORGOT TO TELL YOU! HUNTER!”

“Mh?” Hunter was sipping the water.

“YOU’RE RELATED TO EDA!”

He inhaled the water, spat and coughed. “WHAT?!”

“KINDA? I think…?”

“Oh yeah!” Amity put a hand to her cheek. “That witch was Caleb’s wife!”

“That’s right!” Gus beamed and gestured at Hunter. “You’re a Clawthorne!”

“No I’m not!” Hunter stood on the chair. “I’m a– uh–” He squinted. “Wha-what was Caleb’s surname?”

“Wittebane?”

He snapped his fingers. “That!”

“But they had kids!” Luz affirmed. “And descendants! So the Clawthorne’s share your blood because they share Caleb’s!”

Hunter stood there, pointing into space. “saywhatnow.”

“You’re a Clawthorne!” Willow clapped her hands. “Congrats!”

Hunter sank down onto his chair.

“Er, is this bad news?”

“No.” Hunter’s racing thoughts flooded him into a malfunction. “Uh. So.. I have.. Family?”

“You know.” Luz grimaced. “On second thought, maybe I should’ve waited with telling you until you were done with this whole.. Sprinkles thing.”

“You think?” Vee chuckled. “This is hilarious. Look at you go, Goldie. But don’t think that means you’re no longer a Noceda!”

Hunter’s mouth curled downwards like a sad fish. “What? I’m not?”

“No! No no, I said you were STILL a Noceda!”

“Oh, good. Good. Because I don’t even know the owl lady.” He paused. “I fought her- I CAGED HER DOG– Er, son? Titan– I CAGED A TITAN. Wait, so– What am I? Great great great uncle? Cousin???”

Gus patted him on the back. “Drink your water.” And Hunter drank.

Vee elbowed Luz. “Hey, since Hunter’s our bro now, kinda, yet-to-be-officially anyway. That means we’re technically related to Eda, yeah?”

Luz’s eyes began to glim and glam. “Yeah.. When you put it like that..!”

“That’s great!” Willow hugged her, and Amity kissed Luz’s cheek.

“Yeah, oh, I’m happy for you, Luz.” Amity snuggled and Luz smiled, sniffling, leaning against her girlfriend.

“I miss them so much..”

“We know.” Gus said. “But we’ll get back in no time! And in the meantime, we gotta root for them, too!”

“Yeah, you're right. And we got a door to fix!”

They all cheered.

This was one of their better days. It was a happy day.

Hunter was blowing bubbles in his water and looked at his friends.

Amity and Luz shared a look of love. And Hunter stared at it.

Something clicked.

Their group hug framed itself as a memory in his mind. A happy one, with a golden frame. The catnip was beaming his thoughts a thousand miles a second, but just like sprinkles, it finally got caught on an inspirational hook. The kind he knew that bards were running around their rooms yelling their ideas about until it finally hyperfocused on one singular thing.

Or, as bards would call it:

The eureka moment.

But just because sprinkles punches through a creative block and lets the flood stream in, it doesn’t mean that the eureka moment is a good one. Sure as heck, it is inspiring. But good? Depends on how you look at it. And once you hooked the eureka, there was nothing else that made sense. 

That’s what made sprinkles dangerous. The idea consumed you. To you, it was the best thing the world had yet to come up with, and it was now your sole purpose to fulfil it.

To everyone else? Well, it could look like a maniac convinced that they could tie down a cloud.

So it was either; have your eureka - or crash. Hunter had hoped he would crash first, knowing very well that just trying to be inspired for the sake of it was seldom a good idea, you should have a goal of sorts first: Like, writing a book. But alas, he had inherited Caleb’s lack of luck. And did not crash.

Hunter put his water aside, and smiling with genius, took Amity and Luz’s hands.

Belos did all of this because his brother left the human realm for love. Belos was a cruel and sinister man. Luz was Belos’ number one enemy at the moment, for sure. And, not thinking at all of himself in the equation of this; had a eureka about Luz. And how her love for Amity was exactly what was needed to get a ha-ha back at his uncle. It’s not a plan of defeat, but it made sense to Hunter, that it would at the very least aggravate the old man to no end.

“You know what’s great?” He said, and the two girls looked up at him.

“No, what?” Amity asked.

“This might be the sprinkles talking, but I love you all. And I gotta say, I’ve never been this happy before. I’m so happy we’re all here together.”

He took Luz’s and Amity’s hands in his.

“Aww.” Luz leaned her head at Amity and looked down at their hands. He cupped, turned, and sandwiching them between both of his.

“Belos would hate this union.” He said, and Luz’s smile turned less smiley.

“That is less aww, but, yeah, I guess he would.”

“Uh-” Gus caught on to what nobody else caught up on yet. “Wait–”

“You two are so cute. Luz, I couldn’t ask for a better sister. And Amity, nobody else would be good enough for her. Clearly, unity is the key. Belos made a mockery of it… But I can fix it.”

“Hold on–!” Gus put a hand on his shoulder. “Er, Hunter–”

“With the power bestowed within me, by the will of the Titan. I declare, by the guts and bones of the isles, partners in love.”

And pat patted their hands. Made a little explosion and backed up.

Willow, Gus, Vee and Amity all went bug-eyed.

Hunter sailed back to his glass.

“Aw, Hunter.” Luz started. “That’s weirdly sweet–-”

“WHAT?!” Amity, in her iconic red face, flailed. “WHAT?! WHAT YOU CAN’T WED US!”

“What?!” Luz put her hands to her chest. “No! It was just the sentiment, right? Because he’s loopy now? You know? Lovey-dovey sprinkled Hunter.”

“No!” Gus gestured at Hunter. “He’s technically still the Golden Guard! He can wed you, officially!”

“WHAT?!” Luz grabbed her hair. “YOU ACTUALLY WED US?!”

Hunter lift his glass to them. “Congrats! Great, right? When Belos finds out he’s gonna go bananas and lose his cool, and not think straight ‘cus he’s soooo mad! He’ll definitely make a mistake!”

“WAIT- No- Hold on, that makes no sense at all. And we are too young to marry–!” Luz looked at Amity, who looked at Luz. They both turned away, flustered and panicked. “I-I mean, someday?! But–”

“Really?” Amity couldn’t even pretend to keep her face from shooting fireworks of joy at that. Luz wanted to, someday? She stroked her hair down to preen. “Oh– Uh– I mean– Yes! Someday Hunter! Not now!”

Hunter shrugged. “What’s the difference? Now, then, same thing.” And he-he-he’d into his glass. “My uncle’s going to be so mad I wed a human and a witch.” And sipped water.

“WHAT’S THE DIFFERENCE?!” Luz yelled. “Hunter!! First of all, we are underage! Secondly, we– We haven’t discussed– I mean– My mom isn’t even here! And– Also– AGH! HUNTER! UNWED US!”

“Yeah!” Amity agreed, blooming and steaming. “Unwed us!” And still couldn’t stop smiling. She tried to wave away the images in her head of a wedding, and was practically vibrating at the sheer thought of it.

Willow fanned at her childhood friend, as Amity disappeared her hot face into the cool of her hands.

Luz eyed Amity and puffed her cheeks shyly, kicking in the kitchen carpet. “Hunter–”

Hunter face-planted against the table. The crash had come.

He fell asleep, but it must have been a light sleep, because he was snoring– If you could call it that. It was just a loud purr. Flapjack hopped on the table and pecked his witch on the head to try to wake him. When it didn’t work, the bird shrugged at the witches.

Chirp.

“ooookay.” Luz squirmed, blushing and, with stiff arms, tried to think of a solution. “We will just… wait THAT situation out!” She looked at Hunter. “And then, uh, have him divorce us. Temporarily– um– I mean, until, uhum…”

“Right.” Amity said, trying to sound calm and collected, but the sparkles and flowers were popping all around her. “Until the future.”

“Until then.” Luz inhaled, her nostrils flaring. “COOL. OKAY. We can’t tell mom about this.”

Vee snorted. “Noooooo.. We caaaan’t.” And lift Hunter’s arm and let it drop, to check how asleep he was. “Dang. What do we do about him?”

“I know.” Gus sighed, shaking his head with a smile. “Let’s couch him and talk about Gravesfield. You said you found something, Luz?”

“Oh! Yes! I did! Good idea Guzmo! Back on track!” She was trying so hard not to think of how she was Amity’s wife now.

Amity shared the struggle.

Willow volunteered to pick Hunter up. Of course. And carried him to the couch where he curled up hugging a pillow. The palismen saw this as their cue to have a collective nap time and did their usual gather-around-the-grimwalker to snooze. The purring was adorable in the choir of quiet palismen snores.

Willow took a photo. It lasts longer.

Gus elbowed her. “You’re so pretty, huh?”

And she giggled, slapping his arm lightly. “Oh hush. Did you tell him to say that?”

“No, I tried to tell him to call you a sunflower, I think.”

“Ooohhh, Oh right.” That explained that. “Aw, he’s trying.” And was completely enamoured by his awkward, slow and steady, approach.

Vee opened up Gravesfield’s historical society’s website on the TV.

“Alright. Let's study history!”

“Yes!!” Luz pumped her fists and glanced at Amity, who glanced back. They couldn’t hold gaze for too long without crumbling.

“Hooo boy.” Gus put his hands on his waist and shook his head. “Okay, lets scroll.”

And they turned to the TV.

 


 

Kikimora was looking through the binoculars as Jacob was sinking down in his seat by the wheel. He wasn’t super comfortable with this, at all. On a moral standpoint, sure! They were spying on the enemy. On paper, though? He was stalking kids.

“Hmm.. I can’t see them.” She grumbled and let the binoculars hang down against her baby blue toddler dress with a popular frosty Disney princess on it. “You are positive this is the residence?”

“Yes. I checked Masha’s school album to be sure. I found Luz Noceda there, not hard to find the rest.” He nodded to the house. “Also, I’ve driven by here before and saw their car here.”

“Hm…” Kikimora pressed her face to the window, her breath fogging it up. “I bet the human and the Golden Guard are in there.” And squinted. “This time I’ll get him..!”

“Huh?”

“Oh, you know that annoying brat I told you about? Bel- er, Philip’s nephew?”

“Oh yeah, that guy. He’s a werewolf or something.”

“Not a werewolf.” She said, still kind of weirded out by the news that Hunter was a grimwalker. But she knew something had been up with the boy, but that? Not in a million years.

She did know about the abuse, though. But she both disregarded it, as it was the Emperor’s right to smack the boy around as he wished, and also; she took slight delight in knowing that her rival got his deserved beating. He annoyed her, after all, and got in her way many times.

She had no reason to care for him. Besides, he was such a smug and spoiled little bug in her drink anyway. Anytime he spoke or breathed the wrong way, it annoyed her.

Luz, too, bothered her. Even when Luz had tried to make a friend in her: and she had appreciated it at the time. The human was so righteous, and it made Kikimora feel belittled. She needed nobody’s help.

She just wanted to be close to the emperor. She wanted power.

Whatever or not Philip had lied about the rebellion kicking him into the human realm and taking his face… She couldn’t actually care less. She knew what the emperors' coven was all about - stabbing each other in the back to maintain status quo or climb the power ladder. And Kikimora wanted to climb.

If she could get Philip back as an emperor, she would for sure, this time, earn her seat next to him as his right-hand woman.

Behind her, in the driver’s seat, Jacob sighed and pulled out his Parasite comic.

“You brought that?! This is a stake out!”

“We’ve been here for an hour. And you ate all the chips already. We saw them come home. We know their little familars are watching the house when they’re all out. So we already learned something. I should be at work–”

Kikimora took the comic and rolled it together to hit him.

“Ow!”

“Stupid human! Your realm’s safety it at stake and you’re thinking of your puny little job?!”

“Well, I gotta keep up appearances. It is my job, if the museum is closed all the time someone might report it.”

“Ugh, it’s a tiny museum, nobody cares. You said yourself you don’t get a lot of visitors, mostly old ladies on weekends and classes now and then.”

Jacob sank further down into his seat. Yes, that was right. When he had first started his job, he had such a vision of what it would be like. Giving tours to enthused visitors. Having people listen and care about the things he knew, finally he thought he’d be able to have some kind of importance. Not even anything big, just… Just share something.

He loved this town, it’s history. He grew up here, it was his home, he knew everything about it and nobody ever seemed to care so much about it as he did.

Jacob wished someone cared about his knowledge about his town. Someone else who liked to explore and write down seemingly unimportant facts.

Little did he know that there was a boy named Gus Porter who, under different circumstances, would have been more than enthusiastic to both share and get to know what Jacob knew. After all, Gus wanted to be a Demon-Human-Ambassador, and everyone visiting the human realm would need a guide.

Even Vee, who was terrified of him, would have been able to see the use in him, if only he shifted sides.

But Jacob didn’t know that. And he had put all his cards on the angry little demon next to him.

He wanted to be a hero, to help, even if nobody would ever know of it.

Maybe Masha would.

Jacob wondered if they were okay? If they were still grounded. He hadn’t called or texted, it didn’t seem appropriate and he didn't want to make Gretchen even angrier with him.

He sighed.

Kikimora glanced at him and sat down on her seat. “Look, I’m sorry I’m so strict with you. But this is really important.”

“I know. But nothing is happening.”

“Alright, how about this? One more hour and after that we can go get some grub and after that, we can go to your job and you can show me aaaaall that stuff you told me about.”

Jacob lift his head with a smile. “Really?”

“Yes, really.”

“Ah! Oh! I know exactly what to show you!”

“I’m sure.” She rolled her eyes, but Jacob didn’t see it. He was already planning out to show her the original journal of the witch that kidnapped Caleb Wittebane.

Kikimora looked through the binoculars again and turned them to the neighbour's house. “Hmm..” She wondered who lived there?

 


 

Mrs. Stout was a woman Belos couldn’t wait to get away from. His sympathies went entirely to her dog, the terrier named Jeeves. Although the dog was pampered, and lived in relative luxury - He imagined living here with this woman and all her pink, tacky, British memorabilia, was as much a mental institute to Jeeves as it was to Belos.

She was baking biscuits and singing songs about love that made him want to gag on his own tail.

Truth be told, this little terrier was a resilient host. He boiled it down to the diet it was on, which was basically human food. Which, good to know! As long as the being he possessed had energy to expend, their use was prolonged.

Perhaps this dog wouldn’t die, then, once he was done with it.

Mrs. Stout sang about love, in a shrill and annoying voice. She wiggled and bent down to her little doggie to pretend they were singing together. She grabbed his paws and tried to make him dance on his hind legs with her.

Belos grimaced and wanted to shoot himself.

When there was a chance, he escaped the kitchen.

He throttled over to the dog door to the backyard, and, with much difficulty due to the cone around his neck, manoeuvred through the little flap.

Belos huffed out and hop-hop-hoped down the stairs. He could still hear her. He waddled through the beautiful gardens. He thought her skill was on-par with the plant coven-head witch, though he was in favour of Mrs. Stout’s garden, as it was human. 

It was like a little park. A miniature of something English, he was sure of that. He waddled over to the miniature New England town by the pond she had there.

He looked at the mini town and sat down by it. Only now did he realise it was actually Gravesfield. Or at least this part of it. The half he and Caleb had lived in.

Philip watched it. Thinking of his brother. Trying to remember the good times, but they were all so scratched up with time and soiled with anger. Despite it, he couldn’t help but miss it.

Resentful, he laid down and sighed.

He needed a better host than this dog. But he had to be patient. Sooner or later, someone or something wounded would come along. And Jeeves was his best option right now.

Caleb had developed his craftsmanship in woodwork through Belos’ childhood, making little figurines of the townsfolk. He remembered burning them, and regretted it now. But this tacky, colourful, almost-accurate little town by the pond was as close as he’d get to seeing anything similar.

The modern day was, as Luz had told him, so different . He wasn’t sure he was actually going to be able to become a Witch Hunter General now. But it didn’t matter.

Caleb wasn’t here any more, neither was his copy; Hunter. Truth be told, the grimwalkers only use had been to mimic his brother. Some version of him that Belos tried to will into existence.

The whole turning-in-the-full-moon was as much a quirk as it was trouble. But he could work with that imperfection. Whatever brought his brother back, in any form. In any way.

Belos’ reflection in the pond made him think of the day he murdered Caleb. Death shouldn’t be so easy. The knife had gone inside him like hot iron in butter, and suddenly his brother was choking and spitting blood. And suddenly Caleb was no more. Just like that.

Just like that.

He couldn’t undo it. Not that it was his fault to begin with, it was Caleb’s fault. Evelyn’s fault.

Everyone’s mortal. But everyone thinks they might be the exception, somehow. That accidents don’t happen to them, that illness won't strike their loved ones or rob little boys of their mothers too early. But it does. Death doesn’t discriminate between the villains and the heroes.

Caleb had been his hero. And he was corrupted so easily, spirited away, bewitched and seduced. His stupid older brother needed him. Caleb would never have left on his own accord, and Philip couldn’t abandon his brother. After all, he knew Caleb would have come for him too.

And then one thing led to another, things just kept happening, piling on, and it hit the point of no return. Not that he cared. He hadn’t done anything wrong. The witches had. They took everything from him, and he swore to take everything from them.

He spied, in the village, a little child with a taller blonde person. And stared himself blind on them.

What went wrong?

“I just wanted to help you, you fool.”

But his moment was ruined by a; “AND I~~ LOOVEEE YOUUUU~~! OUUUH~!” from the kitchen window.

And put his paws over his ears.

 


 

Hunter sat up.

“Oh! Welcome back!” Luz patted him eagerly. “Could you uuhh, divorce us now?”

“What?” Hunter blinked. “Oh, right…” It took him a good moment before he recollected what he’d done a while ago. “OH.”

“Mhm!” Amity stared him down with a tempered fluster. “Right! So…!”

“RIGHT.” Hunter waved his hands. “SORRY! It seemed like a good idea at the time! In my defence, I was sprinkled!” He held his hands up. “I literally couldn’t think.”

“Uh-huh, uh-huh, mhm. Well, can you unwed us now, please?”

“Yes, of course.” He waved them both over so he could put his hands on theirs again. “I declare, in the name of the Titan and the boiling sea, I part thee.” And let them go.

Again, he clasped his hands together over his head. “I am SO, so, sorry.”

“That’s it?” Luz looked at her hand. “That was a quick divorce.”

“He’s the Golden Guard.” Gus points out. “His word is practically law in the ceremonial contexts.”

“Yes.. Sorry.” Hunter rubbed his face. “For the record, it’s not just ceremonial. I can be a judge, too.”

“Oh, snap.” Luz oo’d. “Seriously? Gee, I really underestimated your political power over there.”

“No, really.” Hunter scoffed. “Can you understand why I was so flabbergasted by you? You not only spoke directly to me like there was no hierarchy between us, but you also fought me.” He looked at Amity. “You too, actually. And you knew better.”

Amity flipped her hair. “Yes, but you were mean to Luz. So I didn’t care.” and smiled.

Luz nudged her. “Dang girl, you knew the rules and broke them, for me? Awww!”

Amity blushed. “Ah– Haha! Uhum! Well, you know..!” and twisted her arms around. “Just being a good girlfriend and all.” And received a kiss to the cheek that turned her into a steam-machine.

“Hah.” Willow chuckled. “Oh yeah, Hunter, you remember you’re a Clawthorne too, right?”

She watched his brain recollect the previous event, his eyes enlarged.

“OH.”

“Theeere it is.” Gus patted his buddy. “Round two.”

They laughed and Hunter had a similar moment to earlier, except a bit more calm and collected.

Nobody reminded him that he had called Willow beautiful.

“So, what did I miss?” Hunter coughed, not being able to process being a Clawthorne just yet. He was barely caught up with being invited to be a Noceda.

“Luz found a tiny bit of information on the Wittebane tale.” Willow informs.

“Like what?”

“Of the witch, Evelyn.” Luz grins. “She might have had a cave! If it’s still around, we could probably find clues there. She built the portal with Caleb after all, right?”

“They did– Oh! Wait! I’ve been there!”

“You have? When?” Vee asked.

“In Caleb’s memories, I saw the cave! I don’t know where it is, but I know what it looks like from the outside. There’s a big rock-illusion for a door that should, when you touch it, be able to go through.”

“Wait, wait.” Gus arched his brows. “Like, a permanent illusion?”

“I think so?”

“Wow, that’s some powerful illusion magic. She must have used an amplifier of sorts.” He tapped his earring.

“Maybe.” Hunter hummed. “I remember there being a lot of cedar trees outside.”

Amity smiled. “Great! That’s plenty to go by!”

“Yeah!” Luz agreed, things were really looking up and rolling onwards. “How is the portal going, anyway?”

“We need screws.” Said Amity.

“And hamster wheels.” Gus added. “Vee already texted Camila and asked if she had some to spare at work.”

“Hamster wheels?” Luz tilted her head. “What for?”

“The palismen.” Amity explained. “They can charge up the door!”

“Really?! How?”

Hunter’s finger sailed up in the air. “Ah-hah! Because the wood the palismen are made out of contains nutrients of Titan blood. The trees’ roots reach far, far, down into the soil of the Titan to absorb reminiscence of the blood. That’s why the old palistrom forest used to grow nearby Eclipse lake.” He shrugged. “Before it dried up, of course. And before Belos overharvested the forest.”

All the witches looked sullen.

“Yeah..” Willow said sombrely and sighed into her hand. “It’s so sad palistrom has become so scarce. It’s a protected species of plant now, that only the emperor was allowed to harvest.”

“Yeaaahh..” Gus slouched back onto the couch. “And palismen too, honestly. They’re wild magic, after all. Belos never liked it. He couldn’t outright forbid palismen amongst the public, as they’re pretty sacred items, but if you joined the emperor’s coven you had to give them up.”

“Why is that anyway?” Luz pouted. “I mean, I get he ate them, but still.”

“Because,” Hunter tried to not look too guilty. “Even if you are restricted to one type of magic with a sigil..” Hunter held the sweatband around his wrist. “The palismen still allowed you to do some other magic. They have a magical source on their own.”

Flapjack chirped and landed on his head. Hunter smiled and itched his buddy under his beak.

“That’s why I can use Flapjack, even if I don’t have any magic myself. And you, too, Luz. Once Stringbean hatches– Er–!”

Luz gasps. “STRINGBEAN?!”

“NO!!! GAH!! THAT’S NOT HER NAME.”

“SHE’S A HER?!” Luz was shooting fireworks . “OOHHHH~!”

“Thorns and spikes– Luz–”

“Don’t cuss.” Vee nudged him and Hunter muttered. “Profanities!” And grinned.

“Augh, Luz–! Alright, fine! Her name is Stringbean. But that’s all I’m giving you! I revoke giving you another clue now!”

“NO! That’s not fair! You promised!”

“I said maybe! And only if you do your homework! And you got sidetracked!” He poked her on the forehead.

“Awwwh!” Luz whimpered with her big puppy eyes. “Pleaaaseeee?”

Hunter squirmed. “No! Luz we’ve been over this.”

“Just an ittyyyy bittyyyy littleee clueee?” She pouted out her lip and blinked. “Please big broo~”

“Eurghlhgf.” Hunter skedaddled away from her. “That’s not going to work on me!”

“Pweaaase?”

“You know, Luz, this is an excellent time to exercise discipline. Discipline requires patience and–”

“To heck with discipline! Let me cheat!”

Amity gasps. “Luz!”

Luz cringed. “Not like, cheat-cheat. You know what I mean?”

Amity smiled and crooked a brow. “Uh-huh.”

Willow sided up with Luz. “Come on, Hunter, just a small clue.”

“No, it’ll be too easy, and I really think it would be better if she figured it out on her own.” He looked at Luz. “Aaaaand… I still think you should talk to Camila. A bit. You know?”

Luz squinted at him. “You keep saying that. What– Do I secretly want to be a mom?”

“No.”

“A veterinarian?”

Hunter sighed. “It’s not about occupation or a job, Luz. It’s about your heart.”

“Yeah.” Gus sided up with Hunter. “I agree with Hunter. It’s probably better you figure it out at your own pace.”

“Thank you, Gus!” Hunter gestured at the shorter boy. “See?”

Willow smirked and crossed her arms. “Nothing’s wrong with a little hint.”

Hunter frowned at her. “Yes it is, I don’t think it’s fair on Luz to make it easy on her and rob her of the satisfaction. It’s an important and personal bonding moment to have with a palisman and–” He stopped when Willow was yapping her hand at him. He pouted. “Hey–!”

“Luz says she’s fine with it!” Willow defends. “So I don't think it’s up to you to withhold what you know.”

“I found out by accident.” He crossed his arms. “And I got to make the decision on whatever or not it’s good for her to know.”

“That’s patronizing.” Willow argued back.

The hexsquad watched the two turn the living room into a debate zone. Luz glanced at Willow, Gus glanced at Hunter. Amity and Vee darted their eyes between everyone.

“Willow, I don’t expect you to understand this, but when you know things others don’t you have to make decisions on what–”

Willow indignantly scoffed. “Excuse me? You think me or everyone else here aren’t as capable as you are?”

Hunter’s ears turned pink. “N-no, that’s not what I meant–”

“That’s what you said, though. You don’t trust that we know ourselves best and can make our own decisions on whatever or not we’re ready to handle something?! You think we’re weak-minded or something?”

“I–”

She poked him in the chest. “Listen here mister. You may know a bunch of things, but you’re not the expert on everyone and everything.”

Hunter frowned, feeling his ears burn and his temper building.  

“Fine, you wanna know what else I know, then, that I don’t bring up because I think somebody needs to do things at her own pace? Because I trust that she knows when she’s ready. It’s not like I have to go and dictate that she should just, oh, I don’t know?” He gestured at Gus. “Talk to her best friend about her homesickness–!”

Now it was Willow’s turn to have her ears turn red. She saw in his eyes that he shut himself up just in time to not out her too badly.

Willow rolled her eyes. “Very mature.”

“Says you–!”

“Alright you two!” Gus got in-between them. “Cool off.”

Hunter let out a grunt and, with Flapjack, left through the backdoor to the yard. It was better to leave while Gus had made an opening for him to do so, lest he say and do things he would regret.

Willow huffed. “Oohh..! He’s so–! So–! Ugh!” She stomped. “Am I wrong? He can’t just–”

“It’s okay Willow.” Luz says gently and pats her friend.

Willow pouted. “Hmph… Well, if you want to know, I think you have a right to! He’s not the boss of us.”

Gus nodded. “I agree, but.. Also, you know, it’s Hunter. I’m not saying it makes it right, but he has different ways of doing things.” Gus looked around the living room. “Like, where he puts stuff.”

Luz remembered what Hunter had said earlier, how useless he felt and like how his way of doing things didn’t fit in or was helpful to anyone.

“I get both of you.” Luz said, wanting to meet both her friends halfway. “I think you’re both right. Maybe I do need the time I need, though I am really curious.”

She looked out the glass backdoor and saw Hunter out there with Flapjack. She wanted to give him a win. Teaching her discipline hadn’t started off very well, with her getting sidetracked on mysteries and lore rather than homework. And now Willow was upset at him for trying to do what he thought was right by Luz.

Luz smiled sheepishly at Willow. “Thanks, Willow. But I think maybe… Maybe Hunter got a point.” She gazed at the blonde out there. “I don’t have discipline, but I do have patience.”

And Luz headed to the backdoor, too.

“I’m gonna check on him, don’t worry!”

And the thorns in Willow’s stomach clawed through her skin. “Oh. Good..! Okay. Glad I could help, a little.” She stroked her knuckles.

Since when had she become so bad at this? She used to be good at this.

Gus and Amity shared a look, noticing Willow’s change in mood.

“Hey, Willow?” Amity approached. “I think you’re both right, too.”

“Thanks.” Willow didn’t face Amity, just smiled in her direction, but it didn’t reach her eyes.

“Me too.” Gus tried. “I’m sure Hunter got what you meant, too.”

“I shouldn’t have snapped at him.” Willow’s heart sank into the thorns. “I don’t know why I got so defensive.”

Amity and Gus had a few guesses of why, but neither felt like they could tell her. Or be honest with her. Willow could get a bit defensive if you touched on emotionally loaded subjects, it really was only Hunter who dared to poke a stick in her bee's nest and not mind the stinging.

“Right.” Gus offered her a friendly smile. “Happens the best of us.”

Vee shut off the tv. “How about we–”

“HUNTER, WAIT!” They heard Luz yell and the Hexsquad turned to the backyard and saw Hunter with his staff at the ready, about to jump the fence to the neighbours' lawn.

The witches and the shapeshifter ran outside just in time to see Hunter snarl back at the terrier over the hedge.

“I KNOW IT’S YOU!!” Hunter pointed at the dog. Luz was hugging him around the waist to keep him from jumping over. “GO AWAY!”

“Hunter! Wait!” Luz tried and turned to her friends for help.

Amity caught Ghost as she turned into a staff and ran over, to be at the ready. She had promised Hunter, after all, to protect him. And got in-between him and the fence. Hunter watched Amity’s back facing him, realising she was taking his word seriously, and stopped struggling against Luz.

“It’s him! I know it is!”

“How?” Amity asked without looking back. Gus and Willow at the ready by their sides, too. Hunter blinked as his friends practically formed a shield around him. Even Luz, who was half-hugging him, let him go to hold her fists up.

“He said my name.”

Vee slides up next to Luz. “Again?”

“Oh! I’m sorry! Did you forget that last time that’s what he did too, and I was RIGHT?”

“No, I know that.” Vee walked around him to be at his other side. “But let's calm down. I’ve never smelled magic from Mrs. Stout’s dog before, I’ve even petted it.”

The terrier sat there, calm and staring at the teenagers through the bushes and the picket fence.

“He could’ve possessed it since then!” Hunter snapped back.

Willow put a hand on his arm. Her hand was gentle, and her expression urged him to calm down. Even with their spat just a few minutes ago, her presence still brought the calm out from him when he panicked. He inhaled and exhaled.

“Alright.. But could you please smell him, then?”

Willow smiled at him, glad that they weren’t angry with one another for earlier. Agree to disagree was alright, too.

Vee sniffed at the air. She had to come closer to the hedge to try catch his scent.

The terrier got up and moved away from the hedge.

“I can’t smell it from here..” Vee looked back at her friends and siblings. “Sorry.”

The hexsquad relaxed with apprehension. They weren’t sure what to do.

Hunter growled. “He’s weak! Let's just get him while we have a chance to!”

“We can’t.” Gus said. “What are you saying we do? Jump over and kidnap the neighbour’s pet?”

“Yes!” Hunter exclaimed. “If anything we’re rescuing the dog too aren’t we?!” He turned back to the dog, pointing at his uncle. “I KNOW YOU’RE IN THERE! SHOW YOURSELF!”

Luz lift a finger. “Wait, what if he’s not conscious?”

Amity let her staff touch the grass. “What do you mean?”

“I mean, Belos went splat, right? What if that made him cognitively, like, stupid? What if he’s… Like Grom? Just a.. blob-thing now that, er, like a parasite? Maybe he’s not actually–”

Hunter squeezed his fingers around his staff and growled. “I don’t care!” And zapped himself over to the neighbour’s lawn. The terrier jumped, looking up at him with glowing blue eyes. Hunter’s red beamed down at him.

“Hunter hold on!” Luz yelped and began to climb over the fence with the others.

“I know it’s you.” Hunter growled, his trembling hands squeezing around the staff. “And I’m gonna get you while you’re weak –”

The terrier ran.

“HEY!!” And all his fear turned to anger.

If Belos got away now, he might have a chance on getting a stronger host. As terrified as he was… The possibilities of something worse flashed before his eyes.

“He's getting away!!”

“Hunter!” Luz was quick to jump in after him, with the rest of the squad hopping after.

Hunter got in Belos way as he tried to run up the stairs to the house with his teeny tiny little legs. His red eyes boiling with hatred.

“Don’t even think–”

And the terrier scurried away, Gus threw himself to try to catch him, but Belos ran in under a rose bush. Willow made the bush grow tall and expose the dog, Amity ran and glided in beneath the thorns to grab the dog. Belos struggled and kicked her in the face. Darting with all his widdle legs might as fast as he could– And got stuck with his cone amongst the flowerbeds.

When Luz crabbed around to get in his way and pick him up, he tore himself as hard as he could and popped out of the cone.

Belos zigzagged between legs and hands and sudden bursts of plants from the ground. He aimed for the pond, to run around it with Vee and Gus close to his tail. His plan was to loop around and try to leap up the stairs and indoors again– Hunter caught him.

“Hah!”

And Mrs. Stout slammed her door open, gasping at the state of her beautiful backyard and the manhandling of her precious Jeeves.

“Um-!” Luz held her hands up. “We can explain!”

“UNHAND MY JEEVES!”

“This isn’t your dog!!” Hunter yelled back, his eye twitching. “IT’S MY UNCLE!”

Vee smacked her face. “No. Don’t say that…”

“He has possessed your pet!”

Mrs. Stout turned to Luz, as she was Camila’s daughter and in charge of her friends.

“Eh.. Heheh..! Um, he’s not crazy, he’s just–”

She marched over. “Give me my Jeeves! This instant!! You horrible, crazy, child!”

“No! He’s a monster!”

And Belos-Jeeves whimpered in Hunter’s hands in such a way that it sent chills down Hunter’s spine and he dropped him.

“Jeeves!” Mrs. Stout picked up her weeping baby as he leaped into her arms. She held him tightly and looked around her garden. And to Luz. “you–! Just you wait ‘till your mother hears about this! I’m– I’m calling the police!”

“No! Wait!” Luz followed her. “Wait Mrs. Stout, just hold on until mom gets here! Please–?”

She slammed the door behind her and locked. And through the glass screen she yelled at Luz; “And get off my lawn!!” And pulled the curtain.

Hunter gestured wildly at the door. “Wha- What?! He can’t just– We have to get him!!”

“Hunter–” Amity tried and he turned to her, too high on fear and anger to form any words and was just flailing his arms around. “I know! We know! But we can’t– She’s human.”

He stopped flailing and just helplessly gestured at the door. “But–! He’s right next door…!”

“We know.” Gus put a hand on him. “We know bud. But now we know what state he’s in.”

Vee sniffed the air. “And I can confirm now, I got close enough.” The teens turned to her. “Definitely magic. Rotten, but definitely magic.”

Hunter pressed his hands into his eyes and groaned.

“Come on.” Luz said. “Lets go home and rethink. We need a plan.”

“On how to get him?” Willow asked.

“Yeah.” Luz nodded, determined, and looked at Mrs. Stout’s house. “To get him. But we gotta leave before she calls the police. And tell mama to talk to her.”

Vee cringed as she climbed the fence with Amity. “She won’t be happy about that.”

Luz cringed even harder. “No, but… It’s better than the police.”

The witches returned into their house.

Kikimora watched her enemies disappear into their home from inside the hedge.

 

[Let's rewind maybe 10 minutes, to out on the street, in a car]

 

Jacob was reading his comic PARASITE and was thoroughly enjoying re-reading the new edition. Looking at the backgrounds for hints and clues the artist had put in for the sake of lore. He had already found a few things, but hadn’t been fast enough to the chatrooms to share what he had found. The teens these days were quicker than him. But it didn’t matter, he still enjoyed it.

In this issue, the main character had begun to realize that the alien parasite that lent him the powers, had adapted to the human emotions of his host. And was now craving his own life.

“Ahh..” Jacob hummed and shifted page. “I like that trope.”

“What trope?”

“When something inhuman turns human, and the reader is faced with the moral dilemma of who to root for. The main character who, by all means, shouldn’t be robbed of his life. But also, the poor alien that now wishes to have a life. The obvious answer is to find a different host, but.. Then the same dilemma shows up again. The parasite cant have a life without, like, literally using up someone else. And also, if the alien gets a new body, the dude loses all the cool powers. So, like… Yeah.” 

Kikimora glazed over the cartoony panels he was displaying to her. She didn’t really care, ‘nor did she think it was that difficult of an answer.

“Isn’t it obvious?” She said and turned back to her binoculars. “All powers has a price. You want to be a hero? A ruler? The most powerful? Well, then you gotta sacrifice some things.”

“Why is it always like that, though? Can’t people just want to do good things without it costing anything? In my opinion, only bad things should cost something.”

Kikimora sighed, still peeking through her spyglasses. “Then you’re naive. Nothing is free, not even well-intended causes.”

Jacob sank down into his seat, flipping the page. “I just wanna do good by others. Save the town..”

“Yes, and the cost of that is your social life. That’s just how it is! You are the one to decide if it’s worth the price or not, nobody’s forcing you.”

“Hm..”

Kikimora gasped, at the house and saw the Golden Guard exit into the backyard. “It’s HIM!”

“Huh?”

“The Golden Guard! That brat!”

“Oh yeah, the werewolf boy.” Jacob touched his shoulder, that scar was still healing up. “I wouldn’t recommend it if he turns–”

“He’s not a werewolf!” She spat and opened the door. “I’m getting a closer look, are you coming?”

“Ehh.. Look, it’s weird enough I’m parked outside their home. They’re going to call the police if they see me in their backyard. What do you want to do, anyway?”

“He is the Emperor’s nephew!” She tried to think of an additional lie. “He’s.. He could be brainwashed! I have to assess how deeply manipulated he is. If we can save him, o if we must kidnap him.”

“Kidnap?!”

“For his safety!” Kikimora climbed out of the car. “You stay here, then, I will spy…!”

“Uh, okay–”

She slammed the door and ran across the street, and nose-dived into the bush.

And saw everything go down. But didn’t run in to help. She could not take them all on on her own! Besides, if her master was taken by the teenagers, it would be easier to try to rescue him instead of, most likely, getting defeated and captured with him.

But she didn’t need to.

The woman in the house took him back inside.

Kikimora ran back to Jacob in the car.

 


 

“Ohh..” Mrs Stout had put Jeeves-Belos on her table and looked him over, cooing and petting him. “You poor, poor thing! You’re all shaken up, my little baby.”

Belos could feel Jeeves eyes sag into his skull. The baby talk made him suicidal.

She looked out at her ruined garden and put her hand on her phone.

“I’m calling the po–”

The doorbell rang.

She huffed and put her phone down. Maybe it was Camila. She did like Camila, she was a pushover, so she was hoping that maybe her neighbour would just be apologetic and pay the damages, and take Jeeves to the pet clinic without any extra cost.

She put Jeeves on the floor and Belos followed Mrs. Stout to the door.

There was a little girl in a dress there.

“Oh, uh, hello little girl?” Mrs. Stout looked further outside, no parents. “Um– Where’s your parents?”

Kikimora was using an illusion to look human and was blinking her big puppy eyes up at her.

“I need to use the bathroom~~”

“Er… Go to the next house, I’m a little–”

Jeeves ran past her and put his paws onto Kikimora. “Get inside.. Now..!” he whispered and as Mrs. Stout bent down to keep her dog from running outside, Kikimora slipped inside.

“Ah, little girl!”

“It’s an emergency!” Kikimora tip tapped on her feet, pretending to need to pee. “Where’s the toilet?!”

“No! Get out! I’ve had enough of children today!” She left the door open and pointed at it for Kikimora to leave.

Belos ran up to his henchman again and hissed to her. “Cut her.. Cut her..!”

When Mrs-Stout grabbed Kiki by the arm, Kiki kicked and flexed her claws out and Clawed Mrs. Stout deeply across her leg.

The human fell down. “Ow! You– Look what you did?!” Her shin had three large clawmarks and was drawing blood. “That’s IT!! Get OUT of my HOUSE!”

Behind her, Belos left the body of Jeeves and slimed his hands up against the walls for support.

Mrs. Stout got up, towering over Kiki, not knowing the monster that was behind her. She grabbed Kikimora by the elbow and dragged her, when suddenly her foot got stuck to her ground.

She looked back, and saw Jeeves slumped on the floor, and from his little sad body surged a tall, green, gaunt beast with glowing blue eyes.

She didn’t even have time to scream.

The goop slurped around her, her leg was on fire as the horrifying decay demon penetrated through her flesh and bones. She gagged, tried to fight it. She landed on her knees and tried to crawl, she looked up at the little girl– But saw in her place a little red demon that smiled and waved at her.

“You should’ve let me have the restroom.” She scoffed and watched her master take possession of her limbs.

Belos breathed, heaving, as he leaned onto his human hands. He inhaled, sat up and brushed the asymmetric grey bob out of his face. He flexed his fingers, like they were gloves too small for him.

Kikimora patiently waited for her praise.

Belos smiled at her. “Well done, Kiki.” He said and stood up slowly. “I knew I could trust you.”

And she beamed. “Of course, Lord Philip.” And bowed.

Philip’s ego was stroked, she used his real name. That earned her some points. But didn't escape him that she was, indeed, sucking up to him.

“Hmph..” He looked over at Jeeves, the dog was whimpering and sat pressed into the corner. “Oh, don’t worry, Jeeves. That awful woman won’t torture you with her coddling anymore.”

He picked him up in the scruff and gave him to Kikimora.

“Take him to the vet. I’m sure Mister Hopkins knows what to do.”

“uh... Of course!”

“He is still with you, I hope.

“Yes, he is. And… If you need a new host, after this meek human is no longer of your use..” She glanced out through the door at Jacob, who was bobbing his head to the radio as he was reading his comic. “It won’t be difficult. Trust me.”

“Is that so..” Philip’s lip twitched into a smirk. “Good to know. He’s younger, stronger… I just need time to groom him then.”

“That won’t be difficult either, my lord.”

“Oh? Good. Well then, take this pup. I got to… Research some things.” He finally had hands, and a proper body he could sustain in for a longer period of time.

And next door was Luz the human, his nephew, and those damned witches. He knew they were working on the portal… They thought he was still inside the dog.

He had the upper hand.

Belos saw the state of the backyard and recalled how upset Mrs. Stout had been. For sure, he could use this to his advantage.

He could feel her try to fight him inside for control. And stretched his neck, it was his way of giving her a chokehold.

“Of course, my lord!”

“Oh, actually..” He fished up Mrs. Stout’s phone. “Do you know how to use these?”

“Yes, sort of.”

“Do you have Jacob’s number?”

“I can fetch it for you.”

“Good.”

And he smiled.

Belos watched Kikimora run out to the car with the wounded terrier to Jacob and the phone. Belos loomed in the door, hands behind his back, smiling. 

His blue eyes glowing in the shade of Mrs. Stout’s hallway.

Very, very good.”

Jacob put the PARASITE comic down to open the car door for Kikimora.


Notes:

Sorry for the long wait. *lays down and dies* ol< Hopefully it was worth the wait.

I posted this as soon as I was done writing, 'cus it's been giving me so much guilt it's been taking so long oTL.
I'm really sorry about that. My arm is still kinda up-and-down and so is my MH. But, hey, slow and steady wins the race amIrite lol;;;

After all these emotional chapters i needed to write something a bit more goofy but still pushing the story along. :,)

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