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Jisung has had enough. His mind is both stuck and moving too fast at the same time and he’s had enough. Enough of the dreams and the wanting and the guilt. Enough of waking up to hate his reality more and more with each passing day.
“Changbin hyung,”
Jisung whispers it. Saying it outloud is incriminating. He swallows.
“Say you have a— a dream. About Yongbok. About, um, being with Yongbok.”
It’s impossible to experience second-hand embarrassment from yourself, but Jisung has been so many versions of himself that he thinks it’s somehow possible, for him.
“But in the dream you know you’re not together. Or— he’s not your… Yongbok. Should you— feel guilty? About it?”
or: Jisung keeps travelling to different universes in his dreams, in each one he finds (and sometimes loses) Minho.