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Sometimes he thought it was pathetic to think of a future for him and his partner or his lover whatever they wanted to call it. But unfortunately that dream could never be fulfilled because the two they had responsibilities
He was the next deserving and lucky one to take the position of general of xianzhou, so many soldiers or people were envious of him or said that he should feel lucky. That someone like him, being a nobody taking that great responsibility.
On the other hand, his lover was a great lieutenant and being admired by a large part of xianzhou and taking the responsibility of having to marry in order to make an alliance with a princess and being supported by everyone. What if they found out he was sleeping with the next general?
His teacher would be disappointed in both of them and since he was the older one all the blame would fall on him for having to be an example to follow as a general who was not allowed to spoil his future. He knew perfectly well that his teacher was only preparing him to be someone strong and that he could lead Xianzhou to glory, but sometimes he felt that he couldn't anymore.
While he was having those thoughts, he did not notice that a person was approaching him closely until he felt a gloved hand on his shoulder, he was on guard but upon hearing his voice he calmed down and showed a smile.
What is the great lieutenant doing outside at this time of night? The aforementioned only showed a smile before his words. I was just wondering why some of my friends didn't show their faces at my party commitment, before those words the aforementioned only showed a bitter smile when saying the last two sentences.
Why do you need me, if you already have Dan Heng, there is keeping you company as your friend, I said as I turned to see that person, seeing that it was no one but my beloved Ren, looking at me with an indecisive face as if he wanted to tell me something but in the end he just showed a smile and said, dan heng is busy with other soldiers and I don't want to leave you alone.
Hearing that, I only showed a bitter face and told him, but would you leave your current wife just to be with a friend? Saying that, she just gave me a bitter look and told me, you know perfectly that I don't love her
Hearing that, I only showed another more bitter face, but you agreed to marry her when I finished and I looked at him again, he showed me a face full of guilt and sadness, seeing that I felt guilty, it wasn't no one to complain about anything, after that we were silent for a while until I felt a hand on my chin and I lifted it up.
I would like to grant this dance as the last one we will have, when I heard that I felt a million emotions but the one that was stronger than others was sadness but to lighten the atmosphere I said, but that's not for the bride, when I heard that she just showed me a smile and said, I choose who to dance with me and I chose you, when I heard that I smiled.
I accepted the hand that he offered me, when I accepted it I felt another hand that was clinging to my waist before that action I only showed a smile and we began to dance clinging to each other knowing that if we we let go even for a second we would be afraid that one will leave forever.