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Izuku and Katsuki started dating 3 months ago, and this is the first time Izuku will spend his weekends at Kacchan's place.
They talked about this since forever, and he's very excited about what they can and will do throughout his whole stay at Kacchan's.
Izuku spends his Friday packing things and overthinking everything. I mean, it's the first time, first time, he will be staying at someone's place. And it is not just someone 'someone' but its Kacchan!
Izuku couldn't help but squeal just by the thought of staying at his boyfriend's place. He's so red that he starts fanning his face, randomly shoving his face on his hands because of all the silly things suddenly popping in his head.
Izuku was so busy daydreaming that he didn't notice the time. (Not that it's a bad thing, it definitely favors him.)
He spends his Friday night texting Kacchan, forcing the blond to daydream with him and falling asleep with their call still going.
He woke up early the next day, because of course! It's Saturday! The day he will be going to Kacchan's place!
He's very excited that he's almost vibrating while he readies himself.
Should he text Kacchan? Would it be a good idea to just go there, on his boyfriend's place, and greet his lover 'good morning' with a backpack on his shoulders?It's like surprising Kacchan even though they planned this whole thing and was looking forward to it for like, 15 years.
Before Izuku could decide what to do, there's a knock on his door.
Uh...
Kacchan, of course, beat him into it.
Of course. As always.
Izuku smiles to himself, blushing as he opens the door and Kacchan's handsome face greeted him. The blond whistling upon seeing Izuku.
"You ready, angel?" Kacchan asked as he leaned forward and kissed Izuku's forehead. (It's his way of greeting Izuku.)
"Good morning, by the way. You look so fucking beautiful. Damn. You always woke up like that?" Kacchan added, pointedly looking at Izuku, and snorts when Izuku suddenly buried his face on his neck.
"Stop being so, argh!" Izuku couldn't help himself, pinching his boyfriend's side because of embarrassment.
He's still not used to Kacchan's daily compliment.
Actually, he still can't believe that after 15 years of wishing, he's now dating Kacchan.
He's now with Kacchan.
They're together, together!
'Oh my god...'
"I'm ready since, like, I was five, Kacchan." Izuku said with a 'duh' tone and giggled when Kacchan laughs.
"Alright, Mr. I've-been-ready-to-spend-my-weekends-with-my-handsome-boyfriend-since-I-was-five." Kacchan teased him before started tugging him inside of his apartment.
Izuku just noticed that they were still outside at that. Not that he really minds.
Kacchan headed straight to his room and got his backpack. Izuku squeaked when Kacchan suddenly scooped him up and threw him over his wide, broad shoulders like he's just a sack of rice.
Izuku let out an embarrassing, high-pitched, "Kacchan!" as he fisted the back of his boyfriend's t-shirt.
"I'm heavy!" He added.
"Well, not for me. Shut up." Katsuki carried him till they were in front of the ash-blond's car.
Smirking when he lets Izuku down on the pavement. Izuku blushes and hurriedly entered the car.
It's time to go to Kacchan's place!
Spending a day with Kacchan in his place is so amazing, Izuku could confidently say that this is the best day of his life.
They spend their off days with Kacchan cooking for both of them and then watching a lot of corny romance and (Kacchan: 'what a joke of') horror movies. They also played a lot of online games and board games. Of course, the two also had their quiet time together. Reading their favorite books while they were back-to-back as they waited for the cinnamon rolls that Izuku baked.
They were enjoying themselves, so contented and happy that they are spending their day together that they didn't notice the time.
They finished eating what Kacchan cooked for their dinner and now getting ready to go to bed.
Izuku was drying his wet hair in front of the mirror, Kacchan's taking a bath, when his eyes roamed onto his body that he remembered what Kacchan said earlier when he picked Izuku up at his apartment.
"I'm heavy!"
"Well, not for me."
It shouldn't be a big deal, really.
But for Izuku, who has a plump, rounded body, it is.
It is a big deal.
He knew he shouldn't be thinking about all of this (negative) things right now. Not when he's with Kacchan and was just super happy a few seconds ago. When he was just feeling ecstatic that he felt like he's heart if going to burst.
It's so random and stupid.
Izuku shouldn't suddenly feel insecure.
But...
But what if Kacchan just said those words because they were both too excited for this day to even notice Izuku's weight? What if he's too big for Kacchan? What if Kacchan finds him ugly despite always complementing him? What if Kacchan's just doing it out of 'obligation'? What if he's ugly and Kacchan realize it, see it too and leave him because of that? What if all of this wouldn't last because-
"Angel?"
Izuku was snapped out of his negative thoughts when he heard Kacchan's voice.
His watery green eyes met worried red ones.
"Why are you crying? What's wrong?" Kacchan asked as he immediately walked towards Izuku.
Izuku blinks repeatedly, startled when he felt his cheeks are wet.
Oh.
He's crying.
"I- uh..." Izuku wiped his tears away, embarrassed.
He couldn't believe himself.
Suddenly feeling insecure and then overthinking things, and then crying like an idiot!
Oh god.
He's so stupid.
What had gotten into him? He was just looking at the mirror minutes ago! He was just giggling and all because he's going to sleep on Kacchan's bed with Kacchan beside him.
And then... and then-!
What's wrong with him?!
"Hey, angel, look at me." Kacchan called as his hands cupped Izuku's cheeks, "What's wrong?" He asked again, voice worried.
Izuku's lips wobbled and then suddenly he's crying in earnest.
Frustrated at himself and at the same time, so overwhelmed for all of the things that had happened today and the look on Kacchan's face, eyes right now.
Why is he looking at Izuku like that?!
So worried, so ready to comfort. Red eyes screaming 'I love you; I will burn the world for you'.
Shouldn't he be looking at him disgustingly? Because Izuku's ugly and fat, and plain and big and-
"You're gonna leave me because I'm too ugly for you!" Izuku cried.
His boyfriend's eyes widened, jaw slacking as he stared at crying Izuku.
"W-what the fuck?" Kacchan stuttered a little, completely caught off guard, "Where did that come from? And who the fuck said you're ugly?!"
Kacchan looked so offended, and Izuku would laugh if he wasn't crying like a baby.
"It's the truth! I'm plain, so ugly! And, and I'm fat! Big enough for you to leave-"
"Okay, hold on. Shut up for a second, angel." Kacchan said as he guided Izuku towards his bed.
Izuku was about to sit on the bed when Kacchan sat first and then gently guided Izuku on his lap. Once he's sited, Kacchan cupped his face again. Looking straight into his green eyes, his own red eyes are dead serious as he says;
"First of all, you're not ugly. Never was. Never will be. You're so fucking beautiful that sometimes you just take my breath away. I'm always thanking whoever god out there because every time you look at me, I feel so damn lucky." Kacchan started, leaning forward until their foreheads touched.
He was caressing Izuku's face as Izuku sniffs.
"Second, who the fuck said that being fat is ugly? What's wrong with being 'big'? I already told you; you are beautiful. You look fucking amazing just the way you are, Izuku." Kacchan said as he kissed him on the lips.
His eyes are honest, so open and firm that it added on how Izuku's heart flutters in his chest.
"Lastly, how is being 'big' enough for me to leave? Who's leaving? Because I'm sure the Gods, even the fucking devils, knows that I would never fucking leave you. After waiting for almost 15 years? You think I'll leave you because, what, you're 'ugly'?" Kacchan scoffed, he still sounds so offended when he said the word 'ugly', "I don't give a damn if you're big or small, tall or short, or hell-! I'd love you even if you turned into a fucking worm, Izuku."
Izuku giggled at that, sniffling as tears continued to fall from his eyes. But now, it's not because he feels insecure anymore, but because he feels so loved, cared for, and secured.
And oh, Izuku was not being random earlier. He just understands what just happened to him.
He felt insecure because he was scared.
Scared of losing the chance to have more days like this with Kacchan. Scared that this kind of thing between them would end.
It made him irrational and stupid. So stupid that when he saw his body on the mirror, his mind made it the first 'reason' or 'threat' that will end everything he has with Kacchan.
After tasting a day with Kacchan, experiencing living with Kacchan...
He never wanted to lose it. He never wanted it to end.
And Kacchan...
Kacchan, of course, chased away all his fears and worries and immediately turned them into ashes. Blowing up every bit of it into oblivion. Assuring Izuku that he will stay. That he would never leave him.
And because it's Kacchan, Izuku knew everything the blond said is true. Everything he would say and promised would be fulfilled.
Kacchan would never lie or go against his own words.
"I love you so goddamn much, angel." Kacchan says as he kisses Izuku again.
Izuku smiles at their kiss before leaning back a little, hands coming up to his boyfriend's shoulder.
"I love you too, Kacchan. Thank you so much. Let's live together."
And isn't that what he, they, truly wanted?
To live together.
Sure, they just started dating 3 months ago, but they've been wanting to get together since they were toddlers. It never changes, and it never stopped. It only keeps on growing as the years passed by as they both grow as well.
It was their dream. To be in each other's arms in the safety of a house they could call as their home. A dream they thought would never turn into reality.
They're always 'it' for each other.
So, why waste more time if they now have the right to do what they both wanted?
Right?
He watched as Kacchan's jaw dropped for the second time before squeaking because Kacchan's suddenly surged forward and kissed him like he wanted to devour Izuku.
"Ah, fuck. I told you I'm so damn lucky." The blond mumbled onto his lips before adding, "We're gonna get all your things tomorrow. For now, let's test this bed if it could last to be our bed."
Izuku giggles, mumbling a "Sure, Kacchan." before he gets devoured.
Ah...
Izuku is the lucky one.
(They both are-; the lucky ones.)