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Izuku whipped his head up to look at the door of their classroom, seeing Katsuki on the other side of it.
He's been waiting for the other to arrive when he got to their classroom earlier and saw the blond's seat was empty. It's very unusual for Katsuki to be late. The blond is one of those students who always arrive early at their class like Yaoyorozu and Iida.
He smiles at the blond when they locked eyes but then the blond glares at him in return- which shouldn't be shocking by the fucking way- but still, it shocks him because since they started dating, Katsuki usually just ignores him if he's in a foul mood to avoid getting in a fight with him.
Izuku attempted to greet the blond when Katsuki growls at him.
"You, stupid fuckin' idiot..." Katsuki stomped forward towards him with murderous intention in his eyes.
Izuku sputters, "Whoa, whoa. Wha-? What did I do?! Kacchan! Wait-!"
"You almost fucking died three fucking times, fucker!" Katsuki yelled at him, fisting the collar of his uniform before shaking him violently.
"I... What?!" Izuku frowns while trying to escape Katsuki's wrath.
Their classmates' looking at them weirdly, a mixture of concern and amusement, yet no one's offering any help to his innocent poor life (that is in complete danger if you'd see how Kacchan's looking at him right now and the way he's shaking him). Settling on just watching him and his precious, lovable boyfriend like they're in some kind of circus show.
What did he do to deserve such a good morning like this?
"Kacchan, stop! Let me go!" Izuku tried to free himself once more but Katsuki continued to shakes him like he wanted to mixed Izuku's internal organs.
Is this what they called cute aggression?
Izuku isn't sure if he wanted this, really...
Well, maybe, as long as it's his Kacchan. (Jesus- all the things we do for love...)
Is it too late for him to really think about his life choices? Decisions?
"You almost fucking died!" Katsuki repeated, screamed at his face. "You, absolute idiot! Why the fuck don't you know how to listen?!"
"What do you mean?!" Izuku cried, confused and a little frustrated. He has absolutely no idea what the hell Katsuki's talking about.
"All you ever did was to fucking throw your goddamn self, your fucking life, to save other people! You never listened even though I kept on telling you not to trust other people that isn't me! Fuckin' idiot. Getting betrayed by fuckers and almost died because he couldn't fucking listen to the one who keeps him alive and cares for him. Fucking piece of shit!" Katsuki ranted with his voice getting lower, quieter, angry tears now on his red eyes.
Izuku's jaw dropped, staring at the blond in bewilderment. His hands loosely holding Katsuki's wrist.
"Giving me a goddamn heart attack and making me suffer. Fuckin' making me watch him almost lost his fucking life because of stupid shit. Because of some random fucking extra who was already on a critical fuckin' condition. Inconsiderate motherfucker who keeps on thinking and prioritizing other people but always forgetting himself, his life, and those people who're afraid to lose him. Asshole. Stupid, fucking jerk. I fucking hate you." Katsuki gritted his teeth as he tried to stop his tears from falling on his cheeks (which he failed miserably-).
The blond squatted indignantly and buried his face on Izuku's side, now gripping the other's uniform with both of his hands as he lets himself cry in frustration, irritation, and fear.
"Just fucking tell me if you wanna die that badly! I'll fucking kill you myself, bitch..." He said, voice a little muffled by Izuku's uniform.
Izuku hovers above him, "Kacchan... What did I do?" He asked helplessly.
His heart painfully throbbing in his chest because of Kacchan's sniffling and he can feel his uniform getting wet because of Kacchan's tears.
He doesn't have any idea what the fuck did he do to the blond but he feels really bad for making him cry. He doesn't like seeing Kacchan like this. His poor heart can't handle a hurting Kacchan (especially and the worst if he's the reason why... Izuku never wanted to be the reason why Kacchan's hurting!).
Their classmates' now looking at them with wide eyes, stunned at the explosive blond boy openly crying.
"I hate you, fuckin' hate you. Stupid, inconsiderate jerk." Katsuki mumbled, punching Izuku in the stomach out of spite (which the other didn't mind a bit).
"Kacchan," Izuku called, placing his hand on Katsuki's nape and the other on the blond's chin. "Look at me." He said softly as he lifted Katsuki's chin.
Katsuki glares at him through his long, wet lashes. Tears still falling from his red eyes down to his cheeks.
Izuku mentally detroit smash himself for making his Kacchan cry. His heart breaking in his chest as he tried to dry Kacchan's cheeks.
"I'm sorry..." He said, "I have no idea what the hell did I do wrong but, I'm so sorry, Kacchan."
The blond leaned onto his hands, "I hate you."
"Yeah, you do. I'm sorry." Izuku whispered, voice steadily soft. Willing to admit and/or agree to anything the blond's telling him and accepting that he's at fault right now. (And just so Kacchan will stop crying and hurting... Again, the things we do for freaking love-)
"No, I fucking don't!"
"I know, Kacchan. I've always known..."
"You almost died because of your stupidity."
"Hm... I'm sorry."
"You never listened to me!"
"Yeah, I'm so stupid for not listening to you, Kacchan."
"Yes, you are! Almost died in front of me because of some stupid fucking extra."
"That... I'm so sorry, Kacchan."
"You should be! I told you not to help them, I told you to leave them be! I told you that we should prioritize ourselves because we have no other shitty choice! But what the fuck did you do? The opposite!"
"Yeah... That was frustrating."
"Frustrating?! That was the worst, you fuck-! Imagine if I'm the one who almost died in front of you, three fucking times!"
"Y-yeah, uhm, no. No, I can't. Yep. I'm so sorry, Kacchan."
"Hah! And, what do you mean you have no idea what you did wrong?! Even in real fucking world, you always throw your goddamn life for other people!"
"Hm-mm..."
"Real world, alternate universe, and now, even in my fucking dreams?! Did 'ya really want to die that badly?!"
"Of course not, Kacchan..." Izuku answered and then, "Wait, what? Dreams? In your dreams?" He asked the blond who are still grumbling angrily.
"Yes, you fuck! Dreamt of us in an apocalypse, and you almost died three fucking times because you never listened to me! You almost got bitten, eaten the first time, Izuku! The first time! The next, you almost fucking died trying to save someone who fucking betrayed us! I told you they were sus as hell but, for the love of all fucking might, you still offered to help them! And lastly, you tried to sacrifice yourself because we discovered that your blood was the cure!" words vomiting from the blond's mouth as he throws his hands up in the air as if he's so done to the Izuku on his dream.
All the people around him had their jaw dropped on the floor, including Izuku who's clearly having a hard time processing what his boyfriend is telling him.
You meant to tell him that Katsuki was, is, mad at him because of his dream?
Because of a dream?!
Jesus Christ...
This is a nightmare.
Someone, please, wake him up.
"Like, fuckin' hell! I told you that the scientists were the goddamn reason why we were in a fucking apocalypse! Yet, again, you never fucking listen to me! Self-sacrificing, piece of shit! Doesn't know how to fucking listen and doesn't know what self-preservation is. Idiot, stupid, shitty jerk." Katsuki continued, poking Izuku hard on his thigh using his index finger.
"I- uh, sorry...?" Is all Izuku can reply.
"I woke up sweating and panting, and fuckin' horrified. I swear to fucking god... If I ever dreamed of you again being so goddamn stupid and an asshole, I'm totally ending your life." Katsuki threatened him.
Izuku only nodded his head slowly.
That threat is... absurd yet totally Kacchan's.
Yeah.
This is what Izuku signed up for. He did this to himself.
This is all his fault.
No going back now.
"Midoriya, blink twice if you need help." He heard one of his classmates whispered behind him.
He blinks multiple times.