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hey man
hey
you need to stop growing your beard or I’m gonna have to fuck you
........................
wHAT
it’s way too sexy
👀
idk if I’ll be able to control myself around you if you get any sexier
just figured I should give you a heads up
I have no idea what to say
it’s barely even a beard
well, it’s fucking hot
............. right
okay then
so ... I should shave? is that what you're telling me?
unless you WANT me drooling over you every day
I'm not opposed to it
but I don't want you to be uncomfortable
I’m not uncomfortable
well…
never for too long, anyway 😉
omg
was that too much information?
no
just unexpected
I thought you’d have worked that out yourself anyway
worked what out?
that I’ve been jerking off thinking about you
😳
HOW am I supposed to have "worked that out"????
cause I just told you if you kept growing your beard I’d wanna fuck you?
that means you’re turning me on
okay, well
I guess that leaves us with two options
I can shave, and we can pretend this conversation never happened
or ... you can fuck me
……… option 2 is a real option??
it is
omg
wow
okay
I never thought you’d actually go for it
…. are you being serious or just testing me or something?
I'm serious if you are
I'm serious
okay
okay
so shall we wait until my scruff makes you unable to control yourself, or how d'you wanna do this?
um
sorry
thinking
or trying to
…. are you free now?
I can be
wow
me too
so ... you wanna fuck right now, then?
yes
if you’re seriously offering
Yep
wow
so
should I come over?
Unless you wanna do it over the phone, yes
right
okay
I’m on my way
great
you’d better not change your mind before I get there
but also, if you do, it’s totally fine
I am definitely not going to do that, Buck
okay
if you’re sure
I am!
awesome
I’ll see you soon then
tbh, if I'd known my having a bit of a beard would have this affect on you, I'd have stopped shaving a long time ago
…..
what?
nothing
...... okay
I’ll be there soon
awesome
*
omg, did you seriously sneak off while I was asleep???
yeah, had to get home
oh
you couldn't have woken me? or left a note??
I didn’t know you wanted me to
..............
right
well, I woke up and you were gone. I looked for you. I was worried.
oh
I didn’t meant to worry you
sorry
it’s okay
should we talk about this?
no
what us sleeping together is gonna look like, so we don't have future mi–
no
just no?
I mean, let’s just take it as it comes
right
well, if that's what you want
yeah, no need to make a big deal out of it
we both had fun, right?
… yeah
it was nice
great
maybe next time just don't sneak off, okay?
let me know when you're leaving, even if I fall asleep
okay
will do
......... do you want there to BE a next time?
yes
oh
good then
me too
good
are you okay?
of course I am?
I’m fine
would you tell me if you weren't?
……….
do you regret it?
no
was it awful? do I suck at it or something?
what? no
you were fantastic
oh
thanks
I can’t wait to do it again
great
yeah
but something's up, right?
I can tell, Buck
I don’t wanna talk about it
oh
................... sorry, I'll stop
thanks
if you change your mind, I'll listen
sure
right
anyway I should go
okay, well. I gotta go get Chris from school anyway
right
you do that
we’ll talk later
okay
bye, Buck
bye
*
hey
you free rn?
sure, what’s up?
…. 🍆👅
can I come over?
ohhh
yeah, okay
awesome
see you soon 😉
can’t wait
*
did you really have to go so soon?
didn't really feel like sleeping on your couch
...........
I wouldn't have kicked you onto the couch
oh, okay
that’s nice of you
I wanted you to stay
okay
maybe next time I will
that’d be great
sure
we didn't even talk
right, sorry
what's Chris into these days?
he’s great
he's so busy with clubs and friends and school
I feel like I haven't seen him in ages
well, next time, STAY and you can see him
yeah, okay 😅
he'd love to see you too
good
maybe I could come over next saturday and make pancakes for breakfast?
that would be awesome
he doesn't have anything on this saturday, does he?
not until the afternoon
that works out
I'll have to head out then anyway
sure
sounds good then
yeah
see you then
oh
what?
okay
did you remember something else he's got on that day?
no
don’t worry about it
… okay
cool
ttyl Eddie
yeah, bye
*
I really think you need to tell me what's up
you spent all morning with Chris and took off as soon as he got picked up
nothing’s up
well, it kinda feels like the only time you talk to me now is to ask me to have sex with you
that’s not true!!
we talked today and none of it was about sex
also I DID tell you I had to go out this afternoon
okay
fine
but if you think I can't tell something's up, then you're wrong
nothing’s up
I’m fine
well, I don’t think I am
feels like you're icing me out, and I don't like it
I'm not trying to ice you out
so what are you doing, then?
what do you mean?
why're you avoiding being alone with me, outside of bed?
...............
I thought sex would bring us closer, but I have never felt more distant from you
I’m sorry
I just…
I’m scared
… scared?
of what?
of talking about it
talking about what?
about what we’re doing
with the sex
...............
you keep saying we haven't talked and that's because I don't want to because I'm terrified of what you're gonna say
oh
right
so you know how I feel and you don't wanna hear it
got it
I don't know anything for sure
it's just easier if we don't talk, you know?
cause then I can at least pretend it means more
.......... more?
more than what?
more than... friends with benefits
or whatever it is
just please don't say anything, okay?
unless you are gonna suddenly confess your love for me, please don't say anything
I think it would actually break me to hear you say it doesn't mean anything
so let's just keep not talking, okay?
NO-kay
I fucking love you
It means EVERYTHING
..... you DO love me?
obviously!
I didn’t know!!!!
yeah, because you've been ghosting me and refusing to let me say anything about it!
yeah! because I thought you just wanted a fuck buddy!
I never wanted that
I just wanted you
omg
I’m such a fucking idiot
I'm not going to argue with you
I love you too Eddie
you do???
really?
so much
I was so scared this didn't mean anything to you
and I just thought, if we didn't address it, I could keep pretending
I’m so sorry
I forgive you
you do?
of course I do
🥺
um
I don't actually have anything on this afternoon
.......... what
are you joking?
…. no
I’m sorry
😒
I was scared that if I stayed over you'd corner me….
and say something I didn't wanna hear
well, you successfully avoided that by leaving
oh wait
no you didn’t
I'm so so so so sorry
I'll never lie to you again
please don’t
and I promise to be more forthcoming in future
.... what's the likelihood of you allowing me back at your house today?
luckily for you, it's 100%
👀
are you sure you don't need some space first?
no
I wouldn’t blame you
I want to spend time with you
I've been wanting that this whole time
I’m sorry
I want that too
so... does now work?
now is great
really?
yes buck
😃
I'll come back over, then
I’d love that
I love you
you idiot
I love you too 🥺
as for being an idiot I'll make it up to you, I promise
oh yeah?
how're you gonna do that then?
however you want
I’ll make you a list 😉
sex, baking, housework
literally anything
a very tempting offer
let’s start with sex
but only if you promise not to run off immediately afterwards
I promise
can I hold you after?
omg, yes
please
yeah? 😏
alright then
I will
good
I’d love that
me too
I can’t get enough of you
wow
likewise, buck
😍
hey
yeah?
does this mean you're my boyfriend now?
!!!
yes
if you’re mine
absolutely!!
🥰
amazing
we’re boyfriends
I like that
boyfriends that are in love
so in love
I can’t stop smiling
great
I’m glad you’re happy
I am too
if you're okay with it…
what?
I'm gonna kiss you slowly this time
oh
slowly, huh?
😏
yeah
slowly
passionately
sensually
tenderly
carefully
delicately
gently
I’m shivering
do it
note to self: synonyms work
😅
😉
I'm surprised you know what a synonym is 😉
have to know it in order to google it
also, rude
I’m very smart
😇
sure buck
the smartiest
🙄
.... I am so gone on you
yeah?
oh yeah
that’s awesome
because same
it was breaking my heart, you being so distant with me
well... I have good news and great news
tell me
the good news is I won't ever be distant with you again
fantastic
the great news is... I'm here 😉
FINALLY
impatient, much?
for you? yes
very much so
🥰
coming, sweetheart
😳
😍
🧡