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I miss sex
…….
honestly, me too
right? So frustrating
yeah
Carla told me to get on Grindr, but I can't bring myself to do it
oh?
do you mean Tinder?
........... no
huh
I said what I meant
okay
before you ask, yes I know the difference
lol
I tried Grindr once
oh yeah?
I deleted it after a couple days 😅
I didn't know how to talk to anyone on there
From what I gathered, talking's not the point
yeah, true
that's always kinda been my problem
I just have never been one for having sex with strangers
what, talking?
yeah, I mean…
I talk too much
during sex?
😅
or when you're trying to pick up?
both?
right
my problem was I always went looking for connection in places where people were just looking for a one night stand
yeah, that's not gonna work
so I'd be talking, trying to get to know them, and they're like "can we just shut up and fuck?” 😅
charming
yeah
anyway
I don't think you talk too much, Buck
aw 😊
although I've never slept with you, so what do I know
……
😅
I'd be happy to try it and let you know
.................
................. shit, sorry, Idk why I said that. I've had a couple drinks.
no, no, it's okay
okay, phew
I mean, we have just established that we both also like men
... yes, we have
...... do you want to?
have sex with you?
yeah
............. I kinda do, yeah
oh
wow
is that bad?
me too
oh
okay then
so … should we?
sure
sure. okay.
um, when?
when..... do you want to?
I’m free now
okay
so am I
your place or mine?
um, I don’t mind
you choose
Well, chris is at a sleepover, but I have also been drinking
I can get an uber? or you can come here
I’ll come to you
are you sure?
yeah
of course
okay
sounds great
yeah
great
it’ll be great
it’ll be amazing
'cause it's us
… yeah 😊
alright, well I'll be there soon
excellent
I better tidy up a bit
okay
see you in a few
see you soon
*
hey, you okay? you left here in a hurry
..... I've been better 😅
what’s wrong?? 😟
............ I'm kinda mortified
why?
because it was terrible?
it wasn’t just me, right?
omg, no
I mean, that whole thing was......
so awkward
yeah
I’m so sorry
you don't have to be
I have no idea what happened
it was both of us
I know what you mean
I thought it would be easy?
I mean, we're so close. and ...... we have CHEMISTRY, right? You've felt that, surely?
oh
yeah
definitely
right
it shoulda been fireworks
but it's okay, Buck
we just need to work at it
I swear I'm usually great at sex
............... assuming you're interested in doing it again
Of course you are
You're the best at sex
........ you wanna try again?
yeah, of course
as long as you do, I mean
yeah, sure
maybe not tonight..... 😅
I didn't mean tonight
I'm gonna need at least 24hrs to get over my embarrassment from tonight
oh, Buck. don't be embarrassed
it’s still just me
yeah, I know, it's just....
I mean ... sure, it was a little clumsy and awkward and you definitely focused on a lot of the wrong places, but ... that's part of getting to know a new partner
I've never had to work at it before
oh
never?
nope
okay, wow
😬
I guess it'd probably help if we talked a bit more beforehand, too
yeah, probably
like, are we okay with kissing?
I am
if you are
I think so
yeah
you THINK so?
no, yeah
I am
I’m okay with it
okay
great
sorry
and maybe we should talk about ... versatility before next time
versatility?
you know
top and bottom
right
yes
that would help
it would definitely help 😅
omg Eddie I've never felt so awkward about sex in my LIFE
I gathered that
it’s okay, buck
it happens
yeah
at least it was with you? 😅
you know, someone I trust not to make fun of me for it for the rest of my life
I would never do that
I know
anyway, I was just as awkward and clumsy as you were
it takes two to tango
or tangle, in our case
😂
there was definitely a lot of tangling going on
so much tangling
sorry for running off
you don't have to be
I couldn't tell if I was gonna burst into tears or laughter
oh dear 😅
how do you feel now?
better
good. I’m glad
less embarrassed and more just amused
who would've thought two gorgeous guys like us would be stumped by gay sex?
huh
yeah
well
if you meant it, I'd definitely be up for trying again
great. I did mean it
awesome
okay, well. I might get some sleep now I know you're okay
yeah, of course
goodnight Buck
night Eddie
*
hey
are you doing anything tonight?
Nah, why?
I was wondering if you'd be interested in round 2....... 😉
ohhhhhhhh 😏
sure
yeah?
Yep
awesome
so... I guess this is the part where we should talk about it
ahh, yes
good thinking
make sure we're on the same page this time
definitely
so
so
sorry, um 😅
what are you hoping to get out of tonight?
…. an orgasm
🙄
😂
if that's all, I think we're done talking then
hey, no, come back
I’m here
I wanna make you feel good too
great
I wanna not be awkward
not awkward would be a definite improvement
lol
do you have an idea of what you'd like me to do to you to achieve that orgasm?
...... honestly?
yes, of course
okay
I want you to ride me
… oh
okay
is that…. okay?
I'm okay with that, yeah
okay
great
what about you?
what do you want?
I want you to go down on me
ohhh okay 😏
I can do that
you're okay with that?
yeah
definitely
awesome
I also wanna pull your hair while you do it
oh
wow
no?
yes
I’m into it
pull my hair
fantastic 🤤
I’m excited now
when d'you wanna meet?
tonight…?
now?
now
now works
awesome
I’ll come over
great
we just gotta be quiet, Chris is asleep and I really want it to stay that way
oh, sure
I’ll do my best 😬
If you have trouble being quiet, you could always ....... keep your mouth on my neck
your neck?
yeah
I love neck kisses
ohhhhhhhhh
okay
sure
sounds good 😏
so, hopefully we'll be a little less awks this time
yeah 😅
oh, hey
when I get there
yeah?
um, what do you wanna do first?
oh
I could go down on you, if you want?
okay, sure
would it be okay if I fingered you at the same time?
😳
yeah, that’d be fine, Buck
😏
probably a good way to prep for you topping me, tbh
that's what I was thinking
okay
I'll be there soon, then
can’t wait
see you soon
😉
*
hey, you know. you coulda stayed over
oh, thanks
wanted to get back to my own bed, though
oh, okay
....... it was better, though, right?
omg SO much better
can't wait to see what it's like next time 😉
right
told you, we just needed to work at it a little
yeah, you were right
of course I was 😉
🙄
don't let it go to your head
yeah yeah
anyway
not bad for giving my first blowjob, huh?
definitely not bad
although next time I'll definitely start off slower 😅
got a little ambitious there lol
yes please, good idea
it’s okay
maybe we could switch things up next time…?
what do you have in mind?
well
I was thinking maybe you could fuck me
😳
….. Okay
I’d like that
yeah? you would? 😏
Yep
good
we’ll do that, then
okay, we will
excellent
anything else you want next time?
.... your mouth
oh yeah? 😏
where do you want it?
everywhere
but I was kinda hoping you'd go down on me, next time
I can do that
wow
I can’t wait
me neither 🤤
we'll have to make plans tomorrow
for our next time
Agreed
for now, I should try to get some sleep
good thinking
me too
gonna be dreaming of your cock, though…..
😳
wow
😏
goodnight Eddie
goodnight buck
*
hey, thanks for last night. It was fucking incredible
fifth time's the charm, huh? 😏
yeah
it was great
only great?
I thought it was amazing
sure
amazing
............ was it not good for you?
did I do something wrong?
no!
no, it was definitely good for me
sorry
I just….
Eddie, I have to tell you something
… okay
better just tell me then
the sex was great, honest
uh huh
so what’s wrong?
....... I'm in love with you
oh!
you are?
yeah
right
um, since when?
I thought I could keep it separate
oh…..
does that matter?
well, maybe?
are you sure you're not just feeling this because we're sleeping together?
no
um
I've felt this way for over a year
I’m really sorry
oh, wow
I know I should've told you
why're you sorry? don't be sorry!
well
....... you're not mad?
no
oh
good
see, I didn't tell you how I feel either
……….
how do you feel?
Buck, I'm in love with you too
are you serious???
of course
omg
I don't even know what to say
that’s amazing
it is soooooo amazing
so, uh
what does this mean for us?
I wanna be with you
like, a couple
official
I’d like that
wow
how long have you been in love with me?
A long, long time
how come you never said anything?
well, I didn't know you were attracted to men, for starters. It just seemed impossible that anything would ever happen between us
right
that’s fair, I guess
why didn't you say something?
I thought the same 😅
ahh
Eddie, I have loved having sex with you
but I wanna do more than that
… more?
I wanna live together….
cook meals together
plan our weeks together
that sounds amazing
really?
so, you want that too?
I want those things too
wow
that’s amazing
we could be a family
you, me and Chris
Eddie 🥺
what?
I want that so much
let's make it happen, then
yes
okay
what are you doing tonight?
are you busy?
nothing I can't put off
..... do you wanna go on a date with me?
oh
like ... a go out in public together kind of date?
yeah
exactly like that
I’d love to
you would??
let me see if I can get a sitter for Chris
omg
I’m so excited
me too 🥰
okay, my Tia can watch Chris for a few hours
oh, that was quick
awesome
........ Christopher wasn't happy about it 😬
oh no
so I told him why
I hope that’s okay
oh
sure
....... how'd he take it?
now he's dancing around the house 😅
WHAT
😅
he’s really happy
omg I’m gonna cry
can I come over now?
hang out with both of you?
yeah, of course
that’d be brilliant
we can plan our date together
🥰
🥰
sounds wonderful
yeah, it does
I’ll see you soon, then 😊
I can’t wait
💛
🧡