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Nighttime Maneuvers

Summary:

Jill absolutely cannot sleep. There's too much on her mind.

Takes place not long after *Kira*Miki but before Gaby comes in.

Notes:

incredibly loosely based off of this: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CewMtQEFF7o

her mind is doing that maneuvering if that makes sense??

:( fore doesnt actually talk, iykyk............

(See the end of the work for more notes.)

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Jill couldn't sleep. for whatever reason, the city was a lot louder than it usually was at this hour. This hour was likely one or two in the morning. The bartender didn't exactly feel motivated to grab her phone to check, knowing that she'd be scrolling through the Augmented Eye until she got to last year's posts. Still, her place beneath the kotatsu no longer felt as comfortable as it had when she first laid down. And she suddenly felt suffocated by the air in her room, not to mention her throat felt dry out of nowhere.

With an irritated groan, she forced herself into standing and fetched herself a glass of water. She was thankful for the fact that her path was illuminated by the neon lights right outside her window. Not literally, but it saved her from going through the trouble of turning on her lamp and seeing Fore's blatant disappointment. The downside? Her body felt more awake now that she had downed the water, her mind unable to take the hint that she wanted nothing more than a full night's rest before she'd have to witness any of Dana or Gillian's antics. Not that she minded them, she just wished she was told a week in advance what kind of chaos they would have planned for that day.

At this point in time, she knew for a fact she wouldn't be able to wind down properly on her own. She needed a small nudge in order to calm herself. That nudge was more like a kick, and it was right  atop one of the few shelves within her room. Sure, it was a bad habit to take up and rely on, but nicotine really worked wonders. Making a beeline for her nightstand, Jill nearly stepped on Fore, who jumped and then just stared up at her as if he wasn't in her way and she was the one in the wrong.

“Where are you going?” he asked as Jill scooped up the pack and lighter.

“Just the balcony, don't worry,” she assured him as she made her way to the glass door, not sparing him another glance. Sometimes, that cat's expression could be intimidating, and that was far from what she wanted to see at the moment.

“Make sure you come in quietly,” his voice had been nothing short of a grumble, the feline shifting back into a relaxed, curled up position. The bartender let out only a hum of acknowledgement as she stepped outside, pulling a cigarette out and lighting it. She made sure to close the door behind her. It wasn't that she didn't trust Fore not to escape, but if a ninja suddenly jumped up to her balcony, she'd like to think he'd be safer inside.

As she exhaled a cloud of smoke, she couldn't help but allow a wave of calm to wash over her. The warmth from the cigarette mixed with the chill that rode upon a passing breeze really stirred up some thoughts and emotions within her.

The bar was closing soon. It would be easier to accept the news if it wasn't for the fact that she had made so many memories within it. What about the patrons? She was so used to Dorothy's near constant (albeit disruptive) presence, it'd be weird if suddenly that was gone from her daily life. And Alma? Who would provide Brandtinis to the hacker? But most importantly, where would she, Gil, and Dana end up? Actually, those other two would likely be fine, they'd pick up something new quickly. But Jill? She worked too hard to just stop mixing drinks. Her life had changed since she started working at Valhalla, for better or worse.

Her cigarette was nearing its end, she realized, her thoughts having been interrupted abruptly. Actually, she only noticed because she felt her fingers grow concerningly warmer. Had she really been taking such long drags? Or, maybe, she had just lost track of time while contemplating her life. She glanced back through the glass door. Barely peeking out from the pocket of her coat where it hung were the *Kira*Miki tickets gifted to her from the Lillim idol herself. Would she have gotten them so easily if she hadn't worked at Valhalla? It still felt hard to believe that a bar of all places held a meaningful place in her heart. She put out the remained of the cigarette against the concrete wall. A fire hazard otherwise, but it wasn't as though there was much left to the cigarette to the point where damage could be caused if it were to ignite the whole building on fire.

It was then that Jill came to the conclusion it was her drowsiness that led to such existentialism. That just had to be the answer. She slid the door open and stepped inside, snuggling back under the warm kotatsu. That was it. She was just tired, and that was her body's way of reminding her to rest. Jill made a mental note to ask Dana if she could start her shift late. Her boss was reasonable enough for that. Actually, maybe she'd get the day off! This was Dana, after all. Shutting her eyes with a yawn, Jill found herself having too fight if she wanted to open them again as she could practically feel herself drifting off. Her thoughts even grew to be less comprehensible the closer she got to what felt like sleep. Fore's purring made for some good white noise, too. The cat had pressed his smaller body right against her, as if trying to drain all the warmth from her body. 

At the very least, she was comfortable again...

 

Goodnight.

 

 

Notes:

I DIDNT MEAN FOR THIS TO END UP AS LONG AS IT DID, I SWEAR IT WAS AN ACCIDENT

it's been years since i've written/posted anything on here i sort of forgot how the site worked????

also, any and all constructive criticism is welcome!! please tell me what i could improve :0