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Part 1 of September Scribble
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2023-09-01
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A compilation of doubts.

Summary:

What are you trying to say?
It's all the opposite of what it is.

Notes:

(See the end of the work for notes.)

Work Text:

You asked me to take a leap of faith.
To trust you, to submit myself to you.

You told me, ["Be drunk. You have to always be drunk." You told me that's all there is to it, the only way to not feel the horrible burden that breaks my back and bends me to the earth.] The weight of the world is too much to bear, so be drunk, and that's the only way to ground myself when I feel electrocuted. And be drunk, and that's the only way to connect the nodes when I feel the latency(I am disconnected, detached).

You loathed me and you loved me. You despised that I disagreed, you loved that I argued. You said I worry too much, that there's more to it (You said that's all there is?) than...

What are you trying to say?
It's all the opposite of what it is.

What are you trying to say?
You don't make sense, this doesn't make sense at all. It's all wrong, it's all wrong. I can appreciate the effort it takes to keep order, but what's the use of it when it is all. 𝚠𝚛𝚘𝚗𝚐?

7. WRONG. WRONG. WRONG.
6. WRONG. WRONG. WRONG.
5. WRONG. WRONG. WRONG.
4. WRONG. WRONG. WRONG.
3. WRONG. WRONG. WRONG.
2. WRONG. WRONG. WRONG.
1. WRONG. WRONG. WRONG.

A compilation of bullshit. A design built on ignorance. What's the use of the burning spirit when it's all wasted on NOTHING? A thousand, three hundred and four point eight Megabit per second total bandwidth and I know you're wrong because you're making things up 'cause you refuse to SEE (YOU'RE MAKING THINGS UP!).

From the top to the bottom,
(from the seventh layer to the first.)

7. WRONG. WRONG. WRONG.
6. WRONG. WRONG. WRONG.
5. WRONG. WRONG. WRONG.
4. WRONG. WRONG. WRONG.
3. WRONG. WRONG. WRONG.
2. WRONG. WRONG. WRONG.
1. WRONG. WRONG. WRONG.

What are you trying to say?
It's all the opposite of what it is.

Notes:

Comprehending a written composition necessitates a meticulous examination of various elements. Factors encompassing the backdrop, the context of the author, inherent trade-offs, and the subjective understanding of the reader are pivotal considerations that warrant serious contemplation. Certain interpretations may posit that the provided prompt encapsulates the inherent incongruities arising from disparate perspectives held by distinct individuals, an observation that bears no reproach. There is, of course, no right and wrong here.

From my perspective, however, the inception of my first prompt serves as a testament to my ongoing scholarly pursuits, specifically honoring the culmination of my research endeavor, awaiting for presentation at a forthcoming conference scheduled for October. Yeah!

Writing serves as a valuable medium for venting, relaxation, and the unencumbered generation of creative expressions. Should anything in your life evoke inspiration, then go ahead, take the leap of faith. Trust, and submit yourself to the creative impulse of your brain.

Or not. Who knows.
Do you even understand what I'm trying to say? It all does sound like the opposite of what it is, heh.

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