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The Darkest Heart

Summary:

Xiao was never meant for the light.
He has walked through blood and ash for a thousand years and more, carrying the sins of gods not his own: such is the life of the Guardian Yaksha.
Solitude. Penance. Duty. Pain. He tells himself it is enough.
But when a strange traveler arrives like a star flung from the heavens, the shape of his existence begins to shift. Slowly. Reluctantly.
Until, one day, everything breaks.
A story of gods and grief, of light and its cost. Of what it means to fall—and what it takes to keep going.
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He told himself he was a weapon. She reminded him he had once been a wish.

Chapter 1: i. The End

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

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            I. The End

 

Xiao had lived for much longer than he cared to remember.
But… even that was only half the truth, really.

You see, Xiao had lived for much longer than he cared to. Period.

  Sometimes, he wondered when his end would come. On darker days, he longed for it. And on darker days still Xiao came to realise, with a cold and creeping dread, that he had met a number of ends already. He had watched, unfeeling, as each one of these ends approached – some with all the writhing, boundless fury of a meteor, others a mere whisper-soft exhale. Each one, he welcomed. And each one passed him by.

…He had outlived them all.

He, who had taken lives enough to drown the nation of Liyue in blood.
He, who still ached to feast on dreams.
He, whose black heart continued to beat for no other reason, it seemed, than to spite him.
Perhaps it would do so forever.
Perhaps… this was simply his destiny. A fate that he had earned. A price that he must pay for eons of slaughter.

Perpetual agony. An existence of suffering with no end in sight.

And this… Xiao had accepted.
It was nothing less than he deserved, after all.

 

 

Notes:

Hi guys!

I've been lurking for a little while, but this is my first time posting to the Genshin fandom. Kinda newish player, been playing since 3.4 - and wouldn't you know, I am a completely normal amound of in love with Xiao.

Anyway, here's my Xiaolumi offering to you all. Had some facets of a story rattling around in my head so I thought I may as well get it out of my system. There will be alternating chapters between Xiao and Lumine's POV, as well as some skipping forwards and backwards in time. Mostly, that will be for delving into Xiao's reminiscence of his past, and those chapters will entirely in italics and indicated as a 'Fragment', like this first one.

Hopefully you enjoy!

~ Indie x