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I Don't Want Anyone Else, I Just Want You
1st Day of Back to School
First day of back to school for Felix and his other classmates. When Felix jumped in the car where his parent was driving him, damn he felt fresh and new.
Why?
- New bag
- New shoes
- New hairstyle (Not really)
- New pencile case
And honestly, new everything. Though, he really can't forget the 5th reason. What's the 5th reason? New students.
He was sort of the type of guy to be friends or try to be friends with the new students and all, but he wasn't really that good at it. Sure, there were some successful times, but not always.
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When he arrived near the classroom, everyone was quiet. Like, everybody. All his classmates were sitting on their seats and it seemed like they had assigned seats. So, two students ran over to Felix and said "Let me check your class number". The ranking of class numbers are alphabetical, A to Z.
Seems like Felix was class number five. The two students then brought him to the fifth chair. That fifth chair was at the very front and he was pretty tall. Taller-Than-All-Of-His-Classmates type of tall.
It was pretty awkward considering it was really quiet. Quiet was practically an understatement. It sounded like everyone was on mute. "Very, really, silent." He thought.
While he was sitting down and trying to forget the awkward silence, he remembered his mom told me there were two new students. Namely, Han Jisung and Yang Jeongin. They sounded kind, but for some reason he was nervous.
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He looked behind him and saw quite a lot of students. "How in the world could it be this quiet?" He thought again. There were two other students that caught his attention. Felix could barely tell them apart.
Those two students were Jisung and Changbin. Like, sure! He could sort of tell the difference. Though, not really. What shocked him most was not the fact they look really similar, but the fact that he has known Changbin since kindergarten and still couldn't tell the difference between him and some new student.
Their teacher suddenly came in the room. He introduced himself as "Sir Ryu". He was a really kind and fun teacher.
Sir Ryu: "Good morning, students."
Class: "Good morning, Sir...?" The class then stood up when they said that.
Sir Ryu: "Sir Ryu. I'll be your class advisor. Everyone, please move your chairs and form a circle. We'll play a game."
He then brought out a green piece of yarn and gave everyone a piece of yarn that were all tied together forming something that looks like a cobweb.
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He then said "...Now, sit down. I will call someone to introduce themselves. After that person introduces themselves, that person will pick another member of the class to introduce themselves. Once they have introduced themselves, they will let go of the piece of yarn."
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Once Felix was called, he called one of the new students. Han Jisung.
Yes, he did introduce himself, but what Felix noticed was that he was really similar to him. For some reason, he had a dumb thought like "He's copying me!" or something. Incredibly stupid.
Though, for some reason Felix still wanted to be friends with him. Just friends though, right?
Surely...
Just friends. Nothing more.
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Lunchtime hit. He went with his friend group. Which was a trio consisting of Chan, Felix and Hyunjin.
They couldn't eat in the lunch counter, so the advisor allowed them to eat in the classroom. One of the rare times where they ate lunch in the classroom.
The advisor changed the seating arrangements because Felix was tall. He was now sitting at the back. Surprisingly, not only was he near his friend group, but also near Jisung. He was just drawing in a notebook. He was really quiet. Felix kept trying to look at what he was drawing and thought "Hey, he's way better at drawing than me."
Yes, Felix liked drawing, but it can't change the fact he was complete ass at it.
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2nd Day of Back to School
Same old, same old. Felix and Jisung still weren't friends. Jisung was with his friend group that consisted of Changbin and Minho. Felix had Chan and Hyunjin.
So, I guess Felix didn't really think about wanting to be friends with Jisung that much.
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A few months later
The class got into an event for the school where they needed to dance. They were competing with 3 other groups.
There were 4 colors. Such as red, yellow, green and blue. Yellow team was called Lannister, it has 24 members from all different grades. Changbin and Jeongin were one of their groupmates. And just like fate, Jisung and Felix were also in the yellow team.
And... Once again, just like fate had planned it, that's where the two's story had begun.
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1st Day of Practice for the Event
Felix was just sitting down on the floor. It was practice time. To his surprise, Jisung went up to Felix saying "Hey."
Jisung and Felix talked for a while, joking around and all that.
To Felix, Jisung was the most liveliest and funniest person he practically knew. He made him happy and laugh like he never even knew he could laugh like.
Jisung was drawing a guy and Felix suggested for him to draw an emo guy.
Jisung: "Sure! Let's make him really emo."
Felix and Jisung were laughing, then the drawer said "Let's give him a crop top because he's gay!"
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It was now dismissal time.
In Felix's head he was just thinking "Damn, he's fun to be with. Never knew he was like that." I guess you could say he no longer had bad thoughts of Jisung.
Felix was so happy he met a new friend that he talked about him to his mom.
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Many months after
Felix and Jisung were now best friends. They were now sitting at the very back, right next to each other. Felix was sitting at the right and Jisung at the left.
The two were inseparable. It's to the point they were in trouble for swearing on a piece of paper because they were passing notes in class.
Well, that definitely went well... Mhm, yeah... Well. Felix doesn't like talking about that.
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Everything seems to be going well. Felix became friends with Jeongin at another school event.
The three started hanging out as a group from then on. Felix, Jeongin and Jisung. Suddenly, Felix had this joy in his head that he hasn't really experienced with Changbin and Minho.
It was something new, something exciting.
Though, Felix really can't forget about this time. He remembers it so vividly.
He remembers that Jisung randomly mentioned to him in a call that someone has a crush on him. He wonders who so he asked "Who is it?" Yet, Jisung just wouldn't say it. Felix tried guessing who it is, but Jisung still didn't day it.
The curious boy joked around by saying "You?" implying that he thinks that Jisung is the one that secretly has a crush on him.
So he asked his other friends, Hyunjin, Changbin and Seungmin, they wouldn't say anything. They obviously knew, but just wouldn't say anything. Most especially Hyunjin. He was so secretive about this person that had a crush on him.
One day, in a call with Jeongin, he mentions how it's Jisung is the person who has a crush on him secretly. Felix doesn't really believe it though.
If he hadn't believed that, someone else might've confirmed it already.
The class was in the computer lab and Seungmin was seated right next to Felix.
Seungmin: "Do you know who has a crush on you now?"
Felix: "No?"
Seungmin: "Damn! You're so blind to not even notice. He's always with you."
Felix: "He is? Is it Minho who has a crush on me?"
Seungmin: "No!"
Felix: "Then who?"
Seungmin: "..."
Felix: "What?"
Seungmin: "It's Jisung."
Felix couldn't believe what he had just heard. He was slightly red. Maybe a bright pink instead of red, but he just couldn't believe it.
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The boy was so happy with what he had just heard. He started to realize he was falling in love with Jisung as well.
That is until... He found out Jisung was actually dating someone. That someone being none other than Naeun. Naeun was some other student that not a lot of people like because he's toxic.
Naeun is a manipulative, toxic, lying, disrespectful, fake bitch. Only 4 or 5 people didn't hate Naeun.
When Felix found out Jisung was dating Naeun, he kept asking around "Hey, are Jisung and Naeun dating?"
The responses were like this:
- Jeongin: "Yes."
- Naeun: "Broke up"
- Jisung: "No."
Jeongin kept telling Felix "They are seriously dating! Jisung's lying for sure." Then again, Jisung kept telling Felix that they weren't dating. Who could he have believed?
Until one day, Felix confronted Jisung in a video call.
Felix: "I know you and Naeun are dating."
Jisung: "What? No?"
Felix: "Stop lying! I know the truth. You and Naeun are together."
Jisung: "No..."
Felix: "Jisung, stop. Don't even try to lie anymore. I know you guys are actually dating."
Jisung didn't even resist anymore. He just owned up to it and said "Yes... Wait, how did you know?"
Felix no longer responded. Yet, Jisung tried to explain to Felix that he had a reason why he was dating Naeun.
Buckle up because this will be a long ass ride.
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The boy tried to explain himself. Felix, and probably Jisung too, didn't even know why he was explaining because why did he need to? Jisung doesn't have anything to prove to Felix because... He didn't even know Felix likes him back.
Yet, of course, they were each other's secret crushes.
Jisung: "Look... Felix, the only reason why I dated Naeun is because he forced me to. Technically forced me to... Naeun and his friends, Jeongin and some others told me to date him or else he will spread random lies about me."
Felix was in quite the shock, Jisung supposes.
Felix: "Oh."
Jisung: "And he did this around the time I was a new student. I only had a few friends at the time which is why I didn't want Naeun to spread lies about me. I didn't want those few friends thinking I was weird. Those few friends were just three people."
Felix: "Mhm, ok..."
Felix didn't know how to react to this. Whether to believe it or not. It sounds like a full load of bullshit from sheer panic, but he wasn't sure if he was supposed to take it that way.
Poor boy didn't know what to believe anymore.
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Felix and Jisung still like each other. The thing is that, Felix was completely loyal to Jisung and well... Jisung was dating Naeun.
Nonetheless, they were still the bestest of friends so they didn't let that really affect them.
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A few weeks after
Jeongin had told Felix that Naeun and Jisung were going to break up. Why? Because Naeun had found out Jisung now liked Felix and not him.
Which, had brought Jeongin to the conclusion to tell Felix the most saddest sentence he had ever heard in that whole entire year.
Jeongin: "Felix, be rude to Jisung so that he won't like you anymore."
Felix was stunned. How was he supposed to react to that? Was he going to follow Jeongin or was he going to follow his own heart?
That was up to him to decide. Yet, for some reason, Felix didn't really feel like he had a choice.
Felix: "What?!"
Jeongin: "I really don't want Naeun and Jisung to break up."
Felix: "Oh..."
Jeongin: "So just make Jisung not like you anymore."
Yet, just like his Science exams, he failed. In other words, he cared about Jisung's feelings too much to even do that. To even be rude to him on purpose, even if it was just for 30 minutes.
Which goes to show how much the boy had fallen deeply in love with none other than, Han Jisung.
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Soon enough, Jisung's dad, Mr. Han, found out about this relationship. He got his son's phone and texted Naeun.
"I'd like to break up."
When Jisung had heard about this, he felt mixed feelings. He felt happy that he finally was free from Naeun, but was also scared. Mainly because Jisung had more friends now, if Naeun tells those friends some lies, then...
Who knows what would happen?
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Mrs. Han: "Time for school!"
Jisung got out off bed, took a shower, brushed his teeth and then ate breakfast. Man he was tired.
When his mom dropped him off at school and arrived at the classroom, he did have a smile on his face, but he was worried about what Naeun might say about this breakup.
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Long day of school, Jisung drops his bag on the floor, whips his phone out, thinking "Today wasn't all that bad, I guess."
Oh, boy. Was he in for a surprise indeed.
All meanwhile Felix had just arrived home and went to his room. He removes his shoes, changes his clothes into house clothes, throws them in the hamper and boom. He's finished.
He now opened his laptop to see if anyone had messaged him. Turns out, Naeun had messaged him. He hovered his mouse over the chat and clicked on it.
Naeun had messaged him about Jisung. Felix took the opportunity and asked him again "Are you guys dating?"
Naeun: "Yes."
With that, he wondered if Jisung was really telling the truth or if Naeun was just lying or maybe even both.
Then that thought completely went away when Naeun messaged him again. "Jisung's dad just made us breakup. We're still together."
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The next day
Jisung had messaged Felix.
Jisung: "My dad made us breakup. I'm so happy."
Felix: "Naeun told me you guys were still together?"
Jisung: "Nah, not anymore."
So Felix asked Jeongin if the two were still dating.
Jeongin: "Nah."
Well, that confirms it, they are no longer dating. Guess Naeun just perceived it the wrong way or was just in denial of that fact.
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Weeks later
Felix decided to confess to Jisung that he had a crush on him. They had a group science project. So, around that time, he can just drag Jisung out of there for a bit and confess to him.
The group decided to continue the group project after school. Luckily, their private school had a library. And so, they decided to do the group project there.
Before he was going to confess to Jisung, he told Changbin and Minho. Changbin did have some sort of violent reaction, but in a jokingly way of course. Minho seemed, well. Yeah...
Not much of a reaction, but was still pretty excited or at least happy.
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5 Days later
Felix decided to finally man up and tell Jisung. Yes, for some reason, Naeun knew Felix liked him back. Therefore, he sort of just learned how to live with it. Naeun then told him to confess already.
Felix gains the courage to just finally tell him... That is, outside of the library.
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It was dismissal. They were outside for the library. The two were walking. Felix on the right, Jisung on the left.
He musters up the courage and mans up. Once Felix was confident, he was the most stupidest human to have ever even existed.
The way he confessed his feelings was so embarrassing anyone could get second-hand embarrassment.
The love confession was so cringe, you could possibly cry.
Felix: "I know who you have a crush on." The boy said with a firm tone.
Jisung completely doubted that fact. Little did he know that Felix knows.
Jisung: "Yeah, wanna move on topics?" He seemed pretty flustered because Felix sounded pretty confident when he said that.
Felix: "It's me, right?"
Jisung: "Wha- WHAT?!" He said pretty loudly, looking at Felix for a split second then looking away to avoid all eye contact.
Jisung was completely flustered and slightly pink. Felix then goes closer to the boy, not enough to make him uncomfortable, just right. He then immediately whispered something Jisung perchance couldn't forget.
Felix: "I like you back."
Fin