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1. This trauma, this pain (I am not worthy) by Maelstrom15

   Fandoms: Percy Jackson and the Olympians & Related Fandoms - All Media Types  

   • Mature
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • F/M
   • Complete Work

   23 Jan 2024

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Annabeth Chase/Percy Jackson
   • Bianca di Angelo & Percy Jackson
   • Zoe Nightshade & Percy Jackson
   • Lee Fletcher (mentioned)
   • Castor (Percy Jackson)
   • Bianca di Angelo
   • Zoë Nightshade (Percy Jackson)
   • Percy Jackson
   • Annabeth Chase (Percy Jackson)
   • All the characters except Percy are just mentioned
   • Self-Harm
   • Self-Hatred
   • Depression
   • I Wrote This Instead of Sleeping
   • Hurt No Comfort
   • Everything Hurts
   • Percy goes through the wringer
   • This is the darkest thing I've written
   • The Author Regrets Everything
   • There was supposed to be a positive ending
   • i don't know what happened
   • Suicide Ideation
   • The author doesn't know what they're doing
   • Why Did I Write This?
   • This is my first mature fic
   • Brazilian Percy Jackson
   • Brazilian Sally Jackson
   • Edit from a year or two into the future: I take it back
   • this is nowhere near the darkest thing I've written
   • especially nowhere near the darkest thing I've planned out lol

   Summary

   Percy over the years, as he grows more and more traumatized and grief-ridden.

   ~~~~~~

   What is my right to this pain?
   This pain I feel, these cracks in my mind
   Why should I have them?
   A happy family
   Never wanting for much
   Should this not create a happy child?
   Then why am I me?
   Why do I have my trauma issues?
   I do not deserve them
   I have not earned them
   I should not have them
   But I do
   Why?

   Series

   • Part 5 of can I offer some hurt
   • Part 3 of Character studies-ish

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   1,625

   Chapters:

   1/1

   Comments:

   3

   Kudos:

   42

   Bookmarks:

   8

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