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PODFIC of the tidal pain of wanting by aryelee
Summary:“Kim Dokja.” The sound of his name makes his breath hitch. His eyes burn with oncoming tears. He hasn’t cried in front of another person in years. It’s mortifying. He doesn’t understand why the sound of his name from Yoo Joonghyuk’s mouth hurts him, why it hollows out the inside of his chest, why it aches with a loneliness he thought he got used to living with.
“Kim Dokja, allow me to know you.”
It’s so tempting to say yes. He wants to be known. He wants to be seen.
It’s terrifying.
He says no, and walks back to the manor alone.
Or: Kim Dokja is transmigrated into a different world. He's determined to keep to himself and wait for the narrative to reach it's end so he can go home. He doesn't mean to get attached.
He doesn't expect to be loved, either.
i started this on a whim two nights ago. then i realized valentine's day is today. then i realized tomorrow is kdj's birthday. needless to say i hauled my ass to get this done. i usually spend more time proofing the audio but time's a ticking, please enjoy!
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