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You had once been so powerfull, feared, respected... And yet here you are sitting in the sewer crying and holding what once where your glorious wings... You had been big mamas champion for what felt like years.. You fought for what felt like years.. She treated you shit but you where used to it. Recently you had gotten Burt out. (You are a teenager after all) so you lost your first fight. Big mama was so mad she decided that you Were no longer usefull to her.
So in her mind the right thing to do as punishment was chopping off your main source of power.. Your wings. It hurt like hell and you begged for mercy, this only made her more pissed. So, she threw you into the sewers. You struggled to remain above the disgusting water but you managed and you crawled from the filth onto a ledge you found. You where so tired.. You where bleeding and alone.. Big mama had told you that it was weak to cry, so you didnt. You decided to sing.. To sing about your best friend.. The one you'll never see again... You sighed and sang.. "You smell of dead flowers... I smell of the sewer I rot in..."

"Ah-ha. Brothers I have-" the voice gets cut off by a slightly higher pitched, and more sassy, voice saying. "Please dont say fix bro!" the other voice scoffs than says. "A fix bro!" you hear five voices groan and an explosion can be heard. "What the..." you groaned and adempted to stand up but you fall and yell out. "Donnie.. What was that??" a softer younger voice says. You relised who or whatever was there heard you and knows your there... "shit" you groan and out of pure insticts try flying up but nothing happens. You remeber and it almost, almost, makes you snap. But, before you can even attempt to run four turtle mutants and two humans run around the corner screaming a forced battle cry.

"AHHHHHHHHH" they all scream and than calm down but the smallest turtle keeps screaming and the large turtle smacks his head "mikey! Stop screaming an open your eyes." mikey? You look at the smallest one as he smiles awkwardly "sorry raph..." okay. The Big one is raph small ones mikey. Makes sence. "Well hello wingless moth. And are you a yokai or mutant?" the one you could asume was Donnie said "uh.. I'm a mutant.." you look around for a way out just in case...

"Ohmigosh! You poor thing! You have your wings cut off!" mikey grabs your shoulders and hugs you. Much to your displeasure so you push him away. "hey! Hes just trying to help!" raph said. He looks like one of the beasts three times your size big mama made you fight.. You flinch "sorry.. I guess.." you say keeping your Head down as you stand up as your legs shake. Due to blood loss you pass out.
How convenient to progress the plot....

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when you wake up you are tied up to a chair. You struggle and start to panic. the turtles see your awake and turn around than a projector is shined right in your eyes. Then the large monster named raph grabs the chair and growls. "who are you and why are you in our sewers?" you panic and just close your eyes hoping that he will get the hint an get away from you. He does not..

"I was-" you start to panic, your body shivers and shakes. Mikey sees this and tries difusing the conversation by asking "whats your favorite pizza? Cause I'm ordering right now." you don't know what a pizza is but you shrug and try curling up.

Leo walks over and just falls in love.. With your hair. "You have the most.. Fluffy hair ive ever seen!" he walks over and starts braiding your hair. It feels comforting, just like how big mama used to Braid your hair when you were little. You lean into the touch and relax, you've missed that soft kind touch...

Donnie looks at leo "we do NOT Braid strangers hair! What if he has lice?!" Donnie slaps leos hand. Leo whines and sulks as he backs up. "Now. Why are you here." Donnie says in his monotone voice. You yawn and mumbles. "I.. Was thrown into the sewers.." raph cuts you off and yells "WHO DO YOU WORK FOR!?"

You jump back, startled and the chair falls over. The chair breaks and you rub your Head. "HES TRYING TO ESCAPE!" mikey yells and jumps Ontop of you. "Quickly! Turtle pile!!!" all the turtles, minus Donnie, quickly get Ontop of you and pin you down so you cant escape. You groan out as you feel your already bruised ribs get more bruised.

"G-get off... I cant Breathe.." you mumble and try to slip out but everything starts to hurt. The turtles start to panic and get off and leo, being the medic he is, looks at your black Eye and you holding your side. "Okaaayy.. We may have hurt him more.." Donnie glairs at him "you think?" "I did just say I think we hurt him more" leo says and he wiggles his arms to emphasize his point.

"Just. Lets get them to the med bay." Donnie says and points at raph "raph pick up the subject!" raph picks you up. youre too tired and scared to fight back. Here you are in a sewer on a medical bed surrounded by turtles. You never thought your life would be like this. But, its not as bad as big mama haveing you fight beasts the size of a truck.

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Leo works on stopping the bleeding while you lay on your side. Your to tired and scared to respond to his jokes. "Whydid th bike fall over?" you groan an shrug "because ot was too tired." he smiles and rubs the bandages on your back. "Thank.. You.." you mumble as you curl up. "Anytime." he smiles and starts to walk away but you grab his hand. "Why.? Why are you helping me..." you where only used to this much care when you where about to die, big mama always told you to suck it up. You shiver tryin to ignore that memory. "You where hurt. We're heros we help people."

Heros..? You felt a Sharp stab of guilt and you let go of leos hand. "I see." you've never felt like a bad guy. But now you cant help but feel.. Difrent.. You hurt people. Heros helped people.. You where nothing like these guys.. Therefore you must be th bad guy? No, that cant be right you never wante to hurt anyone. Here you are spiraling and overthinking, again. You don't even notice when leo leaves in a panic an comes back with mikey. Mikey sits next to you and rubs your back. "Hey.. Whats going on?" you panic and look around in a panic.

Another episode. Your back at the battle nexus. You stand up and try to fly out, your wings are still gone.. You fall at the feet of a Rino yokai they raise their foot and it comes down onto you. You snap out of the episode and your sorounded by all the turtles. Raph looks worried, leo I paceing, mikey is talking you down from the episode, and donnie is looking around akwardly trying not to panic anyone else. Raph is grabbing blankets an pellows.

What are you doing?! You stand up and grab your phone to call big mama. "Please.. Please pick up.." you mumble "well hello dearie~" big mama picked up.. "Good to hear your still alive champion" she cooed "mama..." you don't know why but hearing her say that made you feel loved again. "Do you want me to return mama?" you say clutching the phone holding, praying she says she still finds you usefull. "Can you still fight? Even without thise pretty little wings of yours?~" shit. You grab your back and the freeze and you can Breathe.. Everything is tight..

It hurts.. You drop your phone and mikey looks at you and asks something.. You don't know, or CARE what hes saying.. Your wings are gone. Forever... Your heart throbs and your back aches like a bus was droped on it. "Hey! Hey hey.. You okay?" mikey looks at you with paniced eyes. "Mikey give him some space.." leo says pulling mikey back just a little.. You whine you liked being loved.. You feel like a child.. But you reach out for mikey. He is like the sun in this moment. You a cold sa moth.. He the sun who radeates warmth and safety...

mikey hugs you tight, he makes sure not to grab what used to be your wings. He is gentle.. Big mama was never this gentle.. You start to cry and ramble incohearent sobbs. Since you cant state your feelings you start signing. "Shh.. I got you.."mikey says rubbing your back. "Raph will get an ice pack." raph says as they walk off to get you an ice pack.. That sounds nic right now.. A cold ice pack.. Just like what the nurses gave you at the battle nexus.

Donnie is yelling, at who? He has your phone... Hes yelling st big mama. You panic. "No! Don't yell at her!" you try to get up and grab your phone but mikey holds onto you trying to stop you. "Hey! Uh.. Stop!" Donnie holds your phone up. "Look y/n you ain't getting this phone back. Your not going back to that minipulative monster again." how did he know your Name? Was big mama really that bad? No.. She saved you. She made you powerfull! An she had every right to take it away.

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hi guys. im gonna update this (AFTER A YEAR! TvT) im gonna change the first chapters up (fix spelling errors maybe make them longer)n but anyways! expect more stuff from me soon!! i swear i wont be gone for a year (AGAIN)