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1. lost behaviours of a self-destructive mind by EmilytheSlayer

   Fandoms: Buffy the Vampire Slayer (TV)  

   • Mature
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • F/F, F/M, Multi
   • Work in Progress

   08 Apr 2024

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Spike/Buffy Summers
   • Xander Harris/Buffy Summers
   • Buffy Summers
   • Spike (BtVS)
   • Dawn Summers
   • Xander Harris
   • Drug Use
   • Recreational Drug Use
   • Drug Addiction
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Angst
   • Heavy Angst
   • Sad and Sweet
   • Psychedelic
   • Buffy the Vampire Slayer (TV) Season 6
   • Buffy Summers-centric
   • Bisexual Buffy Summers
   • Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism
   • Implied/Referenced Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism
   • Depression
   • References to Depression
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • Original Character(s)
   • Self-Harm
   • Implied/Referenced Self-Harm
   • Masturbation
   • Implied Sexual Content
   • Explicit Sexual Content
   • Sexual Content
   • Drug Withdrawal
   • References to Drugs
   • Multiple Orgasms

   Summary

   (working title, might change)

   a collection of random "missing" scenes in my version of season 6 - exploring Buffy's depression further - self-harm, experimenting with drugs, and other methods of self-destructive behaviours that I believe should've been shown, diving into her relationship with Spike, the relationship with her friends, their own internal struggles, and the battle she fights in her mind after being torn away from Heaven. All she wants it so feel it again.

   (eventually i plan for the "missing" scenes to connect together like an anthology over time)

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   8,564

   Chapters:

   7/?

   Comments:

   3

   Kudos:

   19

   Bookmarks:

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