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"Hyung are you coming?" "No, I have to go show a new student around. You know how professor Yoo makes me help out" "Ah I'll see you tomorrow at practice then?" "Yeah".
Hoseok steps into Professor Yoo's office, seeing a guy sitting in front, his back to him.
"Ah Hoseok you're here. This is Kim Namjoon. He'll be-".
Everything turns into a buzz as the guy in front of him turns and he makes eye contact with those dragon like eyes that just captivated him four years ago.
He looks away then, not knowing what to do. He can't run but he can't process what he's exactly seeing right now. "Hoseok" "Yes?" He turns to his professor.
"Say hi" "Hello" he says robotically.
"Go on, here's his schedule and his dorm" Hoseok grabs the sheet quickly and steps out waiting for Namjoon to follow.
The walk is silent so far.
"This is the dorms" he says explains.
"Will you look at me?"
Hoseok hesitates but then raises his head, finally looking up at the guy who he hasn't stopped thinking about.
"It's nice seeing you" Namjoon says softly.
"You..you have weight training so I can show you the weight room that's near by". A hand grabs his arm gently.
He freezes for a second then pulls away. He ignores his thumping heart and walks faster.
Hoseok's speed walking towards the study hall. It's the last spot in the tour.
"And this is the study hall" he says softly trying to be quiet to not disturb any studiers.
"And that's it. If you have questions, Professor Yoo is in his office from 10 to 8 so you can always visit him. Okay bye".
He walks towards the door almost making it out but a hand grabs his arm around.
"Hoseok" he stops, unable to move.
"I thought you knew I was leaving, I'm sorry. I know I shoul-"
"I have class. I need to go" Hoseok says trying to pull his arm away.
"I thought I'd never get to see you again". That's what makes Hoseok look up at him.
"I can exp-"
"I don't want an explanation". Hoseok pulls his arm out of his grip and darts to the exit, finding Jungkook walking by and jogging to him.
"Kookah". He grabs his arm.
"Oh hi Hyung".
Namjoon watches them walk away.
"He's back? The Kim Namjoon?" Jungkook asks.
"Mm earlier I had to give him a tour"
"What did he say?"
"He said it was nice to see me and that he wanted to explain. I didn't want to hear it though"
"Why not?"
"I..what if he says it's because of something I did?"
"Hyung it has nothing to do with anything you did. He..I don't know why but it for sure wasn't your fault".
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Hoseok's in dance practice when he's called out by Professor Yoo. He walks into his office seeing Namjoon.
"Ah your here. I have to attend a meeting soon. Could you do me the favor of getting Namjoon set up?"
Hoseok's done this before with other new students so he just nods.
"Great, you can start. I should get going".
Hoseok walks over slipping behind the desk, it's not discreet how Professor Yoo touches his waist to get past behind him.
He looks down and then glances up at Namjoon, who's looking away. Hoseok sits down in the seat and nods as the professor walks to the door.
"He'll finish you up" Namjoon nods.
The door closes and Hoseok logs into his student account. Namjoon glances down at his phone as Hoseok goes to Namjoon's file.
Does he think there's something going on? He definitely saw what Professor Yoo did. Does he think he's sleeping with his professor?
Hoseok hands him his paperwork with the financial programs.
"You can choose one and just hand in the application to Professor Yoo" Hoseok looks down at his lap.
"Thanks" Namjoon gets up.
Hoseok watches as he grabs his things. He's about to say something when Jimin walks in.
"Ah Hyung" Jimin smiles. He glances at Namjoon and Hoseok stands up.
He want to say something, at least explain but before he can think of what to say, Namjoon is walking out.
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Hoseok walks into the bathroom and sees Professor Yoo.
"Oh" he bows and is about to walk out when Namjoon and this other guy walk in.
He makes eye contact with Namjoon and then squeezes by them.
"Hoseok"
Namjoon follows after him. Hoseok hesitantly turns.
"Can I talk with you?"
"I.."
He nods not wanting Namjoon to think there's something going on with Professor Yoo. Namjoon follows him to a room.
Hoseok turning to him.
"I'm sorry I hurt you. I thought I'd never be able to see you again. I want..it may sound out of line but I miss you. I want to get this new person you've become".
Hoseok looks down not knowing what to say.
"I've thought about you ever since I left and I just..I never meant to leave like that"
"But you did. You didn't explain or tell me anything"
"I know, I'm sorry. I should've but I was being an idiot. I'm sorry" Hoseok nods.
"Can I have your number?"
Hoseok nods taking Namjoon's phone from him, adding his number.
There's a knock then, they both turn seeing Professor Yoo. Hoseok steps closer to Namjoon, he really hopes the professor doesn't call him.
"The event in the gym is starting"
"We'll be right there" Namjoon says.
He nods and walks out.
Namjoon turns back down to Hoseok who's closer, almost hidden from the door. He's looking away, nervous.
"Want to go down with me?"
Hoseok turns to him then nods. They walk down slowly, mostly quiet.
"Where'd you move to?"
"I got into SNU early"
"Oh, I see"
"I should've told you. Explained everything to you" he leans down, almost whispering quietly.
"Yeah, you should've" he says quietly.
Namjoon nods, he sees Professor Yoo at the door. He steps closer to Hoseok, Hoseok noticing and stopping before they go in.
"Want to talk outside?" Hoseok asks nervously.
Namjoon turns to him. "Sure".
Namjoon nods guiding him towards the courtyard.
"Does Professor Yoo make you uncomfortable?" Hoseok nods.
"Mm he's really touchy I don't like it. He always calls me to do assignments or tours"
"Why don't you ask to change professors?"
"He's not one of my professors. He was my freshman year and ever since he's been like that and I feel uncomfortable saying no"
Hoseok sits down on a little bench and Namjoon sits beside him.
"Thanks for coming with me" Hoseok says softly.
"Of course" Hoseok looking up at him, almost dazed. His heart then starts pounding and he looks down.
"Namjoon"
"Hm?"
"I..I want t-"
"Hyung!"
They turn seeing Jimin.
"Jiminah" he says softly.
"Come on, Professor Yoo is looking for you"
"I'll be right there"
"No come on" he pull Hoseok up.
"I'll see you around" he says turning to Namjoon who nods.
"Ya!" He whines.
"What? I thought he was making you listen"
"I didn't want to be with Professor Yoo so he helped me"
"So you guys are cool now?"
"He explained a bit"
"Y-you are so gullible"
"Jiminah!" Jimin walks away leaving him.
"Hyung", arms wrap around his neck and he's about to jump but realizes it's Jungkook.
"Hm, Kookah"
"What you up to? Aren't you coming in?"
"Mm come with me" Jungkook smiles nodding.
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Finals are over and Jimin and Jungkook dragged him to the club. Hoseok's mind is too dizzy to notice when two pair of hands grip his waist. He stumbles, making a small noise. He turns trying to stable himself and it's when he notices the hand sliding up and down his waist. He blinks and sees Jake, he giggles awkwardly and tries pulling back.
"I thought you'd like this"
"Ani" he says softly but the hold on his waist is firm.
"Jungkookie is here" he says trying to get the hands off him.
"Oh yeah?"
He's pulled into a chest and feels the hands coming up his back and sides. He shifts uncomfortably.
"Jake-ah, no" he leans away trying to push him off but it's no use.
"What? Do I have to be a genius with a high IQ and be 6 feet tall for you to like this?"
He then fills lips on his neck and he tries hard to push him away.
Suddenly he's let go and a figure steps in front of him. He stumbles on his feet a bit and holds onto whoever stepped in in front of him.
"He said to fuck off"
"Kim Namjoon?"
Hoseok look up as the name is called. He sees Jake back off and the figure in front of him turns to him. Hoseok looks up seeing those mesmerizing dragon like eyes. "Joonah?"
"Mm is me. It's okay" he says softly.
Hoseok feels a lump in his throat, he swallows is down and slowly steps forward, closer to him.
"Come here" Namjoon then grabs his arm and pulls him through the sweaty crowd toward the tables.
"Drink this" he hands Hoseok a bottle of water. He then hands him a little snack bar and Hoseok takes it. Taking a small bite.
He looks up at Namjoon then, who's already looking down at him so attentively. His head feels fuzzy then and he then gags wanting to throw up.
"Oh not here, come on"
Namjoon pulls him out of the club quickly.
As soon as they're outside, Hoseok turns leaning down and throwing up. He cough wiping his mouth, holding his stomach as it's starting to feel upset.
"Should I get kook?"
"He's with Hyung" Hoseok says softly.
Namjoon doesn't understand how that explains why he shouldn't call him but tries something else.
"What about a friend, your roommate?" Hoseok just shakes his head.
"I can't leave you here. Want me to drive you to the dorms?"
"Ani, we'll get in trouble" he stumbles but a hand flys to his waist keeping him from falling.
"Um, I have an apartment where we can go. I just don't know where else" Hoseok nods then.
"Is that okay?" Namjoon asks making sure to get Hoseok half conscious consent.
Hoseok nods again.
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Hoseok's tucked into bed when he won't let go of Namjoon.
"It's okay I'm right here" Namjoon says caressing his hair gently.
"Don't leave me"
"I won't. Im right here"
"Did you not like it that night? Was I bad? Did I do something wrong? I can do better. I'll try harder just..tell me what I did wrong"
"Baby, you did nothing wrong. It's not your fault"
Hoseok searches his eyes and Namjoon moves hair gently out of his face.
"Come on, go to sleep. We can talk tomorrow"
"Don't leave" Hoseok says holding onto his hand.
"I'm right here. I'll be here when you wake up"
"Please don't leave"
"I won't I'll be here" Hoseok slowly falls asleep holding his hand.