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1. I'm Everything You Can't Control by judgeandjury

   Fandoms: Death Note (Anime & Manga), Death Note: The Musical - Wildhorn/Murphy  

   • Mature
   • No Archive Warnings Apply, Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   26 Aug 2026

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • L/Yagami Light
   • L (Death Note)
   • Yagami Light
   • Yagami Souichirou
   • Yagami Sayu
   • Watari | Quillsh Wammy
   • Angst
   • Drama
   • Eventual Romance
   • Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
   • Alternate Universe - Daemons
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Possibly light humor
   • Mind Games
   • Flirting
   • Inherent animal metaphors
   • Not compliant with the universe of His Dark Materials - instead our modern world plus daemons
   • Canon-Typical Violence
   • And beyond that - violence typical of carnivorous animals
   • not very graphically described

   Summary

   L's daemon is suffocating. Light's heart races, his hands shake.

   L's daemon is a monster. L is a powerhouse. L's daemon is L's weakness. L is his daemon's saving grace. And they only exist to be dismantled by Light.

   Light wants to grab L's daemon's head and press it to the floor.

   "Is that the best you can do?" Light asks, intoxicated, laugh bubbling up.

   The thing growls with what air is left in its chest.

   -
   L is never sure of who Light is. Light is never sure of who L is.
   Light's daemon is another piece of evidence for Light being Kira - L's daemon is another piece of evidence for L being a monster.

   Language:

   English

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   6,405

   Chapters:

   3/?

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