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1. it won't have to pass. (the priest chooses the lover in this one.) by rinsingsun

   Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)  

   • Not Rated
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   16 May 2024

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Castiel/Dean Winchester
   • Dean Winchester
   • Castiel (Supernatural)
   • Jack Kline
   • Claire Novak
   • Gabriel (Supernatural)
   • Jody Mills
   • Eileen Leahy
   • Sam Winchester
   • Castiel Worships Dean Winchester
   • They fall in love in the community garden Cas has behind the Church
   • Faith Study
   • A lot of discussion about God; the bible; religion; etc
   • Catholic Aspects
   • Written by a Atheist
   • God is a good guy here
   • Dean Winchester Worships Castiel
   • there's smut; is not graphic tho
   • Top Castiel/Bottom Dean Winchester
   • Castiel's church is not a traditional one; God is love; etc
   • Bible Quotes (Abrahamic Religions)
   • the garden becomes a metaphor for creation and love
   • castiel has a garden
   • Castiel loves Dean like he loves God; and Dean loves Castiel like Castiel loves God
   • Catholic Guilt
   • but not in the traditional way
   • metaphors involving sheeps and shepherd
   • Firefighter Dean Winchester
   • Priest Castiel (Supernatural)
   • Atheist Dean Winchester
   • Alternate Universe - Modern Setting

   Summary

   Castiel cannot give himself to this feeling that eats him because it is profanity to love something more than he loves God, and if someone is this something, it's Dean.

   Castiel just knows, once he lets himself be taken by that man, it's over for any entity, for any form of divine, he'll worship only Dean, he'll build altars and cathedrals and he'll treasure only this man.

   An Atheist man. A non-believer. Full of doubt, full of self-righteousness. Dean is skeptical. Dean is a cynic. Dean is the most beautiful creature God has created. Full of love, of joy and care.

   If Castiel fails, If he ends up letting himself get what he so selfishly desires, when he dies, he will have a chance to talk with The Lord, he knows he will. And when He asks why Castiel fell, he will show him the very spot on his skin where Dean first kisses him, and he hopes it will be enough.

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