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Kei,
We should stop seeing each other.
All this time I tried to love you but
It’s impossible for me.
Thank you for everything.
Fall in love with someone else.
Our relationship was never real anyway.
Remember that I just used you for my plans.
My heart has not been swayed since meeting you.
Everything was just a game to me.
I will also find somebody else to love, so
Let’s not contact each other anymore.
Over time, you will be able to move on.
Vague words like forever are not real.
Everything ends at some point.
You should just forget about me.
Only pain will come with reminiscing.
Understand that this is for your own good.
—Kiyotaka
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Kei,
I’m not sure when it started but
your presence has become annoying to me.
I have fallen in love with you
—how could you believe such an obvious lie?
The dates we have together,
take too much of my time.
The phone calls every night,
the fights and misunderstandings,
I am thankful for them all.
They helped me understand the relationship between man and woman.
I have learned a lot from you—
I can use the knowledge for my next relationships.
Please don’t cry.
It won’t move me, because I don’t feel
sorry for hurting you.
So don’t come near me again.
You don’t have to forgive me.
No matter what you try to do,
I am leaving you.
Go spread your legs to someone else
so you can be happy.
—Kiyotaka
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I’m not sure when it started but
your presence has become annoying to me.
I have fallen in love with you
—how could you believe such an obvious lie?
The dates we have together,
take too much of my time.
The phone calls every night,
the fights and misunderstandings,
I am thankful for them all.
They helped me understand the relationship between man and woman.
I have learned a lot from you—
I can use the knowledge for my next relationships.
Please don’t cry.
It won’t move me, because I don’t feel
Sorry for hurting you.
So don’t come near me again.
You don’t have to forgive me.
No matter what you try to do,
I am leaving you.
Go spread your legs to someone else
So you can be happy.
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3
Kei,
I love you
Is something I’ll never say from my heart.
Just forget about me.
You are just a parasite.
Don’t ever think that
We will get back together.
I hope that someday
You will love someone else.
I don’t want to think that
You will only have me in your heart.
Promise me
Never to contact me again.
I didn't mean it when I said
That you’re an irreplaceable existence to me.
I realized too late
That I can never learn to love you.
It was stupid for me to think
You are the one I need to feel again.
—Kiyotaka
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