Chapter 1: Prologue
Notes:
Well, HELLO??
I don't even know what's going on with myself and how on earth I'm posting already but listen, I promised myself I wouldn't let any more stories be forgotten and left on my notebooks. I'm publishing things, this is my publishing stories era.
(And truth be told after watching season 3 I was also inspired to write another season 3 sort of canon divergence/fix-it fic despite having written an entire season 3 fic just last month but let's see how it goes).
Now, for THIS fic. As tagged, Polin is the main couple, and Kanthony is the second. In the original notes of this chapter, I mentioned I didn't know how much Kanthony the story would have. Now, as the writer working on this fic's final chapters, I can say: plenty (by secondary couple standards). But, remember, they are still the secondary couple, which means they have many scenes but not nearly as many as the main couple. There will also be some skips of time and chapters where they don't appear because of this.
The second thing is that Colin has the same age at the beginning of this story as the book Colin (meaning 33). I wanted this because it felt more authentic to the characters (both Penelope and Kate, seen as spinners in the modern age, just wouldn't make sense if Penelope is 19 and Kate 27, come on). I like to think that even 30 and 36/37 is too early, but that would definitely make more sense in our modern society—and for their own mindset too.
Well, now I've talked too much, enjoy!
(EDIT: For everyone that is crazy about playlists like myself, please check the ones I've made for this fic, which are on both spotify and youtube - the polin one is actually different on these two platforms bc a few songs I really wanted I could only add on youtube, so that one is longer.
★LIKE OLD HOLLYWOOD (YOUTUBE)★
★like old hollywood (kanthony’s version)★
★like old hollywood (kanthony’s version)(youtube)★ )
(EDIT: IMPORTANT NOTE TO EVERYONE READING: Again, this is primarily a Polin fic with Kanthony as the secondary couple. This means that, with the exception of Colin-Penelope and Kate-Anthony, ALL CHARACTERS AND SHIPS will play minor roles. Some will appear more, some will appear less, and that is it. I know I already said this on this note, and the tags are all implying that, but I dislike the idea of being accused of baiting people, so this is the final warning.)
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Colin wasn’t sure what he was thinking.
After a ten-year career, one would think he had learnt to say no to Anthony. And yet.
And yet, this was a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity. Or at least that’s what he told himself every time fear set in at the prospect of working with his brother.
“Okay, I’m gonna need you to read page 32 again,” the casting director ordered.
Taking a deep breath, Colin quickly scanned the pages until he located the correct one. It wasn’t as if it was going to work anyway. He then took a furtive look at Cressida Cowper before shifting his gaze back to the text before him, swiftly recognising the words from an old romantic comedy of the 90s. Their eyes met the casting director’s, who silently signalled them to carry on with a nod of his head.
“I fear not recovering if I was once again ... cast aside, as I would absolutely expect to be,” Colin said, staring intensely at Cressida, summoning all his acting skills. “There are too many pictures of you everywhere, too many films. You’d go, and I’d be... well, buggered, basically.”
Cressida surprisingly didn’t lift her chin or nose in her typical arrogant attitude. Instead, she tilted her head and looked at him with semi-helpless eyes. “That really is a real no, isn’t it?” She let out a forced laugh, as if her heart were breaking.
“I live in Notting Hill. You live in Beverly Hills. Everyone in the world knows who you are,” Colin explained, slightly embarrassed, as he placed his hand on his waist. “My mother has trouble remembering my name.”
Cressida’s eyes narrowed in their typical fashion, making Colin fight back a laugh and stay in character. The truth was, she had remarkable acting skills and excelled in almost any role, except for those that required her to be silly or vulnerable. And that was precisely why she struggled to land romantic parts.
“Fine. Fine. Good decision,” she responded firmly. “The fame thing isn’t really real, you know.” She placed her hands on her hips and lifted her nose in the air. “Do not forget—I'm also just a girl. Standing in front of a boy. Asking him to love her.”
“Okay, that’s enough,” the casting director declared, and Colin felt a wave of relief wash over him as his tense shoulders relaxed. If he hadn’t asked them to stop, he would have had to endure the burden of Cressida kissing his cheek, along with the eternal trauma it would bring.
Thrilled, Colin snapped his script closed, thinking that the chemistry test’s brevity meant he wouldn’t be chosen to play Cressida’s love interest in that production.
“Great work,” he muttered insincerely as he casually slung his bag over his shoulder without even glancing at her.
“Always,” she purred, her voice filled with condescension, and then she added, “You too,” while giving him a seductive once-over, as she always did.
Or at least, as she always did with any actor who could potentially improve her image. It had been quite a scene at the last BAFTAs when Armitage Cho had to quickly escape to avoid getting soaked by a glass of Veuve Clicquot after showing interest in the blonde.
“Right,” Colin said, for the lack of a better reply. With an awkward wave, he said his goodbyes, stating, “I’m going now,” before following the casting director and his assistants out of the room.
And had Cressida spooked him less, he would have opted for the second and more discreet exit, where he wouldn’t be greeted by rows and rows of aspiring actors and actresses, all of whom were now staring at him.
“We’re taking a twenty-minute break!” One assistant declared to them, eliciting a few groans of disapproval in response.
Temporarily disregarding the inquisitive glances, Colin fixed his gaze on the crowd and contemplated how he truly didn’t miss the times when he had to queue for just one opportunity to be selected. His professional success had grown so much in the last couple of years that he no longer had to put in any effort to land roles—casting directors would actively seek him out. Admittedly, his professional journey was still progressing, but judging by the multitude of eyes and whispers that followed him as he navigated the room, it was clear that he had transformed into more than just an average actor. He was now recognised as the Colin Bridgerton.
And the Colin Bridgerton was exhausted and desperately in need of rest.
“Colin!”
The sound of a sweet, high-pitched voice interrupted his thoughts. Abruptly, he turned at the familiar sound, recognising it instantly. And then he saw her—a little redhead standing out in the sea of actresses.
“Pen?” he asked, a smile involuntarily forming on his face.
Ignoring the curious onlookers, he walked towards her, and she responded with a similar grin.
“What are you doing here?” She asked.
“Chemistry test,” he said, gesturing toward the room he had just left.
“Really?” she asked. “Who are you playing?”
When he looked at her, he hesitated momentarily, as if suddenly remembering the confidential nature of his involvement in the project.
“Never…nevermind,” Penelope stuttered. “You don’t have to tell me yet.”
Shaking his head, Colin chuckled, allowing another smile to grace his lips. “It’s alright, Pen. I know you wouldn’t say anything. Besides...” He straightened his back and surveyed the people surrounding them. “I’m sure word will get out soon.”
She nodded, and he glanced at her once more. “I’m going to be Leonidas,” he revealed.
“Are you serious?” Penelope asked, her voice betraying her interest in her friend’s response. That was a funny twist.
“Why? Who are you auditioning for?” He asked, noticing her intrigued expression.
“Um, I’m...” she anxiously gestured towards the actresses standing beside her and then nervously clasped her hands together. “I’m auditioning for the role of Nora.”
His eyebrows raised. “Really? Friends both on and off screen, then?”
A nervous laugh escaped her lips as she replied, “Maybe.” Her hand instinctively reached up to scratch the back of her head. “If I get the part,” she added.
After facing countless rejections from auditions, Penelope had developed a realistic understanding of the process. She knew there were numerous young, attractive, and probably more talented actresses vying for this role, and any of them could easily be Nora.
But though Penelope was old enough to know better, the persistent, foolish dream still held a powerful grip on her heart. However, with each closed door and passing year, she slowly realised the mistake she had made in choosing her desired career instead of the safer one. The upcoming audition was her way of fulfilling a promise she had made to herself - to try one more time before being rational and returning to her previous profession.
“You will,” Colin said, ever the optimist, or forever oblivious to Penelope’s struggles. She wasn’t sure which. “I am sure. If I wasn’t, I would bribe my bro—” he quickly caught himself, wincing at his slip-up.
“Your brother?” Penelope interrupted, moving closer to the man who was still recoiling, and whispered, “Colin, is this an Anthony movie?”
Anthony Bridgerton was known for many things—his quick temper, dominating personality, micromanagement skills, and devotion to his family. Interestingly, these very traits proved to be incredibly advantageous in his unexpected career as a director, despite his initial reluctance. Truthfully, Anthony had intended to run the family entertainment business solely from a bureaucratic standpoint. However, after his father’s passing, Anthony discovered a new side of himself as he carried on Edmund Bridgerton’s legacy in the field of film directing.
Surprisingly, this became the aspect for which the eldest Bridgerton sibling became renowned. His films were not only loved but eagerly anticipated. It was common knowledge that regardless of the plot, any movie directed by Anthony was bound to be a masterpiece. He was hailed as the next Scorsese, and perhaps even the next Spielberg.
And he despised every bit of it. All Anthony wanted was to create his films in peace, while desperately trying to maintain his sanity and assist his mother in running Bridgerton Industries. That was why, every time he embarked on a new project, he did so with the utmost secrecy, simply to delay everyone’s pestering for as long as possible.
“Don’t tell anyone,” Colin begged. “Unless you want me to get kicked out from home.”
Even though she was surprised, she couldn’t help but laugh at his theatrics. “You don’t even live with them anymore.”
“Yes, but would you want to be banned from the Bridgerton holidays?” he cried, his eyes wide with horror. “What if I never get to taste Mum’s cookies again?”
Typically, seeing the old and silly version of Colin would make her burst into laughter. However, it was not a typical day, and it hadn’t been in a long time.
Colin noticed the deterioration in Penelope’s mood and immediately understood the reason behind it.
“How are things between you and Eloise?” he asked.
Penelope pursed her lips and shrugged weakly, her voice barely above a whisper as she replied, “Pretty much the same.”
The truth was, she had firsthand experience of being excluded from the Bridgerton’s holiday celebrations, as Eloise had made sure of that.
“I’m sure she will come around,” Colin said, his optimism shining through his words once again.
But the redhead only shook her head. “I’m not as certain.”
“Pen,” he said, his voice gentle as he clasped her hand, trying to capture her attention, “The friendship between the two of you has remained steadfast throughout the years. I know my sister. And if she knows you as well as I do, she will eventually come around, I know it.”
His unwavering gaze, with deep, dark blue eyes, bore into her as he said all of those things. Unfortunately, it reminded her of all the reasons she had foolishly and misguidedly fallen for Colin Bridgerton.
Kind, understanding, appeasing. Colin was the kind of guy who noticed everyone and extended his warmth to even the most unworthy individuals. It was truly incredible how not even fame could change this aspect of his personality.
Of course, even she couldn’t ignore the impenetrable facade he’d built over the years, shielding himself from the world and projecting a confident, irresistible alpha male image that his fans craved. In the entertainment world, he was whatever he needed to be, but still, in moments like these, he was who she needed him to be. Himself.
And sometimes she wished that wasn’t the case. She wished he wasn’t the genuine, kind person he always was, or maybe that their paths hadn’t crossed before his rise to fame and all the masks that came along with it. Maybe then she would never have loved him. There wouldn’t be a single glimmer of hope in her heart to say that he noticed her—and that one day, perhaps, he might see her as more than a friend.
As if on cue, his phone started ringing. He quickly glanced at it, then promptly declined the call.
“I really need to go, Pen. Tracy’s waiting for me,” he said.
She forced a fake smile, her lips curving upward in a tense gesture, and nodded.
Of course. Tracy. The runway model of the month. Or, unfortunately, as it turned out, the year. Pen often deluded herself, believing that the girls Colin dated were blind to his true self and uninterested in the man beneath the celebrity facade. However, she couldn’t deny that these relationships always lasted, forcing her to admit that her jealousy and delusion occasionally crossed the line.
So she bid him goodbye with a wave and joined the back of the line, where she seemingly belonged. Waiting for one more opportunity to be noticed, to feel relevant, to be cast in an Anthony Bridgerton movie, which was quite laughable.
And if not laughable, problematic at the very least. Because Penelope was certain that if she worked on a project with both Anthony and Colin, Eloise would have solid evidence to support her suspicions that her former best friend had only befriended her with the secret and twisted intention of using her well-connected family to rise to fame.
But, oh well, Penelope reasoned to herself, she had nothing to worry about. It wasn’t like she had the slightest chance of being chosen anyway.
“Should we wait for Charlotte?”
“She’s currently at Paris Fashion Week and has explicitly stated that she wishes to be contacted only in case of utmost urgency,” Agatha explained, raising an eyebrow as if silently judging Charlotte’s priorities. “Besides, she assured me that she trusts my judgement, whatever it may be, so she shouldn’t dare to complain,” she added, pursing her lips as if anticipating Charlotte’s future objections.
Anthony nodded in agreement, though he found it difficult to believe that Charlotte had no input on the casting for her book adaptation. However, he wisely chose not to interfere in the complex dynamics of the friendship and power play between the two women.
“Alright, so tell me. What do you think?” Anthony asked.
Agatha glanced at the assortment of pictures spread across the table in front of them. “In my opinion, it would be best to consider a combination of fresh talent and familiar faces for the lead roles.” With a discerning gaze, she pointed to one of the photos and asked, “What about her?”
Anthony picked up the photo and studied the actress depicted in it. She was undeniably stunning—a quality that immediately caught his attention. However.
“Isn’t she too old?” He asked.
Agatha only raised her eyebrows at him. “And how old are you, may I ask?”
He glared at her and her antics. Having known him since he was a toddler, she was keenly aware that he was turning forty that year.
“I’m the director and not the main actress in an adventure romance movie, aren’t I?” he replied. Faced with Agatha’s fixed gaze and unwavering silence, he continued, "Aren't you a producer? Shouldn’t you be well informed about the audience profile?”
“Yes,” she replied sharply, snatching the photo from his hands. “I’m a producer. And that’s exactly why I’m letting you know she’s the right choice. She is new, has the perfect look, and is a splendid actress. Or do you happen to believe she is not sufficiently attractive for your film?”
“Don’t be ridiculous,” Anthony snapped, his voice full of frustration. “I’m simply approaching it from an advertising perspective. You know that perfectly well.”
“Good,” she replied, placing the photo back on the table as she gave him a sidelong glance. “I’d hate to think that the boy I once saw in nappies now chooses his cast with the same criteria he applies to choosing his girlfriends. The younger the better?”
Anthony rolled his eyes, feeling a slight heat rise to his cheeks as she openly mentioned his nappies in front of the casting director and the other crew members present. Among all the women he had ever known, Agatha Danbury stood out as the most insufferable and overbearing.
Instead of adding fuel to her caustic remarks, he turned to one of his assistants and said, “Call Kate Sharma. Tell her to meet us in my office tomorrow at 9 a.m.”
Agatha smiled contentedly and said, “Now that we’ve taken care of that, who else is left to make a decision about?”
“I’m determined to have Thomas Dorset as the protagonist. We just need him and Kate to take a chemistry test,” he said, and Agatha nodded. “And as we’ve already discussed, Colin will be Leonidas.”
“Yes, I agree, it suits him,” she observed, her gaze fixed on the photographs on the table. “And Catherine?” She asked, as selecting Leonidas’ romantic interest was equally significant.
Anthony nodded, understanding her concerns. “Bert mentioned he had a good chemistry read with Cressida Cowper,” he commented, gesturing toward the casting director, who appeased Agatha’s inquisitive gaze with a nod.
“Cressida Cowper?” She looked back at Anthony. “In a romantic role? Are you sure?”
The director tilted his head. “It’s definitely innovative, but if Bert says it worked, I trust him.”
“Okay,” Agatha reluctantly admitted. In his experience, Bert Fife was clueless most of the time, but for some strange reason, Anthony seemed to trust him. And although she could help choose the cast, she was absent during the chemistry tests and could offer no better option than Cressida.
“Ah, I need your help with this,” Anthony said, sliding photos of a dozen actresses into the centre of the table. “Nora,” he explained, “I have to admit that when I read the book, the character didn’t catch my attention. But she must now, if we are to have a successful film. If we find the perfect person, it will make a world of difference for me. What do you think?”
Agatha’s eyes were fixed on the multitude of faces captured in the photos; her lower lip caught between her teeth in a contemplative manner. In that pile, she saw a broad mix of outstanding actresses, but Nora’s position required more than simply skill.
Of course, she was a secondary character at best. Initially naïve, consigned as Leonidas’ closest friend and sidekick, she would need to cultivate a domineering air over time. She was the kind of character that could make or break a film, as a story and its main characters are only as powerful as its supporting cast.
Then, Agatha’s gaze focused on someone in particular.
“Her,” she said, pointing to the photo.
Anthony directed his gaze to where her finger was pointing, raising an eyebrow. “Are you sure?”
With a satisfied smile, she confidently declared, “I am. She is absolutely perfect for the role and has a face that is not widely recognised because she is quite new to the industry, and we are well aware of her acting skills. Also, if my memory serves me right, she already knows your brother, doesn’t she?" She asked.
He had to admit she had a valid argument. To be honest, he didn’t have many objections at all. He had quite liked the idea from the start, but he simply didn’t want to show any favouritism, given her connection to his family. But if Agatha Danbury herself chose the girl, it was undoubtedly the correct course of action.
So, turning to the same assistant as before, he instructed, “Call Penelope Featherington. Inform her she has been chosen to play the role of Nora Cloke.”
Notes:
So this first chapter is basically an introduction, alright? I don't like throwing a lot of info at once so trust I will explain things slowly with time.
And, oh, as some may have noticed the script Colin and Cressida read is from the amazing movie Notting Hill, not created by me.
That is it! (for now)
Please don't forget your kudos and comments as they are deeply appreciated.
God bless you and have a great day!
Chapter 2: Page Five
Summary:
Table reads can be a problem.
Notes:
Hello friends!
I'm sorry I'm late (I'm trying to post this fic either on sunday, monday or tuesday... key word "trying") - work and family birthdays got in the way.
But, anyway, I am HERE. So, as always before you read let me remind you all I'm slowly giving the backgrounds, motivations etc, so yes there's a lot to explain still.
For later on the chapter: when they are reading from the script (or ad-libbing) the words are in itallic.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Penelope Featherington had always led a tranquil life.
Or maybe that was the description she preferred since dull, out of place, and invisible felt harsh.
Since she was young, she was taught that security was the utmost priority in her life. Being a mother of three, Portia Featherington always instilled in her children the belief that in their world, every Featherington woman had to rely on herself. So forget about relying on someone, or worse, harbouring a hopeless fantasy. Become a physician, lawyer, or engineer. Make money. Everything else would take care of itself.
And for an embarrassingly long time, Penelope held onto her belief. Even if begrudgingly.
That might be the reason why she and Eloise Bridgerton remained friends for such a long time. She appeared as imprisoned in her family’s expectations as Penelope was. Except, maybe Eloise agreed with Penelope’s mother, if only partially; she detested the Bridgertons’ power in the entrainment world, where, as Eloise would say, “Everything is fake and women are sold like cheap, dim-witted cattle to the highest bidder.”
But, from Penelope’s point of view, she had never seen it like that. She loved the make-believe. More than that, she cherished the concept of being able to be anybody she wanted, to express anything she needed, even if it was hidden behind a tale, a song, or a performance.
If she were honest, she loved it all. She had always loved the pretty dresses and ridiculous makeup, the dramatic scenes and memorable performances, and the Barbies who dressed fancy and shone brighter than the entire world.
(Barbies that her mother promptly confiscated, but details.)
As Penelope finally went to university, the weight of pretending became increasingly difficult to bear. Caught in an unending cycle of abhorrent textbooks and peers who looked down on her, she couldn’t help but reflect on why she had ever thought law school was a good decision. And then, when everything was threatening to suffocate her, she turned to the arts for comfort.
More specifically, the drama classes she attended as an exotic, non-serious, optional class.
Except it became serious.
And the problem was that she excelled at it. On stage, she was someone else. No longer the short, plain-looking child pushed about by her mother. No longer the twenty-something never kissed girl no one wanted. No longer the voiceless, tasteless, and irrelevant Penelope Featherington.
She was anyone she wanted to be, and, oh, she shone brightly. Brighter than the entire world.
Soon, she found herself attending auditions in the middle of the exam seasons. Waiting for the phone was more stressful than waiting for any of her grades. By the time she graduated from a prestigious university in a profession she despised, she had received her first casting call.
And that was when her life changed, both for the better and, unfortunately, for the worse. For the better since she learned, after hearing the opposite for almost her whole life, that sometimes her wishes did come true.
And for the worse, because she had nobody to tell. Let alone someone to seek advice from. Her mother would kill her, her sisters would mock her, and Eloise… Eloise would be furious.
Which left her with only one option.
“Pen?”
Her eyes scanned his messy hair, perplexed eyes, and the way his white t-shirt seemed to mold perfectly to his body. She honestly didn’t know what she was thinking. But her first table read was only in a few days, and the anxiety was slowly eating away at her mind.
“I didn’t know you were at the house,” Colin said, closing the door behind him and joining her on his porch.
Since his university days, Colin had been living in the house at the end of the street, close to the Bridgerton residence. He wasn’t always home, but it was summer, and Violet made her kids spend time together for a few days. Penelope knew that meant Colin was probably around.
“Um. Yeah, I’ve been here since graduation,” she said, fidgeting with her hands. “Eloise swears this is the last time we’ll spend so much time together. It’s as if we’re going to die instead of tackling the professional market.”
Colin laughed, which made her feel ridiculously pleased.
With a smile still playing on his lips, he absentmindedly scratched the back of his head, revealing his well-defined tricep. “Did you… did you need anything?” he asked.
Right. The reason she was there was to bother him in the first place.
As she glanced down at her feet, a frown appeared on her face. “I need advice,” she said.
“Advice?“ He asked, his forehead scrunching up in bewilderment. Colin Bridgerton was renowned for various attributes, but having the wisdom of the ages was certainly not one of them.
“Yes, I...” she cleared her throat, bracing herself for the mind-blowing information she was about to share with him. She glanced between him and his expensive rustic tiles, her eyes lingering on the intricate patterns, before saying, “I have landed a role in a short TV series and—”
“What?” he immediately interrupted her, his voice faltering as it rapidly escalated. His tone immediately grabbed her attention, and when she glanced at him, the unmistakable sparkle in his blue eyes was clear. There’s no doubt that he was completely shocked. But much to her relief, instead of anger, he seemed to be filled with delight.
“Yes,” she said, her throat tight. “I’ve been going to auditions and—”
“Pen, since when?” He interrupted her again, stepping closer until she had to tilt her head back to meet his gaze.
Fidgeting with her hands, she hesitated for a moment before finally admitting, “Sometime during university I...” Inhaling deeply, she made up her mind to tackle the situation with unwavering honesty. “I was unhappy with my major and I tried… I looked for something to make me feel better. So I tried many different things, including drama class, and I liked it. I really liked it.”
She paused, her eyes fixed on him, waiting for his reaction. All she received was a smile of pure amazement.
“Why have you never said anything?” he asked.
She shrugged. “I don’t know... I…” She felt as if her dreams were meaningless, foolish delusions that would never take her anywhere. Not to mention that she was not prepared for Eloise to find out. “I don’t know,” she repeated.
Despite not fully understanding, Colin nodded in agreement. He could sense from Pen’s expression that she was reluctant to delve into the topic.
“But what happens now? Is this something you want to pursue?” he asked, leaning on the pillar next to him and patiently awaiting her answer.
Her eyes shifted to her hands, fingers slightly trembling, before she gave a deliberate nod. “I think so.”
Even though she couldn’t see him, he raised his eyebrows in surprise. And as she lifted her head to meet his eyes once again, her response was delivered with a stronger sense of certainty.
“Yes,” she said.
“No more office hours? No more endless stacks of papers?” he asked.
She shook her head, as if to signify that her existence as a law student was over. Or of a lawyer. And it made his grin bigger and brighter than the sun.
“I don’t think I can continue,” she said. “Living life like that. It is as if I am not meant to. I tried, Colin, I really did, but I—”
“I know exactly what you mean,” he added. And when Penelope noticed his expression, all she saw was pure understanding.
Naturally, Colin would be the person who understands her better than anyone else in the world.
Scratching the back of his head, he then said, “I know it may seem like it was an easy choice for me, but I—”
“It doesn’t,” she said, shaking her head vigorously, as if trying to dismiss that idea. However, he raised his hand, as if to assure her that everything was alright.
“It’s okay, everyone assumes things because of my family, even my own family,” he remarked with a soft chuckle, perhaps thinking about Eloise in particular. “But I know how it feels; sometimes the stage seems like the only place in the world for us.”
That…that was exactly it. Penelope was positive that her recognition flashed through her face as she nodded, for he seemed to beam back at her.
“So...” she choked out, unable to meet his eyes as her face turned red. “That’s why I’m here—you’re the only one who can help me. I’ve never been cast in anything before, obviously.”
As his hand suddenly grasped hers, a tingling sensation ran up her arm, leaving her with goosebumps. She glanced up at him, only to find him on the verge of laughter, seemingly unaffected by their contact, as usual.
“Do not worry, Pen. I remember how it was at first,” he remarked, then took his hand away from hers, crossed his arms, and continued, “The first thing you have to realise is that it doesn’t matter if you are new to this; if you are in, you deserve to be there.”
She blinked. Penelope anticipated receiving practical advice on working on a set from him, but instead, he immediately touched upon one of her insecurities. It turned out that they weren’t as rare as she had thought.
“So don’t keep your head down and don’t allow anybody to tell you that you are less than you are. Do you hear me?” He inquired, lifting his eyebrows as if he meant it.
She could only nod, enthralled by him like the idiot she was.
“Second thing is don’t give any ledger for anyone to say you don’t deserve to be there, which may seem contradictory with what I just said but—” He adjusted his position on the pillar and gestured towards her, emphasising his point. “You're quite skilled at your work, so don't get cocky. Demonstrate your true abilities and make a lasting impression. I'm not suggesting that you should work yourself to exhaustion; rather, carry out your duties with efficiency and silence any envious comments from others.”
With a slight furrow in her eyebrows, she gave another nod. That part was more difficult. She couldn’t picture herself ever being able to silence someone, even if she really, really wanted to. Not to mention, she had no idea how he could be so certain of her abilities when she was not herself.
“How do you know if I’m good at what I do?” she questioned, raising an eyebrow. “You didn’t even know I was acting, Colin.”
His lips curled up into a small, mischievous smirk. “You’re Pen. How could you be bad at it? I have known you my entire life, and I have yet to find something you are bad at.”
At that, she scoffed. “Really? Not even my social skills? You had me, but now I completely mistrust your teachings.”
With narrowed eyes, he pointed accusingly at her. “Not even your social skills. I swear, you don’t give yourself nearly enough credit.”
Giving up on winning any sort of argument against Colin Bridgerton, she let out a loud huff and waved her hands around in defeat. “Fine, what else, my dear professor?”
He straightened his back again, crossed his arms for the umpteenth time, and brought his hand up to his mouth, deep in thought. “Alright, so since it’s a short TV series, the first time you’ll see most of the cast will be at the first table read, just like in any other show or movie.”
“Okay…” she answered, unsure of his intended meaning.
“Take advantage of it to discover who you’re working with, who’s friendly, who’s not, who you can rely on, and all that. Like I said earlier, don’t hide in your shell, hold your head up, say hi to everyone. Having a network is crucial in our line of work.”
Our line of work. In a strange way, it both scared and thrilled her at the same time. She wondered if anyone in her life would take her as seriously as Colin did right now, who so readily considered her one of his own. It wasn’t unexpected, given who Colin had always been. Generous, nonjudgmental, and kind.
“Alright,” she said, feeling her cheeks flush again. Then, as if to shift her focus away from her own emotions towards the men in front of her, she gestured towards him and remarked, “Do not think I didn’t notice you said I can’t be in my shell, so you do admit my social skills are lacking.”
Rolling his eyes affectionately, he leaned towards her and said, “I know you have excellent socials skills when you want to. Without a doubt, our first meeting was the most memorable one I’ve ever had.”
As her face warmed, she nearly squeaked, "We were children!"
“Exactly,” he grinned with an infuriating smile. “Just be as carefree as you were children, and everything will be fine.”
Not being able to hide her exasperation, she rolled her eyes at him, finding it hard to stay irritated when he kept complimenting her. Sometimes, Colin had that power over her, and it was incredibly inconvenient. The kind that made her believe in herself, or even more dangerously, made her think he saw her as someone other than the shy girl who befriended his sister.
“Okay?” he said, lifting his brow to ensure she would listen to him.
With a huff, she glanced at him shyly, her face flushing and her eyes sparkling, before uttering, “Fine.”
“Colin?”
Penelope closed her eyes, suppressing the urge to let out a deep sigh. Because, of course.
Colin shifted his attention to the girl next to the door, who was small and had brunette hair. She was wearing a familiar striped shirt that appeared oversized on her.
“What is going on?” she asked, squinting at the sunshine since Penelope had arrived at Colin’s door pretty early.
“I’m just helping a friend, Ash.” He said, “I’ll be back in a bit.”
As his girl nodded and retreated to the house, Colin turned back to Penelope. And in that moment, she felt an overwhelming urge to run and leave everything behind. She couldn’t fathom why she repeatedly deluded herself, without ever learning from her mistakes. In Colin’s eyes, she was forever confined to the role of the vulnerable, shy childhood friend.
“Don’t worry about it, Colin,” she said, waving her hand and forcing a smile. “You already gave me so much advice, I don’t even know what to do with it.”
“Are you sure?” He asked, skeptically raising an eyebrow to confirm.
Her nod was accompanied by a subtle, tense tightening of her lips. “Really. Thank you. For everything.”
Despite his lingering uncertainty, he nodded back in response. He then went back inside, and Penelope turned around and left without looking back.
And that would be it, if Penelope hadn’t run into Eloise as soon as she rounded the corner.
Resting against the small wall that divided Colin’s property from his neighbor’s, her friend appeared lost in thought, her gaze fixed downward, her forehead displaying a deep frown. In that fleeting moment, the redhead’s fears momentarily subsided, as she convinced herself that her friend’s presence was purely coincidental. However, as Eloise raised her head to meet Penelope’s gaze, her expression spoke volumes of betrayal, ultimately crushing any hope the aspiring actress had.
“Eloise, it’s not—“
“Oh, spare me, Penelope,” she interrupted, her eyes growing suspiciously moist. “Do you have any idea how many times I’ve seen this?”
As Penelope opened her mouth, preparing to defend herself, Eloise swiftly interrupted her by raising her hand.
“Oh wait, you do know because you’ve been my friend my whole life,” she exclaimed, her voice rising in anger as she closed the distance between them, her fists clenched. “You know how often this has happened, how many times I’ve come to you in tears because a friend was only using me to get close to my family.”
“This is not what this is. I swear, Eloise, this is not,” Penelope replied, her voice failing, heart pounding with stress.
“...and I foolishly believed it would be different this time. That things would be different with you,” Eloise kept accusing her, not paying any attention to what Penelope said.
“They are! I don’t know what you heard but—”
Eloise sneered as a tear ran down her face. “Oh! Are they? Haven’t you been lying to me for months, maybe years?”
The more Eloise refused to listen, the stronger Penelope’s frustration became, churning in her stomach. “I didn’t tell you exactly because I knew you would react like this.”
“Is this the justification for all of this lying, then? For sneaking off to secret auditions and then talking to Colin behind my back.”
As her hands balled into fists and tears formed, Penelope said, “I didn’t go to him behind your back. He’s my friend and I needed his advice.”
“It’s 7:00 AM, Penelope. Do you know how scared I was when I got up and went to your room and saw no one there? Then I looked for you, foolishly fearing something was wrong, but you were going to my brother behind my back to beg for a favour.”
At that moment, Penelope questioned if she should even continue defending herself. If her friend of many years could think so poorly of her in just a few minutes, how true was their friendship to begin with?
Worst of all, Colin was also a good friend of hers. While she wasn’t as intimate with him as Eloise, she had known him for just as long, if not slightly longer. However, the way Eloise stared at her and accused her somehow made all her memories seem disjointed. There was now a nagging suspicion that her friend’s trust was never as solid as it seemed. And it felt as though her friendship with Colin was never as significant as Penelope had imagined.
Penelope suddenly realised that she had no clue how much of their talk Eloise had heard, but she was beyond caring.
Keeping those thoughts in mind, she gently wiped her tears away with her thumbs, directed her gaze towards her former friend, and nodded. “Fine, Eloise. If that is how you want to be.”
And that day, when Penelope packed her belongings and left the Bridgerton estate, never to return, marked the end of the week that altered her life.
She just never thought that a week that would transform her life in the same way would arrive five years later.
"Lilo mentioned you turned down the Graham Norton Show. Again."
With a weary sigh, Colin reached for his Persol sunglasses before rushing to the car, eager to shield himself from the prying eyes of the paparazzi. He didn't look up as his manager climbed in, the vehicle dipping as his burly frame settled into the passenger seat.
“You know I hate talk shows,” the actor said, glancing out the window.
“You hate talk shows, magazine interviews, and podcasts. You also dislike photoshoots and detest journalists,” his manager snapped, turning around in his seat to give him a piercing glare. “The only thing you seem to enjoy is being a pain in my arse.”
Colin just scowled at him in response, which should have been ineffective given that he was wearing sunglasses, but his expressive eyebrows made it work.
“Wanna know the worst part?” Lowering his own sunglasses, the other man locked eyes with Colin, his voice filled with accusation, “When I met you, you sold me this idea of how it would all be so easy. You didn’t need to rely on your family influence or money. All you needed was to captivate the public with your charm. I wonder where that man is now.”
“When you met me, I was a clueless and naïve boy who knew nothing about the world, let alone the sneaky, lying snakes in the press,” he added, his voice sharp as a knife.
As the car rolled down the street, his manager turned around and gazed ahead, scanning the cityscape. Given his extensive knowledge of Colin’s complicated relationship with the media, he found it difficult to contradict him. Still, stubborn as ever, he let out a frustrated sigh and muttered, “If you were going to be like this, you shouldn’t have convinced me to leave the bar.”
As Colin stared at the back of his dramatic friend, he couldn’t help but mention, “Will, you’re making ten times more than you did at the bar.”
Will tilted his head slightly and remarked, “That is true, and ten times the stress too.” He glanced in the rearview mirror and saw Colin shaking his head in exasperation. “You will go to the Graham Norton Show.”
“Fine,” Colin replied, his breath escaping in a frustrated sigh as he glanced out the window once more.
“And where is the script for the table read today?” Will asked.
Colin jerked his head sharply, peering incredulously into the review mirror. “When did you turn into my mother?”
Will chuckled ironically and said, “If only I could have become such an incredible woman. Now, where is it?”
“Anthony has it!” He snapped back. “Don’t you know my brother at all?”
There was no chance on that earth Anthony would risk having a script of his movie leaked, not even by the hands of his own family.
As the car pulled into the parking garage, engulfing them in darkness, Will turned to him and said, “I only know the directors you’ve worked with in the past. That’s how dedicated I am to your ungrateful arse.”
Colin took off his sunglasses and gave him an eye roll, his hand instinctively reaching for the door handle as the car pulled over.
“We will be back by the end of the afternoon,” Will said sheepishly. “Sorry, I can't stick around. Alice will have my head if I don't help Nicky pick up his wedding tux.”
Even though they were always arguing, Colin grinned. “It’s all good. Say hi to them for me,” he said as he opened the door and stepped outside.
“Enjoy yourself!” Will shouted as his friend headed for the lift.
Without even glancing behind him, Colin raised his hand to show that he had heard him. As he walked towards the lift, he caught a glimpse of his assistant rushing to join him out of his peripheral vision.
“Morning,” Colin said, a small smirk playing at the corner of his mouth.
His assistant, still panting, struggled to juggle papers and folders in his arms. Despite his recent hiring, he had a chronic problem of being late. However, his intentions were noble, and he didn’t seem to have any ulterior motives or engage in gossip, which, according to Colin, set him apart from 90% of his colleagues.
Not that Colin would ease his current situation much. Having worked in the industry for years, he learned the importance of remaining vigilant and not being too trusting.
“I apologise, Mr Bridgerton,” he said between gasps for breath. “I’m still not used to the traffic in London.”
With a ding, the lift doors glided open, and John instinctively reached out to keep them from shutting on Colin, who was about to step inside.
“Just call me Colin, John,” he said, frustrated with his assistant’s constant formality despite having reminded him countless times. John, in turn, also hurriedly entered the lift, his hand darting to press the button for their floor, despite Colin being perfectly capable of doing it himself.
“Has Anthony sent you the script?” Colin asked just to be certain, since he was sure he already knew the answer.
Still completely oblivious to the ways of the Bridgertons, John whipped his head towards the man, his eyes widening. “No. Why? Was I supposed to collect it?”
The lift dinged again, signalling their arrival, and Colin merely peered at him from the corner of his eye. With a sigh, he replied with a confusing, “No.”
And then, with another deep breath, he walked down the hallway as he mentally braced himself for another first table read. If he were to be honest, Colin found joy in almost every step of the acting process, even the ones that frustrated him. Because they were all aspects of a process directly tied to his work, not incessant interviews focused on prying into his personal life and dismantling what little remained of it.
However, in recent times, the first table reads had become increasingly difficult to navigate. Having gained expertise in the field, he had a natural aptitude for seeing things right from the beginning. Such as poorly written scripts that had the potential to result in awful movies, or even worse, colleagues who had the potential to make his life unbearable.
He wasn’t always this sceptical. First reads used to fill him with a sense of joy and curiosity, much like everything else in his life. But life had a way of hardening people’s hearts. Especially after a few exposés, one or two backstabbings, and the like. But then he reminded himself that Anthony, at the very least, would never accept a lousy script. That at least gave him some comfort.
With that slightly more optimistic thought, he opened the door to the conference room. And as he walked in, the room fell silent, and all eyes turned to him, including some familiar faces in the crowd.
Thomas Dorset, with whom he had previously worked on a questionable sitcom, now appeared to have a career as secure as Colin's. Agatha Dunbury, the producer, one of his mother’s oldest friends and one of the most painfully sharp people he had ever met. Dolores Stowell, an up-and-coming actress, rose to prominence following her outstanding performance in a dark horse winner of the Cannes Golden Palm for Best Short Film.
And, well, Cressida Cowper.
The most annoying, conceited, self-serving, and untalented actress he had ever encountered. A woman with whom Colin was certain he would never be paired romantically in a million years since they could never have any chemistry. With that in mind, he looked around and noticed the last person he recognised in the crowd: his brother.
“Finally,” Anthony said, his eyes scanning Colin from head to toe as he smoothed out his own shirt. All the while ignoring Colin's frantic and inquisitive eyes, which had to know right away that Cressida was only there to play a minor role as a character whose death would occur within the first ten minutes of the film.
“Everyone.” Anthony turned around to address everyone sitting around the table, while Colin continued to glare at the side of his head. “I don’t suppose introductions are required, but this is Colin Bridgerton.” He gestured towards the man. “He’ll be taking on the role of Leonidas, as some of you may already be aware. He is also my brother, but don’t blame me for that,” he added, eliciting a few chuckles from the cast and crew. Then he turned to his sibling and suggested, “You should take a seat beside Cressida.”
“And why is that?” Colin snarled, almost murderously.
Anthony wrinkled his brow in confusion at his brother’s response. Then, without paying him any mind, he glanced past the man’s shoulders and at his assistant. “Ah, John! Perfect. I need to have a chat with you about script confidentiality,” he said as he walked towards him, leaving Colin to reluctantly make his way towards the vacant chair next to Cressida.
Thankfully, no one dared to strike up a conversation with him on his way, sensing his darkening mood and knowing his notorious temper. Which was ironic given his upbringing as the always eager to please Bridgerton's mama's boy.
“It seems we’ll be partners after all,” Cressida said.
Colin’s eyebrows twitched up ever so slightly as he pulled the chair, the metallic creaking filling the air with each movement.
“So it seems,” he replied curtly.
“I’ll be Catherine, by the way,” she said, leaning towards him despite the fact that he was looking at the other side of the room.
Colin almost let out a humourless chuckle, but then he remembered he needed to maintain his composure. He just wished Anthony would stop chattering with John, and Agatha would end her phone conversation, so they could finally dive into the scripts.
“I had a hunch,” he mumbled, still fixated on the wall instead of looking at her.
Thomas was sitting across from him at the table, near the wall Colin was focused on. Amused, he arched an eyebrow at the interaction unfolding before him. Although he wasn’t as acquainted with Colin as he was with Anthony, he, like the rest of the country and the industry, knew about the charming actor’s reputation for having a temper.
Many people reckoned this was because of his fame, which made sense, because when Thomas met him, he seemed like a friendly, though unassuming, bloke. Or maybe life had moulded him that way, just as it had done to everyone else. In any case, he couldn’t help but find it hilarious to watch Cressida Cowper’s struggle. The beautiful actress seemed to have the world at her fingertips, with lucrative advertising contracts, prominent roles in the latest blockbusters, and a dating life that made others envious. It was a shame that her personality made it impossible for anyone who actually knew her to root for her. So maybe being cast in a movie with Colin Bridgerton, of all people, was just what she deserved.
While contemplating those matters, he couldn’t ignore the fact that his colleagues were also watching the new member with great interest. And then, an unexpectedly bizarre event unfolded.
Colin Bridgerton smiled.
“Pen?" he said, rising up abruptly.
Confusion filled the air as everyone around the table exchanged perplexed glances, trying to make sense of the situation. Then they saw a short woman with red hair walk into the room and look around while her cheeks turned pink. Upon catching sight of him, her eyes widened slightly, and she greeted him with a small wave.
“Hi, Colin,” she said.
The actor in question then practically sprinted towards her, bearing an uncanny resemblance to the man Thomas had met years prior.
“What are you doing here?” he asked, his hands instinctively reaching out to grab both of hers, a smile slowly spreading across his face. Even though he asked her, he had a very good feeling about why she was at that table read.
Despite biting her lip, her eyes glowed with happiness. “I was cast as Nora?” she said, recoiling just a little as she anticipated what he would say next.
As if injected with a surge of joy, Colin’s eyes widened and his mouth fell open slightly, his face lighting up with delight. “And you didn’t tell me?” he asked.
“I know, I know,” she conceded, withdrawing her hands from his and briefly covering her eyes. “I was just so shocked,” she exclaimed, now gesturing enthusiastically with her hands. “It didn’t feel real until...” she hesitated and looked up at him. “Until I was right here, really.”
Colin, having been her friend for years, could easily spot the unmistakable glimmer of happiness in Penelope’s eyes. If this was an incredible opportunity for him, who was already an established actor, it held even greater significance for her.
“Pen,” he said, his voice full of pride and a huge grin on his face. She grinned back at him, as if she knew precisely what was on his mind without him having to say it.
As he pulled her into a tight hug, she felt her feet leave the floor, twirling through the air as her laughter filled the surroundings. And that wasn’t anything new, truly, as Colin had embraced her like that on several occasions throughout their friendship.
Except that virtually all the other individuals in the room were unaware of this information.
And if they were already perplexed earlier, now they were certainly gaping in at the duo. Cressida’s face was so distorted from astonishment and indignation that she would most likely need a few Botox injections to correct it. The younger members of the cast whispered among themselves, amazed to discover that Colin Bridgerton had a secret relationship. And Thomas raised his eyebrows skyward, contemplating the possibility of sharing Botox sessions with Cressida.
Meanwhile, as Colin gently placed Penelope back on the ground, Anthony bid his goodbyes to John and made his way over to the pair. Agatha stood nearby, her smile never wavering, seemingly unperturbed by the unfolding spectacle. The oldest Bridgerton brother was just about to crack a silly joke about not needing to introduce them, but his plans were quickly thwarted by the arrival of yet another newcomer.
“Who’s this?” Standing by the door, Charlotte Mecklenburg-Strelitz couldn’t help but cast a discerning gaze upon Penelope. Her eyes carefully assessed Penelope’s appearance, before shifting to Colin, whose arms were still wrapped around her.
“Um." Anthony coughed politely as Colin and Penelope distanced themselves from each other, "Penelope Featherington, Charlotte." He stood next to the actress and in front of the writer, seemingly shielding the former from the latter's well-known fiery nature, saying, "She's our Nora."
Charlotte gave him a puzzled look, then glanced at Penelope, Colin, and finally Cressida. Looking back at Penelope, she responded with a casual, "Oh. Good.” Her mood appeared to have brightened upon receiving the information, for some unknown reason. She then made her way over to sit next to Agatha and asked, “Have you already begun? Is everyone present?”
When Charlotte finally turned her attention elsewhere, Penelope and Colin exchanged silent wide looks, as if they were back in their teens, caught breaking his mother’s century-old jar while trying to steal Christmas cookies. Colin then moved quietly back to his seat, knowing Penelope would follow. As they walked, Penelope made a point to maintain eye contact with everyone she passed, greeting them with a friendly “Hi” and quietly introducing herself as Penelope Featherington, a habit she had formed years ago based on Colin’s advice.
Noticing her slow pace, Colin furrowed his eyebrows and reached for her hand again, whispering, “Come on, Pen,” as he pulled her towards the end of the table where his seat awaited.
And, unfortunately, Cressida Cowper’s.
Penelope halted in her tracks when she saw her, her heart racing with disbelief at the unexpected encounter. Despite her long-standing friendship with a well-known actor and her own acting career, she couldn’t help but feel a bit star-struck when meeting the most famous faces in real life.
“Hi,” Penelope said softly, her voice barely audible as she struggled to maintain eye contact. “I’m... Penelope Featherington.”
Cressida’s sharp blue eyes locked onto her, carefully assessing her appearance from head to toe, lingering momentarily on Colin’s hand intertwined with hers. With a sneer forming on her mouth, she sarcastically uttered, “Charmed.”
The red-head furrowed her brow, taken aback by the actress’ hostility. However, before she could respond, Colin shot Cressida a sharp look and promptly sat down, tugging Penelope’s hand as if silently urging her to join him in the vacant chair to his right.
Meanwhile, Anthony, still frozen in place, turned to Charlotte and said, “No... not yet. Seems like we’re still missing our main actress,” he grumbled, glancing at his watch with irritation
Pursing her lips and narrowing her gaze in contemplation, Charlotte asked, “What was her name again?”
Agatha saw how the cast looked at her nervously. So she turned to her friend, a wide smile stretching across her face as she tried her best to appear unaffected. “Kate Sharma.”
The name didn’t seem to ring any bells as Charlotte furrowed her brow in momentary confusion.
Anthony then strode confidently towards his chair, positioned at the head of the table and next to Charlotte. “Perhaps we should begin without her, as we wouldn’t want to keep everyone waiting,” he grumbled, frustrated by his main actress’ apparent indifference towards the project.
“Without the leading lady?” Agatha arched an eyebrow at him, expressing the thoughts that were on the minds of nearly everyone in the room.
“She is late, isn’t she?” While Charlotte spoke, her fingers rummaged through her purse, searching for her lipstick, as if her own lateness didn’t matter. As she finally found her favourite burgundy shade, she grabbed a small pocket mirror and nonchalantly applied it. “If we aren’t important to her, I don’t see why we shouldn’t return the favour.”
The room seemed to quieten at that, as it was Charlotte’s usual effect on people, even the most prepotent of them. It wasn’t just that she was a famous author, a business woman, owner of clothes and perfume brands, and every bit an A class celebrity — It was the fact she commanded any room she was in as easily as breathing.
And that would typically clash with Anthony’s assertive demeanour, but this time his annoyance outweighed his usual stubbornness. Penelope had the decency to send a message ahead of time explaining her traffic delay, but Kate remained completely silent, leaving everyone waiting.
"Alright, let us start on page five," he said casually, gesturing to the group seated across from him: Colin, Penelope, and Cressida. However, he seemed to have overlooked the fact that they hadn’t received the script beforehand, leaving them completely clueless about his reference.
Colin furrowed his eyebrows at his brother, then shifted his gaze to the thick stack of papers on the wooden table in front of him. The sound of pages fluttering on both sides reached his ears as Penelope and Cressida joined him in silently reading the script.
INT. CASTLE ON THE SOUTH/THRONE ROOM- NIGHT
LEONIDAS BLACKWELL (28)’s legs come into view, gradually fading as the camera pans upwards. Positioned with his back towards us, our only view is of him taking a sip from a cup made of gold, wearing a crown that is both golden and rusty, askew on his head.
And then, suddenly, the door swung open with a loud bang.
“Ah, Miss Sharma, glad you could join us,” Agatha said, her face lighting up with her usual appeasing smile.
Kate, on the other hand, appeared far from glad to be joining them. With her nose and chin raised up in the air, she simply answered with a nonchalant “I suppose,” before swiftly making her way towards the vacant seat next to Thomas.
The room fell into an eerie silence, broken only by the exchange of glances. Agatha’s concealed surprise and Anthony’s pure annoyance were palpable.
Penelope’s eyebrows furrowed in confusion as she glanced at Colin, silently asking him whether this was a regular situation or if her unfamiliarity with high-profile table reads was to blame. The man in question met her gaze, shaking his head and shrugging in confusion.
“I’m sorry for being late,” Kate stated to the room as she adjusted her chair. “You know us old-aged actresses. Sometimes we can get confused.”
And then the silence was broken by hushed whispers, as she managed to confuse everyone else instead. Except for Anthony, whose anger had mysteriously disappeared and was now replaced with a pale, expressionless face.
“But oh well,” Kate continued, hastily grabbing the script and noisily flipping through the pages. “I suppose us women do not need to be all that clever, as long as we keep on being attractive and pleasing to the eyes of the audience.” With pointedly raised eyebrows, she continued to stare at the screenplay, as if it had personally insulted her.
At this point, Agatha’s face contorted with confusion. “Wha—” she was about to ask Anthony until she looked at him and saw his expression. Having known the man for nearly four decades, she could easily recognise the familiar look of shame and guilt on his face. With a hiss, Agatha’s voice became low and menacing as she asked, “What have you done?”
From across the room, the other person who had known Anthony for decades could also easily discern his familiar expression. Colin, still confused but slightly less so, put his hand over his mouth and muffled a chuckle.
“What is happening?” Penelope whispered to him, her eyes darting between the amused man and the chaotic scene unfolding in front of them.
With a shake of his head and a slight smile on his lips, Colin couldn’t help but stifle a laugh as he said, “I don’t know.”
But when he laid eyes on Anthony, he concluded that whatever had happened, it was clearly Anthony’s fault.
“Did he used to date her or something like that?” she asked, her voice lowering even more.
As he watched his big shot of a brother shrink on his chair, he bit his top lip, his eyes shining with amusement as he glanced at Penelope. “I haven’t got a clue,” he said.
Penelope looked back at him, suppressing a laugh herself as the Bridgerton’s shenanigans continued to be as ridiculous as ever.
They didn’t even realise when Cressida caught onto their interaction, giving the friendly pair a suspicious look. Nor did they notice when Anthony redirected his focus towards them.
“Anyway, page five?” He asked, his voice suddenly becoming high-pitched and awkwardly adolescent. “Let’s continue and then we will go back.”
The unexpected attention startled Colin and Penelope, causing them to nearly lose their grip on the scripts. Shuffling in their chairs, they quickly regained their focus and returned their attention to the pages. Cressida continued to eye them with suspicion before turning her attention to her lines, while Thomas observed them all with amusement.
Anthony then turned to Agatha, his subtle nod indicating for her to begin reading the descriptions before they reached the actual lines. Understanding his intention to ease the tension in the room, she swiftly grabbed her script and raised her reading glasses to her eyes, ready to start reading.
“Leonidas Blackwell’s legs come into view, gradually fading as the camera pans upwards. Positioned with his back towards us, our only view is of him taking a sip from a cup made of gold, wearing a crown that is both golden and rusty, askew on his head.” She paused.
A brief silence filled the room, and Colin nudged Penelope, who appeared completely lost in her thoughts and oblivious to her cue.
She widened her eyes and shifted in her seat before blurting out, “Right,” then proceeding to read the words on the script. “Have you gone mad?” she asked, sounding quite robotic.
“And then Leonidas finally turns to us,” Agatha kept reading the description. “Young, roguish, and attractive, he’s the type of guy who would have every single heart in the kingdom at his disposal, if he so wished. His attention is drawn to the voice of his best friend, Nora Cloke, who is clad in frayed, male clothing, which looks quite intriguing on her small physique, resembling that of an adolescent boy.”
“Whatever do you mean?” Colin swiftly delivered his line, fully engaged and effortlessly adding a touch of sarcasm to it, even though he had never laid eyes on the script before.
“Please.” Penelope effortlessly mirrored Colin’s tone and replied, “When you said I could seek refuge in your palace, I didn’t expect it to result in me being executed alongside you.”
As commanded by the script, Colin let out a chuckle. “And I didn’t anticipate such a theatrical display from you. Did you happen to spend some time with our steward?”
When it came to rolling her eyes at that particular part, Penelope was supposed to do it, and she nearly found herself doing it instinctively, given how smoothly she could read her lines with the man by her side. “I loathe you. Have I mentioned that today?” she said.
“Removing his slightly tilted crown, Leonidas gingerly placed it on the weathered wooden table next to the throne, alongside his ornate golden cup. With a leisurely pace, he approached Nora, a mischievous grin adorning his face, while the girl maintained her usual air of exasperation," Agatha described.
“No, not today,” Colin spoke, his lips curled into a gentle smile. “But there’s still plenty of time.”
"Well, I'll take that into consideration," Penelope replied, her tone mocking. “Now, can we please leave your brother’s throne untouched until he arrives?”
“Nora, Nora,” Colin exclaimed, shaking his head with great theatricality, his arm itching to drape over Penelope’s shoulder, just as it was described in the pages. “I’ve mentioned numerous times that I would absolutely detest losing my closest companion to a bout of anxiety. You know what they say about women and their hysteria.”
“Disregard my previous statement,” Penelope said with a sharp tone. “I believe I shall take it upon myself to carry out your execution.”
With a grin playing on her lips as a few in the room chuckled, Agatha carried on, “The two friends keep on arguing as the camera subtly moved to the side. Out of nowhere, a stunningly attractive blonde woman enters the room. Leonidas and Nora look at her, both perplexed by the newcomer. Catherine Urbino is donning a pristine, otherworldly gown, appearing rather out of place in this dimly lit chamber. However, despite the peculiarity of this visitor, Leonidas is undeniably captivated by her upon their initial encounter.”
“Forgive me,” Cressida said her line, her voice sounding oddly innocent and doe-eyed, completely at odds with her aristocratic facade. “I didn’t mean to interrupt.”
“You didn’t interrupt in the slightest,” Colin said, trying to replicate his familiar, silly, love-struck tone that Penelope recognised instantly.
“Who are you?” Penelope inquired with a sharp tone, possibly even more than what was required.
“Nora feels Leonidas’ gaze piercing through her, his sudden head movement indicating a familiar look that she could sense without locking eyes with him. 'Can you stop being so... well, you,' his eyes would say," The producer continued.
“No one of significance,” Cressida replied sharply, not even close to what the script required. “I seem to have taken a wrong turn and found myself a bit disoriented.”
“Right. So, you happened to stumble upon the throne room, did you?” Penelope inquired, with a perfectly dry and sardonic inflection.
“I am not sure what you are implying,” Cressida said, turning a few pages around the room as she ad-libbed.
Agatha looked at her and coughed lightly before saying, “Surprised by the stranger’s sudden hostility, Catherine could only blink at her. Just as the woman was about to leave the room, Leonidas burst into a fake laugh and grabbed Nora by the shoulders, as if silently signalling her to stop.”
“No need for concern regarding my friend; sh— he is excessively protective of the palace’s possessions.” Colin said, gracefully pretending to stutter as he traded the ‘she’ for the ‘he’ as Nora was in disguise, and her friendship with Leonidas was highly unconventional considering the book’s society and supposed time period.
“Oh. I see,” Cressida responded, more harshly than her role as a meek, terrified woman required. “He has a really high-pitched voice, doesn’t he? For a moment, I assumed it was an ugly girl dressed in servant’s clothing.”
Their confusion evident, Colin and Penelope exchanged puzzled glances when Cressida unexpectedly inserted a derogatory comment about Nora’s looks, a line that was not part of their planned dialogue. Neither was her condescending tone.
With a furrowed brow, the redhead returned her attention to the text, trying to convince herself that it was all in her head. However, Colin knew Cressida so well that he couldn’t dismiss it as a mere coincidence.
So, with a deep inhale, he firmly clutched the script, his unwavering concentration locked on the words he was reciting. “No, of course not,” he answered with a serious tone, despite the fact that the script said he was meant to be nervously chuckling and dismissing her concerns. “It must be the light; these candles are of poor quality. So are your eyes.”
More pages started turning, and the sound of rustling paper filling the room, as they failed to read Colin’s final phrase on their own script. Cressida received a satisfied smirk from him, while Penelope looked back and forth between them, her expression filled with confusion. With a fierce gaze, the blonde locked eyes with him, then adjusted her posture and lifted her papers higher.
“Naturally, that must be the explanation,” she said with an air of superiority, even when the paper instructed her to pretend not to know. “I must be completely daft to think that thing is a lady; please pardon my mistake.”
“What in the world is she reading?” Charlotte murmured to Agatha after re-reading the screenplay she had written and discovering, I must have misinterpreted it for a moment, please pardon my mistake, instead of whatever Cressida had just said.
The room buzzed with hushed conversations, but Colin remained unperturbed, resolute in his determination to press on, even if it meant traversing the ends of the earth.
“It is alright. Intellect is a precious gift that only a select few have. It can be quite distracting,” he commented, causing Penelope to give him a surprised look, aware that he should have followed up with It is alright. Seeing me is a precious gift that only a select few have. It can be quite distracting.
“Stop!” Anthony yelled, his face turning red as he buried it in his hands. “Just to clarify, this is a table read and not a session for improvisation, is that clear to everyone?”
He took his fingers away from his eyes and gave Colin a silent, knowing glare, fully aware that Colin had done it deliberately. His younger brother, however, only shrugged at him as if he didn’t have a care in the world. And that was an anticipated reaction; the worst part was Cressida Cowper staring back at him as if she were the director and he had wrecked her scene, rather than the other way around.
“Perhaps… we should go back to page one?” Agatha inquired nervously, once again attempting to defuse a metaphorical bomb.
“It’s not nearly far enough from page five,” he muttered to her, knowing they’d be back to whatever had just transpired in just four pages if they followed her plan. And, while reading the script in order is standard procedure for any table read, they were far from normal at the time.
Then he looked at Kate, her eyes darting away from everyone, her expression filled with anger and hostility. It was clear that page one was definitely not a good idea at the moment.
“Let’s just go to page twenty then,” he muttered, the most random number his fatigued brain could think of at the time.“What is on page twenty again?”
The producer furrowed her brow as she tried to recall, “The street fair?”
“Oh, splendid,” Anthony remarked. A scene that had absolutely nothing to do with Kate, or Cressida, or Colin, or Penelope. “Page twenty then,” he gestured towards Thomas and Dolores, who glanced at him with a hint of astonishment before swiftly flipping through the pages until they located the correct one.
And just as Agatha opened her lips to read the description again, Dolores lifted her index finger in the air.
The director and producer exchanged a puzzled glance before Anthony returned his focus to the woman.
“Yes?” he asked.
“Will this scene take place in a real street, adorned with an abundance of flowers?” she inquired, expressing her doubts about the description of the forthcoming scene. “Because I have an allergy to pollen.”
Agatha opened and closed her lips, wondering how to properly respond with what little patience she had left.
While Anthony could only keep from hitting his head on the table and wonder: if their first table read was this unbearable, how would the remainder of the production be?
Notes:
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Chapter 3: Promises, promises
Summary:
Two pairs, two promises
Notes:
HELLO!
For once, I don't have much to say just enjoy!
(oh, just hold on, always remember this is Anthony PRE Kathony okay, go easy on my boy because he's still stupid)
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Anthony thought Starbucks was a safe space. It should be, shouldn’t it? It should be as safe and easy as grabbing coffee and chatting with a friend, without worrying about anyone eavesdropping.
“Bridgerton!”
Anthony turned swiftly, unconcerned about spilling his coffee since, unlike most of the heathens around him, he only drank espresso. Double.
“Fife!” he exclaimed, his face lighting up with a wide smile at the sight of his friend. “What brings you to this part of town?”
“Well, you know…” he trailed off, his voice barely audible over the sound of the coffee machine. “Fourth Wing movie auditions.”
“Oh,” Anthony said, frowning. “So they’re really going ahead with that adaptation, are they?”
“Seems like it,” Fife shrugged casually, his gaze fixed on the counter as he waited for his name to be called.
Nodding as he sipped his coffee, Anthony frowned, staring into his cup, lost in thought.
“But I’m sure it won’t be as good as yours, obviously,” Fife remarked, immediately picking up on Anthony’s quiet frustration. If both of these big book adaptations were to be released simultaneously, it could undoubtedly present a challenge down the line.
Anthony blinked, attempting to hide any trace of concern that might have slipped through. With a casual chuckle, he reassured, “That’s not something I’m concerned about.” He shook his head, the steam from his cup of coffee rising as he raised it to his lips for a casual sip. “I’m just worried about... marketing and advertising and whatnot. It’s already concerning as it is.”
With a quizzical look and an arched brow, Fife questioned, “Shouldn’t your highly paid marketing team be handling that for you?”
Coughing lightly, Anthony replied as he casually readjusted the strap of his leather bag on his shoulder, “Yes, but I don’t expect them to work miracles.”
The blond barista finally called Fife’s name, and as he raised his hand to pick up his Americano, he glanced at Anthony with a questioning look. “Why? Did something already happen? I thought production had just begun.” His hiring to assist with the casting calls had occurred not too long ago.
With his lips touching the rim of his cup, the director shook his head, silently conveying that nothing had taken place. But then, he tilted his head slightly, a look of contemplation crossing his face as he paused.
“Our main actress is too old,” he finally said.
Fife paused, his brow furrowing as he turned his attention to his steaming drink. He blew gently at the rising fumes before inquiring, “How old?”
“Thirty-seven,” he said, judging her age while casting a reproachful look at his friend’s drink, because Anthony Bridgerton was nothing if not a multitasker.
With a shrill scoff, the casting director took a sip of his Americano and nodded, “Yeah that’s old. But is she attractive enough?”
Again, Anthony paused mid sip, his head tilting in thought, before finally giving a nod. “Yes,” he cleared his throat, his voice slightly husky as he lowered his cup, “I suppose she is.”
“Then that’s all you need, mate.” Fife gave him a friendly pat on the back, and they headed toward the exit together. “You know how it is, age is a number, and it doesn’t matter as much if—”
“If the public has a pretty face to look at,” Anthony sighed, his voice full of resignation, as he opened the glass door for his friend to pass through. “I suppose you’re right.”
Fife then shrugged with a sense of pride, before confidently stating, “I always am.” And with a casual air, he put on his shades and glanced at Anthony, asking, “Shall we catch up on Friday?”
With a hint of uncertainty in his expression, the director replied, “Perhaps.”
The other man just shook his head at him and said, “See you later, Bridgerton.”
“See you,” Anthony replied, keeping an eye on Fife as he strolled down the street before continuing on his own path. With less than an hour left until the first table read, he made sure to be punctual, not wanting to risk being late.
However, what he didn’t expect was that the main actress from his movie also had a strict policy against being late.
In fact, she even thought about treating herself to a hot drink a few minutes before the table read. So she got in line at the Starbucks around the corner, where she could hear the offensive opinions of the director of the film she had just been cast in.
When Anthony asked Kate to have a private discussion before she left the meeting room, she knew she should have immediately run for the door. But she was a stubborn person and, worse, she was proud of it.
Now the sun was setting, and the room was about to be enveloped in darkness. Because they were apparently too stubborn to even move to turn on the lights. And the only thing that occupied her mind was how lucky Anthony Bridgerton should consider himself that she had already finished her disgusting Starbucks chai, or else he would be wearing it on her insufferable face.
“I hope you understand that the only reason I am here is because I refuse to breach contract,” she stated firmly, standing resolutely behind her seat, with the meeting table separating them. “Have not done it once in the long thirty-seven years of my life,” she said, with a sarcastic emphasis on the word ‘long’, her face appearing sharper than usual in the half-light. “And here I thought that collaborating with the esteemed Anthony Bridgerton would bring some value to those extensive years, but alas, I was sorely mistaken. Now, if you and everyone involved in this production have a shred of decency, you should terminate this contract on your end.”
Anthony just stood there with his mouth wide open. “Shred of—”
He had just made a stupid comment in a coffee shop. Was that woman completely bonkers? Or simply ignorant?
“You do realise that you signed the contract with Mrs Dunbury, not me, correct?” He asked in a patronising tone simply because he felt like it.
Kate scoffed. “So you admit you would terminate it if you could.”
At that moment, all he could do was stare at her incredulously. When he requested a private conversation with the woman, he had hoped to offer a sincere apology for potentially bruising her pride, and then move on. But why, oh why, was she making it so hard to feel sorry at all?
“Everyone in the industry and beyond knows about your family connection to Agatha Danbury,” Kate continued, her voice condescending as she lifted her nose in the air. “Just let me know where to sign and I’ll be out of this production.”
And in that moment, Anthony realised that the upcoming eight months of his life were going to be a complete nightmare. It was highly probable that it would last even longer, considering the fact that there were three books in the series. If the first movie turned out to be successful, he would undoubtedly direct the remaining two as well. And it would do well, even if it was the last thing he did.
So there was no other explanation for what came out of his mouth next. He could only be completely insane to want to endure such prolonged torture. But it was as if something eerie washed over him, like a shadow going through his head and turning off all of the reason switches simultaneously.
“I will not do such thing,” he said.
Kate’s eyes widened, which gave him such profound delight that he couldn’t even begin to express.
Drunk on his power to annoy her, he continued, “You were selected as the lead actress for this project, and you have indeed agreed to it, along with everyone involved, whether you like it or not. Should you change your mind, you can breach the contract if you want, but I, for one, will not.”
With a look of disbelief, she opened her mouth and then promptly shut it, making her way around the table to stand eye to eye with him. “You just said today that my involvement in this project is detrimental to it,” she continued, pointing to the floor as if to emphasise the current day.
She had a valid point and perhaps her presence was increasingly harmful to the project, but his pride took precedence over everything else.
With an open mouth and a raised eyebrow, he was ready to fire back, but she didn’t give him the chance.
“That I am an old actress, even though I am younger than you, might I add,” she said, narrowing her eyes and looking him up and down as if he were an old raisin about to vanish into ashes from old age.
Finally deciding on what he should reply, he defiantly motioned with his hand towards her and eloquently replied, “Well, I didn’t say it to your face!”
Tipping her head back, her face contorted into a grimace of indignation. “Like that’s supposed to be better?”
With his face turning red from the stress, he could only mutter, “It’s better than making a big scene on your first day because you snooped on a private conversation.”
“Oh, please,” Kate scoffed, her eyes rolling. “As if you and your chauvinistic friends wouldn’t relish the opportunity to have your absurd ideas broadcasted to the entire world. Do you honestly believe you’re the first director to make inappropriate remarks about me? Let me assure you, you are not special.”
After taking a deep breath, Anthony took a decisive step towards her, firmly concluding that she was completely mad. “Have you considered that perhaps the remarks they made had everything to do with your insufferable personality and nothing to do with your looks, let alone your age?”
Her warm brown eyes glimmered with a dangerous glint as she let out a sarcastic laugh at him, saying, “Finally. Just tell me what you’re thinking to my face, not behind my back.”
Looking at her, he closed the distance between them, making her tilt her head up to meet his gaze, a challenging task given their similar stature.
“Perfect. Then I can tell you that you are, without a doubt, the most arrogant, ill-tempered, and irrational actress I have ever had the displeasure of working with,” he whispered sharply, and she nodded defiantly, her gaze scanning his face from top to bottom. “But because I am a professional, I keep my word. If you decide to break the contract, it’s on you, not me. Whether you like it or not, my movie will happen.”
Looking at him, Kate realised she was at an impasse. All she wanted was to escape that insufferable man’s project. At the same time, there was no way she was going to let him win.
Inhaling sharply from her nose, she simply raised her chin, her eyes meeting his with a determined gaze as she uttered, “See you on Monday.”
And with that, she walked to the door before seeing the smirk form on his lips.
“Miss Sharma?” He called as he turned to face her.
Pausing by the opened door, she turned to glance at him, the faint yellow lights of the hallway seeping into the darkness of the room.
“Let’s always stay this honest with each other,” he said, a sarcastic smile playing on his lips.
With her jaw clenched tightly, she replied, “Absolutely,” before turning on her heels and walking away.
“I know I haven’t been in many big productions, but is that normal?”
Colin winced as he heard his brother’s voice getting louder and louder from the meeting room.
Fortunately, almost everyone in the cast had left, but Colin decided to stay out of pure curiosity and a desire to gossip later with the family, as Anthony had asked Kate Sharma to wait after the table read was over.
A decision that Colin was now bitterly, bitterly regretting.
“Not very normal, no,” Colin replied, his eyes now fixed on the door as Kate’s voice grew louder. He turned to Pen, who had stayed behind with him, and shrugged nonchalantly. “But maybe that’s normal for Anthony. I wouldn’t put it past him.”
Then, after waiting for hours outside the conference room and a few more minutes for his boss and the little redhead to talk in the hallway to the sound of Anthony Bridgerton screaming, John discovered his opportunity to do something useful.
“Um. Mr— Colin,” he stumbled over his words as Colin shot him a sharp look, quickly correcting himself. “Do you want me to order your dinner?”
Abruptly, Penelope turned around, finally becoming aware of the assistant’s presence. Colin, in contrast, raised his eyebrows thoughtfully in response to John’s question. He then turned to his friend and asked, “What do you want for dinner?”
“What?” Penelope was taken aback, nearly leaping in surprise. Since when did he start ordering dinner for her?
“Come on, Pen,” he pleaded with a slight pout, “let’s have dinner together today. It’s been ages since we had a proper talk.”
She let out a frustrated sigh as she looked at him. That was the thing she hated most about Colin. He had a way of making her feel important, like he really cared if she was there or not. And sometimes she hated the false optimism it brought to her heart, which was precisely one of the reasons they hadn’t had a proper conversation in ages.
That, combined with her fight with Eloise and all the comments she had made.
“Fine,” she agreed anyway, because she could outgrow many things, but apparently not being a fool for Colin Bridgerton.
His brilliant smile was met with the sudden noise of a door opening, followed by the sound of Kate and Anthony arguing before everything fell silent once more.
Ignoring his brother’s antics, he continued, “Alright, so where do you want to eat?” He then turned to John and said, “Do I have any restaurant reservations for today?”
John scratched his head in consideration before grabbing his business phone to check, as Penelope looked at the actor with wide eyes.
“Are you out of your mind? I’m not going to any posh restaurants tonight,” she said. Colin might have money, but she definitely did not.
He twisted his face into a sheepish expression, his hands folded in front of him, as he confessed, “I can’t really go to a normal restaurant anymore, Pen.”
Well, he could, but if he wanted to steer clear of countless photos taken by both the paparazzi and anyone with a mobile, then perhaps not.
John witnessed the exchange between the two as Penelope fixed her eyes on Colin with a look of complete disbelief, and he meekly met her gaze. Throughout his time working with Colin Bridgerton, he had never witnessed him behave so… normally, except for the occasional moments when he was around his family. Granted, John had only been working for the actor for a few months, but he couldn’t deny the uncanny power possessed by the tiny red-haired woman.
“What’s the topic of conversation, you two?” Anthony’s voice echoed down the hallway as he made his way towards them. “The press shouldn’t catch you going out together.”
The younger Bridgerton then glanced at his brother with a perplexed expression. “Anthony, it’s just dinner.”
The director crossed his arms and raised an eyebrow. “Just dinner? Colin, are you new to acting? Do you want me to give you the play-by-play?”
Penelope and John’s eyes darted between the two siblings, their gaze shifting back and forth like a lively ping-pong match. Penelope’s mind raced, trying to decipher Anthony’s insinuations, while John simply wanted to know if he should call for dinner reservations.
“It’s Pen, we’ve had thousands of dinners,” Colin exclaimed, gesturing towards her.
Anthony closed his eyes and pinched the bridge of his nose. “Not when you were so well-known that the media was snapping pictures of your toilet to check the colour of your piss.”
With a forceful scoff, Colin tilted his head back and directed his gaze towards the ceiling.
Meanwhile, the girl’s forehead creased in confusion as she asked, “Why is it such a problem if the press sees us?”
They could not possibly be implying that people would believe she and Colin were in a relationship, could they? Because that was totally ridiculous, right? Outside the depths of her delusional mind, this was not a normal thought. Penelope Featherington and Colin Bridgerton? That was, at best, laughable.
Opening his eyes, Anthony then pointed at Colin in accusation. “They’ll know you two are working on something together.”
Oh. Tilting her head back, Penelope’s face lit up with understanding. Of course, of course.
Colin, on the other hand, looked at him with his hands on his hips, showing an uncanny resemblance to his older brother. “You’re absolutely psychotic, do you realise that?”
He would never understand why Anthony acted as if everything related to his films was a state-level secret.
Rolling his eyes, the other man dismissed him, saying, “You can talk when you’ve directed a successful movie. Until then, listen to me—”
With a scoff, Colin said, “Me, listen to you?” He extended his hand in a mocking gesture, as if offering it for a handshake. “Hi, Colin Bridgerton, have we just met?”
Anthony blatantly slapped his brother’s hand away while Penelope covered her eyes tiredly.
“Forget about dinner, then!” She exclaimed, raising her hands in the air as she was finally done with the Bridgerton drama. “I’ll go to my house,” she said, pointing to herself, and then gestured towards Colin, “You’ll go to yours, and poor John here can finally go to his as well.”
John, who up until then was watching the scene unfold in a mix of shock and amusement, sharply turned to her, his eyebrows raised in surprise at the fact that this woman he had just met already remembered his name.
“As always, that seems like a sensible idea, Penelope,” Anthony smiled at her, while Colin couldn’t help but roll his eyes at him.
“No, it doesn’t, but I’ve got another idea,” Colin remarked, casually grabbing Penelope’s hand and drawing her closer. He then gestured towards Anthony and said, “You head on over to your place. While you and I,” he turned to Pen and playfully used their linked hands to gesture between the two of them, “we head over to my place and have dinner.”
Penelope could only respond with a blank expression. “Your place.”
“Yes, of course.” Colin smiled at her, not noticing anything amiss, while Anthony continued to roll his eyes, clearly used to this type of interaction between the two.
Meanwhile, John appeared just as bewildered as Penelope, which was certainly peculiar.
Undeterred, the actor started pulling his friend with him as he walked. “The paparazzis don’t usually take pictures of my piss there,” he said sarcastically before sending a mock salute to Anthony on his way.
And then he headed for the lift, casually leading Penelope by the hand while John hurriedly followed behind.
“I can’t believe you’ve never seen my flat.”
If Penelope were honest, neither could she.
Once upon a time, every aspect of their lives was completely intertwined. Thanks to Eloise, she would often visit his family’s home, both in London and in Hampshire. They spent countless nights playing cards and watching movies, and during the summer, they engaged in intense games of polo and volleyball with the rest of the Bridgertons. They were a fiercely competitive family, constantly looking for new ways to outperform one another.
She was also one of the first people to visit the first house he ever purchased.
But things had been different in the past five years. Typically, one would attribute this to the demands of adulthood, the pressures of an acting career, and a variety of other factors that made maintaining friendships in adulthood difficult.
But none of those reasons were true in this case.
The sight of Colin’s numerous awards displayed above the fireplace was a poignant reminder of the years Penelope spent actively attempting to move on from her past. If she wasn’t at every Bridgerton party, or constantly calling Colin, or sharing every detail and concern about her acting roles, it wasn’t because she had a packed schedule. It was because she needed the distance.
“Pretentious, isn’t it?” he asked from his kitchen island when he noticed the girl eyeing his collection of awards. When she turned to him, she saw him meticulously cleaning his fine crystal wine glasses, a dishcloth casually draped over his strong shoulder—a domestic scene that filled Penelope with a longing sigh.
“Mum went ahead and sorted them out without me knowing when she helped with the move. She thinks I should be just as proud of my achievements as Francesca and Benedict.” Walking towards the dining table, he shook his head and took his time arranging the glasses, making sure they were perfectly aligned. “I don’t see the need but—”
“Always your mother’s boy,” Penelope finished for him.
Colin paused his actions to observe her, noticing her raised eyebrow and the charming smile forming on her lips.
“Something like that,” he confessed with a hint of embarrassment, as if he would only admit it to her.
With a nod, she averted her eyes to her feet, concealing the blossoming infatuation that had transformed her smile. She bit her lip and glanced up once more, observing Colin as he continued to move about his kitchen, seemingly on the hunt for a corkscrew.
“Need a hand with anything?” she inquired, mentally scolding herself for absentmindedly exploring his flat instead of assisting him with their meal.
Colin glanced at her as he struggled to open the wine, nodding toward the pizza box on the kitchen counter. “Grab a slice for yourself and one for me, and I’ll join you in a moment.”
Penelope chuckled, heading to his kitchen and teasingly said, “You know, for someone who promised me a fancy dinner today, this is a bit disappointing.”
“I beg your pardon?” He looked at her with mock offence, his eyebrows furrowing and his jaw dropping as he pointed to the bottle in his hands, saying, “I’m bringing you some wine, you know. A rather pricey one, I must say.”
Her mouth formed a perfect “oh” shape as her eyebrows rose. “I’m sorry, I should have felt honoured sooner.”
He shook his head, a triumphant grin spreading across his face as the stubborn cork finally came loose. Meanwhile, she obediently grabbed two slices as requested and gracefully placed one on each plate before taking her seat at the table.
As Colin approached her, she had a brief moment to notice that he had prepared a beautifully arranged table, despite the fact that they were simply having pizza. First, there were plates, then, of course, the wine, and he even lit a candle in the centre of the table. If she hadn’t known Colin for decades, she might even suspect this to be a date.
However, she knew him well enough to know that was probably the last thing on his mind.
So, after clearing her throat and mind, she returned to the previous topic: “So, how are they? Franny and Ben, I mean.”
Inhaling deeply, he placed a hand on his hip and nonchalantly said, “They’re alright, I suppose,” while standing beside her seat, pouring the wine into her glass with the finesse of a professional server. He then took his own seat, poured wine for himself with far less decorum. “Fran is in Germany, as you know,” he lifted his glass and took a large drink. “Rehearsing so hard that the Philharmonic might need to raise a bust in her honour.”
“Well, it seems like there haven’t been any updates on her end,” Penelope quipped, and Colin nodded in agreement.
Francesca developed a strong love for her piano lessons from a young age. While others were preoccupied with schools and colleges, she dedicated her days to playing and composing music. Penelope thought she had never encountered someone quite as unique and gifted. It came as no surprise when the Berlin Philharmonic extended an invitation for her to perform with them.
As she brought the pizza slice to her mouth and took a bite, she inquired, “And what about Ben?”
Colin nonchalantly placed his glass back on the table and said, “Has an exhibition lined up at the MoMA.”
The slice slipped from Penelope’s hands and fell back onto the plate, her eyes widening in disbelief. “You’re kidding,” she exclaimed.
“No,” Colin exclaimed, shaking his head with flair as he grabbed his own pizza, a glimmer of pride in his eyes. “He’s been unbearable for weeks.”
“Colin, that’s incredible!” she said, unable to contain her excitement as she reached out and gave his arm a friendly squeeze. “I can hardly believe it.”
It was almost like a member of her own family had achieved something remarkable. As she grew older and entered adulthood, she recalled the challenges that Benedict faced when he made the decision to pursue a career as a painter. It’s true that his family’s wealth and connections gave him a head start, but being as determined as any Bridgerton, he faced challenges in establishing himself as an artist and showcasing his talent independent of his family’s reputation. And it seems he had managed to pull it off. Just like all Bridgertons did, eventually.
Penelope reclined in her chair, shaking her head with a glimmer of amusement in her bright blue eyes.“That Bridgerton blood is seriously lucky.”
Holding a slice of pizza in his hand, Colin stared at her, his eyes narrowing as he spoke, “So is the Featherington blood.”
With a scoff, Penelope reached for her wine once more, her fingers grasping the cool glass. “Sure, lucky in making countless unsuccessful red-haired women perhaps.”
“Pen.” He leaned in closer to the table, as if sharing a significant secret with her. “You were cast in the same movie as me,” he said, implying that they both achieved similar levels of success.
Which was not true, but it was a nice sentiment nonetheless.
“Yes, we were, weren’t we,” she trailed off, lost in thought as she contemplated the sheer insanity of that simple fact.
Colin displayed his agreement with a nod, settling back in his chair before reaching for his glass once more. However, after he took a sip and gently returned the glass to the table, his eyes remained fixated on it, deep in thought, his fingers rhythmically tapping against the stem.
“What is it?“ she whispered, her voice barely a breath as she quickly noticed his contemplative stance.
He pursed his lips and took a deep breath before saying, “I need to be honest with you. There’s a specific reason why I wanted us to have this dinner. A rather significant one.”
Penelope’s breath caught in her throat. She had never seen Colin so jittery, and it made her feel on edge too. Once again, she couldn’t help but notice that if this had happened a few years ago, that dinner and his demeanour would have made her wonder if he was about to confess his feelings for her. However, she was older now and had given up on fairytales, with only anxiety remaining about his attitude.
“I’m... worried,” he said, finally meeting her gaze with his piercing blue eyes. “About the movie.”
She blinked. That was unexpected. Colin had been acting in major productions for years; he was even being invited to the Oscar ceremony now, for crying out loud. She was the one who exclusively appeared in indie films, mini series, and questionable sitcoms — the one who seemed completely out of place in a movie like that. But him? What could possibly make him nervous?
“Listen, Pen,” he said, shifting in his chair and looking at his plate with a worried expression. “You’ve never been on a production like this, and I have to say, it can be quite brutal. Not the production itself, but everything else.”
“Everything else?” she inquired, and he lifted his gaze to meet hers, the soft glow of the candlelight illuminating his features.
He raised his eyebrows as he gave a simple answer. “The press. The fans.”
“Oh.” Penelope replied, reclining in her chair and reaching for her glass, only to discover it was already drained. Despite what Anthony had said before, it wasn’t until that precise moment that she suddenly realised she would also soon become a subject of the media’s attention.
“Well, there’s definitely the pressure to do a good job, and working with Anthony might turn out to be a complete nightmare,” Colin remarked, casually reaching for the wine bottle next to him and gesturing for Penelope to pass him her glass. As she obliged, he poured it for her and went on, “But you’ll be in the spotlight like never before, and let me tell you, that’s the worst part.”
She swiftly snatched her glass from his hands, contemplating whether to down its contents all at once before uttering, “Okay...”
“I don’t doubt your ability to handle this, Pen, that’s not what I’m saying.” He quickly waved his hands before she got the wrong idea, to which she silently shook her head as if to reassure him he didn’t need to fret. “Honestly, even the most experienced people struggle with this. How we are seen, that is. Everything we say, do, or how we look is always being watched by the public, and sometimes we can’t change what a journalist or even a fan says, no matter how hard we try.”
Finally, she downed her drink in one gulp, feeling the astringent, tannic taste linger on her tongue as she placed the glass back on the table. “So basically,” she swallowed, her throat still tingling from the wine, “there is nothing I can do, is what you’re saying.”
“Yes and no,” he said, raising his index finger, making Penelope clench her fists in frustration. “Knowing Agatha, she’ll force everyone to go through media training—at least everyone who hasn’t before,” he said, looking away quickly, knowing for sure that Penelope would be one of them. “But what really matters is having the right mindset. Sometimes it’s better to accept that there’s nothing we can do and it’s not our fault, rather than thinking we can change the way this works.”
Raising an eyebrow, she gave a slight nod. Colin seemed to be hinting at some kind of impending catastrophe while also offering vague suggestions on how to deal with it. However, she was not entirely oblivious to the workings of the public eye, having made a few mistakes and being compelled to publicly apologise for one foolish comment or another. Nevertheless, it seemed that the standards she would be judged by were about to become enormous.
“So, I just wanted to give you a heads up, before... you know, everything,” he said, his gaze fixed on her eyes. “And I want you to know that I’ll be there to look out for you.”
“Colin,” she murmured, closing her eyes and letting out a weary sigh, knowing deep down that making such promises was unnecessary. Especially considering what they did to her heart.
Feeling his warm hand in hers, she slowly opened her eyes and looked at him once more.
“I will always protect you,” he squeezed her hand, making sure she knew he was serious. In that moment, with his piercing gaze locked on her, she couldn’t help but believe him.
He smiled when he saw that she had heard him. Letting go of her, he raised his own hand into the air, his pinky finger outstretched.
“Promise me,” he said, “that whatever happens, we won’t let it affect our friendship.”
Incredulously, Penelope opened her mouth and fought back laughter as she watched a thirty-three-year-old man request a pinky swear, of all things.
“Colin, we haven’t done that since we were ten.” He then tilted his head, a mischievous smile forming on his lips because he always loved reminding her that he was older. “Since I was seven and you were ten,” she corrected herself.
Undaunted by her scepticism, he merely held his pinky finger closer to her. “Trust me,” he said, his sincerity evident in his voice, “only the power of this pinky swear can conquer the fanwars awaiting us.”
His words made her burst into laughter, throwing her head back.
When she looked back at him, he was smiling again, his eyes crinkling with warmth. “I’m serious,” he said. “Before the madness starts, Pen. Let’s promise each other here and now that we won’t let it affect our friendship.”
Recognising what this meant to him, she nodded, intertwining her delicate pinky finger with his.
“I promise,” she said, with a slight smile at the corners of her mouth.
Blind Item #13
This member of a well-known British family has recently entered into a relationship with someone from another prominent British family.
Notes:
AND THAT IS IT!
I believe many must know this already but many gossips start as "blind items" showing up without names in certain websites so, I suppose I will be showing many types of gossip in this fic.
Don't forget your kudos and comments as they are always deeply appreciated
And, see you! God bless you
Chapter 4: The Domino
Summary:
Production starts and so does gossip
Notes:
PHEW HELLO!
I'm so so sorry everyone for how long it took me for this update, because I updated this fic twice my other one got delayed so I updated that one twice and you know what happened. HOWEVER, we're back on schedule, I'll try to update every fic per week (so about 15 days or so between every update), my other fic is shorter than this one so when that one is finished, update schedule will change here (for better).
About this chapter, things are going to start getting more traction with the public eye and gossip etc so I'm introducing a lot of elements like social media, internet articles etc. Because I'm using text messages occasionaly, you will soon understand why, some words will be shortened as in text messages - for my non english native readers I'll keep the "translation" to them in the notes at the end of the chapter.
And I will do the same if i end jup using any jargon that wouldn't sound naturally if explained by the characters (i.e: in this chapter DP = director of photography).
With all that being said, enjoy!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Family business? Colin Bridgerton to join ‘The Sword and the Heart’ Movie
By Sita Malhotra
Mere weeks before the shooting of the most-awaited book adaptation of the decade begins, “The Sword and the Heart: The East Dynasty” has just unveiled its official cast, leaving fans in awe of the unexpected choices made by the production team.
Featuring the acting prowess of Thomas Dorset, Kate Sharma, Colin Bridgerton, Cressida Cowper, and more, the trilogy will immerse viewers in the captivating tale of a war between two nations and the illicit love affair between a king and a queen who has been exiled.
Dorset (“The Mando”) will headline as Dorieus, the heavily laden young king of the South Nation. Joining him is Sharma (“Love Education”) who will play Marjorie, the rightful heir to the throne of the East Nation but now living in exile due to the power struggles within the ruling factions.
One of the most unexpected choices was the selection of director Anthony Bridgerton's brother Colin Bridgerton( “An Englishman in Italy”,“War of Thrones”) to play the fan-favourite Leonidas, Dorieus’ incorrigible yet charming brother. After years of individual success in the industry, the two brothers have finally joined forces for their first-ever collaboration. Colin will be joined by Cowper (“Poor Unfortunate Strolls”), who will portray Catherine, the mysterious and ethereal maiden who captures Leonidas’ affections.
New additions to the cast of “The Sword and the Heart: The East Dynasty” also include Dolores Stowell, Penelope Featherington, Edward Hall, and Emma Kenworthy.
Amy @mrscolinbrigertonn
Penelope Featherington isn’t that the girl that used to hang out w Eloise
| Jade ✨ @englishmansbiceps
@mrscolinbrigertonn They were best friends I think. I can’t find any recent pictures tho you know how Eloise is
| Ro is waiting for Sword and the Heart @roroswift
@mrscolinbrigertonn @englishmansbiceps she was in that picture of Colin’s 25th bday they know each other for sure
Hyacinth: Anthony?? Colin????
Daphne: ?
Daphne: wrong gc?
Gregory: as if they share another one
Benedict: lemme get this straight
Benedict: u let me speak for days abt NYC
Benedict: while the 2 were hiding this from us
Daphne: Will someone explain what is going on
Gregory: Daph check the news
Daphne: what news??
Francesca: what is going on what are all of these messages
Anthony: hiding what? we were working, stop being so dramatic
Hyacinth: dramatic? I had to hear from lily my own brothers r working together
Anthony: who is lily
Hyacinth is currently typing…
Daphne: working together doing what
Gregory: DAPH JUST OPEN THE BLOODY INTERNET
Daphne: not if you r going to be like that
Hyacinth: my friend
Gregory: her influencer friend
Hyacinth: they r doing a movie together daph where r u under a rock?
Daphne: im busy
Gregory: in the middle of the desert?
Daphne: movie? what movie?
Francesca: k i’m rehearsing i can’t check all these messages
Benedict: the mediaeval one
Anthony: it’s not mediaeval, it’s fantasy
Benedict: set in mediaeval times
Anthony: a fictional time period similar to the mediaeval times
Anthony is currently typing…
Daphne: i don’t know what you are talking abt
Gregory: seriously r u in the middle of the desert right now
Hyacinth: and is colin w u
Colin: no im here
Hyacinth: FINALLY
Hyacinth is currently typing….
Colin: idk what any of u r talking abt
Colin: *staring at Anthony’s lawyers*
Anthony: youre hilarious
Hyacinth: WHY DIDN’T YOU TELL US
Colin: bc it’s not a big deal it’s work
Colin: do u want updates on my colab with calvin klein too or
Gregory: ew
Hyacinth: don’t play dumb you two AND PEN in the same movie is huge
Gregory: what
Daphne: what
Benedict: wHAT
Hyacinth: was i the only one who read the entire article??????
Gregory is currently typing…
Benedict is currently typing…
Colin is currently typing…
Eloise: what
Colin is currently typing…
Benedict is currently typing…
Daphne is currently typing…
Anthony is currently typing…
Hyacinth is currently typing…
Gregory: look who decided to show up
Benedict: hi el how has your YEAR been
Eloise: haha.
Hyacinth: if I knew all i needed to do was mention pen id have done it sooner
Daphne: wait anthony colin and penelope are all in the same movie?
Gregory: 3 THOUSAND yrs later…
Anthony: It’s just work and i’m actually busy so
Hyacinth: no don’t give me that this calls for a family reunion
Colin: ???????
Colin: why am i related only to psychopaths
Anthony: sure we can schedule it 8 months from now
Benedict: ??
Anthony: we do need to shoot the movie first it’s how this works in case u didn’t know
Hyacinth: they said the filming was only starting in a few weeks
Anthony: that they know of
Benedict: and in actuality?
Anthony: we’re leaving tomorrow
Colin: like i said im related to psychopaths
Daphne: leave me out of that im the most normal outta all of u
Benedict: leaving???
Colin: sure daph
Anthony: it’s called filming in location
Benedict: …
Hyacinth: so the two of you are leaving just like that
Hyacinth: mom is going to kill you
Colin: it will be fine
Benedict: and you can’t come back in 8 months? where on earth are u going to be? mars???
Anthony is currently typing…
Colin knew Anthony would be a nightmare to work with even before filming started.
To begin with, his brother had a strong conviction to film in New Zealand, following the footsteps of the Lord of the Rings, and he was determined to use authentic, realistic settings instead of relying on a green screen. And Colin did not blame him for that. It was a pleasant change to stay in location for an extended period, being able to act in a dynamic environment instead of being confined to a studio.
So New Zealand was not the problem. The problem was Anthony’s insistence on starting rehearsals immediately, despite their exhaustion from a twenty-four-hour flight and a few extra hours of driving to the filming location.
As the costume designer made adjustments to his outfit, Colin let out his fifth yawn. Even though they had made some initial adjustments to his attire while in London, there was still a substantial amount of work to be done in the following months.
“For now, it’s as good as it gets,” she remarked as she adjusted the blue doublet on his body. “Please be careful not to make sudden movements yet, as there are still some pins in it. I will do the final sewing after your rehearsal.”
Exhausted, he nodded and made his way towards the door, muttering softly, “As soon as Anthony allows me to rest.”
She could not help but smile, fully understanding the actor's sentiment but trying not to laugh at the director, who happened to be his brother.
Colin glanced back once more before leaving, saying, “Thank you, Genevieve.”
Following Anthony’s instructions, he made his way to the designated spot where they would begin filming the next day. With the day still in its early hours, the sky wore a mesmerising blend of dark blue and soft pink, as the sun slowly emerged on the horizon. When he spotted Anthony, he could see him engaged in a conversation with a couple of men from the crew. They were busy lighting up torches and strategically placing them in the open field.
Catching his eye to the right was a medieval cart, packed to the brim with hay, and as he took in the impressive prop, he soon noticed a pair of legs partially hidden behind one of the wheels. Curiosity getting the better of him, he crouched down to get a clearer view of the person hiding behind the cart. The mysterious figure eventually walked around it, their features becoming visible in the warm glow of the torches and the dawning sun.
Then Colin started laughing.
“It isn’t funny,” Penelope said, her voice filled with frustration as she crossed her arms tightly over her chest, script clutched in her other hand. She wore a sepia toned hooded doublet with a shirt underneath that was clearly still too big for her. It looked as though she had a wig on, since her usual long, curly hair had been replaced with a shorter, straight style that was still red, along with an asymmetrical bang across her forehead.
“I’m sorry, Pen,” he responded, trying to regain his composure while his eyes continued to twinkle with amusement, “I wasn’t prepared.”
With a glare she considered his amused demeanour and said, “I think you are too prepared, it looks like you are in character even,” referring to Leonidas’ known mocking attitude.
Sensing the underlying anxiety behind her annoyed stance, he immediately adjusted his posture. Drawing nearer to her, he straightened out her outfit with his hands, taking another look. She briefly followed his fingers as they traced the edge of her shirt, then shifted her attention to his face, captivated by the gentle smile on his lips. Then he looked at her again, catching her gaze, but he didn’t seem bothered by it, and for a moment, Penelope blushed as they locked eyes.
“I don’t know, Pen, there’s a certain charm to it,” he said, referring to her outfit.
Rolling her eyes half-heartedly, she then directed her attention towards his hands, which were still tightly holding onto the edge of her shirt. She had the strange urge to intertwine her fingers with his, unable to comprehend why Colin always stayed so close, but resigned to the fact that this was their dynamic sometimes.
“There you are,” Anthony said, catching their attention at once.
Sporting a satisfied grin, the director made his way towards them, hands rubbing together. Colin looked at him with a hint of irritation, while Penelope took a moment to steady her racing heart before also turning to Anthony. The older Bridgerton brother then briefly examined their attire, his smile fading.
“This isn’t the final version, is it?” he asked.
Colin gave him a stern look, fully aware of his brother’s perfectionist tendencies, as Penelope anxiously inspected her outfit yet again. Apparently, production had only just begun, and already it was a disaster.
“No,” Colin answered, “Genevieve mentioned she will complete the final adjustments by tomorrow.”
Anthony nodded, satisfied with the response. With his back turned to the cart, he surveyed the vibrant scenery surrounding them—the colourful sky at dawn, the dimmed torchlights—and remarked, “This time of year provides us with the ideal lighting that the DP and I need for the scene where Nora escapes from the East Nation.” As he nodded towards the torches, he said, “But when we shoot, it’ll be a tad darker, while it’s still night but just on the brink of dawn.”
“So.” He turned back to them, clasping his hands together in a business-like manner. “We’ll kick off with that scene tomorrow while the weather and lighting are still in our favour.” Leaning on the cart, he specifically addressed Penelope. “Nora will be wandering aimlessly in the bustling streets, unsure of what lies ahead. The throne was taken by force, and because she served as a lady-in-waiting to Kate’s character, she had to find a way to disguise herself to avoid being persecuted, arrested, or worse," he mentioned without providing further information, but it was sufficient to send shivers down Penelope’s spine.
“Now, Pen,” he said, gazing into her eyes as she widened hers in response. Having known Anthony for years and being aware of his reputation, she anticipated him being more formal when speaking to her at work. “This scene is complicated because it’s a mix of despair and humour. You and I both need to find the right balance of each to engage the audience."
As he explained attentively, she nodded. It was becoming increasingly clear why the director was so good at his job. His attention to detail and unwavering dedication set him apart from everyone she had ever worked with.
“So you’ll be filled with fear and hopelessness as you walk the streets, until Leonidas emerges from under this mound of hay,” he commented, his hand resting on it. “Then we lighten up the scene.”
"Colin." Anthony shifted his attention to his brother, who was completely focused. “You will also need to maintain a similar balance in this scene, but not to the same extent as Penelope. What sets Leonidas apart is his excessive confidence and unwavering optimism, which stands in stark contrast to Nora." He briefly touched Penelope’s arm and continued, “However, you’ll need to handle the nuances carefully. The task at hand is to show that behind his carefree facade, he truly cares about his friend, going so far as to go undercover in enemy territory to save her.”
The actor nodded, having already deduced this while reading the script, but he was relieved that he and Anthony were in agreement.
“Today, let’s just go through the lines and organise them in the scene, no need to worry about the acting, just remember these things for tomorrow,” the director instructed. And with a nod, the trio stood there for over an hour, diligently rehearsing the lines until Colin and Penelope had everything in order.
“Alright, that is perfect,” Anthony said when he felt they had practiced sufficiently. “Now make sure you get some rest, because we’re all getting up early. Also, remember to return the costumes to Genevieve.” He took a deep breath and put his hand on his hip before saying, “Actually, I need to have a chat with her.” And off he went, carrying on with his day.
While shaking his head, Colin observed his brother and was about to make a playful remark about feeling sorry for the costume designer. However, his expression changed when he glanced at Penelope. The girl held the script tightly in her hands, her gaze fixed upon it, her grip so strong it seemed as if she might crush it.
“Pen?” he called. “Are you okay?”
She nervously bit her lip as she looked up at him, her eyes squinting a little due to the sun being higher in the sky. “Did I get it right? Are we on the first scene they’re shooting in the film?”
A small frown appeared on his face as he tried to understand what the problem was. “Seems like it,” he answered.
With a slight grimace, Penelope nodded in agreement as Colin simply observed her.
“Are you nervous?” he asked.
Her frown intensified as she uttered, “A little?” As she fiddled with her fingers, she added, “It’s a bit of a responsibility, isn’t it?”
Her expectation was that Kate and Thomas would be the ones starring in the first scene of the movie, not her and Colin. Being suddenly thrust into the spotlight, especially during the inaugural shoot of the film, caught her off guard and made everything seem frighteningly real.
“I guess,” Colin replied, never really considering it like that before. He always believed that the final shooting of a movie held more significance, personally finding the first one to be rather stress-free. However, as he continued to watch Penelope, he came to the realisation that she did not share the same belief.
“Pen,” he said, his hand resting on her shoulder. “Don’t worry, you did brilliantly just now, you’ve got all the lines down pat.”
She gave him a lacklustre smile and nodded, accustomed to his never-ending optimism. Colin was no stranger to acting in large productions, but her experience had been limited to small studios and low budgets. There, in a more relaxed setting, she could easily conceal her lack of skill. However, with a production of their magnitude, her acting skills would stand out significantly lower compared to the others.
Seeing the concern etched on her face, he gently grasped her shoulder and suggested, “We could go through the lines a few more times today, if you want.” And when she glanced at him with curiosity, he couldn’t help but flash a playful grin and carry on. “We can go through them until we’re practically reciting them in our sleep.”
“Colin, you don’t have to—”
“Would that make you feel better?” He asked with sincerity, causing Penelope to nervously bite her lip and glance down at her feet. “Then I have to,” he said.
“Are you sure?” she asked, her blue eyes turning both doe-eyed and hesitant.
“I am,” he motioned with his head towards their trailers, “Just promise me we’ll have a restful night, or we’ll end up looking ashen tomorrow. Trust me, I strongly advise against that.”
Penelope chuckled as they leisurely walked back, all the while reflecting on how fortunate she was to have someone like Colin in her life.
On the following day, just before dawn, when Penelope and Colin returned to the same location where they had rehearsed, Penelope was noticeably more self-assured. However, her confidence quickly waned when she saw the overwhelming crowd gathered there.
The first thing that caught her attention was the abundance of torches, their flames dancing in the night, twice as many as the previous day. Furthermore, there were dozens of extras, all adorned in medieval-style garments in different shades of brown. Then there were the assistants, the camera operators, the gaffer, the boom operator, the cable holders, the makeup artists and even Genevieve. Anthony was discussing something with her while gesturing towards all the extras. She nodded with little enthusiasm, pausing to give Penelope a playful wink as a form of greeting. Penelope’s eyes then widened slightly when she spotted Charlotte as well, who insisted on being present during the movie production, as well as Agatha, the two of them sitting by the camera and talking among each other and observing around. Although the cast knew that the two of them wouldn’t always be present, Penelope suspected that since this was the first scene to be shot, they wanted to be there to watch it firsthand.
“Ready?” Colin asked from beside her.
She took in the scenery around them, inhaling deeply before answering, “As ready as I’ll ever be.”
Colin glanced at her dishevelled appearance, a smirk playing on his lips as he remarked, “I hate to admit it, but Anthony was right - your outfit is much improved today.”
Finally giving him a sharp look, fully aware that she closely resembled the character Nora as described in the script: once an aristocratic lady, now wearing tattered, dirty clothes that made her resemble a sweaty teenage boy with an unfortunate haircut.
“Oh yes, I beheld my magnificent beauty in the mirror before I made my way here,” she replied sarcastically.
And while he was having a good chuckle at that comment, Anthony was making his way towards them. With a swift command, he told Colin to hop into the cart and hide under the stack of hay, while he and Penelope would begin the scene on the other side of the wide field. He then strolled alongside her until they arrived at the desired location, gently placing his hands on her shoulders to ensure she was positioned correctly.
“Alright,” Anthony began, causing Penelope’s heart to leap into her throat with anxiety. He gestured towards the camera in front of them and she tried her best to pay attention to his every movement and word, rather than letting her nerves get the best of her.
“The camera will follow you as we start this scene. Just as we discussed yesterday, Nora had been on the run for days ever since the kingdom was seized. All the security she once had was gone - the money, the connections, the friends, the family. Even your entire beauty was taken away when you decided to let go of all your possessions and chop off your hair. All that’s left is to run away.”
She nodded, having already contemplated the mindset she needed to be in while getting ready for that scene. It was effortless for her to convey her overwhelming sense of hopelessness. When acting, she chose optimistic characters that allowed her to escape a monotonous reality. Nevertheless, if she needed to tap into that sense of desperation to enhance her performance, she could easily do it. Or so she hoped.
Upon determining that Penelope was prepared, Anthony made his way back to his chair near the camera, while the actress followed the script and put on her hood. She listened as he gave the order for the cameras and sound to start rolling, while the second camera assistant positioned the clapboard in front of the camera and announced, “The East Dynasty, Scene 31, Take one, Mark,” before closing it with a loud clack.
Next, she heard Anthony instruct the extras, saying “action background,” before finally shouting “Action!”
And the moment he uttered that word, a wave of transformation washed over Penelope, exchanging her anxiety for Nora’s gripping fear and desperation. It was curious, truly, how acting had this fascinating ability to detach her from reality, which was one reason why she fell in love with it.
She then found herself immersed in the bustle of the fictional street market as the vendors set up their dirty beige stalls. With her head lowered, she adjusted her hood, attempting to conceal her identity. Taking a cautious peek behind her to ensure she was undetected, she swiftly refocused her gaze forward. However, she came to an immediate stop in her tracks to sidestep a passerby, following the script’s instructions to the letter.
Wide-eyed, she stared at the dishevelled man, who let out a moody grunt before resuming his journey. While she continued on her way, she found herself unable to look away from a vendor, debating whether or not to purchase food for the journey ahead—wherever that journey would take her since she no longer had a kingdom to call home.
“Psst”
With a frown on her face, Penelope shifted her attention towards the sound, and it repeated itself. Just then, Colin’s head unexpectedly appeared from the stack of hay on the cart, nearly giving her a heart attack, even though she was well aware that it was part of the planned scene.
“What on earth are you doing here?” she whispered, quickly scanning her surroundings, worried that someone might have caught sight of him.
Frowning his eyebrows, Colin said as easily as if he was indeed Leonidas, “What does it look like I’m doing here? Saving you, obviously.”
She stared at him in astonishment before taking a few steps towards the cart, “Have you lost your mind?” she whispered, terror injected in her tone despite her exasperation. “You cannot be here. If someone sees you—”
“If you just hurry up, no one’s gonna see me,” he replied, his blue eyes gazing at her affectionately while a smirk played on his lips.
Her jaw literally dropped at his absurdity. “Hurry up, where?” she gestured around, as if there wasn’t a single place for her to go.
He gave her a cheeky look and said, “Where do you reckon?”
And that’s precisely what Nora was dreading.
“I cannot,” she responded, and as he persistently replied, “Yes, you can,” she reiterated more firmly, “Leo, I cannot. I’m a dead woman there as much as I am here.”
“Nora, listen to me,” he said, raising himself slightly so that she could see him more clearly. He quickly surveyed his surroundings before locking his gaze on her with unwavering determination. “I will not let that happen, alright?”
As Nora shook her head slightly, and Penelope was taken aback by the sudden welling of tears in her eyes. It was a sudden, instinctual reaction that instantly brought to mind all the times Colin had promised to keep her safe. In addition to the overwhelming sense of relief that comes from having someone by her side, and a touch of disbelief that it could actually be true.
“My brother would never harm anyone who is important to me, regardless of the war between our kingdoms. But if you don’t trust him, I will figure something out. We can give you a fake identity as a servant, an undercook, a jester, or even pretend that you’re my secret lover. Whatever it takes to keep everyone out of your business.”
At that, she turned to him with wide eyes and a murderous expression. True to form, he remained completely undeterred and simply laughed in return.
Irritated, she replied, “I think I’ll stay here,” with a pointed raise of her eyebrows.
He gave her a disapproving look, creasing his forehead, “Quit the theatrics and join me. It wasn’t easy to infiltrate your kingdom, you know? I’m sticking my neck out for you. Quite literally.”
With a continued glare, she retorted, “Right now, that might be my preferred outcome.”
With a hint of exasperation, he shifted his tone to a slightly more earnest one as he said, “Come on, you can be my esquire, then. You can be whatever you fancy. What you can’t be is dead, because I assure you I won’t let that happen to my closest friend, and you don’t actually want to make the war even worse with a prince’s death on your hands, do you?”
With a raised eyebrow, she continued to stare at him until she finally gave in to his puppy dog eyes. He easily recognised the expression, and relief washed over his face in response.
Walking around the cart, she found a spot in the hay and dove in beside him. He wore an annoyingly victorious expression as he watched her. With her crouched beside him, struggling to breathe amidst the pile of fodder, he directed the cart driver to go.
“I can’t be your squire since you’re not even a knight,” she murmured quietly, looking away as they started to move.
He responded with a frown, saying simply, “I’m a prince, who cares?”
Glancing at him with exasperation, she redirected her gaze forward and sarcastically remarked, “You’re not even a proper heir to the throne. I highly doubt your death would make any political crisis worse."
“Please,” he scoffed. “As if Dorieus is ever going to get married. No one can stand him for that long.”
“It’s hard to believe that anyone could tolerate you for that long either, especially if your only focus is on pursuing relationships with royal mistresses,” she remarked, fully aware that was his meaning when he mentioned a secret lover earlier.
Her jab made him laugh, and he felt even more at ease as they moved further away from the market, ensuring his friend’s safety. “Don’t worry, Nora,” he said with his irritatingly overconfident tone, annoying her even more by placing a hand on her shoulder, as he always did. “I was only joking. You know that if it ever comes to it, I’ll make an honest woman out of you.”
Her lips curled up in amusement, despite the utter ridiculousness of the exchange.
“I detest you,” she replied.
He let out a heavy sigh, gazing up at the sky with exaggerated drama. “Someday, you’ll appreciate all the sacrifices I’m making for you,” he said, as the cart continued on its path.
“And cut!” Anthony’s booming voice startled them back to reality, and the area erupted in applause.
Turning to Colin, Penelope’s eyebrows furrowed in a mix of confusion and realisation, as if it had just occurred to her that they had already gone through the entire scene.
“Is that all?” she asked, and just as Colin was about to respond, Anthony appeared next to them at the cart.
“Do we need to go again?” she asked him.
“No, that was perfect,” he replied, flashing an okay sign with his fingers, which filled her with a swell of pride and relief. “Great start, you both,” he said, before settling back into his familiar seat.
She looked at Colin with a big smile, and he smiled back at her, shrugging as he reminded her, “I told you yesterday that you would do great.”
On the set of “The Sword and the Heart” book one, something truly extraordinary was happening to Colin: he felt completely at ease.
It wasn’t that he had lost his joy for acting, but things had been different for quite some time. The pressure to deliver a flawless performance, the fear of being judged for any rookie mistakes, and the cynical outlook he had developed from dealing with countless self-serving individuals in his line of work—all of these factors had made his job burdensome.
But suddenly he was feeling lighter. Acting was becoming enjoyable again. Being alongside Penelope had always been effortless, but he had never truly realised just how easy it was. She was his friend purely for his own sake, without any hidden motives or secret gossip. And she had unwavering faith in him, believing he always knew what was best, even when he felt lost himself. Penelope had always been that way; her steadfast belief in him was something he couldn't quite wrap his head around. Truth was, she was different from anyone else in his life.
And these were things he already knew about her, but having her so close to him made everything so obvious. It served as a constant reminder that she was not like everyone else in his field of work, which was a good thing.
“Cut!” Anthony yelled for what seemed like the tenth time in a row.
With a pinch on the bridge of his nose, Colin attempted to suppress his own Bridgerton temper. For the first time, he couldn’t hold his brother responsible for his frustration. Unfortunately, Anthony couldn’t be blamed for Colin’s struggle to act alongside Cressida, who, in turn, had her own difficulties with acting in general.
Although it was ultimately his decision to cast the two of them as romantic partners, perhaps a portion of this was entirely Anthony’s fault, putting the world back on its axis.
“Okay,” Anthony uttered as he strode towards them, his jaw tightly clenched and his hands firmly planted on his hips. And it amused Colin to discover that he reprimanded the actors during his directing in nearly the same way he used to scold his siblings as children. “Just to make a recap of what we previously discussed,” he added sharply. “This is the first time Catherine and Leonidas are connecting after their first meeting, when they fell in love instantly. So yes, you’re both talking about the horses,” he motioned to the scenario they were in, as well as the black, brown and white magnificent horses around them, “but it’s an excuse to look at each other, to interact, to slowly step in closer and look deeply into each other’s eyes.”
Colin and Cressida both nodded obediently. The man was acutely conscious of his lacklustre performance in showing his affection for the woman facing him. In fact, while they were pretending to discuss horses, he found the horses to be indeed the most fascinating element of the scene. He even caught himself contemplating how they had found such impressive ones and what their cost might be.
“Roll camera,” Anthony’s voice cut through his distractions, bringing him back to the present moment and the task at hand. “Roll sound,” his brother carried on, and Colin took a moment to compose himself. He reminded himself that he was an experienced professional who had previously acted as if he were in love with dozens of people. There was no reason to believe he wouldn’t be able to do it again this time.
“Action,” his brother finally said.
With a casual gesture, Colin affectionately stroked the horse next to him, savouring the sensation of its velvety hair between his fingers. The gentle rays of the sun seeped through the door, enveloping the horse’s brown coat in a radiant, golden hue. As Colin turned his eyes towards Cressida, he couldn’t help but be mesmerised by the way the sunlight illuminated her long, blonde hair, creating an ethereal aura around her. It was as if she had descended from heaven in her delicate, white dress. If only her true character aligned with that sentiment.
“He is beautiful,” she commented softly, eying the horse and then him, as she took a few delicate steps towards the duo. “Is he yours?”
Colin nodded, looking at the horse with a smile before saying, “Steadfast.” Then, returning his gaze to her before the conversation once again turned about horses, he continued with a self depreciating smile, “Ridiculous name, isn’t it?”
“I like it,” she replied, her gaze shifting towards the horse as she reached out to pet it. “It exudes a powerful presence,” she commented, her voice betraying a hint of overconfidence that was uncharacteristic for her character.
He replied, "I suppose," keeping his gaze fixed on her as she caressed the animal.
“You know…” she trailed off before fixing him with a predatory stare that made tense chills rise on his spine. “They say a horse is often similar to its owner,” she added seductively, when it should have been a lighthearted, charming line.
Truth be told, Catherine was a gentle, fragile character, unlike the fierce and cunning lioness that Cressida had become accustomed to, both on and off the screen. From the start, Colin could tell that this role was completely unsuitable for her, and he despised being proven right over and over again. Still, his acting should be unaffected by her; he should be able to perform even with a flat door if required.
His lips curled into a wry smile as he admitted, “If only it were that simple,” a sharp contrast to his typically self-assured demeanour.
“Why is it not simple?” she asked.
With a sigh, he averted his eyes, focusing on Steadfast as he answered, “Dorieus was born to be a king, unlike me. And he better survive this mission to the east, because I assure you, I am not fit to become the ruler in his place.”
“He will,” she replied, and he turned his gaze towards her.
Getting in close, her breath tickled his face while she tightly grasped his arm, her enthusiasm slightly overwhelming. “But I’m sure that you would make a great king if the situation ever arises,” she remarked.
Colin felt his jaw tense, but he then let out a lighthearted chuckle, “How can you be so sure? You barely know me."
Responding with a smirk, she boldly stated, “No one can match my intuition,” her eyes locked onto his lips hungrily.
“Cut!” Anthony yelled, and Colin’s shoulders sagged in relief, even if Cressida still haven’t released his arm. The elder Bridgerton sibling then rubbed his forehead and said, “That is… better. Take a break, you two.”
Knowing Anthony his whole life, Colin could easily see he wasn’t entirely satisfied with how the scene had turned out, but accepted it was the best they were going to get at the moment. He knew that because he for sure shared that feeling.
Without saying another word, Colin jerked his arm out of the blonde’s grip and headed towards his chair, rummaging through his things in search of his phone.
Colin: Tell me you didn’t have lunch yet
It was a long shot, considering Penelope and he had conflicting schedules that day. However, a persistent and nagging feeling compelled him to see her, seeking solace from the stress that relentlessly gripped him.
Penelope: I haven’t had lunch yet
Colin's eyebrows rose at her unexpectedly quick reply.
Penelope: I’m free now, are you done with your scene?
He smiled.
The makeshift dining area turned out to be surprisingly good, even for Colin, who had an insatiable appetite and a constant desire for a diverse range of dishes. Penelope let out a chuckle as he expressed his satisfaction with the lunch of the day.
“I never thought I’d see the day when Colin Bridgerton’s hunger was satisfied,” she remarked as she sliced into one of the rosemary roasted potatoes on her plate.
With his mouth full, he raised his fork in the air to emphasise his point and replied, “I never claimed to be satisfied. I said that the catering service was decent.”
With a fondly exasperated expression, she shook her head and jabbed her fork into her grilled steak.
“So, how was your day?” Changing the subject, he casually popped a potato into his mouth.
With a slight grimace and tilt of her head she said, “Okay, I guess? I have never really shot an action scene, or just the beginning of one, until my stuntwoman took over.” Then pausing as if she suddenly realised something, she added, “I never had a stuntwoman period.”
Colin chuckled at her astonishment over having a stuntwoman. “Does she look like you at least?” he asked.
“Not really?” She replied, and a playful smile crossed his face. “Maybe just her height.”
The comment elicited a boisterous laugh from Colin, while she responded with a fierce glare.
“You know, I didn’t agree to have lunch with you just so you could make fun of my height,” she stated.
“I’m sorry, Pen,” he said, his eyes still filled with affection. “I promise I’m not making fun of you. I just find it cute.”
As soon as he spoke those words, her face turned red and she found it difficult to reply in a friendly and playful way. However, her embarrassment was quickly averted when his phone rang, preventing her from making a fool of herself.
“Hey, Trace,” he said as he held the phone to his ear, causing Penelope’s stomach to sink.
The amount of time they spent together without him mentioning his girlfriend was so extensive that she ended up stupidly forgetting about her existence. And it was quite absurd on her part, considering that Colin was only spending that much time with her because of their work obligations, most likely wishing he was free to be with his girlfriend instead.
After getting that healthy taste of truth straight in the face, she propped her chin on her palm and gazed forlornly at her plate, absentmindedly pushing her food around. Minutes seemed to stretch on as Colin chatted away with Tracy, his laughter echoing in the room. Feeling left out, Penelope dug into her pocket, hoping to find solace in her phone.
For about five minutes, she mindlessly scrolled through social media until she stumbled upon a news story that left her eyes wide open in astonishment. Now completely absorbed, she clicked on article after article, oblivious to the fact that Colin had stopped speaking and had resumed eating.
“Pen?” he called, puzzled by the way she seemed fixated on her phone.
Her head snapped up to him, quickly gauging that his phone call had ended. Without missing a beat, she asked, “Did you check the news today?”
As his eyebrows furrowed, fear crept over him, wondering what had caused her to react that way. “No,” he answered, “why?”
Her nonverbal response came as she turned her phone to him so he could read what was written on its screen. He looked at her confusedly for a moment before focusing on what she was showing him.
Certifiably Royal: Daphne Bridgerton and Simon Basset officially dating
“What?!” Colin’s yelp echoed through the room as he read the title, swiftly snatching the phone from Penelope to read the rest of the text.
Certifiably Royal: Daphne Bridgerton and Simon Basset officially dating
Page Six was the first to break the news, which was later confirmed by the respective agencies.
by Freddie Stroma
Exciting dating news has taken the internet by storm, thanks to the notorious celebrity news outlet, Page Six. In a recent publication, it was disclosed that Daphne Bridgerton, a well-known beauty influencer, is currently in a relationship with Simon Basset, the Duke of Hastings. The couple’s representatives later confirmed the information, releasing a joint statement stating that the two are currently in the process of getting to know each other. It’s not every day that dating rumours involving public figures get confirmed so quickly and nonchalantly and the news sparked a range of reactions online, with many expressing joy for the new celebrity duo and commenting they were a good-looking couple.
In fact, rumours of a potential romance between Basset and Bridgerton have been swirling since the start of the week, causing quite a stir on the popular social media platform, Twitter. The speculation gained even more traction when candid photos of the pair enjoying a lunch together emerged online. But it seems that the jokes made by online users about the possibility of the Bridgerton family princess becoming a real princess were not as far-fetched as they seemed.
“Anthony is going to have a seizure,” Colin said, his gaze locked on the news, his hands gripping Penelope’s phone with an intensity that threatened to shatter it.
“And how about you?” she asked, seeing he was about to have a fit himself.
He took a deep breath and gave her back the phone, saying, “I’m okay, but I’m worried things won’t stay that way.”
Placing her phone back into her pocket, she gave him a puzzled expression.
He raised an eyebrow and explained, “We’ve got an ensemble scene to shoot? This afternoon?”
Staring at him, Penelope sat frozen, her mind racing to process the sinking feeling of the information.
“Oh no.”
Anthony: DAPHNE??????????????????????????????
Hyacinth: now you show up here early
Gregory: hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
Benedict: well hi brother how is your day going?
Anthony: you truly approve of this benedict?
Benedict:approve? what’s there to approve it’s daph’s life not mine
Colin: please everyone just agree with anthony im begging
Hyacinth is currently typing…
Benedict is currently typing…
Gregory: well that was more shocking than page six
Anthony: it is her life but we are her family
Anthony: we can’t just sit here and do nothing when she makes a mistake
Anthony: you know how hastings is
Hyacinth: he’s one of your best friends you wacko!!!!
Colin: I for one think anthony is right
Hyacinth:🙄
Benedict: weren’t emojis too millenial for u?
Hyacinth: im trying to speak in a language anthony and colin understand
Daphne: hi
Gregory is currently typing…
Anthony is currently typing…
Hyacinth is currently typing…
Daphne: yes its true no im not changing my mind anthony
Gregory: so /that’s y u were so busy
Daphne:🙄
Hyacinth: who cares abt anthony since when is this going on
Hyacinth: why do I have to find out everything from this family on the internet?
Colin: are u new here?
Hyacinth: we’re not the golden globes, no award for trying to be funny.
Anthony: he has dated half of london daphne
Anthony: and since when has this been going behind my back?
Anthony: I stopped bringing him to family events because of you just so you know
Daphne: it was ONE disagreement ONE time
Gregory: I think simon’s shirt disagreed
Hyacinth: u’re not funny no one in this family is funny
Benedict: Hey
Francesca: why are there so many messages? You guys talk too much
Daphne: we reconnected
Daphne: it happens
Hyacinth: pls everyone knew u liked each other
Anthony: since when???
Hyacinth: honest question are u blind
Benedict: yes
Gregory: yes
Francesca: I can’t scroll up that much I’ll check with you guys later
Colin: for the record i agree with anthony
When Anthony’s day started off with Colin and Cressida’s insufferable scene at the stables, he should have known it was off to a bad start. However, even he couldn’t predict how everything would go downhill and turn into a total disaster.
To begin with, his sister made the choice to date one of his closest friends, whom he loved but also happened to be a notorious womaniser. The same friend with whom she had a heated argument at one of Anthony’s birthdays, resulting in Simon’s Ermenegildo Zegna beige shirt getting soaked in wine, and a vow to never attend another Bridgerton family gathering.
Then, to make matters worse, he had to tackle one of the most complicated scenes of the movie, starring the one person who refused to make his life easier.
“I have experience riding horses since I was a child, I know how to do this.”
With a huff, Anthony felt the dampness of the drizzle causing his hair to cling to his forehead.
“Fantastic for you,” he said with a piercing look, “but that doesn’t mean it will look good on camera.”
Kate crossed her arms over her chest defiantly, giving a dismissive scoff. She could feel the gentle rain on her long brown cape, which was protecting her and her ash yellow dress.
“Oh, is that the problem, or are you just unable to admit to one tiny mistake?” she asked.
“Admit to one tiny—” he pressed his lips together in an indignant grimace, waving his hands around because his patience was wearing thin. “I am the director. I’m telling you how I want this sequence to be performed."
Instead of showing compliance, Kate’s reaction was to sarcastically widen her brown eyes. “Really? Is that the defence you plan to use when the scene ends up being completely absurd?”
“Why are those two idiots yelling near the horse?” the animal trainer, Kendrick Nectar, asked from afar. He watched with growing unease as the director and main actress engaged in a heated argument, causing the poor animal to tremble in fear.
Then, realising that the director’s brother was seated right next to him, he promptly added, “No offense.”
“None taken,” Colin grumbled tiredly in response, his arms crossed over his chest as he slouched on his chair, observing the scene in front of them unfold.
Tired of waiting endlessly for their turn to shoot the scene, he and Penelope decided it was time to take a break and give their legs a rest. In fact, even the actors involved in the present scene had chosen to take a break and distance themselves from the escalating argument between Anthony and Kate. Dolores, for one, headed straight for the snack table, enjoying some Anzac biscuits while she sipped her tea.
Colin’s stomach rumbled, making him briefly consider joining her.
Beside him, Penelope yawned and adjusted her raincoat before attempting to find a comfortable position on her chair.
“Do you reckon he’ll notice if I sneak off to nap in my trailer,” Colin joked, feeling fatigued himself.
She mustered a tired smile, her lips peeking out from beneath the hood that partially concealed her face. "Unfortunately, I believe your brother inherited your mother's omniscient powers and is always aware of where each of the actors in his care are," she said.
“If only he possessed the same intuitive power to discern the murderous thoughts we harbour silently for him,” he replied.
While focusing on the quarrelling duo in the midst of the open field, Penelope couldn’t help but chuckle. “I think your brother is such a good director,” she said, having rarely harboured murderous thoughts about him.
“I suppose he is,” he reluctantly agreed. “But you’re definitely way too good, Pen,” he added, knowing that Penelope was the one person who would never use Anthony’s temper against him.
She let out another yawn and shook her head at him, before settling back into her chair, attempting once more to find a comfortable position. Colin moved his chair nearer to Penelope as he observed her struggling again, gently drawing her closer so that she could rest her head on his shoulder.
With a soft thank you, she nestled closer, burying her head on his shoulder, and surrendering to the comforting gesture, too weary to resist. Anthony and Kate’s shouts, although initially irritating, took on a persistent rhythm that almost lulled Colin to sleep in his tired state. As Penelope pressed against him, her warmth seeped into his bones, offering respite from the hours of being drenched in the chilly drizzle. Before he knew it, he could feel his own eyelids growing heavy.
In the meantime, while Dolores, the rest of the cast, and even Kendrick were enjoying their snacks, their attention was immediately drawn to a piercing neigh. In an instant, the poor horse between Anthony and Kate bolted without direction, causing them to exchange shocked glances as they watched it gallop away.
“I knew this was going to happen,” the animal trainer exclaimed, his small plate clattering as he hastily abandoned it on the table and sprinted off in pursuit of the runaway animal.
“If he knew, why wasn’t he doing anything about it earlier?” Thomas questioned, observing the frantic trainer sprinting in despair, as he nonchalantly grabbed three mini croissants and added them to his plate.
Dolores paid no attention to him, her eyes widening as she observed the scene unfolding before them. “What are they doing?” she shouted, causing Thomas to quickly redirect his gaze towards the open field, where he witnessed Anthony and Kate chasing after the horse too.
“Oh, this is going to be great,” Thomas exclaimed, eagerly grabbing his phone, his excitement standing out amidst the shocked expressions of everyone else. Thomas, a self-proclaimed social media addict, couldn’t afford to let that gem slip away without saving it for later.
Kate, Anthony, Kendrick, and the horse vanished after crossing a small hill, yet Thomas persisted in pointing his camera in the direction they had headed, anticipating the comedic calamity they would unleash upon their return.
“Can you actually do that?” questioned Margaret Goring, a newer actress who was still inexperienced and overwhelmed by the confidentiality rules they were expected to adhere to.
He replied nonchalantly, “As long as I don’t reveal anything too important about the movie, or maybe if I get permission. Moreover, I can save this and later share it as a humorous behind the scenes moment once the movie is released.”
After a quick glance at her, he asked, “Why? Aren’t you taking pictures at all?”
Pursing her lips, she confessed, “A few…”
He leaned in, keeping one eye on the girl and the other on his phone, and advised, “Look, the key is to enjoy yourself. You need some material to post on social media. Trust me, it’s great for publicity.”
Kendrick then made his long-awaited return, accompanied by the horse. Kate and Anthony, covered in mud, were not far behind, capturing everyone’s attention - some amused, others shocked. Thomas found the situation incredibly hilarious and burst into laughter while filming a video. But while Dolores assured Thomas that Anthony would never approve the video’s release, Margaret’s attention had shifted elsewhere. A scene that seemed to go unnoticed by everyone else caught her attention.
Sitting a few meters to the right, there was Colin Bridgerton, peacefully resting his head on Penelope Featherington’s, both of them cuddled up together and looking absolutely adorable as they slept peacefully in their raincoats.
Little did she know, when she innocently snapped that photo and later added it to her Instagram carousel, the domino effect it would unleash.
Notes:
AND THE MESS BEGINS!
As promised, a quick explanation for eveyrone that isn't used to text messaging in English (just in case):
abt= about
bc = because
idk= i don't know
k = okay
pls= please
r = are
u = you
w= with
y = whyAnd as I mentioned on the beginning notes: DP = Director of Photography
And that's it! Don't for get your kudos and comments (also in case you guys have any questions etc).
God bless you and have a good day!
Chapter 5: Perception
Summary:
A stupid photo posted incorrectly should not change much, right?
Notes:
FINALLY!!
My guys, I apologise for the delay. Work got in the way, as did the creative process, to be honest (I had planned to end this chapter on another point of the story, but it was not working for me, so I ended up rewriting it a few times, which explains some of the delay - but honestly, I thought it was more important to get this chapter right than fast, so I hope you agree). If you notice, I have added a few tags related to harassment and bullying because it is only natural (given that the story involves public reception and the internet). I will do my best to be realistic without being overly cruel.
So, without further ado, enjoy!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Colin had been in the entertainment industry long enough to recognise all of the signs that something was definitely happening.
It all starts with the phone buzzing—an Instagram comment, a Twitter notification, a message from a friend, and then another, and maybe even messages from your family. The buzzing sound grows louder and louder as more notifications pour in, transitioning from gossip website articles to explanatory TikTok videos, until your manager interrupts with a phone call.
The exact sequence of events may not occur every time, but the key details remain consistent. That is why, when his phone began vibrating strangely as he returned to his trailer after a long day of shooting, he knew right away.
The first thing that came to mind when he opened Instagram (and he was fortunate to find the source of the problem right away that time) was how much he liked that picture. Penelope looked adorable, almost drooling on his shoulder, and he suppressed the near-adolescent need to save the photo. And then it dawned on him that he was supposed to be investigating whether that was the source of the constant buzzing. When he read the comments, he quickly confirmed that it was, of course.
Oh, so this is how Colin looks when he is in love? The comment with the most likes said, and he raised an eyebrow at how strange it all was. Despite the various forms their close relationship had taken over the years, nobody around Colin and Penelope saw them as anything more than friends. The mere hint of a romantic relationship between them was so foreign that it almost caused him to chuckle.
As he scrolled down, he noticed that people clearly did not feel the same way, which seemed strange and exaggerated, especially given that it was only one picture. And then he realised that might be the problem. Those who were not part of their family were unaware of the dynamics between Penelope and him; all they had was a single static picture to base their knowledge on. Once they saw them together, it would become clear to them, just like it had to everyone else in their lives, that their friendship was clearly and unquestionably platonic.
However, in the meantime, the internet would continue to excel at gathering minimal evidence and promoting the most ludicrous theories based on it. So, with a sigh, he scrolled through his contact list in search of Will’s number, and then pressed the call button.
But not before saving the picture.
𝔠𝔞𝔯𝔩𝔬𝔰 @carlosbton
WHAT IS GOING ON???????
| Dee @warofthorns
@carlosbton shes a family friend calm down
| 🌸Hilly🌸 @hilllaryss
@carlosbton @warofthorns LOL yes sure a FRIEND
| Dee @warofthorns
@carlosbton @hilllaryss hes got a gf you weirdo??
|🌸Hilly🌸 @hilllaryss
@carlosbton @warofthorns do we even know if they’re still together? he hasn’t posted anything about her in ages
| Dee @warofthorns
@carlosbton @hilllaryss hes been filming in NZ for months ofc we havent seen them together but he liked her ig post yesterday
| 𝔠𝔞𝔯𝔩𝔬𝔰 @carlosbton
@warofthorns @hilllaryss oh i didn’t know i just thought they looked cute on the pic i had never seen colin like that
| 🌸Hilly🌸 @hilllaryss
@carlosbton @warofthorns its because he’s never been like that
| Dee @warofthorns
@carlosbton @hilllaryss yes… he has. Yall are new on the fandom but colin used to be really touchyfeely with everyone but ppl started shipping him with everyone and he got pissed off so
| 🌸Hilly🌸 @hilllaryss
@carlosbton @warofthorns lol im not new but whatever we’ll see
Anthony believed that the most unfortunate moment of his week occurred when he and Kate, amidst their quarrel, decided to race each other to see who could catch the horse first. Unfortunately, their competitive efforts ended in a messy outcome as both of them slipped and fell into a pool of black mud, while Kendrick Nectar smoothly secured the horse.
But he was wrong; it was amazing how he was always wrong.
“I’m fine, I can keep shooting,” Kate grumbled with impatience as they made their way back to the set. Her nerves were fraying as Anthony continued to glance in her direction.
“Well, I can’t continue shooting,” he said, his eyes widening as he gestured to his completely dirty attire.
For some unknown reason, his tone made Kate burst into laughter. She was aware that this would likely lead to a bigger fight, but seeing Anthony Bridgerton looking like a mess and the comical way he said it was too funny for her to control herself. However, the unthinkable occurred, and Anthony also burst into laughter. They stopped walking and bent over in fits of laughter. Kate couldn’t help but think it was ironic that the only time they would ever see eye to eye was when they were both a complete mess.
“Listen...” Anthony said, his arms propped on his thighs after his bout of laughter, “I know you can’t stand me, but can we agree that this movie is more significant than our feelings towards each other? Bigger than our fights, our disagreements.”
Despite Kate’s usual stubbornness, she stopped and gazed at him as if, for once in their turbulent relationship, she was actually paying attention.
“I’m not saying we have to be best mates, but can we at least come to a truce?” As he stared at her, his forehead furrowed in a pleading grimace. “We can’t continue like this if we want to make any progress. Believe me, we don’t have enough money to keep wasting shooting days.”
With a slight tilt of her head, she retorted, “Well, you should have listened to me earlier, then.” As he gave her a weary glare, Kate defiantly lifted her chin and added, “But I suppose you’re right. We have both decided to do this, haven’t we?”
As he straightened his back, the sound of his wet and muddy clothes filled the air, making a squelching noise. Anthony extended his hand, gesturing for her to shake it as if they were sealing a deal. Kate gazed at it briefly before accepting it. Anthony then nodded and they resumed walking back to the set they had left, acknowledging that their agreement didn’t imply newfound fondness, but rather a commitment to prioritise their work over personal animosity.
And at long last, he started to believe that he could have a peaceful work environment, devoid of unnecessary conflicts and distractions.
However, as he finally reached his trailer at the end of the day, eagerly anticipating a soothing bath that he had been yearning for, he soon discovered that peace was a luxury he couldn’t find in his life.
As his phone started buzzing relentlessly, he knew from experience that it signalled a problem. Nevertheless, Anthony chose to ignore the persistent vibrations, determined to enjoy his tranquil shower without allowing them to bother him. He was granted ten minutes of silence, right?
As he stepped out of the shower and glanced at his mobile screen, he immediately sensed that the answer was negative.
“Anthony Bridgerton,” he said, even though he knew who was calling.
“Let me advise you not to lose your temper,” Agatha cautioned, her tone laced with concern, which only heightened his suspicions. “There were no leaks and everything is being handled.”
That was certainly an unexpected way to greet someone, especially someone who had a long, tiring day, and was running out of patience. Tossing the towel he was using to dry his hair onto the floor, he knew immediately that something had gone wrong.
“What got leaked?“ He asked with a sharp and alarmed tone.
“Like I said,” she stated calmly, “nothing.”
Agatha’s insistence on reassuring him felt anything but calming, and her ambiguous answers were bound to cause a heart attack in a forty-year-old man. “What is happening?” he asked.
“Check your phone, will you?” She said, and Anthony had no clue how she knew he hadn’t checked, but he had given up trying to comprehend Agatha’s (and his mother’s) uncanny ability to know everything at all times. “And remember what I told you: do not lose your temper. She is new.”
Ending the call abruptly, she nearly hindered her own request for him to check it, as he was close to throwing the device at the wall. However, he tightly gripped it and tried to go through his messages and emails one by one.
Thomas Dorset: i swear it wasn’t my fault
Thomas Dorset: please don’t recast me
Thomas Dorset: no seriously i know all your secrets from college don’t you dare recast me
Thomas Dorset: please?
To: Anthony Bridgerton
From: Sita Malhotra
Subject: Interview for New Projects
Dear Mr. Bridgerton,
I’m reaching out on behalf of the Hollywood Reporter to enquire about the most suitable time for scheduling the interview.
Best regards,
Sita Malhotra
🔔Instagram: heartSSwordSS mentioned you in a comment
🔔Instagram: colinbrigggthon mentioned you in their story
🔔Instagram: nadiada mentioned you in their story
🔔Instagram: loralover mentioned you in a comment
🔔Instagram: anthoniete__obsessed__3456 mentioned you in a comment
“What in the world is this?” he wondered aloud, perplexed by the unexpected notifications that led him to a deleted post page. Letting out a sigh, he disregarded the numerous Instagram notifications and carried on with checking his messages.
Mom: Good morning dear, i hope you are having a wonderful time you know how proud i am of you
Mom: Or is it good night? I keep forgetting you are on the other side of the globe
Mom: Is your brother by any chance with you?
Mom: He is not answering his telephone
Anthony furrowed his eyebrows, brother? What was her sudden urgency to speak with Colin at this particular moment? And when did he become Colin’s nanny? He then shifted his focus to the next batch of messages flooding in from the sibling family group chat.
Hyacinth: Colin
Hyacinth: …
Hyacinth: Are you and Pen dating
Gregory: please don’t joke abt that
Benedict: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Colin: haha
Anthony furrowed his brows in confusion, completely unaware of the context of the conversation. On the verge of giving up, he let out a sigh until, finally, a notification from a sketchy celebrity website appeared on his phone.
“Cuddling on set?” - A Look at 30 Co-Stars Who Sparked Dating Rumours
Whether it’s Friends or The Sword and The Heart, all of these sets share a common thread.
The Sword and The Heart? They hadn’t even finished filming, and already their names were plastered on a questionable gossip article. And then, as Anthony read the text, he eventually stumbled upon the image that ended up wasting 10 valuable minutes of his life.
“That is it?” he wondered aloud, gazing at a photograph of Colin and Penelope peacefully napping on set—a familiar scene he had witnessed countless times as they both grew up. Did Agatha Danbury really just call him and almost give him a few extra wrinkles over a silly picture? People were making it a point to get on his nerves that day.
Which was why he chose to go to Colin’s trailer rather than send him a message, since if he spent another minute on that idiotic mobile device, he was going to lose his sanity sooner rather than later. When he arrived at his destination, he was greeted by an open trailer door, which revealed Colin issuing instructions to a stressed-out John, who was taking notes, while Will argued with them both through the speaker phone.
“Absolutely not, I won’t answer PopSugar for crying out loud. Just issue one statement to the press,” Colin said, his hands on his hips, giving John a stern look. “Are you paying attention?”
“Y...yes,” John stammered, his hand trembling as he struggled to grip the pen.
As he gestured with his right hand, he started dictating, “Penelope Featherington and I have been friends for more than two decades. Despite our affection for each other, it is strictly platonic.”
“It is quite something how you managed to mess things up while in New Zealand, of all places,” Will said, echoing from Colin’s phone on the table.
Colin turned his head and gave his phone a stern look, as if it was Will himself. “I’m doing your job at the moment, you know,” he said.
“Mine? You mean your publicist, who you explicitly said you didn't want to go to New Zealand with you—”
“And I didn’t mess anything up, I was sleeping!”
“With a woman!”
Colin gestured with his hands, as if his manager could actually see him, and exclaimed, “It’s Penelope, not a woman!”
Anthony cleared his throat, causing the two men in the room to quickly turn their heads towards him and the phone to fall silent. While John was clearly mortified, Colin’s response was to roll his eyes.
“Don’t start,” he cautioned, going back to his assistant to double-check what he had written.
The older Bridgerton nonchalantly shrugged and remarked, “I didn’t say anything. I was just about to ask which one of you two idiots posted it.”
Colin gave him a piercing look while his hand hovered over the pen, as he worked on fixing John’s notes. “None of us, obviously,” he said.
Right on cue, Penelope rushed into the trailer, her hands fidgeting nervously. “I just talked to Mrs Varley, and she doesn’t think it’s a big deal. She actually thinks it might make things worse if I bring attention to it.”
As she looked up and saw Anthony standing there, she nearly startled back, instinctively placing a hand on her chest while gazing at him.
“Just so you know, I agree with her,” Anthony said nonchalantly. “There must be loads of pictures of you two like that over the years.”
“Well, you clearly haven’t had the pleasure of dealing with these people,” Colin retorted, before addressing Penelope, “Mrs Varley? But why did you go to her for advice?” It was, without a doubt, peculiar that Penelope sought advice from Portia Featherington’s housekeeper, slash best friend, on a matter that was well beyond her expertise.
She shrugged and replied, “Because she’s my manager.”
The two Bridgertons then looked at her as if she had gone completely mad.
“How in the world did she end up being your manager, Pen?” Colin asked incredulously.
Staring back at him with frustration, she widened her eyes and responded, “She’s got a degree in business management,” before trailing off and adding, “And I couldn’t afford to hire anyone else.”
Rubbing his tired eyes with his fingers, Colin added, while dismissively waving at his phone, “You know what, maybe you can have Will.”
"Oi," the manager in question complained from miles away.
“Alright,” Colin said, inhaling deeply and adjusting his posture. “If we really don’t want any dating rumours to follow us forever, we need to deal with this right away. Otherwise, they’ll keep saying ‘see, they didn’t deny it’ for months. Trust me.”
Penelope nodded, her heart sinking as she watched Colin vehemently deny any romantic connection between them. Which she knew was unfair, as he was in a committed relationship and her interactions with Colin had always been strictly platonic.
“Lilo pretty much said the same thing,” Will's voice chimed in from the phone, forever speaking for Colin's publicist, who had long learnt to manage the actor's shenanigans from afar. “I agree with him.”
“Alright,” Penelope sighed. “So, what’s the plan, then?”
“Take a look at this and let me know what you think.” He gestured towards the paper that John held, who approached her to give her the draft. “Then just have your assistant send Mrs Varley’s number to Will, and our teams will handle it.”
“I don’t have an assistant,” Penelope replied, briefly lifting her gaze from the text to meet his eyes.
Colin took a brief moment to process the information, blinking as he tried to adjust. He was so accustomed to seeing everyone around him with multiple assistants that he didn’t even realise that Penelope never had one. However, it made sense, considering she had just mentioned that she could barely afford her manager.
Scratching the back of his head, he said, “John, could you please send Mrs Varley’s number to Will, then?”
John nodded, and then Penelope carried on reading. After he handed her the pen, she jotted down her manager’s cell phone number, finding it hard to believe she had to do something like that. Honestly, during her brief acting career, she hardly ever needed to reach out to her manager for any emergencies. And now she was giving out her number all because of a silly photo? She wasn’t crazy, was she? Just like Anthony mentioned, there was nothing extraordinary about that picture.
“Pen, everything will be fine,” Colin reassured her, and she glanced at him, taken aback by his ability to perceive her distress. ”Don’t worry, we’re just trying to handle the situation before it gets blown out of proportion.”
Penelope gave a nod as John approached Colin’s mobile phone to take it off speaker and have a direct conversation with Will. With his hands firmly planted on his hips, Anthony continued to stare at them.
“Alright, now that’s settled, who do I need to let go?”
Penelope froze on the spot, half expecting Colin to respond with his usual mix of kindness and exasperation, while Anthony’s temper flared. However, his response was a sharp huff, accompanied by an irritated tone, as he uttered, “It was Margaret, and she went ahead and posted it without asking us.”
The sight of Colin ratting out a colleague caught the redhead off guard, her jaw dropping in disbelief. “Colin!” she exclaimed before she could control herself. When he gave her a questioning look, she hurriedly explained, “She was simply enthusiastic about sharing her experiences on set. She didn’t mean any harm. It’s clear that she’s new.”
Anthony was on the verge of barking who cares about intent, it’s on her contract. However, he abruptly halted when he recalled that this was Penelope. He would rather die than let his family kill him in retaliation for snapping at her.
“Pen...” Colin closed his eyes and let out a sigh, his anger visibly dissipating.
“As am I, by the way,” she added, her indignation now surpassing that of both men, still shocked that they were reacting so strongly to such a silly photo. The kind and understanding Colin Bridgerton she thought she knew would never have acted in such a way. It left her feeling unsure about how well she truly knew him. “Or would you also advocate for my termination if I were to make a similar mistake?”
“You wouldn’t,” he immediately replied.
“But if I did—”
He shot her an exasperated glance, fully aware that the argument was already lost. “Obviously I wouldn’t,” he replied, a tinge of red colouring his cheeks.
Anthony, with a hand on his forehead, said, “I understand that you might empathise, but we need to maintain order on this set. Earlier, Agatha called me and advised me to hold off on taking any action,” he edited her statement and continued,“ but it’s likely that she doesn’t have complete knowledge of all the details.”
“No, Pen is right, Anthony,” Colin interjected, leaving Anthony completely stunned.
John couldn’t help but stifle a chuckle, which made him realise in that moment that he truly liked Penelope. He had this weird thought that those movies should last forever so he could keep enjoying these moments.
“We all make stupid mistakes when we’re new,” he said with a sigh, recalling his own early years. He glanced at an annoyed Penelope, who had crossed her arms in front of her chest, and added, “And she likely didn’t mean any harm.”
“To be honest, when I first saw the picture, I didn’t think anything of it,” Penelope added, shrugging. “If we were just ordinary people, it wouldn’t matter at all.”
Anthony then raised his hand, signalling for them to stop. “Fine,” he replied, letting out a frustrated huff. “I couldn’t care less as long as she doesn’t spill any details about the movie.”
Colin mustered a tired nod as Penelope beamed at them both with a triumphant smile. The director then fixed a stern gaze on his two actors, his hand firmly planted on his hip as he warned them, “And you two, no more chaos on my set.”
Colin finally rolled his eyes at him, replying, “That’s ironic coming from you.”
Anthony shot him a fierce glare, ready to fire back with a sharp retort. But just before Penelope could get caught in the crossfire of a typical Bridgerton squabble, she simply raised her hands and announced, “Alright, I’m going back to my trailer,” before they resumed their argument.
And then, at last, when she was far away enough that she couldn’t hear their bickering voices but only the sound of crickets and the gentle breeze of the early night, Penelope took a deep breath and let her placating smile fade away.
Her footsteps were slow and deliberate as she made her way to her trailer, the stillness and emptiness within contrasting starkly with the loud and chaotic scene she had just experienced. On top of her dinette table, her buzzing mobile sat in the exact spot where she had left it after talking with Mrs Varley and scrolling through her social media feeds.
As she strolled towards it, she caught a glimpse of her reflection in the mirror out of the corner of her eye. Without thinking, she turned around to get a better look, like an idiot. Her red hair was a tangle of frizz, lacking any shape or form, as usual. The dark circles under her eyes were deep and almost black, and her skin was oily and glistening with sweat. Was she really looking that bad when she came out to speak with Colin?
Letting out a sigh, she disregarded her reflection, something she had done repeatedly for years, and finally grabbed her phone. In the darkness, the glow from the screen illuminated her face as she stared at the frozen image on it, the page she had left before going to Colin’s trailer.
Kath @bridgertonsthird
I can’t believe you guys are seriously considering this have you looked at her
| fi is tired @fifigrande
@bridgertonsthird lmao right
| Kath @bridgertonsthird
@fifigrande homeboy goes on dates with Burberry & Victoria Secret models then the swamp goblin to keep it democratic
| Ana Carolina @sw0rdh3rt
@bridgertonsthird @fifigrande whats wrong with you ppl she’s gorgeous
| Kath @bridgertonsthird
@fifigrande @sw0rdh3rt and is the gorgeous in the room with us?
Penelope’s eyes were all blurry by the time she checked the last reply, which had a picture attached. It was a still from the last sitcom she had appeared in. She was pulling a funny face, scrunching up her nose and hiding her face in her neck, resulting in a rather unflattering double chin.
She couldn’t really blame them because, truth be told, she did resemble a swamp goblin. And it was completely absurd, because who in their right mind would have expected Colin Bridgerton to look at her differently? The very notion that he thought he had to explain their relationship was ridiculous. Decades of friendship and no one around them thought they were dating; why would it be different now?
The sound of her phone buzzing became even more frenetic than before, suggesting that Will had already come through and released their statements. She then updated her timeline to confirm her suspicions.
Dee @warofthorns
lol I knew it
| fi is tired @fifigrande
@warofthorns well that was fast
| Dee @warofthorns
@fifigrande ofc why would he want to be associated with her
| fi is tired @fifigrande
@warofthorns our boy BOLTED
⋆˚✿˖° it’s always rainy in delulutown⋆˚✿˖° @loranator
oomf is pretending they didn’t ship ***** and ********
|Cinthy❤️🔥🐉⚔️ @Cy3452n
@loranator LMAO shut up
|⋆˚✿˖° it’s always rainy in delulutown⋆˚✿˖° @loranator
@Cy3452n loser queens in and off screen sis
Re @XcolinxXbr1
lora shippers are sick in the head
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⋆˚✿˖° it’s always rainy in delulutown⋆˚✿˖° @loranator
@Cy3452n loser queens in and off screen sis
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|Maria Gomes ⚔️ @englishmansw1fe
@XcolinxXbr1 anyway, trust mom to brighten our day
As the last user shared Tracy’s latest Instagram post, Penelope couldn’t help but let out a bitter laugh. The post featured a snapshot from Tracy’s recent Victoria Secret’s fashion show, capturing her in a lacy black lingerie set with scintillating silver wings on her back.
With a loud exhale, Penelope frustratedly locked her phone screen and dropped it onto the table with a thud. She then went for a much-needed shower, feeling as if the world had finally returned to its proper axis.
The following day should have gone better.
Penelope should have felt rejuvenated after a nice, warm shower, a good night’s sleep, and the calming sensation of resolving any uncertainty online. However, when she approached the shooting location, an overpowering sensation of humiliation flooded her stomach. It was absurd because nobody even knew that she loved Colin, but it was still painful to hear the world echoing what she had always believed: that there was absolutely no chance of it happening, not even in a million years.
It was even worse that the first person she saw from the cast upon arrival was the one who reminded her the most of that undeniable fact.
“Isn’t your outfit lovely for today?” Cressida said with a forced smile, her eyes disdainfully examining her squire attire. “It matches your eyes.”
The other girl was pretty sure nothing in her outfit highlighted the colour of her blue eyes—not her beige shirt, brown leather vest, or matching pants—but she smiled and nodded. Not everyone had the luxury of being a pretty princess like Cressida, and as time passed, it became clear that she was overly aware of that.
“Can you believe how much noise there was yesterday? The internet will believe anything, won’t it?” The blonde continued, shedding her grey cloak and revealing her angelic white dress that shimmered in the light. Her gaze, sharp and unyielding, was fixed once again on Penelope. “You and Colin imagine that,” she chuckled. “Can you just picture their reaction when they see a photo of me and him? It’s going to be madness.”
Penelope gave her a half-hearted smile, not nearly as entertained as Cressida appeared to be. And indeed, she was probably right, people really would cling to anything to see imaginary romances everywhere. Once the promotional photos or the actual film were made public, everything would become clear. Unfortunately, the idea of Colin and Cressida being shipped together was so repulsive to Penelope that she had to suppress a shiver.
“Is that a rip in your dress?” Another voice suddenly joined in.
Cressida’s eyes widened as she exclaimed, “Where?” She quickly glanced down at her outfit, frantically searching for any imperfections.
Kate’s attention was only partially on her as she concentrated on unbuttoning her coat over her cloak. “I think there was a stain on the hem,” she offhandedly noted.
Then the other woman found the dreadful tear and almost snarled with anger. Frustrated, she crumpled the hem of her dress and muttered, "I am going to kill that woman," as she walked towards Genevieve.
Penelope couldn’t resist smiling at the scene, and when she glanced at Kate, she found Kate already looking back at her.
“That was an interesting way to start the day,” Kate remarked with a raised eyebrow and a slight, amused smile forming on her lips.
“Outfit mishaps can be tricky,” Penelope commented, her tone neutral as she tried to grasp the main actress’ intended meaning.
The truth was, Penelope and Kate were practically strangers. Although their characters were closely connected in the story, it wasn’t until the end of the first movie that they began filming scenes together. And despite generally having pleasant encounters with her, Penelope remained cautious when interacting with anyone on set.
Like Colin once mentioned, she had to carefully observe people and assess their trustworthiness, and Kate remained an enigma to her.
“No, I was talking about the morning harassment and whatnot,” Kate responded, nodding in the direction Cressida had gone.
Penelope looked at her with wide eyes, a shocked expression that the other woman couldn’t help but notice. Kate swiftly gave her a dismissive wave while she bent down to fix her shoes, saying, “I apologise. I sometimes have trouble holding my tongue.”
Hearing Penelope’s laughter, she turned to the shorter girl, who reassured her, “It’s alright, I was just a little surprised. It’s not easy to come across someone so honest here.”
Kate then grinned and adjusted her posture, also observing Penelope’s attire but with a more serious demeanour. “I do not like your outfit,” she said, causing Penelope to chuckle once more. Kate looked up into her eyes and said, "But I believe that eyes like yours can match anything. I’m envious, to be honest.”
Penelope’s chest was filled with a comforting warmth as she listened to the sincerity in Kate’s words, causing her to truly appreciate the kindness being shown. Despite not being particularly close, Penelope couldn’t imagine Kate being the type to fabricate something like this. Lost in thought, Penelope found herself gazing at the mesmerising woman standing before her, contemplating the possibility that Kate might just be a little bit crazy for saying such things. Regardless of her brown cloak, her height and athleticism were unmistakable, along with her captivating warm brown eyes and brows that had the power to incite wars.
“I don’t believe you should be,” Penelope replied, smiling and returning the compliment.
Kate grinned in response, then clasped her hands together as if ready to get down to business. “Shall we get going?” With a sly glance at their director, she quipped, “I’d sooner die than let Anthony blame me for wasting another shooting day.”
Penelope agreed with a nod, and together they began walking towards Colin, who was already in position to film their scene. “How are you, by the way? After...” she trailed off, the memory of Kate and Anthony’s horse incident still fresh in her mind.
“I’m well,” Kate replied in a composed manner, her gaze fixed on her feet as they strolled. “Luckily, we managed to avoid any injuries.”
“That’s good,” Penelope replied, feeling the awkward silence settle in and realising they were running out of things to talk about.
However, Kate’s focus shifted to Colin, who stood ahead, and she asked, “What about you?” Penelope looked puzzled, but before she could enquire further, Kate went on, “Thomas mentioned at dinner that there was a bit of a stir online about a photo Margaret shared. I honestly didn’t see it. I tend to steer clear of social media when I’m working on a project.”
Penelope could instantly relate to that feeling and wondered if she should start living the same way. Regardless, she was grateful that, despite being a virtual stranger, Kate was checking in to see how she was doing rather than asking what was true and what wasn’t.
“I’m alright,” Penelope replied. “It wasn’t anything serious.” Gazing at Colin, she realised that although a few people were giving them curious looks, it was nothing extraordinary, and the situation was already settling down.
Colin then greeted Kate with formality and smiled at Penelope, appearing more tense than usual, possibly due to the crew's inquisitive looks. Anthony quickly joined them, and Cressida followed suit, her white and dainty gown now flawless.
“We haven’t got much time or we’ll miss the golden hour,” was Anthony’s way of saying hello, which, by that point after months of filming, was pretty standard. He gestured towards Colin, Penelope, and Cressida and said, “So you three will begin here, as we discussed earlier this week.” He then turned to Kate, who, for once, did not raise an eyebrow at him. “You’ll come onto the scene from over there with your hood on," he said, gesturing towards the edge of the forest to their left. “Does anyone have any questions? Speak now or forever hold your peace.”
Then Kate arched an eyebrow at his overdramatic ways, prompting him to respond with a tired look before dismissively waving his hands for them to take their places while he made his way to his own chair, which wasn’t solitary for that particular shooting.
Cressida wasted no time and positioned herself uncomfortably close to Colin, who squirmed under her gaze, while Penelope desperately tried to distract herself from the awkwardness.
“Strange, aren’t they?” Charlotte asked as soon as Anthony settled down next to Agatha and her. While the other two exchanged puzzled looks with the writer, she maintained a sharp gaze on the trio. “Those three,” she continued, offering no further clarification.
Agatha then shifted her focus towards the individuals in question. Before the shooting even began, her friend’s observant eyes had detected something unusual in them. And although Agatha had to concede that there was a strange atmosphere around them, she would not have been able to detect it without Charlotte’s observation. However, after knowing the woman for years, she had learnt not to dismiss her sharp intuition. “I suppose,” she replied.
Once Anthony realised that the conversation between the two women was not of any real importance, he immediately started barking orders to roll the cameras and sound.
“The East Dynasty, Scene 65, Take one, Mark,” the second assistant quickly announced, closing the clapboard, and Anthony called out “Action.”
Cressida, Colin, and Penelope then started walking, with Cressida firmly grasping Colin’s arms.
“Are you absolutely certain this is the most appropriate route?” The blonde asked with a firm tone.
“If I understood my brother correctly, yes,” Colin replied with a hint of irritation. However, he couldn’t hide his discomfort, as Cressida was only supposed to lean on him lightly, not hold his arm so tightly that her nails almost pierced his skin.
“I think we should turn back,” she said, her sharp tone almost expressing annoyance.
From the production side of the scene, Charlotte furrowed her eyebrows. Glancing at the script in her lap, she double-checked to make sure she wasn’t misremembering that scene. Because the interaction in front of her was not what she had expected or remembered.
However, as she read the pages, it became apparent that while the lines were accurate, the characters themselves felt off. Catherine, who was supposed to be timid and frightened, came across as headstrong and controlling, and Leonidas, who should have been comforting and brave, appeared exasperated and distant. So the problem could only be in the direction.
Looking at Anthony, who appeared oddly calm despite the disaster unfolding in front of them, Charlotte realised she might have made a mistake by agreeing to this project. While the scenes between Kate and Thomas—the ones she had watched the most—seemed to go flawlessly, she remained oblivious to the chaos unfolding among the supporting cast.
She glanced at Agatha, hoping to see the same confusion in her eyes. However, the producer was too engrossed in observing the scene with raised eyebrows to notice her friend’s gaze.
“For once, I might actually agree with her,” Penelope remarked, her eyes darting anxiously in search of any signs of an impending attack.
Colin scoffed and absentmindedly dragged Cressida along as he walked, remarking, “It figures that you would choose now, out of all times.”
“Naturally,” Penelope replied, her chin held high and her tone dripping with confidence. “My utmost priority is to disagree with you before anything else.”
“That is precisely why you are currently without a home and on the run,” Colin replied, unabashed, while confidently pointing his index finger in the air. “Perhaps if you had made wiser decisions, your circumstances wouldn’t be so dire.”
Penelope then narrowed her eyes at him. “You are currently without a home and on the run,” she replied.
“Only because I am an excellent friend,” he quickly replied, never missing a beat. “I would give my life before abandoning you.”
As Penelope rolled her eyes, a tender smile tugged at the corners of her lips. From Nora’s point of view, Leonidas could be insufferable and condescending part time, but her loyal and caring best friend all of the time.
“I saw that,” Colin exclaimed, making it clear he was referring to her smile.
Nora’s grin then transformed into a mockingly annoyed expression as she took a few steps closer to him. “I was just experiencing a facial spasm,” she retorted, causing Colin to laugh.
Agatha and Charlotte cocked their heads simultaneously, growing increasingly perplexed by the unexpected dynamics unfolding before them. Once again, it felt like the words being spoken were spot on, but the scene was completely different. Nora and Leonidas were steadfast and very platonic best friends... why were they feeling a bit...flirty?
Then, their attention turned to Anthony, who once again calmly observed his actors without interfering. He was so calm that one would think it was a regular occurrence on the set. Scheduling issues meant that neither the producer nor the writer had been present in numerous sequences for the supporting actors, so they wouldn’t know.
“This is the spot,” Colin declared with a flourish, pointing to a random patch of grass. “We are meant to wait here.”
“Here?” Cressida asked, her voice filled with surprise and a hint of disbelief.
Penelope ignored their comments and instead directed their attention to something moving in the bushes in the woods, asking, “Am I the only one who sees a potentially deadly animal approaching us?” Without realising it, she stood near Colin and reached out to touch his arm, asking, “Where did you place your sword?”
He stared at the same point in the woods, swallowing hard before uttering, “I refuse to engage in a battle with a wild bear,” and then shifting his gaze towards her. She gave him a stern look, and they stared at each other until Kate finally emerged from her hiding place.
“Wait,” Cressida exclaimed.“It’s not an animal, it’s—” Her words trailed off as she directed everyone’s attention to the newcomer.
“A friend,” Kate declared, lowering her hood and allowing the colours of the sunset to give her hair and skin a golden glow. Her calming smile perfectly matched her regal features as she looked at them.
During that part of the story, Leonidas’ kingdom remained her adversary, but the ruling factions that dethroned her revealed themselves to be oppressively tyrannical. And because of Kate’s character prolonged time on the run, people assumed she was dead. Therefore, seeing her alive and well was a welcome sight, even in hostile territory.
“Marjorie,” Penelope said, with Nora being the one who used to serve as her lady-in-waiting. Slowly, she approached the woman, as if she couldn’t believe her own eyes. “Are you the person Dorieus had been in contact with?”
Kate nodded. “Even if he wishes it wasn’t so,” she replied cryptically. Although, for two royals in enemy territories, her answer shouldn’t be difficult to comprehend. She reached out and held Penelope’s hand, their fingers intertwining. As they stood there, Penelope’s eyes mirrored the vibrant hues of the pink and orange sky, filled with pure joy.
“I’m glad you are well, my old friend,” the former queen stated.
“I have no desire to be predictable, but..." Colin interjected, stepping slightly forward as if prepared to protect Penelope’s Nora if necessary. “We need proof that you’re not the person responsible for the attacks along the northern border.”
“Leo,” Penelope turned to him, her voice filled with conviction, “it’s not her.”
“Nor,” he said, locking eyes with her, conveying his meaning without speaking. He wasn’t willing to gamble with their safety, especially hers, without solid evidence. By all accounts, Nora had abandoned her kingdom to become an ally of the South Nation, which would not be a problem if no one recognised her, but Marjorie clearly did.
However, before that impasse could be resolved, a sharp, zipping sound pierced the air, and the ground around them became a sea of flaming arrows.
“Run!” Colin shouted, and the four of them quickly fled the scene as more arrows descended upon them.
“Cut!” Anthony called out, and a few assistants swiftly appeared to extinguish the flames. He then stood up to speak to the four actors, unaware of the pair of eyes watching him.
Charlotte observed them with a furrowed brow, taking a deep breath before asking, “Am I imagining things or—”
“I don’t think you are,” Agatha replied immediately, her attention divided between the actors and the director. “She seems a bit rigid, don’t you think? Cressida Cowper, I mean.”
“I thought she was a famous one,” Charlotte remarked with a hint of indignation, as if she had been deceived into purchasing a faulty product. “Was she supposed to sound like that?”
“I don’t know,” Agatha replied. They both remained silent for a while, observing the fumes from the extinguished fire wafting in the air. Meanwhile, Anthony conversed with Cressida, Kate, Colin, and Penelope, the latter two standing so close that it appeared they were nearly leaning on one another. With a hesitant pause, Agatha opened her mouth and said, “Was it me or—”
“It wasn’t just you,” Charlotte replied, her lips pursed tightly as she observed the duo’s interaction. “The first time I met them, they were frolicking at the table read, after all,” she said, her eyes judging them from afar. “Are they romantically involved?”
“No,” Agatha responded promptly, as if by reflex. But then she paused. Typically, that would be an absurd question for someone like her. Having known Colin and Penelope for quite a while, their interactions had always appeared perfectly normal to her. At that moment, however, seeing them as other people and then back as themselves, she had to admit her wheels were turning. “I don’t think,” she added.
“Interesting,” Charlotte commented as she crossed her arms. “I thought their managers said they weren’t.”
Agatha turned to her, taken aback that she had somehow caught wind of such frivolous gossip. The writer raised an eyebrow at her old friend, a questioning look in her eyes as she asked, “What? I am aware of everything that is taking place on this set. How about you?”
Knowing Charlotte’s tendency to assert her power, the producer chose not to dignify the question with an answer, as they had a history of engaging in such behaviour as a pastime. Agatha simply took a deep breath and returned her attention to the topic at hand. “Should we ask Anthony to redo the scene?” she said.
Charlotte maintained her crossed arms, fixating her gaze on the same spot as Agatha while pursing her lips. “No. Let us see where this goes, shall we? I’m finally not bored.”
Notes:
That's it! For now!
Hopefully, by now, you can tell I am trying to gradually turn the media machine and drama wheels. I do not want everything to happen all at once, so we will have to progress gradually, and I want it to be as realistic as possible in terms of people's perceptions, internet reactions, and so on. Also, as previously stated, I will continue to post warnings on the tags for internet bullying and other issues; I am attempting to be realistic while not being overly explicit (you know how bad things can get online, and I want to show that, but not the worst of the worst because our eyes do not deserve it). I believe it is an important part of the story because it depicts Penelope's own self-acceptance, which is something we all go through, and it is one of the most interesting aspects of her story, in my opinion.
When Anthony said that wasn't the worst part of his week did he really meant the polin problem? who knows who knows time will tell
If you have any questions, my comments are open! And do not forget to send your kudos and comments, which are always greatly appreciated.
Have a nice night and God bless you!
Chapter 6: Twenty-Two
Summary:
The final day of filming goes off with a bang, and the wrap-up party spills more secrets than it should.
Notes:
HELLO!!
I know I KNOW. I have to cover my face in shame as I publish this update; I am sorry it took so long. And it was not even the fault of this chapter, which was surprisingly easy to write (I say that because it is a LONG chapter); it was actually because I took too long writing the last chapter of my OTHER fic, which caused this one to be delayed.
But, listen, I have good news: my other fic is almost finished, and I am on the final chapter. I am still not sure if I will publish the epilogue with the last chapter, but if I do, my next updates will only be for this fic, and the updates will become much more frequent. Even if I don't, that fic will be finished soon, and when it is, I will only be updating this one.
I also feel like I need to comment this: don't ever worry I'm abandoning this fic even if I take too long in updating it (hopefully this will be the last time it takes so long). I have the entire story in my head already so if I take longer in updating it's either because of my work, my other fic, or because some chapters are just harder to write and edit. But I have this fic all planned out.
That being said, about THIS chapter: if i were to compare it to a tv show, I'd say this is the episode where the secondary characters take the front scene for a moment, all while there's something apparently minor happening with the main characters, that turns out not to be minor at all. And that's all I'm going to say, because there will be a LOT of kathony on this chapter (and it won't be common for me to put the secondary couple that much on focus - because it's a polin centered fic. Although kathony will have a lot of moments ofc, as you can see) Anyway, this chapter is built and written the way it is because it's a necessary chapter, it needed to be this way (and the next one is back to polin heavy, okay? remember i said that).
Without further ado, LET'S GO
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
When Anthony Bridgerton was eighteen, his father took him to a film set.
This was not a new occurrence, as the boy had accompanied him numerous times throughout his childhood. What made that day different was Edmund’s excitement as he brought his son to witness the filming of an action scene. The scene would showcase him driving a racing car in one of the intricate sequences typical of a James Bond-esque film.
Anthony never grasped why his father found such joy in acting, as he favoured the directing side of filmmaking far more. Still, Edmund began his career as an actor before transitioning to directing, so Anthony assumed that some passions simply stayed with a person.
“I’m not going to wreck your property,” Edmund chuckled, chatting away on his mobile, one of those chunky black and white ones that only the early 2000s could pull off. “I’ve done plenty of these stunts, Agatha. You’re worrying over nothing.”
Strolling alongside him, Anthony let out a chuckle. Back then, Agatha was nothing more than a bossy and excessively concerned friend of the family. The occasionally grumpy producer who fretted a bit too much whenever she teamed up with his father on a project.
“No, this isn’t a midlife crisis,” his father carried on, a charming yet slightly weary grin on his face. “You know what the media’s like, right? They’re already claiming our film’s too American, or too superficial, and it hasn’t even hit the screens yet. Let’s show them a bit of authenticity. I promise it’ll all wrap up in just one afternoon, and your Lamborghini will be just fine for the last scene.”
The rest of the conversation was inaudible to Anthony, but his father responded with another smile, switched off his cellphone, and stashed it in his pocket before exhaling deeply.
“One day you’ll have to show me how to do that,” Anthony said with a cheeky smile and his dad shot him a curious glance. “Beating Agatha Danbury in a discussion. I reckon the future of our family business could be a right mess if I’m left to handle it all on my own against her."
With a chuckle, Edmund’s gaze shifted to something a few meters away. “Son, the first thing you need to understand is that if you don’t speak with confidence, you’ll be devoured on this field, whether it’s by Agatha Danbury or anyone else. And the second," he squinted, still staring at the crowd gathered near the set they were approaching. “Stay steadfast in your beliefs, regardless of whatever Agatha may throw your way.”
That last piece perplexed Anthony, and he wrinkled his brow until he followed his father’s gaze, observing someone moving away from the swarm of film crew members and going in their direction to meet them halfway. Suddenly, everything fell into place.
Before the discussion even began, the head of the Bridgerton family let out a heavy sigh, his voice filled with pleading as he started his case with a single word, “Love—”
“Don’t start, Edmund,” Violet warned, her index finger raised in the air as her face flushed with anger before she regained her composure. “With all the stuntmen you have, why aren’t you allowing them to perform their own tasks?” Placing his hands gently on her shoulders, he looked into her eyes, trying to reassure her, “It’s just a twenty-second scene, it will be fine. In fact, I find it even more concerning to see my heavily pregnant wife anxiously waiting for me under the scorching sun.”
“I can assure you,” Violet replied immediately, “that the sun is a walk in the park compared to the stress of watching your husband in a high-speed car.”
"Your husband had been in burning buildings, on fast motorcycles, and even once took a dozen rubber bullets to the head. It will be alright,” he said. “And Agatha should have known that.”
Violet shot him an exasperated glare, fully aware that he must have realised Agatha was the one who had sent her to the set that day. “She’s worried about you too,” she said.
He waved her off dismissively, as if Agatha’s worries were unfounded. Then, he gestured for his assistant to approach and gave him instructions. “Please guide Mrs Bridgerton to my trailer so she can rest in the shade during the shoot,” he said.
“I’ll be fine, Edmund,” Violet protested half-heartedly, but he simply stared at her, making it clear that resting was not up for discussion. Taking a deep breath, she reluctantly agreed. “Okay, if you assure me it will be a brief scene.”
“It’ll be over in no time,” he reassured her, leaning in for a brief kiss on the lips before she headed off with his assistant.
The two men departed, exchanging another glance. Anthony tilted his head, as if silently acknowledging that he truly needed to learn from his father how to outmanoeuvre Agatha Danbury and her 4D chess. In response, Edmund merely shrugged and gestured towards the filming set ahead, eager to film that blasted scene at last.
Following his father’s lead, Anthony found a seat to the right of the director’s chair. Witnessing the magic on set from the first row, he marvelled at how his father’s voice breathed life into every scene, making it feel like a seamless extension of his imagination. And he gathered that if he were to truly inherit his family’s business, this was definitely what he would choose to do.
Unbeknownst to him, nearly an hour later, he would also find himself with a front-row seat to a stuntman’s loss of control of a black Jaguar E-Type, resulting in a direct collision with his father’s (or more accurately, Agatha’s) car, causing it to flip over.
And if someone asked Anthony today, he would say he wished it wasn’t true, but the memories from that moment flooded back to him with excruciating clarity. Like how it did not appear real at first, as if it were a part of the scene in some way. And as the filming came to a halt, all he could think about was how common accidents were on set. But then everyone on the crew began running, and the sounds of sirens in the distance became unsettlingly loud. Then he realised it was real, that it was happening.
Summoning his strength, he rose to his feet and dashed through the smoke and overpowering smell of gasoline, ignoring the distant pleas for him to stay away. Urgently, he made his way to his father, who lay on the ground, only his head and upper body visible after being forcefully ejected from the window. His father’s face, once full of life and joy, now showed no emotion.
“Dad?” Anthony leaned in close, quickly kneeling beside him and tightly gripping his hand. “Let’s get you out of there.”
“I-” Edmund gasped, struggling to hold onto his son’s hand.
Anthony’s blood turned to ice, and he jerked his head upwards, letting out a desperate scream for help, oblivious to the fact that the set’s ambulance was already en route, alerted by the crew who had recognised the seriousness of the accident long before he did. Still, it felt as though if he screamed with enough urgency, or with enough volume, someone would suddenly appear and restore everything to normal.
“Edmund?” Violet’s voice cut through the noise, drowning out the pounding in Anthony’s ears. And he wished it wasn’t so, because the desperation in her tone was far worse than the chaos. “Edmund!” She shouted again, crouching beside them, clutching her husband’s arm as if she could single-handedly lift him from the wreckage, nine months pregnant and all.
But his body was heavy and unyielding, leaving him trapped in the car wreckage, gasping for air.
“You need to breathe, Edmund,” Violet pleaded, gently stroking his face as tears streamed down her cheeks. “Just take a breath.”
And as his father went limp and the ambulance arrived, Anthony’s mind was filled with a million thoughts all at once. Many of them he wished were poetic and wise, anything other than a constant loop of No’s and Why’s. Some of them were simply absurd for a moment like that, but they would stay with him for the rest of his life.
I never want to step foot on another film set again as long as I live.
“Cut!”
“What’s the problem now?” Kate grumbled, breaking character and placing a hand on her hip.
Anthony, without glancing up from his clipboard, uttered in a bored tone, “Your delivery was too strong.”
Kate scowled at him, despite the fact that he was wearing dark sunglasses and gazing downwards. “You weren’t even paying attention.”
Thomas immediately flinched. “Don’t—” he pleaded, his warning barely escaping his lips, as Anthony slipped the sunglasses down to the tip of his nose, fixing Kate with a look.
“I would have to be in a soundproof box with my eyes shut tight to not notice your incorrect tone on those lines.” He then threw the clipboard onto the vacant chair beside him and crossed his arms before saying, "Also, there’s a bit of hair sticking out on your forehead that’s distracting for the shot. I know this, because, you see, I tend to notice things.”
Kate gave him a fierce look while he simply cocked his head and smirked, causing Thomas to roll his eyes and desperately long for an escape from the agony of filming any scene with the two of them. After fixing the stray strand of hair and adjusting her posture, she stood tall and locked eyes with Thomas.
“I’m ready,” she declared.
“Remember, a gentler tone,” Anthony said, clearly just to wind her up.
Without looking at him, she clenched her hand into a tight fist and muttered through clenched teeth, “I know. I said I’m ready.”
Wearing a victorious grin, Anthony signalled the cameras and sound crew to resume filming, capturing one of the last moments shared by Kate and Thomas in the movie. It also marked Thomas’ final scene for that first film, to his utter joy.
Following Thomas’ departure to his trailer, Anthony approached Kate to get ready for her last scene, which would also be the final one they would film for the movie. By that time, the majority of the cast and crew had either already gone back to London or were in the process of doing so. Frankly speaking, Anthony could hardly believe that they had successfully made it through several months without any significant issues. That was why Kate could throw all the barbs she wanted at him, and he would still respond with a carefree smile.
“So, keep in mind, this is one of the first scenes in the film. You’re running away from your home and your people, with usurpers chasing after you,” he explained, as the hair and make-up team came closer, making sure the blush on her cheeks was just right and letting her hair fall loosely with a slight wave for a slightly dishevelled look. “At that moment, your pride takes a hit as you realise you’ve always considered yourself to be one step ahead, only to be completely betrayed.”
Kate gave a subtle nod, limited by the ongoing adjustment of her makeup. The scene was intended to be short, serving as a catalyst for an action sequence. Since it needed to take place in the same location as an important conversation between her character and Thomas, it made logical sense to film it on the same day.
Genevieve quickly approached them, offering a brown cloak to Kate so she could cover her purple dress, which was the costume her character wore for most of the movie. Kate hurriedly dressed it while Kendrick Nectar approached them, leading a stunning brown horse.
Eyeing the two carefully, he asked, “Everything okay here?”
Anthony only glared at him, silently holding out his hand for Nectar to hand him the horse’s reins. The animal trainer did as asked, begrudgingly walking away from the horse to sit along with the rest of the crew.
“Now,” Anthony said, adjusting the reins on his hands before focusing back on Kate. “You will walk from that point,” he motioned towards what would be the edge of their cinematographic fief. “To here, remembering what I just told you.” He then placed a hand over the horse and continued, “You will mount the horse and the scene will end; Riley will take it from there so we can shoot the horse-chasing scene.”
Kate then furrowed her eyebrows. She was aware that they should move the horse slowly from that spot to a few meters away before the action scene began, so it didn’t make sense to ask her stuntwoman to replace her so early in that scene.
“Anthony, I can ride a horse,” she answered, despite being fully aware that he knew this already, as their most explosive fight to date had originated from this very fact.
“I know that,” he simply responded, without showing any understanding of why she had said that.
Her brows furrowed even more, and she gestured in the general direction where the other set was being prepared. “I can take the horse to the right spot before the action scene, there’s no need for Riley to do that.”
Despite the simple and calm reply, Anthony, being familiar with Kate, realised that this argument could cause problems. So he paused, staring at her for a moment before attempting to reason with one of the most unreasonable people he had ever met.
“Horses are unpredictable creatures and you are well aware of that,” he remarked, emphasising her claim of having been around such animals since childhood. "And, while this one may be trained, it is not yours. When it really comes down to it, you might not be able to control it. Riley is a trained stuntwoman, so if something goes wrong, she is better prepared to handle it."
“First off, it’s a she, not an it,” she said, gesturing to the horse, and Anthony just rolled his eyes. “And it’s a fifty metre ride from here to there, are you really telling me I can’t manage to ride a horse for half a block?”
With a deep breath, he raised his hand in a calming gesture and clarified, “I’m not implying that you can’t do it; I’m saying it’s unwise. There’s a difference. And there’s really no need to take this risk.”
“Of course there is,” she answered, her voice getting slightly louder, and Anthony glanced at the horse, concerned about a recurrence of their previous altercation in the mud. “If you’re planning to edit the scene to swap out the actress and have her riding a bit slower up to that point, you won’t be able to capture my face properly. It could end up looking a bit odd or obvious that it’s a stunt double.”
She made a valid point, and Anthony had also taken that into account a few weeks ago. However, he had also taken into account that it was a brief scene and any problems could be addressed in post-production.
“The scene lasts only five seconds at most, and I’d much prefer to keep my actors safe rather than put them at risk for that,” he said.
Kate blinked, her confusion growing as she tried to comprehend Anthony’s excessive worrying tendencies. Which were unnecessary truly, as she had explained to him many times by that point. “It’s not a risk, it’s less than a walk in the park, Anthony,” she said, pointing to the nearby set. “I understand that you’re not a fan of it, but can’t you trust my professional judgment after working together for months?”
Anthony resisted the urge to massage his temples and instead kept his focus solely on her. They found themselves at a standstill: for one, it was clear that Kate had a personal issue with those who questioned her capabilities. After months of collaboration with the woman, that was evident. But Anthony prioritised safety on set above all else, particularly when it involved actors performing their own stunts.
“This isn’t a matter of doubting your skills; it’s about adhering to safety protocols,” he stated, striving to keep his composure.
“But you do understand this is how I will see it if you won’t allow me to ride a horse for mere 50 metres,” she replied immediately, raising her eyebrows and crossing her arms in her unmistakable gesture of readiness for a confrontation.
Anthony then looked at the animal in question, already realising that if they initiated a full-blown fight near another horse, it would inevitably lead to disaster. Having a stressed horse was even more dangerous than Kate getting her way.
With a sigh, he said, “Fine,” and as Kate beamed with triumph, he pointed at her and added, “But if you feel there’s anything, anything off, you let me know straight away and I’ll stop the scene, understand?”
The actress grinned, and the director made his way to his chair, letting out a deep breath before sinking into it.
In all honesty, it appeared that Anthony was excessively concerned. Because the scene flowed seamlessly, with the crew working diligently and precisely, and Kate fully immersing herself in her character. The filming process was not even disrupted by any annoying bird noises, which had been a frequent problem during the months of filming. Kate mounted the horse precisely as she desired, and they proceeded with filming as she started riding towards the location where the action scene would be filmed.
However, that was the day Anthony realised he had been spending an excessive amount of time with Agatha Danbury. Just before Kate could reach the ‘half a block’ distance, her horse came to a sudden stop. Anthony blinked and observed Kate as she pulled on the reins, talking with the horse while gently stroking its mane.
“Cut,” he said weakly, standing as his eyes kept focusing on the scene, attempting to understand what was happening. He looked around for Kendrick, who was already approaching Kate. Despite what seemed like a minor issue, the director felt his heart pounding uncomfortably in his chest. Anthony couldn’t help but feel foolish, recognising that not every minor setback on a set was an accident, and not every accident would lead to the same fate as his father’s. But then the horse suddenly took off at full speed, and all sense of reason flew out the window.
“Kate!” His voice rose to a piercing screech as he frantically pursued the horse, as if he could possibly catch up to it.
From a distance, he could faintly hear a chorus of exclamations, questioning his actions. However, their voices were quickly overshadowed by the suffocating weight of despair that washed over him. It didn’t matter to him whether he was being reasonable or not. He did not care if people thought he was overly dramatic.
What he did care about was never being late to save anyone in his life again.
With his incredible speed, he managed to catch a glimpse of Kate screaming unintelligibly, her upper body leaning back as she struggled to bring the animal to a stop. The horse let out a loud neigh, coming to a stop once more as it raised its front legs, lifting them into the air. With his voice caught in his throat, Anthony sprinted towards the scene, as if his mere presence could avert the impending disaster. Despite everything, Kate tumbled headlong onto the ground, and the horse galloped away, its hoofbeats fading into the distance.
Anthony’s legs instinctively moved him towards Kate, the world around him merging into a cacophony of colors and sounds until he finally reached her. She stood perfectly still, her eyes closed, as memories flooded back to him, almost causing him to vomit.
With trembling hands, he reached for her face. “Kate?” he asked with uncertainty, “Kate, please open your eyes.”
And then, almost like magic, and probably for the first time in their relationship, she actually did what she was told.
“What are you doing?” was the first thing that slipped out of her mouth, as blunt as ever.
However, when she glanced at him, he didn’t respond with annoyance. Instead, his eyes widened in fear, and he continued to hold her cheeks with his hands.
He anxiously scanned her face and asked, “How are you feeling? Are you alright?”
Noticing the significance of her answer, she furrowed her brows and said, “I am,” placing her hands on top of his and giving them a comforting squeeze. “Anthony, I’m alright.”
“Are you sure?“ He asked, gasping for breath, then glanced down at her body to assess any injuries.
Slowly, Kate sat up, despite Anthony’s persistent protests urging her to remain still.
“Yes, I’m sure,” she reassured, her attention drawn to the man who appeared to be gasping for breath. “Anthony, I’m sure,” she stammered, her eyes desperately searching for his, only to find a look of overwhelming despair staring back at her.
Although she may not have much prior experience, it was clear to her when someone was having a panic attack. His gaze appeared unfocused on her, his chest heaving violently as he trembled, and the issue was that she felt utterly lost on how to alleviate his distress. For the first time in her life, she regretted not heeding her step-grandparents’ advice to pursue a career in medicine; instead, she found herself as an actress with no experience in the medical field.
So she did the best she could, which was to take Anthony’s hands again and squeeze them tightly in the hopes of grounding him. “I am alright,” she said, “Just breathe.” Noticing his lack of attention, she gently took one of his hands and placed it on her chest. She started breathing slowly, hoping he would follow her lead. Looking directly at him, she said, “Anthony, just breathe.”
Miraculously, even though she had no medical expertise, it appeared to have a calming effect on him. Anthony visibly calmed his breathing to match hers, his eyes refocusing as he stared deeply into hers while she continued to urge him to breathe. Strangely, in the midst of the absurdity, Kate became aware for the first time of the golden band surrounding the reddish hue of Anthony’s eyes. They were striking and distinctive, and the depth of their colour stirred something in her stomach.
The distant sound of sirens shattered her moment, causing both of them to jolt slightly before they turned to see the approaching ambulance. As the passenger door opened, the doctor on call quickly made their way towards them.
He enquired about her well-being, and Kate responded affirmatively for what seemed like the fifth time that day. He knelt beside her, illuminating her pupils with a light, and quickly asked a series of questions: whether she had lost consciousness, if she experienced any pain in her back, neck, or head, and if she felt nauseous. Kate reflected that indeed, she felt a wave of nausea. However, for reasons entirely unrelated to a horse-related incident.
“Looks like you’ve come through unscathed,” he said. “Right then, it’d be best if you came along to the office so I can have a proper look at you.”
Kate was about to roll her eyes and say it was completely unnecessary, but then she looked at Anthony, who was glaring at her as if silently telling her she had to go whether she wanted to or not.
“I’ve just heard, are you alright?” Thomas asked as he rushed into the improvised doctor’s office, just as Kate was about to be released.
However, it seemed like no one was willing to answer him as Anthony stood by the door, the tension thickening as he locked eyes with Kate. Meanwhile, Doctor Monro carefully hung his stethoscope around his neck and adjusted his glasses.
“Miss Sharma’s right as rain,” he said, glancing at her and giving a nod.
It was clear that Anthony was only interested in that information as he nodded, spun around abruptly, and forcefully opened the door before storming out of the room. Thomas raised an eyebrow, his gaze briefly lingering on the swinging door before redirecting his attention back to his co-star.
After months of enduring countless arguments and the typical hostile demeanour between them, Thomas anticipated Kate would be directing a murderous glare at Anthony’s back, as was her usual behaviour. However, her face revealed an unfamiliar expression, one that he had never seen outside of her acting. Guilt.
As Kate pursed her lips, she turned to the doctor, expressing her gratitude with a quick thank you. Meanwhile, Thomas strolled towards her, his hands casually clasped together.
“I must say, I’m relieved that you’re okay,” he expressed, “You had us all concerned. I could hear the whole set descending into chaos from my trailer.”
She then gave her head a little shake, like they were all fussing over nothing. “Thank you.” With her hands folded over her lap, she looked away and quietly said, “I wasn’t in that much danger. I just don’t understand why Anthony was so concerned.”
But she wanted to understand, which was the strangest part.
Her response caught Thomas off guard, and his eyebrows furrowed. Noticing her confusion and subdued look, he couldn’t help but feel a sense of perplexity himself. “You don’t know?” he asked.
Kate’s head snapped in his direction, her undivided attention instantly captured. “Know what?” she replied.
As he scratched his forehead, the actor couldn’t help but grimace at the sight of her unusually eager expression. Kate exuded a sense of unwavering confidence, seemingly unfazed by trivial matters such as Cressida Cowper’s ego, wardrobe malfunctions, or perhaps even the lives of her fellow cast and crew members. So he had never seen her so interested in anything, which was intriguing to say the least.
What a shame that the answer was so difficult and unpleasant to provide.
“Um,” he cleared his throat, his lips pursed as he gathered himself before speaking. “Anthony’s father tragically passed away in an accident on set. A car-chasing scene.” And as he watched her eyes grow wider, he tilted his head and asked, “How come you did not know? It was all over the news back then.”
Kate hadn’t felt that stupid in such a long time. Naturally, she was aware of Edmund Bridgerton’s accident; however, it had occurred so long ago that she hadn’t made the connection. She was most likely in high school at the time.
How could she be so blind? She was so certain Anthony was questioning her again that she hadn’t considered the possibility that it had nothing to do with her, and that her actions had most likely sparked one of his darkest memories.
Standing up abruptly, she startled both Thomas and Doctor Monro, causing them to lean back in surprise. Mimicking Anthony’s actions, she wordlessly stormed out of the room, her steps leading her in his direction. In an instant, she reached his trailer, making an effort to knock softly on the door rather than pounding on it as she typically would.
To her surprise, Anthony answered rather quickly. However, the moment he turned the doorknob and caught a glimpse of the person standing on the other side, his curious expression quickly transformed into the same unreadable look he had been wearing before. He decided to skip the greeting and promptly turned on his heels, heading back to his trailer without seeming to care if she tagged along or not.
It was the type of antipathy that would normally irritate Kate to no end, but given what had happened, she felt she deserved it for that day and that day only.
So she entered his trailer and shut the door, fixing her gaze on Anthony. He had stopped near the dining table, tapping his fingers on it while staring out of the window.
“I’m sorry,” she said.
Finally, Anthony shifted his gaze towards her, arching his eyebrows slightly. Kate pressed her lips together, aware that this kind of exchange between them was uncommon. Stepping towards him, her eyes were fixed on the cabinet to her left rather than meeting his gaze.
“I didn’t know about…your father.”
A flicker of pain crossed his face momentarily, but he quickly redirected his attention to his fingers on the table, leaving Kate to observe him. But he didn’t seem to have anything to say to that other than a heavy silence, which compelled her to take a step closer to him.
“I know we have different opinions on many matters, but please understand that I would never disrespect your past,” she said, her voice becoming softer as he continued to avoid her gaze. “It was never my intention to do that.”
Anthony gave a nod, and as he glanced back at her, his eyes were slightly moist. “Apology accepted,” he muttered.
As fate would have it, Kate ended up uncomfortably close to Anthony for the second time that day, causing a strange, fluttering feeling in her stomach. Even from a distance, she could discern the slight redness in his eyes, revealing the emotions he had been holding back. She also couldn’t help but notice how his gaze wandered across her face, causing her breath to catch unexpectedly.
“Anthony, we can—” his assistant director barged into the trailer, the sudden sight of the duo standing unusually close to each other making him pause.
They quickly distanced themselves, Anthony nervously scratching the back of his head, while Kate became fascinated by the wall to her left.
“Nevermind,” the AD course-corrected, clearing his throat, “I’ll talk to you later.”
"No," Kate said, waving her hands wildly. “No need for that, we’re done here.”
“No, it’s alright,” the other man said, hastily retreating from the scene as he sensed the tension between the director and the main actress of the movie.
Feeling sufficiently awkward, Kate twisted her lips slightly, trying to hide her discomfort. “I should go now,” she announced. “I really need to take a bath after...” Her voice trailed off, no further explanation necessary. The mention of it would either bring back memories of the accident or remind them of their awkward moment.
As she gave him an awkward nod, Anthony’s eyes never left her, and he watched as she made her way towards the door.
“Kate.”
With a sense of trepidation, she paused and slowly turned towards him, dreading what he might say. Contemplating his options, the man tightened his jaw and mustered the confidence to venture closer to her.
“You’re aware of my past, but I lack knowledge about yours.” Observing her confused reaction, he elaborated, “So I don’t understand why you can’t have it when someone even slightly suggests that you lack the ability to do something. And I know it’s not my business. But I want you to know that I am fully aware of your capabilities. Despite our first meeting, I knew it from the beginning when we cast you, and you have consistently proven it throughout the months of filming. And we’ll be in this together for a long than that, because, mark my words, this movie will be a success. When you come back to this set, you’ll be one of the most famous actresses in the world, based on your talent alone.”
Kate blinked, feeling completely disoriented by the unexpected turn Anthony’s speech had taken, and blushing from the sudden racing of her heart at his final words.
"I am telling you this so that when we return to shooting, you need to know that when I ask you to do something, it is not because I doubt your abilities. It never had anything to do with me doubting your abilities,” he said unwaveringly, seeing it as a great sign Kate wasn’t screaming at him.
“I understand that you may not like agreeing with me, and you don’t have to, but next time can you please promise to at least listen?”
Her lips twisted into a frown, and for a moment, Anthony feared his stroke of luck had ended. But then she looked at him with a newfound intensity, and spoke the words he never expected.
“I promise.”
Most of the things about his life, Colin discovered through the news.
When he was ten, London experienced one of the most scorching summers he could recall, making his vacations an absolute delight. He still remembers to this day the countless hours he spent with Daphne, Eloise, and Penelope running around the house playing hide-and-seek or competing in various sports in the garden. Afternoons were often spent by the pool, resulting in them returning inside with wet feet and dragging water all over Violet’s pristine floor. At that time, his mother was not only nine months pregnant but also on the verge of losing her patience with four mischievous children, if only she had the time in between tirelessly cleaning their home and tending to a screaming and crying one-year-old Gregory.
To this day, he could recall the exact moment when he was chasing after Daphne inside the house, yelling obnoxiously, until his attention was drawn to something on the TV: a picture of his father.
It shouldn’t be anything new, honestly. His father was well-known, and his image appeared on television from time to time. What was remarkable at the time was that it aired on the afternoon news, with the title reading “EDMUND BRIDGERTON, DIRECTOR AND ACADEMY AWARD WINNER, DEAD AT THIRTY EIGHT.”
Which was absurd. Colin had just seen his father a few hours ago when he and Anthony were heading to work, so it must have been a misunderstanding. Not to mention that Violet had gone to see him that day, and nothing bad could happen when his mother was present.
“Col?” Daphne’s high-pitched voice interrupted his thoughts when she suddenly appeared next to him. She had been waiting for him for a few minutes and found it strange when he went quiet.
However, upon seeing where his brother’s gaze was fixed, she paused.
“Col, what is that?” Her voice dropped as she asked, noticing her father’s picture in the corner of the screen, while a live camera captured the chaotic filming set. The headline was clear, but it did not make any sense.
“There’s gotta be a mix-up,” Colin said, but he couldn’t take his eyes off the screen.
“... According to reports, the director was behind the wheel of a black Murciélago Lamborghini when stuntman Andrew Honyman lost control of his vehicle, resulting in a collision with Edmund Bridgerton’s car in an incident that tragically took his life. Honyman’s condition remains unclear following his transport to the hospital.”
“Why did you two stop playing?” Eloise asked with a little pout as she came into the living room, dragging Penelope along with her. She looked at her siblings with curiosity, but they looked back at her in a way that made no sense.
Just moments later, their nanny would burst into the room, clutching a wireless phone and wearing a frightened expression. She told the ten-year-old, the oldest sibling in the room, that his brother wanted to talk to him.
“Colin, are you okay?” Benedict’s voice came through the phone instantly.
The boy scrunched up his face, bewildered by the unfamiliar seriousness in his sixteen-year-old brother’s tone.
“Ben, what is going on?” Colin asked.
“I’m off to the hospital to see mum. Do you and the girls mind staying with Mrs Wilson for a bit longer?”
As his brother asked the question, Colin glanced at his nanny, her worried expression only deepening his confusion. “Mum? Is she alright?” he asked, noticing the puzzled looks from the three girls while Mrs Wilson just closed her eyes and let out a sigh.
There seemed to be a pause on the other side of the line, before Benedict said, “She is alright, Hyacinth is just arriving earlier than expected, that’s all.”
“Hyacinth?” he said, looking a bit taken aback, and his sisters appeared to inch closer to him. He couldn’t quite wrap his head around how the chat had suddenly shifted to his little sister when there was some dodgy journalist on the telly claiming their dad was dead. “Ben, what about dad? Where is he?”
Then there was a second pause on the other end of the line, one Colin would never forget.
“We’ll talk about that later,” Benedict said in a whisper so soft, Colin could hardly catch it. “I’ll be back home soon,” he promised just before hanging up the phone.
Colin looked at it, feeling even more bewildered than when he had initially picked up the phone, and a chilling, undeniable wave of fear enveloped him. He didn’t get what was happening, like always, but he knew it wasn’t good. To make matters worse, his two younger sisters were present in the room, anxiously awaiting answers that he was unable to provide.
Suddenly, a gentle warmth ignited in his heart. And when he glanced down, someone had taken hold of his hand.
He glanced up at Penelope, whose big blue eyes were fixed on his, with a knowing look that seemed far too wise for a seven-year-old. “It’ll be alright, Col,” she said in her tiny voice.
And then, suddenly, things were a little less scary.
EXCLUSIVE: HARRY DEAN CAUGHT KISSING TRACY ROMANO
More than once, in fact, as what happens in Las Vegas certainly doesn’t stay there.
Harry Dean was recently seen sharing a kiss with Victoria’s Secret model Tracy Romano during Taylor Swift’s concert in London on Tuesday, just weeks after whispers of their encounter in Vegas began to circulate. The 27-year-old American model has recently landed a role in the singer’s latest music video, “Melon Syrup,” a development that may have sparked the romance.
His initial reaction upon discovering his girlfriend of two years had cheated on him wasn’t anger towards her. It was not even that he hated the fact that the British press had learnt it before him. It was that he missed the times when they actually read magazines.
Because back then, he would read this article, roll his eyes, and theatrically toss it into the trash. But there he was, forced to stare at HQ pictures of his girlfriend kissing another man, and all he could do was lock the screen of his phone and throw it over the couch. It just didn’t have the same dramatic effect anymore.
In hindsight, he believed he had made the right decision in the past by choosing to keep his relationships private. At least he wouldn’t have to endure the usual pity party that came with being cheated on. Instead, he could pretend they broke up because they had drifted apart.
Yes, at least he had that, he reflected bitterly. All while, in solitude, he could contemplate the irony of his girlfriend choosing to cheat on him just one week after he returned to London.
Then his phone pinged, and he contemplated ignoring it, suspecting that it might be Tracy attempting to offer a million excuses and plead for forgiveness. But he had absolutely no desire to participate in that conversation. However, his morbid curiosity got the best of him, and he picked up the device, only to find a notification about the Sword and the Heart wrap-up party at 8pm.
Penelope used to love parties when she was younger.
There was something magical about them, a sense of possibility. As if, for once, the movies were right and something unexpected could come true in only one night. However, as she grew older, she realised she was slowly being forced out of the fairytale. If finding more excitement and novelty at work than at a party was indeed easier, then there was clearly a flaw in the entire concept.
Which was why she found it strange that she was excited for the Sword and the Heart wrap-up party. Whether it was the satisfaction of completing a job or the comfort of being home, the sight of a small, contrasting colour on her online calendar, showing an event that wasn’t work or a medical appointment, brought a smile to her face.
Perhaps if she were honest, she missed Colin. Which was odd given that it had only been a little over a week since she last saw him, and she had previously gone years without seeing him. However, during the past 8 months, she had become familiar with his company, as one does with the good things in life, and when they are gone, they leave behind a feeling of emptiness.
Nonetheless, she would see him that night, which made her embarrassingly happy.
She gazed at her new black dress, which lay gracefully on her bed. It wasn’t overly extravagant, but its fabric had a subtle shimmer that made her feel radiant. After quickly deciding she was wearing it, she immediately made plans to apply eyeliner and put her black bow in a ponytail, to give her outfit a cute twist. She was going to enjoy that one party, she decided.
Right on cue, her phone started ringing, and to her surprise, the last name she never thought she’d see appeared on the screen. With furrowed eyebrows, she picked it up.
“Hyacinth?”
“What do you think you are doing?”
“Sipping on a spicy pineapple mimosa, what about you?” Hyacinth cheekily replied, slurping loudly on a green striped straw, clearly aiming to wind her brother up even more.
“I’m getting annoyed that my sister is underage and drinking at my party without even being invited,” Anthony hissed at his sister, yanking her arm and manoeuvring her through the boisterous crowd. “What are you doing here?”
Despite Anthony’s rude behaviour, Hyacinth carried on with her drinking, displaying her usual indifference towards her brother’s temperament. “I’m not underage, I’m twenty-two,” she commented, fully aware Anthony knew that. Continuing her story, she added, “And I was invited, family of the cast and all.”
Her eldest brother came to a sudden halt, his eyes widening in disbelief as he stared at her, his hand frozen mid-air. “Colin… invited you?”
With a shrug, he swirled her drink, the clattering sound of the ice cubes echoing through the air as she casually remarked, “I’m his favourite sister.”
“Eloise probably wouldn’t appreciate hearing that,” Benedict suddenly appeared, causing Anthony to give him a startled look, which Benedict simply responded to with a mischievous grin.
“Please, Eloise doesn’t even like Colin,” Gregory chimed in, joining Benedict's side and causing Anthony to look at him in disbelief. “And she’s not even in the country. I think.”
The oldest Bridgerton brother hid his face in his hands, unable to believe what he was witnessing. Despite their differences, he believed that both he and Colin agreed that their family was overly nosy and loud. It was astonishing to him that he had invited all of them to a party that neither of them even wanted to go to.
“Are you all really here?” He asked, his voice muffled as he spoke from under his fingers.
“I believe so,” unexpectedly came the voice he least expected to hear, causing Anthony to snap his head up and lock eyes with him.
Before any of the two even said a word, the sound of giggles filled the air as Hyacynth, Gregory, and Benedict exchanged amused glances. Meanwhile, Daphne appeared, her face bearing an unmistakable expression of guilt.
“It’s been ages, Bridgerton,” Simon remarked, his gaze sweeping over him as if he were analysing the intricacies of defusing a highly sophisticated bomb.
“You’ve got some nerve turning up here,” Anthony shot back straight away, jabbing a finger at Simon. But before things could escalate further, Hyacinth began bouncing about like a madwoman, flailing her arms at someone across the room.
“Pen!“ She exclaimed with enthusiasm, instantly grabbing their attention and prompting them to glance at the redhead in question.
Even from a distance in the loud and crowded room, Penelope's face turned red as she became overwhelmed by the sudden spotlight. Shyly, she nodded at the youngest Bridgerton. However, when the girl motioned for Penelope to join them with a hand gesture, she obediently complied. Hyacinth was fully aware that she held the typical position of the youngest child who received special treatment from her siblings and their close friends, and she skilfully exploited this to her advantage on a regular basis.
Penelope intended to approach them, timidly greet them, and then go back to where she was before. However, the moment she moved closer, Hyacinth surprised her with an enthusiastic and tight embrace. And then, so did Gregory. And Benedict.
In a dazed state, she glanced at Daphne, unsure if the petite woman would also attack her, but instead, she was greeted by a warm smile, mirrored by her boyfriend.
“It feels like ages since I last saw you, Pen,” Hyacinth complained right away as Penelope was still exchanging pleasantries with Daphne and Simon. “You never come to the house anymore.”
“Of course not. She came for Eloise, not for you,” Gregory replied acidly, earning a glare from Hyacinth. He responded by stealing the drink from her hand and taking a sip.
“That’s not true,” Penelope said with a forced grin, doing her best to keep the peace like she always did.
“Right,” Benedict snapped his fingers and pointed at her, and for a moment, she smiled in gratitude before he carried on, “She also popped by to see Colin.”
Penelope was on the verge of letting her jaw drop in disbelief, but she managed to regain composure. She turned to Hyacinth, desperately attempting to hide the blush creeping up her cheeks. “No, I have just been really busy. But, I really missed all of you.”
“Nicely saved,” Benedict commented with a wink, much to her exasperation. She had completely forgotten what it was like to be under attack by so many Bridgertons at once.
At that point, Anthony, visibly stressed, was rubbing his temples and inhaling deeply before he interrupted them all. “I need to go greet the other guests, will you lot behave for once in your lives?”
Benedict smugly grinned at him, gesturing a cross sign over his chest that had no effect on calming the director’s nerves, while the others nodded eagerly, with equally ineffective results. Despite being aware that having all his siblings together at a work event could lead to chaos, Anthony prioritised his director duties and left them to their own devices.
“How’d it go then?” Hyacinth turned to Penelope, her eyes all aglow with excitement as she clutched the actress’s arm. “How many people did Anthony let go?”
Penelope chuckled, not really surprised that would be her first question. “Just five people,” she answered, her eyes gleaming with amusement. “It wasn’t that exciting,” she added with a touch of sarcasm.
“The old age is really catching up with him,” Benedict commented, shaking his head dramatically.
“Pardon?” Simon chimed in, feigning offence by placing a hand on his chest.
The second oldest Bridgerton brother then flashed a cheeky grin. Initially, he had forgotten that Simon was older than Anthony by a year, but now he could leverage that knowledge to his advantage. With a sarcastic tilt of his head, he quipped, “Time is running out, Basset. Perhaps it’s about time to consider tying the knot.”
It was a sly remark, deliberately crafted to taunt both his sister and the duke, solely for the purpose of incessantly laughing at their expense, especially considering their relationship of less than a year. However, rather than Daphne loudly protesting and giving angry glares, his sister directed her gaze towards Simon, who reciprocated with a meaningful look.
Benedict’s back straightened right away, as if his body was quick to respond to what his mind had just comprehended. Beside him, Gregory and Hyacinth’s eyes widened simultaneously as they both came to the same realisation.
“What are you doing here?”
All at once, the entire group turned towards Colin, as if he had startled them. The actor’s eyebrows furrowed in confusion when he saw almost his entire family at the wrap-up party, their expressions strangely shocked.
“Er…” Hyacinth trailed off, the only Bridgerton managing to say anything sensible while the others were still trying to wrap their heads around what was going on.
“Didn’t you invite them?” Penelope gestured towards the puzzled group, finding Colin’s bewilderment strange.
In an almost impossible manner, Colin’s brown furrowed even deeper. “Of course not.” He would have to be completely insane to want his entire family present at a work-related event.
Barely paying attention to the man, Hyacinth waved him off dismissively. “Pen mentioned on the phone earlier that she invited her cousin, so I figured family members could be invited,” she said, a bit absent-mindedly, as if it wasn’t the most devious thing she could have said, before turning back to Daphne and Simon.
As she directed her finger towards them, she was on the brink of asking if they were getting married. Yet, Daphne’s widened eyes silently pleaded with her not to say anything. Not only were all of her older brothers present, but there were also enough industry insiders at the party to leak the news and make it front-page news in all newspapers the next day.
Surprisingly, Hyacinth obeyed by lowering her finger, while Benedict narrowed his eyes at the couple without saying anything at that moment. Gregory just continued drinking from Hyacinth’s glass and followed their lead.
Yet, as they turned to Colin and pretended that nothing was going on, he was already engrossed in a hushed discussion with Penelope. While she was whispering an “I’m sorry” to Colin, they could see him shaking his head, silently reassuring her that it was alright. He then looked at his sister, who had shifted her focus back to them.
“Hya, stop pestering Pen, will you?” He asked, his annoyance clear in his tone.
His little sister was deeply offended by that remark, placing a hand on her chest while Benedict and Gregory chuckled beside her. “She’s my friend,” she insisted, defending both herself and the phone call.
“I am,” Penelope quickly replied, her voice filled with assurance, wanting to avoid Colin’s overprotective tendencies from offending Hyacinth and causing any misunderstandings. Then, she shot Colin a significant glance and added, “I told you it’s alright, Colin.”
As if he didn’t believe her, he glanced back at her, their eyes exchanging a silent conversation while the others observed with amusement.
“So, where’s she at then?” Hyacinth chimed in, grabbing their attention. “I mean your cousin. I want to meet her,” she said, then looked Colin right in the eye and added, “Because I am your friend.”
As Colin shot his sister a grimace, Penelope stood on her tiptoes, desperate to spot her cousin amidst the cacophony of people drinking and laughing.
“She was over there awhile ago,” she pointed across the room to the spot where she had stood moments before, “I’ll introduce her to you guys once I find her.”
“Well, at least you invited someone from your family.” Hyacinth shrugged, her hand snatching the drink back from Gregory’s grip as she cast a judgmental glance at Colin.
As Gregory and Benedict snickered at Colin’s ever growing frown, Daphne delicately raised her hands in the air, as she said, “Just to be clear, if I knew I wasn’t truly invited, I wouldn’t be here.”
The actor shook his head and let out a sigh, clearly resigned to his family’s nosiness at that point. “It’s all good, Daph, if I were to invite anyone from the family, it’d be you,” he said, fully aware that if he had to pick the most normal one among his siblings, it would surely be her.
The girl’s triumphant smile lit up her face, while the other three cast him offended looks.
“Did you at least invite your girlfriend?” Daphne then asked, her words laced with affectionate teasing, completely oblivious to the way Benedict flinched and Hyacinth’s wide-eyed reaction.
“Um…” Gregory turned his eyes to his grey shirt as he adjusted it, “Been off to the desert again, have you, Daph?”
Their eldest sister furrowed her eyebrows, completely bewildered by her siblings’ inexplicable behaviour. She then turned to Simon, who seemed as infuriatingly charming and all-knowing as ever. He gently touched her shoulder and suggested, “I reckon we should grab some more drinks.”
“I’ll go with you,” Benedict said in a high-pitched voice, nearly running to catch up with the pair as his younger siblings trailed behind him.
Perplexed, Penelope observed them briefly before shifting her attention to Colin, who appeared engrossed in his own footwear.
“Do they not like her?” she asked, completely missing the point of what was amiss.
Then, Colin released a slight, playful sigh and shifted his weight on his heels as he gazed up at her. “I guess I’m the one who doesn’t,” he said, and seeing Penelope’s puzzled look, he added, “We… ended things.”
Which wasn’t entirely accurate as it suggested he had discussed it with Tracy, which he hadn’t and had no intention of doing so since the result would remain unchanged. The fact that she hadn’t even bothered to call or message him, or come up with a fake excuse for kissing another man, made it clear that she already knew.
“Oh,” Penelope said, her eyes indescribable.
Although she wanted to be an impartial friend who only wanted Colin’s happiness in his relationships, a part of her couldn’t help but feel a surge of happiness whenever she found out he was no longer in a relationship. It was truly ridiculous because being single had never made him see her in a different light, and that was definitely not going to change. In fact, at that very moment, she had the unanimous backing of about a thousand individuals who also found her wishes completely ridiculous.
“I’m sorry,” she added, making a sincere effort to mean it.
His lips pressed tightly together, his hands nonchalantly tucked into his pockets, his eyes swept across the room. “Don’t be. I discovered she was cheating through the media, no less.”
“Oh,” Penelope repeated, her eyes widening as an irrational wave of rage towards Tracy surged within her. At that point, she didn’t have to fake a single thing as overwhelming guilt washed over her for ever feeling even slightly happy about the breakup. “I didn’t… I haven’t…”
Colin peered at her, his blue eyes reflecting the low yellow lights in a hypnotic manner that infuriated her. “The article is recent; it was published this afternoon,” he responded, already knowing she intended to say she hadn’t seen it.
Penelope nodded, at a loss for words on how to respond. They stood together in an uncomfortable silence, surrounded by the noise of laughter and questionable songs. “I guess it’s fortunate that the party is happening today,” she said, forcing a smile. “There will be plenty of chances to take your mind off her.”
He smiled back, somehow genuinely. Penelope had always disliked awkward and sombre situations and made it a point to bring cheerfulness into any given moment. Over time, he had forgotten what that felt like, but in the past year, being around her almost every day, he rediscovered her hope and optimism and grew accustomed to it once again.
Like many others, Eloise had always been too cynical to appreciate such a perspective, but Colin had always been fond of those who saw the world with hope. After all, he had been an optimist for most of his life. He, too, had been mocked by Eloise and others for trying to see the good in everything, for being naïve.
And he supposed he truly was; he had been naive for so long until life had finally jaded him, to the point where his own girlfriend cheating on him did not surprise him; in fact, it hardly affected him at all. It seemed like his life had lately been a succession of disappointments, with her being the latest. And he hated to admit it, but he was tired of it.
He despised even thinking that he wanted to go back. That if he could, he would return to the old Colin, who did not care if it hurt or humiliated him. A portion of him had always been unsettled by the cynicism; a portion of him had perpetually felt locked within the depths of his numerous facades, yearning for liberation once again.
And Penelope somehow always seemed to know how to find it.
So he took in her enormous blue eyes and how they reflected the lights, the loose red strands from her ponytail that gently fell to the side of her face, and basked in his incredible luck to have that woman in his life.
“I’m just glad to be here with you, Pen,” he said.
“You’re Hyacinth, right?”
The girl in question coughed, nearly choking on her new drink as a woman in a lovely pink flowery dress strolled over to her. She was quite lovely, with delicate features and beautiful curly hair pulled up in a bit of a messy bun. Her rosy cheeks complemented her soft skin and sparkling eyes perfectly.
“Um… yes,” Hyacinth said, a bit baffled at being noticed in a gathering filled with a dozen or so more renowned faces than her own.
“I really love your videos,” the girl said with a bright smile, her words tinged with a thick Indian accent. “I’ve got to say, they do make me waste a bit too much time on YouTube during my lunch break.”
“I can’t believe it,” Gregory muttered, his disbelief evident in his tone, while Benedict nodded in agreement beside him. Meanwhile, Hyacinth seemed ecstatic, basking in the joy of apparently finding a fan. Meanwhile, Simon and Daphne were engrossed in their conversation, completely oblivious to the presence of the newcomer.
“Thank you,” Hyacinth replied with a brilliant smile, her heart brimming with satisfaction at the thought of making Lily jealous by revealing that someone did indeed watch her music analysis channel. Someone, on the verge of fame, or so it seemed.
“Who is your character in the movie?” Hyacinth asked.
The girl laughed a bit, waving her hand dismissively as she replied, “Oh no, I’m here with my sister.” She tilted her head back and waved for someone to come over and join them in the conversation. “Didi, come over here, I want you to meet someone.”
Approaching them, the sister in question wore an expression that was a mix of exasperation and fondness. “Edwina, how come I invite you to a party and you seem to know more people than I do?”
Recognition dawned on the Bridgertons as they realised they had seen the woman’s face plastered on many news articles, announcing her as the star of Anthony’s latest film.
“Kate, this is the owner of that YouTube channel I mentioned to you,” the girl now known as Edwina said.
“Oh,” Kate grinned, turning her attention to Hyacinth, “For a moment there, you had my sister contemplating a career change. She was impressed by your exceptional musical ear.” The youngest Bridgerton smiled, and Kate wiped her hand on her long black pants before reaching out to shake the girl’s hand. “Kate Sharma.”
“Right, where are my manners,” Edwina muttered, her voice barely audible.
“I know who you are,” Hyacinth said with a grin, giving Kate’s hand a shake while the woman regarded her with curiosity. “Hyacinth Bridgerton.”
The actress’ smile faltered almost immediately, and her hand went limp before she made an awkward attempt to force a fake smile and retrieve her hand back.
“Hyacinth?” Kate asked.
“Our parents lost inspiration after so many,” Benedict interjected, a smirk playing on his lips as he lightened the mood. He then extended his hand, introducing himself to Kate and shaking hers.
“And I’m Gregory. Also Bridgerton,” the boy added, casually nodding his head to introduce himself in a more informal manner.
Kate remained strangely unsettled after meeting Hyacinth, giving him a brief smile rather than a response, prompting Edwina to pose the obvious question.
“So you are all Bridgert— Oh,” she pointed slowly at Daphne and Simon. Though it wasn’t her usual refined demeanour, it was unavoidable as she finally connected the dots and recognised their faces from the tabloid pictures. The pair smiled and graciously nodded at her.
“Hyacinth, what did I say about the drinking?”
They all looked at Anthony, who burst into the conversation like an ill-tempered, oblivious storm.
"I am still twenty-two," she said moodily, rolling her eyes at her brother.
Anthony placed his hands on his hips, annoyance clear in his gaze as he stared at his kid sister. However, his attention quickly shifted when he noticed two unfamiliar faces among his usual family group.
His eyes widened as he stared at Kate, who had the look of a deer caught in headlights. Anthony couldn’t help but wonder if he looked the same, even though it didn’t seem logical. But the last time they had spoken was less than a week ago, during their strange heart-to-heart on his trailer. And honestly, he still had no idea how he felt about that situation or how it even came to be in the first place. Now, with his entire family surrounding them, he couldn’t even begin to think about it.
“So, I just met your family,” Kate said, motioning towards them briefly before folding her hands in front of herself and pressing her lips together. “And Colin’s,” she added as an afterthought.
Anthony blinked and uttered the most intelligent word he could think of, “Right.”
Benedict, used to his older brother’s never-ending rants and superior attitude, narrowed his eyes at the two of them. He hardly noticed Gregory and Simon, who were both tilting their heads beside him, observing the same strange thing.
“And this is my sister,” Kate suddenly said, as if trying to break a tension that none of them fully understood except for the two of them. She turned to the woman beside her, whom Anthony had only just noticed was also part of the conversation. Kate glanced between her and Anthony and said, “Edwina, this is Anthony Bridgerton. Anthony, this is my sister Edwina.”
“Pleasure to meet you,” Edwina said with a beaming smile. “Kate has only said wonderful things about you.”
Anthony almost burst into laughter right then and there, his eyes twinkling mischievously as he glanced at Kate and said, “Did she now?” Happily returning them to their comfortable hostile environment.
The sentiment appeared to be mutual when Kate squinted at him and responded spontaneously, “Well, I suppose my only blunder in raising her was showing her how to lie.”
“Didi!” Edwina said, as everyone else stared at the actress in shock.
Anthony, however, chuckled.
And once he recovered, a mischievous smirk spread across his face. “Maybe you could have done with a few of those lessons, Sharma.”
“Anthony!” Daphne exclaimed, her siblings’ shocked faces quickly morphing into broad grins.
“Oh, I like her,” Benedict whispered
Gregory then lifted his hand like he was in a classroom rather than a packed party, “Raised you, she said?”
Hyacinth nudged him on the ribs, silently scolding him for such a blunt question, but it was too late. Edwina’s expression changed instantly, her lips parting in a surprised “oh.”
“Forgive him,” Anthony interrupted, shooting a stern glare at Gregory, before turning his attention to the youngest Sharma, “You don’t have to answer that.”
“It’s alright,” she said. “Our dad passed away when I was just about five.” A strained smile was plastered on her lips, but as she looked at her sister, it grew bigger and more sincere. “It was hard, but Kate was my rock.” She glanced at Anthony, but his gaze had completely drifted elsewhere.
His gaze was fixed on Kate, who looked back instinctively, a silent something passing between them. It became clear why her attitude shifted so drastically when she found out about Edmund, and why she was so understanding. And, just as Anthony had said, he really didn’t know much about her at all.
Kate cleared her throat, unable to bear the director’s quiet stare any longer. “Well, it was really lovely to meet you all, but Thomas said he wanted a word with me,” she said, swiftly surveying the area before making a quick exit from the conversation.
Anthony frowned, observing her departure and battling the strange urge to follow her and ask for an explanation, regardless of how irrational it seemed or how little right he had to know anything. However, for the first time ever, he chose the ordinary, non-temperamental option instead and stayed put. And amidst the ongoing conversation within their group, his eyes were drawn to her from a distance.
“I do not want to talk about it.”
Anthony chuckled silently, he couldn’t help but feel like they were still in the midst of an argument, even though hours had passed since they last spoke.
Exhausted from the night, he collapsed onto the bar stool beside her, his collar loosened as he signalled the bartender for a drink by raising his two fingers. To his right, Kate remained motionless, her gaze fixed on the opposite wall while her fingers clenched the cup tightly. Her loose, curly hair cascaded way past her shoulders, adding to her radiant appearance that day. Anthony couldn’t help but notice how her skin seemed to glow from within under that light.
“It’s alright, I understand,” he said, which was arguably the most startling thing to have ever come out of his lips given how Kate looked to him in shock. “I hate talking about it too.”
The it in question did not require clarification. The truth was, he would only bring up his father’s death when obligated to; it was possible that he would only contemplate it in the same situation, provided his mind would allow it. So the last thing he wanted was to pressure Kate into discussing it. But, interestingly, he did feel the urge to comprehend her, but given the state of their relationship, he understood that it was an unrealistic and possibly temporary longing.
“He was really unwell,” she suddenly said, and Anthony raised an eyebrow at her eagerness to share that with him. “I had a feeling he didn’t have long left, but honestly, can anyone ever be ready for that sort of thing?” she said, and to her surprise, Anthony nodded along, which was quite the rarity for them. “I’d already been through it once with my mother and then…”
Anthony felt a sudden tightness in his throat, making it difficult for him to breathe. Kate looked at him, her lips pressed together, as if she anticipated his shocked reaction to the information he had just shared. “But we do what we have to do, don’t we? We become the people we need to be for our siblings,” she said, her voice filled with understanding.
Clearing his throat, Anthony nodded. The bartender returned with his drink and wasted no time taking a large sip, feeling the burning sensation of the alcohol in his throat, trying to distract himself from the discomfort of being so seen.
“She looks so grown up. Hyacinth, I mean,” Kate said, and he understood exactly what she meant.
Given their conversation in the trailer, it wouldn’t be far-fetched to assume that the actress took the initiative to learn more about the past and discovered the poignant detail in his father’s story. A strange warmth filled his heart, a mixture of surprise and affection for her efforts to learn more despite their complicated history. And that was disturbing, because Anthony had sworn off affection.
Raising his glass slightly, he focused intently on the swirling liquid inside, fixating on the intricate patterns it created. “Yeah,” he said, a simple response that had his voice choked up in his throat, betraying his emotions completely. “She’s twenty-two.”
It was unfair really, how death affected a person. One could spend years reminiscing about someone, filled with laughter and joy, occasionally feeling guilty detachment. Then, in a single moment, twenty-two years later, it could all come crashing down in tears and awkward emotions, right in front of the last person who should witness it.
“She was raised well, Anthony,” Kate said, her voice taking on a warm tone that nearly brought him to tears.
He looked at her with watery eyes, and managed to say the only thing he could at that moment.
“Thank you.”
As the night drew to a close, Penelope experienced a sense of satisfaction after attending the party.
She was unaware of how deeply she missed them of the Bridgertons until she laid eyes on Hyacinth, Daphne, Benedict, and Gregory. It had been such a long time since she had seen them that the two youngest appeared taller, almost compelling her to remark on their growth and making her feel incredibly old. Nonetheless, the mere sight of them all again brought her an overwhelming sense of happiness, akin to the feeling of coming back home after an arduous journey.
It could also be related to the fact that Colin appeared reluctant to part from her side throughout the evening. He had always been a very attentive friend, but that night it was perhaps the first time he didn’t have to leave to greet another group of friends, or inevitably to dance with another girl, to flirt with another conquest. But that night, it was only the two of them. Penelope was unsure of what had caused his change, but for the first time, she wondered if he saw in her what she had always seen in him.
Nevertheless, the Bridgertons eventually decided to leave the party, and she was more than ready to head back home and relax in her cosy pyjamas. This was especially true since she had been shooting for 8 months straight, and no amount of rest ever felt satisfactory.
However, there was a small issue. Her cousin was absolutely nowhere to be seen.
She circled the room approximately ten times, repeatedly asking the same groups of people if they had seen her, to the extent that even Thomas, of all people, was on the verge of losing his patience, suggesting that she might have been in the restroom, although Penelope had already checked there three times.
The most frustrating aspect was that Penelope was unsure whether she should be concerned or not, unsure if Marina’s behaviour was typical or not. For years, they had been little more than strangers, but now the girl was finally in London for more than three days. It seemed only right that Penelope would take her to the one event that didn’t appear entirely… dull, at least from Marina’s perspective. However, now she had lost her cousin, and she was uncertain whether she should be concerned about her small-town relative being kidnapped in the big city, or if she should assume that a thirty-year-old had merely gone home with someone else, and there was no reason for her to worry at all.
Tapping over her contact number for the tenth time, Penelope held her phone to her ear, cursing at each unanswered ring. She moved through the room, her gaze scanning it while she continued to wish for Marina to answer. As the call went to voicemail once more, Penelope huffed, angrily lowering her phone to glare at the screen in offence. Choosing to heed Thomas’ suggestion and act the fool one final time, she made her way to the restroom, simultaneously opening iMessage to leave a voice note pleading with Marina to simply answer the phone.
With impatience etched on her face, she flung the restroom door open, ready to call out Marina’s name once more, but her eyes fell upon a duo occupying the bathroom, causing her to pause in her tracks by the door.
It is truly fascinating how one can get so many answers in life at once. Things like Colin did not leave the party with the rest of his family, and Marina was not a poor small-town girl lost in the big city.
Because there they stood, arms still wrapped around each other from the make-out session that Penelope had just interrupted, gazing at her with wide eyes as the door behind her slammed shut.
Notes:
*finish pulling the rug under everyone's feet*
I'M SORRY SDUJFUGSDKFSDHFSDGFDSJFHSDGFJKHSDOKAY, remember when I said this chapter was necessary? It is. OKAY? Don't worry because the sad chapters have to happen so the good chapters can be even better. Take my hand, hold it. It will be ALRIGHT. I PROMISE.
Now that y'all hate me a lot, I also made a PLAYLIST for this fic, which is not exactly like my other playlists that have a song for each chapter, it's more of an overall "Mood" playlist but some songs do refer more to a certain chapter or not (and I will keep adding more songs if I find perfect ones for this fic). Yes I know the last song is ridiculous, yes it's staying there it has to hahaha.
Anyways, don't forget your kudos and comments! Don't swear too much at me on the comments, please *puppy eyes*
God bless you and have a good afternoon!
Chapter 7: The months...
Summary:
The long months leading up to the Sword and the Heart premiere should be relatively calm.
At least that was how it seemed.
Notes:
WOW, hello everyone?
Okay, I know I took too long again, but I have good news: I have officially finished my other fic, so I will be ONLY updating and writing for this one from now on, so my man, FINALLY I will be able to update more frequently (unless work gets in the way, which I hope it does not).
Now, this chapter was supposed to be a double update; I planned it, I planned the titles, and I was going to give you guys TWO good news, but for Merlin's sake, the first chapter was longer than I expected. One of the longest I have ever written, and that says a lot. So, honestly, it was already taking me too long to update due to work, and it took even longer because this chapter was so long, so I decided it was best to post it, even if it stood alone. But keep in mind that this chapter and the next one are sort of a combo, and I am sure you will not understand why until I post the next one, but for now, just remember that.
This chapter is also a little different from the previous ones in that it is about the months of post-production and how the cast and crew (mostly Polin lol) do not interact as frequently as they did when the movie was filming, so there will initially appear to be a lot of small moments happening, which is completely intentional. As Colin and Penelope return to interact more and more, the moments will grow until the chapters feel more similar to the previous ones.
Last but not least, this is kind of insane of me to say, but....I am excited because this is where the fun begins (and you guys will think I am crazy for saying this, but there it is).
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
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Penelope Featherington was twelve years old when she first gave up on Colin Bridgerton.
It was the beginning of summer, and as usual, she was staying with the Bridgertons.
Even at the start of their teenage years, she and Eloise would still dash around the house playing hide and seek, and spending countless hours in the pool until her skin turned an unhealthy shade of red. The difference was that they would also occasionally have sleepovers, wearing facial masks and doing each other’s nails—with the most obnoxiously glittery shade available, a trend Eloise soon abandoned.
However, the real difference was Colin. For Eloise, he had turned fifteen that year and was becoming increasingly annoying with his grown-up, stuck-up attitude. Not to mention, he never had the time to play with them.
But Penelope faced a more difficult predicament. Colin was growing taller, his voice was deepening, and although it made her heart flutter more than usual, it also created a sense of distance that was hard to articulate. To make matters worse, he had developed a newfound curiosity in girls, whom he had previously claimed to find repugnant. However, he had been frequently mentioning various girls from his class, leading Penelope to gradually realise that she was not the sole female presence in his life apart from his sisters.
And while that realisation would have sufficed, Penelope was unaware that she wouldn’t have to simply listen to him talk about girls.
One fateful June night, as Penelope applied bright blue eyeshadow on Eloise’s eyelid, they heard laughter coming from the entrance of the house. Eloise, rolling her eyes, got up and walked towards the door, with Penelope following closely behind.
As soon as the door swung open, they were met with the mortifying scene of Colin snogging a random blonde girl.
And as Colin pulled away from the girl and started cursing at Eloise, who shouted back, Penelope felt like the world had stopped for a moment. Seeing him with that beautiful girl, receiving the kind of attention she could only dream of, made her realise that everything she thought she meant to Colin was ridiculous.
She was just his little sister’s best friend, nothing more.
And she would never be anything else.
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A rising actor from the UK was spotted chasing after his co-star from an upcoming project as they left a pub in London, and it looked like they were having an argument. It’s not really surprising, given who it was, but there were rumours they were friends.
Penelope wasn’t responding to his texts.
Actually, she didn’t even answer his calls, which was especially concerning given that at their age, no one called each other unless someone was dying.
He had attempted to talk to her the previous night, but who would have expected her to run so quickly on those small legs of hers? It didn’t help that he was slightly drunk, but the real problem was that his intoxicated brain thought it was a brilliant idea to make out with a beautiful woman who was also interested in him.
Unfortunately, she also happened to be Penelope’s cousin.
And Penelope hasn’t responded to his messages since then.
Glancing at his phone for the tenth time in the last five minutes, he grimaced as the bitter taste of coffee lingered on his tongue. Colin could not help but wonder how Anthony drank that more easily than he did water as he stared at his cup filled to the brim with the black liquid. It would certainly provide an explanation for his brother’s ever-present bad mood.
But either way, bitter as it was, coffee was a surefire way to counter a hangover, so Colin wasn’t about to change his own decade-old methods.
Then, the long-awaited buzz of his phone finally came, causing the actor to practically jump towards it and swiftly turn it over to see the screen.
Marina Thompson: You free today?
Marina Thompson: You did promise to show me around
With a sigh, Colin put away his mobile and turned his focus to his disgusting coffee. Meeting one of the most beautiful women he had ever seen on the same night he learned about his girlfriend’s infidelity felt like a stroke of luck, as if the universe was finally showing him some kindness.
However, he couldn’t shake the image of Penelope’s expression from his mind.
Never before had he seen such a wide-eyed, open-mouthed look of betrayal on her face. Just the thought of it sent a chill down his spine, as if all the warmth and hope in the world had been abruptly snatched away. He realised it was a terrible thing to do as a friend—getting romantically involved with someone from such friend’s family. But he hadn’t anticipated Penelope’s extreme reaction. Or at least, that’s how it appeared... if only she would answer her phone and let him know how she felt, or at least allow him to apologise.
His phone buzzed again, and he exhaled, realising he needed to answer Marina before it seemed like he was ignoring her. But as he picked up his phone once more, he was surprised to see that the notification was from someone else. It was at the end of a very long and embarrassing conversation that he had been monitoring closely since the previous night:
Colin: Pen
Colin: im sorry
Colin: I wasn’t thinking
Colin: it won’t happen again i swear
Colin: i was drunk
Colin: please
Colin: Pen?
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Colin: answer the phone please
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Colin: i mean it
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Colin: Penelope
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Penelope: sorry i fell asleep
Colin grimaced. That was an excuse if he had ever read one. He pursued her down the street, crying out her name, and she couldn’t pick up the phone because, what? Had she fallen asleep in the cab, was that it?
With an intense gaze fixed on the screen, he eagerly awaited her next message, wondering if there would even be one. He was confident that he had effectively conveyed the topic he wanted to discuss, so it was now her turn to reply. Without averting his eyes from his phone, he took another sip of his coffee, momentarily forgetting about its unpleasant flavor.
But Penelope was taking an awfully long time to type, making him question if she was going to reply at all since the app didn’t show she was composing a message. However, she had always typed at an astonishing speed, almost to the point of being intimidating, so maybe he could hold off on stepping in for the time being.
Penelope: its fine
Penelope: i understand
If Colin had suspected something was wrong before, he was now certain. In all his life, he had never witnessed Penelope composing such emotionless text messages.
Colin: are u sure?
Penelope: im sure
He shook his head, filled with dread at her tone. He struggled to articulate why Penelope didn’t sound like herself, but she didn’t. Perhaps he was simply being paranoid; perhaps it was the guilt and the haunting expression he saw on her face, but he just couldn’t shake that feeling.
Colin: are you free today
Maybe meeting face to face would help ease his mind, giving him a chance to apologise in person and allowing her to see his sincere expression. Or maybe he would notice it in her eyes that, yes, it was all just in his head and that everything was just fine.
Penelope: i cant i have a shoot today
A wave of discomfort rolled through his stomach. He couldn’t tell if that was true or not, but he really wasn’t feeling good about his chances.
Colin: ah
Colin: okay
Colin: what about next week when are you free?
He realised he might be pushing her a bit, but his desperation to sort things out felt more important than the risk of coming off as needy. Penelope paused for a moment before answering him, and that made him think it could be a bad sign.
Penelope: i think i’m free on friday
Colin: alright
There was a chance she would be magically busy on Friday again, but he was glad to have the opportunity to try at that moment. Finishing his coffee in one swift motion, he set down his cup on the counter with a loud, echoing thud. Then his phone vibrated once more.
Marina Thompson: But if you’re not available its alright
Right. He had completely forgotten about leaving Marina on read before all of that happened. Now, all he could do was stare at his phone, wondering what else he could possibly do in that situation.
Colin: Good morning
Colin: Good afternoon actually
He flinched. What was he doing? Turning back into an awkward adolescent?
Colin: I’m sorry
Colin: I forgot I needed to record a commercial today
Colin: I’m really sorry
She then replied with a neutral okay, probably not believing him for a second. And he couldn’t blame her.
Penelope knew Colin was the most clueless man on the planet.
If not for the years he had been oblivious to her feelings, then for each moment he failed to recognise how deeply he had hurt her. Not a single word or text message she sent, no matter how strained, managed to catch his attention.
And why would they, really? Penelope went out of her way to accommodate everyone’s feelings at the expense of her own, even Colin’s. Especially Colin’s.
Which was why she ended up at a pretty typical Chinese restaurant on a Friday, watching him enthusiastically slurp his fried noodles as if he had never seen food before.
Colin was wearing a black cap to avoid being recognized, which was unusual for him since he rarely wore hats, probably because he knew how great his hair looked. On the other hand, Penelope went with a ponytail and a fresh face look, as she didn’t have to hide her identity given her current level of fame, which was low.
As she observed the dull white walls, the small table, and the generic glassware, Penelope couldn’t help but wonder why he hadn’t proposed meeting at his place or a fancier restaurant, venues he typically preferred. However, she wasn’t about to complain. In fact, she felt more at peace in that location, as it served as a sort of neutral ground.
“Aren’t you going to eat?”
Blinking, she came back to reality and gazed at him. With a raised eyebrow, Colin was pointing to her plate using a wooden chopstick.
“Right,” she answered, picking up her own chopsticks and staring at her bowl as if it was her first time seeing it. “I’m not really hungry today.”
Colin just grunted a mm-hmm, watching her as she dug into her fried noodles.
“Are you sure you are okay with what happened between me and Marina, Pen?” he asked abruptly, as if launching a surprise attack.
Choking on her noodles, Penelope felt the scalding heat of the liquid searing her throat, prompting her to vigorously thump her chest. The man observed her with a sense of intrigue rather than worry, casually pouring more jasmine tea into her cup. She picked it up, murmuring her gratitude before taking a small sip.
Colin remained silent. He quietly observed her as she redirected her attention to her meal, as though nothing had happened.
“Of course I am,” she lied, her voice slightly hoarse from the choking. “Why wouldn’t I be okay?” She continued, her voice rising in pitch as she furrowed her brow, concentrating on picking up her noodles with her chopsticks and avoiding his gaze.
And by all means, everything should be fine, truly. If she hadn’t been in love with that man for most of her life, she wouldn’t care at all.
Or perhaps she should be concerned if a close friend dated her cousin, and the fact that she was claiming it was fine only made her more suspicious. She truly had no idea, as her relationship with Colin had completely short-circuited her brain.
“Really?” He asked.
“Yes, really,” she replied, nervously adding an insane amount of soy sauce to her food. “If the two of you want to date, I am fine with that as well,” she said with a shrug, like the most idiotic person on the planet, all while staring at her now-drowning brownish noodles.
“We haven’t seen each other since that night.”
Penelope nodded, aware that it did not mean much. She then went for her pork dumpling, sensing that her noodles were probably beyond saving at that point.
“And she might not be too pleased with me since I haven’t really responded to her texts.”
“Why?” She asked with a hint of fake detachment, eager for the conversation to end as she dipped her dumpling into the overflowing soy sauce bowl, determined not to waste it.
“Because you’re clearly upset about it.”
Penelope’s head snapped up suddenly, a look of surprise on her face as if startled back to reality, her dumpling falling into the bowl with a splash. Colin’s lips were tightly pressed together, showing that her reaction had only confirmed his beliefs.
She blinked, disoriented as to how to reply to him. She was ready to discuss almost any topic except for Colin picking up on her emotions and confronting her about them.
“No… of course not,” she answered, causing Colin to shake his head in disappointment. He then returned to his food with a subdued demeanour, showing that any previous excitement he had shown for the food was merely a facade.
“Pen, I’m your friend, aren’t I? Or at least I thought I was,” he replied tiredly. “I just thought that you would at least give me a chance to explain, to make things better.”
He somehow made her feel like the worst person in the world, which was ridiculous since he was the one who hurt her first. But that was precisely what she disliked the most about Colin: no matter what, he was a fantastic friend.
No matter how hard she tried, that fact always sucked her back in. She could attempt to keep her distance, convincing herself that she hated him and never wanted to see him again. But then he would go and do these silly things, from merely calling to check on her to buying ridiculously rare tickets for a concert she really wanted to go to. That was Colin, as a friend.
“I was just… shocked,” she said, her voice tinged with a sense of resignation. “I didn’t...” her voice trailed off as she grappled with the difficulty of explaining herself. She was upset with him for not having romantic feelings for her, but that was something he had never promised. “It made me feel uncomfortable,” she explained, her voice lowering as she added, “seeing you two like that.”
“So I’m never seeing her again,” Colin declared as if it were the simplest thing in the world, problem solved.
“No,” she blurted out before she could stop herself, her hand instinctively reaching for his arm across the table.
Colin gazed at it, his lips briefly forming a faint smile. Around each other, he and Penelope were always comfortable with physical touch, even if they were not like that with everyone else. It wasn’t until that particular fight, when Penelope refused to look at him again, remain near him, or even touch him, that he saw how instinctive their dynamic was. Now that she was touching him again, he figured that was a good sign.
Penelope, however, faced a completely different issue. Was it really right for her to ask Colin to never see Marina again? Given everything he had done for her, was it fair to prevent him from pursuing any kind of relationship, especially since he would never end up with her anyway?
With a sheepish smile, she drew back her hand, feeling Colin’s gaze alight with a renewed vigor.
“It’s perfectly fine if you want to date her, Colin,” she murmured, torn between loathing herself for all eternity and congratulating herself on being a wonderful friend despite it all. “The shock has faded now, so no need to fret about it. I’m well aware that Marina’s quite pretty,” she added, with a bitter taste lingering in her mouth.
“She is,” he said, and her stomach plummeted to her feet as she realised that the victorious feeling was, in fact, a deep-seated self-loathing.
But then Colin reached for her bowl and nonchalantly traded it with his own. “It was just a distraction. I was inebriated and angry at Tracy,” he said. “Not the most promising beginning for any relationship.”
Penelope would have replied at that point if she had not been preoccupied with trying to stop his absurdity and reclaim her bowl. Then, he casually swatted her hand away and went for the noodles with his chopsticks, eating them happily as if they were not (probably) the saltiest noodles to ever grace the earth.
He then smiled at her in defiance and she rolled her eyes, finding his eagerness to help her with anything, even her ruined and salty meal, to be ridiculous.
She sighed, picked up her chopsticks, and ate the noodles that used to be his, saying, “I can’t argue with that,” while trying not to show too much relief that he wasn’t pursuing Marina anymore. “Just make sure you’re doing it for yourself, not for me.”
He nodded, believing her for the first time during that conversation. He then plopped the soggy dumpling into his mouth, and she shook her head at his antics. While it appeared that he was solely focused on the food, he asked, “Are we all right, Pen?”
She glanced at him and realised that even though he wasn’t looking at her, he genuinely meant his question.
“We are,” she responded sincerely, before shifting her focus back to her food.
A smile crossed Colin’s face as he glanced at her briefly, then he quickly returned his gaze to his bowl.
From the corner of his eye, he was quite certain that he spotted a mobile phone pointed towards them. It was something he anticipated when dining at a regular restaurant, even in a peaceful neighborhood. However, if selecting a place where Penelope would willingly accompany him meant enduring such disturbances, it was a small price to pay.
Colin Bridgerton and Penelope Featherington Enjoy Cosy London Lunch
The Englishman in Italy star, who turned 34 this month, was spotted enjoying a cosy meal with his 30-year-old co-star from Sword and the Heart on Friday.
For his rare outing, Bridgerton showcased a laid-back look featuring a white, short-sleeved T-shirt, grey jeans, all-white sneakers, and a black baseball cap. In the meantime, the red-haired emerging actress wore a striped white turtleneck tank top, paired with black leggings and black loafers.
According to statements from their managers, the duo has maintained a lifelong friendship, a claim that comes in the wake of rumours sparked by affectionate behind-the-scenes pictures shared on Instagram. However, questions surrounding their relationship status have resurfaced following this recent sighting of the actor, shortly after his rumoured breakup with American model Tracy Romano, 27.
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Penelope realised that the months that follow the wrapping up of filming a movie were weird. Particularly when it’s one so big it’s rumoured to be a blockbuster before it even premiered.
It was as if she was aware that there was a tsunami coming: of press, of events, of anxiety and maybe even of momentary attention, but she was still living her old life. She was still sitting on her couch, temporarily unemployed, going to auditions one after another. Granted, she had achieved a bit more success now, but still far from fantastic.
It wasn’t until months after their wrap party, when she was supposed to do a photoshoot for the movie’s promotional materials, that she truly realised her life had changed.
Penelope wasn’t particularly fond of photoshoots if she were honest. They consumed a lot of time and lacked the enjoyment she found in acting. Nevertheless, this time, she was looking forward to reuniting with some of her fellow cast members. Even if that meant encountering Colin, whom she definitely shouldn’t miss, but always did.
Over the past five years, her deliberate distance from him – communicating only through phone calls and seeing each other in person just a couple of times a year – had been tough, but slowly, it became bearable. However, after eight months of being around him every day, it was difficult to readjust to her old routine, even though the past year had been emotionally turbulent.
Yet she somehow managed to maintain her distance once more, all thanks to her sheer stubbornness. Colin, busy with shooting movies, special episodes for TV shows, and commercials, probably didn’t even notice, just like he hadn’t in previous years. At least, she hoped he didn’t. She wasn’t prepared for another conversation like the one they had at the Chinese restaurant
“Okay. Beautiful,” the photographer declared, his gaze fixed on the camera screen as he admired his work, a smile of contentment spreading across his face.
Penelope smiled nervously, feeling like a misplaced statue in the spotlight, especially since she was dressed differently from everyone else in her Nora clothes. She never liked how she looked in pictures, but at that point in her career, she trusted professionals to do a better job than she normally could. Still, as she looked around at the dozens of people working on the photoshoot, the thought of messing anything up made her incredibly nervous.
But as Colin and John walked into the room, she noticed them and felt a smile tug at her lips. Colin, upon seeing her, mirrored the smile.
“Perfect!” The photographer declared, motioning with his hand for Colin to join them. “Let’s move on to the next theme.”
The actor, obediently following instructions, began walking towards Penelope. “Alright, but don’t take too long,” he cautioned, glancing at his watch. “I’m on a tight schedule today, Henry.”
While crouching to frame the couple in his camera, the photographer glared at Colin, irritably waving him away with a dismissive, “Oh, bugger off.”
The man, seemingly unfazed, resumed adjusting his lens while Penelope, eyebrows raised, shot a questioning look at Colin, who was grinning with a hint of amusement.
“He’s part of Benedict’s overly pretentious art friend group,” he explained, and Penelope, understanding, simply shook her head at his comment. Then Colin went on, “He’s alright.”
“Okay,” Henry said, his voice cutting through the chatter, as he raised his hand and caught their attention. As they both turned to him, eager to hear his instructions, he gestured towards Penelope and declared, “You’re too short.”
A gasp escaped Penelope’s lips, her hand instinctively reaching for her chest as Colin laughed beside her. Though she knew it was true, she never thought someone would be so blunt about it. As she glared at Colin, who couldn’t stop laughing, Henry was snapping his fingers at his assistants, demanding someone bring her a box.
Following instructions, the photographer’s assistant quickly brought Penelope a box to stand on and positioned it next to Colin. Her eyes darted between the object and Colin, expressing equal amounts of annoyance. She cautiously stepped over it, barely keeping her balance. Colin saw her wobble and reacted instantly, grabbing her arm and pulling her in until she stood steady. She looked up at him, startled, her big blue eyes wide and fixed on his handsome features as they were so close.
“You okay?” He asked, his tone a bit softer than usual.
She blinked. “Um, yes,” she replied, feeling utterly foolish, because she should have been correcting him, telling him that he was being ridiculous, because she was nowhere near falling from the stupid little box.
The two of them then looked back at Henry, who was watching them curiously. After a moment, he blinked and said, “Right. So, they want us to take more friendship-themed photos. Feel free to pose however you like. To begin, I suggest we start with the classic back-to-back pose.” Demonstrating his idea, he crossed his arms over his chest, careful not to touch the camera lens, and smoothly turned 180 degrees as if someone stood behind him.
Penelope’s brows furrowed slightly, trying to understand his idea. As if on cue, she and Colin turned simultaneously, their backs pressed together, arms crossed, and eyes fixed on the camera.
“Yes… something like that,” Henry said, his voice a little uncertain, as he trained his lens on the couple, who tried to hold their pose.
With a slight tilt of her head, Penelope realised she was still on the same level as Colin’s back. Looking at him sideways, she said, “I think this box is still too small for me.”
Colin started chuckling, and she found herself smiling at the situation.“I meant it,” her voice a hushed whisper as she squared her shoulders, as if she could will herself to be taller. “People are going to think I’m your child apprentice or something.”
Colin’s laughter filled the air, his head thrown back, and she could feel the vibrations of his laughter through her back.
“I’m totally serious,” she said as she attempted to get on her tiptoes.
He mockingly said, “Don’t worry, I’ll help you,” then subtly bent his knee at the exact moment she tried to rise, causing her head to land on his shoulder.
And when he chuckled at her situation, all she could utter was, “I truly hate you,” as if Nora had taken over her body for a minute.
“Right then, let’s give something else a go,” Henry announced, reminding them that he was, in fact, there. “Just strike the same pose, but both of you face the camera.”
The duo, as directed, adjusted their stance, turning toward the photographer, crossing their arms, and leaning into each other.
“No, but like before, with her head on your shoulder,” Henry said, pointing between Penelope and Colin and crouching down.
Both of them exchanged raised eyebrows, Colin stealing a quick glance at Penelope when she let out an “oh”. He then bent his knee once again, desperately hoping that Henry was only capturing their upper bodies in the photograph, otherwise he murder him.
But then his eyes met Pen’s, and she was looking cutely frustrated by her height, which made him want to smile again. And as he finally reached her, she rested her head on his shoulder, spreading warmth to his skin, and weirdly, his chest. A strange urge to lay his head on hers overcame him, but he stopped himself before his body could act without thinking. He then turned to Henry and decided to focus on more rational matters.
“Hurry up, will you? I’m not in my twenties anymore, my knees are on the verge of giving out,” he said.
Penelope’s laughter reverberated against his shoulder, and although Colin couldn’t see it, he knew her laughing face was truly adorable, especially with her head nestled in the curve of his neck. It was a scene that Henry made sure to immortalise.
They just had no idea that he was not the only one who had done so.
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@swodndheart@CBrNews this is what ive been saying but ppl swear to me its normal
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@carlosbton@CBrNews normal??? which part? Cressida and Colin looking like they want to kill each other or Penelope caressing his upper arm?
| 𝔠𝔞𝔯𝔩𝔬𝔰 @carlosbton
@swodndheart@CBrNews HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
| 🌸Hilly🌸 @hilllaryss
@carlosbton@swodndheart@CBrNews oh yes when two actors randomly start looking deeply into each other’s eyes during a photoshoot while everyone else is watching in confusion ✨✨✨ normal ✨✨✨
⋆˚✿˖° it’s always rainy in delulutown⋆˚✿˖° @loranator
maybe i win once in awhile
| Cinthy❤️🔥🐉⚔️ @Cy3452n
@loranator ERIKA
|⋆˚✿˖° it’s always rainy in delulutown⋆˚✿˖° @loranator
@Cy3452n no comment
| Cinthy❤️🔥🐉⚔️ @Cy3452n
@loranator HE LOOKED LIKE HE WANTED TO KISS HER
|⋆˚✿˖° it’s always rainy in delulutown⋆˚✿˖° @loranator
@Cy3452n and like he wanted to have 5 children with her in the near future yes
| Jessica Souza @leonidasbabe
@loranator@Cy3452n And was it just me or did it look like he and cressida were… off
| Cinthy❤️🔥🐉⚔️ @Cy3452n
@loranator@leonidasbaby NOT JUST YOU
|⋆˚✿˖° it’s always rainy in delulutown⋆˚✿˖° @loranator
@Cy3452n@leonidasbaby i mean they were off since the books so its fitting
Dee @warofthorns
Ofc /they would read into things
| Maria Gomes ⚔️ @englishmansw1fe
@warofthorns I thought those videos were so normal?
| Dee @warofthorns
@englishmansw1fe they were just posing for pictures there is literally nothing to see
| Linda @lindama762
@warofthorns @englishmansw1fe I thought Cressida was a bit stiff but that’s it
| Maria Gomes ⚔️ @englishmansw1fe
@warofthorns @lindama762 ya but that’s how she always is
| Dee @warofthorns
@englishmansw1fe@lindama762 its not like we dont know whats happening on the books, they cast her for a reason they planned this for sure
| Linda @lindama762
@warofthorns @englishmansw1fe that’s true i just wish the loralulus would use their brain but we know that won’t happen🙄
“Don’t get angry at me.”
Anthony closed his eyes, taking a deep breath to brace himself for whatever Agatha was adding to his already-full table. “What?” He let out a bark.
“The trailer is ready. We’re set to release it this week.”
The director sat up abruptly, the enormity of their situation suddenly striking him—premiere day was fast approaching. He looked down, his eyes darting between the chaotic pile of papers on his desk and the overflowing inbox on his computer screen. The sheer volume of post-production tasks sent a wave of anxiety washing over him.
“May I have a look at it?” He asked.
The silence on the other line stretched into an eternity, making his anxiety spike, and he didn’t even know why he was so nervous.
“Yes, this is why I reached out to you; I wanted you to have a look at it.”
Anthony frowned, sensing something off in Agatha’s hesitant voice. Years of working with her had taught him that this unusual tone usually meant bad news.
“Alright…” He answered. “May I ask why?”
Despite his constant desire to view the trailers for all his films, the majority of producers and studios were largely indifferent to his opinions on them. Apparently, he was too thick-headed and knew nothing about the market, even though it was his movie. Nonetheless, Agatha was aware of his desire to see the trailers beforehand and consistently showed them to him a few days before their public release.
“Because the trailer editors had… an unusual perspective on the material we provided.”
Anthony blinked, unsure what to make of the comment. “Okay. Is it bad?”
“No, it’s absolutely perfect,” Agatha replied with unwavering conviction.
She was now confusing him more than she had ever done before, which was saying something.
“So, what is the issue?” He asked.
“Will you just watch it?”
“Fine,” Anthony said with a sigh. “Email it to me.”
Agatha wasted no time, quickly sending him an encrypted file, their usual practice when dealing with sensitive information. With Anthony keeping her on the line, she waited in silence as he downloaded the video file.
And indeed, once he watched it, it was quite excellent. To be frank, he was seldom so pleased with the final trailer.
“It’s fine,” he said immediately after the video finished.
“Is that so?” She asked a question, but he only responded with a low, rumbling sound of agreement. “Did you happen to notice anything unusual?”
Anthony’s forehead creased in confusion. “No, should I have?”
“No,” she replied rather enigmatically, and just as he was on the verge of expressing his frustration about her wasting his time, she added, “Alright, good. I’ll see you tomorrow then,” and hung up.
The man stared blankly at his phone, completely confused by the conversation.
The Sword and the Heart ✪ @theswordandtheheartmovie
Two enemies. One last vow to save the world.
Anna @heartssandswordss
DECEMBER 17TH
| Kithy is tired @dorsetth0mas
@heartssandswordss It’s so close already im gonna kms
Joe @Josephnavarro
Did they just spoil everything on this trailer
Ⓐⓢⓗ @dorieussw1fe
I knew i could trust anthony this looks so good
lana • the sword and the heart in 93 days !!! @heartsofnoras
ARE LEONIDAS AND NORA GONNA BE A THING?
| mimi @leonidasn0raxx
@heartsofnoras I THOUGHT I WAS THE ONLY ONE
❤️🔥Trish @dorjorie4llifee
My etl alive and well Kate and Thomas look fire
| ⁀➷mell➳ @mamamarjorie
@dorjorie4llifee Is she good I never watched anything with her
| ❤️🔥Trish @dorjorie4llifee
@mamamarjorie Shes amazing on love education I knew she would be perfect
billie @noraswsift
Lora??????????????????????
| Cinthy❤️🔥🐉⚔️ @Cy3452n
@noraswsift THE CHEMISTRY
| billie @noraswsift
@Cy3452n no seriously I can’t believe they’d put two actors with that much chemistry for lora only to not have them as endgame they truly hate me
Maria Eduarda @dudiiiiinha2004
Marjorie’s dress!!!!!!!! It looks just like I’ve imagined
j. @mandolord
how are thomas eyes so blue
Amy @mrscolinbrigertonn
Colin 🥵🥵
|fi is tired @fifigrande
@mrscolinbrigertonn choke me with those biceps
lariiiii ⋆ SnH era @southnationsqueen
The girl playing nora looks so good
| jess @leolover2
@southnationsqueen No fr i thought she was the best on the trailer
|lariiiii ⋆ SnH era @southnationsqueen
@leolover2 Every micro expression so on point
| ɪʀɪꜱ @swor4onh3rt
@southnationsqueen@leolover2 She looks ugly and as if she can barely act
𝔠𝔞𝔯𝔩𝔬𝔰 @carlosbton
LORA
Harry @c0wp3rlady
Why does the girl who play nora look like shes balding
| M. @btcolIn
@c0wp3rlady the wig is ugly but damn she uglier
Cinthy❤️🔥🐉⚔️ @Cy3452n
Leonidas and nora are getting together
Source: the voices in my head
| Milena @mrsleonidassoares
@Cy3452n Kkkkkkkkkkkk I knew you’d be here
| Cinthy❤️🔥🐉⚔️ @Cy3452n
@mrsleonidassoares AM I LYING
| Ro is waiting for Sword and the Heart @roroswift
@Cy3452n @mrsleonidassoares honestly I never understood the lora appeal until now
bella saw blackpink x2 @bellatae
Okay but the red haired girl and Colin
val @featheringtonlady
Pen LOOKS PERFECT
| kimberly @funniestgirlk
@featheringtonlady me if i were blind
alice❤️🩹 @lovexXneducati0n
Save me kate sharma save me
𝒸𝒶𝓂𝒾 | waiting for the sword and the heart @arianasdorieus
Who’s the girl playing nora? I’ve never seen her before
| jonathan @joewh1998
@arianasdorieus Penelope Featherington
| 𝒸𝒶𝓂𝒾 | waiting for the sword and the heart @arianasdorieus
@joewh1998 Ooh thks
*ੈ✩‧ 𝚌𝚎𝚕𝚎𝚜𝚝𝚎 ˚ ੈ✩‧₊ @kingleonidass
No but the girl playing nora
| Sa. @sarahsnorthqueen
@kingleonidass Idk who she is but shes my fave already
|*ੈ✩‧ 𝚌𝚎𝚕𝚎𝚜𝚝𝚎 ˚ ੈ✩‧₊ @kingleonidass
@sarahsnorthqueen I was so scared on the teaser cause we got almost zero scenes with her but now im convinced
🌸Hilly🌸 @hilllaryss
Are they gonna put leonidas and nora together serious question
| . @inyoupswife
@hilllaryss LMAO
|Mari🎧 @noraswig
@inyoupswife@hilllaryss Why does catherine look like the third wheel im losing it
|🌸Hilly🌸 @hilllaryss
@noraswig@inyoupswife It’s what she deserve to be but the writers will never be that smart
In the months before The Sword and the Heart premiered, something peculiar happened: Penelope suddenly had update accounts.
No, not accounts run by anyone from her team—Mrs Varley wouldn’t know who to hire for that—but accounts made by fans, sharing their own updates about her.
They were constantly sharing her pictures on Instagram, posting about upcoming events she would be at, and seemingly always knew what she was up to, making her feel like they were more in tune with her life than she was. It felt strange to have people so enthusiastic about the most ordinary details of her life, even though she knew this was a common experience for actors and actresses.
But the strangest thing was not just the updates accounts about her; it was the updates accounts about both her and Colin. Together. As if they were a couple.
She recalled the day she stumbled upon the Twitter account of “Polin News,” feeling completely bewildered by the username’s significance. The account was announcing upcoming interview dates for Colin and herself, in relation to their press tour for “The Sword and the Heart.” Initially, she tried to brush it off, but then came across an Instagram picture of her and Colin with a simple caption: “Polin 💛.” It was an old photograph, almost forgotten, capturing a moment from their college days. Her hair was shorter and messier, her arms wrapped around his shoulders, and her head leaned against his. She appeared blissfully happy, completely absorbed in his presence.
Curiosity got the better of her, and she decided to Google “Polin.” The shock caused her to drop her phone, her heart racing, and her face turning crimson, even though there was no one else in the room. And then she realised that she could never face Colin again.
Fortunately, she wouldn’t encounter him for a few weeks, since he was busy filming another movie, and she, surprisingly, had landed a small role in a romantic comedy. Her role was to play a friend of the main character, and it ended up being a delightful experience. And just like that those weeks flew by, and she gradually adjusted to the idea of a larger, more fervent fanbase and the small but dedicated group of fans who shipped her with Colin.
“Hi everyone! I’m Anne Hartigan, and I’ll be your moderator for the global press conference of The Sword and The Heart. Let’s kick things off by introducing our lovely guests: Anthony Bridgerton, Kate Sharma, Thomas Dorset, Colin Bridgerton, Penelope Featherington, Cressida Cowper, Dolores Stowell, Edward Hall, and Emma Kenworthy!”
Penelope felt her legs weakening as the thunderous applause erupted after the host’s announcement. It was strange, really, because she thought she’d be more accustomed to it by now, having already experienced it at their panel at San Diego Comic-Con months prior. But that event felt like a blip in her life. They went, she sat quietly, barely got any attention, the teaser trailer dropped, and then it was over. No one wanted photos with her, and aside from a few interviews, her life returned to normal.
The present moment felt more real. Perhaps because Colin was present, as he had not attended the comic con due to scheduling conflicts. Or maybe it was a reminder that the movie premiere was approaching quickly. In any case, she took a deep breath in the darkness before the door swung open. Colin saw her little moment, his brows drawing together. Reaching out quickly, he gave her arm a reassuring squeeze, and then they were directed to enter the auditorium.
The roar of applause accompanied them as they filed in, each finding their place on the impossibly long couch. She sat beside Colin, which was already comforting in itself, except for Cressida being on her left.
“I was thinking I’d begin by talking to our director,” Anne commented, showing Anthony, who sat closest to her. “It’s safe to say that most of us were taken aback when we first heard that you were part of this project. You’ve directed so many thrillers and dramas. What inspired you to try something completely different?”
Anthony furrowed his brows, lost in thought, as he always aimed to give well-considered answers, even if he’d heard the questions repeatedly.
“I guess the easiest way to put it is that I love a good challenge,” he said. “But also, coming across a series of books as significant as this one brought to mind directors I’ve admired in the past who also took on these larger-than-life literary adaptations…”
Penelope gave a distracted nod. She enjoyed listening to Anthony's process, but after a while, the repetition of the same stories caused her mind to go blank, especially since her anxiety was already high with all those eyes on them.
She took a deep breath, glancing at the water bottle on the table before her and opting for a sip to steady herself and ease her nerves. As she reached for it, her slightly damp hands nearly caused it to slip from her grasp, but she swiftly tightened her hold, subtly taking control of the situation before anyone caught on. Seeing the crowd, hundreds of people all focused on the director and interviewer, she felt a sense of relief. As if anyone would actually be paying her any mind at a time like that.
Just as she felt her tension easing, the infuriating water bottle cap refused to budge. Her hand kept slipping around it, and she subtly wiped her hand on her trousers before trying to open it once more, but to no avail.
“Do you need help?” Colin whispered to her, leaning in slightly.
Penelope stood still, her hand hovering over the bottle cap, convinced that no one had spotted her little predicament. But, naturally, Colin’s ever-present urge to lend a hand would come into play at such a moment.
“It’s alright,” she said quietly.
Frustrated and blushing with embarrassment, she yanked harder on the cap, determined to open it. But she squeezed the bottle so hard that water sprayed out, soaking her pants and even splattering some onto Colin’s.
Next to her, her treacherous friend started to softly chuckle, causing her to shoot him a glare, her face turning a deep shade of red. Colin pressed his lips together, attempting to suppress a laugh, and then reached into his pocket, producing a small pack of tissues—the type his mother had always nagged him to carry in his teenage years. Unfortunately, this only made it more difficult for Penelope to maintain her composure and avoid nervous giggles.
He whispered, “Here,” and handed her a tissue. Penelope bit her lip in response.
Observing her expression, he asked, “What?”
“Nothing,” she mumbled, speaking softly as she accepted the tissue. It was definitely a better alternative than questioning why he had brought it to a press conference.
While she discreetly tried to wipe her pants with it, Colin concentrated on wiping the space between them on the sofa to prevent the water from dripping onto their respective buttocks.
“Oh, I see there’s been a bit of an accident over there.”
Penelope and Colin froze instantly.
Fantastic.
A chuckle or two rippled through the crowd at the moderator’s remark before both of them turned to her.
“You two doing alright over there?” Anne made a joke, but rather gently.
In that moment, Penelope was overwhelmed with the desire to crawl into a hole and disappear, but Colin remained unfazed, smoothly grabbing his microphone and addressing the moderator, reassuring, “All’s well, Pen just found the air conditioning a bit too warm.”
Despite the joke being utterly absurd, laughter erupted from the crowd, forcing Penelope to offer a weak smile as mortification washed over her.
A soft laugh escaped Anne’s lips, mirroring the amusement of her audience. As she pointed at the two actors, she remarked, “Since we’re already on the topic of discussion, so let’s talk about Leonidas and Nora for a bit.” And as she glanced down at the flashcards in her hands, the crowd responded with great enthusiasm.
Penelope’s eyes widened in surprise at the loud clapping, shouting, and whistling, completely unprepared for such a fervent response. Even Anne looked up, startled by their enthusiastic audience.
“Looks like we’ve got a few fans in the house,” she remarked with a grin before turning back to the pair. “We discovered last year that you’ve been friends for a long time,” she remarked, prompting some light applause from the crowd. “And you play two characters who also have a very long-lasting friendship. Tell me, what was it like? In what ways did your real life friendship shape the portrayal of Leonidas and Nora, if at all?”
Colin and Penelope exchanged a glance, almost instinctively, as though they were both anticipating the other to speak up. “Do you—” they both enquired simultaneously, before Penelope hesitantly replied, “No, you go ahead.”
He didn’t put up much resistance and, facing the moderator again, said, “I suppose I’d be dishonest if I said it didn’t didn’t help a great deal. Naturally, as actors, we ought to be ready to built that kind of…” he paused, searching for the appropriate word. “Chemistry with every single scene partner, regardless of whether we’ve just met them that very day. Sometimes we have to act like we’ve known that person our entire lives, which is undoubtedly one of the most amazing aspects of acting. But...” he trailed off, his eyes flickering as he recalled the countless months he devoted to shooting the film. “It certainly felt quite effortless to weave in elements of Leonidas and Nora’s friendship; we didn’t need to establish certain aspects like that deep-seated and unspoken trust they share or even their easygoing banter. Even if that’s not precisely how Pen and I are, it’s something we can draw more naturally from our relationship.”
Anne then nodded, utterly captivated by that response, much like everyone else in the audience, including Penelope, who was gazing at Colin in awe.
It was odd because she had witnessed Colin’s interview style before. She knew how he could quickly become reflective when discussing a project he was passionate about, but watching him do the same thing when talking about their friendship was simply mind-boggling.
And as she was lost in her own astonishment, she nearly missed the way Anne was looking at her, as if waiting for her turn, and then quickly raised her microphone near her mouth and blinked before she made a fool of herself.
“Yeah, definitely,” she cleared her throat, trying to shake off her distraction and focus on the question. “This was actually my first big production, and being cast as such an important character can be quite nerve-wracking, to be honest. And when… when you’re performing, it does require a certain level of trust in your scene partner as well, which can sometimes add to the stress, but…,” she said, blinking as she organised her thoughts. “But when we were filming, I knew I could trust Colin completely, as I have done my entire life, so it was easy to tap into that familiar feeling and bring it to the character.”
Finishing her answer with a nervous expression, she was surprised to see a smile reflected in Anne’s face and even in a few audience members. Then she glanced at Colin and noticed he was also gazing at her with a somewhat surprised smile of his own. It suddenly occurred to her that she had never expressed to him just how much he had done for her without even realising it, how much easier he had made her life by merely being present.
She beamed back at him, entirely unaware of a dangerous truth she had stumbled upon: those interviews could very well unearth things they had never shared with one another before.
⋆˚✿˖° it’s always rainy in delulutown⋆˚✿˖° @loranator
What was that
| Cinthy❤️🔥🐉⚔️ @Cy3452n
@loranator Which part
| ⋆˚✿˖° it’s always rainy in delulutown⋆˚✿˖° @loranator
@Cy3452n The part of them looking at each other
| Cinthy❤️🔥🐉⚔️ @Cy3452n
@loranator I SAID WHICH PART
Milena @mrsleonidassoares
Is it normal for two co-stars to just have a silent conversation with one of them looking like they want to kiss the other right then and there and the other looking all red and embarrassed all while in public when the director is talking asking for a friend
Nanda @nandaxinha
I don’t go here but what was happening at the sword nd heart press conference
🌸Hilly🌸 @hilllaryss
Oh i’m doomed
| billie @noraswsift
@hilllaryss I can’t believe you were right
| 🌸Hilly🌸 @hilllaryss
@noraswsift I’m not they’re “friends”
| billie @noraswsift
@hilllaryss RIGHT
Yara 🎀 @le0k1ng
it’s the way I knew she slept with someone bc it couldn’t be talent
| ℚ𝕦𝕖𝕝 @racheltyl
@le0k1ng theres no way colin *or anthony* ever touched that thing
| Re @XcolinxXbr1
@racheltyl@le0k1ng bettin’ all my ten cents Anthony put her in the movie as a favor for Colin.
lana • the sword and the heart in 23 days !!! @heartsofnoras
No but when Penelope dropped half a bottle of water everywhere and colin started losing it
| 𝔠𝔞𝔯𝔩𝔬𝔰 @carlosbton
@heartsofnoras the man barely smiles off screen anymore let alone LAUGH
| Lizzie @redfeatherington
@carlosbton@heartsofnoras Did you guys see cressida’s face though
| lana • the sword and the heart in 23 days !!! @heartsofnoras
@redfeatherington@carlosbton LMAO
Kelly @ipanemabrina23
On a scale of 1 to Cressida Cowper staring at Colin Bridgerton and Penelope Featherington stealing all the attention away from her how much do you hate your job
Dee @warofthorns
Starting to get annoyed at how there’s some clear favoritism in this cast
| fi is tired @fifigrande
@warofthorns Like we get it you’re friends w Colin so anthony cast you it’s not like you have talent honey
“The world seems to be waiting on the edge of their seats for their next epic story, and it appears that this winter we may meet the next global sensation with the adaptation of a famous historical adventure book. And if you’ve been living under a rock all year and have no idea what I’m talking about, meet the cast of The Sword and the Heart!”
Penelope inhaled deeply, swiftly putting on a smile as the curtains drew back. Although she didn’t typically watch talk shows, but she was well aware of the reputation of the one they were about to step into. Jimmie Fox wasn’t exactly the most refined of hosts, often opting to pose personal questions that left his guests feeling uncomfortable. And for the life of her, she’d much rather dodge this interview, but then again, so would Anthony, Kate, and Colin. If all of them had to be there for the promo tour, who was she to sit it out?
She was thankfully assigned a chair in the back row, alongside Colin and Cressida. Meanwhile, Kate, Thomas, and Anthony settled onto the sofa on the front, next to the host. Penelope just had to wait an additional five minutes to reach her seat as Cressida paused and wave at her fans in the audience, a gesture she appeared to be indulging in increasingly lately. Whether it had anything to do with the online comments about Penelope and Colin, the redhead did not want to think about it.
“Right then, I gather there’s not much you can share just yet because of spoilers,” Jimmie said, mostly directing his attention to the trio on the couch. “But I’m rather curious. What did you manage to bring back from the set this time, Thomas?” He glanced over at the lead actor, managing to draw a few chuckles from the audience.
Thomas was notorious for bringing home the most ridiculous souvenirs from his sets, which always made things amusing. And somehow, that line of questioning seemed to help Penelope relax a bit; at least he was concentrating on something connected to the film.
“Not much, I’m afraid,” Thomas remarked with a smile, leaning in slightly to get a better look at the host. “With this one on charge, I hardly managed to get back home with my photos and videos,” he quipped, giving a cheeky thumb gesture towards Anthony.
More laughter rippled through the crowd, and Anthony shook his head, putting on a show of comical annoyance. But those close to him, Colin, Penelope, and even Thomas himself, knew that his exasperation was genuine.
Jimmie chuckled, “Really? What were you all filming over there? Is there some hidden secret that we’re all kept in the dark about?” He posed the question as a joke, but Thomas was speechless for a second, then glanced at Kate and Anthony, who were giving him a withering look.
“Uh, nothing,” Thomas said, “Just sill—”
“Wait a second,” the host gestured between the three of them, the damage already done. “I feel like there’s something interesting going on.”
The actor’s mouth remained agape for a moment too long, as he desperately tried to figure out how to salvage the situation. “No, of course n—”
“Oh come on!” Jimmie could smell blood in the water, giving Anthony a light-hearted slap on the back as he faced the audience. “He can’t fire his main actor,” he joked, prompting laughter from the audience as if it were all in good fun, while Anthony cast a wary glance at the Jimmie’s hand resting on his back, as if it were infectious, and Kate fixed her gaze on the host with a look of pure rage.
Thomas glanced back and forth between the pair, trying to figure out what to do next, especially since he’d already made a mistake. “I think this is a story best shared by those directly involved,” he gestured towards Anthony and Kate, aware that although they might want to kill him later, it was likely wiser to let them take over before he accidentally put his foot in his mouth again.
“Oh,” their host said, a few audience members echoing the sentiment in a way that was starting to grate on Kate’s nerves. “I see now why Thomas is a bit on edge,” he quipped, prompting another round of laughter from the crowd.
Kate and Anthony exchanged a glance, something they had meticulously avoided during the press tour, their limited interactions being a blessing in disguise thanks to the director’s reduced presence at these events. However, at that moment, they had to put everything else aside and face a crucial decision: how to present their story in a way that was humorous and lighthearted, rather than a piece of gossip. Anthony then swiftly gestured for Kate to take the lead, which was rather unusual, but she certainly wasn’t going to question it.
“Oh, it was nothing of any real consequence, honestly,” she remarked, straightening her back, folding her hands neatly in her lap, and adopting a rather dignified tone that only she could manage. “There was an accident with one of the horses,” she said, and Anthony nodded while Jimmie appeared captivated. “I ended up falling off one, and our director became rather worried and dashed over to see how I was doing.”
Anthony winced, a sudden realisation hitting him that he had blundered by asking Kate to speak first. He’d now learned that she, unlike him, didn’t know which incident Thomas had filmed. Actually, Thomas wasn’t even on set during the last accident, and if Anthony wasn’t so busy being filmed at that moment, he’d be shocked that Kate had forgotten.
“Oh?” Jimmie commented, gazing at Anthony with theatrical admiration. “A heroic act on our director’s part.”
Kate feigned enthusiasm with a nod, while Thomas, whose brow furrowed at the end of the story, eventually nodded along to keep up appearances, revealing that, despite everyone’s doubts, he still had some good judgement.
“I don’t recall that,” Cressida suddenly piped up, causing everyone to glance her way. To those who knew her well, she didn’t appear confused in the slightest; instead, there was a hint of a smirk playing on her lips. Truthfully, after Kate showed even a hint of defiance towards the insufferable woman, the blonde gleefully embraced every opportunity to make her life difficult. “I was under the impression that Thomas was referring to the day you and Anthony had such a heated argument near the horse that it bolted.”
A collective gasp arose from the crowd, and Anthony and Kate, their eyes narrowed, glared at her in perfect synchronicity. The host’s eyes gleamed with amusement at the scandalous detail, while Colin valiantly attempted to mask his surprise, unsure whether it was Kate’s tale or Cressida’s spite that had shocked him. Penelope, on the other hand, was restraining herself from taking any action against the blonde, as the surge of anger and offence she felt on Kate’s behalf was nearly overwhelming her at that moment.
“Just to clarify, there were two incidents involving a horse?” Jimmie joked, and as Kate hurried to respond, the crowd erupted in laughter once more, while she did her best to keep her composure and not let it get under her skin.
“There are a lot of horses in this movie,” Thomas commented, hoping to lighten the mood and steer the conversation elsewhere.
“Indeed,” Jimmie said with a hearty chuckle, quickly shifting his focus to the flashcards, an indication he was about to change subjects. Thomas let out a relieved sigh, and Anthony and Kate exchanged a quick glance.
“Right then, let’s shift our focus to the back row,” he said, and Penelope, silently wished for once she and Colin wouldn’t be the unfortunate targets. “Cressida, despite your extensive career thus far, this marks your debut as a romantic interest, so how was it for you? Was it different from your previous roles or just another day at the office?” He gestured with his hands, mimicking a dismissive wave.
A handful of audience members cheered as the actress was mentioned. She grinned and said, “Just another day at the office.” She playfully shrugged, drawing cheers from the crowd. Then, her expression turned serious as she continued, “I guess it demanded a bit more vulnerability and tenderness, but thankfully, I had a fantastic scene partner,” she gestured to Colin on her left, which elicited a flurry of whistles from the audience. “It was surprisingly effortless.”
Colin drew on his acting classes and smiled at her response, even though he believed she displayed hardly any vulnerability or softness whatsoever. Still, the host appeared quite pleased with that answer.
“And speaking of Colin, I caught the global press for your film, as I’m sure many others did here,” Jimmie remarked, gesturing towards Colin and Penelope. “I’m fairly certain I heard Penelope mention that she’s known you for her entire life. Is that really what happened, or did she make it sound more dramatic? So, what’s the story with you two? When did you meet?”
The cheering from the crowd made Penelope laugh nervously, burying her face in her hands. She had unintentionally dug herself into a hole and couldn’t believe her own blunder. He smiled at her reaction, but this time, it was genuine.
Colin, still sitting casually with his legs crossed and arms hanging loose, raised his microphone. “We met when I was...” he trailed off, “Nine, I think?” He glanced at Penelope, who was now recovering and nodding as if to confirm his answer, and pointed at her with his thumb, saying, “And Pen was probably six at that time.”
“Wow, so it really was all of your lives,” Jimmie remarked, leaning back in his chair, and the audience, holding their breath, hung onto Colin’s every word. “I assumed she was saying you two crossed paths back in acting school or something, but you were proper kids! Where on earth did you meet, nursery?”
Normally, Colin would find such a question intrusive, but this was a story he loved to tell. One look at Penelope’s flushed face and irritated expression confirmed she was still annoyed by his fondness for the tale.
“No, it actually involves another horse,” Colin said with a cheeky grin, and Penelope shot him a glare, which he found utterly adorable as ever.
“Another horse, is it?” Jimmie replied with a flourish, turning to Anthony as he enquired, “Is that a family trait?”
Anthony let out a huff, trying to pass it off as just a sigh as he responded, “Maybe.”
“I was learning how to ride at that time, and as fate would have it, I got hit right in the face by a yellow hat,” He said, his voice laced with amusement. Penelope buried her face in her hands, her cheeks flushing red as the crowd erupted in laughter. “It was only when I found myself sprawled on the ground, caked in mud and observing a red-haired little girl chuckling at me, that it dawned on me whose hat it was.”
“I did not laugh at your face,” Penelope shot back, whipping her head up at him, which in turn, caused even more people to laugh at their story.
“Oh, so we are rewriting history now, are we?” Colin, arms crossed, teased as he turned to her.
Indignation caused her mouth to fall open, a typical response whenever he put her on the spot. Turning to face him, she said, “You ran into my hat, not the other way around!”
Colin widened his eyes, his eyebrows shooting up, and exclaimed in a mock-shocked tone, “What on bloody earth was your hat doing up in the air?!”
“Look at what we’re up against on set,” Thomas quipped, just as the pair noticed they were stirring a storm of excitement from the audience.
“Ah, yes,” Jimmie agreed, his hand resting on his chin as he studied Penelope and Colin. “I understand them now. How are they called? The lora shippers,” he said, and a few people cheered in the crowd, “Or is it the polin shippers?”
“The what now?” Colin replied, his brow furrowing as Penelope silently wished for a bolt of lightning to come down and put her out of her misery right then and there.
“The fans who ship the two of you,” Jimmie chuckled, pointing between them once more, seeming to revel in their discomfort.
Colin turned to Penelope, her face flushed a deeper red than usual, and asked, “Leonidas and Nora?”
“No,” Penelope replied, her voice low yet perfectly clear through the microphone. “He’s talking about people who ship you and me,” she answered, her heart pounding so hard in her ears that she couldn’t even hear the audience’s response.
Colin appeared thoroughly baffled. He was quite convinced that they had put an end to any whispers about himself and Penelope when their picture went up on Instagram, but it seems his tendency to remain perpetually offline left him blissfully ignorant of their unsuccessful attempts. And Penelope, in turn, came to the realisation that all those weeks she spent too frightened to even meet his gaze were entirely pointless, as he hadn’t a clue what was going on until she spilt the beans, on live television no less.
“That’s crazy,” Colin said, facing the host as the audience chuckled. Penelope, faking a smile and a giggle, nodded in agreement.
“You two are too good at your job,” Jimmie remarked, glancing back at his flash cards. “Now, Kate,” he continued, “tell us your favourite part of working on this monumental production for the first time…”
Samantha ☾ ゚。 fourth wing in 5 days @mermaaidsammy
Someone explain to me what was happening on the snh set
| Amy @mrscolinbrigertonn
@mermaaidsammy we don’t know either
🗡️Gabs 🗡️ @lladyora
Did jimmie really say they’re too good at their jobs WHAT DOES IT MEAN
| wes. @kingofsnh
@lladyora lora confirmed
| Jade ✨ @englishmansbiceps
@kingofsnh @lladyora he is like that with everyone i wouldn’t read too much into it
Ⓐⓢⓗ @dorieussw1fe
wydm kate and anthony were fighting on set??????
| Diana @kshaemamarjorie
@dorieussw1fe I thought i picked up a weird vibe between them
Siena Rosso ✪ @sienarosso
Not surprised
| fi is tired @fifigrande
@sienarosso Oh????
| kimberly @funniestgirlk
@fifigrande@sienarosso I knew it
| Pat 💌@ladyeics
@funniestgirlk@fifigrande@sienarosso Kate sharma speak up
⋆。‧˚ʚ🍓ɞ˚‧。⋆ Taylor @j1minology
Why is Anthony Bridgerton trending?
| Nathalie Abbot @nath4l1e4bot
@j1minology his ex gf just posted a tweet shading him after that jimmie fox show interview
|⋆。‧˚ʚ🍓ɞ˚‧。⋆ Taylor @j1minology
@nath4l1e4bot What? Why?
| Nathalie Abbot @nath4l1e4bot
@j1minology it’s been rumored he wasn’t the best to work with on set and cressida cowper outed him
| Joe @Josephnavarro
@nath4l1e4bot@j1minology apparently he’s awful in his personal life too
jess @leolover2
They truly…truly didn’t like that did they
| 🎀ally 🩰@l3on1n0ra
@leolover2 Colin and Penelope?
| jess @leolover2
@l3on1n0ra Ya
| 🎀ally 🩰@l3on1n0ra
@leolover2 she looked so uncomfortable
| sab @bbtooncol
@l3on1n0ra@leolover2 he looked disgusted
| jess @leolover2
@l3on1n0ra@bbtooncol Shut up
mimi @leonidasn0raxx
‘ThAtS cRaZY’
| Cinthy❤️🔥🐉⚔️ @Cy3452n
@leonidasn0raxx COLIN BRIDGERTON I KNOW WHAT YOU ARE
kay 𓆰𓆪 lora era @loraskiss
Colin: *flirts with Penelope on live tv*
Colin: how can people say we like each other????
| billie @noraswsift
@loraskiss UNHINGED
lariiiii ⋆ SnH era @southnationsqueen
Guys can we please just focus on lora they were clearly uncomfortable
| Daniella @pensfeathers
@southnationsqueen Right? Just shut up im begging
| lariiiii ⋆ SnH era @southnationsqueen
@pensfeathers They’re gonna ruin a twenty year old friendship and for what
Hyacinth: …
Hyacinth: Colin
Hyacinth: are you and Penelope dating?
Colin: it wasn’t funny the first time it wont be funny the second time i promise you
Gregory: make way for the polin president
Benedict: in the internet defence I thought it was a cute name
Hyacinth: right?? adorable
Hyacinth: I should have thought of it first
Colin: sigh
Francesca: why are you sighing in text?
Francesca: what is a polin president
Hyacinth is currently typing…
Gregory is currently typing…
Daphne: guys why is my manager calling me abt anthony
Benedict: what?
Hyacinth: oh this is bad
Hyacinth: im gonna call lily hold on
Anthony: ignore it
Anthony: who is lily
Gregory: not again
Daphne: how can i ignore it when he’s telling me to separate my image from my brother’s
Daphne: what did you do
Colin: this might be the right time for me to declare I hate Cressida Cowper
Anthony: Not now Colin
Colin: yes now
Colin: i hate her
Daphne: ?????????????
Gregory: Cressida told the entire world anthony yelled at kate while they were filming
Anthony: I DIDN’T YELL AT HER
Gregory: oh okay
Gregory: idk
Gregory: it felt in character for you
Colin: kate and anthony are both equally loud and insufferable on set
Anthony: thank you
Benedict: no offence colin but why are you so chatty today?
Benedict: unusually chatty
Gregory: probably trying to make us forget about polin
Colin: SIGH
Hyacinth: okay guys i talked to lily
Hyacinth: its worse than we thought
Hyacinth: https://www.dailymail.co.uk/tvshowbiz/article-29507483/anthony-bridgerton-accused-of-harassment-on-set
Penelope quickly learned that nothing was so terrible that it couldn’t become even worse.
Like, there should be a research on how one terrible thing led to another bad thing, truly.
As she sank into the cozy embrace of her couch, enveloped by the glimmering lights and the delightful scent of freshly arranged Christmas decorations, she found herself torn between three articles. The first one discussed Anthony’s potential dismissal as the director of the “Sword and the Heart” franchise, while the second one hinted at a secretive relationship between her and Colin. The third article raised suspicions about her casting in the “Bridgerton” movie.
And then the door to her flat swung open.
“I never want to speak with that man ever again.”
Penelope startled, immediately getting up at the sight of her irritated cousin entering her flat while hauling her heavy bag behind her.
“Marina, what—”
“I understand you mentioned this should only be for emergencies, Pen, but honestly, I’ve got nowhere else to go.” She held up the key to Penelope’s flat, the one she’d had copied on her initial trip to the city, turning to lock the door while she continued to mutter curses under her breath.
“What happened?” Penelope inquired, her gaze fixed on her cousin’s enormous suitcase, a sense of dread washing over her as she awaited the response.
“George kicked me out, that’s what happened,” she said angrily, turning to her cousin as if her innocent question had been a personal attack. “It seems a pregnancy scare was all it took for him to figure out he didn’t want a life with me,” she said, striding over to the couch and flopping down on it, looking utterly out of place against the cheerful Christmas decorations surrounding her.
Penelope wrinkled her forehead. “George? I thought you guys were over months ago.”
It definitely seemed that way when she was snogging Colin in the bathroom of a random pub.
“Well, we got back together,” Marina grumbled, swatting at the little lamp that was annoyingly stuck to her shoulder. “Which turned out to be the most regrettable decision of my life, I must say.”
“Right,” Penelope said, her voice strained as she tried to grasp the idea that her cousin was now sleeping on her couch, on top of all her other problems.
She started toward the kitchen, a plan to make tea and clear her mind forming in her head. But before she could even reach the counter, her phone buzzed for the tenth time in the last five minutes, a pattern that was growing increasingly common. The hiss of the kettle filled the air as she started to boil the water, a sigh escaping her lips as she reached for her mobile. Her eyes widened as she gazed at the screen, seeing something she hadn’t witnessed in ages. A message from her sister.
Philippa: Is this you
Philippa: https://www.instagram.com/stories/dixtoi/354735083450570349?igsh=NDhlYXViNXhiYzRh
Penelope was well aware of which Instagram account that was; she realised that for the sake of her sanity, it would be best not to click on that link. But curiosity was gnawing at her, and the fact that her sister, who rarely contacted her, had sent the link made her even more intrigued.
Q: can you give us any details on the sword and heart drama?
A: All I can say is that the reports about a specific director are true, and that he used his power in the film to bring a certain family friend into the main cast.
“SON OF A—”
“What’s going on?” Marina appeared at the kitchen door the moment Penelope began cursing loudly, which was rather out of character for her.
“Not now, Marina,” Penelope said, her hand trembling as she stared at her phone in disbelief.
Her cousin’s curiosity only grew, prompting her to walk closer and ask the question again.
“Not now!” Penelope’s voice cracked with emotion as she glared at Marina, her eyes red and her chest rising and falling rapidly. Because it was over wasn’t it? If people already despised her for things much smaller than this, it was all over now. This would flood the internet—articles upon articles, thousands of comments. As soon as everyone witnessed her performance, they would understand; they would realise it was all true, and her acting was nothing more than a fraud.
Her vision blurred as she scrolled through her phone, and for a moment, her finger lingered over Eloise’s contact. Because who could she possibly call? Who would bother listening to her at a moment like this, especially about such a ridiculous matter?
Not even Eloise, and that was the truth. She’d been genuinely alone for years.
Taking a deep breath, she scrolled through her contacts, letting her emotions cloud her judgement for a change.
“Pen?”
“Colin, I—” she began, her hand coming up to cover her face as she inhaled deeply, trying to steady herself.
“What is it?” In an instant, his voice grew heavy with concern, as if he owned the world’s most acute sixth sense.
“It’s stupid, it’s really…stupid,” she choked out, her breaths ragged and tears streaming down her face.
“Alright, I’ll be over shortly.”
“What?” Penelope paused, “No that’s not—”
“I’ll be there in ten,” he announced before hanging up, leaving Penelope to gaze at her phone in disbelief, and then at Marina.
“Alright, it looks like Will is finally on the same page as Mrs Varley, and I’m with them too: you really shouldn’t do anything,” Colin said, tucking his mobile back into his pocket.
Penelope paced around her living room, running a hand through her hair, utterly bewildered by the ridiculous advice she’d just been given. “Why is it that when it was about us, we had to put out a statement straight away, yet when it comes to my career and reputation, I’m expected to keep quiet?”
“Because there’s absolutely nothing you can do, Pen,” Colin said with sincerity, causing Penelope to halt her pacing and stare at him indignantly. “With two people, they can check each other’s stories, but Anthony is already dealing with quite a bit of backlash as it stands, and there’s nothing he can say to improve the situation. If both of you decide to speak up, it could potentially make things even worse.”
“I hate this,” Penelope said, her eyes welling up once more, and she couldn’t quite tell if it was from anger, stress, or genuine sorrow. “I truly hate this,” she scratched her head before glancing up at him once more. “Colin, is there a chance that—”
“Of course not,” Colin shot back, anticipating where Penelope’s line of thinking was leading. “Pen, don’t you know Anthony at all? Or Agatha? If you're in this movie is because you deserve it, I told you.”
She gave a weak nod, sighing and closing her eyes as her phone buzzed again. She stared at it and pursed her lips.
“It’s Mrs Varley,” she told him. “This could take a while.”
He nodded, resolved to wait patiently while she spoke to her manager, until Marina, who had been silent the whole time, decided to intervene.
“Maybe we ought to give her a bit of space, then? Or at least have a go at finding us all some dinner,” she said, raising an eyebrow at him. “You did say you’d show me around, didn’t you?”
Colin furrowed his brows at her, feeling as though he ought to be doing anything else, but then he glanced at Penelope. She was gazing at them both with a far-off look in her eyes, likely still worrying about her career.
“It’s all right,” she replied softly, meeting his gaze as though answering to the same question he had posed months before. “This is likely to take more than an hour, and I’ve got nothing in the fridge,” she announced before finally answering her phone.
“It’s so adorable how you came running to help Pen the moment she needed you.”
Colin nodded absentmindedly, the takeout menu a jumble of colours in the low light as he squinted through his dark sunglasses. But he could make out the words Hummus Sabich, which he knew Penelope loved, so that was a success.
“She was clearly quite upset on the phone, so I thought it was the least I could do,” he explained, handing the menu to Marina.
The girl nodded, grabbed the big laminated sheet, and read through all the options. “Is that why you ran for the hills that nigh?” She asked without raising her gaze to him, and although her tone was nonchalant, Colin knew that the question was far from it.
He crossed his arms with a sigh, taking in the dimly lit, cramped takeaway restaurant, hoping the cap and sunglasses were enough to keep him anonymous.
“I was drunk that night,” he replied.
“And?” She asked, returning the menu to him.“So was I.”
“And...” he began, his voice trailing off as he signalled to the kitchen attendant, letting him know they were ready to order. And as the thin, young man approached the counter, Colin finished his thought. “Not the most ideal way to kick off a relationship.”
“A relationship?” Marina asked incredulously, as if he’d lost his mind. “I thought we were just having fun. Getting over our exes and all that.”
At that point, the attendant was ready for them to place their order. Colin stepped up and said they would like one Hummus Sabich and one portion of Falafel Balls. He then gestured to Marina, who mentioned she would like to order a kebab. The young man smiled at them and headed back to the kitchen with their orders, much to Colin’s dismay, as he would have preferred to escape that conversation with Marina rather than see it through to the end.
“I get I might not be as beautiful as the models you’re accustomed to, but there’s really no need to lie—”
“I’m not,” Colin stated, refuting her claims that he was being dishonest. “You’re hot, and you’re well aware of it, Marina,” he responded with a hint of weariness, and she couldn’t help but smile at that, feeling quite satisfied.
“So, what was really the issue then?” She narrowed her eyes at him. “Because I didn’t ask for a relationship. And you think I am attractive, so—”
Colin adjusted his hat and scratched his head, feeling overwhelmed by her questions. “Maybe I should turn that question back to you,” he said, letting out a heavy breath as his eyes met hers. “What seems to be the issue? Why are you talking about this now?”
“Because,” she said, resting her weight against the wall and folding her arms over her chest. “I find myself needing to forget my ex.”
The man stared at her, speechless at her sudden declaration. Colin wasn’t stupid; he had been in similar situations countless times before, and he understood exactly what she was implying. And the problem was that he wasn’t truly opposed to it; after all, Marina was certainly one of the most beautiful women he had ever encountered. Moreover, it just so happened that he had been single for months, and honestly, he couldn’t quite figure out why.
So maybe he could help her move on from her ex, while she helped him forget his troubles. Then, the next day, they’d go their separate ways, back to normal life, but at least a little less stressed.
“Just have a think about it,” she said offhandedly, aware that she had his attention.
This only unsettled Colin further, as it reminded him of the Marina he knew, the kind of captivating storm that held the promise of simplifying life magically.
“Number thirty-two,” the attendant called, abruptly bringing Colin back to reality. He wondered if they had been standing in silence for that long, engrossed in their unspoken impasse. But he couldn’t decipher his jumbled feelings, so he just grabbed their order and paid.
The street felt like a breath of fresh air after the confined space they had just left, and as they walked towards Penelope’s building, he took a deep breath, enjoying the cool air that settled over his skin. Marina continued in silence, walking by his side as they passed by a vibrant parade of restaurants, stores, and pharmacies, their windows adorned with glittering Christmas decorations and festive displays. By the time they arrived at their destination, Colin’s mind was sufficiently clear for him to make a decision. So, as Marina opened the building entrance door, he calmly held out his hand with their order.
“I just…” He inhaled deeply. “I just realised I should get to bed early tonight, as I’ve got an interview to record first thing in the morning.”
Which wasn’t a lie, as he was indeed recording numerous interviews and podcasts for their promotional tour. And Penelope was doing the same, to be fair. So, as Marina took the takeaway bag from his hand, he took a few steps back to ensure he didn’t do something stupid.
With the shock fading from her features, she let her arms fall, shook her head, and chuckled dryly.
“Are you serious? The same excuse?” She asked.
“It’s not an excuse, I really—”
“Colin,” she cut him off, her gaze fixed on him, refusing to accept his false act.
Sighing, he removed his sunglasses and placed them on his collar, locking eyes with her in an attempt to make her understand. Glancing slightly upwards, as if towards Penelope’s apartment, he said, “She’s not alright with this. With us, I mean.”
Marina scoffed in disbelief. “So it really was because of Penelope.”
He couldn’t bear to meet her gaze, so he looked away, his attention drawn to a distant, speeding car.
“Colin, she’s fine with it.” She took a slight step forward, hoping he would look at her. “I’m her cousin, I would know.”
“Well, I’m one of her best friends,” he said, putting his hands in his pockets and gazing back at her. “And I’m telling you, she’s not.”
She looked down at her hands, adjusting the takeout bag and shaking her head. “Fine,” she said, and Colin relaxed. “I would just be careful if I were you.”
Confused by her words, he wrinkled his brow. “With what?”
She then glanced up at him. “You two are getting carried away with this job,” she said. “I see the way you look at her, and it’s obvious you’re not attracted to her, so it can’t be that you have feelings for her. But you two are becoming too dependent on each other, and it’s not good for either of you.”
And with that, as Colin stared at her, still in utter confusion, she leaned in and kissed his cheek. “I’ll catch you later,” she remarked, then walked back inside.
Usually, Colin wouldn’t allow anyone’s opinion of him to bother him anymore. He had been there, done that, a thousand times over, and he knew full well that nothing good would come of it.
But Marina’s comment left him restless, and he couldn’t pinpoint what exactly was bothering him.
“What’s going on with you today?“ Will asked from the passenger seat, his eyes fixed on Colin’s reflection in the rearview mirror. The actor has been surprisingly quiet and compliant ever since he was picked up from home.
Colin’s gaze snapped from the window to his manager, startled as if suddenly realising he wasn’t alone in the car. “Nothing,” he muttered.
Will made a noncommittal sound in his throat, as if he didn’t believe a word of it. “If this is about your brother, I wouldn’t stress too much,” he stated vaguely, before turning and giving Colin his mobile phone.
Confused, the actor furrowed his brow as he picked up Will’s phone. His eyes were drawn to the screen, which displayed a short text message in white letters on a black background. Glancing at the username, he immediately recognised the picture.
“It has come to my attention that my name is being used to unfairly target a coworker, and despite the pressure to stay quiet, I can’t stand by and let these false claims spread online.
I have never experienced any harassment from Anthony Bridgerton, nor have I seen him harass anyone else on set. Any differences we may or may not have had are strictly personal and something we both bear responsibility for.
I absolutely do not give my consent for anyone to speak on my behalf when it comes to criticising Anthony. In fact, I want to emphasise that I couldn’t have asked for a better director for our film.
-Kate”
“I thought you mentioned she couldn’t stand him?” Will asked as Colin was engrossed in his reading.
Colin looked bewildered, his face twisted into a knot of confusion, as he handed Will his phone, saying, “She can’t.”
“Well, apparently not enough to sink his reputation,” Will said with a shrug, tucking his phone back in his pocket and turning back to look straight ahead. “This will be all over the internet in no time.”
“Yeah,” Colin replied, lost in thought, his finger tapping nervously against his lips as he glanced back at the streets.
“If not this, then all their energy will be directed towards you and Penelope,” Will said in a playful tone.
Colin let his hand fall limply to his side and let out a frustrated huff. Why was everyone suddenly so fixated on him and Penelope? They did nothing unusual, but it seems that many people on the internet were talking about them, and then Marina, and now even Will was laughing about it.
They had been friends for a long time; what was so remarkable about it?
“Or when this film finally premieres, everyone will have something far more interesting to occupy their time,” Colin muttered, a hint of bitterness in his tone.
Will cocked his head to the side, unsure if he believed that could actually happen. And as their car descended into the shadowy depths of the parking garage, he said, “Right then, just do me a favour and leave this brilliant mood behind when we head upstairs, yeah?”
Colin scowled at him as he unfastened his seatbelt. Nevertheless, he was resolute in his efforts to maintain his composure and quell his confusion, all in the name of ensuring an uneventful interview.
Especially because he was sure that the situation would resolve itself soon.
Anthony: You didn’t need to do that
Kathani Sharma: Actually I did. I really did.
Anthony: I had the situation handled
Kathani Sharma: Did you?
Anthony: yes
Anthony: you shouldn’t have risked your reputation because of me.
Kathani Sharma: …
Kathani Sharma: I didn’t
Kathani Sharma: if that’s what your absurd act is all about.
Anthony: you’re unbelievable
Anthony: you’re infuriating did you know that
Kathani Sharma: me
Kathani Sharma: you’re the one getting on my nerves when I’ve just done you a favour
Kathani Sharma: but if you want me to take it back, just say so.
…
Anthony: thank you
Kathani Sharma: you’re welcome
Penelope, upon discovering online that Kate had spoken out in Anthony’s defence, believed the run of misfortune would end and things would return to normalcy. She truly did.
Her career, her relationship with Colin, and her looks were still all subject to ongoing scrutiny. However, their film was set to premiere in just over a week, and she was quite convinced it would eclipse all those issues; it would overshadow everything, and all would be well in the end.
That was precisely why, as soon as she set her phone aside, she popped some corn for herself, settled into her couch with her snug and well-loved blanket and switched on the most random Christmas film she could find. With all the interviews and promotional filming finished for the day, she felt utterly free and relaxed.
The only slight issue was that she wasn’t living by herself.
“The princess switch 4?” Marina’s scoff was immediate upon entering the living room. She was rushing to pull her hair up into a bun, leaving it slightly messy, her face painted with colourful makeup, and her large, dangling earrings swaying with every motion. “Seriously, Pen, you need to get out more.”
Taking a deep breath and mustering all her patience, Penelope replied, “I’ve been out all day.”
“Yeah, but for work. I meant going out to have some fun,” Marina said, gesturing at the television as if it had done something wrong. “You’ll never find someone if you keep acting like this.”
Now that hurt.
Penelope really should be used to it by that point, honestly, since she’s heard variations of that sentence from all sorts of people throughout her life. It was really just that she was getting older, and it felt like time was having a good laugh at her expense, always reminding her that she might end up living her life as an old spinster. And that was definitely the last thing she wanted to be reminded of when she finally had some free time.
“Marina, I’m tired. You can go out all you want, I’m not stopping you,” she replied curtly, placing her popcorn bowl by her right. She didn’t want to waste it all by eating while arguing with her cousin.
“Aren’t you,” Marina muttered under her breath, her voice a low growl as she stomped back to the bathroom.
Even though her reply was barely a whisper, Penelope furrowed her eyebrow, having caught every word. And she should have left it alone, but at that point she was sufficiently incensed to reply back.
“I’m really not the best company for any sort of gathering or pub outing you might fancy, I assure you,” she said, aware that her cousin could hear her.
Marina’s heavy steps echoed across the living room as she stormed back in, glaring at Penelope. “That is not the problem.”
The redhead gazed at her with bewilderment, unable to comprehend the source of the sudden aggression. “What is the problem, then?”
Marina bit her lip, took a deep breath, and said, “The problem is that you don’t go out, you don’t have a boyfriend, and so no one else can.”
Impossibly, the crease between Penelope’s eyebrows deepened. “What on earth are you talking about?”
“Colin,” Marina said, her shoulders tensing up. “I’m talking about Colin.”
What.
Penelope’s heart quickened at the sound of his name, even though she was bewildered by how everything had shifted to focus on him.
“Marina, wha—”
“I haven’t the foggiest idea how your friendship works, and quite frankly, it’s none of my business. But honestly, you should go out and meet new people.”
Penelope ran her hands over her face. “I don’t—”
“Because if you really won’t allow each other to see other people—”
“Marina, Colin’s been out with loads of people,” Penelope said, waving her hand as if to silence her relentless cousin who was grilling her about her love life while Penelope just wanted to watch a stupid Christmas movie.
“So it’s only a problem when he’s interested in me,” she said.
And then Penelope froze.
At last, everything was falling into place. Or, Penelope furrowed her brows, at least in part since the last time she had talked to Colin about Marina had been months prior.
“I told him it’s not an issue,” Penelope replied, her voice becoming quieter as her arms slumped by her side.
Marina crossed her arms over her chest as she studied Penelope’s strange reaction. “Well, he definitely seems to think it is.”
That was certainly a surprise to her, Penelope mused. She had told him time and again not to let her stand in the way of anything he wanted with Marina, yet now it appeared her cousin had a rather different understanding of the situation. Nevertheless, Penelope had no intention of revealing all the details of her conversation with Colin, especially since her cousin was irritating her.
“When he asked me about it, I said it was alright,” she remarked. “But you can’t really hold it against me if he picks up on the fact that I’m not entirely comfortable with you treating him as a rebound.”
“Penelope, he’s well aware that I’m just using him as a rebound,” Marina said, her tone dripping with condescension, as though Penelope were a child who hadn’t a clue about life’s realities. “Seeing as I was also aware he was using me in the same way, I fail to see how this concerns you at all.”
The actress didn’t want to admit it, but perhaps that was what hurt the most.
In her head, she had that perfect chevalier image of Colin. Despite knowing about his past relationships, she preferred to believe that he genuinely cared for the people he dated and wasn’t the type to use others just for physical pleasure. It was rather absurd, as childish and naïve as Marina likely perceived her, and perhaps that was the true reason she had remained single all her life.
“You’re right, it doesn’t,” Penelope said, her voice drained of energy and hope.
Marina blinked, taken aback by Penelope’s sudden shift in mood. She couldn’t quite put her finger on it, whether it was the way everything seemed to click into place in her mind or the sight of her cousin, looking increasingly pale as she stared down at the fuzzy brown blanket draped over her lap, but in that moment, it all became clear.
“You love him,” she said.
“What?” Penelope snapped, her whole body stiffening as if she’d been stung.
And now Marina was absolutely certain. “It’s the only thing that makes sense,” she said, a dry laugh escaping her lips as she ran a hand across her forehead. “It’s painfully obvious."
The air felt thick and heavy, making it hard for Penelope to breathe. She stood up abruptly, “This is ridic—”
“You’re actually falling for this charade the two of you are putting on, aren’t you?” Marina interrupted, her eyes hardening with a pity that made Penelope’s stomach churn. It felt like a knife twist in the gut because, deep down, Penelope would be lying if she said that people’s opinions about her and Colin weren’t affecting her at all.
“You are,” Marina concluded.
And Penelope didn’t have the chance to explain that this wasn’t an act, that they weren’t pretending, but simply being themselves. She didn’t have the opportunity to lie that her feelings for Colin had always been platonic and that she wasn’t foolish enough to think otherwise. Because now Marina had seen through her, and she was relentless.
“Pen, he’s not interested in you,” Marina said condescendingly, as if teaching a child basic arithmetic. “Can’t you see you need to let this go?”
Penelope felt absurd, as she was fully aware of all those things Marina hurled at her, and more. However, hearing someone else say it so bluntly made the reality of the situation sickening.
“You two might have some lovely moments on camera, but really, that’s all they are—a fantasy,” she went on. “How long are you going to keep deluding yourself with them?”
“Marina, everything you saw between Colin and me is real,” Penelope managed to say, her voice cracking with defeat as tears welled in her eyes. “If you picked up on any emotions, that’s your interpretation; we weren’t acting.”
The other girl then shook her head wearily, “If I must be the one to bring you back to reality, so be it,” she said, reaching into her pocket and tossing something onto the couch beside Penelope. “I’d give that a read if I were you,” she remarked before heading back to the toilet.
For a moment, Penelope stood there watching her leave before summoning the courage to look at what Marina had thrown her way. With slightly trembling hands, she picked up Marina’s phone and immediately recognised what seemed to be an interview Colin had given for British Vogue. It seemed harmless at first, until she stumbled upon the part her cousin had intended for her to read all along.
You’ve certainly had your fair share of public relationships, but it appears that your most talked-about one is with your co-star and long-time friend, Penelope Featherington. Do you find that odd, or were you both anticipating such a response?
I suppose so? I still can’t quite grasp why everyone appears so fascinated by our friendship; I promise you, we couldn’t be more ordinary. It’s quite ridiculous how many people keep asking me if we’re going to date. Just to be clear, I wouldn’t ever consider dating Penelope, not in a million years [chuckles].
Penelope Featherington was thirty-one years old when she gave up on Colin Bridgerton for the 187th time.
And that was the first time she truly meant it.
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Chapter 8: ...that meant...
Summary:
Colin Bridgerton does something he never thought he would do.
Notes:
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I do not have much to say, mainly because I am about to board a plane LOL, but I do find it oddly symmetrical that I posted the last chapter just before leaving on this trip and now I am posting it again as I return home, but ENJOY!
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Chapter Text
Colin Bridgerton had a small circle of people he genuinely cared for in his life.
It was, in fact, quite a brief list that featured his mother, his siblings (even the ones who got on his nerves), Will (when he wasn’t being difficult), and Penelope Featherington.
And although it might seem pretentious or even cruel to live life that way, caring about so little, Colin had enough experience to understand how relationships functioned and how people operated. He understood well what he meant to those around him and recognised his role in the world, as determined by them.
And the truth was, that world didn’t have much room for him. There wasn’t space for sentimentality, passiveness, weakness.
He didn’t take long to realise this either.
It could have been when his first couple of girlfriends cheated, saying he was a pleasant diversion but not quite as remarkable or masculine as other guys. Or perhaps it was during his early years as an actor that he came across innumerable memes criticising his stupid facial expressions. Or maybe it was during those two years when he was continually labelled fat or taunted about his alleged beer belly after gaining weight.
It might have been in the few months following the end of acting school. When he encountered a rather well-known director and nearly landed a role in a moderately budgeted TV show, if only his closest friend hadn’t spread whispers about his supposed involvement with substances, all to secure the part for himself instead of Colin.
Rumours that he still had to address every few years, by the way, not that the press bothered to be honest.
There was that time when a magazine editor casually ran her hand along his thigh, hinting at her intention to say nice things about him to others. But it wasn’t as bad as the weeks when he finally got a part in the theatre, only for the director to keep saying that his butt just wasn’t plump enough.
In any case, all of these thoughts became a bit of a muddle in his mind, much like a collection of puzzle pieces that, when put together, revealed the clear picture of how life was. Everyone was looking out for their own interests, a proper survival of the fittest, and Colin was certainly not the strongest, nor the brightest, nor the most dashing, and certainly not first in anything of real significance.
He certainly wasn’t the first to anyone had ever dated. In fact, there came a time in his life when he found himself just waiting for the other shoe to drop. After all, expecting a different outcome from a situation that had played out a thousand times before is just plain foolishness.
Not the first among all his supposed friends, who didn’t stick around after high school, after university, after any work together, after anything at all.
He liked to believe he could be the best in his job, but to be honest, while he had a nice face and a few awards, he just wasn’t quite cut out for Academy Awards material. The New Yorker words, not his.
And it was fine, even if he wasn’t the first for anyone in his family. It was okay if everyone was too busy to make it to his high school graduation. And even though no one could attend the ceremony when he received his first award, he at least received some lovely text messages a few hours later. He was just another artist in the family, and to be honest, not even the most talented.
It was alright, even if he wasn’t the first for Penelope either. If all he could do after Eloise’s departure try to hold the broken pieces together, destined to watch as Penelope grew more and more distant, for Colin wasn’t his sister, and he couldn’t offer what she could.
Colin Bridgerton knew his place in the world and was at peace with it.
There were many clear signs of a brewing crisis, some repeated over the past 18 months, all punctuated by persistent, noisy alerts and phone calls.
But it was the sudden, unnerving silence that first alerted Colin to something being truly wrong.
No one was responding to his messages; not a single person did so. None of his coworkers, no sibling, neither Penelope nor John. He contemplated reaching out to Will for the ultimate test, but he only contacted his manager when he was prepared to participate in an interview, photoshoot, or unexpected appearance at a fashion show in exchange, which he certainly was not.
He also noticed a trend of brief interactions with the crew during the morning’s Pepsi ad shoot, as though everyone was hurrying through their conversations with him.
And last but not least, his social media didn’t appear to be bombarding him with notifications, which had an unsettling effect on Colin rather than a calming one.
But then, after a day of complete radio silence, his phone buzzed with a call from the last person he expected.
His brow furrowed as he saw the name on the screen, momentarily gripped by an absurd fear that someone must have died. That was the only reason that could explain the sudden contact after years of hardly speaking. In any case, he eventually got over the shock and picked up the phone.
“Eloise?” He said hesitantly, as if his phone had misidentified the caller.
“What do you think you’re doing?” were her first words, delivered as if nothing had happened at all. As if she hadn’t moved away from the UK years ago, barely keeping in touch, as if they were resolving a petty argument they’d just had at home.
Twisting his face in confusion, he replied, like an idiot, “At the moment I’m about to have lunch, why?”
A scoff rang out from the other side. “Have you been on social media? At all?” she spat, her voice laced with such disdain that he felt like the most foolish person alive.
“No,” he said, his annoyance mounting. His sister, who had practically vanished from his life for the past five years, had suddenly reappeared to pry into the subject he detested most. “I make it a habit not to check social media unless the world is coming to an end.”
“I suggest you take a look at it,” she said, her tone sharp.
He pinched the bridge of his nose, exasperated by the cryptic phone call. “Since when do you care about social media at all?”
There was a pause on the other line before she answered, “Since you and Penelope have been all over it. Which is precisely why I thought you’d think for about five seconds before speaking, Colin.”
Colin felt his heart skip a beat, the unsettling feeling of déjà vu settling upon him as he processed her last line.
“Eloise,” he said, his words measured and deliberate, “What on earth are you talking about.”
“Your last interview for British Vogue,” she said, and he felt a chill run through him, “Does that ring any bells?”
To be honest, it didn’t ring any bells, but what did was that all-too-familiar feeling of the world falling apart after an interview.
“I don’t… I can’t quite recall saying anything…” He drifted off, attempting to recall all that had been said back then and what might have been so dreadful.
“Let me remind you,” she said, “I wouldn’t ever consider dating Penelope, not in a million years,” and then, flatly, she added, “ha. ha. ha.”
Colin wrinkled his forehead, “So? We’ve been friends our whole lives and people just won’t stop pestering us, so—”
“You’re the most stupid, clueless man to ever walk this earth,” Eloise said, her voice weary before she snapped. “What do you think people would make of that line, Colin?”
He put his hand to his forehead, feeling short of breath.
“Have you even read what people are saying about Penelope online? What they had been saying even before you stupidly opened your mouth.”
“No, Eloise,” he felt his voice growing higher as fear gnawed at him. “I already said I don’t care about social media, and I told Pen—”
“Oh, splendid for you,” Eloise replied, “I’m quite certain you’ll manage to carry on with your philosophy just nicely now while Pen deals with the repercussions.”
Colin couldn’t tell if Eloise’s harsh and uncompromising tone was what was unsettling him, or if it was the worried pounding of his heart, causing his hands to tremble and his mind to desperately hope she was wrong. But, all of a sudden, he was furious.
"Oh, I see, so now you’ve taken an interest in Penelope,” Colin replied. “I’m just a bit curious, but where was all this concern over the past five years?”
“I had to—”
“Where were you, Eloise, when you left your best friend behind with only me to pick up the pieces?” He asked with frustration, feeling a sense of satisfaction when she didn’t respond. “So forgive me if you’re about the last person I would ever listen to where Penelope is concerned,” he added.
A heavy silence settled over the call, until Eloise finally spoke, her voice now weak and defeated, “Just have a look at social media,” before ending the conversation.
Colin’s eyes fixated on his phone, held in a hand that shook uncontrollably, his lungs constricting in a way he hadn’t experienced in what felt like forever.
He shut his eyes and took a deep breath, opting to grab his car keys and head out rather than follow Eloise’s instructions.
“She hasn’t arrived home yet,” Marina said, leaning against the doorjamb with her arms crossed.
Colin nodded, his mouth forming a tight line as he slipped his hands into his pockets. Of course, she wasn’t home. With the imminent premiere and a whirlwind of events to attend, he too found himself rarely at home those days.
“Any idea when she’ll be back?” He asked.
“In about an hour, I think,” she said.
He could work with that. In fact, he would make it work if necessary.
Marina seemed to catch on to what he was thinking just by looking at his face. Without saying a word, she grabbed her brown wool coat from behind the door and stepped out of the flat.
“What are you doing?” Colin asked as she shut the door with a soft click.
“If you’re going to wait for her, we might as well pop out for a bite to eat,” she replied, locking the door. “Or were you thinking of just standing about here for the next hour or so?”
To be honest, he had thought about doing just that. However, he wasn’t about to do so with Marina standing there watching him. Or even worse, with her staying inside the house while he stood outside like a rejected dog (which he already suspected would be the case, given that she hadn’t invited him in).
Following Marina, he found himself at a dingy, local cafe, surrounded by worn furniture and the smell of cigarettes. Though the weather was brisk, they sat outside. Colin was adamant about not entering the cafe and taking off his sunglasses, fearing that being seen with Marina would only escalate the situation.
As he skimmed the menu, an unexpected wave of nausea washed over him. Prior to Eloise’s call, he had been hungry, but now he couldn’t find a single option that didn’t make his stomach churn. Nevertheless, he had a long day ahead, so he forced himself to eat the omelette he had ordered, even though it made him feel queasy.
“You shouldn’t to be too hard on yourself, you know,” she said casually, glancing at him while adding grated parmesan to her broccoli and cheese soup.
Colin’s gaze remained on his untouched food, his lips pursed together in contemplation. He was torn between the worry that Marina knew the exact reason for his desire to speak to Penelope and a flicker of relief that Penelope might not be upset.
“She’s not replying to my texts,” he said, slicing into his omelette, hardly able to believe he found himself in this situation with Penelope again so soon after the last time. “Or my phone calls.”
“It will pass,” Marina replied, taking a sip of her orange juice.
Colin shook his head, finding her casual tone utterly strange given Penelope’s unprecedented behavior after all their years of friendship. Or at least, prior to that year.
“I don’t think it will,” he replied, the fork stabbing into his food with a sharp, metallic sound.
“I’ve said it before. The two of you need to learn to be normal friends,” she said, wiping her mouth with her napkin and then neatly folding it. “You didn’t say anything wrong. You just wanted to clarify that she’s your friend, and that’s all there is to it between you two.”
It was strange how precisely that was what he wanted to convey, yet hearing Marina echo his words made bile rise in his throat. He munched on his food, feeling as though there was plastic in his mouth instead, and with considerable effort, he swallowed.
He still hadn’t quite found the nerve to read through his interview and see for himself how it came across in writing (or on a phone screen), but he wasn’t feeling optimistic about it. He had been in this situation too many times to pretend there was nothing to worry about.
“Sometimes, protecting a friend’s feelings is more important than being right,” he finally said, his voice quiet and thoughtful.
Marina paused, her spoon hovering over her bowl, her gaze fixed on him. A moment passed before she let out a small, sardonic smile and slurped the soup.
“You’ll have to make a choice, eventually. You know that, right?” She asked.
Colin frowned at her, taking a sip of water before mustering the courage to take another bite of his food.
Realising he didn’t understand, she said, “You can’t have it both ways. You can’t constantly prioritise Penelope without facing consequences.”
With every line she spoke, his confusion grew. In his mind, he was doing what he always had for Penelope. No one had ever questioned his intentions in the past twenty years, so why were they doing so now?
“Honestly,” Marina added, taking a sip of her juice.“I’ve never quite grasped how someone like you hasn’t settled down. I wondered if that was what you were after, and that would have been perfectly alright. But, based on what I know about you, that couldn’t be further from the truth.” She crossed her arms, contemplating how the guy struggled to just kiss her without getting tangled up in thoughts of a relationship. “The issue is that no relationship of yours is likely to succeed while you’re still so emotionally attached to Penelope, and the public will always be watching the two of you. You can’t have it all. You will need to make a choice,” she reiterated.
Colin felt suffocated again, realising he hadn’t thought about these things before. He wasn’t sure if they were true either, considering Penelope’s distant presence in his life for the past five years. It seemed unfair to blame her for any relationship failures.
That made Colin realise he was also angry. Angry that everyone, including Marina, assumed things about him and his relationship with Penelope. He was furious, because if Marina was right, he couldn’t even be himself around one of the people he loved most. Everyone would always judge him, no matter what he said or did.
Fine then, he thought with determination as he abruptly stood up, giving up on eating. If he had to choose between the chaotic mess of his personal-public life and Penelope, it was an easy decision. He threw more money than necessary for his omelette and the service on the table, drank all of his water, and set his glass down with a loud clang.
“Then I choose Penelope,” he said nonchalantly, turning around and leaving without looking back to see if Marina would follow.
Startled, the girl’s eyes widened, and she grabbed her purse, hurrying after him.
Colin knew it hadn’t been an hour yet, but he was becoming anxious as he listened to people talking about Penelope, rather than just speaking to his friend directly. He felt increasingly indifferent to anyone’s thoughts about their friendship, especially since lately, it felt like everyone had an opinion to share. Their relationship was theirs alone, and ultimately Penelope’s thoughts on the subject were the only ones that mattered.
So he hurried back to her flat, hoping that somehow all his problems would just disappear, that Penelope would magically be back, and when he looked into her eyes, everything would feel okay again.
As fate would have it, Marina opened the door just as her cousin was hanging her coat, and they nearly collided.
But unlike his hopes, as soon as Penelope noticed them, her eyes going from Marina to him, he realised how everything was very far from okay.
“Pen…”He trailed off, unsure what to even say.
At first, she didn’t say a word, her lips curling into a grimace as she shifted to let Marina enter.
“I didn’t mean to—”
“Look, Colin, I really don’t wanna hear it,” she said, her tone leaving no room for discussion as she leaned against the doorway, gripping the door with one hand like it was her emotional anchor.
There it was again. The same expression of betrayal on her face that had haunted him months prior. The difference was that it was worse this time, much worse.
“People kept making assumptions about us,” he remarked, “and all I wanted was to clear things up.”
At that, her lips pursed even more, and she averted her gaze to her own shoes instead of meeting his eyes. In that moment, Colin felt like he was bargaining with reality itself, unable to believe that he could have messed things up so completely.
“But the media, they always twist our words against us,” he continued. “They manipulate and distort everything and—”
“And didn’t you know this better than anyone else?” she interrupted, her voice cracking with anger as she whipped her head up to stare him down. Now he could see it, the redness in her eyes and how they glistened as they filled with tears. “Haven’t you been saying all this time that we need to be careful?” she continued. “So how could you?”
He opened his mouth, desperately searching for words, his heart hammering against his ribs as he faced Penelope’s crushing sorrow.
“I’m well aware that our relationship is completely platonic, and I never expected anything more,” she said, swallowing hard as she told a lie that only she, in her own heart, would ever truly know. “But in your absurd haste to ensure that every single person in the universe is aware of that fact, you’re going to tell me that you didn’t know? That you had no idea how a comment like that would affect someone like me?” She asked, her voice cracking with pain as she gestured towards herself, as if she were a broken thing.
Colin furrowed his brow, confused by her last remark. He couldn’t comprehend what about her specifically made his comment so impactful.
“Why someone like—”
“You know, in the past, whenever I was hurt, I would think,” she went on, disregarding whatever he was about to say as tears streamed down her cheeks. “It’s all right, really, as Colin is such a good friend.” Her voice started breaking again, a dry chuckle escaping her lips, and when she looked at him, he wished with all his might that she hadn’t. Because the pain and revulsion he saw in her typically warm and joyful eyes was a sight that would be forever etched in his memory.
And, absurdly, as he witnessed that look on Penelope’s face, he contemplated how he never even knew he possessed the ability to hurt anyone so profoundly, let alone Penelope.
She added, “But you know what?” and he realised he truly, desperately, did not want to know. “A good friend would never do something like this. They would never hurt me this way just because they were that terrified of people assuming we were dating.”
“That’s not what—” He attempted to get just one word in. Because that wasn’t what it was. He wasn’t afraid of people thinking he was romantically involved with Penelope. He was just… He was…
Maybe he was just scared in general.
“Well, let me take that weight off your shoulders,” she interrupted, her voice hardening, each word a brick in the wall she was building between them. “From now on, you don’t have to worry about rumours regarding our friendship, because there isn’t one anymore.”
The blood drained from his face as he croaked out “Pen—”
“We are not best friends, in fact, we are not friends at all,” she declared, her voice ringing with finality. He stared at her, his vision swimming as tears blurred his sight. “We are merely co-workers, cast mates in an upcoming movie, and nothing more. Do you understand?”
Despite asking a question, she didn’t really need an answer. She didn’t wait for one either, nor did she hesitate for a second, even when she saw Colin’s watery eyes, before she slammed the door in his face.
Penelope turned and leaned against the door, her carefully constructed composure shattering as the weight of her emotions crashed down on her now that Colin’s watchful eyes were gone. Her fingers dug into her chest, as if she could hold her feelings in with sheer willpower, but the tears kept threatening to spill over.
When she looked up, Marina met her gaze with a knowing look on her face, clearly having witnessed everything.
“Don’t you think you’re overreacting?” She asked.
In that moment, Penelope found herself teetering on the edge of laughter, or maybe it was a fit of rage that threatened to spill over—she couldn’t quite tell. Of course that after everything that had happened, Marina had the audacity to go out with Colin, knowing exactly how upset Penelope was with him.
The redhead ran a hand through her hair, fed up with it all.
“You know, I feel like my flat is just way too small for the two of us. Perhaps you should stay with Philippa, or Prudence,” Penelope said, and for once in her life, Marina fell silent.
Penelope then straightened her back and strolled towards her room, completely unfazed by her cousin’s astonished expression. “I have to get ready for another photoshoot now,” she announced, holding the door to her room before turning to Marina. “But I’d prefer to have my flat to myself until the end of the week.” And with that, she closed yet another door, finally able to weep in peace.
Colin must have faked tears countless times over the years for various roles.
But as himself? He couldn’t remember the last time he had cried.
There was a time when he was the most sensitive among all his siblings, and he wondered where that sensitivity even had come from. Perhaps it came from his father, he wouldn’t know. Regardless, his siblings weren’t particularly emotional, not a single one of them. Temperamental and passionate? Definitely. But it was as if all the vulnerability, softness, and tears had been concentrated solely on him, like a bolt of cursed lightning.
Growing up, he was constantly mocked for it, even in his early twenties. That was until he realised there was really no benefit to living life so weakly, and that he genuinely needed to grow up and stop letting things affect him so much. And then life became easier, when he pretended he was someone as resilient and unbreakable as Anthony, or Eloise. Even Hyacinth.
Life had indeed become easier, he thought to himself as he sniffled for the tenth time. He fished out a tissue from his glove compartment, dabbing at his eyes and then his nose, before his trembling hands finally found their place on the steering wheel.
To drive himself home, he knew he had to pull himself together. After all, he couldn’t even rely on his own assistant to call a driver for him anymore, not with the way he was avoiding his calls.
Letting out a humourless chuckle, he swallowed hard and took a deep breath before starting the car. And as he drove home, he begged his body to just give him a break. And the absurd thing was, John was waiting for Colin right at his door the moment the actor got off the elevator, acting like he hadn’t been ignoring his calls at all.
Colin scoffed, a pathetic wet sound after all his previous crying.
“You remembered I existed, did you?” He asked, his voice hoarse and one octave lower as he walked to his door.
John was taken aback by Colin’s beet-red face, defeated tone, and generally dishevelled look.
“I’m... I’m sorry, Mr—Colin,” he nearly slipped into formality, almost calling him Mr Bridgerton, a habit he hadn’t used in almost a year. “My phone was acting up, so I had to come in person.”
“Right,” Colin replied, tossing his keys over the kitchen island, utterly unconvinced by John’s words.
But he had more important things to think about than whether his assistant hated him. He simply leaned back against the island, pulling his phone out of his pocket, while John shut the door, staring at him as if fearing a sudden explosion.
However, the actor showed no sign of leaving his position. Instead, he went through all the social media apps on his phone, logged into his fake accounts, and just like Eloise told him to, he looked.
Colin Bridgerton vows to never consider dating Penelope Featherington: 'not in a million years'
by Lilah Bailey
The star of An Englishman in Italy has made his boundaries clear.
“I wouldn’t ever consider dating Penelope, not in a million years,” the actor stated to British Vogue last Thursday, just a week before the premiere of ‘The Sword and The Heart.’
Bridgerton, 34, recently opened up in an interview about his current career phase, collaborating with his older brother, and the swirling romance rumours. While it appeared to be a standard conversation, fans couldn’t help but pick up on the actor’s noticeable discomfort when it came to the notion of a romantic connection with co-star and supposed long-time friend, Penelope Featherington.
The interview has sparked numerous conversations about the actress’s dynamics with the cast, the casting process, and has drawn some less-than-flattering comments about her unconventional appearance.
Kath @bridgertonsthird
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
| Dee @warofthorns
@bridgertonsthird #they always lose
| ɪʀɪꜱ @swor4onh3rt
@warofthorns@bridgertonsthird he said as soon as this movie is over I wouldn’t touch that ugly ass with a ten-foot pole
| Kath @bridgertonsthird
@swor4onh3rt@warofthorns dear lora shippers your king just reminded you your queen has a distorted face and a wobbly ass
Maria Gomes ⚔️ @englishmansw1fe
he really said NOT IN A MILLION YEARS LMAO
| sab @bbtooncol
@englishmansw1fe can we blame him?
|・❥・Patty @patric1agom3sz
@bbtooncol@englishmansw1fe I too would be mad if my talentless friend forced herself in my work
| sab @bbtooncol
@patric1agom3sz@englishmansw1fe oh he's pissed
|・❥・Patty @patric1agom3sz
@bbtooncol@englishmansw1fe fr he laughed at her face and who am i to disagree
fi is tired @fifigrande
good can we finally talk about how this pity casting is only taking away the focus from the movie
| 🌙 Lu @luanam_i_m4
@fifigrande YES
| ⋆。‧˚ʚ🍓ɞ˚‧。⋆ Taylor @j1minology
@luanam_i_m4@fifigrande wait wdym?
| 🌙 Lu @luanam_i_m4
@fifigrande@j1minology ppl were EVERYWHERE on the movie accs talking about her
| fi is tired @fifigrande
@luanam_i_m4@j1minology flooding the internet with comments abt an irrelevant character and even more irrelevant actress
| 🌙 Lu @luanam_i_m4
@fifigrande@j1minology EXACTLY
| ⋆。‧˚ʚ🍓ɞ˚‧。⋆ Taylor @j1minology
@luanam_i_m4@fifigrande oh okay, i actually kinda like nora
| fi is tired @fifigrande
@luanam_i_m4@j1minology i actually don’t mind nora that much but i can’t stand penelope
| 🌙 Lu @luanam_i_m4
@fifigrande@j1minology She’s so fake
| fi is tired @fifigrande
@luanam_i_m4@j1minology she’s so arrogant and she’s barely a 2
ℚ𝕦𝕖𝕝 @racheltyl
saw someone calling penelope featherington a 2 today and i got angry bc they were so generous
| Dee @warofthorns
@racheltyl lmao
tara @collinsb4_by
never in my life have I been this disappointed with colin
| ✨Wren✨ @arrianassgrandis
@collinsb4_by honestly same
| tara @collinsb4_by
@arrianassgrandis like i get he was bothered ppl were shipping them but there are ~ways of saying it
| ✨Wren✨ @arrianassgrandis
@collinsb4_by exactly he knows how the internet works
| M. @btcolIn
@arrianassgrandis@collinsb4_by lmao you people are just cryin he wont shag that whore
𝔠𝔞𝔯𝔩𝔬𝔰 @carlosbton
i’m depressed
| Milena @mrsleonidassoares
@carlosbton I was so excited for the movie next week now i kinda can’t look at colin’s face
| 𝔠𝔞𝔯𝔩𝔬𝔰 @carlosbton
@carlosbton same
♥ genna ♥ @guinevereloraeer
no offense but i hope @colinbridgerton d*es
| Re @XcolinxXbr1
@guinevereloraeer@colinbridgerton this is exactly why i didn’t want you people anywhere near him
lariiiii ⋆ SnH era @southnationsqueen
i told you people to stop shipping them I TOLD YOU
| Tess 💋@bridgerrc0llin
@southnationsqueen now colin’s getting hate just for clarifying the obvious congratulations to all involved
| Daniella @pensfeathers
@bridgerrc0llin@southnationsqueen um no people are mad at him bc that was an incredibly insensitive thing to say and if there’s anyone getting hate here it’s penelope
| Tess 💋@bridgerrc0llin
@southnationsqueen@pensfeathers i literally saw someone sending death threats to him
| Daniella @pensfeathers
@bridgerrc0llin@southnationsqueen lol okay like two wackos hate him while the entire internet is after pen
| lariiiii ⋆ SnH era @southnationsqueen
@pensfeathers@bridgerrc0llin I have to agree i’m sorry but he knew what would happen tho it’s p0lin shippers fault in the first place
Top 10 Ugliest Female Actresses
by James Fowler
Having completed a top 10 ugly actors, I thought after this week I ought to follow on with a top 10 ugly women. From Penelope Featherington to Dolores Stowell, here they are...
“What is going on here?”
John’s gaze darted between Will, who had just walked into Colin’s flat, and the actor himself, who was now gasping for breath, his face drained of colour, and his hands gripping his chest. The assistant’s mouth opened and closed, his hand trembling, a finger pointed shakily towards Colin.
“He… he mentioned he was merely having a look at Instagram and—”
Will muttered “Not this again” under his breath, his face hardening as he marched towards his client and old-time friend.
“I’m fine,” Colin said, the words barely audible through his laboured breathing.
“How long has he been checking social media?” Will asked, his tone sharp and businesslike, completely ignoring Colin’s empty reassurances as if he had already pieced together the situation.
“Twenty minutes, I think,” John rasped, his eyes glued to the scene before him. He felt helpless, utterly useless, watching Colin in such a state. In the year and a half he had been working with the man, he had never seen him like that.
“I’m fine,” Colin barked again, even though his hand stayed clasped to his heart, making his assurance less than believable.
“Then breathe,” Will instructed, his eyes searching Colin’s, his hand on his own chest as he demonstrated, each breath deep and deliberate. “In and out.”
“I’m not having a panic attack, Will,” he said, though he found himself taking breaths in sync with his manager.
“Right, then let’s put your phone aside,” Will said with raised eyebrows, his hand slowly reaching for the device in Colin’s grasp like he was taming a skittish animal.
Colin’s eyes rolled in exasperation, a faint blush returning to his pale cheeks. He tossed his phone onto the kitchen island, the sound bouncing around the room, and then paced in agitated circles on the intricately patterned navy rug in the living room, his hand constantly running through his hair. Will and John exchanged a worried look before they simply watched the dishevelled man.
“I didn’t laugh at her?” was the first thing Colin remarked, gesturing vaguely towards his phone. “Why on earth would they say I chuckled?” He continued pacing and the other two were unsure if he was actually holding a conversation with them or with himself at that point. “I didn’t chuckle. Did I?” He paused, placing one hand on his hip and the other on his sweaty forehead.
“I can’t remember,” Will decided to reply, wanting to stop Colin’s incessant, nonsensical ramblings. “Does it really matter?”
“Of course it matters,” Colin exclaimed, his voice rising, and Will winced, wishing he hadn’t said anything. The man was pacing again, his wild gestures turning his already messy hair into a whirlwind of chaos. And to make matters worse, he had another interview in just half an hour. “I wasn’t laughing at her,” the actor insisted, his voice escalating as if he were addressing the universe itself. “I simply meant that we’re friends, damn it.”
“I understand, but you know what they’re like. Both the media and the fans,” Will replied, his hand tapping rhythmically on his hip as he sighed, trying to project an air of calm. Despite the years since his friend’s last panic attack, he wouldn’t be able to forgive himself if he triggered another. “Even when you choose your words carefully, they can still be misunderstood. And let’s be honest, you weren’t exactly at your finest during this interview and—”
“I know,” interrupted Colin, tugging at his hair in frustration. If one more person reminded him that he should have known better, he would explode. He knew it was his fault. He understood that. By now, he realised he had overreacted and destroyed one of the best things in his life, a typical scenario for him, but what was he supposed to do with that? Live in regret forever?
“The problem is that people keep assuming we’re secretly dating when she’s one of my closest friends, and I’m just treating her as I always have,” Colin retorted, his voice sharp with indignation.
“I understand,” Will replied, his voice betraying his exhaustion. Colin looked at him, noticing the weariness and hesitation etched on his face.
And, suddenly, Colin saw it.
When Penelope mentioned that there was something inside him that was absolutely terrified at the mere suggestion of people assuming they were dating, he could see in Will’s expression that he had also picked up on this being a sensitive topic for Colin. It was peculiar, considering his lack of any connection to Colin and Penelope’s relationship.
And perhaps that was precisely why the truth hit him so suddenly, forcing him to accept that he was indeed genuinely scared of that suggestion. But the worst part was that he didn’t even know why.
They had always been friends throughout their lives, and he had never... he had never really thought of Penelope in that way. She was Penelope, not someone he only did things for with the intention of snogging her, as some were suggesting. Definitely not someone he planned on getting involved with only for the relationship to end with both of them hating each other, or worse, feeling nothing at all.
Not that all relationships had to end that way; he knew that. It was just that most of his had. Not that they necessarily would if Penelope was involved, he just—
He closed his eyes tightly, realising he was now arguing with himself in his own mind. He didn’t even make sense to himself—perfect. How on earth could he even begin to explain himself to anyone else?
“I didn’t… I didn’t mean she’s undateable,” he said, finally speaking slower, as if he were trying to sort out his own thoughts. “Or to suggest that the idea of her dating in general is absurd. I meant the idea of her dating me is absurd,” he clarified, placing both hands on his chest to emphasize himself. Just when the others thought he was calming down, he began pacing again and gesturing wildly. “There’s no reason why anyone else wouldn’t want to date her,” he said, sounding absolutely sure of himself, as if all the critics online were right there on his couch, hanging on to every word. “She’s got a great sense of humour, she’s really intelligent, extremely talented, and… and… she’s… she’s very pretty.” He paused, his final words a mix of conviction and hesitation, as he uttered the truths he’d kept buried inside but never expressed in such a context, while the men around him observed with raised eyebrows. “She’s...” he faltered, his gaze shifting back to the phone on the countertop. “Perfect.”
Instead of ending with a decisive statement, his speech concluded with a contemplative tone, and he abruptly turned towards the kitchen island.
“What do you think you’re doing?” Will exclaimed, his voice sharp with worry as he saw the wild, determined look in Colin’s eyes.
“John, what is my Instagram password?” Colin asked.
Will and John froze in their tracks. Colin had quite a few fake accounts that he hardly ever used to scroll through social media, but his official account was managed by a professional social media manager, given Colin’s disdain for and inability to navigate the world of social media.
“No,” Will declared, stepping closer to the actor, his voice laced with urgency, hoping to stop whatever idiotic action he was about to take. “Don’t even think about it—”
“John, what is my Instagram password,” Colin demanded again, his voice sharp with impatience as he snatched his phone, ignoring his manager’s protests.
The assistant began to speak, but Will cut him off, pointing at him and raising his voice even louder than Colin’s, yelling, “Don’t tell him his password!”
John’s eyes darted nervously from one man to another, feeling overwhelmed by the chaos and uncertain about his next move. Meanwhile, Colin was quickly switching from his fake Instagram account to his official one.
With his eyes still on his phone, Colin said, “Just remember, I’m the one who pays you, not him.”
He did have a valid point. And it was also likely John wasn’t in his boss’s good graces, particularly after he most surely noticed John empathising with Penelope’s issues, which, although unprofessional, was something he couldn’t control.
“Do not tell—”
“C-b, one, two, three, exclamation point!” John exclaimed, squeezing his eyes shut as if waiting for something to blow up.
The other two men came to a halt, one looking at John with a puzzled frown while the other directed a glare of indignation at Colin.
“That’s it?” Colin asked.
“One, two, three. Are you serious?” Will practically shouted. “Do you want to get hacked?”
“I didn’t even know what the damn password was!” Colin screamed back, his shoulders hunched.
“They basically just reused the old password,” John said, utterly uselessly, prompting Colin to give him a withering look and Will to cross his arms and stare at Colin. Then the assistant continued, “But they added the exclamation point,” he said, throwing his hands up in surrender.
“If he gets hacked, I’m going to murder both of you,” Will declared, his eyes bulging as he pointed at them with two fingers.
Colin waved him off, his eyes glued to his phone as his fingers typed out the password and he logged in. Then the reason for Will’s anxiety flooded back to him.
“What are you doing?” He asked.
Irritatingly, the only response he received was a vague, “You’ll find out soon enough.”
If Penelope’s dislike for photoshoots had lessened somewhat due to Colin’s constant presence in them during their promotional tour for ‘The Sword and the Heart’, now that loathing had come back with a vengeance. To make matters worse, after that day, she was absolutely convinced that their photoshoots would go down in history as the most awkward ever. And their interviews. And shooting, in general.
At least that day’s shooting was for a magazine and only included the female stars. However, having Cressida around would only add to the discomfort, as Penelope would have to bear not only her judgemental stares but also her victorious grin, all while being judged by everyone else.
As her taxi neared the studio for the photoshoot, she made a conscious effort not to linger on that long list of problems. She tried to clear her mind, focusing solely on applying redness relief eye drops to each eye. After carefully dabbing them with a tissue and wiping her nose, she desperately hoped that her face wouldn’t reveal the fact that she had been crying. She commanded her brain to erase all memories of Colin, to disregard the pain he had caused, and to refuse to even picture his face after she had rightfully ended their friendship. The last thing she wanted was to dwell on those thoughts and start crying again.
Lightly patting her face, she tried to lessen the puffiness, though it was a pointless effort given the torrent of tears she had shed just moments prior.
“Wait, aren’t you that actress?”
Penelope hesitated, her eyes fixed on the cabbie, unable to believe what she’d just heard. Sure, she had received some recognition now and then, especially recently, but it usually came about when a really enthusiastic fan of whatever she was in was around. However, this didn’t seem to be the case, which surprised her.
“Um,” she hesitated, her eyes locking onto his in the rearview mirror, her thoughts whirling as she pondered whether he had confused her for someone else.
He caught a glimpse of her in the rearview mirror, his gaze lingering for just a moment before he said, “You are,” and then turned his attention back to the road ahead. “That sword film, right?”
For a moment, Penelope just stared at the back of his greying head before she gave a slow nod. She cleared her throat, noticing he wasn’t looking at her and said, “Yes.”
“That’s absolutely brilliant!” he exclaimed, his voice brimming with such contagious enthusiasm that even Penelope’s rather heavy heart lifted a bit.
“My daughter’s got a massive poster of you,” he carried on. “She says your character is her favourite,” he emphasised with a wave of his hand before placing it back on the steering wheel. “Lora, is it?”
Penelope pressed her lips together, conflicted between finding the man’s enthusiasm over his daughter’s interest adorable and feeling a pang of sadness at the thought of her character’s and Colin’s ship name.
“Nora,” she gently corrected him.
“Yes!” he said, remembering the correct name. “That’s it.”
The woman sent him a small, warm smile, and he pulled over as they finally reached their destination. Reaching into her purse for her wallet, she observed as he opened the glove compartment.
He hesitated, saying, “If it’s not too much trouble..." as he offered a pen and paper. “Would you mind giving me your autograph? She’d absolutely have my head if I told her I met you and didn’t bring her anything."
“Oh,” she said, her eyes widening as she delicately accepted the two objects from his hands. “Of course. What’s her name?”
“Alice,” he replied with a fond smile.
Penelope’s gaze landed on the yellowed, torn paper and the worn, retractable pen, its faded dentist’s number etched onto the side, the clip broken and dangling precariously. It was peculiar how seemingly insignificant things would unexpectedly pull at her heartstrings. He didn’t care about impressing her with creative items to sign. His only goal was to make his daughter happy, and oddly, that almost brought Penelope to tears once again.
Loving families, they truly were a threat to her heart.
Swiftly, she signed the paper, concluding her message with a heart, and then handed it back to the older man.
“Thank you, thank you so much,” he said with a radiant smile, and she felt her spirits lift once more, a lightness returning to her step as she paid and continued on her way.
As it turned out, it was indeed yet another devoted fan, and Penelope was simply grateful to bring a little joy to both the girl and her father with something as simple as her signature, a gesture that now seemed a bit surreal to her.
She tried to focus on that, battling the overwhelming anxiety that tightened in her chest as soon as she entered the brightly lit studio. The air buzzed with the quiet murmurs of dozens of people, all moving with purpose. Some carried clothes, others equipment, and a few, rare souls, clutched warm coffees and pastries. The frantic buzz of activity around her made her feel like an outsider, the unfamiliar faces all darting about their tasks. Every person seemed to be in a rush, their eyes darting back and forth, and they all seemed to glance at her with a strange, unsettling curiosity. It made her feel incredibly self-conscious, and she couldn’t help but think of all the cruel things she’d read about herself online.
“You’re here!” A blonde woman Penelope had never seen before exclaimed, her voice brimming with such excitement that Penelope momentarily believed she was a long-lost friend she had forgotten about.
Penelope must have looked shocked because the woman placed a hand on her forehead, as if realising she had overstepped.
“I’m sorry, I’m Hannah,” she introduced herself, pointing to herself. “Shall we get you ready then?” she asked, motioning for Penelope to follow her to the dressing room. “Your chair is the third one in the middle, and there’s a dressing robe for you to wear since they’ll be trying different outfits for the photoshoot.” She paused, hesitatingly studying Penelope’s face. “We’re a bit behind schedule, but our producer has treated us to some champagne,” she mentioned, indicating a tall bottle with an elegant blue label and champagne glasses perched on a small table in the room’s corner.
The actress’s eyebrows shot up in surprise at the gesture, and Hannah visibly relaxed, relieved that their lateness hadn’t triggered a tantrum, a common occurrence with stars, as they had just witnessed with Cressida Cowper a few minutes prior.
“Do have some of it while you get your hair and makeup done,” she winked at Penelope. Then, her gaze lingering on Penelope’s face for just a second too long, she added, “Wow, your skin is fantastic,” and with a slight, knowing nod, she continued on her way.
Penelope furrowed her brow, staring after the woman in complete confusion, and instinctively touched her own cheeks as if searching for an explanation. She then shook her head and finally entered the dressing room, which should have been an uneventful experience, except for the fact that it was filled with hair stylists, makeup artists, assistants, and, of course, Cressida Cowper.
The blonde, her golden hair shimmering in the light, was chatting animatedly with a hairdresser across the room, her fingers delicately twirling the stem of her glass. As Penelope entered, the blonde leaned in and whispered something to her companion, their eyes following Penelope as a ripple of laughter rippled between them.
“Penelope, you’re here,” Kate’s sudden exclamation startled Penelope.
She turned and saw Kate sitting on the first chair, staring at her through the mirror. The hair stylist’s skilled hands moved through Kate’s long, beautiful brown hair, creating waves as she smiled at Penelope.
Feeling flushed and silly, she couldn’t shake the bitterness that welled up inside her. The woman’s slightly loud call drew unwanted attention, which was the last thing Penelope wanted on a day when she just wanted to blend into the background. Deep down, she felt ridiculous for letting something so insignificant bother her. But when she retreated into her shell, she couldn’t help it. Having been singled out and ridiculed numerous times before, she knew that the less attention she attracted, the less people would remember to make fun of her.
Because pretending they didn’t know what was going on was futile, especially considering that the fallout from Colin’s words had been splashed across every news outlet. She could tell by their eyes that they had seen it too, even Kate’s kind eyes, which suddenly seemed so excited to see her.
“Hi, Kate,” Penelope replied, her voice barely a whisper, a shy smile playing on her lips. Kate’s hairdresser was also beaming at her and Penelope’s lips twitched into a shy smile, accompanied by a soft “Hi,” before she continued on her way.
Arriving at her chair, Penelope picked up her plush, rose-coloured robe, the soft texture a comfort against her skin, and looked around the room, considering her options.
She was well aware of how dressing rooms for women could be, with people casually undressing and chatting without a care. However, Penelope was different. She had always felt self-conscious changing in front of her sisters, and even in front of Eloise. And after the events of the past 24 hours, her discomfort was amplified. As an actress, she had learnt that expressing her unease often fell on deaf ears, with people dismissing it as exaggerated, as if they had seen it all before. So Penelope typically preferred to assess the situation before deciding how to change, but on that particular day, her anxiety made the choice for her.
Kate and Cressida were immaculate in every way: perfect height, weight, hair, and skin. Penelope, however, was anything but.
With that in mind, she excused herself momentarily, clutching her robe tightly to her chest as she sought out the nearest bathroom. It wasn’t as spacious or luxurious as the previous room, but it was preferable to being scrutinised and judged to no end. So, she fumbled to shed her clothes, cursing the moment she chose her bulky, beige, mismatched underwear set. Stardom wasn’t for her, she mused, her hand smoothing her robe while the other carefully held her clothes above the damp ground.
After finally finishing getting dressed, she returned to the dressing room, where her hairdresser, a tall brunette with large, curly hair and sparkling hoop earrings, was already waiting.
"Oh, love, why didn’t you use that bathroom? It was so much closer,” she said, gesturing to a door across from them. While talking, she took the clothes from Penelope and put them on the chair near them.
“Let me see then,” she adjusted her posture and looked Penelope up and down. “They supposedly want it long and wavy. I reckon it won’t be an issue at all; you’ve got quite the head of hair,” she stated, gesturing at Penelope’s locks with a manicured finger. “Hold on a tick, I don’t reckon I’ve grabbed the right colour for you,” she said, her eyes flitting between the hair extensions and Penelope’s red locks. She then knitted her brows and asked, “Do you dye your hair?”
Penelope blinked, her hand instinctively reaching up to touch her hair, as if the strands had somehow transformed into a different color. “No, it’s.. it’s my natural hair.”
“Really?” the hairdresser exclaimed, clearly impressed. “It’s a gorgeous colour. I’d never change it either. ”And just before Penelope could reply, she said, “Just hold on a moment, I’ll fetch some different ones.” She lifted the extents once more before pointing to the same table Hannah had shown her earlier. “Do have a drink while you’re waiting. Or juice, whatever colours you fancy.” She gave a little shrug before heading out of the room.
Penelope stared blankly as another person walked away, utterly baffled. What was going on with people today? Her eyes fell upon her hair, and she ran her fingers through it softly. She questioned if everyone’s sudden kindness was a reaction to the online negativity, but then decided to dismiss that idea. She did like her hair colour.
Letting out a weary sigh, she finally decided to follow everyone’s suggestion and pour herself a drink. It would have to be an alcoholic one, she thought, because after everything, she definitely deserved a glass of champagne.
“You might want to take it easy on that,” Cressida remarked, grabbing a water bottle from the nearby table and smirking slightly.
Penelope’s glare was barely suppressed, a tight smile stretching across her lips as she feigned amusement at the blonde’s veiled attacks. She gracefully walked back to her chair, leaning against its back, and leisurely sipped her drink while waiting for her stylist. Each deep breath she took was a conscious effort to endure the upcoming photoshoot and promotional tour.
The fact that nobody had mentioned Colin directly to her yet felt like a small victory. However, the constant gaze from those around her still unsettled her. Inhaling deeply, she fought the urge to gulp down her entire drink. She could feel the whispers and curious stares, but she held her head high, refusing to let them bother her.
However, she couldn’t help but notice that everyone suddenly seemed really fixated on her, shamelessly staring back and forth between her and their phones.
“Pen,” Kate approached her, her hair now all long, full, and shiny, cascading down her shoulders. Her face, shiny with highlighter, seemed to glow, and her perfectly lined eyes, intense and sharp, made her expression even more daunting. “You might want to have a look at your Instagram.”
Penelope felt a chill go down her spine immediately. Her gaze swept the room, confirming the fact that everyone was staring at her.
Not again, she thought, her heart pounding, so consumed by anxiety that she missed Cressida’s smile disappearing.
“I...” she began, her voice catching in her throat with fear. “I don’t want to,” she whispered, sounding almost like a frightened child. But with Kate, she felt safe enough to let down her guard and show her vulnerability.
The other woman, however, didn’t seem at all surprised. But she did raise her perfectly designed eyebrows, as if to make an unsaid point. “No, you really do.”
There was a certain something in Kate’s warm brown eyes that instantly convinced her. However, there was only one problem.
“I can’t,” Penelope replied. “I haven’t got my phone on me.”
“What?” Kate questioned, her forehead crinkling with disbelief.
Penelope closed her eyes, feeling utterly embarrassed as she confessed, “I didn’t want to see my messages, social media, or the news.”
Kate scanned her face, a look of utter understanding dawning in her eyes. Without needing an explanation, she thrust her phone into Penelope’s hands.
“Take mine then,” she said.
Penelope stared at her in wonder for a moment before turning her attention back to the screen. The screen displayed Colin's Instagram page, a sight that already filled Penelope with fear.
“Check his stories,” Kate explained, sliding one of her earbuds into Penelope’s ear, feeling a little grateful that the device decided to cooperate for a change.
Penelope was so nervous, she barely even noticed the kindness offered to her. Her heart pounded in her chest as she fixed her eyes on Colin's tiny Instagram picture. With a deep breath, she ripped off the metaphorical band-aid and tapped on it, her fingers trembling.
A video, seemingly in selfie mode, flashed Colin’s face at her. She hardly registered his slightly red eyes and messy appearance before it started playing.
“Hi, Colin Bridgerton here,” he said, waving at the camera, as if his dedicated followers needed a reminder of who he was. He shot a look at the camera, his jaw clenched tight and his eyes blazing, and Penelope saw he was absolutely furious. “I’ve made the decision to share this as a few things have come to my notice, and I really can’t just let them slide.”
He stopped, his gaze darting to the side, his forehead creasing before speaking. “I can’t help but feel that everyone ought to stop taking pleasure in other people’s misfortunes. That’s how I feel,” he said, turning towards the camera once more. “A lot of people really need to stop hunting for phrases and words that twist meanings to suit their own agenda, just so they can belittle someone else and feel a bit better about themselves. Because…” he started, but the words seemed to catch in his throat. He furrowed his eyebrows and swallowed hard. “When I say I’m friends with Penelope Featherington and won’t be dating her, how on earth can you take it the way you did?” He asked, looking back at the camera as if it had wronged him personally. “But alright, I’ll lay it out for you.”
The story abruptly ended, leaving Penelope speechless, and before she could even catch her breath, a new one began.
“To begin with, I struggle to see the connection between my friendship with her and her talent—there simply isn’t one. But I get that some of you might not have come across all of her works and are perhaps speaking out of ignorance in your eagerness to have a go at someone you hardly know,” he said, his voice calm and steady, as if he were simply stating a fact and Penelope gasped. “So for everyone in that group, I want you to start recording this video right now." He gestured to the ground with his index finger. “Are you good? Okay then. Next week there’s this film premiering, and you’ll be watching it, right? I mean, you really have to after all this. And when you watch it, if her performance doesn’t completely knock your socks off, you can take this video you’re recording and use it against me all you like.” Penelope’s eyes widened again, a flicker of alarm crossing her face as she looked at the screen, as if the man had lost his mind. With a careless shrug and a wave of his hand, he continued, “In any way you see fit, I don’t care. If she doesn’t blow you away, and I’m sure she will, then you can come back here and let me have it. Give me a good shouting for as long as you need.”
The story abruptly ended once again, leaving Penelope with a brief moment to ponder, Colin, what in the world are you doing? before the next one began.
“And the second thing is, I didn’t quite realise that I had to add a disclaimer to every single interview, because surely some things are just obvious?” He tilted his head before carrying on with his speech, “But here it goes, for every future interview:” He raised one hand as if reading a headline in the air, “Roses are red, the sky is blue, Penelope Featherington is a beautiful woman.” He gazed at the camera once more, as if addressing a bunch of daft teenagers. “I don’t get it, don’t you lot have eyes? No offence intended if you need glasses, but for those who don’t, why on earth do I have to be telling you this? What’s the connection between two friends deciding not to date and someone’s looks? And what’s it got to do with me?” he carried on, “Because if you think we’re not dating because I don’t find her beautiful, you couldn’t be more mistaken. Unlike certain people online, I assure you I do have eyes.” He shot his hand up in indignation. “And the thing is, what we choose to do and our reasons behind it in our personal lives are nobody’s business.”
And just when Penelope thought she couldn’t be more breathless, the last story began playing, delivering the final blow.
“After all, for all you guys know, the reason I won’t date Penelope is because I already asked her and she turned me down. So,” he casually shrugged, attempting to seem nonchalant while pretending that was exactly what had happened.
As the video ended, the last sound Penelope heard was the sickening crash of her champagne glass hitting the ground.
Notes:
phew and that's IT
If you notice, I split what would have been two "sister" chapters into three because (you guessed it), this chapter turned out to be too long and too much. It really needed to end here for everyone to breathe together because the last part of these three chapters is the culmination of this period in their lives, so I decided to split this second chapter.
I'm in a huge rush, as you guys know but don't forget to check the ★LIKE OLD HOLLYWOOD★ playlist I'm always changing it a bit, and don't forget your kudos and comments!! (please don't kill me again LMAO)
God bless you and have a great afternoon!
Chapter 9: ... the most
Summary:
Following Colin's viral video, Penelope must decide whether to forgive him or not.
Notes:
HELLO?!?!
Man *phew* I can't believe I made it before Christmas. I'm actually in a rush (shocker), so a few things I need to comment here:
1- As a reminder, this chapter is essentially a continuation of the previous chapter, which I felt I needed to split and create as a new chapter.(so this is a shorter one and it mind end on a somewhat weird note but I needed to end that chapter exactly there).
2- VERY important reminder this is a long story, we are actually far from the end, and while SOME personal and relationship conflicts are slowly being resolved here, it hardly means EVERYTHING is already sorted out and there are not more things to talk about and think about etc. (just you know, keep that in mind)
3- THIRD IMPORTANT NOTE. Please keep in mind that what I make the characters say or think is not always my opinion about THEM or life; this is a story about many perspectives, some of which are correct, some of which are incorrect - even the "heroes" see things incorrectly at times. More than that, it is a story about personal development and how we perceive ourselves, among other things (besides the romance, of course).
4-ENJOY
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
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Cinthy❤️🔥🐉⚔️ @Cy3452n
I JUST DROPPED MY PHONE ON THE FLOOR
🌸Hilly🌸 @hilllaryss
WHAT YEAR IS THIS
| june @btoninitalyy
@hilllaryss girl when was the last time i saw you using all caps
| 🌸Hilly🌸 @hilllaryss
@btoninitalyy IDK WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME WE GOT THE OLD COLIN BACK?
mimi @leonidasn0raxx
OH. MY
| 𝔠𝔞𝔯𝔩𝔬𝔰 @carlosbton
@leonidasn0raxx I NEVER KNEW WHAT IT FELT LIKE TO BURST INTO FLAMES UNTIL NOW
Ro is waiting for Sword and the Heart @roroswift
Colin remembered his ig password just to defend Penelope
| fab @featheringtonsdaughter
@roroswift IT’S TRUE LOVE
| Ro is waiting for Sword and the Heart @roroswift
@featheringtonsdaughter I mean i wasn’t shipping them and i still don’t but i don’t understand what is happening
Mari🎧 @noraswig
THEY CAN’T DO THIS TO ME
| Vanessa Brown @vanybr
@noraswig PENELOPE AND COLIN YOU’RE EITHER THE LOVE OF EACH OTHER’S LIVES OR YOU AREN’T PICK ONE BEFORE WE ALL DIE
| Mari🎧 @noraswig
@vanybr THE FIRST ONE
Joe @Josephnavarro
Why is Colin Bridgerton trending did he die
| billie @noraswsift
@Josephnavarro no we did
⋆˚✿˖° it’s always rainy in delulutown⋆˚✿˖° @loranator
I see Colin and Penelope are trending again and i’m scared
| Jessica Souza @leonidasbabe
@loranator GIRL
| ⋆˚✿˖° it’s always rainy in delulutown⋆˚✿˖° @loranator
@leonidasbabe how bad is it
| Jessica Souza @leonidasbabe
@loranator YOU SERIOUSLY DON’T KNOW?
| Cinthy❤️🔥🐉⚔️ @Cy3452n
@leonidasbabe@loranator ERIKA GO TO IG RIGHT NOW OR I’LL SWEAR MY GHOST WILL HAUNT YOU FOR ALL ETERNITY
⋆。 ゚☁︎。 ⋆。 ゚☾ ゚。 ⋆ Dan @leo_norax
WHERE WERE YOU AND WHAT WERE YOU DOING WHEN COLIN BRIDGERTON POSTED FOUR STORIES TO SAY HOW MUCH HE LOVES PENELOPE FEATHERINGTON
Olly @bridgertonscol3
Okay so let’s see if i get this straight *takes a deep breath* colin just admitted the only reason he answered that on the interview was bc penelope is the one who closed the door on them not him
| Selena. @selfabbri
@bridgertonscol3 ppl are saying it’s pr but i believe him??
| Olly @bridgertonscol3
@selfabbri Never in his life has this man used ig like this it’s not pr
| Selena. @selfabbri
@bridgertonscol3 i mean last time he posted a story like this was like 4 years ago
| Selena. @selfabbri
@bridgertonscol3 before he was cancelled for being whiny
| Olly @bridgertonscol3
@bridgertonscol3 Exactly
Harriet @colilns
DID COLIN JUST USE HIS IG STORIES
| 𝒥𝑒𝓃⟡ @thronessatwar
@colilns I thought he didn’t even know he had one
K. @gingerkam
She rejected…. him???
| val @featheringtonlady
@gingerkam Honestly deserved
| K. @gingerkam
@featheringtonlady never understood why ppl were shipping her with an ugly guy who can’t even act
Dee @warofthorns
#They are so dumb
| Re @XcolinxXbr1
@warofthorns he’s obviously lying to save face
| Dee @warofthorns
@XcolinxXbr1 Exactly
| Re @XcolinxXbr1
@warofthorns Pr through and through
✨Wren✨ @arrianassgrandis
First i was mad at Colin now I’m mad at Penelope lol
| aniston @penelo_pee
@arrianassgrandis I mean she doesn’t owe him anything
| core 🫧 @ladylikeafeather
@penelo_pee colin stans being their toxic selves as always
|✨Wren✨ @arrianassgrandis
@ladylikeafeather ???????? I’m just upset he’s clearly hurting why you ppl have to make everything a problem
sab @bbtooncol
People actually believe Colin thinks penelope is pretty LMAO
| ɪʀɪꜱ @swor4onh3rt
@bbtooncol This was by far the most obvious pr move i’ve ever seen
| sab @bbtooncol
@swor4onh3rt but i mean ppl eat it up so good for them
| Denise S. @easternprincess
@bbtooncol@swor4onh3rt you ppl just can’t accept that nobody cares about a low-tier actor who only gets roles because of his brother
Chrissy @chriszabala
honestly sick of this mid looking mid talented actor putting penelope’s name on his mouth every single time
| 🆅🅸🆅🅸 @featheringtonviv
@chriszabala he’s so self centered he doesn’t even see he won’t help at all
| Daniella @pensfeathers
@featheringtonviv@chriszabala this is what i’m saying he should just shut up
| 🆅🅸🆅🅸 @featheringtonviv
@chriszabala@pensfeathers been on the internet long enough to know he doesn’t know how to the man loves the sound of his own voice
| Chrissy @chriszabala
@featheringtonviv@pensfeathers well something has to make up for the lack of talent
Samantha ☾ ゚。 watched fourth wing 4x @mermaaidsammy
Okay i never cared about this stupid book but now i kinda need to watch the movie
| Nanda @nandaxinha
@mermaaidsammy same lmao
| Alex 𓍢ִ໋🌷͙֒ @VibeXia
@nandaxinha@mermaaidsammy y’all seriously falling for that? that’s just colin regular need to call attention before everyone remembers his problematic behavior right before the movie his own brother cast him premieres
| Nanda @nandaxinha
@mermaaidsamm@VibeXia problematic behavior? I never heard about this before
| Alex 𓍢ִ໋🌷͙֒ @VibeXia
@nandaxinha@mermaaidsammy only likes younger girls, got into fights with journalists, used drugs, and the media covered it up. He even went to rehab for a while, gained a lot of weight when he was there too
Z. @ZX867
What do you mean the director and the main actress are fighting but then the actress came out to defend him and now the secondary couple is in love but isn’t but is
| billie @noraswsift
@ZX867 the funniest part about all this is they aren’t even the secondary couple
| Z. @ZX867
@noraswsift what??? They aren’t????
| billie @noraswsift
@ZX867 no lmao
| 🌸Hilly🌸 @hilllaryss
@noraswsift@ZX867 basically the producers had the brilliant idea of casting two platonic friends with chemistry to act as the two platonic friends ppl have been shipping for a decade
| Z. @ZX867
@noraswsift@hilllaryss their characters don’t even get together???????
| billie @noraswsift
@ZX867@hilllaryss no the ending is terrible
Felicity @felalbby
Penelope Featherington THE WOMAN YOU ARE
| Sa. @sarahsnorthqueen
@felalbby my jaw now lives permanently on the floor
「 ✦ tami ✦ 」 @bR1d6y_Qu33n
If someone said I’d ever call Colin Bridgerton romantic I’d laugh in their face.
| kimberly @funniestgirlk
@bR1d6y_Qu33n romantic? you ppl lost the plot completely
kay 𓆰𓆪 lora era @loraskiss
Colin: penelope is beautiful and smart and perfect and she smells nice and everyone that disagrees just go to jail
Colin: AND ONE MORE THING—
| mimi @leonidasn0raxx
@loraskiss no but why is this LITERALLY what happened I’m losing it
nai saw the eras x5 @swifitamondo
Maybe i can’t fix him but penelope featherington can
| ⋆.˚🦋༘⋆ Fa @loratheexplorer
@swifitamondo LMAO
coleen @nuclearcolll
My soul just left my body
| Cinthy❤️🔥🐉⚔️ @Cy3452n
@nuclearcolll LIKE I SERIOUSLY NEVER SAW COLIN LIKE THIS
| coleen @nuclearcolll
@Cy3452n No i mean i watched the movie
| Cinthy❤️🔥🐉⚔️ @Cy3452n
@nuclearcolll WHAT WHY HOW TELL ME EVERYTHING
| coleen @nuclearcolll
@Cy3452n press screening but i can’t say more the embargo hasn’t lifted yet
The champagne glass shattered with a sharp crack, sending shards of glass and a spray of bubbly liquid across the polished floor. Everyone’s eyes were on her, the silence heavy and expectant, but all she could focus on was the phone screen in her hands.
Kate placed both hands on her shoulders, and the world snapped back into focus as she realised she’d been hyperventilating.
“Are you okay?” Kate’s concerned voice and warm brown eyes came into focus.
Her attention then shifted to something behind Penelope. She reassured whoever was there, saying, “It’s alright.” Taking one of Penelope’s hands, Kate turned to address the same person, stating, “We just need to clean up,” before leading the girl away.
Penelope quickly realised that Kate had led them to a different restroom than the one she had used before. Unlike the elegant, clean, and fresh-smelling restroom they had just entered, that one was nothing like it. Walking toward the sink, the redhead briefly berated her own stupidity before splashing water on her face.
“Pen,” Kate called out, rushing to her side and holding her hair back so it wouldn’t get wet.
“Why would he do that?” Penelope asked, her face still flushed as she reached for a paper towel. Her eyes welled up with tears once again, just like they had countless times throughout the day. “Why...” she asked, her voice trembling, as she wiped her face. “Why would he say that?”
“I’m not sure what happened between you two, but—” Kate said soothingly, watching Penelope furiously wipe her face.
“Absolutely nothing!” Penelope exclaimed, lifting her hands, both clutching paper towels. Incredulity and confusion were evident in her blue eyes. “Nothing ever happened between us, I don’t…” Her voice trembled as her hands flew up to cover her face. “I can’t stand him, I really can’t stand him.”
Kate could only stare, utterly taken aback by such an unguarded display of emotion she had never witnessed in the woman before.
“I...” Penelope’s voice faltered again, and she raised her head, looking into Kate’s eyes. Overwhelmed by her feelings, she couldn’t bring herself to lie. “This is exactly why this is so hard,” she said, her voice tight with frustration, pointing a shaky finger towards the dressing room. “Why can’t he just be... dreadful?” the redhead inquired, her breath catching in her throat. “Every single time I try to forget him, he just won’t let me, because he always does this, he’s always just...” She shook her head, throwing her hands by her sides. “Him.”
That seemed about right, Kate thought briefly. It had been a year and a half since she first met the duo, and despite their constant denials, it seemed impossible that there were no feelings between them. So it didn’t surprise her in the slightest that Penelope indeed had feelings for Colin, but she just wasn’t sure if Penelope was seeing the whole picture.
“He really cares about you,” Kate explained.
Penelope touched her forehead, biting her lip, a look on her face that suggested she already knew—and that was exactly the problem.
“But…” Kate continued, furrowing her brow as Colin’s stories filled her with a sense of confusion. “Are you sure he doesn’t—”
“No, he doesn’t,” Penelope cut Kate off, preventing the other actress from completing her question. She couldn’t even bear the question that he might harbour romantic feelings for her. “Believe me, he doesn’t,” she insisted, splashing more water on her face, undoing all her efforts to dry it. “That’s just Colin being Colin,” she waved dismissively. “I know him; he’s just trying to protect me from the media. You did something like that for Anthony. It wasn’t as demented, but still, it didn’t mean a thing, did it?”
Kate paused, her mind reeling; it was as if Penelope’s words had just rewired her brain, completely altering her perception of her own actions. “Yes…” she murmured, a hesitant pause hanging in the air before she continued, “I mean no, of course it didn’t,” her cheeks flushing slightly.
Penelope gestured toward the woman, underlining her point, then inhaled deeply, gazed at her reflection, and finally, with her eyes closed, placed a hand on her face. “I just...” she began, her voice barely a whisper, then swallowed hard before bravely admitting, “I wish I didn’t love him.”
“Have you ever told him?” Kate asked, the question so unexpected it almost made Penelope laugh.
“Do I need to?” she said, her eyes searching Kate’s face for a sign of agreement. “Isn’t it obvious?”
Kate wrinkled her forehead, contemplating that after everything that was commented about them, perhaps it was, but then again in theory, so were Colin’s feelings for her, and yet they all knew things weren’t that simple.
“That’s not how it works,” Kate said. “You can’t really know what is going on in people’s minds or hearts unless you talk to them.”
With a shake of her head and pursed lips, Penelope retorted, “What difference does it make? Look at all of you, look at me,” she said, as if that explained everything.
Confused by her words, but sensing negativity in her self-deprecating tone, Kate asked, “And what exactly am I supposed to be looking at?”
The other woman scoffed, shaking her head at Kate. “You’re too kind.”
Tilting her head back, Kate’s brown, eyeliner-rimmed eyes showed disbelief. “No, I’m dead serious.”
The girl stared at her with wide, incredulous blue eyes. “Haven’t you been online? I’m pretty sure they could go on and on about every little thing that’s wrong with me. I don’t fit in here with any of you. You all are...” she looked towards the ceiling, searching for the words, “perfect and I’m...”
Short, average looking, overweight—
Penelope was interrupted by a derisive snort from Kate; the sound was sharp and unexpected, and Kate’s face was a mask of confusion.
“You must be joking,” Kate said. “Pen, do you have any idea how old I am?” Penelope furrowed her brow, clearly about to voice her bewilderment, when Kate continued, “Haven’t you ever noticed anyone mentioning that? ‘Who does that old hag think she’s fooling?’” She said, waving her hand and mimicking an obnoxious fan. “See these wrinkles?” Kate gestured towards the laughter lines around her eyes.
“Wrinkles? Are you crazy?” Penelope exclaimed.
“And then there’s my nose, the way I’m abnormally tall, or not feminine enough,” Kate carried on, a self-deprecating smile playing on her lips. “The way my ‘funny’ accent occasionally slips out, and the fact that I’m a thirty-seven-year-old unmarried woman without children, about to have my eggs all dried up.” She raised her eyebrows thoughtfully. “And let’s not forget about the colour of my skin...”
“Kate, please,” Penelope interrupted, completely shocked by her list. “This is absolutely ridiculous. You are,” she exhaled, “one of the most talented, most beautiful women I have ever met. I don’t have words for how absurd—”
“I know,” Kate replied with a knowing smile. “It took me…” she trailed off, her lips pressed tightly together as she said, “a really long time to understand that some people are always out for blood, and we cannot let their spiteful lies become truths in our minds.”
Penelope gazed at her, letting the woman’s statement sink in. In her mind, she recognised the sense in what Kate had said, which was similar to what Colin had expressed in his stories. However, it was difficult for Penelope to accept it, considering how she had grown up with people constantly pointing out her insecurities. Still, she couldn’t deny that it was eye-opening to realise that even someone as perfect as Kate Sharma had faced such hateful treatment.
Nodding, Penelope conveyed she had heard Kate’s words. She then dabbed at her eyes with a paper towel, joking, “Since when is being tall a bad thing, anyway?”
Kate smiled in response, rolling her eyes. “Believe it or not, it’s a real problem, even when dating.”
“What?” Penelope asked, unable to fathom such a thing.
“Oh, absolutely,” Kate said, looking at her with an amused expression, “You might find it hard to believe, but many men do not like it when they can't tower over you.” Then, a humorous thought crossed her mind, and she added, “I think even Anthony gets annoyed when we argue and I get too up in his face and—” She furrowed her eyebrows, realising it was an odd segue, before clearing her throat and refocusing on Penelope. “Anyway, trust me, they love being taller.”
Finding the woman absurd, Penelope shook her head, a thought occurring that she might sound just as silly complaining about her own appearance.
“I honestly had no clue I had a superpower,” Penelope joked, referring to her very short stature.
Kate sarcastically widened her eyes, mocking amusement glinting in them. “Indeed,” she said, straightening up. Her voice softened to a serious tone. “You should try it, actually. Ask Colin to fetch things from top shelves for you.”
Even though she’d been crying, the woman’s words cracked Penelope up, resulting in a fresh wave of tears that ran down her cheeks, hot and salty. With a sniffle, she rubbed her eyes with her index fingers, and said, “I think that ship has long sailed. And I have no idea how to handle that. He’s one of my best friends, maybe my only best friend right now. I could only bring myself to end our friendship because I realised he valued his image more than me, but then…”
“I understand,” Kate responded, her lips pursed in thoughtful contemplation, and her arms tightly crossed. She pondered how to help Penelope. “Maybe we just need to go out more.”
“What?” Penelope asked, her bright blue eyes locking onto Kate’s deep brown ones.
“Just something my sister has been talking about lately,” Kate murmured. She took a moment to inhale before continuing. “It seems like I should cut back on work a bit and enjoy myself more.”
Penelope let out a rather amusing sigh. To her surprise, she found she wasn’t the only one getting such advice.
“I never really agreed with that, but maybe...” Her voice trailed off, sounding kinder than Marina had ever been. “Maybe both of us can do it together. You can find someone to move on from Colin, and I can find someone...” She paused, exhaling audibly. “Someone who’s taller than me.”
“I’m pretty sure you could find someone right this second if you wanted to,” Penelope replied, a kind smile forming on her lips.
“Have you seen the pool of single men in London?” Kate raised an eyebrow. “I think we need to branch out to New Zealand.”
Penelope laughed again, somehow not despising her suggestion. She wouldn’t mind occasionally having a girls’ night out with Kate, especially since she needed to find a better way to move on from Colin. Her decades-old methods were an absolute disaster.
“Alright then,” Penelope conceded. “Let’s give it a go.”
Penelope had a full day to decide what to do before seeing Colin again. She debated whether to stay away for good or try to rekindle their friendship, weighing all the nuances in between.
With 24 hours at her disposal, she thought long and hard about the matter and ended up with… absolutely nothing.
So there she was, on her way to yet another talk show that they were supposed to attend. With the film’s premiere only a week away, they knew they would see each other—and the rest of the cast—more and more every day, which would only make things worse.
Fortunately, when she arrived at the studio, there weren’t any other cast or crew members around. This allowed her to enjoy a few minutes of calm, despite the now-customary stares in her way. That was until she was directed to yet another dressing room; but this time, when she opened the door, Colin was there.
He froze, and Penelope remained rooted to the spot, her hand still on the door. She couldn’t help but notice his red-rimmed eyes and his messy hair, along with his black shirt that clung to his body beneath a pair of brown pants. Just seeing him sent warmth rushing through her veins, and it felt as if time had stopped, despite only a day passing since their fight.
“Ten minutes, that’s all I can give you,” Will stated, his words causing Penelope to notice him and John for the first time since her arrival.
As Colin’s manager and assistant walked by, she finally tore her eyes away from him. The door closed with a soft thud, and she stood beside it, her eyes tracing the grain of the reddish wood as if it held the key to avoiding Colin.
Noticing her closed-off demeanour, the actor pursed his lips. A subtle frown etched itself onto his face as his gaze dropped to the soft, brown leather of his expensive Italian shoes. He knew that what he had done would likely not be forgiven, as it seemed he had irreparably hurt Penelope. But he couldn’t help but wish that somehow he hadn’t lost her forever, even though it was a futile wish.
“Look, Pen, I’m truly... truly sorry,” he said, his voice tinged with regret. “I never...,” his voice wavered, the sound of his uncertainty lingering in the air. “The last thing I ever wanted was to hurt you, and I realise now it’s far too late to make amends.”
Penelope remained in silence, not contradicting his statement, and Colin realised that indeed having hope was idiotic. A dry scoff escaped his lips as he continued, the bitterness evident in his tone. “It’s a bit ironic, actually. I made both of us promise that none of this would affect our friendship, and yet here I am, the one who’s gone and broken it.”
Penelope blinked, having forgotten about that.
Promise me that whatever happens, we won’t let it affect our friendship. Only the power of this pinky swear can conquer the fanwars awaiting us.
Her laughter danced through the air, and his eyes sparkled with delight. And now there they were, and she wondered if she somehow hadn’t broken that promise a little too.
But then she recalled something else he had mentioned that day.
“Colin,” she whispered, her voice thin and high, instantly pulling his attention, and she found an unexpected strength to look directly into his eyes. “You said there’s nothing we can do to change how fans or the media react. So why did you even try?”
Taken aback by her reply, he stared in surprise. He pursed his lips and furrowed his brow in thought before answering, “I had to try for you.”
Her heart raced, the rapid beats echoing in her ears, as she struggled to process his admission.
“And if I couldn’t change it, I would stand by your side then,” he added, his voice filled with determination. “At least you wouldn’t have to face their scrutiny alone.”
Damn it, Colin, she thought, her vision starting to blur. A frustrated grimace contorted her features, compelling her to press her fingers against her eyes in a desperate attempt to regain her composure.
“And because you had to know.” His voice, so certain, left her breathless. “I don’t care if anyone assumes we’re dating. I couldn’t care less if they think we secretly want to be together or have wild theories about us being married with children. And I’m sorry if it ever made you feel like I was ashamed of you, because that couldn’t be further from the truth.”
“I know,” she replied, her voice choked up as she looked up at him in tears, having lost the battle with herself. “I know, okay? I got that when I watched you.”
Whether she liked it or not, she understood Colin more than she wished she did. His heart was the biggest in the world, even when he messed up, which was infuriating. As soon as she watched his stories, she understood what he was trying to say. It was about more than defending her relentlessly; she saw that because she could always read his heart. That was how she fell in love with him in the first place.
However, Colin watched her frustrated expression and misinterpreted it. With a sorrowful twist of his face, he looked away and nodded. “I understand that this doesn’t make up for anything, Pen. I just didn’t know what else to do. I realise...” He inhaled sharply, his chest tightening, eyes squeezed shut for a moment before continuing, “…I realise I fall short in so many aspects of my life. I just never wanted to fall short this terribly in our friendship.”
Despite battling a surge of tears and the conflicting emotions she felt for Colin, Penelope couldn’t help but pause, a lump forming in her throat at his illogical response.
“What are you talking about?” She asked.
He looked at her, finding her confusion somewhat amusing. “Come on, Pen, it’s not as if you haven’t noticed before.”
She blinked, now feeling completely lost in the conversation.
“I’m a bit of a disaster, at least half the time. It’s quite remarkable how someone can struggle with just about everything,” he said, gesturing with his hands to emphasise his point. “Not great at maintaining friendships, even worse in relationships, hopeless at sports, and there wasn’t a single subject in school where I excel—”
“—You were good in literature,”
“I’m a terrible dancer, just an alright singer, absolutely dreadful at telling jokes—”
“I laugh at all your jokes—”
“I ended up spending twice as long as the average actor on media training, simply because I’m hopeless at giving interviews. And even then, I still managed to make a right mess of it. Honestly, I think the only reason I became an actor is that the one thing I’m good at is not being myself.”
Completely baffled, Penelope stared at him, unsure how to address the utter absurdity of his reasoning. Because, to her, the only issue with Colin was that he had always been too perfect, annoyingly so.
He let out a wet, ragged laugh, and Penelope realised, with a pang of sadness, that he was crying—something she hadn’t witnessed in years.
“I can’t even manage to keep my own emotions in check, I never could, really.” He wiped his eyes, looking down at the tears as if they were an offense to him. “Which is rather humiliating.”
“Colin,” she shook her head and took a step towards him, “I’ve never heard you spout so many stupid things all at once, I swear to you,” her voice trembled as she, too, was crying. “The fact that you have always been so sensitive is one of the best things about you, by far.”
The man finally ceased his self-deprecating mutterings, his gaze settling on her with an expression of utter bewilderment, as if she were some strange creature from another planet. He had never thought anyone could find that part of him appealing, yet Penelope did, and the thought sent a surprising, joyful tremor through his heart.
She bit her lip, holding back from saying too much, and glanced away, her cheeks turning crimson as she said, “And, honestly, I have no idea where you got the notion that you’re lacking in anything. It’s quite frankly the most absurd thing I’ve ever heard.”
Colin shook his head, reminding himself to be realistic; her words were just polite. He then looked away, placing his hands on his hips.
“I mean it,” she said, her frustration growing with his doubt.
“Pen, even before,” he closed his eyes, not wanting to mention it again, “this week, our friendship was barely holding on until we were cast in the same movie.” Penelope furrowed her brow as he continued, “We hardly spoke since Eloise left.”
She halted. Because she was convinced that Colin hadn’t even noticed that, but once again, she was proven wrong.
“I was busy, and so were you,” she argued, her voice tinged with desperation, clinging to the old excuses that had kept them apart.
But as he scoffed and shook his head, a bitter undertone laced his self-deprecating words. “It’s alright, Pen. I know I’m not my sister.”
“I don’t want you to be your sister,” Penelope blurted out.
She couldn’t comprehend how their conversation had reached this point. But when Colin looked into her eyes, she noticed something she had never seen before. He didn’t understand why Penelope was his friend in the first place.
“Colin,” she began, her throat dry as she swallowed hard, “I didn’t become your friend just because you’re Eloise’s brother. You know that, right?”
His twisted lip and avoided gaze expressed his disbelief, making Penelope unexpectedly defensive.
“I mean, I know I’ve always been your little sister’s best friend to you, but—”
“What?” Colin’s head snapped towards her. “What are you talking about?”
“Isn’t that how you’ve always seen me?” she asked, raising an eyebrow.
“No,” he responded, creasing his forehead.
It was peculiar how the answer came effortlessly, despite the fact that he had indeed viewed her in that light, especially at the start. Perhaps for many years he had indeed classified her inside that box in his head, but as the years went by, it became far from the truth. Until she became this constant and self-titled presence in his life, Penelope being Penelope and nothing else.
“Okay...” Penelope’s voice trailed off, a frown emerging on her face as she glanced down at her hands, idly toying with her fingers.
An unusual silence settled between them as Penelope continued scrutinising her nails, determined not to let anxiety ruin her manicure. She wasn’t entirely certain what they had just clarified, but it felt as though a few things had been resolved within her heart.
She had already come to the decision that she couldn’t spend her entire life in love with Colin. That chapter was over, and she would make sure of it. However, she couldn’t deny the fact that they were friends, and always had been. The moment she saw that video, she had forgiven him, and even more so now, after their conversation. She was well aware of that.
Meanwhile, Colin stared at her, in a state of expectation, though he wasn’t sure what he was waiting for. As she focused on her fingertips, his gaze lingered on her shiny, soft hair, serving as a vivid reminder of his words from the previous day. Penelope was, without a doubt, stunning; he certainly hadn’t been wrong about that.
In fact, it seemed like his mind was constantly reminding him of that fact throughout the day. It was as though, now that he had openly admitted to all the things he knew about Penelope, he simply couldn’t help but notice them, not even for a second.
Like when she entered the room, and he immediately noticed her soft, floral dress that accentuated her curves—which she had, quite a few of them. Or how the small red flowers on her dress perfectly matched her hair and lipstick, making her lips appear particularly enticing that day. And that was precisely what he meant when he expressed his confusion about how people didn’t see how stunning she was because she…
“Maybe... maybe we could have a fresh start?” Penelope said, looking up at him and interrupting his thoughts.
Colin blinked, struggling to refocus on the conversation. “What—”
She pursed her lips, and he tried not to be distracted by them as she continued, “I think it’s quite clear that we’ve both been viewing our friendship from the wrong angle. Perhaps we should hit the reset button and clear up any misunderstandings."
Doubt clouded his face as he tried to understand her meaning. Was she actually forgiving him?
Penelope extended her hand to Colin, determined to keep her emotions separate from their friendship. She knew that from that moment on, things would change. She would move forward, find someone new, and experience love again, all while maintaining a normal relationship with her friend, Colin.
“Friends?” she asked him.
Colin stared at her in awe, as if something impossible had occurred. A slow smile crossed his lips as he finally reached out to shake her hand. “Friends,” he replied, the word feeling unfamiliar as her gentle touch sent shivers down his spine
Before he could dwell more on it, the door burst open with a loud bang, and Will appeared, startling them. The manager took one look at their distraught expressions, tear-streaked cheeks, and bloodshot eyes and pointed to them, saying, “I won’t help any of you if rumours start circulating online about you two doing lines of coke backstage.”
With their hands still intertwined, Colin and Penelope exchanged a look before bursting into laughter. And in that moment, Colin realised that even amidst the slight confusion, his heart felt incomparably lighter now that she had returned to his life.
Hyacinth: Colin
Colin: Hya I swear everyone that needed to yell at me already did
Hyacinth: actually
Hyacinth: i was gonna say it was really nice what you did
Daphne: i agree
Gregory: same here
Colin: uhum
Colin: so that’s why you all are talking to me now
Hyacinth: obviously
Benedict: what do you think
Gregory: yes
Anthony: good for you, because I, for one, am just about to start ignoring him.
Benedict: anthony
Benedict: You of all people should be thanking him
Gregory: LMAO
Anthony: and why is that exactly
Anthony: besides the fact he started a pr nightmare twice
Benedict: for one my neighbour just came up to me showing her granddaughter’s ig screen and swearing she was going to watch your movie
Benedict: and she hasn’t stepped out of her house since 84
Gregory: something she and anthony have in common then
Anthony: I wish
Hyacinth: honestly it’s all anyone’s talking about.
Hyacinth: had to log off ig for the first time in years so i’d stop seeing colin’s face every 5 seconds
Colin: love you too hya
Gregory: i mean daphne has heard about it that’s all the proof you need right there
Daphne: i’m not even gonna bother replying
Hyacinth: you just did?
Daphne: ok so
Daphne: now that everyone is on speaking terms again
Gregory: except eloise
Daphne: i need to make an announcement
Daphne: and an invitation
Benedict: mom im scared
Colin locked his phone, the click echoing in the quiet room, and dropped it onto the smooth wooden table as he breathed deeply, preparing to leave.
The talk show interview went smoothly, and he and Penelope successfully avoided any overly personal questions from the host. Sure, people were still staring at them, but he expected the attention to fade soon, as it always did.
“The car has arrived, Colin," his assistant announced from the door, catching the actor’s attention momentarily.
“Thank you,” he said absentmindedly as he retrieved his phone. However, he suddenly remembered something and paused. “John,” he called.
The man paused, his grip on the door tightening as if he sensed something was wrong in Colin’s tone. He looked at his boss and confirmed his suspicions when he saw the tense expression on Colin’s face.
He had been expecting it, his dismissal, that is. It was just that a day had gone by since Colin’s video, and the silence from his boss was breeding a foolish optimism that his ignored calls had been forgotten.
Colin pursed his lips, fiddling with a jagged piece from the dressing room vanity. “I know I’m not the easiest person to work with, and I’m far from being the best boss,” he said. “I’m fully aware of all the ways Penelope is a better person than me. And if you had chosen anyone else over me to be loyal to, trust me, we wouldn’t even be having this conversation.”
John blinked, his hand going limp against the door before Colin looked at him.
“I don’t expect you to like me, but I do need your professional loyalty,” he concluded. “If you feel unable to continue in your position because of me, I completely understand. I am more than willing to provide you with a letter of recommendation to help you pursue other job opportunities. However, if you choose to stay, I ask for your loyalty, flaws and all. Do you understand?”
John, completely astonished, felt his voice catch in his throat. Unable to speak, he watched as Colin, without waiting for a reply, walked past him toward the elevator. As he watched his boss leave, witnessing yet another new side of him for the third day in a row, he realised that he had fallen into the same trap as many members of the public. Things were definitely not as he had believed.
Notes:
PHEWWWWWW
And now, while you are all yelling *I can not believe you took two weeks to upload this short chapter*, I would like you to wait 10 minutes and, while you are at it, look up famous Brittany Murphy quotes from the movie Clueless, just, you know, to pass the time.
See you!
Chapter 10: Page One Hundred and Seventy One
Summary:
Life after The Sword and the Heart's first film premiere is far from normal.
Notes:
HO-HO-HO!
Sorry that was cheesy... I feel like I've earned tho because seriously MY CHRISTMAS GIFT FOR YOU GUYS. And, heck, this took me more than ten minutes, I'm sorry, my family all but dragged me away from my computer while I was updating this chapter.
Welcome to not only this double update, but the freaking LONGEST chapter I have ever written. Yes, you are about to read over TWENTY ONE THOUSAND words, so get comfortable, grab your hot cocoa if you are on the northern hemisphere, your caipirinhas if you are on the southern, and let us get started.
((ust a quick note: Believe it or not, this and the previous chapter were supposed to be ONE chapter -- terrifying, I know -- because that is where I wanted the story to be when I planned this update. But as you can see this chapter is way longer than expected. Anyway, as you have seen in previous chapters, this one also explores the passage of time and the interactions between Colin/Pen, fans, and so on.
It is important to clarify that the parts only in italic describe interviews they filmed during the promotional tour I mentioned in earlier chapters.)
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
“Why are they making me go through this?”
Colin attempted to stifle his laughter with his hand as Kate and Thomas glanced at her with empathy.
Glaring furiously at Colin, she exclaimed, “I’m serious! I hate popping balloons!”
Colin’s laughter intensified, but he moved his hand slightly away from his face to avoid pricking himself with a needle, while Kate also eyed her balloon nervously.
“Okay, let’s do it together then,” Thomas calmly suggested, showcasing why he was chosen to lead the cast.
The two women nodded, but Colin stared intently at his blue balloon, seemingly on the verge of popping it.
“One,” Thomas began, grabbing his green balloon. “Two, three!” he yelled, tightly closing his eyes as he pierced the plastic with the needle.
Four balloons burst with a loud pop, showering them with falling paper that softly rustled on the ground. Thomas, Kate, and Colin quickly reached for the interview cards, accompanied by Penelope’s sharp gasp.
To his right, Colin saw her craning her neck, blinking rapidly and shielding her eyes with her fingers, a clear sign of discomfort.
“Are you alright?” He asked.
“Um,” she said, rubbing her eyes and lowering her head. “I think something got in my eye when I popped the balloon,” she mumbled.
The card lay forgotten in his hand as he watched, worried, as she rubbed at her eyes, her face screwed up in pain.
“Do you need help?” He asked.
“No,” she mumbled, a frown playing on her lips, “I think I got it,” she declared, her eyes fluttering open before snapping shut, “Or not.”
A little humorously, Colin turned to her, saying, “Let me see,” and then, placing both hands on either side of her head, he leaned in to examine the damage. Using his thumbs, he wiped the colourful paper off her face and instructed, “Try opening your eyes.”
She complied, and he observed her left eye was red and irritated. “Yeah, it’s still stinging,” she said, then squeezed her eyes shut.
“No, wait,” he said, his voice a low murmur, and she kept her eyes open, staring at him before he leaned even closer, his breath warm on her face as he gently blew on her eyes. Three times he repeated the motion, then examined her left eye, finding it clear of any foreign body. “Better now?”
She stared at him intently for a moment before a noncommittal “um-hum,” and they held that gaze a beat too long until Thomas cleared his throat.
As the duo quietly turned, their seats creaking slightly, Thomas caught the camera’s eye, winking and saying, “Nothing to see here, folks,” a sly smirk stretching his lips.
⋆.˚🦋༘⋆ Fa @loratheexplorer
EXCUSE ME
| Lilian is waiting for the sword and the heart @swodndheart
@loratheexplorer um. when was that interview recorded
⋆˚✿˖° it’s always rainy in delulutown⋆˚✿˖° @loranator
Okay i can’t do this this is me waving the white flag
| Lizzie @redfeatherington
@loranator the you from before was you trying not to ship them?
| ⋆˚✿˖° it’s always rainy in delulutown⋆˚✿˖° @loranator
@redfeatherington be quiet
🎄Dan🎄@lorasdaniella
I knew they would be alright
| wes. @kingofsnh
@lorasdaniella they’ve been friends for years it’s not like a few people online would change anything
| Jade ✨ @englishmansbiceps
@kingofsnh@lorasdaniella this interview was recorded weeks ago tho
|🎄Dan🎄@lorasdaniella
@englishmansbiceps@kingofsnh oh okay i didn’t realize that
| Jade ✨ @englishmansbiceps
@kingofsnh@lorasdaniella yeah they recorded a bunch of interviews beforehand they’ll probably release them this week and the next bc of the premiere
| wes. @kingofsnh
@lorasdaniella@englishmansbiceps yeah but the bbc clips are from today and they’re fine
Jade ✨ @englishmansbiceps
polins really falling hard for the pr huh
| Uma @bridgertun
@englishmansbiceps i mean am i crazy or did their eyes look puffy today
| Jade ✨ @englishmansbiceps
@bridgertun yup
Maria Eduarda @dudiiiiinha2004
Kate looked 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
| ❤️🔥Trish @dorjorie4llifee
@dudiiiiinha2004 her chemistry with Thomas tho
| Maria Eduarda @dudiiiiinha2004
@dorjorie4llifee I know i wonder if they had a thing??
| ❤️🔥Trish @dorjorie4llifee
@dudiiiiinha2004 my man filming her and anthony to get back at him
Harriet @colilns
I have a problem bc ever since colin said he was the one who was rejected i can’t stop seeing it
| ‧₊˚✧ K ✧˚₊‧ @bladesandhearts
@colilns THE WAY HE LOOKS AT HER
| Harriet @colilns
@bladesandhearts I KNOW
| ‧₊˚✧ K ✧˚₊‧ @bladesandhearts
@colilns I don’t get it?? penelope ily but what’s wrong with you 😭
val @featheringtonlady
Pen looking like fire and he looking like he’s homeless the universe finally getting back at that balding man
| 🧸 Bree @briannaroth
@featheringtonlady about time
| Joana @JJ94
@briannaroth here’s to hoping she rejected his ass for good
| val @featheringtonlady
@JJ94 here’s to hoping all the nepo baby bridgerton men stay away from these gorgeous women
Indra @d0r_i3u5
okay can we finally start talking about the movie and not those two
| j. @mandolord
@d0r_i3u5 seriously thomas said so many interesting things who cares about them
💭pat is on vacation @cowpersblondehair
i look at cressida and then at penelope and think: colin are you insane
| Anto @snhstonio
@cowpersblondehair how long until you all realise it’s all acting and none of these people are required to have feelings for each other
Rotten Tomatoes ✪ @Rottentomatoes
The first reviews are in for #TheEastDynasty - it’s Certified Fresh at 97% on the Tomatometer, with 35 reviews: rottentomatoes.com/m/the_sword_and…
Kithy is tired @dorsetth0mas
EVERYBODY SHUT UP WHILE I’M WINNING
| Ⓐⓢⓗ @dorieussw1fe
@dorsetth0mas the breath of relief that left my body
| Kithy is tired @dorsetth0mas
@dorieussw1fe 97% WE’RE GOOD
Riley Lawrence ✪ @rileylawrence
#TheEastDynasty begs the question: why have we settled for so many poor book adaptations before? Action packed, emotionally charged and breathtaking, The Sword and the Heart: The East Dynasty is a promising beginning to a beloved series.
| Camy Brooks @cambb8
@rileylawrence social media embargo has lifted one week before the premiere? oh you have my attention
FLAMING HEARS ‘04 @kingsofthewests
the embargo has lifted so i came here just to say MARRY ME ANTHONY BRIDGERTON
coleen @nuclearcolll
colin bridgerton and penelope featherington that’s all
| lana • the sword and the heart in 7 days !!! @heartsofnoras
@nuclearcolll EXPLAIN
| coleen @nuclearcolll
@heartsofnoras can’t say much but if you think people are talking about them now it’s gonna be ten times worse next week
kelly 💖💜💙 @ladyoftheeasy
SNH embargo lifted and not a single negative review in sight i hope anyone that ever spoke badly about anthony or anyone from the cast chokes
The following week passed by in a blur of activity and anxiety. However, she found solace in the fact that she felt more at peace with herself and with Colin than she had in a long time. Ultimately, he was right—no matter what they said or did, everyone was still talking about her. The difference now was that they were also criticising him. And while it was not what she wanted, at least it served as a reminder that she was not alone.
In the end, she decided to take a complete break from social media. It seemed like the best choice, especially with the upcoming movie premiere. She had grown accustomed to people criticising her appearance, but if she encountered the same negativity towards her work, she honestly didn’t know how she would react.
And that’s where she found herself mentally—staring at the only gown available for the premiere. It was an oversized, dark brown dress that she absolutely despised. Despite being relatively high in the cast and crew’s hierarchy for selecting designer dresses for the night (probably behind only Kate, Cressida, and Charlotte), she somehow ended up with the worst options. But she wanted to think it was the styles themselves she didn’t like, and not that they’d deliberately given her the worst options available. Unfortunately, she couldn’t do much about it since she hadn’t even received payment for the movie yet. Affording a stylist was out of the question, and Mrs Varley’s help could only go so far.
She couldn’t help but expect the jokes that would inevitably flood the internet about her appearance resembling a brown garbage bag. Reluctantly, she picked up the dress and sighed, resigning herself to endure it as long as her acting wasn’t criticised.
Just then, her phone rang. She placed the dress back on the bed and looked at the screen, her eyebrows furrowing upon seeing her neighbour’s name.
“Hello?” she answered. “Lisa, is everything okay?”
“It is, don’t worry darling,” the woman replied, her deep voice dragging calmly, “it’s just that there was a large package delivered on your name today, it’s on the lobby, I thought I should tell you before someone decides to steal it, you know how it is.”
Penelope frowned, unable to recall ordering anything online, let alone something large. “Oh, alright, thank you.”
“No worries,” the woman replied, “Have fun tonight,” she chirped, the dial tone abruptly replacing her voice.
Penelope stared at her phone, feeling perplexed. Finally, she decided to rush downstairs, consumed by curiosity. Since her humble building lacked a concierge, she assumed the package would be left on the communal area floor. Luckily, it was still there when she arrived, confirming Lisa’s words.
Before her lay a colossal silver box, far too extravagant for anything she could afford to order. She approached cautiously, as if unsure it was meant for her. Then, she noticed a small, cream-coloured rectangular envelope on the lid. Crouching down, she reached for it and opened the envelope to read the message inside.
“For that girl who’s had a rough couple of weeks.
-G. “
Confused by the enigmatic note, she proceeded to open the box, ignoring the fact that she was in the midst of a shared space. Her eyes widened in awe as she beheld the sight—a stunning fabric adorned with countless silver sequins, shimmering even in the dim lighting.
She quickly closed the lid and made her way back to her flat, eager to take the dress out of the box and admire its entire design. It boasted a deep V-neck collar and a tailored waistline, showcasing the soft, flowing fabric that gracefully cascaded downwards. The sequins on the gown glimmered, capturing the sunlight that filtered through her flat, and reflecting a kaleidoscope of colours onto her walls.
Undoubtedly, it was one of the most extravagant dresses she had ever seen, and if she were being honest, one of the most beautiful as well. It reminded her of her childhood when she used to marvel at the larger-than-life actresses donning eye-catching outfits at the Academy Awards, secretly wishing she could be one of them. However, now she couldn’t help but feel ridiculous. Considering the current circumstances, it would be absurd for her to wear something so flashy.
She carefully draped the dress over the back of her living room chair, stealing one last glance at it before heading back to her room, where she had left her phone.
Penelope: Gen, Hi
Penelope: How are you?
Penelope: I hope everything is good.
She winced at her own awkwardness. But she couldn’t help it; it seemed like she had zero social skills when it came to anyone who wasn’t a close friend of hers—which was exactly the problem. There was only one person she knew with a name starting with “G” who knew her size perfectly, and she wasn’t particularly close to Penelope. So maybe she was going crazy, maybe it was some sort of anonymous stylist she had never heard of before.
Penelope: Can I ask you something?
Penelope: I know it’s weird
Penelope: …by any chance… did you send a dress to my address?
Genevieve: Of course
Penelope raised an eyebrow. Alright, so she wasn’t losing her mind.
Genevieve: Did you like it?
Penelope: I did but
Penelope: Are you making outfits for the entire cast? I had no idea
Genevieve: Of course not
Genevieve: I made one just for you
The girl almost dropped her phone, utterly bewildered by the situation.
Penelope: But why?
Genevieve: how is the dress search going for you
Unintentionally, Penelope’s gaze shifted to the brown dress on her bed, which still resembled a trash bag even when no one was wearing it.
Genevieve: if you find another one you love more don’t worry about it
Genevieve: I just pictured this design and thought it’d look great on you
Genevieve: but if you didn’t like it it’s alright
Penelope: no i loved it
Penelope: i really did
Penelope: but i really don’t have the money
Genevieve: ?
Genevieve: it’s a gift it’s yours
Penelope: Gen i look like im ignorant but i know this is expensive
Genevieve: just tell everyone it’s a Delacroix original when they ask what you’re wearing
Genevieve: that’s all the payment i need
Penelope: …okay
Penelope took a deep breath and went back to the living room, where she could see the dress Genevieve had made for her. Her heart fluttered upon seeing it, but she still couldn’t help feeling silly.
Genevieve: but don’t feel like you have to wear it
Genevieve: i just really think it will look beautiful on you
Genevieve: to answer your question
Genevieve: I was around when you were filming.
Genevieve: the others stylists don’t know yet what they’re missing
Her heart skipped a beat again. It was odd to realise that someone she thought was indifferent actually had faith in her. Looking at the dress again and the way it shone in the light, Penelope finally decided to have some faith in herself as well.
Throughout his career, Colin went to numerous movie premieres and award ceremonies. As time went on, they became less intimidating, but, he had to admit that The Sword and the Heart London premiere was a big event, even for his standards.
Amidst the flashes and cameras, he simply waved and smiled, hoping to get through it quickly. The truth was, that day would mark a definite change, whether they all liked it or not. Their movie would officially premiere in most countries, meaning all of their work—both the good and the bad—would be out in the world for everyone to dissect, scrutinise, and tear apart. Thankfully, all the early reviews seemed to be favourable, yet he was well aware that the worst was yet to come.
“Don’t you look dashing tonight?” Agatha’s impressed voice interrupted his thoughts. She wore a long velvet blood red dress adorned with large golden flowers, and she studied his outfit from head to toe, as if he was the one in the fancy attire between the two of them.
A smile stretched across his face as he smoothed down his long, beige coat, murmuring, “You too.”
She seemed satisfied with his answer and stood by his side, posing for the photographers to capture their images. “So, where is your companion tonight?” she asked.
Colin paused, momentarily surprised by the question. He immediately knew who she was referring to, but it struck him as odd that Agatha Danbury was asking about it.
“Um,” he cleared his throat, contemplating what to tell her while surveying the faces and glamour surrounding them.
Everyone glowed, their flashy gowns and designer suits shimmering under the lights, a vibrant contrast to the red carpet and the towering wall of yellow and orange roses, echoing the theme of their trilogy’s first film. A cacophony of noise filled the air—the murmur of conversations, peals of laughter, the roar of excited fans, and the shouts of photographers vying for the best position. It should have all felt lively to him, but every second without seeing Penelope amidst the crowd made everything feel incredibly grey and lifeless.
“That’s what I would like to know,” he finally replied.
With a knowing smile playing on her lips, Agatha reached out, grasped his arm, and then pointed a finger of admonition directly at him.
“You know,” she said, “you two caused the biggest pre-release mess I’ve ever seen, and that’s saying something.”
Colin froze, trying not to appear too scared in case a photographer captured the moment. He couldn’t deny that he was waiting for her, or even Charlotte, to confront him for the stunts he pulled, but he never expected it to happen at the premiere and in front of everyone.
“It was nice,” she added with a shrug and a raised eyebrow, relishing in his confused expression. “To see things shaken up for once,” she smirked, as they turned for another round of pictures.
He tried not to show his bewilderment on his face, and just as he was about to come up with a reply, his brother, for once in his life, came to his rescue.
“Ah!” Agatha exclaimed happily as their director approached, dressed in a black suit with white details and his hair styled to the side. She hugged him, then took his face in her hands. “Now I see why people always say you should’ve been an actor!”
Anthony rolled his eyes at her. “You look fantastic too, Agatha, in case it wasn’t obvious.”
She smiled, satisfied, and the trio turned to another photographer as she remarked, “It is obvious, but it’s always nice to be reminded.” Then she glanced at Colin and added, “Your brother seems to have learned that recently, I believe?”
Colin pressed his lips together, closing his eyes momentarily. It was going to be a long, long night.
Anthony merely glared pointedly at his brother, scoffing, but before he could add a cutting remark, he too was thankfully distracted by another newcomer.
“Kate!” Agatha called excitedly. “Come, join us.” She motioned for the woman to approach and be part of their expanding group in the pictures.
The director seemed to have frozen in place, blinking slowly as if he was having a hard time understanding something, as he watched the actress walk in their direction. The cameras flashed, capturing every movement of Kate as she walked. Her long, shiny curls danced around her face, and the soft, fuzzy teal fur coat brushed against the silky navy fabric of her dress.
“Why is it so cold tonight?” Kate asked as she approached, rubbing her arms covered by the coat.
“Tell me about it. Between you and me, I’m terribly jealous of your coat,” Agatha whispered.
A smile touched Kate’s lips as she turned to Colin; his greeting was brief and polite, but Anthony remained speechless, his eyebrows raised in surprise, and mouth hanging open. Upon realising everyone was waiting, a nervous cough escaped the man’s lips as he smoothed his perfectly tailored suit.
“My jacket’s rather thin; I doubt it’ll do much good,” he said.
Agatha and Colin rolled their eyes while Kate looked at him in confusion. Then, all four of them turned to take a picture together.
“You Bridgertons are really something else,” Agatha muttered quietly as they all smiled for the cameras.
Not allowing his indignation to transpire on his face, Colin continued with a fake smile on his face as he said, “Us? What did I do?” The producer glanced at him briefly before he clarified, “Today, what did I do today?”
“Nothing yet, but the night is young. I’m sure you’ll come up with something,” Agatha said cynically.
Kate couldn’t help but chuckle at the woman’s cutting remark, but her amusement vanished when Agatha gestured for them to switch places in the photograph. Kate ended up between the Bridgerton brothers, with Anthony right beside her. The strong, woody chypre scent of his usual perfume filled the air, a fragrance that now always reminded her of him. It was odd how olfactory memory worked; at first, the smell instantly ignited her anger, but now, it almost immediately transported her back to their shooting days, bringing a rush of frustration, happiness, and the sense of discovery that those days represented.
As they posed for the photo, Anthony placed a hand on her back, and the warmth of his touch through her dress sent a strange tingle down her spine. When she glanced at him afterwards, she found him already looking back, his dark brown eyes adorned with a golden rim, fixed on her with an intensity that took her breath away.
“We’re in damage control mode, I see.”
Anthony and Kate both startled, suddenly aware of their surroundings, as they turned to Charlotte, who arched an eyebrow before shifting her attention to Agatha.
“Finally, I was beginning to think you weren’t going to show up,” the producer remarked, letting just a hint of judgement slip into her voice.
Charlotte glared at her for a moment before scoffing. “I don’t think I can leave you all unsupervised any longer, can I?” she asked, casting a pointed glance at Colin as if to make her point.
In his defence, Colin only winced slightly under her scrutiny, quickly putting on a fake smile as she positioned herself between him and Agatha for another picture.
The golden satin of Charlotte’s dress shimmered, the tiny red flowers embroidered on the hem a stark contrast to the larger bloom on her shoulder. In a way, it seemed like she and Agatha had coordinated their outfits, and Colin wouldn’t put it past them.
“And where is our lead actor?” Charlotte asked as she managed to take the picture and survey the crowd at the same time.
“He’s running a bit late,” Kate answered immediately, oblivious to the glance Anthony gave her. “Apparently, there was a car accident on his way here, and the traffic is a complete nightmare.”
“Really?” Agatha asked, horrified.
“He didn’t mention anything to me,” Anthony commented, furrowing his eyebrows.
“Actually, he did mention that I should give all of you a heads up,” Kate mumbled, her eyes darting away, a blush creeping up her neck as she tried to avoid his gaze.
Anthony’s brows furrowed even more as he looked at the side of her face, realising he never knew the two were that close. It shouldn’t surprise him, considering they were the main actors and should try to form a connection. And, of course, it wasn’t any of his business either.
“So that’s what it was,” Charlotte commented. “I thought it was just my driver being incompetent.”
Agatha shook her head slightly. “You say that about all your drivers.”
“Because they always are, aren’t they?” Charlotte replied matter-of-factly.
Meanwhile, Colin, silently wishing to escape the stressful group conversation and the incessant photo-taking, was startled by the sudden, deafening roar of fans and cameras just a short distance away.
“That must be him,” Agatha said, and they all looked to see if the newcomer, who had the crowd in a frenzy, was indeed the movie’s star.
But it wasn’t Thomas.
In a matter of seconds, Colin’s eyes locked onto her figure, even from a distance. It puzzled him how anyone else could fail to recognise her immediately, because she was glowing.
Penelope emerged from the car, her arrival met with a chorus of excited fans. Her dress, seemingly adorned with a thousand shimmering gems, flowed gracefully, catching the light and casting a dazzling display of colours. As she moved, her hair cascaded in wide, soft waves, a radiant shade of red that intensified in the setting sunlight. She then raised her hand in a wave, the sound of their cheers echoing in the air. A smile bloomed on her lips, freezing time momentarily, as she stood there, the most beautiful thing around them.
“She’s gorgeous,” Kate whispered, her voice barely audible amidst the overwhelming sight. Colin’s agreement remained lodged in his throat, his voice unable to escape. He could only wait for her to draw nearer, regardless of how long it took.
Despite the sea of people, Penelope’s gaze soon found Colin’s, and suddenly, the world burst back to life in a vibrant array of colours. His lips couldn’t help but curve into a smile as she returned the gesture. An odd fluttering sensation stirred in his heart, making it beat irregularly as she approached. It felt as if he were incredibly fortunate, lucky beyond measure, for her to have chosen to be close to him amidst the crowd.
As she got closer, he noticed her eyes were slightly watery, a familiar sight he had unfortunately grown accustomed to. However, the genuine happiness radiating from her eyes and her overall expression reassured him that her joy was genuine.
“Hi,” he managed to say as she stood directly in front of him, his heart pounding strangely in his chest.
“Hi,” she replied, her gaze briefly flickering across his face before settling on her feet. He noticed the faint redness in her eyes and a subtle tremor in her voice.
“You okay?” he whispered, leaning closer to her.
Her face contorted slightly as she continued to avoid his gaze. “I just... had a strange day before I arrived here,” she admitted. He frowned in response to her answer, but then she looked up at him, letting out a small laugh before nodding towards the enthusiastic fans with her head. “They seem really excited, don’t they?”
He glanced at the crowd briefly, a smile returning to his face as he recalled their screams upon her arrival. “That?” he asked with a chuckle. “I think that was all for you,” he said, his voice filled with warmth before he turned his attention back to her.
Finding his conclusion absurd, she shook her head at him before diverting her attention to her shoes. She had actually searched through her wardrobe meticulously in pursuit of a suitable pair that would harmonise perfectly with her stunning dress. Thankfully, silver was a common color for party shoes, otherwise she would have had to buy new ones that very afternoon. Or worse, she would have been stuck wearing the despised brown dress. In hindsight, it was probably the right decision, as she still felt ridiculous in such a flashy outfit.
“You look really pretty today,” he said.
Startled, Penelope looked up, believing she must have misheard Colin. But there he was, still gazing at her as if he truly meant it. And maybe it shouldn’t have surprised her, considering he had publicly declared her beauty to the entire world, but he had never said it to her personally.
“Not that you don’t always look pretty," he stammered, his brows furrowing, afraid of causing yet another fight. “You always do, Pen. I meant...”
“I know what you meant, Colin,” she replied. “You look handsome too,” she chuckled, noticing her friend’s flustered state.
Because that’s exactly what he was - a friend. She reminded herself of that fact before deciding to approach the rest of the group and move on.
Among them, she immediately spotted Kate, whose smile was as radiant as ever. The actress theatrically opened her mouth and gestured towards Penelope’s outfit, exclaiming, “You look absolutely fantastic.”
“You’re one to talk,” Penelope replied with a smile, scanning Kate’s attire.
Kate cleverly smirked and suggested, “Why don’t we take a picture together, then?” Taking Penelope by the hand, she led her towards the cameras. As the duo turned, Kate whispered, “One last adventure before everything changes.”
Colin observed them from the sidelines, wondering when the two had grown so close. He felt a sense of joy seeing the typically reserved actresses so happy, but also a hidden tinge of melancholy.
It was an odd, inexplicable feeling of watching Penelope drift away right before his eyes.
mimi @leonidasn0raxx
THE WAY HE LOOKS AT HER I CAN’T DO THIS
| 🎄Dan🎄@lorasdaniella
@leonidasn0raxx i TOLD y’all they were fine and it wasn’t just the recorded interviews
| lana • the sword and the heart today !!! @heartsofnoras
@lorasdaniella@leonidasn0raxx i don’t want them to be fine I want them to stop being stupid
Jamila @bl4ck_r0se
honestly i don’t even go here but she’s the most beautiful woman i have ever seen
| lariiiii ⋆ SnH era @southnationsqueen
@bl4ck_r0se how can anyone look at this woman and think she’s anything short of beautiful i will never understand
ɪʀɪꜱ @swor4onh3rt
if that picture of colin and P*nel0pe proved anything anthony is in love with kate too then
| Dee @warofthorns
@swor4onh3rt LMAO
| Harry @c0wp3rlady
@warofthorns@swor4onh3rt why are these pictures the same i’m losing it
| ɪʀɪꜱ @swor4onh3rt
@c0wp3rlady@warofthorns 3 seconds before they went backstage to kill each other but sure they’re all in love
Review: ‘The Sword and the Heart: East Dynasty’ - The Epic Adventure We’ve All Been Waiting For
Erica Combs Senior Contributor
I write about TV shows, movies, video games, entertainment & culture.
In a market saturated with historical romance novels, Charlotte zu Mecklenburg-Strelitz’s “The Sword and the Heart” arrived in the UK, facing the challenge of standing out amongst the many similar titles. However, defying its time and even its market, Mecklenburg-Strelitz’s trilogy, with its compelling characters and intricate plot, proved to be one of the best-selling books of the decade, earning a devoted following and captivating casual readers. Now, several decades later, this captivating story has returned to us in the form of a movie adaptation, helmed by the esteemed director Anthony Bridgerton.
The partnership between Charlotte and Bridgerton initially raised eyebrows, but now it has borne fruit, and what a glorious fruit it is. I often find adaptations disappointing, as they frequently change the original to the point of being unrecognisable, often distorting cherished storylines, characters, and most importantly, the core themes. However, I was pleasantly surprised to find that the movie gleefully avoided such pitfalls, allowing us to breathe a deep sigh of relief.
Much of the film’s success can be attributed to Bridgerton’s meticulous touch, evident in every well-managed, well-shot, and well-thought-out scene. Yet, it would be remiss of me not to mention the remarkable performances that made every second of this movie worth our while. The cast, a mix of newcomers and established actors, delivered authentic and deeply felt portrayals, breathing life into the cherished relationships. While I typically shy away from making predictions, this particular one feels straightforward: by the end of next year, it’s likely that numerous individuals from this moment will achieve widespread and well-deserved recognition across the globe.
🗡️Gabs 🗡️ @lladyora
I HATE ANTHONY BRIDGERTON LET THE WORLD KNOW I HATE HIS STUPID HAIR HIS STUPID FACE I HATE HIS LEFT TOE—
| wes. @kingofsnh
@lladyora ??????????????????????? are you alright
| 🗡️Gabs 🗡️ @lladyora
@kingofsnh NO I’M NOT I JUST WATCHED THE MOVIE
| wes. @kingofsnh
@lladyora was it that bad???
| 🗡️Gabs 🗡️ @lladyora
@kingofsnh NO IT WAS FANTASTIC THAT’S THE PROBLEM
billie @noraswsift
WHEN I DIE I WANT CHARLOTTE TO LOWER ME INTO MY GRAVE SO SHE CAN LET ME DOWN ONE LAST TIME
| mimi @leonidasn0raxx
@noraswsift DID YOU WATCH IT
| billie @noraswsift
@leonidasn0raxx NORA AND LEONIDAS ARE MEANT TO BE CURSE ON THE HOUSES OF EVERYONE WHO EVER DISAGREED
| mimi @leonidasn0raxx
@noraswsift I WAS WAITING FOR THEM TO KISS EVERY FIVE SECONDS EVEN THO I HAD ALREADY READ THE BOOKS
| billie @noraswsift
@leonidasn0raxx THE STUPID BOOKS
Cinthy❤️🔥🐉⚔️ @Cy3452n
COLEEN WAS RIGHT MY SOUL DID LEAVE MY BODY
| kay 𓆰𓆪 lora era @loraskiss
@Cy3452n I NEED TO LAY DOWN FOR AT LEAST 4 MONTHS
| Cinthy❤️🔥🐉⚔️ @Cy3452n
@loraskiss WHAT WAS THAT
Eve @sWeet1X7
*snh spoilers*
kate is THE perfect marjorie
thomas is okay i mean i never liked dorieus that much
i don’t understand how colin works so well as leonidas but HE DOES
cressida is… just there i guess
PENELOPE FEATHERINGTON
⋆.˚🦋༘⋆ Fa @loratheexplorer
okay i just got out of the theater and i got THOUGHTS
| catherine @cwbolton
@loratheexplorer good for you cause my mind went blank as soon as leo and nora stared at each other before the arrows came flying
| ⋆.˚🦋༘⋆ Fa @loratheexplorer
@cwbolton NO SERIOUSLY WHAT AS THAT
*ੈ✩‧ 𝚌𝚎𝚕𝚎𝚜𝚝𝚎 ˚ ੈ✩‧₊ @kingleonidass
guys.
i think nora became my favorite character.
literally how
| 𝒸𝒶𝓂𝒾 | waiting for the sword and the heart @arianasdorieus
@kingleonidass NOT YOU TOO
🌸Hilly🌸 @hilllaryss
guys i need a moment to lie down
| ⋆˚✿˖° it’s always rainy in delulutown⋆˚✿˖° @loranator
@hilllaryss and then what
| 🌸Hilly🌸 @hilllaryss
@loranator and then we march with torches to charlotte’s house
❤️🔥Trish @dorjorie4llifee
they promised us everything and still gave us more what do i do now
| Maria Eduarda @dudiiiiinha2004
@dorjorie4llifee THE MOMENT MARJORIE AND DORIEUS WERE FIGHTING AND THE SONG WAS GOING CRAZY AND I WAS JUST YELLING KISS!!!! KISS!!!!!!!!!!!
| jess @leolover2
@dudiiiiinha2004@dorjorie4llifee me except i was doing that for leonidas and nora lmao
𓆩♡𓆪 Octavia @octaviabebe
Sword and Heart Spoilers
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who on earth thought cressida would be a good catherine
| bella saw blackpink x2 @bellatae
@octaviabebe she was honestly distracting me the whole time ngl
| 𓆩♡𓆪 Octavia @octaviabebe
@bellatae colin and cressida’s chemistry made me cringe so hard
Samantha ☾ ゚。 watched fourth wing 4x @mermaaidsammy
Nora was the best character of that entire movie there’s literally no competition
Ⓐⓢⓗ @dorieussw1fe
i have a confession to make
i ship leonidas and nora now
| Fabricio @snh_ing
@dorieussw1fe SO IT WASN’T JUST ME
| Ⓐⓢⓗ @dorieussw1fe
@snh_ing NO LIKE WHAT IS THAT TENSION I NEVER NOTICED ON THE BOOKS??
| Fabricio @snh_ing
@dorieussw1fe I DON’T KNOW I DIDN’T EITHER BUT HERE WE ARE
Ro watched the Sword and the Heart @roroswift
Tell the lora shippers… they were right
| Cinthy❤️🔥🐉⚔️ @Cy3452n
@roroswift WELL WELL WELL WHAT DO WE HAVE HERE
Kithy is tired @dorsetth0mas
thomas and kate have so much chemistry I AM LIVING
| Joe @Josephnavarro
@dorsetth0mas i was hesitant bc they were kinda distant on the interviews
| Kithy is tired @dorsetth0mas
@Josephnavarro idk i liked them but maybe it’s cause kate is more quiet than thomas so they look more odd irl
⁀➷mell➳ @mamamarjorie
Came for marjorie and dorieus and ended up shipping leonidas and nora anthony bridgerton when i catch you
| j. @mandolord
@mamamarjorie I haven’t watched it yet… is it that bad?
| ⁀➷mell➳ @mamamarjorie
@mandolord you have no idea
Regie @nerdynswifty
okay so i read the books like… 5 years ago i think and i remember loving dorjorie but i didn’t even notice leonidas and nora HOW
| Milena @mrsleonidassoares
@nerdynswifty it’s bc you didn’t have colin and penelope looking like they wanna jump each other every 5 seconds back then
| Regie @nerdynswifty
@mrsleonidassoares i seriously feel like i need to re-read the books?
| Milena @mrsleonidassoares
@nerdynswifty no don’t
𝔠𝔞𝔯𝔩𝔬𝔰 @carlosbton
*SNHDE spoilers*
if i stop time just now i can pretend leonidas and nora ran away together after they met marjorie and everything is fine
| lana • the sword and the heart spoilers !!! @heartsofnoras
@redfeatherington this movie reopened such an old wound like WHY CHARLOTTE WHY
Ge 🐾 @geovanalady
I need someone to tell me what happens at the end of the book right now bc what do you mean leonidas and nora aren’t endgame
| ⋆.˚🦋༘⋆ Fa @loratheexplorer
@geovanalady LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL
| 🌸Hilly🌸 @hilllaryss
@geovanalady you must be new here
| Ge 🐾 @geovanalady
@hilllaryss I AM BUT WILL ANYONE JUST TELL ME
| 🌸Hilly🌸 @hilllaryss
@geovanalady they don’t even get together
| Ge 🐾 @geovanalady
@hilllaryss are you kidding me he just stays with catherine the whole time?
| 🌸Hilly🌸 @hilllaryss
@geovanalady not exactly
| Ge 🐾 @geovanalady
@hilllaryss WHAT DO YOU MEAN NOT EXACTLY
Van ▶• ılıılıılılılııılıılı. @mus1c_l0rD
someone just told me leonidas and nora end the story going on separate ways and i’m about to commit murder
| Amanda Mitchell @sabsamanda
@mus1c_l0rD why would you spoil me like that now i wanna kms
| Van ▶• ılıılıılılılııılıılı. @mus1c_l0rD
@sabsamanda because i refuse to suffer alone
| ⭐Sally⭐@depressedhuffll3puff
@mus1c_l0rD@sabsamanda WHAT. what do you mean i thought they ended up together?
| Van ▶• ılıılıılılılııılıılı. @mus1c_l0rD
@sabsamanda@depressedhuffll3puff nope they’re / platonic friends
| ⭐Sally⭐@depressedhuffll3puff
@mus1c_l0rD@sabsamanda WHAT WAS ALL THIS PROMO WITH THE TWO ACTORS THEN?1!?
| Van ▶• ılıılıılılılııılıılı. @mus1c_l0rD
@sabsamanda@depressedhuffll3puff someone said it’s all pr bc ppl didn’t like catherine to begin with
| Amanda Mitchell @sabsamanda
@mus1c_l0rD@depressedhuffll3puff who even cares about catherine she’s annoying
| Van ▶• ılıılıılılılııılıılı. @mus1c_l0rD
@sabsamanda@depressedhuffll3puff lmao i know
| ⭐Sally⭐@depressedhuffll3puff
@mus1c_l0rD@sabsamanda WHY ARE WRITERS SO STUPID I DON’T GET IT
| Van ▶• ılıılıılılılııılıılı. @mus1c_l0rD
@sabsamanda@depressedhuffll3puff i heard someone say the actors are close friends irl
| ⭐Sally⭐@depressedhuffll3puff
@mus1c_l0rD@sabsamanda leonidas and catherine?!? they have zero chemistry
| Van ▶• ılıılıılılılııılıılı. @mus1c_l0rD
@sabsamanda@depressedhuffll3puff no leonidas and nora
| ⭐Sally⭐@depressedhuffll3puff
@mus1c_l0rD@sabsamanda Oh that makes more sense
| Amanda Mitchell @sabsamanda
@mus1c_l0rD@depressedhuffll3puff how didn’t you two know they were trending for days last week he posted a video on ig defending her it was everywhere
| ⭐Sally⭐@depressedhuffll3puff
@mus1c_l0rD@sabsamanda WAIT THAT WAS THEM?
| Amanda Mitchell @sabsamanda
@mus1c_l0rD@depressedhuffll3puff YES
| ⭐Sally⭐@depressedhuffll3puff
@mus1c_l0rD@sabsamanda NO WAY
For a day that had started out confusing and nerve-wracking, Penelope ended up having a surprisingly enjoyable time.
She couldn’t deny that Anthony and Agatha had done an exceptional job with the movie, and being a part of it made her heart swell with joy. No matter what the future held, Penelope would always cherish her involvement in that masterpiece.
With that in mind, she carefully ascended the stairs, holding her heels in one hand and the hem of her dress in the other, determined not to ruin it. As she reached her floor and happily made her way towards her flat, she couldn’t help but feel a bit giddy, perhaps due to one too many glasses of champagne.
However, her excitement quickly faded when she saw someone standing right in front of her home.
“Eloise?”
The brunette girl, now a woman, leaned against Penelope’s door, her hair slightly shorter than before, tied in a loose ponytail with a few strands falling over her face. With a thoughtful frown, she looked down at her military boots, their strong lines echoing the sharp cut of her charcoal culottes and grey chequered blazer—a style that only Eloise could effortlessly pull off. Penelope’s presence made her raise her head, a moment of surprise widening her eyes before she composed herself with a calm expression.
“Hi," she greeted, waving her hand as if she hadn’t accused Penelope of unimaginable things or disappeared from her life for five years, only to reappear on the most important night of Penelope’s life and Eloise’s own brothers.
With a churning stomach and blood boiling, Penelope ignored the greeting, her hands shaking as she frantically searched her purse for her keys.
“What are you doing here?” she asked, heading towards her door and assuming Eloise would move out of her way.
Fortunately, Penelope’s former best friend graciously stepped aside to let the actress open her door. Eloise gazed at the side of her face and explained, “Um, I...I needed to come back to London for Daphne’s wedding.” Penelope was so furious that she hardly processed the news, which she had no knowledge of until that moment. “And I wanted to see you.”
Penelope scoffed and forcefully swung her door open. She carelessly tossed her keys onto the kitchen counter and dropped her purse on the floor before turning to Eloise with her hands on her hips.
“Well, you’ve seen me. Now, have a nice life,” she said.
Eloise then did something unprecedented—she flinched.
“Look, Pen, I’m sorry I know I overreacted—”
Penelope placed a hand over her forehead, closed her eyes, and took a deep breath. “Well, your apologies must have got lost in the mail,” the redhead said, dropping her arms to her sides as she stared at Eloise. “Because I haven’t heard from you for five years. Five years,” she repeated, her voice growing stronger as her anger intensified. “And right now I’m drunk, I’m exhausted. So forgive me if I’m going to take a page from your book and decide not to listen to you right now,” she declared before closing the door.
Inhaling deeply, she stormed off to the shower, fuming over the Bridgertons’ habit of hashing things out on her doorstep.
On the other side of the door, squeezed her eyes shut, a grimace twisting her features in displeasure. She knew it was a long shot. So, with a deep breath, she headed downstairs and hailed a cab, ready to tackle the other half of her problems.
As expected, entering Colin’s building was about a thousand times more difficult than Penelope’s, forcing Eloise to call him—a prospect she wasn’t keen on following their last disastrous phone call.
“Even Penelope forgave me by now so if you have any complaints I don’t wanna hear it,” he greeted.
She closed her eyes and sighed. “That’s not why I’m calling, idiot. I’m right outside,” she said, standing in front of his building’s entrance, looking up at the top floor as if Colin could see her, all while trying to ignore the judgmental doorman.
“Outside,” he said, as if it were a foreign word. “Outside of where?”
Exasperated, Eloise huffed, her breath forming a fog in the frigid air. “What do you think?” she asked, her tone laced with irritation.
“I can’t form an opinion because I haven’t seen you in years,” he said, his tone as offended as it had been the last time they spoke.
She mimicked shock, a hand flying to her chest, and breathed, “You’ve seen me,” as if he stood before her.
“I mean, seen you in person, not just through a mobile screen,” he retorted impatiently.
She looked up again; he hadn’t come to the window to see if she was there, or so it seemed. That building of his was surprisingly tall. “Well, you’re about to see me a lot because I need a place to crash.”
“You’ve got to be kidding me,” he replied, just as the entrance door to the building swung open.
Out stepped a slender, well-dressed man who seemed slightly anxious.
“Um... Miss Eloise?” the man hesitantly inquired
She furrowed her eyebrows at him, then glanced at her phone and back at the top of the building. If Colin had arranged for someone to kick her out onto the street, she would kill him.
“Yes?” she responded cautiously.
“Mr Bridgerton asked me to escort you inside,” the man informed her. Her eyebrows furrowed even further. Mr Bridgerton? Colin definitely developed an inflated ego while she was away.
Reluctantly, she followed the peculiar and apprehensive man inside. They made their way towards the elevator, which Eloise knew from experience was always a dreadful ordeal. She detested silence, especially the awkward kind.
“So, you work for Colin,” she stated, glancing at the elevator display indicating they were on the 3rd floor.
14 more floors to go, joy.
The man glanced at her from the corner of his eye, standing rigidly with his hands folded. “Yes,” he replied. “I’m his assistant.”
“Oh.” Eloise feigned interest in the subject. “Of course, of course,” she responded with a forced smile, before checking the elevator screen again. 5th floor. “And your name is?”
The man glanced at her once more, cleared his throat, and said, “John.”
Eloise made an exaggerated face. “Great name,” she remarked, cringing at her own awkwardness. The elevator seemed to be moving at a snail’s pace. Wasn’t this building supposed to be nice? She thought Colin was loaded.
The corner of John’s lips twitched upwards in response to her absurdity, but the silence remained unbroken until the elevator reached the 17th floor, leaving Eloise unsure whether to feel relief or terror.
And because Colin was, in fact, loaded, Eloise realised as soon as she stepped out of the lift that his flat was the only one on the floor. It was a quick discovery, as when the doors opened, she was confronted with her brother standing by the door of his home, arms crossed, staring at her with all the annoyance and judgement in the world.
“This better be important,” he declared, turning around and entering his flat.
Eloise huffed in indignation and followed her brother, paying no further attention to John, who tried to hide his amusement at the dynamics between the two siblings.
“I just need a place to stay, that’s all,” she stated.
Colin rummaged through his cabinets, his hair tousled, while Eloise observed him. She couldn’t help but notice that he was also dressed in a suit, which was noticeably more expensive and lighter in color compared to his assistant’s. The memory of Penelope’s dazzling and costly gown briefly crossed her mind, making her silently realise that she had chosen an unfortunate evening to make her reappearance.
“Why are you even in London?” he asked, picking up a beer glass and placing it on the counter. Glancing at his tired assistant standing quietly by the door, he simply said, “Go home, John. We had a long day.”
John looked hesitantly from one Bridgerton to the other, and after Colin’s nod of confirmation, he went to rest, the weight of the day lifting from his shoulders.
“I’m here for Daphne’s wedding, obviously,” Eloise replied, as if it were perfectly clear, while Colin opened the refrigerator.
He closed the door with a soft click, poured a glass of beer until it overflowed slightly, leaned on the counter, and said, “Daphne’s wedding is in six months, Eloise.”
“So?” she replied, her voice a sharp, high-pitched tone that betrayed her defensiveness. “Six months is a really short time to plan a wedding. She needs all the help she can get.”
Colin fixed her with a piercing gaze, one eyebrow arched skeptically, and he let out a slow, incredulous, “You?” To which Eloise nodded and he grabbed his beer, as he continued, “You, Eloise Bridgerton, are going to help our sister Daphne—who you described as superficially and insufferably perfectionist—with her wedding.”
Eloise opened her mouth, closed it, raised both eyebrows, crossed her arms over her chest, and said, “... Yes.”
Colin shook his head, chuckling, as he took another long sip of his beer. Eloise motioned towards his glass and asked, “Can I have some?”
He replied, “Absolutely not,” while taking another sip.
Eloise threw her hands in the air, acting like the typical younger sibling that she was. “I’ve had a really hard day, you know. Do you have any idea how long it takes to travel from Berlin to here by train? Thirteen hours,” she dramatically emphasised. Colin simply straightened his back, crossed his arms, and listened to her complaining. “And you know what the first thing I did when I got here was? I tried to talk to Pen. Wanna know how that went?” she asked rhetorically, pointing at herself. “She slammed the door in my face.”
At that, Colin started laughing, placing a hand over his face and shaking his shoulders with laughter.
“THIS IS NOT FUNNY!” Eloise shrieked, yet all it did was fuel his amusement. At that point, he found it difficult to decide what was more entertaining—that he understood Eloise’s frustration all too well, or that he had forgotten just how ridiculous Eloise’s behaviour could be.
“I thought you knew how it was when Pen got really angry,” Colin remarked, wiping his eyes and casually gesturing towards his sister.
He had never seen Penelope so furious until the day she declared their friendship over, but he assumed Eloise had witnessed that side of her more than he had. However, it seemed Eloise hadn’t, because as soon as he mentioned it, she seemed to deflate a bit.
“No, I mean,” Eloise began, her voice sounding dejected. “Honestly, Pen and I didn’t fight that much.”
Colin observed her sudden change in demeanour and responded, “Until you did.”
Eloise pointed at him, as if silently agreeing.
Finishing his beer, Colin continued with what seemed like a casual question, “Why did you two even fight, by the way?”
He knew it had something to do with Penelope’s decision to pursue acting, as that was the only information his friend had shared with him. However, it seemed unlikely that such a long friendship would end and cause Eloise to disappear for years over just that.
Eloise glanced at him, memories flooding back from that fateful day five years ago, remembering all the things she had said to Penelope. “It doesn’t matter,” she replied. “Not anymore, at least.”
“Right,” Colin replied, not convinced by her response. He placed his glass gently in the sink, stretched his arms over his head, and announced, “Well, I need some sleep. You can use my spare room and bathroom, but don’t you dare wake me up,” before heading to his own room.
Eloise nodded as she watched her brother retreat to his room, taking a deep breath once he closed the door. It seemed he wasn’t quite ready for her to reveal the reason for her return, at least not yet.
“Okay, so how does it feel to play my brother when your own brother is telling you to play my brother?”
Colin shook his head, chuckling at Thomas’ ridiculousness. He crossed his legs and pointed at the card in the actor’s hands. “Is that really in there?” he asked.
Thomas furrowed his eyebrows dramatically, glancing at his card before looking back at Colin. “Yes. Not with that eloquence, of course.”
Colin chuckled, crossing his arms as he pondered the answer. “It feels oddly natural,” he replied, gazing slightly at the ceiling as if deep in thought. “I mean, it definitely feels better than being Anthony’s brother.”
“Good to know I’m superior to Anthony in every way,” Thomas quipped, impressed by Colin’s jab, while the other man simply smiled.
To Thomas’ left, Kate glanced down at her own card to determine who she should direct her question to next. “Cressida,” she said, and the blonde actress perked up, always eager to be in front of the cameras. “I heard the costume department had to create around three hundred white dresses for Catherine,” Kate paused, realising she should be making an exaggerated face for this segment, but could only manage a raised eyebrow. “How difficult was it not to ruin all of them in the mud?”
What kind of question is that, she wondered, turning to Cressida with utmost seriousness.
“Not difficult at all,” the blonde answered with a breezy smile. “You know how it is, us actresses must be prepared for anything,” she replied with a light, polished tone that left Kate silently nodding in response.
Cressida then turned her attention to Colin, wearing a provocative smile on her lips. “Colin, this is actually your fourth role as a heartthrob. Do you feel that it’s similar to your previous roles, or do you think this movie is different?” She gazed at him flirtatiously, attempting to make a playful joke as she winked at the camera, “Hopefully your scene partner helped.”
Colin, on the other hand, made an effort to maintain a composed expression and answer. “I guess it’s really different. It feels like Leonidas is more than just a pretty face, I hope,” he said with a playful look at the camera. ”The story talks so much about loyalty, duty, and finding strength you didn’t know you had. I feel really honoured to be able to play him and bring his character to life, and of course, with all my wonderful scene partners by my side,” he gestured politely to everyone around him, making sure it was clear he wasn’t only referring to Cressida.
His colleagues smiled at him, and Colin glanced at his card before turning to his interviewee. “Pen,” he said, catching her attention. “How many times a day...” he trailed off, and she nodded as if fully engaged. “Did you wish you could hit me on set?”
Her head snapped to him, staring at him with indignation at the question.
He held up his card, pointing at it and saying, “I swear, that’s what it says.”
She tilted her head slightly, considering it did indeed make sense considering their characters. So she just wrinkled her forehead in thought as Colin waited for her answer with an amused smile.
“I mean, zero because we get along so well,” she honestly responded, gesturing between the two of them.
Colin raised an eyebrow before nodding. “It’s true, we do,” he declared before looking back at his card. Just when Penelope thought the topic was over, he continued, “And did you, or did you not, throw your yellow hat in my face the day we met?”
Penelope’s jaw dropped in indignation, and Colin looked at her, trying not to burst into laughter. It wasn’t until they had worked together on the movie that he realized how much fun it was to tease her, and sometimes he couldn’t resist.
“That’s not on there," she accused, pointing at his card.
A few laughs escaped his lips as he said, “I swear it is,” gripping the card tightly in his lap.
The redhead narrowed her eyes at him. “Colin Bridgerton, don’t you dare lie to me.”
“I swear it is!” he repeated, his face turning red as he laughed even harder.
Fed up, Penelope scooted her seat closer to his, leaning in as she tried to grab the card from his hands, prompting more laughter from Colin. He extended his arm just out of her reach, ensuring that she couldn’t catch a glimpse of his list of questions.
“Let me see, Colin,” she exclaimed, making another futile attempt to retrieve the card from his hands. His arm was significantly longer than hers, much to her annoyance.
Ignoring his amusement, she shot him a glare and reiterated, “Let me see,” before making another grab for the card.
“Pen, I should remind you that you publicly declared on live television that you never want to hit me,” he pointed out.
“Colin,” she retorted, still glaring at him, “This isn’t live television,” she clarified, making yet another attempt to snatch the card from his hand. He continued to laugh, skilfully transferring the card from one hand to the other, making it impossible for her to grab hold of it.
Jamila @bl4ck_r0se
I know I asked this before but why is Pen the most adorable person to ever grace this earth?
| nai saw the eras x5 @swifitamondo
@bl4ck_r0se okay colin bridgerton log out of your fake acc
⋆˚✿˖° it’s always rainy in delulutown⋆˚✿˖° @loranator
I swear every new interview they release it’s a stab to the chest
| ⋆。 ゚☁︎。 ⋆。 ゚☾ ゚。 ⋆ Dan @leo_norax
@loranator how come we are losing IN AND OFF SCREEN THIS ISN’T FAIR I WANNA SHAKE THEM
Mary @maryannlynn
so what your saying is that these two aren’t doing pr bc they’re just naturally like this bc their characters don’t even get together in the first place and they aren’t together irl OR in the story
| Olly @bridgertonscol3
@maryannlynn we don’t even know what to tell you
Mary @maryannlynn
@bridgertonscol3 na bro i ain’t watching the next movies i can’t go through this pain
5 Changes the ‘Sword and the Heart: East Dynasty’ Movie Made to the Book
Attention, noble fans! After an extensive and somewhat tumultuous wait, the highly anticipated movie adaptation of the beloved book “Sword and the Heart: East Dynasty” has finally arrived. And while it received significant acclaim for its impressive fidelity to the original source, there were also a few noteworthy changes that caught our attention.
This article can only touch on a few of the many significant changes. And believe it or not, most turned out to be positive developments. However, below are the 5 most noteworthy changes.
Beware, minor spoilers ahead.
1. Timeline
It’s an obvious point, but an important one nonetheless, given that the books cover several more decades than the film. The novel’s deliberate pacing, perfect for a reader, would translate to tedious slowdowns in a movie trilogy, which instead prioritised fast-paced action over drawn-out scenes. Whether this fast pace will cause issues later remains to be seen.
2. Catherine’s innocence
This might be a controversial one.
Opinions about Cressida Cowper’s character are diverse across the internet, but it’s clear that the films have adopted a more audacious interpretation of her role, whether intentionally or not. In the original source material, she is portrayed as an innocent and fragile maiden. However, the on-screen adaptation presents a character who is notably more cunning and sharp. Whether this is an intentional artistic choice or a hint at that plot twist is anybody’s guess.
3.Leonidas’ role
Colin Bridgerton, playing opposite Cowper, is a perfect portrayal of Leonidas. However, a closer look at the added dialogue and cut scenes reveals Leonida’s character became significantly more prominent from the start, unlike his book counterpart, whose spotlight came later in the narrative. The superiority of this choice for the narrative is already clear, as the forthcoming events seem to unfold in a more natural manner.
4.Marjorie and Dorieus’ relationship
Fans of the “Darjorie” ship rejoiced as the adaptation gave their favorite couple a much-needed storyline boost, enhancing their relationship with added scenes and depth. Charlotte zu Mecklenburg-Strelitz, author and now screenwriter, explained that she always felt their story needed more in the background after completing the trilogy, though the duo only officially reunite in the second book. Now in partnership with director Anthony Bridgerton, the duo was able to add small but important flashbacks into their story, the scenes adding both narrative clarity and showcasing Kate Sharma’s and Thomas Dorset’s palpable chemistry (I mean, who would want to wait over a year for that!)
5.The Nora of it all
It is impossible not to comment on the most talked-about topic since the release of the movie: Penelope Featherington’s exceptional portrayal of Nora Cloke. Previously an overlooked and somewhat bratty character, Nora came to life through the brilliant acting of Featherington and the sensible direction of Bridgerton. The result was a courageous, strong-willed, and sharp woman who quickly became a favorite among fans. Colin Bridgerton, we yield, no one will go to your Instagram account and yell at you.
6.(Bonus)
Personally, we would have been thrilled to include an unforeseen romantic subplot between Leonidas and Nora, a development many fans have passionately requested since the film’s release (and possibly even earlier); however, that possibility remains a dream for the future.
Charlotte, the ball is on your court.
When Kate joked that everything would change, Penelope knew in the back of her mind that she was right. She just didn’t realise she would be right so quickly.
It all began with numerous calls flooding her phone. Countless and countless phonecalls, ranging from crazy people who somehow got her number to business proposals. Ideally, she’d sort through her calls, prioritising the important ones, but at some point, she just wanted her phone to stop ringing.
Then came the day she decided to get a kebab.
It was a lazy day, and she wanted to try out a small restaurant downtown that everyone was raving about on Instagram. Like she had done countless times before that year, she left her flat without much thought. And up to the moment she ordered the kebab, the only unusual thing was the attendant’s unsettlingly familiar gaze, as if he knew exactly who she was.
Then, a little girl with pigtails bounced up, her face beaming, and sweetly asked for a selfie, which warmed her heart. But then an old lady approached, her eyes twinkling, asking for a picture and autograph; it was sweet, but then a third woman joined, followed by a couple, then a teenage boy, until Penelope looked up and saw a line forming outside the restaurant.
Initially, the sight confused her. She briefly wondered if the restaurant was much more popular than she realised, given the long line just to order food. However, she overheard a guy calling his friend, excitedly sharing that he had seen Penelope Featherington downtown. The requests for pictures kept pouring in, and Penelope’s hands started shaking.
Looking at the crowd, her first thought was how she would get home. Or when. By the time her order was ready, she couldn’t even bring herself to eat it because people wouldn’t stop asking for a moment with her.
“Um,” she cleared her throat, “Guys, it was really great to see all of you,” she said, slightly out of breath, as she scanned the room filled with people hanging on her every word. “But I really need to head home, so...”
Some in the crowd groaned sadly, and she really thought she could make her way out until another woman approached her for an autograph, followed by a middle-aged man asking for a selfie. And then the line continued despite her protests, and she realised that as much as she appreciated their enthusiasm, she was hungry and simply wanted to leave. But the door was blocked by a throng of people pushing their way inside; a wave of bodies pressing against her, and she realised she was trapped, her breath hitching in her throat as hyperventilation set in.
“Oi, everyone, give us some space!” an older woman suddenly appeared from behind the counter, alongside her husband, who Penelope assumed were the restaurant owners. With a bit of determination, she navigated her way through the crowd towards the exit. “We’re closed!” the woman said, a bit exasperated. “Everyone out!”
The people groaned again, showing no signs of moving until she added, “Be off now or we’ll have to ring the police.”
Finally, it seemed that her message got through, and slowly, the restaurant began to empty. Feeling terrible for causing such a commotion in their establishment, Penelope also made her way towards the exit, gazing out at the crowded street through the glass doors and wondering if it would be easier to escape from there.
“Not you,” the woman suddenly stopped her, closing the restaurant door and observing the people outside. “I wouldn’t head out there just yet.”
Penelope blinked, taken aback by the woman’s warning. Her concerns extended beyond merely the state of her restaurant after all.
“Come,” she said, giving Penelope’s arm a light nudge as she led her to the back of the restaurant. “Best not to hang about by the door, innit?”
The actress nodded slowly, glancing over her shoulder at the streets again and noticing a few individuals with large cameras had joined the crowd, their flashes going off as they snapped pictures of her from afar. The whole situation was absurd; Penelope had never expected to be pursued by paparazzi. Ironically, what should have been a symbol of her success only made Penelope want to cry.
“That’s actually our only exit,” the owner informed her once they reached the kitchen. “Perhaps it would be best to hold off for a few minutes before you ring up for your car.”
Her car. The words echoed in Penelope’s mind as she surveyed the worn tiles, the greasy counter, and the two owners and their employees, all looking at her expectantly.
“I don’t…” she trailed off, her throat tightening as she struggled to admit she didn’t have a car. Not one that’s privately owned, and certainly not one that came with a driver. Until that point, her only precaution had been opting for cabs over the tube, and that was about it.
Sure, the money from the movie was slowly finding its way into her bank account, but she was saving it. She didn’t want to spend it on something as superfluous as a car.
But now, as she looked into their anxious eyes, she realised maybe it wasn’t unnecessary after all. However, she was stuck where she was, and the realisation hit her that she had no idea how to escape.
Clearing her throat, she avoided their gaze and fought back tears. “Hang… hang on a second,” she croaked, her voice raspy and nervous, before hurrying to the hallway that led to the restroom.
At that moment, only one solution occurred to her, and she hated it. Why, oh why, did her mind always return to him, especially in moments of despair? However, as she stared at the glass doors, watching more pictures being taken—pictures that probably made her look like a scared, trapped animal—she realised she had no choice.
With trembling hands, she reached into her pocket and dialled the number that had quickly become her number one speed dial after a year and a half.
“Pen?” he answered on the second ring.
“Um,” she closed her eyes tightly. “Colin, are... are you busy at the moment?” Her voice sounded frail, and she hated it.
“No, not at all. What’s wrong?” he asked, his voice instantly alarmed. She knew he would sense that something was terribly wrong right away.
“Can I ask you something?” she said, her voice small as she glanced at the people outside.
There was a brief pause on the other end of the line before he responded, “Yeah, of course, anything,” sounding a bit confused.
“What do you do when...” She grimaced, trying to find the right words for her doubt, “...you’re surrounded by too many fans and you don’t know how to get away?”
There was another pause, and Penelope despised the fact that she could tell it differed from the previous one. It was just silence, but somehow, even Colin’s silences spoke to her at times.
“It depends on the situation,” he said. “Pen, where are you?”
She closed her eyes tightly, knowing all along that he would figure out what was happening, but still dreading the outcome.
“I’m at that new kebab place I wanted to try and—” He let out a sharp breath on the other end of the line as she continued, “one thing led to another and I can’t leave because there are too many people outside.”
In a voice strained with false calm, he instructed, “Have your assistant order a cab, and use the back exit. It’s less than ideal, but—”
“Colin, I’ve told you before, I don’t have an assistant,” she said, a bit exasperated. “And there isn’t a back exit.”
His breathing became heavy and his tone started to rise, “How can there be no back exit—”
“It’s a tiny little restaurant!” she exclaimed, raising her shoulders as if he could see her in that argument.
“Pen, how come you haven’t got an assistant yet?” He asked the follow-up question, and Penelope felt an urge to hit him if she were there in person. Maybe he was right, and she had lied in that interview months ago.
“Because,” she took a deep breath. “I didn’t have the money and I don’t think it’s necessary, and honestly, I don’t see why it’s even relevant now that I’m stuck here without an assistant or a way out!” Her voice rose, her heart pounding against her chest in frustration and fear.
“Alright,” he said, his tone calmer and more determined. “I’ll ask John to arrange for my driver to pick you up,” he spoke slowly and evenly, and somehow that offered her a bit of comfort all on its own. “I can’t go there in person or I’ll only make things a thousand times worse. And, I don’t have bodyguards because I’m not that well off," he explained. “But I’ll ask John to go instead. Clearing the crowd isn’t his job, so I’ll ask him to do it as a personal favour. However, I have a feeling he’s up to the task if it’s for you," he added with a hint of exasperation, as if he were looking at John while speaking.
“Okay,” she breathed, the tension slowly ebbing away as Colin’s solution settled the fear and adrenaline coursing through her.
“I honestly don’t know why I’m here. I’m perfectly fine,” Penelope complained, glancing at the elevator display showing they were on the 15th floor.
“I’m sorry, Miss Penelope, but Colin insisted,” John apologised, though his expression didn’t convince her much.
“And you really didn’t have to do that,” she pointed at his left eye, which had a red rim that they both knew would turn purple later.
“It was just an accident,” he dismissed, as the elevator dinged, signalling their arrival.
As the doors opened, Colin was waiting for them outside his apartment, his face filled with relief upon seeing Penelope, but furrowing with concern when he noticed John.
“What happened?” he asked, pointing towards John’s injured eye.
John shook his head, indicating that it was nothing, while Penelope explained, “He got elbowed in the eye when someone was trying to grab me.”
“What?!” Colin’s voice boomed so loudly that they were certain everyone on the first floor could hear him. He quickly rushed back into the apartment, and they followed suit, with Penelope closing the door behind them before John could.
The actor had already opened the freezer as he continued speaking, “What do you mean someone grabbed you?” There was pure rage on his face as he closed the door and approached John with a gel ice pack in hand.
“It’s not as bad as it sounds,” she reassured, aware that Colin was assuming the worst. “We were trying to reach the car and someone just grabbed my arm and—”
“Not as bad as it sounds?” Colin interrupted, raising an eyebrow as he placed the ice pack on John’s eye. “Hold still,” he instructed his assistant, who calmly nodded and followed his command.
“It’s just that it caused a bit of a mess and John tried to help, but someone accidentally elbowed him in the eye,” she pointed to John, who nodded in confirmation.
Colin looked at them both as if they were crazy, then he placed a hand on his face, looked down, and muttered to himself, “Maybe I do need a bodyguard.”
Penelope sighed in frustration. “It wasn’t that bad,” she repeated. “It’s just that there were too many people, so it was hard to walk towards the car.”
“John, are you really alright?” Colin raised his head to gaze at his assistant, and as he nodded, Colin continued, “Take the day off, and maybe even tomorrow. Or perhaps the entire week.”
“No, there’s no need,” John replied, lowering the ice pack to reveal his eye. “I’m perfectly fine. It was just an accident.”
Colin sighed, “At least take today off then,” he suggested, knowing how much of a workaholic his assistant was.
“Alright,” John agreed.
Colin then turned to Penelope, observing her from a distance as if assessing her well-being. “Let me see that arm,” he declared, approaching her as if he were a doctor rather than an actor who actually despised medical shows.
His absurdity caused her to chuckle, despite the overwhelming day she had. “Colin, I’m fine,” she replied, showing her arms to emphasise her point. “Physically, at least,” she added.
His blue eyes slowly scanned her face, absorbing every word she had spoken and taking in the events of the day. His closeness and undivided attention made her heart skip a beat, as it always did. After a moment, he placed his hands on his hips and prepared to speak, but before he could utter a word, the door to his flat swung open abruptly.
“Someone tell me why the prices in this city are just so ridic—”
Eloise, arms laden with paper bags, paused mid-sentence as she entered. Her gaze shifted from John, who held an ice pack to his eye, to Penelope, who stood casually in Colin’s kitchen.
Penelope’s eyes went wide in disbelief, as though she’d spotted a ghost not once, but twice in the same season. Eloise’s presence should not have been shocking, as Penelope had discovered her return to England when she found her former friend on her doorstep. What was confusing, however, was her presence in Colin’s flat. It wasn’t as if she just waltzed casually into Colin’s house at will back when he first started living alone. But, they were siblings after all. It was odd; she hadn’t realised how much she’d mentally separated Colin’s image from Eloise’s until that moment, when the sight of Eloise in his home jolted her.
Meanwhile, Colin froze, realising what a mess he had made: not only should he have considered that Eloise and Penelope might cross paths at his flat, but he had not even told Penelope that Eloise was staying there.
“Right,” Penelope said, finally tearing her gaze away from Eloise. “I should head out now,” she declared, unwilling to remain in Eloise’s presence after such a stressful day.
Eloise opened and closed her mouth, unsure of what to say.
“Wait,” Colin said, his voice low and steady, placing a hand on Penelope’s arm. “We need to talk first,” he stated, his serious intent evident in his eyes. He gently took Penelope’s hand and guided her out to the hallway, leaving a bewildered Eloise as he shut his apartment door.
Eloise stood dumbfounded, staring at the closed door, astonished by the peculiar scene. Then, pointing a finger at the entrance, as if indicating the duo, she turned to John and asked, “Are they always like that?”
John lowered his ice pack and furrowed his brow in thought. “I’m not sure,” he replied.
Then it was John’s turn to face Eloise’s bewilderment; her voice, sharp with confusion, cut through the air, “Aren’t you with Colin constantly? How can you not be sure?”
He tilted his head, contemplating how much things had changed over the past year and a half, how unpredictable they still were.
“It varies,” he responded, as if Colin and Penelope’s relationship were a scientific theorem rather than a simple friendship.
Eloise narrowed her eyes at him and retorted, “You’re quite odd. Did you know that?”
“I’m sorry, Pen, I forgot to mention that she was staying with me,” he said as soon as he closed the door.
Penelope raised an eyebrow at the information, initially assuming Eloise was just visiting, not actually living in his flat. She blinked, as if trying to collect herself, before saying, “It’s alright, Colin, she’s your sister, it’s really not my place to say anything.”
He regarded her as if she were being ridiculous. “I really should have mentioned it, but I genuinely forgot. There’s just so much going on, it slipped my mind," he explained, leaning against the wall by the window, with sunlight streaming in between them. “I had no idea she was returning to London; she just turned up here on the night of the premiere.” He then recalled something Eloise had mentioned that day, and a rather cheeky smile crept onto his lips. “But I think you already knew about that.”
One glance at his amused face, and she understood his meaning. With a huff of exasperation, she leaned against the wall by the window, arms crossed, and declared, “She told you.”
He playfully narrowed his eyes and leaned in slightly. “Who knew getting a door slammed in their face by Penelope Featherington would become a shared Bridgerton experience? But if I may suggest the next victim, it should be Anthony.”
A laugh escaped her unexpectedly, and she stared at him in disbelief that he could joke about such a sensitive topic. That day was something they typically avoided discussing, having barely survived the awkwardness it created. Yet here was Colin, joking about it with an endearing look that made her breath catch.
“Please,” she said, slightly out of breath. “Anthony would never climb six flights of stairs for anyone.”
It was Colin’s turn to let out a surprised laugh, his eyes crinkling with joy, and he stared at her in surprise as she smiled back at him, the warmth of their connection filling the room. Both of them just spent a moment like that, staring at each other smile as the sunlight filtered through the scene, making their hair, their skin, their eyes, glow.
Penelope then cleared her throat, feeling a slight flutter in her chest, and looked away, reminding herself to stay grounded.
“So, what did you want to talk to me about?” she asked, staring down at her feet.
He subtly raised an eyebrow, seemingly remembering why they were there, then readjusted himself against the wall, clearing his throat.
“Right,” he said, “Pen, we need to discuss how you’re handling all of this.”
“All of this?” she asked, giving him a puzzled look.
He shifted his crossed arms and clarified, “Your fame.”
“My... fame?” She repeated, her eyebrows shooting up as if he’d just proposed a debate on the existence of mythical creatures.
“Yes,” he responded, his tone implying that it was obvious. “What happened today… it could very well happen again, and most likely will if you don’t make a few adjustments.”
She furrowed her brows, glancing down at her feet once more as she reluctantly acknowledged that he was right. Deep down, she knew it made sense, but it still felt surreal and absurd. She couldn’t help but wonder how long this would last—perhaps just for the trilogy or maybe only during the hype of the recently premiered first movie.
“For starters, you should hire an assistant,” Colin interrupted her train of thought.
At that, she shot her head up, giving Colin a look that could quite easily tell him where to shove that assistant idea.
He raised his hands as if instantly understanding her expression, but didn’t seem remorseful at all.
“Look, that’s not up for negotiation,” he insisted. “Pen, how are you managing your schedule, sifting through job offers, or even answering all your calls?”
Penelope winced. The truth was... she wasn’t. Her failsafe method so far had been to ignore her phone when she felt overwhelmed and claim that she needed to consult with her manager before making any decisions.
“I’m... managing,” she lied, but Colin looked at her skeptically.
“Pen, you’re going to need help, just like the rest of us,” he explained. “Didn’t you receive some payment from the movie already?”
She glared at him, feeling her cheeks flush with embarrassment. “Yes, but I just...”
“Then I swear to you, hiring an assistant is not a frivolous use of your money,” he said with genuine concern, causing her anger to dissipate.
“Fine,” she reluctantly agreed. And before Colin could speak again, she preemptively pointed at him, knowing exactly what he was about to suggest. “I’m not dismissing Mrs Varley and hiring another manager,” she asserted.
A sigh escaped his lips; defeat settled on his shoulders as he acknowledged some battles were unwinnable.
“Fine,” he conceded. “But as time goes on, you should consider getting a publicist,” he began, counting on his fingers, “maybe even an agent, a social media manager could help, although you’re not as bad as me on social media, and a–”
“Okay, stop,” she interrupted, waving her hands in front of him and taking a deep breath. “I’ll hire more people when the time comes, but for now, can we please take it slow?” she requested, and he looked at her overwhelmed expression before nodding. Then she stared at him for a moment before asking, “Do you really have that many people working for you?”
She knew that many celebrities had a team of people to manage their fame, but it was strange to consider Colin as one of those people. Especially since she had only ever seen him around John and Will. It was even stranger to think that she might need a team like that herself soon, considering she could barely afford her rent a few months ago.
“Yeah, some,” he nodded. “Honestly, I mostly let Will handle it. I told him from the beginning that I’m too disorganised for this,” he replied, and Penelope chuckled.
They stood in silence for a moment until he straightened his back and looked at her again, as if reassessing her situation. “There’s one more thing you need right now, though.” She looked at him, and he raised his eyebrows as he said, “A car.”
“No,” Penelope huffed, stamping her foot in frustration, “Colin, I don’t even know how to drive! There’s a reason why I always quoted Clueless to Eloise. I’m truly a virgin who can’t—” She paused, noticing Colin’s entertained expression. Aware of what she was saying and to whom, she amended, “I can’t drive.”
“I’ll teach you,” he said, a mix of exasperation and amusement in his voice.
“Are you crazy?” she exclaimed, her eyes widening. “Because that would definitely make the news.”
“Well, I’m not going to teach you in the middle of London,” he replied, as if she was the one suggesting something crazy.
Penelope covered her face with her hands, trying to regain her composure. “I’ve already had lessons, and I’m terrible at driving. I hate it—”
“Okay,” Colin said softly, taking Penelope’s hands from her face. “Then get a car and hire a driver when you need one,” he explained, recalling what he had done earlier that day when she was in distress.
“But it’s expensive,” she whined. “And I don’t even have a parking spot in my building.”
“Good thing you mentioned that,” he said, a fond smile softening his face as he gently squeezed her hands, still holding them. “Because the next thing I was going to mention is that you need to find a nicer flat.”
Penelope gasped, quickly pulling her hands away from his.
“I’m sorry, Pen, but you need to,” he raised his hands in surrender. “Your neighborhood is overcrowded, and anyone can easily enter your building. Believe me, they will.”
She stared at him, her hand on her chest, torn between offense and realising he had a valid point.
“So, when you do find a better flat, make sure it has a parking spot,” he replied, as if it were the simplest thing in the world.
Penelope could only blink, her hands falling to her sides as she tried to take in everything Colin had just said. “Anything else?” she asked, annoyance creeping into her voice.
Colin furrowed his eyebrows slightly, his eyes quickly scanning her from head to toe, before he spoke, “And you really need to be mindful of your appearance when you go out,” he pointed towards her.
Her appearance? Now he had an opinion about her appearance too?
But instead of smacking him, even though he was giving her plenty of reasons to do so, she took a deep breath and calmly asked, “What do you mean?”
“You’re easily recognisable, Pen,” he said. “Anyone who sees a short redhead with a cute outfit on the street will know it’s you.”
She blinked, convinced she was hallucinating at that point. “A cute outfit?” she blurted out in shock. She didn’t even know the word cute was in Colin’s vocabulary.
Colin raised an eyebrow and assessed her appearance again. “Yes.”
The actress looked down at her outfit as if trying to remember it correctly. It was just an old, yellow turtleneck knit dress with a matching belt, the faded yellow a muted contrast to the soft, beige fuzziness of the sweater draped over it. “This dress is ancient,” she said, looking at him as if it excused everything.
“So?” he said, as if she was not making any sense. “It’s cute.”
For a moment, Penelope could only stare at him, questioning her sanity, or perhaps his. But Colin seemed so nonchalant about it that maybe she was overreacting, so it was best to just move on.
“Did you just call me short?” she accused, pointing at him.
He simply looked at her as if she was insane for questioning the obvious.
With a frustrated huff, she flung her hands up in the air and exclaimed, “So what do you suggest, then? Should I wear platform shoes everywhere? Maybe a burlap sack as a dress, topped off with platforms?”
Colin bit his lip, desperately trying to hold back his laughter. He closed his eyes for a moment, then finally spoke up, “No, I mean you could wear shades, a hat, and a coat,” he glanced at her hair, then continued, “Perhaps even a wig.”
“A wig,” she said, the single word inexplicably sapping her of all strength to cope with the day. “Alright, I’m going home,” she declared, swiftly turning around to the sound of Colin’s chuckles.
“Pen, I know I’m laughing, but I’m being serious,” he insisted.
“I know!” she exclaimed, walking towards the lift and pressing the call button. “Which is why I’m leaving.”
The lift doors opened just as he reached her. She was about to triumphantly wave him goodbye, but he quickly placed one arm on the door to prevent it from closing and rested the other on his hip, smirking at her.
“How are you planning to leave if you don’t know how to drive?” He asked.
She stared at him, but before she could utter a stream of expletives, he merely shook his head and said, “Let me take you home,” before stepping into the elevator with her.
“Hello, I’m Thomas Dorset and I play Dorieus.”
“Hi, I’m Kathani Sharma and I play Marjorie.”
“Hey, I’m Penelope Featherington and I play Nora.”
“Colin Bridgerton and I play Leonidas.”
“And I’m Cressida Cowper and I play Catherine.”
“We, the cast of The Sword and The Heart: East Dynasty, are here on Buzzfeed to play with puppies.”
“That was quite a mouthful,” he remarked, glancing at their fellow castmates as they settled on the floor.
“I feel like they should just invent an official abbreviation already so we don’t have to keep repeating ourselves,” Colin replied, leaning back and carefully avoiding contact with the vibrant pink wall behind him.
“With all these puppies heading our way,” Kate said, pointing off-camera, “are you really discussing title abbreviations?”
“My technique,” Thomas said seriously, looking at Kate, “is to pretend I don’t care about them, so they come closer to me faster.”
Kate shook her head, finding his antics amusing, while Penelope couldn’t contain her excitement as the puppies approached. Three energetic fur balls leaped into her lap, showering her with excited barks and jumps. She pouted, tears welling up at their irresistible charm. Kate playfully grabbed a black and white border collie that was chewing on her shoe, tickling its belly as it barked and tried to play with her fingers. Meanwhile, Thomas leaned forward to pet two labradors playfully fighting in front of him. Cressida had a fluffy white samoyed that was jumping on her arms.
“What was your favorite scene to shoot on set?”
“Um, my favourite scene?” Thomas asked, scrunching up his face in thought as he tried to separate the fighting puppies. “I think it was the one where I had to take off my shirt.”
Kate chuckled, making a sign of “no” to the dog in her hands as it tried to bite her finger again. “Why did I know you were going to say that?”
“What?” Thomas asked, finally snatching one of the puppies and putting it on his lap, “I had to work out for months just for that scene, not to mention, it was hot that day so when I finally took it off,” he pointed towards his own chest with his free hand, “it was breezy and cool, it was perfect.”
“Well, my favourite scene was the sword fight,” Kate said with a satisfied smile as she looked at the camera.
“Oh, you looked badass,” Penelope remarked, now juggling a fourth cream-colored puppy that was scrambling up her leg.
“I hope so,” Kate replied, gently placing the border collie back on the ground and scratching behind its ears, “We look ridiculous if we don’t get those fight scenes right.”
“No, you looked great,” Cressida commented, her words causing the other three to glance at her, suppressing their shock at her unexpected compliment to Kate. She rocked the puppy in her arms as if it were a baby, which looked slightly hilarious as she continued, “You’re definitely more talented at looking violent than me. My most exciting scene was when Catherine fell two steps and Leonidas caught her.”
Kate furrowed her eyebrows, not understanding if that was a backhanded compliment, or if she was truly just being conversational. She then turned to Penelope since deviating the subject seemed like the better idea. “How about you, Pen?” she asked.
“Um,” Penelope furrowed her brow, struggling to balance two puppies in each arm - two Pomeranians and two Aussiepoms. She chuckled, trying to think of an answer. “It’s honestly so hard to concentrate right now,” she said, the puppy in front of Thomas suddenly running towards her.
Kate and Thomas laughed, observing Penelope being showered with affection by a crowd of dogs. “They really love you,” Kate commented.
“I never thought I’d say this,” Penelope said, as the fifth dog tried to crawl on her stomach, “but I wish they loved me a bit less. I think it’s better if we go to Colin now for the answer,” she said, glancing at him.
Then, she noticed an odd, puppy-like sadness in Colin’s eyes as he wistfully scanned the room.
“Wait, where’s your puppy?” she inquired, noticing he was empty-handed.
“Nowhere, they hate me,” Colin, a thirty-four-year-old man, almost whined, reaching out for the dog in front of him, who quickly darted away.
Penelope couldn’t quite pinpoint what it was about that scene, or if being surrounded by so many adorable animals had triggered something in her, but she found him both ridiculously cute and terribly sad at the same time. It made her tear up just as much as when the cute puppies ran towards her.
“Aw, nooo,” she said, pouting, her bottom lip quivering. She extended her left arm, along with the puppies nestled in it, towards him. “Take one,” she offered, but as her arm drew closer to him, the two dogs broke free from her grasp and headed towards her right side.
“See?” Colin said, and Penelope could have sworn she saw him pout too, causing her heart to tighten.
“This is absurd,” she declared, taking one of the puppies that was on her right arm between her hands - a small, fluffy, black aussiepom.
“Listen here,” she said in a tiny voice, pointing her index finger at it as if human and dog language were interchangeable. “Uncle Colin is really nice, you’ll be lucky to be held by him. Don’t run away,” she commanded, then turned to Colin, handing the dog to him.
Colin grabbed it hesitantly, as if the aussiepom was about to bite him at any minute. But when he placed it back on the ground, it came running back to him, jumping excitedly on his lap.
While Kate and Penelope were awing and Cressida simply eyed the scene from afar, Thomas asked, “What is this? Is she the dog whisperer?”
As Colin and the black puppy played, a chaotic flurry of excited barks erupted and Penelope’s dogs joined the fun, a writhing mass of fur and playful nips surrounding Colin’s legs, causing him to stumble back in surprise.
“Okay, what do I do now?” he asked while Penelope chuckled by his side.
Just as Kate was about to speak, the two dogs in front of her and Thomas bolted toward Colin, who stared in surprise as the canine parade scrambled up his legs and body.
The two leads stared, mouths agape, then shared a look, and finally erupted in laughter at Colin.
“You might actually have superpowers,” Kate teased Penelope.
“Oh no,” Colin said, as the final dog in Penelope’s care charged him, forcing the man to surrender and lie down as the puppies began climbing all over him. “I got what I wanted but at what cost?!” he yelled dramatically while petting one dog in each hand.
The room filled with laughter, but Penelope’s radiant smile outshone them all; her heart overflowing as she watched Colin, surrounded by a flurry of warm, fuzzy puppies.
⋆。 ゚☁︎。 ⋆。 ゚☾ ゚。 ⋆ Dan @leo_norax
ME TOO PENELOPE ME TOO
| Selena. @selfabbri
@leo_norax i’m confused as to who got pregnant me or penelope
| ⋆。 ゚☁︎。 ⋆。 ゚☾ ゚。 ⋆ Dan @leo_norax
@selfabbri AHAHAAHAHAHAHA SHUT UP
𝔠𝔞𝔯𝔩𝔬𝔰 @carlosbton
i just don’t see why those two can’t work things out!!!!!!!
Nanda @nandaxinha
Penelope looking at him as if he’s picturing him holding all of their future children
| Cinthy❤️🔥🐉⚔️ @Cy3452n
@nandaxinha SHUT UP I CAN’T DO THIS ANYMORE
Z. @ZX867
i’m so confused last week someone explained this whole story to me but they said that the girl was the one who turned him down
| 𝒥𝑒𝓃⟡ @thronessatwar
@ZX867 yeah that’s what he said
| Z. @ZX867
@thronessatwar then why was she looking at him like that?
ℝ𝕒𝕗𝕚 @Cressidasswiftie
it’s so obviously pr it hurts my eyes truly
| Marie Ann @Cowperbaby
@Cressidasswiftie their acting is not really that good
| ℝ𝕒𝕗𝕚 @Cressidasswiftie
@Cowperbaby in the movie or real life
| Marie Ann @Cowperbaby
@Cressidasswiftie both lol
Katherine @K1ttys_Kat
i swore to myself i wasn’t watching these movies bc their characters don’t end up together but
| billie @noraswsift
@K1ttys_Kat girl don’t
| Katherine @K1ttys_Kat
@noraswsift BUT THEY ARE SO CUTE
| billie @noraswsift
@K1ttys_Kat don’t it’s for your own good
Nanda @nandaxinha
day 15 since i made the terrible mistake of watching this cursed movie and even an worse one of researching abt the cast
Jade ✨ @englishmansbiceps
I wish people would stop making everything about shipping? I mean charlotte made such a beautiful story that has nothing to do with ships not everything in life is about romance
Felicity J. ✪ @J0hnsonFel
honestly tired of people acting as if romance isn’t important. Like, i get it, there are SO MANY things i love abt the story and dorjorie slaps but if you have two characters that are perfect for each other AND two actors that have out of this world chemistry why would you waste just bc “not everything is romance” i don’t get it do you hate good stories? do you hate fun? do you hate money? it’s just stupid at this point
As Anthony entered the conference room, he was greeted by the invigorating aroma of freshly brewed coffee, mingling with the clean, slightly metallic scent of the air. He breathed out slowly, feeling a sense of satisfaction.
Finally, he was back to doing what truly mattered.
The large, empty room was silent except for the tick of a clock; as expected, no one had arrived, and he calmly headed towards his chair at the head of the table, hanging his worn leather shoulder bag on the back of it. Punctuality was important to him, and he particularly enjoyed being the first to arrive. Given the judgment he faced for entering the business through his father’s name, he didn’t want to give anyone additional reason to doubt his dedication.
However, just as he was about to take a seat, the door swung open once again.
“I don’t think you’re being stupid, bon, just impractical,” Kate argued into her phone, halting when she saw Anthony.
A moment of wide-eyed staring passed between them before Anthony pursed his lips and she awkwardly waved hello. Then, she exhaled annoyedly, probably at something that was said on the other end of the line.
“And you know how it was for me. I had to work twelve-hour shifts while paying for my acting classes. Even after I began auditioning, I stayed in that job for almost a year,” she insisted, returning to the chair she’d occupied two years earlier for their first table read. She pulled her chair and suddenly paused, leaning with both hands on its rest as she exhaled loudly, “No, you can do what you want, but it doesn’t mean it will get you anywhere.”
Anthony observed her raised eyebrow and tensed jaw, knowing all too well the consequences of being on the receiving end of her stern expression. For once, he was extremely glad it wasn’t his case this time.
“Edwina, I’m not saying you’re not talented, you’re extremely talented,” she said, her voice raising. “What I’m saying is life is hard, that is all. It might take a while for people to recognise that talent; you need to focus on your well-being and financial security in the meantime.”
Anthony bit his bottom lip and looked down at his feet. He couldn’t help but automatically think he agreed 100% with Kate, even if it wasn’t his business at all. For starters, he shouldn’t even be listening to the conversation, but it wasn’t his fault that Kate was nearly yelling in the room. He then looked at the door, wondering if he should excuse himself and give her five minutes instead of listening to her arguing with her sister.
“Fine,” Kate exhaled again, then glancing at Anthony, she said, “Look, I need to get to work. We will talk about this later,” she declared before exchanging her goodbyes and placing her phone on the table. “I’m sorry about that,” she told Anthony, who she realized looked slightly sheepish. That was an expression she wasn’t even sure he was capable of showing.
Anthony then waved at her dismissively, as if not to worry, which was even more uncharacteristic. “It’s alright,” he said, before taking a deep breath. “I actually do know how it is.”
And there was something in his tone that told her he truly meant that. That was why she found herself venting her pent-up frustration by saying, “Younger siblings,” gesturing with annoyance as if those two words held all the answers.
And to the oldest Bridgerton brother, they did. He responded with a smile, a peculiar feeling fluttering in his heart, as if he had been understood without uttering a word.
“It’s as if they believe the world will hand them everything on a silver platter,” he replied.
Kate raised her eyebrows and nodded, as if that summed it up perfectly. “Perhaps because we were the ones who spoiled them first,” she retorted.
Anthony paused, thinking that was an apt description, and his smile broadened. He then reached into his shoulder bag and began retrieving sheets of paper, keeping himself occupied so as not to appear overly focused on their conversation. Though, truth be told, he was.
“My favourite part is when one of my sisters, or even one of my brothers, would come to me and say, ‘I never asked you to do these things for me’—”
“Oh, absolutely, because we’d just shove our little sibling to the side and carry on living our best lives while our parents poured all their time and energy into work and sorrow,” Kate finished his sentence before he could.
Anthony paused in his ministrations and looked at her, taking in her sparkling eyes and slightly tousled hair—there was a period a few months ago when her hairstyle from the movie premiere became a viral trend, and everyone was trying to replicate her long, wavy locks, which Anthony thought was quite deserving—and the most peculiar three words sprang unbidden into his mind and heart. I like her.
Which was utterly bizarre, considering how much he had despised her for so long.
“Um,” he cleared his throat, pressing his lips together in an attempt to conceal his smile, “Exactly.”
“I mean, I didn’t have the same upbringing as you,” she amended, blinking rapidly as if reminding herself. “But one can make assumptions.”
“You assumed correctly,” he replied, finding her blubbering adorable, which was bizarre twofold. “Honestly, I shouldn’t complain. Sometimes I’m even ashamed to do so,” he furrowed his eyebrows, about to confess something he almost never did out loud. But for some reason, he felt comfortable doing it with Kate. “I know I grew up with way more wealth than most. It helped a lot, I cannot deny that.”
“But still,” Kate interrupted. “I suppose that also came with more responsibilities.”
The Bridgertons were a prominent family, renowned not only for their social standing but also for their significant entertainment business; Edmund’s untimely death left Anthony and his mother, both ill-equipped, to grapple with the immense responsibility of managing everything.
Anthony looked at her, feeling as though he must have misheard her somehow. Because Kate Sharma could not possibly be defending him against himself. Nevertheless, he found himself nodding. Although the option of employing nannies to assist with childcare, even intermittently, was available—a solution Anthony vehemently opposed, fearing his siblings would grow up as strangers to him—ultimately, only he and Violet could manage his father’s business. And if there was one thing both refused to allow, it was the destruction of Edmund’s life’s work by their incompetence.
“Having an eighteen-year-old run a company is a disaster. I’ll say that,” Anthony replied.
“Were you?” Kate asked, her brow furrowing in disbelief.
Kate watched Anthony shake his head with a chuckle, struck by how attractive he looked laughing.
“No, my mother actually took care of everything while I was learning,” he explained, tilting his head slightly as he continued. “She didn’t really know what to do either, but…” He cleared his throat. “Agatha helped… which is why…” He trailed off, recalling an argument they had what felt like a lifetime ago, in that same room. “Everyone in the business and beyond is aware of our connection with her.”
“Oh,” Kate replied, the memory of her sharp words returning with a sting of regret, making her feel ashamed.
Anthony, realising he’d embarrassed her, steered the conversation in a different direction, as that hadn’t been his intention.
“Actually, she still runs our company,” he clarified. “My mother, that is. I just lend her a hand.”
Kate furrowed her brow, feeling completely confused by this new information. “Really?” she asked, surprised. Anthony’s accomplishments were always heavily emphasised, and she had assumed she played that role in the company.
“Yes,” he replied with a chuckle. It wasn’t exactly a secret among their circle. “You knew about Agatha, but not this?”
“Honestly, I do my utmost to avoid Googling you,” she admitted, raising her hand to emphasise her point. “The less I know about you, the less intimidating you seem when I yell at you.”
Then, in a surprising twist, Anthony laughed. A hearty laugh escaped him, his hand shielding his eyes, face screwed up in mirth, the pure joy of it making Kate’s lips stretch into a huge grin.
He looked at her, a twinkle in his eyes, shaking his head with a look of pure, unadulterated amusement. And it made her heart skip a beat.
What’s going on? She resisted the urge to place a hand over her rapidly beating chest. That day had been incredibly strange.
“Afternoon!”
In sync, Kate and Anthony turned towards the sound, seeing Agatha standing at the door with a raised eyebrow and an odd expression on her face.
Kate blinked, quickly sitting down, while Anthony seemed to refocus on his work.
“Good afternoon, Agatha,” Kate greeted her with all the neutrality she could muster.
Agatha glanced at her from the corner of her eye as she made her way to her seat beside Anthony.
“Got here early, you two,” she casually commented, glancing between them.
“I really hate being late,” Kate said simultaneously with Anthony, causing them both to stare at each other in surprise.
Agatha raised an eyebrow at them. “Right,” she replied before placing a tall stack of papers in front of Anthony. “Since you didn’t want my assistant to see these, help me distribute them, won’t you?” she asked, giving him a judgmental look that made him slightly uncomfortable.
Nonetheless, he decided it was best to do as she asked to keep himself occupied. So slowly, both he and Agatha distributed the new scripts around the table until Anthony reached Kate.
She took the heavy stack of papers, raising an eyebrow at him. She couldn’t deny her curiosity and excitement to read what they had prepared for the second movie, but it seemed longer than she had imagined.
She flipped to the last page, noted the page number, and with a continued raised eyebrow, said to Anthony, “One hundred and seventy pages.”
Anthony simply shrugged, replying, “It’s a long movie,” before returning to his seat.
“No, I’m just asking, do you think it would take a long time for me to bleach my hair?” Thomas’s voice, echoing slightly in the quiet room, trailed off as he crossed the threshold, Cressida following close behind, her expression a mixture of annoyance and impatience.
“I told you this is my natural hair color,” she declared before heading to her seat.
Thomas shrugged, casually walking towards his seat beside Kate. He smiled at her before sitting down, immediately noticing the thick script in front of him.
“Looks like we’re going to have a lot of work this year, huh?” he asked. “Are you ready for our scenes, or are you going to kick me to the curb, Miss Sharma?” he joked.
As Kate read the opening pages of the script, a slight twitch of her lips hinted at a smile, her chin lifting ever so slightly. Then, with a dry inflection, she said, “Usually, I reserve kicking to the curb for our director.”
Thomas glanced at Anthony, who was engrossed in a conversation with Agatha, and smirked. “I suppose that’s fair.”
The two chuckled, unaware that Anthony was looking at them until someone poked him in the shoulder, causing him to tear his eyes away from the pair.
Anthony turned, recognising Colin as the one who’d summoned him, his eyebrows furrowing until his younger brother sighed and presented a large, elaborately decorated beige envelope. The director’s eyebrows furrowed even further as he took it, looking at Colin in confusion.
“What is this?” He asked.
Colin looked at the object in his hands and replied, “What do you think it is?”
Anthony glanced down at the heavily decorated, cream-colored envelope and huffed, glaring at Colin as if he were a different sibling altogether. “Couldn’t she have given it to me personally?”
Raising his eyebrows, Colin questioned, “Would you have accepted it?”
With a huff, Anthony placed the envelope on the table. “No, I would have gladly told her she’s making a mistake.” As Colin eyed him, Anthony straightened his back, adjusting his blazer, and declared, “But I’m happy if she’s happy. I suppose.”
“Ah, Colin,” Agatha greeted with a bright smile as she spotted his arrival, placing a hand on his shoulder. “It’s been a while since we last saw each other, hasn’t it?”
“It has,” Colin politely smiled at her, taking another envelope from his shoulder bag and handing it to her. “This one is actually for you.”
Agatha’s eyes widened in surprise as she carefully accepted the envelope and then opened it. Her smile grew wider as she read Daphne and Simon’s names inside. “They’re going old-fashioned, I see. I haven’t seen a real paper wedding invitation in a long time.”
“You know how Daphne is,” Colin commented with a half-exasperated, half-endearing sigh.
“That I do,” Agatha commented, absentmindedly slapping the thick, cream-colored invitation between her hands, the embossed lettering catching the light. “I would say it surprises me that Simon, of all people, goes along with her, but we do everything for the people we love, don’t we?”
Colin furrowed his eyebrows slightly, nodding despite the strange sensation in his chest. Throughout his life, he had numerous romantic relationships, but he couldn’t remember a single time when he had been so completely and irrationally infatuated that his behaviour was completely out of character.
“No, I told them this week you only have Saturday afternoon free. And, oh, that representative from Byoma called again.”
The trio turned, their eyes landing on Penelope and a petite auburn-haired woman who carried a tablet, her gaze fixed on the screen as she entered. Penelope sighed, hand to forehead, but Colin smiled at the sight of her before approaching.
“Pen?” he greeted her, noticing her distressed demeanour.
She glanced at him, her hand falling to her side. “Hi, Colin,” she said, then nodded to the woman beside her. “This is Rae,” she added, looking pointedly at Colin again, “my assistant.”
He smirked at her slightly annoyed expression, then turned to the other woman, offering his hand and saying, with exaggerated politeness, “Hi, Rae. Extremely pleased to meet you,” causing Penelope to roll her eyes.
Confused and shocked by the famous actor’s words, Rae stared at him. Hesitantly, she shook his hand, stammering, “Pl…pleased to meet you, too.”
“Alright,” Penelope interjected, eager to end the conversation. She then turned to her assistant and instructed, “Tell them my week is fully booked and I can only meet them next week. Also, I’ll talk to Mrs Varley about Byoma, so tell them to wait.” Then, scanning the room, she added, “This might take a while, so you can take the afternoon off—”
“No, it’s fine, I can wait,” Rae replied. “I’ll be right outside,” she said, then left the room.
Penelope watched her go, dropping her hands to her sides, resigned to the fact that she would never understand that woman.
“Well, at least she can keep John company,” Colin joked as they both walked towards their seats.
“Are they always like this?” Penelope asked, frustrated. “I get that she doesn’t want to come across as lazy, but I really need a bit of time for myself.”
“It’s worse at the beginning,” Colin commented with a shrug, pulling his chair out with a screech before settling into it. “Though John never changed, I suppose.”
“That’s just brilliant,” Penelope sarcastically remarked, taking her seat beside him.
“Well, considering how enthusiastic she is about assisting with your schedule...” Colin trailed off, reaching into his bag. Penelope watched him with furrowed eyebrows as he turned to her, holding a cream-colored envelope in his hands. “You may want to keep this date available,” he suggested.
She took the envelope from his hands and opened it, realising it was an invitation for Daphne and Simon’s upcoming wedding, which was just over a month away. Amidst all the chaos that their movie had brought into her life, she had actually forgotten that Eloise and Colin had mentioned Daphne’s impending marriage.
“Oh,” Penelope murmured, her fingers delicately tracing the invitation’s edges. She stared at the names of the bride and groom, elegantly written in silver ink and calligraphic flourishes. “I didn’t even think she would invite me.”
“Of course she would,” Colin replied, as if her doubt was absurd.
Penelope shook her head and decided to place the invitation in her purse, hoping it would fade from her mind along with her past. She was about to say that she didn’t get why it seemed so obvious she’d be invited, especially with her rocky relationship with Eloise, but then she held back. She realized that Eloise wasn’t her only true connection to the Bridgerton family. In fact, it had been a topic of discussion between her and Colin just a few months earlier.
“Honestly, my family likes you even more than they like me,” Colin said, trying to inject humour into the situation. Oblivious to Penelope’s thoughts, he continued, “You have a better chance of getting invited to these events than I do.”
“Still, I don’t think I should go,” she finally said. She looked at Colin and saw him furrowing his eyebrows in confusion. “It will be awkward with Eloise there.”
Which was only half a truth, she realised, as she gazed into Colin’s deep, blue eyes. She wanted to keep her distance, no, she needed to keep her distance. As much as she loved the Bridgertons and always would, she had to come to terms with the idea of a life separate from them. She wasn’t a part of their family and never would be. And once Colin got married and had children, she wouldn’t be able to continue attending Bridgerton events and pretending everything was okay. So what was the point?
She glanced over at Kate, who was deep in conversation with Thomas, before catching Penelope’s eye and enthusiastically waving to greet her, receiving a response in kind. Yes, Penelope had to remember that normal friends did not always attend their friend’s sibling’s weddings; in most cases, they were not invited at all.
“I don’t think the ceremony will be too long,” Colin interjected, bringing her focus back to their conversation. “In case you don’t want to stay for the reception and risk running into Eloise.”
“I’ll think about it,” she said, her lips pressed together, though her mind was already made up. “How is she? Eloise, I mean.”
Colin let out a sigh. “Honestly? I don’t know, Pen. She claims she’s here for the wedding, but I know my sister.”
“Did she mention where she plans to go after the wedding?” Penelope couldn’t help but be curious, despite her anger towards Eloise.
“No,” he responded, crossing his arms over his chest. “Maybe she’ll stay, who knows. Although she certainly didn’t give any indication that she’s looking for a place to live,” he added with annoyance. Having Eloise as a roommate was certainly an interesting experience. It had been a decade since they lived under the same roof, and it hadn’t exactly been the best of times.
Penelope chuckled. “On the bright side, if she doesn’t leave, she might take care of your flat while we’re away.”
Colin tilted his head, considering her point. “One can hope.”
“Everyone!” Agatha exclaimed, her voice ringing out, silencing the room instantly. Unbeknownst to Penelope and Colin, the room had filled up during their conversation, and even Charlotte had joined them, sitting beside Agatha and grooming her eyebrows while peering into a tiny mirror. “Welcome back. I’m pleased to announce this is our first ‘The Sword and The Heart: Princess of the West’ table read,” Agatha announced, eliciting applause from the crowd. After a brief smile, she said, in that uniquely exasperated yet polite way only Agatha could achieve, “We have a long day, so please be quiet and let’s finish this,” before motioning for Anthony to proceed.
“Good afternoon,” Anthony said in his usual dry and business-like tone. “I want to congratulate all of you on the success of the first movie. Well done.” The room erupted in applause, more vigorously this time, the sound filling the air. His eyes scanned the crowd briefly, then settled on the script, which he gently adjusted. “Today, we have one hundred and seventy pages to go through, so I suggest everyone gets comfortable.” Some groans could be heard from around the room. “As you know, this is just the first version, and we’ll try not to make it much longer than this.” He nodded decisively at the audience, then turned to Agatha, awaiting her cue.
Agatha, who had read the descriptive parts during the first table read, looked down at her script. An idea popped into her mind, and she turned to Charlotte with a raised eyebrow. “Why don’t you read it today?” she suggested.
“Me?” Charlotte asked, raising her eyebrows as she tucked her mirror into her purse.
“Yes, of course. You’re the author and our scriptwriter. If anyone is fit for the role, it’s you,” Agatha complimented.
A slight smile touched Charlotte’s lips; she always appreciated flattery. “Alright,” Charlotte agreed, reaching for her reading glasses and placing them on her nose. She looked down at the script in front of her and opened it to the first page.
“We find ourselves soaring over a darkened, damp forest. Snakes hiss, owls hoot, and every corner is covered in giant spiderwebs. The foliage is so thick that the ground cannot be seen. No one should be here, yet four figures are slowly making their way toward the river…”
“Did you manage to reach your brother prior to our departure?” Cressida said.
“No, I didn’t want to worry him unnecessarily,” Colin replied. “When we were contacted, I suspected we were being lied to. I didn’t think—”
“That it would be the queen of the east nation,” Cressida finished, following the script.
Colin nodded automatically, as if they were filming the scene rather than just reading it. “Now it seems like it’s too late, doesn’t it?”
“You can’t be certain,” Cressida replied, her voice softer now, a hint of understanding in her tone, mirroring Catherine’s intended demeanour. “He’s your brother, I’m sure he won’t think you betrayed him.”
“I wouldn’t be so sure,” Colin said.
“Leonidas then gazes ahead at the path that will lead them to the river,” Charlotte continued reading the description aloud. “It starts to rain, perfectly matching the gloomy feelings in his heart. No citizen from the South nation was allowed to cross that border, let alone a member of their royal family. Now, not only was he breaking his brother’s law, but he was also doing it alongside his greatest enemy, the queen of the East. The scene then shifts slightly to the duo behind Leonidas and Catherine, Marjorie and Nora, who look ahead at the pair in front of them while shielding their heads from the impending rain.”
“One of these days, he will succeed in killing me,” Penelope read, attempting to convey the required annoyance in her tone.
“So far, it seems like he has failed miserably," Kate added. “I genuinely believed you were dead, Nora. Alyah, Maeve, Vivienne, they all...”
“I know,” Penelope interrupted. “I should have died as well, but...” she paused, as indicated by the script
“Nora hesitates, unsure of how to explain her relationship with a man who was essentially Marjorie’s enemy. However, we can see that Marjorie notices her hesitation regardless," Charlotte said.
“I was just about to ask,” Kate said. “What were you doing as a part of the south nation court and how—”
“I’m not part of the court I’m…” Penelope’s trailed off. “I’m Leonidas’ friend,” she said, her cheeks burning slightly under the intense scrutiny of all eyes on her. “He… He’s the one who found me.”
“His friend?” Kate exclaimed, the perfect inflection of surprise making it seem as though Marjorie herself occupied the seat and had spoken the words.
“Please, don’t misunderstand me,” Penelope interjected. “I wasn’t secretly betraying you or acting as their informant or any of those things. I just...” She paused briefly, quickly scanning the rest of the script. “Do you remember how it used to be? Before the war, I mean.”
At that point, the script showed that Kate would simply nod, but since it was a small line, Charlotte didn’t read it, so Penelope continued. “There was a day when their parents came to our kingdom. It was a diplomatic visit of sorts. We were both children at that time, as were they.”
“I remember that,” Kate replied.
“Leonidas caught me struggling with dancing lessons. I don’t know why, I was just practicing, and he happened to be walking around the palace and saw me. Obviously, he laughed at my face, as he always does, but for some reason, ever since then... we talked. We didn’t care much about the rules back then, as none of us do when we’re that young, and we just...” She let her voice trail off, as instructed. “We became friends.”
“All this time?” Kate asked.
Oddly, Penelope found herself nodding, as if she were actually in the conversation, until she remembered she had to read her line. “When the war started, we couldn’t see each other anymore, so we just sent each other letters. Then, when he heard about the rebellion in our kingdom, he went to rescue me.”
“He went there himself?” Kate said, sounding impressed.
“He’s actually way more impulsive than he lets on,” Penelope commented, a smile playing on her lips.
“Which might prove to be my biggest flaw because we have a problem,” Colin suddenly interjected, following the script.
“Leonidas dramatically gestures toward a lone, battered little boat bobbing gently on the river a few meters away. While it appeared to be within swimming distance, he knew the waters were deeper than they seemed," Charlotte described.
“Were you listening to our private conversation?” Penelope asked pointedly, mirroring Nora’s behaviour in prioritising her irritation with Leonidas over addressing the matter at hand.
“Oh, always,” Colin replied, placing a hand on his chest in a manner reminiscent of his character.
“Nora’s eyes narrow as she contemplates yelling at or hitting Leonidas. Meanwhile, Marjorie’s attention is drawn to the boat drifting further away, and she realises that they need to stay focused.”
“Okay, can we shift our attention to the fact that we could be trapped in this forest or your kingdom within five minutes?” Kate suggested.
“How many of you can swim?” Colin asked.
“Without hesitation, Marjorie and Cressida raised their hands, feeling content until they noticed Nora with both of hers down, glaring at Leonidas,” Charlotte said.
“You know I can’t,” Nora stated.
“And whose fault is that? You should have let me teach you when I told you to learn,” Colin remarked, a hint of amusement in his voice as he found irony in the situation.
“Of course, because that would have been perfectly proper,” Penelope sarcastically retorted, already hearing the amusement in Colin’s tone. “I don’t know about you, but I wasn’t keen on marrying you if someone caught us half-naked in a lake.”
Colin gasped playfully. “Nora, there are ladies present. Show some decorum,” he said in a humorous manner.
“While Leonidas and Nora continue their endless bickering, Marjorie exchanges a glance with Catherine before heading toward the riverbank. She then leaps into the water and effortlessly swims to the boat. Casting one last glance at the quarrelling pair, Catherine realises they wouldn’t be moving anytime soon. Following Marjorie’s lead, she reaches the boat by swimming as well. Marjorie surveys the boat and is surprised to find two old paddles. Catherine boards the boat, and with a raised eyebrow and a clever smile, Marjorie swiftly holds out a paddle to show they had found a solution to their problem. She then hands one of the paddles to Catherine, but not before removing her cloak and draping it around her. As a result of their swim, Catherine’s damp dress clings to her body, nearly transparent, and she gracefully accepts the offered cloak,” Charlotte said.
“With those arms?” Penelope continued, her tone filled with judgment, continuing the Leonidas-Nora conversation that had happened off-screen.
“What’s wrong with my arms?!” Colin replied, sounding offended.
“I don’t know if you’ve noticed, but they look like twigs that would snap while trying to swim and carry me to the boat,” Penelope said, disregarding the absurd thought that Colin’s arms didn’t resemble twigs at all.
“First of all, my arms do not look like twigs,” Colin defended, even raising one hand as if he was truly arguing with her. “Second, even a five-year-old child could carry you, you’re minuscule.”
“Minuscule?!” A hand flew to her chest as Penelope gasped, feeling the offense intensely.
Beside her, Colin couldn’t help but feel an overwhelming urge to laugh, not quite sure at what exactly – whether it was the word itself, Penelope’s small stature, or her genuinely outraged tone.
“Hey, you two,” Kate interrupted. “Are you planning on getting on the boat today or?”
Charlotte continued reading the scene’s description, but Colin glanced at Penelope from the corner of his eye, finding her indignation quite amusing. She muttered, “This isn’t funny,” which only made him cover his mouth, struggling even harder to suppress his laughter.
“You can jump that far,” Colin resumed his line, despite their minor distraction.
“Nora eyes the wide expanse of water between the river bank and the distant boat, and considers that maybe she could indeed reach it by jumping, if only she were taller,” Charlotte said.
“Um,” Penelope hesitated, trying to sound unsure. “Maybe.”
“Leonidas notices his friend’s hesitation and immediately knows what’s wrong; a smirk plays on his lips as he folds his arms.”
“Unless...” Colin teased, his tone a bit too playful for Penelope’s liking. “Your legs are too short.”
“They’re not,” Penelope retorted, meeting Colin’s gaze as if their argument, not Nora and Leonidas’, was the real one.
Colin pursed his lips, contorting his face slightly as he said, “Maybe just a little,” deviating from the script.
Penelope narrowed her eyes at him, a silent conversation passing between them, as the others around the table paused their script reading, their brows furrowed in slight confusion.
“Just jump, we’ll catch you even if you fall into the water,” Kate recited her line.
“Yes,” Cressida chimed in, suddenly sharp, as she glanced back and forth between Colin and Penelope. “The water isn’t even that cold.”
Colin smoothly interjected, “Or, you know,” the line perfectly delivered from memory, a feat that impressed everyone as he hadn’t even looked at the script. In fact, he had his arms crossed and was gazing at Penelope while casually gesturing with his hands. “I could lift you up and simply... toss you,” he said, struggling to finish his line as laughter threatened to escape.
Penelope shot him a glare, as if offended by the idea and somehow aware that he was envisioning the absurd scene of him tossing her. And that did it; Colin erupted in a fit of laughter. Penelope looked at her friend, who was practically doubled over with laughter, and realized she was in trouble. The ridiculousness of the situation dawned on her, and she too felt the urge to laugh.
“Stop laughing,” she pleaded, pressing her lips together as she watched Colin cover his eyes, still unable to regain control.
“Give me a minute,” he managed to say, his voice strained from laughter, which only made Penelope’s own laughter escape from her lips.
“It’s not that funny,” she said, and he nodded, still laughing. “You could never actually toss me,” she started to say, but Colin waved his hand dismissively, signalling her to stop, while he continued to laugh. Slowly but surely, Penelope found herself laughing as well.
It was Kate’s turn to speak, but she stood there, slightly open-mouthed, watching the pair with a look of hesitation. Whispers and chuckles rippled around the table as everyone looked at them with varying degrees of confusion and amusement.
Agatha, however, observed from a distance, raising an eyebrow as she contemplated the situation. “Maybe...” she began, scanning the bewildered faces of those around her as Colin and Penelope’s laughter still echoed faintly in the room. “We should take a break?”
“A break? We just started,” Charlotte complained, gesturing towards the laughing pair as if they were misbehaving children.
Anthony, to everyone’s surprise, only ran a hand over his face, massaging his temples as he spoke, “Fine.” Several actors nearby nodded in agreement. “I could really use a coffee,” he added, just as Kate chimed in, “I do need a coffee.”
The two exchanged wide-eyed glances, realising that something truly strange was happening that day.
Agatha looked between them before suggesting, “Yes, we need to take a break.”
Despite the initial mishaps, the table read for the second movie had been a success. In fact, Anthony believed that the next movie would be even better than the first.
With a smile on his face, he zipped up his shoulder bag, ready to continue his day and make all the necessary preparations. However, when he looked up, he saw Agatha approaching.
“I need to talk to you," she declared, sending a shiver of fear down his spine. She then turned to Charlotte, who was about to leave, and said, “You too.”
The author, visibly annoyed rather than afraid, glared at Agatha as she placed her purse on the table. “I knew you would do this,” she said. Agatha had spent the whole afternoon buttering her up, praising her script and emphasising the importance of her role in the movie production. It would be foolish not to suspect that the producer wanted something from her.
As soon as the room cleared and it was just the three of them, Agatha calmly closed the door and focused her gaze on the other two.
“Alright, out with it,” Charlotte motioned with her hand. “I already know what you’re going to say.”
“Do you?” Agatha asked, raising an eyebrow at her friend, while Anthony watched in utter confusion.
“Yes,” Charlotte replied, crossing her arms and staring at Agatha. “I’ve been expecting your call for months.”
“So you know it’s the right thing to do,” Agatha swiftly responded, leaning over the table and looking at her friend knowingly.
“Absolutely not,” Charlotte replied resolutely. “My work is perfect as it is. I will not stoop down to the trends of TikTok and Instagram to—“
“This is not what this is,” Agatha said, her voice soothing yet firm, raising a hand to calm Charlotte.
“Excuse me,” Anthony said, his face twisting in frustrated confusion, “but what exactly are we discussing here?”
Both women glared at him in annoyance, but it was Agatha who took it upon herself to explain.
“Leonidas and Nora,” she said.
“What?” Anthony asked, his face scrunching up even more in confusion.
“Have you not been online at all?” Agatha said incredulously. “At least half of the comments are about them.”
“Which is exactly why we should ignore them,” Charlotte interjected. “I’ll be caught dead before I’m a hostage of what the internet thinks it wants about my work,” she added, emphasising the word internet as if it were the most repulsive thing she had ever uttered.
“I tend to ignore every online comment about my movies,” Anthony replied to Agatha’s earlier question, causing both women to stare at him as if he had lost his mind.
“So you don’t even know how much praise your work has been receiving?” Agatha asked, hoping to bring some sense to the senseless man.
“I believe the fact that people are questioning why I wasn’t nominated for an Academy Award this year is all the validation I need,” Anthony replied, a smug smile playing on his lips.
Agatha stared at him incredulously once again before dismissing him and turning to Charlotte. “This isn’t about what the internet wants, it’s about what makes sense,” she said slowly, pressing her thumb and index finger together on both hands as if explaining something to a child. “I have produced plenty of movies, and I wouldn’t say this if I didn’t believe it to be true.”
“People have always complained about this storyline ever since I first published the last book.” Charlotte shook her head at their foolishness. “I was adamant then, and I am still now, that I will not change it.”
“I think she has a point,” Anthony commented. “The Leonidas and Nora storyline is perfect as it is. It’s realistic.”
Charlotte pointed at Anthony, indicating that he had understood her point perfectly, while Agatha closed her eyes and sighed.
“Realistic? You think having such strong feelings for someone and doing nothing about it is realistic?” Agatha’s frustration grew with each passing moment. “Watching a deep friendship disappear before your eyes is realistic? Excuse me if I disagree. And you know what, there used to be a time when we saw eye-to-eye on this,” she said, pointing a finger at Charlotte, her voice filled with accusation, leaving the author lost in thought.
“People grow apart, Agatha,” Anthony replied, staring at her as if she were being unreasonable. “We may not like it, but that’s just how life is.”
But instead of calming Agatha down, it only angered her further. “So, is that why we create art? To tell people to give up because that’s just the way life is?” She asked, raising her voice as Anthony struggled to find a response. “All those courageous heroes, daring princesses, all that honour, all that loyalty, should we destroy it all and reveal the harsh reality of life?”
Charlotte shook her head at Agatha, avoiding eye contact as she remarked, “They’re only one part of the story. You’re obsessed with this movie being a money-spinner, aren’t you?”
Agatha glared at her. “I’ve always disagreed with your decision when you finished your books, but now, watching those two,” she pointed at the now empty chairs where Colin and Penelope used to sit, “it couldn’t be more obvious what the right decision for the story is. But it is your story, my friend, and I promised I wouldn’t change it. All I can do is give you my opinion.”
“And you definitely have,” Charlotte remarked, observing Agatha intently as she considered her words. The author simply stared back at her friend, carefully weighing everything she had said. “So, what is your suggestion?” she asked, and upon seeing her friend raise an eyebrow, she added, “I know you have one.”
Agatha then grinned triumphantly. “One page,” she said.
“One page?” Anthony questioned, “To the script, you mean?”
“There’s not much I can do with just one page,” Charlotte remarked, already judging her friend’s ideas while waiting for further explanation.
“Of course there is,” Agatha commented. “I might sound foolish to both of you, but I assure you I’m not naïve. I won’t recommend risking a large portion of my money by suddenly changing our source material, but I do know how to test the waters in the market.”
Charlotte furrowed her brows, realising that Agatha had given more thought to this matter than she had realized. “Colour me intrigued,” she said.
“We add just one page to the script—a single page to gauge audience reaction,” she explained. Then, noticing Anthony and Charlotte’s expectant faces, she added with a shrug, “That’s all we need for a kiss scene.”
Notes:
P H E W
As usual, I'm in such a rush I can't even remember everything I need to comment. So feel free to make comments of your own (you know how much I appreciate those) I will answer them all and discuss anything you want in there.
As always, don't forget to check the ★LIKE OLD HOLLYWOOD★ playlist, because, you guessed it, I did make a few changes and...idk...it's just fun, might have some hints in there too, just saying.
Merry Christmas to you all, God bless you and your families and see you on the next update!
Chapter 11: Wrecked
Summary:
Maybe Anthony has always been right. Maybe having a free day following a 24-hour flight was a bad, bad idea.
Notes:
HELLOOOOOOO!
Well, well, well. If it ain't me again with a giant chapter (I always want to apologise because I know some people dislike giant chapters, but honestly, I can not help it sometimes? I just have it in my head where a chapter should start and where it should end and sometimes the middle of it is CRAZY. Either way, grab a coffee, water, juice, whatever, take all the breaks you need, and have fun!)
I only have one (story-related) comment before we begin, which I have previously made but is even more important given the arc we are about to enter with the next chapters: my choice of characters' ages was very deliberate. Especially Penelope. So I know we are approaching a point in the story where we will talk more about Penelope's romantic experiences, and people will wonder, "But how? at that age?" and I want to reiterate that it's deliberate. I think one of the aspects of Penelope that spoke to me the most was that she was a spinster, which was a real problem for her and something she had to work on—and society did (incorrectly) see her that way (as an old, inexperienced, unwanted woman). The issue with translating that sentiment to OUR society is that we will not easily see...say, a nineteen-year-old as an unwanted spinster if she is an inexperienced, unmarried woman; it is simply not realistic, and the message will not come through as effectively (also valid for Kate being 26, for example). So, keep in mind that this is a modern AU, but this IS Penelope. I have not changed that aspect of her because it is an important part of the character to develop in the future.
And finally, a little birdie informed me that it is her birthday today, and she probably assumed I had forgotten and would not come through after I took so long to update this, but HERE I AM. Happy birthday, sexyfonteno. God bless you, and I hope you have a wonderful, wonderful day (and enjoy the chapter).
Without further ado, let's go
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Hyacinth: k now that it’s just us can we talk abt it
Daphne: ?????
Daphne: what were you up to at my wedding
Hyacinth: what r u talking abt
Daphne: whats so urgent that you need to talk abt right after I leave my own wedding
Gregory: paranoid much?
Hyacinth: no i’m talking abt colin being a backstabber??
Colin: what?? it’s not my fault you reached the snack table too late
Colin: that sandwich was mine
Hyacinth: no idiot i’m talking abt the fact ELOISE WAS LIVING WITH U FOR MONTHS AND U DIDN’T TELL US
Daphne: what???
Gregory: oh yeah that
Anthony: What are you talking about Hyacinth?
Daphne: didn’t she get here from Berlin?
Hyacinth: NO
Benedict: no colin has been harbouring her for months like a wanted criminal
Colin: ???????
Colin: I thought you all knew
Hyacinth: HOW ON EARTH WOULD WE KNOW IF YOU DON’T TELL US IDIOT
Colin: why would i tell you isn’t that eloise’s job
Gregory: don’t you know eloise at all
Eloise: I am here you know
Benedict: Appreciate the update, El!
Eloise:🙄
Gregory: just wait until mum hears abt this
Eloise: I’ve already been to see her
Eloise: like two months ago
Hyacinth: WHY DOES NO ONE TELL US ANYTHING IN THIS FAMILY
Francesca is currently typing…
Gregory is currently typing…
Eloise: It’s not my fault you didn’t ask
Hyacinth: so I have to keep asking the obvious here
Francesca is currently typing…
Hyacinth: noted
Gregory: Oh u dont know what u just signed yourself up for rn
Francesca is currently typing…
Hyacinth: just checking then
Hyacinth: Colin
Hyacinth: are u and Penelope dating
Colin: im going to kill you
Francesca: i don’t see what the problem is
Francesca: Eloise lived with me in Berlin for almost a year
Anthony is currently typing…
Hyacinth is currently typing…
Benedict is currently typing…
Gregory is currently typing…
Benedict: what
Gregory: WHAT
Hyacinth: i quit
Colin: … what?
Anthony: Eloise, will you please inform us of your whereabouts before I decide to file a missing person report the next time you go missing?
Eloise: I wasn’t missing I was working what did you think I was doing in Berlin?
Benedict: not staying w our sister when all of us were constantly wondering where you were?
Eloise: you didn’t ask!!!
Daphne: so, daphne just passed me her phone and asked me to handle this chat while she goes to the bar. Now, who’s the one responsible for turning my wife into an alcoholic?
Gregory: Eloise
Hyacinth: Colin
Anthony: why are you letting her drink right after the wedding Hastings
Benedict: Anthony
Colin: Eloise
Eloise:???? traitor
Eloise: I wasn’t gonna say it
Eloise: u told pen i was here but not them
Hyacinth: EXCUSE ME
Hyacinth is currently typing…
Gregory is currently typing…
Colin: it’s not my fault you arrived when she was at the flat?
Hyacinth is currently typing…
Benedict is currently typing…
Francesca is currently typing…
Eloise is currently typing…
Daphne is currently typing…
Gregory is currently typing…
Francesca: Enjoy your flight to Fiji, Simon!
Duke of Hastings Simon Basset Privately Marries Daphne Bridgerton
The couple unexpectedly shared the exciting news on Instagram
Written by: Sheyenne Choudhuri | Edited by: Day Oliveira | Celebs
Simon Basset and Daphne Bridgerton are married!
Last Saturday, beauty influencer Daphne Bridgerton, surprised her followers with an Instagram carousel of photos from her wedding to Simon Basset, stunning the internet with the announcement.
The Duke of Hastings and Daphne Bridgerton surprised their fans and followers by getting married in a private London ceremony, sharing dreamy Instagram photos of their morning wedding on a hill that looked like something from a fairytale. The posts, both captioned “I AM YOURS, I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN YOURS,” showcased a series of beautiful photos depicting the setting, decor, and the many happy guests, including many friends and family members.
As fans showered the couple with congratulations on their wedding, some couldn’t help but note that the pair had never officially acknowledged their engagement prior to that moment.
⋆。 ゚☁︎。 ⋆。 ゚☾ ゚。 ⋆ Dan @leo_norax
So Colin and Penelope saw each other this weekend
| 「 ✦ tami ✦ 」 @bR1d6y_Qu33n
@leo_norax I mean they always do lol
| Lizzie @redfeatherington
@bR1d6y_Qu33n@leo_norax are we sure she went?
| billie @noraswsift
@redfeatherington@bR1d6y_Qu33n@leo_norax i don’t think she did she didn’t show up in any of the pictures
⋆˚✿˖° it’s always rainy in delulutown⋆˚✿˖° @loranator
when i read the news a Bridgerton was getting married for a moment i thought
| Milena @mrsleonidassoares
@loranator hahahahahahahahaha
| ⋆˚✿˖° it’s always rainy in delulutown⋆˚✿˖° @loranator
@mrsleonidassoares i hate myself
Eloise: Pen, hi
Eloise: i know you hate me for all eternity
Eloise: but can we please talk
Eloise: before you take off to New Zealand.
Eloise: in person
Eloise: I wanted to chat with you at the wedding but you weren’t there so
Eloise: you don’t have to forgive me or be my friend again
Eloise: i just want to talk
…
Penelope: I don’t have any free time
Eloise: well are you gonna have some free time at the airport?
Penelope had never seen Eloise truly take advantage of the Bridgerton wealth until the day her former friend bought a plane ticket just to enter the airport VIP lounge and meet her. Granted, maybe her lawyer job paid incredibly well, with her earnings reaching astronomical figures during busy periods. But it was the casualness with which she did it that reminded Penelope of the Bridgertons’ wealth.
“You have twenty minutes,” Penelope announced, slowly sipping her Wild Berry Spritz as Eloise settled into the seat opposite her.
Eloise rolled her eyes involuntarily, then waved off the waitress who was coming to take her order. Which was also typical. On the other hand, Penelope planned on trying every drink and food available, considering the amount she spent on a first-class ticket and the right to enter the lounge. In fact, she intended to sample the entire selection of champagnes in those twenty minutes, not only to make her money worthwhile but also to sleep soundly on her 24-hour flight.
“Look, I was wrong about what I said about you,” Eloise mumbled, nervously twisting a strand of hair as she sat in the plush, velvet armchair. “All those years ago, I mean.”
“I know you were wrong,” Penelope replied dryly, raising her hand to call the waitress back.
A grimace crossed Eloise’s face; she clearly had no idea what a furious Penelope looked like, contrary to Colin’s assumption. Despite their years of friendship, she’d never faced such a difficult situation with her former friend before.
After Penelope ordered a glass of Ayala brut champagne, she turned her attention back to Eloise, who was frowning and looking down at her lap.
“Is that everything?” Penelope asked harshly.
Eloise scoffed, crossing her arms and avoiding eye contact. “Were you this relentless with Colin?” she complained.
“Colin didn’t wait five years to apologise,” Penelope retorted immediately, without questioning Eloise’s comparison or her knowledge of Penelope’s anger toward Colin.
The other woman flinched, finally realising that her usual strategy of feigning nonchalance while refusing to be honest about her own feelings wouldn’t get her anywhere. She scratched the back of her neck, wondering how to explain things she had a hard time admitting, even to herself.
“I wasn’t in a good place back then,” Eloise admitted, her gaze fixed on the polished surface of the coffee table that separated her from Penelope. “I was... scared.”
Penelope paused, the chilled glass cool against her lips, her gaze lingering on her former friend, a wave of empathy washing over her. After all, who wasn’t scared after graduating college?
“You know how my family is,” she explained, but seeing the redhead’s potential misinterpretation, she raised a hand to interrupt before continuing without meeting her eyes. “I don’t mean you wanted to take advantage of them. I simply mean, you know how they are. They always knew what they wanted in life, perfectly aligned with our family’s expectations. Even Hyacinth and Gregory, who are YouTubers, of all things. But they love it, the spotlight,” she scoffed. “And you know how I always hated all of it. I was... alone. I pretended to be used to it, acted as if I was happily pursuing a law career and forging my own path, but I...” Her voice trailed off, her mouth twisting as she confessed. “I wasn’t even sure if that’s what I truly wanted.”
“You?” Penelope asked, her eyebrows shooting up in response to this revelation.
Throughout college, Eloise never showed the slightest hint of inner conflict. In fact, while Penelope struggled and avoided any subjects that weren’t mandatory, Eloise revelled in it all. She stayed late, delved into complex cases, and engaged in debates with professors.
Eloise shrugged. “I didn’t know what my future would look like, and I didn’t want to face it alone. When you were with me, I didn’t have to confront the fact that I would have to figure it out on my own. But when I discovered that you were just like the rest of my family, it threw me off balance.”
Penelope took another sip of her drink and pursed her lips. “Was that why you accused me of being a liar all those years?”
With a wince and a frustrated scratch of her head, the brunette whispered, “Nothing will ever excuse that, Pen. I was hurt, and it was easier for me to believe that you were betraying me than to accept the truth: that I never really belonged anywhere, not in my family, not in college, and not even with my best friend.”
“That’s not true,” Penelope immediately responded, finding Eloise’s statement too absurd to ignore. Eloise finally looked at her. “Even if we had different professions, you would always have been my best friend. You would have always fit in with me.”
For a moment, Eloise stared, her forehead creasing slightly, the silence punctuated only by the quiet rustle of her skirt as she lowered her gaze to her clasped hands. “I don’t think that’s true, Pen. Otherwise, you wouldn’t have felt the need to hide something so important from me, either.”
“That’s not fair,” Penelope replied, feeling the anger from years ago resurfacing despite her efforts to rise above it.
“I’m not saying it’s your fault,” Eloise replied, looking at her with honesty. “Rather, if you didn’t trust me then, there was obviously something wrong with our relationship.”
The redhead furrowed her eyebrows, feeling uneasy about the assessment that their friendship was doomed from the beginning. Despite the pain Eloise had caused her, Penelope had always considered their friendship a constant in her life. She liked to believe it had started on an honest note, even though it had ended terribly.
“I apologise for my part,” Eloise continued, surprising Penelope. She stared at the redhead with slightly teary blue eyes. “I understand that you can’t unhear what I said all those years ago, even though I know I was wrong. I should have talked to you earlier, and to everyone else too,” she emphasised, acknowledging that her entire family had questioned her distance. “I needed time for myself, to sort through the mess in my head, I suppose. And after a while, I convinced myself it was too late to come back.”
Penelope bit her bottom lip, torn between anger towards Eloise and empathy for her inner turmoil. “So why did you come back then?” she asked, deciding to focus on Eloise’s return rather than the hurtful departure.
Eloise raised her eyebrows, as if she hadn’t expected that question. “Well, Daphne needed my help with her wedding,” she said, her eyes twinkling with a knowing glint as she settled deeper into the soft cushions of the armchair, arms folded, a calculated nonchalance that screamed deception to Penelope. “I suppose I realised someone I love needed me and at last had a good excuse to come back,” she explained, her tone more honest.
The other woman eyed her suspiciously. Placing her champagne flute on the coffee table, she dabbed her mouth with a napkin. “Now that the wedding’s done, are you leaving again?”
With a nervous tap-tap-tap of her fingers on her forearms, Eloise stared at Penelope and replied, “No, I think I’ll stay in London for a while. I actually got a job offer last week. Can you believe it?”
Raising the glass to her mouth again, Penelope found herself smiling slightly, despite her reservations.
“But don’t mention it to Colin. I don’t need any more reasons for him to kick me out,” she amended, causing Penelope to almost forget about everything and chuckle. “Or do... I mean, you two are definitely closer than you and me these days,” she muttered under her breath.
As Penelope looked at her, Eloise realized what a misstep that comment could be and quickly waved her hands, saying, “Not that I mean you’re only his friend because—”
“I understand, Eloise,” Penelope replied, this time allowing herself to chuckle. She had spent so much time away from Eloise’s chaotic energy that she had actually forgotten what it was like.
Wheeling around, Penelope caught sight of something behind her. With a significant glance at Eloise, she subtly pointed towards the spot with her thumb and said, “You’re lucky he’s asleep.”
A puzzled frown creased the Bridgerton girl’s face; her friend’s words made no sense until she followed her gaze. There, slumped in a reading chair, lay her brother, snoring gently, drool glistening at the corner of his mouth, lost in the world of REM sleep.
Eloise, dumbfounded, exclaimed, “What is he doing here?” She was still in disbelief that she hadn’t even noticed her own brother right there.
“We’re on the same flight,” Penelope replied simply, staring at Eloise as if she were clueless. “Don’t you two live together? Didn’t he tell you he was leaving today?”
“Do you even know Colin?” Eloise glared at her slumbering brother before turning her attention back to Penelope. “He told me he was leaving today but, of course, forgot to mention the time of his flight.”
“Of course,” Penelope replied, a small smile playing on her lips as she finished her drink
Eloise watched her for a moment, contemplating whether or not to say what she was about to say. “Do you think this is a good idea?” she asked, and when Penelope gave her a questioning look, she clarified, “You and Colin on the same flight? Isn’t the media already after you two as it is?”
Penelope furrowed her eyebrows slightly, surprised that Eloise of all people would bring that up. “It’s not uncommon for castmates to travel together, besides,” Penelope shrugged, letting out a tired sigh. “At this point, it doesn’t really matter what we do. People are always assuming things.”
Slowly nodding, the brunette watched her, still unconvinced. Feeling slightly uneasy, as if Eloise could somehow see right through her, Penelope glanced at her watch and silently expressed gratitude that it was finally time to head towards the gate.
“And now I actually need to wake him up,” Penelope announced, rising slowly from the armchair and swaying only slightly once she was on her feet.
“Where is John?” Eloise inquired, as if she expected the assistant to be responsible for waking up Colin, which was absurd, but she had grown so accustomed to his presence that it somehow seemed natural.
Penelope shook her head, slightly scoffing at a joke that Eloise didn’t seem to understand.
“He’s on a flight to New Zealand with Rae. I still don’t know how, but Colin managed to trick them into taking the wrong flight,” Penelope remarked, and upon noticing Eloise’s confusion, she added, “Rae is my assistant,” before making her way towards Colin’s chair.
The notion of Pen employing an assistant left Eloise even more confused. It made sense, of course, but it still felt surreal in a way that Eloise couldn’t quite describe. It was as if Penelope were still that little girl who painted her nails and shrieked whenever anyone tossed her in the pool because she hated the feeling of water in her ears. As if she was still the same young woman who had given up on becoming a lawyer and chosen to pursue acting, freezing time after their argument by Colin’s house. As if she wasn’t the rising star who was recognised everywhere she went by dozens of people.
Eloise watched as Penelope slowly leaned in towards Colin, gently placing a hand on his shoulder and whispering something to him. Her brother stirred in his sleep, blinking in confusion for a moment before his gaze settled on Penelope. And then there was something in his eyes when he recognised her, a calmness, a warmth, a spark of something that Eloise had observed from afar while watching their interviews online.
Indeed, Penelope was not frozen in time, nor was Colin. It seemed that only Eloise was stuck in a time when she foolishly believed she understood what was happening around her.
“What on earth are you doing here?” Colin asked, his voice sharp as he reached her, startling Eloise from her reverie with the sudden intrusion.
She glanced at him, a bit disoriented for a moment, before her expression transformed into a glare. “Apparently saying goodbye to my idiotic brother, who couldn’t even bother to tell me what time he’s leaving.”
Knowing Eloise was bluffing, Colin rolled his eyes. “Consider yourself lucky that you even know which day I’m leaving, unlike most of our siblings.”
“Fine, whatever,” Eloise grumbled, standing up abruptly and mockingly opening her arms. “Just have a nice flight and don’t scare the New Zealand wildlife with your ugly face.”
Reluctantly stepping into her embrace, Colin replied sarcastically, “Love you too, El.” He then broke the hug, glanced at Penelope over his shoulder, and said, “I’m going to grab a bottle of water while you say your goodbyes.”
Penelope nodded, their eyes met in a silent exchange, before Colin, with a playful ruffle of Eloise’s hair, walked past her. With a frustrated groan, Eloise shoved her brother’s hands away, smoothing her hair before locking eyes with Penelope.
“Um, bye, El—Eloise,” Penelope said, swallowing hard. For a moment, Eloise thought Penelope would simply leave, but then she pursed her lips and spoke. “For what it’s worth, I’m sorry for not trusting you either.”
In truth, she required a bit of time to process what Eloise had shared with her, and for the time being, that was the most Penelope could provide. So, with a slight nod of farewell, she strolled past Eloise.
“Pen,” Eloise called, and when Penelope turned to her with anticipation, the other woman continued, “I know things will never be the same between us, and I’ve done plenty over the years to make you doubt my words, but...if you ever need me, I’m just a phone call away.”
Penelope’s forehead creased in surprise at the unexpected statement, a slight frown tugging at her lips, but she nodded again, the movement almost imperceptible, before turning to follow Colin towards the lounge exit. Watching them go, Eloise took a deep breath, a feeling of impending change stirring in the pit of her stomach.
“What on earth are you watching?”
Penelope stared, utterly confused, at Colin’s phone, where a video showed a man attempting a clumsy jump over a narrow stream, only to plunge directly into the water with a splash.
Colin turned his phone towards Penelope, allowing her to read the video title better: “TOP FIFTEEN PLACES TO VISIT IN NORTH ISLAND NEW ZEALAND.”
A low chuckle rumbled in Penelope’s chest as she leaned back into the plush, black leather of the car seat. “I had forgotten how fond you are of these things,” she commented.
For a moment, she gazed out the window, the lush green landscape of said North Island a stark contrast to the brooding, grey storm clouds gathering overhead. Prior to being cast as Nora, Penelope rarely ventured beyond London, let alone the UK. Colin, on the other hand, had always been a passionate traveller. He would embark on long, distant journeys that Penelope found torturous, but he eventually settled down after establishing himself as an actor.
Colin raised an eyebrow, uncertain if he was confused by Penelope’s tone or genuinely forgotten how much he loved to travel. However, he had learned not to discuss certain topics that had strained their friendship, such as the period of distance they experienced after Eloise left.
“I’ve been following this guy on YouTube for years. He’s brilliant,” Colin explained, keeping his phone turned towards Penelope.“He’s going to be here for a few months, which is quite a fortunate coincidence.”
Penelope eyed the YouTuber again; he was gesticulating wildly before three large rocks on a windswept beach.
“He’s kind of cute,” she remarked.
Colin grimaced at the comment, feeling an odd sensation wash over him. It dawned on him that this was the first time he had heard Penelope comment on another man’s appearance, despite knowing her for a significant amount of time. Strangely enough, he didn’t like it. He quickly returned his attention to his phone screen, trying to understand what was so special about the man that would elicit such a comment.
“He’s… blond,” he commented, his voice dripping with disapproval, as if she’d committed a heinous crime.
Penelope gasped, taking offense to his remark. “And I have red hair. What’s the matter with that?”
The man blinked, perplexed at how the conversation had escalated to this point, even though it was entirely his fault. His eyes, as they frequently did in those days, were caught by her red hair, its waves moving softly in the air that drifted in from Penelope’s partly opened window.
“Nothing,” he replied, swallowing hard before muttering under his breath, “since when are a redhead and a blonde regarded as the same?”
While he was correct, she continued to stare at him as if he had lost his mind. “You’ve dated blondes!” she retorted indignantly.
Furrowing his brow, he stared at her, a knot of unease tightening in his stomach at Penelope’s unusual comments about his dating history, something he’d also never experienced before.
“That’s not what I mean,” he said dismissively, waving a hand as he pointed at his phone. The confused look on her face didn’t deter him as he regained control of the conversation, adding, “It’s just common knowledge that one cannot take a blonde man seriously.”
Almost impossibly, the crease between her brows deepened, her frustration clear as she finally declared, “You’re not making any sense,” her voice tight with exasperation.
“Just trust me,” Colin insisted, his glare fixed on the man.
“Trust a man who is clearly losing his sanity after a 24-hour flight? I don’t think so,” she replied, pointing at her phone. “You just said he’s brilliant.”
The man’s index finger shot up, a rigid protest against the implication, as he said, “At his job, but that doesn’t mean I would take him seriously in any other circumstance.”
Penelope stared at the side of his face in utter perplexity. “Okay, I give up on this conversation,” she declared, crossing her arms, completely missing the driver’s amused glance in the rearview mirror. Ready to tune out Colin and appreciate the view, she was suddenly drawn to something she glimpsed out of the corner of her eye.
“What is that?” she asked, pointing at Colin’s phone once again, their previous bickering forgotten. The blond YouTuber was now on a boat inside a cave, with hundreds of tiny blue fluorescent lights sparkling above him, resembling a starry night sky.
A satisfied smirk played on his lips as Penelope quickly gave up her annoyance; but he chose to answer her rather than comment on it. “Glowworm caves,” he said.
Bewildered by the strange name, a frown etched itself onto her forehead. However, captivated by the magical view on the screen, she leaned closer and closer, completely entranced.
“It seems that all of those lights are small insects, somewhat similar to fireflies, I suppose? But they don’t fly around. I’m surprised he managed to film this part of the cave. The last time we visited, every video I came across on the topic mentioned that tourists typically aren’t allowed to take pictures inside the caves. I wonder if he got a special licence or something?” Colin rambled, watching the video together with Penelope.
“It’s so beautiful,” she said in awe, her eyes fixated on the glowing scenery. “It’s like a thousand blue stars.”
“It’s like a night scene from Avatar,” Colin commented, and Penelope couldn’t help but glance up at him, a chuckle bubbling up at the unexpected comparison. It was truly amazing how Colin, with his sensitive, poetic soul and artistic talent, could still, in unguarded moments, reveal the unadulterated boy within.
“What?” he shrugged, and she shook her head before refocusing on the screen, a smile forming on her lips.
Colin’s attention snapped away from the screen; he found himself captivated by Penelope’s engrossed expression as she watched. He couldn’t help but notice the way her eyes sparkled and a bright blush bloomed across her cheeks when she was excited, and the fact he’d caused that reaction filled him with a quiet pride.
“You know, we could go there tomorrow,” he suggested, and her head whipped up, almost startled. He continued, “Production doesn’t start until the day after tomorrow. We should take advantage of the fact that Anthony has finally found some reason.”
“Um...” Penelope blinked and settled back into her seat as Colin pocketed his phone. “Wouldn’t we need to buy the tickets in advance for that sort of thing?” she asked, scratching her head and avoiding his gaze.
The man frowned slightly, realising that she was probably right. He fished for his phone in his pocket again and googled about it. Penelope was so captivated by the view that it seemed only natural to look for a place where they could see it.
“I guess... if we were to try going to a paid visit like the Waitomo Caves, but...” he trailed off, tapping on his mobile, the screen illuminating his face, “there are really lots of sites across the North Island where we can simply visit and view them for free. I think there are even a few parks? Because these glowworms don’t only grow in caves, so you can see them in other places like forests and bushes and—”
“It’s okay, Colin,” she interrupted him, recognising that he was getting invested in the subject and feeling a wave of panic settle in her stomach.
It wasn’t that she didn’t want to go, because she definitely did, or that she didn’t want to go with Colin, because she wanted that even more. But the fact that the two of them going on an impromptu trip on their own to a beautiful and magical place screamed danger to her heart. And she couldn’t do that. She told herself she wouldn’t.
“Actually, I promised Kate I’d go out with her tomorrow,” she continued, which wasn’t a lie.
As soon as they found out they’d have a day off before the start of production, they texted each other and loosely planned to fulfil their promise from all those months prior. They had to go out once in a while, after all.
“Oh,” Colin said, visibly deflating before putting away his phone again.
Seeing Colin so disheartened immediately made Penelope feel guilty, so she blurted out, “You can come with us,” even though her initial intention was to keep some distance between them.
However, Colin shook his head, still wearing a rejected puppy expression. “I don’t want to intrude on what I assume is a girl’s night,” he replied, his dejection evident.
It was truly ridiculous because Penelope had every right to have friends other than him, but he had somehow assumed they would spend their free day together.
Penelope bit her lip, uncertain how to navigate that side of Colin or how to improve the situation. She never anticipated him being so upset that she couldn’t go out with him.
But then, his sadness took a turn towards theatrical moping. “I guess I was hoping you’d help distract me from the impending worst day of my life,” he dramatically announced, his voice laced with self-pity. Penelope’s questioning gaze made him add quickly, “The kiss scene.”
Recognition dawned in her eyes. “What? When?”
“Monday,” he replied.
“Already?”
Colin sighed, slumping on his seat as he stared at the ceiling, “First day of shooting and Anthony is already set on torturing me. But he swears it’s because of the weather,” he said, his voice tight with frustration, as he gestured to the window showing a dreary, grey sky spitting out a light drizzle. “Apparently, it’s going to rain all week, so he wants to take advantage by shooting the indoor scenes. And I’m just the first victim.”
“It will be fine,” she reassured him. “I mean, haven’t you kissed dozens of people on screen?”
Her nonchalant remark should have earned her an Oscar, considering she actively avoided watching his kissing scenes. Penelope could be an actress herself, but her reasons hardly mattered when it came to Colin. She would always despise watching him kiss anyone, and after many years, she had stopped blaming herself for it. Sometimes, emotions didn’t adhere to notions of right or wrong; they simply existed.
Colin’s eyebrows furrowed slightly at her comment, feeling a sense of unease without being able to explain why.
“Not dozens,” he defensively replied. “And none of them were Cressida,” he added with a shudder, unable to contain his aversion.
A small, private smile played on Penelope’s lips as she shook her head; Colin was refreshingly different from the majority of men who were completely smitten with Cressida.
“Even so, the two of you are professionals. It shouldn’t be different from any other scene,” she said. “Or so I’m told.”
Colin looked at her, confused. “What do you mean?”
She huffed, fully aware of what he was asking and instantly regretting her previous comment. However, deep down, she felt a desire to confide in Colin about her doubts and fears regarding her acting career. After all, he was the one person who had always been there to support her without passing judgment.
“I’ve actually…” she trailed off, her cheeks flushed, ”never had a kissing scene.”
“Really?” Colin furrowed his eyebrows, racking his brain in an attempt to recall any romantic moments from her shows, movies, and plays, but to no avail. “What about your acting classes?”
She tilted her head, considering how to explain it. “I guess my acting classes were more focused on the theoretical aspects. At least, that was the case for me,” she said.
The truth was, she actively avoided those kinds of scenes while she was learning. However, she hesitated to explain the reasons or give any justifications to Colin. These insecurities were personal matters that she wasn’t ready to share with him, and maybe she would never be. Still, as she grew older, she became less apprehensive about performing physically romantic scenes; but unfortunately, such roles never came her way. Penelope was never the type to be the beautiful love interest, always the funny friend, the inspiring co-worker who overcame body issues, the clumsy neighbour, or even the bitter bully once.
“It can get technical, I guess,” Colin said with a grimace, feeling challenged by the subject matter and the fact that he was about to film a scene like this with Cressida, of all people. “You just need to understand what looks good on camera, and sometimes it depends on the director’s vision,” he added, scratching his head. “But I won’t lie, it can be awkward and uncomfortable at times, especially if you’re not particularly fond of your co-star. Because, at the end of the day, it is a genuine kiss.”
Penelope also grimaced, unsure about her own thoughts regarding the situation. “But what if it’s the other way around? What if you end up developing feelings for the person?”
Colin paused, surprised that such a question would come from Penelope. “Professionally, it’s not supposed to happen, but... I mean, it has happened so often in the past that I’d be lying if I said it can’t happen.”
“To you, you mean?” Penelope blurted out before she could stop herself.
He stared at her for a moment. “No, not to me,” he answered without hesitation. “I meant in general.”
“Oh,” Penelope trailed off, averting her eyes to the black leather seat between them.
“I’m actually pretty good at leaving my characters behind," Colin commented lightheartedly as he crossed his arms over his chest.
“So, you’ve never...” Penelope wrinkled her forehead, considering if she should really ask Colin this. But if he was truly just her friend, and she was merely curious, there wouldn’t be any harm, right? “Developed feelings for someone you’ve worked with?”
Colin considered her question, the leather of his seat creaking beneath him as his heart pounded an unfamiliar rhythm. “Not really,” he replied, searching for the right answer. “I suppose when you’re in character, you have to bring forth those emotions somehow, but... when the cameras stop rolling, it’s over.”
If Colin were to be honest, sometimes it felt that way even in real life. As much as he had dated - and he had dated plenty - it always seemed that once it was over, it was truly over. He was never one to fall head over heels and remain stuck in a feeling, in a person, longer than necessary. Sometimes he wished it wasn’t that way, as it didn’t feel like it was supposed to be like that, at least not for him.
“Well,” Penelope responded, eager to change the topic, “I’m relieved that I don’t have to kiss someone I can’t stand.”
Colin gestured towards her as though that was precisely his argument from the beginning, then added, “I mean, no one can force us to do anything. If I felt uncomfortable, I could have refused, but..."He paused and grimaced. “It’s fine. She may be insufferable, but she’s still a professional. I’ll survive. After all, I always knew this scene would happen for Leonidas. My main goal is to do what’s best for the movie, and I trust Anthony.” He glanced at Penelope and quickly added, “But please don’t tell him I said that.”
Penelope shook her head, smiling with exasperation. “You’ll be fine. Even if she’s blonde,” she teased.
Colin narrowed his eyes and stuck out his tongue at her.
“Wow,” Edwina exclaimed, her eyes widening in awe as she took in the breathtaking sight of the lush forests and rolling hills. “You were right, didi. I’ll find plenty of inspiration for my book here.”
“See? I told you bon,” Kate said, her footsteps crunching on the fallen leaves as she closed the car door. The crisp autumn air enveloped them, carrying with it the earthy scent of damp soil. With a mischievous glint in her eye, she playfully nudged her sister and teased, “Don’t forget you’re here to work, too.” She raised one eyebrow.
As they walked towards the trailers, Edwina playfully snatched Kate’s bag. “Yes, I wouldn’t want to upset my boss.” Just as Kate started to respond, Edwina interrupted, subtly nudging her and smiling knowingly at something ahead. “Beware, the handsome director is approaching.”
Kate blinked at her in confusion, barely able to utter a “The what?” before Anthony and Agatha reached them.
And, oh, how Kate despised the fact that Edwina was actually right. Did Anthony really have to wear a deep V-neck shirt that revealed his chest? And it was perfectly complemented by his tousled hair and sunglasses on top. She knew it was their day off, but seriously, was he moonlighting as a romantic lead in another movie?
“Kate! I’m so glad you made it here safely,” Agatha said with a bright smile. She was dressed in a dark red blouse and black cropped pants. At least someone was appropriately dressed, Kate thought as Agatha turned to her sister. “You too, Edwina.”
“Good afternoon, Mrs Danbury,” Edwina answered politely. “Mr Bridgerton.”
The older woman grimaced. “Please, call me Agatha.”
Kate shook her head at her sister, a lighthearted smile on her lips. “Please forgive my assistant. She’s quite excited on her first day of work.”
Edwina looked at her sister, her eyes twinkling with amusement, and playfully scrunched her nose. She then addressed Anthony, who was unusually quiet, a smirk playing on her lips as she inquired, “And you? What should I call you then?”
Anthony widened his eyes slightly while Kate furrowed her eyebrows at her sister. Because Edwina and Anthony had definitely met the previous year, and Kate could easily recognise when her sister was flirting with someone.
“Um,” the director began, clearing his throat and shoving his hands in his pockets. “Just call me Anthony too, it’s fine.”
“Alright,” Edwina answered with a smile.
And it should be alright, because Kate knew Edwina possessed a disarming charm that ensured she would never overstep boundaries and make anyone uncomfortable. She had only asked a silly question, but Kate couldn’t help feeling bothered. The actress’ gaze then shifted to Anthony, fearing that he would be captivated by her sister like every other man with sense. However, to her surprise, he was already looking back at Kate.
Agatha turned her gaze to Anthony, patiently awaiting his explanation of their purpose for being there, yet his attention appeared to be elsewhere. Edwina then also looked at him expectantly.
Realising he had been staring at Kate for too long, Anthony cleared his throat, placing his hands on his hips as he spoke. “Right. We’ll need to change the schedule this week.” He absentmindedly adjusted the shades on his head. “The forecast originally predicted sunny weather until Friday, but now there’s a massive storm heading our way.”
“I can see that,” Kate remarked, her eyes fixed on the dark, ominous cloud on the horizon.
Anthony nodded. “I’ll send the details to...” He paused, his gaze shifting to Edwina, then reluctantly finished, “...your assistant.”
Edwina beamed a bright, toothy smile and gave a thumbs-up, completely unaware of Kate’s stare.
“Alright,” Kate answered slowly.
Anthony once again looked at her for a moment too long before saying, “That’s all,” and turning around.
Agatha’s eyes widened slightly at his abrupt conclusion of the conversation. She spun around and had to hurry to keep pace as the director quickened his stride. “Aren’t you forgetting something?” she asked sharply.
He suddenly stopped and without missing a beat, turned back to the two sisters who were now a few meters away. “Agatha and I have arranged brunch for the entire cast and crew,” he called out to them. “We’re celebrating the success of our first movie. It’s in the cafeteria, so you two should drop by.” With a nod and a firm press of his lips, he turned around and left once more, leaving Agatha confused and scrambling to catch up with him again.
But really, who could blame him? Did Kate have to wear a form-fitting off-shoulder dress, and why was her skin so radiant? Hadn’t she just arrived from a flight? Was she intentionally trying to kill him?
Kate wished the first thing she’d look for at brunch wasn’t a drink; however, that day was testing her resolve. Edwina, as usual, was completely distracted and star-struck. Her older sister couldn’t blame her, though. It wasn’t Edwina’s fault that Kate felt so off-balance when it came to Anthony lately.
In any case, her idea of a drink vanished when, while they were lining up to serve themselves mini sandwiches, her sister stopped short.
“Are those Colin and Penelope?” she pointed out, referring to the duo sitting across from each other at a corner of a long table, engrossed in conversation and laughter. Curiously, not only Edwina but a considerable amount of the cast and crew were also staring at them. Kate wondered if they hadn’t noticed the attention or if they had become so used to it that they didn’t even care anymore.
Realising she had drifted off and failed to respond to her sister, Kate cleared her throat and said, “Yes, I thought you met them at the wrap party?”
“No, I think I met every single Bridgerton but them. But him, I mean,” Edwina replied. “I don’t think I even saw them that day.”
Kate narrowed her eyes at her sister, finding her interest in them strange. “Are you going to tell me you’re one of those people online that ship them?”
“I didn’t even know you knew what that word meant, didi,” Edwina joked as she poured herself a glass of orange juice. Kate widened her eyes in offense. Edwina then handed a glass of orange juice to Kate and continued with a mischievous smile, shifting her gaze to the pair. “Besides, does anyone truly have to be online to see the obvious? I did watch all of your press tour, if you’re reminded.”
Kate rolled her eyes at her sister. “I remember.”
“So you know,” Edwina answered cheekily, taking a sip of her juice as she scrutinised Kate.
“I don’t know a single thing,” Kate replied sharply, raising her hand to emphasise her point, even if she was lying. Surely, she had seen exactly what Edwina had seen on the press tour, if not more. But in her mind, what was revealed in dressing room restrooms after a dramatic Instagram video and an ensuing emotional outburst stayed in dressing room restrooms. Which reminded her...
“Let’s say hi to them. I actually need to talk to Penelope,” she said.
As Edwina smiled brightly and followed her, Kate turned around and pointed at her accusingly. “Don’t make any inappropriate comments to them,” she warned.
The younger girl rolled her eyes as they continued walking. “Don’t you know me at all?” she muttered under her breath.
Penelope spotted Kate as soon as she approached them, waving excitedly. Colin turned around to see who his friend was greeting and nodded at Kate with a smile.
“Hi, you two,” Kate said with a smile, then turning to her sister, she introduced, “I don’t think you met her last year but this is my sister Edwina. She’s working part-time as my assistant while she seeks inspiration to complete her book.”
“Oh!” Penelope exclaimed before beaming. “That’s amazing.”
“Nice to meet you, Edwina,” Colin said politely, and the girl smiled at him.
“Why don’t you join us?” Penelope suggested, pointing to the empty seats to their right.
“Actually, I came here with a purpose,” Kate commented as she sat beside Colin, positioning herself to face Penelope for their conversation, while Edwina sat across from her, next to Penelope. “What time do you want to go out tomorrow?”
“Go out?” Edwina immediately questioned, raising her eyebrows at Kate. “Who are you and what have you done with my sister?”
“Tell me about it,” Colin said, his tone dripping with sarcasm as he gestured towards Penelope as if he couldn’t recognise her either.
Kate and Penelope exchanged eye rolls before the redhead shifted her gaze thoughtfully towards her plate of shakshouka. She absentmindedly twirled her fork in the sauce, deep in contemplation. “As long as I can get some sleep today, I’m available at any time tomorrow,” she replied.
“Personally, I feel like I could sleep for twelve hours straight,” Colin commented, taking a sip of his coffee and grimacing at the bitter taste.
“That’s how you always feel,” Penelope noted, a grimace also accompanying her coffee sip.
Edwina observed them as Colin focused on responding to Penelope.“But I can’t always sleep that long, so trust me, I’ll grab every minute of sleep I can today.”
Penelope narrowed her eyes, pretty sure she had once woken him up with a call at 1 pm a few months ago, but she chose not to mention it. She attempted to drink her coffee again, but the bitter, burnt taste made her quickly stick out her tongue and shake her head in disgust.
“Urgh. Why does this taste so bad?” she asked.
Colin made a face as he looked down at his cup, swirling the dark liquid inside. “I’m pretty sure Anthony must have instructed them to make this as bitter as possible.”
“If you hate it, why are you drinking it?” Edwina finally inquired, taking a bite of her sandwich.
The co-stars exchanged a glance before Colin chuckled, shaking his head as he dug into his quiche with enthusiasm. Penelope gave him a look, then turning to Edwina, stated, “For no reason.”
“Sure,” Colin nodded dramatically, a mischievous glint in his eyes as he enthusiastically chewed on his food.
Edwina looked at them with confusion, while Kate couldn’t help but smile. It was always amusing when someone met Colin and Penelope together in person.
Meanwhile, Penelope stabbed at her eggs with a fork, the metal clinking harshly against the ceramic plate as she huffed in frustration. “Fine. I may be a little...” she sheepishly admitted, “hungover.”
A mixture of shock and confusion painted Edwina and Kate’s faces as they stared, the silence broken only by Colin’s muffled chuckle behind his hand.
Penelope then glared at him before saying, “So, is Colin, by the way.”
“Oh, and why am I hungover, Pen?” He leaned toward her, fork dangling from his fingers, chin resting on the back of his hands, and defiantly posed his question. “Would you care to share that with the class?”
The redhead looked at him with indignation. “I was going to drink everything by myself,” Penelope said defensively, placing a hand over her chest.
Colin twisted her face in a disbelieving grimace. “You were laughing so loudly that the flight attendant asked me to take care of my wife.”
Penelope’s cheeks flushed, completely unaware of that detail of the story. She quickly recovered, erasing the words my wife from her brain at lightning speed before raising her hands defensively. “It was a funny movie!”
“It was The Shining,” he replied, staring at her indignantly.
She opened her mouth, but then realized she had no leg to stand on because she could only remember a few glimpses of the movie, like a pool of blood and a guy writing on a typewriter. She tilted her head and asked, “Was it?”
He raised his eyebrows and said, “Yes,” before taking a sip of his coffee and groaning. “Which is a film I’ve been trying to get you to watch for ages, I might add.”
“You know I hate horror films,” she replied.
“Well, drunk you doesn’t,” he said, his fork cutting through the flaky, buttery crust of the quiche—oddly, always his favourite part.
Penelope groaned and covered her face with her hands. “Why can’t I be the kind of drunk that just falls asleep? All I wanted was to sleep.”
“I told you to try the sleeping pills instead,” he said, finally taking a sip of water.
“They don’t work for me, okay?” Penelope answered, raising her hands in frustration. “I tried them when we stopped in Los Angeles and I was still wide awake. All I got was watching you snore. Again.”
Colin pursed his lips, suppressing a smile at his friend’s expense, to no avail—his friend could see right through him.
“Fine, go ahead and laugh,” she pointed at him, making matters even worse. “You can sleep on a rock, and I haven’t slept in two days because those airplane seats are unbearable.”
“Listen, I had empathy for your pain,” Colin pointed to his chest in mock offense. “I drank an entire bottle of Cabernet Sauvignon so you wouldn’t end up in airplane jail.”
Penelope glared at him as Kate chimed in, “Are you two sure you’re not still drunk?”
“Not with this headache,” Colin replied bitterly, taking a sip of his coffee.
“I feel like I could definitely recognise The Shining if I watched it now,” Penelope replied.
“May I sit here?” a fifth voice interrupted their conversation, causing all of them to turn and see Genevieve pointing to the empty seat next to Edwina. The cafeteria had become crowded while they were distracted, leaving very few seats available.
Before Edwina could respond, Penelope’s eyes widened with excitement as she exclaimed, “Gen!” She quickly got up and hugged her.
Colin and Kate exchanged a confused look since neither of them remembered the two of them being close the last time they were filming.
Genevieve chuckled softly at Penelope’s enthusiasm and gave her a gentle pat on the back. “The flowers and messages were thank you enough,” she said.
“Of course not,” Penelope replied. As they broke off their hug, Penelope held Genevieve’s hands and said, “I’ve always wanted to thank you in person, but I didn’t want to impose.”
“Oh, you have already repaid me, believe me,” Genevieve said with a smirk, squeezing Penelope’s hands before both women sat down.
“Business is doing well, then?" Penelope asked, taking another bite of her now cold shakshuka.
“Too well,” Genevieve answered, digging her fork into her slightly scrambled eggs. “I had to bring in a bit of help, otherwise I wouldn’t have been able to make it, and I wouldn’t have missed this for the world.” She took a sip of her cappuccino and then pointed at Kate and Penelope, saying, “The designs I have in mind for your dresses this season.” With a flourish, she kissed the tip of her fingers, being as theatrical as she often liked to be.
Kate smiled at that, excited to see Genevieve’s recent work. They had already tried on a few outfits back in London, and she could tell that she would finally be able to ditch the brown coats and ashy-toned dresses. Penelope, on the other hand, didn’t need to attend any fittings in London, as her outfits would remain almost the same for the second movie, only requiring a few adjustments. Which was precisely why she was confused.
“My doublets and pants you mean,” Penelope said, a self-deprecating smile playing on her lips as she took a final, slow sip of her coffee.
“No,” Genevieve asked, furrowing her eyebrows. “They told me to design two dresses for you.”
“What? Why?” Penelope asked, completely at loss. As far as she remembered, she spent most of the movie, if not all of it, in the same drab brown outfits; the only variation was the increasing amount of mud splattered across them.
The designer raised one hand, her palm up as if it were obvious. “Wouldn’t you wear one of them in one of your scenes?”
Penelope blinked, wondering if she had somehow been too distracted during the table read. “I don’t—”
At that point, Colin also began to doubt his own sanity. “I don’t remember that in the script, or even in the book. Did they add any scenes for you, Pen?”
“Not that I’m aware of,” she replied, almost defensively. If Colin didn’t remember any dress-required scenes, she couldn’t be going insane. Although there would be a few scenes where they were apart, the majority of the movie would feature them together.
Shrugging, Genevieve said, “Well, I hope they make good use of the dresses,” she took a sip of her frothy cappuccino, muttering under her breath, “And of my valuable time.”
“Speaking of time,” Edwina interrupted, her high-pitched voice bright with excitement, a questioning eyebrow raised at her sister. “I remember someone mentioning going out tomorrow, and I want the details.”
As Genevieve perked up, Kate let out an exasperated breath at her sister.
“I’m interested too,” the designer said.
Colin, on the other hand, huffed. “And I’m finally going to sleep,” he declared, standing up and gathering his plate and cup. As the women looked at him questioningly after his abrupt interjection, he glanced at Penelope and raised an eyebrow. “Wouldn’t want to intrude on the girl’s night,” he explained before nodding at them and making his way out. Penelope gave him an exasperated look before he left.
Kate stared at her questioningly, and Penelope simply answered, “He’s slightly upset I’m bailing on him tomorrow,” the emphasis on slightly dripping with sarcasm.
Casually biting into her sandwich, Edwina shared, “It’s only natural. Back when we were dating, my ex wasn’t too fond of me going out with my friends and leaving him alone.” Penelope, seated across from her, had a sudden choking fit. Meanwhile, Kate and Genevieve stared at Edwina with wide eyes and an amused smirk respectively. Shrugging her shoulders, Edwina put on an innocent expression and added, “What? I thought this kind of thing was normal in relationships.”
Penelope, clutching at her chest, managed a hoarse, strained, “We’re not dating.”
“Oh?” Edwina replied, taking a final sip of her juice. “I’m sorry, my mistake.”
After a whooping twenty hours of sleep, lulled by the rhythmic drumming of rain against her windowpanes, Penelope felt ready to make the most of her Sunday. The clouds, less menacing than the previous day, were intermittently pierced by rays of sunlight, creating a strangely unsettling blend of cheerfulness and foreboding. Strangely enough, this matched Penelope’s mood perfectly as she prepared for what Colin referred to as their girls’ night, now expanded to include Edwina and Genevieve alongside Penelope and Kate.
Fortunately for the original duo, Edwina and Gen were much more experienced in finding ideal hangout spots, and they eagerly took on the challenge of planning the perfect night out. The only request from Penelope and Kate was to avoid any places where they might be easily recognised. Edwina grumbled a bit, realising that her plans to visit Auckland were quickly dashed, but she soon discovered a charming medium-sized town just an hour’s drive away. And to her delight, it even had a cocktail bar that piqued her interest.
However, upon entering the establishment, they quickly realized that it wasn’t the trendy, Instagram-worthy, high-end venue that the younger Sharma had anticipated. Instead, it was a simple bar with rustic wooden tables, unfamiliar music blaring in the background, and boisterous conversations filling the air.
“Maybe I got the address wrong,” Edwina commented, glancing down at her phone, while the other three girls surveyed the bar, which seemed to be surveying them back, recognising them as newcomers.
“Do you know of any place nearby that serves food?” Kate inquired, trying not to sound overly grumpy, but their last meal had been five hours ago, and after an hour-long drive to the wrong place, she was simply famished.
Edwina frowned as the glow from her cellphone illuminated her face. “Maybe,” she replied.
“I think they serve food here,” Penelope said softly, gesturing towards a free table with a menu laid out on top.
“There’s another restaurant that I found interesting,” Edwina commented, still engrossed in her Instagram. “It’s a twenty-minute drive,” she then looked at Kate, who had been their driver. However, the woman didn’t seem that excited about the prospect.
“Those fries look good,” Genevieve said, eyeing the golden, crispy fries a group of boisterous men were sharing. She then glanced at the empty table that Penelope had pointed out before walking towards it. “Maybe we can just take a look at the menu?”
Kate and Penelope followed her, while Edwina reluctantly dragged behind until they all settled down to see what food they had to offer. After seeing a list that included garlic pizza bread, parmesan fries, nachos, and a wide selection of mouthwatering hamburgers, Penelope had to admit her stomach was growling.
“I mean... the pastrami club does look tempting,” she said, her voice tinged with hesitation as she contemplated just placing the order instead of continuing the search for a different place to eat, uncertain of her companions’ preferences.
The music changed, and a wave of cheers swept through the crowd as people began to dance with wild abandon. Genevieve watched with a warm smile, while Kate nodded in acknowledgment of Penelope’s comment.
“I mean, there’s also that restaurant by the vineyard I told you about, didi,” Edwina commented, pointing at her phone as she looked at Kate.
“It’s alright, bon” Kate replied, handing the menu to her sister. “Maybe we should just eat here. What do you think?”
Her younger sister twisted her mouth slightly in distaste, but she took the menu, anyway. After reading its contents, she raised her eyebrows slightly and said, “This looks delicious,” while pointing at a picture of a coastal lamb rump dish.
Kate smiled and nodded, knowing her sister would warm up to the idea. Meanwhile, Penelope and Genevieve were watching the animated crowd dancing and clapping along to the unfamiliar but catchy song. That was, until Penelope’s eye caught someone by the bar.
“He’s quite handsome,” Genevieve remarked playfully, noticing Penelope’s gaze following a certain direction.
However, Penelope’s eyebrows furrowed as she responded, “I think I’ve seen him somewhere before.”
“Oh?” the designer raised an eyebrow while the Sharmas turned their attention to the subject of their conversation.
Edwina then gasped, an excited smile forming on her lips, “I had no idea he was in New Zealand!”
“Who’s that?” Kate asked, confused as to why everyone’s focus was on the blond guy sipping a tall glass of beer at the bar counter.
“He runs a travel channel on YouTube,” Penelope finally recalled where she had seen his face. “Colin did mention he was spending a few months here.”
“Well, he may not be as handsome as Anthony, but...” Edwina’s words trailed off.
“Edwina,” Kate interrupted, widening her eyes at her sister.
“What?” Edwina replied, a mischievous smile on her lips as she misinterpreted her sister’s exasperation. “Are you going to tell me you don’t see it?”
Kate’s mouth opened and stayed that way as she struggled to formulate a response, which didn’t seem likely to happen anytime soon.
“I see it,” Genevieve commented, a smirk playing on her lips, and the two women burst into giggles while Kate felt her cheeks burning. She needed to check the drink menu ASAP… if only she wasn’t the designated driver.
Meanwhile, Penelope grimaced, never having seen Anthony in that light. The mere idea of seeing him in a romantic light was, in fact, about to give her nightmares. As much as she rationally knew all the Bridgerton’s were pretty — the world sure seemed to voice that sentiment repeatedly — to her, Colin was by far the most handsome. His strong jawline, the intensity in his dark blue eyes, his well-defined muscular chest, and his impressive biceps. Not to mention, he was also taller than all of them. In Penelope’s eyes, there was simply no competition.
“Don’t look now, but I think he’s looking back at you,” Edwina suddenly said, breaking Penelope out of her daydream.
“What?” Penelope blurted out, momentarily confused.
Edwina nodded towards the bar, and as Penelope glanced over, she saw the blond man staring directly at her.
“Go talk to him,” Genevieve suggested.
“Wait, no,” Edwina interrupted, raising her hand and sitting up straight. She added, “Let him put in some effort.”
Penelope couldn’t help but chuckle at their advice. The idea of her approaching a man and striking up a conversation seemed absurd to her. It was even more ridiculous to think that a man would be interested enough in her to approach her first.
“They’re right, he’s looking at you,” Kate said in a gentler tone, her gaze fixed on Penelope as if she could see the inner turmoil within her. Suddenly, Penelope recalled the advice she had received six months ago — not to let the lies of the world become truths in her head.
With this in mind, she glanced back at the blond man and managed a slight smile.
“Have you talked to your brother yet?”
Anthony carefully placed his warm coffee mug on the table, his eyes fixed on Agatha, who arched an eyebrow inquisitively. The serene Sunday afternoon enveloped him, with a breathtaking yet ominous sight of the sun piercing through the dark clouds on the distant horizon. The set felt quiet and deserted, as most of the cast and crew had gone to explore the nearby areas on their day off before filming began on Monday. Anthony, however, chose to stay behind with his metaphorical ship, savouring the warmth of his coffee in the cafeteria while surrounded by the cheerful chirping of birds.
“Not in the past 24 hours,” he replied. The producer had been pressuring him to inform Colin about the additional scene they had added to the movie for several weeks now, and it had been the first question she asked him when they saw each other the previous day. Turning the question back to Agatha, he asked, “And you?”
With a shocked expression, Agatha pointed at her chest and questioned, “Me?”
Anthony nodded and took another sip of his steaming coffee, his lips pressed tightly together. “After all, it was your idea, wasn’t it?” he stated.
Agatha scrunched up her face in distaste and lowered her shades to shield her eyes from a particularly stubborn sunray. Despite being autumn in New Zealand, the day was surprisingly hot, causing her to regret her choice of a long-sleeved linen blouse.
“It was,” she conceded. “But you eventually agreed, didn’t you?”
The director nodded, acknowledging that Agatha’s idea, once outlined by her and written into the scene by Charlotte, had indeed fit the story well. However, he still struggled with how to break the news to Colin.
His brother and he had very few things in common, except perhaps their shared passion for movies and their mutual disdain for anything related to the media. That was precisely why he expected Colin wouldn’t take the news of a script change lightly, especially when the reason was the media itself. Granted, Agatha seemed to see the benefits of the change for the story, and somehow Charlotte had listened. However, he questioned whether Colin would comprehend the situation well when they informed him he would need to kiss Penelope, a girl he likely considered a little sister.
“I think maybe the news will be better received if it comes from you,” Anthony commented. “Working with family has many advantages, but also some disadvantages. This might be one of those times.”
Agatha looked at him, studying his expression as understanding washed over her. “I see,” she said. Although she had witnessed Colin and Penelope growing up over the years, she couldn’t claim to know much about their friendship or their current relationship, which seemed to be a mystery to almost everyone.
“But I have to be honest,” Anthony said, crossing his arms and leaning on the table. “Maybe we should wait a bit before letting them know, as it might change how they interact in the scenes.”
Raising her eyebrows, Agatha considered that he might be right. “We can’t wait too long, though. Aren’t we scheduled to shoot it soon?”
As Anthony finished his drink, he extended his hand and made a wavering gesture, as if answering with a more or less.
“I can’t believe you’re still drinking that,” Colin’s voice suddenly sounded behind the director, and they turned to see him pointing at Anthony’s cup. “Didn’t you have an endoscopy last month?” He asked, oblivious to the topic his brother and the producer had been discussing.
“I did,” Anthony commented as Colin sat beside him, “which is why I know I can drink this without worry.” He raised his cup with a self-satisfied smile before adding, “Only level two gastritis.”
The other two stared at him in disbelief.
“Either way, shouldn’t you be out?” He turned to his younger sibling. “Enjoying the first day off you begged for.”
With a sigh, the other Bridgerton replied, “Well, apparently I have no one to enjoy it with, so.”
Anthony blinked and shared a surprised look with Agatha, both taken aback by Colin’s bad mood.
“That’s a shame. The weather seems quite lovely for a football match,” Agatha commented casually, raising a pointed eyebrow.
Colin and Anthony immediately exchanged a knowing look. The Bridgertons were known for more than their looks and worldwide fame; they were also a ridiculously competitive bunch who spent their summers disputing over various games, including ball sports.
“We couldn’t...” Anthony trailed off, shaking his head to dismiss the idea.
“Honestly, I think I’m still hungover from yesterday,” Colin confessed. “The thirties are finally catching up to me. I can’t even imagine how it must be for you.”
Anthony glared at him before turning to Agatha. “Besides, there aren’t enough people.”
“I saw Thomas around,” Agatha commented, crossing her arms over her chest. “And Kendrick.”
Anthony looked at her pensively, while Colin pursed his lips. The duo exchanged another look, their Bridgerton competitive fire brewing right in front of Agatha’s eyes, as planned.
“Well, I’m not hungover,” Anthony stated with an annoyingly pleased smirk.
“And I’m not over forty,” Colin retorted, a mischievous glint in his eye as he rested his chin on his hand.
That seemed to be the breaking point for Anthony, who narrowed his eyes before abruptly standing up and striding away from the cafeteria. Colin, who quickly grasped the situation also stood up suddenly and chased after his brother, calling out, “Kendrick will be on my team. He runs faster than you!”
Kate and Penelope watched as Edwina and Genevieve energetically danced among the intoxicated crowd, their laughter blending with the music. Although the night was young, both women were satisfied after their meal, and Penelope was already longing for her bed once again.
“So, are you going to talk to him?” Kate asked, nodding towards the blond man who was still at the bar.
Penelope looked at him and let out a deep sigh before taking a sip of her coke. Unlike the other two, who swiftly became intoxicated and threw themselves into the crowd with wild abandon, she knew Kate wouldn’t let it go.
“And leave you here alone?” Penelope asked, fully aware that this was the kind of excuse the other woman couldn’t argue with.
Kate narrowed her eyes at her before shifting her gaze to a tall, strong, dark-haired man on the other side of the bar. She pointed to him with her water bottle and said, “I will if you will.”
Her eyes narrowed in suspicion, suggesting she thought Kate was cheating, but then she took a deep breath and decided to be brave. She slammed her hands on the table and stood up. “Deal,” she said, as she waited for Kate to rise as well.
Kate winked at her, and both women walked confidently towards their targets, determined to follow through on their decisions to put themselves out there.
Penelope had no clue what she was doing, but she figured ordering a drink next to the man and attempting to strike up a conversation was a safe bet for the night. Surprisingly, it turned out to be a good idea because as soon as she leaned on the bar counter and asked for a pink pepper lemonade, she caught his attention.
“At least someone in this establishment will stay sober,” he commented, smiling at her.
Despite her success, Penelope instantly felt nervous. She had received so little romantic attention from men in her life that her mind went blank, and she forgot how to engage in small talk.
“Um, I figured I had enough to drink yesterday,” she replied, grimacing slightly.
He raised an eyebrow, not expecting that response from such a petite woman. “So you’re just here to keep your friends company,” he observed, pointing his thumb towards Edwina and Genevieve twirling happily together, with Edwina later blowing a kiss to the towering, robust man beside her.
“Something like that,” Penelope responded, barely able to contain her amusement at the girls’ behaviour. Her cue to leave came when the bartender placed a glass of lemonade in front of her, but she lingered by pretending to look for a straw.
“That’s a shame,” he responded. “There’s plenty to do here besides waiting for your friends.”
“So, you’re here to work?” she asked, cringing at her own social awkwardness. “I’m sorry, I just...” she trailed off, and as he looked at her quizzically, she explained, “I know who you are.”
As he looked at her, she felt a twinge of nervousness that dissipated when he let out a chuckle. “I suppose that’s fair. I also know who you are.”
Penelope’s eyes widened as she momentarily forgot the possibility of being recognised, considering that nobody had approached her or Kate. Perhaps that was why he was looking at her in the first place, not because he was interested in her.
He extended his hand and introduced himself, “Alfred Debling,” even though it was completely unnecessary.
Looking at his outstretched hand, she couldn’t help but chuckle before finally shaking it and saying, “Penelope Featherington.”
He nodded before taking a sip of his beer. Penelope picked up her lemonade, slurping it with her straw before mustering up some courage.
“So, what else is there to do here, then?” She asked.
That seemed to be the right move, because Alfred smiled at her.
Meanwhile, Kate was equally successful on her end, although she wished she wasn’t.
“I mean, a hottie like you shouldn’t be alone here.”
“I’m not,” she replied through gritted teeth. She had already explained that to him three times, the drunk idiot.
It was the third time she’d told him that, and he nodded again, a third time.
“So, what do you do for a living?” Kate’s voice sounded strange and impatient, partly directed at the foolish man and partly at her own lack of small talk skills.
He grimaced, finding that type of conversation odd. Pointing to himself, he mentioned, “I’m a primary school teacher,” the words slightly slurred as he swayed.
Kate’s eyes widened. “Really?” She struggled to imagine how that tall, muscular, heavily intoxicated man could possibly teach young children math, especially considering he couldn’t even remember his own name just ten minutes ago.
He nodded, pointing a finger at her before speaking. “You know, you look real familiar, like that girl from that movie—”
“I get that a lot,” she interrupted, waving him off before he could start rambling about her work, even though he wasn’t aware of it.
She was just about to ask him if he planned on going to work the next day after drinking all evening when a deafening thunderclap shook the building, drowning out the music from the bar.
Kate winced at the sudden loud noise, feeling her heart racing in her chest as panic began to take hold. “Is it raining?” she asked, her voice shaking.
He shrugged and replied, “I don’t know. They said it’s going to rain all week.”
The woman let out a groan of frustration. She knew all about the forecast, but she double-checked and verified that there would be no rain on Sunday, with storms coming on Monday. However, she concluded that depending on a drunken fool for help would be rather pointless. So, she turned around and headed off towards the exit.
“Wait, I didn’t get your name!” he shouted after her, but Kate only waved her hand dismissively without looking back.
Once outside, it was already too dark to see if the clouds in the sky were heavy, but it wasn’t raining yet, which she considered a small victory. She pulled out her phone from her pocket and checked the weather app, which predicted rain in their area at around nine pm. With a sigh, she realized they would have to cut their night short and hurried back inside the bar.
With a quick glance, she located Pen near the bar, still engaged in a conversation with the youtuber, her face displaying a polite smile. And as Kate approached, the redhead couldn’t help but notice the concern etched on her face.
“Kate, what’s wrong?” she asked as soon as the brunette was near enough.
“There’s a storm coming our way,” Kate replied, as if it explained everything. “It’s going to last all night.”
“Yes, this week is expected to break records for rainfall in this area,” Alfred chimed in matter-of-factly, causing Kate to do a double take before turning back to Penelope.
“We really need to leave. I can’t drive in a storm,” she said urgently.
Penelope gazed into her friend’s brown eyes, sensing fear within them. She couldn’t quite comprehend the reason behind it at that moment, but she didn’t dare ask. Especially since Kate was their only viable option for driving, with the other choices being two intoxicated girls and one who couldn’t drive to save her life.
“Alright,” Penelope replied, meeting Kate’s eyes with a reassuring look. Then, she turned to Alfred with an apologetic expression. “I’m sorry, but I really have to go.”
“It’s okay,” he responded calmly. “You have my number.”
She smiled at him one last time before taking Kate’s hand and making their way to the dancefloor. “Do you?” Kate couldn’t help but ask as they headed towards Edwina and Genevieve, earning an exasperated look from Penelope.
Untangling the other two from the dancing crowd proved to be a challenge, especially with Edwina’s protests and pouts. However, they managed to swiftly get them into the car.
“Kate, slow down,” Edwina complained from the back seat as Kate drove at lightning speed. “I’m going to be sick.”
“Actually,” Genevieve interjected, placing a hand over her mouth. “I’m not feeling well either.”
“I’m sorry, but you’ll have to endure it,” Kate said, gesturing widely with one hand while firmly gripping the steering wheel with the other.
The cityscape transformed into a blur of trees through Kate’s window, and checking the clock at 8:30 pm, Kate realised they had a chance to make it. That was until a third thunderbolt struck, causing her to nearly jump from her seat.
“Are you alright?” Penelope asked from the passenger seat, noticing Kate’s growing anxiety.
“I’m fine,” she replied quietly, wiping her forehead. The main road was darker than she preferred, and that single lightning bolt sent her heart racing at an unhealthy pace. However, she was determined to make it. She had been fighting her fear of storms for many years, and this was just a light rain—nothing to be afraid of. She could handle it.
And then Edwina’s voice, weak and sleepy, came from the backseat once again. “Didi, I think it’s raining,” she said softly, pointing to the droplets trickling down the window.
Kate’s breath caught, and she noticed the drops falling on the windshield. Her grip on the steering wheel tightened significantly, her nails digging into her palms. She could handle it, everything was fine. Suddenly, a bolt of lightning struck to their right, causing her to place a hand over her heart and breathe rapidly.
“Kate,” Penelope called, noticing her increasing distress.
“I’m... I’m fine,” she weakly replied between breaths.
Penelope was about to comment that it didn’t seem that way when the rain started pouring heavily, making everything ahead of them blurry and filling the car with the sound of water pounding on metal. Kate’s breathing became even more erratic as she clutched her chest. Another thunderous roar, and she had reached her limit.
“Okay, I can’t do this,” she gasped, trying to pull over to the side only to realise they were on a stretch of road without a shoulder.
Another flash of lightning to their side made her squeeze her eyes shut, the sound of rain pounding in her ears. She then turned on the car’s hazard lights and pulled over, silently thanking that the road was empty for now.
“I’m sorry, I thought I could,” Kate said, still with a hand over her heaving chest. “I can’t... I still can’t...”
“It’s alright, didi,” Edwina replied, though still in a drunken state and only partially understanding what was happening.
Penelope placed a hand on Kate’s shoulder, feeling completely lost as to what she should do. “Breathe, Kate, just breathe,” she repeated, scanning the surroundings for any sign of approaching cars.
“We shouldn’t stay here for long,” Genevieve said, more aware of the dangerous situation than Edwina. Opening the window, she leaned out to look behind the car, feeling the cold rain on her face, which helped clear her mind.
“I can’t...” Kate repeated, wincing at the sound of rain outside Genevieve’s open window. “I’m sorry, I really can’t.”
“Gen, you didn’t drink that much, can’t you drive?” Penelope asked desperately, her hand still on Kate’s shoulder.
Genevieve widened her eyes, as if Penelope had completely lost her mind. “Not for at least a couple of hours,” she replied.
Penelope cursed under her breath right before the dreaded question arose from the designer. “Can’t you?”
With a grimace, the other woman confessed, “I haven’t been behind the wheel since I passed my driving test,” and when Genevieve seemed to think it was no big deal, Penelope clarified, “Fifteen years ago.”
“Do you want me to drive?” Edwina asked, but all she heard in response was a unanimous “No” from the others, right before a passing car honked loudly at them for blocking the lane.
Penelope placed a hand over her heart, startled by the sudden noise, then looked at Kate and asked, “How far are we from the set?”
“Pen,” Kate shook her head, “You don’t have to—”
“How far?” Penelope interrupted, raising her eyebrows.
“About twelve miles,” the other actress answered.
Penelope tilted her head, considering that it wasn’t too far.
“It’s a straight line until we get closer to the set, then we can stop the car safely,” Kate explained.
“Alright...” Penelope trailed off, her heart pounding as she looked up at Kate, “I can try, if you help me?”
Another car zoomed by at a dangerously high speed as Kate nodded. She manoeuvred herself to sit in the back seat between Genevieve and Edwina, who grumbled drunkenly. Penelope then got into the driver’s seat. Luckily, it was on the right side, just like when she first learned to drive, or they would have faced issues from the beginning.
“Alright, so,” Kate said as she leaned over the backrest of the driver’s seat, her hand still over her heart, “When you learned, did you drive a manual or an automatic car?”
Penelope glanced at the gear change, which was obviously an automatic, and answered with a trembling voice, “Manual.”
Another thunder rumbled and Kate flinched, keeping her eyes closed as she said, “It’s alright, driving an automatic car is easier.”
“Sure,” Penelope muttered, thinking that nothing about the situation felt easy at all. Her hand hovered over the gear change, causing Kate to almost leap out of her seat.
“What do you think you’re doing?”
“Driving?” Penelope asked, hearing a distant honk of complaint from another car.
“Adjust your seat and mirrors first,” Kate pointed toward the rearview mirror with a trembling index finger. It shouldn’t have felt so commanding, considering Kate was shaking, but somehow she made it work.
Penelope nodded and tried to follow instructions to the best of her recollection, which wasn’t much, but she kept that to herself. Kate then started explaining how to operate the gears in the automatic car, and soon after, the redhead pushed the accelerator, and they started moving.
“Alright, good,” Kate commented, taking deep breaths as the wiper blades cleared the water from the windshield. “Just remember not to drive too slowly, as that can also be dangerous.”
Their driver pursed her lips, feeling sarcastically fantastic while her hands became sweaty on the steering wheel. Despite her fear, she slightly increased the speed, and for a while, everything seemed fine. There weren’t many cars on the road, and Kate was able to provide her with important instructions, despite the heavy rain.
Ten minutes passed, and it seemed like they were going to reach their destination without any issues. That is, until an animal, which Penelope later realized was probably a possum, ran right in front of their car. Penelope screamed, and almost instinctively, Penelope turned the car to the right, even as Kate shouted, “Don’t swerve—”.
Unfortunately, the damage had already been done, and their car veered off the road and crashed into a tree. Surprisingly, after Penelope hit her head on the steering wheel, the first thing she did was look ahead at the damaged hood pressed against the wet tree and groan, “Oh, I’m going to end up on the news.”
Depending on one’s perspective, their football match was a success. It was almost inconceivable how the two teams could consistently… tie.
If anyone asked a member of Colin’s or Anthony’s team, they would simply tell the truth – that the two brothers were too competitive for their own good, and halfway through the match, everyone else was ready to quit.
And so, after four exhausting hours of playing, the boys finally gave up due to the heavy rain. They sought refuge in the cafeteria, their appetites prepared to devour an entire cow if necessary.
“I don’t owe you anything. I already treated you to brunch yesterday,” Anthony said, waving dismissively at Colin before plopping down on one of the long benches in the cafeteria.
“You’re seriously going to make me eat soup after running for hours?” Colin complained, standing by the edge of Anthony’s table. He wiped the sweat from his brow with his forearm. “I might have to report you to the employment tribunals.”
Anthony glared at him, ready to respond, when Agatha suddenly approached them.
“Don’t you dare complain about the smell,” Anthony warned her before she could say anything, pointing at their sweaty selves. “It was your idea.”
However, he failed to notice the fear in the woman’s eyes until she cryptically said, “Dolores just returned from Auckland.”
Colin and Anthony furrowed their brows, failing to understand the relevance of that information at that moment.
“She mentioned seeing a car wreck on her way to the set,” Agatha continued. “It looked like a red Toyota Camry.”
Colin was still utterly confused, but Anthony’s heart raced with panic. “Didn’t Kate—” Agatha nodded before he could finish his question.
“Is she okay? Did you call her?” Anthony rushed towards the producer, bombarding her with a million questions.
“What are you two talking about?” Colin asked, feeling anxiety grip his veins. The last time a car accident was brought up and he was only given vague details, it didn’t turn out well.
“Kate rented a car just like that,” Agatha answered Colin, unknowingly shattering his world. The producer then turned back to Anthony and said, “She and Edwina aren’t answering their phones.”
“Pen,” Colin whispered, and the duo looked at him, his eyes filled with worry. “Penelope is with them.”
Agatha pursed her lips, already aware of that fact. “Her phone is going straight to voicemail.”
Colin’s heart skipped a sickening beat, and he turned to Anthony, his pulse roaring in his ears. “Tell me you have a car.”
Anthony looked at him as if the question was ridiculous before he started walking past him. Without another word, Colin ran after his brother, while Agatha yelled, “Where do you two think you’re going?!”
As soon as they exited the cafeteria, the rain poured down on them, but the two men appeared unaffected by the cold, determined to reach the car. Luckily, Anthony’s black Highlander was nearby, and he swiftly got into the car, knowing exactly where it was parked, allowing him to reach the driver’s seat before Colin could object.
“Go, go, go!” Colin shouted as Anthony started the car, as if he needed to be told twice.
They soon sped away from the set, much to Agatha’s dismay, who watched with her hand on her forehead. While they sat quietly, observing the rain hammering down on the asphalt, both brothers couldn’t ignore the obvious thought. A repeated, desperate, not again.
Please, not again.
“It could be any red Camry,” Anthony said, slightly breathless, his wet hair falling on his forehead as he focused on the road.
Colin swallowed hard, feeling that they weren’t that lucky in life. “Maybe they haven’t even left yet,” he croaked, his stomach twisting.
But then they spotted a red blur a few meters away - a car smashed against a tree. Anthony’s breath caught audibly, and Colin felt his eyes well up. But then, another red object caught their attention, and he almost died from relief. A tiny woman stood in the rain, holding her phone up to the sky.
Colin let out a loud sigh, a tear streaming down his cheek, which he quickly wiped away. Anthony clenched his jaw, overtaking the girls’ spot on the road just to make an illegal U-turn and pull over next to them.
As soon as the car stopped, Colin jumped out and landed on the ground. “Pen!” he called out above the heavy rain.
Finally, she tore her gaze away from her low-reception phone, startled to see not only a car beside her but also two Bridgertons.
“Colin?” she asked. “What are you doing here?”
He didn’t bother answering, choosing instead to cup her face in his hands and search for any injuries. “Are you hurt?” he asked, his voice muffled by the raindrops on his face.
“I’m fine,” she replied. As his thumb hovered over a reddening bruise on her forehead, he stared at it as if she had lied to him. She continued, “You were right. I needed to learn how to drive.”
Colin frowned, confused by her words. “It doesn’t matter now. We have to go,” he told her.
She nodded and turned to open the back door for Edwina, noticing Anthony doing the same for Genevieve. Edwina let out a small shriek as the water hit her head, quickly covering it with her hands in a futile attempt to shield herself.
“Go with Colin,” Penelope instructed her, exchanging a look with him to convey that she would stay behind.
However, Colin took her hand and pulled her along, reassuring her that Anthony was with them. He led the girls to the car, opening the door for them. Genevieve quickly followed suit, eager to escape the pouring rain.
And then there was one.
“Kate!” Anthony called out, relieved to finally see her clearly since she was sitting in the middle of the backseat. “Are you alright?”
She nodded, but her arms were folded across her chest, and she was trembling. With furrowed brows, Anthony couldn’t understand why she wasn’t budging.
“We brought a car,” he explained, still watching her from the open door. “I can give you all a ride.”
Kate nodded again, but remained unmoving, flinching at the sound of thunder.
“Come on, Kate, you can go back to hating me once you’re safe,” he said, misunderstanding why she wouldn’t leave the car.
This earned him a half-hearted glare and a weak response, “I can hate you just fine from here.”
Surprisingly, this didn’t frustrate him as it usually did, but rather left him confused. Anthony then climbed into the car, placing a hand on her arm. “Come on, Kate,” he urged, realising her heavy breathing. “You’re safe now, everything is alright.”
“It’s not the car accident,” she clarified when she realized the man was not grasping the reason for her distress. “It’s the storm,” she gestured to the ceiling.
Anthony blinked, taken aback by her honesty. Despite being soaking wet and with four people waiting for them in the other car, his patient gaze remained fixed on hers, awaiting her explanation.
“My mother...” her voice trailed off, as she hesitated to continue. “The day she passed away was...” she paused once more, unwilling to relive the painful memories of her mother’s death and the storm that brought it all rushing back to Kate. Since then, she had developed an intense fear of storms, even seeking therapy in her youth to overcome it. But occasionally, she would still succumb to her fears. “I thought I was getting better,” she exclaimed, frustration evident in her tone. “I was supposed to be better by now.”
As he nodded, Anthony moved his hand from her arm to grasp her shoulder. “I understand,” he whispered.
Kate scoffed, flinching as lightning struck a few meters away from them. “What is there to understand? This is humiliating. I’m a grown woman who’s terrified of storms,” she said.
“You’re much more than that,” he said firmly, causing Kate to pause and gaze at him in astonishment. He squeezed her shoulder gently and continued, “But right now, we need to get out of here, Kate.”
She shook her head and said, “I can’t,” feeling like a child.
“Here’s what we’re going to do,” Anthony announced in his business-like manner. “You’re going to close your eyes and cover your ears, and I’ll shield you until we reach my car.”
Kate shook her head once again, doubting the effectiveness of the plan. However, Anthony’s hands firmly cupped her cheeks, his intense gaze locking with hers, and she felt a surge of electricity spreading through her body, momentarily forgetting about the rain. All she could see was his face, illuminated by the soft glow of streetlights, and all she could hear was his soothing, deep voice resonating in her ears. With unwavering conviction, he said, “It’s going to work,” and she believed.
With a nod, she allowed Anthony to guide her out of the car, closing her eyes and covering her ears as soon as her feet touched the ground. The heavy rain immediately soaked her skin, but suddenly, everything felt warm. Anthony’s chest pressed against her back, his head hovering over hers as he wrapped one arm around her chest and the other over their heads. Together, they swiftly made their way towards the car.
In an instant, she found herself squeezed into the crowded back seat, the scent of damp upholstery filling her nostrils as she opened her eyes just in time to close the door on her right. Anthony walked over to the car, and quickly settled into the driver’s seat, his hand sweeping through his black hair to push it away from his eyes.
“That was... impressive,” Genevieve remarked, fanning herself with her hand as she smirked at Kate. Beside her, Edwina raised an eyebrow, while Penelope pressed her lips together in an attempt to remain neutral.
Kate felt her face instantly flush, meeting Anthony’s gaze in the rearview mirror, realising they had an audience for the stunt they had just pulled. Clearing his throat, Anthony nervously swallowed, his Adam’s apple visibly bobbing.
He started the Highlander and before anyone in it could silently judge them any longer, Kate pointed at the window and said, “We can’t just leave the car there.”
Her words seemed to have the desired effect as Anthony looked at her in disbelief through the rearview mirror. “Oh, we’re leaving it.”
“It’s easy for you to talk when it won’t be your name all over the news for abandoning a rented car at a wreck,” she said, crossing her arms over her chest, only slightly startled by another clap of thunder.
“I’m going to ask someone from the crew to help us contact the highway patrol,” he replied. “So I’m pretty sure all of our names are going to be on the news,” he concluded, waving his hand to emphasise his point.
Colin then let out a loud groan. “If you two are going to argue all the way to the set, just tell me now so I can open this door, jump out of this car, and die.”
Upon their return to the set, Anthony and Colin found themselves facing what would undoubtedly be the most humbling moment of their careers.
In the cafeteria, the nearest escape from the rain in the parking lot, Agatha’s voice, as sharp as a knife, cut through the gentle hum of the other chats. “Have you completely lost your minds?!”
The two soaked Bridgerton men flinched, their heads bowed in shame as if their own mother was berating them, a humiliating scene witnessed by several people.
“We could have called the police or waited for the rain to lighten up,” Agatha exclaimed, motioning towards the outside. “You could have done anything other than putting yourselves in danger.”
Thomas, who had been waiting for them since their football match ended and they heard about the accident, quickly urged the remaining cast and crew in the cafeteria to leave rather than gawk at the situation. However, the girls stood behind the duo, their faces etched with concern as they watched Agatha unleash a torrent of criticism upon them, despite the fact that the two brothers were not at fault.
“Agatha, they were just worried—” Penelope attempted to defuse the situation, only to be silenced by Agatha raising her hand.
“I’m the producer here,” Agatha said, tapping her chest, which made everyone bow their heads even lower. “I am fully aware of the safety protocols, and what you did was not in line with them.” She directed her finger directly at Anthony. “You, more than anyone, should be aware of that.”
“Yes, I am aware,” Anthony responded impatiently. “I am also aware of how slow the road police and ambulances can be. It was a no-brainer.”
Agatha widened her eyes at him, unable to believe what she was hearing. She continued, “It was a no-brainer. Just imagine for a moment if I had to call your mother and deliver the news that she had lost both her sons in a car accident because I...” Agatha gestured to herself and continued, “...hadn’t properly managed my own production. Do you reckon that would be a no-brainer?”
Anthony and Colin both squeezed their eyes shut, flinching at what she was implying. They knew she was right, but it was a difficult truth to face. And Agatha didn’t want to have to state the obvious, but she felt it was necessary to get through to their thick heads.
“Agatha, please,” Kate interrupted, taking a step forward as she felt personally responsible. “It was my fault entirely. I was the one driving. I knew it was going to rain all week, but today I thought...”
“It was an accident, Kate,” Agatha replied, more calmly as she turned to the actress. “My concern is with these two speeding off the set, thinking they’re immortal.”
“I understand that, but they were just concerned,” Kate replied, even though she believed they were reckless. However, they did what they did out of worry for them, and she couldn’t let them bear all the responsibility. “You can’t fault them for that.”
With a tired gaze, Agatha looked at Kate and the other girls, whose pleading eyes confirmed her suspicion that the battle was irretrievably lost.
“Alright, I give up,” the producer huffed, crossing her arms. “It’s impossible not to if these two can agree on something,” she said, gesturing between Anthony and Kate. As they all let out a collective sigh of relief, she added, “But no more reckless driving on this set. And you,” she pointed at Penelope, “go see the doctor immediately. There’s a bruise forming on your forehead.”
Penelope widened her eyes, placing a hand on her forehead and wincing upon realising the bruise. Colin looked at her, noticing that the red area on her face had indeed darkened, and shook his head at the whole situation.
“Come on, Pen,” he said, motioning for her to follow him to the infirmary. She reluctantly followed, grumbling that she was fine.
“And I’m off for a shower, effective immediately,” Edwina declared to anyone interested, earning a nod from Genevieve, who planned to do the same. The two then headed towards their quarters, leaving only Agatha, Anthony, and Kate behind.
The producer gave one last warning look to her director, as if to ensure he wouldn’t repeat the same mistake. Anthony nodded, albeit reluctantly.
“Good night,” she said before making her way towards her trailer.
Anthony and Kate both took deep breaths, with the man biting his bottom lip as he stole a glance at her from the corner of his eye. The woman was completely drenched, with the weight of the water clinging to her clothes. Her blue jeans had turned almost black, her lilac sweater a dark, muddy purple, and her typically full, wavy hair was now plastered to her face, appearing straight and lifeless. She looked incredibly exhausted and subdued, to the point where she didn’t even resemble the Kate Sharma he had always known.
“Are you sure you don’t need to see a doctor as well?” he asked.
She levelled a tired, exasperated look at him. “I’m sure,” she replied. “It was worse for Pen since she was in the driver’s seat.”
Anthony nodded slowly, and they stood in silence for a moment before he suggested, “Let me accompany you to your trailer, then.”
“What?” exclaimed Kate, her eyes widening in surprise as she glanced at Anthony. It was at that moment that she unfortunately noticed his white shirt had become completely see-through. While that sight was distracting in itself, it served as a reminder of the absurd fact that he had actually rushed out of the set and walked under heavy rain just to come to her aid. The thought of him wasting even more of his time to accompany her to her door, after everything he had already done, seemed utterly ridiculous. “No, there’s no need for that,” she firmly stated.
He twisted his face as if to say he wouldn’t take no for an answer. “Come on,” he said, walking towards her trailer regardless of whether she followed him or not.
“Anthony, I’m absolutely fine,” she said, hurrying to catch up with him. “I really can’t stand storms, but the rain’s lighter now. I assure you, I don’t mind a bit of drizzle, if you remember.”
The memory of their race through the rain to catch a horse made him smile. “I remember,” he said with humour. It was rather appropriate, really, as they bickered and strolled alongside each other, a light drizzle started to fall on them once more.
“So, you know I’m alright,” she insisted, her voice tight with stubbornness, although her small, grey trailer was already visible through the trees.
“No, what I know is that you’re the most stubborn woman I have ever met,” he remarked, the words dripping with exasperation, his shoes sloshing through the rain-soaked puddles as he hurried toward a hopefully drier spot. “That’s what I know.”
A scoff escaped her lips, the damp strands of her hair clinging to her skin and lightly slapping her cheek. “Stubborn? I just saved your skin back there,” she pointed towards the cafeteria, easily keeping up with Anthony’s fast pace. “Again, I might add. And it was probably a mistake considering Agatha was right in the first place. What you did was reckless.”
It was Anthony’s turn to scoff, the sound a harsh rasp as he forcefully swung open her trailer door, the metal screeching on its hinges, grating against the silence.
“Understood. Next time, I will simply leave you stranded in the middle of a wreck, waiting for the road police to arrive two hours later,” he said.
“Good!” Kate exclaimed, her heavy footsteps echoing on the metal stairs as she stormed up to her trailer, ignoring whether Anthony followed. Which, of course, he did. “Then next time, I won’t have to defend you for not following protocol when I was perfectly fine,” she snapped, her voice slicing through the darkness, her hands cutting through the air in agitated gestures.
In the trailer's dimness, with the only light filtering in from the window, Anthony’s humourless laugh reverberated. He couldn’t believe her, he simply couldn’t. After everything that had transpired between them that afternoon, she still had the audacity to act as though she didn’t need his help. And then, as she was rambling and waving her hands around, he caught a glimpse of something.
Swiftly, he grabbed one of her hands mid-air, silencing Kate instantly. “Fine, huh?” he remarked, displaying her palm, marked by a crimson stain and deep, angry nail marks.
Kate pressed her lips together, unsure why she was so insistent on pretending that what had happened that day was inconsequential. However, the sound of Agatha, of all people, screaming about how Anthony had put himself in danger to help them, left her unsettled. She wasn’t a damsel in distress, she wasn’t someone who made messes for others to clean up. And she certainly wasn’t a vulnerable, helpless person in need of assistance. Kate was the one who fixed the messes, the one who had everything under control even when everyone else didn’t.
“Still,” she said, her voice growing softer as she swallowed hard. “You didn’t have to do that,” she murmured, her brown eyes, illuminated by the lights outside, locked onto his.
“Out of everyone on this set,” he responded, never breaking eye contact as he continued, “you know exactly why I did.”
Those words hung in the air between them, the silence thick with tension as they stared into each other’s eyes. Because, unfortunately, he was right. It was a repeat offense, which made it even more embarrassing for Kate. The first time she unintentionally reminded him of his father’s accident had been awful; now she’d done it again.
“Anthony, you really can’t put your safety at risk every time someone gets hurt on set,” she whispered. Glancing down at their hands, she felt a flutter in her chest as his thumb brushed against her skin. Looking back up at him, she reassured, “I know you worry about everyone, but we’ll be okay, I promise.”
“I didn’t...” His brow furrowed with confusion, and his eyes held an indescribable emotion. “I didn’t get on that car because it was just anyone from the set. I did it because it was you.”
“What?” Kate gasped. “Why?” she asked, her heart racing as she searched for the answer in Anthony’s eyes. It was strange because she had a feeling that she already knew it, that his eyes had been telling her the answer for a while, but it seemed impossible.
“Because,” He wrinkled his forehead, his gaze fixed on their clasped hands, struggling to comprehend the answer himself. His grip on her hand tightened. “Because…”
Then he let go of her hand, turned away, closed his eyes, and placed a hand on his forehead. “Because... you annoy me.”
Kate’s eyes widened, their fragile truce shattered by his absurdity. “I annoy you?” she exclaimed.
Anthony nodded, avoiding eye contact. She let out a scoff as she approached him, standing closer than she should have. “You are the one who annoys me,” she spat.
He opened one eye to meet her gaze. “I annoy you?” he questioned.
“Yes, deeply,” she declared, her voice filled with anger and frustration from the day’s events and the bewildering man before her. “You are the most confusing man I have ever met,” she stated, causing him to take a deep breath and look up at the ceiling.
“Can’t you, for once, just decide what you want?” she continued, accusingly. “Do you want to be the director who thinks I’m too old, or the man who tells me I’m going to be the biggest star in the world? Do you want to be the exasperating guy who never listens to me or the one who rushes into danger to help me?”
He bit his bottom lip, finally turning his gaze back to her as she vented, her forehead creased in frustration. “One day, you seem to understand me better than anyone else, and the next day, you’re the most stubborn person I know.”
His heart skipped a beat as she said that he understood her, because that was exactly how he felt about her, although he didn’t understand how these emotions came to be. And what troubled him the most was his inability to provide her with an answer. If only he could make sense of it all in his mind, he would gladly explain it to her.
As they stood in silence, their eyes locked on each other, Kate realized that she wouldn’t receive any answers. She let out a sigh and covered her face with her hands. “I’m so tired. Just... exhausted.”
He watched her, taking in her aggravated state, which was a scene he had actually witnessed too many times to count. However, this time, it felt overwhelming.
“And, honestly,” she said, her voice carrying a hint of exasperation, “what is it that you’re always wearing?” She finally pointed at his wet shirt, which clung perfectly to his body. The conversation would be a thousand times easier if he didn’t have that perfectly slicked-back wet hair and his muscular chest almost on full display.
Glancing at his torso and then meeting her frustrated expression, he felt his breath catch in his throat as he grasped the implications of her words. For all that time, he had thought he was losing his mind, feeling completely alone in this peculiar infatuation he had for her. He had buried it deep within, hoping it would fade away, and the world began to make sense once more. But perhaps that madness wasn’t so one-sided after all, and that changed everything.
“Fine,” he said, putting a hand on his hips as he walked closer to her, “do you want me to choose?” He raised his eyebrows at her, a droplet of rain trickling down his temple, a harbinger of the absolutely most demented course of action of his life. But that was what Kate had always done from the start—she turned off every rational switch.
She stared at him. “Will you?”
His gaze, slow and deliberate, fell to her lips, a movement Kate initially dismissed as a figment of her imagination, until he closed the distance between them with another step forward. She didn’t step away, which for Anthony was a confirmation in on itself. As he slowly approached, Kate felt a growing sense of anticipation, her breath hitching in her chest, and her mouth parted slightly. His eyes then went back to hers and they stared at each other in silence, each trying to gauge the feelings of the other, as their breaths mingling in the space between them. Kate’s gaze then wandered to his mouth, and in that moment, she realized that she wanted to cross that line, regardless of the consequences.
“Didi, can I borrow your hair...” Edwina swung open the trailer door, dressed in a fluffy pink robe and a matching hairband, but stopped abruptly when she saw Kate and Anthony standing together, both still soaked to the bone. “...dryer.”
Anthony and Kate quickly moved away from each other, averting their gazes at the interruption. Kate then glanced at Edwina, pressing her lips together as she weakly replied, “Of course, bon.”
Clearing his throat, Anthony suddenly stood up straight, fixing a neutral expression as he stared at Kate as if they were merely discussing a scene they were about to film the following day, rather than on the verge of kissing each other.
“That’s all, Kate. Good night,” he declared before turning and striding towards the door.
“Good night,” Kate said, her voice trembling a little as he walked by.
“Good night, Edwina,” he nodded at her sister before leaving Edwina utterly perplexed at the doorway, gazing at Kate with raised eyebrows.
“I told you I was fine.”
Colin, flicking the switch to illuminate her trailer, chimed in, “You may not have any serious injuries, but that’s completely different from being fine.” He motioned towards the chair beside the dining table and firmly instructed, “Sit.”
She placed her wet purse onto the table, causing drops of water to form a small puddle. A soft whimper escaped her lips, resonating throughout the empty trailer. “Colin, I’m really fine,” she reiterated.
He eyed her skeptically, not believing her for a second, and repeated, “Sit.”
She begrudgingly complied as he headed to her bathroom to find the first aid kit. Penelope pursed her lips as she waited, the silence punctuated only by the rhythmic clatter of Colin’s movements as he opened and closed cabinets. He soon returned with a small bag in hand, kneeling in front of her and examining the bruise on her forehead.
“Doctor Monro already had a look at it,” she said, her voice losing its edge as Colin’s face came closer to hers.
“Right, he had a quick look and said you were all good, then just went back to watching House of the Dragon,” Colin said absentmindedly, placing a hand on the side of her face. His thumb grazed the reddened area, and she had to resist the urge to lean into his touch.
He looked down at the small bag, carefully opening it to find antiseptic and cotton. Penelope watched his movements, feeling guilty and foolish after everything that had happened that day.
“You were right. I shouldn’t have gone out with the girls tonight,” she whispered.
Colin glanced up, surprise flickering in his eyes before refocusing on his task. The sterile scent of antiseptic filled the air as he delicately dabbed it onto her bruise, his touch gentle yet determined. A hush settled between them, punctuated only by the soft, rhythmic sound of their breathing. She found herself captivated by his intense blue eyes, so close she could feel the warmth of his skin ghosting over her face, his lips pursed in intense concentration. Suddenly, he shook his head ever so slightly, as if dismissing her comment.
“The real question is, did you have a good time at least?” he whispered, his gaze fixed on his work as he pondered if there was anything else he needed to do. “Before everything, I mean,” he elucidated, his voice a low murmur that sent shivers down her spine as he moved away, much to her dismay.
“Um... Yes, I suppose,” she replied, watching as he once again inspected the contents of the first aid kit.
She debated whether or not to share with him the details of that night. Throughout their friendship, she had always been able to confide in Colin about almost anything—except her own feelings—and that was one of the reasons why their bond thrived. However, there was something about divulging the specifics of her attempts at flirting with strangers in bars that just felt inherently wrong, even if it shouldn’t be, not anymore.
“I...” she cleared her throat. “I actually saw that guy from the World Travel Channel there.”
Colin snapped his head up, staring at her as he asked, “Really.” The word sounded flat, carrying with it an unsettling heaviness in his stomach. With a furrowed brow, he shifted his gaze downwards and reached for a band-aid.
“Yeah... he’s an interesting man, I guess,” she commented, uncertain if she enjoyed her conversation with the blond or not, though she knew she didn’t despise it.
Ultimately, it didn’t really matter, she realized. That was how real life should be—neither here nor there, free from the romantic, delusional fantasies that occupied her mind.
Colin then refocused on her, gently placing the band-aid on her forehead and applying slight pressure to keep it in place. “So, you two talked?”
She nodded, wincing slightly as Colin’s hand still rested on her bruise. “He actually knew who I was.”
A subtle smile curved his lips as he slowly lowered his hands, eyes locked on hers, and softly said, “Of course he did.
Colin never appeared surprised by her fame, as if he had anticipated it just as surely as he awaited the rising sun in the east. And for a long time, Penelope doubted it, thinking it was merely Colin being polite. Colin being Colin. But now rising fame was no secret, even though she felt like she had escaped from dealing with most of its consequences by returning to New Zealand.
Sending him a small smile, she couldn’t help but feel a bit flustered. Even though she had experienced countless heartbreaks, Colin remained unfailingly loyal, supportive, and dedicated. Most days, it was enough to make her resent him for holding such a tight grip on her heart. But on that day, as she gazed at him kneeling in front of her, with his wet hair clinging to his forehead and his soaked outfit, she couldn’t help but feel guilty.
“I’m sorry,” she said. When he furrowed his eyebrows in confusion, she continued, “For worrying you. You didn’t have to do that today.”
He shook his head, glancing downwards at the floor. “You don’t have to apologise, Pen,” he said while zipping up the first aid kit bag. Looking up at her, he placed his hands on his thighs and took a deep breath. “Worrying about you is just something I do, regardless of your actions.”
Her heart leaped; a blush warmed her cheeks as their eyes met, and for a moment, she was unsure how to respond to his words. What she knew was that she shouldn’t read too much into it, and she wouldn’t, since it was nothing out of the ordinary between friends.
She bit her lip. “I know the feeling,” she replied.
Remarkably, those words seemed to hold a peculiar power, making Colin’s eyes sparkle and the corners of his mouth turn upward. His gaze lingered a bit too long, the silence punctuated only by their shared breaths, before his eyes dropped to her mouth. Penelope’s pulse quickened, and she felt her control over her breathing slipping away. Suddenly, without warning, he reached out, deliberately grazing her bottom lip with his thumb. The touch sent a wave of shivers down Penelope’s spine, and she gasped, the sound echoing in the confined space of the trailer.
Colin’s eyes widened, and he quickly pulled back his hand as if it had moved on its own. He cleared his throat, the sound raspy and uncertain, and pointed at her mouth. She stared at him, speechless, her chest rising and falling heavily. “There was a strand of hair stuck on your lipstick,” he explained, his voice slightly shaky.
Lipstick? Penelope’s mind was too confused to comprehend the words. Her fingertips instinctively brushed her lips, feeling the lingering texture of the MAC gloss she had applied earlier, which a dubious YouTuber had claimed would last a ridiculously long time. Indeed, she thought ironically, as she observed Colin refocus his attention on the kit, placing it on the table and avoiding eye contact.
A knock on the door interrupted the moment, and Colin immediately stood up, heading towards the source of the sound. Penelope remained rooted in her seat, still watching him with her hand on her lips.
“Am I in the wrong trailer?” Agatha’s voice echoed from the entrance. “I thought this one was Penelope’s.” That instantly sobered Penelope, and she blinked before standing up.
“You’re in the right one,” Colin answered, opening the door wider and gesturing for the producer to enter.
“I just wanted to check if she was alright,” Agatha explained as she slowly climbed the stairs, her gaze shifting between Penelope and Colin, her eyebrow raised in curiosity about what he was doing in her trailer.
“Doctor Monro said everything is fine,” Penelope reassured with a polite smile on her face.
The producer assessed her from head to toe, nodding once she confirmed that Penelope was indeed unharmed. Then she glanced back at Colin, who was leaning against a wall with his arms crossed.
That was actually the perfect opportunity to talk to the duo about the kissing scene they would have to shoot for the movie. It was a private moment without any crew members around, and she would be spared from awkwardly asking for a meeting without revealing the subject in advance. But still...
“Was there something else you wanted to discuss, Agatha?” Penelope asked tentatively, noticing the unusual hesitation in the typically confident woman.
Agatha turned her head towards Penelope, taken aback by the question. She gazed at the exhausted actress, whose forehead was bandaged, greasy hair clinging to her face, and clothes drenched, mirroring Colin’s drained appearance.
“No,” the producer replied, folding her hands in front of her. “There’s nothing else.”
Blind Item #17
This nepo baby actor despises the idea of kissing his co-star
Notes:
Don't drink and drive, kids! Don't... forget how to drive and end up in a car wreck, kids?
Jokes aside, there is so much to unpack in this chapter that I do not know where to start. And I probably can not because I feel like this chapter was so important, but I can not explain why yet, aside from the obvious.
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Chapter 12: Famous Last Words
Summary:
As Kate and Anthony deal with the aftermath of their almost kiss, Colin and Penelope live their normal lives, unaware that their friendship as they know it is on a countdown to extinction.
Notes:
HELLO!
If it isn't me....kinda early?? I mean, my goal is to update weekly, but I always fail, and this time I kind of didn't, so I am emotional.
Now, about this chapter a few things to consider:
1- Same note that I wrote at the beginning of the last chapter (re: penelope)
2- I hope the timeline isn't confusing as i tried to write a few days after last chapter then a few weeks/one month after, I did write this down on the text but anyway... I hope it's not confusing. On that note, just a quick reminder that New Zealand is in the southern hemisphere, so when I say it is winter there, I do not mean a full year has passed (since it was winter in December too, when they were in London).
3-I know we have less social media posts now; this is on purpose because when they are filming, less information is leaked to the general public (We will always have this sort of back and forth on this fic, so let me make that clear now as well.)
4- As with a previous chapter, this chapter is a BIT kanthony heavy, but not as heavy as chapter 6, okay? And... just like before, just because you do not think you are seeing as much polin as regular programming does not mean there is not anything IMPORTANT happening, so just breathe and take my hand.
ENJOY!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
The Sword and the Heart 2 Filming Start Confirmed With a Bang
Production has officially kicked off for The Sword and the Heart: Princess of the West, however the announcement was accompanied by some concerning news.
On Sunday, a car accident occurred on a road adjacent to the filming set, resulting in injuries to several cast and crew members. The local police reported that a red Toyota Camry, rented under the name of Kathani Sharma, sustained minor damages. Fortunately, no other vehicles were involved in the incident.
Danbury Productions issued a statement regarding an accident that occurred outside of their filming location. The production company reassured the public that all individuals involved in the incident are safe and emphasised that the accident was not connected to the filming activities. Furthermore, they confirmed that the shooting schedule remains unaffected and on track.
Scheduled for release next year, The Sword and the Heart: Princess of the West marks the second installment in a planned trilogy. This sequel follows the highly acclaimed The
East Dynasty, which garnered exceptional reviews and positive responses from both critics and audiences alike. Similar to its predecessor, which faced a chaotic post-production phase, the upcoming sequel appears poised to make a raucous entrance from the very beginning.
❤️🔥Trish @dorjorie4llifee
okay what is going on i’m scared
| Maria Eduarda @dudiiiiinha2004
@dorjorie4llifee i should be happy they’re back but at what cost
| ❤️🔥Trish @dorjorie4llifee
@dudiiiiinha2004 do we know if kate showed up after this
| Maria Eduarda @dudiiiiinha2004
@dorjorie4llifee she didn’t
𝔠𝔞𝔯𝔩𝔬𝔰 @carlosbton
I hope pen and colin are okay 😥😥😥
| ⋆.˚🦋༘⋆ Fa @loratheexplorer
@carlosbton i’ve been waiting for any news abt them but NOT LIKE THIS
| Cinthy❤️🔥🐉⚔️ @Cy3452n
@loratheexplorer@carlosbton seriously guys im worried
| billie @noraswsift
@Cy3452n@loratheexplorer@carlosbton they’re fine guys they said everyone was fine
Dee @warofthorns
leave it to lora shippers to make kate’s accident abt them
Daphne: Anthony and Colin are you okay
Eloise: Did anyone try calling Agatha
Benedict: calling her as we speak
Francesca: but did anyone try calling them first?
Gregory: their phones are going straight to voicemail
Francesca: but i don’t understand why didn’t anyone call us?
Francesca: If something had happened they would have called us
Daphne: did anyone talk to mum
Benedict: no daph don’t tell her yet
Hyacinth: TELL HER WHAT THEY ARE FINE
Gregory: Hya we don’t know that
Hyacinth: no fran is right if something had happened they would have called us
Daphne: well have any of you talked to them since yesterday?
Hyacinth: its anthony and colin ofc not
Hyacinth: we didn’t even know eloise was living in colins house for months not exactly outstanding communicators
Eloise: when are you going to let this go
Daphne: okay this is not important right now
Benedict: agatha is also not picking up her phone
Gregory: fine im officially terrified
Hyacinth: the article said everyone was ok
Gregory: SURE bc articles always speak the truth
Hyacinth: greg stop
Hyacinth: they’re fine okay
Hyacinth: please stop
Hyacinth: wait hold on
Daphne: ?
Gregory: what
Benedict: hya what is it
Hyacinth: do you guys remember kates sister
Gregory: ?????? how is that even marginally relevant now
Eloise: who
Benedict: yeah vividly
Daphne: benedict.
Benedict: I MEAN i remember she made kate and anthont flip in front of everyone
Benedict: get your mind off the gutter daph
Benedict: not everyone is finding their spouse in anthonys social circle
Hyacinth: she just posted an entire carousel of bts photos
Hyacinth: https://www.instagram.com/p/DE17gfaNSFM/?img_index=5&igsh=aWjoOJpoMDZvaG8n
Francesca: I don’t have an instagram
Gregory: oh we know
Hyacinth: it’s just a lot of pictures
Hyacinth: one of kate and edwina hugging and one with thomas and cressida with hair clips and bathrobes
Hyacinth: one of colin and pen sticking their tongues out for the photo
Eloise: ofc
Hyacinth: one where anthonys right up close to the camera giving a thumbs up.
Eloise: excuse me?
Benedict: anthony close to what doing what?
Hyacinth: i think she was trying to show they’re okay?
Colin is currently typing…
Gregory: FINALLY
Eloise: freaking idiot
Daphne is currently typing…
Benedict is currently typing…
Francesca is currently typing…
Colin: We’re fine
Colin: I don’t answer for five minutes and you all lose it?
Eloise: Can you blame us we were worried sick
Daphne: Colin why didn’t you tell us what happened
Francesca: Col you should have called us
Benedict: is internet more expensive over there?
Colin: i didn’t call bc we weren’t on the accident
Hyacinth: okay but kate was
Hyacinth: is she okay?
Colin: as you can see in the picture yes
Daphne: well is everyone truly okay? was anyone else hurt?
Daphne: Colin?
Colin: this doesn’t leave this chat
Colin: understood?
Colin is currently typing…
Gregory: OH
Hyacinth: I should be excited but I dont like this
Benedict: colin just spill out already
Eloise: TYPE FASTER
Colin: Pen was with them
Colin: she was the one driving
Hyacinth: WHAT
Benedict is currently typing…
Eloise is currently typing…
Gregory is currently typing…
Daphne is currently typing…
Francesca is currently typing…
Colin: She bumped her head but she’s okay.
Hyacinth: BUMPED HER HEAD ANS SHE’S FINE DO YOU HEAR YOURSELF
Gregory: Explain. Now.
Eloise: why weren’t you with her
Eloise: what do you mean she was driving
Eloise: did she start driving again while I was gone
Colin: No
Colin: she didn’t
Colin: that was the problem
Eloise: I repeat
Eloise: why
Eloise: were you not
Eloise: with her
Eloise: i leave her under your care, and everything goes wrong.
Colin: leave her under my care?
Colin: do you mean those five years
Colin: when you abandoned her
Eloise: total number of accidents in our twenty years of friendship
Eloise: Zero
Colin is currently typing…
Eloise: total number of accidents while I was away
Colin: The total number of times I abandoned Penelope purposely
Colin: ZERO
Eloise: OH REALLY
Colin: I SAID PURPOSELY
Benedict: do you want to bring this into your own private chat to hash things out?
Gregory: it’s obvious none of you can take care of pen
Gregory: let me handle it
Daphne: I just wanted to know if Pen is okay
Colin: how many times do i have to repeat that she is
Colin: do you need another picture as proof of life
Eloise: YES
Hyacinth: YES
Gregory: absolutely
Daphne: yes
Francesca: yes please I miss pen
Colin: take it to eloise it’s her fault she didn’t go to the wedding
Eloise: i loathe you
Benedict: send us a picture of you two
Benedict: and may i ask where is our grumpy old man
Benedict: and why didn’t he pick up my calls
Colin: we’re all filming here in case you forgot
Gregory: oh… that explains it
Colin: yeah oh
Colin: thankfully tho
Colin: I’m not filming
Colin: and very much away from anthony right now
Daphne: why? what’s wrong with him?
“Cut!”
Kate and Thomas paused, each taking a deep breath before turning to Anthony.
The director remained rooted to his chair, his gaze unwavering as he commanded, “Again, from the beginning,” his voice flat.
Kate closed her eyes, trying to calm herself, while her co-star glanced at her and pressed his lips together before returning to his position on the scene. Impatiently, he rested his hands on his hips, the itchy wool of his cape adding to his growing frustration as he waited for Anthony. Backing up a few steps, Kate smoothed her dark blue velvet dress, reminding herself to stay in character and avoid any murder Anthony Bridgerton tendencies.
“Princess of the West, Scene 52, Take... 45, Mark,” the second camera assistant announced wearily, closing the clapboard with a loud clack.
“Action,” Anthony called out.
“You can’t do this,” Thomas delivered his first line, walking towards Kate with determination. “Believe me, I understand your desire to reclaim your kingdom, but what good is it if you’re dead?”
“That’s a risk I have to take,” Kate muttered. “I’m out of options. I can’t hide any longer.”
“Marjorie,” Thomas pleaded, his voice thick with desperation, taking another step forward, tilting his head as his eyes roamed across her face, silently begging for her to reconsider.
She pressed her lips together, looking away briefly, her eyes returning to him with a hint of tears. “She has Nora, Dorieus. We thought we knew what was happening, what we had to do, but this? We weren’t prepared.”
“And what if I’m not prepared to lose you?” he whispered, inching closer, his eyes locked on hers, their breaths mingling.
Acting surprised, Kate stared at him for a moment before her eyes flickered to his lips and back up to meet his gaze. “Then make these last moments count for something,” she said.
Thomas only looked at her for a moment, as if understanding her meaning, before he gently placed his hand on her cheek and leaned in.
“Cut!” Anthony shouted.
Kate placed her hand on her forehead in frustration, while Thomas threw his head back and looked skyward. The construction team had built a balcony with thick grey stone pillars surrounding them. And even though the ceiling seemed sturdy, Thomas secretly hoped a lightning bolt would somehow manage to strike him and end his misery.
“Back to the beginning,” Anthony called out, glancing down at the clipboard on his lap and disregarding their obvious annoyance.
Once again, the actors returned to their original positions, once again the assistant called for take 46, and once again Anthony instructed them to start.
“We thought we understood what was going on and what we had to do, but this? We weren’t prepared,” Kate recited once more.
Thomas walked closer to Kate, panting as he said, “But what if I’m not prepared to lose you?”
Kate stared at him, her eyes widening as instructed in the script, before glancing at his lips. “Then make these last moments count for something,” she replied.
Thomas also looked at her lips, placing his hand on her cheek before leaning in.
“Cut!”
Kate and Thomas both groaned and glared at Anthony.
“What was wrong this time?” Thomas asked, confused by Anthony’s many cuts for the past ten takes or more.
Anthony, once again looking at his clipboard, which Kate was tempted to snatch and slap him with, pointed at them with his pen and said, “You both messed up your lines.”
The two actors exchanged incredulous looks. They were certain that if they made any mistakes, they were minor ones, probably due to Anthony making them redo this scene countless times in a row. Kate narrowed her eyes at Anthony, who happened to glance up at that moment, and she grabbed the hem of her dress, taking determined steps back to her original spot.
“Should I take a break?”
Anthony looked at Tilley Arnold, the intimacy coordinator for the movie, then back at the two actors in front of him. “It won’t be necessary,” he declared as if nothing was wrong and they hadn’t shot multiple takes for no apparent reason.
Tilley observed him, then turned her attention back to Kate and Thomas, whose faces were tight with barely contained impatience. She was trained to notice when an actress or actor felt uncomfortable in a romantic scene, but that definitely didn’t seem to be the case. In fact, it seemed like they were almost eager to finally kiss and finish that scene rather than deal with their moody director.
“Action!” Anthony shouted again.
Thomas, placing a hand on Kate’s cheeks, stared deeply into her eyes and asked, “But what if I’m not ready to lose you?”
Kate’s gaze shifted to his lips as she whispered, “Then you should make these last moments count.”
They locked eyes before Thomas’s gaze drifted to her mouth.
“Cut!”
Kate vaguely recalled thinking, Okay, that’s enough, before she turned around and exploded
“Do we have a problem?” She asked pointedly, glaring at Anthony, forgetting about their audience, about etiquette, about how people would think she was a diva for shouting at the director, forgetting about everything.
Anthony glanced up at her, seemingly taken aback, until Kate repeated, “I said, do we have a problem?”
Thomas’ eyes widened, mirroring the shock of those around him. But Anthony, somehow, didn’t seem shocked. He looked at Kate, his eyes darting away, a subtle, almost absurdly bashful expression on his features.
“No, there’s no problem,” Anthony replied dryly, before returning his attention to his clipboard. “A bird chirped too loudly, interfering with the sound.”
Kate raised an eyebrow at his absurd excuse. “It’s raining outside. There are no birds chirping.”
Anthony crossed his arms triumphantly, maintaining his gaze. “It must have been the rain, then. Case closed.”
Kate’s eye was practically twitching; her hands were balled into fists. Anthony’s absurdity wouldn’t get him anywhere with her.
“Um… I need to pee,” Thomas interjected, nervously glancing between Kate and Anthony, realising that fleeing might be the best course of action.
The director then grimaced. “Fine, everyone, take a five-minute break,” he announced, waving them away. The cast and crew, sighing in unison, left their positions, eager for a respite from the tension. Kate, however, remained fixed on Anthony, seemingly oblivious to the others.
Once enough people had dispersed towards the bathroom or the snack table, she pointed directly at Anthony. “We need to talk.”
He gave her a look, and the crew members nearby exchanged perplexed glances at the sight of the actress boldly telling the director what to do, and not just any director, but Anthony Bridgerton, of all people. The perpetually composed, always-in-control, meticulous Anthony Bridgerton. And to their astonishment, he simply stood up, adjusted his shirt, and casually walked a few meters to the right, as if nothing out of the ordinary was happening.
Kate huffed and followed him, ignoring the curious onlookers. She knew her outburst wouldn’t do her reputation any favours, but after dealing with nonsense all afternoon, she didn’t care anymore. Anthony had a way of making her lose her rationality.
Once they were far enough away from prying ears, Anthony stopped and placed his hand on his hips, poking the inside of his cheek with his tongue, deliberately avoiding eye contact with Kate. She stood directly in front of him, mirroring his posture with her own hands firmly planted on her hips, her incredulous stare burning into him.
“Do you have a problem with the way I’m doing my job?” she asked.
Anthony shook his head without looking at her. “I already told you—”
“Because it is my job,” she stressed, her eyes narrowing slightly, making it abundantly clear this was a matter of professional obligation. “You understand that, correct?”
Anthony pressed his lips together, trying to contain his frustration. It was hard to believe that an actress was reminding him that she was just working. After all, he had spent years working in the industry and as the director of the project, he knew that better than anyone else. Still, the sight of Thomas almost kissing Kate had him absolutely fuming, and it felt as though he was just itching to throw a punch at whatever came his way next.
“Is that all?” he asked, tapping his foot and clenching his jaw.
Kate gave him a sardonic smile, which he didn’t see since he had been avoiding looking at her throughout their exchange. “No, that’s not all. Is there anything you would like to say to me?” she asked.
At last, he turned towards her, taking in her exasperated look, yet still reluctant to bring up the actual issue.
“No,” he lied, lifting his chin and giving her a steady look. “Why? Do you have anything to say to me?”
She glared at him indignantly before gesturing to herself defensively. “Well, if you have nothing to say to me, then I have nothing to say to you.”
He gave a sharp shrug and said, “Good.”
She waved her hands in frustration. “Great!”
On the other side of the set, the crew and remaining cast members enjoyed their snacks while observing the duo with immense interest, as if watching a movie.
“Oh my,” Tilley remarked with a smirk, as Kate waved her arms and visibly shouted at Anthony, who appeared to be avoiding confrontation. “I heard they didn’t get along, but I didn’t realise it was like this.”
Thomas, already on his second slice of mince and cheese pie, chimed in. “Honestly, it’s not. Or at least it didn’t use to be,” he mumbled with a mouthful of food, as Anthony glanced back at Kate and said something that further enraged the actress. “They used to argue a lot, but not like this.”
Tilley grabbed a water bottle, observing Anthony and Kate, who were now both shouting, and asked, “What about that incident with the horse?”
Being hired only for the second movie had its drawbacks; she felt like she could only grasp half of what was happening on set. And although it was still the early days of official production, she couldn’t help but notice the complex dynamics among some of the cast and crew.
Thomas tilted his head, reminiscing, and answered, “I suppose... but it was different.”
The intimacy coordinator nodded, then turned to the actor, furrowing her brows as she pointed at his pie. “Should you be eating that right before a kissing scene?”
He took another bite, shrugging. “Do you think we’ll actually finish that scene today?” he asked, only to see Anthony and Kate conclude their chat. The director, with a pointed gesture, returned to his seat, signalling the crew to get back to work.
Unfortunately, Thomas immediately recognised the expression in Anthony’s eyes. It meant that the scene was going to happen, for better or worse, that very day. Muttering a curse, the actor hurled his plate onto the table and hurried back to film his scene with Kate.
On a scale of 0 to 100, if Kate could rate how awkward things had been in the weeks following her moment with Anthony, she would probably say 250. It had reached a point where she almost wished something had actually happened between them. At least then they would have something to talk or argue about instead of constantly dancing around the absurd and ridiculous tension that surrounded them.
“Are you alright, didi?” Edwina asked, interrupting Kate’s train of thought. Her sister looked at her with concern, filling her glass with water as she gestured towards Kate’s plate. “You haven’t touched your food.”
For the past ten minutes, Kate had been resting her face on her hands, her eyes unfocused, and twirling her fork in her spaghetti, as if the tomato sauce would suddenly reveal in a few moments all the answers she had been needing for over a month. As thunder rumbled, she gave a slight flinch, her gaze drawn to the dark bluish-grey sky. It was midday, but it was already so dark that it looked like evening was approaching.
With a crucial scene to shoot that afternoon—Marjorie’s triumphant return to the Kingdom of the East, on horseback, sword in hand—her anxieties and the approaching storm left her feeling anything but victorious.
“What time is the shooting starting this afternoon?” she asked her sister, twirling the spaghetti on her fork, the sauce clinging to the strands, before finally eating.
Edwina’s mouth was brimming with water, and she covered it with a finger before taking a gulp. “Um. They changed the schedule for today.”
Kate furrowed her brow, also pouring herself a glass of water as she questioned, “What? When?” She was certain she had reviewed her schedule with Edwina the previous night when she noticed the forecast for the next day. It had become a habit for her to be prepared ahead of time since she started filming on location.
“Earlier today,” Edwina replied, her fork clumsily attacking a piece of fried chicken, the greasy aroma filling the air as she avoided eating it with her hands like everyone else.
Kate stared at her, completely bewildered by this information. “Did they tell you why?”
The greasy fried chicken almost slipped off the youngest Sharma’s plate, causing her fork to clatter against the porcelain as she shook her head. “No, Anthony just said they were going to change it.”
“Anthony,” Kate repeated, watching Edwina, her mind racing.
“Yes,” Edwina glanced at Kate and then back at her food, but upon noticing her sister’s expression, she returned her gaze. “I’m sure it was necessary, didi. You’re too hard on him,” she said.
“It’s one of the biggest sequences in the film, Edwina,” Kate replied sharply. There would be hundreds of extras, stunt doubles, and several horses involved. They had planned hours of filming specifically on a rainy day, and now Anthony—Anthony Bridgerton—had changed everything last minute? If it were any other director, she wouldn’t think twice about the change, but it wasn’t just any director. And while Edwina wasn’t present during their last film shoot to know, Kate was well aware that this was far from normal.
“And maybe that’s exactly why,” her sister shrugged. “If even one detail is wrong, they have to reschedule it.”
Kate pressed her lips together, looking down at her food and giving up on it. “Yeah, maybe,” she said, not believing it for a second
“Okay, I have to ask, what’s wrong with your brother?”
“Finally,” Colin exclaimed, dramatically raising his hand to the sky while using the other to hold the umbrella between them.
As he shielded them from the rain, Penelope, with her arm intertwined with his, shook her head at his theatrics. She tried not to revel in his warmth and snuggle too closely, but she was failing spectacularly. That was why it was easier to focus on Anthony’s peculiar behaviour.
“I’ve been telling you for years that there’s something wrong with Anthony,” he said as they walked up the hill, already spotting their shooting location in the distance. “But every time, it’s all ‘Anthony is a great director’ this or ‘your brother means well’ that.”
Penelope rolled her eyes, a puddle on her path causing her to veer off course and lean closer to Colin. “He does mean well, but what I’m saying is that he’s been acting strangely lately. And now he’s rescheduling our scene at the last minute?” While she’d worked with many directors who significantly altered filming schedules, Anthony was certainly not one of them.
Colin noticed Penelope struggling through the thick, clinging mud and pulled her close, instantly enveloped by her warmth. A delicate, powdery scent of roses and vanilla hung in the air between them. He didn’t know if she had recently changed her perfume, but he couldn’t help but notice she had been wearing that one a lot lately, and it was quite distracting.
He then caught Penelope’s striking blue eyes on him, as if waiting for a response. Colin squeezed his eyes shut briefly, then said, “Um. Yes. I mean, no. I don’t know what’s happening to him.”
Penelope looked up at the cloudy sky and bit her lip, a motion that caught Colin’s attention until he quickly refocused. “What is it?” he asked, noticing that she was contemplating something.
With a slight shake of her head and eyes fixed on the ground, the redhead seemed hesitant, but Colin’s raised eyebrow urged her to continue.
“Okay, but don’t mention this to anyone, alright?” she finally said.
It was an unusual request coming from Penelope, so Colin wrinkled his forehead and replied, “Cross my heart.”
Tilting her head, she gazed at their approaching filming location—a sprawling cinematographic construction with a stone roof sheltering the huddled crew—and finally, at Anthony seated on his director’s chair. “Do you think maybe Kate asked him to change the schedule?”
Colin’s eyebrows flew up to his hairline. “What?”
“Remember what I told you on the day of the accident?” she asked, and Colin nodded. Desperate as he had been that day, she had to explain to him how she ended up driving that car in the first place. “If Kate has some sort of anxiety about storms, then it would make sense for her to ask him, wouldn’t it?”
He considered her theory; it was logical, except for the fact that Kate and Anthony were involved. “I’m not sure, Pen. I don’t believe Anthony would ever alter his schedule for anything or anyone, especially with hundreds of cast and crew members involved.”
Penelope furrowed her brow, gazing at Anthony as they approached him. She understood Colin’s perspective, but she also knew that Anthony was far from the cold-hearted, inflexible man people believed him to be. And she knew Colin was aware of this too, but their sibling bickering often clouded his judgment.
“And..." Colin trailed off, “I honestly find it hard to imagine Kate making such a request.”
He got her there, Penelope reflected before sighing. “You have a point,” she said.
Colin shrugged, as if he knew he was right, and then they realized they were too close to Anthony to continue the conversation. John and Rae, trailing behind, also huddled together under a shared umbrella, their voices rising in a heated debate, over which of their bosses seemed most stressed by the schedule change.
“I’ll have you know I was on a phonecall with Netflix before I was interrupted,” Rae complained, shielding her face from the rain with one hand as John held the umbrella selfishly close.
With a sharp pull, she brought the umbrella to her side, the accumulated rainwater showering John’s left side in a sudden cascade. John pulled the handle back from her, their hands locked in a tense tug-of-war, his words sharp, “Well, I had Scorsese on the phone—do you even know what that’s like?”
“No, you didn’t,” Rae retorted, yanking the umbrella again, “You were playing Call of Duty with the stunt coordinator when I arrived at your trailer.”
Anthony cleared his throat loudly, an impressive feat in the heavy rain, and the two assistants turned their attention to him, as well as Colin and Penelope, who both mirrored each other’s exasperation with their hands on their foreheads. Once they were suitably quiet, Anthony turned to the two actors, observing their cosy position together under the umbrella.
“You two prepared?” he asked, casting a quick glance at the now embarrassed assistants. “Because they might be more ready for this scene.”
Colin shot him a glare. “Are you trying to tell me how to do my job now?”
With his hands clasped behind his back, Anthony appeared less self-important than usual, perhaps because he was wearing a heavy, black raincoat. “That’s precisely why I’m here.”
Before Colin could retort and ignite a Bridgerton family feud right before her eyes, Penelope intervened, placing a hand on Colin’s chest and turning to the director. “We reviewed our lines just a few minutes ago, Anthony. Don’t worry.”
If Penelope were being honest, she had her own reservations. For one, she had only read her lines and not rehearsed them beforehand with Colin; a habit they’d fallen into since their first scene together. However, they were professionals and knew they had to do what was necessary. Besides, she knew exactly where to draw the necessary emotions for that scene, even if she didn’t like it.
The eldest Bridgerton sibling then looked at her, seeing the determination in her eyes, and nodded. As much as he enjoyed teasing Colin, he knew that he and Penelope had rarely caused any trouble during shooting, and he was confident they would perform brilliantly, even if it was last minute. He then walked a few steps to the right and pointed at the makeshift wall with stones and a door leading to a half-patio, all specially constructed for the movie.
“You’ll begin the scene here,” he said, gesturing to the partially covered patio, where the sound of the rain would be muted, yet visible in the film as an outside scene of the castle. “Leonidas is determined to go after Catherine and he’s leaving at a rapid pace,” Anthony summarised the scene. “Nora is hurrying after him, telling him he’s making a mistake.”
Both Colin and Penelope nodded, their eyes fixed on Anthony as he spoke.
“Once Leonidas declares he can’t live without Catherine, you’ll walk through the door without looking back,” Anthony said, gesturing towards Colin. Then he turned to Penelope and continued, “You pause for a moment so we can capture a shot of Colin on the left side and you on the right. Ideally, we’ll be able to shoot the wall between you two, but we’ll see how that looks on camera.” The two actors nodded, and Anthony concluded, “Then Nora will also walk through the door, and you two will finish the scene outside. Questions?”
The other two shook their heads simultaneously, and as always, Anthony took it as a signal to start. Within minutes, he was back in his chair, and the entire crew began preparing. Colin and Penelope handed over their rain-soaked capes to their assistants, revealing Colin’s dark blue doublet and Penelope’s brown vest and short wig underneath. Their hair and makeup artists quickly worked their magic in a few minutes; a palpable silence hung in the air as the actors consciously distanced themselves, needing quiet moments to gather themselves for the intense scene. After a brief interval, they proceeded to their designated positions at the top of the stone stairs, refraining from exchanging glances while taking deep breaths to fully embody their characters.
When Anthony shouted action, Colin descended the stairs with purposeful strides. Penelope waited until he reached the lower level before following him.
“Leo!” she called, her voice carrying over the sound of the rain falling around them.
Colin paused, his back to Penelope as she came down the stairs.
“Where do you think you’re going?” she asked, her steps and voice growing hesitant as she stared at his back.
With a slow, deliberate movement, Colin turned his head halfway, the corner of his eye fixated on Penelope. He swallowed hard, taking his time to respond. “I have to go after her, Nora,” he answered quietly.
She eyed his back incredulously, slowly approaching him; the rhythmic pitter-patter of rain on the floor was the only sound besides her breathing. “Have you lost your mind?” she asked.
Although this question would typically be a normal and exasperated one from her, this time it carried a different weight. This time, her voice held a vulnerability and gravity that Nora rarely displayed.
“Not yet,” he replied with a bitter smile. “But I might if I stay here.”
Penelope grimaced involuntarily, feeling the weight of that statement on both Nora and herself. “You don’t even know where she’s headed. Have you forgotten who you are? I know I always joke about your lack of importance to the throne, but you need to be clever. If the wrong person finds you, they will kill you. You know they will.”
“Then let them find me,” he declared, finally turning to face her. She could see the reflection of the light and shadows of their surroundings in his eyes.
“You cannot be serious,” she replied, craning her neck to look up at him, her voice tight with disbelief.
Colin looked away, chewing on his bottom lip before returning his gaze to her. “I’m tired, Nora. Tired of all of this. I have never desired the throne, nor am I suited for it. I just want to be free.”
“And Catherine will give you that?” Nora asked, glaring at him.
“Maybe,” he replied softly, before delivering the blow. “All I know is I can’t live without her.” And with that, he turned around and walked out the door, straight into the pouring rain.
Penelope watched him go, closing her eyes and taking a deep breath. Anthony didn’t need to tell her to wait inside because she knew she needed some time alone to process her emotions before continuing with the next lines.
Anthony called “cut,” and the camera crew sprang into action, repositioning equipment and adding rain covers while the director conferred with them. Penelope stood still, a hand on her chest, silently absorbing her feelings while Colin found temporary shelter from the rain.
The director soon yelled for them to resume filming. Penelope inhaled deeply, then walked through the doorway into the downpour; Colin, meanwhile, walked purposefully toward the woods, the sound of his boots crunching on the grass, as Leonidas prepared to depart the West Kingdom.
“And what about me?” she shouted after him, her heart pounding in her chest as Colin halted. “Can you live without me that easily?” she asked, tears welling up in her eyes as the rain fell on her face.
He turned to her, taking in her distressed state. And as the rain soaked him, dripping onto his eyes, cheeks, and lips, Colin couldn’t help but feel that the expression in Penelope’s eyes was painfully familiar.
“That’s not fair,” he said.
She shook her head, her lips trembling as she looked away and then back at him. “I thought I was your best friend,” she said, her voice wavering. “Wasn’t that what you told me?”
“You are,” he said, waving one hand emphatically. “Nora, you will always be—”
“Then why are you leaving me?” she interrupted, shaking her head. “A best friend wouldn’t do that,” she said, her voice cracking and tears streaming down her cheeks.
Colin stared, speechless, his breath hitching in his chest at Penelope’s sharp, accusing tone. Because that’s who it was: Penelope, not Nora. They had been there before, facing a similar dilemma, and the memory of Penelope’s icy glare still sent shivers down his spine.
In that moment, he froze, almost forgetting his lines. Then he grimaced, a pained expression crossing his face as he forced out the words before Anthony cut the scene. “We’ll meet again,” he croaked, his voice raw. Penelope pressed her lips together, a faint tremor in her jaw, and glanced down at her shoes, a clear sign of her disbelief. He persisted, “You’re safe now, Nora. You’ll be alright.”
She let out a humourless laugh, her voice tinged with tears. “What good is safety if I lose you?”
A jolt shot through Colin, and he sucked in a sharp breath. Fighting the urge to clutch his chest, he swallowed hard before approaching Penelope.
“You won’t,” he declared, his eyes blazing with a fierce intensity. His hands, rough yet gentle, tenderly caressed her face, his fingertips tracing the contours of her skin, and he pressed his lips softly against her forehead, a silent promise.
Penelope’s racing heart thudded against her chest, the sound echoing in her ears, drowning out the world around them. With a shuddering breath, she placed her hands on his forearms, feeling the warmth of his skin through her fingertips. Closing her eyes, she let herself surrender to the moment. It was absurd, really. When she had read that moment in the script, she had expected it to be like the rare occasions when she had kissed Colin’s cheek: a fleeting brush of affection. But having his lips against her skin was different.
After lingering for a moment, he pulled away and they looked at each other, rain falling between them. He whispered, “We will be back soon. I promise.”
She gazed at him, her expression suggesting that his words were insufficient. Nevertheless, he nodded his farewell, turned around, and walked away. Penelope watched him go, her heart heavy and a sob escaping her lips. She covered her mouth, but the tears continued to flow, an overwhelming sadness enveloping her.
“Cut!” Anthony finally called.
The redhead stood in the downpour, taking a deep breath. With shaking hands, she attempted to wipe her cheeks, although it seemed absurd given the circumstances. Nonetheless, she couldn’t control her emotions. She felt completely unsettled, unsure of how to compose herself. Her surroundings barely registered in her mind until Colin approached, his footsteps echoing clearly through the rain before he hugged her.
She closed her eyes tightly, feeling her nose burn as his warmth intensified her urge to cry. “I’m okay,” she murmured, the words barely audible as her chin rested on his shoulder, feeling the comforting weight of his arm around her, her own arms loosely encircling him in return. A slight sniff escaped her as she pressed an index finger to her eye, fighting back the tears.
“I’m sorry, Pen,” he whispered, his breath warm against her ear as he held her close, cradling her head gently.
She shook her head as if he was being silly, even though he was accurately sensing her distress. “It’s alright, Colin,” she said, leaning away from him, her attempt at a reassuring smile quivering on her lips. “This is some powerful stuff,” she joked, wiping her left cheek with her palm. “Charlotte really got to me.”
Colin offered a small, reassuring smile, the tension in his shoulders easing as he realised her lighthearted attitude meant they were alright.
“Everything okay over here?” Anthony appeared by their side, getting his raincoat soaked as he placed a hand on Colin’s shoulder and another on Penelope’s. It was clear that he had noticed both actors were overwhelmed.
Surprisingly, Colin’s smile grew a little bigger. Penelope was right, as always. Anthony did mean well most of the time.
“We’re fine,” Penelope answered, a sniffle escaping her as she wiped her nose. “Do we need to do another take?”
Anthony shook his head, tightening his grip on their shoulders. “Let’s move on to the next scene, shall we?” He then lowered his arms and glanced at their drenched outfits. “Just get dry first.”
After rescheduling a major filming scene, Anthony had expected the day to be less tiring. However, as he made his way back to his trailer, exhaustion weighed heavily on him. Surely he should have realized by then that a shower and sleep are the perfect remedies for a long day. Yet, somehow, he made the grave mistake of diverting his path to the cafeteria in order to grab one last cup of coffee.
It was nearing midnight, and he anticipated that the cafeteria would be deserted except for the pump thermos kept on a side table, providing hot water, tea, and coffee at any hour. However, upon approaching the table, he noticed a solitary figure sitting at one of the tables, quietly sipping tea.
“Busy day?” Kate inquired casually, tinkering with her steaming cup.
Anthony paused by the side table, gazing at her momentarily. “Yeah,” he murmured, the sound barely audible above the gentle hiss of the thermos as he dispensed coffee into a paper cup.
The actress emitted a low hum, her eyes fixed on her yellow tea as she swirled it with her hand. “I was surprised by the last-minute change in the shooting schedule today,” she remarked.
The director paused, his cup suspended in mid-air, before lifting it to his lips. “I’m sorry about that,” he muttered, wishing he could disappear into thin air and avoid further conversation.
However, Kate furrowed her brow, prompting him to continue. “Why did you change the shooting schedule again?” she inquired, meeting his gaze.
Pressing his lips together, he leaned on the table with one hand, attempting to appear nonchalant. “One of the extras sprained their ankle,” he explained, taking another sip of his coffee.
The corner of Kate’s mouth twitched, and she raised an eyebrow. “One of the extras?”
Anthony nodded, throwing his head back as he finished his coffee in a flash, the clatter of the cup hitting the trash can echoing in the otherwise quiet room, just as Kate rose to her feet and walked towards him.
“Out of hundreds of extras. You decided to delay filming a scene because one of them sprained their ankle,” she stated, positioning herself in front of Anthony and leaning on the table as well. “You, of all people.”
Knowing he was walking on thin ice, Anthony’s jaw tightened, a single, almost imperceptible nod the only response he offered.
The woman then crossed her arms. “It wouldn’t happen to have anything to do with the weather, would it?”
Anthony pursed his lips, a slight frown etching itself onto his face, before shaking his head and uttering, “No.”
His reaction only served to confirm Kate’s suspicions, as she eyed him skeptically. “Because if it did I would just like to let you know that it’s completely unnecessary, not to mention absurd—”
“Absurd?” Anthony interrupted, his wounded pride betraying him.
She locked eyes with him. “Yes. What else would you call inconveniencing hundreds of people for the sake of one person?”
He crossed his arms defiantly. “I’d say it depends on the person,” he retorted. “And it depends on the reason.”
Kate’s knuckles whitened around the edge of the table as she finally decided to end their ridiculous game. “Anthony,” she said, “please tell me you didn’t reschedule today because of me.”
She knew it might sound entitled and impossible to think someone would do that for her, especially Anthony. But after the events of the previous weeks, it didn’t seem that absurd.
Anthony pressed his lips together, exhaling harshly through his nose as he put his hands on his hips and stared down at his shoes, his universal sign of being caught red-handed.
Kate’s eyes widened in disbelief. “Anthony, tell me—”
“So what if I did?” Anthony blurted out, staring her down, momentarily rendering her speechless. “Kate, after what I witnessed—”
“I’m not some weak little girl that needs your protection,” she replied, her voice rising, struggling to understand how they had reached this point. “When I shared my fears with you, it wasn’t so you could do this.”
He scrubbed a hand across his tired face before he let his hand drop to his side with a slap, and muttered, “Then what was I supposed to do?”
“You didn’t have to do anything,” she exclaimed, her shoulders slumping in a frustrated shrug. “I’ve been living my life and doing my work just fine all this time. I don’t need your pity.”
“Is that what you think this is?” he said, his voice tight with defiance, disbelief etched on his face. “That I’m pitying you.”
Kate paused, her mouth open mid-air, but before she could retort, he continued.
“Is it really so inconceivable that I might worry?” he said, raising his eyebrows. “That maybe I didn’t want to subject you to something that obviously tortures you when it’s unnecessary?”
Pressing her lips together, she shook her head, a wave of panic flooding her veins as she struggled to process his words. “You can’t keep doing this,” she said.
He retorted, “Doing what?”
“All of it!” she exclaimed, gesturing wildly at everything around them. “Just stop.”
She wanted to list all the things that were unravelling her, but the courage escaped her. However, she knew Anthony understood what she meant. Breaking security protocols, messing up multiple scenes—whatever was happening between them, it needed to end. Because the more Anthony acted that way, the more real it became. And she wasn’t prepared for that, she couldn’t have that.
Anthony took in her panicked expression, taking a deep breath before he said, “I don’t know what you think this is,” he emphasised the this, raising his eyebrows as he stared into her brown eyes. “But regardless of what you might think of me, I do care about all actors under my resposibility, yourself included. And I would never purposefully make them to do something that clearly makes them uncomfortable.”
Taken aback, she felt a wave of heat rise to her face, her protest dying on her lips as he continued.
“You don’t have to worry about my personal feelings. You didn’t at the beginning, and you don’t have to start now,” he declared, a nervous swallow catching in his throat as his eyes darted around her face. “As they are completely irrelevant to this set,” he said softly, his eyes holding hers for a moment before he turned and walked away.
Frozen where she stood, Kate stared at the archway he’d disappeared through, a hand on her chest as her pulse raced.
In hindsight, they should have realized that scheduling a party on their day off was a mistake. They had a past of bad luck on their free time, so tempting fate was just plain foolish.
However, it was Thomas’ birthday, and he had been eagerly anticipating building a massive bonfire and spending the night drinking and dancing. So, on a chilly winter night, his wishes were fulfilled when the crew went the extra mile and even obtained a permit from New Zealand’s fire emergency department to light the bonfire.
Usually, Anthony avoided such events, his dislike of parties being well-known, but that day a persistent, nagging feeling compelled him to attend. He wished he could say it was because of Thomas’ friendship or a desire to please the cast and crew, but honestly, the main reason was the prospect of seeing Kate. Even if she was barely talking to him, he was painfully but surely learning that sometimes just seeing her was enough.
As soon as he walked into the small clearing, his ears were assaulted by the cacophony of loud voices, raucous laughter, and off-key singing. He grimaced, his usual distaste for noisy gatherings kicking in, until he actually saw it. A crowd of around three or four dozen people had gathered around the bonfire. Some were chatting and laughing with beers in hand, while others were relaxing in folding chairs, enjoying their pumpkin soup.
“Anthony!” Thomas exclaimed, his glazed-over eyes betraying his inebriation. “I’m so glad you’re here,” he said, hugging Anthony a little too tightly.
The director paused, the air whooshing from his lungs under the weight of his friend’s crushing embrace, then patted his friend’s back. “Happy birthday, Thomas,” he said, and as they pulled away, he handed him a small, modestly wrapped package.
Thomas grinned, looking back and forth between the gift and Anthony. “You didn’t have to,” he said before accepting it.
“Of course I did,” Anthony replied with a polite smile.
Thomas then placed a hand on Anthony’s shoulder and gestured towards the gathering around them. “Grab something to eat and drink,” he said, indicating a small table laden with food and beer bottles a few meters away. “And for once in your life, have some fun, will you?”
The other man rolled his eyes before nodding, then walked towards the food and beverages table as suggested. He looked around at the familiar faces and quickly spotted Kate, engaged in a lively conversation with Penelope and Genevieve. That night, she wore a beige turtleneck dress that hugged her curves, her hair in loose waves, and golden hoop earrings dangling from her ears. Their eyes met, and after a brief, lingering gaze, she turned her attention back to the girls chatting.
A frustrated huff escaped Anthony’s lips as he snatched up a foam bowl, before he reached for a bottle of beer. He turned around and, surveying the crowd, weighed his options. Despite knowing nearly everyone present, he would be dishonest if he claimed it would feel effortless to approach any of them and initiate a conversation. Anthony was simply that kind of person; he was a man burdened with many tasks and obligations, which served as ideal justifications for his reluctance to engage in social activities.
However, his attention was suddenly caught by a lone man sitting on a foldable chair, quietly eating as he watched the bonfire, the flames reflecting in his eyes.
“Are my eyes deceiving me?” Colin broke into a slight smile upon seeing Anthony approach. “Because that can’t possibly be my brother being social.”
Annoyed, Anthony shot Colin a look before sitting down beside him. “It’s not exactly like I could skip it,” he grumbled, swirling his plastic spoon in the soup before eating.
A deep “uh-hum” rumbled in Colin’s chest before he shook his head and concentrated on his meal. A moment of silence passed between the brothers, each lost in thought, before Anthony inhaled deeply and looked at Colin, who was more focused on his spoon than his food.
“You don’t seem very social today either,” he commented.
With a frustrated sigh, Colin drummed his spoon on the bowl, his gaze briefly lifting before returning to his soup. “I’m just feeling a little under the weather,” he said before taking a spoonful.
The director frowned, realising that his brother was more downcast than he had initially thought. He then turned to look in the direction Colin had been staring, only to see the same group Anthony had been observing earlier. Kate, Genevieve, and... Penelope.
“Everything alright?” he found himself asking, causing Colin to whip his head towards him in surprise.
Colin furrowed his eyebrows, surprised that Anthony, of all people, picked up his sour mood. A slight grimace crossed his face before he reached for his beer, which sat beside his chair.
“Just fine,” he replied, a long, weary sigh escaping his lips as he took a swig from his bottle, his gaze returning to Penelope amidst the crowd
He had lied, naturally. Or at least he thought he did.
Since resuming filming, Colin felt a persistent, unsettling unease about Penelope, a sense that something was deeply wrong. Or maybe even before that. But because he didn’t see her daily back then, odd comments, unusual questions, or her absence from events like Daphne’s wedding were easier to ignore when time between their meetings lengthened. However, now that they were back to spending every day together, her slightly distant demeanour was hard to ignore.
And it would have been fine, were it not for the persistent worry in his stomach. He liked to believe that she had forgiven him months ago, and their relationship was back on track. But sometimes Penelope’s subtle distance made him question if their slate was truly clean.
As Genevieve moved to grab a drink, Penelope felt his eyes on her and glanced at him, sending a small, shy smile before returning to the conversation. Kate noticed Penelope’s change in focus, turning slightly to see Colin and Anthony at the other end of Penelope’s previous gaze. Anthony quickly noticed her, his stare lingering on her as she turned, sighing softly before refocusing on her friend.
“So, how are things going?” Kate asked, seizing the opportunity of their momentary privacy.
Understanding exactly what Kate meant, Penelope pursed her lips and shrugged, slipping her hands into her coat pockets as she surveyed the party. “The same,” she replied, attempting to conceal the bitterness in her voice. “We’re friends, great friends.”
“And that will never change,” Kate interpreted her answer.
Penelope paused, a subtle frown appearing on her face before nodding.
Noticing her hesitation, Kate asked, “What is it?”
Penelope shook her head. “Nothing, just...” She looked down at her fingers, fiddling with them before refocusing on her friend. “Life imitates art, that’s all.”
Kate furrowed her brow, not understanding what Penelope meant. Noticing her confusion, the redhead scratched her forehead, then let her hand fall to her side.
“A few days ago, we shot this scene...” She trailed off, and Kate nodded, encouraging her to continue. “Leonidas leaving Nora behind to go after Catherine.”
Suddenly understanding, Kate shook her head, saying, “Pen, that’s not—”
“It’s okay, Kate,” Penelope interrupted, her hands heavy in her pockets as she swayed back and forth, eyes fixed on her feet. “It’s life, it’s just inevitable. No matter how great of friends we are, he’s still going to find someone he wants to spend the rest of his life with. And then he just won’t... he won’t be there to answer my calls right away, or drink my wine so I won’t get drunk, or prioritise spending his free days with me. He just won’t be around as much, and, I mean…” she added, her eyes shining unnaturally. “Isn’t that what Charlotte was trying to teach with the whole Leonidas and Nora story? Some things are temporary, life goes on, and friends drift apart.”
Kate frowned, finding Penelope’s interpretation of both life and the book flawed. “It depends,” she said.
Penelope offered a wry smile. “What does it depend on?”
The other woman let out breath, hating that his words were still echoing in her head. “It depends on the person,” she said, her mind inevitably returning to her argument with Anthony at the cafeteria, as accustomed as it was to gravitate towards him at any given moment.
The redhead shook her head and looked down at her boots, as if that answer didn’t help at all. If it depended on Colin choosing her, then it was a fight she’d been losing for decades.
Meanwhile, Kate couldn’t help but let her gaze wander back to Anthony. His black casual long-sleeved shirt and pants, layered with a grey jacket, formed a sharp, relaxed look that she had to admit was very attractive. Her eyes then followed him as he made his way towards the food table again, completely unaware of her stare.
As Anthony lifted the lid of the aluminum pot, he frowned upon seeing that the soup had already run out. A wave of genuine disappointment washed over him; that had truly been the highlight of the otherwise lacklustre gathering. However, his thoughts were interrupted by the sound of a camera clicking to his right. When he turned towards the sound, he saw Edwina holding up her phone with a smile on her face.
Once Anthony lowered the lid, giving her a theatrical, annoyed look, she giggled, raising her hands in mock surrender. “Agatha said it was good for traction when I posted those BTS pictures,” she said. “I’m just trying to please the boss.”
Despite the shake of his head, a nearly imperceptible curl of his lips betrayed Anthony’s amusement. It was simply unavoidable with Edwina; she possessed what many on set described as an adorable personality, even for someone as cranky as him.
“As long as you don’t take pictures of my scenes, feel free to capture me being disappointed at Thomas’ party,” he joked as he reached for another beer bottle.
“Really?” Edwina smiled mischievously, playfully pursing her lips and tapping her chin. “You know, you keep ruining the image they painted of you,” she said.
Curious, Anthony raised an eyebrow as he popped the bottle cap off with the bottle opener. “And what image is that?” he asked.
Pretending to think hard, Edwina replied, “Something along the lines of a moody, closed-off director who threatens to toss people’s phones if they even think about taking pictures on set.”
Anthony paused, the bottle hovering near his lips. He almost said it was absurd, but then he realized that perhaps it wasn’t too far from the truth. “I have a feeling you might be lying to me. I’m sure your sister has far worse things to say about me,” he finally said.
Edwina laughed, and a smile tugged at Anthony’s lips before he took a swig of his beer.
“Didn’t you mention you were snapping a photo of Thomas arm wrestling Cressida, bon?” Kate’s voice chimed in from behind Edwina.
Anthony raised an eyebrow, not particularly eager to know the context of that picture, while Edwina blinked in surprise at her sister’s sudden appearance.
“Oh, Cressida mentioned that she needed to redo her nails first,” Edwina explained. “She should be back soon.”
“I see,” Kate said sharply, snatching up a few bread buns.
“I’ve got something even more rare, a snapshot of our daring director in his natural habitat,” Edwina quipped, gesturing towards Anthony with a chuckle.
This time, however, Anthony didn’t smile; he simply glanced at Kate and then nodded at Edwina.
“Really?” Kate questioned, her jaw tensing slightly. “That’s rare indeed,” she continued in a dry tone.
“He’s not as terrible as you make him out to be, didi,” Edwina playfully continued, winking at Anthony. “Though I must admit, I preferred the first picture I took of you, when you were smiling.”
A tense smile played on Anthony’s lips as he focused on peeling the label off his beer. “I promise I’ll be smiling in the next one.”
“Okay, deal,” Edwina said, the brightness of her smile a stark contrast to Kate’s quiet, brooding frown. “I’m heading over to talk to Margaret. She mentioned her aunt is a publicist. Can you believe that?”
Kate nodded slowly before murmuring, “Okay, bon, have fun,” pointedly avoiding Anthony’s gaze.
And then Edwina left, just as oblivious as when she arrived. Kate remained still for a moment, glancing at Anthony before reaching for the cauldron. Anthony didn’t move away or return to his seat next to Colin. He stood rooted to the spot, pretending to be focused on the label of his beer.
“It ran out,” he said without looking at her, though he was fully aware that she was about to pour more soup into her bowl.
Kate paused with the aluminium lid mid air, the flames from the bonfire reflecting in it as she stared at Anthony.
“Oh,” she said, the metallic clang of the closing pan echoing as she stared at him.
She pressed her lips together, leaning on the table as she continued to gaze at the side of Anthony’s face. “I’m surprised to see you here today.”
Anthony’s head whipped towards her, shocked that she had willingly spoken to him at that moment. “You know how it is. I wouldn’t hear the end of it if I skipped it,” he replied.
Kate nodded slowly, their eyes meeting briefly before she looked away and reached for a bottle of beer herself. Taking a deep breath, she said, “Edwina is definitely happy you’re here.”
He furrowed his eyebrows. Edwina? What did she have to do with anything? “I think your sister is happy about a lot of things,” he commented, a slight smile playing on his lips as he looked at Edwina and Margaret, who were engaged in lively conversation and laughter.
Kate, however, didn’t follow his gaze. She pressed her lips together and reached for the bottle opener to remove the cap. Though she succeeded swiftly, the motion resulted in a painful gash on her thumb, the blood welling immediately. Familiar with such incidents, Kate pressed her lips against the wound to stem the flow of blood.
Quickly noticing her accident from the corner of his eye, Anthony reacted instantly. He grabbed a napkin and, without hesitation, pressed it to her bleeding cut. Grimacing, he saw the blood seeping through the white fabric.
“I should have opened that for you,” he blurted out instantly, a remark that slipped out without thinking, even though he knew she would respond in her predictable way. Something along the lines of not needing anyone’s help and being perfectly capable of doing it herself.
Kate let out a shaky laugh, the pain in her hand dampening her usual sarcasm. “You and your gallantry,” she said, gazing at his thumb pressing down on her cut to stop the bleeding. “No wonder women fall all over themselves for you.”
He furrowed his brow, his grip weakening in her hand. That was a new one, for sure. Among the many names that were used to describe him throughout his life, gallant was never one of them. Yet there was something in Kate’s tone that showed it wasn’t exactly a compliment, so he looked at her with a puzzled expression.
“What are you talking about?” he asked plainly, too confused to respond to her sarcasm in kind.
“I mean, isn’t that what you do?” she asked. “Saving helpless women in car wrecks, listening to all their troubles, posing for countless pictures on their Instagram as long as they’re happy, that sort of thing,” she finished with a huff.
Anthony furrowed his brow even more, immediately releasing Kate’s hand. He wasn’t sure what Kate was accusing him of this time, but he didn’t like it one bit. With a shake of his head, he left his bottle on the table and swiftly turned around, marching away from that cursed party.
Kate widened her eyes, caught off guard by his reaction. Since she had witnessed him speaking with Edwina, her emotions had been building to a point of confrontation, but now she was shocked by the depth of hurt she saw in his eyes.
Cursing under her breath, she too left her bottle on the table, rushing after the director, regardless of the eyes watching them.
“What’s going on?” Penelope asked, her gaze following Kate as she practically ran after Anthony.
“I don’t know,” Colin replied with a sigh, his eyebrows furrowing at the scene before he glanced down at the bottle in his hands. “You were the one with her until five minutes ago.”
Penelope narrowed her eyes at him. She could tell he was in a sour mood the moment she sat in Anthony’s empty chair beside him. “We’re allowed to have other friends, you know,” she said, attempting to lighten the mood with a joke.
Colin sighed, feeling slightly foolish for sulking. He didn’t mean to come across as a jealous friend; he simply couldn’t shake the odd, painful, inexplicable feeling in his gut. Shaking his head, he took a sip from his bottle, trying to snap himself out of his own nonsense.
“Weren’t you just with Anthony too?” she asked, trying to change the subject.
A gust of wind passed by, causing Penelope to shiver before she scooted her chair closer to Colin’s for warmth. She fought the urge to focus on his broad frame beneath the brown sweater, or the cloying musk of his cologne that filled her senses; thankfully, her phone vibrated, pulling her attention away as she retrieved it.
“I suppose, but you know Anthony,” Colin shrugged. “He’s as closed off as they come.”
Penelope nodded as she unlocked her phone screen. “Kate isn’t much better,” she commented.
Penelope had miraculously got some personal venting from the older actress in the dressing room that day, a rare occurrence, as Kate usually kept to herself. Because of their relatable experiences with dating and its associated heartaches, the women intuitively understood each other, often requiring minimal words to convey their feelings; however, this also meant that Kate could get away with being guarded.
A Debling: I’m going to be in your area next week
A Debling: we can meet again if you like
Penelope’s current thought process came to a halt as she glanced at the two messages on her phone screen. The texts between Alfred and her had been infrequent since their initial encounter—just a casual exchange of words. Yet, Penelope couldn’t deny that this flirtatious interest was a refreshing change in her life. However, as she read his words, a slight aversion stirred in her stomach.
It was strange, really; as far as Penelope knew, Alfred was perfectly nice, intelligent, and thoughtful. One would think she’d be thrilled at the possibility of seeing him, but instead, it felt just... okay.
“Is everything alright?” Colin’s voice brought her back to their conversation.
She quickly locked her phone and hid it in her pocket, feeling uncomfortable with the idea of Colin seeing a text from Alfred.
“Yeah, fine,” she replied hastily.
Colin looked at her suspiciously, but decided not to question her, finishing his beer and placing the bottle back on the ground. Now, not only did the strange feeling in his gut not fade, but it surged back with renewed force.
“I think I should head out. I need to wake up early tomorrow,” he said, letting out a long, weary sigh. “Agatha asked for some sort of meeting first thing in the morning.”
Penelope furrowed her brow at this news. “You too?” she asked.
Confused, Colin turned to her and asked, “What do you mean?”
“She called me too,” Penelope explained. “Said she was returning tonight and we should talk tomorrow morning.”
Colin blinked, not understanding why Agatha would schedule separate meetings with both of them as soon as she arrived. It was definitely odd, if not concerning.
“What time?” He asked.
“Seven,” Penelope said, her face twisting in displeasure at the meeting’s early hour. However, she knew it was the only available time since filming would begin shortly after on Monday.
“That doesn’t make any sense,” Colin remarked. Curious, Penelope looked at him and he continued, “Why would she schedule a meeting for both of us without informing us?”
Penelope frowned, understanding instantly. “Your meeting is at seven, too?” she asked, and he nodded. “Did she tell you why?”
Colin shook his head, and Penelope pressed her lips together, realising that Agatha hadn’t disclosed the reason for their meeting either. They exchanged worried glances as a wave of concern washed over them. When productions were unclear about the purpose of a meeting or the participants involved, it usually meant bad news.
“Anthony!”
He stopped abruptly, refusing to turn around when his name was called. Surrounded by moonlit parked trailers, the cool night air filled his lungs as he closed his eyes. Behind him, she approached with slow and hesitant steps, the crunching leaves under her feet betraying her presence.
“I... I’m sorry, alright?” she said, unsure of how to navigate the situation.
With a deep breath, Anthony placed his hands on his hips, his body tensing as he turned. “You seem to believe that you hold no importance to me, so I fail to see how an apology would make any difference.”
Kate recoiled as though she had been slapped. Typically, she would agree that she’d been crazy, ending the conversation right there. However, because that day was anything but ordinary, and for once, Anthony had actually expressed some form of emotion, she couldn’t help but feel undeniably intrigued.
“Well, am I?” she challenged, her dark brown eyes blazing with defiance, reflecting the silvery light of the moon.
Anthony remained motionless, a thoughtful chew on his lip, hands planted on his hips, his face in the half-light, staring at her without a word.
Frustrated, Kate approached him. “Am I of any importance to you at all?” she repeated, her gaze searching his face for understanding. “Because honestly, I can’t—”
“Why do you think I came today?” Anthony’s voice, rough and husky, cut through the air, his eyes fixed on hers with an unnerving intensity.
Kate furrowed her brow. It couldn’t be, she thought. None of it made sense. Yet, there she was, her heart a frantic drum against her ribs, her skin tingling under the intensity of his gaze.
“I don’t know,” she answered, her eyes fixated on his lips, where his teeth were still clamped down, before she abruptly shifted her gaze back to his eyes. A blush crept onto her cheeks. “Honestly, I don’t understand a single thing you do.”
“You’re not much better,” he replied, his gaze lingering on her lips before flitting away. She frowned and tilted her head, clearly confused, but before she could speak up, he explained, “I thought you said I had to stop doing all of it,” he replied, repeating her previous words, “So I don’t get why you keep coming after me.”
Her mouth fell open, catching his attention once again. “I was worried about my sister,” she said defensively.
Once again, it was Anthony’s turn to be confused. “Kate, what does your sister have to do with any of this?” he finally asked.
She pressed her lips together, lifting her chin in a haughty stance, but her composure faltered as her gaze lingered on his mouth. “Since she’s younger than me, it’s easier to win her over with your charm and smiles.”
A bizarre, erratic thumping echoed in Anthony’s chest as his heart did the weirdest leap. He realized that everything Kate had just said was completely absurd, from implying that he was flirting with Edwina to talking about his smile. In reality, he couldn’t even remember the last time someone had paid attention to such a detail about him. As he observed Kate’s tense expression, he felt his stomach flip in a somersault-like motion. It was in that moment that a sudden realisation struck him.
She was jealous. Kate was absurdly, genuinely…. jealous.
“My what?” he asked, his breath catching in his throat, eyes alight with delight as he advanced towards her, his shadow falling across her features.
Kate blinked, a warmth spreading through her as his face lit up in a dazzling smile, brighter than any she had seen before. Her breath hitched, and her palms grew sweaty.
“You... you know what I mean,” she whispered, inhaling deeply. The fact that his face was so close to hers wasn’t helping at all.
Yet, he seemed even more amused by her response. “No, I really don’t,” he said, biting his lip again as he looked at her, his smile so big that he couldn’t even hide it.
She shook her head, her hair falling over her eyes, winded from his nearness. She was losing the argument and didn’t even understand how.
“Don’t pretend to be clueless.” Anthony was so elated at that point that he didn’t even reply, he just kept nodding, staring at her mouth as she continued to ramble. “I know how much attention my sister attracts. Naturally, you would like her and you can’t help it. You attract every woman in your vicinity, but you cannot—will you stop looking at me like that?” She widened her eyes at him, feeling increasingly breathless and unsettled.
On the other hand, Anthony’s mood couldn’t be better. “Are you done?” he asked, his warm breath ghosting over her face as a grin stretched his lips, sending shivers down her spine.
“I...” she took a breath, her heart racing as his eyes remained fixed on her, with a look she couldn’t describe. She furrowed her eyebrows, still panting as her pride tried to take over. “No, I...” Her chest rose and fell as she once again gazed at his lips. “I...”
At that moment, Anthony had reached his limit. He grabbed her by the neck, pulling her into a kiss. Kate gasped, a searing fire erupting through her veins before her arm snaked around his neck. She reached out, her fingers sinking into his thick, soft hair, a sensation she’d longed for, causing Anthony to groan. Drawing her closer, he slipped his arm around her waist, tilting his head to deepen their kiss. Her pulse quickened, her grip on him tightening as they drew nearer.
As she felt her feet moving, her back slammed against the cold metal wall of what she vaguely hoped was an empty trailer, before she was again distracted when Anthony started kissing her jaw. Her other arm went around his back, fingers digging into his shoulder blade, feeling the warmth radiating from his skin through his shirt. The touch of his lips on her neck made her knees buckle, a gasp escaping her lips as her eyes fluttered open. Suddenly, as she looked around behind Anthony and saw the row of trailers, she remembered where they were and who they were. And even as he continued to kiss her throat, a whisper of fear crept in.
“Wait,” she whispered, feeling the brush of his lips on her skin, making her sigh softly before she mustered the courage to say, “Stop,” pushing him away. The coolness of the air hit her flushed skin, heightening her awareness of the situation. “We can’t...” she gasped, her voice breathless, trailing off as the weight of the situation settled upon her. “We can’t do this.”
He furrowed his brow, his chest rising and falling as he caught his own breath.
“I’m not...” she began, her breath hitching in her throat. A hand flew to her chest, feeling her heart pounding against her ribcage as a wave of panic crashed over her. “I’m not the kind of person who would have an affair with the director. I can’t be,” she declared, her voice trembling with a mix of fear and desperation, before she quickly turned and fled from the trailer.
But not before seeing Anthony’s pain mirrored in his eyes once again.
When morning arrived and Colin found himself standing at Agatha’s trailer door, He couldn’t help but wish that he had retired to bed even earlier, as weariness clung to his body. With a sigh, he watched the sun rise, and soon spotted Penelope approaching. She donned a long burgundy coat, carefully cinched at the waist with a belt, accentuating her fiery hair that seemed to radiate warmth against the cool morning air. The crispness of the atmosphere caused their breath to materialise in small puffs, dissipating into the surrounding stillness.
Now that she was there, he had no excuse not to enter, and he had to admit he was nervous. He couldn’t think of a single reason why their movie producer would want to talk to them, which led his mind to imagine the worst-case scenarios.
As Penelope came closer and greeted him with a shaky smile, he realized he wasn’t the only one feeling anxious
“Ready?” he asked her as she stopped in front of him.
She took a deep breath and replied, “As I’ll ever be.”
Finally, he knocked on the door and opened it, stepping inside when Agatha called out for them to enter.
And as soon as Colin spotted not just Agatha but also Charlotte, he knew something bad was happening. Penelope came to a standstill at his side, her body tight as her gaze fell on the two ladies, likely sharing his concerns.
“Ah, Colin, Penelope, good morning,” Agatha greeted them with a bright smile, motioning towards the chairs by the dining table. “Please, have a seat,” she said.
Charlotte’s mood seemed less cheerful, her eyes scanning them from head to toe with a cursory glance as she muttered a perfunctory “good morning” while they sat.
“Um... did you have a nice flight?” Penelope asked, her small voice strained, a nervous smile playing on her lips as she glanced between the two.
“Yes,” Agatha replied, picking up two steaming cups of coffee and placing them in front of the actors before sitting down across from them. “As pleasant as a 33-hour trip can be,” she added with a tired sigh. She then noticed the duo in front of her eying their beverages cautiously. “I know it may not be your preference, but I thought you might need it. Please, go ahead,” she gestured towards their cups, encouraging them to drink.
Meanwhile, Charlotte leaned against the wall next to Agatha’s seat, crossing her arms and observing the scene with her keen eyes. She raised an eyebrow and asked, “Where’s Anthony?”
Penelope and Colin exchanged a meaningful glance, their cups frozen midway to their lips. Anthony was supposed to be at the meeting too? That was not good, not good at all. Penelope placed her trembling hands back on the table as she peered into the reflection of her dark, brown liquid. She silently wished Agatha had offered her a drink instead.
“He’s not answering his phone,” Agatha replied. “It’s my fault. I should have informed him earlier that we needed him here. He was probably busy yesterday.”
Colin furrowed his brow, momentarily forgetting his own rising panic to ponder why Anthony would ignore a call, especially from Agatha. While he wasn’t a big texter, he never missed a call from work. That was completely abnormal, even for a Sunday. Glancing at Agatha, Colin saw that she shared his concern but refrained from mentioning it in front of Charlotte.
“Shall we get started then?” the author impatiently exhaled. “I still need to unpack.”
“Alright,” Agatha answered promptly, intertwining her fingers on the table as she gazed at the two actors, who were shifting uncomfortably in their seats. “I’m sure both of you are curious as to why we called you here. I apologise for not providing any details beforehand, but I assure you there’s nothing to worry about.”
Penelope nervously bit her bottom lip, feeling only a slight sense of relief. From the corner of her eye, she noticed Colin’s grip on his mug loosen.
Charlotte scoffed, shaking her head. “Yes, they have nothing to worry about,” implying that it was actually she, or perhaps Agatha, who should be concerned.
Furrowing their brows in unison, Colin and Penelope returned to feeling completely unsettled.
The producer restrained an eye roll towards her friend and dismissively waved her hand before refocusing on the pair in front of her. “We’re making a few changes to the storyline, nothing too drastic for now,” the producer explained.
“For now,” Colin repeated, studying Agatha’s expression, sensing a significant shift in the future was implied.
“Yes,” Agatha replied, her gaze acknowledging his implied question, “for now.”
“What kind of changes?” Penelope asked, furrowing her forehead and not understanding why any alterations were necessary.
Agatha pressed her lips together in response, and Charlotte scoffed once again, earning a glare from the other woman.
“Let me be perfectly clear,” the author interjected, clearly fed up with Agatha’s hesitation. Still with her arms crossed, she pointed at the couple with her index finger. “You two have caused a frenzy online. The audience is demanding a romantic plotline between Nora and Leonidas, and we’re considering giving it to them.”
Penelope felt as if her heart had stopped. It almost felt like she was still in bed, caught in an absurd dream. Because that couldn’t possibly be what Charlotte just said. The internet often demanded various things from stories, wild fantasies that went unheard by most writers and producers. Charlotte and Agatha would be no different, certainly not because of Penelope and Colin.
By her side, Penelope sensed Colin growing quiet and his body tensing. She took it as a positive sign he wasn’t vehemently protesting, at least.
Agatha raised her hand to stop Charlotte from continuing, fearing that Penelope and Colin would bombard them with a million questions. “That’s not exactly how it is, and you know that,” she told the writer. Charlotte simply raised her eyebrows in response. “First, there have always been fans who requested this plotline since the books,” Agatha explained, looking at Colin and Penelope hoping to defuse the situation. “I’m sure Charlotte saw some validity in what they were saying, which is why she agreed to do a trial run,” she added, pointedly glancing at her friend.
Charlotte rolled her eyes and waved her hand at the producer, not wanting to appear as if she was giving in.
“A trial run?” Colin finally found his voice, sounding more strained than usual.
Agatha looked at him and nodded. “We’re simply adding one scene to gauge the public’s reaction. We need to be cautious with any modifications we make for obvious reasons.”
Considering the history of book adaptations failing to meet the expectations of fans, the choice to change the storyline of this already beloved saga was undoubtedly a daring one.
“Just one scene?” Penelope asked, feeling her throat tighten. If it was only one scene, it couldn’t be that bad, right?
Agatha nodded and turned to Charlotte, about to request the script. However, Charlotte was already one step ahead, handing her two sheets of paper before she even had the chance to speak. Agatha then passed one sheet to Colin and the other to Penelope, explaining the plan. “The idea is to film a dream sequence, specifically Leonida’s.” As both actors picked up the extra page and began reading, Agatha continued, “This way, if it doesn’t resonate well with the audience, we can simply ignore it in the next movie and proceed as originally planned.”
“And if it does resonate well?” Colin asked, pausing his reading as he gazed at Agatha expectantly.
The producer paused, tilting her head before glancing at Charlotte. Charlotte raised an eyebrow, placing a finger under her chin as she cryptically replied, “We shall see.”
Meanwhile, lost in her script, Penelope’s eyes landed on a sentence that sent a jolt through her, making her heart leap.
“Um,” she paused, swallowing hard, trying to conceal the tumultuous emotions brewing within her. “It’s a kiss scene,” she stated, sensing Colin’s immediate return of focus to the page from her peripheral vision.
“Yes,” Agatha nodded, looking at Penelope as if she understood what was the problem, when she clearly couldn’t even have a clue. “I felt it was important to discuss this with you personally as, while it was on your contract that such scenes could happen, you obviously weren’t expecting it, given the character you auditioned for. In case you feel uncomfortable, let me know and we will find a way around it,” she explained kindly, and Penelope would have hugged the woman if only that was the actual problem. “Give it some thought; but rest assured your disagreement, should you express it, won’t change my opinion of your performance.”
Penelope nodded almost absentmindedly, her mind going a mile per minute. She wished she could better appreciate Agatha and Anthony’s absurd kindness, a stark contrast to the industry’s harsh realities. But she was too overwhelmed to think straight.
“You too, Colin,” Agatha added, noticing his silence. “You can always speak up if anything on set makes you uncomfortable.”
He nodded, grateful for the gesture but too stunned to respond. He also noticed Penelope barely looking at him, which was a concerning sign in itself.
“But I suggest you both make a decision before next week. Tilley will be returning to set next Monday, and if we decide to proceed with the scene as scripted, I want you to meet with her,” Agatha said.
For the tenth time in their conversation, Penelope felt the world tilt on its axis. She stared at Agatha, her mouth slightly agape. Tilley. As in, the intimacy coordinator. Because they needed an intimacy coordinator for that scene. It wasn’t just a simple peck and go home kind of scene; it was probably a full-on make-out scene. Now, she deeply regretted her decision to stop reading at And then, Leonidas’ lips trailed to her mouth.
She eventually managed to nod, noticing Agatha’s expectant gaze. She didn’t even dare to look at Colin to see the expression on his face, it was just too terrifying.
“Alright,” Agatha said. “Right then, that’s everything we needed to cover for today. Why don’t you grab some breakfast before you get started with the shooting?”
With another shaky nod, Penelope rose, her legs unsteady beneath her, affecting an air of nonchalance as she left the trailer. Opening the door and stepping outside, she immediately began to walk at a faster pace, her hand instinctively going to her heart as she gasped for air.
“Pen!”
She squeezed her eyes shut, the frantic sound of Colin’s voice barely registering as she just tried to breathe. She stopped at a weathered, small wooden bannister overlooking the trees, the rough wood cool against her palms as she gazed down, seeking solace in the quiet landscape.
Colin finally caught up with her, feeling his anxiety rise with each step she took, completely ignoring him and not offering a word in reply. Panting slightly, he said, “Pen, if you don’t want to do it, it’s okay. Just have a word with them, Agatha and Anthony will understand. They can always film things from a different angle, or perhaps get a stand-in.”
Penelope gently placed her hand on her forehead, opting to take a deep breath instead of succumbing to the temptation to scream. The issue wasn’t that she was uncomfortable with the idea; in fact, she was far too comfortable.
“No, I want to do it,” she replied, while keeping her gaze averted. “If it’s what’s best for the movie, I want to do it.”
He shook his head, finding her reasoning absurd considering how distressed she appeared about the prospect of a romantic scene with him. “What’s truly best is you feeling safe while filming,” he said. “If you don’t want—”
“That’s not the problem, Colin, okay?” she interrupted, finally mustering the courage to look at him.
His concerned blue eyes almost devastated her, as the whole situation felt like a relentless assault on her already fragile heart. Out of all the ways she had ever envisioned kissing Colin, an acted kiss was undoubtedly the least appealing. But did it truly make a difference? Deep down, she knew that she would never have the chance to kiss Colin in any other scenario, neither now nor in the future.
“The problem is that I’m inexperienced.” she admitted, her hand trembling as she gestured to herself.
Taken aback by her reply, Colin’s eyebrows furrowed. “I know that you’ve never had a kissing scene, but I’ll—”
“No, you’re not understanding me,” she said, stopping him with a raised hand, her lip caught between her teeth. “I’m inexperienced in life.”
Colin blinked, unsure if he’d heard correctly. No, it couldn’t be true—the idea of Penelope having never kissed anyone felt utterly improbable, a fact too strange to accept. “Pen, how—” he trailed off, his voice barely a whisper, and she shook her head, her red hair falling around her face, and somehow that was all the answer he needed. “It doesn’t make any sense, you’re—”
“I know my age, Colin, okay?” she said, her voice trembling slightly, shoulders lifting as the weight of her years, or more precisely her thirty-plus years, settled upon her. Because surely, his next words would be about how unbelievable her confession was. “I know it better than anyone, I assure you.”
Colin could only stare, struggling to wrap his mind around the inconceivable truth she had just revealed. It was beyond comprehension, so far outside the realm of believability that his brain couldn’t even begin to grasp it.
Observing his perplexed expression, she couldn’t help but grimace. “I mean, I know you heard me when...” her voice trailed off, recalling her embarrassing slip-up when he mentioned her need to learn how to drive. However, she took a deep breath and pushed through. It didn’t really matter if Colin knew, things would remain the same whether she revealed intimate details about herself or not. “I mentioned I'm a virgin, so this shouldn’t be surprising,” she stated.
He raised his eyebrows and said, “Well, I thought you were just waiting for the right moment and the right person, Pen, like so many do. Age shouldn’t really matter when it comes to this sort of thing,” he said with a casual shrug, as if it were no big deal at all.
Penelope pressed her hand to her forehead once more. Naturally, Colin would be understanding about it all; he really did have an allergy to being a jerk most of the time, and it drove her absolutely insane.
“Or have I got that completely wrong?” he asked, confused at her reaction.
“No,” she replied, dropping her hand. “You didn’t. It’s just...” she swallowed hard. “In terms of kissing, it didn’t feel like my choice, but rather the universe’s choice in general,” she said, a slight tremor in her voice as she pursed her lips, the unspoken implication hanging heavy in the air: she was utterly undesirable.
Fighting it was pointless; she had been aware of her situation for a while, and the internet only amplified her insecurities. She was a spinster, with the only difference being her lack of funds to afford a cat. Perhaps now that she had an income, she should just buy five.
Meanwhile, Colin was shaking his head, the repeated words “That doesn’t make any sense” tumbling out in a low, exasperated murmur.
A pathetic, almost soundless scoff escaped her lips. She’d spent her whole life being utterly overlooked by men, and now Colin was saying it made little sense, as if that would actually change anything. “Colin, I’m not sure if you’ve picked up on this, but I’m not exactly what you’d call a pretty girl. I don’t have a queue of guys asking me out or a flood of messages on Instagram begging for my attention. I don’t draw any eyes when I enter a room, or any attention at all. Honestly, if you and Eloise hadn’t stumbled upon me by some twist of fate, no one would have even batted an eyelid at me, not in school, not in college, not anywhere really. I’m invisible; that’s who I’ve always been.”
Colin’s forehead became so wrinkled that it seemed certain to give him a headache as he simply gazed at her. It was as if she was speaking in languages that were completely beyond his comprehension. She didn’t draw any eyes when she entered a room? She was invisible? The same girl who couldn’t even buy a kebab without causing a scene, the woman who found herself on countless lists of the most promising actresses of the year, that person?
“Pen,” he said, his voice low and intense, his eyes boring into hers, eyebrows arched. “I’ve never… heard you spout so many stupid things all at once,” he repeated her words, which had held great significance when she had said them to him. Now, it only seemed fitting to bring them back for an even nobler purpose.
Penelope pressed her fingers to her eyes, the memory of those words bringing her to the brink of tears.
“You’re one of the most talented, intelligent, and beautiful women I know,” he said, and she squeezed her eyes shut even tighter, as he really wasn’t helping the situation at all. “When I say it’s absurd for you to believe that you haven’t been kissed because you’re unwanted, I’m not guessing, I’m telling you.”
She shook her head, finally gathering the courage to meet his gaze once more. His efforts were commendable, but she knew he was mistaken. If the person speaking those words wasn’t attracted to her, why should she believe him? “Well, reality still is what it is,” she said, gesturing towards their surroundings. “No matter how much you think it isn’t true.”
Now it was his turn to shake his head, determined to prove his point. “Pen, have you ever considered that maybe the problem is that you’re just too closed off?” He crossed his arms as she avoided his gaze, pursing her lips as if she didn’t want to hear it. “If you don’t put yourself out there, nothing will happen. If you feel like people don’t see you, then make them see you, like you did with Eloise, like you did with me.”
She bit her bottom lip, glancing at him and wishing she could explain to Colin why he was completely wrong. “Regardless of the reason, the fact remains that my first kiss will be on-screen, which is exactly what I didn’t want,” she said.
An odd sensation, almost like pain, churned in Colin’s stomach. He didn’t know what it was about Penelope’s words that cut so deep, whether it was the fact that he hated the idea of this happening to her, or perhaps, more enigmatically, the realisation that he ended up being the person she was so averse to kissing. Either way, he chose to attribute his discomfort to a more logical explanation, and a solution formed in his mind. “You still have time, Pen. Maybe…maybe you can find a way. I know I gave you a bit of a hard time about your girl’s night, but perhaps…” he trailed off, feeling a sickening churn in his gut and a bitter taste in his mouth.
She chuckled, “I haven’t managed to find a way in nearly twenty years. I can hardly see how a few weeks will really change anything.”
He saw the glistening tears in Penelope’s eyes, the frustrated, almost painful set of her jaw, and the hopeless emptiness in the faraway look she wore. It was then that he uttered the five words that would forever change everything between them.
“Let me help you, then."
Notes:
*EVIL LAUGHS*
Okay i know everyone will have a lot of questions or maybe screaming and that sort of thing I won't even attempt to address it all here we will see each other again on the comments hahahahaha feel free to ask anything you want there or comment anything you want, you guys know how much I love talking to you.
As always I'm leaving my ★LIKE OLD HOLLYWOOD★ playlist here, this time I didn't change it (for now) but...as a little birdie told me (and this idiot author didn't realise) everyone that doesn't have spotify premium can't listen to it in order so, I transfered this playlist also to youtube for anyone that wants to listen to everything in order/without adds, that sort of thing: ★LIKE OLD HOLLYWOOD (YOUTUBE)★ (honestly I've never shared an yt playlist so I hope that's the right link...if it's the wrong one I'll fix it later)
And finally, because it felt only fitting after this chapter, I also made a playlist just for kanthony. Of course it's way smaller but for my polin/kanthony girlies out there (and just for whoever wants to have fun): ★like old hollywood (kanthony's version)★ . I also added some fun songs along with serious ones, please don't make me take out Chloe or What is this feeling (just like I didn't take out HM from LOH it's just too fitting and hilarious not to have them around)
That all being said, please don't forget your comments and kudos!!
God bless you and have a great day!
Chapter 13: 72 hours
Summary:
Anthony and Kate's kiss could jeopardise the production of The Sword in the Heart in just 72 hours.
Notes:
I can't believe I'm saying this, but HELLO!!
I know it's been too long since the last time I updated. I gotta tell you guys, it's not because I wasn't writing, but because there were a series of problems that happened with my writing. Believe it or not, I spent over a month writing the next two chapters (yes, because it's going to be a double update. I'm going to explain in just a few moments how this double update will work). The reasons for it to have taken so long actually were more than one. At first, it was because I realized I had to rearrange the chapter because the way I was writing it wasn't working. I soon realised there had to be two chapters and it had to be two chapters that I had to post together.
And then when I finally figured it out, the worst thing happened—which some of you already know—which was that my wrists started hurting as some sort of tendonitis (on my regular job I also do a lot of typing, so it was a lot of typing for my poor wrists all together). But I figured out a way to write even with the pain, which is, I'm transcribing everything that I say. And if needed, I write on with my right hand, handwritten, and then I transcribe what I'm saying, and this is how part of the two chapters you're about to read were written. Thankfully, I'm way better now, but I'm still with a bit of pain, but if God wills it, I will be alright soon ( But I'm telling you guys all this so you don't worry, I'm finding a way to write even with those technical problems LOL)
Now that the sob story is over, let me explain how these two chapters are going to work because it's not like a regular double update:
— So this is actually still one chapter (although their combined word count should have already been a hint for myself that it was gonna be two chapters) but I had to separate the Kanthony and Polin parts. The reasons for it are many, and it's probably only going to happen this one time (unless I need to do it again, which is not on my near future plans and I'm not thinking of any other chapter where I need to do that for now.)
But basically all you need to know is that specific plots of these two stories are happening at the same time, and initially, those specific parts weren't going to happen in the same chapter. But it ended up happening that way, and so one story arc was kind of getting in the way of the other, emotionally speaking. So I separated them this one time.
-So chapter 13 is Kanthony and chapter 14 is Polin, which are going to happen /sort of on the same timeline but soon already by the titles you're going to see it's not exactly the same.
You are going to see all the characters on both chapters, but obviously way less than normal on their counterpart chapters .
- Now the important part: because I'm sure a lot of people are going to jump straight to chapter 14 ( I'm a writer, I'm not stupid. I know some people are here just for Polin LOL). Just be careful when you do that because part of the story of the movie regarding Leonidas and Nora is going to be talked about in Chapter 13, and it's actually a very important part. So if you're anxious for Polin, just do it wisely haha
In general, Colin and Penelope are going to show up on Chapter 13, a few moments here and there, which are important, just saying.
- This reminds me to point out that the movie's story (within the story) was not altered other than the addition of one scene. I know I mentioned it in the fanfic, but just to be extra clear, they only added one scene and did not change any of the other plotlines.
- Last thing I'm going to say is: because it's been such a long while since the last update, just be sure you remember where we are at the story, where chapter 12 ended, so you don't get confused because I'm jumping straight into action on this one.
And that was all, I talked too much (no one should hand me a transcriber LOL)
Enjoy!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
In her nearly fifty years of working on set, Agatha always struggled to remember which one was the messiest. However, on that particular day, she discovered a strong contender.
“Finally,” Colin sighed, his hands resting on his thighs as he caught his breath. “We were so worried about you, Penelope.”
He squeezed his eyes shut, instantly realising his mistake.
Kate’s lips twitched slightly, finding his blunder somewhat amusing, while Cressida and Penelope turned around, the blonde sighing impatiently. They all exchanged glances, waiting for the scene to pause, but to their surprise, Anthony didn’t call for a cut. Colin looked at the director, Kate glanced down at her feet, and Anthony looked back at them, confused by their behaviour.
“Um...” the second assistant leaned towards the director. “He said the wrong name.”
Anthony blinked, shocked that he hadn’t noticed. “Cut!” he called out, shifting in his chair as if trying to hide his distraction.
Agatha and Charlotte, seated beside him, raised their eyebrows from behind their sunglasses, while the actors wearily returned to their starting positions. The director cleared his throat and adjusted his own sunglasses on the bridge of his nose.
“Action!” He shouted.
Kate and Colin then marched toward Cressida and Penelope, the warmth of the sun on their backs as they ascended the grassy hill; Penelope led the way, one step ahead of Cressida.
“Nora! Catherine!” Colin yelled, his eyes narrowed against the bright sun as he strained to see them clearly.
“They’re alright,” Kate said, her hand instinctively resting on her chest in relief.
However, Colin furrowed his eyebrows as Leonidas noticed that the two women continued walking without stopping. “Catherine! Nora!” he called again, his voice a deep echo across the silent hill, finally making Cressida and Penelope stop.
“Finally,” Colin sighed, placing his hands on his thighs to catch his breath. “We were so worried about you, Nora.”
As they turned, what had appeared from behind to be Catherine and Nora walking together, with Nora just slightly ahead, was revealed to be a gagged Nora, held captive from behind by Catherine.
Colin blinked, straightening his back, while Kate’s eyes widened beside him. Her hand instinctively reached for her sword, but in a moment of distraction, the weapon fell to the ground with a clatter.
A sharp grimace contorted Kate’s features, and Anthony’s quiet “Cut” hung in the air.
Her eyes averted, she spun on her heel and resumed her previous stance, the only sound Colin’s quiet approach and Cressida’s frustrated, ragged huffs.
“Is that normal?” Edwina whispered, as she leaned towards John and Rae, her gaze flickering anxiously between her sister’s strange behaviour and their increasingly perplexed expressions.
Before she could receive an answer, Anthony called out, “Action!” and the two actors began walking up the hill again, calling out to Catherine and Nora once more.
As Catherine turned around this time, holding a gagged Nora, Kate, just as Marjorie would have done, made a move to grab her prop sword.
“Ah—” Cressida raised her hand, then pointed at Kate. “You won’t find any use for that here,” she declared, her voice sharp and relentless. With a forceful tug, she pulled Penelope close, eliciting a grimace from the latter, and with a swift movement, she drew a knife from her holster, pressing the blade against the redhead’s neck. “I believe I’m faster than you, but I’m willing to bet on it if you are,” she said with a smirk.
Colin’s gaze shifted to Penelope, much like Leonidas’ would to Nora. However, he couldn’t help but notice that Cressida’s hold on her seemed excessively tight.
“What are you doing?” he questioned, glancing between Leonidas’ lover and his closest friend. “Catherine...” he trailed off, as if finally comprehending the situation despite his initial shock. “What did they offer you?”
That only caused the blonde to smile wider, scoffing before replying, “Offer me? The real question is what I offered them.” she tilted her head, locking eyes with Colin. “Leonidas of the house of Doukides, the third of his name.”
With rapidly rising breaths, Colin furrowed his eyebrows as he watched Penelope place a hand to her throat, hoping her actions were merely a performance.
“Let me give you a hint,” Cressida continued. “I didn’t just happen to stumble upon Dorieus’ throne room that day,” she recalled the day Catherine met Leonidas. She tugged harder at Penelope’s back, a sardonic smile playing on her lips. “I suppose you should have listened to your friend.”
Then they waited, and waited, an uncomfortable silence hanging in the air as Kate and Cressida stared at Penelope, who seemed to still be bothered by the hard pressure of the knife against her neck, completely forgetting her lines.
“Cut!” Anthony called out, and Cressida immediately released Penelope, who looked around in confusion.
“It was your line, Pen,” Colin whispered, and she widened her eyes in realisation.
Meanwhile, Cressida placed a hand on her forehead, shaking her head as if everyone around her was incompetent. Anthony perched his sunglasses on his head and he ran his hands over his face, taking a deep breath before he lost it. Rae and John, watching from behind, exchanged a confused look – they’d never witnessed such a chaotic filming from their bosses before.
“Alright, let’s start from the beginning!” the director declared, knowing they had no choice since even the slightest change in Cressida’s grip on Penelope would be noticeable in later edits. And as the actors returned to their original positions for what felt like the hundredth time that morning, he added, “Colin, you’re focusing too much on Penelope in this scene. You need to look more at Cressida. We need more shots of that.”
The younger Bridgerton offered a silent, slightly awkward thumbs up, a nervous smile playing on their lips before they resumed the scene.
“Let me give you a hint,” Cressida began, pressing a knife against Penelope’s throat again. “I didn’t just stumble upon Dorieus’ throne room that day.” She tilted her head and widened her eyes almost psychotically. “I guess you should have listened to your friend.”
Penelope grunted, squirming in the blonde’s hold before she said, “It’s her,” she croaked out, “The princess of the west.”
Colin and Kate furrowed their brows as Leonidas and Marjorie realized their miscalculation. It was Catherine who suggested they seek assistance in the west, a neutral ground where they could gather their forces and find out who was attacking their kingdoms. Catherine, who had run away so Leonidas could pursue her, all so she could send a fake letter to Dorieus pretending his brother was in danger.
Kate opened her mouth to expose Catherine’s deception—using an imposter to represent the ruler of the West—but a sudden movement to her right stole her attention. She turned around, only to see Anthony bending down to pick up a sheet of paper that had fallen from his lap. She squeezed her eyes shut, instantly realising her mistake.
Adding to her humiliation, as she turned and glanced apologetically at her bewildered costars, Kate overheard Anthony’s assistants whispering about her mishaps the moment he sat up, while her sister stared at her in confusion.
“... Cut,” Anthony said, the word sounding too timid for Kate’s liking. She grimaced and kept her eyes fixed on the scuffed toes of her boots, avoiding looking at the director.
“What is happening on this set?” Charlotte finally exclaimed, turning to Agatha in indignation as they watched the two duos once again walk away from each other to restart the scene.
Agatha furrowed her eyebrows, silently taking in the situation. The producer, riddled with guilt, considered blaming herself for the unfolding chaos, a direct result of her last-minute decision to reveal the romantic scene to Penelope and Colin hours before filming. But then, as she glanced at Anthony, who was placing his hand over his mouth and tapping his foot on the ground in agitation, she had to admit it wasn’t just the Leonidas-Nora aspect of the scene that was falling short.
The four actors soon repeated all of their lines, thankfully without a hitch despite their tired stances, until they arrived at the end of the scene again.
“It’s her,” Penelope croaked out, as Cressida pressed the blade to her neck again, “The princess of the west.”
“You engaged someone to impersonate you,” Kate concluded as Marjorie.
“Obviously,” Cressida replied, rolling her eyes and tugging at Penelope, who continued to squirm.
Colin glanced at Penelope before forcing himself to look back at the blonde, his face filled with betrayal. “Fine, let’s skip this useless talking and get to what you actually want,” he said sharply. “Just take me and let her go.”
“You?” Catherine raised her eyebrows. “You think I want you? I could have had you whenever I pleased,” Cressida said condescendingly, her voice dripping with insinuation. “We were alone, or did you forget?” She smiled mischievously.
Penelope suddenly felt truly suffocated, unable to bear Cressida’s realistic tone. The air became uncomfortably hot, and Colin’s embarrassed expression only made things worse. The fact that Cressida had been alone with Colin, filming intimate kissing scenes—a subject still too overwhelming to process—did nothing to ease her restlessness.
Cressida’s laughter vibrated on her back, a cruel, mocking sound, as the blonde said, “Maybe you were always right in thinking you aren’t fit for the throne, you truly are stupid,” spitting the word with venomous precision.
“How is she the best one in this?” Charlotte whispered conspiratorially into Agatha’s ear, pointing at the four actors. It was a rare occasion for them to witness the blonde stealing the show.
Agatha raised an eyebrow, reluctantly admitting, “Well, she is good at playing villains.”
Meanwhile, Kate shook her head as Marjorie reached a conclusion. “She wants Dorieus. She lured him into a trap with that letter about you being in danger.”
“Point to the disgraced queen,” Cressida smirked. She pulled Penelope closer, preparing to leave. “Now, if you’ll excuse me, I have an ambush to oversee. And don’t even think about coming after me. I’ll kill her in an instant,” she hissed, the glint of the knife catching the light as she mimicked a throat-slitting motion against Penelope’s neck. “Consider it my leverage.”
“Catherine,” Colin pleaded, desperation lacing his voice, “just take me instead, please.”
Ignoring him, the blonde walked a few steps further before turning and shouting, “Don’t think about following me!” As per the script, she turned around and shoved Penelope forward. However, the redhead, having forgotten this part of the script, fell to her knees with a thud.
Seeing them, Colin’s eyes widened, and he started to run, only to be stopped by Kate, who grabbed him from behind. He stared at her, his gaze questioning, as she hissed, “Calm down,” the words barely audible through her gritted teeth.
“Calm down?” Colin exclaimed, breaking character and pointing towards the two ahead of them. “That wasn’t in the script!”
Kate, her brow furrowed in confusion, finally released Colin, watching him run towards the other two actresses.
He found Penelope dusting her knees as she attempted to get up. She waved away his concern, saying, “I’m fine,” without looking at him. He helped her up, grasping her hand, and she thanked him with a quiet, appreciative glance.
As soon as Kate reached them, she exclaimed, “I thought you two had improvised!” Her eyes flickered between Penelope—knees dirty, wig askew—and the weary Cressida, who was holding her forehead.
“Everything alright over here?” Anthony’s voice cut through the noise, causing everyone to turn their attention towards him. Rae and John, their faces filled with worry, hurried after him, their eyes fixed on Penelope.
“Um,” Penelope mumbled, scratching her forehead, her other hand resting on Colin’s, who continued to gaze at her with concern. “Do we need to start over?”
“I can’t,” Cressida cried, waving her hands around in exasperation, her frustration finally bubbling over. “I’m not re-shooting this scene. Work it out amongst yourselves because I—”
“Actually,” Anthony interrupted, giving her a pointed look to silence her. “The existing footage will suffice.” He then turned his attention to Penelope and instructed, “And you need to go see Doctor Monro.”
Rae nodded and rushed to her boss’s side. “I’ll take her,” she offered.
Penelope looked at Anthony indignantly, sensing the familiar Bridgerton tendency to overreact. “I’m fine,” she said, lifting her hands slightly, her palms open in a gesture of reassurance as she looked between Anthony and Rae. “I’m completely fine. I just stumbled.”
With a firm “Not up to discussion,” Anthony’s hands went to his hips, and she knew, from years spent in their home, that further negotiation was impossible. She sighed and glanced at Colin, who raised his hands in surrender and shrugged, clearly siding with Anthony.
The director then turned his attention to the rest of the group, only quickly glancing at Kate before averting his eyes immediately. With a final, “That’s all for now,” and his gaze fixed on the ground, he departed the conversation.
Kate watched him, feeling a nauseous unease in her stomach as he walked away.
“Didi, are you alright?”
Lost in thought, Kate blinked, then refocused on her salad, wondering how she’d got so distracted.
“What do you mean?” She asked as she poked at her lettuce with a fork, avoiding her sister’s gaze.
Edwina raised her eyebrows. “Weren’t you on the same set as me all morning?”
“All sets have off days,” Kate replied instantly, her throat scratchy from the dry salad. She coughed lightly before taking a long drink of water.
“I’ve never seen one like it in all the time I’ve been working here,” Edwina replied, observing her sister’s continued avoidance of eye contact. “And you’ve been distracted since yesterday. You vanished and never even came back—”
“I’m fine, Edwina,” she replied, her voice steady as she finally looked at her sister.
The youngest Sharma sister watched as Kate refocused on her food, understanding that she simply wanted the subject to be dropped, as Kate typically would whenever her emotions or weaknesses were involved. With a sigh, Edwina tapped her fork on her plate, scanning the overcrowded cafeteria for some sort of distraction since it seemed unlikely that Kate would be in the mood to talk anytime soon.
“Oh, hey, Anthony! There’s an empty spot here.”
Kate snapped her head up, widening her eyes at Edwina, who was happily pointing at the vacant seat next to her.
Anthony, too, appeared caught off guard, freezing in his place and nearly causing the contents of his tray to spill onto the floor. Kate watched as his eyes darted around the crowded cafeteria, a sea of faces and barely any empty tables.
It dawned on the director that he had two options: he could decline Edwina’s invitation and spare himself from the most unpleasant lunch of his life, but then he would have to face the later awkwardness of explaining his decision. Alternatively, he could endure a few minutes of discomfort and then make a quick escape. Ultimately, he came to the conclusion that he needed to learn how to enjoy solitary lunches in his trailer and avoid socialising altogether. But, he acknowledged that what happened that day was already done.
He sat beside Edwina, his shoulder rigid, his gaze unwavering on his plate, the clattering cutlery and boisterous conversation around them a stark contrast to the silence between the three.
“So I’ve been meaning to tell you,” Edwina said, always the socially adept person that Kate and Anthony were not. “I understand why you wanted to bring your movie here. I felt inspired for the first time in ages simply looking at the scenery.”
As he chewed, Anthony nodded. “Really?” he asked, his hand instinctively covering his mouth before he grabbed his glass of water.
“Of course, it’s such a beautiful country,” she replied, flashing Anthony a warm smile and giving him her undivided attention. He nodded, and Edwina smoothly steered the conversation in a new direction. “The only downside is being so far away from my amma,” she remarked, casting a smile at Kate. “When Kate first came here and spent months away, I thought I would die missing her.”
Kate offered a tight-lipped smile, then stared at the wilting leaves on her plate. Once vibrant and colourful, they now appeared mushy and brownish-green.
Edwina, casually picking at her whitebait fritters, remarked, “It must be even worse for you,” the scent of fried fish heavy in the air. “I mean, you have the same number of siblings here, but there are way more left in London,” she chuckled, a teasing glint in her eyes.
Her words finally pierced through the director’s defences, causing him to shake his head and scoff. “Not at all. Honestly, I feel like I’m resting here,” he replied.
A chuckle escaped Edwina’s lips, her eyes sparkling with amusement as she said, “That’s an awful thing to say.”
“You only spent one night with my siblings, so you didn’t really get to see how intrusive they can be. I suppose you wouldn’t understand because your sister—“ he paused, realising what he was about to say. Something along the lines of Kate being more civilised than any of his own brothers or sisters.
Mentioned in the conversation, Kate’s head shot up, a quick glance towards him betraying her interest, yet he pointedly avoided her gaze.
He swallowed hard, his Adam’s apple bobbing, before continuing, “Your family is probably way less meddling than mine in general.”
Oblivious to the tension between the two, Edwina laughed. “Oh, I wouldn’t be so sure. Although we have to agree that our family is smaller. I can’t imagine what it was like for you to grow up with so many people.”
The director paused, fork dangling in his hands, as he gazed at his plate. And Kate despised she knew exactly why. The truth was, Anthony hadn’t exactly grown up with his siblings as much as he had raised them. They hadn’t discussed it extensively, but their peculiar understanding of each other made it a shared experience.
Anthony managed a faint smile and uttered, “It was noisy.” Finally, he glanced at Kate, who was already looking at him. She didn’t understand why, but she felt a deep need to say something to make it better somehow. However, he quickly averted his eyes, leaving her feeling unsettled.
In all honesty, she shouldn’t care. After all, she was the one who tried to keep a distance between them and told him that she couldn’t have an affair with the director. But there was something about him that inexplicably made her care, even when it didn’t make sense, even when it was unwise.
She opened her mouth to say something, although she didn’t even know what it would be, but she was swiftly interrupted when Colin appeared behind Anthony.
The younger Bridgerton tapped his brother on the shoulder and said, “We need to talk.”
Anthony turned to him, furrowing his brows, as Colin had never sounded so serious in his life. He nodded, excused himself, and rose from his seat, even though he hadn’t finished his lunch. He wasn’t hungry anyway.
By Tuesday evening, Agatha was sure something was seriously amiss on the set of Sword and the Heart: Princess of the West. The challenge, however, was pinpointing the exact issue, since the two people she suspected could be involved, Colin and Penelope, were out for the day.
Yet, there she was, watching the same scene being filmed over and over again, take after take.
Anthony’s foot tapped restlessly against the floor as he watched Thomas and Kate’s dance. His usually immaculate white shirt and black pants were wrinkled, and his hair was tousled from repeatedly running his hands through it. Even his usual perfect posture had slumped. But, despite the actors’ precise movements and flawless execution of the choreography, there was something amiss in the shot they were filming. Anthony had tirelessly tried to guide them, giving instructions on their movements and positioning to achieve the ideal angle. However, after about fifteen takes, he was on the brink of losing his sanity.
“Why don’t you just go there and show them?” Agatha asked wearily, nodding towards the two actors.
Right, he thought, his gaze lingering on Kate as she quickly looked away, her cheeks flushed. He had definitely thought about that quick and practical alternative, but the issue was… well, it was the same issue that had been there from the start. Being in close proximity to Kate.
Nevertheless, he had to admit that he had run out of options, patience, and time. So, he walked towards the well-dressed duo, who had paused their dance upon his call for a cut. Thomas, in his dark green embroidered tunic and pants, shifted his weight from foot to foot, his gaze cast down at his leather shoes, hands clasped behind his back. Kate, on the other hand, wore a long emerald dress with bell sleeves, decorated with matching gems on the bodice and hemline to complement the stones on her antique gold tiara. She glanced at the stone pillars, the faux marble floor, the open ceilings, and the stars above, then shifted her focus to the extras nearby, seemingly intrigued by them, although Anthony knew her real fascination lay in the fact that they were not him.
“Sorry, man,” Thomas began as the director approached, aware they’d ruined the take again.
“It’s fine,” Anthony said, his attention fixed solely on Thomas, pointedly ignoring Kate, as though the actor were fascinating as well. Taking a deep breath, Anthony mentally prepared himself for what he reluctantly had to do. “Let me show you.”
He then gestured with his hand, as if signalling Thomas to give him his hand, causing the actor to snicker, as he always did in these situations. Thomas placed his hand on Anthony’s, and Anthony placed his hand on Thomas’s shoulder. Then, he took the actor’s other hand and placed it around his waist, making Thomas chuckle again, while the director rolled his eyes.
“Okay...” Anthony said, turning around to face the specific camera needed for the shot. “So, Kate will have her back to that camera, and for starters, you two are too centred,” he said, taking two steps to the right with Thomas. “This way, when you turn—” he twirled them around “—then you’ll be centred in the shot.”
Thomas gave a slight nod of his head, silently agreeing that the explanation made sense.
“Second thing, Kate’s arm is here,” Anthony said, slightly lifting the arm that held Thomas’s shoulder to demonstrate his words. “So when you turn, make sure it’s not so abrupt that her hand ends up covering your neck in the shot.” He twirled them around two times, showing the correct velocity to do it, and then added, “And your hand on her back is also too low. Just lift it a few inches.”
Once Thomas understood, they released each other, and Anthony took a deep breath before facing his actual dilemma. With apprehension, Kate watched him, wary of being so close.
The director looked her up and down, searching for a way forward while pointedly avoiding eye contact. He was uncertain whether he should seek permission to touch her in order to illustrate what he needed, if he had ever done so in their previous filming, or if it even made sense. At that point, he couldn’t even remember how to formulate words, let alone what the protocol was in those situations.
“It’s fine,” Kate muttered with a tense jaw, as if she could guess exactly what he was debating in his own head.
He nodded, slowly taking a few more steps until his arm reached her back, his hand finding the warmth of her skin through the fabric of her dress. He didn’t have to tell her what to do next. She placed her hand on his shoulder and her other hand in his.
“Now,” he said, his voice slightly strained, finally meeting her gaze. A tremor ran through his hand as he resisted the urge to tighten his hold. The warmth of her fingers on his shoulder was overwhelmingly distracting, instantly recalling the feel of her kisses and her fingertips trailing his back.
Clearing his throat, he continued, “The same problem applies.” He twirled them as he had done with Thomas, but Kate’s hold on his shoulder was too loose, and her hand slid towards his neck. Anthony reached for her hand, his touch firm, and pressed it to his shoulder, demonstrating the proper grip for the scene. “You need to keep your hand steady,” was the most insightful guidance he could offer at that moment, which he hoped she would comprehend. However, Kate didn’t answer. Her eyes were fixed on his hand resting over hers, then gradually lifted to meet his.
“And…” Anthony trailed off. “When you two turn around,” he said, his fingers leaving a trail of heat on her back, “your head is turning way before his, you need to follow each other’s lead.”
Kate, still staring at him, nodded. Anthony released her hand on his shoulder and showed the imaginary line they should maintain with a sweep of his hand from his head to hers as they turned. In that instant, as she succumbed to the natural pull of his eyes, what had initially seemed like a challenging dance now felt effortless for Kate. Their movements synchronised seamlessly, drawing her nearer to him. She leaned in, entranced by the warmth of his touch, and for a fleeting moment, the only sounds that filled the air were the mingling of their breaths and the gentle rustle of their clothes.
He murmured, “There,” once he thought she grasped his meaning. For a beat, they stood in the same position, with his arm around her back and her hand on his shoulder.
Seated behind the cameras, Agatha tilted her head at the peculiar interaction, pondering whether she was imagining things or if the director had more chemistry with the main actress than the film’s romantic hero. Thomas himself furrowed his eyebrows, puzzled by the exchange, until the pair finally stepped away from each other.
“Um,” Anthony mumbled, avoiding Kate’s gaze, his cheeks flushed. “Now that it seems you two understood, let’s try that again, from the beginning,” he muttered, dashing back to his chair, leaving Kate frozen in her spot.
To his right, Agatha’s eyes narrowed as she finally sensed an explanation for the strange happenings on set. Anthony, aware of her scrutiny, did what he always did. He ignored her and feigned concentration on the director’s monitor. However, he was mistaken to think she would forget about it. In fact, she was poised to begin her questioning when the violent vibration of her phone, deep within her pocket, caused her to pause.
Aware that Anthony was watching her from the corner of his eye, she closed her mouth, and as soon as she pinpointed the source of the continuous notifications, a sigh escaped her lips, and she placed a hand on her forehead. It seemed their set was back to its usual chaotic brand.
“What is it?” Anthony asked, the question a subtle giveaway that he’d been indeed watching her.
She gave him a sharp look before sinking into her chair. “What else?” she asked before holding up her phone for him to see.
Penelope Featherington and Colin Bridgerton spotted at a Wellington bar
Penelope Featherington and Colin Bridgerton, the supporting actors in the recent film adaptation of The Sword and the Heart, were spotted enjoying their afternoon at Dirty Little Picket on Courtenay Place this Tuesday.
The 32 and 35-year-olds have arrived in the country to shoot the latest instalment of the popular franchise, Princess of the West. Directed by Anthony Bridgerton, this film features the return of Bridgerton and Featherington in their beloved roles as Leonidas and Nora. Joining them are the talented Kate Sharma and Thomas Dorsett, as Marjorie and Dorieus.
In a recent update, we shared that production for “The Sword and the Heart Two” had officially begun, following news of a car accident that allegedly took place close to the filming site in the Hamilton area. Now, the two supporting actors have been seen in Wellington, which is roughly 300 miles away from the rumoured location of the original set.
While the exact filming location remains uncertain, it appears that the duo was relishing a day off in New Zealand’s third largest city. The Instagram account for Dirty Little Picket hinted at this, posting a photo of the castmates accompanied by the caption: “Massive thanks to Colin Bridgerton and Penelope Featherington for the amazing night!”
Enthusiastic fans wasted no time in taking to the comments section with one person writing “My parents who birthed me” while another said “get married already”.
The Sword and the Heart: Princess of the West is set to be released by Danbury Productions next year.
“You’d think the media would have grown tired of them by now,” Anthony commented, refocusing his attention on the director’s monitor to ensure everything was in order before they resumed filming. In a way, he found a strange comfort in the predictable pandemonium caused by Colin, Penelope, and the media. It made him feel like at least some part of the production hadn’t changed.
Agatha scoffed in response. “My dear boy, sometimes it feels like you haven’t been in the industry at all. While we’re still filming the franchise, that’s never going to happen. That is, unless we provide them with something more interesting to chatter about.”
Anthony paused, instinctively lifting his gaze to meet Kate. Her gaze, as always, was already fixed on him, and he experienced a rush of warmth within, even though she quickly averted her eyes.
He resented the fact that Kate was right. Giving in to the unexplainable something between them was clearly imprudent. They both had worked hard to build their careers, which could easily suffer if the media chose to portray them negatively.
Yet, despite all that reasoning, Anthony couldn’t shake the feeling in his heart — that neglected and unfathomable organ of his — that had Kate not pushed him away that night, he would have happily forgotten all those things. He’d gladly have taken Colin and Penelope’s place as the media’s favourite scandalous member of the crew.
But, alas, whatever he desired mattered little in the grand scheme of things, especially if Kate didn’t want anything to do with him, perhaps even seeing him as someone who typically engaged in affairs with actresses and their sisters on set.
“Anthony?” Agatha called, reminding him for the millionth time that week that he’d been distracted.
Shaking his head, he looked at Kate again, only to find she was avoiding his gaze.
“Then I guess Colin and Penelope will be under scrutiny for a really long time,” he said.
Kate had a problem.
Since her mother’s death, she had never allowed a personal issue interfere with her obligations. She was persistent in helping her mother, proud in raising Edwina, and excelled in her work. She did all of that while ignoring her anxieties, overcoming self-doubt, dismissing low self-esteem, and pushing past heartbreaks. Not that anyone ever got close enough to her to break her heart.
She was totally in control of her life.
Until Anthony Bridgerton came waltzing in.
“Cut!”
Kate squeezed her eyes shut and flinched. It was Wednesday, and she should have been feeling better by now.
She was suppressing memories of his expression before kissing her, the softness of his lips on hers, and the sound of his heavy breathing near her ear. She ignored her desire to understand him, talk to him, and learn about his life, his past, and his thoughts, however infuriating they might be. She was even forgetting the feeling of his arms around her from the day before, along with the wistful voice in her heart that they could dance together like that one day and allow themselves to feel whatever they wanted, even if it didn’t make sense.
So she couldn’t understand why she was still so distracted. In fact, it felt like she was becoming even more distracted. The lines she had practiced endlessly just wouldn’t come to her. And to make things worse, she couldn’t get into Marjorie’s mindset.
“Action!” Anthony’s voice interrupted her thoughts, and she took a deep breath, preparing for another take.
Thomas approached her, looking like he had just caught his breath.
“Marjorie?” he said, relief evident in his eyes. “I thought... I thought something had happened to you.”
“To me?” Marjorie replied. “We thought you were dead.”
Blinking in apparent confusion, Thomas moved a step nearer. By then, Dorieus realized Leonidas’ letter was a forgery, and he’d almost fallen into a trap, fearing for his loved one’s safety in the West. The last thing he expected was to encounter her on his way, already aware of the ambush.
“We?” He asked, as if just realising she was alone. “Where is Leonidas?”
Following the script’s instructions, Kate paused, but despite her best efforts, she found herself completely unable to remember her lines.
Anthony waited a few minutes, then, seeing she wasn’t going to deliver her line or ad-lib, shouted, “Cut!”
Watching her sister repeatedly miss line after line, Edwina furrowed her eyebrows. Kate had assured her on Monday that every set had its off days, but the younger Sharma couldn’t help but notice that the situation wasn’t improving; in fact, it seemed to be getting worse. The problem, as it turned out, appeared to be her sister’s fault, something completely unprecedented in Edwina’s life.
Meanwhile, Anthony ran a hand over his forehead, taking a deep breath. If this were a usual workday for him, he would surely speak with Kate, address her trouble remembering her lines, and remind her of the scene’s overall narrative. However, that day was anything but ordinary, and if he were honest, his only goal was to avoid Kate.
“He went looking for you,” the director reminded Kate of her line before signalling for the camera and sound to start rolling again. “Action!” he called out.
“We?” Thomas inquired once more. “Where is Leonidas?”
Kate’s eyes scanned his face, worry evident in her expression. “He went looking for you,” she replied.
Thomas furrowed his brow, running a hand through his hair as he paced in circles. “Why would he do that? If you both thought I was dead—”
“He’s your brother,” Kate interjected. “There was no stopping him. And, in all honestly...” she trailed off. “I would have gone too if it weren’t just the two of us. Someone had to stay behind in case you came back.”
As if absorbing her words, Thomas let his arms hang loosely at his sides. “Why were you two alone? Where’s Nora? Catherine? Eliezer? Lawrence?”
Kate shook her head before he listed all the supposed allies of Marjorie and Dorieus in the West. “It was a lie, all of it.”
Thomas looked at her expectantly, the silence hanging heavy between them as he waited for the rest of her line, only to notice her blank expression.
“What do you mean? Is that why you’re here? We can’t go back to the West?” He said as he improvised for her.
Kate nodded, taking in his new line before getting ready to respond. But before she could speak, it was once again Thomas’s turn to talk. He started to say something, but stopped when he noticed that Kate was already speaking. She paused, expecting him to continue, and they both stood there awkwardly, staring at each other.
“Cut,” Anthony rasped, his voice strained, as Agatha slumped in the chair beside him.
Kate glanced at the director, unsure of the message she wanted to convey through her expression—whether she felt more sorry or ashamed. But he wasn’t even glancing her way, even though she was messing up shot after shot. In fact, the piece of paper on his clipboard looked like the most interesting thing in the world as he mumbled, “Roll cameras… Roll sound...”
Agatha, along with the rest of the crew, looked on in confusion at his indifferent demeanour, silently sharing the same sense of bewilderment.
“Action,” Anthony said.
It wasn’t until Kate was once again in character, her eyes fixed on Thomas, that the director finally looked at her.
With a hand to his temple, Thomas stared off to the side, his voice tight as he muttered, “Why were you two alone? Where are the others? Where’s Nora? Catherine? Eliezer? Lawrence?”
Kate shook her head. “It was a lie. All of it. Dorieus…” she paused, her voice barely a whisper, and he looked at her with furrowed eyebrows, his expression a mixture of concern and confusion, “We can’t go back to the West.”
He clenched his jaw, his knuckles turning white, and looked away. “I suppose we ought to worry about that later. We need to find my brother first.”
Kate swallowed hard, forcing herself to remember the next line but still finding her memory hazy. “And then?” she asked.
Thomas opened his mouth, trying to figure out how to go around the line that she had missed. But before he could even try, Anthony interjected.
“Cut!” he called out, halting any attempts to salvage the scene.
Agatha looked at the director, who had his eyes on the two actors in front of him. “Anthony,” she said, her voice firm and low, “You need to talk to her.”
Edwina, observing from the sidelines, noticed the producer’s warning, and a surge of anxiety gripped her as she looked at her frustrated sister, who was massaging her temples.
“That’s not necessary,” he declared, his eyes finally meeting Kate’s.
Agatha knitted her brows, taken aback by the director’s response. It was obvious that there was something happening with the actress and that she was entirely distracted. The producer appreciated Kate just like everyone else did, but it was clear that a conversation with her was needed. Anthony had never hesitated to address such issues with actors in the past, leaving Agatha puzzled by his reluctance now.
“Not necessary?” Agatha questioned in disbelief.
“No,” Anthony replied, his gaze lingering on Kate a moment too long before deciding, “Let’s reschedule this scene.” As the rest of the crew stared, he rose and began to gather his belongings.
“Anthony,” Agatha called out, finding his choice quite perplexing.
The director, however, acted as if he hadn’t heard her and, seeing that no one was budging, he reiterated, “I said: let’s reschedule the scene.” And then, at long last, everyone moved.
Kate blinked, her eyes wide with surprise at his unexpected decision. But, continuing the pattern of behaviour he had adopted since the beginning of the week, he once again ignored her, pointedly refusing to meet her gaze and walking away without a word.
As the actress watched him leave, Edwina approached her, navigating through the crowd of crew and cast members whose voices filled the air.
“Kate, what is going on?” she asked anxiously, her gaze searching her sister’s eyes, which offered only the now-familiar vacant stare she’d seen so often during the shoot.
The eldest Sharma, with a distant look in her eyes, gently placed her hand on Edwina’s shoulder and said, “We’ll talk later, bon,” before walking away, leaving Edwina puzzled about her sister’s actions.
Kate soon caught up with him, despite his usual brisk pace, a few feet away from the parked golf carts meant to take them back to the trailer area.
“Anthony!” she called out.
He stopped, and she couldn’t help but feel a sense of déjà vu. Standing still, his knuckles clenched against his sides, he stubbornly refused to turn around.
Undeterred, she approached him. “You can’t be serious,” she said, standing directly in front of him.
But he crossed his arms and looked towards the horizon on his right, squinting in the bright sunlight.
“If you have something to say to me, or want to scold me, or even yell at me,” she moved closer, her frustration building up, “then just do it.”
“I’m not going to yell at you,” he said, still refusing to look at her.
She placed her hand on her hips, contemplating how she didn’t even know it was possible for him to irritate her more than he had already done in his lifetime.
“I’ve messed up every take, disrupted the shooting schedule, wasted everyone’s time,” she admitted, torn between wanting to scold him or herself. “Is this how it’s going to be now? If you need to reprimand me, then go ahead. You never held back before, so why now? If it were another actor—”
“Kate,” he interjected, and in that moment, she noticed it — the warm glow in his eyes, a familiar sight that always made her heart skip a beat. “Let’s not pretend this isn’t also my fault.”
The actress paused, unsure how to respond, but still feeling the urge to try to mend the unfixable.
“I’m sorry I kissed you,” Anthony said, looking down at his feet. “If I could go back and change it, I would, but it is what it is now.”
He went on, and she was left watching, a rising tide of nausea and dread churning in her stomach.
Edwina took pride in being more socially skilled than most. In fact, she liked to believe that because she enjoyed observing social interaction, she was also adept at putting it into words and scenes for her novels.
But she had to reluctantly admit that the events unfolding on the set that week were entirely beyond her comprehension. What was worse was her feeling of not understanding her sister, someone who had always seemed so predictable to her.
“You know, I never felt the need to intervene, but I cannot sit idly by.”
Edwina stopped in her tracks upon hearing Agatha’s voice. The girl was heading for the cafeteria late at night to get some water for her and Kate, and the last thing she expected was to find people there.
“It’s a bad week, Agatha, nothing out of the ordinary,” Anthony’s voice replied, and Edwina peeked from behind the canvas of the makeshift cafeteria tent.
“Nothing out of the ordinary? Anthony, I’ve witnessed the filming of many of your movies, and none of them ever came close to this. Not a single scene this week has gone off without a hitch. Kate’s mind is miles away, and I know you’ve noticed that too.”
Edwina gasped, and her eyes widened, her hand flying to her mouth to muffle the sound of her ragged breathing.
“Every actor has their bad days,” Anthony defended. “Colin and Penelope aren’t faring much better.”
A loud exhale escaped Agatha’s lips before she said, “No, they are not. I realise I’m at fault for that, but honestly, Kate isn’t doing well at all. You need to talk to her, and if you continue to refuse, I will.”
“There’s no need for that,” Anthony replied. “I’ll have a word with her. You don’t have to worry.”
That wasn’t good, that wasn’t good at all. Forgetting all about the water, Edwina turned from the cafeteria, and rushed toward Kate’s trailer.
“Kate!” she called as soon as she walked inside, not even sure what she wanted to tell her.
Her sister stepped out of the bathroom, the scent of her floral shampoo lingering in the air. She was wrapped in a fluffy lilac robe, with her wavy hair clinging to her shoulders.
“I’m here,” she said, combing her hair and noticing Edwina’s empty hands. “I thought you were getting water?”
“I…” She hesitated as she watched Kate head back to the bathroom for some leave-in conditioner. “I’m not thirsty anymore.”
Kate’s “uh-huh” rumbled low in her chest, a quiet sound swallowed by the rhythmic scrape of the comb through her thick hair. “Why don’t you stay over tonight?” Kate suggested, often feeling lonely in her private trailer and guilty that Edwina had to share hers with several crew members.
A distracted “Okay” escaped Edwina’s lips as she discreetly used the bathroom mirror to watch Kate, the younger sister struggling to find the words to explain what she’d heard.
But then, a sharp crash echoed through the room as several bottles and jars tumbled from the vanity top, the sound causing Kate to grimace and mutter a string of curses under her breath.
“Everything all right?” Edwina asked.
“Yes, just...” she replied, her voice trailing off as she bent down to collect the fallen items. She straightened her back, carefully placing the colourful hair product bottles back on the marble countertop, before saying, “I knocked a few things over accidentally.” She then gazed at one of the products she’d knocked over and let out a sigh, “and apparently I’ve just put shampoo in my hair instead of leave-in,” she said wearily, covering her face with her hand.
Edwina’s eyebrows shot up as Kate, abandoning her hair, shook her head and headed for the kitchen.
The youngest Sharma watched her sister in confusion. Kate sighed, setting a silver kettle on the trailer stove, her hand jerking back with a hiss as the flame licked at her fingers.
“Alright, what’s going on with you?” Edwina asked, her patience finally exhausted.
The actress hesitated before turning slightly towards Edwina, asking, “What do you mean?” before returning her attention to the kettle.
This was sufficient confirmation for Edwina, because whenever her big sister refused to look at her, it always meant something was wrong with her, no matter how hard she tried to deny it.
“You’ve been acting strange all week. You are distracted and making mistakes that I have never seen from you before. There is clearly something wrong,” she said.
The other woman simply placed a hand on her forehead and sighed. “I’ve been feeling under the weather these past few days. That’s all.”
Edwina scoffed, shaking her head as she looked at her sister incredulously. She couldn’t believe Kate was still using the same excuses. “Oh, so that’s what’s been going on?” she asked. “Because I think Agatha agrees with me. I saw her talking to Anthony about it in the cafeteria just five minutes ago.”
“What?” Kate exclaimed, turning to her sister in surprise. “Edwina, what were they talking about?”
Satisfied, the youngest sister placed her hand on her hip and said, “I didn’t catch the entire conversation, but she was telling Anthony off for not talking to you since your head doesn’t seem to be in the filming.”
Kate’s eyes widened slightly, and she ran a hand through her shampoo-filled hair, leaning on the stove for support before quickly stepping away to avoid burning her clothes. That was fantastically bad. In all the years they had worked together, Kate had never seen Agatha scold Anthony.
“It’s just disrespectful, you know?” Edwina’s voice broke her train of thought. As Kate looked at her, she could see the tension on her lips and the hurt in her eyes. “Every time I have a problem, you’re the first person I turn to. And when you ask me if something’s wrong, I always tell you. But whenever the roles are reversed, you shut me out. I mean, here I am”—she gestured around with raised arms—"on the other side of the world, because you offered me this job, your help, but it’s like you don’t think I can do the same for you."
“I do not think—”
“I know you’ve taken care of me all my life, Kate,” Edwina interrupted, pointing to her chest. “But I’m an adult woman now. I may be younger, but I can help you just as much as you help me. I wish you could see that,” she finished, dropping her hands in exhaustion.
Kate stared, finally understanding the hurt she’d unknowingly caused her sister. The actress could not deny it. She truly believed that her problems were her responsibility to solve and deal with, which is why she rarely got into trouble. She didn’t have the luxury to act irresponsibly and burden others with cleaning up after her.
But as Edwina plopped down at the diner table seat, offence written on her face, Kate realised she might have no control over anything.
As Kate ran her hands across her face, she took a deep breath before leaning against the countertop behind her and said, “Something happened on Sunday.”
“I knew it!” Edwina exclaimed, leaping from her seat, her eyes shining with excitement as she pointed at Kate, a stark contrast to her previous sombre demeanour.
Kate gave her a pointed look, reminding her of the seriousness of the matter.
“Right,” Edwina said, pausing before settling back into her seat, readjusting her posture and adopting a more serious expression. “But what was it? Are you alright? Do we really need to—”
To stop her, Kate put up her hand. “No, it wasn’t like that. It was something...” Kate hesitated, struggling to articulate her thoughts vaguely yet elegantly. Her mind, however, lately offered her nothing, so she simply exhaled loudly before finishing with: “Something I liked.”
Edwina’s eyebrows shot up, dumbfounded by the unexpected turn of events.
With a pained grimace, Kate began to walk in circles, her hand repeatedly running through her hair.
“Okay...” Edwina paused, gazing at her distraught sister with a confused expression. “And that’s a problem because?”
“Because,” Kate said, taking a moment to gather her thoughts before attempting to clarify. “Because...” She tightly closed her eyes. “Because I can’t have it.”
Edwina wrinkled her forehead, never before experiencing such confusion from her sister’s words. “Kate, why—”
“Because I just can’t have some things in life,” Kate replied, anticipating Edwina’s question. She started pacing again. “I’m not really the type of person who can just do whatever I want whenever I want. I have responsibilities, a life I’ve built, my reputation, my career, and people to care for.”
“If I’m who you need to look after,” Edwina interrupted, tapping her chest for emphasis, “then it’s entirely unnecessary.”
Kate sighed. “Bon…”
“No, Kate, I’ve already told you I can look after myself. I can help you look after amma,” she said. “I don’t know what it is, but it’s clearly very important to you and the thought that I could be the reason you don’t get it is something I could never forgive myself for.”
The older sister pursed her lips, acknowledging her sister’s perspective while also reflecting on how Edwina might not fully grasp the responsibility of caring for the family for so long.
Anthony would understand, her mind suggested unhelpfully, and Kate ran a hand over her face, feeling exhaustion creeping in.
“Didi, you need to live,” Edwina urged. “Do you really think you’re the only one who worries? Don’t you realise how concerned amma is to see you overworking yourself like this? How much I’m concerned? We don’t want or need your money. We need you, just you, healthy, happy.”
“It’s not that simple,” Kate replied, shaking her head.
“Of course it is. We didn’t say much because we both thought this was what made you happy—”
“Acting does make me happy,” Kate interrupted. If she were honest, she had already been irresponsible enough pursuing such an unstable career. But deep down, she did want at least one thing for herself.
“—But if you’re now telling me there’s something else, something that truly matters to you, then just go for it,” Edwina insisted, brushing off her sister’s interruption.
Kate pressed her lips together and shook her head. “It’s just not that easy.”
“Why not?” Edwina inquired. “I’ve never seen you like this before.”
Her sister remained silent and continued shaking her head.
“And you say it’s going to be a problem for your work, but it already is,” Edwina pointed out, motioning towards the window as if referencing the conversation she had overheard.
Kate scoffed. She didn’t need to be reminded. “No, this...” She glanced down at her fingers as she fidgeted with them. “This is worse.”
“How could it possibly be worse?” Edwina questioned.
The older Sharma simply gazed at her, and Edwina raised an eyebrow as if waiting for an explanation. But then the kettle whistled, giving Kate the perfect excuse to turn away and avoid her sister’s scrutiny.
“Kate,” Edwina called out as Kate turned off the stove.
The kettle sat still and hot, and Kate stared at it, the silence of the trailer pressing in on her, before she took a deep breath. “You have to promise me you won’t get angry when I tell you.”
Edwina frowned. “Why would I—”
The older sister spun around and pointed at her. “Promise me.”
“Okay.” Edwina raised her hands in surrender. “I promise.”
Leaning back against the black countertop, Kate inhaled deeply, her fingers tapping nervously against the cold surface. “It’s a big…” she hesitated before letting out a long sigh, “problem for an actress’s reputation to be romantically involved with her movie’s director.”
A frown creased Edwina’s face as she stared at Kate, mentally translating her sister’s words. And then her eyes widened, and she gasped, jumping to her feet. “Oh!” she exclaimed, pointing at Kate, “You and Anthony!”
“Edwina,” Kate said, her eyes wide, reminding the other woman to lower her voice.
“That makes so much sense,” Edwina continued, too shocked to heed her sister’s warning. Placing a hand on her head, she said, “Everything makes sense now.”
“No, it doesn’t,” Kate replied, a scoff barely contained on her lips. “This is, in fact, the most senseless thing that has ever happened in my life. I don’t understand it myself,” she confessed in frustration. “This wasn’t supposed to happen. I just hated him all the time and then I...” She trailed off, noticing Edwina smiling at her. “Why don’t you hate me? I had the impression you were interested in him.”
“Hate you?” Edwina twisted her face in confusion, a smile still on her lips. “I’m happy for you. He’s one of the hottest men alive.”
“Edwina,” Kate hid her face behind her hands, a nervous laugh bubbling up from her throat.
The youngest Sharma, however, got more and more excited the more she talked with Kate about it. She had never seen her older sister act like a nervous teenager before.
She narrowed her eyes at Kate, a mischievous tone colouring her voice. “What did you two do on Sunday?”
“Nothing!” Kate shrieked, her voice high-pitched and strained as she threw her hands up, the gesture only causing Edwina to giggle. Oh, Kate was blushing. Edwina didn’t even know she was capable of doing that.
“We just...” Kate trailed off and Edwina nodded before her older sister averted her eyes and mumbled. “We kissed, that’s it.”
“You what!” Edwina said, the sound of her laughter echoing in the air, while Kate glared at her, her cheeks flushed crimson. “Come on, didi. Just bear with me. We never had these moments when we were young.”
“But I’m not a teenager, Edwina. That is the problem,” Kate replied. “We are both adults and this is a serious issue.”
Edwina pursed her lips. “Alright, let me assess the situation then.”
The other woman furrowed her eyebrows in confusion as Edwina raised hers, saying, “While you might be the expert in nearly everything, I’m the expert in social relations here. So, for once, let me help you.”
Kate’s lips twitched upwards at her sister’s antics, and a soft sigh of resignation escaped her.
“Who kissed who?” Edwina asked. Kate’s eyes widened in surprise at her audacious question, and before she could protest, Edwina raised a hand to silence her. “Just trust me and answer.”
Kate glared at her for a moment before quietly saying, “He kissed me.”
The youngest Sharma beamed, “So he likes you.” Kate gave her a stern look, prompting her sister to straighten her back and adopt a more formal demeanour. “I’m sorry, so he has a romantic interest in you,” she said, sounding more adult-like, making Kate roll her eyes at the insanity of the situation.
“And you said you liked it.” Edwina continued staring at Kate, waiting for confirmation.
Kate, whose face was so hot it could have cooked an egg, glared. “Yes,” she said.
“But do you li— have a romantic interest in him?” Edwina asked.
The other woman clamped her lips shut, the discomfort so intense she’d rather die than continue talking.
“I mean, you obviously do, to some degree,” Edwina continued. “I guess what’s important is in what degree.”
“I don’t know,” Kate answered. “Honestly, I did my best to avoid thinking about it since I noticed it was happening.”
A thoughtful expression settled on Edwina’s face as she pressed her lips together. “Is he an idiot?” she asked.
Kate, feeling whiplash from the abrupt subject change, wrinkled her forehead. “No, he’s stubborn, clueless, and overall insufferable, but he’s not an idiot.”
“Oh, you really like him,” her sister stated, nodding as if she had reached an absolute truth. Kate stared at her, a bit baffled, as Edwina said, “Every single one of the men you brought home you called an idiot. Every single one.” She shrugged before adding, “and you didn’t seem to love any of them, so…”
Anxiety washed over Kate; she rubbed her temples, shut her eyes, and pondered why such an absurd line of thinking was troubling her so much.
“How is any of this important?” she asked. “It’s not like I’m going to do anything about it.”
“It matters because you should do something about it,” Edwina replied with utter conviction.
Kate let her hand fall, gazing at her sister with a look that suggested she thought her sister was out of her mind. “Bon—”
“No, listen to me,” Edwina interrupted, her expression unusually serious, a side of her that Kate rarely saw. “I know you may still see me as this naïve little girl who knows little about life, but I’ve lived long enough to understand how rare it is to truly care for someone and have those feelings reciprocated. Haven’t you realised the same by now?”
Kate had. After 40 years of feeling utterly lonely and hopeless in relationships, it was only natural for Kate to come to that conclusion. A grimace twisted her face, and she stared down at her hands, noticing the tremor in her fingers. “I don’t even understand how I feel about him, let alone...”
“Well, shouldn’t you try to find out?” Edwina inquired, prompting Kate to glance back at her. Kate’s brown eyes were slightly moist, providing the youngest girl with all the information she needed. “You deserve to have a life, one that’s got nothing to do with work.” She then lifted her hand, as though she was expecting some sort of objection. “I’m not suggesting you ignore work or neglect your responsibilities. What I mean is that your life is more than just your duties.” Kate, biting her lip and shaking her head stubbornly, listened as Edwina continued, “How many actresses have dated or married directors? It is not that unusual. Do you want me to Google it? Because I will.”
“It’s just not the same,” Kate replied, as a tear rolled down her face, catching her off guard. “I can’t possibly risk causing a scandal over a feeling I don’t even understand.”
Taking a deep breath, Edwina grasped her sister’s face, compelling her to look at her and listen: “Kate, you two are on the opposite side of the globe. Unless you go wandering around Britomart or K-Road, there’s no need to worry about the press.” She then let her sister go and continued, “You don’t have to be the be-all and end-all about everything, especially when it comes to relationships. You can just allow yourself work things out, you know.”
As Edwina spoke, Kate listened carefully, a dawning realisation washing over her that the catastrophic vision she had previously held in her mind might not, in fact, be an accurate reflection of reality. “But...” she hesitated, trying to comprehend Edwina’s carefree perspective. “People on set might gossip or leak information to the media.”
“Then don’t tell anyone,” Edwina shrugged, as if it was the simplest thing in the world. “If you want privacy, keep it private. Give yourselves time to figure things out. Wouldn’t it be better than being distracted in every scene?” she suggested.
All Kate managed was a stare at her. Because why did her words suddenly start to make so much sense?
“If we fight, it could be a problem,” Kate pointed out.
“Was it ever before?” Edwina replied promptly.
Kate furrowed her brows, her younger sister saw the slight shift in her expression, a sign of giving in, and pressed on, “I’ve seen him defend you all day. If what you’ve said is true, and I’m guessing he made a pass at you and you turned him down, and then all he did was stand up for you and give you the space you needed, then it sounds like he’s a decent man, didi.”
Letting out a breath, Kate ran a hand through her hair, feeling completely defeated in the argument. “When did you become so wise?” she asked.
A triumphant smile spread across Edwina’s face. Her work was complete. “I was raised by the smartest women I know,” she said.
A low chuckle escaped Kate’s lips as she stopped pacing, tugging at her hair in frustration. “I really have no idea what he’s actually feeling. It could have just been a spur-of-the-moment thing for him, nothing more.”
Edwina then crossed her arms. “Didn’t you say you two are grown adults?” she asked, and Kate felt a twinge of annoyance as she realised her words were being turned back on her, already anticipating what was coming next.
“Talk to him and find out.”
It was late at night, and Anthony still couldn’t sleep. He took a sip of his lukewarm coffee, hand on hip, letting out a sigh as his restless mind raced on, as it had been lately.
A few fat raindrops began to splatter against his small trailer window, each one a tiny explosion of sound that offend him. The rain made him think of her, though he hardly needed reminding... she was always on his mind.
He let out a heavy breath, scratching his head, before taking another sip, only to be interrupted by a light knock at the door. Checking the clock again, Anthony wondered if he’d imagined the white neon lights showing 1 AM. Sadly, he was right, and he couldn’t think of anyone who’d want to have a chat with him at that time of night. Well, apart from one, and he really wasn’t up for another talk with Agatha.
“Come in,” he said, turning to face the door but not moving from his spot.
And then, a beautiful set of brown, wet hair appeared by the open door. Ignoring the frantic rhythm of his heart against his ribs, Anthony placed a hand on his forehead and let out a long, weary sigh.
“If you’ve come back to tell me to yell at you again or to accuse me of charming actresses on set or their sisters, I’m really not in the mood,” he said.
Kate paused at the door, observing his exhausted expression and feeling guilty rather than exasperated for once. “No, that’s not why I’m here,” she replied.
A thought crossed his mind, then a grimace formed on his face as he asked, “Did Agatha talk to you?”
She hesitated again. “What? No,” she replied as she walked toward him.
Leaning on the nearby beige countertop, he inhaled deeply. “Look, you don’t have to...”
“Will you just shut up and let me talk?” Kate finally exploded, the words a harsh counterpoint to the nervous flutter in her chest.
Anthony’s eyebrows shot up in surprise at her outburst. He begrudgingly stayed quiet, crossing his arms defensively, and turned to her, forcing a calm facade despite his inner turmoil.
However, now that she had his undivided attention, Kate felt anxious once again, unsure of where to start. She nervously ran her fingers through her now twice-washed hair, the fragrance of lilies shampoo lingering in the air around her.
“I’m sorry about what I said on Sunday,” she said and he immediately wrinkled his forehead, resting his hip on the kitchen counter as he listened intently. “You caught me completely off guard, and I reacted with the first feeling that surfaced,” she continued.
Anthony pressed his lips together and nodded, “Which was animosity towards me, I’m guessing.”
“No,” she replied, meeting his gaze, “which was fear,” she said, which was only half a lie, since the initial emotion had really been an inexplicable jumble of wanting to kiss him back and longing for his touch.
Surprised by her honesty, Anthony furrowed his brows before nodding again.
Pausing, Kate contemplated her next words. The gentle sound of rain filled the room, and she closed her eyes briefly, taking a deep breath.
“I don’t know what this is,” she said, reminding herself to be an adult and to be honest. “I don’t understand it,” she said, her hand drumming a restless rhythm on the cool, smooth countertop, “but I honestly need to if I want any hope of concentrating on my job ever again.”
As the meaning of the conversation finally dawned on Anthony, a wave of apprehension mixed with relief washed over him. His pulse pounded in his ears, as he poked the inside of his cheek with his tongue, nervously observing Kate in her purple bathrobe and wet hair, her distressed demeanour palpable.
“Well… I suppose the most important question is: did you hate it?” he asked.
Kate froze, her hand mid-air, feeling her cheeks flush. She was pretty sure she had kissed him back with a lot of enthusiasm.
“You already know the answer to that,” she replied, her voice tight and brittle as she avoided his gaze, adding, “I don’t see how that’s the most important question.”
“Well, it’s the most important question to me,” he replied.
Kate then watched him readjust his crossed arms, his face tense. It was clear he was completely serious, and an odd sensation fluttered in her stomach. Whether it was guilt from her reaction after the kiss, excitement over its significance to him, or both, she preferred not to overanalyze.
She looked back at her hand on the counter, swallowing hard before admitting, “No. I didn’t hate it,” she said, her gaze flickering to his eyes, then quickly darting away, as if she was staring into the sun.
Anthony cleared his throat and nodded calmly, despite feeling a strange and completely unprecedented urge to jump with excitement. He was suddenly convinced that perhaps he should have pursued acting after all.
However, Kate then turned her head towards him, as if suddenly realising a problem she wasn’t even aware of, and asked, “Why? Did you?”
“No,” Anthony quickly replied, his eyes widening comically. He then regained his composure, saying, “I’m the one who kissed you in the first place.”
Heat rose in her cheeks as she said, “Yes, but that doesn’t mean anything,” the defensiveness clear in her tone, causing Anthony to stare at her with a curious tilt of his head. “Who knows why you did it? Maybe I was annoying you—”
“You think I kissed you because you were annoying me,” Anthony replied, a slight smile forming despite his growing sweaty palms.
Kate blinked. “Maybe, I mean—,” she stammered.
“So, if I annoy you enough in this conversation, you might end up kissing me,” he said, raising his eyebrows.
She opened and closed her mouth, “I don’t know, what I mean is—”
“Noted,” he muttered under his breath, earning a sharp glare from her.
“What I mean is,” she continued pointedly, “maybe you just thought I looked attractive that day. Maybe that’s what you do, you just kiss people without meaning anything. How will I know?” she finished, shrugging sharply and out of breath.
He stared, uncertain whether his nausea was caused by nervousness or irritation.
“I kissed you because I wanted to kiss you,” he explained. Kate nodded, her cheeks turning a dark pink shade. Unable to resist, he elaborated, “you, specifically.”
Kate nodded once more, redirecting her focus to the counter. Her nails were on the verge of breaking as she anxiously scratched it, and she bit her bottom lip hard, afraid it would have a mind of its own and kiss him if she didn’t stop it.
Seeing her remain silent, he asked, “Does that sate your doubts?”
Kate wrinkled her forehead. “No,” she replied, surprising him. “Why?” Her fingernails scraped against the granite as she nervously gathered the courage to ask the question that had been plaguing her. “Did you want to kiss me, that is.”
Anthony raised an eyebrow, feeling like a deer caught in headlights, even though he’d anticipated this turn in the conversation.
“Why?” he repeated, though it was a fitting question for the situation. Kate gazed at him as he tensed up, absentmindedly scratching his left biceps. “I...,” he faltered, feeling inarticulate, “I don’t know.”
“You don’t know,” Kate echoed, abandoning her nervousness to give him a pointed look, “you wanted to kiss me, and you don’t know why?”
He ran his hands through his hair, creating a dishevelled mess. “I...” he trailed off, struggling to formulate coherent phrases or even understand himself. Glancing at her, he instinctively accused, “I thought you said you didn’t understand this either.”
“Yes, but I’m not the one who kissed you,” she pointed at herself before jabbing a finger at him. “You kissed me.”
Exasperated, he threw his hands up. “And you kissed me back, so...”
She widened her eyes. “Oh, so you do go around kissing people for no reason.” She gestured wildly, her voice raising, “So excuse me if—”
“Clearly, I’m attracted to you,” Anthony shouted, his face turning red. As Kate stopped yelling, they locked eyes, both panting.
The director, overcome with exasperation, continued, “I don’t know why you needed to say it when it’s been obvious for quite some time that you’re driving me insane. Truly, it’s uncanny. It’s like you were handed a user’s manual since birth.”
“Anthony—”
“And I don’t have answers for you,” he continued, ignoring her interruption, shaking his head as he looked at her. “Truly. If I could explain to myself what on earth this is," he pointed between the two of them, “I would gladly share the information with you. But alas, I’m completely in the dark. The only thing I do know is that I haven’t been able to think straight for months.” He placed his hands on his hips, taking a step towards her. “You think you are the one having trouble focusing? For the first time in my life, I’m not giving 100% to my job. Not because I don’t want to, but simply because I can’t,” he said while gesturing towards himself placing both hands on his chest, frustration dripping from his tone. “I can’t stop noticing when you’re in a room. What you’re doing. What you’re wearing, or what you’re saying. And it doesn’t matter if I try to stay away, because when you’re not in the room, I can’t stop thinking about you either.” He shrugged sharply before shaking his head. “It’s insufferable. It’s some sort of highly intricate torture. And you ask me why I wanted to kiss you? Kate, I always want to kiss you. It’s just my natural—”
Then, Kate pushed him against the counter, her lips meeting his in a heated kiss, her arms wrapping around his neck as her fingers wove through his already tousled hair. He slipped his arms around her waist, pulling her close, and the conversation was instantly forgotten. Kate had to admit, it felt like a release. She was just so exhausted of fighting it, she couldn’t find it in herself to continue anymore.
As they both leaned slightly away, breathless and still embraced, Anthony’s gaze lingered on her lips. “So, does this fall under the ‘I annoyed you enough’ category?” He asked.
She despised him, truly loathed him.
Biting her bottom lip, she gazed at his mouth. “Not exactly,” she breathed.
“Alright,” he muttered, taking it as a sufficient answer before pressing his mouth against hers again.
He tasted like coffee, which irritated her because she loved coffee and had kissed him enough times to have that information filed in her senses. And his skin was always warm, his hands leaving a hot trail on her back and waist as their lips met. The ever-present smell of his woodsy cologne surrounded her, making her realise she was ready to lose all reason.
“Wait,” she said, and their mouths separated with a small, audible pop, her hand lingering in his hair. Her lips, swollen and a deep pink, added, “No one can know about this.”
With his eyes still glazed over, his mouth hovering over hers, he murmured, “I surmised as much,” before kissing her again.
Notes:
PHEWWWWWWWWWWW
Now, for those of you who are anxious, just click on next chapter and get the Polin side of the story. I'll see you there!
For those of you that aren't /that/ anxious and want to know my thought process on why I chose to do what I did with the Kanthony poltline, here it is:
- As I told a few people here and there in the comments I made a choice to give Kanthony less drama/angst than Polin (This is not to say that their drama is over with this chapter, far from that, trust me. After all I'm still me LOL) But in general, I chose less drama for them because they are the secondary couple. We have enough drama and angst as it is with Colin and Penelope, so we just need that sort of relief with our secondary couple ( this is not to say that I've never done the other way around, with them having drama and Polin being the relief, but just explaining the thought process here).
- The Edwina plotline.
I figured that in a modern AU setting, the plot that happened in season 2 wasn't going to happen that way because Anthony didn't have the pressure to get married (kind of the other way around, as the modern world works sometimes). He was never truly attracted to her in the original story - She was attracted to him. And she fell in love quickly, I believe, because he gave her that type of attention. But in this story, that's not what happened because he was never attracted to her. Though he was, of course, nice to her, he wasn't interested in having that relationship with her.
So, in my thought process, this sort of plot made sense because the moment Edwina noticed Kate was in love with Anthony, she (Edwina) wasn't /in love/ with Anthony, and they didn't have a relationship, so she would support her sister rather than be mad because there was no relationship to be mad about.
Other than that, we just have to wait for what happens next ! Again, I talk too much, I'm sorry (me and the transcribers LOL)
★like old hollywood (kanthony’s version)★
Chapter 14: ... and 72 days
Summary:
Colin has 72 days to help Penelope have the perfect first kiss.
Notes:
And here we are.
Just a quick reminder that, again, this is on the same timeline as Chapter 13, but of course, it will last longer. Chapter 13 is 72 hours, this is 72 days. But they both start at the same point, which is basically right after Chapter 12.
(Ps: cookies to whoever read the rules of propriety and notices a few references here hahaha).
I don't have much else to say, let's just get to it!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Here was Colin’s brilliant idea: he would teach her how to attract any man she chose, so she could have her first kiss with someone she truly desired.
Which almost made Penelope laugh out loud because how on earth did she get herself into such an absurd situation?
But then again, what other choice did she have? Should she rely on skills that had taken over two decades to prove successful, or worse, have her first kiss on screen with the one man she had vowed not to develop feelings for again?
And so, Penelope ended up in the last place anyone sane would want to be: caught up in a Bridgerton scheme.
Because, no, Colin didn’t offer a simple suggestion—he had a whole plan mapped out. It involved spending their rare days off together meeting people, or something along those lines. Penelope’s mind was honestly too overwhelmed to grasp his thought process.
It was only fitting, Colin seemed to be calmly arranging a solution, as if nothing insane was happening, while Penelope felt like her world was being turned upside down.
“We need to talk.”
Sighing, Anthony stood abruptly, tray in hand, a sight Colin didn’t stick around for; he spun and left the cafeteria, barely acknowledging Kate or Edwina.
Once the boisterous chatter of the cafeteria faded to a dull roar and Colin found a relatively quiet corner, he paused, hands on hips, gazing down at his scuffed, black shoes.
“What is it?” Anthony inquired, his hand instinctively going to his hip, mirroring his brother’s pose.
“Why didn’t you tell me?” Colin asked, his eyes squinting against the surprisingly bright sunlight filtering through the thin cloud cover, as he looked up at the director.
Anthony assessed his distraught brother for a moment. He could try to act as if he had no clue what Colin was on about, but that really wasn’t his style.
“That wasn’t my creative decision to share,” he explained.
Unmoved by his brother’s supposedly cold and rational professionalism, the other Bridgerton narrowed his eyes. “But you did have a say in it,” he said. There was absolutely zero chance he didn’t have a say in adding such a pivotal added scene.
Anthony twisted his lips, a grimace forming as his fingers drummed a nervous rhythm against the soft, white cotton of his shirt. “Yes, I had a say in it.” And before Colin could unleash a torrent of accusations, he asked, “Have you read the scene?”
Colin clenched his jaw, a sharp exhale escaping his lips before a curt nod.
The director tilted his head slightly. “So you do know it made sense to add it.”
Did he know that? Because Colin was so disoriented, he doubted he could even remember his own name.
He supposed that, indeed, the fragments he could recall from the scene, despite the overwhelming shock that obscured everything else, formed a semblance of sense. But why add it? And why now? Charlotte was a writer who took great pride in her choices and narratives — never second-guessing herself. Agatha was equally unwavering in her convictions, and Anthony would prefer death over sacrificing his artistic vision.
Still, for some reason, all three of them decided to change a decade-old story.
“Look Colin, I’m sorry,” Anthony said, assuming Colin’s silence could only be caused by shimmering anger. “I knew this could end up being uncomfortable to you both, as Penelope is almost like a sister to you and there’s enough on your plate as it is. But if you think about it from the story’s angle…” and then Colin totally zoned out on whatever Anthony was going on about.
Because all he could do once he compared Penelope to a sister was recoil. Never before had he felt such immediate revulsion at a phrase as he did when Anthony spoke those words. Undoubtedly, he was experiencing a myriad of confused and unarticulated emotions at the thought of kissing Penelope, yet none of them resembled the feeling of kissing a sister.
“… so I wasn’t as convinced at first either, but you know how Agatha can be,” Anthony continued, misinterpreting the grimace on Colin’s face. “But now, I have to admit she may have been right all along. But do not tell her that.”
Colin let out a sigh, still hearing Anthony’s voice as a muddle of incomprehensible sounds in his ears, before he placed a hand on his forehead. “Fine,” he replied to whatever his older brother had just said. “When are we meant to shoot it? Can you tell me that much?” he asked, his sarcasm sounding half-hearted amidst his distress.
“A little over two months,” Anthony replied.
“Alright,” Colin nodded. He could work with that. “Aside from that, is there anything in my or Pen’s schedule that might change before then?”
Wrinkling his forehead slightly, Anthony said, “No.”
“Are you sure?” Colin probed. “No other secret scenes that I’m unaware of?”
Anthony glared at him. “Why do you need to know?”
“Personal reasons,” Colin said, a hint of defensiveness in his tone, which Anthony acknowledged with a single, questioning eyebrow arch. The younger Bridgerton persisted, “Just promise me you won’t alter our schedule until then. You owe me.”
“I don’t owe you a thing,” Anthony retorted, his voice tight with indignation. A protest that was completely ignored as Colin turned on his heel and strolled off.
Then, without turning back, the actor dramatically raised his hand, a flourish that seemed to punctuate his words, “If you disagree, I’ll share this in the group chat and let our siblings decide.”
Anthony’s mouth hung open, a silent gasp of offense escaping his lips. “You signed an NDA!” he shouted.
Colin simply waved him off, leaving Anthony shaking his head, vowing never to work with a family member again.
Three days.
Colin calculated that in the two months leading up to their scene, that was the amount of time available when neither of them was busy filming.
That was it. Colin needed to do more than just give good advice; he needed to work miracles. She suspected this was why he told her they had to leave early that day. With her luck, she might need the full 24 hours to get a man’s attention. And so Penelope found herself in the parking lot on a bright Tuesday morning, walking towards Colin’s rented grey Hyundai Santa Fe, feeling as if she was about to lose her mind.
The early morning light glinted off the chrome of the car hood as he leaned against it, a perfect picture in his dark blue jeans, green pullover, and Persol sunglasses. While Penelope had spent hours looking for the perfect outfit, but all she could find was a pair of light-washed jeans and a baby blue off-the-shoulder jumper that clashed horribly with her orange-lensed sunglasses.
As soon as he spotted her, a warm smile crept across his face, but she brushed aside the flutter in her chest, giving a casual “Hi,” as she reached for the passenger door with shaky hands.
“Ah, ah,” Colin said, wagging his index finger and bringing her back to reality. “You’re driving.”
“I’m what?” she exclaimed, her eyes widening and her stomach dropping.
He shrugged and repeated, “You’re driving,” before he climbed into the passenger seat.
Penelope stood there, mouth agape, for a good five minutes before reluctantly walking around the car and sliding into the driver’s seat.
“Do you want to die?” she asked, looking at him as if he was insane. “Is this your plan? To kill us both before we shoot that scene?”
A barely perceptible twitch at the corner of Colin’s lips betrayed his need to laugh; however, he clamped his mouth shut. “No…” he intoned, his eyebrows peeking out from behind his sunglasses. “I’m multitasking.”
Her eyebrows also shot up, disbelief etched on her face. “Multitasking?”
“I mean,” Colin replied, crossing his arms. “We rarely get free days, especially together, so let’s make the most of it.”
“Really.” she said, giving him a look of pure indignation. “Shall we get our check-ups done together while we’re at it?”
He pressed his lips together a bit more firmly before saying, “Don’t tempt me.”
Realising that the man wouldn’t change his mind, she looked down at the steering wheel and felt a wave of desperation wash over her. “I’m already feeling quite anxious. Do you really want to pile on more?”
“Okay,” Colin sighed, turning towards her and perching his sunglasses on top of his head. He fixed his dark blue eyes on her in a way that was incredibly distracting. “Pen, first and foremost, while seeking for a relationship: don’t let your nerves get the better of you. So here’s what we’re going to do – you’re going to trust me,” he pointed at himself, “drive this car and relax.”
She hesitated for a moment, unsure of how much she trusted his methods. But considering she had admitted to needing driving lessons, she reluctantly agreed.
“Fine,” she declared with a sigh, looking straight ahead and adjusting her seat and mirrors. Attempting to fasten her seatbelt, she found it almost reached her head. Why does Colin have to be so tall? She thought, as she turned around and tried to adjust it without success.
His chuckle, a low rumble, echoed in the confined space of the car. And then, without warning, he leaned in her direction, his scent filling her space as he bent over her. Penelope’s heart leaped into her throat, her eyes widening as he adjusted the seatbelt, his breath warm on her skin, his chest pressing against hers. With his mission accomplished, he leaned back, stopping inches from her face. And when he gazed at her for too long, she realized she had finally discovered her true motivation for driving successfully that day: she wouldn’t be able to forgive herself if she died without kissing him at least once.
“There,” he whispered, finally returning to his seat, oblivious to the fact that he had nearly given his driver a heart attack. He cleared his throat and put his sunglasses back on, crossing his arms over his chest as he looked ahead. “We should get going if we want to reach Wellington.”
She blinked, trying to process if she had heard him correctly before turning back to him. “Wellington? Are you out of your mind?”
He frowned. “Why do you think we’re leaving so early?”
“I don’t know, maybe you wanted to have brunch?!” she asked, suddenly feeling anxious again.
Colin then paused, tilting his head as he commented. “I’d love to have brunch,” he said, turning to her. “Perhaps we could stop for some along the way?” Penelope widened her eyes to convey that wasn’t her point, and he continued, “We’ll take turns driving, Pen. Of course I wouldn’t make you drive for five hours straight.”
“That’s not the problem!” She shrieked, raising her hands in frustration. “We’ll obviously be recognised in Wellington.”
He furrowed his eyebrows at her and questioned, “What difference does it make if it’s Wellington or anywhere else? Everyone has internet, regardless of the size of their town.”
She pressed her lips together. “Indeed. That makes me feel so much better, thank you.” She couldn’t wait for pictures of them together to be plastered on every gossip website out there, especially if they caught her potential first kiss. “Why don’t we go to Auckland then?” she sarcastically shrugged. “At least we won’t be driving all day.”
Colin paused, realising she had a point. “I don’t want to push our luck that much,” he admitted.
Penelope shook her head at him, placing her hands on the steering wheel and taking a deep breath.
“Just trust me, Pen. Wellington has the right number of people we need, and I already know where we can go,” he assured her. “I know what I’m doing.”
Colin had no clue what he was doing.
Ever since Agatha had mentioned the kissing scene with Pen, his mind had been in a constant state of panic. It didn’t help when Penelope mentioned she had kissed no one before, because that ensured his thoughts would never be coherent again.
The problem was, he couldn’t quite understand why he was feeling this way. He could only break down his emotions into small, disjointed facts that didn’t quite make sense when put together.
One fact was that when Agatha first broke the news to them, his initial reaction wasn’t one of dread or fear, like when he found out Cressida would be his romantic interest. Rather, he felt an odd sense of curiosity. If he were being honest, the thought of kissing Penelope had never actually crossed his mind, even with all the rumours flying around about them being together. But once Agatha planted that possibility in his mind, he couldn’t stop thinking about it.
Then there was the gut-wrenching fact that he might end up being Penelope’s first kiss, which would happen on screen, something she definitely did not want. And, somehow, that didn’t seem fair. Upon reflection, he realized that he had never discussed romantic relationships with Penelope. But because he knew her so well, he could logically deduce how significant this milestone was for her. If she had waited that long, it meant that it couldn’t just be anyone who shared that moment with her. Especially not her childhood friend, who was doing it because of a film.
This led to the third and most perplexing fact: if he wanted to help Penelope, it meant assisting her in kissing someone else, an image that had never entered his mind or eyes. But now it did, all the time. And in a sense, it stirred up a sensation that was somewhat akin to... akin to… death, maybe.
But he wasn’t about to overanalyze it since he had never died before. What was important was the final and most critical fact: his friend needed his help.
That was precisely how he found himself at a rooftop bar in Courtney Place. It was a charming place, to be sure, with its mix of stylish tall tables, well-used metal stools and small hanging lights remained unlit. Which reminded him that, for once in his life, he wasn’t standing out like a sore thumb in sunglasses and a cap since it was still daylight.
“This is a terrible idea,” Penelope declared, and he could tell from behind her sunglasses that her eyes were darting around in panic.
“Calm down, Pen,” he said, taking her hand and leading her to a nearby table.
He looked around the room casually, as Penelope drummed her fingers on the wooden table, a staccato rhythm against the quiet murmur of conversation, her lips pursed in apprehension. Having successfully surveyed the room, he turned, catching his reflection in her metallic yellow and orange aviator glasses. He briefly admired how the colours matched her hair, but quickly pushed that thought aside, focusing on more important matters.
“Alright, there are a few key things to keep in mind when searching for someone,” he said, adopting a lecture-like tone.
Penelope raised an eyebrow, taken aback by his direct approach. “Why do I feel like I just stepped into He’s Just Not That Into You?” she joked, using humour to navigate the absurd situation.
Tilting his head, Colin furrowed his brow in confusion.
“The rom-com?” she clarified, realising he didn’t get the reference. Seeing his silence, she elaborated, “Ginnifer Goodwin, Justin Long? He teaches her how to find a man who actually wants to date her?”
Colin’s eyebrows shot up from behind his green-tinted shades. “And I’m Justin Long in this scenario?”
Penelope was about to say yes, but then remembered how the movie actually ended. So she cleared her throat and lied, “Nevermind, I met him five months ago. That’s why my mind went there,” before promptly turning around and raising her hand to signal a waiter.
“Okay...” Colin drawled, puzzled. The waiter arrived with the drinks menu, and the actor gave his best friend a narrowed-eyed look. “Are you planning to drink so you don’t have to drive later?”
She plastered on a fake innocent expression, her shoulders lifting in a practiced shrug. “I thought I was supposed to blend in here.”
He glared half-heartedly at her, a smile tugging at his lips, as he watched her order a Hazelnut Martini while he chose a mint mocktail for himself. The waiter, a thin man with curly brown hair and a name tag that read Oliver, paused, his eyes flicking over them before regaining his composure and swiftly walking away with the menus.
“Alright,” Colin said, leaning forward towards Penelope. “The first step is to observe the people in the room and see who catches your attention.”
Penelope paused, looking into his face and feeling grateful for the sunglasses that separated them, convinced that no one in the room could captivate her attention like he did.
“Okay,” she said with a slight cough, and as Colin gestured with his head towards her, she added, “Oh, you mean right now,” she responded, feeling a bit foolish, before scanning the room.
As expected, the options around her were mediocre at best. But perhaps she was being too demanding, considering she had spent twenty years in love with a guy who turned out to be an international star. With a sigh, she glanced around the room, her eyes catching on a tall, dark-haired man—his smile warm, a hint of stubble shadowing his jawline.
When the man wasn’t looking, she nodded in his direction and said, “Him.”
Colin turned to see who she was referring to, then turned back with a disapproving grimace. He asked, “Him?”, the word hanging heavy in the air, thick with his critical tone.
She tilted her head, on the verge of telling him he was crazy for judging because the man somewhat resembled him, but she changed her mind before she said something crazy. “You told me to choose,” she defended herself.
“Right,” he said, swallowing hard. But before he could continue speaking, he was interrupted.
“If you’re going to suggest I should go up to him and strike up a chat, I beg you to wait until my drink gets here,” she said.
He closed his eyes, holding back an affectionate chuckle, before replying, “No. I was going to say you need to make him approach you.”
She arched her eyebrows up to her hairline and let out a sarcastic remark. “Oh, is that all?” Having spent decades being ignored by men, she was certain that no guy would ever approach her. Not ever.
He leaned closer, understanding her ironic tone, narrowed his eyes, and replied, “Yes, that’s all.” He straightened his back and added, “You need to have more faith in yourself, Pen.”
She sighed, not wanting to delve into her sob story of being invisible again. “Fine, enlighten me.”
Finally, the server returned with their drinks, and they mumbled their thanks. “Let me know if you need anything else,” he said, his gaze lingering on them a moment too long before his departure.
Adjusting her glasses self-consciously, Penelope took a slow sip of her Martini, waiting for Colin.
“The key is to remain visible; keep drinking and throw him the occasional glance,” he explained, taking a sip of his mocktail.
“How am I supposed to glance at him?” she inquired, feeling puzzled by the vague instructions.
Colin shrugged, “However you see fit.”
She widened her eyes in indignation, although it was futile since he couldn’t even see it. “However I see fit? If what I’ve always done hasn’t worked, then—”
“Really? You were openly eyeing attractive men at bars and parties?" Colin interjected, seemingly already knowing the answer.
Unsure of how to reply, she hesitated. “...Yes,” she answered reluctantly, a carefully reply that wasn’t technically untrue. After all, she was always looking at Colin, no matter where they were.
A low, incredulous “uh-hum” rumbled in his chest as he took another slow sip of his drink.
In response, she huffed and raised her hands in surrender, saying, “Fine, what else?” She was certain that Colin’s plan was bound to fail.
“That’s all,” he replied simply
Her eyebrows shot up to her hairline as she asked, “That’s all?”
Colin nodded without hesitation. “Yeah. You’re attractive, Pen. If he’s interested, he’ll come to you.”
Penelope just sat there, completely frozen in her seat, her mind gradually short-circuiting after about ten words or so. That simply couldn’t be what she just heard Colin say.
“Just…” he added. “Don’t hide yourself while you’re at it. Sit up straight, and make your presence known.”
“Make my presence known?” She asked incredulously, looking down at her shirt mockingly. “Like lower my neckline and...”
“No,” Colin exclaimed, extending his hand as if to stop her. Seeing her wide-eyed reaction, he quickly retracted his hand and clarified, “That’s not what I meant.”
“Okay...” she trailed off, eyeing him cautiously, as if expecting another outburst.
“Just don’t hide in your shell. Have fun and relax,” he advised, pointing to a stool by the bar a few meters away from the man she had mentioned. “Just sit there and try to do that.”
She nodded slowly, standing up with her drink in hand. “And where are you going to sit?” she asked, noticing that there were no available seats next to the one he had suggested.
“Over there,” he gestured with his thumb towards the back of the bar.
The thought of being alone brought a renewed wave of panic as she said, “What?”
“I have to,” he said, standing up. Pausing slightly in front of her, his voice lowered as he explained, “For obvious reasons.”
Oh, Penelope’s mind chimed in unintelligently as she stared at him. Naturally, people would think they were a couple. It had been almost two years since people started assuming that she and Colin were a couple, and it still caught her by surprise at times.
Colin then made his way towards an empty seat on the opposite side of the bar, and she glanced at him one last time before continuing on her path. He settled onto the paint-cracked yellow metal chair, his gaze fixed intently on her.
She sat on a black stool by the bar counter, twirling her straw in her drink. It did not take long for several men to steal glances at her, just as Colin had anticipated, which was peculiar because, rather than feeling triumphant, the actor experienced an unusual and unsettling sensation.
Upon taking his advice, she stole a glance at the man who had caught her interest. The new zealander quickly noticed her gaze and reciprocated just as she looked away. Colin couldn’t understand what made that guy so appealing to her - he appeared as thin as a twig with a poorly kept beard and bushy eyebrows. Nevertheless, if the plan succeeded and Penelope was happy, that was all that mattered to him.
Quickly glancing again at the bushy-browed man, Penelope returned her attention to her drink, taking a long gulp.
She seemed nervous. Colin had a hunch that was the issue, her shyness, since any other excuse she had manufactured in her head made no sense. A thoughtful frown creased his face as he wondered if he could help; however, the dark-haired man beat him to it, strolling toward Penelope under the guise of ordering a drink. He paused beside her, leaning in to begin a conversation.
Colin noticed Penelope’s eyebrows give a slight, surprised lift at his approach. They chatted for a bit, and then she started smiling, which made Colin’s stomach queasy. The man soon returned to his previous spot, while Penelope chewed on her bottom lip, a habit she had whenever she felt nervous or preoccupied. Lost in thought, she resumed drinking, nearing the bottom of her glass, before a tall, sun-kissed man interrupted her quiet contemplation by approaching.
His appearance was strikingly distinct from that of the first man who had caught her eye, featuring a tan line etched around his eyes, teeth like bright chips of ice, and heavily tattooed arms bursting from a black tank top. But he leaned in and whispered something to Penelope, and her laughter, bright and bubbly, immediately filled the room, causing Colin to furrow his brow in confusion.
“Another one?”
Turning right, Colin saw Oliver pointing at his drink with a questioning look.
The actor stared at his glass, the pastel green mocktail now a diluted, transparent mess, the ice completely melted, leaving a ring of condensation on the dark wood table. He then shook his head. “Just a glass of water, please.”
As the waiter nodded and went on his way, the little lights scattered around the bar flickered to life, casting a warm glow against the fading sunlight. Colin grimaced, realising he would soon struggle to see through his dark sunglasses.
Penelope was still talking to the guy with the brighter-than-the-sun teeth who had pulled up a stool to sit next to her. Colin fidgeted with his hair, pondering if the man would make a move on her by the end of the night, and if that was what Penelope desired.
He bit his lip and watched the condensation on the table from his sweating glass, tracing abstract shapes in the water with a fingertip.
“Here, it’s on the house,” Oliver said, returning with a shot of tequila and water.
Colin raised his eyebrows at the gesture, puzzled. Perhaps it was just a standard courtesy.
“Um, thank you, but...” Colin hesitated, looking at Oliver. “I’m driving tonight.”
“Eh?” With a disappointed sigh, the waiter, arms crossed, and a silver tray held awkwardly under his arm, snatched the tequila, and drank it himself in one swift motion. “That’s a bummer.”
Colin nodded towards Penelope, suggesting, “Maybe you should give that to her. She might need it more than me.”
Oliver pursed his lips, raising an eyebrow, exchanging a look with Colin. “Doesn’t seem like it,” he remarked, taking Colin’s old drink and placing it on his tray. “If you need anything else, just give us a shout. It’s on the house. The owner is a fan of your movie.”
Colin paused, hand hovering over his water glass, turning to Oliver, who added in a conspiratorial whisper, “I am too, by the way.”
Damn it.
Colin should be accustomed to being recognised by now. At least the waiter was discreet about it. With a sigh, the actor glanced again at Penelope, inquiring, “Do you think anyone recognised her as well?”
The waiter tilted his head, assessing the situation. “Bit tricky to say,” he replied. “You can’t miss the red hair.”
Colin huffed. He knew that.
“She’ll be right,” the waiter said, doing a good job of keeping it to himself and not asking why the actors were at different tables. He had another look at Colin and said, “I’ll grab you a cuppa chamomile tea, then.”
Colin observed Oliver’s departure with a puzzled expression, wondering about the waiter’s behaviour. But then a loud giggle rang out across the bar, causing Colin’s stomach to sink—a strange reaction, since Penelope’s laughter usually had the opposite effect.
The actor glanced at her, noticing the man’s leg pressed against hers under the counter and his hand hovering near hers. Colin felt his face automatically twisting in a grimace. He slowly noticed Oliver coming back in his direction, glaring at the duo before making a cut it out sign with his hand around his throat as if wishing they’d just stop. Colin frowned at Oliver again just as the waiter sighed and set down his tea.
“She’s doing alright, but you got spotted,” Oliver said, gesturing to their side.
Colin glanced to his far right and saw a large group of women at a table, all staring at him, giggling, and waving.
“Maybe you should enjoy your night too?” Oliver added, his eyebrows suggestively raised before leaving again.
Colin, unable to comprehend the waiter’s eccentricities, redirected his attention to the group. More giggles rippled through the group, some whispering amongst themselves, and Colin conceded that a few of the women were quite appealing.
With a sigh, he turned his gaze back to Penelope. He did not want to spend the night with a stranger. Honestly, if they weren’t on a specific mission, he’d happily spend all his time with her. It was with Penelope that he had the most fun, most understanding, and most rest. With his precious little free time, he’d much rather spend every moment with her than anyone else.
She laughed again, a bright, teeth-filled smile, and Colin knew her eyes were sparkling behind her sunglasses. His chest tightened with a shuddering exhale. Suddenly, the free tea looked very appealing.
“You’re Penelope Featherington, aren’t you?” a voice boomed, cutting through the chatter, and Colin, lifting his chin, watched two girls approach the actress, their faces alight with excitement.
As the two approached, Penelope offered a strained smile. Impulsively, Colin stood, adjusted his sunglasses atop his cap, and went to meet them. She appeared to be expressing gratitude for their kind words as Colin joined them, her expression slightly tense.
“Oh!” exclaimed one of the women, smiling wider at his appearance.
“And that’s Colin,” Penelope mumbled, her cheeks flushed, gesturing towards him with a shy wave.
Both women smiled widely at him, and even the man beside Penelope flashed his very white teeth. But before Colin could inquire if everything was okay, the women asked for a photo, a request readily granted. Penelope even removed her sunglasses, abandoning all pretense of anonymity.
After the pair continued on their way, Penelope sat back down, looking sheepishly at the tanned man as she remarked, “Now you know who I am.”
“I already knew, bro,” he replied with a heavy accent and a bright smile. He then gestured towards Colin, who remained unsure of what to do next. “But I didn’t know you had company.”
Penelope and Colin exchanged a glance before she shook her head. “No,” she plastered a fake smile on her face, leaving Colin with a sudden feeling of icy dread. “I mean, yes, we’re here together, but...”
“Don’t worry about it,” Colin mumbled, the words weak, barely escaping his lips, as he shuffled back to his seat.
Furrowing her brows, Penelope watched him, unsure if she was imagining the strange, quiet energy emanating from her friend.
“Go with him.”
Penelope nearly leaped from her chair, startled by the interruption. She saw a change in Noah; his usual easygoing cheerfulness was replaced by an air of knowing understanding.
“No...” she murmured, her head shaking as she stared at her empty glass and played with the used straw. “It’s not like that. He was probably just concerned,” she explained, understanding why Colin had intervened. “The internet has a way of spinning a lot of stories that just aren’t true,” she added.
Noah’s smile faltered slightly, a hint of confusion in his eyes, before he took a slow sip of his beer. “Gossip mags, yeah nah, that’s not really my cup of tea. What they made up or not, I couldn’t say,” he shrugged before locking eyes with her. “But I reckon I know a thing or two about real life.”
Penelope blinked, her cheeks instantly warming. “Noah, that’s not—”
“But if you’re feeling sorry for him, I get it,” he interrupted, meeting her gaze with raised eyebrows. He then flashed a lopsided smile, revealing his dimples. “It must be tough having a crush on a pretty girl who doesn’t feel the same way.”
Penelope blinked, feeling a certain warmth at the unexpected compliment, but an overwhelming confusion at everything else.
“That’s not...” she started, shaking her head and staring at the counter, absentmindedly tapping her fingers. She let out a humourless laugh. “That’s really not what this is.”
Noah’s gaze roamed over her features, his grin unwavering. “Sure thing, lovely.”
In the end, they parted ways without getting each other’s numbers.
But that was fine. She had exceeded her own expectations. Besides, Noah wasn’t exactly her type. He had given her a pleasant afternoon and a laid-back conversation, for which she was grateful. Her contact list already included someone more to her liking; someone she was deliberately ignoring. So, having Noah’s number wouldn’t make much of a difference.
Honestly, she had no idea what she was searching for. She was certain of one thing: she didn’t want either Alfred or Noah to be part of her first kiss. She was uncertain about wanting them to be part of any kiss of hers at all.
Her mother would laugh at how naïve she was. She would say that this was exactly why she was single, unmarried, and childless. Penelope was never pragmatic, never able to let things go. Why did her first kiss matter? That was a problem for a teenager, and she was an adult. She realized she should focus on finding someone who thought she was pleasant enough to date, and tolerable enough to marry. That was when her life would really begin. Then she’d finally stop dealing with 13-year-old issues at the age of 32.
But the problem was, she was knew it was out there. That feeling. She knew it was real, the one everyone claimed only existed in the movies. After waiting for so long, a part of her hesitated to settle for anything less, especially when it came to that.
And if Colin didn’t love her, she acknowledged it wasn’t meant to be. However, she refused to accept that she would never experience that same feeling with someone else. She was determined to find that perfect first kiss with the perfect person, even if it was the last thing she did. After enduring so much, it was the least she deserved.
That was what she believed, at least. But perhaps the underlying issue remained the same: the universe just didn’t seem to agree.
“Woah!” Tilley nearly jumped in place, startled by the sudden clap of thunder that echoed around them. Penelope shot a glare at the fake ceiling, as if the skies were personally offending her. “Good thing you’re not shooting today,” the intimacy coordinator remarked, raising her eyebrows and adjusting her dark-rimmed glasses. She scanned the papers on her tiny table, a prop from the silent and private empty set they were on, her preferred location for work.
It was their second meeting with her, which was already making Penelope anxious. The first encounter with the blonde woman had been more of an official introduction, even though it seemed almost unnecessary for Colin, who had met the intimacy coordinator before. Then there had been a brief discussion about consent and the dos and don’ts of how the two actors could touch one another—a discussion Penelope tried to bury in the recesses of her memory and avoid thinking about.
Now, weeks later, coinciding with the actors’ second day off together, a storm was raging outside. So, not only were they stuck and unable to drive anywhere, but they were also meant to concentrate on their closeness that afternoon. Why not?
“I think we’ll keep it simple today,” Tilley suggested, sliding her glasses back onto the table as she approached them. That day, she wore a perfect blonde bun, a fitted blue silk shirt that shimmered in the light, and black toreador pants. Penelope briefly considered seeking fashion advice later, rather than enduring whatever was about to come. “Since you two are already friends, the key is to add physical intimacy.”
Penelope gulped. The air grew thick and heavy, a suffocating blanket of heat that had nothing to do with the rich, almost sickening perfume clinging to the blonde. Tilley then went on and on about how there was no need to waste their limited time with exercises about establishing emotional connection, and all Penelope could do was stare at Colin, who looked stiff as a plank by her side.
It was difficult to read his thoughts those days. On one hand, he would talk about plans calmly, suggesting places to go and things to do as if nothing was wrong, ignoring the countdown looming over them. But then on another, he had been distracted whenever they filmed, maybe subtly so, but having worked closely with him for years, at that point she could tell.
Or maybe she was just projecting her own distractedness, that was certainly better than considering maybe Colin was dreading the idea of kissing her.
Either way, at least Anthony seemed to be in a good mood lately and noticing none of it.
“So, what I need you to do is press your foreheads together and hold that position as long as you can.”
Startled, Penelope swung her head toward Tilley, realising belatedly that she was still speaking. Colin, however, wasn’t surprised by the blonde’s suggestion; he’d unfortunately done something similar with Cressida before. Tilley then lifted her eyebrows, creating a gesture that brought her left and right hands together in front of her, as if encouraging them to follow suit and replicate the action.
Slowly turning to face each other, the pair exchanged a look until Colin’s emotionless facade broke, a slight smile and lip bite betraying a hint of laughter.
“You’re going to say you can’t reach my forehead, aren’t you?” Penelope said, her eyes rolling as the tension in her shoulders eased.
He shrugged, “I mean, I can, but it’ll really hurt my back if we stay like this too long.” A mischievous glint sparked in his eyes, eliciting a sharp glare from her.
Tilley glanced at them, then scanned the room for anything useful—even a box—before Colin’s chuckle interrupted her.
“It’s fine. I will survive,” he reassured Penelope, who shook her head, smiling at his antics.
The intimacy coordinator watched, a suggestion forming on her tongue to encourage a more serious approach to the exercise rather than the humorous one they were taking, but she remained silent as the actor stepped closer to his partner, their ensuing silence broken only by Penelope’s shy, watchful gaze as he gently pressed his forehead to hers.
Penelope had to concede that she hadn’t grasped the exercise’s purpose until Colin’s face drew so near that the contact of their foreheads sent an involuntary shiver through her. She had assumed it would be easy, as they were friends accustomed to physical contact, but she soon discovered she was mistaken.
For starters, Colin’s breath, warm and slightly minty, brushed against her mouth, making goosebumps erupt on her arms. The dilemma then arose of where to direct her gaze; initially drawn to his eyes, she soon found it a bit overwhelming. As his eyes travelled downwards before meeting hers again, they seemed fixated on a spot that seemed to be her mouth. Her heartbeat quickened, resonating loudly in her ears as she unconsciously parted her lips, her own eyes drifting to his lips. She felt a twitch in her hand, a need to grasp onto something - whether it be the hem of her sweater, the belt loop of her pants, or even more tantalisingly, his hand or neck.
Colin shifted his weight, his forehead pressing gently against hers, tilting her head back just a fraction. A prickly unease prickled his skin; he felt the restless need to do something, anything, but the what remained frustratingly elusive. This was completely unlike what he felt with Cressida, where he’d just passively endured the time, silently hoping for it to end. Cressida’s skin had a strange coldness, her eyes were distant, and her breath was unpleasantly humid.
But Pen was different. Every aspect of her exuded warmth - from her blue eyes and smile to her soft skin. Even her breath was different in intangible ways that he could not explain. It did not bother him, and he enjoyed how it touched his face in an intriguing way. Almost as if he wanted to lean in and taste it.
His breathing hitched, a sharp intake of air as the odd thought sparked an unsettling, yet strangely pleasant, electric tingle across his skin.
“Okay,” Tilley’s voice resonated, surprising them. “I think that’s enough.”
Colin and Penelope reluctantly stepped away from each other, their faces flushed and slightly out of breath. The intimacy coordinator pursed her lips, now gauging their dynamics with a little more clarity compared to their first meeting.
“I won’t always be on set, so remember this exercise and practice it once in a while. It’s a simple one, but it’s all you should need,” she said, as she gave her standard warning, even if she was unsure it would be heeded. Raising her eyebrows, she added, “Just don’t improvise. Rehearsing things such as kisses is ill-advised. We won’t do it here, and you shouldn’t do it elsewhere either.”
Colin suddenly had a coughing fit, and Penelope felt her entire face burning at that point, not daring to look at him.
“As for the choreography…”
“I can still drive if we need to go anywhere nearby.”
With a meaningful glance, Penelope observed him skeptically in the midst of the downpour, the cold raindrops contrasting with his words.
“It’s fine, Colin. I mean, I’m not so desperate as to put our lives at risk over this,” she said, as they both closed their umbrellas while walking into the cafeteria, the storm raging around them.
The actor, running his hand through his damp hair, then headed to the snack table, stocked with sandwiches. Penelope followed suit, opting for some water from the thermos and preparing ginger and lemongrass tea for herself. The cafeteria was deserted at that hour, with everyone else occupied or sheltering in their trailers because of the heavy rain, giving Penelope a moment of peace. After the recent meeting with the intimacy coordinator and other events, she truly appreciated the brief respite.
Colin studied Penelope. Her curly hair, damp from the rain, clung to her face, sending tiny droplets onto her baby pink wrap cardigan, which looked… good on her. She blew on her steaming tea, the fragrant steam curling around her face, and his gaze lingered on her perfectly plump pink lips. He briefly closed his eyes, banishing the image and reminding himself to concentrate on helping his friend, rather than dwell on whatever Tilley’s exercise had done to his mind.
Penelope noticed Colin suddenly reaching for coffee and raised an eyebrow at him. “Did you have a late night yesterday?” she asked, aware of his dislike for the drink.
Colin briefly glanced at her before mumbling, “Something like that,” taking a sip and grimacing.
They stood in silence, enjoying their drinks until Colin gazed pensively at his cup. “Listen, Pen, I know we can’t do our original plans today, but maybe we can do something else,” he suggested.
She furrowed her eyebrows, watching as he headed to a cafeteria bench and sat down. She joined him, sitting to his right to hear his explanation.
“I’ve been thinking about that day we went to Wellington, and you actually had no problem at all attracting attention,” he said.
She let out a scoff. “Yeah, with your help,” she remarked, taking a sip of her tea.
Hearing her point, Colin tilted his head, even though he was aware that his only contribution had been to tell her not to hide, an action he felt was hardly significant. “And to be honest, that guy seemed really interested in you,” he added.
“Noah?” Penelope questioned, uncertain if Colin had read the situation correctly.
He nodded, clutching his cup, more interested in its warmth than the drink itself. “I was honestly surprised it didn’t work out that day.”
Penelope’s heart raced a bit, which was rather silly really, seeing as Colin had no idea that Noah had asked about the two of them.
“From where I was sitting, there were a couple of times when you really seemed like you wanted him to kiss you,” Colin remarked.
Penelope completely forgot her inner turmoil as she scrunched up her face in confusion. “What?”, she asked. That wasn’t how she’d interpreted it at all.
Colin’s lips curled into a knowing smile, confirming his suspicions about that night. “He was pretty obvious too,” he said.
“What?!” Penelope asked, her voice rising, eyes wide as she turned to him.
Colin mirrored her movements, a barely suppressed chuckle vibrating in his chest as his lips pressed together. “Okay,” he said. “I think we need to work on what you should do when someone approaches you.”
With a sharp clink, she set her cup down on the table, then placed her hands on her hips, her cheeks burning as she glared at him. “I thought you said all I needed to do was not hide in my shell.”
Colin smiled endearingly. “Yes, Pen. Maybe that’s still the problem.”
With a questioning eyebrow raised, she looked at him; he turned towards her, his legs straddling the bench as if he deeply analysing the scenario. “Alright. When the first guy came up to you, what did you two talk about?” he asked.
A frown creased Penelope’s face as she struggled to recall the stressful moment. “I don’t know, my mind kind of blanked. I think it was something about the day being too hot.”
Colin raised an eyebrow. It was winter.
She half-rolled her eyes, cheeks growing warmer. “I know, I know,” she said, as if reading his mind. “I panicked, okay?” She lifted her shoulders in a nervous tic, her finger jabbing at him before he could speak. “And you can’t ask me not to feel this way. This is too new for me, and I’m not like you. I’m not used to acting all calm and collected when someone approaches me. I just—”
Trying to stop her, he touched her arm; the warmth of his hand spread across her skin, a gesture that only increased her blush.
“I know,” he said, quickly retracting his hand back and swallowing hard. He was feeling slightly too unsettled that day. “But if you already have a few things in mind beforehand, it might help you,” he remarked, deciding to brush off her comment about him being cool and collected, as he didn’t reckon it was so much a deliberate choice on his part but rather just a general sense of indifference he unwillingly felt.
“When the second guy came up, what did you two talk about?” he asked.
She shook her head slightly. “It was easier with him. He talks a lot, and I just...” she trailed off, her eyes averting momentarily, “wasn’t that attracted to him.”
Colin ignored the flip in his stomach and continued, “So, the stakes weren’t that high?”
Penelope looked at him and nodded.
“Was that why you didn’t want him to kiss you?” he probed.
“No,” she said instantly, a strange feeling of unease and confinement washing over her as the conversation continued. “I mean, yes, if I had even noticed that he wanted to, which I didn’t.”
Creasing his brow, he gave her a searching look, the bitter tang of his coffee lingering on his tongue before a drawn-out, “Okay...” died away. “I know what the problem is, then. Problems," he corrected to the plural.
Penelope bit her lip, a sharp pain shooting through her as she winced, before carefully turning to her neglected teacup on the table.
“I know it’s hard to control your nerves, but try not to think about it so much when you’re talking to someone, Pen,” he advised.
She sent him a half glare as she took a sip of her tea. “How on earth do you expect me to do that?” she asked, “Haven’t you met me at all?” There were days when she really believed that, contrary to what science claimed, she was made of 70% anxiety and just 30% water.
“Yes, I have met you,” he said, turning towards her to ensure he had her full attention. “That is why I am telling you this. You’re one of my favourite people in the world to speak to, and you have been for the whole time we’ve known each other, so I know how good you are at starting conversations. And I know what you’ll say. You are not attracted to me, which is why you are not nervous around me. But you should practice engaging in conversations with others as you do with me or your other friends. Imagine you’re speaking to me when interacting with new people. It might make it easier for you.”
Penelope couldn’t help but let her jaw actually drop. Because truly, what could she even reply to that? For one, hearing those words come out of the mouth of the man she had loved for 20 years felt like a drug-induced experience of some sort. And then there was also the fact that she had never stopped to think about how she never came off as nervous to him. Maybe she did have another superpower besides being short.
“Before you dismiss me as crazy, just give it a try,” he said with raised eyebrows, misunderstanding her reaction.
He was crazy alright. He was utterly insane, and the irony was that he had no idea. Typical, Penelope thought with a hint of sarcasm, as she took a sip of her tea, only to cough a bit when it went down the wrong pipe.
“More important than that, though,” he said, “is recognising when someone’s interested in you—and I don’t think you’re seeing it.”
Finally, Penelope felt hopeful for advice she could actually use. With her cup at her lips, she glanced at him. “I’m listening,” she said.
Colin nodded decisively, preparing for a lengthy explanation. He moved away from her, turning to face the table and setting his cup aside, seemingly needing space to make his point. “When you’re with someone, pay attention to their actions at all times,” he said.
She narrowed her eyes at him, wondering if this was going to turn into one of those body language YouTube videos.
“Don’t worry, it’s simple,” he reassured her, sensing her hesitation. He then shifted his focus back to the table and explained, “If someone sits too far away from you,” he gestured to the space between them, “it’s a bad sign. I mean, not right away, but if they don’t move closer during the conversation,” leaning in slightly, “or even move further away,” he leaned back, raising his eyebrows, “that’s not a good sign.”
“Okay…” she responded slowly, finding his explanation logical.
He then sat up straight, returning to his original position. “If someone is interested in you, they will naturally want to be close to you,” he clarified, moving closer to her as she watched him. “They’ll invade your personal space. If you let them, that is,” he said, raising his eyebrows at her with a knowing look, then added as an afterthought, “If they’re decent, of course. If they’re not and invade your space without consent, then I genuinely hope you give them a good slap across the face,” he said with a shrug, earning a genuine smile from Penelope.
“But if they’re decent, then if you lean away or don’t respond to their advances, they might just get that you’re not interested,” he concluded
Penelope furrowed her eyebrows and said, “How am I meant to respond if, apparently, I wasn’t even noticing any advances at all?”
Colin’s lips twitched up as he explained, “First things first, when someone’s interested in you, they’ll look right into your eyes,” motioning between his own eyes and hers. “So, if someone does this and you like them, try not to look away.”
Penelope felt as though Colin could see straight into her secrets and her very soul under his intense gaze, and she suddenly realised she’d been going about things all wrong from the very start.
“Okay, this is hard,” Penelope mumbled, her eyes darting nervously to her hands, tracing the lines etched into her palms.
Colin chuckled, still gazing at her. “I get that you’re shy, but it’s really important to give it a shot, even just a little. Otherwise, they might think you’re trying to avoid them.”
She momentarily closed her eyes before agreeing, “Fine,” and gazing back into his eyes, which crinkled charmingly at the corners as he smiled.
“What else?” she asked.
“This is the bit where he could possibly invade your personal space. So, pay attention to things, like him placing his hand quite near yours,” he said, before demonstrating as he had mentioned over the table. She glanced down at their hands, still sensing his gaze upon her. “At this point, you can close the gap by touching his hand while talking or reducing the distance between your hands.”
She blinked, staring at her hands, side by side, a strange temptation pulling at her. Slowly, she shifted her hand to the side, and he followed her movement, observing as she placed her hand on top of his. Her warmth instantly spread to his skin, a familiar comfort that shouldn’t surprise him, especially since it was Penelope.
Looking at their intertwined hands, she inquired softly, “Like this?” her voice barely audible over the sound of the rain.
“Mmm-hmm”, he responded initially, momentarily captivated by her touch, before clearing his throat and meeting her gaze. “Yes, something along those lines,” he murmured.
As she turned her attention back to him, he felt a strange flutter in his stomach. Quickly looking away, he coughed and then continued, “Perhaps he could give your shoulder or arm a little touch,” he said quietly before softly resting a hand on her left shoulder and arm. “It’s a bit of a fleeting touch, but it certainly shows he’s keen if he’s already on a date with you. And you can reciprocate to show that physical contact is welcome between you two.”
Penelope furrowed her eyebrows. She supposed that wasn’t a secret. Upon reflection, she noticed that she often touched Colin while talking to him, but it never occurred to her that it could be a signal she needed to send when talking to someone else.
“You mean like,” she stared intently at his arm, as if deciphering a complex equation, “when I’m talking to you—to the person,” she corrected, gently touching his forearm before locking eyes with him. “Or are you suggesting,” she grabbed his biceps with enthusiasm, her small hands barely encircling it, “and then I laugh at everything you say?” She arched an eyebrow, a playful smile on her lips.
Colin’s jaw slackened, his mouth falling open in a slight, surprised gape as his eyes remained fixed upon her. He was well aware she was joking. He knew all that, and yet his breath caught in his throat.
He then pressed his lips together, trying to muster a smile and put a stop to his ridiculousness. “Either one,” he said, “whichever you prefer.”
Penelope’s amused expression faltered. She really didn’t think the last suggestion would be a proper option, as she could never bring herself to do that on an actual date.
Colin swallowed hard, trying to clear his head and remember why he was there in the first place, and then he carried on. “Then his touches might escalate, and yours could too.”
“Escalate?” Penelope asked, eyebrows raised, feeling panic at the vague description.
Colin nodded, creasing his brow pensively. “As the night continues, and he notices you’re responding to him, he’ll keep getting closer to you,” explaining before moving towards her. Now Penelope could definitely get a colourful picture of what moving into her personal space looked like, because his face was practically up in hers, once again his breath fanning infuriatingly in her face as his eyes searched hers. “If he’s feeling more confident, he’ll do more than just brush his leg against yours. He might even put his hand on your thigh,” he said.
Penelope’s eyes widened, though his words shouldn’t have been surprising. But the way Colin said it, so close to her face, his words hot on her skin, threatened to unravel her composure.
Of course, that was nothing compared to three seconds later when Colin’s hand, warm and heavy, landed on her thigh.
Penelope’s breath hitched, and she jumped slightly at his touch, her heart racing immediately. To her utter misfortune, Colin retracted his hand, immediately blinking as he said, “Sorry, Pen, I didn’t mean to make you uncom—”
“No, it’s fine,” she quickly replied, her voice a bit too loud and breathless. Cursed be the day she became so overreactive to everything, because why did he have to retract his hand? “I was just caught off guard,” she explained, meeting his gaze and hoping he would believe her. “That’s all.”
He bit his bottom lip, his eyes scanning her face as if trying to gauge her true feelings. “Right,” he said once he was convinced. He scratched the back of his head and added, “And you can do it first if he’s given you signs he likes your touch.”
Penelope furrowed her eyebrows, nodding as she tried to imagine how she would do that. “Like this, you mean?” she asked, reaching out and grabbing his right thigh. “Just like that, out of nowhere?” she questioned, finding it absurd.
Except she didn’t get a reply right away, as Colin was frozen staring at her tiny hand on his leg. He was stupid, really, as he had tossed that comment out there just to let her know it was an option, not because he genuinely thought she would go for it.
He’d be lying if he said he hadn’t felt the clammy grip of many women’s hands on his thigh over the years, a feeling that had left him profoundly uncomfortable each time.
Which wasn’t the case now. Which wasn’t the case at all.
“Yeah,” he finally replied, his voice strained as he looked at her fingers that were wrapped around his thigh, “just like that.” He then coughed slightly. “If you’d got close enough to him in the first place, obviously.”
“Right,” she said, dragging her hand back, the lesson seemingly concluded.
“Wait,” he said, gently taking her hand and placing it back where it was. He suppressed his feelings of disappointment when she withdrew her touch and concentrated on what he had to show her.
Penelope raised her eyebrows, her gaze fixed on him as he continued, “Then there’s the most important part.”
She looked at him, confused, but before she could ask, he leaned in.
Completely unprepared, Penelope’s eyes widened in alarm, a startled yelp escaping her lips as she leaned back.
Colin, the bastard that he was, paused mid-air, smirking slightly as he pointed at her. “That right there is the problem,” he said.
“Are you crazy?!” she exclaimed, hand over her racing heart.
He leaned back again, shaking his head with a smile. She was more ready than ever to just slap him right across the face. Or maybe she should just give herself a slap, because why on earth did she lean away from the one person she had longed to kiss all her life?
“I obviously know you didn’t want to kiss me, Pen,” he explained, as she looked at him indignantly. “But I needed to see something.”
“See what?” she asked, still exclaiming, because what if she actually kissed him then? What then?
“You need to let people in, Pen,” he replied simply, raising his eyebrows as if it explained everything. “If you like the guy, you need to let him in.”
Penelope felt her hands gradually falling to her side as she gazed at him, wondering when on earth he started making so much sense. There he was, the man she’d loved for more than 20 years, and she hadn’t let him in.
“Now, as I said, I know you don’t want to kiss me,” he added, pointing at himself as if the suggestion were the most ridiculous thing he had ever uttered. “But my point is that you were terrified and we know each other for years.” He then furrowed his brow. “Which is fine, Pen, don’t get me wrong, I didn’t want to scare you, I just—”
“No,” she interrupted him before he could start rambling his apologies. “No, you are right,” she admitted, causing him to raise his eyebrows in surprise at how easily she was convinced despite his poorly executed plan.
Penelope then stared down at her hands, scowling at her realisation she didn’t know how to fix it.
“In a way, Tilley was right,” Colin remarked, catching her attention. “You just need to practice having someone in your personal space.”
Despite her self-doubt, Penelope smiled. “So, your solution is for me to go around touching foreheads with everyone?”
Colin’s lips quirked up at the corner. “I don’t think that will be necessary.” Moving closer again, he placed his hands on her shoulders. “What I mean is, when you find yourself in close proximity to someone, try to remain calm and not push them away.”
She nodded, a forced calmness washing over her as she focused on the unusual yellow-green flecks surrounding the pupils of his dark blue eyes, a sight that always soothed her, even amidst chaos.
He gave a slight nod, his eyes lingering on hers, a silent question hanging in the air before he leaned in for a second time. This time, Penelope stood still, her heart hammering a frantic rhythm against her ribs, the clean scent of Colin’s citrus aftershave filling her senses as he pressed his forehead to hers.
“There,” he whispered, and she nodded. “So, if someone leans in towards you, just let it happen.”
She nodded again against his forehead, completely captivated by the movement of his lips as he spoke.
“If you want them to, of course,” he added silently, seeming slightly distracted.
“Of course,” she whispered, her warm breath ghosting across his face.
Colin gently readjusted his forehead against hers, tilting her face up just like he did during their rehearsal with the intimacy coordinator. Penelope didn’t understand why he did that then, especially because the exercise was soon over. But now she could notice something about that readjusted position; their noses were almost touching, and their mouths were directly across from each other. The nearness of his lips, parted like hers, sent a shiver of anticipation down her spine. His breath, hot and heavy on her mouth, sent a shockwave of desire through her, urging her to bridge the space between them.
Despite any rational reasons she had for not kissing Colin, they were slipping from her mind one by one, her eyes fixed on his lips. By reflex, she found herself also inching Colin’s face slightly up, aligning their lips even more, watching his lips part further. A wave of heat washed over her, and she decided she was going to kiss him, even if she later claimed it was all part of the exercise. She couldn’t care less; she was going to do it.
For a moment, she felt Colin tilt his head slightly, their noses brushing, his lips getting closer to hers, almost as if he was reading her mind.
Then, someone screamed outside the cafeteria.
“I told you it was cold, bon,” Kate’s voice rang out as she suddenly entered the room, finding a very flustered Colin and Penelope sitting almost on top of each other on a bench, panting as they stared at each other.
“Oh, hi, you two,” a drenched Edwina said distractedly, closing her umbrella as she joined them, oblivious to what had just happened.
“Um,” Penelope said, absent-mindedly placing a hand on her chest, exchanging glances with Colin before she stood up. “I thought you were filming today.”
For some reason, that made Edwina stare at her sister with a knowing smile, and Kate, momentarily forgetting the bizarre scene she witnessed, walked towards the snack table, avoiding eye contact.
“Yeah,” she cleared her throat, pouring hot water into a cup to make some tea. “Anthony just...” she sighed loudly, “he rescheduled my scene for today.”
Penelope furrowed her eyebrows, choosing to focus on the abnormality of the director’s decision rather than the man behind her.
“Really? He didn’t tell us anything,” she replied, aware that usually, if it wasn’t Kate or Thomas filming, it meant she and Colin would.
Kate shook her head and answered without thinking. “He said he couldn’t change yours or Colin’s schedule.” She paused, her hand frozen in mid-stir of her tea, then cleared her throat before adding, “Or something like that.”
Now Penelope was completely lost. Their day was free, aside from the meeting with Tilley. So why wouldn’t Anthony take advantage of that? She turned to Colin, who still looked slightly out of it. He blinked, and once he noticed her questioning gaze, he simply shrugged, as if he didn’t know what was happening either.
Penelope had filed that day away in the section of things she was pretending didn’t exist — along with all the meetings with Tilley and their kissing scene
And, for a while, it seemed to work. If sometimes things felt oddly tense between her and Colin, it was a figment of her imagination. And if the looming, overwhelming deadline of their scene was fast approaching, she would tell herself she had no reason to stress because she had plenty of time.
Except that fast came the day she didn’t. When she woke up and saw that weeks had slipped by, all because she was holding onto the hope that one last day with Colin would be successful. And it really had to be, or the next day she’d find herself not only on the list of actors who had their first kiss on screen, but also embarrass herself when the director and crew figured out she didn’t even know how to be intimate with a man.
So, she did what any smart single woman would do when she was getting ready to go out and really wanted to catch someone’s eye: she googled the best outfits to look attractive.
And, well, when that didn’t work and actually ended up scaring her for life, she chose the second best option: she picked her favourite outfit.
She slipped into her black dress, which was adorned with tiny red tulips—a summer outfit pressed into late winter service. Its lightweight fabric felt cool against her skin, the hem falling just above the knee, accentuating her figure. Penelope disliked dark lipsticks; the harsh look they gave her wasn’t her style, so she chose a shimmering lip gloss, a delicate eyeliner, pulled her hair back in a ponytail, and was ready to go.
Once again, Colin was leaning on the hood of his rented car, the glow of his phone screen illuminating his features as he stared at it, distracted. He’d also dressed up a bit for the evening, sporting dark grey jeans and a soft, red, fuzzy sweater with a V-neck that showcased his chest in a way she found irritatingly attractive. That day, his hair was slightly tousled, a detail that only added to her mounting loathing concerning the months-long production, primarily because Colin’s hair was growing longer, which she felt was fundamentally unfair to her strictly platonic friendship resolution.
At the very least, he would wear a cap, as he usually did when they went out incognito.
Hearing her approach, he quickly locked his phone, absentmindedly sliding it into his pocket before turning towards her. He paused, then stood abruptly, his eyes raking over her form, mouth ajar. Penelope continued to walk towards him, unfazed by his strange behaviour, until she finally stood in front of him, waiting for him to speak.
“Well?” she raised her eyebrows. “Aren’t we going to go?”
He blinked and shook his head slightly before pointing at her and asking, “Aren’t you cold?” with a strained voice.
Penelope glanced down at her dress, raising an eyebrow in response. “No,” she replied. It was nearly spring, after all.
“Right,” he breathed, the words escaping in a tight and strained whisper, his fingers nervously tossing his car keys from hand to hand.
She glanced at them, pointing at the gleaming silver metal, reflecting the soft moonlight. “Do you want me to dri—”
“No need,” he replied curtly as he marched towards the driver’s seat, leaving Penelope staring after him, a confused frown etched on her face.
They had chosen to go to the same spot where Penelope had gone with Kate, Genevieve, and Edwina before. This decision was made because the town was close by, and unlike her day out with Colin, her night with the girls didn’t result in them being approached by fans or having their pictures posted all over social media.
It looked like a pretty solid plan, but the truth was, they were both on edge. Penelope was so restless she could barely think of anything to talk about; all she could do was bite her nails and try to push thoughts of the next day out of her mind. Colin, usually talkative and supportive, was unusually quiet. Instead of trying to cheer her up, he was focused on driving. Eyes glued to the road, his silence was broken only by the rustle of an old hoodie retrieved from the backseat; he draped it over Penelope’s thighs, a gesture that earned him a withering look.
As soon as they stepped onto the dimly lit, boisterous bar, Penelope scanned the crowd, just as Colin had instructed. Beside her, he mirrored her movements, but his jaw was tight, and a weary sigh escaped his lips.
“No Debling among the crowd tonight,” he commented, his tone a bit too serious for a joke.
Penelope, preoccupied, noticed a cute guy by the jukebox and replied absentmindedly, “He’s in Australia.” She’d missed her chance to go out with him over a month ago, a fact that disappointed her less than it should have, considering her circumstances.
Colin faced her, his forehead creasing in response to her answer. He was uncertain whether she had taken such an interest in him that she was following his newer videos — unlike Colin — or if she was aware of the information because the blonde had shared it with her. For some reason, both possibilities bothered him.
The actress noticed his questioning glance and replied, “We text from time to time.”
Colin replied with a curt “I see,” a sensation of burning unease settling heavily in the pit of his stomach. Turning back to the room, he decided to concentrate on their current issue instead of a few mundane messages.
“Pen, I’ll be over there,” He pointed to the far side of the room, where a raucous group of men chanted rhythmically, urging a man in their circle to drink from a mysterious, dark liquid.
“Wait,” she said, grabbing his arm to stop him. “Just like that? No wise lesson, no pep talk?”
That elicited his first smile of the night, a slow, warm expression, as his hand gently took hers. “There’s nothing left to teach you,” he said, giving her hand a reassuring squeeze, “just be yourself and don’t be afraid.”
She felt a smile form on her lips, a sense of relief washing over her at Colin’s words.
“But if you need me, you’ll know where to find me,” he said with a pointed look, reassuring her of his presence.
With a smile of encouragement, he bid her farewell and continued on his way. Penelope inhaled deeply, her gaze returning to the man near the jukebox. His lustrous jet black hair, kind smile, and broad shoulders only confirmed her initial impression that he was quite attractive.
Determined, she scanned the room, strategizing where to sit in his line of sight. Spotting a few high tables to his right, she swiftly made her way to one before they were all taken. Perched on a wooden stool, she sat upright, avoiding looking down. The waiter arrived, and she ordered prosecco and falafel, wistfully eyeing the garlic bread on the menu, knowing she couldn’t indulge.
Although she and Colin hadn’t discussed that part of kissing, she wasn’t completely clueless. She remembered how Colin always had minty breath when they were close, wondering if he prepared in advance for their meetings with Tilley, which was considerate yet frustrating because it made kissing him more tempt—
She squeezed her eyes shut. Why was she even thinking about Colin when she should be concentrating on getting kissed by just about anyone else that night? With a deep breath, she shifted her gaze to the cute guy she had been eyeing, hoping he would notice her.
On the other side of the room, Colin leaned against the table, blending in seamlessly with the rowdy group of drunken men next to him. He crossed his arms and watched his friend across the room. Although she was in a difficult situation, she seemed much calmer that evening, sitting confidently on the table, occasionally resting her chin in her hand as she looked to her left.
Though he was unsure who had caught her attention in that direction, one thing he knew for certain: they would have to be an idiot not to notice her. She was by far the most beautiful woman in the room.
“You’re new here,” a drunken, beer-scented voice suddenly remarked at his side. An arm encircled his shoulder before he could even glance at the speaker, who turned out to be a very intoxicated guy in a tight white t-shirt. With a furrowed brow, he looked over at Colin. “Why are you wearing a cap at night, man?”
Colin shrugged off the man’s arm and redirected his focus to Penelope. “Bad haircut,” he replied.
“Ah,” the intoxicated man responded, gazing in the same direction as the actor, tilting his head while also observing Penelope. “Well, if you’re here for a bit of a mope, might as well get into it,” he added, slapping a cold beer bottle into Colin’s hand before heading back to his loud group of friends.
The actor looked at the man, puzzled, then glanced down at the bottle he was holding. At least the odds of him being recognised by those fools were pretty much nonexistent. He glanced back at Pen and saw a stocky, shorter guy by her table, making her beam with a big smile.
Colin sighed, quickly setting the beer bottle aside. It was shaping up to be a long night.
His name was Keanu, he was a veterinarian, and he came with a group of friends because he disliked going to bars.
Penelope was really surprised at how well things have turned out, and so quickly too. It felt like the universe was aware she was in a tough spot and, for once, handed her all the puzzle pieces she needed.
They talked nonsense all night long—nothing profound, but exactly the fun and distraction she needed. And he was pretty, truly pretty to look at. He appeared to be at least a bit interested in her too, if Colin’s lessons were anything to judge by, as he kept reaching out to touch her hand while talking and leaning in a tad more than was really needed as the evening progressed.
She wasn’t sure if she was giving him the right signals, but when he asked to talk outside, she took that as a good sign.
“Are you cold?” he asked, noticing her shiver as the wind whipped around them the moment they stepped outside. A small group huddled near the bar entrance, their faces dimly lit by the bar’s yellow lights as they smoked and murmured amongst themselves.
With a shake of her head, she fought back the urge to rub her freezing arms. “No, it’s fine. It was so warm in there,” she replied with a small laugh, trying to keep her nerves in check.
Keanu smiled at her, nodded, and then gazed up at the sky. “I noticed it was a really beautiful, starry night before I came in. I didn’t want to waste it,” he said. Returning his gaze to her, he took a step closer and added, “I’m sorry I pulled you out of there.”
“Not at all,” Pen replied with a smile, tilting her head back to fully appreciate the sight of countless sparkling white stars scattered across the inky black sky. “You’re actually right. We don’t get views like this in London.”
As she looked back at him, he was already close, which initially caused an uneasy feeling to settle in her stomach. She then reminded herself not to let fear take over, to allow herself to let people in and let things happen.
“We do have a few good things down here, don’t we?” he said with a smirk, clearly flirting with her as he looked at her lips.
This made something odd churn in her stomach. She moved closer, meeting his gaze with a shaky smile. “Yeah, I suppose you do,” she replied, attempting to flirt back.
He smiled, his eyes fixed on her mouth, and Penelope felt deep down that it was about to happen. After 20 years of feeling like a failure, a sweet, respectful guy was about to kiss her.
So he leaned in. And she leaned away.
She noticed the utter confusion crossing Keanu’s expression before she closed her eyes tightly. Damn it. Why was she like this? Why couldn’t she make her life easier just once?
“I’m sorry, I...” He straightened up, rubbing the back of his head while avoiding her gaze. “I thought...”
“No,” Penelope interrupted, her hands covering a face etched with exhaustion. “This is not your fault.” She took a deep breath before looking at him. “It’s me. The problem is me.”
He looked at her with confusion, appearing skeptical as if he didn’t quite believe her, interpreting it as another It’s not you, it’s me speech. “Um,” he hesitated, his eyes darting to the bar entrance. “I... I should...”
“It’s fine,” Penelope interrupted, sensing his desire to leave after the humiliating moment.
He nodded, but before heading back inside, he added, “I... I don’t know what’s happening, or if I overstepped a boundary somehow.”
“You didn’t,” she said, shaking her head wearily and placing a hand on her forehead.
He gave another nod, his lip curling in confusion before he turned and went back inside.
“Are you sure you don’t want to drink?”
“Yes!” Colin shouted, hand raised, ready to swat the next person who dared ask.
“Okay, I was just asking,” the man in the tight white t-shirt, Jeremy, replied, shrugging as if Colin had overreacted.
With a heavy sigh, the actor rubbed his face, following Penelope and the short man as they grew increasingly intimate.
“Honestly, if it’s really bugging you that much, you should just have a chat with her,” drawled Jeremy, pointing towards the couple with his beer bottle. “I mean, it might not be the most honourable thing, ‘cause he got dibs, but all is fair in love and war.”
“For the hundredth time,” Colin said wearily, turning to Jeremy and dropping his hand. “I came here with her. She’s just my friend.”
The man made an exaggerated and disbelieving face at him before glancing back at Penelope. He then raised his eyebrows dramatically and said, “Well, then tell your friend goodnight for today.”
Colin frowned, following his gaze to find Penelope walking towards the exit with another guy.
It was difficult to put into words how this made him feel, but it was akin to having the wind knocked out of him. The thought of Penelope walking away with someone else felt like a disruption in the natural order of things.
He was well aware he was being a bit selfish, because even though they were such close friends, things wouldn’t always remain the same. Penelope was hoping to find love, maybe even get married someday. And Colin couldn’t always be the one she turned to the most, the one who was always there for her, the one who drove her around when she needed it, who listened to her fears and shared her secrets, the person she sought out first, or the name everyone connected with her. He’d have to let go of everything and just accept life as it was: watching Penelope walk away without him.
That was exactly why, when she caught his eye from across the room, he offered a supportive smile and a nod. She deserved happiness and everything she desired in life.
“I told you to go after her.”
Colin shot Jeremy a glare. “Fine, I’ll lend a hand with that girl,” he said.
The tipsy man grinned with delight. For hours, their group urging Colin to assist him in flirting with the barwoman, since he resembled, quote unquote, the character from War of Thrones, and Jeremy could feign friendship with influential individuals to finally catch the girl’s attention.
Jeremy raised his hand in triumph, blowing kisses of farewell to his friends as he made his way to the bar. Colin rolled his eyes and trailed behind him, reasoning that it was still preferable to sitting and waiting for Pen to return, if she returned at all.
A familiar tightness squeezed his chest, and he felt his smile falter into a thin, strained thing as Jeremy introduced him to Dana, the barwoman. Their words washed over him, indistinct and meaningless, while Colin stared intently at the door. Try as he might, he couldn’t shake the thoughts of what might be happening outside—were they talking? Was Penelope laughing? Had he kissed her, his hands at her waist, her nec—
He rubbed his face and drummed his fingers on the counter, the steady tapping contrasting with Dana and Jeremy’s lively chat. And he tried, he really made an effort to stay engaged in their conversation, but his eyes kept drifting to that cursed door.
That was why he was convinced he was hallucinating when he saw it swing open, revealing Penelope’s guy walking inside.
Colin straightened his back, quietly scanning the man’s annoyed expression and, more importantly, the absence of his friend. He suddenly felt an ominous sense that something had gone very wrong, pushing aside all other feelings in favour of one: worry.
“My boy!” Jeremy shouted when he saw Colin suddenly bolt towards the door. “Fight for the girl!”
Ignoring the drunk man, the actor hurried through the door, the cold air instantly hitting his face. Spotting a woman with a red ponytail, he breathed a sigh of relief and approached her.
“Pen,” he called, and when she turned, her face was hidden in her hand; then, her hands fell, revealing tear-streaked cheeks. An irrational rage, hot and immediate, surged through Colin, his hands clenching into fists. “What did he do?”
“Nothing,” Penelope replied, violently wiping at her tear-streaked cheeks with the back of her hand. “He was a perfect gentleman, and I just…”
Colin frowned, stepping closer as he tried to make sense of the situation.
“I can’t,” she said, her voice catching in her throat, a lump forming as she struggled to continue. “I can’t do it.”
The actor blinked, recognising her occasional self-deprecating tone. “It’s alright,” he reassured. “Pen, it’s normal to feel overwhelmed with everything—”
“It’s not that,” she interjected, aware that he might attribute it to her inexperience or anxiety. “It just... it just can’t be him,” she confessed. “I can’t... I can’t just do this with a stranger,” she explained, while Colin observed in silence. With a shake of her head and a wave of her hand, she indicated the crowded bar. “He’s perfectly nice and dashing and I’ve done everything by the book, but...” She gazed into Colin’s eyes, feeling completely exasperated with herself. “I’m really sorry for wasting so much of your time, Colin.”
“I don’t care about that,” he said. “I’m never wasting my time when I’m with you, Pen,” he replied earnestly.
Though his words hit home, she bit her lip, determined to hold back the tears.
“But are you sure?” he asked, uncertain of how to help her in that moment. “It’s not that late. We can go back inside and meet more people,” he offered. And she shook her head, tugging at the loose strands of her ponytail. “Or you could talk more with him. He doesn’t have to be a stranger.”
With a frustrated sigh, Penelope continued shaking her head as she paced in increasingly erratic circles.
“We’re short on time, so it’s natural to feel nervous,” he continued. “We didn’t have much time to begin with. But you didn’t get to meet many people, and just because it didn’t work out with him, doesn’t mean—”
“Can’t you just do it?” The words slipped out of her mouth as she dropped her hands to the side.
And for a moment, all Colin could do was stare, his half-opened mouth dry, his heart pounding in his chest. She didn’t need to explain; he understood immediately.
“Pen—” his voice choked out.
“Who are we kidding? I’m not going to find a magical solution tonight,” she said with a sharp shrug, gesturing towards their surroundings as if they were the answer on their own. She then dropped her hands and stared at him, mustering the courage to say what she needed, “And rather than relying on a stranger, I’d just rather it be my friend.”
Colin swallowed hard, his blue eyes fixated on her, a knot of tension tightening in his chest as he remained silent.
Penelope then bit her bottom lip, voicing what neither of them had the courage to say, “It’s going to be you anyway, Colin.”
She could just stand there and pretend that somehow a man would come along and spark something more than just mild curiosity for the next few hours, or she could face the reality that this wasn’t going to pan out, at least not that night. Colin was going to be the first person she ever kissed, whether she liked it or not.
And she did, like it, that is. She was not being hypocritical, pretending she didn’t want her first kiss—and all of them—to belong to him. But she accepted that he didn’t feel the same way, recognising it as simply a professional moment, which was perfectly fine. However, what bothered her was kissing someone she didn’t care for; this made the situation perfectly clear to her, even if he remained oblivious.
It was going to be Colin. The difference was whether it could happen in front of the cameras or somewhere a bit more private, which, to Penelope, made all the difference in the world.
“I can’t... Pen, I can’t do that,” he replied, his gaze fixed on the slump of her shoulders as disappointment washed over Penelope’s features.
“Of course,” Penelope rasped, looking down at her trembling fingers. She truly didn’t know what came over her to even consider Colin would do anything like that. The man who had their platonic friendship so ingrained in his mind, she might as well be his sister. A wave of guilt washed over her as she realised how unfair her request truly was.
It just hurt, that was all, that even in her most desperate hour, he couldn’t consider her as anything else.
“I don’t know what I was thinking,” she said.
Her tone, laced with pain, hit Colin like a physical blow. He opened his mouth, unsure of what he wanted to say.
“I think I wanna go home,” she interrupted him before he could even begin. Home. It was ironic how she could feel that way about a filming set that had been giving her so much grief lately. She grimaced slightly. “Yeah, let’s just go,” she said, heading towards the car, not waiting to see if he was following.
And he was following, as he always did whenever Penelope was involved. Because he would do anything for her if she asked. Anything but that one thing.
He was caught off guard when she asked him to kiss her, and he couldn’t quite figure out why. It made sense, unlike the loud, jumbled, and chaotic thoughts racing through his mind. And he couldn’t deny that the thought had crossed his mind once, twice or ten times, but he had pushed it aside for a specific reason—it simply wasn’t fair.
He wasn’t supposed to be Penelope’s first kiss, not on-screen, and certainly not in real life.
If his friend was anything like him—cynical about people, relationships, and love—then it would be totally fine. A kiss was just a kiss; it had been that way for quite a while now.
But Penelope was different. She maintained her hopeful and doe-eyed attitude towards all of those things. And she deserved to have a chance at romance with the right person, as it was clearly her desire. But, there she was, just wanting to get it over with and have her first kiss with him? The same man, whose proximity weeks ago had elicited a jump and a near-yell? It wasn’t right.
But then he parked the car, and as she said a quiet goodnight, her last gaze lingered on him, immediately reminding him of the day she’d pointed out his fear of their relationship being seen as romantic, a fear that had turned him into a terrible friend.
And that made him pause.
It would be fine, she told herself. Tilley had provided her with numerous instructions, and Penelope had ample time to dedicate the entire night to researching videos on how to kiss someone without appearing foolish the following day.
She would be fine, despite the fact that her on-screen partner seemed more inclined to drink bleach than share a kiss with her. The actress sighed, placing her hands on the bathroom vanity as she gazed at herself in the mirror. It was unfair of her to have such thoughts about Colin. It was also unfair of her to have requested that favour in the first place. She did know it was rational of her to ask him, and that was part of the reason she summoned the courage to say it. The other part, of course, was that totally irrational side that just wanted it to be him. That had always wanted it to be him and had given up on that dream, which had been cruelly reinstated in her heart when she learnt about their scripted kiss.
She recognised that her feelings for him were a problem and was working to overcome them. But that whole situation threw her for a loop, making it impossible for her to even think about falling for someone else. And she was aware that, while it would happen one day, it would not happen on that day.
With a flick of her wrist, she released her ponytail, letting her curly hair fall around her shoulders like a soft curtain framing her face. She stared at her reflection for a moment before proceeding to brush her teeth. Each passing second seemed to drag on like an eternity as she hesitated, trying to avoid the embarrassment of taking off her dress and acknowledging her complete defeat. She had failed in all her endeavours—from trying to get her first kiss, to finding someone other than Colin, to moving on from a person who obviously didn’t love her.
And then, just as her fingers grazed the cool metal of her zipper, a sharp rap echoed from her door.
She furrowed her brow, wondering who could be looking for her so late at night, and it should come as no surprise when she opened her trailer door to find Colin on the other side.
Still in his evening clothes, he looked as restless and preoccupied as he had been throughout the drive home. For a second, they stared at each other before her eyes were drawn to what was under his arm: something that strongly resembled the blue tablecloth from his trailer.
“Come with me,” he said.
Confused, she stared at the inky black sky, as if the lateness of the hour were a figment of her imagination. “Now?” she asked.
“Yes,” he said confidently, just like he always did when he was on a mission.
She glared at him in indignation. ”Go with you at this hour? Where?”
He simply raised his eyebrows at her and asked, “Will you trust me?”
She would, she thought, even though his wild ideas often brought her more grief and confusion. With a sigh, she nodded, stepping outside and closing the trailer door behind her. Colin didn’t say much more; he just turned around and started walking slowly, allowing her to catch up.
They entered a wooded area near the set, but soon the trees crowded together, forming a dense canopy above, a hushed quiet falling over them. Penelope looked around at the towering woods, the leaves rustling softly in the night breeze, listening to the melodic chirping of crickets and night birds, feeling the thick grass tickle her ankles. And, to be honest, if it hadn’t been her closest friend bringing her to who knows where, she would have assumed she was going to be killed.
“Colin, where are we going?” she demanded, exasperated by his cryptic behaviour.
“Be patient,” he said, picking up on her nervousness.“We’re almost there.”
Penelope rolled her eyes, ready to hit him unless he explained himself. But then, the trees opened into a clearing, and a peculiar sight stopped her in her tracks.
“Is that...?” she began, her voice fading as she gestured, incredulously eyeing Colin. He met her gaze, noticing her captivated expression before confirming with a nod.
As she strolled deeper into the clearing, a big smile lit up her face. She was surrounded by thousands of shimmering, light-blue lights, and it felt like a second starry sky had come down to earth. Or, in Colin’s words, it was like a night scene from Avatar.
“How did you even find this place?” she breathed, by the sight of hundreds of glowworms illuminating the forest, their light painting her irises an otherworldly blue.
Colin was captivated as he watched her from a distance. Amidst the twinkling lights, her figure seemed to emit a soft, ethereal glow. With a smile, he followed her further into the clearing. “I told you they don’t just grow in caves,” he remarked.
She was so enthralled by the sight that she couldn’t even muster an exasperated glance his way.
Colin then spread the cloth on the ground and sat on it as he elaborated, “Sometimes I like to explore the area during my breaks or days off, especially when you’re busy filming and leaving me all alone.”
She shot him a playful glare before plopping down next to him.
“You liked the view so much when you saw the video, so I thought maybe I could find something similar around here. We’re not in an overpopulated area, so I felt like it was possible,” he said with a shrug, his eyes fixed on the glowworms around him. “I found this place a few weeks back, actually, but I never had time to show it to you since we were always occupied with…” he trailed off, not needing to explain.
Penelope’s face crumpled, tears welling, but she fought them back, unable to cope with his thoughtfulness right then. She knew exactly what Colin was up to; it was something he’d done countless times during their friendship. He was trying to cheer her up.
“I like the idea of sitting here because it feels like I’m watching two skies,” he said, interrupting her train of thought as he pointed upwards.
Following his pointed finger, she gazed at the night sky, a breathtaking expanse of stars, then down at the forest, where countless fireflies twinkled like a fallen galaxy. “You’re right,” she said.
“I’m glad you like it, Pen,” he murmured.
“Of course,” she said, still captivated by the mesmerising sight around them. “I think it’s the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen.”
“Good, because I’m going to kiss you.”
Penelope spun, her gaze locked on him, the world fading as her heart leaped. Colin was already looking back at her, the blue glow around them casting a light and shadow effect on his serious face.
“Colin, you can’t—” she stammered, her breath catching in her throat, unable to finish her sentence. “I shouldn’t have asked that of you. I had no right, I was just—”
“No,” he said, shaking his head and clenching his jaw. “You were right.”
Penelope could only stare at him, her chest rising and falling as she tried to breathe.
Colin grimaced, his brow furrowing slightly as he looked down at the tablecloth, picking at a loose, frayed string. “Pen, I need to make something clear,” he said before looking up at her, his blue eyes reflecting the starlit sky. “I didn’t refuse to kiss you because I’m afraid of people seeing us as more than friends or anything like that. I need you to know this. It’s just…” he swallowed hard, “You deserve better, better than all this. I know how important this is to you, and I wanted you to have the special moment you deserved with someone you truly wanted to be with.”
Oh, Penelope thought. Among all the scenarios that had played out in her mind at his refusal, that one hadn’t even crossed her thoughts. Probably because it was the most ludicrous, because there was no one else in the world she would rather share that moment with.
“Um,” she swallowed hard, her expression contorting into a grimace as she also focused on the cloth beneath them. Out of the corner of her eye, she still noticed the lights surrounding them, and it dawned on her that this wasn’t about him trying to lift her spirits. This was about giving her a special moment. And, once more, she stifled her urge to cry.
“Colin, you’re the person I trust the most in the world,” she said, and he glanced up at her, surprised. “I asked you because you make me feel safe.”
She told him the only reason she could bring herself to share, a fact that, while incomplete, wasn’t a lie. Even if there were no other emotions or complications at play, he would still be the person she felt safest with, far surpassing anyone else they had encountered during their escapades.
He nodded slowly, looking at her with an unreadable emotion.
“But you don’t have to do this. I mean it,” Penelope went on, prompting him to shake his head. “It was just a moment of desperation—”
He reached out to her arm, stopping her before saying, “Well, if you trust me, then trust me when I say it’s fine.”
She paused, looking into his eyes and finding sincerity in them. Nodding, she felt her heart racing once more, realising that this was truly going to happen. She no longer had the strength to argue against it. And for a moment, Colin only stared at her, the chirping of crickets their only company, before his gaze dropped to her lips, and he swallowed hard.
He then cleared his throat, sat up straighter, assuming the stance he took before launching into one of his dating lectures.
“Okay,” he breathed out quietly before moving closer to her.
Closer he came, and Penelope felt a wave of heat, her breath caught in her throat, her heart racing wildly. His gaze fell upon her once more, filled with a look she couldn’t comprehend, a darkness that seemed to deepen despite the surrounding lights. As his breath gently caressed her face, she detected the subtle aroma of mint, a detail that instantly told her he had anticipated this moment from the start.
His eyes roamed around her face for a moment, as if ensuring she was truly okay with it. She appeared incredibly nervous, which he considered normal. He paused, wondering if he should give her more time, but then she looked at his lips, and something ignited within him.
He leaned in with the intention of starting off simple, perhaps with just a peck. Yet, the moment his lips touched hers, a jolt of electricity shot through him to the sound of her sharp intake of breath. He lingered longer than he should have, then leaned back, his eyes lingering on her mouth, as if captivated by an enigma.
No longer panting, Penelope felt a strange emptiness where her anxiety had been, a void filled only by overwhelming hunger.
“Um,” she hesitated, her eyes also focusing on his lips. “I think... it would be better if we...,” she trailed off breathlessly, trying to clear her head, “I mean, in the script, it wasn’t just... It was a more experienced kind of kissing.”
Still with his eyes on her lips, Colin raised his eyebrows slightly and nodded. “Right,” he said, before clearing his throat. Moving even closer to her, Penelope’s breathing started to become uneven again. He reached out and placed his hand on the back of her head, his fingers digging into her hair, causing Penelope to suppress a shiver. His eyes then met hers again, looking even darker than before.
“So,” he croaked, his throat parched and tight, a pitiful whisper of his former teaching voice. “I’m going to open your mouth with mine. Don’t be alarmed,” he whispered, and Penelope’s eyes widened a bit, her whole face turning a lovely shade of red all at once.
She nodded slowly, and he returned the nod before his eyes returned to her lips. He wasted no time, pulling her close, their lips meeting again; a confusing mix of relief and excitement flooded him. As promised, he gently parted her lips, his own lips finding her top lip; the softness of her mouth sent shivers down his arms, her small whimper causing his breathing to hitch.
His heart raced in his ears as he fought to keep a steady pace and regain his composure. Because that was what he needed to do: stop himself, as he gradually realised that if he let go, he would lose control.
The only issue was that he wasn’t sure how effective he’d be since he’d never felt that restless before.
With a gentle tilt of his head, he switched his focus to her bottom lip. Penelope let out a tiny, high-pitched grunt, the sound causing a jolt in Colin that made him bite down slightly on her lip.
A choked gasp left his lips as he flinched, his eyes squeezed tight. “I’m sorry, Pen, I—” He aimed to be gentle, slow, and rational, yet it seemed his body was dictating his actions.
When he opened his eyes, Penelope was staring at him with a dazed expression that was sure to send him into the depths of madness. Her mouth, reddened and plump, was entirely his doing and he couldn’t help but wonder why that particular look of hers was his favourite.
“I didn’t mean to,” he said, unable to articulate a single phrase. “I’m sorry if that was too much—”
“No, it’s fine,” she whispered, her eyes unfocused, pupils blown. “I liked it.”
Something snapped inside him like a swift but sure realisation. He wanted Penelope to tell him that again, maybe even countless times, until he could memorise her longing tone by heart. That thought then quickly reminded him of something.
“Pen,” he said.
“Huh?” she asked distractedly, her expression looking miles away as she stared at his mouth.
“You can kiss me back, you know,” he said.
Her blue eyes met his, forming a small crease between her brows before returning to their original position, as if she had no idea she could do so.
“What should I do?” she muttered, though she already had a good idea.
“Anything you want,” he panted, hearing the yearning in his own voice.
The crease between her brows deepened as she focused on him intently. Tentatively, her hand reached for his neck, sending a shiver down Colin’s spine, as if it wasn’t her first time kissing, but his.
And as Penelope drew him to her and his heart pounded, he realised it might as well be his.
Penelope followed his lead, savouring the taste of his bottom lip as a low, guttural groan slipped from Colin’s throat. Her fingers were entwined in his hair, pulling him closer, while his hand cradled her face and his other arm naturally wrapped around her.
Colin was overwhelmed with a sense of desperation, as if no touch could satisfy him. Something insatiable seemed to be stirring inside him, urging him to explore every part of her skin with kisses, to savour the sound of her breaths in his ear, and to inhale the scent of her iris perfume.
He couldn’t think clearly when Penelope wrapped her arm around his neck and kissed his lips with such fervour that his world spun. But if he could, he’d just be wondering when the last time was that he felt like this, if he’d ever felt like this at all.
Feeling the warmth of her skin against his fingers as his hands gently pressed against her back, he was surprised when Penelope bit his bottom lip. Instinctively, his body moved, pulling her close, their breaths mingling, their skin tingling with the closeness. Penelope arched her back until she was lying on the ground, and Colin realized he had leaned forward with such intensity that she needed the back support.
He gazed down, captivated by her. Her eyes, the most magnificent shade of blue he had ever seen, were shining, reflecting all the lights above. Her hair cascaded around her face on the ground, shimmering in red and blue hues. Her lips were a vivid crimson, swollen and thoroughly kissed.
Colin’s heart skipped a beat, and all he could think was that she was the most beautiful thing he had ever seen.
He paused to inhale a much-needed deep breath while gazing at her in awe. A light, cool breeze brushed against his feverish skin, granting him a moment of clarity. And that was how he knew if he continued, it had nothing to do with giving Penelope her first kiss. It had nothing to do with teaching her anything. If he kissed her now, it was solely because he wanted to, because something deep within him craved her like he had never craved anyone before.
So he made a choice, bent down, and pressed his mouth to hers.
Penelope inhaled him, running her hands through his hair and wrapping her legs around him. He gently cupped her cheek with one hand, while the other firmly grasped her thigh, causing Penelope to gasp.
Colin’s lips moved to her jaw, because if he was going to be sincere, he wanted to taste all of her. Penelope tugged at his hair again, her fingers tangling in the soft strands, her other hand gripping at his shoulder blade, tilting her head back to expose her neck.
His lips, soft and warm, peppered kisses across her jaw, nibbling gently until he found the spot just beneath her ear. Penelope whimpered, her grip on his hair and back tightening reflexively. And Colin wondered why he had wasted so much time trying to make Penelope happy with concert tickets or theatre excursions, silly jokes, and favourite meals, when he could have just done this. He tilted his head, his lips finding the same spot again with a renewed passion; Penelope gasped his name, and he grinned.
Breathlessly, he pressed his lips against the column of her throat, causing goosebumps to rise on her skin. One of her hands moved from his back to the ground beside them, clutching at the grass as if it could anchor her. But suddenly, a quick, harsh snap from a nearby twig stiffened her, and she sat up abruptly, her chest heaving and her eyes darting about in alarm.
“Did you hear that?” she asked.
Colin blinked. In the back of his mind, he knew he should probably be concerned about someone potentially catching them. However, at that moment, as he stared at his collarbone with yearning and contemplation, he just couldn’t muster any concern.
Penelope, on the other hand, seemed to have a completely different perspective. When she gazed at him, the once dazed expression on her face now appeared fearful.
“I should... I should go,” she declared shakily, rising to her feet on unsteady legs.
That finally awakened Colin, who looked up at her with alertness. “Pen—”
Yet now, the eyes that had previously been fixated on him now nervously scanned the surroundings, their focus anywhere but him.
“Um...” she faltered, eyes squeezed shut, fists clenched by her sides, visibly fighting back some emotion. “Thank you, Colin,” she muttered.
“What?” he asked, feeling his stomach sink to the depths of the earth. Thank you? It was incredible how, in the course of one night, Penelope had taught him not only a longing he had never known before, but also heartbreak.
Without waiting for the rest of his answer, she ran away, not worrying about how she would make her way back, and leaving Colin behind.
It was strange because as he helplessly watched her go, her ever-familiar red hair fading from his view and leaving a pain so deep it felt like a physical ache in his chest, the first thing that came to his mind was his own voice.
An old video of his that went so popular that he couldn’t stop himself from memorising the words. Something about him not realising he needed to add a disclaimer to every single interview. Because surely some things are just obvious? Roses are red, the sky is blue, Penelope Featherington is a beautiful woman.
Looking back, it almost made him laugh, if only it didn’t hurt so much. There he was, judging all the fools in the world as if they couldn’t see what was there in front of their faces. Yet there he stood, the biggest idiot of them all, who hadn’t read the most glaring of disclaimers.
Roses are red. The sky is blue. Colin Bridgerton is in love with Penelope Featherington.
Notes:
*Casually taking a sip of my steaming coffee on a hot Brazilian summer day.*
SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HOW ARE WE DOING
Honestly, I don't even know where to start, but I just want to say, I think after these two chapters it's kind of obvious how frustrated I was that exactly this/these chapter(s), my wrists started hurting and delayed me. I don't have much to explain on my thought process here. I think it's kind of self-explanatory with the story itself, I hope.
If not, the comments are there for us all to discuss things. In fact, as you guys know, they are open for us to discuss every single thing you want. You guys know how I love talking to you guys and I really missed this part of writing.
I just have to add, I kind of evil laughed every time someone commented that their first kiss was going to happen on screen. I'm sorry JGADFKJHDGSFJDHSGFDK Even worse when people said I was going to give her first kiss to Debling (GUYS DON'T YOU KNOW ME?? SXHSGSGDGDDG)
That is all (for now *evil laugh*)!!
As always, don't forget your kudos and comments as they are always deeply, deeply appreciated.
Have a nice day and God bless you!
★LIKE OLD HOLLYWOOD (YOUTUBE)★
(ps2: I changed the playlists a bit as always. I wasn't able to transfer that change to YouTube yet because it's kind of tricky, but I will in the future.)
Chapter 15: Method Acting
Summary:
Colin faces the biggest challenge of his acting career: filming a kissing scene with the woman he's in love with.
Notes:
Hello, my loves, everything okay with you??
I don't have much to say, really, probably because I'm in a rush (which isn't a new thing for me, LOL). However, I do feel the need to point out that this chapter is on the shorter side, as many of you may have noticed.
And it isn't shorter because of my wrists (which are, thankfully, actually getting better!), but because that's what needed to happen for the story. There were several scenes that I thought would fit into this chapter and attempted to include them, but they just weren't working. So, this chapter is exactly what it needs to be.
Just a final note/reminder: Again, I know we have less social media than usual (as is the case across the whole New Zealand section), but this is on purpose.
Without further ado, let's go.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Penelope had never run so fast in her life. She felt that if she were to stop, she might turn back and kiss him for as long as she desired, until morning or perhaps for the rest of their lives.
And then it would be really, really embarrassing because she didn’t have that for the rest of their lives. She had that one moment, borrowed out of kindness from a friend, and nothing more. And the more she gave in, the clearer it would become to him that it wasn’t a favor for her. She wouldn’t be able to hide it, not anymore.
With a soft click, the door closed, and she was alone in the quiet confines of her trailer; the reality of her situation hit her, and tears streamed down her face, instantly silenced by her hand clamped over her mouth.
She was being ridiculous, utterly insane. What kind of issue was it to have a fantastic first kiss? Among all the stories she had heard about first times—too eager, too distant, extraordinarily awkward and disgusting—hers was without a doubt the best. Her best friend kissed her, and a new part of her awakened; he touched her as if she were the most precious thing in the world, and in that moment, she believed; on that single night, she discovered what it meant to desire him more than her next breath. She understood how it felt to be more eager to see her nerves go aflame than face the cold, harsh reality.
The reality she had to face now, pondering how she could ever feel this elated with anyone else and the terrifying possibility of holding on to just this one perfect memory for her lifetime, a memory she could never have again.
Closing her eyes, the actress inhaled deeply, attempting to banish the vivid image of Colin’s face hovering above her. The radiant blue lights shimmered around him, sparkling in his gaze as he looked at her with an intensity she had never known just before he leaned in and pressed his lips against hers.
Fanning herself with her hand, she acknowledged that she was completely doomed. And then her phone pinged.
A Debling: Heading to South America on Friday
A Debling: I’m making a stopover in Auckland tomorrow.
A Debling: if you want to meet
A Debling: if you can, that is
Penelope let out a humourless, wet chuckle because sometimes the universe was hilarious, as if it were saying: here is a guy who actually wants you. Remember him?
Instead of hopelessly waiting for Colin, stealing even more moments with him that would do nothing but hold her emotions hostage and prevent her from falling in love with someone who was genuinely interested.
Still, she locked her phone and took a deep breath. Because she couldn’t possibly meet Alfred the next day, could she? No, her time that day was reserved to doom her just a little bit more.
As the sun streamed through the window, painting the room in golden, purple, and pink hues, Colin sighed.
For the first time ever, he hadn’t caught a single wink of sleep.
He had a hunch that would become a regular occurrence from that moment on. Honestly, he was starting to wonder if he’d ever get to sleep again.
But he supposed that was just one of the items in his entire parade of problems: not being able to sleep, lacking the desire to eat—which was a new one—taking several baths in the same morning because he wasn’t sure if he had already had one, and of course, realising that, probably for years, he had been utterly and desperately in love with his best friend, who knew nothing of his feelings.
But he was alright. He was doing fine. Really, he could manage to get through just one day without going off the rails and ruining his friendship and working relationship with Penelope. He could handle it—he had to, at least for that day. He needed to sort himself out because if there was one thing he couldn’t afford, it was jeopardising their relationship while his mind, and even worse, his heart, was in disarray.
There was just the pesky little detail that he would have to kiss her again, which might or might not make his heart race, his breathing quicken, and his hand sweat at the mere thought of it.
But he was going to be fine.
The first thing the cast and crew of Sword in the Heart heard on that bright Thursday morning was the sharp clatter of an aluminium plate hitting the floor, sending croissants and biscuits scattering; a shocked silence followed as all eyes turned to the source of the noise.
Colin and Penelope were still wide-eyed, staring at each other just like they had been since they accidentally bumped into each other. The actress blinked, momentarily looking down at Colin’s plate, which lay splattered on the floor. She quickly crouched down, with Colin following suit, both narrowly avoiding bumping their heads.
With a clumsy rush, the actress scrambled to retrieve his fallen breakfast while desperately avoiding his gaze, as if he could see straight through her in an instant. With a tray awkwardly perched on her hip, she felt a nervous tremor in her hands and heat rising in her cheeks. Colin felt his own face reddening, unsure of what to do or where to look.
“Pen, it’s fine,” he whispered before remembering to grab the biscuits to prevent a bigger mess on the floor. However, he found it hard to concentrate, as he couldn’t resist stealing glances at the redhead.
“It’s alright,” she murmured in reply as she reached for his plate and extended it towards him without looking, only for both of them to drop it again when his hand brushed against hers, the sound clattering across the cafeteria once more.
Penelope squeezed her eyes shut, mortified, while Colin simply stared at the plate, frozen like a statue. After a moment, he picked it up, and they both stood up at once, too winded and flushed for such a trivial mishap at breakfast, with everyone’s eyes in the room upon them as Penelope awkwardly handed him back his croissant.
Fantastic. Things were already going brilliantly so far.
“Colin! Penelope! Over here!”
Simultaneously, they turned towards the voice, resembling two frightened animals in the wild. Opposite them, Edwina waved enthusiastically, showing two empty seats next to her.
The pair blinked, glancing at each other almost inadvertently before each remembered they were actually avoiding one another. They slowly made their way to Edwina, only to discover that the two vacant seats were actually positioned across from each other.
“Are you two alright?” Kate asked as soon as they approached.
“If you damage property, you’ll need to pay for it,” Anthony, who was seated to her right, remarked casually as he sipped his coffee, earning an immediate pointed glare from her. He paused, the ceramic cup momentarily suspended near his mouth, before gently placing it on the table, murmuring, “But I suppose it’s alright because we have insurance.”
Kate lifted one eyebrow, suggesting Anthony’s reply was off base, while he raised both brows, confused about what she expected him to say then. Meanwhile, Edwina covered her mouth, pretending to cough, though it clearly sounded more like a laugh, as Genevieve observed the pair, puzzled.
“What are you even doing here?” Colin asked his brother in irritation as he and Penelope sat down, deliberately avoiding eye contact. “I thought you were supposed to be shooting since 5 am today.”
“I am,” Anthony replied curtly. “I’m just taking a break. Ever heard of those?” He added with a touch of sarcasm while grinning at Colin.
On a typical day, Anthony’s nonchalant and deflective attitude wouldn’t have deterred Colin’s suspicion. However, on that particular morning, the eldest Bridgerton brother was in luck.
“Not with you, I haven’t,” Colin mumbled before looking down at his plate. It then dawned on him that all the food had tumbled to the floor just minutes earlier, and in his confusion, he had forgotten to replace it.
“Excuse me,” he said before walking back to the food line shamefully.
Penelope shot a quick look at Kate, as if it just dawned on her that she hadn’t answered the woman yet. “I’m alright,” she replied, biting her lip and lowering her gaze to her plate. “It was just an accident.”
“Just avoid anything like that near your dress today, and everything will be fine,” Genevieve joked with a playful grin.
However, Penelope froze. The last thing she wanted was a reminder of that moment, especially since Genevieve was unaware of the specific scene connected to the dress.
The actress’s words caused Edwina to perk up, her fork clattering against her plate of scrambled eggs as she turned towards her. “So, you’re finally filming that mysterious scene?”
“What mysterious scene?” Kate asked, covering her mouth with her hand as she chewed her food.
“Don’t you remember?” Edwina playfully nudged her. “Gen mentioned that she had designed dresses for Nora. I found that fascinating, as I didn’t recall Charlotte writing a scene like that for the book,” she added, smiling at Penelope, completely oblivious to how the actress seemed to sink further into her seat.
Anthony also became considerably quiet, not that anyone would notice him at the moment.
Colin soon returned, plopping down in his seat in silence, staring at his croissants, completely oblivious to the potential time bomb of a conversation he had just waltzed into.
“So, what scene was it, after all?” Edwina asked.
Penelope took a sip of her apple juice, trying to buy time and steady her burning cheeks as she looked at Anthony, uncertain of what she was allowed to say. It wasn’t as if they had signed a specific NDA for that scene, and the director was the king of NDAs. Nevertheless, she understood basic etiquette, especially with Anthony. And when he shook his head, she grasped the message.
“Um.” She set her glass back on the table. “It’s not in the original script, so I don’t think you guys would know which one it is.” She added a forced chuckle that came out sounding more nervous than anything else.
Colin frowned, sensing something off about the conversation. Honestly, given his unsettled mood and Penelope’s looming presence before him, he was inclined to remain silent. Yet, something about the topic grabbed his attention.
“What scene?” he asked as he cut into his fried egg.
“The one where Nora’s all dressed up,” Edwina quipped, and Colin furrowed his brows, confused by the reference. “Perhaps you know what it is, since you have a lot of scenes together.”
Colin shook his head like an idiot, as he would later realise. Still focused on the plate, he replied, “No, I—”
Penelope suddenly cleared her throat. “Yes, you do,” she muttered through clenched teeth; the sound of her voice was enough to make him raise his head towards her immediately. She then swallowed hard, glancing at her small, soft hands on the table before adding, “It’s the scene we’re filming today.” Then she looked up at him, as she sometimes couldn’t help it.
The actor paused, his mind short-circuiting for a moment, as he realized that he should have noticed sooner that Penelope had a special costume for their scene. It was in the script, after all, although it wasn’t the first thing he would have noticed given the sheer amount of, well, everything else.
“Oh,” he replied intelligently, his gaze lingering on Penelope’s light blue eyes, which sparkled with a mesmerising golden light from the morning light surrounding them.
Everyone else watched them for a moment, waiting for an elaboration. But, they seemed more interested in staring at each other, which prompted a few raised eyebrows.
Penelope looked down at her untouched plate, as if remembering herself while Colin’s gaze remained fixed on the crown of her red hair.
“Okay…” Edwina trailed off, while Kate watched them in confusion.
Clearing his throat, Colin shifted his attention to the rest of the group, only to catch Anthony silently shaking his head at him with fervour.
The actor clenched his jaw before casually replying, “It’s just a small off-script scene,” then took a sip of his coffee and grimaced. He wondered if that was why his older brother liked the bitter drink so much—was he, too, daily masking sleep deprivation caused by an existential crisis?
Meanwhile, Kate, Edwina, and Genevieve looked at him in confusion until the former finally turned to the man beside her, catching him casting a glance at his brother that was reminiscent of his countless warnings to keep the scripts a secret, or else. Anthony noticed her gaze; he froze, like a deer caught in the headlights, before composing himself, but the damage was done.
Although hiding parts of the script from the cast was unusual, it wasn’t unprecedented, especially in large productions, so Kate quickly understood what was going on.
“It’s probably just a dream sequence, bon,” Kate added casually, as that was how one scene was labelled in the breakdown—Leonida’s dream—without much information or context.
Not looking up, Colin pointed at her and nodded, satisfied with the explanation, while her sister pursed her lips.
“Oh. That makes sense,” Edwina said, still feeling an odd mood in the air before adding, “I’m sorry for being nosy. I thought it was a scene from the books, so I got curious.” Sometimes, she forgot she was merely an assistant on set, not an aspiring writer or even just Kate’s sibling.
“Not at all,” Anthony replied, to Kate’s surprise. He exchanged a glance with the eldest Sharma, as if he had quickly realised the uncomfortable situation he had caused, which made Kate raise a surprised eyebrow.
Colin chuckled, “Trust me, if you were too nosy, he’d make you sign a second NDA,” he added, pointing at his brother, who shot him a glare in response.
“Just to clarify, I didn’t deliberately keep it from you. I just didn’t want them to mention it in the crowded cafeteria.”
Kate wrinkled her forehead, her foggy brain struggling to understand what he was talking about. It didn’t help that his face was inches away from hers, his arms wrapped around her waist while her arms were draped around his neck.
“The scene?” he said, noticing her confusion.
She raised her eyebrows slightly. Oh, that. A humour-filled grin curved her lips. “And you think I was thinking about this now?” she asked, still breathless.
His expression was playfully exasperated before he tumbled onto her, his weight pressing her into the softness of the sofa. A startled yelp escaped her lips as his body caged her. “Well,” he said, placing his arms beside her head and leaning down with a smile, the sunlight streaming behind him. “Surprisingly, you don’t look worried about anything right now, but that might change later.”
The light glinted off her shining brown eyes and glossy hair, which was spread across the beige cushions, framing her face as she raised her eyebrows and a wry smile curved her lips before replying, “You do know me.”
Then she tugged at his shirt, drawing him down so that they could carry on kissing instead of talking.
However, Anthony soon lifted his head despite Kate’s protests. “But I mean it,” he said.
“Anthony!” she exclaimed, laughter bubbling in her voice. Although she was a bit exasperated, she couldn’t help but find this concerned boyfri—or whatever they were—version of him endearing. “I’m not mad, and I will not be mad. What you do with the film is none of my business.”
Anthony furrowed his brows, finding that statement untrue. “Of course it’s your business.”
She raised an eyebrow at him and tilted her head, almost as if to say that now it was her business. But when they were constantly arguing while filming, it wasn’t.
He seemed to understand her meaning immediately, raising an index finger in the air as he said, “Just because it’s always your business doesn’t mean you’re always right.”
A genuine chuckle escaped her lips, and she grabbed him by the shirt again, pressing her lips to his before saying, “If it’s not my scene, it’s not my business.” She kissed him once more, looking him in the eye as she added, “You’re the director, not me; even I know that.”
She leaned in to brush her lips against his one more time, but he hesitated, a deep furrow in his brow stopping her. Before she knew it, her thumb was moving over the crease between his brows, soothing his concerns—something she had always longed to do but had never been allowed.
“It’s really alright,” she reassured him. “Our professional and personal lives are separate, no matter how it may seem.” She quipped, glancing at the script pages scattered on the floor beside them – the flimsy excuses they often used to steal moments alone in his or her trailer.
Anthony, however, wore a serious expression as he looked at her, suddenly realising something strange. Throughout his life, this had been the dream: to find someone who understood boundaries, who didn’t nag him about his work, who didn’t ask for favours, connections, or exclusive information. Professional and personal lives should be kept separate. He had always advocated for that, and of course, Kate saw eye to eye with him on this, as they often did.
And yet, he felt unsettled, like he wanted to tell Kate about this—he realised he wished to tell her many things, perhaps everything. He wanted to know her thoughts and ask for her opinions. He wanted to speak his mind freely, confident that he would be genuinely heard, without second intentions or hidden agendas. And he knew Kate would do all those things.
“Anthony,” she called him again, her brows now furrowing at his expression.
The director blinked, realising he was causing her concern. Then, looking directly into her eyes, he said, “But I do trust you. You know that, don’t you?” He asked, and a flicker of surprise crossed her features. “Our personal and professional lives are separate, but I trust you with both.”
Kate didn’t know why, whether it was what he said or the way he said it, but it made her stomach flip.
“I trust you too,” she whispered, her eyes tracing the lines of his face, and she knew instantly it was the truth. “You may be the most infuriating director on earth, but you’re also the most agonisingly righteous.”
He rolled his eyes at her, but the corners of his lips curled up.
“I was going to say that the only reason I haven’t mentioned anything before is that I’ve been rather… distracted lately,” he admitted, his smile widening as he gazed down at her.
She smirked back, one of her hands moving to his forearm to play with the rolled-up white sleeve by his elbow. “I’ve noticed,” she said.
“But the scene is—”
She widened her eyes and quickly covered his mouth, causing him to widen his eyes in a way that she knew meant we just talked about this.
Slowly retreating her hand, she explained herself before he got the wrong idea. “Can I confess something?” she said, watching him for a moment before he nodded. The actress pressed her lips together, glancing down at her hand on his arm as she fiddled with a button there.
“This... between us is fairly new. And I don’t...” She took a deep breath. “I don’t want to do anything to jeopardise it, like getting our jobs even more involved with it.” She pointedly glanced at the scripts on their right. The thought of someone discovering she had exclusive information or that she influenced the director filled her with dread. “If we survive this and don’t end up killing each other, I’ll gladly listen to every single secret of your next projects, as well as share mine.”
Anthony gave her that full, unguarded smile she only saw in those moments alone. “Our next projects, huh?” he asked, teasing her about the heavy implication that they would have a future together.
She rolled her eyes at him, feeling her cheeks burn. She then lowered her hand onto his arm, grasping his black leather Baume & Mercier watch and looking at it pointedly as she spoke. “Now, will you look at the time? I think you should be leaving to direct that scene with Cressida because your break is probably 15 minutes too long.”
Her avoidance only made him smile wider. “Yeah, it probably is,” he said, leaning down to kiss her without a single care about being late or not.
Colin lingered. Even though he had told himself he would remain calm and give himself time, he simply couldn’t help it. He wanted to be near her.
So he stared at his half-eaten plate, knowing he would never finish it. Then he glanced at her, watching as Penelope devoured her meal with such speed that it seemed as though she had spent the last thirty days in hunger. She still refused to meet his gaze, which was not surprising but overall concerning.
First, she had run from him; now, she could barely say a good morning. It dawned on him that he had a bigger problem than accidentally revealing his chaotic feelings. Perhaps she had already sensed them anyway and now wanted to keep her distance. Or worse, maybe he had done something truly, truly wrong the previous night.
“I’m full,” she suddenly mumbled at her plate, wiping her mouth before standing up abruptly.
Before he knew it, he too had stood up, following her while feeling as if his brain were slow. Since when was Penelope so fast? One moment, she had returned her plate and tray, and the next, she was off running to who knew where.
Once the actor felt sufficiently creepy, as if he were stalking his friend across the set, he finally had enough.
“Pen!” he called out.
Thankfully, she halted, her shoulders tensing up like a startled cat.
Penelope felt ridiculous for running away, but she knew Colin far too well. She knew he wouldn’t just let their moment from the previous day be what it was—a moment. He’d have to be certain they were okay and that she was alright. Because that was simply who he was.
But she wasn’t alright. And she didn’t want them to be okay. What she wanted was for him to be as tortured as she was—unable to think straight, entirely consumed by the urge to kiss her. That was what she selfishly desired, because that was how she felt.
With a small turn of her head, Penelope looked towards him. “I’m really in a rush, Colin. I have a lot of hair, makeup, and costume fitting to get through today.”
He stared at her back, not at all liking that tone of voice at all. And costume fitting? He was pretty sure he had left a bewildered Genevieve and Edwina behind in the cafeteria, not to mention the designer was supposed to meet Kate first, or whatever it was Anthony had planned when he left with the actress to discuss the scene they were shooting that afternoon. Or something.
“Just wait a moment,” he said, although he had no idea what he wanted to say.
Her shoulders slumped slightly, and as he walked towards her, she reluctantly turned around, looking to the right as if deeply interested in the scenery.
“Look, Colin, our friendship is good, I promise,” she said. “It’s just that I’m truly… busy today,” she swallowed hard, her eyes darting to his as she held back from mentioning the reason for her busyness, also referred to as their kiss scene.
He gazed at her with an unidentifiable feeling, his blue eyes appearing a shade lighter in the sun. “Right,” he muttered, glancing down at his hands and twiddling his fingers.
Penelope nodded as if the matter had been settled, then turned to walk away.
“Can… can we talk later?” he asked, his voice hesitant, and she halted, already dreading his tone. “After we...” he paused, not needing to explain that he meant after they finished their scene.
Penelope pressed her lips together, feeling as though she didn’t need to talk at all, for she knew exactly what was coming from that conversation.
“Sure,” she replied curtly before continuing on her way, leaving Colin to watch her as he scratched the back of his head.
“Well, you’re sufficiently princed up.”
Colin looked down at his white tunic, which featured long puffed sleeves, a low neckline, and draped gracefully over his high-waisted brown leather trousers.
“Or ready for bed,” he muttered, feeling his palms sweat as he nervously played with the hem of his shirt. The outfit seemed much simpler and more casual than anything he had worn for the movie. However, he supposed the hair stylist had indeed created a wavy and luscious, prince-like look for him.
Genevieve, on the other hand, just smirked and scanned him from head to toe. “Don’t worry, you might not get it, but the audience will.” Despite being a regular on the sexiest actors list, Colin sure seemed to understand little about it.
Um-hum, he spoke in a low voice, biting his bottom lip to resist touching his meticulously styled hair. “Has Penelope stopped by yet?”
The designer shook her head as she crouched down, making the final adjustments to his shirt around the waistline, pulling it a little further down to reveal a bit more of his chest. “They are still doing her hair. I think it’s going to take some time, so you don’t need to wait for her.”
The actor looked at her in surprise. He didn’t know why he was startled that she had assumed he would wait for Penelope. He supposed he always did, as they often walked to sets together, even if their schedules were somewhat different.
He sighed, sending Genevieve a small, appreciative smile before he made his way to the door.
Outside the costume designer’s trailer, John waited, juggling Colin’s script in one hand, the actor’s coat, and a steaming cup of cappuccino in the other. The moment Colin stepped outside, the assistant’s gaze fell upon him, meticulously observing not only his costume but also his mood. Without saying a word, he extended the cappuccino as though it were the perfect choice for the moment.
Colin, however, declined with a shake of his head as they started walking.
“I’ve just brushed my teeth,” the actor explained, his voice slightly distant as he looked down at his feet.
“Of course,” John replied, looking at Colin once more as if attempting to reassess his evaluation of Colin’s disposition. He then gestured towards a spot just around the corner and mentioned, “I think I saw a golf cart over there, so we don’t have to...”
“Can we just walk there?” Colin asked, glancing at him before looking down again. “I could use some fresh air.”
John blinked. That seemed reasonable, he thought. The set they needed to reach wasn’t too far away. They had even walked there before, although Penelope and Rae had been with them on those occasions.
“Do you need your script?” He held it up, thinking the actor might want to do a quick run-through of his lines before they rolled the cameras. The assistant then glanced at a stack of papers with a furrowed brow, adding, “Though I haven’t seen tonight’s scene title on it.”
Colin responded by pulling a sheet of paper from his pocket, implying he’d already taken care of it. “It’s an added scene.” He bit his lip before holding out the sheet for John to keep along with the rest of the script. “I know the lines by heart, though.”
John took the page and placed it on top of the stack, his brow furrowing deeper. He wondered why Colin hadn’t handed it over earlier. But then he caught sight of a few keywords on the page, and his eyes widened as he nearly stumbled, turning sharply to the actor.
Colin looked ahead as if he hadn’t noticed John’s reaction. However, he grimaced slightly as he turned to John and said, “I think I’ll take that coat for now, though.”
Anthony had to admit he had never felt that nervous in his entire career.
It was ridiculous; he had tackled much more demanding scenes in his career and even in this series, involving numerous actors, hundreds of animals, extreme weather, and challenging camera work. Yet, there he was, sweating over something as mundane as a romantic scene.
But it was that one scene that could potentially break his career, as well as Agatha’s and Charlotte’s. They could either emerge as geniuses or be branded as the ones who ruined a fan-favourite story, and the director was fully aware of that.
However, ultimately, it all came down to Colin and Penelope. The two actors had been acting rather oddly on set for weeks. While their behaviour was manageable and nowhere near as difficult as it had been with Kate, he had a sense that one particular scene was going to pose a problem.
Nevertheless, he knew that, albeit barely, Colin had managed to kiss Cressida, whom he despised, so that they would both survive this. And in the end, Anthony assumed that if it looked as though they were two cardboard figures kissing each other in disgust, he would simply cut that scene in post-production, and Agatha would have to accept it.
“You do realise that I had to sit through hours of heat being blasted at my head to get this done.” Colin was gesturing to his fluffed hair, getting on Anthony’s nerves as the director contemplated cutting the scene before it had even begun.
“Would you be this annoying if the director wasn’t me?” he asked, fixing his younger sibling with a look, aware that he had probably put up with worse in the past than simply having his hairdo ruined.
“Obviously not,” Colin replied sincerely, crossing his arms as he observed the rain machines being positioned.
“The original scene had rain, so the dream will have it too. It’s logical,” Anthony said as he continued taking notes before Colin rudely interrupted him. With sarcasm in his voice, the eldest Bridgerton added, “Sorry if the DOP and I inconvenienced you by not divulging that earlier.”
Colin rolled his eyes, though not fully, and Anthony looked again at his brother, who was shifting his weight and staring at his feet.
Taking pity on him, the director remarked, “It’s just a light drizzle,” as he set his pen down on the paperwork and took a deep breath. “It’s a romantic scene, after all.”
In a predictable twist, his brother grimaced. Colin then drummed his fingers on his hips, looked down at the grass, and nodded.
If the older Bridgerton brother was honest, he had rarely seen Colin like that, if ever. He looked like an absolute nervous wreck, to the point where Anthony was sincerely about to ask if he was truly ready for that scene.
But then, Colin looked up, and something odd happened.
All the tension on his face disappeared, leaving him frozen in the middle of the set, a stark contrast to the chaotic flurry of gaffers fine-tuning the lights behind him. His eyes widened, his hands stopped fidgeting immediately, and his mouth fell open.
Anthony frowned, puzzled by what had captured Colin’s attention, until he turned to look at it himself.
And there stood Penelope, clad in a long, raspberry-red medieval gown, the sheer, flowing sleeves catching the light, with tiny silver flowers shimmering on the neckline, shoulders, waist, and hem. Her assistant helped her walk, holding up one side of the skirt while she managed the other. As they walked, the actress kept her gaze fixed on the ground, seemingly wary of tripping, her hair cascading in beautiful waves, culminating in a large roped braid wrapped around her head, adorned with baby’s breath flowers.
When Penelope finally looked up, her eyes found Colin’s instantly, and the actor’s breath was stolen, his chest visibly rising and falling.
Anthony, doing what any decent director would, turned to the camera assistant, who was setting up the cameras, and asked, “Did you manage to catch that?”
The assistant, wearing an amused expression, likely having witnessed the same moment, replied humorously, “Actually, I think so.”
The director nodded with satisfaction, then slapped his hands on the arms of his chair and stood up abruptly. At least not all was lost—for now.
As Penelope and Rae finally reached Colin, his jaw agape in stunned silence, Anthony approached them.
“Alright,” Anthony said, rubbing his hands together and pointing at Penelope. “Remind me to tell Genevieve that I owe her a drink.”
The actress smiled, looking down at her dress in genuine delight. She knew how frequently Genevieve and Anthony had argued over the costumes, so if even he was conceding that her gown was perfect, who was she to disagree?
“So, as I was explaining to Colin,” Anthony said, “we will add a light drizzle to the scene, unlike what was written on the original page.” Penelope stole a quick glance at Colin, who seemed to have gone mute for the moment. The director then elaborated, “Because it’s just a light rain, our window for shooting with the right lighting is limited. Once the sun sets and we need to start rolling, we can’t allow it to get much darker than that.”
With a nod from each, Colin struggled to take his eyes off Penelope, despite his attempt to focus on his brother.
“Here’s what I need you to do,” Anthony began in his usual directorial tone, prompting the actress to lean in almost instinctively. “We’ll start filming at what would be the middle of Nora and Leonidas’ farewell.” Anthony pointed to the stone wall door that Penelope and Colin had exited in the scene they filmed months earlier. “Colin will already be in the open field, as if Leonidas is leaving. Nora will walk through the door, and this will be more of a wide shot. Once you reach him, we’ll cut the scene and focus on both of you in the next take.”
She nodded again, swallowing hard despite the director’s neutral descriptions—interesting choice of words for a close-up of them snogging.
Anthony scratched his temple, which was probably the first time Penelope saw him nervous as a director. “At this point, we probably need to get you a box, Pen, because…”
Penelope closed her eyes. No way. If Anthony was about to say they needed to adjust her height difference with Colin for a better on-screen kiss, she was going to kill herself in front of all of them.
Colin was probably about to mock her until the end of time and back, she thought. She dared to look at him and ground herself in the normalcy of his teasing, but her friend was strangely as stoic as a soldier.
“I can lean down, Anthony,” he said, completely serious. “It’s not—”
Before he could continue, his brother raised his hand to stop him. “It won’t look good on camera. Not in this scene, I mean.”
The two actors swallowed hard in unison and nodded. Anthony did a double take at their reactions before continuing. “Now, here’s where I need both of you to pay attention.” He looked at them, and to his utter dismay, one was staring at her feet while the other chewed on his top lip and gazed to the side. “Are you two listening?” The pair jolted, offering eager yeses before he continued. “I know Tilley already briefed you both on the choreography, and the script emphasises that this is a slow scene,” he said, “but don’t go too slow. Remember, this isn’t a friendship kiss.” He said, watching them closely, even though they were avoiding his eyes like the plague. “I know you two have been friends for a long time, but please just forget that for this one scene.”
Colin glared at his brother, contemplating striking him on the head as his cheeks burned violently, mirroring Penelope’s.
“Alright then,” Anthony nodded as if the matter was settled and returned to his seat. “Everyone in position!” he called out.
Talia, Penelope’s makeup artist, materialised in front of the actress, as she often did between takes, brandishing a waterproof setting spray out of concern that the director’s last-minute changes would ruin all of her work. Once she had successfully sprayed Penelope, however, something else caught her eye.
“This bruise simply won’t quit, will it?” she commented, her hand already reaching for a brush and heading directly towards the area beneath the actress’s right earlobe.
Penelope widened her eyes. After what she had endured merely hours earlier, she couldn’t believe she was once again subjected to the humiliation of the makeup artist commenting on that blemish. But, oh, that moment was a hundred times worse, because when she glanced at Colin almost instinctively, his eyes were wide, already fixed on the spot that was once more being covered with foundation.
They could forget they were friends, alright. In fact, Colin was convinced he could forget that the entire world was ending while he was kissing Penelope, because he certainly forgot they were filming the very next day and that, if he left a mark, everyone would see it.
Penelope let out a nervous giggle as she gazed at the horizon. “My skin is just really sensitive to mosquito bites,” she explained, which wasn’t entirely a lie, as her skin was indeed sensitive. She just didn’t realise it would betray her so perversely after a make-out session, because how on earth could she have known that before the previous day?
The makeup artist snorted, giving the final touches to the actress’ neck. “It sure looks like whatever got you was way bigger than a mosquito, love,” she joked.
Then, like an idiot, Penelope’s gaze instinctively fell on Colin, who, of course, mirrored her reaction and was already looking back.
To their utter dismay, the other woman caught the actress’s abrupt glance, and when she turned around to see Colin at the receiving end, looking every bit the guilty man he was, Talia smirked mischievously.
“I see,” she said, turning round and raising her eyebrows at Penelope, who was on the verge of launching a million dubious excuses.
“I said: everyone in position,” Anthony called out again, clearly annoyed that the makeup artist was taking too long and Penelope needed to be in her correct spot for the scene.
“Alright, alright,” Talia said, waving her hand at Anthony while keeping her focus on Penelope. “All set,” she continued, glancing at her neck one last time before leaving—but not without turning back to playfully wish them, “Have fun, you two!” The words that would undoubtedly make them both wish the ground would open up and swallow them in shame.
Stealing one last glance at Colin, who caught her gaze just as quickly, she hurried to her position behind the door. As she observed the aged, dark wood, she took a deep breath, attempting to steady her heart and trembling hands. The worst part was that Talia was right—Penelope wasn’t nervous; she was excited.
Squeezing her eyes shut, she reminded herself to be professional. Penelope was a hired actress doing her job. If it so happened that her job that day was to kiss the man she had loved all her life, then that was all it was—a coincidence.
But then again, she always had to draw from her genuine emotions and experiences to bring her characters to life. Why would she do anything differently now? That would be unprofessional.
So she supposed she had to do it—not hold back her feelings. She was acting, after all, wasn’t she? And it was a dream scene, so of course Nora would seem madly in love with Leonidas in his own mind; that made sense.
Damn it. Who cared about the reasons? That was her last time kissing the man she had loved for over 20 years. Penelope would be caught dead not giving her all. She certainly knew how to now.
“Do you think they’ll be okay?”
John turned to Rae, who watched the two actors with apprehension. Colin’s assistant took a sip of a now-cold cappuccino, glancing back at the set as the crew got into position.
“Honestly? I’m not sure,” he replied, observing Colin as he opened and closed his hands at his sides. The actor lifted his gaze to the sky and released a deep breath, a puff of vapor escaping his lips and swirling into the chilly air of nightfall. “Did she mention this scene to you earlier?”
Rae shook her head, not needing John to explain who he meant by she. “I guess I’m not always required to hold the script for her, but—”
“I know what you mean,” John said with a sigh.
“Silence on set,” Anthony commanded sternly, causing both assistants to stand up straighter and clamp their mouths shut.
The director ran a hand over his face and took a deep breath. For such a simple scene, it certainly seemed that everyone was determined to irritate him that evening.
“Roll sound, roll cameras,” he mumbled wearily, as the two actors took their positions.
“The Princess of the West, scene 60, take one, mark,” announced the second camera assistant as he clapped the slate and went back to his spot. With a deep breath, he looked over at Anthony, both sharing a sense of unease about the upcoming scene.
“Action,” the director instructed.
Penelope flung the door wide and stood by the threshold, shouting, “And what about me?”—echoing the same line from the original Leonidas-Nora farewell scene.
Colin paused, about to depart, when the sound of her voice stopped him. He then turned around and looked at Penelope again, and he couldn’t breathe.
She looked so beautiful, almost as if she didn’t belong to that world. As she walked towards him, tiny raindrops sparkled around her; her damp skin reflected the warm, on-set light, giving her a soft glow, her red hair forming a fiery halo in the night. And Colin thought that perhaps she truly didn’t belong in that world. Perhaps he was simply lucky to have found her and loved her for as long as his days had allowed.
Her striking blue eyes locked onto his with an intensity that sent shivers coursing through him. In her gaze, everything else around him faded into a blur, and a familiar sensation surged within him—an exhilarating agitation that crept from head to toe, making him tremble, crushing his lungs, and speeding up his pulse. The feeling of needing to do something, which he now knew what it was.
“Cut!” Anthony yelled, as promised. This was fortunate because the actor was about to proceed with the scene, regardless of the camera angles.
Soon, a few assistants rushed to their side, helping Penelope get up on the box. However, the actress seemed barely aware of them, her eyes locked on Colin’s without a hint of breaking away, which was definitely an improvement from their interactions earlier in the day. Colin felt his throat suddenly parched and his Adam’s apple wobbled as he glanced at the concealed bruise he had left on her neck.
“Do you think they’re ready?” the second assistant asked Anthony, his face contorting as he took in how unnaturally stiff both actors appeared.
“They have to be,” Anthony muttered with a sigh, already dreading what would come. “Alright, everyone, get in position,” he called, and the crew scrambled one last time to clear the shot.
“Action,” the director said.
“Can you leave without me that easily?” she asked, her voice barely a whisper in this version.
“I…” Colin replied breathlessly, “I can’t. Nora, you know I can’t.”
Tears welled in her eyes as she shook her head. “Then why are you leaving?”
He scrunched up his face as if he was confused. While that question might have made sense when Leonidas was actually leaving, in his dream, all he could do was torment himself over his kidnapped best friend.
“I’m not,” he said wistfully, adding, “I don’t want to leave.”
“I’ll leave then,” Penelope replied, as if she hadn’t heard him. She started to turn around, but Colin’s hand reached out to stop her.
“Nora,” he pleaded, feeling his emotions welling up, his voice and eyes betraying him as they filled with tears unexpectedly. “Please, don’t go.”
“I can’t…” she replied, her voice breaking. “I can’t stay any longer.” Grimacing, she also struggled to keep her tears at bay. “Promise me. Promise we will see each other again, Leo.”
He clenched his jaw, still holding her hand as he said, “I promise,” a tear finally escaping from his eye. He leaned in, cradling her face, and kissed her forehead—just as he had done in the first scene.
It was strange, and perhaps Charlotte was a better writer than he had ever imagined. For as soon as his lips touched her skin, he sensed a shift, eerily similar to what had happened in the script.
Penelope exhaled deeply, which set off his nerves. Her hands flew to his arms, a familiar gesture that sent goosebumps erupting across his skin. He tilted his head, his lips brushing her temple, and the scent of her rose perfume filled his senses. Slowly, he lowered his lips to kiss the side of her face, and Penelope’s fingers dug into his arms, her breath loud in his ears.
Until his control snapped.
Before he knew it, he was pressing his mouth against hers, his hands tangled in her hair and gripping her waist, drawing her in closer. With a tilt of her head, she reached up to cradle the back of his neck, returning his kiss with such passion that she swayed, her balance faltering on the box beneath her.
Anthony widened his eyes and raised his eyebrows, much like the rest of the crew. He blinked as though he was seeing incorrectly, but no, there Colin and Penelope were, acting like two teenagers stealing a moment in a subway corner.
The director shifted in his chair as he rasped, “Cut,” then, noticing that his voice was barely audible, he cleared his throat and boomed, “CUT!”
Incredibly, Colin and Penelope came to a halt, breathing heavily as they gazed at him. And he could have sworn they appeared angry at him for interrupting.
Anthony cleared his throat again, scratching the back of his head as he pointed in their general direction and said, “You were...” he grimaced, “smushing your faces together too much. It’s looking weird on camera.”
Somehow, the pair appeared even redder than before, silently nodding as their respective make-up artists approached for another touch-up before the next take. Talia smiled and shook her head while reapplying Penelope’s nude peachy lipstick, whereas Colin’s make-up artist had to remove the lipstick smeared around his mouth. That sight somehow made Penelope feel even more breathless. As she averted her gaze, she noticed that, in a wonderful turn of events, Colin’s white tunic had become somewhat see-through, thanks to the fake drizzle surrounding them.
Joy. She was about to lose her mind in front of dozens of witnesses.
Once they were finally presentable again, they both took a deep breath, locked eyes, and then Anthony called for action again.
Colin’s kiss on her forehead sent a rush of heat through her body, making her shiver. The minty scent of his breath hung in the air, sending a wave of anticipation through her as she gripped his arm tightly. The sound of her pounding heart filled her ears as he shifted towards her cheek, and she wondered what kind of torture that scene was. Then, her hands flew to his shirt, pulling him closer as she tilted her head up, capturing his lips just before she exploded.
His grip was firm on her face, his fingers pressing in slightly as he tilted her head and captured her bottom lip in a desperate, hungry kiss. In the back of his mind, he noticed a hint of flavour from her lipstick that he hadn’t picked up on before. His eyebrows furrowed in concentration before he deepened the kiss, eager to taste her again.
Penelope’s hand weaved through his hair, feeling the strands beneath her fingertips, while Colin’s arm was already around her waist, pressing her against him with such force that he lifted Penelope a few inches off the ground.
“Cut!” A sharp shout interrupted them, causing them to break apart. With Penelope safely down, they looked at Anthony, who gave them a pointed look and simply said, “Faces. Smushed. Together.”
Catching their breaths, they both nodded, almost as if they had just completed a marathon together, and then their make-up artists returned, quickly working to perfect their looks once more. Penelope noticed Colin darting his tongue to his lips, making a puzzled expression, and her pheromone-drenched brain acted before she could stop herself.
“It’s peach,” she blurted out, catching Colin’s attention, before clarifying, “the flavour of the lipstick.” The words escaped her lips, leaving her feeling instantly mortified.
But then, Colin’s confused expression suddenly transformed into a goofy smile, one that Penelope had never witnessed on his face before. And she found herself wondering how she could be falling even deeper in love with him. She hadn’t thought that was even possible.
“I may not be the director, but remember, this is a serious scene,” Talia chimed in with a humorous grin before giving the actress a friendly pat on the shoulder and walking away.
It was at that moment that Penelope realized she, too, had a ridiculously goofy smile on her face.
What were they even doing? Why was this making her want to kiss him even more?
“Everyone in position,” Anthony ordered, as if he were reminding them to return to character.
Penelope then shook her head slightly, as if that would help her focus, while Colin took a deep breath, even though the corner of his mouth kept twitching upwards as he looked at her.
He just couldn’t help it. Why was Penelope the most adorable person in the entire world? Peach. Of course, she would say that when she noticed he was thinking about it. She was so cute.
And hot, too, unfortunately.
“Action!”
Colin once again went for her forehead, pressing his lips against it firmly, almost as if trying to prevent himself from blurting out something crazy at the worst possible moment, like I love you so much I can’t think straight or anything along those lines. His thumb gently stroked her cheek, and soon he felt her hand on top of his, returning the caress. Overcome by emotion, he crashed his lips to hers in a fervent kiss, and Penelope gasped.
“Cut!” Anthony shouted once more, and the actress couldn’t help but feel resentment towards him for not waiting a little longer.
When the pair looked at the director, however, he had a hand on his forehead, and his face was twisted in frustration. Everyone behind him was watching them with raised eyebrows, except for Penelope’s makeup artist, who appeared to be hiding her mouth behind her hand, her shoulders shaking in what seemed a lot like muffled laughter.
Then, Anthony stood up and walked towards them, and both actors looked down at their feet, knowing that was a terrible sign.
As he reached them, he stopped and assessed each of them, his forehead wrinkled as if he was about to solve a spectacularly difficult math problem.
Placing a hand on his temple, he said, “Actually, forget everything I said earlier,” almost in disbelief as the words left his mouth. “This scene is slow,” he stated pointedly. Looking each of them in the eye, he added, “Slow, tentative pecks. We are teasing the audience before the last kiss,” while Colin and Penelope looked at their feet and nodded. Anthony then cleared his throat and continued, “I actually need some space between your mouths at the beginning so I can capture some of the rain and lightning in the background.”
Colin scratched the back of his head, suddenly feeling suffocated even though they were in an open field.
“Are we on the same page?” Anthony asked, and the pair mumbled their assent before he continued, “Because we have a short window for lighting, and—”
“We understand, Anthony,” Colin snapped, something he was not used to doing when his brother was giving directions, yet it felt as though he was on the brink of losing his mind if the director continued.
Anthony nodded, unaffected by the outburst, and then gestured towards Penelope almost as an afterthought, saying, “Remember, Colin leads the scene initially because it’s Leonidas’ dream. He’s the one who kisses Nora; she doesn’t take any initiative until the end.”
Penelope winced slightly before nodding, aware that she had slipped up a few times. But she couldn’t help it; her body seemed to be making decisions of its own at that moment.
As Anthony returned to his seat and they touched up their makeup once more, Penelope and Colin exchanged glances. He exhaled loudly through his mouth, stretching his arms by his sides as if to remind his very being to calm down. If Anthony scolded them again, it would be quite bad.
“Action.”
This time, Colin looked at Penelope and took a deep breath. Time seemed to stand still as the gentle droplets fell around him, before he leaned in and tenderly kissed her forehead, carefully keeping his arms by his sides as he tried to be mindful of what Anthony had said regarding the background being visible.
Colin then pressed his mouth to her temple, and Penelope’s eyes fluttered closed. He lowered his lips just a fraction and kissed the spot there, and she soon realised he was taking the longest possible route until he actually reached her mouth.
As he moved to her cheek, she instinctively grabbed his shirt with both hands, not to draw him closer, but to find something to anchor herself to—maybe to push herself away and maintain an arm’s length distance between them even.
Moving on to kiss her jaw slowly, Penelope released a shaky breath, her hands clutching fistfuls of fabric as she forced herself to remain still. He pressed his lips against the corner of her mouth, and her heart raced in her chest, the overwhelming, absurd need threatening to consume her entirely.
Then, Colin hovered with his lips just inches away from hers, as the rain against the night air created a blurry curtain of black, green, and warm colours between their breaths. She tasted mint on her tongue, drawing her face closer to him as if urging him to make a move.
Gently, he pecked her upper lip, causing her body to break out in goosebumps. He went back to take that same lip between his, causing Penelope to release a high-pitched groan from deep within her throat before she met his kiss on his lower lip.
Colin tilted his forehead slowly, kissing Penelope as she shivered, her arms trembling with the effort to maintain a safe distance instead of pulling him towards her. He then finally allowed himself to rest a hand on her waist, his fingers splayed, maintaining a firm grip rather than pulling her to him, as if he were grounding himself as well.
“Cut!”
They both stopped, breathlessly staring at each other, before glancing at Anthony and wondering what the problem was now.
The director, however, was beaming.
“Perfect,” Anthony said, before glancing around. “Right, everyone, let’s wrap up; we have another scene to shoot.”
What? Penelope’s stomach sank. Just like that?
Then the rain machine was switched off, and the soft, warm ambient lights vanished, replaced by harsh, white, practical ones used to illuminate the set at night. Penelope felt as though a bucket of freezing water had been thrown over her head. How ridiculous she was for being fooled by something so artificial and manipulative as a movie. Of all people, she should have known better. Feeling like the most beautiful woman in the world, being watched and desired by Colin, even kissing him as often as she pleased, being held by him, joking about her lipstick flavour—all of that was make-believe. Now, this was reality: clinical, unyielding, and not open to any arguments.
She watched as the camera crew packed up their equipment. When the cameras stop rolling, it’s over. Wasn’t that what Colin had said?
“Pen,” Colin called out from beside her, but she couldn’t bring herself to look at him.
He reached out, probably intending to place a hand on her shoulder, to ask if they could talk again and see if they were alright after everything that had happened.
“Um.” She stepped off the box and out of his reach. “I really need to go,” she declared before heading toward the golf cart that had brought her to the set.
Colin blinked, his insides immediately recoiling at the sight of Penelope leaving him again while he remained shrouded in a haze. And as her figure approached her vehicle, he found himself not caring at all about any resolutions he had made earlier that day. If he had to witness her walking away one more time, he didn’t think he would survive it.
“Pen,” he called again, his long legs quickly carrying him to her as he navigated the bustling movement and noise of the crew packing up their gear. “Just wait—”
She paused by the golf cart door, momentarily staring at Rae, who, even faster than Penelope herself, was already inside, ready to help her with her dress. Penelope squeezed her eyes shut, taking a moment before she turned to him, still avoiding his gaze.
“I’m sorry, Colin, but I’m really in a rush right now. I need to get this dress back and—”
“In a rush?” he echoed, knowing she wasn’t scheduled to film anything else after this. “I just need to—”
“Yes, I’m meant to meet Alfred tonight,” she lied, knowing she required a convincing excuse to ensure he abandoned any thoughts of them needing to talk, to falsely assure him that she was fine with everything.
“Debling,” he said, his voice grave as he tried to breathe.
Colin had never been one to engage in physical fights at school, but was that what it felt like to be sucker-punched?
She then let out a small chuckle that sounded both painful and tearful, even to her own ears. “Ridiculous, isn’t it? If he had stopped off in Auckland just one day earlier, we wouldn’t have had to go through so much trouble.”
Penelope was laughing, and Colin couldn’t help but think that was only fitting. He was a joke. Throughout all the time he had spent with his thoughts constantly consumed by her, desperate with so many feelings he could barely handle, and ridiculously elated at the thought of kissing her again, nothing had changed for her. Why would it? This was their job.
The only reason she had kissed him and got into so much trouble in the first place was that she had to. Now that everything was back in order, she could carry on with her personal dating life, which had nothing to do with him.
“I’ll see you later, then, Colin,” she said before climbing into the golf cart and speeding away, leaving him with no option but to watch.
After all, what could he do now?
Someone either loved you or they did not. And if, after everything they had done, Penelope was still unfazed, it was clear that she did not.
And, by that point, Colin had mastered the art of moving on from rejection. He had undoubtedly faced it plenty of times and had harboured too many relationships he easily severed from his heart when it became necessary. That was life, after all. It had no place for his sentimental self.
Yet, as he watched her vehicle grow smaller in the distance, he knew this time was different.
Even if he didn’t always understand how, he had loved Penelope all his life; he didn’t know how not to.
“Colin,” John called, uncharacteristically placing a hand on the actor’s arm.
When Colin turned to look at him, he realised his vision was blurry with tears. The assistant pressed his lips together, watching Colin as if he somehow knew what was wrong.
Colin pressed his fingers over his eyes, clearing his throat before he spoke. “What is it?” He asked.
“Anthony said we’re set to start shooting the next scene in 30 minutes,” John said.
Colin swallowed hard and nodded. “Right.”
He still had more shooting to do that night, all while Penelope was on a date with Debling.
“But I can...” John’s voice interrupted his spiralling thoughts. “If you’re not feeling well, I can ask Anthony—”
The younger Bridgerton shook his head, placing his hands on his hips and avoiding the gaze of the assistant who had become far too observant for his own good.
“I’m fine,” he lied.
And maybe if he lied just a bit longer, he might manage to survive the remaining months of filming.
Notes:
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Chapter 16: The Art of Being Fine
Summary:
There's nothing wrong with Colin Bridgerton.
Notes:
HELLO???????? I MADE IT?????? HAPPY PENELOPE BIRTHDAY??
Actually, I was supposed to make it on Sunday, but Polin week got away from me, and I thought I wasn't going to make it again, but here I am.
But now... well I'm in a rush—shocker—so much in a rush that I accidentally uploaded this chapter to 'Rules of Propriety' instead. I truly hope no one got the notification for that LMAO (I'm sorry??)
I suppose I will have two comments before we start:
1- This chapter was supposed to be part of the last chapter, but it the feelings between these two parts didn't feel right when put in the same chapter...so I had to make a new one.
And so this chapter started off on the same day as the last chapter.
2- Because this chapter was supposed to be the last chapter, uploading it alone didn't make sense to me, it felt weird. So I decided to upload it with the next chapter. So yes, this is a double update (AGAIN), which is why it took me longer to update (AGAIN).
LET'S GO
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Penelope: im filming until late tomorrow night, so I can’t
Penelope: im sorry
A Debling: It’s fine
…
Penelope: actually i got off work early
Penelope: do you still want to meet?
Penelope: if you can, of course
Penelope: I dont want to impose
A Debling: sure
When Alfred agreed to meet her, even after she had essentially blown him off, Penelope knew she had truly been going about life all wrong. Because it should be that simple, shouldn’t it? Having someone genuinely interested in her, without any doubts or drama.
In the end, Debling took her to a somewhat tranquil establishment featuring a lovely balcony adorned with rubber plants and providing a night view of Auckland’s skyline, where the buildings and streets sparkled with vibrant, colourful lights. They sat at a small wooden table, illuminated by flickering candlelight, sipping elaborate cocktails that complemented their overpriced salads. The YouTuber despised meat, and Penelope felt embarrassed to eat something as crude as a burger in front of him.
He spoke at length about his trip to Australia, his visit to Vanuatu, and all the things he would miss about New Zealand. The actress smiled and nodded, doing her utmost to remain as interested in his adventures as she had always been, even if her mind kept drifting back to the events of the previous 24 hours.
Penelope then shared a bit about her routine on set—everything she was allowed to divulge, at least—resenting the fact that she couldn’t even accuse him of being inattentive, as he always smiled and asked her a few questions about her stories. Then he touched her thigh, and she felt instantly strange, as if she didn’t hate it and shouldn’t hate it, but she didn’t love it either. As if he wasn’t Colin.
Somehow, that made her angry with herself because she was tired of walking in circles. If she spent her entire life daydreaming about the rare instances when Colin had touched her as more than a friend, she would end up alone. So, she leaned towards Debling instead, smiling as she grabbed his arm while he talked about all the locations he planned on visiting in Chile, or maybe Peru, or Brazil - she actually wasn’t sure.
And then, he kissed her.
Just like that, as if she hadn’t spent years struggling to attract a man, as if she hadn’t dragged Colin into a scheme that would haunt her for the rest of her life due to her own incompetence.
But before she could even understand what she was doing, she pulled away immediately, causing him to wince, his forehead creased with regret.
“I’m sorry, Penelope, I thought—”
“No, it’s fine,” she replied, puzzled about why she had felt surprised at all. After all, she had followed all the steps Colin had given her, read all of the signs, she knew what she was doing.
Penelope.
But perhaps it was the way he spoke her name that affected her, as if the weight of the day was finally settling on her shoulders. She couldn’t help but recall every time Colin called her Pen (never Penelope) and every kiss that felt completely different from the feelings she had experienced just seconds before.
“Actually,” she said, looking at her empty dessert plate, her throat tightening. “I’m not fine. I just... I need a minute.” She got up suddenly, causing her chair to scrape against the floor, and swiftly left the balcony, leaving the YouTuber bewildered.
The last thing she remembered was crossing the bar, descending the stairs, and walking straight into the cold streets. And there, against a backdrop of night lights and a few drunken pedestrians, Penelope allowed herself to release the bubbling anguish she had been holding inside. Covering her face with her hands, she cried.
Her shoulders shook, and she placed a hand on her chest, trying to regain control of her emotions but failing spectacularly after keeping them inside for so long. The drunken group watched her in confusion, and she couldn’t blame them—she didn’t understand herself either. She had just finished filming one of the most challenging scenes of her career, and she had genuinely been desired by a man, a man she thought was handsome, no less.
Yet, everything felt completely out of place.
She ran a hand through her hair, contemplating the absurd irony of the situation. Lately, whenever things didn’t make sense, Colin was the person she would turn to. But that wasn’t an option now, was it?
Still, Penelope found herself reaching for her phone, seeking the one number that could assist her—the one contact she had repeatedly considered in times of trouble yet still hesitated to call.
“Hello?”
“El?”
“Pen?” Eloise’s voice came through, laced with alarm. “Is everything alright? What’s going on?”
Penelope felt like laughing because, of course, Eloise would know something was amiss straight away just by the tone of her voice. Apparently, even the years apart couldn’t strip her of that superpower, a trait she shared with her brother.
Swallowing hard, the actress clutched her own arm, her mobile phone gripped in her hand, her nails digging into her skin as she asked, “Are you... are you busy?”
“No, of course not,” the other woman probably lied. It was around 9 a.m. in London, and Penelope could hear the bustling of people in the background, but her situation was too desperate for her to care.
“You said I could call if I needed to...” the redhead trailed off, listening to a loud honk on the other end, followed by Eloise cursing at someone before her voice returned to the line.
“Yes, Pen, of course,” she replied, her voice betraying her surprise that her former friend had genuinely taken to heart the words she had spoken at the airport months earlier.
“It’s just...,” Penelope pressed her lips together. “I need to ask you something, and you have to promise me you won’t ask why.”
As there was silence on the other end, Penelope could swear she saw the Bridgerton girl pausing in the street, her brows knitting in confusion.
“All right,” Eloise agreed, and the other girl knew it was solely because her ex-best friend owed her, considering all the pain she had inflicted; otherwise, she would have been unleashing a torrent of questions.
The redhead squeezed her eyes shut before asking, “How... how was your first kiss?”
More silence.
“My what?”
Penelope glanced at the group of drunken men nearby, as if they could hear her and judge her choice of conversation despite their intoxicated state.
Through gritted teeth, she repeated, “Your first kiss.”
“Yes, I heard you the first time,” the other woman responded, and the actress contemplated killing her.
“Um... it was... unremarkable, really,” Eloise finally answered in her typical uninterested fashion. “I thought you knew the story; it was with Theo, remember?”
The redhead furrowed her eyebrows; she had no recollection of the story. “From year nine?” she asked.
Eloise hummed in agreement. “Cold hands, dry lips. We were working on that dreadful literature project, and he just kissed me out of nowhere. I slapped him right after.”
A chuckle escaped Penelope’s lips despite her troubling emotions. It was amusing how consistently Eloise was—well, Eloise. “I thought you liked him,” she replied, humour lacing her tone.
“I did,” the brunette retorted, as if it were obvious. “I kissed him again right after.”
Penelope laughed harder. At times, she couldn’t help but acknowledge how much she missed her former best friend.
“But um.” The actress cleared her throat, trying to sober up and steer the conversation back to its purpose. “How did it make you feel?”
“How did it make me feel?” Eloise echoed, confused. “Pen, what—” She paused, almost as if picturing Penelope holding her hands up to signal her not to ask questions. “Forget it.” She then coughed lightly and continued, “It made me feel... okay, I suppose,” she replied in her entirely clinical tone.
This was the reason she was the only Bridgerton not particularly adept in the arts. It was the same aspect of Eloise that had always complemented Penelope. While Penelope was emotional, fearful, and unrealistic, Eloise was clinical, brave, and practical.
But the strange thing this time was that Penelope could actually relate to her in that moment.
“I know you and my brothers love films, but life isn’t like that,” Eloise continued, almost as if she could read the redhead’s mind. “So, it was as uninteresting and fast as a first kiss usually is. I mean, how was yours?”
Penelope froze, grateful that oceans separated them at that moment and that Eloise couldn’t see her expression.
“Pen?” Eloise asked after a prolonged silence on the other end of the line, as her friend was suddenly engulfed by unwanted memories—Colin’s mouth on hers, the sound of her back hitting the ground as he kissed her once more.
The actress then cleared her throat, trying to remember her kiss with the first man who had genuinely shown interest in her instead—the one piece of the puzzle she desperately needed to understand.
“It was... fine,” she replied. Not terrible, not great, just fine.
“Yeah, exactly,” Eloise responded. “Sometimes it just is what it is.”
“Right,” Penelope replied, furrowing her eyebrows. She figured that at least there wasn’t something inherently wrong with her. “And when...” she trailed off, knowing it would only confuse the other woman further. “When did it get better for you?”
“Get better?” she asked, her voice raised as if she needed to understand the question properly, which made Penelope blush as though anyone could overhear that ridiculous conversation.
“Yeah, when was it more than just okay?” Penelope asked.
There was another pause on the other line, but this time Penelope couldn’t tell if it was confusion or something else.
“It still is sometimes,” Eloise finally admitted. “Just okay, that is. But it depends on who the other person is and whether they know what they’re doing.”
Oh, that made sense, Penelope thought, raising her eyebrows. For the first time, she felt a glimmer of hope that maybe the apathy or even disgust she often felt toward others wouldn’t last. Perhaps she wasn’t stuck in this endless cycle because of her unresolved feelings for Colin; she simply needed to give herself and her potential future partner some time.
“Thanks, El,” she said sincerely.
“I hope you know how much effort it took for me not to ask,” Eloise replied, and Penelope laughed. “I think I’m actually sweating.”
Penelope smiled. “It’s probably just the warm weather, I’m sure.”
“Uh-huh,” Eloise said, and then after a pause, she asked, “See you when you’re back in London?”
Eloise still hadn’t given up on trying to amend things, Penelope figured. Yet, deep down, the actress knew that if she had called her former friend, then neither had she.
“I’ll see you.”
When Penelope returned to the bar, she had made a decision. Astonishingly, Alfred was still there, despite the spectacle she had made, which would likely send most running.
“I sincerely apologise,” he said as she sat down beside him once more. “I misunderstood you and—”
“No,” Penelope said, shaking her head as she took his hand. “I just... I had a really emotionally charged day on set,” she explained, summoning the courage to look into his light blue eyes, so he’d know she was serious. “So sometimes it’s hard to let go and just be myself.”
“De-roling, you mean?” he asked, a small rueful smile on his lips.
The woman pressed her lips together into a strained smile, as if she appreciated the gesture of him knowing some of their little acting jargon, even if it wasn’t entirely accurate for her situation. Not through any fault of his own, of course, since Penelope knew the problem stemmed far more from her inability to take Nora out of herself; in fact, if anything, it was Penelope who had brought her problems to Nora.
“Something like that,” she mumbled, twisting her lips slightly as she forced herself to be honest. “But you didn’t misunderstand anything. I enjoy being around you, Alfred,” she said, her fingers nervously tracing the rim of her glass. “I just fear that this movie, this entire saga, is really taking a toll on me. I barely have free time, and when I’m filming, I...”
When she was filming, she was with Colin all the time, and the fact was that she didn’t know how to maintain an honest relationship with anyone if she was in his presence every day, falling for him instead. It didn’t feel fair to anyone involved, but that was just how it was until the movie ended. Until those movies ended.
“But I don’t mean this as an excuse to blow you off,” Penelope quickly added, turning to him as she realised how she might have sounded. “I want... I want to know you better. I want this. But I need to be honest about...”
“I understand,” Alfred replied with surprising calm. He then looked down at the table, fiddling with a torn napkin. “My schedule isn’t exactly ideal, as you might have noticed. I’m constantly travelling—married to all my adventures,” he said with a wistful smile. “I can’t always be around either. Not yet, at least.”
Penelope then nodded, uncertain of how she felt about those sentences; whether she was disappointed that he couldn’t always be around, or hopeful because of the yet. Somehow, all she could feel was relief at the weight being lifted from her confused shoulders.
He turned to her and asked, “So why don’t we take things slow for now? I’m not asking to date you. I’m asking to see you once in a while, when and if both of us are free. Sounds alright?”
Penelope smiled, feeling a sense of relief. She nodded, and he smiled back at her.
When she returned home—or rather, to the trailer she had been living in for so long that it felt like home—Colin wasn’t there waiting for her, even though he had been trying to talk to her all day. She told herself she was glad that her tactics had finally worked. She convinced herself that his decision to drop the idea of discussing their situation would allow things to return to a semblance of normalcy. And that now, everything was finally alright.
Then, when she got inside, her phone rang.
“Cut!”
Colin ran a hand through his hair and gazed down at his boots as he exhaled loudly. If he were honest, this was likely the first time in his career that he realized he might not be able to do it. He couldn’t be further from Leonidas, from the set, from that cursed film, from all of it.
“Catherine’s armies are moving south,” Anthony said, reminding his brother of yet another line he had missed.
The actor placed his hands on his hips and nodded while Kate and Thomas watched him with growing concern. Ever since he had arrived to film that scene, it was as if he had brought a dark cloud along with him. Anthony also furrowed his brow, equally concerned about Collin’s mood, before he called for action again.
“I don’t see what other options we have now,” Thomas said again as they set up for the new take. He looked between Kate and Colin, who stood in a semicircle near the edge of the woods, the flickering torchlight highlighting Kate’s thoughtful expression and Colin’s permanently clenched jaw.
“Catherine’s armies are moving south,” Colin said. “The way I see it, it’s the only direction to go.”
From behind the camera, Anthony frowned. The issue was that Colin sounded far too much like—well, Colin. Having watched the younger Bridgerton portray Leonidas for years at that point, the director knew it wasn’t a matter of skill. In fact, he was certain that no one else could play Leonidas but his brother. No, the problem was something else entirely.
“It’s a suicide mission,” Kate whispered.
Colin bit his bottom lip and shook his head. “It doesn’t matter,” he said. “I—I left her once and I’m not planning on doing it again.”
Anthony sighed in relief at the successful delivery, while Kate paused, as if Marjorie were pondering Leonidas’ words. Thomas looked at both of his co-stars as though Dorieus believed they had lost their minds.
“What good are you both to Nora if you’re dead?” he asked. “Leo, we need to go back home and gather our forces.” At that point, Colin was supposed to be shaking his head, but he hadn’t. “There’s no use in going after her like this.”
“And... how long until we gather our forces?” the other man trailed off, his voice distant and curious rather than sarcastic and urgent.
Anthony sighed. “Cut,” he called, almost startling the trio. He then stood up, looked at his brother, and said, “Colin,” while gesturing for him to approach.
The actor pressed his lips together, his jaw tightly clenched, as he followed the director to a spot on the right where they wouldn’t be overheard, though they would still be watched by curious glances from afar.
When they finally stopped, Anthony placed his hands on his hips and assessed Colin from head to toe for the second time that evening. Once again, his younger sibling avoided his gaze, staring at the grass beneath his feet as though it held some sort of untold mystery.
“Are you alright?”
The question was shocking enough for Colin to lift his head and stare at Anthony in surprise. In his adult life, he could count on one hand the number of times his older brother had asked him that, stern and obvious as he always was. Not that Colin didn’t have his share of blame, determined as he was to keep all his weaknesses and vulnerabilities buried deep where they belonged.
That was precisely why hearing that question from Anthony, of all people, was so alarming.
“Yeah, I’m fine,” Colin replied, furrowing his eyebrows as he met his brother’s gaze.
Anthony observed him, as if he didn’t believe any of it. Exhaling loudly, he took a step closer, locking his brown eyes onto Colin’s. “Because if you aren’t, we can reschedule the scene—”
“Reschedule?” Colin asked, tilting his head back and staring at Anthony as if he couldn’t recognise the man in front of him.
Unfazed, the director bit his bottom lip and said, “It wouldn’t be the first time.” He had done it for Kate, and he would do it for his brother too, in the blink of an eye. “So if you tell me—”
“Anthony, I’m fine,” the other Bridgerton answered, emphasising his words and widening his eyes as if his brother was being absurd. With that, he walked back to Kate and Thomas without another word, leaving the director behind to watch him go.
And, the thing was, Anthony could be blind to many things in life, but he knew Colin, and he knew when his brother was most certainly not fine.
“You know, I’ve never taken the time to truly watch the stars.”
“Why doesn’t that surprise me?”
Kate sent him a glare, sitting up but still keeping her feet on his lap. She bent her knees, getting closer to him as she scanned their surroundings before refocusing on the Southern Cross constellation.
Anthony had somehow managed, or likely enlisted help, to drag a couch to a more secluded spot in an open field near the edge of the woods. A couch, by the way, that looked a lot like the one she had seen abandoned by the camera crew’s trailer. In front of them was a small table adorned with a few snacks and a candle flickering in the middle. He had even brought along a blanket, which seemed unnecessary given that the weather was warming up. All of this was because she had once commented that it would be lovely to simply sit outside and enjoy the fresh air for a change.
She narrowed her eyes at his profile as he continued to look ahead, undeterred by the fact that he had now started massaging her right foot.
“She told you, didn’t she?” Kate asked.
He did not look at her, but his massage suddenly stopped. Bingo.
“Who told me what?” Anthony asked, trying to sound nonchalant, a skill Kate had learned he lacked after months of being together.
She raised one eyebrow. “Edwina.”
“What about her?” he asked, staring at the grass as if it were fascinating, while Kate felt an urge to roll her eyes.
The actress bit her bottom lip and shook her head, taking a deep breath before saying something she dreaded. “She told you it’s my amma’s death anniversary today.”
The director kept his gaze straight ahead, poking the inside of his cheek with his tongue, all while his hand remained around her feet, spreading warmth to her skin. If Kate needed any confirmation, that was it.
Huffing, the actress said, “She didn’t have to.”
“Of course she did.” Finally, he turned to her, dropping any pretense of ignorance about the day’s significance.
Under the honesty of his brown eyes, Kate grimaced, looking down at her lap and shaking her head, as if he were being ridiculous.
“Kate, I know exactly how this feels,” he said, keeping his gaze focused on the top of her head, even though she refused to meet his eyes. “You think I don’t understand what you’re going through?”
A nightmare. These days were nothing but bad memories and a deep sense of emptiness where that one person used to be. Still, she sniffled slightly and looked up at him. “It’s been so long; I’m just used to it by now,” she said, averting her gaze once more.
He watched her patiently, knowing well how that woman looked when she downplayed something that was actually important to her. And while he could definitely relate—having done the same essentially all his life—that was a look he absolutely detested on her.
“Kate,” he called, and even though she didn’t look at him, he knew she was listening.
She bit her lip, trying to contain her feelings, because that was how she had learned to be.
“Do you wish to hear something funny?” she asked. He tilted his head in confusion at her sudden mood shift but scooted closer, as if he could hear her better that way.
“All my life, I’ve been hearing the same thing.” She swallowed hard, trying to keep any tears at bay. “People would come up to me in all kinds of situations, whether it was any kind of stress at work or even when I was still a young girl and my mother…” she trailed off, unable to say the words, but Anthony nodded, understanding anyway. “They would tell me how strong I was and say they were envious of me for it, admiring my resilience as if nothing could shake me. Part of me felt proud of that—to not let things affect me, to not need anyone to help me or dry my tears when I cried. I could take it, I could handle... anything.”
Glancing at Anthony for a moment, she noticed the understanding in his gaze, then looked away, biting her lip again. “But there are days when I’m just… tired. I don’t want to be expected to handle everything. I don’t want to be the strong one.”
She let out a deep, shaky breath, as if she had been holding that anguish in for a long time.
“You don’t have to be strong all the time,” he said, and as she looked up at him, he continued, “not with me.”
His words pierced through the cracks in her walls like an arrow. It was as if she had been waiting for someone to tell her that, and she nodded, her eyes welling up. Soon after, Anthony traced his index finger along her right and left cheeks, wiping away the tears before tenderly cradling the side of her face with his hand.
Searching her eyes, he asked, “Deal?”
That somehow elicited a chuckle from her, and she pressed her lips into a small smile. “Deal,” she replied.
Anthony nodded, satisfied with her reply, and leaned back against the sofa, able to relax for a moment. He glanced down at her feet resting on his lap, but his mind seemed to wander miles away as he shook his head and smiled exasperatedly.
“What is it?” she asked, curious.
He turned his head towards her and shook it lightly. “Nothing... you reminded me of someone just now.”
“Someone?” she said, raising an eyebrow.
He let out a soft laugh before looking ahead again. “Yeah,” he paused, “Colin.”
Now Kate was completely confused. “Colin?”
The corner of Anthony’s lips curled up briefly as he nodded. Absentmindedly, he started massaging her feet again and said, “I don’t know if I ever told you this, but growing up, Colin was by far the most emotional out of all of us.”
Kate’s eyebrows shot up to her hairline. “Colin? As in Colin Bridgerton?” she asked, as if the man had somehow mentioned the wrong name.
The director chuckled and nodded. “It was really curious how sensitive he was, especially as a kid. Even as a teenager, he’d sometimes come home with tears in his eyes over a school paper that didn’t go well, or, of course, if his girlfriend at the time had broken his heart.”
Kate’s jaw dropped in shock as Anthony continued. “But there was a period when...” He took a deep breath and bit his lip, as if gathering the strength to tell the story properly. “When our father passed away.” He paused again, taking a breath while Kate waited. “I was with him—my father,” he clarified, and she nodded. Then he returned his gaze to the open field and the dark trees ahead, reminiscing. “Benedict was out with his friends, and as soon as he heard, he rushed to the hospital to see our mother because of...”
“Hyacinth,” Kate completed for him, and he acknowledged her with a grateful look.
“But Colin...” he paused, letting his hands rest on her ankles. “He was at home with all our younger siblings. He was the oldest of them there.”
The actress furrowed her eyebrows, not knowing any of the details of that story.
“The thing about children is that, depending on their age, they often only understand part of what’s happening. Sometimes that ignorance can be bliss, truly,” he said, sighing wearily, somehow envious. “But Colin was ten. He understood what was happening pretty well. Better than Eloise, Daphne, or even Penelope.”
“Penelope? She was at the house?” Kate asked, feeling foolish for being shocked by such an unimportant yet still mind-blowing detail.
Anthony pursed his lips and nodded. “And even though we had a nanny around that day, Colin was still... the big brother, you know?” He looked at Kate, knowing she would understand. “He had to put on a brave face and calm down all our sisters, even though he understood exactly what had happened.” Kate bit her bottom lip and scooted closer as he continued.
“It changed him a little at that time,” he said, furrowing his eyebrows as he distractedly played with the hem of her pants. “It was as if, after that, in the months that followed, he somehow felt the need to step up as a big brother for them, the little man of the house,” he said with a hint of humour and fondness in his voice, recalling his brother’s attempts to act mature, “that rock that would stay steady even when everything else was falling apart.”
The director swallowed hard, looking down as he fiddled with a loose thread on her pants. “And he didn’t... he didn’t allow anyone to see him shed a tear during that time,” he explained. “He held it all in for the girls, even for Gregory.” Kate tilted her head, noticing how Anthony’s voice was growing sadder by the minute. “But I wasn’t one of the girls. I saw it. Every time he wanted to cry.”
He grimaced slightly before his lips curled into a sort of painful smile. “It was the most curious thing; he would scrunch his nose,” he pointed to his own nose for emphasis, “and then look down. Every single time he wanted to cry but held it back, he would do this instead.” Glancing at Kate, his eyes slightly shiny, as if he, too, wanted to cry. “Every time I saw him do that, I would wait until nightfall, when it was time to tuck him in—something I had been doing for months since… well, since my mother was too out of it to even get out of bed.” He cleared his throat and continued, “I would sit next to him so we could have a conversation, man-to-man,” he said, a hint of amusement in his voice, earning a bittersweet smile from Kate. “I’d ask him directly if everything was alright, and every time, he’d just look down at his sheets and say, ‘I’m fine, Tony.’” He looked at her and added, “That’s how he used to call me.”
Kate chuckled, but Anthony continued, “I didn’t believe him, of course. So I would just give him a tight hug, hold his head, and say, ‘Colin, you don’t have to be so strong. It’s alright.’ Somehow, that opened his floodgates, and he would cry against my shoulder. It was the only place where he allowed himself to cry.” His gaze fell to his hands, where he fiddled with his fingers, and his demeanour became more subdued. “He was just a kid. It was too much for him to handle.”
Nodding, Kate’s heart clenched at the story. As she watched Anthony’s gaze grow wetter with the memory, she couldn’t help but wonder where the eldest Bridgerton allowed himself to cry during that time, if he ever did.
Reaching for a stray strand of his hair, she brushed it away from his face and tenderly tucked it behind his ear. “You don’t have to be that strong either,” she whispered. He looked at her, and she gave him a meaningful glance as she repeated, “Not with me.”
Anthony let out a tearful chuckle, grasped her hand, and kissed it. He nodded at her, and she wiped away a tear that had fallen on his cheek before resting her forehead against his.
Something peculiar was unfolding on the set of The Sword and the Heart.
Thomas furrowed his brow upon noticing the circle formation they had gathered in, listening intently to Anthony. The director, as usual, went on about the upcoming scene, his gaze shifting between them as they stood by a fake balcony structure made of beige blocks, some of which were torn apart. Normally, this wouldn’t be unusual for a filming day, except for the fact that Kate stood unusually close to him, taking in his instructions with a focus and sincerity that felt strange. Then there were Colin and Penelope.
Perhaps he was crazy, but he was so accustomed to seeing the duo stuck together that when someone was between them—Cressida, that was—it felt just bizarre.
“We can’t afford to be out of sync because of the background action,” Anthony said as the extras slid into their marks all around them. “Cressida, keep in mind that this scene is before your reveal, so you need to embody the innocent, young maiden vibe. Don’t let any of Catherine’s true nature slip through in your expressions here,” he warned her, aware that even when they shot the scenes in order, she had a tendency to let a sly Catherine peek through—even worse when the timeline was all over the place.
“Kate will go first,” Anthony said, turning to the actress. He instinctively placed his hands on her shoulders to position her in front of the group, and she didn’t even bat an eye. “You’ll be sword fighting with one hand,” he explained, gesturing to the right with his arm. “With your other hand, you’ll need to get onto the balcony.” As she nodded, he fixed her with a look and added, “Just be careful.”
Thomas wasn’t sure if he was hallucinating, but he could have sworn the corners of her lips twitched up before returning to normal. She then tilted her head at him and said, “I’ll be fine.”
Then the director turned to Thomas and Cressida. “Now, you two,” he said, motioning for the actress to stand next to the actor. As the blonde complied and abruptly left an empty space between Colin and Penelope, they glanced at each other for a moment, trying to assess the distance between them so they could lean in again and listen to Anthony. They adjusted their stances slightly to avoid being too close to each other, and Thomas furrowed his eyebrows at the oddity.
“You need to pay attention to Kate,” he said, gesturing towards the woman in question before refocusing on them. “When she gets up on the balcony, the two of you will be more visible to the camera, showing Dorieus protecting Catherine by standing in front of her.”
Thomas stood with his back against Cressida, spreading his hands out, and the director nodded in approval before continuing. “You hold that position until Kate goes up. Then Catherine will also jump onto the balcony. You’ll do a turn so the camera can see your face, and then follow her once she steps back so she doesn’t block you from the camera either.
Cressida then gracefully hopped onto the balcony, closely followed by Thomas. Once they arrived at their destination, they took a moment to brush stray hairs from their faces.
“Perfect,” Anthony said before walking towards the final pair. “Once Thomas and Cressida clear the shot, then it’s your turn,” he said, and the two silently nodded. “Leonidas will also be sword-fighting, and Nora will be behind him, so he’ll turn around and help her up the balcony. The camera will focus on the profile of both of you, so face her before Leonidas lifts Nora. Then we’ll cut the scene and Marcus will lift her up.”
It was amazing how a single, simple line could make Colin uncomfortable in about a dozen different ways. For one, as he read the script, he automatically assumed he was the one doing the stunt, considering how simple it was. Secondly, he felt a prickly wave of discomfort at the thought of someone lifting Penelope like that, even if it was his stuntman.
“Why do we need Marcus for this?” Colin asked. “I can lift Pen.”
Anthony stared at him impatiently. “You can’t just perform a manoeuvre without practicing,” he replied.
“Manoeuvre? It’s just a ten-second scene. Thomas and I lift weights all the time during our physical training,” he said, nodding toward the actor, who was unsure whether to respond with a nod or a shake of his head, simply wishing he could vanish from the situation altogether.
“Carrying a person is a lot different from weightlifting,” Anthony shot back.
“Anthony is right,” Kate added. “Colin, there are safety protocols for situations like this.”
Thomas widened his eyes, leaning toward Cressida, and whispering, “Did I just hear Kate utter the words, ‘Anthony is right’?”
With an eyebrow raised, Cressida shrugged at him as Colin rolled his eyes at the director and his new ally.
“Exactly,” Anthony continued, with the duo resembling stubborn parents glaring at the younger Bridgerton. “You need to worry about your back.”
Colin huffed, barely listening to his brother. He turned to the woman beside him. “Excuse me, Pen,” he said. She had only a second to furrow her eyebrows in confusion before he lifted her off the ground, her shrieks filling the air.
She knew Colin was strong, but never in her wildest dreams had she imagined he could lift her as if she were made of paper. The moment he settled her onto the balcony, Penelope’s breath caught in her throat, her heart racing wildly. Her eyes locked onto his hands, fingers wrapped firmly around her thighs, his touch sending a jolt of electricity coursing through her skin, while her breaths escaped in uneven gasps. Colin’s gaze also drifted to his palms on her legs, breathing heavier as if he were exerting himself more now than moments earlier.
“Fine,” interrupted Anthony, “just… do it faster than that,” he explained, confused at their interpretation of the scene, while everyone else stared at the duo with raised eyebrows. He cleared his throat and stated, “Okay, so filming will happen quicker than expected,” the director announced. “Once we finish this scene, everyone can take a five-minute break,” he continued, glancing at Penelope and adding, “and then we can have that meeting,” which earned him a puzzled look from Colin.
After her meeting with Anthony and her call to Agatha, Penelope finally exhaled. It felt as though everything had been sorted out, so she didn’t understand why she felt so unsettled instead of relieved.
That was when a knock sounded at her door. And as she opened it, her heart clenched at the familiarity of it all.
“Colin?”
He looked strange in his Leonidas brown doublet and matching pants, with his hair dishevelled and a tired expression on his face. Penelope felt an unexpected and out-of-place urge to give him a hug. The actor then scratched the back of his head and glanced to the side, as if he were just casually there and hadn’t knocked on her door.
“Can we talk?” he asked for the third time in the past two days, his eyebrows furrowing as he looked up at her. “Please.”
Penelope tightened her grip on the trailer door as she stared at him, fully aware that she had nowhere to escape now. She opened the door wider and nodded, allowing him to enter. As he stepped inside and paused in the middle of the trailer, she felt an odd urge to leave the door ajar, as if she couldn’t trust herself to be alone with him. It was a ridiculous thought, since she was sure the times they had spent alone were as many as the grains of sand on the shore. So, she closed the door behind her.
“Um, I know we weren’t able to have a conversation yesterday,” she said hesitantly, aware that she had deliberately avoided him. “But, Colin, I told you before, we’re fin—”
“I know,” he interrupted, turning to her. His tone was sharp and weary in a way she had rarely witnessed, finally giving her the courage to meet his gaze. He hesitated for a moment, biting his lower lip, his face contorting with discomfort before asking, “Pen…,” his voice soft yet filled with pain, “did I do something wrong?”
Her chest clenched immediately; his anguish was so raw that it felt almost like a physical blow. “Of course not,” she gasped, walking toward him almost instinctively.
His face twitched in pain, as if he didn’t believe her. He looked down at his hands, fiddling with his fingers. “Are you sure?”
“Of course I am,” she replied, her confidence growing stronger as guilt washed over her. All the time she had spent running from him, convinced he would sense her irrational emotions, had only made him feel like he had done something wrong. In reality, he had been nothing but wonderful.
“I have this feeling that you’ve been avoiding me since yesterday. Well, except when…” His blue eyes locked onto hers as he trailed off, leaving unspoken the part about when they were filming, which involved them snogging. Repeatedly.
Penelope felt her cheeks burn, and maybe she was crazy, but she could have sworn she saw his face turn red too.
“I’m sorry,” she said, biting her bottom lip and averting her gaze, realising that there was no point in lying. “I… I was avoiding you. I don’t know why... I just... I was scared things would become awkward between us.”
Colin watched her, normally able to calm her worries, but this time, he couldn’t help the grimace that crossed his features. He wasn’t sure how he felt about that. It was normal to worry about such things in a friendship, but the truth was, he wanted things to become awkward; he didn’t want their friendship to return to what it had been before.
“And I feel like it’s all my fault,” Penelope continued, running her hand through her hair in frustration. “I’m the one who asked you to help me. I’m the one who started all of this.”
“Pen, I told you from the beginning, it’s fine,” he interrupted her before she could voice any more regrets about the situation, which he wasn’t ready to handle at that moment.
“I know, but that was before,” she replied. “It’s a whole different issue now that it’s after.”
It was one thing for him to say everything was fine before they kissed, before she completely lost her composure and all reason in his arms. It was a whole different story now that she couldn’t even control herself when she was alone with him; her hands twitched with the urge to reach out and touch him, even at that very moment.
Colin, however, furrowed his brow, feeling uneasy about her insinuation, as if now that he had kissed her, she could read his feelings or anything of the sort. “Pen, if there’s anything bothering you, you should just tell me—”
“No,” she interrupted him immediately, turning to face him. “What I mean is that I was worried,” her blue eyes locked onto his as she forced herself not to look away. “That’s all.”
He nodded, unsure if he believed her.
“But we’re truly fine. I mean it,” she insisted. He bit his bottom lip and looked down at his feet, nodding once more. Penelope wrinkled her forehead, confused by his mood. “Or maybe…. there’s something else you’d like to talk about?”
He snapped his head up, as if she had caught him by surprise. His mouth momentarily opened, but then his blue eyes quickly darted from her face to the object that had captured his attention the moment he walked into her trailer. Clearing his throat, he said, “No,” shaking his head and pressing his lips together. He then scratched the back of his head and gestured behind her, commenting, “Nice flowers.”
Penelope blinked, confused by what he was referring to, but then her eyes widened in recognition. She turned around, her gaze landing on the yellow Alstroemerias, which rested in a simple glass vase on her table.
“Yeah, it’s some kind of South American flower, Alfred—” she paused, feeling oddly self-conscious talking about it with Colin.
Yet, he seemed to understand her anyway, nodding as he looked down at his feet.
“I’m not sure why yellow, though,” she said with a light chuckle, trying to break the awkward silence that she barely understood. “But I suppose my taste isn’t the easiest to guess, with—”
“The blue daisies,” Colin interrupted, and she turned to look at him. “I know.” He then bit his lip and shifted his gaze to the window.
More specifically, Felicity Blue Daisies, which she had discovered during one of the summers she spent at Bridgerton House. She had immediately fallen in love with the flower; it was simple yet unique, which was why Penelope liked it so much.
“Yeah,” she replied, staring at him in confusion.
“Anyway, I should get going,” Colin said, clearing his throat before meeting her gaze. “I’ll never hear the end of it if I make you late for your meeting with Anthony,” he added, though he did not understand why they were meeting in the first place.
“Actually, the meeting already happened,” she commented absent-mindedly.
Colin wrinkled his forehead. Their break had barely started, and she and Anthony had already talked?
“It wasn’t a big deal. I just needed to ask him a big favor, or actually, ask for permission.” Colin looked even more puzzled, so she continued, “Mrs Varley called me last night. We’ve been in talks with Netflix about a rom-com they want to do. With me, I mean.”
The actor blinked. That shouldn’t be odd, considering Penelope’s growing fame. Yet somehow, when they came to New Zealand, it was almost as if they were locked away in their own world, removed from fame, other projects, and all the noise.
“Apparently, the director had a few people in mind, but it didn’t work out with the first option. So they reached out to me, because they thought of me. Specifically,” she said, twisting her lips into a small smile. “I didn’t even need to audition. I never thought this day would come.”
Colin’s lips formed a grin in response. “It was only a matter of time.”
Penelope bit her lip and nodded, having learned not to question Colin’s unwavering optimism.
“The only problem is that they start filming really soon, and it was going to clash with our filming schedule. So I needed to talk to Agatha and Anthony to see if they could adjust my schedule a bit,” she said.
Colin wrinkled his forehead, his stomach sinking as he realized what she was saying. “Pen, what—”
“I guess it’s only a few weeks, but it still was a lot to ask,” she continued nervously, while Colin felt a sickening lurch in his gut, a cold dread spreading through him. “But they agreed rather easily. I guess it’s not like I’d be filming for much longer than that.”
“So you’re leaving earlier,” he finally said, having understood the implications of her words loud and clear.
It wasn’t as if Colin didn’t know Penelope would have to return before him this time. Since Nora was kidnapped in the storyline, she naturally had less screen time than she did in the other two movies. Still, he had grown used to the amount of time he expected to spend with her. After all, loving someone meant always wanting them around, even if they didn’t feel the same way.
But it was more than that. Penelope made life on set better. In the past, Colin had become accustomed to being distant and untrusting of his colleagues. With her there, everything changed. He felt free to be himself and able to unwind. He had someone to look forward to meeting and talking to. It felt like a safe haven, a home.
“It’s only a few weeks earlier,” Penelope said, looking up at him. She noticed his serious expression and felt a strange sense of guilt. “By the time you get back to London, I’ll probably be almost done with filming. Everything will go back to normal.” She gave him a tight-lipped, reassuring smile, echoing the words her heart desperately wished were true.
That the time apart, much like before, would allow them to move past the awkwardness and for her to let go of the feelings she had while in his arms. When they met again, it would be Penelope and Colin, free from the rollercoaster that Nora and Leonidas had put them through, and everything would truly be just fine.
“Right,” he replied, before scrunching his nose and looking down at his feet.
Notes:
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Chapter 17: ABV:30%
Summary:
If the first wrap up party was a mess, the second one...
Notes:
PHEW
*Joey Tribbiani's voice* LONDON BABY
Are we ready to return to the UK?
Seriously if I'm not saying more it's because I'm TRULY on a rush (i even put my pants backwards when I left the house, I QUIT)
lets goooo
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
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Penelope Featherington cast alongside Armitage Cho in ‘Love and Stationery’
Following her breakout role in the critically acclaimed series “The Sword and the Heart: East Dynasty,” the actress is now preparing to step into her first leading role in an exciting new romantic comedy.
According to Deadline, Featherington will be joining Armitage Cho in the upcoming film “Love and Stationery.” This movie follows the journey of an aspiring journalist whose career takes a turn after a significant mistake leads to her sudden termination. As a result, she takes on the role of a secretary for the most infamous editor in London.
Produced by Netflix, the film is set to begin filming next month, with a release anticipated next fall.
⋆.˚🦋༘⋆ Fa @loratheexplorer
WHAT
Cinthy❤️🔥🐉⚔️ @Cy3452n
MY BABY OFF TO DESTROY PEOPLE
kay 𓆰𓆪 @loraskiss
Well, who’s going to make the edits of modern AU Nora and Leonidas falling in love
| ⋆˚✿˖° it’s always rainy in delulutown⋆˚✿˖° @loranator
@loraskiss Beard unkept EII Colin with cute tiny secretary Penelope I see the vision
| Z. @ZX867
@loranator@loraskiss EII?
| ⋆˚✿˖° it’s always rainy in delulutown⋆˚✿˖° @loranator
@loraskiss@ZX867 englishman in italy
| Z. @ZX867
@loranator@loraskiss OH
Sa. @sarahsnorthqueen
haven’t heard of my baby in so long i was having withdrawal symptoms
Felicity @felalbby
DID SOMEONE SAY PEN ON A LEAD ROLE
| core 🫧 @ladylikeafeather
@felalbby finally the recognition she deserves
𝔠𝔞𝔯𝔩𝔬𝔰 @carlosbton
Pen in tiny pencil skirts and black rimmed glasses and a cute bun i—
Jamila @bl4ck_r0se
PEN AND ARMITAGE ON AN ENEMIES TO LOVERS I USED TO DREAM OF DAYS LIKE THIS
🌸Hilly🌸 @hilllaryss
wait……….. but aren’t they still filming potw
| Cinthy❤️🔥🐉⚔️ @Cy3452n
@hilllaryss and NOW im sufficiently worried
| ⋆˚✿˖° it’s always rainy in delulutown⋆˚✿˖° @loranator
@Cy3452n@hilllaryss no guys, nora is going to show up less on potw anyway
| 🌸Hilly🌸 @hilllaryss
@loranator@Cy3452n yes but I thought she was going to film at least until December
| ⋆˚✿˖° it’s always rainy in delulutown⋆˚✿˖° @loranator
@loranator we don’t know the order they’re filming things so maybe they already shot all of her scenes
lariiiii ⋆ @southnationsqueen
can we have ONE DAY of peace on this cursed fandom we get good news and y’all are just finding things to freak out abt
The set felt quiet as the last day of filming finally approached. After everything Kate had experienced during this time, it felt surreal—and if she were honest, scary too.
As the day faded, the empty cafeteria was bathed in soft light, and the only sounds came from the birds, their chirps filling the stillness. With so many people having returned to London, the surroundings were quieter than they had been in months. Despite the calm atmosphere, Kate felt as though she was clinging to the last remnants of a fantasy that was slowly evaporating. In just two days, she would have to confront the real world, whether she was ready for it or not.
With a sigh, she poured hot water into a cup and then gazed at the wooden tea box and its vibrant packets, contemplating which one would be the least unappealing choice to brew.
“Figures I’d find you here,” a voice said from behind her.
She turned around and smiled as she saw Anthony. Returning her focus to her task, she finally settled on a blend of orange, mango, and cinnamon tea. “You’re one to talk,” she replied, knowing that the man was determined to drink all of New Zealand’s coffee supply if he could.
This time, however, before he reached for his precious drink, he wrapped his arms around her waist, resting his chin on her shoulder.
“Are you crazy?” she whispered, her head turning slightly towards him.
He gave her a feigned, exasperated look, kissed her shoulder, and then let go.
“There’s barely anyone left on set now,” he said as he finally reached for the pump thermos.
Kate hummed, twisting her lips slightly as she repeatedly dipped her tea bag into the hot water.
The director glanced over at her, smirking as he filled his own cup. “Relieved that you’ll finally be able to have decent chai again?” he asked.
The actress smiled, even though he had misunderstood her grimace. “I’ll only be relieved if you find a decent stash next time, and I don’t mean Twinings,” she retorted.
He shook his head, also smiling, before taking a sip of his beverage. “You do know I have little control over the menu, right?”
She simply raised an eyebrow at his perfectly brewed coffee before responding with a drawn-out, “uh-huh.”
Anthony narrowed his eyes at her as he continued drinking, while Kate grimaced again, staring at her tea.
“What is it?” he asked, finally realising that her discomfort had nothing to do with the drink.
Swallowing hard, she pressed her lips together before asking, “Can we talk?” Then she walked toward one of the benches in the cafeteria and sat down, waiting for him to follow.
The director furrowed his brow, disliking her tone and the phrase that accompanied it even more, before he sat beside her. And, for a moment, Kate remained silent, fiddling with her cup as it rested on the table.
“We are returning to London today,” she finally said.
“We are,” he replied, watching her as he tried to understand where that conversation was going.
She drummed her fingers on her cup. “I was thinking we need to decide what we want to do.”
Anthony’s forehead wrinkled for a moment. It would be dishonest to say that he didn’t grasp what she meant. He knew her worries about being caught by the British press all too well, having witnessed her anxiety during previous instances when she feared they might be discovered on set, even during moments when they were completely alone.
However, the problem was that he didn’t know when those worries would ever go away. After spending months together, sharing many personal experiences, and even discussing their future, he thought that going public might no longer be such a big issue. After all, there was no scenario in which they wouldn’t have a relationship, was there? At least not for him.
But he was starting to realise that, upon their return, that might not be the case for her
“Kate, what do you mean?” he asked anyway, hoping his assumptions were wrong.
“London isn’t the same as here,” she replied, biting her bottom lip and avoiding his gaze. “There will be a lot of eyes on us, and we won’t have as much privacy.”
“Does that still worry you?” he asked, staring into his coffee, a knot forming in his stomach.
A defensive grimace crossed her face. “Of course. The problem is still there, isn’t it?”
“I don’t know; you tell me,” he replied, his tone tinged with frustration.
Kate turned to him, tilting her head back in indignation in a way she hadn’t done in months. “I told you, I’m concerned about—”
“I’m aware,” he sighed, closing his eyes for a moment before continuing, “But since you’re this worried, it seems like you already know what you want to do.”
Now it was her turn to furrow her eyebrows at him, feeling her blood threatening to boil. She had expected him to actually express his thoughts instead of merely acting as if the outcome made no difference to him.
“It’s not like we have anything serious, so of course I’m still worried,” she spat out in frustration. But the moment she saw his expression harden, she realised her temper had made her say the worst possible thing.
Instead of yelling, however, the director simply scoffed, muttering, “Okay, Kate,” before standing up and deciding it was best to cut the conversation short.
Kate watched indignantly as he walked toward the cafeteria exit. “So you are just going to leave?” she said.
Taking a deep breath, he turned around and said, “Yeah, it’s best if I do.” His jaw clenched as he gripped his coffee with a vice-like grip, the sun making his eyes look fiery. “It’s not that serious anyway,” he added, throwing his hands up in frustration before continuing on his way.
Kate huffed loudly, unsure whether she was frustrated with herself for completely fumbling the conversation or furious at him for being the most insufferable man on earth.
Filming for “The Sword and the Heart: Princess of the West” has wrapped
By Emily Brooks
Production on Anthony Bridgerton’s “The Sword and the Heart: Princess of the West” has officially concluded.
Filming for the highly anticipated sequel kicked off in the first semester, with Bridgerton shooting on location in New Zealand. The synopsis for “The Sword and the Heart: Princess of the West” from Danbury Production states: “Following the mysterious disappearance of his brother, Dorieus assumes the responsibility of ruling the South while simultaneously embarking on a quest to uncover the prince’s location. Meanwhile, Marjorie, Leonidas, Catherine, and Nora are forced to flee after a mysterious ambush, making their way to the peaceful yet enigmatic Nation of the West.”
Fans can look forward to the return of Thomas Dorset, Kate Sharma, Colin Bridgerton, Penelope Featherington, Cressida Cowper, Dolores Stowell, and Edward Hall, who will reprise their roles in the second instalment of the beloved trilogy.
Danbury Productions is set to debut “The Sword and the Heart: Princess of the West” in theatres next December.
. @inyoupswife
they wrapped up only NOW?
⋆˚✿˖° it’s always rainy in delulutown⋆˚✿˖° @loranator
oh so they were right pen came back really early
| billie @noraswsift
@loranator i don’t think so colin has been back in london for over a month i think
| ⋆˚✿˖° it’s always rainy in delulutown⋆˚✿˖° @loranator
@noraswsift idk yeah but she has been away way longer
Daniella @pensfeathers
I SWEAR PEOPLE ON THIS FANDOM ARE DUMB NORA ISN’T IN AT LEAST ONE THIRD OF THIS MOVIE OFC PEN HAS LESS SCENES
| lariiiii ⋆ @southnationsqueen
@pensfeathers im so tired dan
| Daniella @pensfeathers
@southnationsqueen i swear they have no braincells left
❤️🔥 Mariah 🗡️ @polinssdaughter
um …
| billie @noraswsift
@polinssdaughter what is it?
| ❤️🔥 Mariah 🗡️ @polinssdaughter
@noraswsift i just remembered something
| mimi @leonidasn0raxx
@polinssdaughter @noraswsift WHAT IS IT
| ❤️🔥 Mariah 🗡️ @polinssdaughter
@noraswsift@leonidasn0raxx DM
| Cinthy❤️🔥🐉⚔️ @Cy3452n
@polinssdaughter@polinssdaughter @noraswsift WHAT
| ❤️🔥 Mariah 🗡️ @polinssdaughter
@noraswsift@leonidasn0raxx@Cy3452n DM
She looked at her phone, unsure whether she was happy or worried about the comments online, as always. After spending so much time away filming not just one, but two movies, she had almost forgotten what the social media frenzy felt like.
“Penelope, I would really appreciate it if you didn’t use your phone while we’re at the table.”
The woman in question quickly locked her phone and set it aside as she stared at Portia. It was amazing how, at over 30 years old, she could treat her own mother to an expensive lunch and still be looked down upon as if she were a child. However, Penelope had spent nearly a whole year working non-stop, and for the first time in ages, she genuinely felt relieved to have some free time. So, there was absolutely nothing Portia could say or do to ruin her good mood.
And if today happened to be the first day in four months that she would see Colin, it was merely a coincidence and had nothing to do with her exceptionally good mood.
“I’m sorry, Mama,” she said, placing her phone on the top of the table while she reached for her water jar and poured some for herself.
Portia simply pursed her lips as she observed her daughter. The older woman had her dark red hair styled in an elegant bun, and she wore long gold earrings with pearls at the tips. Dressed in a luxurious burgundy blouse adorned with large, dark red flowers, she still exuded the overpowering presence that Penelope had felt since her childhood.
With a dismissive sniff, her mother glanced at Penelope’s phone from the corner of her eye as she reached for her dark red wine, which rested in a tall, thin goblet. “Checking up on those fans of your movie?”
A deep sigh escaped Penelope’s lips. Her fork hovered over the crisp lettuce, cherry tomatoes, and croutons of her salad before she finally began to eat. “I spent months away, there’s a lot of catching up to do.”
“Or perhaps it’s time to move on?” Portia asked, raising an eyebrow. “One actress shouldn’t be defined by just one role, should she?”
The youngest Featherington exhaled again, reminding herself to focus on the positive aspects of her day. “I’ve just finished filming another movie, mama,” she said, scratching her left eyebrow inadvertently before mumbling, “And I thought you said my profession is a waste of time, anyway.”
“It is,” her mother replied, the glint of her knife reflecting as she casually sliced her steak. “But if one must do it, then do it well. You don’t want to rely on anyone else to pay your bills, do you?”
Pressing her lips together, the actress nodded. It was pointless to argue with her mother about such matters, as her mother valued stability above all else. Penelope couldn’t really blame her, though. Growing up, she had witnessed the heartache and fear her father’s gambling had caused her mother. Portia had never held a true profession of her own, having married young and unaware that her husband would easily break all his promises to take care of her, ultimately leaving the matriarch to fend for herself.
Yet, understanding her mother’s point of view didn’t make it any easier for Penelope to endure years of being told that everything she did was ludicrous and wrong.
“At least this time it won’t have anything to do with the Bridgertons, I assume?” Portia continued.
Penelope paused as she picked up her glass. She looked at her mother for a moment before taking a sip. From the moment Portia met the Bridgertons, she couldn’t stand them. So, naturally, she disapproved of Penelope’s most significant project.
“What’s the problem if it did?” Penelope asked, pressing her lips together after a hasty gulp of water. Her energy and patience were already draining. “They have helped me so much with everything. If my work is more recognised now, it’s because of Anthony—”
“Because they’re a ludicrous family that wants people to believe life is a bed of roses, all while profiting from it,” Portia interrupted, her jaw clenched and her green eyes unwavering. “They have always been two-faced charlatans, and I knew they would influence you with their ridiculous tales sooner or later. So the least they could do was offer help once the damage was done,” she said, taking a sip of her wine as Penelope balled her hands into fists around her cutlery. “The further you stay away from them, the better, at least until you stop believing in the absurd narrative that you’re truly romantically entangled with Colin Bridgerton.” She spat his name as if it were a curse. “You’ve wasted enough years foolishly pursuing this boy. You don’t need to put your life on hold again for this fantasy.”
Penelope’s knuckles turned white as she gripped her fork and knife tighter. “Colin is my friend, Mama. One of my best friends,” she defended him, feeling her face flush with anger. “And I’m not pursuing him.”
“Really?” Portia asked, raising an eyebrow. “Any plans to give me grandchildren anytime soon?”
“Maybe, since I’m seeing someone,” Penelope replied out of anger. She was half lying, as she and Alfred were very far from dating and hadn’t seen each other in person for months. Still, she added this just to provoke Portia further. “He’s a YouTuber.”
Her mother paused, staring at her daughter for a moment before continuing to eat, as if no argument was taking place at all. “Good,” she said.
Penelope stared at her incredulously. “Good? Since when do you think someone being a YouTuber is good?”
Wiping her lips with a starched linen napkin, Portia replied, “You make your own money, Penelope. I couldn’t care less about your boyfriend’s profession. What matters to me is that you don’t deceive yourself in this world that you and the Bridgertons have created. I don’t want to watch you waste another moment of your youth waiting for a relationship that only exists in the movies.”
With that, her mother stood up, excusing herself to go to the bathroom. And as Portia left, Penelope tried to ignore her words, no matter how accurate they were. She picked up her phone again, convincing herself that worrying about online fights was far better than confronting the hardships of reality.
❤️🔥 Mariah 🗡️ @polinssdaughter
alright, since a lot of people are asking, no, nothing happened, i just remembered a blind item from months ago
| wes. @kingofsnh
@polinssdaughter wait, which one? the one with thomas?
| ❤️🔥 Mariah 🗡️ @polinssdaughter
@kingofsnh no… the one about colin not wanting to kiss his costar
| wes. @kingofsnh
@polinssdaughter OH
| Jade ✨ @englishmansbiceps
@kingofsnh@polinssdaughter we don’t even know if it’s colin
| Olly @bridgertonscol3
@englishmansbiceps@kingofsnh@polinssdaughter 90% sure it’s him
| Jade ✨ @englishmansbiceps
@kingofsnh@polinssdaughter@bridgertonscol3 So? everyone knows he can’t stand cressida
|❤️🔥 Mariah 🗡️ @polinssdaughter
@kingofsnh@bridgertonscol3@englishmansbiceps but what if it’s not cressida?
| Jade ✨ @englishmansbiceps
@kingofsnh@polinssdaughter@bridgertonscol3 lmao ofc it is
| Olly @bridgertonscol3
@englishmansbiceps@kingofsnh@polinssdaughter there is no way it’s not her
| Jade ✨ @englishmansbiceps
@kingofsnh@polinssdaughter@bridgertonscol3 like we know there’s a leorine scene on potw it’s her
| wes. @kingofsnh
@polinssdaughter@bridgertonscol3@englishmansbiceps sure but I want to know what she means
| ❤️🔥 Mariah 🗡️ @polinssdaughter
@kingofsnh@bridgertonscol3@englishmansbiceps i mean pen came back earlier from filming and we haven’t seen pictures of her with colin in months
| Olly @bridgertonscol3
@englishmansbiceps@kingofsnh@polinssdaughter so?
| ❤️🔥 Mariah 🗡️ @polinssdaughter
@kingofsnh@bridgertonscol3@englishmansbiceps so what if it’s not a leorine scene? i mean didn’t he always know he would kiss her anyway? why would be a problem now?
| wes. @kingofsnh
@polinssdaughter@bridgertonscol3@englishmansbiceps girl i SEE you, but there’s no way they’re giving us a lora kiss
| Jade ✨ @englishmansbiceps
@kingofsnh@polinssdaughter@bridgertonscol3 thankfully
ɪʀɪꜱ @swor4onh3rt
it wasn’t on my bingo to hear that even lora shippers know colin would be disgusted at kissing penelope
| sab @bbtooncol
@swor4onh3rt LMAO WHAT
| ɪʀɪꜱ @swor4onh3rt
@bbtooncol nothing just some delulus thinking that blind item abt colin not wanting to kiss a co-star was abt penelope
| Kath @bridgertonsthird
@swor4onh3rt@bbtooncol i wouldn’t blame him I would throw up in my mouth too
Penelope then locked her phone, considering that maybe Portia didn’t have the power to ruin her otherwise good day, but as always, reality did.
Anthony: The wrap-up party is at 7.
Anthony: Don’t be late
Eloise: ???
Gregory: no way LMAO
Benedict: Anthony blink twice if you need help
Hyacinth: im getting drunk tonight 😎
Anthony: everyone’s invited but you
Hyacinth: bold of u to assume I haven’t got the details from pen weeks ago
Eloise: Leave Pen alone
Hyacinth: How many times do I have to say it
Hyacinth: she’s MY friend too
Eloise: no shes mine you just call her when u need a favour
…
Gregory: where on earth is colin?
Hyacinth: i know
Hyacinth: the opportunity was right there
Eloise: opportunity for nothing
Eloise: i only spoke the truth
Benedict: Eloise being a terrible friend aside
Eloise: EXCUSE ME
Benedict: what’s happening with Colin?
Benedict: he hasn’t replied to my msgs in weeks
Gregory: did anthony kill him in nz
Anthony: He’s perfectly fine
Gregory: now im sure something’s wrong
Benedict: idk what’s more concerning Colin disappearing or Anthony inviting us today
Anthony: I’m fine
Daphne: can i bring Simon?
Anthony: everyone’s invited but Hyacinth and Hastings
Daphne: you do know i’m a Hastings now right
Anthony: unfortunately
Gregory: I thought his surname was basset
Francesca: wait what’s happening with Colin?
Francesca: why is he never here anymore?
Benedict: why don’t we ask the one person who is actually living with him
Hyacinth: what?? still???
Daphne: Colin has a new girlfriend?
Gregory: daph im begging
Gregory: pay attention to things
Gregory: and dont ever
Gregory: put that image in my head again
Daphne: ?
Eloise: they’re talking about me
Daphne: what? still?
Eloise: ofc still do any of you know how expensive rent is in london
Gregory: yeah
Hyacinth: yes
Daphne: of course
Anthony: yes
Eloise: well if Colin can pay for me why would i move out
Benedict: Eloise
Eloise: fine
Eloise: I don’t know how he is
Gregory: How can you NOT know
Eloise: Surprisingly he works a lot
Eloise: and it’s Colin
Eloise: not one to write sonnets about his feelings
Gregory: look who’s talking
Hyacinth: So he isn’t fine
Eloise: I don’t know
Eloise: No
Eloise: i think
Francesca: Isn’t he on this group chat?
Daphne: he is
Benedict: Yes
Hyacinth: Yes
Gregory: Yup
It’s a well-known saying that when someone is feeling bad about themselves, the best course of action is to look beautiful. Penelope, however, had always struggled with this, rarely feeling pretty. But on that particular day, when she looked in the mirror, she didn’t hate what she saw.
Normally, she wouldn’t choose a red dress, as she often found the color too bold; her desire was to blend in and disappear. However, during the winter—her second one that year—she spotted a long-sleeved raspberry knit dress, the color instantly evoking a dangerous yet favourite memory.
She ended up buying it anyway, even though she knew she would never wear it, almost as if the tiny, dying part of herself that still believed in fairytales wanted to keep it just for herself.
Yet, surprisingly, one day arrived that managed to bother her enough to make her wear the forbidden dress, simply out of spite. So she smoothed down the form-fitting skirt and adjusted its sweetheart neckline, framing her collarbone beautifully as she gazed at her reflection in the mirror. Then, she swayed her ponytail to check her hairdo and focused on her makeup, which was minimal, consisting of just mascara, a hint of rosy blush, and shiny lip gloss.
She looked… good. With that thought, she walked out the door and headed toward the party.
They chose the same venue for the wrap-up as the one used for the first movie, which immediately brought back painful memories. The room was once again decorated in warm, low light. This time, however, a tall, beautiful, yet slightly intimidating tower of glasses stood at the centre of the main bar counter. It was as cosy and lovely as it had been during the first party, but all Penelope could think about was the image of Colin and Marina in that cursed restroom.
Well, at least Marina was someone he had definitely enjoyed kissing, Penelope thought bitterly as she looked around and decided she needed a drink immediately.
But before she could make her way to the bartender, she caught sight of a familiar face.
“Kate?” she called, and the woman turned to her in surprise.
The actress looked absolutely stunning, with her hair in voluminous, long waves, a metallic silver eyeliner that matched her hoop earrings, and a gray, wool dress featuring a square neckline and a matching belt at the waist.
“You look amazing!” Penelope exclaimed, as Kate continued to stare at her with wide eyes.
“I haven’t seen you in ages,” the actress replied, before wrapping her arms tightly around her friend. Once they broke apart, Kate kept her hands on Penelope’s shoulders, looking her up and down. “You look beautiful.”
The redhead shook her head, still not used to being complimented.
“So, how was it?” Kate asked with a kind smile. “With your new film?”
Penelope raised her eyebrows slightly, momentarily forgetting that she had filmed an entire movie while she was away. “It was…” she tilted her head, reflecting for a moment. “Different. The responsibility of it all, the constant attention…” She trailed off, noticing that Kate was nodding in understanding. “But you already know what that’s like,” the redhead added, gesturing toward the lead actress of their film.
Kate let out a light, humorous breath. “It’s a blessing and a curse, I guess.”
Tilting her head as she considered her words, Penelope nodded. “That’s true,” she said, and after a deep breath, she added, “So, how did you guys fare in the last months?”
That made Kate pause; her expression faltered for a moment before she turned her gaze to the right. “It went alright,” she said. Then, with a sigh, she added, “Like these things usually go.”
Sensing Kate’s odd mood, Penelope furrowed her eyebrows and asked, “Why? Did something go wrong?”
Kate turned to her, raising her eyebrows slightly for a moment. As she met Penelope’s concerned gaze, she considered sharing her own troubles. Given how much her friend had confided in her about her own worries in the past, it felt only fair to open up. And she couldn’t shake Edwina’s words from her mind, reminding her how often she had helped others while still refusing to accept help herself. Kate knew this tendency applied to everyone in her life; being vulnerable simply didn’t come naturally to her.
You don’t have to be strong all the time. Not with me.
The actress grimaced. At the end of the day, she was the one who had asked Anthony to keep everything a secret. She wasn’t going to be the one to break it. Not yet, at least.
Shaking her head, she replied, “No, it was just an exhausting trip back.” She exhaled loudly. “I feel like I’m still on New Zealand time.”
Penelope pressed her lips together and nodded, sensing that there was more to the story. She couldn’t blame her friend, though; the woman had returned to London only two days prior. Penelope had been back for four months and still felt like she was on New Zealand time.
“Why? Did something go wrong with you?” Kate asked, noticing the expression on her friend’s face.
The redhead hesitated. She could share all her frustrations about Colin with Kate, something they had discussed at length in the past. However, she felt as if there was nothing new to say. It was always the same story, and she worried that she might bore Kate with it. To make matters worse, she didn’t know exactly how to tell Kate that, at that moment, her problems arose from the fact that Colin had apparently dreaded the idea of kissing her on screen—for a scene whose existence was seemingly on a need-to-know basis.
“No,” Penelope replied, taking a deep breath. “I’m fine,” she said, her eyes roaming the room, taking in familiar faces but not spotting the one she had eagerly anticipated seeing just hours before. “It’s just odd being back.”
“Why is it still so quiet?” Edwina suddenly appeared, sporting a messy bun, a black leather jacket, and a white tank top. “Kate, did you make us arrive too early again?”
Surprised, Kate and Penelope simultaneously looked at Edwina, whose gaze quickly assessed their expressions.
“Do you need a drink?” she asked.
“Yes,” the actresses replied simultaneously before the three of them headed to the bar counter.
If Colin was honest, the last few months of his life had not been… good.
Filming had been dreadful since Penelope left. In fact, it had already been terrible before that—since his mind seemed to be anywhere but on the story—the days dragged on, and the hours seemed to stretch endlessly.
Then, as soon as he set foot back in London, to his absolute delight, he found himself drowning in work. A miniseries here, a handful of designer promotional shoots there, and suddenly he was insufferably busy for the couple of months leading up to Kate, Thomas, and Anthony’s return.
However, none of that felt worse than the silence on his phone. Penelope was busy, and he knew that, but he couldn’t shake the feeling that her messages were becoming fewer and farther between, and their tone was increasingly distant. Despite her many reassurances that everything was fine, he couldn’t ignore the certainty in his heart that they were anything but. It felt as if he were stranded in a desert, desperately longing for the comfort she refused to provide.
“Are you really going to drink again?”
Colin turned around in surprise, only to find one of the most predictable suspects right there.
“Greg?”
His brother crossed his arms and raised an eyebrow at him, taking in the dark circles under his eyes and his messy, unkempt hair. Colin was wearing that blue sweater he always chose for family reunions when he felt lazy. He looked like a mess.
“Last time we went to an event like this, you got so smashed that we hardly had a proper chat with you,” Gregory said.
The actor raised an eyebrow. “Who on earth goes to these events to chat?” he asked, but he left his drink on a nearby table anyway, recalling how disastrous the last wrap-up party had been. Gregory had a valid point.
Not that Colin would ever admit it.
“Anyway,” Gregory continued, slurping his drink like a hypocrite. “Have you seen Penelope?”
Usually, this situation would prompt a sarcastic remark about how Gregory pretended to be interested in talking to Colin just so he could actually see Penelope instead. After all, his crush on her was well known among the family. However, the man could only respond with a silent shake of his head, looking down at his feet with a sigh.
The younger brother furrowed his eyebrows at the older one, finding his behaviour strange.
“What do we have here?” Benedict popped up, affectionately slapping Colin on the back and effectively interrupting Gregory before he could ask any questions.
“Hi, Ben,” Colin replied, somewhat subdued, biting his bottom lip, which caused his older brother to furrow his brow at him.
“Meh. I’m used to seeing him every day,” Eloise interjected, dismissively waving at them. “Nothing special.”
That finally elicited a typical Colin Bridgerton response. He narrowed his eyes at his forced roommate and said, “I’ll make sure to remember that next time I pay the rent.”
Eloise opened and closed her mouth before crossing her arms, lifting her chin, and saying, “But I suppose you’re not too bad.”
“El, why aren’t you helping Colin with the rent?” Daphne asked, before pulling her brother into a hug.
“Have you seen where he lives?” The younger sister exclaimed indignantly, gesturing toward the actor.
However, her protest went ignored as Daphne broke away from the hug, studying Colin for a moment before saying, “You look well.” Colin tilted his head, somewhat doubtful of her statement, but then she continued, “So I don’t see what your excuse is for ignoring us for months.”
He opened his mouth in indignation. “It hasn’t been months.”
“So, you have been ignoring us,” Benedict retorted, crossing his arms and raising an eyebrow at him.
Colin shot him a glare, but Simon shook his head and chuckled before stepping forward to give Colin a hug in greeting as well.
“You’d best just agree with your sister right now,” he advised jokingly, his deep, throaty voice making the command sound more serious than it actually was.
Once Simon returned to stand by Daphne’s side, Colin opened his mouth to defend himself.
“And don’t you dare say you don’t check social media when you’re working, because I know you check your messages,” Daphne interrupted, cutting off her brother before he could even attempt to lie.
The actor’s shoulders slumped as he settled for saying, “I’ve been busy, and I didn’t ignore all of you. I’ve seen El,” he pointed at her before shrugging, “and Anthony.”
That earned a joint groan from everyone else.
“Who is going to have your head, by the way, for crashing his party,” he remarked with a sigh, earning several raised eyebrows in response
“You truly haven’t been checking your messages, have you?” Eloise asked.
Colin looked at her in confusion. He supposed he was, but the problem was that the one person he wanted to message him rarely did.
“He invited us,” Daphne explained.
“What?” Colin asked, feeling like he had somehow misheard her. “Anthony?” he inquired, and they nodded in unison. “Anthony Bridgerton invited you here.”
They nodded again, and then Simon crossed his arms, saying, “Technically, he invited all of them except Hyacinth and me.”
Before Colin could even attempt to ask more, Hyacinth herself showed up, accompanied by Kate and Edwina Sharma—no less.
“Look who I found!” she exclaimed, flashing a big smile as she dragged the duo into the group.
Edwina beamed at everyone as they exchanged greetings, while Kate offered a more reserved, shy smile.
“Hya told us you accompanied Kate to New Zealand this time. Tell us, how did you manage to survive months with my brothers?” Benedict joked, giving Colin a sarcastic pat on the shoulder, which earned him an eye roll from the actor.
Across the circle they formed, Daphne shot him a pointed look, silently warning him not to flirt with Kate’s sister. He responded by widening his eyes slightly, saying that she should stop being paranoid.
Edwina, however, noticed none of it. She glanced at Kate for a moment before answering, “It was... interesting.”
Kate shot her a glare, which her sister ignored as she turned back to the Bridgertons with a smile.
Gregory snorted. “That’s one way to describe it.”
“Where even is Anthony, by the way?” Hyacinth asked, looking around at all her siblings, except one.
“I don’t know. I haven’t seen him all night,” Daphne replied, scanning the crowded room again but finding no sign of him.
“Do you think he invited us today because he wasn’t going to show up?” Eloise speculated, crossing her arms over her chest.
Benedict chuckled. “I wouldn’t put it past him.”
“Why? Didn’t he invite you last time?” Edwina asked, curious.
“Anthony?” It was Simon’s turn to reply, and then he only scoffed, an answer that everyone else seemed to understand despite the absence of words.
“So, this is the first time he’s actually invited you to something like this?” Edwina said, a knowing grin spreading across her face.
“Yeah, normally I just end up crashing his events,” Hyacinth replied with a casual shrug.
Edwina then sneaked a glance at Kate, but her sister’s attention seemed to be focused elsewhere.
“He’s over there,” Kate suddenly said, addressing their earlier questions and pointing to a distant spot on the right.
And sure enough, as the Bridgertons followed her gaze, they spotted their eldest sibling sitting behind a massive group of people, moodily sipping a drink while Thomas chatted animatedly beside him.
“Huh,” Gregory remarked, while Kate sighed, crossing her arms in frustration. She hated that she could never avoid noticing Anthony in a room, no matter how hard she tried.
“Since when does he get drunk at work events?” Daphne asked as they continued to watch him as if he were an animal in the wild.
Simon snorted. “We’ve certainly drunk together at many other events in the past,” only to receive an exasperated glare from his wife. He raised his shoulders in surrender and said, “What? We did!”
Edwina tilted her head. “I think he’s sulking.”
With a huff, Kate added, “As he should,” before refocusing her attention on the Bridgertons, as if reminding herself to be polite. “No offence.”
In response, she received a few dismissive waves and an amused, “None taken,” from Benedict.
Eloise then let out an impatient breath. “Who cares about Anthony, anyway? Where is Pen?” she asked, looking around the room in search of that familiar mane of red hair.
Oddly enough, Colin had been wondering the same thing for since he arrived. Yet, the moment she became visible, he could sense her presence instantly, as if the crowd had parted and his senses recognised her before his eyes did. Sure enough, when he turned his head, there she was, sitting on a stool by the bar counter, talking to Tilley, of all people. And Colin couldn’t help but wonder if her goal that night was to torment him, because she looked... what even was that dress?
“Colin?” Hyacinth called, noticing that his attention had wandered.
The actor cleared his throat, trying to regain his composure. He looked down at his feet, shifting slightly as he pointed in Penelope’s direction and said, “She’s over there.”
His siblings turned to look in that direction as Edwina remarked, “Yeah, I was about to say...” Then, glancing at the actress from afar, she added, “I tried to get her to come over and greet people like this one.” She gestured towards Kate. “But she said she isn’t leaving that bar tonight.”
Colin furrowed his eyebrows, finding Penelope’s behaviour quite strange. As if echoing his thoughts, Eloise scoffed. On any other day, she would have gone to retrieve her friend from whatever slump she was in. However, Eloise worried she might be the very reason Penelope was avoiding her family, leaving her no choice but to watch the redhead from a distance.
If Penelope started drinking heavily at the first sight of the Bridgertons at the party, it was exactly because she wanted to dull the inevitable shame of facing them when they inevitably came to greet her. And if she got so drunk that they couldn’t find her, all the better.
Admittedly, the first Bridgerton she noticed was Benedict, which was much better than seeing Eloise, Hyacinth, or, curse the thought, Colin, all of whom would notice her immediately. But since she liked to be cautious, she slid closer to a loud group of people talking nearby, hiding behind them and debating whether she should just leave.
However, if she were honest with herself, she still wanted to see Colin. She wanted to look into his eyes to confirm whether he truly despised kissing her that much. But she figured her blood needed to be about 30% of alcohol before doing something as stupid as that.
“I see we’re kicking the night off early,” a voice came from her left, making her jump for a second. But when she looked up and saw Tilley, she let out a sigh of relief.
Penelope glanced at her beer glass, already two-thirds gone, then back at the intimacy coordinator with a sheepish grin. “Well, you know what they say,” she replied, having no idea what anyone would actually say in such a situation.
That, however, seemed to satisfy the blonde, who sent Penelope an astute smile before sitting beside her. A cloud of lavender and jasmine surrounded them, as was typical when Tilley was around.
The blonde elegantly raised her index finger for the bartender to notice her, a gesture that Penelope knew wouldn’t go unnoticed. Tilley, with her usual elegant bun, was dressed in a long, shiny, dark blue slip dress that was sure to turn countless heads wherever she went.
Sure enough, the bartender saw her immediately. He approached with a smile, leaning over the counter as if to get closer.
“I’ll have what she’s having,” Tilley said, gesturing towards Penelope’s glass with a casual flick of her thumb.
The man nodded and then turned to Penelope, his posture instantly straightening and his demeanour becoming businesslike—something that normally would have made Penelope roll her eyes. However, on that particular evening, she felt pretty, regardless of whether a complete stranger agreed or not.
“Another for you, miss?” he inquired, gesturing to her glass. “Or would you fancy another tequila shot?”
Penelope flinched, looking at Tilley from the corner of her eye and catching her eyebrow raise. At least he had the decency to keep quiet about the fact that this was already her third drink.
“Just a pint, thank you,” Penelope murmured, her gaze fixed on the glass as a flush crept up her cheeks.
As the bartender finally left, Tilley stared at Penelope up and down as if studying her. “So, how’ve you been since you got back?”
“It’s been alright,” Penelope replied with a sigh. “Busy with a lot of work.”
The bartender soon returned with their drinks, earning a “thank you” from both of them. As Penelope stared at her cold beer, watching the condensation drip onto the table, she sensed, almost instinctively, that Colin was in the room. Almost reflexively, she looked in his direction and saw him accepting a drink from the waiter, only to be approached by Gregory seconds later. He was wearing that blue sweater of his—the one that made his shoulders look extra broad and made his eyes sparkle.
“I suppose sometimes, even when we’re many miles and months away, our minds can still be thoroughly consumed by work, can’t they?” Tilley asked.
Penelope turned to face her, instantly noticing how the blonde’s striking blue eyes were scrutinising her like a hawk.
The redhead giggled nervously, taking a sip of her beer as she despised the intimacy coordinator’s knowing tone. Pressing her lips together, the actress tapped her fingers on the glass and said, “I was actually surprised at how quickly I returned to my life in London this time. It’s almost as if I wasn’t in New Zealand at all,” she lied.
The truth was that she couldn’t escape the memories, no matter how hard she tried. Colin’s lips against her neck, the tiny bright blue lights as he sighed against her ear, his smile when she joked about her lipstick, and the sadness in his eyes on the day she left. She remembered it all, reliving those moments over and over, no matter how many characters she became or how many calls she received from Alfred, explaining in detail all about the exotic frogs of the Amazon rainforest.
Worst of all, she missed Colin. She missed talking to her best friend about anything and everything. But she knew that this was necessary—the distance that would help them both forget about all the things they had to do for the movie.
Yet here was Tilley, seeing all of Penelope’s lingering feelings as if no time had passed at all.
“It would be normal if you hadn’t,” the blonde said, “returned, that is,” she added, taking a sip of her drink. “Sometimes it’s tough for actors to de-role from a character after finishing a role that hits close to home, especially if they’ve formed a deep connection with it,” she said, furrowing her eyebrows as she stared at the frothy golden liquid in her cup. “I’ve seen it happen more times than I can count.”
There was that word again: de-role. Penelope honestly felt like slapping the next person who suggested it. Because how she wished that was truly her issue, that if she just did some exercises and got into the right mindset, all her feelings would disappear as if they were mere make-believe. But alas, there was no de-roling from one’s true self.
Penelope Featherington loved Colin Bridgerton, and that was a fact about who she was, as much as her hair color, blood type, or fingerprints. Even if she gave up and decided to move on, loving him as only a friend, that love would always be there, like a poorly concealed blemish.
The actress scoffed bitterly as she took a long sip of her beer. “I don’t think you need to worry about me, or Colin. We’ve actually discussed this before, and he swears that once filming ends, he just turns it all off.” With a grimace, she lifted her glass and swirled the remaining liquid inside. “Honestly, I believe him.”
“Really?” the intimacy coordinator asked as Penelope took the last sip of her beer. Tilley’s gaze had once again fallen on Colin, who was looking at an oblivious Penelope from across the room with an expression that felt all too familiar. “I wouldn’t be so sure,” she added.
The redhead turned to her, eyebrows furrowed. “What do you mean?”
Tilley’s blue eyes scanned the actress’s flushed face, recalling what she had observed during their training and rehearsals for the kissing scene between Leonidas and Nora. There was definitely more beneath the surface with the duo, and in her experience, that could either lead to a blinding success or a spectacular disaster.
“The emotions involved in your line of work can affect even the most professional and seasoned actors,” the blonde explained.
Penelope furrowed her eyebrows. “You think Colin…” she trailed off, almost laughing at the absurdity of her suggestion.
The other woman simply tilted her head, silently implying that it was indeed possible. She then picked up her cup and took a sip before saying, “You two are close friends, but that doesn’t make you immune. Just remember what I always told you in our meetings.” She paused briefly before adding, “Be careful,” taking another sip as if she were being casual when the actress knew she was being anything but.
At that moment, Penelope felt torn between shame—as if she were a child caught cheating by a teacher—and, more strongly, curiosity about what had led Tilley to believe Colin was struggling with character detachment. And, honestly, she was getting drunk enough to consider asking, but before she could do so, a loud commotion erupted on the other side of the room.
The Bridgertons really had no clue what they were thinking. Up to that point in the evening, they had engaged in cheerful and easy conversation, both among themselves and with the Sharmas. But it was clear that this calm atmosphere would never last. After all, gathering so many of them at an event without some disruption felt unnatural.
They should have realized that when chaos erupted at the corner of the bar, one of them must have been responsible for it. However, what they didn’t expect was that it would be Anthony — their very demanding and stoic older sibling—who, at that moment, was throwing a punch at the main actor of his movie for everyone to see.
“Anthony!” Daphne cried out, as if her insane brother could actually hear her from such a distance, while everyone else widened their eyes in shock.
And once they had recovered from their shock, the least expected person in the group took the lead. Without hesitation, Kate started making her way towards the mess, with a puzzled Benedict, Simon, and Daphne trailing closely behind her.
“Mark my words, I’m going to fire you!” Anthony shouted, pointing at an astonished Thomas, who was still holding his aching cheek. “If you think I’d tolerate your comments about her,” he continued, advancing toward Thomas, but Simon and Benedict quickly grabbed him by the shoulders, holding him back to prevent an even bigger scene from unfolding.
“Anthony!” Kate was the one who yelled this time.
Unlike Daphne’s, her exclamation made him stop in his tracks and turn to face her. She stared at him wide-eyed while everyone around them paused to gawk at the scene.
“I was talking about my other movie, man,” Thomas finally managed to say, raising his hands in surrender.
Ah, Anthony thought to himself as he let his shoulders drop, his drunken brain slowly processing the situation. For a moment, the two men simply stared at each other in silence, while the newcomers struggled to comprehend what had just happened.
Then, Daphne cleared her throat, her problem-solving instincts kicking into high gear. “I think he needs some ice,” she suggested, pointing at Thomas. “Let me... let me get some,” she said, turning on her heel and heading toward the kitchen to occupy herself, if nothing else.
“Great idea,” Benedict said a bit too loudly, wearing a strained diplomatic Bridgerton smile. “Let’s get some ice,” he said, using Simon’s help to pull Anthony along with him.
Anthony was focused on Kate, who shot him one last glare before they all made their way to the kitchen across the bar.
Upon entering the spotless, white room, with its polished stainless steel sinks and ovens gleaming, Daphne was immediately greeted by the inquisitive stares of the chef and his five assistants. Then, she waved them off as if she hadn’t completely invaded their workspace.
“Never mind us,” she said as soon as the others arrived, the door swinging open noisily once again. Putting on her best innocent expression, she asked, “Do you have ice, by any chance?”
Simon and Benedict finally released Anthony, each ready to bombard him with questions, but neither was as prepared as his sister to confront him.
“Have you completely lost your mind?” Kate beat them all to it, walking toward him with her nostrils flaring.
And for the first time in their lives, Simon, Benedict, and Daphne witnessed the impossible: Anthony looking sheepish.
The director scratched the back of his head. “I thought he had—”
“How could you be so irresponsible?” Kate continued, advancing toward him and unleashing her frustration. “What are you going to do if Thomas quits?”
Anthony raised his eyebrows and opened his mouth to respond, but she pointed at him and said, “Don’t you dare say he has a contract because you know very well this breaches it.”
The man then closed his mouth, glaring at her before he decided to speak again.
“And what if he sues you? Did you even think about that?” she asked, feeling her voice growing along with her worry as the trio watched them, as if it were a tennis match with a clear loser.
The director scoffed and finally managed to say, “Thomas is not going to sue me.” They had certainly been in worse brawls during their college days.
“Wonderful. So the only problem is you drinking the entire distillery all night,” she said, crossing her arms.
Benedict exchanged a wide-eyed look with Daphne and Simon, unsure of what was happening in that kitchen, but definitely enjoying it.
“I’m not that drunk,” Anthony said, placing his hands on his hips. “I just got...” He huffed before saying, “Annoyed.”
There he went again with that word; she could swear that man only had one driving emotion in his brain.
“And so you choose to cause a scene and ruin your reputation?” Kate asked sharply, arching an eyebrow.
“No,” he said pointedly. “I was more concerned about yours.”
That finally caught Kate’s attention; she uncrossed her arms and watched him with furrowed brows.
“Here’s your ice,” one of the assistants said hesitantly, handing Daphne a plastic bag filled with ice while eyeing the arguing duo with caution.
“We better get going,” Daphne said, wasting no time in pushing Simon and Benedict out of the kitchen, glancing back one last time at Anthony and Kate, who were still locked in a stare.
As the trio made their way back to the others, Benedict joked, “Are we going to share what we just witnessed with the group, or should we use that information as blackmail for later?”
Daphne realised she was still holding the ice and had forgotten to bring it to Thomas. “I’m not sure,” she replied slowly, trying to process what she had just seen, while Simon just shook his head and laughed.
“There you are,” Hyacinth exclaimed as they arrived. “Is everything alright? What happened?”
Benedict pressed his lips together, grimacing comically, before responding, “We’re not really sure.”
Edwina looked around before asking, “Where’s Kate? Is she—”
“With Anthony?” Simon raised his eyebrows and replied, “Yes.”
“Oh,” Edwina said, a small smile appearing on her lips. “I see.”
Hyacinth and Gregory regarded them with suspicion, as if they could smell the gossip in the air and needed it immediately. Meanwhile, Colin seemed completely distracted, his gaze fixed on the bar counter, where a redhead was progressively drinking more with each passing minute.
In the kitchen, the older Bridgerton took a deep breath once he was relatively alone with Kate and said, “Thomas was going on about some co-star of his who reckons they could boost their on-screen chemistry by…” He took a deep breath, “getting physical.”
Kate’s eyes went wide, and she felt her temper rising. “And you honestly think I’d consider that?”
“No,” Anthony replied straightaway, tilting his head as he added, “which is why I punched him.”
Kate blinked, trying to wrap her head around that insufferable man’s thought process.
“I said I wasn’t that drunk,” he continued, grimacing as he sat down on a stool by an unused stainless steel counter. “I didn’t say I wasn’t drunk at all.”
Rolling her eyes, the actress sat beside him. Then, glancing at the others in the room, she asked, “I know we’re already intruding, but do you happen to have any coffee?”
Anthony closed his eyes and let out a small laugh. Oh, he loved that woman. Perhaps that summed up all of his problems.
Opening his eyes again, he took in her tired but beautiful face and said, “You know that what you just did will definitely make my family suspicious.”
With a sigh, she glanced to the side, watching as the same assistant kindly prepared a Nespresso coffee. “I don’t mind that,” she said, her tone softening, and Anthony perked up slightly. She turned to him and added, “What I do mind is that people will talk about you getting drunk and getting into bar fights, however.”
He bit his bottom lip, feeling strangely moved that someone was concerned about him like that, when it was usually him worrying about everyone else.
“There are worse things that can happen to someone’s reputation,” he murmured.
Kate watched him, still unable to hate him for the mess he created, despite feeling furious. Her mood hadn’t been the best since their fight, so she could relate. Not that she would ever dream of doing something as utterly brilliant as getting drunk at a work party, of course.
“What is it?” he asked, noticing a shift in her expression.
Kate shook her head, but before she could answer, the assistant handed her the coffee. She thanked him and held the cup out for Anthony to take.
“I was just thinking that...” She took a deep breath, looking into his eyes. “You really need to start listening to what people are actually saying instead of assuming they said something they haven’t.” That seemed to be a pattern Anthony had followed that week, both with her and with Thomas.
Then, suddenly, the actress stood up, and he furrowed his eyebrows in confusion. “I’ll leave you to your coffee,” she said. As he looked up at her, she continued, “And I think I’ll be heading home.”
He watched her go, deciding it was best to heed her words for the moment. Out of all the things he needed to tell her, he should do it while he was sober.
She still hasn’t come to greet them.
Honestly, if Colin needed any confirmation that something was wrong with Penelope, or between them, this was as close as he would get. One could argue that perhaps she hadn’t seen them, but if that were the case, it was only because she was so focused on downing pint after pint that she didn’t even turn around when Anthony caused a ruckus.
Suddenly, she stood up, wobbling slightly as she did. However, she turned around, swaying as she slowly walked towards the door and exited the bar.
And, at that moment, Colin had reached his limit.
“Where do you think you’re going?” Eloise said, reaching for his arm when she noticed he was about to leave the group.
“After Penelope,” he said through gritted teeth, not wanting to waste any time before the actress left for good.
His sister pursed her lips, having witnessed her friend storm out of the room as well. Penelope appeared to be in a tough spot that evening, and honestly, her brother didn’t look any better. A combination of the two could only lead to disaster. But one look at his expression, and she knew he wouldn’t change his mind.
“Anyone can see you two out on the streets. Can you at least try to keep that in mind?” she said.
“I know,” he replied impatiently before rushing after Penelope, leaving the rest of the group watching him in confusion as Eloise simply shrugged at them.
As soon as Colin stepped outside and the cold night air struck his face, he looked around in desperation, wondering which direction Penelope might have taken.
He noticed a small group of teenagers smoking and drinking on the opposite sidewalk, and an elderly couple struggling to get into their car to his right. Then, finally, he spotted her to his left.
Despite the chill, Penelope stood by the bar against the wall, bare of a jacket or sweater to shield her from the cold in that cursed dress. She wrapped her arms around herself, attempting to create some warmth. Her gaze was fixed on her feet, likely the reason she didn’t see him coming.
“Pen,” he called hesitantly, feeling absurdly afraid of what he would find in her eyes when they met his gaze.
When she lifted her head, it was as bad as he had feared. To make matters worse, Penelope did something she had rarely done in their relationship—she scoffed.
“Of course,” she said, exhaling a breath that reeked of alcohol
Her voice carried a subtle drawl, and her skin had a clammy sheen. And although Colin had rarely seen this side of Penelope before, he knew for a fact that she was heavily intoxicated.
The redhead ran her fingers through her ponytail, tousling it as she glanced sideways. “Look, Colin, I don’t have time for this right now.”
Then it was his turn to scoff because, truly, after everything, that could only be a joke.
“Yeah, that seems to be your problem these last few months,” he replied bitterly, placing his hands on his hips and clenching his jaw. “Apparently, you don’t even have time to pick up your phone.”
That made Penelope turn to him with her jaw dropped. If she noticed the indignation on his face, she chose to ignore it because the next thing he knew, her glazed eyes were suddenly alight with anger. “Funny, I thought I was doing you a favor.”
The actor paused, as he couldn’t possibly understand where that was coming from.
“Since I’m such a burden,” she continued, her voice sharp as she took a step closer to him. “You should just stop being associated with me, unless you want them to force you into something you hate. Again.”
“Pen, what in the world—”
“Instead of once more,” she jabbed an accusing finger into his chest, and he could swear her voice was starting to tremble with unshed tears, “lying to me.” Pressing her index finger harder against him, she continued, “acting like it’s all good, like it’s just you being my friend.”
“I am your friend,” he replied, trying to understand what was going on.
That, however, seemed to be the wrong thing to say, as she looked at him with wide eyes just before she began slapping his chest.
He widened his eyes. “Pen, what—”
“And then you go behind my back,” she began to cry, and Colin was certain he would never get coherent information from her drunken mind at that moment. “And then you say how you really feel,” she continued, hitting him on the chest again.
Colin tried to grab her wrist to make her stop for a second. He looked around the street and noticed not only a group of teenagers staring at them, but also about five people chatting and laughing as they were about to walk past them.
“And I’m tired of this,” she continued, slapping him again.
“Stop it—”
“I’m so tired,” she confessed, crying more as he held her wrist, and she kept trying to wiggle free.
“Pen, stop,” he said, now pretty sure one of the teenagers was holding out their phone to record the scene.
“You’re the one who came after me,” she explained, still struggling in his hold like a ball of energy, trying to shove him away so he would release her. “You’re everywhere; it’s unbearable—”
With a sigh, Colin closed his eyes for a moment, making a quick, impulsive decision that seemed to be the only rational choice at that moment.
“Okay, I’m sorry, Pen, but…” he said before swiftly lowering himself, grabbing Penelope by the legs, and throwing her over his shoulder..
Her yelp filled the air before she resumed shouting at him. “Colin, let me go!” she exclaimed, now hitting his back.
However, he simply headed toward the parking lot while she continued to yell at him. “I’m not letting you go until we’re out of here,” he declared.
And after a few minutes, when she realized he wasn’t going to back down, Penelope finally seemed to calm down, not shouting or squirming in his hold anymore by the time he finally sighted his car.
“Alright. Let me get you home,” he announced as he approached the passenger door.
When he was met with complete silence, however, he furrowed his eyebrows. “Pen?” he asked, receiving no answer. He then attempted to glance at her face over his shoulder and finally understood why she was suddenly so quiet.
With a small laugh, he opened the passenger door with one hand and carefully adjusted her in his arms to place an asleep Penelope on the seat. She grunted slightly as he lowered her, nuzzling the seat as if trying to get comfortable for her drunken nap. Colin shook his head, unable to stop the small smile that crossed his face despite the dire circumstances.
He then reached for the seatbelt, securing it around her as he murmured, “Where was this energy when a bunch of sixteen-year-olds were about to send our pictures straight to Twitter?”
She simply mumbled something incoherent in reply.
After hiding for about 20 minutes, Anthony sat watching his empty second cup of coffee when the kitchen door swung open.
Thomas looked around the pristine white room for a moment before noticing the director just a few feet away, a relieved expression crossing his face. “I thought you had left,” he said
“Shouldn’t I be the one looking for you?” Anthony asked, his eyebrows furrowed and a slight hint of shame in his expression.
Thomas tilted his head, a hint of amusement in his expression as he said, “Probably.” He pulled a stool over and sat beside his friend. “You’re lucky Agatha and Charlotte couldn’t make it today,” he added playfully, “because they would have questions.”
Unfazed by the actor’s good mood, Anthony ran a hand over his eyes and began, “I’m sorry about...” He trailed off, huffing as he struggled to find the right words. “I was drunk, and I thought—”
“Look,” Thomas interrupted, catching Anthony’s attention immediately. He gestured with one hand to emphasise his point. “I may be reckless, but I’ll never be stupid enough to comment about having sex with the director’s girlfriend.” He raised his eyebrows, making sure his message was clear.
Anthony paused, studying Thomas’s expression before letting out a breath and redirecting his gaze to the opposite side of the kitchen. “You know,” he said.
With a shrug, the actor tapped his fingers on the stainless steel counter. “I wasn’t sure, but it’s always nice to have confirmation.” Narrowing his eyes at his friend, he added, “I’ve worked with both of you every single day. I’d have to be the slowest person in the world not to notice the difference.”
The director took a deep breath and nodded. “Does anyone else know?”
Shaking his head, the man replied, “I don’t think so.” He then tilted his head and suggested, “Maybe Agatha.” Anthony quickly turned his face towards him, causing Thomas to laugh. “What? She knows everything. I wouldn’t be surprised.”
Anthony exhaled deeply and ran a hand over his face. “Either way, I’m sorry,” he said tiredly.
Thomas waved dismissively. It wasn’t as if they hadn’t had worse fights when they were younger. “Anyway, do you need a ride?”
The oldest Bridgerton sibling furrowed his brows. “How much did you drink?” he asked.
Cheekily, Thomas made a zero with his hand, which earned an even more puzzled expression from Anthony.
Shrugging, the actor teased, “You looked really terrible today, and I figured you could use a sober shoulder to cry on.”
That earned him an eye roll from the director, even though it was tough because, honestly, Anthony didn’t understand what was going on that day with everyone looking after him. It almost made him feel ashamed.
“Come on,” Thomas said, gesturing with his head that they should get going.
Anthony stood up obediently and asked, “Can you drop me off at Kate’s?”
His request earned an eyebrow raise and an amused smile from Thomas.
When a wide-eyed doorman informed Kate that he had arrived at her building, Anthony half expected her to tell him he wasn’t welcome.
But somehow, he gained entry. And when he arrived at her floor, she was already standing at the door, leaning against the threshold with her hip and crossing her arms as she stared at him.
He twisted his lips at the sight and walked slowly towards her, as if unsure of how to approach.
“Wouldn’t it be best if we talked while you were sober?” she asked.
“I am,” he replied, placing his hand on his hip. At the incredulous raise of her eyebrow, he smiled slightly and added, “-ish.”
Kate shook her head in exasperation, but the corner of her lips turned up, and he considered that a small victory.
“I’m actually surprised you didn’t throw me to the curb,” he commented.
“Well,” she adjusted her posture and continued, her voice dripping with sarcasm, “even I have lapses of judgment sometimes.”
Despite the joke, Anthony pursed his lips, needing to pose a question that had been plaguing his mind. “Is that what this is—a lapse of judgment?”
“Anthony—” she warned, already wary of revisiting their last argument back in New Zealand.
He raised a hand to calm her and explained, “I need to know, Kate,” he said, trying to convey as much honesty as he could muster in his eyes. “Because this isn’t just a momentary lapse of judgment for me. And when you said that—” he hesitated, replaying their fight in his mind.
Taking a deep breath, he looked down at his feet. “I’m sorry,” he continued, almost as if changing the topic. “About tonight, I mean. But I can’t be sorry about how our conversation went, because if this really is just a fleeting moment for you, I cannot—”
“Of course not,” she interrupted, her tone almost offended. When he turned to her, her eyes were wide. “After everything we’ve been through, do you truly believe that’s how I…” she trailed off, the words choking in her throat, “feel?”
The director raised his eyebrows at her, as this was more insight than she had offered before.
“Fine.” She blew out a breath, as if reading his mind. “I’m sorry… too,” she said hesitantly.
Huffing, she continued, “Back then, I just wanted to know what we were going to say if we got caught.” And then, because honesty was apparently the best path to follow not to be misunderstood, she continued, as her cheeks reddened, “I guess what I just truly wanted to know was if you wanted to continue this when we got back.”
“Me?” Anthony asked, raising his eyebrows and pointing at his chest, looking at Kate as if she had lost her mind. When she nodded, not understanding his reaction, he scoffed. “Kate, let me be clear about something. If the press ever catches us, we can tell them we are dating, engaged, or even married for all I care.”
“Anthony!” Kate exclaimed, widening her eyes at his sudden and absurdly casual mention of marriage.
He smirked at her. “I just want to be with you. The ‘how’ is pretty irrelevant to me,” he said. “However, I realise it may not be the same for you because of the media.”
“Me?!” It was her turn to exclaim, her voice coming out shriller than intended as her heart raced. But when he nodded, she placed her hands on her temples in frustration. “Okay, we need to work on our communication skills.”
That made Anthony chuckle, which, without fail, made warmth spread through her chest.
“For the record, I don’t care either,” she said, her pulse still beating wildly after his words. “As long as we’re together.”
He beamed as he stepped closer to her, playfully narrowing his eyes as he said, “Even if Thomas sues me for all my money and my career as a director is in shambles?”
She rolled her eyes at him, though it was half-hearted as she smiled, easily allowing him to pull her in by the waist. “If you lose everything, I’ll let you crash on my couch.”
Laughing, he pulled her in for a kiss. She sighed against his lips, her hands reaching for his soft hair and running her fingers through it without a care in the world.
But then she broke away for a moment, having, in fact, one care left. “You need to talk to him, though.”
Anthony’s eyes were still focused on her lips when he replied, “Who do you think gave me a ride?”
She furrowed her eyebrows in confusion. “He—”
The director nodded, as if already understanding that she was about to ask if Thomas knew. “Apparently, we are not that discreet,” he remarked, raising an eyebrow, and she chuckled, much to his relief. “Is that alright with you?” he asked.
“As long as it’s not the press on our backs, it’s fine with me,” she replied.
With a sigh, he said, “We can worry about the press when, and if, it becomes an issue.”
The woman absentmindedly plucked at a stray thread on his shoulder as she said, “We do, however, need to think about what we’re going to say to everyone else. We can’t say we just are.” Her eyes were focused on his shirt, as if she were trying to appear casual about it.
Anthony couldn’t help but smile as he finally understood what she was asking. Surely, their communication skills were still a work in progress, but so were his interpretation abilities, he supposed.
“Would you prefer it if we told them we are boyfriend and girlfriend?” he asked, his eyes sparkling mischievously.
Kate looked at him, her mouth opening and closing as her cheeks flushed. She then pressed her lips together and focused back on the now non-existent strand on his shoulder. “I keep telling Edwina I’m not a teenager, but this makes me feel exactly like one,” she mumbled.
With a sarcastic arch of his eyebrows, Anthony took a deep breath and said, “If that’s truly immature for our age, we can always just jump straight to engagement.”
Her eyes widened again. There he went again, joking about that. “Anthony,” she admonished him, and he had the gall to laugh, pulling her closer and staring at her lips. She placed both hands on his shoulders, as if to stop him, and said, “I was thinking more along the lines of just saying we are dating.”
“Ah,” he replied, as if he hadn’t known that from the start. “So that’s what the conversation was about all along.”
She gave him a playful slap on the arm, and he chuckled. Then she buried her face in her hands while he looked at her with affection.
“I swear, sooner or later, you’ll drive me to seek therapy,” she mumbled against her palms.
“I’ll keep you company and sit in the waiting room if it comes to that,” he replied, matching her playful tone when she joked about him crashing on her couch.
She then removed her hands from her face, staring at him with a half-hearted glare that nearly made him chuckle, unable to contain his good mood.
There was a reason he could easily joke about marrying Kate—beyond just gauging her reaction to the idea, that is. It was because he knew he could do this.
He could do this for the rest of his life.
Fortunately for Colin, he actually remembered Penelope’s new address by heart.
However, that was where his luck began and ended. When he had to find a parking spot for his car, he realized he had a whole list of problems waiting for him.
For one, Penelope still appeared to be asleep, which meant the possibility of him having to carry her again was very real. This brought him to problem number two: none of her doormen knew him, which was the reason he couldn’t even park his car in the building’s garage. This meant the chances of any of them allowing him to go upstairs with an unconscious girl in his arms were nearly zero—and rightfully so.
And that was just assuming that being denied entry was the only issue. Because, to be honest, he could handle tabloid rumours, but he absolutely drew the line at being arrested.
“Pen,” he called softly, placing a hand on her shoulder and hoping desperately that she would wake up. He cursed the day he advised her to move to a safer place.
She only mumbled in response, pressing her face against the window as she continued to sleep soundly.
“Pen.” He shook her shoulder harder, but she only mumbled louder in protest.
He threw his head back, wondering what he had done to deserve such a day, before shaking her lightly again. “If you don’t wake up, you’ll have to sleep in my car all night,” he said.
It was either that or he’d have to bring her to his flat. But, honestly, not knowing how angry she was with him while sober made him hesitant about that option.
“Too tired to walk,” she finally said, her words a little clearer.
He narrowed his eyes at her. “Can you make it to the elevator at least?”
“...Maybe,” she breathed out, fogging up the window as she did so. Then she reached out to draw a flower on the glass.
Considering that meant Penelope was at least half awake, Colin almost jumped out of the car, quickly walking around it to open the door for her. When he did, he found her pouting, of all things.
“Why can’t you carry me again?” she asked, and Colin found himself torn between exasperation and being completely endeared by the sight.
Placing a hand on his hips and raising his eyebrows, he replied, “Now you want me to carry you?”
Still pouting, the woman nodded. “You owe me,” she complained.
Colin ran a hand through his hair, scratching his head as he was still trying to figure out what that was all about. He then blew out a breath, saying, “Fine, I’ll carry you after we reach the elevator, alright?”
Penelope raised her chin as if considering his words, then agreed.
He felt a wave of relief wash over him as she attempted to stand up. She faltered on her first step, and he quickly came to her side to help her. With some effort, she walked in a zigzag pattern toward the elevator, successfully reaching it with only one double take from the doorman, who allowed him to accompany her inside.
Inside the elevator, she leaned against one of the metal walls, watching the electronic display count up the floors. When they reached her floor, Colin stepped out first, but Penelope paused by the elevator doors, leaning against them and looking at him with puppy-dog eyes.
“Fine,” he exhaled, returning to her and lifting her in a bridal style that time, sacrificing his back for the sake of... the things he did for that woman.
However, when they reached her door, he glanced at the electronic lock and realized he faced another problem.
“Okay, I don’t know your password,” he said.
Her glazed eyes seemed a bit confused, but then she looked at her door and understood. “Um,” she hesitated, “0203.”
He furrowed his brows, quickly typing in the numbers before the door swung open. “0203?” He stared at her, indignation etched on his face, and for a moment, even in her drunken state, she froze. “Do you want people to break into your home?” he continued, feeling as if he had transformed into Will, complaining about his client’s online passwords.
She relaxed again, saying, “At least it doesn’t have the number 1."
He shook his head in exasperation as he looked around her apartment, trying to figure out where her room was. It was truly a testament to how abnormal things had become that he hadn’t even visited her new place once. From what he could remember, she had started living there even before they went to New Zealand, so perhaps things had been off for longer than he wanted to admit.
Even so, Penelope was still Penelope. As he noticed a light pink hue on one of the room’s walls, he figured he had found the right one. So he carefully placed her on top of her bed, and she whispered her thanks before closing her eyes for a moment.
Colin then stretched his back and looked at her as if trying to figure out what else he could do to help. Eventually, he concluded it would be best to take off her shoes. Wrestling with the clasp of one of her red high-heels, he couldn’t help but wonder how women endured such torture when her voice suddenly startled him.
“Why are you so good to me?”
He turned to her, surprised to see her eyes open and keenly observing him when he thought she would be fast asleep again. Her question echoed in his mind, and he frowned. “I thought you said I was a terrible friend,” he replied, finally unclasping her shoe. It landed on the floor with a muted thud.
“I didn’t say that,” she whispered, turning her gaze toward the ceiling, her tone once again tearful.
Standing up, he walked toward her, determined to ask her one last time what had happened.
But then she interrupted him, asking, “I know it’s odd to snog a friend, but couldn’t you have told me?”
What? Now, more than ever, he felt completely lost.
“I truly have no idea what you’re talking about,” he said, hoping his tone conveyed the sincerity he felt rather than sarcasm.
Still, Penelope frowned at him. “Yes, you do. We’ve been here before,” she said. It was just another one of the countless times Colin would rather die than be associated with her in a non-platonic way.
Colin placed a hand over his chest, as if he were about to take a solemn oath. “Pen, from the bottom of my heart, I haven’t got the foggiest idea what you’re on about.”
“It’s all over the internet,” she replied, as if that explained everything. As he continued to stare at her in confusion, she added, “How you hated having a kissing scene with your co-star.”
And then Colin laughed. But as she widened her eyes at him in fury, he said, “Yeah, that’s about Cressida.”
She adorably crossed her arms over her chest. “Of course you’d say that.”
“No, you don’t understand.” He raised his hands to stop her, almost feeling like laughing again at the sheer absurdity of the situation. “There is not a single chance this rumour is about you.”
He was reaching a point in his life where he almost wished it were true. Maybe then his dreams would stop plaguing him at night, and his memories would leave him alone during the day. Maybe then he would stop wishing he could touch her every miserable second of every wretched day.
She narrowed her eyes at him. “You’re going to tell me that there isn’t a 1% chance—”
“There isn’t even a 0.1% chance,” he replied immediately, feeling a once-heavy weight lifted from his shoulders. If that was what was making Penelope act so strangely, then the problem was solved.
Penelope chuckled incredulously, still thinking he was trying to spare her feelings. “Really? I had just learned how to kiss. Like, five seconds prior, I was probably a terrible kisser.”
He shrugged sharply, as if she were being absurd. “You’re a fantastic kisser,” he said, thankful she was drunk, because what even was this conversation?
She widened her eyes at him, tilting her head on the pillow as she regarded him, as if he were the one being nonsensical. “Now I know for a fact you are lying.”
Colin stuffed his hands into his pockets and took a deep breath, grimacing slightly. “Sometimes, it’s not about how someone kisses, but rather who they are.”
That made Penelope finally stop doubting him. With furrowed eyebrows, she asked, “What’s that supposed to mean?”
He looked at her, her blue eyes sparkling with curious intoxication, her cheeks flushed, and her hair dishevelled. His heart ached at the sight of her, as it always did. For a moment, he considered telling her everything—how torturous it had been to spend so many months away from her, with nothing but the memories of their kisses lingering in his mind. Even in that very moment, it felt like unbearable torture to maintain the facade that he wasn’t irreparably in love with her.
“I’ll tell you when you’re sober,” he ended up muttering instead. He decided maybe it was time to tell her, whether she was Debling or not. He just needed her to remember it when he did.
Then he looked around her room, realising that there was one last thing he needed to do before he left. And Penelope went quiet, contemplating the man’s words as he walked toward her dressing table, noisily rummaging through the products there. The redhead blinked at the sight, wondering if she was hallucinating.
“What are you doing?” she asked.
“Searching for anything that will help me remove your makeup,” he replied, picking up a large transparent bottle and reading its label as his other hand reached for the cotton pads.
She wrinkled her forehead. “Since when do you care about skincare?”
He glanced at her. “Since I became an actor,” he said, returning his attention to the dressing table and picking up a moisturiser. He then walked back towards her with his hands full. “I mean, this is our instrument of work,” he explained, gesturing towards his face with the hand that held the hydrating cream. “You don’t want to clog up your pores, do you?”
“Okay, I really am drunk,” Penelope said with a giggle, because there was no way Colin Bridgerton actually said that.
A smile spread across his lips when he heard her laughter, a sound he had missed dearly. He found it amusing that this was what prompted her to admit she was tipsy, because to him, in that moment, they felt more like themselves than they had in ages.
He knelt by the headboard, dabbing micellar water onto a cotton pad before applying it to her face, carefully wiping away her foundation. And although he was so close that she could feel his breath against her skin, she couldn’t help but feel amused. A wide smile spread across her lips as he concentrated on her right cheek.
“Are you going to tell me to double cleanse in the morning?” she asked.
He narrowed his eyes at her, the corner of his lips curling up. “Maybe,” he said.
He grabbed another cotton pad and continued his mission to remove her makeup, pausing when he noticed that she still wore some lip gloss. Taking a deep breath, he removed the product from her lips, careful not to lose his composure and linger.
Penelope’s blue eyes watched him with great interest. Suddenly, she said, “Well, if you insist that I’m truly not that terrible, where do I rank on your list of screen kissing partners?”
He blinked, sure he had misheard her. “What?” he asked, bringing himself back into action as he discarded the cotton pads by his knees and reached for the moisturiser.
She crossed her arms over her chest again, the bed jiggling slightly with the movement. “If you’re swearing that I’m not an awful kisser, I want to know,” she insisted.
Colin’s mouth twitched into a smile, finding her petulance adorable. He cleared his throat, trying to maintain a serious expression as he dabbed the moisturiser on her forehead, cheeks, nose, and chin.
“Um…” He furrowed his eyebrows, pretending to think hard about the answer, even though he already knew it from the start. “Number one.”
“What?!” she exclaimed, and he couldn’t help but chuckle as he gently spread the cream across her skin. “How can I be number one? Not even—” she paused, trying to remember the names of his former romantic co-stars but coming up blank, as she hated them all.
“No.” He shrugged, not caring to know whom she might mention.
She shook her head at him in disbelief, making it harder for him to moisturise her face. “See, this is why I say you lie to make me feel better,” she said.
“I’m not lying!” He defended himself, struggling to keep laughter out of his tone, given the absurdity of the situation. He then stood up again, walking towards her cabinet to search for a blanket.
“Maybe that’s just who you are, then. You lie to everyone to make them feel better,” she continued. He shook his head, a humorous grin spreading across his lips as he reached for a fluffy blue blanket. “Maybe that’s how you have a whole parade of women standing in line for you.” She made a dramatic sweeping gesture with her hand, and Colin couldn’t contain the chuckle that escaped him.
“I taught you everything I know about charming people,” he retorted, his voice tinged with sarcasm, “and none of that included lying to anyone.”
He walked back towards her, draping the cover over her and then leaning in to tuck the edges to her sides.
She scoffed. “Please,” she said, disbelief clear in her voice. “You really want me to believe you have shown me everything you do to seduce a woman?”
Halting his ministrations, he pondered whether the woman was on a mission to make him lose control.
“Why?” he asked, looking at her with a raised eyebrow as he hovered over her. “Do you want me to show you?”
She gazed at him, her blue eyes shimmering with an intensity that sent shivers down his spine, and he was convinced her cheeks looked even redder.
“Maybe,” she whispered in a husky tone, causing Colin to freeze as he tried to grasp the true meaning of restraint that night.
Her hand reached out, thumb gliding across his bottom lip and slightly opening his mouth, revealing his uneven breathing. A shiver ran down his spine as he wondered what she was planning to do to him and whether he could survive it. Then, she leaned in closer.
And it took all the strength he had to lean back, holding her hand that had just been resting on his face.
“Pen…” he said breathlessly, his eyes roaming her face. “You’re drunk,” he explained, hating everything about that day. For he wanted nothing more than to forget everything and surrender to her, but not like that.
Her expression fell, and she dropped back onto the bed, turning away from him to face the window. “See, I knew you were lying,” she murmured.
He stared at her, completely confused by what was happening. Frustration washed over him as he ran a hand through his hair. “I promise we’ll talk about this when you’re sober,” he said, hoping they could also continue whatever had almost happened between them.
She nodded, still refusing to look at him.
And with a final sigh, he headed to her kitchen to grab a glass of water and a mountain of aspirin for her.
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PHEW (×2)
My darlings as much as I'm on a rush right now as always know that my comments are open and you know how much i love hearing your thoughts and discussing things with you. So let's go!!
Have a good night, and God bless you 💖
Chapter 18: De-roling
Summary:
Penelope attempts to escape reality and Colin as Eloise invites her for an afternoon off.
The problem is that she forgets the tiny detail that Colin is a Bridgerton.
Notes:
HELLO???????
Well, my darlings, I took too long again, and I'm sorry. This time it wasn't for a bad reason, but simply because I was in Argentina (travelling), and it was honestly hard to find a decent amount of time to write every day there. BUT I DID WRITE, and here I am posting it, even if it took me forever. Life legit keeps getting in the way of my updates sooner, and I'm really sorry. My vacations are over now, so back to business!
And hey, I'm actually typing this text instead of speaking it, so here is the second piece of good news hahahaha
Also, I know it's a freaking Monday afternoon (for me), but man, I NEEDED to post this yesterday, but it was like the universe wouldn't let me, so here we are.
without further ado, let's go
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Liliane🫧 @penel0pesswife
I KNEW HE WAS TRASH I KNEW SHE SHOULD STAY AWAY FROM HIM
| aniston @penelo_pee
@penel0pesswife From the beginning it was just obvious there was something wrong with that relationship i don’t know why people are so surprised
| ⁺˚⋆。 Pat is waiting for Love and Stationery ⁺˚⋆。 @patty078
@penelo_pee @penel0pesswife The way everyone acted like she was crazy when they heard she rejected him
| Liliane🫧 @penel0pesswife
@patty078@penelo_pee MY GIRL HAS GOOD INSTINCTS
🧸 Bree @briannaroth
this man first humiliates her on a magazine then shames her for rejecting him and now this
| nani @shortnnsweets
@briannaroth I’m genuinely scared for her
Alex 𓍢ִ໋🌷͙֒ @VibeXia
But when I mentioned colin had a past being abusive ppl said i was crazy
𝔠𝔞𝔯𝔩𝔬𝔰 @carlosbton
I truly don’t know what to think
val @featheringtonlady
What else needs to happen for people to realize #he is not worth our time? Overhyped, undertalented, drug addict, fat, ugly and probably a manipulative friend on top of it all
| val @featheringtonlady
And aging like milk but that’s besides the point
Joana @JJ94
Can we stop gloating abt being right abt colin and actually start discussing how there’s something obviously wrong with the snh set
| Larissa ❀˖° @dorjoriessbaby
@JJ94 SERIOUSLY
| Joana @JJ94
@dorjoriessbaby I swear every time i blink there’s a new rumor
kimberly @funniestgirlk
So… apparently it wasn’t just colin but anthony too
| Joe @Josephnavarro
@funniestgirlk what??
| kimberly @funniestgirlk
@Josephnavarro https://www.instagram.com/stories/dixtoi/384735085450790236? igsh=NDhlYXViNXhiYzRh
| Joe @Josephnavarro
@funniestgirlk I dont wanna give her any views what is it
| kimberly @funniestgirlk
@Josephnavarro Blind item ofc but it’s 100% about anthony getting on a fight last night
| Joe @Josephnavarro
@funniestgirlk are you kidding me????
mani @manimania
All the bridgertons are all problematic but you people not ready for this discussion
| Liliane🫧 @penel0pesswife
@manimania OH I’M READY
| Alex 𓍢ִ໋🌷͙֒ @VibeXia
@penel0pesswife@manimania Daphne’s brand is a scam, anthony knowingly abuses power on set, a toddler’s finger panting is better than benedict’s art, hyacinth is insufferable and talentless and gregory is useless like tell me why this family is so hyped
Cinthy❤️🔥🐉⚔️ @Cy3452n
Okay team what are we thinking
|⋆˚✿˖° it’s always rainy in delulutown⋆˚✿˖° @loranator
@Cy3452n Idk i don’t buy it
| Olly @bridgertonscol3
@loranator@Cy3452n I’ve been following colin for years excuse me if i’m gonna wait for more information
| K. @gingerkam
@bridgertonscol3@loranator@Cy3452n What more do you need there’s literally a video
| Olly @bridgertonscol3
@loranator@Cy3452n@gingerkam Yes of him just picking her up? I don’t see what’s so problematic about /that alone
| K. @gingerkam
@bridgertonscol3@loranator@Cy3452n LMAO are you serious
🦋 Wyatt 🦋 @redheadnthesword
Colin stans truly the worst brand of people I know
「 ✦ tami ✦ 」 @bR1d6y_Qu33n
I…. this makes no sense theyve been friends for years
| Chrissy @chriszabala
@bR1d6y_Qu33n Yes he’s been a problematic friend for years
⋆.˚🦋༘⋆ Fa @loratheexplorer
Okay idc if y’all hate me for saying it but there’s literally NOTHING on that video literally anything could be happening they could be drunk for all we know
| ⋆。 ゚☁︎。 ⋆。 ゚☾ ゚。 ⋆ Dan @leo_norax
@loratheexplorer FINALLY?? WAS I THE ONLY ONE THAT SAW HER HITTING HIM BEFORE HE PICKED HER UP????
| 🌸Hilly🌸 @hilllaryss
@leo_norax@loratheexplorer no lol
Ⓐⓢⓗ @dorieussw1fe
here’s what we know: pen and colin were fighting, pen hit him in the chest and he picked her up. THAT IS IT. everything else is pure speculation
🆅🅸🆅🅸 @featheringtonviv
Are you people SERIOUSLY trying to shift the blame to pen now? LOL
| Selena. @selfabbri
@featheringtonviv no one said that
| 🆅🅸🆅🅸 @featheringtonviv
i swear its like your heads are so far up that guy’s ass that you can’t even see how harmful it is to say its her fault
Daniella @pensfeathers
genuinely terrified of how potw filming went
| Sa. @sarahsnorthqueen
@pensfeathers im actually more worried abt the next one tbh
| Daniella @pensfeathers
@sarahsnorthqueen is she supposed to keep working side by side with him now? like… and for how long has this been going on while production just turned a blind eye to it i honestly don’t know what to think
| Sa. @sarahsnorthqueen
@pensfeathers if we’re being honest its obvious they didn’t care abt pen since the beginning so are we surprised
| Daniella @pensfeathers
@sarahsnorthqueen the director is his brother the producer knows his family ofc theyre gonna cover for him
Dee @warofthorns
… and this is why i kept saying he should have stayed away from #her
| fi is tired @fifigrande
@warofthorns honestly i swear its like he WANTS the attention seeker to ruin his career
Exclusive: The Off-Set Turmoil Between ‘The Sword and the Heart’ Stars Colin Bridgerton and Penelope Featherington Exposed
By Valery White and Samuel Taylor
For years, Colin Bridgerton and Penelope Featherington have been playing childhood best friends on the acclaimed epic saga “The Sword and the Heart.” Their on-screen chemistry has sometimes mirrored a real-life bond, stirring both controversy and affection in the public eye. However, behind the scenes, it appears that their relationship may not be as friendly as it seems.
One viral exchange from last night was captured in a video provided to Daily Mail (see above) shows Bridgerton and Featherington’s shaky relationship. Shortly after leaving a London pub, the two actors were seen in a heated exchange, with Featherington seemingly delivering a slap to Bridgerton’s chest. The situation escalated as Bridgerton responded by lifting Featherington over his shoulder and carrying her off camera, amidst a backdrop of continued shouting.
This incident has ignited discussions online, bringing renewed attention to Bridgerton’s past behaviour, including instances of inciting online hate against his co-star, violent altercations with paparazzi, and struggles with drug addiction.
The Daily Mail reached out to the actors’ representatives for comments but has not yet received a response.
The first thing Penelope saw when she cautiously opened her eyes was a foggy and uncomfortably bright room. So, she decided to turn over and try sleeping on her right side. But then, something on her nightstand caught her eye.
Can we talk tomorrow?
-Colin
Squeezing her eyes shut, she replayed the memories from the previous night after reading the note. Did she really yell all those things at him? She threw her hands over her face, trying to hide from reality itself. The alcohol had transformed her into a psychotic individual. She had slapped him, for crying out loud.
She had tried to kiss him.
A groan escaped her lips at that memory, and she pulled the blanket over her head. As if it weren't enough to have revealed her most embarrassing thoughts that she had kept hidden inside, she had also attempted to make a move on him, and, of course, he had stopped her.
What on earth was she thinking?
Wincing, her head throbbed with every movement, and she decided it would be best to make use of the items on her nightstand in addition to the handwritten note from Colin. She threw off the covers and sat up, reaching for the tall glass of water he had left there. Next to it, five white pills were scattered, and she wondered if she should take them all at once or if he had left so many for her to decide.
For once, she decided to be sensible, especially after recent events. She took just one and popped it in her mouth, then her phone rang.
With a flinch, she massaged her aching temple with one hand as she reached for the offending device with the other, shocked at seeing Eloise’s name on the screen.
“How are you?”
Penelope blinked. “I’m fine. Good morning to you too, El. How are you?” She attempted humour, but her voice was too raspy for that intent. After a gulp of water, she finally swallowed the pill.
“About to kill my brother,” Eloise replied.
“What? Why?” Penelope asked, grabbing the note from Colin and admiring his calligraphy. It had been a while since she had last seen it. “Which brother?”
There was a scoff on the other end of the line. “Which brother,” the brunette muttered. “Colin, obviously.”
Furrowing her eyebrows, Penelope lightly touched the edge of the small white card. “But why?” she asked incredulously.
After a moment of silence, Eloise asked, “Have you been online?”
A cold, familiar feeling of dread crept into the redhead’s stomach. “No, I’ve been asleep. Did something happen?”
Another moment of silence passed before the Bridgerton woman replied, “Nothing important.” She then took a deep breath and continued, “Do you remember the summers we used to spend at my house?”
Was she still drunk? Penelope wondered as she took the phone away from her ear to stare at it. Why wasn’t that conversation making any sense?
“Yes, of course,” she replied. There was a time in her life when she had spent every June and July with them. She would have to be out of her mind not to remember.
“I was thinking I could stop by there today and go to the pool for a bit. Do you want to come with?”
Penelope furrowed her eyebrows. The actress had, oh, so many questions, but somehow, there was a most absurd part of it all. “Eloise,” she began incredulously, “It’s winter. We’re going to freeze.”
“My mom finally got an indoor pool, and it’s heated,” Eloise replied, as if it were the most mundane thing in the world. “…If that’s your only problem with my idea, that is.”
Penelope paused, her fingers still fiddling with Colin’s note. Maybe that was what the conversation was about—Eloise was trying to gauge where they stood in their relationship with that crazy suggestion.
And if the Featherington girl were to be honest, she would admit that she didn’t know. But would she jump at any opportunity to distract herself from whatever had happened the previous day, all while enjoying Mrs Bridgerton’s likely posh indoor pool?
“Yeah... that’s my only problem with it,” the redhead replied, biting her bottom lip. She heard a small, relieved sigh from Eloise and then remembered another concern. “Just to clarify, we are the only ones who will be there, right?”
“I think mum will be home, but other than that, no. Why?” Eloise asked.
Squeezing her eyes shut for a moment, Penelope opened them again before confessing, “I really don’t want to run into Colin today.”
There was another pause on the other end. “Like I said, I’m going to kill him.”
“What? No,” Penelope wrinkled her forehead. “He didn’t do anything.” As always, he was insufferably wonderful, she thought to herself. “It’s me; I’m the problem.”
She was genuinely too mortified to look at him at that moment. Her mind was still racing, trying to come up with excuses for why she had tried to kiss him and for everything she had said. Maybe she could use Tilley’s excuse—she could claim she was still caught up in her character. That could work.
“…Are we still under the no-questions-asked rule?” Eloise asked.
With a sigh, Penelope replied, “For anything concerning your brother, just assume that’s the case.”
She knew that would only pique the brunette’s curiosity further, considering Penelope had never once singled out Colin in any conversation with her. Hiding her feelings was Penelope’s speciality, after all. But for once in their lives, Eloise was actually offering not to ask questions or give her loud opinions on something, which was as rare as red diamonds, pink unicorns, flying pigs, that sort of thing.
“Fine,” Eloise finally replied, her tone clearly begrudging.
Penelope smiled, remembering their last conversation over the phone. “Well, if you’re sufficiently sweating now, I think we can go to the pool.”
Eloise paused, then said, “Actually, could you give me a ride there?”
Penelope couldn’t help but let out a small chuckle. Oh, how the tables have turned.
“I’ll call my driver,” the actress said, daunted by the prospect of London traffic, let alone the London-Hampshire drive.
With that, they finished their call. Penelope stared at her phone screen and noticed she had received 25 missed calls from Colin, 10 from Mrs Varley, 3 from Alfred, and 1 from her mother. Additionally, her social media notifications were lighting up.
After years of public scrutiny, her only logical conclusion was that something must have happened.
But then she locked her phone and took a deep breath. She had enough problems for the day and didn’t want to add any new ones to the list. So, she decided to go to the pool, and whoever needed to talk to her would have to wait until later.
Colin was on his twenty-somethingth call to Penelope when he realised he should probably take a moment to breathe. After all, given how much she had to drink the night before, there was a good chance she was still sleeping. Because there was no way she was ignoring him again, was there? Even if she didn’t remember a single thing, he had left her a note.
He was still glaring at his phone when John walked into his flat, greeting him with a good morning and eyeing Colin with a caution that the actor had neither the time nor the patience to dissect.
“Will asked me to talk to you about the schedule for tomorrow—” the assistant started to say, but Colin interrupted him with a wave of his hand.
“I am already aware,” he replied. The actor knew he was meant to shoot a new ad for Burberry the next day, continuing his long-standing collaboration with the brand. He then walked toward John, phone in hand, while his assistant looked uneasy as he approached. “Do you understand anything about IT? Why isn’t my Wi-Fi working?” he asked, pointing at the low signal on his phone, wondering if it was the reason he hadn’t received any calls from Penelope.
John hesitated for a moment before glancing at the screen. “Yesterday, you asked me to keep the same password for everything because you couldn’t remember all the new ones.”
Oh. Right. Colin had completely forgotten about that.
“But even for the Wi-Fi?” He asked, furrowing his brows at his assistant, who widened his eyes slightly, as if realising he shouldn’t have changed the internet connection password.
Colin closed his eyes and sighed. “Fine, what is it?”
John quickly scanned the room for the small piece of paper where he had written down the long and complicated password. He found the crumpled note and handed it to Colin, who stared at it as if he were seeing it for the first time. “You’re telling me this is my password for everything now?”
John nodded, and Colin shook his head. “I’ll never remember it.”
“I guess you can change it again, as long as...” He paused, unsure if he might offend the other man.
“As long as?” Colin asked distractedly while trying to enter the password on his phone.
The assistant grimaced slightly as he continued, “As long as it’s not ‘one, two, three’?” When his boss turned to him, John raised his hand as if in surrender. “According to Will.”
Colin huffed. “Fine.”
John sighed in relief, and as Colin returned his focus to his phone, the assistant asked, “So, what do you want your password to be now?”
Twisting his lips in thought, the actor was about to say it when a door noisily swung open.
Both men turned sharply toward the second Bridgerton sister as she walked into the living room carrying a black duffel bag. She wore a blue sweatshirt with bikini straps peeking out over her shoulders and sunglasses perched on her head.
Her brother looked at her incredulously. “Where on earth are you going?”
Eloise simply adjusted the strap of the duffel bag on her shoulder, acting as if there were nothing unusual. “To the pool.”
Colin grimaced, his entire face wrinkling in disbelief. “The pool? It’s ten degrees outside.”
She raised her chin defiantly. “Mum now has a heated one, and Pen needed some cheering up,” she pointed out. “So?”
The actor froze for a moment. “Penelope.”
Eloise crossed her arms, adopting a judgmental stance that looked ridiculous given her current outfit. “Yes. Do you have a problem with that?”
He blinked. “No.” He had no problems with that, apart from the fact that he had been calling the actress like crazy, only for her to ignore him and spend time with Eloise instead. “Why are you two even—”
“We used to spend our summers by that pool; it’s nothing out of the ordinary,” Eloise added, averting her eyes as if her brother wouldn’t notice that it was, in fact, nowhere close to summer.
“Yes,” Colin paused again. “We did.” He gestured between himself and her, knowing that his sister was well aware he also spent those months with them.
Catching on to his meaning immediately, Eloise quickly said, “Well, Daphne used to be there too, and she won’t be there now either. So,” she added, rushing to the door. However, before leaving, she turned around and narrowed her eyes at her brother to make her point unmistakably clear. “Don’t even think about crashing. This is my day with Penelope, and she doesn’t want to see you.”
With that, she left.
And all Colin could do was snort.
Penelope didn’t want to see him? After the previous night, after months of her unexplained distance, she had another thing coming if she thought he’d take that cold shoulder quietly.
“John, cancel all of my appointments for today,” he instructed.
Without waiting for his assistant’s answer, he looked at his phone again, knowing exactly what he needed to do.
Colin: so
Colin: remember that favour u owe me
Daphne: no?
Colin: oh really
Colin: i guess i can ask will to let his contact at penguin random house know they dont need to keep your name on the blacklist for friedrichs dating memoir anymore
Daphne: I despise you
Colin: you’ll get over it
Daphne: what do you want
Colin: grab your swimwear and don’t ask questions
It had been so long since Penelope had visited the Bridgeton House—or even stepped foot in Hampshire—that when her eyes fell on it again, the manor somehow seemed even bigger than she remembered.
The tall brown walls loomed as impressively as before, and from within the car, Penelope gazed at the house, where soft sunlight streamed through the lower windows, illuminating the living room and kitchen with warm rays. Above, she counted the five windows, imagining the rooms within: Mrs Bridgerton’s, Anthony’s, Benedict’s, Daphne’s, and Eloise’s. In her mind, she also mapped out the five unseen rooms at the back: Gregory’s, Hyacinth’s, Francesca’s, Colin’s, and at last, the guest room.
Looking back, Penelope realised that meeting such a family was nothing short of a miracle. For a moment, she pondered the absurdity of fate. If she had been born just a couple of years later, she would have been too young to remember the time when her father still had some money from his family, before he lost it all to gambling. She wouldn’t recall the years they spent living in Hampshire, and she certainly wouldn’t remember happily walking and giggling in Queen Elizabeth’s Country Park on that fateful day when her yellow hat was blown away, hitting Colin Bridgerton straight in the face while he was learning to ride a horse—an incident that changed her life forever.
Later that same year, however, she would also remember the unsettling sight of strange men, whom she would later recognise as loan sharks, visiting her house. She would recall seeing her mother cry for the first time and the horrifying image of her small pink bed placed on the curb as she discovered what it was like to live without comfort.
Penelope learnt early on what her place in the world was supposed to be, and it wasn’t alongside the Bridgertons. Yet, remarkably, the Bridgertons wanted her in their lives anyway. Fortunately, she was also smart enough to earn a scholarship and stay in the same school as them. So, despite all the obstacles, life unfolded as it was meant to.
With a deep breath, the redhead stepped out of the car, instructing her driver to return later that evening. She took a moment to look around the front garden, noting the green, perfectly trimmed grass, the pine tree path leading to the entrance, and the now-dry flowerbeds by the door, likely wilted due to the low temperatures.
As soon as she walked through the front door, a warm, comforting scent of vanilla filled her nose, instantly bringing back memories of all the times she had visited the house during the colder months.
“MOM?!” Eloise yelled beside her, shattering the calm environment in her typical fashion, which almost made Penelope laugh. “ARE YOU HOME?!”
It didn’t take long for her mother’s footsteps to echo from the living room, her exasperated figure following the disruptive noise. “Yes, Eloise, of course. Must you—” Violet halted immediately upon seeing who was standing next to her daughter, her blue eyes widening and a smile spreading across her lips. “Penelope?” she asked, almost leaping towards the woman and wrapping her in a tight embrace.
The gesture felt familiar, and Penelope was so overwhelmed that her eyes began to water. “Hi, Mrs Bridgerton,” she said, her voice choked with emotion as Violet cradled her head, the scent of her ever-familiar Chanel No. 5 filling the space between them.
The older woman looked as elegant as ever, her hair styled in an elaborate bun, wearing a dark blue blouse and a white suit over it. She pulled away, holding Penelope’s cheeks as she stared at her. “You look well,” she declared before lowering her hands. “I suppose I already knew that from checking up on you from afar; nevertheless…” she said, eyeing Eloise with a hint of accusation, “it’s always better to see you in person.”
Eloise huffed and rolled her eyes. “Wonderful to see you too, mum. I have also been well, thanks for asking.”
Violet simply raised one perfectly trimmed eyebrow at her daughter. “You hate it when I ask about your life, Eloise.”
To which the brunette simply raised one defensive index finger in the air and said, “No, I hate it when you ask if I’m still single.”
The actress couldn’t help but giggle at their antics, while Violet shook her head disapprovingly at her daughter. “Well,” the Bridgerton matriarch said, taking a deep breath, “I was actually waiting for you to arrive so I could get going, which is unfortunate, I must admit,” she announced, a look of regret on her face as she turned to Penelope. Then, she looked pointedly at the redhead, as if issuing a warning. “But I trust this won’t be the last time I see you.”
Penelope bit her lip, feeling immensely guilty for having disappeared from such a kind woman’s life. It was even worse that she couldn’t give her any guarantees now, considering her feelings for her third son. Still, she nodded, determined to remain an optimist.
Violet nodded, feeling satisfied as the other woman agreed. Before she began searching for her purse, she explained, “I’m truly sorry, but I can’t keep the shareholders waiting for long.” She placed the strap of her Prada bag over her shoulder, took a deep breath, and added, “Even with Anthony there, I’m afraid he won’t be enough today.”
With that, she headed toward the door as Eloise furrowed her eyebrows. “Anthony? Are you sure he’s in any condition to—”
“He has to be,” Violet interjected with an exasperated sigh. “I tried to convince him not to attend the meeting today, but you know how your brother is,” she added, shaking her head before blowing kisses to both girls and heading for her car.
Eloise shook her head, frustrated with her brother, while Penelope furrowed her brow. “Did anyone tell her about last night? Why—”
“Tell her?” Eloise whipped her head toward her former best friend. “It was all over the—” she paused, staring at Penelope as she realised the other piece of information that was also making headlines.
The actress seemed to sense that something was wrong. She ran a hand through her hair and exhaled loudly. “You know what, don’t tell me. If the entire internet is calling me an ugly, disgusting, uncontrolled drunk, I’d rather find out later.”
The brunette frowned slightly, her voice soft as she replied, “Yeah, I figured… but just so you know, the worst part isn’t about you.”
Penelope looked at her, confused by the honesty she saw reflected in Eloise’s expression. But, deciding it was best to distract herself from the situation, she asked, “Well then, can we finally go to the pool?”
Penelope had to give credit to Eloise. Random and absurd as her idea was, the actress felt completely relaxed.
Mrs Bridgerton’s indoor pool area was simply lovely, featuring tall, elegant windowed walls that offered a view of the garden while keeping the cold out. The pool itself, of moderate length and adorned in a light blue hue, shimmered under the soft glow of sunlight, with gentle wisps of steam curling from its surface.
The usual staff that worked at the house was off for the day, a common occurrence since the Bridgerton children had left Violet with an empty nest—as she sometimes joked. This meant Eloise and Penelope had to fend for themselves in making their drinks, which turned out to be easier than they had expected, given that both women had lived independently at various points in their lives.
They chose to remain alcohol-free for obvious reasons, namely Penelope's hangover, so they ended up sipping colourful juices in fancy glasses. Eloise relaxed in the pool while Penelope lounged on one of the grey chairs by the poolside, listening to the playlist her friend had created. She wore sunglasses to shield her eyes from the bright afternoon light, as her head still ached from it.
In a way, that scene transported her back to all those summers spent in that house, where it felt like they had no cares in the world. Their only concerns were deciding which activity to pursue next and whether Violet would get upset if they got too much water inside the house or damaged an expensive decoration.
A smile spread across her face at the thought of those memories. She remembered how Daphne would lose her mind every time an accident occurred. Eloise would suggest hiding whatever they had broken in a cabinet, while Penelope usually stayed in the corner, feeling nervous—unless Colin was present, of course. His laughter was infectious, and it always made Penelope giggle along. Later, Francesca would join them, offering practical suggestions on how to fix the broken item instead. In fact, Penelope was quite sure that Mrs Bridgerton still had the porcelain horse they had destroyed one summer when she was eleven. They had all tried to superglue it together, with the ten-year-old pianist urging them on. The end result was a poor creature with its head twisted backwards and its front legs switched from left to right.
The thought nearly made the actress laugh again, to the point where she wondered if she was hallucinating, as she was fairly certain she saw Daphne walking into the pool area wearing a baby blue bikini. Then, she was certain that she wasn’t hallucinating anymore when the next person to appear was Colin. This had to be reality because only in real life would he be so intent on torturing her. After all, the man had the nerve to show up shirtless.
The words Thomas and I lift weights all the time during our physical training echoed in her mind as she stared at him, counting the muscles on his abdomen before her gaze stopped at his black swimming shorts. She lowered her sunglasses for a better view, completely forgetting that she was supposed to be avoiding him. However, her admiration was abruptly interrupted when he crossed his arms over his chest and stared back at her with a defiant expression.
Or as much of a defiant expression as he could muster at the moment, since he was convinced that Penelope’s choice of outfits lately was designed to drive him crazy. There she sat, her fiery red hair loosely tied in a ponytail, sunlight reflecting off the golden highlights as she lounged on the grey chair by the pool, her red V-neck one-piece swimsuit barely concealed by a sheer pink cover-up, creating an unsettling view of her creamy skin.
“What do you think you’re doing?” Eloise yelled from the pool, gesturing with indignation at the newcomers and catching his brother's attention before he could act impulsively.
Colin cast a sarcastic look at his sister. “Didn’t you say you’d remember old times today? Shouldn’t everyone come together for that?”
Eloise shot him a withering glare that could have dried up all the remaining plants in the garden. “Oh, really? Then who is he supposed to be?” She motioned sharply towards a shirtless Simon. “Francesca?”
Her brother-in-law, dressed in dark red swimming gear, placed a hand on his chest with all the seriousness in the world. “Well, I’m profoundly offended you didn’t recognise me, dear sister.”
The brunette rolled her eyes up to the sky.
“Sorry, I didn’t mention it earlier, El. I tried to call, but neither of you were picking up your phones,” Colin added pointedly while glancing at Penelope with a sarcastic grin.
In response, Penelope glared at him from under her sunglasses. But realising she had no way to defend herself, she merely slurped her drink as if she had no idea what he was talking about.
“Fine,” Eloise said sharply as she climbed the pool’s small stairs, her steps heavy with water. “Since you insist on being here, you might as well help me make more drinks,” she added, pulling on his arm as she headed toward the door, clearly having no intention of giving him any alternative.
Daphne looked at her two siblings, who were clearly on the verge of a confrontation in the kitchen. She then glanced at Penelope, who seemed unfazed by the situation, and finally at Simon. He nodded toward the door, silently encouraging her to follow the chaotic duo while reassuring her that he would handle things there.
The older Bridgerton daughter nodded in response and headed toward the kitchen, while Simon turned to Penelope and asked, “Was I too naive to think I would eventually get used to this?” with a hint of amusement before stepping into the pool.
Penelope simply snorted in reply. “I gave up trying when I was eight.”
“I explicitly told you not to come,” Eloise shouted as soon as they entered the kitchen.
Colin turned to her in irritation, his jaw clenched as he replied, “I’m sorry, El, but this has nothing to do with you.”
“Nothing to do with me?” She pointed at herself. “It’s my day you’re interrupting.” She paused, letting her hands drop to her sides. “I told you she doesn’t want to see you.”
Colin scoffed bitterly, shaking his head. He turned to grab three champagne flutes from the wall cabinet. “Tell me something new. She never wants to see me these days.”
“Well, I’m sure you know why,” Eloise said, her shoulders rising in indignation just as a confused Daphne walked into the room.
“I have no idea why,” Colin exclaimed, raising the flutes he was holding as he shrugged. “So if you’re so all-knowing, please enlighten me about why my best friend,” he pointed at himself with both hands, “won’t answer my calls or texts for months, even after I repeatedly asked her if something was wrong.”
Eloise blinked. Alright… Perhaps she had to admit she couldn’t enlighten him there since she thought Penelope was avoiding him because of whatever had happened the previous night.
“Will either of you tell me what is going on in this house?” Daphne blurted out when the two finally fell silent.
Colin let out a sigh, turned around, and carefully set the wine glasses on the black countertop. He then opened the stainless steel refrigerator and quickly assessed its contents for anything that might be useful in making a drink.
Eloise observed his unusually subdued demeanour as her mind raced. “Just Colin being an idiot. Nothing new,” she added half-heartedly.
The man simply shook his head, lacking the energy to argue, and focused on grabbing the leftover orange juice and champagne instead.
“What is happening between you and Penelope?” Eloise asked, finally accepting there was more to the story than she had initially thought.
He paused his ministrations. “I just told you: I don’t know,” he sighed as he poured juice into the three flutes he had left by the sink.
The brunette crossed her arms over her chest. “You’re going to tell me you don’t have even a small inkling about what it could be?”
He paused again, his eyes resting on the wall in front of him for a moment. Yes, he had a suspicion. But Penelope had reassured him countless times that it couldn’t be true. So, with a sigh, he replied, “No.” Gripping the edge of the sink, he asked for something he never thought he would in his life: “And I would really appreciate it if, for once, you could find that one sisterly bone in your body and ask her, since she refuses to tell me.” He then shut his eyes, feeling genuinely desperate, and added, “Please.”
The two women exchanged a glance, having never seen Colin ask for such a thing in his life. It instantly made Eloise feel… worried, in a way that truly compelled her to want to help him. But then she winced, realising the predicament she was in.
“I can’t,” she replied.
Colin turned to her. “I’m serious, El. I know this is a lot to ask. If you want me to beg, I—”
“I am serious too,” she interrupted, widening her eyes. She understood how important this was, even before he articulated it. And yet. “I can’t.”
He blinked in confusion. “Why?”
Because she had just promised not to ask Penelope anything about Colin, and their fragile friendship was barely holding together. She wondered how she could tell her brother that without breaking the friendship code, all while trying not to hurt him by pretending everything was fine when it clearly wasn’t.
“Fine. Then I’ll do it,” Daphne interjected as Eloise struggled to find her words.
“No!” Both of her siblings turned to her in sync.
The blonde’s eyes widened at them. “What? Why? I’m great at—”
“Exactly,” Eloise replied, while Colin simply waved his hand and resumed the explanation for her, “If it were anyone else, it would be fine. But Penelope will be able to tell from a mile away if she’s being managed by you.”
Daphne looked between them, indignant, before placing her hands on her hips and honing in on her brother. “What other option do you have?”
She had a point. Colin let out a deep sigh, running a hand through his hair as he turned back to prepare the Buck’s Fizzes. “Fine,” he said reluctantly.
Daphne beamed in victory, but as he began to pour champagne into their glasses, her eyes widened.
“No, wait!" She exclaimed, reaching out to stop him.
Colin looked at her in confusion, while Eloise furrowed her eyebrows at her older sister. Daphne cautiously retracted her hand, placing both hands in front of herself as she cleared her throat. “I can’t drink alcohol,” she explained, and as their curious glances continued, she added, “I’m pregnant.”
“What?” Colin exclaimed, a smile spreading across his face despite the turmoil he felt inside. Eloise reflected his expression, even though she typically shied away from emotional displays, pregnancies, and children in general.
“I haven’t been able to tell anyone yet, except for Simon, of course. Things have been so—” She was cut off as both siblings pulled her into a tight hug, the earlier chaos forgotten for the moment.
When Daphne and Eloise returned alone, Penelope should have known it was too good to be true.
“Where’s Colin?” Simon asked, leaning on the edge of the pool, his brow furrowed in confusion.
Eloise rolled her eyes. “About to set fire to mum’s kitchen, I’m sure.”
That only confused the man further, so he turned to his wife, who sighed.
“Colin is always hungry; you know how he is.” She waved her hand dismissively. “But I can’t stand being in that kitchen any longer. Mum must have had fish for dinner last night because the smell just…” She trailed off, “made me nauseous.”
Simon nodded, used to that phase of hers by now.
“I just didn’t want to be there,” Eloise added with a shrug, as if needing to justify herself.
“All right,” Simon declared, pushing himself out of the pool, water splashing onto the floor as he made his way to the lounge chair where he had placed his towel earlier. “I’ll supervise then,” he joked before heading to the kitchen himself.
And then there were three.
Penelope didn’t move from the lounge chair as she scrolled through the playlist’s endless list of potential songs. Daphne and Eloise exchanged glances before the brunette headed back into the pool. The blonde eyed her mission cautiously before sitting in the chair to her right.
“So,” Daphne cleared her throat. “Pen, how have you been? We didn’t get a chance to talk yesterday, and it feels like ages since we last caught up.”
“I’ve been…” Penelope paused, her hand hovering over her phone before she pressed play. “...well,” she replied, her voice sounding unsure.
Daphne rested her hands behind her head, adopting a more relaxed position. “I heard you were filming a new movie?”
Penelope nodded as she reached for the glass she had left on the side table. “We wrapped up a few days ago, actually.”
“Already?” The blonde raised an eyebrow, and Penelope nodded again. “Well, I’m sure I’m going to get a lot of requests soon from people wanting to steal your looks.”
The redhead smiled at Daphne’s kind words. “I don’t think that’s likely,” she said in a self-deprecating tone. “But I suppose it’s more likely than someone asking for a tutorial on Nora’s looks,” she added with humour in her voice.
“That much is true,” Daphne replied with a small smile, secretly grateful that Penelope was steering the conversation in the direction she wanted. “How was it this time around when you filmed with Anthony and Colin? I know how my brothers can be.”
From the pool, Eloise snorted in agreement before continuing to swim, not adding much more to the conversation.
The actress, however, bit her lip. “It was... good,” she said in a weak tone. Then, she cleared her throat, finished her drink, and returned to her previous position, leaning against the armrest of the chair. “It was good.”
Daphne and Eloise exchanged a quick glance.
“Well, I’m sure you’re just being kind,” the eldest Bridgerton daughter continued, exhaling loudly. “I can’t imagine any universe where Anthony wouldn’t be a nightmare to work with; we almost had to hide the knives from Kate in the kitchen yesterday.”
The comment elicited a giggle from Penelope. “That’s just Kate and Anthony for you,” she said, shaking her head in fondness. “But your brother is a wonderful director.”
Daphne tilted her head. “I suppose he may be,” she replied, then turned to Penelope. “But what about Colin?”
Penelope visibly froze while Daphne maintained a perfectly nonchalant demeanour.
“What about him?” the redhead asked, letting out a nervous chuckle.
“Well, considering the nightmare he has put you through last time around, I feel the need to ask,” the eldest Bridgerton daughter said, and if she were honest, that wasn’t much of a plan as it was a genuine worry.
Meanwhile, Daphne's comment brought a bittersweet twist to Penelope’s lips. Those first promotional months felt like a lifetime ago, but they were still relevant, she supposed.
“No, Colin is a great co-worker,” the actress sighed, “and an even better friend.”
Daphne furrowed her brow, sensing that Penelope’s answer and her tone of voice didn’t quite match.
Penelope cleared her throat again, trying to keep her emotions in check. “I think I’ll get in the pool for a bit,” she announced, standing up abruptly. “Eloise must be tired of being by herself,” she added before taking off her cover-up and walking toward the pool, leaving a defeated Daphne behind.
Colin was pacing in the kitchen, running his hand through his hair and exhaling heavily, when Simon found him. Miraculously, the oven was on but not on fire, contrary to Daphne’s earlier warning. Although what Colin was cooking on it was anyone’s guess.
Taking a deep breath, Simon observed his brother-in-law’s pitiful state and crossed his arms. “She’s embarrassed because you rejected her.”
The actor stopped in his tracks, his flip-flops almost scraping against the floor as he turned to Simon. That statement was so baffling that Colin didn’t know where to start. “What? How do you—”
“How do I know?” Simon replied, raising an eyebrow while heading to the oven to make sure Colin’s cooking wouldn’t cause indigestion. He peered through the small oven window and spotted a dozen fish sticks. “Because I have at least two functioning brain cells.”
Then he straightened his back and stared at the increasingly confused Colin.
“But—” the actor paused, realising that the how wasn’t even the important part. “Rejected her? What are you talking about?”
The other man shot him a look.
“So what’s happening between you and Colin?”
Penelope choked, orange juice spraying from her mouth and splattering all over her chest while Simon lounged effortlessly in the warm pool, his arms casually draped over the edge, the poster picture of relaxation.
“No…nothing,” Penelope said, placing her glass on the side table and attempting to wipe herself off with her hands.
“I thought we were in the Distressed Bridgerton Adjacent Club,” Simon joked, motioning between them. He then sighed and added, “Or at least I hoped there was a good reason why Colin dragged my wife and me all the way out here.” He tilted his head and gestured to the water surrounding him, “Besides this fabulous pool, of course.”
That somehow elicited a chuckle from Penelope. She would be lying if she said she hadn’t immediately recognised that Colin was furious she was ignoring him. However, she never expected he would bring his sister and her husband along for whatever excuse this was.
But maybe she should have. He was a Bridgerton, after all. Penelope shook her head with a moment of fondness. Perhaps Simon was right; they did need to start a club to support those around that deranged family.
“Um.” Penelope cleared her throat. “It was nothing. I got really drunk yesterday and did something stupid, but Colin stopped me. I’m just really embarrassed to face him today, but you know how they are,” she said with a sigh. “Never understand nuance.”
Simon chuckled and nodded.
Simon raised his hands as if to say there it is, while Colin’s mind raced
She was avoiding him because she had tried to kiss him, and he had stopped her. What?
“Okay, but that could mean a hundred different things,” Colin said, almost as if he were arguing with life itself. Because after everything, there was just no way—
Simon crossed his arms over his chest. “Yes, it can mean a hundred different things, and yet, am I wrong?” he asked, raising his eyebrows at Colin.
The actor paused, unable to hide his reaction even if he tried.
Simon then tilted his head, almost as if the actor had said an audible yes.
“Like I said, I have at least two functioning brain cells to figure this out. How about you?” he asked, earning a glare from Colin. He then gave his brother-in-law a small pat on the shoulder and added, “Talk to her. I’m going to head back to the pool before your sisters create a mess. I can see Daphne’s scheming expression from a mile away.”
And with that, he went as fast as he came, leaving a frozen brother-in-law behind.
Could it really be that simple? Colin couldn’t help but feel slightly… frustrated. Or perhaps angry was the more accurate term. She was drunk, for crying out loud. Did she really think that was him rejecting her? He had summoned all the strength left in his body not to kiss her. In fact, this was now his constant state around her, just finding new dictionary definitions for herculean effort not to kiss her. And now she was avoiding him because he hadn’t.
He let out a frustrated laugh and ran a hand over his face, a thought pushing its way into his mind before he could stop it.
Fine.
If the problem was that she wanted him to kiss her, then that was exactly what he was going to do.
Colin exited the kitchen, the oven forgotten, with a singular mission in mind. He was determined to resolve this issue that afternoon, even if it was the last thing he did. However, as soon as he arrived at the pool area, he saw Eloise, Daphne, and Simon chatting and laughing in the water.
“Where’s Pen?” he asked them, noticing they were acutely redheadless.
“She went upstairs,” Eloise explained, battling wet strands of hair that clung to her face. “She got water in her ears.”
Her brother nodded, familiar with that annoyance of Penelope’s from growing up watching her complain about it. Then, making a quick decision, he left the room.
“You’re welcome!” Eloise called sarcastically after him, while Daphne and Simon shook their heads at her.
The actor, however, didn’t look back. With unwavering determination, he headed to the guest room, knowing that’s where Penelope would be, as she always searched for cotton swabs in its bathroom. She had given him the perfect opportunity to speak to her alone, and he wasn't going to miss it.
As soon as he reached the upper floor, Colin walked straight to the end of the corridor, already rehearsing in his mind what he was going to say. It wasn’t much, because all his brain could provide were a couple of tell me why you won’t stop ignoring me and you have got to be kidding me. By the time he arrived at the door, he realised this was the best he could do given his mental state, so he knocked.
“Pen,” he called. “Can I—”
A loud crash from inside interrupted him, halting all his plans of politeness as worry took over. Bursting through the door, he scanned the room, which was illuminated by daylight filtering through the window. Calling her name once more, he made his way toward the darkened bathroom, where the sunlight barely penetrated the shadows. There, amidst shattered glass and scattered cotton swabs from a broken jar, stood a shocked Penelope.
“I’m sorry, Colin. It was too high on the cabinet, and I—”
His eyes zeroed in on her bare feet, and before he knew it, he stepped inside, his flip-flops crunching on broken glass as he scooped her up and set her on the white vanity top.
This time, however, she didn’t scream as he lifted her; instead, all he could hear was her heavy breathing. As he focused on her face, she seemed mesmerised by his hands. Just as before, his grip encircled her thighs, which previously nearly took her breath away. But now, with her legs bare, his touch radiated warmth across her skin, the strength of his hold unwavering and intimate.
She raised her head slowly, her gaze wandering up his body with an intensity that sparked something within him. When her eyes finally met his, there was this look in them. He knew they were surrounded by the dim light of the bathroom, but sunlight streamed through the window, casting a warm glow on her features. And her eyes caught the light, and he could see her pupils dilating. If this were any other day, Colin might have been confused, but he had seen that look before—just hours earlier, when she had tried to kiss him. The difference now was that she was completely sober.
Colin wasn’t sure who moved first, but suddenly their lips met with such force that Penelope nearly hit the mirror behind her.
Her hands, cold yet welcome, traced up his back; a touch that sent shivers down his spine and, with a primal instinct, he tugged her closer by the tights. She responded instantly, her arm a warm weight around his shoulders, fingers digging into the nape of his neck, her lips moulding against his with urgency. He groaned, his fingers finding the smooth skin of her back beneath that cursed cover-up, tracing the curve of her spine.
She abruptly pulled away, a complaint forming on his mouth, before her lips found his bare chest. The unexpected contact, soft and demanding, stole his breath in a gasp. And his mind, thick with a fog of longing, felt sluggish, the thoughts heavy and unwelcome.
“Pen!”
And then they jolted apart, Penelope’s eyes widening as she stared at Colin, as if she could hear the sound of glass breaking again—this time inside her mind—accompanied by a string of curses.
“Your phone won’t stop ringing!” Eloise continued shouting, yet all that the actress could do was stare at her castmate, a repetitive loop of no, no, no, and what have I done replaying in her mind.
Colin immediately noticed the shift in her expression, and his once happy and fluttering gut plunged down to his feet. “Pen?”
“I’m… I’m sorry, Colin,” she muttered, avoiding his eyes and jumping back onto the ground, unbothered by the fact that she stepped on broken glass.
“What are you doing?” He barely had time to ask before she dashed out the door, racing from the room and leaving a few droplets of blood staining the floor in her wake.
He chased after her, tired of feeling confused. Because she had most definitely reciprocated whatever had just transpired between them, he was sure of it.
By the time he reached downstairs, she was taking her phone from a bewildered Eloise and heading outside, ignoring the cold, her state of undress, and the fact that she wasn’t wearing shoes. Colin also ignored his sister’s questioning gaze and headed straight outside, so focused on Penelope that he could barely remember it was winter.
“Pen!” he yelled, and at that point, he counted himself lucky that she stopped.
She had the hand holding her ringing cellphone pressed against her forehead, still looking toward the pine trees as she stood barefoot in the garden.
“I’m sorry, Colin,” she repeated, letting out a shaky breath.
His face scrunched up in confusion. “Sorry for wh—”
“I keep bringing you into this,” she interrupted, running her hand through her hair. Penelope truly didn’t know what she had been thinking; it was as if she couldn’t control herself around him anymore. He touched her, and therefore, she kissed him. It seemed like simple math inside her crazed brain now.
He blinked and stepped closer to her, trying to understand what was even happening. One moment, he thought they were finally on the same page, but the misery on her expression and in her tone couldn’t be further from how he felt when he was with her.
“Bringing me into what?”
“And now we’re in this confusion,” she continued, not even listening to him. “And it doesn’t make any sense because you said you never…” She took a shaky breath, recalling that one interview of his that should never be mentioned. “…in a million years.”
She wrinkled her forehead, almost as if all the pieces were coming together at once.The emotions involved in your line of work can affect even the most professional and seasoned actors.
Maybe what had once been just an excuse she borrowed from Tilley was now a reality; maybe this was what the blonde had been talking about from the start.
Colin frowned, trying to grasp her meaning. Regardless of what it was, he knew one thing for sure: he wasn’t confused about his feelings at all. “Pen, I’m not—”
“It’s like we’re stuck on who we were then, instead of coming back to who we actually are, isn’t it?” she concluded, tugging at her hair roots and ignoring him.
Colin felt time stop, finally beginning to understand what she meant in one sickening moment.
“What are you saying?” he asked, his voice hoarse. “That everything that happened between us, everything that happened now,” he gestured towards the house, “was just… what? A lingering effect of Nora and Leonidas? Is this… is this what it is to you?”
Penelope looked from the drying flower beds by the entrance, where the blue daisies had once been, up into his denim-coloured eyes. “What else could it be?” she asked.
She almost hoped that, somehow, he would tell her something different. And then she would finally know that, despite all the countless times in the past when he had acted as if he liked her, only for it to turn out to be yet another misunderstanding—despite all the moments when he confirmed he saw her only as a friend and nothing more—this time would be different. This would be the one year in a million where he actually loved her.
But the seconds ticked away, and he remained silent. And her heart sank as she confirmed her fears. Swallowing hard, she said, "I think we should take some time away from each other. We need to clear our heads and..."
What else could it be? The words echoed back to him, and his world collapsed in ten seconds or less as Penelope's voice became an indistinguishable blur after that.
Of course, what did he think this was? That somehow, despite knowing him all her life, Penelope, too, had also been lying to herself about her non-platonic feelings for him? That even when she had repeatedly said from beginning to end that this was about their work, it magically wasn’t anymore? That someone would see the frivolous third Bridgerton son as more than he had always been: a medium-talented actor, a blandly tempered man, a tepid conversationalist?
He was truly out of his mind.
“Damn it,” Penelope suddenly muttered under her breath, irritated by her relentlessly ringing phone, which Colin could barely hear over the rushing in his ears. She finally picked it up to make it stop ringing.
“Hello,” she said sharply, right before she flinched. “Hi, Alfred, no, I’m fine. I’m…”
Colin looked down at his feet, realising just how out of place he felt. It was strange to sense that he had overstayed his welcome around Pen. And yet, that was exactly what he was doing, wasn’t it? He wasn’t Penelope’s boyfriend. In fact, now that Eloise had truly returned to her life, he wasn’t even her best friend anymore. He was just her very good childhood friend—someone who happened to share the same profession as her, the same person he had always been.
With that thought, he turned around and walked back inside the house, the sound of Penelope’s conversation becoming an unwanted noise he wanted to banish from his ears.
“What did you do now?” Eloise advanced on him as soon as he returned, taking in his still very shirtless state. “It’s freezing outside. What were you two—”
“I’m going back home,” Colin interrupted, his eyes darting everywhere before glancing at Eloise with a dejected expression she wouldn’t soon forget. “I’m sorry for interrupting your afternoon with Penelope.”
And with that, he headed straight to his room, where he had stored his belongings, leaving a very confused Eloise behind.
Colin should have known that one of the worst days of his life was far from over when the first person he saw upon opening his flat door was Will.
“Where have you been?” the manager asked, standing up from Colin’s pristine grey couch, with John right behind him.
The actor closed his eyes and sighed before tossing his dark blue duffel bag onto the kitchen floor. “I was having a day off. I thought I was allowed one of those.”
Advancing toward him, Will pointed at his own chest in frustration. “Not when I’ve been calling you like a madman for hours.”
Taking a deep breath, Colin said, “Look, I know I had a couple of appointments today, but they weren’t anything major and I’ll just reschedule. Tomorrow, I’ll—”
“There is nothing tomorrow,” Will interrupted, his index fingers pressed to his thumbs as if he was slowly explaining it to a child.“This is what I’m trying to tell you.”
Colin paused, looking into his friend’s eyes—they had been in this situation before, and no more words were truly necessary. Still, because he was somehow a closeted optimist, he asked, “Did they cancel just for tomorrow or—”
“Indefinitely,” Will answered pointedly.
His client nodded, fully understanding the situation. He had a contract with Burberry, which meant they couldn’t breach it—at least for the time being—but it also meant they could delay associating their brand with him if they chose to do so.
Colin then ran a hand through his hair and took a deep breath. “How bad is it?”
The manager studied his expression for a moment before placing his hands on his hips. “Don’t worry about it. I’ll handle it. I just need you to lay low—”
“Will,” Colin said firmly, his eyes locked on the man as if to tell him to stop stalling.
His friend huffed. “Most of it is nothing new. You know how it is. But there are a lot of violent behaviour accusations going around—”
“Violent behaviour?” Colin asked.
“A few videos emerged from last night,” Will said, as if that explained everything. “I’m sure you know what they were about.”
Wrinkling his forehead, Colin was unsure if he really did know. The only thing he could think of was—
“On that note,” Will continued with a sigh, “you might want to consider agreeing on a story with Penelope for whatever it was your drunk arses were doing last night. We may need it in the future.”
Colin grimaced, wishing his career problems would at least do him the kindness of distracting him from the mess he called his love life. “Penelope and I are not exactly on speaking terms,” he said.
Will and John both froze, unusual as the situation the actor had described was.
Placing a hand over his face, the manager pleaded, “Tell me you didn’t actually do anything—”
“Of course not,” Colin exclaimed before the other man could finish his absurd thought. He ran his hand through his hair, tugging at the roots. “Just… we’re not on speaking terms. Can we leave it at that?” He dropped his hands to his sides and stared at the other two with frustration. “And can I, for once, keep my private life private, please?”
Will looked down at his feet and nodded. If there was one request he couldn’t fault Colin for, it was that one. “I’ll handle it,” the manager said, placing a hand on the actor’s shoulder. “I’ll talk to your publicist, PR team, the whole lot. You just need to focus on being low-key. And don’t check social media,” he added, raising his eyebrows to emphasise his point. “Do you hear me?”
“I hear you,” Colin said with a sigh, even though he knew he was going online anyway. Anxiety or not, there was no chance he wouldn’t check how much his career had been damaged. And if he were honest, he wasn’t afraid.
Nothing anyone could say would hurt him more than what Penelope said that afternoon.
Will nodded and went on his way while his client walked over to the couch, sat down, and took a deep breath before fishing his phone out of his pocket.
John remained in the same spot he had occupied since the beginning of the conversation, standing by the kitchen island and trying to gauge Colin’s mood.
“Um,” the assistant cleared his throat as he noticed Colin looking at his phone, clearly about to disregard Will’s advice. “Would you like some tea?”
The actor remained focused on the screen as he tried to log in to all of his fake social media accounts, but his eyebrows furrowed slightly at the question. “Sure,” he replied.
With a decisive nod, John strode toward the stove, reaching for the stainless steel kettle Colin always left there and filling it to the very top with water.
“John.”
He paused, and when he turned around, he saw Colin, his face etched with confusion, staring at him.
“Earlier today…” His boss began. “You already knew what was happening, but you didn’t tell me.”
The assistant squeezed his eyes shut for a moment, fearing he might have made another grave mistake. “Yes,” he said, his arms stiff at his sides. “It seemed like you already had enough on your plate. I…I thought one day off was needed.”
Colin blinked, occasionally surprised by the other man’s instincts. “Um,” he grimaced slightly; that small act of kindness amid a nightmare of a day almost made him feel embarrassingly emotional. “Thank you.”
With that, he glanced down at his phone again, while John let out a sigh of relief and returned to making tea.
“You have got to be kidding me.”
Colin didn’t even move from his spot as Eloise arrived, swinging the door open with her usual tact. John, on the other hand, nearly jumped out of his skin in the kitchen, almost spilling hot tea all over himself.
“Eloise, I truly don’t have time for this,” Colin muttered through clenched teeth, his grip on his phone tightening.
“Will one of you tell me, once and for all, what is going on?” she exclaimed, undeterred. “First, she gets drunk out of her mind, and you drag her around like an animal—”
Colin closed his eyes, trying to remain calm.
“Then both of you go out half-naked into the freezing cold,” she continued, gesturing dramatically toward the door as if the Bridgerton front yard were just beyond it. “And I’m left nursing a bleeding Penelope, who, of course, won’t say a single word to either me or Daphne because that’s just how the two of you are now, isn’t it?” She asked in frustration.
Clenching his jaw, his eyes remained glued to his phone as he refused to look his sister in the face. “Is she alright?”
Eloise paused her rant and stared at him, easily detecting the genuine concern in his tone. She dropped her shoulders and let out a breath. “Yes, she’s fine.” Colin nodded in relief, prompting her to add, “No thanks to you.”
Her brother simply sighed and nodded again.
“Is this how things are going to be now?” she asked, lifting her phone and pointing at the screen. “Me finding out what’s happening with you two on the internet?”
Colin closed his eyes once more before saying, with a truth he resented, “There is nothing happening between us.”
Eloise dropped her hands and scoffed, deciding to head to the kitchen to grab a well-deserved beer to deal with all that idiocy.
“Sure,” she said as she opened the refrigerator, while John watched her apprehensively, as if fearing that her chaotic energy might suddenly turn against him. She tossed her phone onto the counter and placed a beer bottle beside it, then turned to grab a tall glass from the cabinet, only to find John already holding one out for her. She muttered her thanks, poured the beer for herself, and continued to tap on her phone while glaring at her avoidant brother.
“If I go online right now,” she said, “I won’t find a single thing about you and Penelope, right? Nothing about whatever it was you two were doing last night. It was all just a figment of my imagination. But I don’t know,” she shrugged sharply, attempting to open her social media apps, “maybe my imagination will work again and username Polin4eva or something equally ridiculous will give me answers as to why my own brother and my best friend are acting like complete strangers.”
With Colin huffing in the background, she kept tapping away at her phone, only to discover that the media wasn’t loading. “Or I won’t, seeing as you’ve gone and changed the bloody Wi-Fi password again,” she said, tapping violently on her phone as if that would magically fix it. “Seriously, what’s the stupid password?” she mumbled moodily.
Upon receiving no answer, Eloise looked up at Colin, thinking he hadn’t heard her. However, the actor was already standing up to leave his teacup on the counter. “Well, if you’ll excuse me,” he cleared his throat, “I actually have things to do,” he declared before walking in the direction of his room.
“What’s the password, John?” she asked, refocusing on her phone instead of her absurd brother, who, for some reason, had stopped in the middle of his path.
“08 d in lowercase, 04 M in uppercase, exclamation point,” John said effortlessly as he placed the tea box back in the cupboard.
Eloise nodded, typing the password calmly while Colin relaxed, continuing on his path. Then she stared at the numbers she had typed, her eyebrows furrowing before she straightened her back.
“Wait,” she said.
Colin grimaced.
“Why 08 and 04?” Eloise asked.
He cleared his throat, focusing on the end of the corridor as he answered, “Just random numbers, since Will doesn’t want me to get hacked.”
Eloise glanced between her phone and her unusually stiff brother. “Random numbers?”
“Yeah, eight is two times four, so…” Colin shrugged.
Growing up with Colin, Eloise knew exactly how he looked when he was deflecting, and that was exactly what she saw at that moment.
“Yes, but it’s not just four and eight, is it? It’s 08 and 04,” she pointed out.
Colin closed his eyes and sighed, while John furrowed his eyebrows, not understanding what was happening.
“El—”
“As in the 8th of April,” Eloise continued undeterred, raising her eyebrows. “Pen’s birthday.”
John widened his eyes as the heart of the matter became painfully clear, as Colin ran a hand over his face.
“No, it’s not,” he replied tiredly, quickly rushing toward his bedroom.
“Yes, it is!” Eloise exclaimed as she walked towards him, feeling like she was finally getting closer to the truth. “Colin, you’ve never used a random password in your life. Not for your emails, not for your phone’s screen lock,” she said, her expression twisting in indignation as more memories flooded back. “Not even for your Neopets account, which is how I always hacked into it and stole all your brushes.”
“Well, there’s a first time for everything,” he declared exasperatedly as he reached the safe confines of his room.
Not that it mattered much, as Eloise was right behind him at that point, standing just outside his door. “Really? You want me to believe all of this is just a coincidence?” she asked.
“I don’t want you to believe anything, Eloise,” he interrupted with a seriousness she had rarely heard in his voice. His blue eyes were exhausted, just like they had been earlier at their old house. “What I want—what I need—is to be left alone.”
With that, he slammed the door right in her face, leaving the woman staring at it in shock. John suddenly appeared by her side, his expression indicating that he wasn’t the least bit surprised by what had just happened.
“John, what is going on?” She asked him.
With a sigh, the assistant replied, “Maybe we should go out for a coffee.”
After a cup of coffee and a large dose of uncomfortable information, Eloise returned to the flat.
As she walked toward her room, she decided to wait until the next day to talk to Colin. However, she noticed that his door was open. Inside, her brother sat on top of his navy blue duvet, scrolling through his phone in complete silence.
And seeing Colin so subdued made her heart ache. So, forgetting her plans to give him more time, she walked into his room instead.
She sat down in front of him, her weight causing the bed to dip slightly. “How bad is it this time?” She whispered.
He shrugged halfheartedly, his eyes still focused on the screen. “Burberry has halted a promotional shoot for now, so it’s not great. But it’s only been a day; it’s hard to tell.”
“This is what I don’t understand,” she said, keeping her voice low. “How can they decide to do something like this without even confirming if—”
“And they won’t be the last ones either,” Colin interrupted with a sigh, finally looking at her as he placed his phone beside him. “It doesn’t matter what is or isn’t true; what matters is what people believe. I’m a product, El. If I’m not selling, I have no value.”
Eloise shook her head, pursing her lips at his career choices. This was one reason she never understood her family’s love for such a corrupt industry. “I could never live like that,” she replied.
He chuckled humourlessly. “You already do,” he said. When she looked at him, he continued, “That’s just life. People will love you, admire you, and stick around as long as you’re doing well—as long as you’re rich, successful, and beautiful. But the moment you face real problems, watch all your admirers and so-called friends disappear.”
“Since when do you think like this?” Eloise asked, wrinkling her forehead at the sight of her emotional brother being so cynical.
“Since I’ve been here before,” he answered, the thin lines and wrinkles on his face reminding her that they weren’t children anymore.
A grimace crossed the woman’s face; hearing those words from Colin, of all people, still felt unsettling, even though she considered herself a pessimist and had often teased his naivete during their childhood. Her gaze then fell on his phone, which was still lit up. However, it didn’t display any of the many tabloid articles defaming his name. Instead, it showed a picture of Penelope at a cafe with a familiar blonde man.
And this was the thing about the second Bridgerton daughter: she could be accused of being many things—judgmental, opinionated, selfish, proud, and even a terrible friend—but no one could ever accuse her of being dumb.
“You love her, don’t you?” she finally asked, still staring at the photo.
Colin closed his eyes and let out a breath. “Eloise.”
“This isn’t just me being your annoying sister,” she said, turning to him earnestly. “I’m genuinely asking.”
However, her brother seemed more interested in fiddling with his fingers than answering her.
“You need to talk about these things, Colin,” she urged him, despite his refusal to look at her. “You think I don’t see that something is going on with you? We all do.”
Colin shook his head slightly, holding back the petty desire to retort, that’s a new one. There were days when it felt like he could be going through the worst moments of his life, and no one around him would notice.
“You’re one to talk,” he replied instead.
He got her there, Eloise had to admit stubbornly. However, she was determined to get the truth out of her brother.
“Fine, you wanted to talk?” she challenged, raising her eyebrows defiantly. “I’ll start then,” she declared, turning to face him and crossing her legs Indian-style over his bed. “Do you want to know why I came back?”
At that question, Colin finally looked at her, his attention fully captured.
However, now that she had his attention, Eloise bit her bottom lip, contemplating how to convey what she needed to say. Her family had always criticised her abrupt departure from London, her lack of communication, and infrequent contact—unlike Francesca or even Benedict, who kept in touch while he was in the States. The truth was, her reasons were so simple, embarrassing, and better left unspoken, as were her reasons for returning. Still, they were her only leverage with her stubborn brother.
“I…” she trailed off. “I wanted to find myself.” Colin furrowed his brow but nodded, signalling for her to continue. “I felt… alone. It was as if the things I saw that were wrong in this world went unnoticed by everyone else. The issues that troubled me didn’t seem to bother anyone around me. Even the things I enjoyed didn’t make sense to those close to me. It felt like I had no place in the world—not even with my best friend.”
“Not even with our family?” Colin asked, his forehead wrinkling.
His sister scoffed. “Especially with our family. All of you have everything so… figured out. You know what you want; you share a love for this…” She gestured around the room. “This world.”
Colin rolled his eyes, not even bothering to mention that what Benedict, Francesca, or even Hyacinth did was vastly different from his profession. It was a pointless conversation, since Eloise had always despised the celebrity status associated with their name, regardless of how it was achieved.
“I was always the odd one out,” she continued. “And, honestly, there comes a time in life when you start to wonder if the issue isn’t really with the world, but rather with yourself.”
“I understand—more than anyone,” he replied, finally meeting her gaze. “It would be hypocritical of me not to, given all my previous travels. But I wish you had talked to any of us before you left. I wish you had kept in touch. You may think you don’t have a place in our family, but we need you, El, to keep us sane and sometimes even to make things worse—who cares?” He shrugged, and she scoffed. “We don’t love you despite what you think are your flaws, and we don’t love each other just because we agree on everything. Far from it. Or do you honestly believe Anthony and I are similar in any way?” He raised his eyebrows and gestured toward the door as if their eldest brother were right there. “We don’t even care for each other because we’re family, as that’s sometimes hardly a requirement for most. We love each other because, after all this time, we know that no matter what happens, we will always stand by each other,” he continued. “So… El, you can go out there and soul-search wherever you please and for as long as you like, but you will always have a place in our family, regardless of what you find.”
Tears welled in Eloise’s eyes as Colin stared down at his fidgeting fingers. “If my opinion matters, that is,” he added, oblivious to her reaction.
The woman frowned. “Of course it does,” she said. “Why would you say that?”
“I don’t know, El,” he said, trailing off with a sigh as if deep in thought. “I understand that you believe you’re so different from the rest of our family, and I don’t want to shatter that deeply rooted belief of yours. But honestly, that’s not entirely true. You’re all very opinionated, stubborn, strong.”
“And you’re not?” she replied, raising an eyebrow at him as if he was being absurd.
Yet all Colin could do was offer a small grimace. “Most of the time I feel like I’m just…there, not the best, not the worst, just there.” He sighed. “Like a chair, like a table.”
“That’s not true,” Eloise responded, but Colin merely gave her a look of disbelief.
“Isn’t it?” He asked.
And for a moment, Eloise paused because, in a way, Colin was right. Like her, Colin wasn’t quite like the rest of their family.
“I suppose you don’t show it these days, but you’re softer-hearted than all of us,” she said. “But, despite what everyone may say, despite what I may have said in the past, that’s not a bad thing.”
A twist of pain flashed across Colin’s expression. Those were wonderful words to hear, but he had heard them before—from Penelope. And he couldn’t help but wonder what good his soft heart would be if, in the end, everyone walked away anyway.
“I mean it,” she insisted, noticing his expression growing sadder.
Colin silently shook his head, as if to tell her not to worry about it. Shifting slightly, he turned to her and changed the subject, saying, “You still haven’t explained why you came back anyway.”
Eloise raised her eyebrows. “Right, I haven’t,” she replied, shifting her weight on the bed and folding her hands together on her legs. “I suppose I figured out after a year and a half that it was a mistake, and I should probably call any of you back. But you know how I am, my pride wouldn’t allow it.”
He chuckled despite the turmoil he felt inside. Eloise had that superpower: the ability to be so incredibly herself that one couldn’t help but find it amusing.
“But I actually found a good job in Spain, so I kept telling myself that none of you wanted or needed me and that all of the space was good. Then I got a somewhat decent opportunity in Berlin, which I ended up taking because—”
“Francesca,” he completed for her, and she nodded.
“It felt like a good excuse,” Eloise shrugged. “And then…” she trailed off, meeting his gaze. “I saw you.”
His eyebrows furrowed in confusion. “Me?”
Eloise nodded, looking down at her hands. “You and Pen.” She pressed her lips together and cleared her throat as she continued, “I don’t know if she ever told you why we fought in the first place.”
“Only bits and pieces,” he replied, not understanding how that related to anything.
“Well,” Eloise grimaced, her fingers twitching anxiously, “The summary of how much I messed up is that I accused her of wanting to be my friend only because of my family’s connections and that she went to you behind my back for that very reason.”
Colin tilted his head back as if he had been slapped with that information. “Eloise—”
“I know, I know,” she said, holding up her hands to silence his protests. “Believe me, I know more than anyone. But when I found out she wanted to be an actress, it was easier to lose it and be bitter.” She sighed, scratching her head. “I wanted to believe those things because sometimes it’s easier to be angry at someone than to accept the truth. But then I missed her. I missed you both, really. And suddenly, you were everywhere with that movie of yours—TikTok, Instagram, YouTube, even on television. And I finally saw what I’d been refusing to see.”
Colin furrowed his brow as Eloise looked him in the eye. “You love each other,” she said.
At that, her brother let out a loud exhale, running a hand through his hair as he averted his gaze.
“You always have,” she persisted, despite his agitated demeanour, and probably because of it. “I didn’t want to accept it before; it was easier to convince myself that I wasn’t the annoying sister who got in the way of you two. But now I—”
“Penelope spent years barely speaking to me after you left,” he shot back. “Whether you want to accept it or not, you were her best friend, and I had absolutely nothing to do with it.” He huffed loudly, his body rattling with the movement as he looked at the wall by his bed. “Of all the people on the internet who would believe made-up stories, you were the last—”
“Well, I’m not just a stranger from the internet, am I?” she asked, looking at him pointedly. “I know both of you, probably better than anyone else. And I know what I saw.”
Colin had no argument against that because she wasn’t wrong, was she? But still, he could use the good old Bridgerton deflection technique. “So you’re telling me you saw a couple of TikTok videos with Coldplay sad songs and decided to hop on a plane to finally stop ignoring our messages?”
Eloise glared at him. Through gritted teeth, she said, “It was a train, and you know that,” before breaking into a frustrated, wide-armed gesticulation. “And, no, what I’m saying is that I finally realised I could be somewhat useful here since you’re clearly about to mess everything up if you’re left to your own devices. I mean, seriously, Colin, twenty years? At this pace, I should have brought Francesca with me.”
Colin buried his face in his hands, wishing he could find this situation amusing, if it weren’t so tragic.
“Honestly,” she continued, “I’m still trying to figure out whether it was just the perfect excuse or sheer frustration that got me on that train because—”
“Well, I’m glad you’re back, and I appreciate your concern,” Colin interrupted as he looked at her again. “But other than that, your services are not needed.”
Eloise rolled her eyes. “Seriously, Colin, if we’re back to pretending—”
“We are not,” he cut her off, wishing for his sanity that she would just let that subject die once and for all. “They are not needed because Penelope doesn’t feel anything for me.”
Eloise furrowed her brow at that reply, an eerie feeling surrounding it. She also noticed how many times that day her brother called Penelope by her full name instead of using the nickname.
“I know what I saw,” she repeated. “I know my track record speaks against me, but I do know my best friend.” Then, as if reminding herself, she added, “former best friend.”
“Well, then you saw it wrong,” he retorted, leaving no room for disagreement, which only confused his sister further.
“How could you possibly—”
“Because she told me,” he said, meeting her gaze.
Eloise blinked, trying to process the fact that they had apparently talked about it, despite all appearances to the contrary.
“Oh,” she offered intelligently, but as Colin nodded and turned his gaze to the wall, she realised she wasn’t finished. “So you’re telling me that Penelope—the Penelope we all know—just came up to you and said she doesn’t see you as anything more than a friend, is that it?”
The actor rubbed his temples, feeling like he was being questioned like a trial witness at that point. “No, I’m telling you that she said basically everything that happened between us was because she confused the feelings she’s portraying on screen with her actual feelings.”
Eloise blinked. “Happened between you? What—”
Colin raised his eyebrows and gave her a look that clearly indicated the nature of what happened should be obvious, and there was no chance he would share any more details on that specific subject.
“But,” she said, twisting her face in confusion, “it doesn’t make any sense. Your characters on screen are only friends.”
He merely responded with a similar pointed look.
“Oh,” she intoned, slowly, eyes widening. And then, she remembered something.
More specifically, a phone call.
When did it get better for you?
Get better?
Yeah, when was it more than just okay?
To that day, Eloise couldn’t comprehend what that conversation was truly about, or why Penelope felt so troubled by the idea of physical intimacy and emotions that she needed to reach out to her estranged friend, who was thousands of miles away.
But they had been filming back then, hadn’t they? And now Colin was telling her—in not-so-many words—that for the movie, they had…
So what if, somehow, Colin was right? What if she truly saw everything wrong? Or, even worse, what if she understood it all correctly, but during filming, it was that one call that made Penelope realise she wasn’t actually interested in Colin?
Eloise watched her brother as he stared down at his hands, a melancholic and distant look on his face that she never thought would belong to him. And, suddenly, she felt suffocated.
“What about you?” she muttered.
He paused. “What about me?”
“Is this about the movie for you too?” she asked, having noticed how he carefully avoided mentioning his perspective throughout the entire conversation.
Colin pressed his lips together, a flashback of the night he first kissed Penelope rushing to his mind unbidden. Her red hair glowed under the blue lights, her eyes staring up at him in expectation before he lowered himself, his lips brushing against hers softly, his heart racing in a way it never had for anyone else in his over thirty years of life.
He shook his head. “I know exactly how I feel,” he answered with a sigh. “I… I have a feeling I knew it even before I realised it, if that makes any sense.”
His sister considered that, but no, it didn’t make sense to her. However, as she looked at his expression and faraway gaze, she believed in him nonetheless.
“What are you going to do?” she asked.
He shrugged. “There’s nothing to do,” he said, pointing at his now locked phone. “She’s interested in someone else, and it seems like they really get along well. Me? I’ll just hold on to my career as it falls apart.”
“Don’t say that,” she admonished him, wide-eyed. “Your career will be just fine when all of this blows over.”
With a deep breath, he dropped his shoulder and looked downwards. “I have to be honest, El, I don’t think these rumours are the only problems I’m going to face.”
“What do you mean?” Eloise asked, worried at his tone.
He twisted his lips slightly, still not looking at her. “I was really distracted back then when we were filming. Anthony tried his best, you know how he is, but I’m afraid that not even his magic will be able to salvage my acting.”
Eloise furrowed her brow at his implication. Try as she might in the past to mock her actor brother, she had always known how competent he was. Anthony often received (rightful) praise for his work, but she knew Colin scarcely got the recognition he truly deserved.
“I truly doubt that,” she replied, and he simply shook his head, refusing to be consoled that day, which somehow got on Eloise’s nerves. “I truly hate you, did you know that?” she complained.
Colin looked at her, confused, not understanding what he had done to deserve such a reaction. “Thanks, El. I can always count on you to kick me when I’m down?”
She rolled her eyes at his sarcasm before fixing him with a look and pointing at her own chest. “You’re forcing me to be the optimistic one. Do you realise how ridiculous this is? Me. But here’s what we’re going to do: If anyone criticises my favourite brother’s performance, I’m suing their arses into oblivion for being so idiotic,” she declared, pointing at her own chest with fervour, her eyebrows raised high. “Because you’re one of the best actors of your generation, so screw them if they can’t see that, and screw them twice if they can’t give you a break.”
The corner of Colin’s lips turned up as he watched Eloise and he opened his mouth to comment, but she wasn’t done.
“If Pen prefers a jobless YouTuber with a yellow poodle glued to his face, then I’m sorry, but her taste is dreadful,” she declared, throwing her hands in the air. Colin shook his head, unable to suppress a small chuckle. After taking a deep breath to calm herself, she continued, “You’ve known her all your life, Colin, and I’m sure that if this isn’t meant to be, it will pass, just like many times before with all of your relationships. She will just be your friend again, as she’s always been.”
Colin’s mouth curled into a bittersweet smile at her words. “Well, I appreciate your sudden burst of optimism, and I’ll definitely keep your offer in mind if I ever need a lawyer,” he said, earning a half-hearted glare from her. He then added, “However, there is one thing you’re mistaken about.”
As Eloise looked at him in confusion, he clarified, “I… I’ve spent all this time thinking my feelings were just this profound care for Pen, like everyone else. I mean, we all share this lifelong bond, this connection. But... it wasn’t the same for me, was it? I just never stopped to... to think, to feel..." He trailed off, grimacing as he struggled to articulate his thoughts.
The truth was that he always knew Penelope was special; she was the giggling girl in the yellow hat, the only one his demanding little sister approved of, the newfound friend he wanted to protect. In the end, she was the person who understood him the most—the one who was supposed to be his sister’s best friend but had turned into his instead. She embodied sunshine and happiness; she was just Pen.
And it took him allowing himself to be just a simple man around her—to desire her, to touch her—for him to grasp the most basic of concepts.
“You were right about me, I have always loved her. It might have taken me years to see it, but still, I know now it has always been her,” he continued. “And I can’t unsee it. I… I can’t stop loving her any more than I could suddenly stop being British or stop speaking English. It’s just part of me. It’s who I am, who I’ve always been.”
His sister could only stare at him, speechless. Although she had been the one to encourage him to discuss his feelings in the first place, she had to admit that this was far from what she had expected.
So, she asked the only question that made sense in light of such a declaration: "Have you told her?"
A humourless breath escaped his lips, and a bitter smile twisted his mouth. "What's the point? Ruining our friendship entirely? She already told me we need some time apart as it is, and I can't imagine how she would react if I told her that she's the only one who confused fiction with reality. I know Pen; she would never outright say we couldn't be friends anymore, but it would happen anyway, wouldn't it? Things just wouldn't be the same," he said, his eyes filling with sadness as he added, "And I'd rather have her in my life as just a friend than not have her at all."
Eloise's heart couldn’t help but clench at his situation, because she couldn’t imagine loving someone so deeply. Or maybe she did; maybe she loved her family like that because somehow, her pessimistic heart wasn’t done looking at the impossible bright side. She couldn’t help but think that part of her must have been infected by the frivolous, naïve, and hopeful people on the internet. Because, in the end, she couldn’t shake the hope that it was all just a misunderstanding and that Colin and Penelope would eventually find their way back to each other.
But until then, for the sake of her newfound cynical brother and her stranger of a best friend, she would keep that fantasy belief to herself.
“Well then,” she said, clearing her throat as she felt oddly emotional. “If everything comes crashing down around you, I suppose you’ll have to settle for the unconditional love of your family.”
Colin chuckled, but his eyes grew suspiciously watery. “There is no settling down there, El. I feel lucky just to be one of the few people on earth to hear the word love come out of your mouth.”
“Shut up,” she said, wrapping her arms around him and pulling him into a hug. “I really hate that you’re forcing me to say this, but it will be alright,” she muttered against his shoulder. “I know it will.”
He nodded, feeling tears streaming down his cheeks at his sister’s unexpected gesture. “Favourite brother, huh?” he asked with a wet chuckle.
“If you tell anyone, I’ll deny it until the day I die,” she warned.
Colin found himself smiling. There, as he hugged his sister, he accepted that maybe she was right. Things wouldn’t be exactly what he wanted, but that didn’t mean they wouldn’t be alright. After all, he never thought he would be anyone’s favourite anything, and that in itself was a remarkable victory.
Notes:
*clears throat* is this a good time to remind everyone the happy ending tag is still there??
Anyway, yes, we still have a second promotional circuit to navigate, and that's all I'm going to say because, guys, I actually had a shift last night and I'm beat right now (shocker).
As always, I love your comments and talking to you guys so my comments are open even if you're about to yell at me (I'll reply even then jgfsdjfhkgsdfkjhs)
As always, here are our playlists (which, as you know, I always change a bit, and I did):
★LIKE OLD HOLLYWOOD★
★LIKE OLD HOLLYWOOD (YOUTUBE)★
★like old hollywood (kanthony’s version)★
★like old hollywood (kanthony’s version)(youtube)★
God bless you!
Chapter 19: Public Relations
Summary:
As everyone else is dragged into Colin and Penelope's personal issues, Anthony and Agatha find themselves facing a crucial decision with the premiere of the second movie approaching.
Notes:
HELLO?!?!?!?!
So I actually have a funny story. I noticed that I was taking a lot of time writing this chapter, and I didn't really understand why (sorry about that, by the way). I was halfway through the chapter and getting frustrated because I needed and wanted to update. As you all know, I hate that I'm taking like a month to update every chapter (it feels like every time something different is happening). But then when I was frustratingly still on half of the chapter, I noticed the word count, and I was like... OKAY, THIS MAKES SENSE NOW. The worst part is that I couldn't even split this chapter because it's ONE chapter. There is no reason or way in which I could split it in two to update faster, as it wouldn't make sense to end this chapter in the middle. So it is what it is. It has that word count. If you didn't see the word count, then don't dfhgdfjkghdfgkjdfg. Just keep reading and take breaks, drink water in the middle, just believe it's very high and keep going LMAO
Like, I legit don't know what freaking happened. Just welcome to another the biggest chapter I've ever written in my life.
So before I start, as always, let me just make a few comments:
- You know how this works; this is the "months before the premiere" kind of chapter, which means Colin and Penelope won't be seeing each other as much as usual, especially considering the events of the previous chapters, so we will get a lot of scenes happening in between the months leading up to the premiere, so it's like the first time around in that sense.- Also as per usual, this chapter is part of a "duo" with the next one (at least I hope it's still going to be only two chapters), but I couldn't update the two together because *points at the ridiculous word count of this chapter*.
- This is a very emsembl-y chapter, which is not to say that Polin is not the main focus and the main characters, I feel like they are in every single conversation tbh, but because of the point we are right now of the story and the things that are happening, I needed to bring more characters in this chapter, which doesn't mean it will always happen. It's just because of what this chapter is about and what is happening in this specific time of their lives. So this is a very "ensemble" chapter, we have a lot of kanthony here, a lot of polin too obviously and a lot of people getting messed up by polin LMAO. So just giving you guys a heads up about that.
- And finally, because it's been so long, this is just me giving an advice that if possible try to remember where the story had stopped, because we are gonna start right after it (and during it) -- but if you don't go back to the last chapters (LOL), this is just a reminder that the last two chapters and the beginning of this one happened in the span of 48 hours, which means the beginning of this chapter is happening very much at the same time as the last chapter had happened, one day after chapter 17 also.
Without further ado, LET'S GO
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
[DIXTOI EXCLUSIVE]
ALFRED DEBLING & PENELOPE FEATHERINGTON: DATE NIGHT SPARK RUMORS OF ROMANCE
By Dixtoi Editor
Alfred Debling and Penelope Featherington have been spotted on what can only be described as a romantic rendezvous at none other than the trendy London pub, The Chandos.
Sources from Dixtoi report that the duo enjoyed a cozy night out, with Debling reportedly being “very affectionate” towards Featherington, holding her hand multiple times. This sighting comes on the heels of Featherington’s recent altercation with Colin Bridgerton, which has stirred up quite a buzz among fans. Many have speculated about a potential romance between Featherington and Bridgerton, although both parties have denied any romantic involvement
Could this new connection with the charming YouTuber be the beginning of a blissful romance? Fans are dying for a good storyline separation from the Bridgerton drama, and this potential love affair seems to be just the twist they’ve been waiting for.
Liliane🫧 @penel0pesswife
LMAAAAAAAAOOOOOOO #THEY ONLY LOSE
| Daniella @pensfeathers
@penel0pesswife no but shut up im actually so happy for pen
| Liliane🫧 @penel0pesswife
@penel0pesswife finally a REAL man for her
| 🆅🅸🆅🅸 @featheringtonviv
@penel0pesswife@pensfeathers wanna bet colin’s whinny ass felt threatened and thats why they fought
Izzy 💋 @punkpopp1y
So colin bridgerton is the abusive “i’m the good guy pick me” type
| Chrissy @chriszabala
@punkpopp1y that actually suits him
| Sa. @sarahsnorthqueen
@chriszabala@sarahsnorthqueen this aint funny though i get more info we get the more concerning it looks
Ⓐⓢⓗ @dorieussw1fe
Someone explain to me who on earth is that
| 「 ✦ tami ✦ 」 @bR1d6y_Qu33n
@dorieussw1fe Isn’t that the guy from that YT channel
| Ⓐⓢⓗ @dorieussw1fe
@bR1d6y_Qu33n Who?
| 🌸Hilly🌸 @hilllaryss
@dorieussw1fe@bR1d6y_Qu33n isn’t he that guy that shares vegan recipes of all the countries he goes to?
| ⋆。 ゚☁︎。 ⋆。 ゚☾ ゚。 ⋆ Dan @leo_norax
@hilllaryss@dorieussw1fe@bR1d6y_Qu33n AH THAT’S TRULY FANTASTIC WE ARE LOSING TO LETTUCE MAN
| 「 ✦ tami ✦ 」 @bR1d6y_Qu33n
@dorieussw1fe@hilllaryss@leo_norax honestly i feel like we are losing on every single front rn ngl
⋆.˚🦋༘⋆ Fa @loratheexplorer
MY EYES MY EYES
| mimi @leonidasn0raxx
@loratheexplorer this was seriously THE LAST THING I NEEDED RIGHT NOW
| Cinthy❤️🔥🐉⚔️ @Cy3452n
@leonidasn0raxx@loratheexplorer CAN I JUST GET A BREAK I’M BEGGING FOR JUST ONE
| 𝔠𝔞𝔯𝔩𝔬𝔰 @carlosbton
@Cy3452n@leonidasn0raxx@loratheexplorer NO ONE LOOK AT ME
| 🌸Hilly🌸 @hilllaryss
@carlosbton@Cy3452n@leonidasn0raxx@loratheexplorer nothing is even confirmed calm down
| ⋆˚✿˖° it’s always rainy in delulutown⋆˚✿˖° @loranator
@hilllaryss@carlosbton@Cy3452n@leonidasn0raxx@loratheexplorer lmao she’s not dating alfred they weren’t even holding hands
| Samantha ☾ ゚。 is waiting for the princess of the west @mermaaidsammy
@loranator@hilllaryss@carlosbton@Cy3452n@leonidasn0raxx@loratheexplorer i’ve actually never seen alfred date before and i follow his channel for years
🧸 Bree @briannaroth
So let’s get this straight: Penelope and Colin Bridgerton show up fighting on the streets, and not only does she not show up to defend him online but she shows up with another man instead
| Larissa ❀˖° @dorjoriessbaby
@briannaroth the plot is plotting
| 🧸 Bree @briannaroth
@dorjoriessbaby more like the message is crystal clear
Kate: pen
Kate: I just heard
Kate: are you alright?
…..
Penelope: im sorry i took so long to reply kate
Penelope: i didn't check my phone yesterday
Penelope: im fine
Penelope: i was just drunk
Penelope: colin was helping me
Hyacinth: ok
Hyacinth: i feel like ive waited long enough
Hyacinth: will someone tell me once and for all what THE HELL is going on
Benedict: i actually second that
Gregory: i third that
Hyacinth: second what
Hyacinth: you went there with anthony and didnt say a word
Benedict: u mean when i saw kate can rip him to shreds?
Benedict: i thought we all knew she could do that
Hyacinth: fine
Hyacinth: as always i must be obvious
Hyacinth: @Colin what THE HELL is going on
Daphne is currently typing…
Eloise: hya calm down
Eloise: pen was drunk we all saw that
Gregory: i feel like there’s a difference between pen drinking her sorrows away on a bar counter and fist fighting with colin outside the bar
Gregory: but maybe that’s just me
Daphne: they’re fine
Hyacinth: ?????????????????
Benedict is currently typing…
Hyacinth is currently typing…
Gregory: im so confused
Gregory: how on earth does daphne knows more than we do
Gregory: what is even happening
Benedict: i gotta admit im shocked myself
Hyacinth: and they can’t pick up their phones why exactly??
Hyacinth: and none of you told us anything???
Francesca: oh you talked to them? that’s good, how are they?
Eloise: i live with him hya it’s not exactly a shocker
Benedict: okay el what’s going on
Eloise: who said there’s anything going on?
Benedict: i know you since you were born and i know when youre being weird from miles away
Eloise: joke’s on you cause i /am weird
Benedict: Eloise
Eloise: HE’S FINE
Hyacinth is currently typing…
Gregory is currently typing…
Benedict: i didn’t even say i was asking abt Colin
Daphne: Pen is fine, colin is fine, everyone is fine
Hyacinth: oh when in the future you need my help with whatever mess this is
Hyacinth: i won’t let this slide
Hyacinth: know that
Gregory: who would need your help for anything lol
Hyacinth: do u want me to post right here the list of favours u owe me
Hyacinth: bc i will
Gregory: nvm
Colin: @Hyacinth nothing
Hyacinth is currently typing…
Gregory is currently typing…
Daphne is currently typing…
Benedict is currently typing…
Francesca is currently typing…
Eloise is currently typing…
Anthony: you all do know I’m in a meeting and have no time to read all of this right?
“All things considered, I think it turned out well.”
Violet cast a sidelong glance at her oldest son, taking in his relaxed demeanour. His hands lounged loosely on the steering wheel, a crisp white shirt rolled up to his elbows, while his suit jacket was carelessly draped over the backseat. Was she imagining things? Since when had Anthony become an optimist? She certainly hadn’t seen that side of him since he was eighteen years old.
“I told you that you could have skipped today’s meeting,” she said.
Her eldest pursed his lips tightly. “You know how these things are. If we act like there’s something wrong, then they’ll believe that there’s something wrong,” he replied.
Violet tilted her head, silently conceding that he had a point. Years of training not to scare investors meant that even if their whole lives were on fire, they would still show up to every meeting with a smile. Still, she sometimes regretted how deeply Anthony got drawn into it from a young age, making him natural at it now.
That afternoon, however, it didn’t seem like his good mood was fake at all.
“And how are things going, really?” she asked, looking at him to gauge his reaction.
Anthony glanced at her from the corner of his eye, then focused back on the road, his shoulder tensing for just a moment. “The same as every movie production,” he shrugged. “An environment-controlled mess.”
The corner of Violet’s lips twitched upward. He was going to make her say it, wasn’t he?
“Does that include you and your brother getting into fights with the cast?” She raised an eyebrow.
Another sideways glance from Anthony, and he looked at the rearview mirror, clearing his throat as if he were solely concentrating on driving. “Honestly, I barely saw Colin yesterday. I don’t know—”
“Anthony,” Violet interrupted him, raising both eyebrows.
Her eldest son huffed. “It was nothing. I don’t know what came out in the press, but Thomas and I had a...” he paused, tilting his head as he continued, “heated discussion, but we sorted everything out right after.”
“Ah, so it was Thomas?” Violet asked, her shoulders visibly relaxing as memories of the boy’s antics came flooding back; the duo had surely given her a headache or two during their young adult years.
Anthony frowned. “Why? What’s been posted online?”
“Nothing much, really,” Violet replied with a sigh. “At least, nothing about you.”
The director pressed his lips together, instantly picking up her tone. “What came out about Colin them?”
Violet pursed her lips. “I’m honestly not sure. No one seems to know. He and Penelope got into some sort of altercation.”
Anthony scoffed, a rattling sound that shook his whole body as he interrupted her. “Of course they did.” He felt like he couldn’t count on many things in life, but he could always count on his brother and Penelope making headlines.
“But she stopped by the house today, so I’m assuming things are all right,” she added.
“Did she really?” Anthony asked, turning to her briefly before shifting his attention back to the traffic. Although Colin and Penelope got along famously, it was no secret that the redhead had been avoiding the Bridgerton house for years, ever since her fallout with Eloise.
“Yeah,” Violet replied with a small smile, fidgeting with the many rings on her fingers. “She came by with Eloise, actually.”
Anthony raised his eyebrows in reply.
“It seems things might finally be going back on track,” Violet continued, although she added with an afterthought, “or so I hope.”
The director furrowed his brow. “What do you mean? Colin? They’ll be fine.” He shook his head and sighed. “Trust me, those two may destroy everything in their path and still come out alright in the end.”
The Bridgerton matriarch eyed her eldest son, unsure if she believed him based on what she had been witnessing since the duo was cast in his movie. Still, she had to admit that Anthony was perhaps the one with the most experience navigating the current dynamics of Colin and Penelope’s relationship.
The issue was how he handled that experience. That was the part that made Violet hesitate.
“If the same can be said for you and Thomas, then I suppose I don’t have to ask why you seem awfully calm, given the amount of drama added to your movie production in the last twenty-four hours,” she remarked.
When he only shrugged in response, Violet furrowed her eyebrows, assessing her son. There was something distinctly off about him, but not in a negative way, which only made it more intriguing.
“I mean, when I first heard the news, I was genuinely worried you’d got into another fight with that actress of yours,” she added.
At that, Anthony froze slightly, and his mother watched closely. It seemed she was beginning to get somewhere.
He glanced from the corner of his eye before focusing ahead, his shoulders tensing. “Who, Kate?”
Violet nodded, choosing not to add more to the conversation. Sometimes, it was best to allow her children to blab on their own.
“We only had a disagreement on set once,” he replied casually. “You know how the media blows everything out of proportion.”
“I don’t know, she seemed to have a very strong personality, much like yours,” she added lightheartedly. “You’ve certainly had clashes with people over less.”
Anthony couldn’t help but snort. “That’s an understatement. She’s probably the most stubborn person I know,” he said, adding, “but not in a bad way.”
The older woman raised an eyebrow for a moment. As much as Anthony portrayed himself as an all-knowing, unshakable fortress, she had known him since before he was born. She could tell when there was something different, something softer, in his tone of voice. She crossed her arms over her chest and looked ahead as the sun began to set, making the car lights grow brighter.
“Well, that’s certainly a relief,” she remarked. “I assume that means things are calm on set between you two?”
Anthony froze for a moment before nodding. “We get along well,” he said.
“Uh-huh,” Violet replied, her tone sceptical.
Antony, in turn, ran a hand through his hair, twisting his lips as if he were deep in thought.
“What is it?” she asked.
He shook his head slightly. “Nothing. Just...” he trailed off. “I was thinking.”
She wrinkled her forehead at him, having rarely seen Anthony hesitate so much. “About?”
“How...” he bit his bottom lip. “How is your schedule this weekend?”
“My schedule?” she asked in confusion, and he nodded. “Other than endless meetings all Saturday morning and afternoon, I’m free, my son. Why?”
He tilted his head. “I was thinking maybe we could have dinner on Saturday.”
Violet blinked. She usually had to force him to stop working, even for three seconds, to see his family. “Do you want to try the new restaurant on Marylebone High Street? Or—”
“No, I mean at home,” he replied.
Violet turned to him, officially giving up on concealing her confusion. “Mine or yours?” she asked, anyway.
“Either,” he shrugged.
“Anthony,” Violet said almost as a warning, raising her eyebrows as if to tell him to reveal once and for all what that conversation was about.
He glanced at her for a moment and sighed. “I want you to meet someone,” he admitted.
Violet’s blue eyes widened in surprise, leaving her momentarily speechless.
“What?” he asked, his gaze fixed on the street ahead.
“Am I about to be a grandmother?” she asked, placing a hand on her chest in shock.
“What?!” he repeated, his voice growing louder. “Of course not. Why—”
“Well, I’m sorry, but when did you ever introduce me to any of your girlfriends?” she asked.
He hadn’t even told her that was who he was introducing, but he knew it was pointless to argue with the almost supernatural powers of his mother.
“You knew plenty of my girlfriends,” he replied, raising his shoulders defensively, feeling more like a teenager than a man in his forties.
Violet gave him a pointed look. “I’m not sure if you realise this, but reading about your affairs in the Daily Mirror hardly counts as an introduction.”
Anthony rolled his eyes. “It was only one time,” he mumbled
She crossed her arms over her chest. “Well, it was for the best anyway,” she muttered, never hiding her disapproval of Siena.
The singer certainly appeared to despise their family, isolating Anthony from them in a way that Violet couldn’t help but wrinkle her nose at. Moreover, she seemed to regard his work as a surefire gateway to fame, rather than the artistic means of expressing views about the world that his son perceived it to be. It was a doomed relationship that lasted far longer than it was worth and left more wounds than it should have, in a way that only doomed relationships can.
“Can’t argue with you on that,” Anthony replied.
And at that moment, Violet finally understood what she had been noticing in him. With this new perspective, she could see it clearly. He appeared lighter, calmer, and almost… at peace. Settled.
“So, can I dare hope that I’ll actually see one of my sons finally getting married?” she teased, knowing how annoyed her children got at her eternal dream of seeing all of them happily married and giving her grandchildren.
However, when her eldest son offered no comment, she shifted in her seat. “Anthony?”
He tilted his head, unsure of how to articulate what he felt in his heart. He could answer that it might be too soon to tell since they hadn’t even been dating for a full year yet. But deep down, he knew that would feel dishonest, because Anthony could tell.
His mother’s eyes widened again, her eyebrows lifting to the line of her hair as she waited for a response. Fortunately for him, they had arrived at his building’s garage. He decided it was better to pretend there was nothing to answer as he parked the car and unbuckled his seatbelt. Violet followed him as he got out of the car, knowing that sometimes it was pointless to wait for more information from him.
What he didn’t expect was that his free pass would come to an end in about thirty seconds when a very familiar mane of shiny, wavy hair appeared. She wore a long, shiny black leather jacket along with matching dark blue chequered top and pants as she exited her car and walked towards the lift.
“Oh, you’re home,” Kate said in relief as she first saw Anthony, not noticing how he’d stopped in his tracks. She then averted her gaze to her purse, rummaging through it until she found his watch and held it up for him to see. “I knew you were at a meeting, so I was just going to drop it by, because I know how you can’t live without—” Once she lifted her head and noticed her boyfriend’s company approaching, the actress immediately widened her eyes. “Mrs Bridgerton.”
Violet approached Anthony and instantly recognised the face of the main character from Sword in the Heart, as well as from countless online articles, some even featuring her son. She glanced between him and the actress, and everything became immediately clear, a smile tugging at the corner of her lips.
Meanwhile, Kate felt herself sweating at the presence of such a prominent woman in their industry, one she often wished to forget was her boyfriend’s mother. “I’m really sorry to interrupt. Anthony left his watch at the party yesterday. I was at the pub until later, and the staff handed it to me. You know how it is," she concluded with a forced smile.
Violet could only nod, pressing her lips together as if to hide the real smile growing on them, while Anthony felt his own mouth curling up at the situation. He closed his eyes and sighed, accepting his fate.
He then cleared his throat and stepped up beside the actress, kindly picking up his watch. “So, Kate, this is my mum,” he gestured towards Violet, who smiled kindly at the blushing woman. “Mum, this is Kate,” he indicated her, before adding, “my girlfriend.”
Kate widened her eyes, looking at him as she felt her heart leap to her throat. And Anthony thought he might be going mad, as he somehow found humour in the situation, looking at Kate as she glared at him. “The woman I’m dating as an adult?” he amended with a raised eyebrow.
The girlfriend in question couldn’t help but roll her eyes while Violet beamed.
“It’s really wonderful to meet you, Kate,” she said before enveloping the brunette in a tight hug.
The younger woman widened her eyes again, attempting to pat the Bridgerton Industries CEO’s back while her traitorous boyfriend chuckled. “Really… wonderful to meet you too, Mrs Bridgerton,” she replied.
“Call me Violet, please,” the woman said, breaking off the hug while keeping a hand on Kate’s shoulder. “I know it’s last minute, but are you free tonight, dear?”
Her daughter-in-law blinked, trying to gather her thoughts amidst the overwhelming chaos. “Um… Yes. Yes, I am.”
“Wonderful,” Violet declared, turning to her son, who was shaking his head in exasperation, though a smile lingered on his lips. “Anthony, do you think we could leave our paperwork for another day, then?”
He bit his bottom lip to hold back a grin and nodded.
“What do you think, Kate?” Violet focused on the actress again, who still regarded her with wariness. “Would you like to have dinner with us?”
“Of… of course,” the other woman replied.
“Fantastic,” her mother-in-law said with a smile as she led both herself and the actress toward the elevator, keeping her hand on the younger woman’s shoulder.
Kate glanced back for a moment and gave Anthony a wide-eyed look, but he simply shook his head, silently saying that it was pointless to resist his mother’s plans.
“We have to do something,” Penelope declared, her voice tight with urgency as she paced across her living room over the new beige carpet, which was already showing signs of wear from all her pacing.
“You heard Lara, you’re going to do nothing,” Mrs Varley replied. Her usually impeccably tailored forest-green suit was now crumpled and hastily put on as she looked at her distraught client. The meeting with the actress’s recently hired publicist hadn’t gone smoothly, but she knew Penelope would eventually learn that it was better to listen to the professionals.
“He’s my friend,” the redhead insisted, gesturing toward the door as if it were Colin, her heart racing from the ridiculous news she had just read online. “Everything, everything that’s happening is my fault.”
“Did you force him to carry you around like a sack of potatoes?” her manager retorted, tilting her head at the younger woman.
“Yes!” the actress exclaimed, raising her hands in the air. “I was drunk out of my mind, and he…” she trailed off, becoming more emotional than the moment required. “He saw there were people around us. He was just trying to—”
Mrs Varley sighed, taking a few steps toward her client and placing her hands on her shoulders. “This sort of thing happens all the time in your line of work. You know that better than anyone,” she said.
The actress scanned her manager’s green eyes with her blue ones. That was the thing Mrs Varley, or her publicist, or anyone else from her team didn’t understand. Penelope hadn’t forgotten, and that was exactly the problem.
“Yes, and he was there for me when I needed him,” the redhead replied.
The older woman sighed, dropping her head for a moment before focusing back on Penelope.
“For starters, everything that happened back then was truly his fault, not the alcohol,” she said, and when Penelope opened her mouth to protest, the other woman continued. “He was a well-established actor in the industry, as he still is now, unlike you. Or are you really planning to go on camera and say you were absolutely hammered and slapping your co-worker around?”
Penelope blinked, opening and closing her mouth before stuttering, “I mean, not like that, but—”
Mrs Varley’s hold on her shoulders tightened. “Do pay attention, would you? This is just a bit of internet chatter, likely to fizzle out in a few days or weeks, if that. It’s not as if anything particularly serious took place, is it? Your career is just beginning to take off. At long last, our calls are being answered— we’re even receiving calls we never requested. Finally, folks are interested in perhaps doing an article about you in a favourable light. We’ve put in years of effort for this opportunity, and you’re just now dipping your toes into some sense of security,” she said, her sharp green eyes boring into the girl’s blue ones. “You aren’t established in the industry, but Colin Bridgerton certainly is. He’ll be sought after, celebrated, and fondly remembered, no matter what happened here. You will not. His solid career can take a little knock without really being affected, while yours will crumble before it even gets going. Do you understand that?”
The actress gulped, feeling a cold wave of fear grip her stomach. She hadn’t considered that at all, as a surge of fury and guilt drowned out all other thoughts when she first went online. But could it be that she was overreacting and about to ruin her career over something trivial? It hit her suddenly that she felt like a child without direction, unsure of right and wrong in that strange world she had entered. The worst part was that the one person she trusted for insight wasn’t available because she had asked him to give her space.
So, for now, her manager was the next best option.
“Do you… do you really think he will be all right?” Penelope asked, her voice growing small and vulnerable even to her own ears.
Mrs Varley finally released her grip, her own shoulders relaxing for the first time during the conversation. “Oh, absolutely,” she replied, waving her hand as if it were no big deal. “Like I said, next week everyone will have another bit of gossip to fret over, and all of this will be a distant memory. And if it isn’t, his team will see to it that it is. Until then, focus on your career and listen to your team.”
Penelope bit her bottom lip and nodded, trying to suppress the unsettling feeling in the pit of her stomach.
“…And Calvin Klein also cancelled on Wednesday.”
Colin nodded, taking a sip of his coffee without flinching. John and Eloise, cradling their steaming mugs, sat at the kitchen island, quietly watching the strained interaction between the manager and the actor, both reluctant to interrupt.
Will sighed. “It’s been a week already. I think we should—”
“No,” Colin shook his head vehemently, already knowing what the other man was about to suggest.
“It doesn’t have to be an official statement. We just need an article explaining—”
“No, Will,” the actor replied, looking him in the eye and allowing no room for argument. “If Penelope’s team hasn’t issued a statement, it won’t be our team that says a word about it.”
The other man ran his hand over his shaven head in frustration and let out a loud huff as he cursed the day he accepted the job of managing Colin Bridgerton. “I’m not suggesting we mention her at all. Just stick to the PR team’s plan. She was just a little drunk, and that’s all anyone needs to know,” he gestured with his hands. “Anyone can see that in the video.”
Colin set his cup down on the kitchen island and placed his hand on it as he replied, “I understand that, but my answer is still no.” Hearing Will’s frustrated huff, he added, “I’ll follow the PR team’s backup plan to release more unrelated articles about me, and nothing else.”
Will glared at him. “Oh, the brilliant impact those articles had last time,” he said sarcastically. He then shook his head and buried his face in his hands, holding his nose with both hands. “You do realise her team won’t make a statement, right?”
“I know,” Colin replied, leaning over the cold granite with both hands as he took a deep breath.
“And you do understand how this will look if the two of you remain... not on speaking terms for long, right?” Will added.
The actor tilted his head and nodded. That part of the problem wasn’t on his shoulders, was it? In fact, none of it was. Penelope was the one who asked for some time apart, so what could he do? Call her and beg her to pretend everything was fine? Or worse, have his team contact her team to do the one thing they were accused of all along: orchestrate a PR movement.
He couldn’t do that. He understood the industry and the make-believe of it all. However, asking his best friend to pretend everything was alright was something he couldn’t bring himself to do.
“Fine, whatever,” Will declared, raising his hands in the air. “We’ll just storm through it. I never liked the pretence of it all anyway.”
John and Eloise watched as Will left, while Colin continued drinking his coffee, his lips twisting slightly in distaste. His sister then turned her attention back to him.
“Her team will release a statement. I know it,” she said.
Colin stared down at the black liquid in his cup, shaking his head as he replied, “They won’t.”
“It’s Pen, of course—”
“This is not even her fault,” Colin shrugged, looking her in the eyes. “El, the industry is ruthless as it is. What artist with a sound mind would ruin their own reputation for someone else?”
“You did that,” Eloise replied. “You did that for her.”
Colin paused and stared at his sister before pressing his lips together. “That was different,” he said, and before Eloise could protest, he continued, “What happened then was my fault.”
Pen had absolutely nothing to do with how everyone was interpreting that stupid video, and he was well aware of that. Moreover…
“Really?” Eloise interrupted his train of thought, looking at him as if she could see right through his facade. “You’re telling me that if the roles were reversed right now, you wouldn’t have done the same thing as you did back then?”
Colin only looked at her and sighed.
…Moreover, Penelope wasn’t in love with him and therefore had no reason to act irrationally as he would.
Eloise took his silence as confirmation and gestured toward him. “Exactly.”
Colin closed his eyes. “El...”
“She’s your friend,” she interrupted, knowing exactly where his thoughts were headed. “Regardless of… whatever fight the two of you went through,” she said, pretending not to know the details of the story since his assistant was also present. “Regardless of anything, she’s still Penelope.”
“I know,” he replied. “But there’s no reason for her to do anything; we both have our share of hate online. We’re used to it by now.”
Eloise sighed, exchanging a glance with John, as neither agreed with Colin’s reasoning, no matter how logical it sounded.
“Well, I know Penelope,” Eloise muttered, as stubborn as ever. “She’s going to do something.”
“I agree,” John added, earning surprised looks from both Bridgertons. Then he shrugged and continued drinking his coffee.
Our view on Colin Bridgerton and Dixtoi: A Call for Accountability
Famous men should not exploit their status to engage in inappropriate physical behaviour or make dismissive remarks towards their colleagues. When this happens, their superiors must take action to put a stop to it and ensure that the environment remains safe for everyone involved. This may seem obvious, but a video released this week by the gossip Instagram account DixToi showed the former Englishman in Italy lead harassing his co-star, Penelope Featherington. This incident appears to be yet another example of the actor’s ongoing pattern of publicly humiliating those around him.
In just a few weeks, several sources came forward, either recounting the witnessed events or recalling past instances where the actor faced accusations of misconduct. The fact that it took so long for the public to hold him accountable shows that the impunity often experienced by celebrities is a persistent cultural issue, affecting both the public’s perception and the media industry.
As discussions unfold, it has been noted that representatives from Bridgerton and Featherington have not yet issued statements regarding the incident. The emergence of these allegations has ignited a much-needed conversation about acceptable conduct in the entertainment industry.
It serves as a timely reminder of the essential role that journalists and critical thinkers play in our society. In an era where celebrity behaviour is often glamorised or overlooked, it’s time to confront the realities of their actions and foster a culture of accountability.
🦋 Wyatt 🦋 @redheadnthesword
It’s been weeks, maybe you should just accept your fate is just a trash toxic boy like all the others.
| Alex 𓍢🌷͙֒ @VibeXia
@redheadnthesword ill repeat ive been saying this for years
𝔠𝔞𝔯𝔩𝔬𝔰 @carlosbton
I have to admit I don’t understand why they haven’t said anything
| 🆅🅸🆅🅸 @featheringtonviv
@carlosbton i swear yall are dumb as hell
Z. @ZX867
i gotta be honest i just came to the fandom bc the friends to lovers thing was cute, not… whatever this is.
Amanda Mitchell @sabsamanda
It’s all fun and games until it’s been weeks of Colin being dragged in the media and pen is silent
| val @featheringtonlady
@sabsamanda ??????? Why would she defend her bully lmao
| Amanda Mitchell @sabsamanda
@featheringtonlady But thats my point if they are friends why hasn’t she said anything
| Liliane🫧 @penel0pesswife
@sabsamanda@featheringtonlady BECAUSE THEY ARE NOT IT’S WHAT I’VE BEEN SAYING FOR AGES
♥ genna ♥ @guinevereloraeer
Colin Bridgertons ass is finally being dragged and I am THRIVING
| 🧸 Bree @briannaroth
@guinevereloraeer The way I know Pen is reading all this with a smile on her face and a hot man by her side
| ♥ genna ♥ @guinevereloraeer
@briannaroth revenge is a dish best served cold and all
╰┈➤JAYJ @pankakow
POLIN SHIPPERS GET UP LMAO
| aniston @penelo_pee
@pankakow they are too busy hiding in the basement where they belong
| Indra @d0r_i3u5
@penelo_pee@pankakow I can’t believe we finally have some peace in this fandom again
|╰┈➤JAYJ @pankakow
@d0r_i3u5@penelo_pee PEACE? I want that man out of the movie idc if they have to kill Leonidas off
Joana @JJ94
Seriously not watching a single second of the snh franchise until they fire colin bridgerton
lariiiii ⋆ @southnationsqueen
I told you not to ship them, I told you to be quiet, I TOLD YOU
| 🗡Gabs 🗡 @lladyora
@southnationsqueen HOW IS THIS OUR FAULT YOU PSYCHO
Cinthy ❤️🔥🐉⚔️ @Cy3452n
pretty much just wanna stay under my covers for the next eight months
Kate had to admit that the first time she visited Anthony’s apartment, she couldn’t help but call him pretentious. She wasn’t sure what it was—the overwhelming amount of warm-toned wood accents, the five-foot-six high wine cooler, or the gigantic library connected to his office—but everything just screamed... rich, single, secretly artistic man.
Not that she was complaining. He certainly had impeccable taste, she mused, browsing the shelf and tracing her finger along the book spines.
The only problem was that she couldn’t picture them raising a family in that flat.
She widened her eyes as that bizarre thought crossed her mind unbidden, her hands pausing over a copy of Room to Dream. Of all the people she had ever been involved with, she couldn’t remember the last time such thoughts had entered her mind. Or worse, when was the last time that these thoughts didn’t fill her with dread and fear, but with happiness instead.
“Are you about to steal one of my books again?” Warm hands appeared around her waist, and Anthony rested his head on her left shoulder.
She feigned a gasp, turning her face slightly toward him. “I was just borrowing it.”
“Really?” He kissed her neck before furrowing his eyebrows in a mock-serious expression. “Funny, I haven’t seen my copy of Wives and Daughters in three months.”
She simply pursed her lips and looked up at the ceiling as if lost in thought. “Maybe it’s because your library is completely disorganised.”
Anthony narrowed his eyes playfully at her, turning her around and caging her against the shelf. “This wouldn’t have anything to do with the main actress of the ongoing movie adaptation of the book practically living in my library, would it?”
She shook her head innocently. “No, but I hear she has excellent taste. Maybe you should listen to her when she suggests changing the bathroom wall colours.”
Anthony let out a laugh before leaning in to kiss her. Kate buried her hands in his hair, feeling its softness on her fingertips as she pulled him closer.
“So let me get this straight,” Anthony said when they took a break for air. “You spent a whole week away, and the first thing on your mind when you got back is the bathroom walls?”
She widened her eyes in mock indignation. “It was only four days!” she defended herself, pulling him back for another kiss, her hands wrapping around his neck as he pressed her further against the shelf. “But seriously,” she paused, her words brushing against his lips, “black walls? I know you love Kubrick, but I don’t need to feel like I’m starring in 2001 every time I go for a pee,” she joked.
His chuckle was warm against her lips as she kissed him again, and his hands found their way around her waist, pulling her in, just as the jarring peal of his phone’s ringtone broke the moment.
The director groaned, his forehead pressed against Kate’s, as the cursed device blared a generic tune. “Sorry,” he mumbled, equally swamped with work as she was.
Kate let out a humorous breath, gently touching his cheek. “It’s alright, lo—.” She abruptly paused, refraining from saying what she truly intended, which was, It’s alright, love. With a gulp, she corrected herself, saying, “It’s fine.”
Anthony let out a tired sigh, seemingly unaware of her near slip-up, before raising his eyebrows and picking up his phone in annoyance, stepping slightly away from her to take the call. Kate ran a hand through her long hair as she watched him, feeling frustrated with herself.
It was peculiar, this place where they found themselves now. Their relationship was approaching its one-year mark, and in some ways, she felt her heart getting ahead, envisioning a whole life together, and finding it absurd to call Anthony her boyfriend when he seemed so much more than that.
At the same time, they were still hiding from society and from most of his family, lacking the courage to even say I love you. And she hated that a significant part of the problem was her own fear. But the biggest question was whether Anthony felt the same way. There were times when he seemed completely carefree, which made her feel terrible—as if she was somehow ashamed of him. But sometimes, she wondered why he’d never said anything either, a darker thought whispering that maybe she was alone in her feelings. Either way, she reached the same conclusion: their conversation from months ago, during which he seemed surprised by her doubts about his feelings, and all the small but numerous instances when they talked about a future together.
So things were definitely confusing, but she knew they would be alright.
“Hi, Agatha,” Anthony said tiredly to his phone while scratching his head.
Kate let out a half-exhausted, half-amused breath before deciding to pick up her own phone from his desk to search for places where she could order their dinner.
“I’m sorry to bother you, Anthony. I just wanted to check how the editing is going,” Agatha said on the other end of the line.
The director paused for a moment; having known the producer for years, he sensed that there was more to that question.
“Um, fine. You know how Eric is,” he replied. He had collaborated with the movie editor many times, and it was no secret that he was one of the few people Anthony trusted wholeheartedly.
“Uh-huh,” the woman responded.
“Agatha,” Anthony said. “What is this about?”
She took a deep breath. “Well, I’m sure even you know by now what’s happening online.”
He knew. Biting his bottom lip, he asked, “You mean Colin and Penelope?” He glanced at Kate, knowing she would look at him in confusion since she could only hear one side of the conversation.
“Precisely,” Agatha replied, her voice carrying a tone of bitterness. “Things are relatively calm now, but…”
“It’ll only make things worse,” he finished for her, heading towards his desk, perching on the edge as Kate glanced between him and her phone.
“I mean, not that movie, obviously. It is what it is. What I’m worried about—”
“Their final scene,” Anthony replied immediately, as it didn’t take a genius to understand where the woman’s words were heading.
It was already a risk to include a romantic scene between Leonidas and Nora, even when public sentiment was in their favour. It would be a thousand times worse now, with people doubting not only Colin’s character but the integrity of the production in general.
More than anyone, Anthony knew how frivolous and unfounded the online whispers were, but he understood that Agatha felt differently about the matter.
“What are you saying? Do you think we should cut it out?” he asked.
A loud huff came from Agatha’s end before she replied, “I’m saying I actually don’t know,” she said, and Anthony raised his eyebrows, officially alarmed, before she continued. “I still think it’s the right decision for the story. It’s everything else that might ruin it, however.”
With a deep breath, the director crossed his free arm over his chest, his phone still clutched in his other hand. “I actually agree; I think it was best for the story. We should keep it.”
“Really?” Agatha asked, surprised, knowing how hesitant the director had been at first.
Anthony bit his bottom lip and nodded, almost as if she could see him. “I mean, you saw the rough cut. It fits everything else perfectly.”
The producer remained silent on the other end, deep in thought. When he realized she was still unsure of what to do, he added, “Why don’t I keep it for now, and we just see what happens? We have until the final cut to make a decision. Until then, surely the internet will have something else to worry about. And if they don’t… well, we—”
“We’ll cut it out,” Agatha replied with displeasure, clearly not looking forward to that option.
Anthony let out a small chuckle at a thought that crossed his mind. “Charlotte will kill us, though.” After all the convincing Agatha had put the writer through, he couldn’t imagine her reaction when she found out the scene was removed.
“Her?” Agatha scoffed. “She’s going to celebrate her victory. I really don’t look forward to hearing her say she was right all along.” She mumbled this almost to herself before adding, “You know it would help if they interacted online more often. Can’t you—”
“I can’t,” he replied, already anticipating that she was going to ask if he could talk to his brother. “I wouldn’t if it were any other actor. I mean, it’s not like we’re braiding each other’s hair and sharing our feelings every night, but if neither of their teams has taken any action by now, it’s clear there’s a problem. I can’t ask him to just get over it for the sake of the movie,” he explained. “It can’t be me.”
There was a moment of silence before Agatha said, “I figured you’d say that,” she murmured. Then, with a sigh, she added, “But it will have to be me. You do realise that, right?”
Anthony pressed his lips together and nodded, already anticipating how that situation would go, whether he agreed with it or not. “Yeah, I know,” he replied. “Or you can just let the PR team worry about it when it comes to it, if it comes to it.”
“I suppose,” she replied. “In all honesty, I don’t know which option is worse.”
The director nodded, unable to disagree. “It won’t come to either,” he tried to reassure her.
“Let’s hope so,” Agatha exhaled. “Thank you, Anthony.” Then, with a sarcastic tone, she added, “I can’t believe you were the one to calm me down this time.”
Despite the jab that would usually make him roll his eyes, the director chuckled. “Me neither.”
Then, they said their goodbyes, and Anthony wearily placed his phone on the desk with a dull thud, running a hand through his already dishevelled hair.
With a false casual tilt of her head, Kate’s eyes remained locked on the phone’s small screen, the glow reflecting in her dark brown eyes. “I ordered Chinese.”
Anthony shook his head, a low chuckle rumbling in his chest. “Only you, Kate,” he replied, the amusement clear in his voice.
She looked at him with wide eyes, her heart skipping a beat at the joke. “Only me what? You’re hungry too, aren’t you?” she asked as she walked toward her boyfriend.
“Really,” he said, his eyes twinkling, taking both her hands in his as she approached, pulling her closer. “You don’t have a single question to ask me right now after that phone call?”
Kate pursed her lips as if deep in thought, but then she shook her head. While she had easily discussed what was happening between Colin and Penelope—with both of them concluding they knew nothing—she was still uncomfortable knowing more details about their movie than she should.
Anthony then placed his hands around her waist and pulled her to him, their hips touching the desk. “Fine,” he said, raising both eyebrows, “but in a few months, I won’t be hearing any complaints.”
She narrowed her eyes, feeling slightly tempted. But then she raised her chin, a small smile playing on her lips, because, dating or not, she sometimes still hated to give in to Anthony. “Deal,” she said.
He chuckled, shaking his head at her antics before gently grasping her chin, pulling her in for a kiss.
The months leading up to the premiere of the second The Sword and the Heart movie were surprisingly the busiest of Penelope’s life so far. In between filming another movie—this time as a secondary character in a thriller, which was an interesting change—and countless promotional shoots, it was as if time flew by.
So she was caught off guard when her schedule suddenly displayed SNH photoshoot in big, bold letters. Her heart raced, and an overwhelming urge to hyperventilate washed over her as the colourful notification appeared, reminding her of the stage she and Colin had left behind, which she had successfully ignored for months.
It was easier that way, moving on. Especially since, for the first time, Colin had listened to her. No calls, no messages; only the occasional Instagram like—if it was actually him, and not his social media team.
By that point in the year, she had seen more of Alfred than of her best friend, which seemed to be the natural order of things. Once their movie was completed, Colin would move on with his life, leaving Penelope to deal with the unrequited feelings that had lingered for what felt like a lifetime.
Afterall, why wait any longer? What was better, or rather what was right for her heart, was for them to have everything settled—to be friends and nothing more, leaving all romantic notions where they belonged: at work. It was time for her to move on, whether that meant with Alfred or someone else entirely.
“So, I ended up getting lost since I don’t know any Japanese, but I do plan on sorting that out. This lovely old lady kept pointing at the bus stop, but I didn’t quite catch it was a bus stop since there was no sign—”
“Uh-huh,” Penelope replied, probably for the fifth time during that conversation, her eyes drifting to her phone screen and back, reminded of the photoshoot that very afternoon.
“By the time I got there, it was pretty late and I nearly missed my chance to see Mount Fuji. To top it off, they were going to close visits the next day because of a forecast for snow.”
“Right,” she replied, checking the time as her hand nervously tapped the fork on her plate.
“But it was late, so I had to climb it at night. By the time I was coming back down, it was nearly dawn, and there were loads of people about. They kept shutting all the stations, which are just spots where we can grab a bite or have a rest while we’re climbing or not.”
Penelope nodded before taking a sip of her water.
“And in the end, it was just me and a family of four from Sweden stuck at the last station. They had no food, so I shared the rations I had packed, which somehow their kids loved,” he said, grimacing humorously. “They were so grateful that they offered me a place to stay if I ever visited Sweden. As it turns out, they knew who I was all along.”
The redhead let out a small, forced smile. “I told you, a lot of people watch your channel,” she said distractedly, having only caught the last part of his story.
“Well,” he said, gesturing towards her as if conceding her point, before turning his attention back to his vegan salad. “I suppose that’s the story of how I’m heading to Sweden on Thursday.”
“Oh,” Penelope replied, her eyebrows raising slightly. slightly. By that point in their—relationship? Acquaintanceship? Whatever it was—she was used to the blond’s sudden departures. He was, in fact, more often absent than present, which should have made Penelope feel sad and lonely, but oddly enough, she found herself feeling happy for him.
“But I reckon you won’t even notice I’m off with all the madness from your film,” he said with a cheeky grin before reaching for his green juice.
She shook her head at him, as if to convey that he was being absurd, all while knowing deep down that he was actually right. “It’s only for a few weeks, and the promo tour is still months away,” she explained as she finished her water. “You’ll probably be back by then, I’m guessing.” Raising an eyebrow, she added, “Unless you end up going on yet another trip before that.”
He chuckled, knowing it was quite possible, then returned to his meal. His plate was full, a stark contrast to Penelope’s, now empty. She waited patiently, a practised smile on her face; she was used to this. Alfred always joked that he talked too much, rarely getting a bite in between stories. But Penelope didn’t mind; she sometimes felt she was a bit too quiet for her own good.
But that day, her nerves got the better of her. She grabbed the grey cardigan draped over the empty chair beside her, partly because she felt chilly and partly to occupy her hands. Pulling it on over her long-sleeved, sweetheart neckline shirt, she tucked a few loose strands of her ponytail behind her ear, still fidgeting while he finished eating.
“Um… I actually need to get to a photo shoot in a few,” she said with a grimace, glancing at the time on her phone for what felt like the tenth time in the past thirty minutes. “If you need more time to finish, I—”
Alfred shook his head, indicating that there was no need for her to wait. He quickly wiped his mouth with a napkin, leaving his plate nearly empty. “I’ll walk you there,” he said.
She hesitated, feeling an odd aversion to his offer, even though it was kind. “Don’t worry about it. I called my driver,” she explained, biting her lip as she rummaged through her purse for her wallet.
“Right,” Alfred let out a small chuckle as he gestured towards her. “I always forget.”
She pressed her lips together in a tight smile, feeling somewhat irrational for being bothered by his comments, though she couldn’t quite pinpoint why. Perhaps it was the underlying sense that he considered her world to be absurd, or maybe it was just her emotional self reacting to his exaggerated politeness. Whatever the reason, she buried those feelings deep inside, trying to prevent herself from turning into a paranoid person.
So they parted ways as they often did, with Alfred heading toward the tube—since he despised cars and anything powered by gasoline, really—giving her a peck on the cheek and a wave goodbye. Since their first and only kiss, Alfred hadn’t attempted another, and Penelope wasn’t sure how she felt about that. She realised the ball was in her court, despite all the reassurances she had given him previously. And the truth was, she didn’t know what she wanted to do about it.
Either way, she got into her car, unable to focus on that dilemma when she had significantly bigger fish to fry that very day.
As her driver parked the car near the studio, Penelope inhaled deeply, feeling utterly unprepared. A one-on-one session with Colin would have been nerve-wracking enough, but this was a Vanity Fair shoot—featuring the entire main cast. A dozen pairs of eyes, which had witnessed their year unfold, were also about to see just how far from normal things had become between her and Colin.
“I’m available all afternoon,” the driver said, interrupting her thoughts. “Just let me know if you finish up earlier; I’ll be here in minutes.”
Penelope smiled and nodded, trying not to get carried away with memories of another driver and another photoshoot from years past, realising just how much had changed since then.
At the studio, Rae finally met her after she had reluctantly taken the time off that Penelope had offered her earlier in the day. Thankfully, she was on her own since Lara had opted to skip this event, allowing the movie studio's PR team to take the lead. Penelope had to admit that ever since hiring the woman as her publicist, it felt both safe and draining to have her present at nearly every event, constantly whispering in her ear about what she should or shouldn’t do or say. Even now, from a distance, Penelope could hear Lara’s voice in her head, urging her to be cautious around Colin and to think carefully about her image because, for the moment, it seemed the studio’s team would only step in if things got out of control—whatever that meant.
Her thoughts, however, were soon interrupted as she and Rae were surrounded by three different people, all bombarding the actress with a flurry of questions, grabbing her purse, and ushering her toward the dressing room, while her assistant hurried to keep up. Penelope had grown used to this whirlwind; it felt as if her body almost didn’t belong to her the moment she stepped into work. She braced herself for what was to come: skin prep, hair straightening, or perhaps tucking it under a wig—but she was caught off guard when they started curling her locks instead.
“They won’t need me to wear the Nora wig for the shoot?” She asked, looking at the hairdresser in the mirror.
“Only if they’re mad,” the woman said, raising an eyebrow while she carefully arranged Penelope’s curls over her shoulders.
As the actress looked on with a questioning expression, the hairdresser placed her hand on her hip and explained, “Your hair’s absolutely stunning, they’d have to be bonkers to let it go to waste.” She then waved her hand dismissively. “The producer doesn’t want your usual costumes for the shoot, apparently.”
Penelope raised her eyebrows, thankful for the change. This wasn’t her first photoshoot with Vanity Fair; her debut had occurred during the promotional tour for the first The Sword and the Heart movie. Therefore, she expected a similar approach for this shoot. However, as soon as she arrived, her face was adorned with makeup—a rosy blush and a striking silver highlighter—paired with smoky eyes that complemented the metallic shade. She was then given a dress designed with a silver metal corset, complemented by delicate sheer brown sleeves that draped elegantly, and a voluminous skirt lavishly layered with the same fabric.
Soon, she was assisted into the dress, lacking even the energy to protest being in her underwear in front of so many assistants. By that point, she had experienced this situation far too many times and had learned to ignore any judgmental glances at her body.
When she was finally ready, she headed for the studio with Rae, but not without bumping into a rushing co-star along the way.
“Kate?” Penelope gasped, her eyes widening in surprise. It was unusual for the brunette to arrive late to anything. Kate returned her astonished look and quickly closed the distance to wrap her friend in a warm hug, the familiar scent of Lys 41 accompanying her. The embrace was so tight that it left Penelope breathless, drawing curious glances from the concerned assistants nearby. Penelope joked, “Well, it looks like our main star is officially in high demand.”
Kate chuckled, the motion vibrating from her chest to Penelope’s before she broke the hug.
“If only. The traffic from Mayfair to here is a nightmare,” she said, quickly understanding Penelope was referring to her uncharacteristic lack of punctuality.
“Mayfair?” Penelope asked, her now perfectly sculpted brows arching in surprise, while Kate froze, instantly realising her mistake.
Before her friend could even make a joke about Kate’s newfound wealth, the brunette waved her hand dismissively. “It was just a lunch,” she said with a nervous laugh.
Penelope nodded, as if it was no big deal, and Kate figured that if everyone assumed she was referring to a posh restaurant instead of Anthony’s flat, that was on them, not her, right?
Yet, as she glanced at her friend, a wave of guilt washed over her. It was time to come clean with Penelope about her relationship with the director. She was running out of excuses, especially since she had already met Violet. Soon, he would also meet her stepmother, a meeting that had only been postponed because Mary preferred to spend half the year in India rather than the UK. It wouldn’t be long before she found herself at a Bridgerton family event, and inevitably, the news would slip out to the rest of his family.
And after everything, it felt unfair for Penelope to be the last to know. It was simply a matter of being brave and admitting that this wasn’t merely a wild fluke happening in her mind. She had truly… fallen in love with Anthony Bridgerton, and now she was ridiculously doomed.
“What is it?” Penelope’s voice broke Kate’s reverie.
Kate blinked. “I... I was just thinking,” she trailed off. At Penelope’s questioning gaze, she continued, “I need to talk to you about something later.”
Penelope frowned when she saw the seriousness in Kate’s face, but she ultimately nodded in agreement. Glancing at the assistants around them, the redhead raised her eyebrows at her friend, signalling that she should continue on her way before they were reprimanded by the production team for delaying the shoot.
The redhead took a deep breath as she turned around, bracing herself for what lay ahead at their destination. To her surprise, it was Cressida Cowper, dressed in a midnight blue gown that mirrored the style of Penelope’s dress, though in a different colour. The blonde stood confidently with her hands on her hips and her chin lifted, surrounded by dry, brown leaves. Behind her was a white backdrop, likely set up for the crew to add a digital overlay later.
Cressida’s piercing eyes quickly fixed on Penelope, the familiar disdain evident in her gaze. She then lifted her chin and turned her attention to the photographer, who happened to be Henry Granville. The same man who the production of The Sword and the Heart had hired for their first promotional photo shoot, and who now worked for Vanity Fair. This was not surprising, given his talent and the number of times Penelope had encountered him on other photoshoots.
Sighing, the redhead glanced around and quickly spotted Dolores, Margaret, and Thomas animatedly chatting around the snack table. They were likely waiting for their turn to take pictures or relaxing after having their photos taken, Penelope wasn’t sure.
Margaret soon spotted her, excitedly waving, a gesture mimicked by Dolores and Thomas. In fact, now that Penelope took a moment to observe instead of quietly worrying about bumping into Colin, she noticed that many others from the crew were smiling at her, as if genuinely interested in her presence rather than just being polite.
“Penelope!” Cressida’s voice broke her reverie, and as the redhead turned around, her castmate and Henry were looking at her, both waiting for her to join them.
“Oh,” Penelope exclaimed, her eyes wide as she rushed to stand next to the blonde, who looked at her with annoyance. “I’m sorry, Henry,” she said to the photographer, who she was now more familiar with than during their first photoshoot together.
He waved her off as if it were no big deal before he started detailing his vision for the shoot, gesturing animatedly as he discussed angles and lighting. Thankfully, the editor had only requested a single shot of her with Cressida, which meant her time alone with the rude actress would be limited.
And Penelope might almost have forgotten the real problem amidst Cressida’s eye-rolling and huffing, had he not entered the room a few minutes later.
Colin wore a white, long-sleeved tunic with a plunging neckline and light brown pants, an outfit that, much to Penelope’s dismay, resembled the costume he had worn during their on-screen kiss. His hair was slicked back, with a curl falling onto his forehead, and surprisingly, he had some stubble. Penelope couldn’t recall ever seeing Colin with such an unkempt beard in a professional setting. Not that she minded; it was one of her favourite looks on him. Still, it felt like an odd choice for a photoshoot where he would be portrayed as Leonidas, in a way that jolted her from her reverie and made the whispers around the room suddenly became unmistakable.
For the first time since they’d worked together, maybe even since she’d known him, Colin entered a room without the usual smiles and gawking. Instead, people stared, eerily reminiscent of how she used to be stared at—judging him for simply existing, or perhaps politely masking their morbid fascination with an unfolding train wreck. The actor, however, merely glanced around the room for a moment before leaning in to speak to John, who was standing next to him. Then, his eyes found hers across the room, and her breath hitched, as it always did whenever he was near.
And it just dawned on her how much she missed him, which was a well-known fact in her heart at that point, just not one she allowed herself to dwell on. And she was suddenly exhausted by the unfairness of it all—loving her best friend and facing the possibility of losing everything: the person who understood her most and the only one who could truly make her pulse race.
Henry then noticed that the redhead’s attention had shifted elsewhere, as if she were barely hearing his instructions. When he turned to see the source of her distraction, everything made sense.
“Bridgerton!” he called, half-admonishing, half-excited. Colin, uncharacteristically, flinched at the sudden attention. The photographer motioned with his hand for the actor to join them. “Perfect timing, as always,” Henry quipped as Colin walked toward them, avoiding looking at Penelope the entire way. “Like a vision for sore eyes,” the photographer continued sarcastically, which was, in a way, a relief amidst the chaos.
“Bite me, Henry,” Colin retorted acidly, a common tone in their interactions. He then turned to greet Cressida out of courtesy, but the usually flirtatious actress was preoccupied with her long, silver nails. This nearly made Colin roll his eyes at how predictable she was. Naturally, she would be the first to give him the cold shoulder; there was nothing Cressida Cowper despised more than the combination of a bad reputation and dwindling income.
Meanwhile, Penelope watched the exchange with confusion, not understanding why their usually aggressive castmate wasn’t immediately fawning over Colin. She was almost too distracted by this anomaly until Colin’s gaze suddenly landed on hers, and her heart remembered that it was alive.
“Hi, Pen,” he said, chewing on his bottom lip.
She felt her cheeks warm under the studio lights, which suddenly felt oppressively hot. Trying not to focus on his mouth, she stammered, “H... Hi,” as they both stared at each other for a moment too long before looking away.
John and Rae stood behind the photographer, watching their bosses with apprehension as they awkwardly positioned themselves for the photo. Henry outlined the pose: Colin would lie on his back with his legs stretched out, one arm reaching overhead while the other rested by his side. Cressida and Penelope would position themselves on either side of him, facing inward; Penelope would rest her head on his chest, while Cressida’s head would be nestled on his stomach.
“How is she doing?” John muttered to Rae, his voice barely above a whisper as they watched Colin and Penelope nearly collide, exchanging furtive glances before quickly lying down on the floor.
“She’s fantastic,” Rae replied dryly, her eyes fixed on the redhead. “So busy that I can barely fit everything on her schedule, no thanks to your boss.”
Frowning, John turned to the woman in confusion. “What are you even talking about?”
Maintaining her gaze ahead, Rae offered him a quick, sidelong glance as Henry photographed the actors from above amidst the shower of dry leaves an assistant had thrown into the air.
John scoffed. “I can’t believe you, of all people, are believing what the media says.”
“Why me of all people?” she questioned, finally looking at him. “And I don’t. But I’ll have you know that I had eyes,” she added pointedly before sarcastically continuing, “You of all people saw how many times she was humiliated and for what?” She grimaced and added a sharp shrug to her argument. “Just because all of you are willing to be lenient with Colin, it hardly means I have to.”
With a tired sigh, John accepted what he had learned the hard way since he had been introduced to the madness they called the entertainment industry: sometimes, it was useless to argue. “I just can’t believe you know so little about the person you’re working for. That’s all,” he commented sharply before heading for the snack table and ending their pointless conversation.
He recognised that it was highly hypocritical of him, considering he too had made the same mistakes with his own boss in the past. But he couldn’t help it. He knew that out of all the people in that world, Penelope would be one of the first to come to Colin’s defence. He wanted to believe the actor, that she hadn’t intervened only because she didn’t need to. But now, John was starting to wonder if that was really true.
Kate suddenly walked past him, smiling and waving a greeting before she joined Thomas at the other end of the snack table. Meanwhile, Margaret and Dolores were a few feet ahead, whispering to each other as they watched the trio being photographed.
The Sword and the Heart’s main actor looked her up and down, noting her long braid, golden diadem, rustic gold corset, and brown leather pants. He whistled jokingly, eliciting the expected eye roll from his co-star.
“Shut up,” she said, arms crossed, resentful of his simple dark blue tunic and black pants. But the golden crown under his arm showed that at least she wasn’t alone in the over-accessorising department. “I don’t even know what this theme is supposed to be.”
He furrowed his eyebrows sarcastically. “What do you mean? You’re our mighty warrior,” he gestured toward her. Upon earning a glare from the actress, he smirked. “But forgive me if I won’t recite sonnets about how beautiful you look, as I believe a taken woman wouldn’t appreciate that.” As she widened her eyes, a murderous look beginning to form on her expression, all Thomas could do was attempt to hold back laughter as he added, “And I was already punched by the boss once.”
“And now he wants to be punched by me, is that it?” she asked, raising her eyebrows, which only made Thomas chuckle again.
“I was just checking if you were still together,” he answered cheekily. “I have learned the hard way that inciting anger might be the best approach to getting any information out of you two.”
Kate simply placed a hand on her forehead and shook her head at her co-star’s antics. She should be used to it by now, she supposed. The one thing she was grateful for was that Margaret and Dolores—like everyone else around them—were so focused on Colin and Penelope that they didn’t even notice Thomas blabbing.
“But truly,” he said, picking up a chocolate biscuit and taking a casual bite, “how are things between you and him?”
The actress blinked, surprised by the question. It was rare for anyone to ask about her relationship, especially since only a handful of people—namely their mothers, Edwina and Thomas—knew it existed. Clearing her throat, she struggled to find the right words, ultimately deciding to go with honesty. “Great… Um,” she hesitated, almost unable to believe it herself. “They are great, actually.”
A genuine smile spread across Thomas’ face as he raised his eyebrows in surprise. “Really?”
Frowning, Kate shot back, “You don’t have to sound so surprised.”
He paused, finishing off another biscuit before responding, “No, I’m actually…” He trailed off, crossing his arms over his chest, the prop crown still tucked under his armpit. “I’m happy for you.”
The actress pressed her lips together, unsure how to process the sentence and the emotions it evoked. She’d waited so long to hear something so… normal from a friend. She’d once considered such sentiments overly performative in relationships, unsuitable for someone as cynical and world-weary as herself.
Dating Anthony, however, showed her just how hypocritical she’d been. She found herself craving the very sentimental gestures she once dismissed—hand-in-hand strolls, public kisses, annoying friends with their affection, and experiencing their genuine happiness for her.
She pressed her lips together and twisted them to the side as she struggled to control her emotions. Instead, she resorted to sarcasm, saying, “I thought you were going to say you wish we had broken up, so you wouldn’t have to be scared for your life when we film the next one,” referencing their future kissing scenes.
Thomas’s jaw dropped, and his eyes sparkled with amusement as he laughed again, surprised that Kate Sharma, of all people, would joke about such things. “Actually, I am. Thank you for reinforcing my fears,” he joked, and she simply smiled mischievously in response.
Shifting his focus back to the photoshoot, he added, “But seriously, I haven’t felt peace on our movie set in years, until you two got together. So don’t you dare break up.”
Kate chuckled, mimicking his posture as she glanced over at Colin and Cressida, who were having close-up photos taken together. Just as Henry declared Cressida free to go, he called Penelope over for the next set of shots.
“Though I have to admit, our peace might not be as safe as we think,” he muttered.
“Colin and Penelope, you mean?” she asked.
Thomas nodded, his gaze fixated on the pair. He leaned in closer, as if about to share a secret. “Do you happen to know what really happened between them? Like, what really happened?”
The actress shook her head, her eyes focused on her friend from a distance. Penelope glanced between Colin and her own feet, twisting her lips into a grimace. Kate surely knew the little she’d revealed about the second wrap party, but it didn’t quite jibe with their behaviour—or alleged behaviour—over the past few months.
“I honestly thought all that gossip online was just nonsense. I never believed those two could fight. But seeing them today,” Thomas tilted his head, indicating that he was starting to have doubts. “They’ve definitely been acting strange since last year, haven’t they?”
Kate furrowed her brow, realising he might be onto something. She had been so caught up in her own issues back then that she’d lost track. But—
“Yes, I suppose they have,” she replied thoughtfully, watching as Henry chatted with the notorious pair.
“…Alright,” the photographer said hesitantly, glancing between Colin and Penelope, who were clearly keeping their distance from each other. One was staring at his feet, while the other gazed at the ceiling. “We’re going to replicate the setup we did with Colin and Cressida. Let’s start with a few full-body shots to capture your poses, and then we’ll move on to close-ups.”
Though not looking at him, they offered unenthusiastic nods, leaving Henry to sigh and wonder how to navigate… whatever that was. He scratched his head and pointed to the wooden chair that his assistants were bringing in, now positioned among the hundreds of dry leaves on the ground. “So, Colin, you’ll sit here, and Penelope…” He paused, gesturing to a posing block that was also being set up beside the chair. “You’ll sit on that and lean on his left side, with your elbow over his thigh and your chin resting on your hand.”
At his suggestion, they both seemed to freeze, and just as Henry thought they would refuse, they surprisingly scrambled into their assigned positions, all the while pointedly avoiding any form of eye contact with one another. The photographer then turned around and walked to his usual spot.
“Why do I have a feeling I’ll need a drink after this?” he muttered as his assistant handed him his camera back, her lips pressed together in grim agreement.
Looking back at the once dynamic duo, he noticed that Penelope was only grazing Colin with her elbow, as if he might burn her, while she sat by his left side. Taking a deep breath, Henry put on his best nonchalant expression and motioned for her to get closer to Colin. “You need to angle yourself in closer,” he instructed, gesturing to her right as if she should follow his movement. “Place your entire arm across his leg and adjust your position to be more centred in the frame with him.”
Colin scratched the back of his head at his instructions, pulling at the neckline of his tunic despite the fact that it was nowhere near constricting his neck. Meanwhile, Penelope simply blinked, trying to steady her nerves at the thought of throwing herself on Colin, which was just as terrifying as it was tempting.
“Unless… there’s a problem here,” Henry said, raising an eyebrow at the pair, who still hadn’t moved.
The two actors widened their eyes, both sputtering their No’s and Of course not’s as they scooted closer together. Penelope leaned over Colin’s leg, resting her arm on it while propping her chin in her hand, her heart racing in her chest. Meanwhile, Colin was at a loss for what to do with his hands, feeling as if he were being subjected to an expensively customised form of torture.
“Okay, Colin, you can also rest your elbow on the arm of the chair and your chin in your hand, just like Penelope,” Henry said, trying to help him.
The actor did as instructed, attempting not to focus on Penelope’s weight on his leg, her warmth spreading to his skin, or her fiery red hair shimmering under the lights.
“Colin,” Henry called more loudly, finally catching his attention. The photographer then motioned towards the camera, reminding the actor to look at the lens, not at the woman. With both subjects finally complying, he continued to snap photos, the rhythmic clicks of his camera filling the air.
“Alright,” Henry said, reviewing the picture on the camera’s LCD display. “Let’s try the other way around. Colin, rest your elbow on the opposite armrest and look at the camera, while Penelope, you look at him.”
She furrowed her brows, unsure of what Henry meant by the other way around. She glanced at Colin, who was also looking at her, but quickly refocused on the camera, following Henry’s orders.
Penelope’s only problem, she quickly realised, was not knowing where to look. Should she focus on the perfect curl that fell over his forehead, or the steady expression in his eyes as they stared into the camera? Perhaps it was the way his nose and cheekbones appeared sharper, more defined in the contrast of light and shadow created by the studio lights. Or maybe it was his chest, which was slightly visible beneath his shirt, with the hint of chest hair that he had allowed to grow since they weren’t filming.
Penelope felt her breath quicken and her cheeks grow warm, struggling to suppress the typical desire to simply reach out and touch him, or perhaps to forget how his skin felt against her lips.
“Perfect,” Henry said, thankfully snapping her out of her thoughts before they could drift any further. “Now, let’s try a close-up of your faces,” he declared. His assistants quickly adjusted the lighting, swiftly removing the chair once Colin had stood up, and replacing it with another posing block so that he could sit beside her.
Henry announced, “We’re going to take pictures of your faces side by side.” He pointed to the space between them. “Sit close together so I can see how it will look in the frame.”
The actress grimaced slightly but complied, trying to focus on Henry as Colin scooted closer to her, so close that she could smell his citrus-scented shampoo. Behind the camera, the photographer gave them a thumbs-up and said, “Now, Penelope, press your cheek against Colin’s. Both of you should keep a serious expression while looking at me.”
The woman closed her eyes briefly, taking a deep breath before pressing the side of her face against Colin’s. Her muscles were so tense that her shoulders and neck ached. On her left, Colin remained as still as a statue, and she could almost believe he was naturally committed to the task, if not for his heavy breathing.
After a few flashes from the camera, Henry frowned as he examined the display, his lips twisting in an unmistakable expression of dissatisfaction. “Let’s try something else,” he suggested. With a swirling motion of his index finger, he gestured for them to turn around. “You two look into each other’s eyes while Colin holds Penelope’s chin,” he instructed.
He wanted them to do what? Penelope stared at Henry with an expression that clearly conveyed that he might as well have asked them to recite the Iliad in fluent Mandarin. Colin could only blink, thinking this shouldn’t be surprising in the slightest, given their line of work—especially since they had even been asked to share several kisses as part of the movie. The only difference was that, back then, he was at least actually allowed to kiss her. But what on earth was he supposed to do now?
Meanwhile, Henry simply raised his eyebrows at them, wondering what they were waiting for. But before he could ask if there was a problem again, the two actors turned towards each other.
At first, a considerable space lay between them, the silence punctuated only by the erratic thump of Penelope’s heart as she stared at Colin’s jaw, too shy to look at him. Colin chewed his lip, trying to steady his breathing as he weighed his options, only to realise there weren’t any good ones. He leaned in just a fraction, his gaze fixated on her lips, a magnetic pull drawing him in, but he snapped his focus to her chin, reminding himself of his task. Then, his thumb and forefinger gently cradled her chin, tilting her face upward.
And that was when her gaze met his, her striking blue eyes finally meeting his. It was absurd, because Colin had met Penelope’s gaze probably a thousand times all throughout their lives, and now somehow he felt unable to do so without catching his breath, without feeling the absurd need to just close the distance and kiss whatever part of her he found first.
Penelope’s warm breath brushed against his skin as she leaned closer, their faces just a hair’s breadth apart. Her eyes flickered to his lips for a fleeting moment before snapping back, revealing the darkness within them more clearly than before. A wave of unspoken longing surged through him, and a frantic pulse thumped in his ears, leaving his throat suddenly dry. He struggled to keep his gaze from drifting to her mouth, the perfectly bow-shaped, full curve of it. Before he could resist, he pulled Penelope’s face a few inches closer; she offered no protest, her forehead nearly touching his as her eyes flitted between his gaze and his mouth.
“Oh my,” Thomas whispered in the crew area, covering his mouth with his hand as his eyes sparkled with mischief. Like everyone else, he was baffled by the sequence of pictures displayed on the monitors. “Forget what I said before; I don’t think this has anything to do with fighting at all,” he remarked, amusement clear in his tone as he glanced at Kate, who was now furrowing her eyebrows at the scene.
Once the photoshoot was over, true to her promise, Kate sought out Penelope to talk. However, when she found the actress alone, sitting in one of the dressing room chairs and looking down at her fingers as if they were the most interesting sight in the world, Kate realised the conversation they needed to have was not the one she originally intended.
“Pen,” she called from the door, startling the redhead. Despite being back in her civilian clothes, Penelope’s makeup and hair remained intact. “Are you alright?” Kate asked.
And perhaps the first sign that something was wrong was the fact that Penelope didn’t respond right away. Instead, she looked down at her hands again.
“Yeah, I’m fine,” she mumbled, prompting her friend to walk into the room and sit in the chair to her right, dropping her purse on the floor.
“Is there...” Kate trailed off before taking a deep breath and deciding to press on. “Is there anything happening between you and Colin?” Penelope glanced up in surprise, and the other woman added, “more than usual, I mean.”
With a shake of her head, the redhead replied, “I told you, that day he just—”
“And is that what I just saw today?” Kate interrupted, raising her eyebrows.
Penelope simply averted her eyes downwards and bit her lip. “You’re right, it’s just... something happened between us.”
Raising her eyebrows, the brunette didn't know why she was surprised. For many, if not thousands of people around the globe, it was only a matter of time before those two finally crossed the boundaries of friendship. Yet, for those close to them, as the actress now realised she was, it sometimes felt like an unbelievable development.
“And now everything feels so confusing,” Penelope said as she sighed, struggling to find the right words to express herself. The only thing she was certain of was that it had been much easier to hide her feelings before their work started blurring the lines of their friendship.
“Why?” Kate asked sincerely, unable to understand the problem given what she had witnessed that afternoon. “Wasn’t that what you’ve always wanted?”
“But it’s not real,” Penelope interrupted. “Just like everything that happens between you and Thomas isn’t real. It’s all part of this ridiculous make-believe world we’re in, isn’t it?”
With a wrinkled forehead, Kate looked at Penelope in confusion. She could perfectly understand the struggle of distinguishing fictional feelings from reality, even though it had thankfully never happened to her with Thomas. But it simply didn’t make sense regarding her friend and Colin.
“Pen...” the brunette hesitated, not wanting to feel pushy or even repetitive, but not finding a better alternative. “I need to ask, are you sure? From what I see, from what everyone—”
“Yes, I’m sure,” Penelope replied, feeling as if she had been transported years back to an elegant restroom, with water dripping down her neck as Kate held back her hair. It was just moments before she had finally talked to someone about her feelings for the first time. “You saw how he is, Kate. Colin has always been like this. And then he says he will never date me, then he turns around and falls in love with anyone but me.”
“Pen—”
The redhead shook her head before the other actress could protest. “I closed that door, Kate,” she stated, her hand chopping through the air to emphasise her point. Even though deep down she knew that the countless memories of his arms around her and his taste on her lips told her otherwise, she continued, “I’ve closed it, and I refuse to be sucked back in only for Colin to tell me that everything that ever happened between us was because of a stupid movie,” she spat out the term, shocking Kate, who had never seen Penelope refer to their project in such a derogatory way.
Then, the shorter woman continued, “I can’t do that. I…” She shook her head, swallowing hard as tears welled up in her eyes. “I won’t survive that.”
Her friend could only watch, knowing it was a lost cause, even if she couldn’t quite understand how their film related to it. “I’m guessing this is truly why the two of you have been acting distant all year,” Kate replied. When Penelope nodded, the brunette added, “Well, that’s a relief.”
“I told you Colin was just helping me out that night,” Penelope replied, aware of what the woman was referring to.
“I know, but honestly, the aftermath gave me pause,” Kate said, crossing her arms over her chest. Penelope furrowed her eyebrows at her, surprised that even Kate would start believing those ridiculous online rumours. “The two of you were always so close, and with everything that is happening with Colin’s career—”
“What?” Penelope interrupted, feeling confused by the abrupt change in subject. “What do you mean? What’s happening with his career?”
Kate froze, realising once again that she might have inadvertently revealed too much due to all the time she had been spending with Anthony. She figured it wasn’t as if the general public was privy to much of what was going on in Colin’s professional life. However, Anthony was very much in the know, fully aware of the colleagues who were either casting—or rather, refusing to cast—his younger brother lately. The actress then shook her head slightly. “You know how it is when someone gets cancelled online. Everything they’ve done, or didn’t do, gets dragged back up so people can find new reasons to hate them,” she explained. And as she noticed her castmate's growing worry, she amended, “But he’ll probably be fine. It’s not like we don’t know others who’ve been through this sort of thing, one way or another.”
It was that probably that rang loudly in Penelope’s ears as she stammered, “Y…yes, I mean, Colin always had such a strong career. I thought people were just being silly. I…” She paused, looking at Kate, hoping she would agree with the same so-called facts her team had shared when that entire dilemma first started.
The other woman, however, seemed to hesitate for a moment before nodding slowly.
“Yes... I mean...” Kate cleared her throat, shifting in her seat. “It really does feel like people are being silly.”
That response did little to reassure Penelope. In fact, it felt more like Kate was just being politely agreeable while the redhead concocted a million excuses in her mind. However, before she could probe her friend further on the matter, Rae showed up at her door, tapping away furiously on her tablet as she reminded Penelope of the other events scheduled for that day.
Blinking in surprise, Penelope hesitated for a moment as she glanced back at Kate, the brunette’s brown eyes appearing to share her reluctance to conclude that conversation on that note.
With a bite of her lower lip, the younger actress began, “I have to—”
“It’s alright,” Kate reassured her.
Hesitantly, Penelope rose, offering her friend a weak smile before slowly trailing behind her assistant, her mind now heavy with doubt. So distracted was she that she accidentally bumped into someone’s chest as they walked into the hallway.
To her absolute luck, however, it was a chest she could recognise even with her eyes closed.
“Oh!” Penelope exclaimed, her hand flying to her mouth as she watched Colin’s phone, previously held firmly in his grasp, plummet to the ground with a sickening thud.
Both their assistants widened their eyes at the scene as their bosses stood frozen, looking at each other. Or rather, Colin stared at Penelope, seemingly oblivious to his phone lying at his feet.
“I’m so sorry, Colin,” she blurted, the words tumbling out as she lunged for his phone, guilt creeping over her as her fingers fumbled for the device.
Colin blinked, his mind too sluggish to keep up with her sudden, alarming pace.
“Pen, you don’t have to—”
But before he could finish, she was already standing up, holding the device out for him to take. He reached for it, but she thrust it into his hand, a palpable tension in the air as their fingers almost touched.
She scratched the back of her head, as if nothing unusual was happening. “I’m still as much of a disaster as ever,” she said with an awkward chuckle.
Colin looked at her with an all-too-familiar, exasperatedly affectionate expression that sent a warm flutter through her body. And it should have been wonderful, except she missed that feeling so much that it actually hurt. He opened his mouth, probably about to tell her that she wasn’t a disaster at all, when Penelope interrupted him again.
“Anyway, I should really get going,” she said. “It was really nice to see you, Colin,” she mumbled, avoiding his gaze and looking down at the ground. Then, she turned around and started walking away down the hallway, unsure if she was even headed toward the exit.
Colin watched her walk away, a sight he had grown accustomed to, and then glanced down at the phone she had hurriedly placed into his hands. “It was really nice to see you too, Pen,” he mumbled, almost in defeat.
But then the redhead paused and squeezed her eyes shut, while Rae gave her a questioning look. Because, at the end of the day, even with opinions from Lara, Rae, Mrs Varley, her image consultant, social media manager, crisis communications specialist, lawyer, stylist, and whoever else had a say in her life, Penelope still couldn’t bring herself to leave, could she? No matter how much they reassured her that everything was fine, Kate’s words still echoed in her mind, and a nagging sensation in her gut had been lingering for months now. So, she turned around and walked back toward Colin, who blinked in surprise at her return.
Bitting her bottom lip, she looked down at her feet and furrowed her brow. “I know we haven’t talked much lately, but... everything is good with you, right?” She asked, finally gathering the courage to look him in the eye.
And Colin understood that this wasn’t just a casual, polite inquiry about his well-being. Given everything they had endured together and all the ways his name had been smeared, it simply couldn’t be.
So he cleared his throat and lied. “Yeah, I’m good.” Then he turned the question back to her. “What about you?”
She flinched slightly, as if she hadn’t expected to be questioned. “Yes, I’m…” She swallowed hard. “I’m fine.”
With a nod, Colin averted his eyes and said, “Good, that’s good.”
Somehow, that only made Penelope smile wryly. How had they ended up here? How had two people who could once talk endlessly now found it hard to exchange even three words? It was baffling that they were so out of touch with each other’s lives when just a year ago, she could tell how many hours Colin had slept merely by glancing at the dark circles under his eyes.
“I really need to go now,” she said, her throat tightening as she felt a surge of sadness, her eyes brimming with tears as she looked up at her best friend. Her voice came out hoarse as she added, “Bye, Colin,” before turning away and walking out for good this time.
“Bye, Pen,” Colin called after her, knowing deep down that it was pointless to hope she would stay.
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📹| Colin Bridgerton behind the scenes for Vanity Fair’s photoshoot (via henrygranville on instagram)
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NEW VIDEO | Cressida Cowper posing for Vanity Fair (via henrygranville on instagram)
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yeah guys its her cressida was there
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@hilllaryss Kate and Thomas too
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@leon1dassn0ra @hilllaryss ????? WHAT ON EARTH IS HAPPENING
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@hilllaryss@geovanalady wdym its prob just a shoot with the cast
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@leon1dassn0ra@geovanalady@hilllaryss yeah, but weren’t we supposed to only start the promotions in a few months?
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@hilllaryss@geovanalady@nerdynswifty promo tour yes but magazine shoots start earlier on
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Subject: Official Press Strategy and Blacklist: The Sword and The Heart: Princess of the West Promotional Tour
From: Emma Morton <[email protected]>
To: Ms Lara Ashford <[email protected]>; Mr Elliot Baxter <[email protected]>
Cc: Ms Penelope Featherington <[email protected]>; Mr Colin Bridgerton <[email protected]>; Mrs Lorraine Varley <[email protected]>; Mr Will Mondrich <[email protected]>; Mrs Agatha Dunbury <[email protected]>
Dear all,
Following recent meetings and to prepare for the upcoming promotional tour for “The Sword and The Heart: Princess of the West”, we are issuing the official press strategy and unified blacklist, agreed upon by all relevant parties.
Our shared goal is to ensure that both talent and production are represented in the best possible light, while safeguarding personal well-being.
Please find below the key directives:
1. Prohibited Subjects:
The following subjects must not be addressed by any media representatives during interviews, press junkets, or promotional events:
- Any questions regarding the present relationship between Ms Penelope Featherington and Mr Colin Bridgerton.
- Any mention of the leaked video, or any related rumours.
- Inquiries into their current communication status or personal feelings towards one another.
- Speculative questions about potential future collaborations outside the context of The Sword and the Heart brand.
- Any personal matters unrelated to professional projects, including but not limited to dating lives or family issues.
All press outlets will receive these guidelines and be required to acknowledge them in writing prior to participation. Any attempts to breach these boundaries will result in immediate intervention.
2. Interview Format:
- Individual interviews will be preferred.
- Joint appearances will be limited to high-profile media outlets
- All interviews will be conducted in the presence of a production PR representative.
3. Media Training:
- Individual sessions will be scheduled to ensure that both actors feel fully prepared and comfortable.
Please acknowledge receipt of this email and confirm your understanding of the above points. A detailed briefing document and the completed media schedule will follow shortly.
We appreciate your cooperation as we approach this important phase of the project.
Best regards,
Emma Morton
Head of Publicity
Danbury Productions
+44 (0)20 7947 0935
+44 (0)7780 144376
“So remember, you will have interviews together, but you won’t talk about your personal lives,” Lara instructed her, her dark eyes focused intently on her tablet. Her black chin-length bob obscured half her face as she spoke, and the low hum of conversations in the background served as a constant reminder of the bustling media junket about to begin. “If they bring up your relationship with Colin, stay neutral. Highlight how great it is to work with everyone on the film, and steer the conversation back to the project.”
“Right,” Penelope replied, feeling like her hairstylist was being excessively vigorous that morning, pulling her head back as he straightened her hair.
“And if they ask if you’re still on good terms, mention how well you two collaborated on the movie, as always,” Lara added, raising her arched jet-black eyebrow to emphasise her point.
With a grimace, the actress pressed her lips together, the intense heat of the blow dryer making her feel claustrophobic. “And what if they ask about that video?”
“They won’t,” Lara assured her, knowing her client was aware of the blacklist they had implemented.
Penelope’s blue eyes locked onto Lara’s, unwavering. “But what if they do? They’re not obliged to follow the—”
With a loud sigh, the publicist interrupted, “Then you give the standard answer to any invasive question: ‘I’m here to talk about the film and our work as a cast. That’s the most important thing right now.’ Period. If they insist, calmly repeat it. And if they persist again, I’ll step in and cut the interview short, and send a complaint to their editors,” she explained.
Penelope looked at her for a moment before nodding. She then glanced at her finished hairstyle in the mirror, disliking how sleek it looked. It reminded her of her teenage years, when her mother would straighten her hair every day, insisting that was how she needed to look to be taken seriously.
Lara quickly noticed the grim expression on Penelope’s face. Stepping closer to the styling chair, she lowered her voice. “Look, he’s not your problem. You need to worry about protecting your reputation, not his. Let his team handle his issues. Trust me, they’re certainly not worried about yours.”
A grimace twisted Penelope’s face as she stared at her long, beige nails, each one perfectly polished. Her publicist’s words didn’t sit well with her. Colin was undoubtedly one of the people who cared the most about her, and she still remembered how John had even taken an elbow to his eye for her. But maybe she was being naive; perhaps she didn’t know Will well, or anyone else on the actor’s team for that matter. It wasn’t as if any of them had lifted a finger during her crises either. And that didn’t mean they were bad people, they were just doing their jobs.
With that thought in mind, she carried on with her schedule and slipped into a simple tan mid-thigh blazer dress, not her favourite, but one her stylist insisted would work wonders. After that, she made her way to the cast lounge.
Colin was already prepared, sitting on the sofa in the middle of the room while Thomas and Dolores chatted animatedly beside him. His natural wavy hair was swept back, styled with a light product that gave it a neat yet slightly tousled appearance. He still sported his stubble and was dressed in a dark blue long-sleeved jumper and straight-leg charcoal trousers.
Penelope took a deep, fortifying breath, ignoring the faint wistful sigh that accompanied it, and walked over to him. “Ready?” she asked as a greeting, as if it was just another day at work for them, and nothing out of the ordinary had happened at all.
He looked up, momentarily startled, his gaze lingering on her a heartbeat longer than necessary. He nodded and stood up just in time for the production assistant to lead them toward interview room 3.
Right on time, as always, Cressida Cowper materialised, her elegant high ponytail swaying slightly as she moved, her neutral rose lipstick a perfect complement to her expensive white t-shirt and black high-waisted pants. She looked at her colleagues, and for the first time ever, her expression reflected a similar level of distaste for both of them.
“I swear, if either of you pulls off your usual little show and ruin this, I will make your lives a living nightmare,” she warned, fixing her fake pleasant smile before striding toward the interview room, acting as if everything was perfectly fine.
“So, how was it being back on set this time around?” the journalist from Collider asked, his legs crossed and black-rimmed glasses firmly perched on his nose
Penelope forced herself not to look at Colin, feeling her entire body stiffen at such a simple question.
“Ah, you know how it is,” Cressida, who was sitting between them, quickly responded, putting on her typical media-friendly expression. “More of the same. It was wonderful to return to New Zealand and have this time together with the cast and crew. Every time we go back to our everyday lives, it almost feels empty without it.”
A small, strained smile played on Penelope’s lips; in silent disbelief, she found herself grateful to Cressida for once.
The journalist nodded, shifting in his seat. “The dynamics between your characters have drastically changed this time around. What was it like to portray the different aspects of their relationships and the shift in your on-screen and off-screen chemistry?” he asked, looking pointedly between Colin and Penelope, almost as if Cressida weren’t even present.
Son of a—. Penelope had known this would happen; her publicist and the production’s publicists had given her a heads-up. Yet, she still felt like a rookie, exposed, and afraid of making even the slightest mistake. Penelope’s eyes drifted to the back of the room, where Lara was shaking her head and exaggeratedly mouthing the word SCRIPT.
“As an actor, it’s always gratifying to see our characters evolve and change. I suppose, in a way, it feels natural to portray all of their sides, just like we are also multifaceted people,” Colin answered quickly, thankfully, because Penelope’s sluggish brain made her fear her delayed reaction would become a viral short clip.
“Exactly. And when you have such a tightly written and fleshed-out script, it feels much easier, even natural, to follow these changes,” she added, forcing a trained smile.
“The two of you have been friends for a really long time,” the brunette interviewer said, her wavy hair framing her face as she motioned between Colin and Penelope. “How does it feel to return to the set after the success of the first movie? How are things different this time?”
Penelope’s lips tightened with each passing hour as she grew used to the veiled probing questions.
“It was as gratifying as the first time,” she quickly replied. “Working with Colin has become as natural as breathing at this point.” She grinned, hoping her expression didn’t appear too melancholic.
“Same here,” Colin added, although he didn’t glance at the redhead. “When you work with someone for so long, everything just flows so much easier.”
The actress nodded a bit too much, hoping that would end that line of questioning, but the journalist continued. “Obviously, there’s been a lot of talk about the two of you online, even more now. So how do you navigate promoting the movie in light of that?”
Penelope froze, the blood draining from her face, and as Colin opened his mouth to say whatever rehearsed line his team had surely prepared, the interviewer pressed on, “Even more so for you, Colin. With so many upcoming projects halted, how are you dealing with that?”
Halted projects? Furrowing her eyebrows, Penelope finally glanced at Colin. Between them, Cressida seemed as stiff as a statue, likely mentally counting down all the ways she could murder them while maintaining a sweet smile for the cameras.
But the issue was Colin. Throughout all their time working together, there had been few instances when she had seen him let anyone from the press know that he was even slightly affected by their questions. He always maintained a serene expression and provided perfect answers. Yet, here he was, hesitating.
The redhead quickly glanced at Will and Colin’s publicist, both of whom sat near Lara and one of Danbury Productions’ PRs. And they all looked back at Colin with tense expressions.
Her heart clenched with worry, and she almost found herself staring down at the journalist to tell her how absurd that question was. However, Lara shook her head at her client, as if the the woman could sense her intention before Penelope even realised it herself.
But before she knew it, Colin took a deep breath and answered, “Honestly, I prefer to talk about my current projects, which is why I’m here,” he retorted, crossing his arms. “That’s the best way to navigate the rumours online, whether about one’s career or anything else: to stay focused on what is really important and ignore the uninformed noise.”
“Your on-screen chemistry has been famous since the beginning. How was it this time around, or did you feel any differences?”
A collective sigh escaped Penelope's and Colin’s lips; the same question, repeated endlessly, wearing them down for what felt like the tenth thousandth time.
“As always, it was wonderful to collaborate professionally with Colin,” Penelope began.
“Although I don’t think we can take as much credit for it as we do for Charlotte’s fantastic writing,” Colin added.
“It’s been difficult to discuss the Sword in the Heart franchise without mentioning the on-screen friendship between Leonidas and Nora, as well as the off-screen friendship between you and Colin, which has now become a topic of concern for many fans. Would you like to take this opportunity to address the rumours surrounding your relationship that have surfaced since the beginning of the year?”
Penelope felt herself freeze again, immediately noticing the difference in focus when she started the individual interviews. The surprising part was that, after all the interviews she had done with Colin and Cressida, as well as the months leading up to this moment, she was almost ready to say yes to addressing the issue.
“We are here only to discuss the film today. Next question, please,” Lara interrupted.
“Have any castmates ever made you feel uncomfortable?”
Wrinkling her forehead, Penelope felt uneasy about the direction of that line of questioning. Still, she shook her head. “Never,” she asserted, even if it wasn’t entirely true when it came to Cressida Cowper. “Honestly, at this point, we all feel like a big family.”
The journalist leaned forward, his red T-shirt creasing with the movement. “So it’s safe to say you and Colin Bridgerton are on good terms?”
A weary sigh escaped Penelope’s lips as she prepared to give the answer she had repeated countless times that day. “I’m not here to comment on my personal life. I’m here to discuss the film only.”
“Considering the backlash Colin faced after the video of you two arguing surfaced, do you think it will overshadow the promotion of the movie?”
A furious heat rose in her chest, the redhead opened and closed her mouth as her blood boiled at the audacity. However, as she caught her publicist’s pointed stare, she took a deep breath and responded, “I’m here to discuss the film, not my… co-worker’s career.”
The interviewer tilted her head. “But surely this situation is affecting your professional dynamics as well as your on-screen chemistry, both now and moving forward?”
A blush crept up Penelope’s neck as she nearly stumbled over her words, trying to explain that her personal affairs and career were separate.
“She’s not here to answer questions about her private life. Next question, please,” Laura interrupted before she could continue.
“Can one journalist in this bloody city stick to the blacklists?” Lara spat, rubbing her temples. She quickly straightened up, crossing her arms as she faced her assistant. “Right, jot down that list of those four clowns and fire off the usual email to their editors.”
Penelope blinked, not daring to unpack that statement, and took a few steps toward her publicist. “I thought you said his career would be alright,” Penelope said, feeling too stressed to care about who might be listening. “That all we had to do was wait and let it all blow over.”
Lara took a deep breath, pressing her lips together before she looked at Penelope. “And it will,” she reassured her, in a way that Penelope found harder and harder to believe. “If his team is not as competent as we thought, it’s not your fault. Or mine,” she replied before Penelope could protest. The publicist then glanced at Rae, nodding at her as she said, “Now you need to get to the filming suite in five.”
Then the actress’ assistant was already by her side, reading the rest of the schedule for the day, while Penelope’s mind went blank, unable to focus on anything at all.
billie @noraswsift
It’s really over huh
| ⋆.˚🦋༘⋆ Fa @loratheexplorer
@noraswsift SHUT UP
| billie @noraswsift
@loratheexplorer no seriously I thought when we saw them again it would be the same as always but they are not even sitting next to each other
| Milena @mrsleonidassoares
@noraswsift@loratheexplorer They are not even LOOKING at each other
Mari🎧 @noraswig
Remember when Colin and Pen would talk as if they were friends? Fun times
| Kelly @ipanemabrina23
@noraswig I didnt want to believe they had really fought until now
| Mari🎧 @noraswig
@ipanemabrina23 I know and now I’m actually worried about lora tbh
| Kelly @ipanemabrina23
@noraswig tbh im not even excited for potw now
✨Wren✨ @arrianassgrandis
Nice knowing y’all
| *ੈ ✩‧ 𝚌𝚎𝚕𝚎𝚜𝚝𝚎 ˚ ◌✩‧₊ @kingleonidass
The last person to leave the room turn the lights off
| ✨Wren✨ @arrianassgrandis
@kingleonidass won’t be me
| *ੈ ✩‧ 𝚌𝚎𝚕𝚎𝚜𝚝𝚎 ˚ ◌✩‧₊ @kingleonidass
@arrianassgrandis honestly if colin really did those things I don’t want any part in this
| ✨Wren✨ @arrianassgrandis
@kingleonidass Exactly
Chrissy @chriszabala
Silence, Lora shippers are finding out the obvious: Colin and Penelope can’t stand each other
| aniston @penelo_pee
@chriszabala You’d think after months of Pen being silent theyd get the memo
| Chrissy @chriszabala
@penelo_pee Shhhhh don’t ask too much of them they are not very bright to begin with
| Denise S. @easternprincess
@chriszabala@penelo_pee “bUt sHe’S Still LikInG hIS PosTs”
val @featheringtonlady
It’s the way she’d rather have CRESSIDA by her side than… that man
| K. @gingerkam
@featheringtonlady Im surprised she was even allowed in the same room
| val @featheringtonlady
@gingerkam nepostism privileges
| K. @gingerkam
@featheringtonlady but at least we know that when she’s off the clock she’s free to be with a real man
| val @featheringtonlady
@gingerkam i’d hate to be their neighbor today that’s for sure
| K. @gingerkam
@featheringtonlady you know THEY’RE GOING TO BE LOUD
⋆˚✿˖° it’s always rainy in delulutown⋆˚✿˖° @loranator
Maybe i should kms
| Jessica Souza @leonidasbabe
ERIKA
| ⋆˚✿˖° it’s always rainy in delulutown⋆˚✿˖° @loranator
@leonidasbabe if I have to hear abt their “professional relationship” one more time I swear im throwing my phone in the toilet
| Jessica Souza @leonidasbabe
@loranator I know but theres nothing we can do
| ⋆˚✿˖° it’s always rainy in delulutown⋆˚✿˖° @loranator
@leonidasbabe It’s really bad isnt it
| Jessica Souza @leonidasbabe
@loranator i never thought i’d say this but sincerely scared of potw now
| ⋆˚✿˖° it’s always rainy in delulutown⋆˚✿˖° @loranator
@leonidasbabe I hate it here
𝔠𝔞𝔯𝔩𝔬𝔰 @carlosbton
I didn’t believe at first Colin would ever hurt Pen, but this is really confusing
| 🔥kittykat🔥 @pierceofurheart
@carlosbton Its not confusing its actually pretty obvious, they were never friends, he’s trash and she has a boyfriend
| 𝔠𝔞𝔯𝔩𝔬𝔰 @carlosbton
@pierceofurheart I understand but it just doesn’t match everything we have seen from them before
| 🔥kittykat🔥 @pierceofurheart
@carlosbton We told you all it was pr you just didn’t want to listen
Cinthy ❤️🔥🐉⚔️ @Cy3452n
I REFUSE to believe they’re not even friends anymore
| 🌸Hilly🌸 @hilllaryss
@Cy3452n we don’t even know everything yet and ppl are just jumping the gun
| Cinthy ❤️🔥🐉⚔️ @Cy3452n
@hilllaryss FINALLY. I knew I could always trust you hills
“So, Universal definitely isn’t buying that we’re just waiting on the final VFX render.”
Anthony let out a humourless chuckle, scratching his head as he sarcastically asked, “What about sound mixing?”
“You know what? That might actually work,” Agatha said, somewhere between a joke and a serious suggestion.
The director sighed wearily, rubbing his hand across his face. “Maybe it’s time to throw in the towel. They already said they want the scene cut. How many weeks do we have left to convince them, or even ourselves, before they decide to take over?”
“It won’t come to that,” Agatha reassured him. Anthony dropped his hands to his sides, glaring at nothing in particular since he couldn’t see her face during the phone call, but somehow it felt as if she could guess his expression anyway. “Not to us, at least. They won’t risk the scandal,” she completed.
“Fantastic,” Anthony replied sarcastically, raising his eyebrows. “We might just be silently sued then.”
“Bridgerton men,” Agatha muttered on the other end, loud enough for Anthony to hear. He wasn’t sure whether to feel offended or touched that she would compare him to his father at a time like this, but he didn’t have the time to dwell on that thought. “Will you stop being so dramatic?” Agatha continued. “It’s my neck they are breathing down on, not yours.”
“Well, my name will be the one most associated with the movie, won’t it?” He placed a hand on his hip, gazing at his disheveled hair and wrinkled shirt reflected in the floor-to-ceiling window. Behind him, the London night skyline was a mix of darkness and countless neon lights.
“All right,” the woman replied, as if she were about to say I’ll bite. “Then you make the final decision and lock in the picture by tonight. Simple.”
The director glared at nothing in particular again. He was beginning to realise that he and Agatha had worked together for so long that she almost knew him as well as his own mother. He wasn’t sure he liked that.
“Anthony,” the producer called out when she noticed he had been silent for too long.
He narrowed his eyes, as he began to pace in tight circles. “You know this is all your fault, right?”
“My fault?” Agatha almost gasped, the picture sound of innocence.
“We wouldn’t even have this bloody scene if it weren’t for your brilliant idea,” he replied, gesturing wildly with his hands.
“Well, I do know I’m brilliant,” she joked.
He shook his head in frustration. “The problem is that this isn’t about what the audience wants. It’s about the fact that this scene belongs in the movie now. It’s part of the story, just like all the other essential parts,” he ranted, expressing himself in a way he only did when discussing art.
“I’m aware,” she replied bitterly, wishing she could disagree.
Anthony let out a tired sigh, which Agatha mirrored on her end of the line.
“The problem is that this isn’t about what we want,” Agatha concluded, a bleak statement coming from her. “I just don’t see how things can improve from here. I… I really thought that once a few interviews were released, everything would sort itself out. The audience would have a distraction, the public would form a better opinion of them again, and we could win Universal over to our side.”
“I know,” Anthony replied as he perched on the edge of his desk, unsure of what else to do at that point.
“But we still have a few days left,” Agatha said. “You know me, I’m only throwing in the towel if someone snatches it from my hand.”
The director chuckled lightly. “Tell me about it.”
“Alright, I’ll see you in a week or so,” she replied, “when we’ve both inevitably locked this movie because we were too stubborn to do it even one second earlier.”
He nodded, letting out a tired sigh. “See you then.” After disconnecting the call, he ran a hand through his hair, which was sticking out in all directions.
It was only when he saw a message from Kate that he smiled.
Kathani Sharma: finally done with the interview now
Kathani Sharma: tell me why is that man so insufferable
The director laughed, already picturing Kate’s expression as she typed that.
Anthony: look at it from the bright side
Anthony: at least this time Thomas wasn’t there spilling our secrets
Kathani Sharma: look at it from the bright side?
Kathani Sharma: are you ill?
A chuckle rumbled in his chest, and all he could think about was how much he loved that woman. It was truly scary how many times he found himself stopping his mouth from forming the words and his finger from typing them. It was a natural, undeniable truth, one that begged to be let out into the world: loudly, firmly, and repeatedly. And for once, he wasn’t scared, not in the slightest.
But the problem was that he didn’t know if the same applied to Kate. He worried that when he finally said everything he needed to say, it might spook her enough to run away. So, he waited, keeping inside his throat all the words that could only now be spoken through his eyes, his actions, his thousands of other phrases.
Anthony: I do have sides you don’t know about sweetheart
Kathani Sharma: Please
Kathani Sharma: You know I hate it when you offend my intelligence
He shook his head, looking down at his phone with a goofy smile.
Kathani Sharma: but seriously
Kathani Sharma: are you alright
Anthony: of course I am
Kathani Sharma: you haven’t talked much all day
Anthony: I just didn’t want to bother you
Kathani Sharma: Anthony
Anthony: I mean it
Anthony: I just had a stressful day
Anthony: but when is it never
Kathani Sharma: ok I’m having my driver drop me off at your place
Anthony: what?
Anthony: Kate don’t you need to wake up at dawn tomorrow
Kathani Sharma: yes but there’s clearly something bothering you
Kathani Sharma: I know you think you have sides I’m not aware of but I can tell when something is wrong just by the tone of your voice sweetheart
Anthony shook his head, knowing she was just using his own words against him. Yet, he couldn’t help but feel a flutter in his heart at her concern.
Anthony: you didn’t even hear my voice
Kathani Sharma: exactly
Kathani Sharma: I don’t need to
…
Anthony: only you Kate
Kathani Sharma: I know
Kathani Sharma: if I were you I take advantage of my cheering up your mood
Kathani Sharma: I’d even consider going to that ridiculous pastry shop near your place
Anthony: you mean together
Anthony: in my neighborhood
Anthony: without disguises
Anthony: at nine o’clock
He typed each sentence with raised eyebrows. Usually, if they wanted to do something as simple as take a walk in the park or grab dinner, they would always have to arrive from different entrances, at off-peak hours. Their assistants would call ahead to any restaurant they wanted, requesting a private dining area and ensuring discretion from the staff.
And they would certainly never walk together in Mayfair of all neighbourhoods.
Kathani Sharma: who said no disguises
Kathani Sharma: just grab your Cambridge cap
Kathani Sharma: actually lend me your cap you’re fine with just sunglasses
Anthony: well
Anthony: i am indeed always fine
Kathani Sharma: don’t push your luck
Colin Bridgerton’s agency considered dropping him after street fight: Report.
By Wallace Knox
In a troubling turn of events, actor Colin Bridgerton finds himself in hot water, with reports emerging that his agency, WNE, is contemplating severing ties with the star. Sources within the agency have revealed that the decision comes in the wake of a series of scandals and a noticeable decline in public interest surrounding the actor.
The controversy began nearly six months ago when Bridgerton was caught on camera allegedly harassing co-star Penelope Featherington. While no formal statements have been made confirming or denying the allegations, rumours were fuelled online, reigniting past accusations against the actor concerning substance abuse and on-set misconduct.
These developments have led to speculation about halted projects and a conspicuous absence of Bridgerton from ongoing publicity campaigns, which has only aggravated the agency’s concerns. As the public perception of the actor continues to wane, WNE is reportedly weighing the potential financial ramifications of keeping him on their roster amid the growing scandals associated with his name.
E! has reached out for comment from Bridgerton and WNE and has not heard back.
With a sharp click, Penelope locked her phone and flung it onto the white restaurant table. A claustrophobic feeling washed over her as she looked at the countless black and white pictures, vinyl records, a helm, and a lifebuoy crammed on the beige and blue walls.
“We’ll be ready for you in five,” the production assistant said.
Nodding, she felt her stomach twist with anxiety. She wasn’t even sure why she was there. It was undeniably an incredible opportunity, just like 80% of what had happened since she returned from New Zealand. Yet, all she could feel was dirty. Being on a show like this, especially for a solo interview, should have felt like a significant accomplishment. Yet, all she could think about was that nothing in her line of work was coincidental, something she was learning the hard way.
In that moment, she was acutely aware that she shouldn’t be there. It wasn’t her time yet—perhaps in a few years, when she had more work under her belt and gained more fame, it would make sense. But right now, it felt like someone wanted to profit from a drama or, worse, deliver a morality message by inviting her.
She shouldn’t be attending these interviews while Colin remained alone in his home, struggling with his career. It didn’t feel right.
Rae and Lara, having finalised last-minute details with the crew, rejoined Penelope at her table just as the production assistant arrived to announce that her time was up. Penelope then glanced at her reflection on her phone screen one last time, at least looking like herself this time—her hair tied back in a ponytail and wearing a fuzzy, baby pink knit sweater. Taking a deep breath, she stood up, unsure if she was more nervous or exhausted.
“Just remember, he’s going to give you a bit of a push, but it’s meant to be comedic, not investigative journalism. The most important thing to remember is that you’re in control,” Lara said before the actress headed over to the meal table where they would be filming the interview.
The redhead let out another sigh. Right. On top of all the stress she was already juggling, her team had decided to pile on even more interviews, none of which had anything to do with her personality. But it was, quote unquote, an unmissable opportunity. So, Penelope marched toward Archibald “Archie” Remington, wondering whether she was approaching the gallows or if, for once in this cursed year, she might actually have fun during an interview.
Archie wasn’t known for being an aggressive, probing journalist. Instead, he created a playful, mock date setting in a fish-and-chips shop, flirting with his guests while subtly posing deep personal questions. He was well-known not just in the UK but beyond, with his interviews going viral the moment they were posted on YouTube. So, given Penelope’s admittedly poor social skills, she felt no one could fault her for hesitating to participate in the show.
However, since she was already there, she decided to approach the situation as she did with all aspects of her profession—by acting instead of being herself.
“Penelope, hello,” the brunette greeted her with his infamous smile, his brown eyes warm as he stretched out his hand for her to shake.
“Hi,” she replied, a hint of shyness in her voice as she gently shook his hand before settling into the chair opposite him.
The host then expertly manoeuvred his wheelchair to face her across the polished table. “I’m a big fan of your work,” he said.
Penelope offered him a small smile, thinking that, at this point in her career, she didn’t have much work for someone to be a fan of yet. However, it sounded like a sarcastic remark that one might make during an interview, so she simply replied with a nervous, “Thank you.”
Before long, a crew member set up a boom mic above them, and the production assistant announced that the cameras were about to start rolling. Soon after, the restaurant waiter brought over a few fish and chips along with their drinks. They thanked him before Archie began rearranging the items on the table and handed Penelope her order.
“Do you want me to open that for you?” He asked, pointing at the lemonade bottle still in his hand.
At her confused expression, he explained, “No offence, but it looks like that could break your hands, not the other way around.”
Penelope’s jaw dropped as she looked down at her palms, trying to figure out if they were small or delicate—whichever he had implied, she wasn’t sure.
“No, it wouldn’t,” she replied with exasperation, and he laughed as he handed her the opened bottle.
“No kidding, you’re probably the shortest person I’ve ever met,” he laughed. “Alright, I might have seen someone shorter, but you and Sabrina Carpenter...” he said, rubbing his index fingers together, suggesting their heights were pretty much the same.
Penelope scoffed derisively as she poured her drink into her small, straight glass.
“I mean, surely I’m not the first one who has told you this,” he continued, picking up his greasy fried fish, the pungent smell of old oil thick in the air.
The actress paused for a moment, her hand frozen around her lemonade. Surely, he wasn’t the only one. But she wondered if she was even allowed to think about Colin during interviews or if that too was discouraged.
“Yeah,” she cleared her throat. “I might have heard that before once or twice,” she commented before taking a sip of her lemonade, her actress self taking over as she decided to just play along with his jokes. “Maybe Sabrina needs a backup dancer.”
He chuckled, and she found herself snickering along, even when it wasn’t that funny. But it felt like a welcome relief that, for once, things weren’t so serious.
“So besides being a dancer,” he continued, and she shook her head at him, smiling as she reached for her food. “Any other hidden talents?”
Halting, she gave him a look. “I’ve got to be straight with you… I didn’t really think this would sound so much like, well, a date.”
He tilted his head back in mock indignation. He then gestured towards her, adding, “It’s in the name of the thing. What did you think this was?”
She was about to reply, but he stopped her by raising an index finger. “Do not say interview,” he interjected.
Closing her mouth hesitantly, a small smile tugging at her lips, Penelope rolled her eyes, surprised at how comfortable she was feeling. She took a bite of her fish before continuing. “Alright, so… I actually can, in fact, dance—”
“I already knew that,” he interrupted as he raised a single finger.
She smiled slightly before going on. “But only poorly. I guess I can sing… a little.” It was then her turn to raise her hand to stop him before he could speak. “Please don’t ask me to demonstrate.”
He closed his mouth and raised his hands in a gesture of surrender, palms open.
Penelope brushed her hands together, scattering the golden breadcrumbs that had clung to her fingers, before thoughtfully reaching for her cup once more. As she took another sip, a grimace twisted her features, and she finally said, “I guess I know a lot about law.”
Archie wrinkled his forehead at her, prompting her to continue, thinking he hadn’t made the connection. “I read law at university,” she clarified.
The interviewer widened his eyes. “What?” he asked, barely containing a laugh of bewilderment.
She picked up a perfectly golden chip, its crisp exterior glistening, and casually added, “Yeah, I was even called to the bar.”
“What?” he repeated, even more flabbergasted.
“How come you don’t know this?” she asked, chewing delicately, her hand briefly covering her mouth to avoid appearing impolite on camera. “I thought you studied the people you interview,” she added jokingly.
“First of all, this is a date, not an interview,” he replied, finally recovering from the shock. Reaching for his iced tea, he continued, “And second, I don’t think I’ve ever seen you talk about it or read about it on any profile of yours.”
When she gave him a look, he simply shrugged. “I research all the people I date.”
The actress snorted, shaking her head at his antics as she finished her food. In a way, she realised he was right. It wasn’t exactly a topic she enjoyed discussing, especially since it had long felt like a looming symbol of her failures. A reminder that once she was just one more closed door away from giving up on her dreams and returning to the career that had tormented her.
But now, just a few years later, she was a guest on one of her country’s most renowned interview shows, if not the world’s, and on the verge of appearing in an Anthony Bridgerton movie and a Netflix production within just a few months.
She cleared her throat, feeling her eyes sting a little. “I really haven’t talked much about it, have I?”
“So what’s the story, then?” He leaned back in his chair, arms crossed over his chest, as he studied her. “How does someone go from being a barrister to taking the lead in one of the most famous sagas?”
Her lips curled into a little smile. “How indeed,” she said, a little lost in thought before reaching for another chip. “I suppose I always knew I didn’t like any of it, but my family was always very... traditional when it comes to this sort of thing.”
“Been there, done that,” he commented, with an understanding nod.
She smiled in appreciation before continuing. “But when I was in university, I ended up joining the CUADC—”
“Ah, so you went to Cambridge,” he interrupted, and she inclined her head in confirmation.
“After that, I went after all sorts of short courses at RADA or LAMDA. So I pretty much wrapped up the process to become a barrister, all while picking up some drama training on the side.”
At that point, Archie raised his eyebrows in surprise. “Did you ever sleep?”
Penelope chuckled. “Barely,” she admitted.
“That’s quite... impressive,” he said, still sounding baffled. “And then, when everything was sorted, you thought, ‘That’s it. I’ve made up my mind about which hair-pulling job I fancy more.’”
The redhead tilted her head, recalling her final days pursuing a law career as if they were just yesterday. The truth was, she knew exactly what she wanted; there really wasn’t a choice to make. But she thought she was crazy, believing that she would never have an opportunity, not in a million years.
Then she was cast in a short TV series.
“Something like that,” she replied, her voice tightening with an emotion she tried to suppress.
“So, who was your biggest inspiration?” Archie asked, reaching for his chips.
She furrowed her brow, silently urging him to explain before taking a sip of her drink.
“I mean, what actor inspired you to start this whole journey, to become an actress?” he asked through a mouthful of food, his hand partially covering his mouth.
The redhead felt time come to a standstill; the answer was so glaringly obvious it made her head spin. By reflex, her eyes shifted momentarily to Lara, who was sitting at the back of the restaurant, her sharp gaze always ready to intervene if needed. And, suddenly, Penelope felt exhausted. Because what was she supposed to do? Lie? Was she meant to pretend that one of the people who had helped her the most—when she had nothing, when she was nothing—didn't mean anything? Was this who she was now? Someone who would turn her back on those who had been there for her when she needed them the most?
“Penelope?” Archie’s voice brought her back to the present, and when she looked back at him, she noticed her vision was somewhat blurred.
She blinked, realising that at that moment, she faced a decision: two paths lay ahead, just as the journalist had remarked moments earlier. All she needed to do was choose one.
Then, a barely audible breath escaped her, her lips pressing together before a wistful smile curved them as she murmured, “It was Colin.”
At once, she noticed both Lara and Archie shift in their seats from the corner of her eye, while Arch’s eyes widened slightly before he attempted to mask his reaction.
“Colin…” he trailed off, as if there were multiple men with the same name she could be referring to. “As in…?”
She held his gaze, both of them aware he was feigning ignorance due to the blacklist—or perhaps because she hadn’t mentioned her childhood friend recently and the internet buzz surrounding them had spiralled out of control—whichever option it was.
“Colin Bridgerton,” she said.
Surprisingly, the interviewer didn’t jump in with a follow-up question. Instead, he looked at her, as if waiting for her to continue.
Pressing her lips together, she went on, “I was so lost back then… Torn, because I truly hated what I was studying. And Colin and I were always similar in many ways, and when I began watching his work—which was before most of you did, by the way.”
“Oh, I’m sure,” Archie added with a smile, leaning forward, captivated by her story.
“No, seriously, one day he’s got to pay me back for all those edgy, avant-garde plays he dragged his sister and me to,” she remarked, noticing the interviewer’s grin getting broader. “But, anyway, back then, he always seemed so free, you know? Even now, when I see him perform, he just embodies that freedom.”
“I agree,” the interviewer replied.
“So, I suppose there was a moment when I realised I wanted to feel that way, too. Of course, growing up, I loved everything about acting, but I didn’t quite get it at the time. But I guess it wasn’t until I saw Colin that it really hit me that this could be what I really liked and what I wanted to be," she said, ignoring the pointed stare her publicist was giving her from a distance. “That was when I had the crazy idea of trying to go to COADC alongside all the other random classes I was taking back then,” she added with a shrug.
“And what did he say when you told him?” he asked, not taking his eyes off her as he reached for a napkin.
Penelope scrunched up her face slightly. “I actually didn’t?” she said, and the man halted, looking at her as if she had just handed him a pot of pure gold. She then let out a small laugh, adding, “I guess he’ll find out along with everyone else when this airs.”
As Archie let out a humorous breath, she continued, “But when I told him I wanted to be an actress in general, you know,” she made a sweeping hand gesture to emphasise her words as he nodded for her to go on, “he was shocked.”
“I bet,” Archie said, wiping his mouth. “If I had a mate who went through all the hassle for a law career and then said they fancied being an actor, I’d just be like...” He made an exaggerated grimace. “Why on earth would you want to be poor?” He then quickly added, “No offence.”
The crew around them erupted into good-natured laughter as Penelope waved dismissively, more familiar with the financial hardships of acting than she would like to admit. “Oh, none taken,” she replied.
He then shrugged and continued, “But, well, he’s a Bridgerton. I suppose he doesn’t even know what it means to be poor.”
A booming guffaw erupted from the woman, her hand flying up to cover her mouth as the journalist chuckled in response. She wiped her eyes, unsure if the tears were from laughter or from the repressed anguish she had kept inside for so long.
“He was wonderful, though,” she added. “Immediately switched to career counsellor mode. He had so many tips that I could barely keep up. But that’s just Colin, always ready to lend a hand. He… he has helped me with so many things in life, actually.” She trailed off, reflecting on all the times he had helped her, which honestly felt like too many to count. From anything regarding her profession to dating and even driving. Penelope felt her eyes watering again as she cleared her throat and said, “Um. I don’t even know how to thank him.”
Archie observed her clearly emotional state, twisting his lip to the side as he considered what to do next, or rather, what he was allowed to do because, at the end of the day, he was still a journalist fishing for information.
“I need to ask…” he started.
She narrowed her eyes playfully. “I thought this wasn’t an interview.”
“Excuse me,” he said, placing a hand over his chest. “I thought it was normal to ask about the past of the woman I’m dating.”
Despite the frantic, silent shakes of her publicist’s head from the back, Penelope couldn’t help but smile at his joke, even though she would have previously been terrified to be put on the spot like that.
“It was the same thing as always,” Penelope quickly answered his unsaid question about the video. “Colin was just helping me.”
The interviewer leaned in, his eyes sparkling with barely contained excitement at the accidental exclusive.
The girl then chuckled. “I was absolutely smashed that day.”
Lara buried her face in her hands, while Archie raised his eyebrows at Penelope.
“Really?” he asked, taking a sip of his iced tea with a cheeky grin. “You do look like you enjoy a good drink now and then.”
Penelope let out a little gasp. “Excuse me?” she said. “I must say, I hardly ever find myself inebriated. I was just having a bit of a rough day, to be honest.” He nodded, and sipped his iced tea, waiting for her to go on. “It was one of those days you just can’t cope with, you know?” she said, more to herself than him.
“Oh yeah,” he replied anyway.
“And I was just so... so drunk,” she chuckled and he smirked, clearly amused by her story. “Colin went outside to check on me, and I was just rambling on about who knows what. I could hardly remember what I was even going on about,” she said, allowing this small lie to slip since it seemed less harmful than the thousands of others she had told during that promo tour. “And then I got a bit irritated and, you know... started slapping his chest,“ she added sheepishly, a flush creeping onto her cheeks.
“Well, we know that must’ve done a right number with those deadly weapons of yours,” he said, gesturing to her hands, “and Colin Bridgerton is just such a tiny bloke,” he added with a cheeky grin.
The corner of Penelope’s lips turned upward, a hint of amusement dancing in her eyes. “Yeah, exactly,” she said. “Um, but then Colin noticed there were people around us, which I didn’t, because, of course—”
“Your brain was soaked in booze,” he said nonchalantly, and she nodded.
“And Colin kept telling me to stop before, you know, someone recorded me, and it’d look really bad online—”
“—the irony,” Archie chimed in sarcastically, and she pointed at him in agreement.
“Exactly. But I just couldn’t stop, you know, it was one of those moments when you’re completely out of it,” she explained. “So he just tossed me over his shoulder and got me out of there.”
“Just like that?” Archie asked, wide-eyed.
Penelope confirmed with a bob of her head. “I mean, when we were filming Princess of the West—” She paused, glancing at the camera for a moment. “I hope this isn’t a spoiler…”
“Just say it anyway,” he urged her on, and she narrowed her eyes at him for a moment before deciding to continue.
“No, it’s not,” she decided before shifting in her seat and continuing. “When we were filming, there was a scene where Leonidas needed to lift Nora,” she said, and the other man nodded. “And we needed a stunt double for that, but Colin was so... so offended.” She let out a giggle at the memory, and Archie couldn’t help but chuckle along. “He and Anthony—our director—”
“We know who Anthony Bridgerton is, yes,” Archie added humorously.
She rolled her eyes at him half-heartedly before continuing, “They argued for a while because Anthony kept reminding Colin, ‘You’re over 30 now; your back isn’t what it used to be.’”
Archie let out a loud laugh as he imagined the scene, clapping at the mental image.
“And Colin got so mad he didn’t even let him finish. He basically just picked me up right there, as if I were made of air,” she continued, a hint of fondness in her tone.
“So he knew he could do it,” Archie concluded the story for her.
“Exactly,” Penelope replied.
“And he was like... drunk with power,” Archie continued, which immediately made Penelope giggle again as she recalled the ridiculous number of times Colin had lifted her since then. The interviewer went on, “So he’s just looking for any excuse to show off... like, there’s Penelope in the way. He just scoops you up. Penelope just needs to reach up for something in the cupboard... and up you go,” he gestured with both hands as if holding her up.
That only made Penelope laugh harder, tears streaming down her face as she wiped them away, realising she hadn’t felt that free in a long, long time.
“That segment will not go on air,” Lara stated firmly as soon as the interview ended, her tablet pressed against her chest and her eyes sharp.
Archie scratched the back of his head, having barely had time to wheel away from the table.
“I understand, since this interview is just a long conversation. Sometimes—”
“No,” Penelope interrupted, standing up to address her publicist before turning to the host and producer of the program. “Please, air it.”
He looked at her and nodded slightly, as if he understood what was on her mind.
But Lara only glared at her. “We need to talk,” she said, knowing that this conversation was best had in private.
Penelope pressed her lips together, the murmur of hushed conversations washing over her as she trailed behind the woman to a secluded corner of the restaurant where Rae was sitting.
“What you just said will completely wreck the image we’ve been painstakingly putting together for months, nearly a year,” Lara pointed out, gesturing toward the table that the restaurant staff was now cleaning.
“I understand, but—”
“The press will tear you apart. Do you get that?” Lara interrupted immediately, causing Penelope’s heart to race with anxiety. “You hired me to protect you. Let me do my job.”
Penelope opened her mouth to retort but was cut off again.
“I understand that you want to help him, but this is not your responsibility. You need to think about your career, your reputation.”
Penelope felt her cheeks flush; her pulse, once fuelled by anxiety, now surged with frustration. “What good is my image if it’s a complete lie?” she asked.
Lara scoffed. “No public image is ever 100% true—”
“No, now you listen to me,” Penelope said, raising her hand, having had enough of the interruptions. “I understand you want to protect my reputation, but screw my reputation when it comes to protecting the people I love. That means Colin. Are we clear on that moving forward? Because if we’re not, I understand if you don’t want to work with me anymore.”
Lara blinked, momentarily at a loss for words, while Rae widened her eyes at her boss’s characteristic outburst.
“Fine.” The publicist let out a breath, placing a hand on her forehead. “It’s your choice. Just remember that,” she said, sounding more like she was giving a warning than reassurance.
“I will,” Penelope replied.
Lara then left the restaurant, the sounds of her heels clicked angrily on the floor as she headed toward their car, her temper not allowing any further pleasantries.
Penelope took a deep breath, running a hand through her hair before glancing at Archie, who was talking to a couple of crew members while others packed away the cameras and coiled the cables. She took a few steps towards him, feeling an overwhelming urge to apologise for… well, everything, even though it wasn’t her job.
Noticing her approach, he subtly indicated to the production assistants with a slight movement of his head that they needed some privacy.
“I’m assuming I’ll receive an email from your publicist really soon,” he joked with a half-smile. “It’s alright, I...”
“No, you won’t,” she said casually. He just raised an eyebrow at her, so she continued, “I’m really sorry about it. Lara was just trying to look out for me, but I knew exactly what I was sharing the whole time, and I meant it. Please let it go to air.”
“You don’t need to ask me twice,” he said with a cheeky grin. Penelope nodded, ready to turn away when he added, “Just for the record... and I don’t want to come across as intrusive since your publicist seems quite capable, but I reckon she might be mistaken about this.”
A small, almost imperceptible smile played on Penelope’s lips. “Let’s hope so, but it doesn’t matter if she isn’t.”
He smiled back; it was unusual to find someone so dedicated to helping a friend in their profession. “You know what? I meet loads of folk here, thanks to this show, but I rarely say this so sincerely: it was truly lovely to meet you, Penelope.”
Archie Remington ✪ @archibaldrem
I don’t know, I think her heart belongs to someone else… Chippy Shop Date with Penelope Featherington out NOW
| felix @felixistired
@archibaldrem wait weren’t this week’s episodes supposed to have nigel berbrooke
⋆˚✿˖° it’s always rainy in delulutown⋆˚✿˖° @loranator
SUICIDE CANCELED
| billie @noraswsift
@loranator wait what happened
| ⋆˚✿˖° it’s always rainy in delulutown⋆˚✿˖° @loranator
@noraswsift just watch pen’s interview
| billie @noraswsift
@loranator what interview?????
Selena. @selfabbri
did archie remington just push penelope’s episode earlier will someone explain to me what just happened
| Ge 🐾 @geovanalady
@selfabbri HE’S GOING TO FATHER MY CHILDREN, THAT’S WHAT’S HAPPENING.
Cinthy❤️🔥🐉⚔️ @Cy3452n
I KNEW IT I KNEW IT I KNEW IT I KNEW IT I KNEW IT I KNEW IT I KNEW IT I KNEW IT I KNEW IT I KNEW IT I KNEW IT I KNEW IT I KNEW IT I KNEW IT I KNEW IT I KNEW IT I KNEW IT I KNEW IT I KNEW IT I KNEW IT I KNEW IT I KNEW IT I KNEW IT I KNEW IT I —
| Ro @roroswift
@Cy3452n yeah you actually did tbh
🗡Gabs 🗡 @lladyora
PENELOPE WAS LIKE I HEARD YOU’RE ON A CRISIS
mimi @leonidasn0raxx
This is mimi’s ghost, reporting live from her grave
Fabricio @snh_ing
AND JUST LIKE THAT I BELIEVE IN ROMANCE AGAIN
| Milena @mrsleonidassoares
@snh_ing Penelope truly just went live saying Colin is her inspiration, her best friend AND that he has huge biceps all at once
⋆。 ゚☁︎。 ⋆。 ゚☾ ゚。 ⋆ Dan @leo_norax
ANYONE ELSE NOTICED SHE JUST CASUALLY HINTING COLIN IS JUST LIFTING HER NOW LIKe MORE THAN ONCE? HELLO? I NEED THE CONTEXT
Kelly @ipanemabrina23
On a scale of one to openly admitting to the entire world you’re a crazy drunk just to defend your man how in love are you
billie @noraswsift
OH lettuce man is so strong I would never
| fab @featheringtonsdaughter
@noraswsift LETTUCE MAN I JUST SPIT MY TEA
| nai lost reptv @swifitamondo
@featheringtonsdaughter@noraswsift probably on his bed crying over his kombucha as we speak
Daniella @pensfeathers
Okay, here’s what we’re not going to do we are not going to drag Pen’s boyfriend into this she was just defending her friend
Van ▶• ılıılıılılılııılıılı. @mus1c_l0rD
Penelope truly just told everyone Colin is what inspired her to become an actress WHY CAN’T THESE TWO JUST FIGURE THINGS OUT?
wes. @kingofsnh
like was I tripping or was she crying
| 𝔠𝔞𝔯𝔩𝔬𝔰 @carlosbton
@kingofsnh NO I SAW IT TOO
Linda @lindama762
So Penelope is a drunk ass that just allowed Colin to be dragged all year long and did nothing about it. LOL. fitting.
| fi is tired @fifigrande
@lindama762 I swear this woman is going to be his downfall.
| M. @btcolIn
@fifigrande@lindama762 So I had to lock my account for months because of her. I don’t ever want to hear no one calling this woman a sweet innocent girl EVER again
Liliane🫧 @penel0pesswife
PENELOPE WHY
| nani @shortnnsweets
@penel0pesswife i swear she just likes to suffer because there is no way
| Alex 𓍢🌷͙֒@VibeXia
@shortnnsweets@penel0pesswife her “friend” must have called ~asking for help after his agency threatened to drop him
🆅🅸🆅🅸 @featheringtonviv
no offense pen but i will not stand behind that whiny ass disgusting manwhore
| Sa. @sarahsnorthqueen
@featheringtonviv my life was so beautiful when he was disappearing into oblivion
Lilian @swodndheart
Somewhere right now Colin is watching the video and finding out he was the biggest inspiration for pen to become an actress let that sink in
| Jessica Souza @leonidasbabe
@swodndheart Oh, to be a fly on their wall
Chrissy @chriszabala
you people are seriously believing this
| Denise S. @easternprincess
@chriszabala their movie is coming up production is looking REALLY bad so they forced her to make a statement
| Chrissy @chriszabala
@easternprincess they pushed the episode earlier too its so obvious
| Denise S. @easternprincess
@chriszabala Pen blink if you need help
kay 𓆰𓆪 lora era @loraskiss
“Colin Bridgerton is the love of Penelope Featherington’s life,” I say into the mic. The crowd boos. I begin to walk off in shame, when a voice speaks and commands silence from the room. “She’s right,” they say. I look for the owner of the voice. There in the 2nd row stands: Penelope Featherington
Mari🎧 @noraswig
I’m crying out of happiness but also sadness, because why is she with that ugly blond man why
| Vanessa Brown @vanybr
@noraswig COLIN AND HER ARE BOTH SO IN LOVE WITH EACH OTHER I DON’T GET IT WHY ARE THEY SO STUPID?
june @btoninitalyy
Penelope is so relatable bc i too would go on camera crying, beaming, and daydreaming over Colin.
🌸Hilly🌸 @hilllaryss
PENELOPE ‘DON’T YOU DARE SPEAK ILL OF COLIN BRIDGERTON’ FEATHERINGTON
John was on his umpteenth afternoon spent on Colin’s couch, to the point where he firmly believed that the gray cushions were now permanently shaped like his buttocks. But that was okay because, even with all the evidence to the contrary, he knew that everything would be alright. With that encouraging thought in mind, he picked up his phone and prepared to get discouraged once again as he scrolled through social media.
Will’s loud groan echoed across the room. “Just play your card!”
“Exactly, so Will can lose already,” Eloise replied casually.
The manager glared at her. “Would you like to remind me who’s winning this game again, huh?” he said, cupping his hand behind his ear.
The Bridgeton girl rolled her eyes. “I’d be first too if I cheated.”
Will gasped. “Cheated? I’ll have you know—”
“Will you two just shut up?” Colin asked, his eyes glued to the cards in his hands. “I can’t concentrate like this.”
His friend glared at him. “You can’t concentrate, alright. We’ve been waiting ages for you. Your sister and I have kicked off a whole parallel match here and we’ve already gone at it three times while still waiting on you,” he said, jabbing his thumb at the woman.
“And I won all three,” Eloise added, grimacing as she commented, “I’m honestly getting too good at this.”
With a scoff, Will said, “Wanna know why? Because he needs to land a job.” He pointed increasingly at Colin, who remained focused on the game.
“Maybe it’s you who needs to get more clients,” the Bridgerton man replied, rearranging the cards in his hands.
“Why, when you’re worth twenty clients? I’d like to reach old age, thank you very much,” he said, emphasizing his words by sharply tapping his cards against the glass dining table. “Lilo just returned from an endoscopy today. Apparently, he has a Forrest IIa ulcer. I have no idea what that means, but it certainly doesn’t sound good.”
“Who on earth is Lilo?” Eloise asked, taking a sip of her beer.
“Elliot,” he replied, as if it were obvious. When Eloise looked confused, he clarified, “Elliot Baxter?” She shrugged, as if that hadn’t helped at all. He then pointed at Colin in accusation. “Your brother’s publicist.”
“What? I’ve never heard of him in my life,” Eloise replied, looking at the actor, who remained unfazed as he studied his cards.
“Yeah, because he’s actually smart and doesn’t spend more time than necessary with him at the risk of losing his sanity or, apparently, his life. Now will you just play the bloody cards already?!” He turned back to Colin.
His client let out a breath. “Fine,” he replied, throwing a two onto the pile and effectively ending their current match.
Will glared at him, having lost the match, while Eloise laughed and clapped at her brother’s stunt.
“I hate playing with you lot,” Will commented.
But before they could start the sixth round of the day, John suddenly stood up from the couch, his phone in his hands and his eyes wide. “Colin,” he called out, nearly gasping.
The actor looked up at his assistant in confusion, while Will placed a hand on his temple.
“Oh, what now?” the manager muttered, his voice tight with dread, certain there was another bomb coming their way.
John, however, didn’t reply. He made a beeline for a puzzled Colin, shoving his phone into his boss’s hands and an earbud into his right ear.
Wrinkling his forehead, the actor glanced between the foreign phone in his hands and his assistant. “John, what—”
Raising his eyebrows, John gestured wildly towards the device and said, “Just watch it.”
Colin’s eyes flickered before he dropped his gaze to the screen and pressed play. Next to him, Eloise furrowed her brow in confusion, reaching for her phone just as Will’s ringtone blared, shattering their brief silence.
“John, what is it?” she asked while Will stood up to answer the call.
He grimaced, as if it were hard to explain, before saying, “Just go to Archie Remington’s YouTube channel.”
Eloise quickly did as instructed, her eyes widening as she noticed the most recently uploaded video. “This has two million views,” she said, her voice nearly toneless.
“Yes,” John replied, as if he understood where she was going.
“When was it posted?” she asked, looking up at him.
John pressed his lips together. “A couple of hours ago?” he answered, and Eloise’s eyes widened even more.
The brunette then returned her attention to her phone, letting the video play through the speakers for a few minutes. However, before she could finish the video, Colin suddenly stood up, making everyone turn their heads toward him.
“John,” he said, eyes still glued to the screen. “Tell me you have Rae’s phone number.”
The other man furrowed his eyebrows for a moment. “Yes, why?”
“Because I need you to text her and ask where Penelope is right now,” Colin declared as he shoved his phone into his assistant’s hand and stormed off to his room.
Eloise’s eyes followed him, wide with surprise, before snapping back to the video as if nothing unusual had occurred.
“No, Lilo, stay at the bloody hospital. I’ll handle things from here,” Will yelled into his phone, also following Colin with his gaze. He hung up and pointed at where Colin had gone. “Where is he going?” he asked John in alarm.
With a slow, helpless shrug, the assistant raised his hands, as if to say he had no idea.
“Colin,” Will’s voice cut through the quiet, as the man reappeared in the living room, halfway into his cream Burberry trench coat—one arm already inside, the other fighting the sleeve as he clumsily juggled his car keys.
His friend immediately widened his eyes. “Where do you think you’re going?” He asked again.
Ignoring him, Colin simply looked at John. “Did you find out where she is?”
John blinked, overwhelmed by the swift turn his day had taken. He quickly sprang into action, typing on his phone. “I’m about to,” he replied.
“What do you think you’re doing?” Will continued, feeling like this situation was all too familiar for his liking.
“What does it look like I’m doing?” the actor shot back sarcastically before exiting his flat.
“It looks like you’re all set to send your entire team to the hospital right next to Lilo, that’s what it looks like!” Will yelled after him at the open door, unsure if the actor could even hear him. Turning around, he noticed John still staring at his phone. “What do you think you’re doing? Go after him,” Will said, pointing at the door as John looked up, startled. “He’s about to cause a traffic accident like this.”
Without needing to be told twice, John nodded and hurried after Colin. The manager then turned to Eloise, who appeared unbothered by the incident. She continued to watch her phone, slapping the table and exclaiming, “I knew it! I knew I was right.”
Rae stared at her phone, wondering if she had made a bad decision. But then again, it was so hard to concetrate with all the noise around her that if anyone complained, she could always blame it on the burnout.
“It’s currently trending on Twitter and Instagram in the UK and the US,” Lara said. “It’s starting to gain traction in Brazil, Thailand, and Japan as well. Dixtoi and Page Six have already commented on it, particularly the part about you being drunk. Surprisingly, the Daily Mail and Buzzfeed UK have not yet said anything, but that won’t last for long.”
Penelope nodded and paced in circles within her living room, dressed in her pink robe and matching slippers. The setting sun’s light filtered through the window, casting a warm glow that made her appear like a fiery whirlwind. She glanced at her publicist, who still hadn’t taken a seat since arriving at her flat.
“I told her to listen to you,” Mrs Varley said to Lara, patronising Penelope.
“And the good part?” the redhead asked, ignoring her manager as she looked at her publicist. “There’s always a good part. What is it?”
Tilting her head, Lara clutched her tablet and said, “Sentiment online is leaning toward positive.” As Penelope smiled, the brunette raised her hand to signal her to wait. “It was more positive in the first hour but started to shift to mixed feelings later, so we will need to continue monitoring.”
“Perfect,” the actress said with a slight nod. She wished she could ask her publicist about Colin’s numbers but knew better than to push her luck.
With a sigh, Lara placed her hand on her forehead. “That’s actually very far from perfect. I’m pretty sure I’ll be receiving an email from the production PR team very soon, and once more articles come out, things won’t look as good.”
Still with her hand on her forehead, Mrs Varley asked, “Isn’t this when we should be thinking of a statement or something?”
“I’ve said all I wanted to say,” Penelope replied with a shrug, causing her manager to run a hand through her hair in frustration.
Lara looked at the older woman motioned toward their client, as if to say there you have it.
“Penelope,” Mrs Varley said, looking at her as if she were her mother, which unsurprisingly only made the actress want to comply less.
“There’s nothing else to add,” Penelope replied casually, only winding her manager and publicist up even more. As the trio began to argue, they barely heard the intercom ringing, unlike Rae, who rushed to answer it, already knowing who it was.
“I’m not going to say anything else. I’m apparently just here to deal with the numbers and consequences,” Lara huffed, the words tight with resentment.
“That’s not what this is,” Penelope said, running a frustrated hand through her hair. “It’s just… There comes a time in our lives when we can’t only think about ourselves. If I have to watch my career take off while my friend’s career goes down the drain because of me, am I supposed to feel proud of myself? How can I ever feel like I deserved to succeed if I had to ignore the people who matter the most to me to do it?”
Lara finally fell silent, looking at Penelope as though deep in thought until Mrs Varley interrupted.
“Not everything in life is black and white, especially in this line of work you’ve chosen,” the manager said. “Or did you think the Bridgertons got where they are by being nice?”
Penelope rolled her eyes, officially giving up on convincing them. Then the doorbell rang, prompting her to head toward the sound, eager to escape the ridiculous conversation.
“Who is it, Rae?” she asked absent-mindedly, reaching for the handle, assuming it was another team member arriving to fire more complaints at her.
“Um. Colin Bridgerton,” the assistant answered.
Everyone in the room froze, all heads turning to Rae at once.
“And you just let him in?” Lara said, recalling that the assistant had answered the intercom.
Rae winced slightly as she explained, “Actually, the doorman already knew him, so he just let me know he was coming up.” She then looked at Penelope, the person who truly mattered in this entire story.
Her boss’s blue eyes were wide and emotional, and Rae couldn’t help but think of John’s words about how maybe she had gotten Penelope completely wrong in the year and a half they had worked together. From the outside, it seemed like she and Colin were simply close friends who had a falling out, with Penelope constantly bearing the brunt of everything. But that wasn’t the reality, was it?
Hesitantly, the actress turned back to the closed door, her breath catching in her throat. Then, with a shaky hand, she finally opened it.
Colin Bridgerton stood on the other side, looking more dishevelled than anyone had seen him in a while. His wavy hair was messy, and he wore a black t-shirt, grey sweatpants, and a crumpled trench coat over the outfit. And for a moment, Penelope could only stare into his eyes, which were fixed on her, as if surprised she had answered at all.
That scene felt all too familiar, which only filled her with shame. Lowering her hand from the doorknob, she glanced down at her fluffy pink slippers, preparing to launch into a million apologies for the past few months.
“Are you out of your mind?” Colin exclaimed first, causing Penelope to whip her head up in confusion. “Pen, why did you do that?”
“What do you mean, why did I do that?” she shot back, grateful for the familiar dynamics of their usual friendship, even if they proved to be temporary. “You were being blamed for everything." She raised her hands in indignation. “How could I let that happen?”
Colin tilted his head, still looking at her in disbelief. “These kinds of things happen all the time. You didn’t need to put yourself on the line for me.”
A scoff escaped her lips as she shook her head and looked away. Covering her mouth with her hand, she tried to rein in her emotions. “Is that what you really think of me?” she asked, meeting his gaze. As his brows furrowed in confusion, she continued, “That I’d accuse you of being a terrible friend and, when it’s my turn to lend a hand, just sit back and watch you struggle?”
He raised his eyebrows. “That was a completely different situation,” he emphasized, fully aware that she was referencing his disastrous interview from years ago. “This was not your mess to clean up. You know how these things go. People will think and say what they want, it doesn’t matter what—”
“Well, I had to try for you,” her voice cut through the air, causing him to stop short, his startled eyes widening. She swallowed hard, her lower lip trembling slightly, eyes suddenly stinging. “And...and if that didn’t work, at least I would stand by your side. Isn’t that how we do things here?”
Colin’s face scrunched up with emotion, and Penelope could see his eyes beginning to glisten before he looked down at his feet. He expected many things, but having his own words thrown back at him wasn’t one of them.
Penelope watched him, biting her bottom lip as her vision grew slightly blurry. “And I know the situations are hardly the same, but we are still the same friends, right?” she asked, her tone wistful, almost as if she feared his answer. “Because I know it doesn’t seem like it lately,” she continued, her voice breaking as she pressed her lips together, trying to keep the tears at bay. When he finally looked up at her, she added, “But no matter what happens, I’ll always be your friend, Colin.” She felt her voice crack at the end, despite all her efforts, feeling ridiculous for wanting to cry.
Colin’s eyes, red-rimmed and wet, locked onto Penelope’s. He stood with his hands on his hips, nodding while maintaining a careful distance between them. And she just wished he wouldn’t do that; she wished he would just reach out and hug her or let her to hug him like they used to. But now it seemed that was no longer an option, was it?
The sudden, metallic “ding” of the elevator shattered the quiet, and Colin’s assistant appeared, his shirt damp with sweat, face flushed, looking as though he’d just finished a race.
“I’m sorry,” John gasped, the words catching in his throat as he stopped, his hands resting heavily on his thighs. “It’s impossible to find a parking spot on this block,” he commented before finally straightening up. He took in Colin’s frozen state as he looked at Penelope, then noted her teary eyes, and finally registered the expressions of her assistant, publicist, and manager, all watching the scene unfold with raised eyebrows.
“Um,” he pressed his lips together, realising he had interrupted what seemed to be a very tense conversation. “Hi, Pen.”
Despite her tears, Penelope let out a humour-filled breath. “Hi, John.”
He then took a second look at the dejected expressions on his boss’s and his friend’s faces. Trying to fix his interruption, he scrunched up his face and asked, “Does anyone want tea?” before walking past them and into her flat.
Colin couldn’t help but close his eyes, letting out a soft chuckle as Penelope joined in with a giggle. When their gazes locked again, the warm light of the setting sun streamed through her living room window, catching in his eyes and making them sparkle. His smile radiated brightly, just as she had always remembered. And, in that moment, Penelope realized that things might return to how they used to be, that didn’t mean they couldn’t find their way back to something good again.
Kate was looking at her phone with a silly smile, shaking her head fondly at all the memes and videos she had watched so far. Those two had done it again, hadn’t they? She let out a small sigh as yet another TikTok video blared What Was I Made For? emotionally, while Penelope recounted how Colin had inspired her to become an actress.
“You know, I’m starting to get jealous.”
She looked up with a half-hearted glare at her boyfriend, which was a tough feat considering he was sporting a fluffy lilac apron over usual white shirt and black pants, with curry splattered on his right cheek. He had promised her he would cook her favourite dish, which, of course, meant that he was now in the kitchen. Teary-eyed from chopping onions, he was still trying to figure out the right quantities of spices before adding the minced beef. Kate was sure whatever he was making would be far from a keema pav, but she would love it anyway because he was the one who made it. That’s how ridiculous she had become.
Which was why it was equally ridiculous that he would be jealous.
“Then you’re jealous of your own brother, and Penelope,” she said. When he wrinkled his forehead at her, she let out a chuckle. “I’m just checking social media for a bit. It’s been a while since it was this entertaining.”
However, Anthony only looked more confused as the food crackled in the pan in front of him. Kate stood up from the dining room table and walked toward him. “They’ve been trending all day?”
“What? Why?" he asked, slightly alarmed—a new reaction from him, considering how nonchalant he usually was about any Colin-Penelope media spectacle.
Kate stopped by his side, lowering the flame on the stove a bit while he continued to stare at her in puzzlement. “It was that Chippy Shop Date episode that just aired today,” she exclaimed.
He frowned deeper. “The what?”
“Anthony,” Kate said, placing a hand on her temple, bemused by his cluelessness about basically anything from 2020s pop culture. “You know you actually need to know these things if you want people to stop calling you old, right?”
“I don’t mind being called old. I am old,” he replied with ease as he turned the flame back to high and stirred the food.
“You don’t have a single wrinkle on that forehead of yours. Stop being ridiculous,” she replied with a sigh before mumbling, “I wish you were old. That way, I’d actually not have to deal with your groupies every day.”
He shot a cheeky smirk her way. He most definitely had zero groupies, but it was always amusing to witness Kate being jealous when she was calm about nearly everything else in life.
“But anyway, it’s that interview show where the host flirts with the guests throughout?” she continued, and when he wrinkled his forehead again, she waved her hand dismissively. “It doesn’t matter. Pen was a guest, and they posted it today. There’s a whole segment where she explains that fight she had with her brother.”
“What?” Anthony breathed, reaching for a tea towel as his eyes remained fixed on her.
“It’s all over the internet,” she said, and as he continued to stare at her, she asked, “You seriously didn’t see anything?”
“All over the internet good or all over the internet bad?” he asked while wiping his hands on the towel.
Kate blinked in confusion. “Good. Why—”
“Can I see it?” he asked, extending his hand toward her, asking for her phone.
Completely taken aback by his uncharacteristic interest, she handed him the device and slowly walked over to the frying pan, glancing between the food and her boyfriend, whose attention was now completely captivated by the screen as his fingers rapidly scrolled through the feed.
Oddly, he began smiling—a grin that grew wider by the minute. He then let out a scoff, throwing his head back as he said, “I can’t believe it,” before looking back at the phone again. “She was right.”
“Who?” Kate inquired, stirring the pan with a wooden spoon she’d grabbed from the counter next to the stove.
“Agatha,” he replied, leaving her bewildered. Anthony shook his head in disbelief, his beaming smile lighting up his face as he continued to scan the trending topics. “Unbelievable,” he said, running a hand through his hair. “This is truly… fantastic news.” He looked up at his girlfriend, grabbed her by the cheeks, and gave her a quick peck on the lips before returning his attention to the screen.
Kate stood there, her lips still puckered, dazed and confused, until Anthony’s ringtone suddenly blasted through the air. The content man walked toward the dinner table to answer it, chuckling when he saw Agatha’s name on the screen.
“I know what you’re about to say, and this is the only time in our lives I’m humbly admitting you were right,” he said, answering the call.
Kate chuckled at the director’s chaotic behaviour, still perplexed but thoroughly amused. That was until Anthony suddenly came to a halt.
“I am,” he replied, his voice suddenly sombre. The actress stared at him in confusion as his muscles tensed within seconds. Then, his gaze shifted to meet hers.
“...Yes,” he cleared his throat. “She is here too,” he said, looking directly at Kate, which sent an eerie feeling into her stomach.
After that, he disconnected the call, flinging his phone across the table and placing his hands on his hips.
“What is it?” Kate asked, but before she could get an answer, the intercom rang.
She watched Anthony pace back and forth, increasingly worried, as she picked up the intercom. The doorman’s voice came through, asking if Agatha Danbury could come up.
“Um,” she blinked in confusion. “Yeah, sure,” she replied, a sense of unease growing within her. After she hung up the intercom slowly, she turned to him. “Anthony—”
“I don’t know what’s happening either,” he replied, but she had a feeling he believed it wasn’t anything good, especially since Agatha had obviously asked about her.
It didn’t take long for the producer to reach their floor, and as soon as Anthony opened the door for her, the sombre expression on her face did little to calm his nerves. Kate didn’t bother hiding, as the older woman clearly knew she was in the flat. She chose to walk from the kitchen to meet Agatha in the living room by the entrance.
The producer looked between the two of them, appearing more resigned than shocked. Her eyes lingered on the apron around Anthony for a moment before she let out a breath and declared, “Good, that actually saves me a lot of time from asking.”
She then walked further into the flat, leaving the puzzled duo behind her. Dropping her burgundy coat on Anthony’s dining room chair, she said, “So, our PR team received an interesting email an hour ago.” She reached into her purse, pulled out a folded paper, and placed it wide open on the table. “They are forwarding it to your PR teams and, of course, legal as we speak, but I thought it best for you to hear it from me first.”
Anthony and Kate quickly approached the woman, their eyes fixed on a piece of paper that made their hearts race. More specifically, it was a photo—a cropped version with a watermark, which Kate recognised as typical in these situations.
Situations in which paparazzi would email actors’ representatives compromising photos in the hopes of being paid for their silence.
“They mentioned both of your names,” Agatha said, observing that the duo was left speechless. “The description states, ‘walking hand in hand and kissing in Richmond Park.’”
Anthony rubbed his forehead, already aware of what the full picture depicted even without a description. Meanwhile, Kate anxiously ran a hand through her hair and began pacing back and forth. Richmond Park? That was absurd. If they were to be caught, why had it not happened in Mayfair, where they had been more reckless? Why did it have to be in a place where she had always felt safe?
Agatha looked between them and said, “I have a feeling I already know the answer to this, but I need to ask—”
Dropping his hand to his side, Anthony didn’t need her to finish the question. “It’s us,” he said, while Kate continued walking in circles, tugging at her hair roots.
Agatha nodded, picking up the picture and tucking it into her purse. “That certainly explains a lot, but a heads-up wouldn’t have hurt,” she sighed. “Especially since we’re less than three months away from the premiere.”
“It’s not like we’re going public now,” Anthony retorted defensively. He could be clueless, but not that clueless. “We’ve managed to hide this for over a year. It’s not—”
“For how long now?” Agatha interrupted, her eyes wide. Anthony clamped his mouth shut, realising he had said too much. The producer then closed her eyes, huffed, and raised her hand. “You know what? I’m not even going to ask.”
“Why did they send it to you instead of my team or Anthony’s first?” Kate finally spoke up before placing a hand on her forehead. “It doesn’t make any sense.”
“Well, apart from the possibility that they might only have our contact information, or that perhaps someone has something against me having any peace concerning this production, why do you think?” Agatha asked, placing a hand on her hip as she looked at them. “Our film is about to be released, and it’s the perfect time to let it all hit the fan. Not that any of you are actually helping.”
“But we didn’t want any of this,” Kate said desperately, and Anthony looked at her, his lips pressed together and his stomach in knots over her reaction.
“Well, now it doesn’t matter what any of us actually want, does it?” Agatha replied. “We have to pay him.”
Anthony and Kate turned to look at each other, and if the director was honest, he wasn’t a fan of that option. However, Kate seemed desperate at the thought of the alternative.
The producer raised an eyebrow at their moment of hesitation. “Or we can actually let this blow up right in the middle of our promotional tour, which I doubt any of our PR teams would agree to. But it’s still your choice. So, which option is it going to be?”
Notes:
*AND THAT'S IT FOR NOW*
I'm not planning in any way that the next chapter will be as long as this one, so let's hope again and again that I won't take this long to update the next one. I actually didn't even end up this chapter where I wanted to, I wanted to end it on a different scene, but it would take like 3,000 words more. So, it's going to the next chapter also.
That being said, there's actually so much on this chapter that I don't even know where to comment. Seriously, this chapter wore me out completely. So, my comments are open, you guys know I always love to hear your thoughts and to talk to you guys.
PS: YES, I actually added the final count of chapters for the story. Finally, I was able to calculate how many chapters are left. This is kind of a guideline for what I think the total will be. Maybe if some chapters in the future are too long, I might split them... who knows? or maybe they may still be long as heck, as you can see with this one. But this is just to give you an idea of where we are heading and how long this journey is taking.
Here, playlists, yes, I changed them again (why not):
★LIKE OLD HOLLYWOOD (YOUTUBE)★
★like old hollywood (kanthony’s version)★
★like old hollywood (kanthony’s version)(youtube)★
Have a good day and God bless you!
Chapter 20: Going Public
Summary:
As Kate and Anthony's relationship becomes public knowledge, Colin and Penelope experience something they never thought possible in the Sword and the Heart universe: peace.
That is, until their film comes out.
Notes:
HELLO.
I know, I know...everyone was getting ready to send a rescue party for me, and trust me, the number one person annoyed with how long it’s taking me to update is none other than myself.
This time, however, the reason is clear. I thought the chapter was going to be short, but it turned out to be absolutely gigantic (SHOCKER). No, seriously. I should have known? Every chapter that happens when Polin isn't filming tends to be huge. I had to split so many of them during the first round, but I didn’t think I would need to do it this time. When you read the next two chapters (which are actually the same chapter), you'll probably think I’m crazy for ever considering it as one chapter... and I won’t disagree.
That being said, the next two chapters are, in fact, still just one chapter. I feel the need to clarify that. Fifteen days ago, when I realized the size of this thing, I wondered if I could somehow split it in two. But, thematically speaking, I really couldn’t because this is truly one chapter in my head. So, I’m merely separating it for the sake of giving you guys a little breather, not because the end of Chapter 20 is where I actually wanted to stop LOL
That being said (x2), this update (Chapters 20 and 21) kicks off the third act of the story. If the chapter count didn’t make that clear, things are about to move much faster from here on out! I’m almost afraid to come back with a chapter of normal length (by my standards) and have people think something’s wrong lol.
Oh, and one last warning: Please try to remember where last chapter ended because we’re picking up exactly where we left off for both Polin and Kanthony.
Anyway, let's go (to the chapter that I would like to title: Colin Contemplates Killing Several Relatives.)
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Agatha didn’t extend her visit and left Anthony’s flat a few minutes later, promising to ask the production’s PR team to wait until the morning so the two of them could reach a decision. Meanwhile, Kate remained rooted in the same spot near the dining room table, her hair a tangled mess from her anxious fingers running through it, her face a mask of panic.
And Anthony stood a few paces away, still wearing a ridiculous lilac apron, doing his best not to take it to heart.
“What do you think we should do?” she asked.
He asked, hands on his hips, "I think the right question is: what do you want to do, Kate?" He felt like they had had this same conversation before, one they had paused and blissfully ignored for months.
This time, however, he knew that Kate’s feelings for him ran deeper than anything casual or fleeting. Nevertheless, this did not change the fact that Kate despised it when anyone presumed she was incapable of accomplishing things on her own, and being accused of having an affair with the film director would undoubtedly do just that.
Kate’s brown eyes flashed with irritation. “Maybe I just really want to hear your opinion right now,” she replied, determined to avoid another fight sparked by misunderstanding.
Anthony pressed his lips together. Oddly enough, he knew this situation should bother him as well. Few things irritated him more than people questioning his work or having his films overshadowed by meaningless internet drama, and he was certain that both would happen if their relationship became public so close to the movie premiere. And yet.
He tilted his head and answered sincerely, “I think we should just let it blow up.”
The woman’s eyes widened. “What? In the middle of our promo tour?” she exclaimed, flabbergasted by his response. “Do you have any idea how this will look?”
With a sigh, Anthony looked Kate in the eye as he said, “Some people will make this look bad no matter when or how we go public with it. You know that. Even if we pay for these pictures, what are we supposed to do for the next three months? Hide under the table? If they caught us in Richmond Park, they’ll catch us anywhere.”
With a frustrated shake of her head, Kate walked in increasingly tighter circles as her boyfriend watched her.
“I just... this is honestly the worst possible time for this to come out,” she said. “Do you have any idea how many interviews I’ve got lined up for next week alone?”
He crossed his arms over his chest, tapping his fingers anxiously against his right biceps. “I actually do, since I have a few myself.”
She gestured towards him, as if to emphasise her point, while continuing her rant, “It’s just that the idea of being asked repeatedly what our relationship status is during every single interview, and reading article after article about how we’re just having this illicit affair or whatever spin they choose to put on it—”
“Then we take control of the narrative," Anthony cut in, doing his utmost to keep his temper in check, knowing why Kate was so upset. “We issue an official statement before they get the chance to sell those photos to anyone. Make those bastards lose money.”
“Issue a statement,” she said, raising an eyebrow as she finally stopped walking. She wished she could be as calm and level-headed as Anthony seemed at that moment, but her mind couldn’t help but play out the catastrophic scenarios that every move they made could unleash. “And say what? That we just suddenly started dating now, or that we’ve been secretly together for a year?”
Anthony let out a huff, the words tumbling out before he could fully process them. “We can say whatever you prefer, Kate. I told you before, we can say we are engaged or even married if it will make you feel better.”
Kate immediately halted in her tracks, looking at him with wide eyes, and he instantly realised he had made a mistake.
“Okay, if that’s how you’re going to be, I’m heading home,” she said, her voice sharp, walking straight to the couch to grab her handbag.
Anthony closed his eyes and let out a breath, turning toward her as she walked past him. “Kate—”
“No,” she said, raising a hand to silence him as she gathered her belongings. “I understand that you’re not worried at all,” she continued. “But if all of this is just a big joke to you, I’d rather not hear it.” With that, she stormed toward the door, leaving Antony standing there with his hands on his hips, wincing at his own stupidity.
“I know she hates me right now, but can you please just let me in?”
From the slightly ajar door, Edwina looked at Anthony. His hair was messy, his clothes were wrinkled, and his expression was one of desperation.
Good.
“She’s got some seriously strong pepper sauce in the kitchen, and I won’t hesitate to throw it in your eyes if you make her cry. Understand?” she asked, considering letting him in only because he had arrived at the oldest Sharma’s door just an hour after Edwina received a call from her.
Anthony nodded, not even blinking at the threat. Edwina studied him up and down, trying to make a final decision before she opened the door wider for him to enter. As soon as he followed Edwina down the long entrance hallway, he stepped into Kate’s living room, where he found her standing in the middle, wearing a purple robe with her arms crossed and a glare fixed on him.
She glanced at her sister for a moment, and Edwina nodded, seemingly understanding it was okay for her to leave them alone.
“I’ll be in the guest room if you need me,” she said, sending the director a warning look before leaving.
He then looked at the actress, who had raised an eyebrow, as if waiting for a genuine apology. With a resigned sigh, he approached her and reached into his pocket. In one swift motion, he took her hand, palm up, and dropped a small object into it.
Returning to his former position, jaw clenched, he watched Kate’s eyes widen as she stared at the heart-shaped burgundy jewellery box in her hands.
“What is this?!” she exclaimed, her voice cracking as it reached an astonishing pitch.
“It wasn’t a joke, alright?” he answered, placing one hand on his hip and gesturing wildly with the other.
She blinked at him, her heart a frantic drum against her ribs. “Anthony—”
“Please don’t panic. Just let me talk for a moment,” he interrupted her, starting to pace as he avoided her gaze, fully aware that she thought he was losing his mind. “I wasn’t going to bring this up so soon, but to avoid misunderstandings, I need to say this, and you need to hear it,” he said as he punctuated his words with sharp hand gestures, running a hand through his already dishevelled hair, “I know how difficult all of this is for you, truly. And I meant it, I will do whatever you prefer. But you asked for my opinion today. The truth is, I couldn’t care less about what anyone else thinks of us, which is ironic considering how much time I’ve spent trying to make sure no one ever accused me of being anything but perfectly professional in my work,” he said, motioning to his chest.
“But, Kate, I am old. I’ve been through enough to know when something is distinctly different from everything else I’ve ever experienced. That’s you, by the way,” he pointed at her as he continued walking in circles. Kate’s breath hitched as she did her best not to let the box fall from her hands. “I know that from the beginning we had this sort of unspoken understanding of just letting things happen and seeing where they lead, which is normal. But the fact is, I lied,” he said, pointing at himself again. He finally stopped pacing and gathered the courage to look at her. “I never needed any of that time, and I still don’t need it now. I’ve known that I loved you for an embarrassingly long time.”
Kate felt her eyes watering as she clutched what she knew was a ring case. She couldn’t help but think how much she truly hated that man because every time she was ready to be furious at him, he pulled the rug out from under her feet.
“If I talk a lot about being married to you, it’s not because it’s a joke; it’s simply that it’s that easy for me to see a future with you. It’s because I want it,” he continued, watching her intently as her chest heaved, struggling to catch her breath. “And I know that this is too much. I’m not saying any of this to pressure you. I’m saying all these things because they are facts. And you don’t have to feel the same, you just need to know it,” he stated as his eyes searched her expression, trying to determine how much she was losing it at his words.
“So, if you want to stay home and hide from the press longer, months or even years, I will do that. But if you ask me where I stand, that is my answer.” He pointed to the ring in her hands. “And you can keep that for as long as you need to decide if you want it too, if you ever want it, that is. My offer will always stand, time-insensitive.”
Kate could only stare at him, tears blurring her vision as she gazed into his warm brown eyes, which seemed to radiate warmth despite the cold fluorescent light reflecting off them. He then nodded as if he had said everything he needed to say and that the matter was settled before turning around and exiting her flat.
The actress watched him, feeling as though her limbs had suddenly turned to lead while he moved too fast for her to keep up. Glancing down at the heart-shaped vintage box in her hand, her heart fluttered in a way that only happened around that endlessly infuriating man.
“Anthony!”
He turned, wide-eyed, at the sound while waiting for the elevator to arrive at her floor. Kate had burst through her front door, leaving it wide open as she rushed after him. She then stopped a few feet away, catching her breath as he waited.
Her gaze fell to the burgundy ring box in her hands, and her fingers traced its surface. “I’m sorry about… about the way I’ve been reacting to the prospect of anyone finding out about us. It’s just that… I want us to have a normal life, to go wherever we want, whenever we want, and not have to constantly worry about what people are saying about me or you.” She twisted her lips slightly, biting her bottom lip as she continued, “But the longer we date, the more I realise that’s never going to happen, is it?”
Anthony frowned, understanding her point but unsure if he liked where the conversation was heading.
“The problem is, you were right earlier today, and I hated it,” she continued. “First, because you know how much I hate when you’re right,” she said, attempting to lighten the mood but failing to earn his usual smug expression. “And second, because it was something that’s been on my mind for a long time, and I just didn’t want to accept it. But it is what it is. It doesn’t matter when we break the news, some people are always going to see it the wrong way, and there’s nothing we can do about that.”
The director shook his head. “But you were right too, Kate, now is definitely worse than—”
She raised her hand to stop him for a moment. “Will you just shut up for three seconds?” she asked. Despite her harsh words, she noticed the corner of his lips twisting up for the first time during their conversation.
Clearing her throat, she said, “But then I looked at this.” Her gaze darted down to the ring case while Anthony’s eyes remained fixed on her. “And I realised I’m tired. I’m so tired of being scared. Being vulnerable and putting my feelings first has always been hard for me, as you must have noticed by now,” she commented, her voice tinged with self-deprecation, a faint smile touching his lips as he watched her.
“I’ve always been better at keeping my feelings in check, at keeping my feet firmly on the ground. But all my life, I’ve looked at Edwina and wished I could be more like her—braver,” she continued, still avoiding his gaze. Taking a deep breath, she mustered the courage to express what she needed to say next. “And I’ve been thinking that maybe now is a good time to start, because I refuse to let my fear, or even worse, the media, get in the way of what I want.”
Tears welled in her eyes, blurring her vision again as she held the box higher, her voice catching in her throat. “Which is this, by the way.” She finally looked up at him and said, “You, I mean. Which is you.” Scrunching her face slightly, she shook her head and added, “I never needed any more time either. I’ve been loving you for so long. It’s truly ridiculous how many excuses I told myself and how much of a coward I’ve been for not telling you sooner.”
For a moment, Anthony said nothing, only looking at her with affection as he bit his bottom lip.
“I’ve heard you anyway,” he replied, his voice tender. He realised that she, too, had expressed her love for him in countless ways even before she could say the words.
Nodding, Kate felt her cheeks flush as she looked down again, while Anthony could only stare at her, a smile of affection on his lips. She cleared her throat, attempting to ease her own nerves as she held out the box in her hand. “Um. This looks really old. I—”
However, whatever she was about to say was cut short by the sudden heat of Anthony’s lips on hers, his hands tangling in her hair as he pulled her closer by the neck.
When they finally broke apart, Kate’s face was still burning. Anthony’s arms were wrapped around her, and she lifted her shoulders almost defensively. “You know, I was really asking,” she said, her words slightly breathless, which only made him chuckle.
“Are you going to believe me if I tell you it’s a family heirloom?” he asked, twisting his face slightly at the peculiarity of the situation.
Kate felt her jaw drop, thinking that if she weren’t the one being proposed to, she would scoff and say, of course it is.
With a gentle smile, Anthony took the box from her now-limp hand and opened it, revealing an antique gold ring. At its centre, a flower crafted from tiny pearls embraced a diamond that sparkled in the light. Captivated, Kate’s eyes were drawn to the piece, her fingers tracing its intricate design.
“So…” she swallowed hard. “The Bridgertons have a whole stash of family jewellery. Is that what you’re saying?”
Anthony laughed. “No, just this one,” he replied, carefully plucking it from the velvet slot. He held it between his thumb and index finger, staring at it thoughtfully as he explained, “My mom used to keep it. It’s this old-fashioned tradition in our family to pass it down from generation to generation, usually by the eldest son. Not that we were strictly planning to follow the birth order, especially considering…” He trailed off, shaking his head slightly as he looked at the ring. The truth was, no one in his family truly believed he would get married anymore—not even himself. “Honestly, I always thought this ring would go to Benedict, maybe Colin if he beat him to it. But after my mom met you for the first time, she… gave it to me,” he said, a small reminiscing smile forming on his lips, as if life were truly funny.
“You had that all this time?” she asked, raising her eyebrows as she pointed at the ring, since she had met Violet Bridgerton over half a year prior.
He shrugged, and she placed both hands on her head, unable to process the fact that not only had Anthony been considering marrying her for that long, but his mother had also been in on it.
“I’ve got to ask… Are you really sure you’re up for joining this family?” he said with a smirk, noticing her reaction. He then glanced at the heirloom in question and added, “Also, I know that this isn’t exactly one of those flashy, massive diamond sort of rings—”
“Oh, really. If you think I care about that, then I have to ask if you’re sure you know me well enough to marry me,” she interrupted in exasperation. He smiled at her, and she looked back at the pearl-encrusted band and added, “It’s much prettier than any of those generic engagement rings, if you ask me.”
Anthony then amusedly shook his head in a way that she could almost hear the only you, Kate. He then held out his hand and said, “Well, you’re the right person to ask since this ring will be yours. If you want it, that is.”
As her eyes roamed over his face, a feeling of pure, unadulterated joy swelled within her. They were completely and utterly out of their minds, yet she couldn’t be more certain.
“I do,” she answered, placing her left hand over his.
He beamed at her, sliding the ring onto her finger as if it were custom-made for her rather than a century-old piece. His fingers caressed her hand tenderly as they both stared at the ring in awe for a moment, before he kissed her hand and pulled her closer, his hands gripping her waist.
“You know Agatha is going to kill us, right?” he said, a blinding smile on his lips.
“She’ll get over it,” Kate replied right before wrapping her arms around his neck and kissing him.
“It’s not funny!”
Colin, however, was guffawing, head thrown back, clutching his stomach. Penelope couldn’t help but wonder how they’d got there. One minute, they were crying, barely speaking for months, their friendship hanging by a thread. The next, John was making tea in her apartment, and Colin couldn’t exactly leave, could he?
Fast forward to now—after one pizza order and two fewer team members—Penelope was in her pink robe, and Colin was clearly wearing his stay-at-home outfit, his coat haphazardly thrown on the couch beside his assistant. John, who was still there, pretended to work while looking at his phone with superhuman focus. Rae sat in the armchair to his left, doing exactly the same, tapping away at her laptop with a determined furrow on her brow, both conveniently avoiding questioning why they hadn’t been dismissed.
Meanwhile, at her dining room table, the actress recounted her disastrous Love and Stationery photoshoot, her chest warm and heart quickening as Colin laughed at her expense.
“I’m sorry, Pen,” he said, his voice hoarse as he sat up and tried to regain his composure. “It’s just that I can picture the image in my head of you flailing around in the air with a look of panic on your face.”
She narrowed her eyes at him and pointed her finger matter-of-factly. “I’ll have you know I’m excellent at keeping a straight face, actually.”
Colin’s expression twitched, disbelief playing across his features.
“I do!” she exclaimed, defending herself against his obvious disagreement. As he shook his head at her with clear amusement, she added, “This is ridiculous. I’m an actress, it’s part of my job to keep a straight face.”
“When you’re acting, sure, Pen,” he replied, finally nodding. He then raised an eyebrow and added, “Although I have to say, for a girl who screamed her lungs out on top of the London Eye, I’m not sure how much your acting can save you there.”
Her eyes widened at him. She hadn’t expected him to throw that back at her. And the traitor just chuckled, and she was pretty certain she could strangle him right then and there, if only she hadn’t missed that sound so much.
“I was twelve!” She defended herself.
“I had to cover your eyes for that entire ride,” he said, pointing at her with his index finger, “even when we were at ground level, might I add.”
She shot him a look. “As if. You closed your eyes the moment we were five feet off the ground.”
“What?” Colin placed a hand on his chest as if offended by the suggestion.
“Oh, please,” she said, crossing her arms over the table and pointing at him. “You, Colin Bridgerton, are scared of heights.”
“No, I’m not,” he exclaimed, his voice rising ridiculously high. “You saw me take several flights without batting an eyelid.”
“I saw you dodge several aeroplane windows, that’s what I saw,” she retorted.
“This is outrageous,” he declared, straightening his back. “I’ll have you know that I’m already at a pretty high height naturally,” he gestured toward his chest, “which some people cannot relate to.”
She could only glare at him. Fantastic. He was back to mocking her height now; they were truly back. With a huff, she reached for her paper napkin, now drenched in grease from the pizza, crumpled it into a tiny ball, and threw it at his chest.
Rae and John exchanged glances while continuing to pretend to be engaged with her tablet and phone, respectively, as Colin’s laughter echoed in the room.
“Fine, if you have no problem with heights, then I suppose we can go to the Eye again,” she replied defiantly, wiping her hands on each other before reaching for her Coke.
Colin shrugged. “Fine by me, if you can handle it,” he said, mirroring her movement and reaching for his drink, almost as if it were a challenge.
“Great,” she replied, her voice sounding choked, either from the drink’s bubbles or the thought of having to go that high again. “It’s a date,” she declared.
The actor paused for a moment, his hand resting on the cold glass before replying in a strained voice, “It’s a date,” even though he hadn’t taken a sip yet.
John winced as he pretended to look at his phone, glancing up at Rae, who was already wearing a similar grimace as she looked back at him from her armchair.
Penelope felt a rush of heat in her cheeks from her poor choice of words. Maybe things weren’t as normal as she had thought; the obvious sign being that neither of them had the courage to send their assistants home, both afraid of being alone. She then cleared her throat, deciding to distract him before the tension between them became unbearably awkward again.
“But anyway, when they lifted me up like 9 feet in the air—”
“Why on earth did they hoist you that high for a photoshoot?” he asked.
“I don’t know,” she replied with a shrug. “Either way, I had to keep my eyes open, but I couldn’t.” She explained, while the corner of Colin’s mouth twitched in amusement. “Then they thought something was wrong with my eyes, so they kept trying to apply eye drops, but that only made things worse because they kept pulling me up and down like a human yo-yo.”
The actor placed a hand over his upper lip, his eyes sparkling with mirth, his shoulders shaking slightly as he tried to contain himself.
“Colin,” she said, widening her eyes at him in annoyance.
He finally straightened his back and, holding back laughter, choked out, “Pen,” as he reached for one of the flimsy napkins that the pizza place had provided to wipe his eyes. “Why didn’t you say anything to them? You could have just had your publicist give them a list of what you’re not willing to do.”
With a twist of her lips, she sheepishly lifted her shoulders. “I don’t know,” she admitted. “Lara said this photoshoot would be great for my career, and I didn’t want to come across as a diva.”
“You need to be able to tell them these things, especially your own team, or everyone is just going to walk all over you,” he explained, taking a sip of his Coke. “I’m not saying Mrs Varley or Lara don’t know what they’re doing, of course they do. But just be careful because sometimes the right decision for you isn’t necessarily the one that is best for your career.”
Damn it, Penelope thought as she watched her friend casually give the one piece of advice she had been needing all along. It wasn’t that she didn’t know it in her heart, but the problem was that she constantly felt naive, daydreaming and believing in a version of the world that just wasn’t real. Her mother would surely always remind her of that—how Penelope didn’t understand how the real world worked, how it didn’t care about anyone’s feelings or weaknesses, and that she should just suck it up, grow up, and make money.
But of course Colin saw things differently. She meant it when she said to Archie Remington that they were similar. Sometimes it felt like even when the entire world thought she was out of her mind, Colin understood her perfectly. Maybe that meant they were both gullible, even he with his years of false bravado, but somehow she didn’t mind being naive when Colin was by her side.
“Yeah,” she bit her lip, clearing her throat before adding, “I feel like I’ve learnt that the hard way,” she said, looking at him and thinking how much easier it would have been if she had just called him, if she had heard it in his voice that she wasn’t out of her mind. “Colin, I…”
He closed his eyes and took a deep breath, already knowing where she was going with that. “Pen, I told you—”
“But will you just let me apologise?” she interrupted. “I don’t understand. You’ve done so much for me. Why won’t you let me do anything for you? Do you have any idea how it makes me feel when you don’t even seem to care that I’ve been a rubbish friend?”
“It’s because you’re not,” he replied, his shoulders rising to his ears. “Pen, do you really think I don’t know you? That I thought for a second you were laughing happily in the corner while everything was falling apart? I’ve been in this field long enough to know that these things happen all the time. Anyone else would’ve just waited for things to settle down.”
“But I’m not anyone else, am I?” she retorted, her voice rising in pitch as she gestured wildly, exasperated by Colin’s stubbornness. “You’re my best friend. Mrs Varley, Lara, and, well, you can say whatever you want, but I should have spoken up sooner.”
He let out a frustrated breath, staring at her as if he knew it was useless to argue.
“And I’m sorry, I’m really sorry that I didn’t,” she said, once he finally allowed her to speak the words. She fiddled with the edge of her plate as she tried to explain herself. “They told me you would be alright and I—”
“I would,” he replied, raising his eyebrows to emphasise his point.
With a huff, Penelope shot him a look of disbelief. She held back from telling him that he was always lying to her, knowing it would only remind him of a moment that would make things even more awkward.
“Either way, I realised that I may know considerably less than all of you, and I may still be learning how to navigate my career, but I do know that I don’t want it to be more important than any of the people I love. I don’t want it to be more important than you.”
Colin’s heart skipped a beat. He wasn’t naive enough to read too much into it or to believe that she meant anything beyond the profound care they both shared within the context of their friendship. He understood all too well how, in an instant, the effort he had put into his career could vanish, how easily public love could turn to hate, and that, when everything was said and done, it was always the people who truly cared for him that remained by his side.
Even so, he couldn’t help but feel his heart swell and his pulse quicken at hearing those words from her lips. It was a gift beyond comprehension to be counted among those Penelope would fiercely stand up for.
Feeling an unfamiliar shyness wash over him, he bit his bottom lip, glanced down at the table, and nodded, lacking the strength or will to argue her point.
Penelope felt her cheeks flush as she looked at him, suddenly feeling self-conscious. She cleared her throat and picked up her phone, pretending to scroll through her notifications to ease the tension. “So, that’s the story of how I’ll probably end up with my eyes closed in all my movie promotional pictures,” she added.
Looking back up at her, the corner of Colin’s lips curled into a bittersweet smile. “You’ll look great, Pen. You always do.”
However, Penelope didn’t protest or scoff as she usually would. Instead, she seemed to freeze, staring at her phone with her eyes growing increasingly wide.
“Colin,” she gasped, her left hand finding his arm as her gaze remained fixed on the screen.
The actor blinked. Looking down at her grip on him, his smile widened into a goofy grin, and he forgot what they had been discussing. His mind wandered back to a day that felt like ages ago, when she had done the exact same thing, making him feel like everything was finally alright again.
“Did you know about this?!” she exclaimed, shoving her phone in his face and pulling him out of his daydream.
He furrowed his eyebrows, attempting to adjust his eyes so they would focus on the text in front of him rather than the redhead holding it.
Kate Sharma and Anthony Bridgerton Confirm Relationship Ahead of ‘Princess of the West’ Release
by Freddie Stroma
In a surprising turn of events, actress Kathani Sharma and director Anthony Bridgerton have confirmed a romantic relationship, just as the promotional campaign for their highly anticipated film, “The Sword and the Heart: Princess of the West,” heats up. News of the couple’s relationship came to light through their representatives, who made the official announcement this Wednesday evening.
After more than a year of keeping their romance under wraps, the pair finally decided it was the right time to share their love story with the public. In a joint statement provided to various news outlets, including The Guardian, their representatives expressed gratitude for the private time they had spent together, stating, “After a year of being together, it seemed like the right time to share the news with the public, and we’re grateful to have had the time to build our relationship privately.”
Despite working closely together on “The Sword and the Heart” trilogy, there had been no previous indications of their romantic involvement. The couple’s lives had mostly stayed out of the public eye, except for a few interactions during promotional events for their first instalment, “The East Dynasty,” which had previously sparked speculation about tension between them during filming.
As of now, no further details about their relationship have been disclosed.
“Oh, I truly am a rubbish friend,” Penelope groaned, her head buried in her hands as Colin finished reading, his eyes wide as saucers.
“You? What about me?!” he replied. His normally stoic brother, a serial bachelor, had been in a serious relationship with their mutual coworker for an entire year, and Colin hadn’t noticed a single thing. “Where did this even come from?” He ran his hands through his hair as he stared at Penelope’s phone again.
“I don’t know?” Penelope said. “Do you have any idea how many times I went to Kate with my problems? And I didn’t know about this? I—” She paused, realising that those problems were basically personified right in front of her. Swallowing hard, she gestured vaguely with her hand, forgetting what she was about to say.
“Well.” He handed her mobile back, thankfully distracted enough. “I do know one thing, though,” he said with a growing smirk. She wrinkled her forehead at his oddly triumphant expression, and he shrugged, explaining, “Everyone will finally leave us alone.”
♡ Carly ♡ @livsobsessi0n
I feel like im just echoing greater minds before me but truly WHAT IS HAPPENING ON THE SNH SET
alice❤️ @lovexXneducati0n
what the hell
| Kithy is tired @dorsetth0mas
@lovexXneducati0n al has she ever gone public w/ any of her previous relationships???
| alice❤️ @lovexXneducati0n
@dorsetth0mas not ONE
Maria Eduarda @dudiiiiinha2004
excuse me WHAT DO YOU MEAN A WHOLE YEAR
| ❤️🔥Trish @dorjorie4llifee
@dudiiiiinha2004 weren’t they fighting on set did i miss something????
| Maria Eduarda @dudiiiiinha2004
@dorjorie4llifee IDK?????? I thought she and thomas had a thing
⁀➷mell➳ @mamamarjorie
AND WITH THE TRAILER COMING OUT TOMORROW??
| j. @mandolord
@mamamarjorie im legit trying to figure out if they’re geniuses or completely out of their minds
Tay @dorserette
Smells like damage control
| 🧸 Bree @briannaroth
@dorserette theyll literally do anything to protect that man
⭐Sally⭐ @depressedhuffll3puff
FIRST PENELOPE FINALLY TELLS EVERYONE WHAT HAPPENED WITH HER AND COLIN NOW KATE IS DATING THE DIRECTOR AND TOMORROW WERE GETTING THE TRAILER CAN THEY LET US BREATHE???
Olly @bridgertonscol3
i just had to read someone saying anthony and kate announced their relationship just to protect colin imagine how tired i am
| Nanda @nandaxinha
@bridgertonscol3 ???????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
| Olly @bridgertonscol3
@nandaxinha the entire internet fawning over colin and penelope all afternoon but sure whatever helps them sleep at night
Yara 🎀 @le0k1ng
i mean are we shocked that casting couch was involved in this movie one banged the director the other his brother
| Joe @Josephnavarro
@le0k1ng sincerely miss the days the bridgertons hadn’t touched my favorite books
⋆.˚🦋༘⋆ Fa @loratheexplorer
WHERE IS THAT CLOWN THAT SAID IF KATE AND ANTHONY ARE IN LOVE SO ARE COLIN AND PENELOPE WHERE ARE THEY
| lana ❣ potw in 73 days @heartsofnoras
@loratheexplorer 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂 the north remembers
Daphne: Anthony??????????????????????????????????????
Gregory: hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
Benedict: daph no offense but how on earth are you shocked rn
Daphne: I thought he was going to tell us?????
Benedict: I repeat
Benedict: how are you shocked right now
Hyacinth: WHY NONE OF U TELL US ANYTHING EVER
Hyacinth: first daphne tell us nothing abt dating simon
Hyacinth: then takes months to tell us abt the pregancy
Hyacinth: now anthony too
Hyacinth: does ANYONE ELSE wants to make an announcement
Hyacinth: @Colin
Colin: for the thousandth time
Colin: no hya
Colin: penelope and i are not dating
Hyacinth: i was actually going to ask if u were alright
Hyacinth: but interesting that your mind went there
Benedict: first of all
Benedict: all of us were at that party how is it our fault some of you are slow
Eloise: excuse me
Eloise: i was worried abt my very drunk best friend mind you
Gregory: the good that did her slow clapping for u el
Francesca: what’s with all these messages? what is happening?
Benedict: anthony is dating
Francesca: okay….?
Hyacinth: WITH KATE HE MEANS
Gregory: for over a year they all mean
Francesca: really? I’m so happy for him!
Hyacinth: AND HE DIDN’T TELL US THIS ENTIRE TIME
Benedict: its anthony
Benedict: you all really thought he was going to tell
Hyacinth: YEAH BUT COLIN OBVIOUSLY KNEW TOO AND DIDN’T TELL US????
Colin: i actually didn’t
Hyacinth: excuse me WHAT
Gregory: how exactly were u working w them & didnt know?
Benedict: i actually have to ask the same i clocked they were dating like 5 seconds in
Daphne: me too
Daphne: and simon
Colin: I was busy alright??
Gregory: doing what
Gregory: even the director of ur film had time to find a gf
Colin: well he was CLEARLY working less than me
Eloise: its colin
Eloise: did you all really think he was going to notice
Colin: excuse me??????????
Eloise: oh really
Eloise: am i wrong?
Eloise: tell me
Eloise: where have you been all afternoon again?
Colin: not important
Eloise: RIGHT
Hyacinth: what THE HELL are the two of you talking abt
Colin: nothing
Eloise: nothing
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Anthony: yes?
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Benedict: oh yes hello our dear brother
Benedict: do you by any chance have something to tell us
Anthony: actually yes
Anthony: are any of you available in about two months?
Hyacinth: are u kidding me
Daphne: i’m almost afraid to ask
Daphne: why?
Colin: no i will be busy promoting YOUR film or did you forget
Anthony: not you
Gregory: yes sure i have the entire month of december free just for you????
Anthony: more specifically the 17th
Colin: ?????????????????????????????????????????????
Benedict: isn’t that when you two will be at the london premiere
Anthony: yes
Eloise: i am so confused rn
Daphne: anthony
Daphne: what is going on?
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Hyacinth: TYPE FASTER OLD MAN
Gregory: i think ive started going grey over here
Anthony: I may need all of you there because it’s a nice distraction for the media and also… because it will look better if my family is there to support me
Gregory: what
Hyacinth: all of us??????
Hyacinth: IF YOU THINK YOU CAN BRIBE ME TO FORGIVE U
Gregory: youd be absolutely correct
Hyacinth: exactly
Eloise: no offence but won’t it look worse
Benedict: yeah it’s not like ppl love you and Colin a lot at the moment
Anthony: yes but to be honest the alternative is worse
Daphne: the alternative being people thinking kate slept with you bc of the movie
Benedict: or that you coerced her
Eloise: or that you two are pretending
Gregory: or that u hooked up one night & got caught & now have to save face
Hyacinth: or that ur movie set is a complete disaster and ur losing control of everything
Anthony: …
Anthony: that and
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…
Eloise: someone kill me it would hurt less
Benedict: do i also take that long to type?
Anthony: we weren’t exactly 100% honest in the statement we put forward or agatha would kill us but we’re getting married in a few months so it’s better to just send the message beforehand that we’re serious
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Hyacinth: EXCUSE ME ?????????????????????????????????????????????????
Eloise: WHAT
Colin: Anthony
Colin: WHAT THE HELL
Gregory: okay this is a prank it has to be
Benedict: and you’re only telling us now???????????????????????
Francesca: congratulations anthony!!!!!!!! I’m so happy for you
Anthony: thank you fran
Daphne: ok what is going on
Daphne: daphne just handed me her phone
Daphne: something abt everyone thought anthony was going to die alone with 10 cats
Anthony: haha
Daphne: she’s actually just cursing a lot and calling u a bastard
Daphne: which i agree
Daphne: but still
Daphne: i’m so happy for you bridgerton
Anthony: thank you
Gregory: no offence but ive been sitting in shock for the last 10 seconds
Hyacinth: oh mum is going to kill you
Anthony: who do you think got me the ring?
Benedict: …..
Colin: you told mum before you told us?
Daphne: anthony
Daphne: is kate pregnant
Anthony: NO
Anthony: why does everyone keep asking that?
Anthony: we just love each other it’s simple
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Anthony: happy?
Daphne: actually yes
Daphne: very happy for you
Eloise: i cannot believe i just read anthony write that word
Gregory: same tbh
Benedict: AND YOU DID NOT TELL US??
Hyacinth: WEREN’T YOU THE ONE SAYING YOU DIDN’T NEED TO BE TOLD
Benedict: I JUST THOUGHT HE FOUND HE FANCIED HER I DIDN’T KNOW HE LOVED HER
Anthony: I do
Anthony: now can we please focus on the problem at hand
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Eloise: fine
Eloise: yes im free
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Hyacinth: oh nothing is stopping me from going to that premiere trust me
Anthony: yes daph simon can come
Daphne: perfect
Gregory: i actually did have the entire month of december free just for you
Benedict: im going to be in nyc i don’t think i can make it
Colin: anthony i get what you’re trying to do and its honourable and all
Colin: but can you just not
Anthony: why not
Colin: you know EXACTLY why
Anthony: oh
Anthony: you mean the scene
Hyacinth: what scene
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Anthony: you don’t even know if it made it to the final cut
Colin: IT DIDN’T??????????????????????????
Gregory: what. scene.
Colin: you’re never getting married bc im going to KILL you first
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Daphne: what on earth are the two of you talking abt
Anthony: it did make it to the final cut
Hyacinth: WILL ANY OF YOU TELL US WHAT SCENE
Colin: it doesnt matter bc you wont see it since you’re not invited
Anthony: yes she is
Hyacinth: 😎
Colin: i hate you so much
Daphne: colin everyone is going to watch the movie anyway whats going on
Colin: yes but not with me in the same room???
Hyacinth: i gotta be honest
Hyacinth: i don’t think ive ever felt this excited for a movie in my entire life
Benedict: you know what
Benedict: i think i can make it on the 17th
Benedict: lemme check the plane tickets
Colin: Benedict
Francesca: ben what website are you using for the plane tickets? my usual one is too expensive
Colin: ARE YOU KIDDING ME
Benedict: i’ll send you the link fran
Colin: no you will not
Anthony: So let me get this straight
Anthony: you won’t fly to london for me
Anthony: but you will for colin
Colin is currently typing…
Benedict: you are a traitor and i’m not talking to you
Benedict: colin on the other hand is practically begging for me to come
Francesca: no im coming because I want to meet kate in person before the wedding
Anthony: thank you, fran
Colin: anthony
Colin: i swear im going to call kate right this second
Colin: and tell her all of your secrets
Colin: in detail
Anthony: she knows everything
Anthony: so good luck with that
Benedict: wait hold on
Benedict: before i buy this very non refundable ticket
Benedict: its not a naked scene is it
Colin: NO
Anthony: no
Benedict: phew
Benedict: cause i had already bought it actually
Gregory: i think im gonna need 10 yrs of therapy after this entire conversation
In the weeks that followed, Penelope discovered something she never thought possible in the world of Sword and the Heart: peace. It seemed counterintuitive, given the numerous interviews and events she attended every single day. Yet, there it was, peace.
The interviews were no longer so focused on her or Colin, especially after the shocking news that Anthony and Kate had been dating for over a year. So when interviewers asked her about it, she didn’t have to lie or fake a smile. She simply spoke the truth: she didn’t know much but was genuinely happy for them. And if they didn’t ask her about the future or the possibility of the couple getting married, that wasn’t her fault, was it?
Colin and she had finally reached a truce, which meant she no longer had to dodge questions about him. Yes, they were on good terms. Yes, they were still friends. Yes, she truly meant it when she said he had inspired her to start acting. There was no drama, no second-guessing. And although an awkward tension lingered during their conversations, and they no longer spent time alone together, they still spoke frequently—even if they weren’t often in the same space due to the studio’s previous PR policy that kept them separated.
Penelope was determined to be a good friend and to keep the promise she had made to herself to remember that her relationship with Colin was strictly platonic. She would also be a good friend to Kate, Eloise, as well as to everyone else, making sure never to let her feelings cloud her judgement or interfere with her friendships again.
And if she realised that all her peace and resolutions would soon be tested when journalists saw the actual movie, rather than the spoiler-free version they had been given, Penelope chose to pretend she wasn’t thinking about it.
Tate McConnell ✪ @tate_mcconnell
sure because we didn’t have enough drama in the past *checks notes* month and a half
coleen @nuclearcolll
to put it simply… the internet is about to explode in a week and i’m just here exploding one week earlier bc i cant talk to anyone abt it
| lana ❣ potw in 1 week!!! @heartsofnoras
@nuclearcolll ????????????????????????
| Cinthy❤️🔥🐉⚔️ @Cy3452n
@heartsofnoras@nuclearcolll DID YOU WATCH IT
| coleen @nuclearcolll
@Cy3452n@heartsofnoras yes
| lana ❣ potw in 1 week!!! @heartsofnoras
@nuclearcolll@Cy3452n when is the embargo lifting
| coleen @nuclearcolll
@Cy3452n@heartsofnoras last time snh lifted embargo one week earlier this time tho there’s no way before the 17th
| lana ❣ potw in 1 week!!! @heartsofnoras
@nuclearcolll@Cy3452n fantastic so more bad news coming our way then?
| coleen @nuclearcolll
@Cy3452n@heartsofnoras no but pls don’t ask more or im going to lose my mind
| Cinthy❤️🔥🐉⚔️ @Cy3452n
@heartsofnoras@nuclearcolll WHAT ARE WE SUPPOSED TO DO WITH THAT
Danielle Quinn ✪ @danyQuinn
*MUFFLED SCREAMING*
Luke Marlowe @Mlukewe
There’s a kind of calm that only appears when you know a hurricane of fire is coming your way
kelly 💖💜💙 @ladyoftheeasy
ok so the embargo hasn’t lifted yet but every single reviewer i know is slowly losing it on my TL and i’m abt to join apparently
| Indra @d0r_i3u5
@ladyoftheeasy wdym usually that doesn’t happen until premiere day or so
| kelly 💖💜💙 @ladyoftheeasy
@d0r_i3u5 yeah but last time they lifted it one week earlier and we had articles upon articles reviewing the 1st movie
| Indra @d0r_i3u5
@ladyoftheeasy first movie they needed more buzz now they dont i wouldnt worry abt it
| kelly 💖💜💙 @ladyoftheeasy
@d0r_i3u5 i don’t think that’s it but what other choice do i have except slowly brace for the disaster(?)
Daisy @daisyventuri92
it’s the way every single thing that happened this year suddenly started making sense
Jamie Kendall couldn’t be in a better mood if he tried.
Aside from the global press conference (where opportunities like this were rarely taken), it was the first time Anthony and Kate, along with Colin and Penelope, were doing a live interview together after weeks of PR chaos surrounding the Princess of the West promotional tour. This meant journalistic heaven for anyone who knew how to capitalise on that drama. And he certainly did.
He wasn’t cruel, nor was he excessively prying. There was a reason why his talk show was internationally famous, and that was likely why he was chosen to host the cast’s first appearance together after so much turmoil. After all, it was December, and they had to start somewhere.
“So let’s talk about the elephant in the room,” he began, his gaze sweeping over Thomas, Kate, and Anthony—huddled together on the black couch beside him—then settling on Colin, Penelope, and Cressida perched on stools behind them.
The host paused, glancing at the audience as he said, “I love how when I say that, they don’t even know who I’m talking about. I swear, there were like five different people just reacting like this,” he joked, stiffening his body and widening his eyes, which drew laughter from the audience.
And Penelope could only be mad because she somehow found herself giggling too. But then, she looked at Colin, who wore an honest smile that she knew well, and she realised it had been a long time since she felt this way at work. Like she was actually having fun.
“Cressida, we know this movie will reveal a different side of Catherine—no spoilers here,” Jamie said, raising his hand. “So, with that in mind… did you really end up suing the hot wings guy?” His question sparked laughter from the audience.
Colin chuckled and shook his head as the blonde dropped her jaw dramatically before her media-trained smile shone through. Not that Penelope thought she needed much pretending, as she loved the attention.
“I did not,” Cressida replied, her tone filled with false offence. “In the end, he was truly lovely. I cannot complain.”
Somehow, Penelope doubted that the blonde had been that calm after the recording ended. She had been seen almost yelling and cursing at the interviewer nonstop after tackling the eighth hot chicken wing on the long list of spicy wings she was required to eat for that show. But who was the redhead to complain? At least it wasn’t her interview that was the focus.
“And speaking of fried food,” the host continued, prompting everyone to turn to Penelope as if guessing her thoughts.
The actress closed her eyes. “Damn it,” she muttered, forcing herself not to look at Colin, even though she desperately wanted to. “I knew I would be next.”
The audience laughed at her comment, and Jamie smiled. “So, the Princess of the West will dive into all of the relationships we love, including Leonidas and Nora,” he said, and the crowd cheered and whistled. He flashed a smirk at the audience before refocusing on his chosen victims. “Can you or Colin tell us about that journey… Perhaps how the movies differ from the books?”
Penelope knew the question was probably a standard one. After all, talk show hosts rarely had the chance to watch the entire movie before their shows. It was also one she had heard variations of during the months of promotional tours for both the first and second films. Yet, that year, it felt particularly hard to answer. Especially with Colin sitting right next to her, as her thoughts kept drifting to the way his lips had felt against hers.
“Um...” She and Colin answered at the same time, both wearing matching sheepish expressions on their faces.
Startled by their synchronised reaction, they whipped their heads toward each other as the audience’s laughter exploded around them. A blush crept onto Penelope’s cheeks, but when she saw Colin’s twinkling eyes, she couldn’t help but chuckle.
“That’s fascinating,” Jamie drawled, the playful sarcasm thick in his voice. He narrowed his eyes at them and asked, “Could you be more specific?”
Colin cleared his throat as the crowd settled down, wrinkling his forehead as he said, “I don’t know how much—” He glanced at Anthony, who was raising his eyebrows at him.
“No, don’t look at him,” the host joked, motioning towards the director, who looked at Jimmie with a half-amused, half-annoyed expression. The host then waved him off, saying, “Wait your turn, we’ll get to your love life later,” before turning back to Colin, causing the audience to laugh again.
The director rubbed his eyes, a self-conscious chuckle escaping his lips, while Kate’s lips twitched beside him, a hint of a smile playing on her lips.
“I think...it’s pretty similar to the book,” Colin said, attempting a nonchalant shrug, as Penelope’s head bobbed in a casual, unconvincing nod beside him.
Jamie grimaced at him in disbelief before turning to the redhead next to the actor. “Seriously, Penelope?” he asked, gesturing toward Colin. “This is the guy who inspired you to become an actress? Just look at him, even I can’t believe him.”
With a shake of his head and an exasperated grin, Colin watched Penelope raise her hands and shrug as if to say, What can you do?
“All right,” Jamie said as he moved to the front row. He looked at Kate and Anthony, who raised their eyebrows in unison, as if waiting for him to just ask already. Instead, he focused on the main actor. “So, Thomas, your character is alone for a significant part of this film,” he began, and the actor nodded in response. “How was that filming process for you?”
“I didn’t really… feel it as much?” Thomas replied, shifting on the couch, ever the most relaxed of the group. “Since our schedule in New Zealand is set up the way it is, everyone tends to be around. So, even though I sometimes filmed alone for certain stretches of time, everyone was still there for dinner,” he said with a casual shrug.
“And it didn’t hurt that you probably felt safer that way,” the host commented, resting his chin on his hand as if deep in thought. “I mean, your scenes with Kate sounded incredibly dangerous this time around,” he continued with utmost seriousness.
Thomas’s expression shifted from pensive to sly, as everyone around him began to laugh and clap. Kate shot a withering glare at the interviewer, while Anthony chuckled and shook his head at the situation.
“I mean, not yet, but I’m keeping my fingers crossed for my safety on the next one, guys,” Thomas said, intertwining his index and middle fingers as he looked at the amused audience.
Jamie smiled and finally turned to the couple, deciding to stop teasing them. “Well, if I come out of this interview alive today, I should thank my lucky stars,” he said, noticing Kate’s glare.
With a self-assured air, Anthony crossed his legs, his hands clasped neatly over his knees, saying, “You should,” which, in an unprecedented event for him, drew even more laughter from the audience.
The corner of Kate’s lips turned up in a faint smile, and Jamie also smiled before asking, “So, this movie explores many different relationships for Marjorie, contrasting with the previous one where she was more of a lone wolf. How do you feel this showcases the more vulnerable aspects of your character?”
Kate furrowed her brow, her eyes widening slightly. “Wow, great question, actually.”
“You don’t have to sound so surprised,” he interrupted, and she simply sent him a look.
“Well…” she continued, taking her time to consider her answer, as always. “For starters, it was really wonderful to work more closely with Penelope, Colin, and Cressida,” she said, gesturing to the trio behind her. “I feel like Thomas and I switched places in a sense, since he was around them more in the first movie and now it was my turn. As an actress, I had to rely heavily on all of them, which mirrored a lot of what my character was going through, a journey of growth and learning, reminding yourself that you don’t have to sort it all out on your own.”
The host nodded, casually glancing at his flashcards as he asked, “And what was it like collaborating with the same director for a second movie?”
Kate shot him another look, and he smiled cheekily at her while some people in the crowd whistled.
She then took a deep breath, recalling what Anthony had once said about controlling the narrative. It wasn’t as if they didn’t expect any of this to happen, so if people were going to talk, the least she could do was take control of what they talked about.
“It was insufferable, actually,” she replied. When Anthony looked at her in mock offence, she added, “I’m sorry, love, but who on earth enjoys being directed by their boyfriend? It’s like every time I have to let you win the argument when I know you’re wrong,” she said, her voice laced with playful annoyance, to which the audience responded with boisterous cheering and applause.
Anthony’s lips broke into one of those brilliant smiles he reserved just for her, his brown eyes sparkling with warmth. He tilted his head back and said, “Kate, when have you ever let me win an argument?” He turned to an amused Jamie, pointing at her with his thumb. “She has been winning arguments since the day we met.”
“That checks out,” the interviewer replied. “That’s how you know you’ve found the one.”
Anthony gestured with his hands, as if to say exactly, while the crowd roared around them.
“You are truly annoying me right now. Did you know that?”
Anthony pinched the bridge of his nose, a smirk stretching across his face as he stepped back into the green room. His other hand was firmly intertwined with Kate’s, who shot him an annoyed glare. Colin and Penelope stood nearby, exchanging knowing glances that reflected a mix of exasperation and amusement. Thomas simply shook his head, a chuckle escaping his lips at the antics of the duo. Meanwhile, Cressida had already made her exit, the first to sprint out of the studio, leaving everyone behind with nothing but a hurried goodbye.
“What? You said you hated black walls in the bathroom,” he replied with a shrug, earning another disapproving look from Kate.
“Anthony, if you go anywhere near our bathroom walls, I swear I’ll lock you in one,” she threatened, raising an eyebrow at him.
As their assistants approached and handed back their belongings, Anthony retorted, “Just like that? No democracy in this marriage?”
She scrunched up her face at him, as if he were being ridiculous, and absentmindedly slipped the engagement ring back onto her finger. “Democracy? What gave you that absurd idea?” she asked.
He smiled, on the verge of a reply, but then he was cut short.
“I’m sorry to interrupt, but…” Kate’s newly hired assistant nearly squirmed at getting in the middle of the conversation. The duo immediately turned to her. “You told me to warn you when you were behind schedule, and the flight to London is in two hours, and—”
“Two hours?! In this traffic?!” Anthony widened his eyes, about to pop a vein. He glanced at his own assistant, who was visibly debating whether to hide behind his tablet. The director was notorious for insisting on punctuality above everything; everyone knew he would rather be caught dead than arrive at an airport later than the meticulously calculated three hours before an international flight.
“It’s going to be fine,” Kate said, tugging him by the hand in an attempt to calm him down. “We’re not that far from the airport; we’re not missing the flight,” she continued, despite knowing they were still technically in Los Angeles’ rush hour. She then widened her eyes at the two assistants behind him, silently urging them to get moving. “If we go right now, that is.”
The duo quickly understood, scrambling ahead toward the exit, and Anthony sighed in resignation, running his free hand through his hair.
“Come on,” his fiancée said, gently pulling him along. “We can discuss how ugly those brown shower tiles were on the way.”
Anthony acquiesced, as he always did when it came to Kate, and they both headed for the exit. But, before leaving, the actress turned to Penelope and said, “I need to talk to you later.”
The redhead blinked in surprise at being suddenly addressed and nodded in response as the couple rushed out.
Thomas let out a snort as they exited, a humorous smile forming on his lips as he slipped into his black bomber jacket. “You know, even though I’ve known for a while, I’ve always wondered how those two made things work. And I’ve got to say,” he added, punctuating his words as he zipped up, “it makes perfect sense.”
“Tell me about it,” Colin replied, exhaling as he grabbed his brown suede trench coat from John. “I honestly feel like I’ve been having an out-of-body experience for the past few months.”
Penelope shook her head at him, wrapping her cashmere pink scarf around her neck. During the chaos of their promotional tour, and with Anthony busy in post-production, she hadn’t truly seen the couple together except for a few rare occasions. She had to agree with Thomas, upon receiving news of their engagement, she hadn’t understood how it would work. Until she actually saw them together, that is.
“They look so happy together,” she commented.
“I know,” Colin replied, his tone suggesting that was exactly the problem. “I haven’t seen Anthony like that since I was about… ten,” he explained while putting on his coat.
Penelope giggled at the thought, picturing an adorable young Colin Bridgerton playing with his older brother.
“Well, I’d better be off too, then," Thomas said, pocketing his hands as he headed towards the door. “I’m actually on the same flight as they are,” he added, sounding way less worried than the actress and the director. “Think I’ve still got time to grab a bite. Cheers,” he finished before heading out.
Colin shook his head in exasperation at the actor as Penelope took her bag from Rae, who had offered to hold it for her as she looked for something inside. And maybe he should go too, since his flight was early and he needed to rest. But when it came to Pen, he just never could bring himself to leave.
“How are things going with your family, by the way?” she asked, her eyes focused on the contents of her soft white DeMellier shoulder bag. “Your mother must be ecstatic, Daphne, too.”
“They’re absolutely going mad,” Colin replied, crossing his arms over his chest and raising his eyebrows. “I never thought I’d say this, but I’m actually scared for Kate. The first night she showed up for dinner, Mum had an entire list of what they should do for the ceremony,” he commented, causing Penelope to laugh. “Although Kate didn’t seem that surprised, since Mum had already met her, thanks to Anthony being the traitor that he is.”
“What? Really?” Penelope turned to him for a moment, and he nodded.
“She had known they were dating for months,” he said. Penelope simply blinked, shaking her head at the situation before refocusing on her search, while Rae patiently waited.
“But at least he told us first when he got engaged, so I suppose we all forgave him. Well, Hyacinth forgave him because he invited her to the premiere,” he added with a sigh.
“She’s going?” Penelope asked, finally finding her lip salve.
Colin grimaced, realising he hadn’t mentioned that little detail to her yet. “Actually, everyone’s going.”
Penelope paused mid-swipe of her strawberry balm, the sweet scent lingering in the air as Colin’s gaze focused on her glossy pink lips for a moment.
“What?” she asked.
He blinked and cleared his throat to regain his focus. “Yeah, Mum is the only one who won't be there because she has a board meeting in Japan that day. But aside from her, even Fran is flying to London to attend.”
Widening her eyes, her arms dropped to her sides. “Are you kidding?”
Shaking his head, Colin grimaced. “I wish I was.” As she continued to stare at him in shock, he added, “Anthony just wants the whole family gathered there, because of the wedding or whatever absurd reason he’s concocted.” He shrugged, as if it didn’t affect him in the slightest, and then, remembering something else, he added, “Didn’t El tell you?”
She pressed her lips together and shook her head slightly. “No, um...” Clearing her throat, she continued, “I’ve been so busy that we’ve barely talked lately,” she explained in a low voice that made Colin furrow his brows. But before he could ask her more, she continued with a genuine smile, “Well…I’m just happy I’ll finally get to see Fran. I haven’t seen her in ages.”
Colin was unsure how to interpret the fact that Penelope didn’t seem nervous at all about their family watching them kiss on the big screen right in front of them. Still, he couldn’t help but also smile at her excitement.
“Yeah, me too,” he said. “Actually, she’s turning up a few days early. We’re having a big family dinner.” He trailed off, scratching the back of his head as he couldn’t help but ask, “I’m sure she would be thrilled if you came. She always asks after you.”
“Oh,” Penelope said, her cheeks going warm at a combination of words as simple as family dinner.
In the past, she wouldn’t have hesitated for a second about attending such an event. In many ways, it felt like the Bridgertons were more of a family to her than the Featheringtons. All of her closest friends belonged to that family, not to mention brother-like figures like Anthony or Benedict, or, of course, a motherly figure like Mrs Bridgerton.
However, things were so far from what they used to be. The very home where they would be having that dinner was a reminder of that.
So she cleared her throat, shaking her head slightly, before turning back to her handbag and pretending to search for her hand cream. “I really shouldn’t, Colin. She’ll be there to meet Kate, and I’ll just get in the way. Not to mention, I have so many events next week, I don’t think my brain will even be functioning properly.”
As Colin watched her back, her red hair bouncing as she rambled, something she only did when she was nervous, he bit his lower lip. Normally, he would have told her she was just spilling nonsense and that Kate wouldn’t care if she came along. Knowing his sister-in-law, she would actually prefer it. However, there was an unspoken hesitance between them, like an ever-present string of tension in their interactions—one that needed careful handling to avoid snapping and plunging them into an awkwardness they could barely recover from.
“Well, I’m sure you’ll be able to catch up later,” he said, clearing his throat as he crossed his arms over his chest, his eyes studying her as she rummaged through her bag. And then, he suddenly felt an urge to ask something, ignoring the self-control he had just displayed seconds earlier. “What about you? Who are you bringing along?”
“No one, actually,” she replied as she finally picked up her cream. She gestured with one hand while explaining, “Prudence and Philippa apparently only remembered they had a younger sister now that I’m making money, so…” She raised her eyebrows while applying the cream to her right hand and then tossed the tube back into her handbag before rubbing her hands together. “That’s not the kind of people I want at an important event like this. And my mother… you know how she is.”
Colin pressed his mouth into a thin line and nodded. Portia Featherington never hid her disdain for Penelope’s chosen profession, and he wasn’t naive enough to overlook how much she despised his family. So, attending the premiere of their movie was probably everything she hated all wrapped into one event. However, it wasn’t Portia or Penelope’s sisters who occupied his thoughts when he posed that question.
He chewed on his bottom lip, hating himself for even asking, “And the boyfriend?”
Penelope froze, her eyes widening slightly at the question. It felt strange to hear Colin ask about her boyfriend, almost as if this situation shouldn’t even exist in their world.
Yet, it did, and she found herself furrowing her eyebrows and scratching the back of her neck. “Who, Alfred?” she asked, forcing a confused smile. “He won’t even be in the UK next week.”
Turning around, she finally took her handbag from her assistant’s hands. She paused for a moment, her eyes fixed on the soft white faux leather, debating whether to reveal a piece of information that was likely inconsequential to Colin but that she still felt an urge to share. Ultimately, she decided not to dwell on it too much and faced him again with an air of nonchalance that she didn’t truly feel.
“And he’s not my boyfriend, so…” She shrugged, hurrying toward the exit since she was supposed to be leaving anyway.
Colin stood still, a silly, gigantic grin spreading across his face as an overwhelming wave of happiness washed over him. It was then that he noticed his assistant beside him, sharing the same bright smile. Normally, this would have been a heartwarming moment, but Colin was all too aware that John’s hawk-like eyes could see straight into his very soul.
Raising an index finger at his assistant, Colin demanded, “Don’t you dare say a word,” before walking toward the exit to follow Penelope.
John’s grin widened as he looked at his smitten boss. With a shrug, he said, “I was just going to say his videos are rubbish,” before falling in step behind him.
j. @mandolord
im confused are they actually changing the books bc the trailer was pretty standard
| Jade ✨ @englishmansbiceps
@mandolord nah just the usual PR no chance charlotte would approve any changes
⁀➷mell➳ @mamamarjorie
okay i see the vision
| Joan @northndsouthqueen
@mamamarjorie lol no they ain’t changing this story
| ⁀➷mell➳ @mamamarjorie
@northndsouthqueen no i mean kate and anthony
Cinthy❤️🔥🐉⚔️ @Cy3452n
WHAT WAS THAT I SAW IT
| ⋆˚✿˖° it’s always rainy in delulutown⋆˚✿˖° @loranator
@Cy3452n i hate that i can feel my body grow 1% hope when i know im not that weak
| Lilian | princess of the west era @swodndheart
@loranator@Cy3452n But it’s the way they reacted like that’s not normal???
| Olly @bridgertonscol3
@swodndheart@loranator@Cy3452n yeah they were genuinely surprised
| ⋆˚✿˖° it’s always rainy in delulutown⋆˚✿˖° @loranator
@Cy3452n@bridgertonscol3@swodndheart with our luck watch it be abt an outfit change tho
| Lilian | princess of the west era @swodndheart
@loranator@Cy3452n@bridgertonscol3 LMAO not the red dress
billie @noraswsift
now that red dress leak finally makes sense
| lariiiii ⋆ @southnationsqueen
@noraswsift It was edited tho
| 🌸Hilly🌸 @hilllaryss
@southnationsqueen@noraswsift did anyone actually confirm that?
⋆。 ゚☁︎。 ⋆。 ゚☾ ゚。 ⋆ Dan @leo_norax
No, but the reviewers losing their minds now Colin and Penelope acting like this I CONNECTED THE DOTS IVE CONNECTED THEM
| . @inyoupswife
@leo_norax bby im gonna hold your hand when i say this
| ⋆。 ゚☁︎。 ⋆。 ゚☾ ゚。 ⋆ Dan @leo_norax
@inyoupswife I KNOW IT’S NOT LORA BUT CANT YOU LET ME DREAM FOR A SECOND
Dee @warofthorns
ah i see so we’re pretending she didn’t just almost destroy his career
| Maria Gomes ⚔️ @englishmansw1fe
@warofthorns colin is honestly too nice for his own good
| Dee @warofthorns
@englishmansw1fe it’s one of the things i love the most abt him but how much of it is worth it when he lets the worst ppl walk all over him
Milena @mrsleonidassoares
I know its never gonna happen in a milllion years but IF they change loras ending im naming my first born charlotte if its a girl and anthony if its a boy
| ★・・・・★ Kaylee ★・・・・★ @kayray06
@mrsleonidassoares girl u better name dem after ur grandparents cuz knowin charlotte if they change anything its gonna b 2 kill nora or somethin
Maria Eduarda @dudiiiiinha2004
SHUT UP THEY ARE SO CUTE
| alice❤️ @lovexXneducati0n
@dudiiiiinha2004 ngl I was so ready to hate on anthony but the man is whipped
| Maria Eduarda @dudiiiiinha2004
@dudiiiiinha2004 RIGHT I’m like ok kate im never doubting you again
𝒸𝒶𝓂𝒾 | 2 DAYS!!!!!!! @arianasdorieus
Poor Thomas LMAO
| Ⓐⓢⓗ @dorieussw1fe
@arianasdorieus actually scared for his life anthony aint playing
| 𝒸𝒶𝓂𝒾 | 2 DAYS!!!!!!! @arianasdorieus
@dorieussw1fe this may be the first time im actually more excited for the bloopers than the actual movie
❤️🔥Mariah 🗡 @polinssdaughter
Everyone is so happy and all I don’t want to say it
| mimi @leonidasn0raxx
@polinssdaughter DON’T LET EVERYONE SILENCE YOU QUEEN
| ❤️🔥Mariah 🗡 @polinssdaughter
@leonidasn0raxx like… can we all agree Pen and Colin are still awkward
| fab @featheringtonsdaughter
@polinssdaughter I thought the same but everyone was celebrating i thought i seeing things
Rotten Tomatoes ✪ @Rottentomatoes
#PrincessoftheWest is Fresh at 97% on the Tomatometer, with 15 reviews: rottentomatoes.com/m/the_sword_and…
kelly 💖💜💙 @ladyoftheeasy
THEY LIFTED IT
| lana • the sword and the heart in 2 days !!! @heartsofnoras
@ladyoftheeasy WAIT I DON’T GET IT THE REVIEWS ARE GOOD WHAT IS GOING ON
| kelly 💖💜💙 @ladyoftheeasy
@heartsofnoras they’re not just good i feel like they’re even better than the first one??
| Indra @d0r_i3u5
@ladyoftheeasy@heartsofnoras I told you there was nothing going on
kay 𓆰𓆪 lora era @loraskiss
i read some reviews and … am i tripping or they talked a LOT abt leonidas and nora’s chemistry
| Samantha ☾ ゚。 is waiting for the princess of the west @mermaaidsammy
@loraskiss don’t they always?
| kay 𓆰𓆪 lora era @loraskiss
@mermaaidsammy yah but usually it’s just a comment or another now it was everywhere
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@loraskiss@mermaaidsammy IM SORRY BUT THAT ONE “Nora and Leonidas’ friendship is put to the test, and the results might be more surprising than anyone anticipates” WHAT DOES THAT MEAN WE ALL KNOW WHAT HAPPENS
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@mermaaidsammy@loratheexplorer my mind was going to that one guy that said their dynamics would have the internet talking for weeks or months again HELLO?
FLAMING HEARS ‘04 @kingsofthewests
A lot of people are dming asking abt the movie and i still dont think you guys understand your lives are about to change in about 2 business days
| FLAMING HEARS ‘04 @kingsofthewests
if this thing doesn’t get entirely leaked until then that is
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@kingsofthewests why am i suddenly glad i’m going on an early screening
| FLAMING HEARS ‘04 @kingsofthewests
@roroswift oh you should be
“Pen!!!!”
Penelope had about 10 seconds to react before a blunt force nearly knocked her down, the sudden impact followed by the soft baby blue fabric and the scent of lavender and bergamot.
With a chuckle, she said, “Hi, Hyacinth,” as she returned the hug, placing her arms around the girl and resting her chin on the youngest Bridgerton’s shoulder. She also noticed Benedict, Daphne, and Simon approaching with exasperated smiles on their faces. “Are you well?” she asked the younger woman.
“I’m fantastic.” Hyacinth beamed, her voice barely audible above the din of cameras flashing, reporters shouting questions, and excited fans screaming.
Penelope shook her head at the girl, who was dressed in a stunning layered gown adorned with delicate embroidered flowers throughout. Her hair was styled in a charming half-up, half-down do, with soft, cascading waves and a gentle twist at the crown, looking every bit the Bridgerton’s princess that she was.
Not that Penelope was complaining. In fact, unlike most of her previous events, she loved her stylist’s choice: a long, dark red gown adorned with a delicate overlay of sheer black beading and shimmering sequins that caught the light with a thousand tiny sparks. The square neckline and short sleeves perfectly framed her collarbone, making her skin look silky and radiant. Her hair was styled in soft, structured waves with a deep side part, cascading down her back, while sculpted curls framed one side of her face.
“Why didn’t you go to dinner with us?” Hyacinth asked, immediately going for the jugular, as she always did. “Colin told me he invited you.”
The actress opened her mouth, trying to defend herself while silently cursing Colin Bridgerton for his loose lips.
“Because she’s probably one of the busiest women in the country, or did you forget, Hya?” Benedict interrupted, looking timelessly handsome in a simple black tuxedo. He didn’t miss Penelope’s quick, grateful smile before he also hugged her as a greeting.
Hyacinth huffed and crossed her arms over her chest petulantly, ruining her elegant visual. “So are Kate and Colin, but they still have time for family."
As Benedict stepped away from the redhead, he tilted his head at his sister’s comment, glancing at Penelope and grimacing, as if admitting the truth pained him. “Well, I can’t argue with her there,” he conceded.
Penelope’s jaw dropped at the betrayal, looking between the siblings and feeling sufficiently cornered. She could argue that she was promoting her other movie, but then again, so was Kate. That would leave her with an overall too-realistic and sad argument: she was not actually part of the family in the same way Colin was, nor like Kate would be.
“For crying out loud, will you leave the poor woman alone?” Simon exclaimed, rolling his eyes before sending Penelope an understanding look. “Bridgertons,” he said, as if that explained everything. And she chuckled because, to Penelope, it truly did.
“You do know that this child will be one, right?” Daphne said, gesturing toward her significantly round abdomen. Dressed in a soft white chiffon dress with an empire waist and halter straps, she looked effortlessly chic and glowing, her hair pulled up in a stylish updo.
“Don’t even remind me,” he replied, placing a hand over his forehead.
“I have to admit, perhaps Hyacinth has a point. I’ve been away for so long that it feels like I blinked and suddenly you’re so far along,” Penelope told Daphne, beaming as she gestured toward the oldest Bridgerton sister.
Daphne widened her eyes slightly in agreement. “I know,” she declared, rubbing her hands over her belly with a fond grin. “I can’t believe Anthony convinced me to turn up here with a planet under my dress.”
“Don’t be ridiculous. You look absolutely perfect, as you always do,” Eloise interjected suddenly, her tone tinged with irritation at her older sister’s uncanny ability to always look flawless.
Penelope spun around, startled by the woman who suddenly loomed over her in a figure-hugging mint-green gown. The fabric shimmered like metal, and her hair was swept up in a high ponytail, which made her presence intimidating. However, Eloise was not focused on Penelope; her attention was directed at her older sister instead.
“I have to agree with her there, sweetheart,” Simon said affectionately, looking down at his wife, who smiled back at him, earning a few groans from those around them.
“Ah, what now?” Gregory whined as he approached the group, overhearing their complaints from afar. Beside him, however, was none other than Francesca, in a white satin dress with a high neckline and sleeveless bodice, enhanced by simple black trim at the armholes, neckline, and waist, with her hair tied back in a neat bun.
“Fran!” Penelope gasped, almost leaping to hug the blonde.
“And I’m chopped liver,” Gregory commented, gesturing to where the actress had just walked past him to reach his sister.
“Tell me about it,” Eloise also protested, crossing her arms over her chest.
The embracing duo, however, paid them no attention as they exchanged I missed yous and How have you beens, swaying in a tight hug. Once they finally broke off, Francesca still held Penelope’s hand in hers and smiled as she said, “I’m sorry I didn’t visit sooner, but things have been so hectic with the Philharmonic—”
“I know how it is,” Penelope replied, giving her hand a reassuring squeeze. “Don’t worry about it.”
“But I’ve been watching all of your films,” Francesca said, her eyes widening slightly as she nodded. “You’re fantastic, Pen. Now look at you, you look so beautiful.” She gestured toward the redhead’s outfit.
Penelope could only smile warmly in return. “Thank you.”
“And speaking of films,” Benedict suddenly cut in, causing everyone to turn towards him as he narrowed his eyes at the actress. “Do you happen to know which scene Colin is dead set on keeping us from seeing?”
Her heart skipped a beat at his question, and her eyes widened. “W…what?” she stammered.
Oblivious as most of their family tended to be, Gregory rambled on as he adjusted his shiny brown suit. “Yeah, he very publicly threatened to kill Anthony for even inviting us here.”
“Um.” Penelope cleared her throat, feeling her cheeks burn.
“It’s just Colin being Colin,” Daphne commented. “He doesn’t like watching his own scenes, let alone with us by his side.”
“Please, he doesn’t fool me,” Hyacinth replied, turning to Penelope. “On a scale of 1 to 10, how embarrassing is it?”
Three hundred? Penelope’s panicking mind answered, her mouth opening and closing, but she couldn’t muster the courage to respond with all seven pairs of eyes upon her.
“Will you leave Pen be?” Eloise chimed in, stepping to her rescue. “She can’t tell you anything, ever hear of spoilers, huh?” she asked, dramatically placing her hands on her hips while her family members looked at her in confusion.
Out of the corner of her eye, she spotted the director and the main actress arriving, prompting the crowd to cheer even louder. Turning back to her siblings, she said, “Now, go, go take a picture with Anthony.” With a shooing motion of her arms, she encouraged them to leave. When Benedict and Hyacinth shot her puzzled looks, she added pointedly, “I want to talk to Pen alone, so go on.” She shooed them away again until they finally relented and left their eccentric sister to her conversation.
Once they were far enough away, Eloise ran a hand over her forehead and sighed. It was painfully obvious that the scene in question involved Penelope, yet her ignorant family just wouldn’t connect the dots. If she could have connected them before Colin actually told her, it was something she wasn’t going to dwell on.
“What did you want to talk to me about?”
Eloise whipped her head towards Penelope, surprised by the question. She had simply said the first thing on her mind to get the others to leave, but now the redhead was looking at her hesitantly, almost as if she was scared about what she was going to say.
“Nothing, Pen,” she replied, dropping her hands to her sides. “You know how suffocating it can get with so many family members at one event?” she lied, knowing it was better than revealing what Colin had told her.
Penelope pursed her lips, looked down at the floor, and nodded, not finding the usual humour in Eloise’s antics as she normally would. The brunette couldn’t help but furrow her brows at her friend’s behaviour.
“Where is yours, by the way?” she asked, noticing that she hadn’t seen any of the Featheringtons around.
“Not here,” Penelope answered, looking up at Eloise with a grimace. “We may be older, but not much has truly changed.”
Blinking in surprise, Eloise took in Penelope’s dejected demeanour and felt an age-old anger resurface. Growing up, it was no secret that Penelope’s family would gladly neglect her, forgetting birthdays, leaving her alone for long periods, and conveniently failing to inform her of important events. Her sisters formed a dreadful, inseparable duo, within which Penelope never had a place, while her mother simply assumed that whatever was happening in her youngest daughter’s life couldn’t possibly be as important as what was happening with the older ones. Mr Featherington, at least, was democratic; he didn’t care about his entire family as a whole and passed away mysteriously when all of his daughters were teenagers, after repeatedly failing to pay off his debts to loan sharks.
Eloise didn’t consider herself naive, but she’d hoped Penelope’s success would earn her family’s respect, especially when it came to Portia. It seemed that money and respect were the only things that mattered to her, and her third daughter now possessed both. Yet, life remained stubbornly cliché: you couldn’t buy love, could you? And, just like that, once again, Penelope was left alone on one of the most important days of her life.
And once again, it was Eloise who found herself by her side. A role she would gladly embrace, no matter how much time had passed.
“So… how much do you hate me right now?”
The brunette wrinkled her forehead, surprised once again by Penelope’s words. She glanced at the redhead, who still appeared hesitant and dejected, and couldn’t help but feel completely and utterly confused.
“What?” she asked.
The actress let out a breath, as if she couldn’t believe her friend's puzzlement, and looked around them while avoiding the brunette’s eyes. “Really? I disappear on you for months, and you, of all people, have nothing to say?”
“Exactly,” Eloise replied, and as Penelope turned to her, she explained, “If anyone knows what it’s like to need to disappear from everything and everyone, it’s me, isn’t it?”
Penelope furrowed her eyebrows, absorbing what the other woman said, as a flicker of something old that she hadn’t felt between them for a long time resurfaced: an understanding.
Suddenly, the crowd of fans erupted into loud screams before Penelope could respond. And when she turned to look, there he was.
Colin emerged from a limo, wearing a deep burgundy suit with a loose open blazer and matching wide-leg trousers, paired with a black V-neck shirt underneath. His hair was slightly tousled and wavy, and he sported a touch of stubble again. He was perfect, in a way that would always make her heart clench, always make her breath quicken.
Eloise followed her gaze, understanding why her friend’s attention had been stolen. “He was dead set on defending you, you know, telling everyone who’d listen to back off. He was really driving his whole team up the wall, honestly.”
“What?” Penelope asked, her pulse quickening at the information. But when she glanced at Eloise, the woman simply nodded. Turning her gaze back to Colin, she watched him walk over to where Anthony and the rest of the family were taking pictures, and a pang of shame stirred in her chest.
"I kept…” She took a deep, shaky breath. “Trying to apologise, and he just wouldn’t let me.”
The brunette snorted. “Of course he wouldn’t.”
Her tone suggested that this was the most obvious thing in the world, which made the actress finally turn her gaze away from Colin and focus on his sister instead, her expression one of puzzlement.
Eloise quickly diverted her eyes from her family, noticing the redhead’s questioning look. It was strange, because the Bridgerton woman felt like she was the one who should be confused; she couldn’t understand how Penelope didn’t see what was so obvious.
She raised her eyebrows and explained, “Pen, he loves you.”
Penelope’s breath caught at those words, despite knowing what Eloise meant. The actress grimaced slightly before looking at Colin from a distance again. “I know. He’s a better friend than I ever deserved,” she replied with a sigh.
The brunette buried her face in her hands behind the redhead’s back, taking a deep breath as she tried to muster the patience to deal with those two. She was certain that her brother had misunderstood his conversation with Penelope, but Eloise had to admit it was slightly off-putting how the actress so easily assumed that Colin’s blatant infatuation stemmed from their friendship.
“What about you?” Penelope asked, her blue eyes intense as they scanned Eloise’s face. Though unspoken, the barrister understood the question: had she, too, excused her behaviour as Colin had?
“Me?” Eloise asked, slowly dropping her hands to her sides, her brown eyes meeting Penelope’s. “I love you too,” she answered simply.
Penelope huffed, shaking her head at her friend’s absurdity.
“No, listen.” Eloise took one of her hands, demanding her attention. “I’ve already doubted your intentions toward Colin and questioned our friendship once, haven’t I? But unlike what many think of me, I’m open to admitting when I’m wrong. And I was, I very obviously was,” she said, and Penelope blinked in surprise at the sudden mention of their years-old fight. “I promised myself, and now you, that I’m never doing that again. Do you hear me?”
Biting her lip, Penelope nodded, feeling an unexpected surge of tears threatening to spill at Eloise’s declaration. It wasn’t that her former best friend hadn’t apologised before, or that the actress doubted her sincerity. But something had broken between them after that day at Colin’s house, something that couldn’t be repaired with just an apology.
In the back of Penelope’s mind, she knew that no matter how much Eloise regretted her past actions, it didn’t change the fact that she had thought and said those hurtful things. That the one person Penelope trusted most in her life could easily turn her back on her at the first sign of trouble, could just as quickly stop listening and assume the worst about her intentions.
But now, there they were, and the fact was, Penelope wouldn’t have blamed Eloise for thinking she had any sort of malicious motives. If Eloise hated her or yelled at her, Penelope would understand, especially after what she had put Colin through. She certainly felt that way, as if at any moment Colin would stop being so gracious and finally accuse her of abandoning him when the entire world was crashing down around him.
Yet, neither of the Bridgerton siblings reacted that way, and she truly didn’t know what to do with that.
Eloise must have noticed Penelope’s eyes welling up, because soon after, her arms were around the shorter woman, holding her tightly as Penelope fought to hold back her tears.
“I’m sorry, El, I’m so sorry,” she said, rubbing her eyes with her index fingers, forcing herself not to cry in front of the dozen cameras around them.
“Stop it. These things happen, Pen. I know you didn’t mean to hurt him,” the other woman reassured her, rubbing circles on her back. “Now, can you please stop looking like that? If you don’t, I’ll start crying at this stupid premiere, and it will be so humiliating,” she continued, her voice slightly shaky as Penelope realised that Eloise was getting emotional too.
With a chuckle, the actress nodded, smiling against her friend’s shoulder before they broke apart. The barrister then took one of her hands again, took a deep breath, and said, “Come on, let’s take a few pictures, okay?” She pulled a slightly exasperated Penelope toward the rest of their family. Because, even though the Featheringtons weren’t present, it didn’t mean she couldn’t take pictures with the people who loved her.
“I thought you were leaving me all alone with the wolves,” Colin said playfully as they arrived, narrowing his eyes at Penelope.
And it was odd how that simple Colin-like expression made her pulse quicken. After her conversation with Eloise, she felt as if she were having an out-of-body experience, almost as if that light-hearted moment was a hallucination after the awful year they’d had.
“Actually, I was pretty much ready to run inside,” she replied, a smile breaking onto her lips before she could stop it. Then she grimaced sarcastically, “But you wouldn’t believe who dragged me here.”
“Listen, if I have to take a picture for Anthony, then so do both of you,” Eloise said, raising her hands defensively. “Not to mention, do you really want to upset your deranged fans today? I don’t think so.” With that, she walked away toward the rest of their siblings, leaving Penelope and Colin alone under the pretence of taking a picture with the family.
“Since when does she even know about our fans?” Penelope asked in disbelief, chuckling slightly.
“You’d be surprised,” Colin replied cryptically, shaking his head in exasperation at his sister before turning to his friend. His eyes travelled slowly over her figure while she was still focused on his sister. He had noticed from afar how gorgeous she looked, but there was always something about seeing her up close that made all his rational thoughts fly out the window. “You look beautiful, Pen.”
She whipped her head towards him in surprise, her cheeks turning a shade redder. Overwhelmed by the intensity of his gaze, she glanced down, softly muttering, “Thank you.”
Remembering to be polite, or perhaps just honest, she lifted her head, her mouth opening to compliment him in return, only to notice something about his outfit. She tilted her head and asked, “Um… are we matching?”
He furrowed his brow, glancing down at his outfit as if he had forgotten what he was wearing. It quickly dawned on him that, yes, they were indeed wearing similar shades of red.
“Why do I have a feeling that our stylists talked to each other without telling us?” Colin asked, his voice laced with amusement. A giggle escaped her lips, and their eyes met, sharing a smile that lingered just a moment too long.
“COLIN AND PENELOPE!!!”
They both turned around, startled by the sound, only to find that the crowd being photographed had changed. Now, an exasperated Thomas was beckoning them to join the photo, while Kate, Anthony, Cressida, Charlotte, and Agatha stared at them as if they had been calling for a while and the pair hadn’t heard them.
If there was one single advantage that all the heartbreak and chaos from that year brought, it was this: his and Penelope’s seats would be separated during the premiere screening of The Princess of the West.
After all, given the annoyance caused by their respective PR teams, it was only fair that they saved them from the awkward moment to rule all awkward moments. Additionally, they had placed him in the row behind the family instead of next to them. That may or may not have been his suggestion to the production team, as they were unsure how to allocate them in the second row alongside the supporting cast, given the large number of people and limited seating.
His siblings and brother-in-law quickly picked up on the unusual seating arrangement, exchanging puzzled glances as he stepped into the row behind them. Colin merely shrugged innocently, as if to say there was nothing he could do about it. Penelope, however, didn’t bat an eye; she made her way to her seat with a naturalness that suggested she was delighted to sit next to Cressida Cowper. Eloise followed suit, choosing to sit beside her old friend since the actress didn’t have a plus one.
Soon enough, everyone was settled, and Anthony gave a short but heartfelt speech before the movie began. And usually, watching the finished film was a torturous experience in itself: figuring out which scenes had been cut or not, how exactly the director had portrayed him on screen, or how badly he had acted in a scene or not. But Colin found himself restless as he waited, minute by agonising minute, for their scene to arrive in the final third, a feeling much like awaiting a horror movie’s chainsaw killer to finally appear.
Then he saw it: the swift change in colour grading and the crackling sound of fire. And before he even caught a glimpse of his own face, he knew what was coming.
He sank deeper into his chair, covering his mouth with one hand as Leonidas appeared on the screen. At that moment, he realised that even though he had known for over a year that he would be watching this, he still wasn’t prepared.
“And what about me?” Penelope’s voice rang out. She looked even more beautiful than he remembered, with perfect camera angles and her fiery red hair glowing like a radiant halo. And, in that moment, he felt grateful that this scene was immortalised, forever available for him to revisit and admire as many times as he wished.
From his vantage point, he could see some of his family members cock their heads in confusion while his castmates wore furrowed brows. He couldn’t help but steal a glance at Penelope, who had both hands covering her face, peeking through her fingers to watch the scene unfold. He let out a small chuckle, thinking she was the most adorable person to ever grace the earth, before shifting his focus back to the screen.
As if sensing a momentous event, the room grew deathly quiet. All eyes were fixed on the screen, hands paused mid-air, popcorn and drinks forgotten. And despite the darkness of the room, Colin felt his cheeks warming. When he looked at himself on the screen, at his own pitiful expression, he had never felt so utterly transparent. It was all right there, stamped on his face, obvious—how much he wanted her, how much he loved her.
“I promise,” Leonidas said just before he leaned in and kissed her forehead.
At that point, Colin had moved his hand to his forehead, his heart racing in his throat. If it were another scene causing him this anxiety, he might have just looked away. But he couldn’t; his eyes were drawn to his lips on her skin. Or, more honestly, he was focused on Penelope’s expressions and reactions, which he hadn’t been able to see when he kissed her.
From his seat, he could see everyone’s wheels slowly turning, eyebrows rising higher on foreheads as his mouth moved lower on Penelope’s face. By the time Leonidas kissed the corner of Nora’s mouth, he heard several sharp intakes of breath echoing around the room. Then their lips hovered just inches apart, surrounded by a burst of colour and rain, exactly as Anthony had envisioned. And Colin had to begrudgingly admit that his perfectionist brother had a point; it looked breathtakingly beautiful.
So, Leonidas pecked Nora on the top lip, and chaos descended.
Thomas, of course, let out a whoop, while several people gasped. Hyacinth’s, Benedict’s, and Gregory’s jaws dropped so dramatically that Colin could see the astonishment on their faces from the row behind them. Naturally, right after that, Colin was kissing Penelope, truly going for it in a way that left him with little time to envy his past self. Because he was suddenly regretting his choice of seat, as all five of his siblings and brother-in-law turned to him, wide-eyed and open-mouthed, as if demanding an explanation. He kept his hand on his forehead, as if it could somehow hide him from their piercing gazes.
Just when it seemed that every humiliation wasn’t enough, people began cheering and clapping louder. What was worse, the Bridgertons turned their attention back to the scene, and Benedict and Hyacinth joined in—one of them whistling while the other raised her hands and clapped slowly and pointedly. Soon after, the scene cut to Leonidas waking up, revealing that it had all been a dream, which only prompted more celebration and applause.
Meanwhile, Kate had been watching nearly half the scene with her eyes bulging, staring at the side of Anthony’s head. He sensed her shocked gaze and merely shook his head, chuckling in response while keeping his eyes fixed on the screen.
“You didn’t want to know,” he stated, hiding a smirk behind his knuckles. “You swore you didn’t want to know.”
Colin was convinced that Penelope was out to kill him.
The image of their kiss, now playing relentlessly in his mind, was bad enough. Now the sight of her in the after-party black dress—with a sheer mesh overlay, fitted sleeves, and a high neckline against the opaque slip beneath—was a different kind of torture. Suddenly, the atmosphere felt oppressively warm, the dim, colourful lights only making it more suffocating. She looked like a siren, her hair cascading in vibrant, fiery waves, and her lips were plump with dark red lip gloss. And she hated him. There was no other explanation. Absolutely hated him.
But then she noticed his gaze. Her eyes found his across the crowded room, and she smiled at him. His lips immediately curved into a grin, as they always did whenever she was around. And he began contemplating just how dangerous it would be to approach her at a time like that. But then Edwina caught Penelope’s attention, launching into a hug and grabbing her shoulders, her eyebrows raised as Penelope visibly squirmed. Colin chuckled from afar, not needing to be a psychic to guess what Kate’s sister had cornered her about.
“What a fantastic film, brother.”
Colin closed his eyes and sighed, realising he had spent too much time gawking at Penelope and not enough time escaping.
“If you say a word, Benedict, just one,” he muttered through gritted teeth.
“I didn’t say anything,” Benedict exclaimed, pretending to be innocent as he pointed to his own chest in mock outrage. “I was just praising your work. And Anthony’s. Especially Anthony’s…what a vision. I think love has made him an even better artist.”
Colin did not respond, choosing instead to give Benedict a withering look, while his brother merely smirked in return. They were locked in a silent staring contest when Simon and Daphne approached, both wearing amused smiles. The actor then directed his glare at them, impatiently waiting for them to drop the inevitable comments. The couple casually leaned against the high table beside the two brothers, with Simon coolly adjusting his bowtie and the lapels of his sand-colored suit, which he wore to match his wife’s outfit perfectly.
“So...” Simon began, feigning nonchalance. “That was a marvellous film,” he declared. Colin scowled in response, prompting Benedict to snicker. Their brother-in-law then took a deep breath and raised his chin dramatically. “But more than that, do you know what I liked most about this fine night? The pure, unadulterated smell of being right,” he added pointedly, raising both eyebrows at Colin.
Daphne looked puzzled, not understanding the context, while Benedict continued to laugh, Simon’s expression slowly shifting into a satisfied smile. However, before the actor could defend himself, his three younger sisters approached, filling him with absolute joy.
“So…” Eloise stretched the word as she, Francesca, and Hyacinth made their way towards the group. “…that just happened,” she declared. When Colin shot her a sharp glare, she simply widened her eyes and shrugged, as if to say that commenting on it was beyond her control.
“I really liked it,” Francesca chimed in, folding her hands in front of herself. “Kate was great, and Colin too, of course,” she said, pointing at him. He nodded in thanks, knowing her intentions were better than the rest of the family’s. “And he and Penelope make such a delightful couple.”
At that remark, everyone else burst into laughter. Francesca, confused by their reaction, looked around, while Colin buried his face in his hands, contemplating whether he should make a quick exit by claiming he had explosive diarrhoea or something similar.
Hyacinth cleared her throat, her mouth twitching with a barely suppressed smile. “As I said before, if anyone,” she emphasised while pointedly looking at Colin, “has anything to share about their personal lives, now would be a good time.”
“We’re actors, for crying out loud!” Colin exclaimed, raising his shoulders to his ears, trying not to dwell on his own hypocrisy in that moment. “May I remind all of you that we were simply doing our jobs, which is also known as acting.”
All he received were disbelieving nods and sarcastic of courses in reply. Then, Daphne gestured vaguely across the room, saying, “You might need to remind him of that too,” as they all saw Gregory, whose lifelong crush on Penelope was no secret among the Bridgertons, slumped over a table, sadly sipping champagne and a Nora’s Margarita simultaneously.
“Just say it already.”
Anthony pressed his lips together, suppressing a smile as he shook his head.
Kate glared at the insufferable man. “You know it’s worse when you don’t say it because I can see in your eyes that you’re thinking it.”
With a shrug, the director replied, “I have no idea what you’re talking about.”
Huffing, Kate crossed her arms over her chest. The sequins of her silver cocktail dress jabbed at her skin, and the chain detailing across her shoulders jiggled slightly with the movement. “I absolutely despise you.”
Her fiancé chuckled at the jab, wrapping his arms around her waist and kissing her cheek, completely unfazed by their cramped surroundings. “I love you too,” he replied. “Now, can you tell me whether you liked the film or not?”
She raised her chin defiantly, her eyes fixed on the loud crowd talking and drinking in front of them, trying to pretend she didn’t thoroughly enjoy the feeling of Anthony’s arms around her. “Of course I did. As always, you’re annoyingly talented.”
He smirked at her, his face close to hers, finding her stubbornness incredibly amusing. Kate then looked at him, raised an eyebrow at his pleased expression, and finally gave in and kissed him.
“You know, I thought these events were meant for the cast and crew to socialise with everyone else and expand their networking, rather than snogging in a dark corner.”
The director and the lead actress quickly turned their attention to Edwina, who smiled playfully with a glint in her eyes and raised an eyebrow at them. She wore a lavender cocktail dress featuring a plunging V-neckline, and in her hand was none other than Penelope Featherington, who looked as if she had been dragged along against her will.
“We’re not in a dark corner,” Kate retorted, raising her eyebrows defensively.
“You’re right, you two are doing it right in the middle of the room,” Edwina countered, tilting her head, the soft, loose bun at the nape of her neck swaying slightly. “Honestly, Anthony, how will my book ever become a movie if you’re never working?”
He shot her an annoyed look while Kate widened her eyes at her sister. “Edwina,” she warned.
“Stay out of it, Kate. This is between me and him,” she teased, pointing between herself and her brother-in-law. “There was an agreement here in exchange for your hand.”
Kate buried her face in her hands, wondering what she had ever done to deserve those two.
“I think I should—” Penelope began, pointing at a random spot to her right as if she needed to leave immediately.
“No, Pen, I really did need to talk to you,” Kate interjected, sending a look to Anthony, who understood her unspoken message right away.
“Alright,” he replied, before releasing Kate. Then, looking pointedly at her sister, he added, “Let me do some… networking,” while raising his eyebrows.
The actress rolled her eyes fondly at him as he walked backward to give them privacy, then finally turned to her sister and friend, who were exchanging knowing glances.
“I honestly don’t think I’ll ever get used to that,” Penelope said to Edwina.
The youngest Sharma merely waved her off, replying, “Oh, trust me, their cringiness will get old pretty soon.”
“Anyway,” Kate interrupted, sending a look at her sister before turning to Penelope. “You’re going to kill me for springing this on you here, of all places, but I really wanted to ask you in person—”
“And you weren’t at dinner this week,” Edwina interrupted, eyeing the redhead with a knowing look that could make even the bravest people flinch.
As Kate glanced between them, she hesitated, momentarily taken aback by the interruption. Finally, she continued, “Yes… and honestly, our schedules are so chaotic—both of our schedules—especially now. I have no idea when we will see each other in person again until it’s almost too close to—”
“Kate,” Penelope stopped her, chuckling slightly at seeing her usually determined friend ramble. “Slow down.”
The other woman pressed her lips together, a small smile forming as she realised that Penelope was right and she had been talking nonstop out of nervousness. “I wanted to ask you…” she trailed off, speaking more slowly this time, and Penelope raised her eyebrows, waiting for her to continue. “If you’d be my bridesmaid.”
With her eyes widening comically, the redhead blurted out, “What?”
She honestly didn’t know why she was so shocked, but at that point in her life, she wondered if she would ever be anyone’s bridesmaid at all. Her sisters certainly never invited her, and Eloise didn’t seem fond of the idea of getting married. Yet, there the invitation was, in the most unexpected of places.
Kate, however, misinterpreted her reaction and winced as she said, “I know it’s out of the blue and a lot to ask, but honestly, even with our busy lives and how I can sometimes be a less-than-perfect friend, you’re one of the people I trust the most in my life, and—”
“No, I mean,” Penelope interrupted, grabbing both of Kate’s hands as a smile spread across her face. “Of course I will. I’d be honoured to,” she declared, her blue eyes sparkling with emotion as they reflected the low, colourful lights from the party around them. “I just never expected to be considered. I’m even embarrassed that you called yourself a less-than-perfect friend. I mean, look at me, Kate—I found out you were dating just like everyone else on the planet. I’m terrible at this.”
“That was not your fault,” her friend replied, giving her hands a tight squeeze. “Edwina and, well… Anthony can attest to this. I’m just famously bad at opening up to anyone.”
“I’m not going to argue with you there,” her younger sister interjected, raising her eyebrows as she grabbed a passing flute of champagne.
The other two chuckled at her comment before looking at each other. Overwhelmed with emotion, Penelope enveloped Kate in a tight hug. “I just… I honestly can’t even believe this is happening,” she said.
Kate smiled, rubbing the redhead’s back. “Last chance to tell me I’m mad and that this is all just a big mistake,” she joked.
“Absolutely not,” the other woman replied, thinking that one would have to be out of their mind to suggest that after seeing Anthony and Kate together. Penelope then sniffled, rubbing her eyes before chuckling at her own sentimentality. “Wow, today is turning out to be more emotional than I expected.”
“If you want, I can attempt to distract you,” Edwina replied, hiding a smirk behind the rim of her champagne glass.
The redhead immediately stiffened, aware of what she was referring to. As Kate leaned away from their hug, Penelope could see a rare spark of mischief in her eyes, and she knew her friend understood it too.
Raising her hand in a defensive gesture, Penelope opened and closed her mouth a few times before finally saying, “We had no choice, okay? Agatha wanted this scene, and they asked us to keep it under wraps.” She shrugged, looking at her two friends in desperation, but they only returned her gaze with amused expressions.
“Oh, I figured that,” Edwina replied, elegantly holding up her glass. “I just thought you two had a lot of chemistry, that’s all. A lot,” she emphasised before taking a sip.
Penelope shot her a look, feeling her cheeks flush bright red before glancing at Kate for support.
However, her castmate could only press her lips together and twist her face in agreement, echoing her sister’s earlier words. “Can’t disagree with her there.” Penelope’s jaw dropped and her eyes widened in betrayal as Kate continued. “It was a really beautiful scene, and I’m not saying it just because my future husband directed it.” She raised a hand in her own defence while Edwina rolled her eyes teasingly at her. “You two were brilliant, truly.”
Noticing the slight hesitation in Kate’s expression, Penelope raised an eyebrow and asked, “And?”
Kate tilted her head sideways as she replied, “And it will definitely be everywhere now.”
“Yeah, that’s what I was worried about,” Penelope admitted, running her hand through her hair and forgetting to preserve her hairstyle.
“I’d be more worried about the next one, to be honest,” Edwina added while patting her on the shoulder. “As a writer, I can assure you, I wouldn’t just leave it at that.”
Penelope pressed her lips together, trying to ignore the fact that the prospect gave her more joy than fear.
“It’s Charlotte,” Kate said. “One happy ending in her story is already surprising,” she explained, referring to Marjorie and Dorieus.
“Well, then it’s going to be terrible,” Edwina replied with a shrug. Then, looking at the other two as if remembering who she was talking to, she added, “No offence.”
However, before any of them could reply, Edwina began waving excitedly at someone behind them. Somehow, Penelope knew it could only be the one person she had been avoiding ever since the after-party started.
“Well, well, well,” Hyacinth drawled from her right almost instantly. “If it isn’t my ever-so-talented sister-in-law,” she said, giving Kate a quick nod. Then, with a cheeky grin, she turned to Penelope and said, “And the equally gifted, and equally...?”
Penelope felt a bead of sweat trickle down her forehead, her mouth slightly open as she struggled to come up with an answer. It should have been simple, shouldn’t it? Something along the lines of a dismissive wave, a chuckle, and the obvious response that it was just an acting job.
But she for some reason, she couldn’t. So, she whirled to Kate and said, “Didn’t you want to go over a few details of the wedding ceremony?”
Kate paused for a moment, her mind taking a second to catch up before she raised her eyebrows and nodded. “Yes... Yes, I did,” she replied right before hooking her arm through Penelope’s, and they walked away from the conversation to the sound of Hyacinth calling them cowards.
“I know it was just an excuse, but perhaps I do have something to tell you about the ceremony,” Kate muttered as they started walking without a clear direction
Penelope closed her eyes for a moment and took a deep breath. “Colin is going to be a groomsman, isn’t he?” she asked, even though it felt like the most ridiculous question in the world, considering she would bet all her savings that all three of Anthony’s brothers would be part of the ceremony.
Kate nodded slowly. “And on that note, do you want to talk about it?” she asked, hinting at the kissing scene and all the emotions that likely came with it.
The redhead tilted her head, considering the question. What was there to talk about?
“It was fantastic, and it ruined my life,” she replied with a grimace. Kate couldn’t help but chuckle, knowing exactly how that felt. Then, the redhead motioned towards the bar and said, “Now, can we please grab a drink and stop discussing the embarrassing details of my love life and, for once, start talking about yours?”
“Absolutely,” Kate answered.
Cinthy❤️🔥🐉⚔️ @Cy3452n
LSDJFHALDKFDHASLFSKDFJHADBFKSDFHSDKJFBNSD,KVHALSUEHALDHAKFHSDJGKSDF,AKFJHEDSKFJHSDKFNDSBZK,JFHBSDHKFJBSDKFNASKFHBSDKFHJGJGHSDKJGSDK,JGHADK,ZFHS,DJHFSDKLJGSLKDFHRUHFKDSJKSDJGKSDJGKDSHJGSKDGHKJADHFBKSDBGJSDHGKSDLHGILHGJRHFJKDSGJHSDGSDKHFKSDHFKDSHJFDKSJHFKDSHGJCHVJSDGHSKJKJDGHSSDKGH
| Jessica Souza @leonidasbabe
@Cy3452n yes exactly
Ge 🐾 @geovanalady
SOMEONE EXPLAIN TO ME WHAT DID I JUST WATCH AND HOW THE HELL ARE THEY KEEPING THAT STUPID ENDING AFTER THAT
Ⓐⓢⓗ @dorieussw1fe
IF YOU CARE ABT SPOILERS JUST BLOCK ME BLOCK ME RIGHT NOW
| Ⓐⓢⓗ @dorieussw1fe
ACTUALLY JUST BLOCK ME IN GENERAL CAUSE I’M NEVER GOING TO SHUT UP AGAIN FOR AS LONG AS I LIVE
⋆.˚🦋༘⋆ Fa @loratheexplorer
[CAR CRASH] [BUILDINGS FALLING] [EXPLOSION] BABY CRYING “WAAAAAAH” “WAAAAAA” [YELLING] [POLICE SIRENS] WEEE WOOO WEEE WOOO [HELICOPTERS AND NEWS TRUCKS] “...WE’RE REPORTING LIVE FROM THE SCENE-“ [BANG] “MY LEG....MY LEG…] [ALIEN INVASION][AVENGERS THENE SONG START PLAYING]
Ro @roroswift
I've KNOWN THIS FOR A DAY FAR TOO LONG I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE
| Fabricio @snh_ing
@roroswift okay if you are screaming too im officially terrified
⋆。 ゚☁︎。 ⋆。 ゚☾ ゚。 ⋆ Dan @leo_norax
I TOLD Y’ALL I CONNECTED THE DOTS I SAW IT I KNEW IT I TOLD YOU—
Han @hannahkendall
so nora and leonidas kissed
| 𓆩♡𓆪 Octavia @octaviabebe
@hannahkendall haha
| Laurie ☁️🧸🧋@livbrinassss
@hannahkendall@octaviabebe can you tag your spoilers??????????
| 𓆩♡𓆪 Octavia @octaviabebe
@livbrinassss@hannahkendall shes joking
𝔠𝔞𝔯𝔩𝔬𝔰 @carlosbton
*****POTW spoilers******
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HOW ARE YOU GOING TO GIVE US A KISS LIKE THAT AND EXPECT US TO JUST MOVE ON WITH OUR LIVES
| Van ▶• ılıılıılılılııılıılı. @mus1c_l0rD
@carlosbton no srsly they are going to change the ending they HAVE to
| billie @noraswsift
@mus1c_l0rD@carlosbton or more likely they're just using that to make the ending even worse
⋆˚✿˖° it’s always rainy in delulutown⋆˚✿˖° @loranator
i won??????????????? FOR ONCE IN MY LIFE ACTUALLY WON???????????????????????????????
| Samantha ☾ ゚。 saw princess of the west @mermaaidsammy
@loranator GIRL WE JUST MADE HISTORY HAPPEN GET UP
Felicity J. ✪ @J0hnsonFel
i love colin and penelope to pieces dont get me wrong BUT THEY ARE NOT THAT GOOD OF ACTORS
| 🗡Gabs 🗡 @lladyora
@J0hnsonFel JSDGFKSHFJDGSFDKJHFGSDKJ FINALLY SOMEONE SAID IT
| Milena @mrsleonidassoares
@lladyora@J0hnsonFel the way i was ready to fight and then i actually understood what you said
| Felicity J. ✪ @J0hnsonFel
@mrsleonidassoares@lladyora 😂😂😂 get with the *polin* program babe
🌸Hilly🌸 @hilllaryss
IF ANYONE TRIES TO TELL ME NOW THEY ARE NOT IN LOVE I SWEAR IM
| billie @noraswsift
@hilllaryss WHICH THEY ARE WE TALKING ABT
Dee @warofthorns
they truly about to do fanservice huh
| fi is tired @fifigrande
@warofthorns they just truly ruined the franchise and for what
| M. @btcolIn
@fifigrande@warofthorns satisfy the sick sexual fantasies of uglies that identify with penel0p3
| fi is tired @fifigrande
@warofthorns@btcolIn i guess i never expected anthony and charlotte to disappoint me this much
| Dee @warofthorns
@fifigrande@btcolIn everything is abt the money they’ll gladly just screw us over to fulfil those psychos fetiches
Mari🎧 @noraswig
TALENTED BRILLIANT INCREDIBLE AMAZING SHOW STOPPING SPECTACULAR NEVER THE SAME TOTALLY UNIQUE COMPLETY NEVER BEEN DONE BEFORE AWARD WINNING
val @featheringtonlady
ew ew ew ew my eyes
| 🧸 Bree @briannaroth
@featheringtonlady at least now we know why pen jumped to defend him
| Joana @JJ94
@briannaroth@featheringtonlady oh they pressured her for sure she only did it when promotions started it they knew what they were doing
| val @featheringtonlady
@JJ94@briannaroth and the scene is... ugly too? what were they even thinking i feel like i need a bath after this
| Joana @JJ94
@briannaroth@featheringtonlady i felt that way every time he was on the screen is it just me or his acting was just so so bad
| 🧸 Bree @briannaroth
@featheringtonlady@JJ94 his acting was always bad
Harriet @colilns
ANTHONY BRIDGERTON YOUR HAND IN MARRIAGE PLEASE??????????????????
| 「 ✦ tami ✦ 」 @bR1d6y_Qu33n
@colilns im afraid kate my beat us to it
| Harriet @colilns
@bR1d6y_Qu33n DAMN IT KATE
| Milena @mrsleonidassoares
@colilns@bR1d6y_Qu33n visionary queen
nai POTW SPOILERS @swifitamondo
lettuce man truly crying in his tiny lettuce bed rn
Eve @sWeet1X7
potw spoilers
THE ACTION SCENES
cressida kinda blew it out of the park
kate and thomas just *chefs kiss*
didnt particularly enjoy colins acting on this one?
THE LORA KISS™ CHANGED MY BRAIN CHEMISTRY
| bella STREAM ON MY MIND!! @bellatae
@sWeet1X7 like its the way colins acting was distracting me throughout the whole movie BUT THAT ONE SCENE EYE—
| Eve @sWeet1X7
@bellatae it was insane my entire movie theater was literally screaming
kay 𓆰𓆪 LORA ERA @loraskiss
OKAY IVE SCREAMED ON THE THEATERS AND ON THE CAR AND RAN AROUND THE HOUSE TWICE AND SCARED MY FAMILY NOW CAN WE TALK ABOUT WHAT EVERYONE IS THINKING
| mimi @leonidasn0raxx
@loraskiss THEYVE BEEN WEIRD ALL YEAR LONG
| Lizzie @redfeatherington
@leonidasn0raxx@loraskiss look i can’t blame them if i made out w/ a friend like THAT
lariiiii ⋆ @southnationsqueen
i was so happy abt lora but then ppl started laughing abt ruining pen and colins friendship now im kinda furious lol
| Tess 💋@bridgerrc0llin
@southnationsqueen right ruined a 20yr old friendship and theyre barely online do polin shippers want a pat in the back
lana ❣ potw spoilers @heartsofnoras
IT’S BEEN HOURS AND I’M STILL FANNING MYSELF DOES IT GET BETTER
| ⁀➷mell➳ @mamamarjorie
@heartsofnoras i don’t even go there but not really no
| ❤️🔥Trish @dorjorie4llifee
@mamamarjorie@heartsofnoras MEL LMAO
| ⁀➷mell➳ @mamamarjorie
@dorjorie4llifee I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT’S HAPPENING TO ME BUT COLIN BRIDGERTON SIR???
Maria Eduarda @dudiiiiinha2004
ok it finally happened…i'm doing it… im going to the lora tag
| jess @leolover2
@dudiiiiinha2004 ONE OF US ONE OF US ONE OF US
| Maria Eduarda @dudiiiiinha2004
@leolover2 i hate you
Regie @nerdynswifty
i was spoiler free happily ignoring everyone speaking in code until a sON OF a b*Ea*CH decides to post A PICTURE OF THEIR MOVIE SCREENING
| Amanda Mitchell @sabsamanda
@nerdynswifty TAG YOUR SPOILERS PEOPLE
| Regie @nerdynswifty
@sabsamanda seriously mandy get out of here you don’t want this spoiler
⭐Sally⭐ @depressedhuffll3puff
scrolling through my TL with my eyes unfocused pretending i’m not seeing a lot of red and thinking about the red dress leak *LALALALALALA*
| Van ▶• ılıılıılılılııılıılı. @mus1c_l0rD
@depressedhuffll3puff girl how weren’t you spoiled yet
Olly @bridgertonscol3
the apocalypse happening on my tl meanwhile theres me not getting a single thing patiently waiting for my screening tomorrow
| ‧₊˚✧ K ✧˚₊‧ @bladesandhearts
@bridgertonscol3 MOM COME PICK ME UP I'M SCARED
THE PRINCESS OF THE WEST: The Kiss Heard Around the World
Erica Valdez
Pop Culture
WARNING: THE SWORD AND THE HEART SPOILERS!
The Princess of the West is a work of art. With perfectly timed action sequences, a blend of humor, captivating lead performances, and an impressive supporting cast, this piece brings more than just battles and quests. It delivers romance in spades.
At first glance, one might assume that discussions about love scenes in The Sword and the Heart would naturally focus on the chemistry between Marjorie and Dorieus, portrayed masterfully by Kate Sharma and Thomas Dorset. Their performances make even a skeptic of enemies-to-lovers stories like myself find myself genuinely invested.
But, surprisingly—or perhaps not—Princess of the West crafts one of the most heartwrenching love stories with Leonidas and Nora.
Leonidas leaves Nora, then she gets kidnapped
Nothing was new here so far, as a longtime fan of the series, we knew what was coming. Forever torn between his heart and his head, Leonidas chases after Catherine when she suddenly disappears, leaving behind his best friend and all of his responsibilities with the promise of returning.
And, as is often the case in life, our choices can lead us to a point of no return. Because when Leonidas finally comes back, it’s only to witness Catherine, the princess of the West, kidnapping Nora right before his eyes. Through his regret and the love he feels for his best friend, our rugged hero learns to stop chasing illusions and running away from his life.
As heart-wrenching as this is, who am I to complain? This message about the consequences of our actions resonated deeply with me during my first reading of the source material.
(Just to clarify, we’re not talking about the third book here, alright?)
BUT THEN, WE DREAM
Props to director Anthony Bridgerton and screenwriter Charlotte for packing an unexpected punch at the film’s climax. Just when viewers thought they had experienced every twist in the narrative, Nora re-enters the scene clad in a breathtaking dress and flowing hair, while Leonidas—dressed in a surprisingly daring V-neck—makes a move that leaves audiences breathless.
Their kiss is nothing short of electrifying. It lasted long enough for viewers to experience confusion, exhilaration, and, dare I say, sheer joy. I wasn’t alone in my excitement either; my movie theatre was loud, and cinematic history was made.
What makes this, what I can only call the best kiss scene of the decade, so remarkable is that not only do the two actors share explosive chemistry, but their characters’ connection also makes sense within the narrative. Leonidas and Nora’s story spanned two films and years beyond the original trilogy.
However, Charlotte’s writing style has become darker over time, and whether this change is good or bad is a matter of debate. For readers of the “Sword and the Heart” saga, this shift is a double-edged sword: we gain Marjorie and Dorieus but lose Nora and Leonidas, who I would argue are the true love story in this narrative.
(and this loss occurs in more ways than one, but I won’t delve into that in this spoiler-free review of book three)
Regardless of whether one agrees with Charlotte’s narrative choices, Princess of the West opens up a much-needed conversation. It reveals that fans haven’t been “seeing things” for decades; instead, they’ve been grappling with an ending that has been a bitter pill for everyone to swallow for years. The “Lora” kissing scene is not only cathartic but also profoundly fitting, reminding us of the excitement we felt while watching epic movies in the past. Reminding us that maybe, just maybe, it’s okay to dream again.
Now, the question remains: will the third installment have the courage to follow through with this narrative, or will it turn out to be just a one-time event, a mere ploy to satisfy the cash-grabbing machine? Only time will tell.
Notes:
nothing to say here just grab your water, go pee, click on next chapter and I'll see you there.
Chapter 21: The Final Page
Summary:
Colin and Penelope's famous kissing scene may have changed more than just their lives.
Notes:
*gesturing towards the notes from chapter 20*
Let's go.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
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The Princess of the West: The Good, The Bad, and The Hopeful
Posted by: Sophie Lawrence
Charles Brown | Staff Writer
No matter where you’ve been in the past couple of months, everything seems to have transformed into a medieval-themed park. From special drinks to action figures and Target commercials, “The Princess of the West” is everywhere.
However, despite the acclaimed source material and the success of the Dynasty of the East, the second instalment of The Sword and the Heart saga needed to establish its own identity. And even with the many challenges encountered along the way, it seems to have succeeded in doing so.
(Warning: Mild Spoilers Ahead)
The Good:
This might be the most challenging aspect of it all. When a movie experience is truly enjoyable, pinpointing every detail that contributed to its success can be difficult. But, generally, a good film’s strength hinges on three key pillars: writing, directing, and acting.
Once again, we witness a harmonious blend of artistic vision across all major elements. Praise is well-deserved for the consistently focused director and the surprisingly daring screenwriter. But what elevates this film even further are the performances, especially from our female cast. Featuring Cressida Cowper—whose role as the villain finally offers her a chance to shine—Penelope Featherington, our beloved Nora, and Kate Sharma, the daring yet tormented heroine.
The Bad:
Praising Cowper’s performance is complicated. On one hand, her portrayal does shine, but on the other, it might give the premature impression—especially to those unfamiliar with the book—that her character Catherine’s morals are questionable.
In contrast, Colin Bridgerton's performance comes across as notably weaker, portraying his character with a sense of apathy. While this installment does include a few pivotal scenes that somewhat redeem his overall portrayal, it still falls short of overcoming its inherent flaws.
The Hopeful:
This movie is undeniably a challenge to review without addressing that infamous scene. And, honestly, I have to commend the creative team for their bold decision—one that could have easily gone wrong but, in my view, absolutely did not.
It’s rare for an adapted work to surpass its source material. In this case, I am confident that Charlotte zu Mecklenburg-Strelitz’s involvement deserves much of the credit for this enhancement. Furthermore, I believe that the upcoming final movie in the saga can also greatly benefit from her contributions.
Personally, I don’t need a specific ending to enjoy a story; however, I must admit that this film did something rare for a “The Sword and the Heart” book enthusiast like myself: it sparked my curiosity.
The months following the premiere of Princess of the West were, to say the least, confusing.
For one, Colin couldn’t deny that he had been right, as his acting received some brutally harsh reviews. While he could dismiss them as nitpicking, attention-seeking, or cruel, deep down, he knew they were accurate. He had been distracted throughout much of the filming, and it undoubtedly showed on screen.
So, work hadn’t quite returned to normal as the new year rolled in. While things had definitely improved from the tough months before, it still wasn’t what it used to be. Whether that was due to the bad reviews or the struggle to regain people’s trust after such a long period of negativity was hard to say.
But the most mind-boggling aspect of it all was that, despite everything, he was experiencing an acute and bizarre rise in popularity.
Colin was no stranger to being recognised, but ever since his scene with Penelope was released, he felt as though he could barely catch his breath. Fans would appear out of nowhere, screaming and shoving posters or body parts in his face for autographs. Their names were constantly mentioned on TV programmes—from cooking shows gushing about their swoon-worthy kiss scene to Saturday Night Live sketches referencing them. Every time he opened YouTube, he saw his face pressed against Penelope’s. If he ventured onto TikTok, his entire feed was flooded with countless edits of him snogging Penelope, alongside theories about how they might be secretly in love.
Pen, however, didn’t have as much free time to spend hours on TikTok as he did. She was busier than ever, juggling the international leg of the Sword and the Heart promotional tour—thanks to the production PR while she was in France and Mexico, whereas he was in South Korea and Spain—and then immediately starting the press run for the Netflix movie with Armitage Cho. And maybe Colin was grateful for that last part, as it meant he could frequently see her in interviews, talk shows, and on magazine covers.
(If he noticed that people were still asking her about him and saying that her chemistry with Armitage was nothing compared to what she had with him, those were just details he had come across. They were details he didn’t think about extensively. At all.)
They continued to message each other a lot. Pen was always checking in on him and asking about his work, while Colin reminded her to take care of herself and avoid burnout. And things were good. Things were fine.
“Will you stop being such a wuss?”
“I’m not! She’s always so busy!” Colin exclaimed, shrugging his shoulders up to his ears as he found himself being attacked on a perfectly ordinary Thursday.
Eloise scoffed, arms crossed, as she watched her pathetic brother. His hair was a mess, and he was dressed in a white T-shirt and grey sweatpants—his stay-at-home attire that had, over time, morphed into a uniform. To top it off, he had now also decided to wear clear-framed rectangular glasses, which sat askew on his nose. The poster child of dorkdom.
“It’s been months, Colin, months. She told you that loser is not her boyfriend, so get your lazy arse out of this flat,” she said, gesturing towards him from the kitchen. “Go get her before they become serious for real.” She then looked at her brother’s assistant, who stood beside her, and gave him a gentle slap on the arm while pointing at Colin. “Tell him, John.”
John, who was calmly uncapping a bottle of water while holding his paperwork, whirled his head towards her, his eyes wide at being put on the spot.
“Might I remind you that I’m not just sitting around doing nothing at home?” Colin continued, pointing to a piece of paper on the kitchen island right in front of him. “I have a wedding speech to write, so if you’ll excuse me.”
“Do you want me to write that for you?” Eloise retorted, having completely lost her patience. “Because I will, in five minutes. You know why? Because it doesn’t matter, because Anthony won’t even notice what we say. He’s happy. Because even Anthony wasn’t stupid enough to sit idle while the woman he loved—”
“Eloise,” Colin interrupted, pinching the bridge of his nose as he took a deep breath, doing his best not to let his temper flare, despite the fact that his sister was really testing him. “The last time I attempted to do anything, it resulted in an absolute disaster from which Penelope and I barely recovered, so forgive me if my pacing isn’t to your liking.”
The brunette inhaled deeply. She understood that her brother had his reasons for being hesitant, and she had respected those reasons for months. However, she knew Penelope. The actress’s reaction when Eloise mentioned that Colin loved her was strange, as if she could only assume he would utter those words in the context of friendship. It was also odd that Penelope would tell Colin that the YouTube boy wasn’t her boyfriend. Some might call Eloise crazy, but she had a gut feeling that something was off from the very beginning, and she had always trusted her gut feelings. And she also refused to sit back and let her brother give up over a simple misunderstanding.
“I know that,” she replied. “But maybe the issue is that too much happened too soon between you and Pen because of your film. I spoke to her at the premiere—” and at Colin’s sharp look in her direction, she held up her hand, saying, “Relax, I didn’t say anything,” she half-lied before continuing, “and I truly believe the problem is that she’s seen you as a friend for so long that when something non-platonic occurs, it just becomes incredibly confusing for her,” she explained.
Meanwhile, Colin narrowed his eyes at her. “Yes, I gathered that, thank you?” he replied, tone dripping with sarcasm.
“So, there you have it. You know what you need to do then,” Eloise said as if all his problems were suddenly resolved. However, as Colin and even John sent her a baffled look, she huffed, motioning towards her brother as she proclaimed, “Seduce her.”
John, who had been mid-sip of a bottle of water, suddenly spat it all out in a rather undignified spray, choking as Colin regarded his sister as though she had completely lost her mind.
After blinking slowly, as if trying to clear his vision and somehow make that statement make sense, the actor asked, “Excuse me… what?”
“Oh, please,” Eloise said, placing a hand on her hip. “You’re an international actor; you’ve had thousands of girlfriends—”
“—not thousands,” he mumbled.
“—and you expect me to believe you don’t know how to work your charm on someone?” she pressed on.
A very unwelcome memory suddenly flashed through the actor's mind: Penelope, drunk, about to kick off a sequence of events that would turn his life upside down.
You really want me to believe you have shown me everything you do to seduce a woman?
Colin then opened and closed his mouth, caught between not knowing how to defend himself against years of evidence and agreeing with Gregory that perhaps a decade or two of therapy was indeed necessary to be part of that family.
“It’s not just anyone, it’s Penelope,” he retorted, raising his shoulders defensively. “What I feel for her is not—” he halted before spilling his embarrassing feelings again. “—It’s not the same, alright? I can’t just…” He grimaced, trying to picture what he could do—ask her if she fancied a drink? Gaze at her from a distance for an extended period? Start a light-hearted conversation while staring at her li—
“Yes, you can just,” Eloise interrupted his spiralling thoughts. “This is precisely what she needs. She needs to realise that you—not your character, not whoever you have to be while filming—she needs to see that you, Colin, can be perceived in a non-platonic light.” She then pointed at him and declared, “Now go change out of those stupid sweatpants, take off those ridiculous glasses, and apply some aftershave,” before gesturing vaguely towards the bathroom.
Her brother furrowed his eyebrows and tilted his head in confusion at her absurdity. But before he could ask what was going on with her that day, the intercom rang. Colin began to move his arm, but John was already jumping to answer it, as he usually did. However, unlike 99% of the times he calmly responded, this time his forehead suddenly knitted in confusion.
“What?!” he exclaimed, and as Colin and Eloise looked at him, he composed himself by putting his belongings atop the kitchen island and said, “Um. Right. Okay,” and then hung up.
His boss then sent him a quizzical look, and John glanced at Eloise, who was now inexplicably interested in the ceiling.
“It’s Penelope,” he said, and as Colin’s eyes bulged, the assistant continued, “the doorman already knew her so—”
“ELOISE,” Colin had turned to his sister, not needing to know the rest of the story, his nostrils flaring as he shot her a furious glare.
“See, she’s not that busy,” his sister replied, casually gesturing towards the intercom as if it were of no consequence.
The actor’s eyes widened even further in outrage, if that was even possible. “I know for a fact that she is, but of course she’ll clear her schedule for you,” he retorted.
“Actually,” Eloise raised her index finger in the air, “she cleared it for you since I informed her you needed her help with something for the wedding ceremony,” she explained, folding her hands together.
Colin blinked for a moment, trying not to feel overly sentimental about the fact that Penelope had actually cleared her schedule for him. That was until he noticed another pressing issue.
“Help? With what?!” he motioned to his surroundings, bewildered by his deranged sister.
“I don’t know, figure something out,” she replied, tilting her chin towards his speech. Then, gesturing towards the bathroom, said, “John, go grab his aftershaves quickly, we don’t have time.”
As John complied, rushing towards his boss’s vanity as if it were the most ordinary task in the world, Colin glared at Eloise, pinching his fingers together and raising both hands emphatically as he said, “I. Am. Going. To. Kill. You.”
“You’ll get over it,” she waved him off, and as he continued to shoot her a withering look, she sighed and added, “I just want you to be happy, alright? I genuinely believe that if you could shift her perspective a bit, she will see it. And now is the perfect time to do this since none of you are working on the same film. Just give it a try.”
Colin took a deep breath and rubbed his eyes, fully aware that Eloise meant well. However, he was convinced that after all their very non-platonic experiences, if Penelope hadn’t started viewing him differently before, it was hard to believe she would now.
Then John returned, cradling five different small and colourful bottles in his arms. “I could only carry these,” he explained. Looking down at them, he asked, “Which one?”
“Please don’t make me choose. You do it,” Eloise replied, as if Colin had no say in the matter whatsoever.
The actor rubbed his hand across his face, bewildered by the absurdity of the situation, while John hurriedly lined up all the scents on the kitchen island, taking quick sniffs of each one. Suddenly, the doorbell rang, and the trio froze, staring at each other wide-eyed.
Eloise tilted her head toward the door and called out, “Coming!” Then she turned back to her brother, and they began a silent face-off, silently bickering with exaggerated expressions.
Desperate and unsure of what to do, John simply threw a bottle of Acqua di Parma at Colin, who caught it in mid-air as his assistant scrambled to gather the other bottles and ran back inside his flat to return them to where he had taken them.
Still holding the blue bottle and staring at his running assistant, Eloise reached across the kitchen island, gave him a slap on the shoulder, silently urging him to hurry up. In a flash, Colin sprang into action, spraying the perfume at lightning speed and tossing it into the bottom of the kitchen cabinet. With perfect timing, he casually leaned against the island just as Eloise swung the door open.
“Pen!” Eloise greeted, adding the fakest little laugh Colin had ever heard. She then threw her arms around the redhead, giving her a tight hug. “Feels like I never see you these days, you’re always so swamped,” she commented, glancing at Colin from her friend’s shoulder, who kept making faces at her.
Eloise sent a grimace back at him while Penelope, oblivious to the siblings’ antics, slowly and confusedly rubbed the woman’s back. “Nice to see you too, El,” she replied. Once she was finally released from the brunette’s tight grip, she turned to see Colin and froze at the sight.
He was wearing glasses, Colin Bridgerton was wearing glasses. It immediately reminded her of one of his earlier characters from when she was still in university, the hot nerd type who either loved architecture or archaeology; she couldn’t remember which. It was hard to pay attention to what he was saying in those scenes. To make matters worse, he was wearing a ridiculously tight white T-shirt that highlighted his chest and biceps, and his wavy hair was longer than usual, all combed back with his fingers. He waved at her with a casual, adorable hello, and why did she agree to Eloise’s request to help him again? Because this was clearly some overcomplicated ploy to bring about her downfall.
“You’re wearing glasses,” was her exceptionally intelligent way of greeting him as she pointed in his direction.
Eloise immediately scoffed, rolling her eyes as she said, “I know. I told him to get rid of them. He looks ridiculous.”
With a pointed look at his sister, Colin defended himself, “For the record, I wear these out of necessity, not fashion.”
So it wasn’t just a temporary thing, then? Fantastic, Penelope thought as she took a deep breath, only to notice John stepping into the open-plan kitchen and living room.
Upon seeing that his assistant had returned, Eloise suddenly announced, “Alright, let’s get going,” which earned a confused look from Penelope and a wide-eyed glare from Colin.
“What do you mean?” Penelope asked, her eyebrows furrowing. “Where are we going?”
“Not we,” the brunette girl replied, her finger jabbing between herself and the now startled man, “John and me.”
The redhead blinked at her in confusion, while Colin covered his mouth with his hand, attempting to recall any knowledge he had gained from previous characters about how to hide a body, just in case he decided to murder his sister later.
Noticing her friend’s confusion and realising that announcing her departure with John wasn’t exactly normal, Eloise blurted out the first excuse she could think of.
“We have a date,” she said.
At that, every person in the room widened their eyes. Eloise folded her hands in front of herself and continued nonchalantly, “He’s had a crush on me for ages, poor thing. I’m finally giving him a chance.” She then turned toward John, whose eyes were bulging as he stared at her. She walked up to him as if nothing unusual was happening, took one of his hands, and said, “Come on, lover,” before pulling him along with her.
Colin could only watch as an alarmed John was dragged out of the apartment by his sister. He wondered if this was finally the moment his assistant would quit or if the actor would need to raise his pay instead. Meanwhile, Penelope remained frozen, pointing at the duo long after they had left.
“Since when is that happening?” she finally asked.
The actor shrugged, his hands flinging up with a sigh, muttering, “I have no idea. I think it’s very new.”
“Right,” Penelope replied, trying not to dwell on the fact that her friend had just unintentionally left her alone with Colin for the first time since… that day which should not be named. Colin, who simply stood there wearing glasses and a tight T-shirt, casually leaned on his kitchen island as if he were a model in a catalogue.
Clearing her throat, Penelope decided to focus on something else—specifically, the reason she was there in the first place.
“Right,” she repeated, turning around and heading to his couch. She took off her pink cardigan, hoping the cooler temperature would help clear her mind. “So, El said you needed help with something for the wedding?” she said absently, smoothing down her dress and adjusting her ponytail.
Wincing, Colin mentally cursed himself for wasting time being exasperated with his sister instead of coming up with a plausible excuse to match her crazy plan.
“Right,” he echoed her earlier words, looking around the kitchen as if the silverware could provide him with an escape. In the end, he realised he had only one option as he stared at the handwritten piece of paper in front of him. “I actually… needed help with… my speech,” he motioned toward it, even though Penelope wouldn’t be able to see what it was from afar.
As she furrowed her eyebrows slightly, he stammered, “You’re the only one who knows both of them as well as I do, and I... I know it could have been something you helped with over the phone, and that I’m hogging your precious time for nothing but—” He scratched the back of his head as she approached, “I thought that... that…”
“No, I get it. It’s hard to edit a text through messages,” she said with a warm smile. He felt a wave of relief wash over him, as he had no clue what to say next, especially with her stepping closer, looking breathtaking in her soft pink dress with thin straps and a sweetheart neckline.
Why, oh why, did she have to take off her sweater? He knew he was just staring at her like an idiot. This was exactly what he had discussed with Eloise—how could he possibly think about seducing a woman when he couldn’t even form coherent thoughts? It felt like all that remained in his brain were two neurones screaming at each other to get it together while the rest of his mind was aflame. With every other woman in the world, his brain was at full capacity, but with her? That was impossible.
“I guess I just thought it was weird because you’ve always been better at writing than I am,” she continued, and thankfully, his mind actually registered her words; not all was lost.
He twisted his face slightly at her statement. “That is absolutely not true. If I’m not mistaken, you were at the top of your creative writing and literature classes every single year, too.”
She narrowed her eyes playfully at him. “I wasn’t even in your year. How do you even remember that?” she asked, pulling his handwritten speech toward her side of the kitchen island. As he looked at the top of her beautiful red head, he had to consider… indeed, how did he even remember that?
Right. Because he had loved her all his life, and he was an idiot.
Taking a deep breath, he wondered what she was even reading in that speech. He thought maybe he should turn the air conditioning on; maybe that would encourage her to wear the sweater again, and he would be able to think a bit better, right? Why did it have to be so hot already, anyway? Spring had barely started.
“Can you lend me your pen?” she suddenly asked, pointing at the blue Bic that lay in front of him. He handed it to her as she continued staring at the paper, her brows furrowing slightly as she pulled up a stool to sit down and read.
Tilting his head, Colin thought she looked endearingly concentrated, and he couldn’t help but hate himself for wasting her time like this. So maybe, just this once, he should heed Eloise’s advice as best as he could. As long as he didn’t push Penelope too far or make her uncomfortable, there was no harm in trying, was there?
So, as she distractedly chewed on the blue pen cap in a very adorable way, reading his text with far more attention than it ever deserved, he considered how to address this situation rationally. He had to forget she was Penelope and just see her as a random woman he wanted to go out with. In his mind, he began to compile a list of what he would typically do in a situation like this.
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Get them something to eat (a great excuse for her to stay around longer).
Or maybe not just anything, but actually cook for her. That felt less impersonal, right? And cooking was attractive, wasn’t it?
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Get them something to eat (great excuse for her to stay around longer).Cook for her. -
Get them wine (lighten up the mood, always romantic)
But… considering that the last time she drank, it ended in a massive misunderstanding, it might not be the best idea. Although maybe, since his brain was racing as it was, it wouldn’t be such a terrible idea for him to drink and calm his nerves. There was nothing morally wrong with that, was there?
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Get them something to eat (great excuse for her to stay around longer).Cook for her. -
Get them wine.Get Pen a fizzy drink and get himself some wine while she isn't looking.
However, if he stopped to think about it, maybe it was a bad idea to make his brain work even slower than it already was. Worse, he might end up trying to make a move too soon on her again and ruin things for good this time.
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Get them something to eat (great excuse for her to stay around longer).Cook for her. -
Get them wine. Get Pen a fizzy drink and get himself some wine while she isn't looking.Get water for both of them.
“Maybe don’t add so many details about their fights on set?” she suddenly remarked, her eyes sparkling mischievously as she looked up at him.
Colin blinked, forcing himself to stop getting distracted by his spiralling thoughts before scratching his head. “You’re right. I was narrowing them down.”
She smiled, shaking her head when she saw his embarrassment at the comment. “I’m joking. The press won’t be there anyway, you might as well entertain your family.”
He couldn’t help but chuckle at that. “Entertain my siblings, you mean.”
Pursing her lips as if pretending to think, she tilted her head, nodded slightly, and said, “Between you and me, I suspect even your mother would love to have something to hold over Anthony’s head.”
That made Colin laugh even harder, especially because she was right. “In that case, I’ll make sure to keep all the gory details,” he added, his eyes crinkling at the corners as they smiled at each other.
He straightened his back, scratching the back of his head in a way that flexed his arm and raked his shirt up slightly. “So, did you have something to eat?” he asked.
She stared at him for a moment, her mouth slightly open. Her eyes glanced down and then back up. “Um,” she cleared her throat, averting her gaze as she rubbed the back of her neck. “No, actually, I was in a photoshoot all day, so I haven’t eaten much,” she rambled, attempting to focus back on the paper, her cheeks suddenly matching her dress.
“Got it,” he said, turning to get a ciabatta from the top cupboard, then grabbing tomatoes and basil from the refrigerator. Setting them down next to the sink, he fetched the olive oil, salt, and pepper, usually kept on the worktop.
Finally gathering the courage to look at him again, Penelope noticed his flurry of activity in the kitchen, and her eyes widened in alarm. “What are you doing?” she asked.
He glanced at her for a moment, his eyebrows furrowed as if it were obvious. “I’m cooking,” he replied, opening the bottom cupboard to pick up the grill pan.
Penelope blinked, unable to believe she had heard him correctly. But then he picked up a chopping board and a knife, his arm looking frustratingly… muscular as he scrutinised the blade, seemingly weighing whether it was sharp enough. That was when she realised she was in deep trouble.
“Colin, this is ridiculous. You don’t have to go through all that work. I’m fine, I can—”
“All that work?” He wrinkled his forehead as he reached for the tomatoes and the basil. “It’s just bruschetta, Pen. It’s quicker than takeout.”
“Bruschetta,” she replied, the word echoing in her mind as she watched her friend move around the kitchen. Since when did Colin cook impromptu Italian food? And how did he expect her to concentrate on his text while he was doing all that in front of her, looking like a hot architecture—or maybe archaeology—nerd?
“Um-hum,” Colin answered as if it were the most common thing in the world for him to be doing. He began slicing the tomatoes and shredding the basil into ribbons. Penelope stared at his back for a solid thirty seconds before letting out a wistful sigh and looking down at her speech, having to restart her reading since she couldn’t remember where she had left off.
And as she deliberately ignored the sounds of the stove being turned on, the bread sizzling in the pan, and the delicious aromas of crushed green herbs, ripe fruit, and olive oil, she somehow managed to read at a pace that was three times slower than her usual speed.
“Okay, honestly, I think it’s great as it is. But I would just change the ending, maybe?” she said, glancing up at him. He was looking at her with furrowed brows, drying his hands on a tea towel as he turned off the stove. She added, “It feels kind of… abrupt? You mentioned many of their stories, but then just quickly tied them up, saying they sorted out their problems and that you were happy for them, and that was it. Maybe you could add a few more lines about their aftermath to smooth out the transition?”
He tilted his head, a thoughtful frown creasing his brow as he circled the kitchen island. “Let me see,” he murmured, his voice a low rumble. But before Penelope could even shift on her stool, he was there, leaning over her shoulder.
She stood frozen, her breath caught in her throat as Colin’s warm breath gently brushed against her ear. Calmly, he read his words while resting his arms on the granite surface, his chest radiating warmth against her back, unintentionally pinning her against the island.
“Um…” he mumbled thoughtfully as he continued analysing his own text, while Penelope struggled to resist the temptation of leaning against him. Being practically wrapped in an embrace didn’t help, especially with the scent of his cologne surrounding her. What on earth was he wearing? When did people start smelling like fresh figs? That was just ridiculous.
“I see what you mean,” he concluded, then his hand gently covered hers, causing her to flinch, the pen slipping from her suddenly clammy fingers.
“Oh, sorry, Pen,” Colin said, wiping his hand on his pants. Just when she thought he would have mercy on her, he put his hand on hers again to retrieve the blue Bic pen. “The water from the sink was cold,” he explained, as if his skin temperature was the issue, rather than the fact that she was one step away from disregarding all caution and throwing herself at him.
Either way, Colin, oblivious as always, began writing, his breath warm on her neck, completely unfazed.
“There,” he whispered, taking a moment longer than necessary before straightening his back.
Penelope felt the temperature around her drop a few degrees. She could feel her face flush pink and her breathing becoming laboured, while he casually returned to his previous spot in the kitchen. Feeling like she needed some air before Colin noticed her agitation, she stood up, her legs slightly wobbly, and walked toward her handbag.
While he arranged the toasted ciabattas on a large plate, he watched her rummage through her things. “Everything alright?” he asked, hoping he hadn’t overstepped and ruined things between them. Again.
“Yeah, I’m—” she cleared her throat as she picked up her phone, resisting the urge to fan herself. “I remembered Lara said she would call me this afternoon to go over…” She swallowed hard, shaking her head slightly to clear her thoughts. “The details for an interview I have tomorrow.”
Colin nodded as he piled glistening tomatoes and torn herbs onto the warm bread, finishing with a sprinkle of salt and black pepper. Penelope wondered if her excuse was convincing enough while watching him work, then glanced back at her phone.
A Debling: so i finally returned to civilisation
A Debling: and watched your movies all at once
She bit her lip, a mix of emotions churning in her stomach. Alfred had managed to see her only once since The Princess of the West premiered, caught up in his travels to Wrangel Island and the Bwindi Impenetrable Forest. And during that brief visit, he hadn’t even had the chance to watch the film. By the time he returned to London, the movie was stuck in a sort of limbo: it was no longer in theatres, but it also wasn’t available on any streaming service. So, she couldn’t blame him, of course, she wasn’t that petty.
Yet, the problem was that she might not even want him to watch it. Maybe he would take one glance at her scene with Colin and see right through her, just as half the world seemed to have done.
Penelope: really???
Penelope: so what did you think?
A Debling: not the biggest fan of romantic comedies but the leading lady was incredibly attractive
An odd sensation settled in her gut again, as it always did whenever he said something like that. It was hard to explain. Almost as if she was glad to be seen, to be appreciated, to be called beautiful, but there was something about it that bothered her, and she couldn’t quite put her finger on what it was.
Penelope: 🙈🙈🙈
Penelope: and the other one?
…
A Debling: i loved it
A Debling: your character is by far the best one
A Debling: but you already knew that
Penelope: ofc not i love all the characters
A Debling: you can love all of them but yours is still the best
Penelope: fine fine
Penelope: i’m glad you watched them you didn’t have to
A Debling: of course i did
Penelope: 😊
A Debling: so how is your day going? are you working today?
Penelope: I worked until 2pm now i’m finally resting a bit
A Debling: finally home to watch a few of those korean dramas of yours then?
Normally, she would have chuckled if she weren’t still shaking. She glanced up at Colin, who was cleaning the kitchen while waiting for her, and an inexplicable guilt settled in the pit of her stomach. Looking back down at her screen, she took a deep breath before typing again.
Penelope: no i’ll have you know I’m actually at a friend’s house
A Debling: Eloise?
Penelope bit her bottom lip, considering that technically, he was right. After all, it was also Eloise’s house, and she was the one who had called her.
Penelope: yes
Penelope: Colin needed help with his wedding speech so I went to the rescue
A Debling: Colin?
Penelope: yeah they live together
Then her phone started ringing. Immediately.
Her eyes widened when she saw Alfred’s name flashing on the screen, noticing Colin glance at her from the corner of her vision. She couldn’t remember the last time the blond man called her in the middle of a conversation like that.
Putting her phone to her ear, she looked back at her friend and found him already looking at her with a confused expression before he turned around to put things back in the fridge.
“Hello?” she greeted.
Colin slowly rearranged everything inside his refrigerator, trying to appear inconspicuous and nonchalant despite his concern about Penelope’s behaviour. She let out a small chuckle just as he walked toward his grill pan to dry it.
“Well, now you’ve heard it,” she replied to the person on the other end of the line, her tone slightly off in a way he couldn’t quite explain. She continued, “It hasn’t been that long since you’ve heard my voice.”
He grimaced, rubbing the tea towel against the pan with more force than necessary. It was clear there was no chance it was her publicist on the other side of that phone call.
“…Yeah, Anthony and Kate’s wedding is only in a few months,” she explained, letting out a breath as she turned to look out the window while she talked. “No, Kate’s sister is the maid of honour, I’m just one of the bridesmaids.”
Furrowing his eyebrows, he put the pan back in the cupboard. His eyes landed on the Acqua di Parma bottle sitting there like a sore thumb, much like that entire plan.
“No, I won’t have to give a speech,” She shook her head, almost as if she wanted to laugh at the idea, but restrained herself. “Yeah...” She hesitated, her voice breaking. “Benedict passed the speech to Colin since he knew both of them pretty well, and I'm the only one who also knows them like that, so he asked for my help.”
There it was again, that feeling of intruding on Pen’s life, Colin realised before he took a deep breath and leaned over the kitchen island. She turned to the side, nodding at whatever was being said on the phone, before responding with a couple of uh-hums and a light chuckle. Then, she ended the call with a quick bye and see you as soon as you’re back in London.
The actor scratched his head, feeling awkward and out of place. It didn’t take a genius to realise he had made her uncomfortable earlier, or to guess who had been on the other end of the line.
“Um… Pen, if you’re busy, it’s truly fine. I don’t want to keep you,” he said, offering her an easy way out after feeling sufficiently guilty.
“Busy?” She furrowed her eyebrows at him, quickly tossing her phone into her handbag. “Of course not. I have the whole rest of the day free,” she replied before returning to her previous seat, not failing to notice his dejected demeanour. “Honestly, if you think I’m leaving before eating at least half of these, do you even know me at all?” she asked, gesturing toward the bruschettas in front of him.
A chuckle escaped his lips, relief flooding over him all of a sudden. He reached for a smaller plate, which he had left on the granite beside the sink, and a napkin from the cupboard before handing both to her.
“Thank you,” she said, taking one of the ciabattas and placing it neatly on her plate. She stared at it for a moment, biting her bottom lip before clearing her throat. “Um. Even if I were busy, you know I would make time for you, right?” She looked up, catching the way his eyes widened slightly before he quickly hid it. “It shouldn’t have been Eloise to tell me that you need help, Colin. You should have called. You should have told me.”
He looked away, shaking his head slightly.
“It should go without saying, but you can call me anytime, even if I’m in the middle of a shoot or filming,” she continued. “I know you think you would be bothering me, but you never are. Do you hear me?”
Heavens, did she want to kill him? Where did that even come from? He was a grown man, and she was about to make him cry in his own kitchen.
“Yeah,” he replied, his voice coming out choked as he shifted his gaze to the cold granite countertop, tapping his fingers on it to ground himself. “I hear you.”
“So, are you going to call me next time you need me?” she asked, her tone slightly demanding in a way that was too adorable.
The corner of his lips twitched up. “Yes,” he said, even though he felt he was lying a bit.
When he looked at her again, she narrowed her eyes at him. After a moment that seemed like a deep analysis of his expression, she rested her elbow on the island, raised her fist in the air, and extended her pinky finger. His jaw dropped. Because he knew exactly what she was asking.
“Are you joking?” he asked.
Furrowing her eyebrows, she shot him a look as if the mere suggestion were offensive. “Absolutely not,” she replied, motioning with her chin toward her hand. “Go on, then.”
Letting out a chuckle, he shook his head at her, leaning on the kitchen island and resting his elbow there too. He looked directly into her eyes, almost as if challenging her, his lips fighting against a smile as she clearly refused to back down. Then, he intertwined his little finger with hers, his hand lingering close to hers for a moment.
Penelope’s cheeks turned slightly pink, and she finally released him, straightening her back and picking up the blue Bic pen. “Well, now that we’ve got that out of the way, we can get back to business.”
Colin bit his bottom lip and shook his head at her again, sometimes unable to handle just how much he loved her. Maybe he was a liar and a promise-breaker because he could never tell her all the countless ways he needed her. A phone call certainly wouldn’t suffice, let alone when she was working.
But he would take anything and everything she so sincerely offered, lucky man he was to be loved by her, even if only as a friend.
Anthony Bridgerton and Kate Sharma Announce They’re Engaged
Representatives for the Oscar-nominated director and the rising actress have confirmed to PEOPLE that the couple “looks forward to building a life together” in a joint statement.
By John Langley
Anthony Bridgerton and Kate Sharma are engaged!
After keeping their relationship mostly private, the Oscar-nominated director and the rising actress surprised fans by revealing they were together during the promotional tour for their second collaboration in “The Sword and the Heart” saga. Now, the couple has officially announced their engagement via Instagram.
Reps for the couple released a statement to PEOPLE, stating, “After over a year together, the couple recognized that this was the most natural step as they looked forward to building a life together.” They also shared a photo on social media featuring their intertwined hands, prominently displaying Sharma’s engagement ring. Fans were quick to spot that the ring was a historic Bridgerton family heirloom, sparking a wave of excitement across their fanbase.
The wedding is expected to take place in a few months and will be an intimate ceremony, reserved for close friends and family.
alice❤️ @lovexXneducati0n
EVERYONE SHUT UP MY BABY IS GETTING MARRIED
| ⁀➷mell➳ @mamamarjorie
@lovexXneducati0n im in shock?
| ❤️🔥Trish @dorjorie4llifee
@lovexXneducati0n@mamamarjorie I’m torn between losing it and admiting we should have known i mean when had she ever announced any relationship really
・❥・Patty @patric1agom3sz
bag….secured?
| ℚ𝕦𝕖𝕝 @racheltyl
@patric1agom3sz lmao she saw the opportunity and took it
| ・❥・Patty @patric1agom3sz
@racheltyl not like she had many other options either
| whey of life @wheyoflife
@patric1agom3sz@racheltyl that biological clock sure is ticking
Diana @kshaemamarjorie
I can’t believe even effing anthony bridgerton is marrying an angel and im here still single
jonathan @joewh1998
dawg how many bridgertons is this production gonna have
kay 𓆰𓆪 @loraskiss
WHY IS EVERY BRIDGERTON GETTING MARRIED EXCEPT THE ONE I ACTUALLY WANT TO SEE GET MARRIED
| ⋆˚✿˖° it’s always rainy in delulutown⋆˚✿˖° @loranator
@loraskiss kay lmao
| billie @noraswsift
@loranator@loraskiss with our luck next announcement we’ll get is pen engaged to lettuce man
| kay 𓆰𓆪 @loraskiss
@noraswsift@loranator DON’T YOU SARE SPEAK THAT INTO THE UNIVERSE
| ⋆˚✿˖° it’s always rainy in delulutown⋆˚✿˖° @loranator
@loraskiss@noraswsift I gotta admit the months of silence between them is giving me pause
| billie @noraswsift
@loranator@loraskiss yup i thought it would get better after the movie but…
| kay 𓆰𓆪 @loraskiss
@noraswsift@loranator everything is FINE @Cy3452n back me up
| Cinthy❤️🔥🐉⚔️ @Cy3452n
@loraskiss@noraswsift@loranator in five years they’ll be married and with eight kids according to the voices in my head
| kay 𓆰𓆪 @loraskiss
@noraswsift@loranator@Cy3452n exactly
| b. @southkingsredhead
@loraskiss@Cy3452n@noraswsift@loranator honestly the only thing i care abt rn is getting lora endgame
| ⋆˚✿˖° it’s always rainy in delulutown⋆˚✿˖° @loranator
@loraskiss@noraswsift@Cy3452n@southkingsredhead that’s hard enough as it is with charlotte on the writing room
It felt strange returning to the same building, the same meeting room, and the same round table. Colin definitely didn’t feel like the same person who had sat in that chair and read the script for Princess of the West for the first time, let alone The East Dynasty… that felt like a lifetime ago.
Now, he was early, sitting in his usual chair at the end of the room, staring at the stack of papers in front of him. The title The Southern Crown was small but glaring, making him feel something he could only describe as fear.
Taking a deep breath, Colin refused to let anxiety win. He simply lifted his head, silently observing the cast as they talked and laughed, their years of friendship evident in their easy familiarity and excitement. Soon, Thomas and Cressida entered, also deep in animated conversation—a new development for the blonde, who went to her usual seat beside Colin, offering an impersonal good afternoon.
Agatha and Charlotte arrived next, whispering to each other as they hurried in. The producer quickly looked around the room and greeted everyone loudly, while Charlotte merely offered her usual precise nod. Colin observed them, wondering what exactly they had planned for that particular movie and whether he should be worried about what he was about to read. As usual, the two women gave nothing away on their expressions.
Then, his attention was suddenly drawn to the door, as if his body sensed her presence before his mind did. Penelope rushed in, giving Rae last-minute instructions, her breathing heavy and her cheeks flushed in a way that was so typical of her it nearly made him laugh. It wasn’t long before she headed to her usual chair beside him, a warm smile spreading across her face as their eyes met.
Every head in the room turned in their direction, as always. It had become so typical that people no longer bothered to hide their curiosity, especially after their infamous stunt of hiding the kissing scene. But neither of them acknowledged the attention anymore, used to it as they were. Sometimes, fighting people’s fascination felt as relentless as the weather.
As she sat down beside him, her gaze shot straight to the script, and she suddenly froze, studying it cautiously. And he felt a small sense of relief, realising he wasn’t the only one anxious about something as seemingly trivial as a film.
“So, Leonidas dies in this one,” Colin said matter-of-factly. As Penelope whipped her head around to look at him, her eyes widened, and he began to chuckle.
Her expression quickly shifted to a withering glance directed at him. “Can you not?” she asked. “I’m nervous enough as it is.”
“I mean, he could have,” he replied with a shrug, nodding toward Charlotte, who was talking on her phone. “Who knows how much she hates me right now?”
“He didn’t,” Penelope said with absolute certainty before straightening her back and staring at the script again. “It’s your movie, after all.”
The reminder was really unnecessary, the actor thought nervously. After a season of people relentlessly criticising how much he messed up on the previous movie, she really didn’t have to reiterate the responsibility that now lay in his hands.
“…and if we’re honest, she might just hate us both,” Penelope continued, mumbling, “it’s more likely she’ll kill me off.”
Colin bit his lip, watching her stare at the script with the same trepidation he’d felt earlier. Truthfully, they both knew neither of the mentioned scenarios was likely. What was truly at stake was what they’d decided to do with their characters, together.
And if he was honest with himself, he had probably spent too much time on TikTok. Because, once upon a time, he used to be indifferent to how his scripts ended, as long as they were well-written and fit his career vision. But maybe he had become like those obsessed fans online lately. Maybe he just really needed that happy ending right now.
He knew that this definitely wasn’t the artistic vision that Charlotte or even Anthony had, especially for this third instalment, which actually had a chance of winning important awards. And, sure, they had all seen some crew members win a couple of Academy Awards in technical categories for The Princess of the West, and even Anthony had received a nomination that year. However, they all understood that when it came to trilogies, it was typically the final film that would be recognised. Or not.
And the fact was, people had always loved Charlotte’s story as it was, especially because of its brutally realistic ending. Changing it to appease fans was certainly a commercial move, and many would find it cheap. So Colin supposed the decision was now in the hands of Charlotte, Agatha, and Anthony, as always. It just felt more nerve-wracking than usual to see what they’d decided this time. As if he needed them to tell him that things could change, that the impossible was somehow possible, despite the odds.
A round of applause suddenly interrupted his thoughts. He looked up to see Anthony, who had just arrived, making an exasperated face at Thomas, who had started the chain reaction around the room. Kate was by the director’s side, shaking her head at her co-star. She then made her way to her seat next to the actor, while her fiancé took his place at the head of the table beside Agatha and Charlotte.
“Alright, alright,” he said, gesturing for everyone to quiet down. “Save it for tomorrow and let’s get started, because if any of you make us late for our wedding rehearsal, I don’t care who you are, I’m killing you off in this film.”
A ripple of laughter ran through the cast, a joyful sound that filled the room as Kate looked at him, her eyes sparkling with amusement, and she sent him an exasperated yet loving smile. Thomas simply shrugged. “I was just clapping for all the awards we won. I don’t know what you’re talking about.”
With a pointed look, Anthony sat, his gaze on Agatha as he scooted his chair forward, a silent signal for her to start. The producer nodded, starting to read the script as requested, while Charlotte cast a suspicious look at her friend.
And so, they continued reading, and reading, and reading, only to find that there was nothing new about the film, which was hardly a surprise to anyone. It wasn’t until they finally reached the last pages that the atmosphere shifted. An uneasy silence fell over the room, with everyone exchanging tense glances and looking back and forth between Colin and Penelope.
“Leonidas visits Nora’s room, as he often did every day since they had rescued her, only to find it empty.” Agatha began reading the description. “His heart stops, and for a moment, he contemplates the worst. But something deep inside him just knows it cannot be. So he runs, leaving behind the wide-eyed members of the royal entourage. We follow his desperate, hurried steps, crossing the entire palace, past servants and members of the court, all of whom stop to watch as he passes by. His direction soon becomes clear as the familiar stone walls and wide archway appear: the enclosed garden. As soon as he walks through the entrance, Nora’s back comes into view, her linen tunic and now long red hair a relief to Leonidas’s worried eyes.”
The producer then took a sip of water, the gulping sound being the only noise in the room before she continued, “We finally see Leonidas’s face again, the fear, relief, and love for his friend all mixing at once in his expression, giving way to the worst of them all: shame. He suddenly hesitates, despite the months he has waited to speak to her again, and we watch as he takes off the crown from his head and places it over an empty plant stand.”
Everyone glanced at Colin, whose Adam’s apple bobbed nervously as he frowned at the script. Noticing he was slightly distracted, Penelope brushed her hand lightly on his arm, as if to remind him it was his turn to read.
He glanced at her for a moment before realising he'd gotten sidetracked. Then he stared back at the words on the page, clearing his throat before saying, “Nora…” He paused as instructed. “Are you… Are you alright? I thought… I was really worried I—”
“I’m fine,” Penelope replied, her voice low but sharp, making him flinch.
“Leonidas paused, pain twisting his expression,” Agatha continued. “Then his face shifted to resolve, and he took a step forward.”
“I knew it was a mistake as soon as I left,” Colin said, wrinkling his forehead at the text, his throat feeling dry and constricted. “But you know me. I just wanted to run from it all, as always. I wanted…”
“I know what you wanted,” Penelope replied.
“Nora finally turns to face him, and then we finally see how she’s really feeling. Not anger, not resentment, but sadness and understanding in her eyes,” Agatha described.
“You loved her, Leo,” the redhead continued softly. “And that’s alright. You need to stop blaming yourself. What is done is done, and look at me. I am alright.”
“Yes, but you almost weren’t,” Colin replied. “Do you have any idea what it was like to visit your bedside every single day, not knowing whether I’d see you open your eyes ever again or hear your voice?” he asked, his words cracking. “I’ve been running for so long that I almost lost the most important person in my life. How is that alright?”
“Because you finally stopped running, didn’t you?” Penelope replied. “Nice crown. Is that one actually yours?”
“She points to Leonida’s crown, still perched atop the empty plant holder, an object he didn’t think she would notice so soon,” Agatha narrated. “The new king of the South then looked at his best friend with a hint of exasperation, a shadow of old times past.”
Colin sighed, following the directions on the pages. “You know how Dorieus is... he finally chased his dream of running away, leaving me to pick up the pieces of his mess.”
“Well, I, for one, happen to think you’ll be great at it,” Penelope replied, a bittersweet tinge to her tone. “Do you want me to bow down?”
“Only if you want to be banished,” Colin replied sarcastically, and a few people around the room chuckled slightly.
“They smiled at each other for a fleeting moment,” Agatha said, “before the weight of life and responsibilities reminded them that things would never be the same.”
“But I suppose I already am, aren’t I?” Penelope read, her voice small and hesitant.
“Of course not,” Colin said, as if she were absurd.
“So you’re telling me that while I was out, our kingdoms are now suddenly at peace?” she asked, as if she didn’t believe it for one second.
The actor tilted his head, almost as if he could feel Leonidas’ hesitancy in his bones. “Actually, yes, but—”
“Because if that were truly the case, Dorieus would still be here, wouldn’t he?” Penelope interrupted. “Marjorie would be here too. But they can’t, can they?”
“You know why they can’t,” Colin retorted. “If they were to get married and unite our kingdoms, the fragile peace we found would just shatter in an instant. There’s still a lot of hatred among our peoples.”
“That’s what I thought,” Penelope answered, her tone sharp and final.
“Leonidas paused, staring right into Nora’s eyes. He had known her long enough not to need her to say what she was thinking, and in that moment, he heard every unsaid word in that statement,” Agatha described.
“Nor...” Colin hesitated, a hint of fear in his voice. “You’re not Marjorie, you’ve never been the Queen of the East. They—”
“Does it matter?” she cut him off. “Leo, what exactly do you expect me to do? Live disguised as your squire for the rest of my days?”
“That’s not what I’m saying.” He shook his head vehemently. “I would never ask you to—”
“Then what? Live as part of your court and be rejected by every potential friend, even every eligible man in your kingdom, because they hate where I come from?” she replied. Colin stood silent, as the script suggested, before she continued. “I want to have a life, a family. I can’t keep going on like this, stuck in this palace as if I’m still just a refugee. I want…” Penelope paused, feeling her nose burning slightly. “I want to go back home.”
His face twisted slightly in pain, voice breaking as he said, “I… I thought you said it was all right. I thought you had forgiven me.”
She took a deep breath, feeling slightly overwhelmed for a moment. “I just told you this is not about that,” she replied.
“How can it not be? I left once, so now you’re the one leaving. Isn’t that how this is?” he retorted, his tone filled with hurt. Penelope didn’t reply, as she shouldn’t. Her heavy breathing was the only sound in the room before he continued, “If you leave, we will never see each other again, and you know that. I’m aware I’ve broken a lot of rules since we met, but I can’t do that anymore. How could I ever just stop by the East Kingdom to visit? And if you do get your family, what husband in his right mind would allow his wife to visit his enemy’s king alone?”
She pressed her lips together until they hurt, the thought of never seeing Colin again too terrifying and real for her liking. The screenplay said Nora was strong, unflinching, and ready to confront Leonidas with life’s harsh realities. Yet, here she was, barely holding herself together.
“We can always…” She paused to catch her breath. “Write to each other and—”
Colin scoffed bitterly, to the point that one might believe he was Leonidas himself. “Write? After all we’ve endured together, is this really how our story is going to end?”
“Yes,” she replied, her vision blurring. The script called for a resolute tone, but she felt anything but. “Wasn’t that exactly how our friendship survived through war? It will do so again because…” She faltered. “Because it must.”
Swallowing hard, she felt the room suddenly become too warm and suffocating as she continued, “This isn’t about me not forgiving you, because deep down, you already knew, didn’t you?” She asked, feeling a burning sensation in her nose again. “You just didn’t want to accept it. You wanted to run one last time, but you can’t, Leo. And neither can I.” She shook her head, chewing on her bottom lip as the words of the text began to blur in her vision.
“You’re going to get married one day too, just like I will. You have to, because of your responsibilities to your kingdom, to the throne. And our families…They’ll never know what war feels like; they’ll be free of that burden because of what we both did. Together. They’ll just never…” Penelope inhaled shakily. “They’ll never know each other either.”
She twisted her lips to the side, her face contorting as she read the last lines she would have to deliver
“They’ll never know that their mom…” her eyes blurred, a tear falling onto the page before she furiously wiped it away, her voice cracking as she confessed, “that she… that she loved the King of the South, that I… that I love you, my best friend. Forever, always.”
She pressed her fingers firmly against her eyes, wishing the tears would go back in as she sniffed. Actors crying at a table read wasn’t unusual, which was almost the only comfort she could find as she felt herself completely falling apart in front of dozens of people.
Colin didn’t reply right away, his voice came out after a few seconds, choked with emotion as he said, “I…” He took a deep breath. “I knew one day you’d finally appreciate everything I did for you. I just… I never thought it would be when you were leaving.” His voice cracked, making Penelope look at him, startled to realise he was wiping his cheek with his thumb, sniffing as he struggled to continue, “I love you too, Nora. You know I always will.”
A heavy silence hung in the air, broken only by the occasional sniffle from Colin, Penelope, and a few other cast members, as they waited for the producer to speak.
“Um…” Agatha cleared her throat, struggling to recall where she had left off. She then resumed reading with a mechanical tone, “Leonidas then holds Nora, knowing that this will be their last moment together. They linger in their best friend’s embrace, fully aware that they must soon return to their new life, one filled with newfound freedom and responsibility.”
Then Agatha closed the script with a muted thud, the only sound echoing in the silent room. And Colin sat staring at the last page, feeling mocked for daring to hope at all.
That was truly it, wasn’t it? After all the scandals and confusion, pain and heartbreak, fans meddling, careers rising and falling, spanning years and continents, and life-altering realisations? After everything, none of it mattered, because this was still how it ended, wasn’t it? Life as it truly was, just as Charlotte wanted. Unyielding, inescapable.
“Damn,” Thomas whispered, exchanging a glance with Kate.
He stared at the overwhelmingly dejected faces around the table, each belonging to someone who knew how the story would end but still struggled to accept it. Perhaps it was because they had become part of the story, making it harder to watch the inevitable conclusion. Or maybe it was just Colin and Penelope, as always, faithfully portraying their characters in a way that made the entire world unable to look away, unable to ignore the tears that fell as they gazed at the pages.
He couldn’t decide if it was ironic or fitting that the last event they attended as a cast before filming started wasn’t a table read but a wedding instead. But then he saw his mother, and in the split second he had to decide whether to run, he figured it didn’t really matter.
“Colin!”
He closed his eyes and stared wistfully at the door leading to the stairwell. With a deep breath, he plastered a custom smile on his lips and turned around, eyeing the impeccable woman with the neat bun, pearl earrings, and light blue tweed suit.
“Mum,” he greeted her.
“By any chance, you weren’t trying to run away from me, were you?” she asked. “I feel like I haven’t seen you in ages.”
“Of course not,” he replied, his ability to lie perfected over recent months. Adjusting his black suit and matching waistcoat, he added, “And we talk on the phone every single week.”
“Yes, I talk to you all the time, but talking is not the same as seeing, is it?” she said, stepping closer and cupping his face between her hands to take in his appearance, while Colin shot her an impatient look. After a few moments of scrutiny, she pursed her lips. “You’ve lost weight.”
With a sigh, Colin fibbed again, “Yes, it’s for a part,” before she could come up with any ideas about his appetite. Which, to be honest, was dwindling, but he didn’t want to add a worried and meddling mother to his already growing problems.
Violet’s blue eyes pierced him as if she didn’t believe him for a second. “Right,” she said, smoothing his jacket and adjusting the purple flower on his lapel. “So, how was it yesterday?” she asked, seemingly casual.
Yet, he knew his mother too well to fall for her nonchalant act.
“Fine,” he replied with a huff. “After a couple of table reads, they all become incredibly mundane.”
“Uh-huh,” Violet responded, still adjusting his outfit in a way Colin was sure had less to do with appearance and more to do with being able to pull him back if he tried to escape the conversation.
“And how was Penelope?” she asked.
He paused for a moment, gazing at the top of her head as she kept adjusting his attire. The worst part? He knew what was coming. Out of everyone in his family, his mother had been suspiciously quiet since their scene went public, merely commenting on how wonderful the film was and how incredibly talented everyone involved was—all through the phone, of course. The actor wasn’t naive enough to face her directly after that and would avoid her forever if not for Anthony, the number one ruiner of Colin’s life.
“She’s fine,” he replied curtly, clearing his throat as he shoved his hands into his pockets.
“Just fine?” Violet asked innocently.
Colin eyed her cautiously, as if the slightest wrong move would trigger an explosion. “Her career is taking off, as it should,” he said. “So, she’s equally happy and exhausted.”
“That’s truly wonderful,” she replied with a smile, her eyes crinkling at the corners in a way that made her son know she genuinely meant it. “I mean, of course I’ve noticed her success,” she continued, referring to the actress’s rising career. “But I feel like the longer we’re in this industry, or perhaps all industries, we often see that one’s success doesn’t always equate to happiness, does it?”
The actor tilted his head as he considered her point. “I suppose,” he replied.
“Especially when we start neglecting our personal lives,” Violet continued. “If there’s one thing I’ve always been scared of, it’s hearing any of you say that I didn’t have enough time for you because of work,” she said. Colin would have definitely smiled, had he not known this was most certainly a trap. “As you all grew up, each of you busier than the last, I started to fear that it would happen to you as well. Anthony definitely made me pause for a good decade,” she added with a small chuckle and a shake of her head.
“Right,” he replied, his voice a little hoarse before clearing his throat. “I guess it’s a good thing Anthony has that sorted out for himself, isn’t it?” he replied, “And speaking of him, he really needed my help. Excuse me, Mum.” Then he gave a tight-lipped smile before turning and heading toward the stairs, ignoring the fact that his movement almost made Violet wrinkle the clothes she was still holding.
The woman stared wide-eyed as her son left, hands still hanging in the air, blinking slowly. Eloise, who had watched the interaction from afar while talking to Francesca, seized the opportunity to approach her mother, her sister by her side.
“No offence, Mum, but you’re barking up the wrong tree there,” she said, patting Violet’s shoulder lightly.
Violet then looked at her, frowning. “Really?” she asked in absolute shock because, after everything she had witnessed over the past years, not to mention their last movie, she couldn’t be more certain. “Eloise, are you absolutely sure? Because—”
“No, no, you’re not understanding me.” The girl waved her hand, letting out a sarcastic smile. She leaned on her mother’s shoulder and added, “You’re barking up the wrong tree, as in… there are two of them,” she suggested, and as her mother continued to look confused, Eloise raised her eyebrows and said pointedly, “And you need to bark up the right one.”
The older woman paused, processing what her daughter was saying, her own eyebrows lifting in a slow, questioning arc. “Really?” she asked again. As her daughter nodded, Violet shifted toward her and asked, “And may I ask why you haven’t barked up that particular tree?”
Eloise pressed her lips together in frustration, gesturing with her hand as she said, “Because I…” She trailed off, trying to think of how to express it. “Don’t have… the license to bark up it.” Then, mumbling, she continued, “Not that I haven’t tried, but what good did it do?”
Violet wrinkled her forehead, unsure if she understood the metaphor anymore, when Francesca interjected, “Eloise, since when do you like plants so much?”
“I knew this was the right dress,” Genevieve said.
Kate smiled at the designer, her hair styled in a low, loose bun with a thick Dutch braid across the top, soft strands framing her face as she glanced down at her off-the-shoulder satin dress. It featured a draped bodice, delicate lace sleeves, and a thigh-high slit with matching lace underneath. Penelope smiled too, as she smoothed down the skirt.
“When it comes to you, every dress is the right one, Gen,” the redhead commented before standing up to take in the bride’s completed look.
Genevieve narrowed her eyes at Penelope, a clever smile on her lips. “It doesn’t have to be me, just someone with taste,” she said, gesturing towards Penelope, whose half-up, half-down hairstyle showcased loose curls, perfectly paired with a fitted lilac satin dress featuring delicate spaghetti straps and a cowl neckline.
Looking at herself in the mirror, the redhead had to concede her friend’s point. Her outfit was undoubtedly simple, yet it flattered her in a way that few of her recent work-related outfits had done.
“Thank you,” Edwina interjected with a smirk and a raised chin as she applied lip gloss while looking at herself in the mirror. She wore a dress similar to Penelope’s but with a sweetheart neckline and her hair in a wavy bun gathered low at the back, accented by a single purple lily tucked into the side. “Now, if you’ll excuse me,” she said as she capped the tube, “this maid of honour has other duties besides picking the perfect wedding outfits.” With that, she walked out the door.
Kate shook her head, amused by her sister, then turned to Genevieve. “But truly, thank you,” she said. “You didn’t have to return earlier from Paris to—”
“Are you joking? And miss this?” Genevieve interrupted, taking Kate’s hand and smiling at the bride. “Besides, I thought it was better to come back early. What if production needed me sooner to plan yet another secret love scene?” She turned to Penelope, emphasising her last words.
The redhead huffed while the other two chuckled, realising she would never live that one down for as long as she was alive.
“We weren’t supposed to tell,” she said, shrugging as she explained for what felt like the thousandth time in the past few months.
“Oh, I know that,” Genevieve commented, waving her off before she headed for the small snack table, which offered champagne and mixed nuts, while Kate turned back to take one last look at herself in the mirror. “I just figured that, considering how the last one turned out, it would be only natural they would do something like that again,” the designer explained, casually crunching almonds between her teeth.
Penelope nodded, eyeing her friend with caution, even though she couldn’t help but agree. To say that the previous day’s table read had been anticlimactic was an understatement.
“That, and I mean,” Genevieve continued, crossing her arms elegantly while holding a champagne flute in one hand, “maybe there would be another wedding dress I needed to create.”
As the redhead glared at her, Kate held back a chuckle, placing a hand over her mouth as she shook her head.
“That is, if your stylist allows me, of course,” the other woman mumbled, not hiding her disdain for the woman recently hired to dress Penelope.
“It doesn’t matter because I’d want your design anyway,” Penelope replied with a huff. As Genevieve raised an eyebrow at her, she continued in exasperation, “Not that it makes any difference. For the thousandth time, Colin and I are just friends. We have been friends all our lives, and we will continue to be just that. A film scene will not change that.”
The corners of Genevieve’s lips twitched up, and with a sarcastic furrow of her brows, she said, “I was actually thinking about that blonde YouTuber you keep getting photographed with.”
For a moment, the two women stared at each other: Penelope shooting her a withering look while Genevieve held back a smirk behind her glass. The actress then huffed and walked over to the snack table, giving up on trying to fight against the teasing. After all, given everything she had endured since her kissing scene with Colin had become public knowledge, she should have been used to it by now.
“We’re not dating either,” she stated as she poured herself some champagne. “Not yet, anyway,” she muttered with a sigh.
“Really? You two are not serious?” Genevieve asked. Penelope simply took a deep breath and nodded. Genevieve pressed on, “So he doesn’t care about how everyone is talking about you and Colin?”
Penelope shrugged. “I’m an actress. He should expect it,” she said before taking a long sip from her drink. As the alcohol burnt her throat, she grimaced and added, “It’s not like Colin is the only actor I’ve had a romantic scene with, and he won’t be the last. If he were immature enough to complain about it, then I wouldn’t be interested in him in the first place.”
Genevieve tilted her head, seemingly in agreement, while Penelope took another sip of her champagne, wincing again at the sharp taste.
If she were honest, much like everyone else, Alfred cared little about her relationship with Armitage Cho. They had made a cute and fun movie, with a few innocent kiss scenes, and engaged in playful flirtation during press events, only to move on without drama. But ever since he watched The Princess of the West, the blonde had become more interested in Colin. Where he once barely acknowledged Penelope’s circle, he now constantly asked about her best friend.
“Either way, can we focus on Kate for a moment?” she asked, pointing at the woman with a handful of almonds and peanuts. “She’s the one who hid a secret relationship right under our noses for months, not me.”
The bride’s jaw dropped at the betrayal, while Genevieve’s hand flew to her mouth, her shoulders shaking with silent laughter.
“Seriously? I don’t get a break, not even on my wedding day?” Kate complained, heading towards the snack table herself.
“Especially on your wedding day,” the designer teased, handing her a glass of champagne. “Now, usually I would advise you to drink to calm your nerves, but I have to say… you’re the calmest bride I have ever seen.”
With a playful head tilt, she accepted the drink, her sarcastic words, “Trust me, I’m just gathering my energy for a lifetime with Anthony,” contradicted by the radiant smile that lit up her face.
Grinning, Genevieve shook her head and raised her glass. “To the challenges of marrying one of the hottest men alive,” she joked, using a moniker Edwina often used to describe the director.
Penelope couldn’t help but giggle at the reference, looking at Kate with playful eyes as the woman shot them an exasperated glance.
“You both know how I feel about this, but…” The redhead started, since the mere idea of seeing Anthony in any way other than strictly platonic was bizarre. Then she continued, “For Kate, I’ll drink to that,” raising her glass.
With a pointed stare, the actress widened her eyes at the two women, who fought to contain their laughter. A huff escaped her lips as she lifted her champagne flute to join their toast, glancing between them before shrugging, “It’s not like I can pretend I don’t see it anymore.”
“You know, whenever I imagined this day, I always thought you would be sweating from head to toe, walking in circles until you ruined the floor, just before contemplating an escape through the window.”
Anthony glanced at the actor through the mirror, a small, contented smile appearing on his face as he continued to adjust his tie.
“You actually imagined this day?” Benedict asked, raising an eyebrow as he sat in the armchair next to Colin’s. An unopened bottle of whisky sat between them, a joke from the second Bridgerton brother. “I just pictured Anthony all old and grumpy, yelling at my future kids.”
“Your future kids.” Colin turned to Benedict in disbelief. “With who?”
Benedict’s jaw dropped at the insinuation. “You pictured Anthony’s wedding day,” he said, pointing at the groom, who was chuckling at the two of them. Then he pointed at himself. “But not mine.”
The actor simply shrugged, not feeling the need to explain himself as he reached for the drink, his older brother watching his movements like a hawk.
“Well, I, for one, pictured your wedding,” Benedict teased, making Colin stop and glare upward, the other man only smirking in response.
“Actually, can you give me one of those, too?” Gregory blurted, his eyes fixed on the amber liquid swirling in his brother’s glass, a sudden urgency in his voice as he gestured from his spot beside Colin’s armchair. As the other two turned to him with questioning glances, he grimaced as if tasting something unpleasant. “I also pictured your wedding.”
Benedict burst out laughing, but before the third Bridgerton brother could attempt to murder them both, Anthony intervened.
“Can you two stop fantasising about Colin’s wedding and actually check if everything is running smoothly for mine?” he said, double-checking to make sure his white shirt was neatly tucked into his trousers.
The painter stood up, giving him a mock salute before leaving the room, while the YouTuber nodded, snatching the glass from his brother’s hand before also exiting.
Anthony simply shook his head, amused by the two, before turning and asking, “So, how do I look?” He opened his arms slightly, displaying his outfit: a black and white three-piece suit with a black jacket featuring white lapels, a matching white waistcoat, and black trousers.
Colin stood up, as if that would help him see better, and approached his brother to assess his look. “Surprisingly put together,” he replied, raising his eyebrows, which earned him a glare from Anthony. “But just for the record, you do know there are other colours besides black and white, right?” Colin continued, gesturing to the suit that seemed like Anthony had transformed his everyday uniform into a groom’s outfit.
“It’s a wedding.” Anthony raised his hands defensively. “Besides, I’ll have you know that I am wearing colour.” He pointed to the lilac buttonhole pinned to his left lapel. As Colin shook his head exasperatedly, Anthony teased, “When you get married, you pick a colourful suit, then.”
Letting out a sigh, he made a final adjustment to Anthony’s lapels, if only to have something to do with his hands. At that point in his life, he began to doubt that such an event would ever happen, especially since the one person he wanted to share it with didn’t seem interested.
“You’ll have to ask Benedict and Gregory about that,” he muttered.
“Uh-hum,” Anthony mumbled, glancing at his brother, who seemed preoccupied as he now adjusted the groom’s waistcoat, which was almost too well adjusted—if that was even a thing.
The director wouldn’t deny that he had noticed how subdued Colin was during the previous day’s table read, sitting quietly in the corner. This should not have been surprising to the often temperamental actor, but Anthony had known him long enough to recognise the difference. It was no secret that Colin had been through a rough semester and an even tougher year, and the critics’ harsh reviews of his performance in The Princess of the West hadn’t done him any favours.
“Are you alright?” he asked.
Colin whipped his head up, his eyes widening slightly at the question. Why was Anthony asking him that constantly now?
“Of course,” he replied, furrowing his brow. “You’re the one getting married, and you’re asking me if I’m alright?”
The eldest Bridgerton tilted his head, a knowing smile on his lips. “Call it older brother intuition.”
Colin scoffed, shaking his head at the director’s absurdity. But then Anthony stepped in, smoothing down the actor’s tie and lapels. “You know…” he began casually, “I think you’ll be fantastic in this final movie.” He paused, seemingly changing the subject. “Well, I’ve always known you would. That’s why I insisted on having you for the role.”
Scrunching his nose slightly, Colin felt a strange sensation wash over him as he listened. It was as if he sensed that if Anthony kept talking, things might get overly emotional. Clearing his throat and furrowing his brow, he replied, “To be honest, I’m not sure if you’re complimenting me or yourself,” he remarked with a hint of sarcasm.
The groom sent him a knowing look, as if he could tell Colin was deflecting. Then he straightened his back and said, “Myself, obviously.”
“Obviously.” Colin shook his head, a smile twitching at his lips before he looked at his brother, really looked at him.
As much as he had constantly mentioned how much Anthony had changed lately, it was in that moment that it truly dawned on him just how calm his brother was. He had always imagined the other brother losing it on a day like this, drinking his worries away, screaming at everyone until everything was perfectly timed and flawlessly placed. Yet on that day, it seemed as though the entire world could explode around the man, and he would simply take it all with a beaming smile.
“Anthony…” Colin began. As the man looked at him, waiting for him to continue, the actor asked, “Are you happy? Truly?”
The director’s brows twitched slightly in confusion, not because it was a difficult question, but perhaps because it was a rare one for him to hear.
“I am. I really am,” he answered simply, obviously, with a smile. Then, with a sarcastic tone, he added, “Why? Were you prepared to help me run away if I asked?”
Colin couldn’t help but chuckle at the image. “I’m sure I would merely assist in whatever plan your best man had already concocted,” he replied, referring to Benedict. “But… you’re not nervous in the slightest, are you?”
“Why would I be?” Anthony asked with a shrug. “This may sound clichéd, but when you find the right person, sharing a life together isn’t scary at all,” he said thoughtfully. “In fact, the only thing I dislike about this day is how long it took to get here.”
A bittersweet smile formed on Colin’s lips as he recognised that feeling all too well.
In the end, it was a short but beautiful ceremony. Even the sky seemed to celebrate Anthony and Kate’s union, offering a brilliantly sunny, cloudless day as they exchanged vows beneath an arch of purple lilies. Colin attempted to focus on the joyous, tearful couple, or anywhere but Penelope, who constantly fussed with the strands of hair framing her face. But she was a vision, as always, so much so that he almost missed Anthony dramatically dipping Kate to kiss her after they exchanged their vows, earning him an exasperated but endearing look and a playful slap on the shoulder for his theatrics.
Grinning, the couple linked arms and posed for a few pictures before walking down the aisle together, the warm sunset bathing them in a golden glow as they walked.
“I told you,” Anthony suddenly said, still smiling and waving at their guests.
Kate, ignoring their public surroundings, sharply turned her head to him, her jaw dropping in disbelief. “Seriously? You had months, months, to say that to me, and you choose now?” she said, gesturing toward the white runner beneath their feet as they continued walking, astonished that his I told you so had finally come.
“I’m talking about the fact that you weren’t too tall for me to dip you,” he retorted with a smirk. With a feigned innocence that made him seem like the actor in the family, he asked, “What are you talking about?”
She narrowed her eyes at him and pointed at his chest. “See, this is how we know this marriage is going to work: you are the worst liar I know.”
The corner of Anthony’s mouth twitched up into a small smile, his arm instinctively tightening around Kate’s. “I have to admit, it’s getting increasingly difficult to surprise you. Sometimes, I just have to get creative,” he said.
With a shake of her head, she teased, “Whatever am I going to do with you, Mr Bridgerton?”
Smiling at her, he took her left hand, now adorned with their matching golden band, kissed it, and raised his eyebrows, saying, “Whatever you want, Mrs Bridgerton.”
Behind them walked Benedict and Edwina, the exhausted maid of honour and best man, who eyed the bickering duo with caution.
“We won’t have to intervene, right?” he asked. “Because I feel like I wasted all my energy earlier stealing your aunt’s handbag so she wouldn’t smoke in the gardens.”
The woman scoffed. “No, they’re fine,” she replied. “They’re just walking so slowly that I’m about to kick out the next wedding guest and sit in their chair. Do you know how much it hurts to run after someone in heels?” As Benedict looked at her with a questioning expression, she explained, “We found a paparazzi hiding in the bushes when one of the security guards was on lunch break.”
Benedict let out a small chuckle, noticing that Anthony was also laughing in front of him, which made him feel sufficiently relieved. “Alright,” he said. “Now that the ceremony is finally over and everything hasn’t burnt to the ground, the next order of business...” He whispered, gesturing with his thumb to his own chest, not as a gesture towards himself, but to motion at the people behind them without drawing attention.
Edwina saw his gesture and understood immediately, shaking her head as she said, “Oh no, I’m not managing a single thing until I get a drink.”
“Who said anything about managing?” he asked, his forehead wrinkling as if she were crazy. “I’m talking about exchanging information. Weren’t you with them when they filmed the last movie?”
Her eyes widened and then slowly sparked with a mischievous smile. “Finally, someone to gossip with,” she declared, leaning conspiratorially towards him as she added, “Kate is no fun, you know?”
“Trust me, I know,” he replied. “Do you have any idea how long I’ve been trying to get something out of Anthony?” He made a cutting gesture in the air and added dramatically, “Nothing. He knows nothing, he saw nothing, there is nothing going on. It’s maddening.”
Colin eyed Benedict and Edwina with suspicion. The two were walking ahead of him, huddled together and whispering to each other, and the actor had simply been on that earth long enough not to notice when one of his siblings was up to something.
And Penelope looked to her right at Colin, realising he had been unusually quiet throughout the day and even the day before, if she were being honest. Yet, she hesitated to bring it up while they were still caught up in the ceremony.
Trailing behind, Gregory watched them with complete misery, briefly offering a strained smile to Kate’s cousin, who stood to his left, before they continued their silent walk.
“I have to admit, I agree with everyone else. There’s definitely something worth studying about your movie set.”
Penelope smiled at Daphne, who sat to her right, watching Kate and Anthony greet the guests. The blonde absentmindedly rocked her son’s turquoise pram, which coincidentally—or not—matched her dress.
“I swear we’re all normal,” the actress replied, her attention now fixed on the couple. “Most of us, anyway,” she joked.
“Why be normal?” Kate’s mother interjected from her seat across from the actress, taking a sip of her water. “Look at how well that turned out,” she continued, gesturing with her chin towards the married couple. “If I were you, I’d set my sights on the handsome one. What was his name again?” she asked, furrowing her eyebrows as Penelope felt her stomach churn. “Thomas.”
Hyacinth, sitting at the other end of the table, let out a laugh and shook her head. “Mrs Sharma, you’re officially the first person I’ve ever seen rooting for that ship.”
“That what?” the older woman asked, prompting smiles from everyone at the table, even Penelope, who couldn’t help but find humour in the situation.
“Trust me, you don’t want to know,” Eloise chimed in from Mrs Sharma’s right, patting her shoulder to emphasise her words.
“Thomas is a really...” Penelope began, struggling to find the right words to describe the eccentric man. “... nice guy. But we would never work. Not in a million years,” she added, chuckling at the mere thought.
“And what about my son, then?” Violet suddenly interjected.
Penelope widened her eyes, vaguely noticing all the Bridgerton women around her perk up, while Hyacinth sputtered champagne before launching into a fit of coughs.
“A—” Penelope opened and closed her mouth, her cheeks reddening. She felt as if she had been sucker-punched by the last person she expected, and she didn’t know how to defend herself. “I…”
“Which one?” Mrs Sharma innocently asked Violet, who was sitting to her left.
The Bridgerton matriarch raised one eyebrow, picked up her drink, and looked the redhead dead in the eye as she said, “Colin, of course.”
“Um.” Penelope cleared her throat, feeling as if her face could fry at least a dozen eggs as she reached for her water. “You know how we are, Mrs Bridgerton; Colin and I are just friends,” she answered with a small, nervous laugh.
“Of course, dear,” Violet replied, her tone as benevolent as ever. “But I do find that the best relationships are founded in friendship. Would you not agree, Mary?” she asked Kate’s mother, who nodded in agreement. “I’d just hate to watch two people that I love deeply miss an opportunity because it went unexplored.”
The redhead blinked, at a loss for words. In all her years of friendship with Colin, Violet, or anyone in his family, had never implied there were feelings between them. Unlike the fans, castmates, journalists—the entire world, really—the Bridgerton family knew them and saw her and Colin as they always were: platonic.
“I agree,” Daphne suddenly interjected. Penelope turned to her wide-eyed, but the woman continued casually drinking her lemonade as if her opinion was common knowledge and not completely mind-blowing.
“I do too,” said Francesca, of all people, and the actress looked at her with her eyebrows raised. The pianist, however, didn’t seem to notice anything unusual and continued with her ever-disarming sincerity, “You look lovely together, Pen.”
“Well, you all know how I feel about that,” Hyacinth cut in with an exaggerated exhale and a flourish of her hand. Penelope should have seen this coming; after all, Hyacinth was the one Bridgerton sibling who had suggested the same thing the night their second movie premiered. But considering Hyacinth hadn’t grown up with them, it was understandable. If there was one sibling who would see things that way, it would be her. But that didn’t mean anything.
As the actress still struggled to find the right words, everyone turned to Eloise, waiting for her input. She simply raised her hands and said, “I’m Switzerland… Don’t look at me.”
“That was not a no.” Hyacinth narrowed her eyes at her sister, knowing her too well to be fooled by that neutral act.
And so did Penelope, whose mind was a chaotic loop filled with the single thought: What on earth is happening right now?
Mary then offered a kind smile. “I think you’re overwhelming the poor girl,” she said, handing a glass of champagne to the bewildered redhead. “People can just be friends, after all. Have you considered that maybe he’s just not her type? Right, Penelope?” she asked politely.
The cruel irony was that he was exactly her type, but Penelope had to figure out how to protect herself from saying that without offending the Bridgerton women by implying that she thought Colin was ugly.
“No,” Penelope replied almost instinctively, causing everyone to halt in their tracks. “I mean, yes—no, I mean…” she stammered, taking a sip of her drink and wincing as it scorched her throat. “Colin is everyone’s type,” she faltered, feeling her hands become slick and clammy against the stem of the champagne flute. “It’s just that we... we are friends.” She shrugged weakly, glancing around the table and noting the sceptical looks from every pair of Bridgerton eyes until her gaze landed on Mrs Sharma.
Mary’s eyes suddenly shifted to something behind Penelope, then back at her with a small smile, motioning with her index finger for the actress to look over her shoulder.
Penelope turned around, her eyes landing on Colin. His hair was tousled and textured, with natural waves cascading loosely over his forehead, making him the very embodiment of everyone’s type in his black three-piece suit. He was beckoning her with a nod, as they were supposed to dance together after Kate and Anthony shared their first dance, just like the other pairs who participated in the ceremony.
Suppressing a sigh, Penelope murmured, “Excuse me,” before standing up on shaky legs to follow Colin, lacking the courage to look back at the knowing eyes of the women behind her.
Back at the table, the women watched with interest as the duo talked to each other, their gazes lingering as if each thought the other hung the stars and the moon.
“Mrs Sharma, are you really sure you didn’t know about that?” Hyacinth asked in disbelief, pointing at them.
Mary let out a small, gratified chuckle. “Of course, I knew. I was in another country, not another planet,” she replied, raising her glass and clinking it against Violet’s. The two widows watched the pair with satisfaction, while the other girls looked at them with wide eyes.
Eloise shook her head, perpetually astonished by her mother’s ingenuity. “Well played, Mum, well played,” she murmured just before also raising her champagne flute, the crystal tinkling against her mother’s.
“Should I ask what I just rescued you from?” Colin said, offering his arm for Penelope to take.
“Erm…” she grimaced as her hand delicately rested against his biceps. “Nothing too important, really.”
He looked at her for a moment, taking in her avoidant eyes and flushed cheeks, unsure if he believed her, especially considering how his family had been behaving lately.
“Right,” he said with a sigh as they approached the dance floor. They stood at the outskirts while Kate and Anthony were announced. People clapped as the newlyweds started their first dance, soon to be joined by the bridal party.
Penelope watched as the married couple danced together, smiling at one another and lost in their own world while everyone else looked on. Anthony pulled Kate slightly closer, raising his eyebrows and saying something that made her laugh, all while they moved perfectly to the instrumental music surrounding them. It stirred a bittersweet feeling in the pit of Penelope’s stomach—equal parts happiness and longing.
Then she looked at Colin, who was staring with that same grim expression she’d noticed earlier, a look that seemed to flicker when he thought no one was watching.
“Are you alright?” she asked.
Turning to her, he raised his eyebrows in surprise at the question. “Of course, Pen,” he replied. “Come on,” he said, gently pulling her toward the dance floor to their designated spot near the bride and groom.
The song’s gentle melody filled the air as Colin extended his left hand, gently holding her right, their fingers intertwined. Looking into his blue eyes, which required a surprising amount of neck craning given how close they were, Penelope realised they had never danced together before. It was strange, considering all the other experiences they had shared throughout their lives.
His gaze was fixed on hers, barely acknowledging their surroundings as they swayed together. His hand slid to rest on her upper back, his fingers brushing against her bare skin. Penelope tried to suppress a shiver but failed, biting her bottom lip as she averted her gaze to look around while they danced.
“What about you?” Colin asked. When she looked at him in confusion, he clarified, “Are you alright?”
“Yeah, I’m…” She cleared her throat as she searched for a lie, furrowing her brows as she tried to school her expression. “My head has just been full ever since yesterday, I guess, with…”
“The script, you mean?” he muttered, also averting his eyes as the kaleidoscopic lights of the dance floor painted his face in fleeting patterns of light and shadow.
Pressing her lips together, she had to admit that maybe her answer wasn’t such a lie but perhaps the heart of the problem. “Yeah,” she whispered.
“I haven’t…” he hesitated, swallowing hard before continuing, “felt that great since yesterday either, to be honest. It’s just…” He trailed off, finally looking back at her again, his expression flickering in a grimace as he said, “heavy”.
They looked at each other for a moment, the final notes of the song fading, the swirling colours of the other dancers a vibrant blur around them. Then Penelope nodded, her gaze flickering to her right, avoiding his eyes.
“But I guess we don’t have to worry about it, right?” she asked, a shaky, forced chuckle escaping her lips. They kept dancing with the others, even though they didn’t have to stay anymore. “We aren’t at war. That’s not… the kind of thing that would happen to us,” she said, knowing it was a lie the instant she spoke and that keeping Colin at arm’s length was the only way she could move forward with her life.
“Right,” he answered, his voice slightly raspy. “Unless you have to move because…”
Colin didn’t elaborate, but he didn’t really have to. Even without looking at him, she understood where he was going with that. Of course, he would be worried about Alfred constantly changing locations and possibly taking her with him, perhaps to live in a faraway country one day.
The idea made Penelope’s throat feel tight, and she unconsciously tightened her grip on his biceps. She offered another strained, unconvincing chuckle, as if to calm him, though she herself was far from calm.
“You truly don’t have to worry about that,” she said. “Alfred said he’s moving to London next year. Permanently.”
“What?” Colin exclaimed, his voice rising a few decibels. As Penelope finally looked back at him, he asked, “He’s…” He swallowed hard, clearly struggling to find the right words. “Giving up on his channel?”
She shook her head slightly and focused her gaze on the white shirt beneath his waistcoat. “Just changing how he’ll manage it,” she whispered.
The actor could only stare at the top of her head, feeling as if the air had been knocked out of his lungs. He didn’t need her to explain why the blonde had suddenly decided to stop travelling all over the world to settle in her city. He wasn’t stupid; the only surprising thing about that entire development was how long it had taken that idiotic man to finally make that decision.
“Pen...” he grimaced, struggling to articulate his many objections. “He shouldn’t have made you wait this long. This is not—”
“I’m the one who made him wait,” she interrupted, looking up at him for a moment before looking down and chewing on her bottom lip. “With everything that’s happening in my life, I just wasn’t ready. And I mean, I’m still not. We’re travelling to the other side of the world in a few months; it’s not like I’m staying still either.”
Colin didn’t know exactly what to say to that without sounding like every bit the deranged, jealous man. That if Penelope had been seeing the man for that long and never felt ready, then there was something obviously wrong with him? That maybe if Debling couldn’t handle her life as an actress, he should just shove it?
But before he could decide how to reply, she sighed.
“Honestly, things have been so hectic lately that I feel like I barely have time to think,” she said, suddenly resting her head on his chest and wrapping her arms around his back as they swayed together. “I just need a moment to breathe… before everything turns upside down again.”
She pressed her lips together, grateful he couldn’t see the tears she was fighting back. Because that was it, the end of the line, if she’d ever seen one. They had this last film, these last few months and scenes – fewer than before – and then it would all be over, each moving on to separate lives, separate families, because they had to, because she had to.
But in that moment, she didn’t have to do anything. She could just cling to Colin’s back, feeling the comforting rhythm of his heartbeat against her ear and the warmth of his body against her cheek.
Meanwhile, he froze, taken aback by the abrupt shift in their dancing position and feeling an inexplicable aversion to the tone of her voice. Perhaps he was imagining things and projecting his own sadness onto her words. Still, at that point in his life, he had a clear grasp of the hand fate had dealt him when it came to love.
Maybe if he’d been quicker, sharper to understand his feelings, she wouldn’t have fallen for someone else before Colin spoke up, before he made her see. But dwelling on those thoughts wouldn’t change reality. In fact, they wouldn’t alter reality even in a silly fictional film, would they?
Colin rested his chin on Penelope’s head, his hands gently circling her back as they swayed to the music. Closing his eyes, he savoured the moment while it lasted.
“Beautiful, aren’t they?” Agatha raised an eyebrow at Henry, who was taking the wedding pictures as requested by Benedict and was now focused on his favourite subjects over the years: Colin and Penelope.
The photographer glanced at the candid photo he had taken of them dancing on the camera’s LCD display, already imagining how stunning it would look in black and white. He turned to Agatha with a smirk, teasing her, “Why do I sense you saw this coming from the start?”
The woman simply shrugged, feigning innocence as he chuckled. Charlotte returned to the table then, noticing both the photographer and the dancing couple, and scoffed at the sight.
“Those two." She pointed at Colin and Penelope. “I knew they’d be a problem the moment I walked into that meeting room and saw them all over each other,” she said before sitting down beside her friend.
The photographer smiled at the two, then excused himself to allow them privacy, while Charlotte reached for her drink and took a long, hard sip.
“May I remind you that you were the one who told us not to change anything in the first film because you were bored?” Agatha asked, raising an eyebrow. “You can fool everyone else, my friend, but not me.”
“Yes… Likewise,” Charlotte replied, raising her own brow at the producer. “Which is why I’ve been waiting for a call from you for months now, and it never came. I wonder why.”
Agatha reached for her champagne, turning to watch the dancing couples as she asked, “Did you need me to call you?”
The writer stared at the side of her friend’s head and huffed, knowing she should have expected this. She looked at the golden liquid in her glass, swirling it while her eyes remained fixed on the bubbles. “I watched the film with George yesterday,” she said, seemingly changing the subject.
The producer turned to her, not saying anything and simply waiting for her to finish the story. If Charlotte was making a rare mention of her husband, there had to be a reason.
“You know how he is. He has… good days, bad days, and in-between days.” The writer explained, still focused on her drink. “Mostly bad,” she added with a sigh. “So much so, we sometimes forget about the others.”
Agatha nodded, fully aware of George’s condition, but she rarely dared to ask about such a sensitive topic since the diagnosis was made over a decade ago.
“You know, lately the kids have been trying to convince me to send him to an institution,” she added as if it were a mere anecdote, making Agatha raise her eyebrows. “But I said no. I’m the one living with him; I get to decide.” She pressed her lips together, saying, “I know life isn’t a fairytale, far, far from it. But I’m stubborn.”
“Charlotte…” the producer started as the woman finally took a sip of her drink. “
“But yesterday, when I came home after our… our table read, he was on one of his in-between days,” she continued, now also looking at the dancers as if Agatha hadn’t spoken at all. “And he gets really… agitated, but in a good way. Excited, happy. So, I decided to watch the second film with him again. He has seen it many times before, on his better days, but I think it helps him when he’s feeling this way, to watch something he enjoys.”
Agatha watched her friend, taking in the harsh lines and tense muscles that had settled onto her face. It was as if these expressions had become second nature, a mask forged from the struggles and challenges life had thrown at her.
“And… you know,” she went on, her voice catching slightly. “That was the first time I ever saw him cry because of it.” Her face tightened, as if recalling a painful memory. “I mean, he probably wasn’t entirely well, not entirely himself. But we were watching that cursed Leonidas and Nora scene – he’d always loved them, of course – and he suddenly turned to me and asked: ‘You’re not leaving me, are you, Lottie?’”
She blinked, her eyebrows furrowing as if she still couldn’t quite understand it. “I told him, of course not, that the idea was ridiculous. Because it was, even when everyone kept telling me it wasn’t worth it, the idea of me leaving him is just… ridiculous.”
Taking a deep breath, she swallowed hard, trying to control her emotions. “But it just kept replaying that conversation in my head. Long after we talked, as we ate dinner, all night, even today, as I dressed for the wedding. Until it dawned on me.”
Agatha frowned. “What?”
“Life.” Charlotte shrugged. “It has always felt incredibly dishonest to say that all our problems will be solved overnight with the sheer power of a feeling, to buy into this ridiculous, delusional, childish idea of love. Not everyone gets a happy ending just because they care for someone enough; it’s just not real. People die, they get sick, and sometimes feelings aren’t reciprocated. Sometimes they are, but they might forget all of the years you had together: the children, the hardships, and the joys—all of it—in the blink of an eye.” She grimaced as she spoke, feeling her words hit uncomfortably close to home as she glanced away from her friend and at the people dancing.
“But then I realised… I stayed, didn’t I? When all is said and done, even when I had every reason to give up, I still return home to George, to the man I know is still there despite it all. I chose the good days over the bad, hope over despair, and my affection for him over everything else. I made that choice.”
The writer turned to her friend, raising an eyebrow. “Love is real after all, if we want it to be.”
The producer raised her eyebrows, taken aback by the unexpected conclusion from her friend. All she had aimed for was to help the woman view her story from a different angle, not reflect on her entire life.
Charlotte then glanced again at Colin and Penelope, who seemed completely immersed in their own world, dancing and holding each other with their eyes closed. With a sigh, she said, “So,” trailing off before reaching for her phone inside her clutch. She tapped on it for a few seconds before tossing it onto the table in front of Agatha.
Her friend furrowed her brows as she picked up the device and read the text displayed on it. A smile spread across her face as she looked back up at the writer.
With a feigned humble shrug, Charlotte said, “I rewrote the last pages of the script on my way here.”
Notes:
PHEW (no, seriously PHEW)
Not much to say here except a reminder: I know that as the chapters happen everyone asks me "why haven't chapter x said y , done z or reacted like it was expected of them" and all I have to say is please note that just because something didn't happen /here, it doesn't it won't happen in the future *wink*.
And I have to say that this chapter was so gigantic that when I was writing the second half of it I needed to go back to the story to find some references and I wasn't finding them, and then it was because it was on the first half of the chapter LMAO.
That ALL being said, in my head seems like the next three chapters will be as long as the last ones I updated, so hopefully it won't take as long for me to write them. Here's to hoping again and again and again. I feel like if we get a chapter as long as this one again it will be the last two, but we shall see.
(And I changed the chapter count because as I said this was one chapter, not two, so we still have the same amount of chapters left.)
As always, I can't wait for your comments and kudos. You know I love talking to you guys, even if I know many of you are frustrated and all that, I'm here. I'm heeeere, take my hand, everything will be fine, Just feel free to vent, you guys know I love talking to you.
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Chapter 22: Kate Plus Eight
Summary:
The line between reality and fiction blurs as Colin and Penelope film their final scenes as Leonidas and Nora.
Notes:
Hello???? What is this? Me? Showing up after a reasonable amount of time???
Yes, you are seeing this correctly. This is not a prank, it's Chapter 22.
As mentioned previously, the next three chapters (including this one, so I suppose this chapter and the next two) will be shorter. At least, they will be shorter by my standards. This doesn't mean they aren't important. It's just that I know they will be brief in my mind.
The reasons for this are many:
1. In Act 3, our pacing is picking up, so be ready for that.
2. We have already established a lot in the story, so there's no need to add unnecessary scenes just to make the chapter long. I like all my scenes to serve a purpose and not just drag things out (which is amusing given the number of words I've written for this fic, I know LOL)
Finally, I realize that certain points of view and situations in Chapter 22 are not completely fleshed out, and there's a reason for that. These three chapters form a unit....of sorts (?), and they will complement each other in ways that won’t make sense until Chapter 24 is released i believe
That being said, LET'S GO
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
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Lora Daily ✪ @dailylora
Happy first day of production for those who celebrate it!
| 𝔠𝔞𝔯𝔩𝔬𝔰 @carlosbton
@dailylora already??
| mimi @leonidasn0raxx
@carlosbton@dailylora I thought they were still in London?
| 🌸Hilly🌸 @hilllaryss
@leonidasn0raxx@carlosbton@dailylora they are theyre filming in studio
Dee @warofthorns
Colin Bridgerton sir 🥵🥵🥵
| Maria Gomes ⚔️ @englishmansw1fe
@warofthorns these new outfits are just *chef’s kiss*
| Dee @warofthorns
@englishmansw1fe cant wait for our boy to finally shine
| fi is tired @fifigrande
@warofthorns@englishmansw1fe dont be optimistic knowing this production all his screetime will go to #her
| Dee @warofthorns
@englishmansw1fe@fifigrande urgh dont remind me
| Maria Gomes ⚔️ @englishmansw1fe
@warofthorns@fifigrande remember when leonidas used to have a personality outside being a love interest? Good times
⋆。 ゚☁︎。 ⋆。 ゚☾ ゚。 ⋆ Dan @leo_norax
Im so nervous i cant BREATHE
| Ro @roroswift
@leo_norax honestly after everything they put me through they just better get those two together
| Van ▶• ılıılıılılılııılıılı. @mus1c_l0rD
@roroswift@leo_norax SAME LIKE IF I CAN’T GET A HAPPY ENDING IRL JUST GIVE ME ON THE SCREEN
| billie @noraswsift
@mus1c_l0rD@roroswift@leo_norax knowing charlotte I say we’re doomed on both fronts
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‘The Sword and the Heart’ Officially Kicks Off Production On Third & Final Movie
By Rosamund Carter
The highly anticipated third instalment of Danbury Productions and Universal Studios’ epic ‘The Sword and the Heart’ saga, ‘The Southern Crown’, has officially kicked off production. While this may mark the conclusion of the acclaimed series, the cast and crew are making sure it ends on a high note.
A new social media video (below) was released on Monday morning, officially kicking off production and showing the beloved cast returning to the studio with a glimpse of behind-the-scenes action.
Additionally, Danbury Productions has dropped a first-look photo of Colin Bridgerton, Thomas Dorset and Kate Sharma-Bridgerton as Leonidas, Dorieus and Marjorie, at center.
The familiar faces of Dolores Stowell, Edward Hall, Emma Kenworthy and Margaret Goring surround the royal trio, among others. Notably absent from the image are Penelope Featherington and Cressida Cowper, which comes as no surprise given their roles in this final chapter.
Crew members informed DEADLINE that they are preparing to return production to New Zealand in a few months, for the Kiwi fans waiting to see the stars.
As Penelope set off for Heathrow for the third time, bound for New Zealand, she wasn’t alone. However, unlike before, Colin wasn’t the one by her side.
“Call me when you arrive,” Alfred said as he wheeled her burgundy carry-on toward her, the sounds of chattering and hurried footsteps echoing around them in the departures area.
The actress pressed her lips together and nodded, not looking forward to the prospect of 30 hours of travel alone. She glanced at Alfred, who appeared exhausted from the apartment-hunting he had been doing in recent days, and felt guilty for talking so little during the drive to the airport.
“I’m sorry to be leaving. I wish I could help you more with…” she trailed off, not needing to explain that she meant helping him find a place to live in London. But with filming for The Sword and The Heart already underway in the city, Penelope had been spending most of her days by Cressida’s side, leaving little time for flat hunting with Alfred.
Strangely, ever since Anthony and Agatha opted for a hybrid approach this time, balancing location shoots with studio work, she hadn’t been seeing Colin every day either. All her scenes with him were being shot in New Zealand, where he already was, as his on-location work far outweighed hers.
Not that it mattered much, how many scenes she had or didn’t have with him, because all her previous worries had been for nothing. Charlotte, as expected, had changed nothing about the story except for that one kiss scene in the second movie, the one Penelope would remember for the rest of her life.
But she fought back the crushing disappointment, reminding herself it was all for the best. She was finally free to move on with her life.
Her lips then curved into a strained smile as she looked at the blond man. “I won’t be spending that much time there this time, so I’ll be back before you know it,” she reassured him.
Nodding, he leaned in and kissed her cheek, his standard goodbye. He then paused for a moment, still standing close to her, his eyes roaming around her face as if he were waiting for something. Penelope gazed back at him and made the decision she knew she should have made ages ago, leaning in to give him a quick peck on the lips.
She then stepped back as if it were nothing, turning to sling her handbag over the handle of her suitcase, her mouth a tight line as she battled to suppress her doubts and fears.
Alfred, used to her avoidance when they got close to defining things, simply watched her. “I’m going to look for apartments for two,” he announced.
Penelope paused, her gaze still on her suitcase, before turning back to him. The man wore a knowing expression, as if he could read every thought racing through her mind, despite her best efforts to hide them.
He slipped his hands into his jacket pockets, took a deep breath, and began, “Penelope, listen, you and I, we’re a lot alike. Rational, practical, and unaffected by all this…” he gestured vaguely with one hand, “…useless and superficial pressure from our dating circle. I really like that about you, among other things…” he mumbled, sighing before continuing. “So I understand what it feels like to be overwhelmed by suffocating relationships. There are so many more fascinating things in the world than worrying about who I’m going to cuddle or sleep with next. I just want my freedom, and I know you want yours too. But… the fact is, I know I’m getting older, and I do want to settle down soon—with you, preferably.”
Her eyes widened slightly, and her stomach plummeted at his words. The worst part was that despite his somewhat vague speech, she understood his meaning. Alfred was indeed a pragmatic man, unfazed by trivial feelings, but he wasn’t a robot. She knew there would come a day when even he would lose his patience.
“And I may look levelheaded, but I’m not naive,” he continued as she remained silent. “I know you have personal matters to settle during this shoot. You don’t have to tell me now, or ever. It’s truly none of my business. But when you come back, all I ask is that you be honest with me. Because if you decide that this is what you want, I’ll rent an apartment for two,” he stated.
Penelope’s heart raced in her chest at his candid words, with emotions that she could hardly put into words. What Alfred had just told her was exactly what she needed: an escape from the fear of ending up old and alone, a worry that had lingered in her mind for far too long. It made sense, too, because they got along well, and he was not unpleasant to look at. Yet he was wrong about one thing—she was not like him. She was not practical, and definitely not rational. Most of the time, she felt like she was just nitpicking his flaws and her negative feelings as an excuse not to move forward with him.
But deep down, she knew it was senseless to turn away from someone genuinely interested in her, a decent man who was waiting for her. Now she feared that she might be ruining things for good, stuck in her overemotional fantasy world while real life was knocking at her door.
So, Penelope nodded, agreeing to his terms. She left for New Zealand, knowing she was only buying herself time. Nothing that happened there could change reality, anyway.
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Simon: ????
Benedict: hello?
Francesca: what’s happening
Hyacinth: welcome everyone
Kate: ?
Kate: I’m flattered but confused
Gregory: what even is this name
Hyacinth: the tv show??
Anthony: Kate was never in any tv show
Hyacinth: not her you idiot
Hyacinth: kate plus 8 tv show
Hyacinth: its a joke
Eloise: the chat is a joke?
Hyacinth: NO JUST THE NAME
Hyacinth: u are all hopeless
Gregory: it doesnt even make sense bc its kate plus 9 of us
Hyacinth: no its 8 bc Colin isnt here
Eloise: what? why?
Francesca: just add him hya, that’s really mean
Daphne: I’ll add him
Hyacinth: NO DONT
Anthony: Hyacinth tell us what is happening right now
Hyacinth: HOW ARE WE GONNA TALK ABT HIM AND PEN IF HES HERE
Benedict: oooooooooohhhhhhhhh
Gregory: urgh i hate it here
Hyacinth: greg get over yourself they love each other its obvious
Gregory: no need to remind me
Gregory: i saw that stupid scene
Anthony: should i send you all straight to therapy? they are actors
Gregory: please
Gregory: i know my brother
Gregory: i saw it in his eyes
Gregory: he bloody loves her
Gregory: so
Gregory: for his happiness
Gregory: ill have to step aside and let him have a chance
Simon: you what?
Benedict: HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Daphne: Greg…
Eloise: sure greg
Hyacinth: I literally just died from laughing and came back to life
Simon: ok now focusing on a serious subject
Simon: why didnt I get a group chat when I joined the family?
Hyacinth: bc kate can actually give us information abt them while ure useless to the cause?
Simon: excuse me?
Simon: I’m useless to the cause?
Simon: I’ll have you know ive done more for the cause than all of you combined
Eloise: ??????
Daphne: simon what are you talking about
Daphne: is this about that day
Eloise: what did you do
Hyacinth: what day???
Simon: not important
Simon: since im apparently /useless
Daphne: damn it hyacinth undo it
Daphne: he’s the biggest grudge holder i know
Daphne: we’ll never know what it is now
Hyacinth: nah
Hyacinth: hes got nothing
Hyacinth: im calling his bluff
Simon: suit yourself
Gregory: can we please focus?
Hyacinth: right
Hyacinth: now that colin and pen are back to filming
Hyacinth: kate can tell us what is truly going on between them
Hyacinth: so we can do something abt it
Daphne: not that i doubt those two can’t handle things on their own but do what?
Francesca: i don’t understand
Francesca: wasn’t anthony with them all of this time?
Hyacinth: yeah but anthony is also useless
Gregory: LMAO
Benedict: no arguing there
Anthony: for crying out loud
Kate: …
Kate: love
Kate: you do have to admit you’re a bit blind when it comes to your brother and pen
Anthony: what??? of course not
Anthony: there’s nothing to see
Benedict: my sources disagree
Hyacinth: sources what sources
Anthony: what sources?
Benedict: wouldn’t you like to know
Kate: anthony
Kate: what about what happened today?
Gregory: ????????????????????
Benedict: ?
Hyacinth: WHAT HAPPENED TODAY
Eloise: what happened?????
Anthony: what about it?
Anthony: it’s not that uncommon
Anthony: it happens to the best of actors sometimes
Kate: anthony…
Daphne: ok kate just ignore him and tell us
Benedict: step aside for a moment while the adults talk anthony
Anthony: really
Anthony: and are the adults in the room with us?
Hyacinth: HOW DO U KNOW THAT MEME
Gregory: will all of u shut up and let kate talk
Anthony is currently typing…
Hyacinth: Anthony
Hyacinth: if ure sending ndas to this chat
Hyacinth: im going to kill u
Anthony: good luck because you’ll never reach me here
Hyacinth: fine then ill get kate to do it for me
…
Anthony: Kate??
Kate: oh right
Kate: i charge per hour
Simon: WILL YOU ALL JUST BE QUIET BRIDGERTONS I WANT TO KNOW WHAT HAPPENED
Anthony: fine
Anthony: but if this information gets out anywhere
Anthony: I’m suing all of you
Anthony: except kate of course
Gregory: of course
Kate: So
Kate: We were filming the scene where leonidas rescues nora
Three sequences.
That was how many scenes Colin and Penelope shared in their last film together. To Charlotte, that was the number that felt fitting for Leonidas and Nora, after everything they had been through.
But the actor had to admit he saw her vision. After all, that was life, wasn’t it? It didn’t matter how many moments you shared with someone, how many bumps in the road you conquered, or how deeply you loved them. At the end of the day, people still walked their separate ways.
And just like that, what had once been months of filming together turned into only one month, tucked away between the endless weeks Colin had to spend running around the set.
Surprisingly, Penelope found herself less busy than he was, mainly shooting in more remote locations alongside Cressida, as Nora spent much of the film in captivity. In contrast, Colin had to navigate various sets and manage multiple co-stars, balancing scenes where his character, Leonidas, teamed up with Dorieus and Marjorie for the climactic battle against Catherine, followed by the aftermath of his character’s rise to king of the South nation.
Anthony had warned him against exhausting himself, and Penelope had as well, for that matter. But the truth was, things in his life felt completely out of control lately. Namely, how he was perceived by the public and how the woman he loved belonged to someone else. The one thing he could control was his career, and that was what he was going to focus on—even if it required every ounce of his sweat and blood: his acting would be nothing short of absolutely perfect on that film.
Whatever the cost, whether it was his nights of sleep or his sanity, and it very well could be just that, considering the emotions he would need to summon from deep within to get it right.
And so, there he was, taking a deep breath as he surveyed the open field, cast and crew bathed in the dramatic glow of torches and carefully placed lights, filming into the night.
He stood in scorched grass, his white tunic carefully dirtied and torn, his brown pants streaked with mud, as if he had just come from an extensive fight. His makeup artist swiftly reapplied fake blood and dirt to his face as Anthony barked out orders to adjust the lighting and camera angles, also asking the crew to turn on the fan and prepare embers to float through the air before they started filming again.
Kate and Cressida were nearby, also getting their makeup retouched. The former’s dress was torn and darkened as if it had been set on fire, and the latter had an enormous bloodstain on her abdomen since Leonidas had stabbed Catherine in that scene.
The actual battle sequence that preceded this moment hadn’t been shot that day; the different parts of that very long sequence were filmed on distinct days with various groups, due to the actors’ schedules. However, this was the first day that Colin and Penelope were finally shooting together again as a pair, rather than just being separate participants in an action scene.
And there she was, lying on the ground, her hair slightly longer as Nora, haphazardly strewn about with fake ashes stuck to the strands. Soil and blood smeared her cheeks, and her usual beige shirt, brown leather vest, and brown pants were torn and stained. The makeup supervisor then poured a pool of fake blood beside her head.
Colin shut his eyes, inhaling deeply, focusing on staying in character. Just earlier that evening, they had filmed the scene where Leonidas discovered Nora in Catherine’s throne room. Seeing Penelope tied and gagged as Cressida taunted him already stirred up uncomfortable emotions, causing him to yell a little too realistically at the blonde. But for that next scene… he knew precisely what emotions, what thoughts, he’d have to conjure. And it wouldn’t be pretty.
The crew then set up the cameras around Penelope as Anthony called out for everyone to take their places. The actor breathed in again, looking at the woman he loved and forcing himself to confront the idea—the reality—of living the rest of his days without her.
“Action”, his brother called.
Staring at Penelope’s limp and motionless body, a guttural scream erupted from Colin’s throat. “NORA!”
Cressida let out a bitter laugh behind him, hunching over as she held her stomach. “You really were always so stupid,” she spat.
In the background, Kate simply raised her prop sword, feigning a final stab at Cressida’s character, their figures a blur as Colin rushed to Penelope. Kneeling, he saw her eyes shut, her skin so pale, his own wide and brimming with tears.
“No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no,” he muttered, his gaze sweeping over her before he cupped her face. “Nora, open your eyes,” he pleaded, shaking her head gently in his hands, her head lolling side to side as if she truly were dead.
“Open your eyes,” he repeated, his voice raspy. “Please,” he begged.
His eyes fell to the side of her head, caked with blood, and he covered the wound with his hand as if to staunch the flow, before looking back at her face, his thumb caressing her cheek. “Don’t leave me,” he breathed.
Her expression remained still and unresponsive, and his face twisted in pain. “Please. Do you need me to say it? I'll say it. You were right all along, right as always,” he croaked. “And I was just a stupid boy running away, chasing shiny things and falling for the wrong people because I was too scared to face reality. I’m sorry,” he sobbed, tears freely flowing down his face, dripping from his chin. He grimaced, his voice strained. “I’m so sorry, Nora. I left you all alone. You were there for me our entire lives, and I left you, like a coward.”
He took a deep breath, trying not to choke up as he sobbed. “I know that you hate me, I know that things will never be the same, but I just need you to do me this one last favour and come back. Just this last one, please?” he whined, sniffing back the tears. “I will do anything you ask, I swear, no sarcasm, no jokes, because…we’re Leonidas and Nora. Why would you want me to live in this world if you’re not in it?” he asked, looking for any sign that she could hear him.
When her expression remained unchanged, his face contorted in agony once more. He let out another sob, burying his face in her shoulder as he wept, the embers swirling around them in the night.
“Cut,” Anthony said quietly, not wanting to disrupt the sombre atmosphere on set with a loud command.
Penelope opened her eyes, knowing they were damp from what she’d just heard. She inhaled, rubbing a finger on her eyelid, trying to stem the tears threatening to spill from the corners of her eyes. Taking another breath, she placed her hands on the ground to push herself up, but realised her friend was still a deadweight on top of her.
“Did they hear me?” Anthony asked the crew around him, puzzled as to why the two actors were still on the ground. Behind him, John and Rae watched the pair in confusion.
“Colin?” she asked, frowning. However, he didn’t answer; instead, his shoulders shook, and she realised he was still crying. Blinking, Penelope placed a hand on his shoulder to get his attention. “Colin,” she repeated.
The actor, however, remained in the same position, weeping inconsolably, and it didn’t take long for Penelope to realise what was happening. Her other hand flew to the back of his head, tangling her fingers in his tresses. “I’m here, Colin, I’m here,” she said, as a sob still wracked him. “Everything is alright,” she reassured him, tugging slightly at his hair roots to keep him grounded
As his crying softened, she saw it as a promising signal and sat up, holding Colin close to her, with her arms wrapped tightly around him. “Everything is fine,” she whispered against his neck, her hands gripping his shoulder blades.
The two assistants quickly moved toward their bosses, but Anthony raised his hand to signal them to hold back, as he realised something was wrong. He walked towards the actors, his forehead creased as he looked at Penelope, silently questioning her. Glancing at the director from behind Colin’s shoulder, she muttered, “He was still in character,” as an explanation, while rubbing soothing circles on her friend’s back.
Raising his eyebrows, the eldest Bridgerton brother blinked for a moment at the situation before shifting into problem-solving mode. He instructed the cast and crew to stop watching and get back to their tasks to give them some space. Kate, who had stepped out of her position after he’d called cut, shot him a questioning glance, but the director simply shook his head, as if to say he’d explain later.
Meanwhile, Penelope continued to hold Colin silently, waiting for him to compose himself. Finally, he hugged her back, covering his face with one hand as he sniffled.
Anthony glanced at them again, his eyes fixed on Penelope, as if asking how things were, and she nodded, signalling that everything was under control. She leaned back slightly from Colin to get a good look at him, his face now reddened and wet, and her hands went up to cradle it.
“Everything is alright,” she reassured him, searching for his gaze as she wiped his cheeks with her thumbs. “See?” she asked, and he nodded, rubbing his eyelid with the knuckle of his index finger. “How are you feeling?”
“I’m fine,” he croaked.
She bit her bottom lip, sensing he was improving but still unhappy with his state. “That’s good. How about we grab something to eat, huh?” she suggested.
“Good idea,” Anthony said, crouching down to look at them, his hands resting on his thighs. “Take the rest of the evening off,” he declared, giving Penelope a meaningful glance.
She nodded at him before reaching for Colin’s forearms, attempting to help him up along with her. “Don’t make me lift you up. Aren’t you the one always bragging that you’re twice my size?” she joked, trying to lift his spirits.
A shaky smile curved his lips, and once they stood, she placed her hand on his lower back, rubbing it reassuringly. He wrapped an arm around her shoulders, his fingers digging lightly into her scalp, caressing it as he took a deep breath.
“Come on,” she said, pulling him towards the golf cart, ready to go back to the base camp, leaving their assistants behind and disregarding the fact that they needed to change out of their costumes and remove their makeup.
“Pen, I’m fine,” he mumbled as they reached their destination, and she tugged him toward her trailer by the arm.
She ignored him, creating the ridiculous sight of a short, red-haired woman dragging a six-foot man until she finally sat him down at her table. “Just stay here. I’m going to get you water,” she said.
He gave her a half-hearted glare, which looked even less menacing given his red eyes and the dried tears on his cheeks.
Turning, she headed toward the tiny kitchen, noisily opening and closing cabinets until she found the tallest glasses. A few water bottles stood by her sink, and she reached for one, spilling its contents into a glass. Colin watched her, still lacking the energy to be exasperated, until his attention was drawn to a sudden vibration on the table. He whipped his head towards it, only then realising Penelope’s phone had been there the whole time, now flashing Alfred as it received a call.
His stomach churned uncomfortably, and for a moment, he seriously considered declining the call while she was distracted. However, he didn’t even have time to hate himself for the thought as Penelope soon approached him with his water. Leaning over the table, she handed him the glass and pressed the reject button right in front of him.
The actor blinked, thinking that half-second held the power to make his entire week better in a way few things on earth could. He looked up at Penelope, who arched an eyebrow, and finally gulped down his drink before she could scold him. Extending his hand, he returned the tumbler to her, and she took it before heading back to the sink.
She turned on the tap, and cold water splashed as she washed the glassware. “So, I was thinking… maybe we should go out for dinner. I checked the catering menu today, and it’s lentil stew,” she commented, wrinkling her nose in distaste.
Colin took a deep breath, knowing why she suggested that, even if he wasn’t a fan of the dish himself. “Pen, you don’t have to,” he said, his voice slightly hoarse as he rubbed one of his eyes. “Besides, I’m not even hungry.”
Turning off the faucet, she faced him immediately, and he quickly realised his mistake. He could see it in her eyes as she raised her eyebrows.
When wasn’t Colin Bridgerton hungry?
“Well, I’m starving,” she replied, returning her focus to the countertop as she reached for a tea towel to dry her hands. “And we have the evening free, so will you keep me company or not?”
Sighing, he decided it was a lost cause and answered, “You know I will.”
Before the actress could respond, there was a knock at the door. As she told whoever it was to come in, both their assistants peeked their heads through the doorway, as if fearing they were interrupting something.
“Um,” John began, “Costume and makeup were asking for you, but if you need more time—”
“No,” Penelope shook her head. “We should return these outfits before they kill us.” With a sigh, she added, “And take this makeup off before we ruin our skincare routine,” looking at Colin, hoping he would find humour in the situation.
He gave her a small, exasperated smile, and she counted that as a victory before saying, “Alright, meet me at the unit car park in twenty minutes. I’m driving.”
Raising his eyebrows at her, he finally decided to comply. He figured he must look terrible if she was offering that.
The doors creaked open, revealing the familiar, dimly lit room. As usual, a chaotic symphony surrounded them: loud music thumped while drunken laughter echoed off the walls. Groups, flushed and boisterous, clustered around scarred wooden tables, and the unmistakable aroma of stale beer and greasy food lingered in the air.
Penelope and Colin exchanged a glance, unable to believe they were back there. Yet, it remained the closest and, ironically, most reliable dining spot near their set. So, with a shrug, Penelope walked toward the cleanest vacant table she could find.
Her hands reached for the usual laminated menu, not minding the grease on it as she scanned the options, hoping to find something new. Colin sat across from her, watching the woman silently. Her skin was slightly flushed, likely due to the makeup crew’s effort to remove all the makeup from her face. Her red hair was pulled up in a messy ponytail, with only traces of fake blood clinging to it at that point.
His stomach growled, and he glanced down at it in surprise. When he looked up again, Penelope was looking at him with a knowing smile.
“Here,” she said, handing the menu to him. “Now I’m officially reassured.”
“I told you I was fine,” he mumbled, accepting the plastic-covered card and practically hiding his blushing face behind it as he began to read.
As he pondered which hamburger to pick, the table began to vibrate again. His eyes darted to Penelope’s phone just in time to see her decline another call from Alfred’s. And suddenly, he felt even hungrier.
“Hey, I know you,” a voice called from Colin’s right. Just as he thought it was a fan interrupting them in their inviolable, tumultuous bar, he looked up to see none other than Jeremy, the wise, drunk New Zealander who wouldn’t leave him alone on the fateful night he first kissed Penelope. Standing next to him was Dana, the bartender, or perhaps former bartender, now showcasing a large, pregnant belly.
Jeremy then looked at the redhead and noticed that she and Colin were together, a wide grin spreading across his face that Colin recognised as a misunderstanding in his mind.
“My boy,” he said, proudly placing a hand on Colin’s shoulder.
Penelope frowned, showing a myriad of wrinkles on her forehead as she watched the interaction, not recognising the man talking to them at all.
“I’ll leave you two to it, then,” Jeremy said, exiting as swiftly as he had appeared, while Dana rolled her eyes at him. She then looked at the pair at the table and pulled a notepad from her pocket.
“What can I get for you?” she asked, resting her arms over her very round abdomen.
Colin tilted his head at the unusual sight as Penelope told him what she wanted to order, then looked at Colin and waited for him to do the same. Once the bartender—who might also be the waitress, the actor wasn’t sure—finally left, the redhead turned to him with a questioning look.
“What was that?” she asked
He hesitated, not wanting to dredge up inconvenient memories, and just shook his head, waving a dismissive hand. “Just a fan, I guess.” He cleared his throat, shifting in his seat, eager to change the subject. “So… did Charlotte and Agatha talk to you?”
“No…” she trailed off, her voice lowering to a whisper. “Not yet.” Her eyes then searched his, almost afraid to ask. “Do you know what they want?”
Colin simply shook his head, not daring to speculate. He figured that if it was something important, they would have scheduled a meeting with Tilley. But before he could mention that he had barely had any free time for a meeting that week, Penelope’s phone began vibrating again.
Both of them glanced at it simultaneously. Colin figured the polite thing to do would be to tell her she could just answer it, that it was fine, but he wasn’t that evolved as a person. However, Penelope huffed and rejected the call again, which made him feel a bit too elated.
“Um,” he scratched the back of his head. “Is everything alright?” he asked, figuring that saying nothing might seem suspicious.
With a sigh, she replied, “Yes, just…” she trailed off. “I was offered a role in Branagh’s next Agatha Christie adaptation,” and as Colin’s eyebrows shot up, she raised a hand to stop any assumptions. “It’s a minor, very minor role, and I received the call just this week. But they’re doing Murder in Mesopotamia, so—”
“You’ll have to film on location again,” he finished for her, noticing Dana approaching with their fries and drinks on a silver tray. He leaned back as she placed them on the table, then straightened up as she left.
Penelope looked at him, trying not to dwell on how odd it was that Alfred knew about the casting before Colin. It happened almost by accident, after a casual mention during a conversation. They had been talking often due to her frequent calls, while her best friend was extremely busy filming every single day. Still, it was disheartening to see how life seemed to unfold on its own terms.
"Exactly,” she finally answered, reaching for one of the shiny, crispy potato strips. Despite its tempting appearance, it did little to lift her mood.
The actor watched her, unsure how to broach the subject. He could be supportive, pointing out that a minor role meant less than a week away. Or, he could give in to jealousy and ask what the Youtuber had to do with it if he wasn’t her boyfriend. But maybe he was now, and Colin really, truly, did not want to hear that.
“But why…” Colin trailed off, reaching for a fry himself as he attempted to act nonchalant. “What does that have to do with him calling you?”
Grimacing slightly, she handed him one of the paper-wrapped straws beside her before tearing open hers and plopping it into her Coke Zero. “Next year he… he’s doing one last big trip before…” she trailed off, slurping her drink as if it would shield her from having to articulate the words.
“Moving to London?” he asked, hating himself for bringing it up. She nodded. He pressed his lips together, tapping his straw on the table as she continued to drink.
“He has options, but since I might be in Jordan, he was thinking about travelling to that region,” she explained, placing a hand over her mouth as the bubbles tickled her throat. “That way, he can visit.”
“Right,” he answered, his appetite waning despite the pile of fries before him. Then something caught his attention, and before he could stop himself, he blurted out, “Why aren’t you answering him, then?”
Her eyes widened slightly, knowing the most honest answer would have been because I was completely focused on you. But there was a second, equally valid reason, which spilt out in her nervousness.
“Because I’m not sure if I want him to visit.”
His eyebrows arched in surprise, and he fought the urge to smile as he picked up a fry. “Um,” he began, clearing his throat while a grain of salt momentarily caught in his airway. “Pen, if you don’t like the guy—”
“No, that’s not it,” she interrupted, grimacing as her cheeks flushed. She knew that could be, in fact, it—though not entirely the issue at that moment. “It’s just… we all need some time to ourselves, you know?”
He furrowed his brow at her, finally dropping his straw into his drink and taking a sip. From what he understood, Debling usually spent months away when working on his channel, so one would think that gave Penelope a lot of space. Not that Colin was complaining.
She bit her lip, noticing his confusion, and realised that while he wasn’t the first to know about her newest project, he certainly couldn’t be the last to hear about her plans for the following year. He was her best friend, so it made no sense to keep it from him, and it would be upsetting to hear it from anyone else.
“I’m just… worried I might not get much time later.” As he looked at her in confusion, she added, “I think… he’ll ask me to move in with him. Not immediately, of course, but—”
“What,” Colin interrupted, his hand pausing mid-air around his cup, as if the lively chatter of the bar had vanished, replaced by silence. “Pen, what…” he started, taking a breath, his mind abandoning its attempt to rein him in. “Where is this coming from? I thought you said you weren’t dating?”
She blinked at his sharp tone, which was unlike anything she had heard from him before. The worst part was that he wasn’t wrong, she was also second-guessing Alfred’s proposition. Still, she had hoped that saying it aloud would elicit congratulations and help her feel like this was just a normal step in someone’s life, rather than making her feel anxious. Yet, she had to hear it from Colin, of all people, that she was indeed in over her head. Suddenly, the unfairness of it all hit her in a way that made her feel irrational.
“I told you he was moving to London,” she replied, looking at him as if that outcome was obvious, even though she herself had questioned it. But that was what should happen in normal relationships, wasn’t it? It had certainly happened to a thousand of his before.
“Yes, but…” he trailed off, furrowing his eyebrows and feeling foolish as he tried to articulate his thoughts. “Pen, do you even know him well enough to—”
“I thought that’s what dating was for,” she retorted, defensive.
“Not necessarily,” he shot back. “You need to like the person first,” he said, shrugging dramatically.
“And who says I don’t?” she snapped.
“You don’t even want to spend four days with the guy,” he said, his eyes widening pointedly. He figured at least five percent of his brain was still functioning since he managed to stop himself from adding not that I blame you.
Penelope’s mouth dropped in offence, cheeks flushing in anger, and she realised something odd: they were fighting. She and Colin were fighting. That never happened. In over twenty years, they had gotten upset with each other multiple times—even with her ending their friendship once—but this back-and-forth yelling? That had never happened. It just wasn’t them.
“I’m…” Colin squeezed his eyes shut, Penelope’s expression sobering him instantly. He shook his head. “I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to—”
“No, it’s fine,” she replied, running a hand through her hair as she turned her gaze away. “I’m sorry too, I…” She closed her eyes, realising she’d overreacted. She’d dragged him out to cheer him up and then ended up yelling at him in her usual rubbish-friend style. “I know you’re just looking out for me, Colin. I’m sorry. It’s been a really long day.”
Colin grimaced, guilt washing over him. He hadn’t lashed out from pure intentions as Penelope believed, but from jealousy. “I…” he trailed off, chewing on his bottom lip, trying to recall the part of him that would have once approached the conversation only as her friend. “I just want you to be with someone who truly makes you happy, Pen.”
Nodding, she forced herself to meet his gaze. “I know,” she said, offering a strained smile before he could see the truth in her expression. Because, unlike what he believed, she was capable of maintaining a perfectly straight face; she had been perfecting it for years. “He does, I promise.”
He pressed his lips together and searched her eyes, trying to suppress the urge to act like a jealous fool, looking for reasons to criticise her relationship once again. The reality was that he truly wanted her to be happy, even if that happiness didn’t involve him.
It wasn’t until Colin returned to his trailer that he finally allowed himself to breathe again. Because it was becoming increasingly difficult to do so around Penelope.
It wasn’t her fault, of course. Bless her heart, his friend was only trying to help after his very public meltdown. She couldn’t possibly have guessed that what he needed most that day wasn’t a reminder that their time together was on a proverbial clock. That they only had these last few weeks of filming before it ended, before they moved on to other projects, different schedules, seeing each other from time to time as she gradually moved on with her life, with Debling by her side.
Colin sighed as he slumped at his kitchen table, the trailer remaining dim since he hadn’t bothered to turn on the lights. His mind drifted to all the stories he had read and acted out, contemplating the inevitable neutrality of life. No fantasies here, no last-minute happy endings to rescue you from reality. It was funny; he once loved that grounded perspective, probably because he never imagined living it. Nobody ever thinks they’ll be the sorry bastard stuck in such a reality until it happens to them.
Suddenly, a rustling noise broke his gloomy thoughts. He turned his head toward the sound and realised it was a stack of papers being shoved under his door. Furrowing his eyebrows, he walked over to investigate and quickly recognised it as a script. It wasn’t unusual for production assistants to send over altered screenplays at the most random hours without any warning. So when Colin picked it up, he thought nothing of it.
Until he noticed the pages that had been altered.
As it turned out, Colin was right. The only thing he didn’t expect was that they would need only one conversation with Tilley.
Penelope, meanwhile, stared at the cherry-coloured script pages, probably for the thousandth time. Even as she sat at the hair and makeup table, mere minutes from being driven to set, she still couldn’t quite believe it. Because of course, the universe had played this one last, cruel joke on her.
Talia watched her in the mirror, rearranging bottles and compacts. Familiar with the colour coding in scripts, she recognised Penelope was reading one of its many revisions. Odd, considering the script revisor had only given the hair and makeup team generic instructions for the scene, leaving them with an older version of the text.
And it could mean nothing, as screenplays often underwent both minor and major revisions, and their department was often not given priority for updates. However, the look on Penelope’s face suggested it could be something more.
“There,” Penelope’s hairstylist said, resting her hands on the actress’s shoulders as they both looked at her reflection in the mirror. For this scene, Penelope didn’t need a wig anymore, asNora’s hair had grown during the months of captivity and the weeks spent in a coma after being hit on the head by Catherine. The redhead’s natural hair, now trimmed lightly at the ends, cascaded in messy, medium-length waves.
“I must say, that’s your best work,” the actress said, having made no secret of her hatred for the wig, though the ashen, messy captivity hair hadn’t been better.
The hairstylist simply smiled at her before Talia stepped in with two makeup brushes in hand. “Alright, let’s see,” she stated, scrutinising Penelope’s face, thinking that it was harder to convincingly portray someone meant to appear pale and ill, but who still looked radiant and beautiful, than a person with a deep wound on their face.
Even so, she succeeded, largely due to Penelope’s flawless complexion, and the actress quickly stood up, preparing to leave before Talia intervened.
“Aren’t you forgetting something?” she asked in a teasing tone.
The actress widened her eyes and looked around in alarm until she noticed the script still in her hands. The makeup artist raised an eyebrow and reached for the hanger resting on the back of the empty chair beside Penelope, carefully lifting it until the costume inside the plastic cover hung downward under its own weight.
“Oh!” Penelope exclaimed, surprised by her forgetfulness. Grabbing her outfit, she ignored Talia’s smirk and headed to the costume trailer for Genevieve to make any final adjustments.
Nora’s costume didn’t come as a surprise. Penelope didn’t even flinch when she saw her dressed in a long linen tunic and comfortable brown trousers. She was familiar with the story inside and out and was accustomed to simple, practical clothing. Well, except for that scene that shouldn’t be mentioned… a moment that was about to happen again. One last time.
However, it didn’t truly hit her it was real, that it was actually happening, until she stepped onto the set and froze at the first thing her eyes focused on.
Colin stood silhouetted against the sunlight, facing John with his back to her. The assistant was almost a dead giveaway that the man was her friend and not the king described in the pages. He looked tall, taller than usual, wearing a long, sheer, midnight blue cloak that swept behind him and covered his matching velvet doublet, which was adorned with large silver embroidery resembling flames. Long fabric panels hung from the sleeves, harmonising with the cloak, while a high collar added to his regal look, emphasised by the old-gold crown perched atop his head.
Then he turned, and his striking blue eyes locked onto hers, sending a jolt through her. In that instant, she understood Nora’s feelings, wishing to hide in her plain clothes and retreat to the mediocrity where she belonged. Especially as he walked toward her, bathed in a golden halo of sunlight, dust motes dancing around him. And even though she felt the urge to retreat or self-consciously adjust her outfit, she found herself completely paralysed, breathless with every step he took closer.
When he stopped in front of her, he raised an eyebrow, seemingly questioning her stunned expression.
“Gaudy, I know,” he said with a self-deprecating smile, gesturing to the extravagant fabrics surrounding him. “I can barely move in this thing. You should have seen me trying to run in it,” he muttered, his voice lowering for the last part.
Normally, he’d laugh, and Penelope would jokingly lament being perpetually dressed in rags while he got the royal upgrade. But as their eyes met, knowing the lines they were about to speak, any humour felt utterly… impossible.
Soon after, Anthony approached them, glancing between the two actors and wondering if he was interrupting something by the way they were staring at each other. Penelope and Colin then averted their gazes, turning slightly toward the director to listen to what he needed to say.
The eldest Bridgerton cleared his throat. “Right, so the scene will start at the same marks as the original,” Anthony stated, motioning toward the set behind them. “You don’t need to change the tone too dramatically either. Remember, we want to surprise the audience halfway through,” he explained. They both nodded silently, eyes on the ground.
The director took a deep breath, remembering their first kiss scene and how they’d acted just like this, right before messing up take after take. “Did Tilley speak to you two?” he asked.
Colin and Penelope both whipped their heads up at him in such perfect synchrony that one would think they had rehearsed it. They stammered various affirmations of yes, which almost made Anthony massage his temples in preemptive stress.
“So, you know it’s a simple scene,” he said, raising his eyebrows pointedly. Both actors understood the director wasn’t talking about the entire script they were about to perform, but the specific lines that required an intimacy coordinator. Or rather, those that almost didn’t require one, given how uncomplicated they were.
They nodded again, and Anthony Bridgerton eyed them suspiciously. “And might I remind you this needs to be done at golden hour—”
“Yes, Anthony, we know about your stupid lighting,” Colin interjected, wide-eyed and exasperated. If there was one thing he wouldn’t miss about The Sword and the Heart, it was his brother’s obsession with the perfect natural glow.
The director took Colin’s outburst as a good sign and headed for his usual chair before calling for everyone to get into position.
Penelope walked to her mark, taking in the set: an enclosed garden of lightweight scenic panels designed as weathered white stone walls opening into tall, open arcs that revealed the open field beyond. As she moved through the garden, she descended high steps along a path of pale gravel that divided newly planted herbs and blooms, with a few empty plant holders matching the walled part of the arches. The sun was setting, bathing the scenery in a beautiful glow, a favourite lighting of the director’s for good reason.
Standing in her position in the middle of the archway on the wall opposite the cameras, she gazed at the orange and pink hues of the sky in front of her, as the scene would initially only show her back.
“Action,” Anthony called softly.
As Colin slowly approached, the rustling of his cloak and the leaves underfoot were the only sounds. Penelope could almost feel his presence, her skin already prickling with anticipation.
“Nora,” he said, his voice low and grave.
She spun around at once, her eyes widening as they found him again, no acting required. She doubted she’d ever get used to that look on him.
Colin opened and closed his mouth a few times, his hands moving aimlessly at his sides, looking lost despite his authoritative appearance.
“Are you… are you alright?” he asked, swallowing hard as his eyes scanned her figure, deliberately keeping a few feet of distance between them. “I was so worried. I—”
“I’m…” Penelope began, shaking her head and diverting her gaze as a half-hearted smile crossed her lips. “I’m fine.”
Frowning, he simply looked at her, noticing how she avoided his eyes, biting her lip, her grin more of a grimace. For a moment, Colin saw Penelope instead of her character, recognising that expression not from the film, but from their own lives.
“I’m sorry, Nora,” he said, his voice slightly hoarse.
She looked up at him with glassy eyes, but her expression twisted as if he were being absurd, a scoff escaping her lips. “Why are you apologising?”
He tilted his head back before asking, “What do you mean, why? None of this would have happened if I hadn’t—”
“It would have happened anyway,” she cut in, dismissing his apology.
“—Well then, because I left you,” he corrected, his voice rising as Leonidas struggled to understand why she wouldn’t let him say he was sorry.
Halting, she stared at him for a moment before shaking her head. “You did what you thought was right. That’s nothing to apologise for,” she mumbled, turning to walk past him and ascending a few steps toward the exit.
Leonidas turned, his mouth agape as he watched her attempt to leave. “What are you talking about? I—”
“There’s nothing wrong with going after someone you love,” she said, stopping in front of him. Even with the sunshine illuminating her irises, their golden glow couldn’t entirely mask the sorrow within. “What Catherine did was her problem. It was her choice, and we were both fooled—”
“That’s not true,” Colin mumbled, as Leonidas would have, because Nora knew the blonde had been suspicious from the start.
“I’m your friend, aren’t I?” she continued, ignoring his comment. “Why would I be upset you did something as obvious as going after the woman you love?”
“I don’t,” he interjected, his voice so sharp it finally stopped her. She stared at him as he straightened his back, meeting her gaze. “I don’t—I didn’t—love her. I...” He took a deep breath, his jaw clenching as a painful expression crossed his face. “I’ve seen enough by now to know what love is, and that wasn’t it.”
Her mouth hung open for a moment, her eyes searching his, surprised. She knew that if she stared long enough, she’d see the unspoken words written across his face. But after all this, it was safer to stop assuming. Then she pressed her lips into a thin line, averting her gaze as she mumbled, “It doesn’t matter.”
“How can it not matter?” Colin retorted, his voice rising with indignation, his eyes widening in disbelief. “Do you have any idea what it was like to hold you in my arms when I thought you were dead?” he asked, his voice breaking despite the anger she had provoked. “To visit your bedside every single day for weeks, not knowing whether I’d ever see you open your eyes again? Whether I’d hear your voice?” He grimaced. The words struck closer to home than he would have liked. “I almost lost the most important person in my life because I was too stupid, too blind to—”
She sighed and closed her eyes. “We all make mistakes. I told you, it’s all—”
“It’s not alright,” he interrupted, his expression twisting in indignation. “Why are you being like this?”
“How else would you prefer me to be?” she snapped back, her tone finally sharp and resentful as she looked at him. “I can’t be angry at you any more than we can continue like this.”
Confusion crossed his face, and he opened his mouth to question, but she continued, gesturing sharply with her hands. “Leo, I’m not even supposed to be here. Can’t you see that?”
He blinked at her, trying to understand how everything was connected until Penelope caught his gaze. Her expression softened, as if she felt a wave of sympathy for his confusion. She descended a few steps toward him, the light streaming through the archway behind her illuminating her further, bathing her in a warm glow.
“We're friends, and that alone is just... ridiculous.” She let out a bitter scoff. “I was a member of the East Queen's court. I'm a woman. I was never meant to spend my days chasing after you like a fool. I was never supposed to disguise myself as your squire, nor was I meant to live here in my enemy's palace.” She raised her arms to gesture around them, and as he shook his head, ready to protest, she continued, “And I most definitely was never supposed to care whether you pursued someone else or not.” She shrugged sharply, but tears welled up, betraying her tough facade. “So, it's fine, Leo. Truly.”
His eyes wandered across her face, meticulously assessing her expression. “Then why are you crying?” he whispered.
Pressing her lips together, she grimaced as she fought back tears, then sharply turned to point at the crown resting on the empty placeholder, which had been there throughout their conversation. She glanced back at him, her voice cracking as she asked, “Is that yours?”
He paused, as if he hadn’t expected her to notice it. With a small nod, he replied, “Dorieus… he couldn’t stay. Our nations might not be at war anymore, but Marjorie was the queen. If they got married, the unification of our kingdoms wouldn’t be accepted. Not right now, at least.”
Penelope nodded, as Nora had expected the answer all along, and looked at him with a bittersweet smile. “So you understand why I can’t stay either.”
He protested immediately, “That’s not the same—”
“You know that it is—”
“It’s not because everyone already knows you’re here,” he interrupted, his tone sharp. As she stared at him in confusion, he continued, “How do you think you even got to that room? I carried you myself to the palace. Everyone saw it. My people know you worked alongside me in this war, Nora. You’re free to walk anywhere you want in our kingdom.”
She furrowed her brow at the news, as if Nora was surprised that her carefully hidden identity had been revealed so widely, especially while she was unconscious. Even more disconcerting was learning that she had been brought in Leonidas’ arms, no less.
Shaking her head to clear her head, she said, “So, what am I supposed to do if I stay? Just wander aimlessly, with no home, no means to support myself? The girl who dressed as a man to spend countless hours alone with the king—who would ever believe in my honour? Or perhaps I should join your court? Or maybe your future queen’s court,” she asked sarcastically. “Doomed to spend my days alone as your squire, just without the disguise, I suppose.”
“No one will question your honour, nor will you have to spend a single day alone,” he stated, his dark blue eyes fixed on hers. “If you marry me.”
Penelope instinctively put her hand on her chest, feeling her own heart quicken at the weight of those words. “Are you…” Her breath caught before she continued, “Are you out of your mind?” she asked, her voice strained with shock. “Is this your way of making an honest woman out of me? Because if you think I’ll happily stay here to please you, feeling safe and settled while pretending to be your wife, all while everyone whispers behind my back as you go around with royal mistresses—”
“No,” he interrupted, closing his eyes for a moment to sigh before meeting her gaze with a calm certainty that set her nerves on fire. “I mean, truly marry me.”
She paused, her lungs almost stopping as Colin’s expression made his meaning clear. For a moment, they simply stared at each other, all the unspoken words of their years of acquaintance shouting in the silence.
“You can’t be serious,” she whispered, her chest heaving as she felt suffocated by the way he looked at her. Unwavering. Undoubting. As if this were real instead of a joke. As if he truly wanted her. “After all this time?” she asked.
“During all this time, you mean,” he corrected. Biting his bottom lip, he ascended a few steps toward her as she watched, wide-eyed.
“I know my current attire suggests otherwise, but I’m just a fool, Nora. You know that. And I’ve made… so many mistakes. A list long enough to spend a lifetime counting. The biggest being I refused to see the truth that was right in front of me since I was a boy. I…" His voice caught, then he tilted his head and continued, "I remember the day we met in vivid detail. Did you know that?” he asked. "And I have thought about you every day since."
It was intended to be a light-hearted moment, with Leonidas chuckling softly. But Colin instead swallowed hard, deviating from the script to reach for a strand of Penelope's hair. He stroked it with his thumb, watching it shimmer in the light as she watched him, tears brimming.
A bittersweet grin touched his lips as he continued, “It started as something ludicrous, just me being intrigued by the colour of your hair. Then it turned into the simple things—your eyes, your smile, your laughter, the sharp way you talked, always ready to put me in my place. I was always thinking about what your opinion would be on something, anything really. Whenever I wanted to do any activity, be it horse riding, dancing, or even sword practice, I would always think about how much more enjoyable it would be if you were there. And whenever I talked to anyone, be it Dorieus, my cousins, or… or Catherine, all I could think was that they didn’t understand me fully, not like you did.”
He finally looked up at her again, his Adam’s apple bobbing as his eyes roamed her face, his hand still tenderly grasping her hair. “I’ve never loved her. I couldn’t. Just like I can’t love anyone else, for that matter. Not when I’ve been loving you, Nora.”
Penelope’s face crumpled as the tears streamed down her cheeks, even though the script dictated that she should be smiling. She wondered if Anthony would step in and call for a cut, but he didn’t. At that point, she lost all control, turning her face away and covering her mouth with her hand as a sob escaped her lips.
“It was always you,” Colin continued, his voice cracking, his own eyes watering. “But you knew that, didn’t you?”
She shook her head, still avoiding his gaze as she cried.
“You were always so much smarter than me, all our lives. It’s impossible you didn’t,” he said, watching her. “I was always the one playing catch-up, always taking a second too long to form a connection while you were ten steps ahead.”
“That’s not true,” she interrupted, finally turning to face him, her eyes red and her face soaked. She sniffled, frantically wiping her cheeks, unsure of what to do with them anymore. “You are far smarter than you’ve ever given yourself credit for. I knew you deserved bigger things than what you were settling for. I knew it from the start.”
They stared at each other for a moment, a self-deprecating smirk curling on Colin’s lips as his blue eyes were fixed on hers. “Like I said,” he whispered, “ten steps ahead.”
Shaking her head once more, she tried to hold back another wave of tears. “I’m not…,” she let out a tearful breath, attempting to compose herself instead of feeling overwhelmed. “Queen material,” she said, looking at him as though he had lost his mind. “Can’t you see that?”
“Good. Because I’m not king material either,” he replied sincerely. She averted her gaze and let out a wet scoff, running a hand through her hair. He then simply looked at her, his eyes tenderly roaming over her figure. “Nora, you’ve been asleep so long, so you don’t know everything I sacrificed to be here, in this position. My freedom, my foolish dreams, even the chance to see my brother as we grow older. I sacrificed it all because I had to, for my people. The one thing I refuse to let go of is you.”
At this, Penelope finally looked at him again, her heart pounding as she took in the look on his face.
“So, if that’s really your only objection,” he continued, taking another step up so that he was right in front of her, their heights almost the same. “I’ll gladly renounce the throne and let one of my cousins take my place.”
“Are you crazy?” she asked, her voice so high-pitched it almost made him smile. “Leo, this is your birthright, your home. You can’t just—”
“I don’t belong anywhere you’re not, Nora,” he said with disarming certainty. “I made you a promise while you were unconscious, but I’ll make it again now that you can hear it,” he continued, his gaze tracing her features, memorising every detail. “Whether you want me to stay out of your life forever or run with you to the ends of the earth, I will. I’ll do anything you ask, no jokes, no sarcasm. Because I love you.”
Her eyes wandered over his face, desperately trying to avoid committing any part of his enamoured expression to memory, but it was hopeless. With a slight shake of her head, she declared, “I loathe you.” She caught her breath, shaking her head more vigorously. “I truly, truly can’t stand you.”
That finally brought a smirk to his lips, a flash of the old Leonidas. “Do you really?”
She answered by tugging on his doublet and then bringing her lips down on his, a kiss filled with more violence and fierceness than Penelope ever knew she possessed. But there they were, kissing again after all this time, and she sighed into his mouth, happily surrendering to his embrace.
The scene was nearing its end, but his hands reached up not to cup her cheek as planned. Instead, they slid down her back, the rough fabric of her tunic bunched under his palms as he pressed her close. As his fingers spread across her spine, practically engulfing her whole, Penelope fleetingly realised she’d never before appreciated the depth of his strength.
Her arms encircled his neck, fingers threading through the soft strands of his hair as she tilted her head, deepening the kiss. In a heartbeat, Colin gripped her thighs, lifting her, her legs instinctively wrapping around his waist as he gently nipped at her lower lip.
“CUT!!!!”
Startled, they both broke away immediately and stared at each other wide-eyed as they remembered where they were and who they were, before turning to the director, who stared at them in perplexity, a megaphone dangling from his hand.
“At least they stopped. Otherwise, we might have had to call Tilley in,” the first assistant muttered under his breath.
Anthony couldn’t disagree, watching as Colin and Penelope disentangled themselves, the actor finally placing her back on her feet. Never, in all their years of working together, had Anthony needed to amplify his voice to be heard, nor had those two ever ignored his repeated calls for a cut. Yet there they stood, looking at anything but each other, or the crew, with Colin scratching the back of his head just like he did as a boy when caught misbehaving.
“Um.” Penelope pressed her lips together, her cheeks flushing as she glanced downward. “Back to one?” She asked, trying to pinpoint where they’d lost the shot, aside from the clear mishap with the choreography that was supposed to have culminated in Nora kissing him, his hands cradling her face as the scene wrapped up.
“It’s fine,” Anthony declared, surprising them both as he handed the megaphone back to a crew member and placed his hands on his hips.
The actress widened her eyes. Normally, in a situation like this, she would ask if he was sure, but she decided to count her wins and escape the scene before having to face Colin or anyone else after losing control during the take. So she just nodded and headed toward a bewildered Rae, ready to grab her things and drive away from all the awkwardness on the golf cart.
Meanwhile, Colin remained rooted to the spot, choosing not to rush after her, especially after how wonderful things had turned out the last time he had done so. Penelope had made her feelings about their on-set blunders quite clear, and who was he to argue, particularly when they both found themselves deeper in character than ever. At that moment, he was just a man counting his blessings for having shared one last kiss with her.
He glanced back at Anthony, who hadn’t joined the crew’s flurry of de-rigging. The director was looking at him, eyebrows furrowed, thinking that while Colin had acted like his younger self earlier, that defeated expression on his face was something entirely new.
The night was wonderful, the sky a clear jet black, the air still and silent, and the outdoor heater cast a warm, golden glow over everything. Anthony sat at a picnic table the crew had placed outside the cafeteria, sipping his regular warm coffee. A kiss landed on his cheek as warm hands, one sporting a familiar golden band, encircled his shoulder.
“May I ask what you’re doing here all by yourself?” Kate asked.
He smiled, his hand rising to caress her forearm before turning to her. She comfortably settled onto his lap, as if it were the most natural thing in the world—which, at this point, it was—as if they’d never hidden even a simple peck on that very set. Snaking her arms loosely around his neck, she raised an eyebrow, awaiting his answer.
He shook his head slightly. “Nothing, just thinking.” He tucked a stray strand of hair behind her ear, his mind racing. Frowning, he added, “The last few days on set have been… odd.”
“Odd?” she asked, her expression turning suspicious as she narrowed her eyes. “Is this about those script revisions you think we don’t know about?”
He gave her a half-hearted eye roll. “First of all, you live with me, so of course you would know,” he said, pulling her closer as she chuckled. He then leaned in and gave her a kiss. “Second, you know I’d gladly tell you, just like last time.”
She ran a hand through his hair, taking in his preoccupied expression before resting her arm on his shoulder again, brown eyes searching his. “Then tell me.”
Anthony understood she was actually asking about his concerns rather than the revisions, and he sighed, fidgeting with a loose thread on her shirt. He took a deep breath before saying, “I... I’m worried about—”
“Ah, no, none of this,” Thomas interrupted, motioning toward the couple as he sat across from them, a tray of snacks in hand. “You two do know you’re disturbing my artistic process, right?”
Had the people in front of him not known the man, they might have taken the complaint seriously. Instead, they chuckled at him.
“You and Kate don’t even have any more scenes together to shoot,” Anthony casually remarked, reaching for his now-stale coffee, making no move to remove Kate from his lap.
“What about re-shoots?” Thomas asked, grabbing the small grape juice carton he had brought, piercing the foil seal with the straw. “If you need me then, how am I supposed to concentrate with that image in my head?” He asked before noisily slurping his drink.
“You’ll survive,” Anthony said just as Kate chimed in, “You’ve been to our wedding, Thomas.”
He simply shook his head, popping a few grapes in his mouth, looking around them and sighing. Spotting Colin walking nearby, probably toward his trailer, he waved wildly.
“Hey, little bro, come here!” he beckoned with his hand. “Join us.”
The other actor shook his head at Thomas’s antics but slowly approached the table with his hands in his pockets, a small, tempting smile on his lips, before sitting down next to his on-screen sibling.
“Where’s your partner in crime?” Thomas asked. “It’s our last night Down Under, we should gather the whole crew."
Normally, Colin would joke about how tragedy struck whenever they got the cast together. However, he sensed gathering them wouldn’t be a problem this time, as Penelope had been unusually distant that week, particularly after their kissing scene a few days prior.
“I don’t know,” he muttered as he took a deep breath and clenched his fists in his pockets. “I haven’t seen her since this afternoon.”
The eldest Bridgerton focused his eyes on his brother, his concern growing, until Thomas interrupted once more.
“Right. The scene you two shot that no one knows anything about,” the actor said, narrowing his eyes at their director.
“It was just a quick scene we’re adding to the final montage, with your narration, might I add,” Anthony replied, raising his eyebrows. “There’s nothing secretive about it.”
“Uh-huh,” Thomas replied, the crinkling of the plastic cover momentarily filling the otherwise silent space as he unwrapped his sandwich.
“Anyway, Pen’s just on a call with her manager, something about a new movie she booked,” Kate commented, smoothly changing the subject.
“I figured,” Colin muttered, drumming his fingers on the rustic tabletop.
“Oh, right,” Thomas replied, taking a large bite of his sandwich and chewing thoughtfully before turning to the third Bridgerton son. “What about you? Weren’t you considering that Amazon miniseries?”
Anthony furrowed his eyebrows, unaware of that development, while Colin nodded.
“Yeah, I… I think I will,” he replied, glancing at his brother and noticing the confusion written on his face. He went on to explain, “I got a call a few weeks ago. I’ll need to move to New York for a semester next year for filming, but I’ll be back in London in no time for our promotions. Don’t worry,” he added, raising an eyebrow to calm the director before he could start to panic.
The man, however, wasn’t truly focused on promoting their next film, at least not at that moment. What troubled him was the humbling realisation that his siblings had been right all along. There was definitely something happening with Colin, and it most likely related to Penelope. And now, it seemed his brother had decided to run off to who knows where.
“Thomas, what is that you’re eating?” Kate suddenly asked, interrupting the director’s thoughts. She pinched her nostrils, looking at Thomas’ hand as if he were carrying something radioactive.
Her co-star stared at her as if she had lost her mind, shrugging innocently as he replied, “It’s tuna mayo.” As she continued to grimace at him, he kept chewing, gesturing at her with his sandwich. “You know, this is the third time you’ve complained about my lunch this week alone. One would think you’re pregnant.”
The duo in front of him froze, and Thomas widened his eyes, pointing an accusatory finger at them.
“Be quiet,” Kate replied, raising one hand. “Don’t you dare say a word.”
“Why didn’t you tell us?!” Thomas nearly shouted, causing the woman to widen her eyes at him. Meanwhile, the smile on Anthony’s face grew wider as he looked at her.
“Because it hasn’t even been a month,” she shrieked, defensively hunching her shoulders, and Colin raised his eyebrows, suddenly understanding that, absurdly, for once someone’s prediction about Kate’s pregnancy had been accurate.
Beside her, Anthony chuckled, shaking his head, and his good mood became increasingly apparent to the other two actors.
“I’m a 41-year-old woman, this is ridiculous,” Kate continued, while Anthony watched her ramble, smiling humorously. “We weren’t even going to try until filming was over—”
“Please stop giving me information,” Colin whined, squeezing his eyes closed, as if that would somehow erase the conversation.
“Either way, the first trimester is always dangerous, especially for me,” she said, lifting her chin. “So until I’m twelve weeks along, I’m not accepting congratulations,” she declared, glaring at Thomas. “And don’t you dare tell anyone before that.”
The actor raised his arms in surrender while Anthony looked at her, a knowing smile on his lips, which she noticed.
“What?” she asked him.
“Kate,” he said, raising his eyebrows, “I told you, it’s going to be fine. I know it.”
She let out an exasperated breath, turning away from him as she crossed her arms. “I swear I never know what to do with you when you’re optimistic.”
He couldn’t help but chuckle. Kate’s overzealous nature since learning about the pregnancy was nothing if not endearing. He then took one of her hands and kissed the back of it, saying, “One of us has to be, sweetheart.”
She sighed, as if annoyed with him, though the corner of her lips curled up slightly. Then her eyes fell on the sandwich, and disgust contorted her features again. “Anyway,” she said, clearing her throat, “I think I’ll just go for a walk.” She stood quickly, almost sprinting away from the offensive snack.
Anthony would usually accompany her, but glancing back at his brother, who was observing the scene with a distracted, bittersweet look, the director decided he might have to stay a bit longer.
“Okay, I’ll finish this in my trailer,” Thomas announced, gesturing to his tray before heading off.
And then there were two.
“You know, for once, I’m glad I didn’t learn about this in the media,” Colin said with a meagre smile, followed by a sigh.
Anthony laughed, unable to hide his beaming grin as he looked towards the path where she’d disappeared. “If Kate had her way, you’d all probably only find out after she was nine months along.”
“And she would be right?” Colin asked, his eyes sparkling playfully as he stared at his brother, who, without blinking, knowingly supported all of his wife’s decisions.
“Oh, absolutely,” Anthony declared, and they both chuckled.
Silence fell for a moment, Colin drumming his fingers on the table thoughtfully as his older brother watched him.
“I’m… I’m really happy for you, Anthony, truly,” he said suddenly, his face grimacing slightly before he looked up, his words sincere but tinged with an inexplicable sadness. “I know we hardly talk about this, but you probably know better than anyone what it feels like to grow old and feel like those things don’t belong to you anymore—marrying the love of your life, having a family maybe.”
Anthony grimaced, recognising that pain, that doubt, now reflected in Colin’s face.
“It’s the kind of thing that no one should ever take for granted,” the actor said, his voice becoming slightly hoarse. “I’m really proud of you for not doing that. You’re going to be very happy, Anthony. I know it,” he declared, a shaky smile appearing on his lips before he scrunched up his nose and looked down at his lap.
Alarm bells instantly went off in Anthony’s head, transporting him back to Colin’s childhood bedroom, where his little brother would pretend that everything was fine. Almost instinctively, Anthony stood up, and Colin looked up at him, wide-eyed, as he walked over and sat beside him on the bench.
“Anthony, what—”
He was interrupted mid-question when his brother wrapped his arms around him, pulling him into a tight embrace. And Colin didn’t know what it was, whether he was slowly losing his mind or if some buried memory had suddenly resurfaced, but his eyes instantly filled with tears, and before he knew it, he was sobbing against Anthony’s shoulder like a child, not the thirty-something actor he was supposed to be.
Anthony furrowed his brow, holding him tighter, a hand resting on the back of Colin’s head. “You don’t have to tell me,” he muttered, knowing his brother was far prouder now than he used to be.
“Good,” Colin replied in a tearful tone, sniffing as he rubbed his eye with his index finger. “I wasn’t planning to.”
With a nod, the eldest Bridgerton continued to hug his brother, the night’s silence broken only by Colin’s soft cries and the gentle crackle of the outdoor gas heater.
Anthony: alright
Anthony: i yield
Anthony: hyacinth what do you want us to do
Benedict: ????????????????
Daphne: Anthony?
Hyacinth: WHAT. HAPPENED.
Gregory: mom im scared
Eloise: i….actually second that
Eloise: Anthony whats going on?
Anthony: nothing
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Anthony: weren’t you all always telling me that there’s something between colin and Penelope
Anthony: why are you surprised I’m agreeing?
Gregory: im not surprised IM TERRIFIED
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Daphne: seriously anthony what is going on
Hyacinth: I repeat
Hyacinth: WHAT HAPPENED
Eloise: just tell us already
Eloise: i’m honestly worried
Anthony: THERE’S NOTHING TO TELL
Simon: alright now even I am worried
Benedict: same
Anthony: can we PLEASE just focus?
Hyacinth: stop using caps if u truly want me to calm down
Gregory: srsly its terrifying stop it
Eloise: anthony
Eloise: i don’t know what and if hya is planning anything but honestly
Hyacinth: i am
Eloise: you do know that out of all of us you are the one who can actually do something
Anthony: Me?!
Hyacinth: obviously?
Hyacinth: just make them go over a million takes snogging
Simon: oh you’re evil
Gregory: ur only finding this out now?
Anthony: well that didn’t work
Hyacinth: WHAT THE HELL DO YOU MEAN
Anthony:….
Anthony: I mean
Anthony: wouldn’t
Anthony: that /wouldn’t work
Anthony: hypothetically
Hyacinth: ANTHONY EDMUND BRIDGERTON YOU SAID DIDNT
Anthony: NO I DIDN’T I MEANT WOULDN’T
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Francesca: why is everyone shouting?
Benedict: there’s just something so alarming abt hya calling anthony his full name
Simon: why is she so scary?
Gregory: its official i think the end of the world is upon us
Daphne: i think im about to go to nz myself
Francesca: I’m worried about colin
Eloise: SILENCE
Eloise: anthony
Eloise: be honest
Eloise: how many takes did you do for their kiss the 1st time
Hyacinth: finally someone asking the right questions
Anthony: 5
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Eloise: IM SURROUNDED BY IDIOTS
Hyacinth: ARE YOU KIDDING ME????????????????????????????
Kate: but that’s pretty standard
Eloise: kate i love u but dont u dare defend him rn
Benedict: anthony
Benedict: you have disappointed me today
Anthony: none of you have ever directed a movie have you?
Anthony: how many takes would you have me shoot? 20?????
Hyacinth: OBVIOUSLY
Simon: for a start
Benedict: why not?
Eloise: give me that camera ill show you how its done
Daphne: yes
Anthony: I HAD TO WORRY THE LIGHTING ALRIGHT
Gregory: NOT U & UR STUPID LIGHTING
Hyacinth: NO ONE CARES ABT UR LIGHTING
Anthony: call me when any of you are oscar nominees
Gregory: well theres a reason why its oscar NOMINEE, not oscar WINNER
Simon: gregory why are you upset you didnt even want colin and penelope together
Gregory: well ive decided to fight for my bros happiness &now im commited ok
Gregory: unlike SOME of us
Hyacinth: why is this world so unfair
Hyacinth: the meat does only fall on the vegans plate
Simon: ????????
Benedict: she lost me
Daphne: what does debling has to do with this
Francesca: why are you calling pen meat?
Hyacinth: NO NOT THEM
Hyacinth: the expression?
Gregory: what expression
Hyacinth: like…
Hyacinth: the opportunities popping up for ppl who dont deserve them
Daphne: what are you even talking about
Hyacinth: I give up ure all hopeless
Eloise: well I don’t know about you and your expressions
Eloise: but either way
Eloise: debling can choke
Daphne: Eloise????
Eloise: no im serious
Eloise: he broke my brothers heart
Eloise: he can choke and die for all I care
Francesca: what is even happening with you guys today
Simon: thats noble but you do know it wasnt him who broke your brothers heart
Kate: I don’t think so
Kate: i have to ask
Kate: are you all sure your brother loves penelope
Benedict: i agree are we truly sure anyone is breaking someones heart
Benedict: bc they had a million opportunities to do something
Daphne: exactly
Daphne: maybe neither of them see each other that way
Daphne: they shouldnt need 20 takes for that
Eloise: well
Eloise: colin most definitely sees her that way
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Benedict: el do you have something to share with the class?
Hyacinth: and you know this how???????????????????
Kate: eloise are you sure
Simon: i agree with eloise
Daphne: simon what the heck happened that day
Simon: 🤷🏾♂️
Gregory: … and may we ask how are u that sure
Eloise: no you may not
Benedict: Eloise
Eloise: LISTEN
Eloise: I CANT CONFIRM OR DENY MY SOURCES
Eloise: BUT I KNOW WITH 100% CERTAINTY
Eloise: 100 PERCENT
Eloise: cant we leave it at that and PLEASE go somewhere from here?
Gregory: well that wasnt suspicious at all
Daphne: okay so what youre saying is that pen is the one who might not be interested
Francesca: but it can’t be
Benedict: colin did say that on ig
Hyacinth: no i dont believe it
Gregory: but that would make more sense
Eloise: honestly lately im afraid that might be the case daph
Kate: no
Kate: that’s definitely not the case
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Anthony: kate? even you?
Benedict: ???????????
Gregory: oh how the turntables
Simon: i also knew that
Daphne: i’m going to kill you
Eloise: kate
Eloise: are u sure
Eloise: like ABSOLUTELY sure
Kate: …
Kate: i can’t confirm or deny my sources
Kate: but i know with 100% certainty
Kate: 100 percent
Hyacinth: ARE YOU KIDDING ME
Hyacinth: WHY DOES NO ONE TELL ANYTHING TO ANYONE IN THIS FAMILY
Hyacinth: ALL OF U HAVE KNOWN THIS FOR HOW LONG NOW?
Hyacinth: AND YOU DID NOTHING ABOUT IT???
Hyacinth: WHY IS EVERYONE IN THIS FAMILY USELESS
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Eloise: dont you dare point your accusing finger at me ive been trying alright??
Simon: and what do you mean by that
Daphne: I didn’t know a single thing???
Gregory: DITTO
Benedict: I havent even been in the country for months
Francesca: Hya calm down
Anthony: WILL YOU NOT CALL MY PREGNANT WIFE USELESS?
….
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Hyacinth: WHAT
Kate: Anthony
Daphne: ANTHONY???????????
Kate: what part of
Simon: already Bridgerton????????
Kate: im a 41 yr old woman in a risk pregnancy
Benedict: ARE YOU SERIOUS
Kate: and we cant tell anyone at least 12 weeks
Gregory: not this again can we have one normal chat
Kate: did you not understand?
Anthony: it slipped out
Kate: you don’t say
Daphne: 😭 😭 😭 😭 😭 😭 😭 😭 😭 😭 😭 😭 😭 😭 😭 😭 😭 😭
Eloise: anthony… i can’t believe this
Eloise: oh no my eyes are watering i don’t do that
Benedict: i’m so happy for you two
Benedict: im not even saying this bc im obviously going to be the godfather
Gregory: u dont know that
Simon: i think you people broke daphne
Simon: shes crying in the kitchen
Francesca: wow!! Congratulations Kate and Anthony!!!
Hyacinth: 😭 😭 🎉 🎉 😭 😭 🎉 🎉 🎉 🎉 🎉 🎉 😭 😭 😭 😭 🎉 🎉 🎉 🎊 🎊 🍾 🍾 🎊 🎊 🎉 🎉 🎉 🎉 🎊 🍾 🍾 🍾 🎉 🎉 🎉 🍾 🍾 😭 😭 😭 😭 😭 😭 😭 😭 😭 🍾 🍾 🍾 🍾 🎊 🎊 🎊 🎊 🎊 🎊
Gregory: did u just have a stroke?
Hyacinth: im celebrating in a way they can understand??
Kate: thank you everyone but can you just not
Kate: im not accepting any congratulations until 12 weeks
Anthony: everything will be fine sweetheart
Kate: well you’re not the one carrying this child are you??
Anthony: you are always right love
Hyacinth: WAIT
Hyacinth: Anthony
Hyacinth: u need to break the news again on the other chat
Anthony: ?
Gregory: what now
Daphne: hya what are you on about
Hyacinth: colin will notice we suddenly all know??
Eloise: are u kidding me
Hyacinth: who was the one person on this family who has pointed out colin and pen and NO ONE BELIEVED ME
Francesca: I believed you
Hyacinth: now who turned out to be right ALL ALONG
Hyacinth: and im telling u hell know we are talking behind his back
Eloise: fine
Hyacinth: Anthony?
Anthony: Fine
Anthony: everyone
Anthony: Kate is pregnant
Benedict: whoa 🎊 🎊 🎊 🎊 🎊 🎊 🎊
Hyacinth: WOW
Daphne: 👏 👏 👏 👏 👏 👏 👏 👏 👏 👏 👏 👏 👏 👏 👏 👏 👏 👏
Eloise: THAT’S FANTASTIC NEWS
Gregory: wow new dad huh? Hahaha
….
Colin: oh
Colin: I already knew that
Anthony: happy now?
Eloise: terrible
Benedict: why can’t you all just act normal??
Hyacinth: that’s rich coming from you
Gregory: clapping hands daphne? Who are you? MOM?
Daphne: me? Why was Eloise screaming?
Eloise: hya can scream and I can’t?
Francesca: was I supposed to write there again?
Gregory: there’s a reason why colin and kate are the only actors in the family
Kate: thank you?
Simon: BRIDGERTONS CAN YOU NOW FOCUS FOR ONCE IN YOUR LIVES
Eloise: he’s right
Eloise: we need to do something bc those two are utterly incompetent
Eloise: trust me id know
Benedict: and remind us you would know abt this how exactly?
Eloise: none of your business
Hyacinth: fine
Hyacinth: I didn’t want to say it
Hyacinth: but maybe
Hyacinth: its time we opt for a nuclear response
Simon: ?
Eloise: yeah I thought so
Daphne: I agree
Benedict: yes
Anthony: it’s a good idea
Gregory: honestly it might be the only way
Kate: will one of you explain what on earth youre talking about?
Gregory: mum
Hyacinth: mum
Eloise: mum
Anthony: our mother
Notes:
ALRIGHT
Sooo I know everyone wants to scream at me, the comments are always open for that feel free (as you know i love talking with you guys even if it takes me awhile to reply I WILL BE THERE). Just lemme say: the happy ending tag is STILL THERE, IT IS . And again, I know this chapter is shorter and the next ones will be too, okay? It's all part of the plan BREATHE.
But, anyway, here are a few fun facts that probably have nothing to do with what you might want to discuss (or yell at me) BUT I had to share them:
-The scene with Colin crying after Anthony called “cut” isn’t entirely fictional. Something very similar happened in 2022 with a duo of actors from a Chinese drama that I’m a fan of. In that scene, the female lead died, and the male lead had to cry over her body, which took a significant toll on him. When they released the behind-the-scenes footage, we saw him continue to cry while his co-star stayed by his side, comforting him and even making jokes to lighten the mood. So when I had the idea for this story I could actually see these scene so clear in my mind with Colin and Pen, and there you have it (and the inspiration that went along with it which, incredibly, were not just the crazy author voices in my head)
- the color coding in scripts is real...and so is the cherry coloring I swear I didn't make that up.
As always, I'm on a rush and here are our playlist (not only did I change the Polin one, but this crazy author also created a Lora playlist because...because why not):
★LIKE OLD HOLLYWOOD (YOUTUBE)★
★The Squire & The King★ (like old hollywood Lora's version)
★like old hollywood (kanthony’s version)★
★like old hollywood (kanthony’s version)(youtube)★
Have a good night and God bless you!
Chapter 23: One Promise Kept...
Summary:
Penelope and Colin avoid London for months, only to have their lives turned upside down during the week of their return.
Notes:
HELLOOOOOOO
I can't actually believe i'm updating EXACTLY one month after the last update, what the heck.Anyways. Remember I said chapters 22 to 24 would be shorter? I was right, however, this is a DOUPLE UPDATE.
Did you read that? Now, by reading this chapter you are signing a contract here and now, right in front of this author's yes, that no matter what happens you'll read BOTH CHAPTERS. BOTH CHAPTERS. OKAY? GOOD.
This contract is legally binding.
Enjoy!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
As Penelope walked away from the filming set, heart racing and legs shaking, she told herself she was finally free. The image of Colin’s passionate eyes, the feeling of his arms around her, his breath against her skin, and his lips against hers, were now locked away forever, never to be revisited.
She made this promise while clutching her chest after closing her trailer door, gasping for air as she struggled not to cry, an effort she ultimately failed for the entire night.
However, as she set foot back in the UK, she was a determined woman. No longer tied to her past, no longer willing to torture herself over a relationship that could only exist in her head.
And so, she told Alfred to find an apartment in London.
‘The Sword and the Heart’ Star Penelope Featherington Joins Apple TV+ Limited Series ‘Inner Rank’
EXCLUSIVE: As Universal’s The Sword and the Heart is headed to its third and final movie, one of the hit adventure saga’s breakout stars, Penelope Featherington, has joined the cast of Apple TV+’s limited series Inner Rank. The series is headlined and executive produced by Priya Eaton, with Horace Twombley also serving as an executive producer. Featherington joins a star-studded main cast that includes Mary Ann Hallewell, Nigel Berbrooke, and Ashley Trowbridge.
Based on the bestselling novel by Joshua Patel, ‘Inner Rank’ follows a young woman, portrayed by Eaton, who is forced to confront her tumultuous past. Having left behind a life of crime, she must return to her old circle after a mysterious threat emerges against her family.
Filming is set to take place in Los Angeles, although a release date for the series has not yet been announced.
Lora Daily ✪ @dailylora
GO OFF QUEEN!!
val @featheringtonlady
My BABY off to destroy people
| K. @gingerkam
@featheringtonlady number one enemy of unemployment
| ╰┈➤JAYJ @pankakow
@gingerkam UNLIKE SOME PPL WE KNOW
M. @btcolIn
bold of yall to say /the colin bridgerton is unemployed when you stan that ugly untalented cow
| Linda @lindama762
@warofthorns what? hes literally filming right now???
| Liliane🫧 @penel0pesswife
@btcolIn AMAZING HOW ITS ALWAYS AN UGLY WHORE TALKING ABT PENS LOOKS CHANGE YOUR ICON NEXT TIME
🌸Hilly🌸 @hilllaryss
...again?
| ❤️🔥Mariah 🗡 @polinssdaughter
@hilllaryss i didnt want to say anything but
| billie @noraswsift
@polinssdaughter@hilllaryss is it me or theyre both allergic to london rn
| 🌸Hilly🌸 @hilllaryss
@noraswsift@polinssdaughter i mean all the power to them but isnt the promo tour abt to start
| ❤️🔥Mariah 🗡 @polinssdaughter
@hilllaryss@noraswsift i guess not until 2nd semester but still
𝒥𝑒𝓃⟡ @thronessatwar
im confused didnt alfred announce he was running his channel from the uk now
| Jessica Souza @leonidasbabe
@thronessatwar THIS
| 𝒥𝑒𝓃⟡ @thronessatwar
@leonidasbabe like didnt he move bc of her or am i missing smth
|「 ✦ tami ✦ 」 @bR1d6y_Qu33n
@thronessatwar@leonidasbabe i mean its not like she'll stop working bc of him
| ⋆。 ゚☁︎。 ⋆。 ゚☾ ゚。 ⋆ Dan @leo_norax
@bR1d6y_Qu33n@thronessatwar@leonidasbabe ITS BC THEY /ARENT DATING IM TELLING YOU
| 𝒥𝑒𝓃⟡ @thronessatwar
@leonidasbabe@bR1d6y_Qu33n@leo_norax girl...
Cinthy❤️🔥🐉⚔️ @Cy3452n
REMEMBER WHEN PEN AND COLIN USED TO AT LEAST BE ON THE SAME COUNTRY? GOOD TIMES GOOD TIMES
| 🗡Gabs 🗡 @lladyora
@Cy3452n Im stupid bc i thought now that lora is canon we would get promo BUT WHAT IS THIS
| Mari🎧 @noraswig
@lladyora@Cy3452n WE ARENT EVEN GETTING A PHOTOSHOOT IM ABT TO CRASH OUT
Milena @mrsleonidassoares
no bts leaked no ig pictures no london outings no interview mentions no photoshoots we used to be a proper country????
| mimi @leonidasn0raxx
@mrsleonidassoares THE WAY IM LIVING FROM IG LIKE TO IG LIKE WHAT IS THIS
| Milena @mrsleonidassoares
@leonidasn0raxx she didnt even like his times square pic
kelly 💖💜💙 @ladyoftheeasy
ok im not the calmest person ever but the promo tour wont be until a few months why is everyone freaking out??
Van ▶• ılıılıılılılııılıılı. @mus1c_l0rD
they killed off nora i know it
| Mari🎧 @noraswig
@mus1c_l0rD SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UUUUUUUUUP
lariiiii ⋆ @southnationsqueen
why is everyone making pens news abt colin
| Tess 💋@bridgerrc0llin
@southnationsqueen everyone losing their minds over.... pen getting a role??? go touch some grass perhaps??
⋆˚✿˖° it’s always rainy in delulutown⋆˚✿˖° @loranator
cant be worried abt pen and colins friendship bc of woke 🙂↕️🙂↕️
Eloise: when are you coming back
Colin: i told you
Colin: a million times
Colin: im filming
Eloise: you mean running away
Colin: Eloise
Eloise: pen is coming back
Eloise: did you know that
Colin: yes
Colin: she mentioned it last week
Eloise: so when are YOU coming back
Colin: when
Colin: i
Colin: finish
Colin: filming
Colin: I have to get back for the promo tour you know
Colin: we both do
Colin: Im NOT running away
Eloise: right
Eloise: pen is coming back to start hunting for apartments with debling
Eloise: did you know that
…..
Eloise: colin?
Penelope: hey 😊
Penelope: just checking in on u
Penelope: el told me u got back yesterday
Colin: hi pen
Colin: i did i can hardly believe it
Colin: anthony was abt to kill me
Penelope: i almost thought u were going to leave me there all alone tomorrow
Colin: never
Colin: theres a chance ill be speaking in american accent but other than that
Penelope: i know how u feel
Colin: wait
Colin: when did you come back?
Penelope: saturday
Colin: …
Colin: were YOU planning on leaving me alone tomorrow
Penelope: 😂😂😂😂😂
Penelope: never
Colin: i thought u said it was only a couple months filming??
Penelope: in theory
Penelope: but then…other job opportunities came up here and there
Colin: im happy for you pen
Colin: but how come anthony and agatha werent on YOUR case
Colin: i swear they wouldnt leave me alone
Penelope: im their favourite
Penelope: after kate obviously
Colin: yk i was gonna protest but youre probably right
Penelope: 🤷🏼♀️
Colin: why the hell is your emoji an old lady???
Penelope: ARE YOU BLIND SHES BLONDE
Colin: ….
Colin: whatever you say pen
Penelope: listen android hates redheads i gotta adjust here
Colin: no one on earth hates redheads
Penelope: SURE
Colin: why would anyone hate redheads its the best hair color
Penelope: are you insane??
Penelope: who the hell wants to be ginger?
Colin: who the hell wants to be brunette its boring as hell
Penelope: boring.
Penelope: …
Penelope: youre insane
Penelope: idk why im talking to you
Colin: im just speaking facts??
Colin: and youre the one who messaged me????
Penelope: i know
Penelope: im starting to regret it
Colin: whatever
Colin: just ask eloise shell agree with me
Penelope: ill ask her TODAY and film it when she says youre insane
Colin: fine
Colin: its your funeral
….
Penelope: by the way
Penelope: if you want to hang out with us today
Penelope: you know you are invited right?
Penelope: i didnt say anything earlier bc i didnt know you were in london
….
Colin: i know pen
Colin: dw
Colin: im just tired from the trip
Colin: i dont think i can even keep my eyes open
Colin: lol
Colin: is it ok if i dont make it just this time?
…..
Penelope: ofc
Penelope: get some rest
Penelope: see u tomorrow?
Colin: see u
From a young age, Penelope had always loved make-believe. She cherished the idea of becoming anyone she wanted, expressing anything she needed, even if hidden within a story, a song, or a performance.
Growing up, however, she learned that once the television was off, the book was closed, the cameras stopped rolling, and the costumes came off, that’s all it was. Make-believe.
Her mother had always been right, in the end. That was the cruel conclusion of it all.
“And you got all that in Japan?” Portia asked, her fingers still squeezing Alfred’s cheeks.
The blonde tried to lean away from her grip, eyeing her with his usual clinical expression, always treading the line between annoyance and indifference. Freed from her grasp, he leaned against the glass balustrade, likely to create distance from the overbearing woman, though with Alfred, Penelope could never be sure. He took a casual sip of his green tea spritz, pushing his sunglasses onto his head as the day grew cloudier, the wind picking up and flapping his white and blue striped shirt.
“Yes, I’m not usually involved in this sort of… skincare thing, but Penelope suggested I try it,” he said, as the woman beside him offered a half-hearted smile.
“And you didn’t even ask for a single Shiseido moisturiser for me, Penelope?” Portia asked her daughter, her tone laced with disappointment.
“I’ll send him a list for you next time, Mum,” the actress said with a weary breath, taking a drink of her wine, her eyes wandering beyond the balcony to the gardens nearby, where the leaves were changing colour to yellow, orange, and red.
“There will be no need. I’ll bring her with me next time,” Alfred announced, placing an arm around the redhead’s shoulders.
This seemed to delight Portia, who grinned and let out a chuckle of satisfaction. “Of course,” she said, before taking a sip of her gin and tonic.
“That will do her some good,” Marina added sarcastically from Alfred’s left. She proudly held her one-year-old son, Oliver, in her arms, who was playing with a curl from her messy bun, as her long-sleeved, beige floral dress billowed in the breeze.
Penelope merely gave her a sidelong glance, not bothering to spend any energy on a reply, while a squeaking sound filled the air as Philippa opened the sliding glass door that led to the kitchen. Taking a deep breath, as if the effort had exhausted her, she rested her hands on her pregnant belly while the noise of children running indoors grew louder.
“Harry is asking where the rolling pin is,” she declared, panting in her plum-coloured dress.
Portia furrowed her brows. “Rolling pin? What for?”
The second daughter simply shrugged, unwilling to delve into the intricate workings—or lack thereof—of her brother-in-law’s mind. It was certainly better to rely on his cooking than on Prudence’s. That much was a fact.
The Featherington matriarch sighed, placing one hand on her hip while gesturing wildly with the other. “Just check the second drawer to the right,” she instructed, watching Philippa disappear as she took another sip. “If we’re to eat today, that is,” she mumbled.
“Maybe Pen’s boyfriend can help,” Marina added. “Doesn’t he teach vegan recipes from his travels?”
She and Penelope’s mother turned to him for confirmation, but the YouTuber was momentarily distracted, frowning at his phone screen.
“Everything okay?” Penelope inquired, her gaze fixed on him with worry while her hand loosely held her glass.
He shook his head, putting his phone away and inhaling deeply. “Yes, just…” he trailed off, pulling her closer. “The usual. Polin fans yelling in my comments,” he murmured, attempting a nonchalant tone that couldn’t hide his annoyance.
She squeezed her eyes shut, feeling guilty about the entire situation. Ever since their first pictures were leaked, Alfred had been bombarded with aggressive messages. These ranged from simple name-calling to demands for his channel to be shut down, and, of course, a few classic death threats. However, things had really escalated that semester, coinciding with their more public relationship. Even though she hadn’t been in the UK much, keeping busy with back-to-back projects, they had been photographed together whenever she was in London. Alfred often tweeted about her work, and she posted about his on Instagram. So, no official statement was needed. It was clear they were in some sort of relationship, which the Sword and the Heart fanbase clearly hadn’t taken well. At all.
Marina snorted, breaking Penelope from her reverie and immediately sending the redhead into a pit of annoyance, a feat only her cousin could manage.
“Good luck with that,” she said, while the actress glared at her. She readjusted Oliver in her arms as she continued, “I told Colin years ago this would happen, but did he listen?”
Penelope blinked, surprised that her friend had even discussed such a topic with Marina. To be fair, her cousin had certainly brought it up with her, but the fact that she had talked about it with Colin made Penelope feel both angry on his behalf and, surprisingly, proud. It was gratifying to know that she was significant enough to elicit such a reaction, despite the way the woman had treated Penelope as if she were nothing but a nuisance.
“What did you want us to do? Stop being friends because some people on the internet are loud and disrespectful?” The redhead retorted, her tone sharp. “We’re actors, we can either live our lives and not apologise for it, or spend the rest of our days hiding.”
“You could try not spending all your days attached at the hip to all the Bridgertons,” Portia interjected, raising her eyebrows as she looked at Penelope over the rim of her glass.
The actress closed her eyes, taking a deep breath before she lost her patience. “I’m not. I just spent months away working. We all did,” she said pointedly.
Colin had been in the States for the better part of a year, Eloise was swamped with the few new clients she’d got, Kate was juggling filming a mini-series with resting because of her high-risk pregnancy, and Anthony was, as always, deep in post-production, to name just a few of the Bridgertons. Penelope had missed them all terribly, yet forced herself to keep her distance for her own peace of mind, though it was amazing how even that wasn’t enough. Even now, she still had to listen to her family talk about them.
“I can attest to that. It felt like I had to schedule time to see you these past few months,” Alfred said, attempting to defend her, for which Penelope gave him an appreciative smile.
“Of course,” Portia replied, crossing her arms before her expression turned to a satisfied grin. “At least she prioritised much better company.”
Her youngest daughter barely refrained from rolling her eyes as Alfred nodded in return. Her mother had only just met the YouTuber that day and already loved him, especially because he had money, and more importantly, wasn’t a Bridgerton.
“And when are you signing the tenancy agreement?” Portia asked with feigned casualness, before taking another sip of her gin and tonic.
Alfred raised his eyebrows, surprised by the question, before exchanging a glance with Penelope. “Actually, it’s the Transfer Deed,” he replied, causing Portia’s dark red eyebrows to shoot up in surprise, her wide eyes fixed on Penelope, clearly impressed.
“In fact, we’re heading to my solicitor’s office this afternoon for me to sign it,” he elaborated.
“Oh, that’s wonderful news!” The older woman beamed, looking between her daughter and her boyfriend as if she’d won the lottery. The prospect of having a well-off son-in-law who was already purchasing a flat in London was truly the cherry on top that Portia needed.
And it was odd, because that was one of the few moments in Penelope’s life where her mother was so utterly proud of her. It made her feel like maybe she was finally doing something right, at last embracing life rather than constantly pushing against its natural order.
“I’ll be living there alone for now, of course,” he said, his grip on Penelope’s shoulder tightening as he smiled down at her. “But hopefully not for long.”
The actress returned his smile while Portia chuckled with delight. “I’m going to hold you to that,” she playfully warned, pointing a finger at her daughter’s boyfriend.
He winked at her mother as if to say he heard her, an odd expression on the usually stoic blonde. In fact, the entire exchange felt bizarre, resembling a touching, playful moment between a mother and her son-in-law. It should have been what Penelope wanted, yet it felt completely melancholic.
Philippa then slid the glass door open again, breaking Penelope’s reverie as she asked Portia about the garlic crusher this time.
“Are you four truly incompetent?” Portia asked, eyes wide.
“It’s not my fault I have pregnancy brain, Mum,” Philippa protested, placing a hand on her belly and pouting, as if that was an excuse for everything, even though she had been through the process twice already.
The widower sighed, shoulders slumping. “Fine, I’ll handle that myself,” before marching toward the problematic kitchen.
“Isn’t this your sister’s house?” Alfred asked Penelope, watching Portia go.
The redhead nodded, shrugging, unable to explain how incompetent Prudence and Harry were. “They usually hire someone to cook, but Prudence wanted to prove she could handle family lunch this time,” she explained with a sigh.
Which really meant she would make Harry do the cooking. Harry, the man who had grown up in mansions so grand that even the Bridgertons would be put to shame, had barely ever lifted a finger to go to the supermarket before marrying her sister.
Alfred furrowed his eyebrows, and Penelope could almost see the wheels turning in his head as he relived the short time he had spent with her sister and brother-in-law, concluding that the prospect for their next meal was far from ideal.
“I think I’ll lend a hand,” he declared, heading for the kitchen, green tea spritz still in hand.
Penelope watched him, barely having time to decide whether she should follow him into that chaos or stay outside with her least favourite cousin.
“I’m happy for you,” Marina said, rocking Oliver as she watched the tumultuous kitchen through the glass door. “I think Alfred will be good for you.”
Frowning slightly, Penelope stared at her, not understanding the sudden kindness, before replying, “Thank you,” and taking another sip of her wine, trying to think of a subject to broach and avoid the awkward silence. “How have you been? We haven’t talked much since…”
“Since you kicked me out of your flat?” she asked, raising an eyebrow at Penelope, who looked like a deer caught in headlights despite still not regretting her past action. Marina then broke into a condescending, enervating smirk. “Don’t worry about it. I’ve grown a lot since then. I don’t exactly have the time or patience to worry about childish fights,” she declared, raising her chin as she looked at her aunt and cousins, as if possessing some deep, hidden wisdom.
“You would understand if you had children,” she continued, running her hand through her son’s hair. Her eyes drifted to Prudence’s and Philippa’s little girls, who were running around the living room with Oliver's twin sister. “Once that happens, none of this matters: stupid boys, trivial heartbreaks. I’m a grown woman. I need to focus on my children and my family, just like your sisters do.”
Penelope felt her blood boil. She never imagined it was possible to feel so small and so angry at the same time, as if all her problems were inconsequential. It was as if she were nothing more than a selfish, immature child at an adult gathering, venting about a boy she once had a crush on, with no one else’s problems to care for but her own. Her past suffering seemed trivial compared to the miracle and growth that came with being a mother. And maybe it was. Maybe she was eternally trapped in her teenage self, half a woman, half a person.
“Good for you,” the actress muttered under her breath.
“But I’m glad to see you growing,” the insufferable woman continued, “letting go of childish fantasies, waiting for someone who could never give you what you want. You’re moving forward with your life, cutting your losses. For better or for worse, that’s what adult life is about.”
“Right,” Penelope replied, hating the fact that Marina, of all people, was making sense. What a terrible, terrible world they lived in. But it was what it was. No one could fight against the tide.
Then, Alfred opened the glass door again, asking if she needed more wine. She smiled and said yes, then followed him inside to join the rest of her family, the rest of her life.
SPOTTED
Penelope and Alfred leaving an office @ Chancery Lane! They were holding hands and being super sweet, even took pics with another couple who approached them. Anon pls.
❤️🔥Mariah 🗡 @polinssdaughter
Leaving an office?
| wes. @kingofsnh
@polinssdaughter ... im not so sure i like that
kay 𓆰𓆪 @loraskiss
@noraswsift THIS IS ALL YOUR FAULT???????????????????????
| billie @noraswsift
@loraskiss HOW IS IT MY FAULT OUR FANDOM IS CURSED
| nai is a showgirl @swifitamondo
@noraswsift@loraskiss do i even want to know?
| billie @noraswsift
@swifitamondo@loraskiss no
| ⋆˚✿˖° it’s always rainy in delulutown⋆˚✿˖° @loranator
@noraswsift@swifitamondo@loraskiss ... is this abt the olivia thing
| Ge 🐾 @geovanalady
@loranator@noraswsift@swifitamondo@loraskiss WHAT THING
| billie @noraswsift
@swifitamondo@loraskiss@geovanalady@loranator just an acc from london and the girl says that neighbourhood has loads of lawyer offices
| ⋆˚✿˖° it’s always rainy in delulutown⋆˚✿˖° @loranator
@noraswsift@swifitamondo@loraskiss@geovanalady that was what i was afraid of
| Ge 🐾 @geovanalady
@loranator@noraswsift@swifitamondo@loraskiss WHAT
⋆。 ゚☁︎。 ⋆。 ゚☾ ゚。 ⋆ Dan @leo_norax
FOR THE LAST TIME THEY ARE NOT GETTING MARRIED NO ONE NEEDS A LAWYER TO GET MARRIED ARE YOU INSANE
| wes. @kingofsnh
@leo_norax ???? dont ppl get married in courthouses
| ⋆。 ゚☁︎。 ⋆。 ゚☾ ゚。 ⋆ Dan @leo_norax
@kingofsnh YES?? OR WHATEVER BRITISH VERSION OF THAT NOT AN EFFING LAWYERS OFFICE
Cinthy ❤️🔥🐉⚔️ @Cy3452n
WHEN I SAID I WANTED PEN BACK IN THE UK THIS WAS NOT WHAT I MEANT
| 🌸Hilly🌸 @hilllaryss
@Cy3452n all i wanted was to enjoy this last promo tour in peace
🕸🕷️Tracy @south3rnr0yalty
I swear all i wanted was my lora endgame but this fandom is exhausting
“I just don’t understand why you won’t hire one of those companies that help people overcome their fear of driving. You seem to have a lot of free time to do that.”
“It’s because I’m not afraid of driving. I just hate it,” Eloise pointed out, gesturing sharply at the dashboard. “And, in case you haven’t noticed since you’ve been back, I actually don’t have all that free time.”
Colin sighed, his wary eyes trying to focus on the road rather than getting annoyed at Eloise. Of course, his sister would make him drive her to their mother’s the day after he returned from New York, which also happened to be the day before The Southern Crown press junket began. Who needed rest anyway?
“And actually, I needed to talk to you about something,” she added, her tone low and uncharacteristically quiet.
Colin furrowed his eyebrows, glancing at her for a moment before returning his attention ahead.
“I have to head back to Berlin tomorrow. It’s just for a few weeks, then my contract with that client will finally be done. But... when I get back, I think it’s time I moved into my own place.”
The actor blinked at the unexpected announcement. He should have felt happy about finally having his space back to himself, free from one of his loud and annoying siblings yapping in his ear. But he felt… melancholic.
He glanced at Eloise, noticing the way her mouth twisted and the seriousness in her eyes, which told him she somehow expected that reaction from him.
“I looked at some places while you were gone and actually found one. They sent the contract today, but I haven’t signed it. I wanted to tell you because…”
“It’s fine, Eloise,” he replied, knowing what she was worried about. Then, looking at the asphalt again, he wrinkled his forehead and said, “Do you even realise how stressful it is to live with you? There’s only so much scheming and social justice speeches a man can take,” he added with a smirk.
“Please,” she rolled her eyes, though the corner of her mouth curled up in relief. “You won’t survive a single week without me.” She then looked at him, raising an eyebrow as she added, “But you have to.”
He nodded, a humorous smile playing on his lips, even as his eyes betrayed a hint of sadness. Eloise watched him, noticing his usual subdued demeanour of late, unchanged even during the few days she’d seen him between months filming his Amazon miniseries.
“I actually found the place while you were still in New Zealand,” she commented casually. “But you barely spent any time here before rushing off to New York, so I thought I should stay and look after your flat a bit longer.”
“Uh-huh,” Colin replied, choosing to believe she was simply making conversation, not cornering him. “It’s a miracle that it even stayed available for that long,” he said dryly, knowing good London flats were usually snapped up quickly.
Familiar with their family’s deflection tactics, Eloise ignored his bait. “I think the real miracle is you’re still standing, considering how much you’ve been overworking yourself,” she retorted sarcastically.
Colin rolled his eyes, shaking his head slightly as he gripped the steering wheel.
“I mean it,” she insisted.
“I know you mean it,” he retorted, his patience wearing thin. “What I don’t get is how one minute everyone’s telling me to get off the couch and find a job, and the next I’m a workaholic.”
“Well, for starters, having some balance would be nice. Ever heard of it?” she asked, crossing her arms over her chest.
“I’m not gonna miss this,” he mumbled under his breath, sighing.
“And second, you don’t need to destroy your health by working yourself to the bone just to prove your critics wrong,” she continued, ignoring his jab.
“Maybe I just need to prove myself wrong,” he retorted. “You don’t know how it feels to have the entire world shouting every little insecurity you have, agreeing with all the worst criticisms you make about yourself. So, excuse me if I need to do this for myself, not anyone else.”
Eloise pressed her lips together. She understood where he was coming from. She truly did. But she also knew that at least half of what he said was utter rubbish.
“Perhaps you should listen more to the opinions of those around you instead of the internet’s nutcases or your own negative thoughts. Your family, colleagues, and friends… many of whom are in your line of work.”
Colin sighed, closing his eyes, knowing exactly where she was headed. “Eloise…”
“Someone like, I don’t know,” she shrugged casually, “Penelope.”
“Penelope is way too nice to trash my acting, no matter how much it deserves it,” he replied.
“She’ll be honest if you ask her.”
“And,” he continued, ignoring her interruption, “she wasn’t here either. Our schedules didn’t even allow us to meet at our photoshoots yet. When exactly did you want us to have a long conversation about our careers?”
Eloise scoffed, mostly because her brother was so transparent. “Maybe if you weren’t running away from her, you might have actually met.”
He rubbed a hand across his face, taking a deep breath. “Can we please just have a normal afternoon without the third degree?”
“We could, if I didn’t love you and your happiness meant nothing to me,” Eloise replied.
Thankfully, he was spared from having to respond, as they arrived at their old house. As the car crunched to a stop on the gravel drive, his gaze flitted to his mother’s garden. The vibrant green had dulled, and many of the plants were yellowing under the cooling autumn air. Even Penelope’s beloved blue daisies, once peppering the garden with splashes of colour, were now withered and brown, their delicate petals brittle.
He walked past them, ignoring the sting of terrible memories attached to the last time he had seen them. Then, he was engulfed in his mother’s arms, the familiar scent of her Chanel No. 5 perfume filling his nostrils as she squeezed him in a crushing hug.
“The prodigal son returns home,” she declared once they broke apart, holding his cheeks between her hands.
Colin rolled his eyes at his mother’s theatrics. “I call you more than all of my siblings combined, Mum.”
Eloise gasped in indignation, while Violet only raised her eyebrows at her, as if in agreement, before returning her attention to her chosen victim.
“You seem to assume I’m alright with seeing you only once or twice a year, my son.”
With a weary sigh, he removed his coat and placed it on the wooden hanger near the door. “I don’t. I’ve just been working a lot.”
She eyed him suspiciously. “Right,” she said, turning to Eloise, who still looked displeased, as if Violet had declared Colin her favourite child.
“Thank you for visiting, Eloise,” the older woman added pointedly, to which Eloise simply raised her chin and crossed her arms, “and for dragging your absent brother along.”
“You’re very welcome,” Eloise said proudly. Colin merely glared at the two of them, but his mother met his gaze defiantly and beckoned them to follow her to the winter garden for tea.
To Colin’s surprise, the afternoon was uneventful, filled with stories of his and Eloise’s work, many of which Violet already knew, and some from the Bridgerton matriarch herself. Curiously, she didn’t pry into their personal lives, which should have warned him that something was amiss.
“Well, I should get going,” Eloise declared after a couple of hours, standing up with a sigh. “I still need to make it to the dinner with Pen and Alfred,” she added pointedly, throwing a glance at Colin, who glowered at her.
“What dinner?” Violet asked innocently, raising her cup of tea to her lips.
With a sardonic expression on her face, Eloise clasped her hands together. “The ‘I want my best friend to officially meet my boyfriend’ dinner,” she answered. “Tomorrow Alfred is moving into his brand new flat in London, which he bought, by the way, so it was about time.”
The widow raised her eyebrows, a slight frown creasing her face, before gently setting her cup on the saucer. “Then you’d both better be going. She and Colin have a full day tomorrow, don’t they? They can’t stay out too late,” she commented.
As Colin wondered if he should squirm on the seat or stand up and murder Eloise, the traitor said, “Oh no, Colin isn’t going, only me.”
Violet turned her attention to her son, who was suddenly fascinated with his tea. “Didn’t she invite you?”
He swallowed hard, the scalding tea searing a path down his throat, as he pressed his lips together and set down his cup. “She did, but like you said, we’ve got a very long day tomorrow,” he said, his voice hoarse and raspy. “I only got back yesterday from my trip. I’m exhausted.”
Despite his reasonable excuses, Violet’s blue eyes pierced through him as she said, “I see.”
He avoided her piercing look and put his hands on the armrests of his seat, as though he was preparing to stand. “But I can drive you there, El,” he offered.
“No need,” his sister said, heading for the door. “I’ll just catch a cab.”
Colin furrowed his eyebrows in confusion. “What?” he asked, but the brunette was already out of the winter garden. “To London?!” he yelled after her, hoping she could still hear him.
She insisted he drive her for an hour, but now she was ready to spend money on a cab for the same distance?
“Yeah!” Eloise shouted back, her voice echoing as the entrance door slammed shut behind her.
Colin then glanced at Violet, who remained unfazed at the exchange.
“Since you’re here,” his mother said casually, setting her cup back on the table, “would you mind going through the things in your old room? See if there’s anything you want to keep or throw away. Daphne and Anthony rearranged their rooms so their children would be comfortable when they visit, and I figured it would be best to get all the rooms in order.”
He eyed her suspiciously, trying to figure out what the catch was.
“Sure, Mum,” he replied.
Eloise: package delivered
Benedict:?
Francesca: which package?
Anthony: were you hacked?
Daphne: wrong gc
Eloise: COLIN IS AT MUMS
Eloise: hya is right
Eloise: you all /are hopeless
Hyacinth: tell me abt it
Hyacinth: its amateur hour in here
Kate: do you truly think this will work?
Kate: i tried telling pen when she came to visit but
Daphne: its not like you can tell her weve been talking behind their backs
Gregory: scheming behind their backs you mean
Eloise: its not scheming if its just pulling their heads out of their arses
Eloise: and i tried to tell her too
Eloise: but it has to come from one of them
Eloise: it cant be us
Benedict: … agreed
Hyacinth: agree
Hyacinth: and if mum cant do it i already figured out a plan b
Simon: what exactly do you mean by that?
Benedict: you dont wanna know
Gregory: pls dont
Hyacinth: what? they are finally in the same country again
Hyacinth: if you think id let that pass do u even know me at all
Gregory: i do which is why im saying dont
Anthony: you do know theyre here to work right?
Hyacinth: 🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄
Gregory: sure ant
Hyacinth: just everyone be free tomorrow
Hyacinth: AFTER the press junket
Hyacinth: happy anthony?
Anthony: marginally
Simon: tomorrow?
Daphne: hyacinth what are you up to exactly?
Gregory: u dont wanna know
Hyacinth: JUST BE FREE TOMORROW NIGHT
Hyacinth: fran?
Francesca: i’ll be there
Eloise: wait what do you mean youre not in berlin
Francesca: hya told me to come and i miss you guys
Eloise: WELL THAT IS FANTASTIC
Benedict: hahahahahahahahahahaha
Benedict: cant believe el is finally going to start sleeping on her own couch
Benedict: paying rent...
Gregory: LMAO
Eloise: haha
Hyacinth: CAN WE FOCUS????
Daphne: fine but whatever it is ill have to bring augie w me
Simon: cant wait to traumatise my child with his 1st ever bridgerton scheming event
Kate: tell me about it
Anthony: ??????????????????????????????????????????????????
Kate: children can hear from the womb is scientifically proven we talked about this
Anthony: i know that but what is edmund hearing at all if you’re not going??
Kate: Anthony
Anthony: Kate
Kate: its for pen and colin
Kate: im going
Anthony: its hyacinths demented scheme
Anthony: its not going to work
Anthony: you need to rest
Hyacinth: EXCUSE ME?????
Anthony: we work all day tomorrow
Kate: im fine
Kate: ill be sitting all day tomorrow
Anthony: SITTING ISNT RESTING
Benedict: no offense but cant you 2 work it out someplace else
Benedict: im trying to paint something peaceful here??
Simon: one step away from naming this chat kate and anthony therapy sessions
Anthony: that’s rich coming from you
Kate: anyway
Kate: im going
Eloise: and im not
Eloise: but let it be known
Eloise: if you all mess up all my work from today im coming back to kill you
Hyacinth: worry not sister
Gregory: id worry
Eloise was dying of boredom. Seriously, where did Pen find this guy? Her eyelid muscles were straining to keep from closing. She knew Alfred travelled for work, but after the sixth incredible story, one could become exhausted.
“And then this coral snake was wriggling on my arm. We were deep in the forest, too far to find a doctor,” he narrated.
“So, you finally panicked?” Penelope’s lips quirked into a smile as the blonde continued.
Eloise resisted the urge to roll her eyes as she reached for the bottle of wine to fill her goblet for the third time. After a long sip, the candlelit restaurant began to blur, thank goodness. Maybe now she would finally be able to tune out this insufferable man’s voice.
“No, not then,” Alfred replied, and Eloise snorted, unnoticed. “My travel companion at the time was a local, and he thought it would be better to amputate my arm.”
Penelope’s ponytail bobbed as she nodded, and then she turned to her spaghetti, her lukewarm reaction to his absurd tale telling Eloise this was probably a common type of conversation between the two.
“So there I was, with my arm over this ridiculously large trunk, Armando with a chainsaw above me, when his brother suddenly appeared, yelling at him to stop because it was a fake coral snake,” he explained, his eyebrows raised and eyes wide.
“Oh. Wow...” Penelope replied half-heartedly, and Eloise had to stifle a laugh, nearly choking on her wine.
“And that’s the story of how I got this scar,” he declared, rolling up his right sleeve to his elbow and pointing at the two small dots that Eloise could barely make out from across the table.
Her friend nodded again, staring at his arm for a moment before returning her attention to the food. He then looked at Eloise, as if checking if she had heard, and she nodded, lips pressed into a frown.
Once free from the torturous dinner, the trio lingered on the sidewalk while cars whizzed by in colourful blurs. A chilly breeze nipped at them, making Penelope shiver. The thin black knit of her wrap sweater dress and tights offered little protection against the cold. Alfred, noticing her discomfort, offered her his light brown coat. Eloise observed the exchange and grudgingly acknowledged that he was being at least somewhat attentive.
“I think the bottle of Château Margaux will warm you up better when we get to your flat,” he teased, a smile playing on his lips. Eloise looked away, wishing she could crawl out of her skin.
She knew there was nothing inherently wrong with him, nor did he seem like a bad boyfriend, annoying as he was, but the entire situation felt wrong. Regardless, she felt powerless to change anything at that moment. He had bought an entire flat just to live in London, and he wanted to celebrate by drinking expensive wine with her. If Penelope was okay with it and genuinely wanted to, who was she to stop her? The only person who could stop it, if he wanted to, needed to get his act together. Otherwise, there was no point in ruining Penelope’s relationship.
But just as Eloise prepared to say her goodbyes and leave them alone, her friend looked at her and said, “Do you want to come with El? Honestly, I drank so much wine I don’t know how much more I can take.”
The brunette paused, considering her friend’s expression—her cheeks flushed and an unmistakable, strained smile. She tried to determine if Penelope was merely being polite or genuinely wanted her there, because it definitely seemed like the latter. She glanced at Alfred, whose obvious annoyance filled her with unrestrained glee. If she were honest, she had consumed more wine than the two of them combined, but she would gladly risk throwing up on the street and suffering a hangover the next day if it meant helping Penelope and derailing his plans, whatever they were.
“Sure,” Eloise replied with a smile, watching in triumph as Alfred’s shoulders slumped and Penelope’s relaxed. “Let me hail a cab for us,” she offered immediately.
But before she could even raise her hand, Penelope’s driver pulled up, the actress looking sheepish as Eloise remembered her friend couldn’t just walk around freely these days.
As Colin reached the two-hour mark separating his belongings, deciding what to trash and what to box, he began to wonder if this labour was the real catch all along. He sighed, sitting on his old bed, the mattress shifting under him as he took a deep breath, resting his hands on his knees.
As the sunlight faded, it barely filtered through the window, casting the room in a sombre grey-blue hue. Looking at his old belongings always stirred up memories of his past life—his childhood and teenage years, and the person he once was. At least he felt a sense of pride in knowing he was among the few who didn’t let down their former selves, having chased his dreams and achieved notable success. Yet, he couldn’t shake the feeling that his adult version was the one disappointed in who he used to be, for valuing the wrong things and people.
Then, a knock interrupted his thoughts, and he saw his mother in the doorway.
“I found this the other day, in Eloise’s room,” she said, passing him an old photo encased in a thick, dark wooden border. “I had it framed, in case one of you wants it.”
Colin’s brow furrowed as he looked at the picture. Unlike other old photos, which faded to yellow, this one, like all his childhood pictures, had taken on a slightly pinkish hue with age. It showed him, Eloise, Daphne, and Penelope a few years after they’d first met, judging by their sizes. They stood in a stiff, awkward line, the kind only parents with cameras would insist on. Eloise was sticking her tongue out, her straight, brunette hair half-wet, half-dry, with blue armbands on each tiny bicep. Daphne frowned at the camera, adjusting her blonde bangs. He and Penelope were looking at each other: her ponytail flying in the wind, nose crinkled with a defiant smile as if reacting to something he’d just said; him with a mischievous glint in his eye and a smirk, probably after doing something silly.
Grown-up Colin smiled, his thumb absently tracing Penelope’s image, his heart aching for a time that could never return.
He looked over at his mother, who’d been sitting quietly next to him while he was lost in thought. Her periwinkle eyes seemed an even more striking blue, echoing the colours of his room, and her knowing gaze made him turn away.
“You need to tell her, Colin,” she said.
He sighed, closing his eyes. “Mum—”
“And spare me the act of pretending you don’t know what I’m talking about, or that I’m imagining things. You can try to run, but I can still read you like a book,” she replied.
“I’m not running—”
She shot him a sharp look, as if urging him to stop lying. He exhaled, looking again at the picture in his hands, his fingers gripping the frame.
“I already tried,” he said.
“And did you succeed?” she asked, raising a sceptical brow.
Tilting his head slightly, he grimaced before meeting her gaze. “The fact that she thought any feelings she might have for me were just because of our work, and that she clearly cares for someone else, gave me pause.”
Violet looked thoroughly unimpressed. “So you didn’t tell her.”
Colin let out a humourless scoff and ran a hand through his hair, avoiding her scrutinising stare as he focused on the en-suite bathroom door.
“It’s a bit counterintuitive to tell someone you love them when they obviously don’t love you back,” he explained.
Violet replied with the obvious, “You don’t know that.”
He exhaled loudly, his shoulders slumping with the movement, already expecting that answer. “Sure, Mum.”
“Not to mention, sometimes there’s something beneath the surface that you’ve always felt, but it went unexplored because no one confronted it before,” she continued, ignoring his scepticism. “We just need to be brave and say it, give the other person the chance to acknowledge the same feelings, or not.”
Colin frowned, admitting to himself that there was some truth to that, given how he realised his own feelings, but still.
“That may be true,” he conceded, his nails tracing the outline of the wooden frame. “But that’s the thing about life, about relationships: it’s all about timing. Maybe if I had realised my feelings sooner… but life doesn’t work like that, does it? Every time I tried, something got in the way—our characters, alcohol, stupid misunderstandings, or even the media. And now she’s with someone,” he frowned, trying to mask the pain in his expression. “I feel awful because I really wanted him to be a bad person, but he’s not. He bought an entire flat to be with her, and she… She’s happy, as she should be. The thought of me just popping up out of the blue to share my feelings, to lay it all on her plate, is just… ridiculous,” he shrugged. “Even if there was a sliver of a chance she could ever feel something for me, that moment is gone now. It’s been months, even years, since anything happened between us. People move on. It’s just a few of us, a pathetic few, who end up stuck in the past.”
Violet sighed. “Really,” she said, her tone so sharp that Colin looked up at her. “You’re willing to gamble with your life because of timing,” she questioned, spilling the last word as if it were a curse.
Her son started to defend himself, but she cut him off.
“Colin, you might be an actor, slipping into countless roles across a million different lives, but when the cameras stop rolling, this is still the only life you’ve got, sweetheart,” she said, her brow furrowing in indignation as she caught his gaze. “You can’t keep daydreaming about what could have been, or all the alternate realities where you made the right choices at the right time, because you will never live in them. You’re still going back to an empty flat, or even worse, to a relationship you settled for because you were too scared to pursue what you truly want.”
He pressed his lips together, and she noticed in his eyes that he was listening, even though he averted his gaze and shook his head as if he thought she was speaking nonsense.
“Do you wish to hear something?” she asked, tucking a strand of his wavy hair behind his ear while he looked down at his lap. “No matter what happens with Penelope, you will have a wonderful future. Your happiness doesn’t depend on her,” she said, her voice soft, and as Colin turned to look at her, eyebrows raised at the statement, she continued, “It might hurt at first, but you’ll move on. And if it’s meant to be, you’ll love again. You won’t be sad forever, Colin. Otherwise, how would I be here today without your father?” she asked, cupping his face, noticing the sorrow in his eyes that mirrored her own. “So I know you’ll be happy, even if she rejects you.”
Colin wrinkled his forehead slightly. While he was young, his mother was always the one who told him and his siblings about how important it was to find love and the joy of a good marriage. And the strange thing was that he had always agreed. He’d never been forced to accept that idea, nor had he shied away from commitment in the way that Anthony, Benedict, or even Eloise had. On the contrary, he felt as though he had spent his life chasing after it, constantly trying, only to end up with one wrong person after another. Just when he believed he had finally found the one, he was met with the harsh reality that she didn’t feel the same way. At that point, he understood the hand life had dealt him, and there was nothing he could do to change it.
But listening to his mother, a true hopeless romantic, say that everything would somehow turn out alright brought a sense of calm to his heart.
She raised her eyebrows and said, “But that what if? That’s what’s really going to haunt you. It will shadow every future relationship you pursue and every path you choose, leaving you uncertain if things would have turned out better had you just tried,” she said, locking her gaze onto his. “So do it, no matter what the outcome may be.”
His gaze searched hers, his heart racing in a wild surge of courage, as if he might finally grasp a compelling argument for why he should abandon all caution. However, the truth was that there were still many reasons not to.
Taking a deep breath, he looked away, and Violet let her hand drop to the mattress, watching her stubborn son with frustration.
“That would be true if I had nothing to lose, Mum. But I do,” he said, his eyes flicking to her briefly before settling back across the room. “Penelope and I have been friends our whole lives… she’s my best friend. This isn’t just about rejection or bruised pride. Having a friend confess feelings you didn’t ask for, especially when you’re in a relationship, is the kind of thing that destroys friendships. And I don’t need a romantic relationship with Penelope. What I truly need is to have her in my life.”
Violet raised her eyebrows. “So why aren’t you with her today?”
With his lips pressed together, he looked downwards again as he fiddled with his fingers. “I just need some time—”
“Really? Time is what you need?” she interrupted, making him look up. “Tell me, what happens when she gets engaged? When she gets married? Will the best friend you claim to be stand at the altar as her groomsman, wishing her happiness with someone else?” she asked, a touch of sarcasm in her voice as she saw the pain flicker across his face. “Or will you skip the wedding entirely, offering some excuse that will only hurt her because she knows you’d never miss such a day?” He looked away, brows furrowed, and she continued, “What if she has children with this man? Will you be their godfather if she asks? Or will you just drift away, hating yourself because you can’t bear to see them? Confusing and hurting her as you grow distant until you see each other once a year, maybe every five, inevitably becoming strangers.”
His face twisted as he could picture the future Violet was describing as clearly as if it were playing right in front of him. What could he say to her except that she was right?
“Your friendship is already ruined, Colin. It was ruined the moment you realised you loved her, whether or not you told her, because feelings don’t need to be spoken to exist,” she said, staring at the side of his head. "You can either keep silent, hiding behind the illusion that you’re protecting your friendship, and watch it die with every lie you tell her, every inexplicable absence when she needs you. Or you can do what every friend must and be honest. Even if she decides you are not the person she wants, at least she will know why you can’t be around. And you’ll know it wasn’t meant to be. Then, maybe years from now, when both of you have moved on, you will be able to talk again as friends, with no lies or hurt between you. That’s how your friendship has any chance of surviving.”
The actor let out a resigned sigh, feeling like he had completely run out of excuses, something only his mother could accomplish.
She seemed proud of herself, too, her eyes searching his as she said, “Tell her. Before it’s truly too late. Tell her today, if you must.”
“You were right, they were delicious,” Penelope said. “I didn’t think it would be worth the money. I almost felt ridiculous paying for them, but they were really, really good.”
Alfred nodded, his hands buried in his pockets as they walked down the hallway. “Yes, I find macaroons generally bland and overpraised, and Ladurée certainly is both, but it was nice to try it once,” he said with a shrug, adding with barely disguised contempt, “I mean, if one must find themselves in Paris, why not?”
Eloise, walking ahead, stifled yet another eyeroll. It wasn’t that she cared so much about the French, but the man was insufferably condescending. Shaking her head, she made for Penelope’s door as they continued talking, hoping at least to escape the conversation inside her friend’s flat. There was just one problem.
“Pen, what’s your password?” she asked, staring at the electronic lock.
The actress paused her conversation, looking at Eloise with a wrinkled forehead as if processing the question. “Um… zero two, zero three.”
The Bridgerton girl nodded and turned back to the lock, her fingers hovering above the numbers. Then, the password seemed to register in her mind, and she paused, blinking for a moment. “Zero two, zero three?” she asked, frowning in confusion.
Alfred chuckled. “Yes, I keep telling her someone is going to break in if she doesn’t change it,” he said, stepping past Eloise to punch in the numbers himself and open the door.
Meanwhile, the brunette stood frozen in place, straightening her back before looking at Penelope, whose eyes were strangely wide.
“Yes, why hasn’t she changed it, I wonder,” Eloise said, raising an eyebrow at her friend.
The redhead scurried past her, mumbling, “I just haven’t had the time yet.”
“Right…” Eloise replied, staring at her friend’s retreating back before following her inside.
Alfred, already in the kitchen, reached for the wine he kept in the cupboard for safekeeping, since Penelope didn’t have a cooler and he wouldn’t dream of ruining a good bottle by putting it in the fridge. Or something to that effect, as Eloise had been tuning out his voice for most of the evening.
To her dismay, they kept talking for a few more hours, but at least the drinks kept coming. Penelope, despite her earlier insistence on needing a third person to share a bottle, was drinking quite a lot. The brunette noticed her friend’s constant attempts to revive dying conversations and her obvious avoidance of Alfred’s increasingly pointed stares as the night wore on. She suspected the redhead was stalling, not wanting to be alone with him. Which was odd, considering he was her boyfriend, and being the unwanted third wheel was not how the barrister planned to spend her night, but she was a loyal friend, so she stayed.
“Doesn’t she have to work tomorrow?” Alfred asked casually. He and Penelope were sprawled on the couch, with two discarded wine glasses on the rug near their feet and a couple of wine bottles on the coffee table.
Eloise had briefly excused herself to the bathroom, finally giving him a moment alone with his girlfriend after a long day. He shifted closer to her, the fabric of the couch rustling as he moved. She was curled sideways, her feet tucked beneath her, and he rested his hand on the soft material over her thigh, his eyes tracing her face and lingering on her lips.
With a self-conscious giggle, Penelope reached for the bottle of Barolo, which was almost empty, and avoided looking at him. With a flush on her cheeks, she refilled her cup and added, “Me too, for what it’s worth.”
He inched even closer, his hand creeping slightly higher on her thigh. “I know, which was why I thought she would leave earlier?” he asked.
Penelope instinctively recoiled, placing her hand on his to push it away, her giggles echoing in the quiet as her mind panicked. “I’m just really ticklish there.”
She knew Alfred wasn’t like most men, or perhaps most people. He didn’t feel the need to constantly display their relationship through physical gestures, which was perfect for her since she was inexperienced and often felt awkward whenever he got too close. Deep down, she knew she had to get past her reservations, especially since he was undeniably attractive and their conversations were always enjoyable. So she was trying, really trying. Each day, it became easier for her to kiss him and let him hold her. However, she still felt like she needed more time to come to terms with that side of their relationship. But with her promotional tour for The Southern Crown keeping her in London, along with Alfred’s recent move to the city, she was running out of time.
She stared at his fingers as they crept up her thigh again. “Relax,” he said. “See? No tickling.”
And just as she was wondering if Eloise would ever come back from the bathroom, the doorbell rang.
Penelope frowned, watching Alfred’s head fall back in frustration at the interruption. “Did the doorman announce anyone?” she asked, ignoring his annoyance.
“No. Maybe it’s a neighbour of yours,” he replied with a weary sigh, his hand reaching to refill his glass of wine.
Feeling thankful for the distraction, she stood up abruptly, appreciating the welcome chill where Alfred’s grip had been. The room spun slightly with her swift movement and the alcohol, causing the warm lights to swirl in her vision.
“Be careful,” he said, noticing she had swayed on her feet.
She offered a nod, then shuffled towards the door, each step a slight struggle. What could a neighbour possibly want at this late hour? Without hesitation, she pushed the door open, the abrupt action almost throwing her off balance as the hallway’s cold air hit her. Then, her eyes widened.
“Colin?” she breathed, half-convinced the night’s drinks had conjured a hallucination. There he stood, the actor himself, clad in jeans and a light blue jacket, scratching the back of his head.
It was strange, not just because he was the last person she expected to see at the door, but also how awkward it was to see him in person after all those months apart. She could see every line and hair on his face, yet there was still an unexplainable difference that she couldn’t quite put into words.
“Um, your doorman said I could come up, I thought he’d called you,” he said.
The woman was still blinking at him, too busy trying to process his presence there to even unravel the fact that no, she hadn’t been warned at all that he was coming up. Colin then glanced over Penelope’s shoulder, noticing Alfred sitting on the couch, watching them with piercing eyes. An uncomfortable feeling stirred in his stomach before he looked back at Penelope.
“Is everything alright?” she asked, worry creeping in at the unexpected visit once the surprise wore off. “Did something happen? Is everyone—”
He shook his head to reassure her. “Everything is fine. I just…” He pressed his lips together, gnawing on his bottom lip and grimacing slightly as he said the next words, “Can I talk to you?”
Penelope furrowed her brow, her blue eyes searching his, never having seen him so serious. “Of course,” she replied, looking around as her sluggish brain tried to figure out what she was supposed to do or take with her until she remembered she was at her house. Noticing Alfred about to stand up from the couch, she raised a hand to stop him. “I’ll be back in a few, okay?”
Turning back to Colin, his gaze still burning into her, she didn’t wait for Alfred’s reply. She stepped into the dimly lit hallway, the door clicking shut behind her. They were plunged into momentary darkness, lit only by the faint reflections of the outside lamps in their eyes as they faced each other.
“Come on,” she murmured, walking past him so he could follow. For some reason, she felt uncomfortable talking to Colin right by her door, where anyone inside could listen.
The actor walked behind her, wincing slightly at the awkwardness of the situation. Once again, he cursed his timing, realising that Alfred was inside the flat with her. In Colin’s naive mind, he thought that after their dinner with Eloise, they would go their separate ways for the night, giving him a chance to talk to her. But of course, her boyfriend had stayed, as this was likely one of the few free nights she’d have before the promotional tour started tomorrow.
Still, he couldn’t help but remember his mother’s words: forget about timing—forget everything else, really—since the perfect moment would never come. Deciding to set those worries aside, he focused on his surroundings instead. That was when he realised that the path Penelope had chosen was unfamiliar to him. She walked past the lift and down the hall, passing several doors to other apartments until they reached a winter garden at the end of the corridor.
It held just two beige chairs, a side table, and some open sliding panels that let in the chilly air. Penelope, without a coat, didn’t seem to care, leaning sideways against the glass balcony, wind whipping strands of her hair across her face.
Colin moved to offer his jacket, but she waved a hand, the air carrying her words, “I’m honestly not cold at all,” her cheeks flushed a rosy pink.
He nodded, pressing his lips together, and stood before her, knowing he had to stop stalling. He rested an arm on the balustrade, looking at the cityscape instead of her questioning gaze.
With a grimace, he began, “I’m really sorry to interrupt your night, Pen, I…” He swallowed hard, lost for words. “You made me promise I’d come to you when I needed you and… I guess that’s what I’m doing,” he mumbled, watching the cars below, his jaw tight.
Penelope frowned, a sudden fear gripping her stomach at the thought of her self-sacrificing friend coming in person to ask for help. “Of course, Colin,” she said, her eyes searching for his as he continued to avoid her gaze. “I meant it. Whatever you need, you know I’m here for you.”
His face twisted. “It’s not exactly something I need from you, but something I need to tell you instead,” he said, finally looking at her, watching as confusion settled in her gaze once again.
Itching his forehead, he let his hand drop as his eyes remained fixed on the night scenery. Penelope observed him, all her instincts urging her to panic, even though she didn't understand what was happening.
“I’m sorry I couldn’t make it today, Pen. I’m really sorry,” he said.
The redhead blinked, finding the change in subject odd. She shook her head slightly and said, “It’s fine, Colin, really—”
“It’s not fine, Pen. None of this is fine,” he replied, his blue eyes finally locking onto hers. “I wasn’t tired. I’m never too tired to go out with you.”
Confused by what he was saying, her heart beat faster at his words, even more so at his expression. “Okay,” she managed, her voice catching.
“And the problem is, this isn’t the first time I’ve lied. I’ve been lying to you for months, even years,” he said. “The truth is, it doesn’t matter what day you messaged me. If you asked me to dinner with you and your boyfriend, I’d still say I was tired, because I can’t...” His voice cracked, and he squeezed his eyes shut, a fleeting grimace of pain crossing his face. “I can’t stand the sight of you with him. Or anyone else, for that matter.”
Penelope felt her chest tighten as she tried to process his words, her breath becoming heavy and uneven.
“And I know what you’re going to say,” he raised his hands to stop any protest from her. “But it’s just not true, not for me,” he said, placing his fingers over his chest. “There wasn’t a single moment I was confused, not one kiss where I wasn’t myself, even when I shouldn’t have been. So, if you want to accuse me of anything, accuse me of being a terrible actor because it can’t possibly be that I don’t know the difference between reality and fiction.” He paused, taking in the sight of her wide, glassy eyes, her chest rising and falling rapidly.
“I … I went along with what you said because I didn’t want to confuse you even more. I was scared and I...” His voice hitched, his face twisting. “I really thought I could do this, spend my life pretending to be just the perfect friend, that everything that happened between us was just a fluke. But the truth is, I knew I wanted you from our first kiss that night. I knew I loved you even before your back hit the ground.”
Penelope suddenly sobbed, the sound sharp and cutting through the air, interrupting him. She ran a trembling hand through her hair, loosening strands from her ponytail. “Why are you saying this now?” she whimpered through her tears. “It’s like you want to torture me.”
Colin blinked, startled. He had anticipated many reactions from Penelope, but the raw pain in her voice was something different.
“All this time,” she said, her piercing blue eyes fixed on him as she cried. “With all the thousands of perfectly beautiful models you dated, swearing we were just friends,” she rambled, waving her hand around as Colin’s stomach churned in nausea. She placed her hands on her head, letting out a disbelieving scoff. “You said you would never date me in a million years, Colin. You said it for the entire world to see.”
He winced, as though he had taken a physical blow. In that moment, he felt like a child wanting to recite lines from a movie, hoping they could somehow fix real life.
I thought you said it was all right. I thought you had forgiven me.
“And now you come here today?” she asked, her cheeks flushed with liquor and frustration, her hand falling to her side. “Do you even know what happened today? That man just signed the transfer deed for his London apartment,” she gestured vaguely towards her flat, then to herself. “Because I told him I was committed, because I promised him that there was nothing... nothing holding me back anymore,” she finished, her voice cracking at the end.
He croaked, “Pen,” his vision swimming as he moved toward her, his own eyes brimming.
But she recoiled, shaking her head, tear-filled gaze locking with his. “You’re too late, Colin.”
Notes:
*covering ears* LALALALALALALALALALALAALA, I KNOW YOU'RE ANGRY WITH ME AND PEN BUT I CAN'T HEAR YOU SINCE YOU SIGNED A CONTRACT SEE YOU IN THE NEXT CHAPTER.
Chapter 24: ...One Promise Broken
Summary:
Colin and Penelope are forced to navigate the first press junket day for The Southern Crown while simultaneously juggling the biggest crisis of their relationship.
Notes:
You know, I would name this chapter "Unhinged Colin", but alas, it would ruin our aesthetics.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
“So... the Egyptian pyramids, huh?”
Alfred looked at Eloise from where he sat on the sofa with his legs crossed. With a sigh, he said, “They’re alright,” before taking a sip of his drink.
Eloise squirmed in the armchair, wishing she could escape the awkwardness. She silently cursed Penelope for leaving her alone with a man who was making no effort to break the uncomfortable silence. But just as she considered coming up with another brilliant topic, the door burst open.
Startled, the brunette stood and turned just in time to see her friend, a blur of black and red, heading toward her room.
“Pen?” she called, frowning at the woman’s unusual behaviour.
“I just need some time alone,” Penelope muttered before slamming her door.
Wide-eyed, Eloise turned to Alfred, who had also got to his feet. “Let me handle this,” she whispered, and then made her way to Penelope’s room, closing the door behind her. Her eyes immediately focused on Penelope, who was pacing in front of the window, tugging at her hair.
If Eloise was honest, she had never seen her friend in such a state, and she wasn’t proud to admit that it scared her a little. “What happened?” she asked.
“What happened?” Penelope scoffed sarcastically. “What always happens,” she waved her hands sharply in the air and added, “Colin.” Her blue eyes met Eloise’s, revealing tears that shimmered in the light streaming in from the window. “He just decided, after all this time, to tell me he has feelings for me.”
Eloise closed her eyes, taking a deep breath of relief. It was a testament to her restraint that she didn’t just blurt out finally.
“I don’t...” Penelope continued, shaking her head as she paced, her breathing growing erratic. “I don’t even understand where this is coming from.”
“Really.” Eloise interrupted, reaching her limit with playing the quiet listening friend—which, admittedly, lasted only ten seconds.
As Penelope turned to her, puzzled, she said, “Then you must be the only person on Earth who doesn’t. Because the entire world knows my brother has feelings for you. I’m not even exaggerating. This is the first time in history that this is a factual statement. You know those remote civilisations your boyfriend’s always visiting?” She raised her eyebrows sarcastically, gesturing towards her living room. “Yeah, they know too. Via. smoke. signal.”
Penelope stared, her expression pure shock. What universe had she stumbled into? Because it certainly wasn’t the one she’d lived in for the past thirty-something years.
“It just... it just can’t be,” she choked out.
Raising an eyebrow, Eloise said, “Pen, it just is. Trust me, I live with the man.”
Resuming her pacing, the redhead shook her head, seconds from a complete meltdown. “Can someone please tell me where the hell this came from? Where was all this hidden when I watched Colin date tall, thin girl after tall, thin girl, feeling like the most ridiculous woman on Earth, never imagining he’d see me as anything more than the nice, plain-looking, chubby friend I’ve always been? Where was this supposed ‘whole world’ when everyone, and I mean everyone, was laughing at the thought of us together, including you, Eloise?” she said, pointing at the woman.
The brunette blinked, caught off guard. As Penelope’s fiery blue eyes fixed on her, filled with accusation and pain, Eloise couldn’t help but feel utterly stupid.
Because, of course, Penelope had realised her feelings for Colin before anyone else. While they had spent their time ignoring their connection, or worse, finding the idea of them together amusing, Penelope had been busy loving him.
“Pen, my entire family is crazy about you, trust me, it wasn’t because—”
“And why hasn’t he told me earlier?” the actress interrupted, continuing her rant without hearing her friend. “Is it because we’re about to move on with our lives, and he just waited until the worst possible moment to tell me? What am I supposed to do now?” Her voice grew high-pitched as she raised her shoulders. “I made Alfred wait for years. He asked me point-blank to move forward in our relationship only if I was certain, and I told him I was. He bought a flat here and was planning for us to move in together one day. I had moved on.” She placed a hand on her chest as she spoke. “And I’m not a teenager anymore. I can’t just go back on my word. I—”
“Really?” Eloise interrupted, crossing her arms. “Is that why you kept Colin’s birthday as the password to your house? Because you have moved on?”
Wide-eyed, Penelope felt her cheeks burn under Eloise’s sharp observation. She suspected Eloise had made that connection quickly, unlike Colin years before.
The Bridgerton girl let out a scoff, placing a hand on her forehead in sheer disbelief. “Ridiculous. Both of you are so...” She dropped her hands. “I swear I have never met two oblivious idiots more made for each other than the two of you.”
At that, Penelope stopped blushing to glare at her friend, who waved dismissively. “I say that with love.”
Still feeling embarrassed, the redhead’s lips tightened as she looked down at the ground. With a sigh, Eloise continued, “And I truly don’t know why Colin has waited so long to tell you, because I certainly tried to convince him otherwise.” Staring at the top of Penelope’s head, she added, “But I have a feeling you might know the reason better than anyone else, since you haven’t told him either.”
The actress jerked her head up, surprised by the jab. Eloise was staring at her, eyebrow arched in silent judgment, clearly thinking the actress’s complaint was hypocritical. And part of Penelope wanted to admit that her friend had a point. But then she ran through all the perfectly valid reasons she hadn’t told Colin about her feelings, which she believed were entirely reasonable. Right?
“Anyway,” Eloise said, “I really do need to go now because I actually have a flight to catch. Believe it or not, I only stayed this long because it was obvious you didn’t want to be alone with the man you swear you decided on,” she added pointedly.
Penelope winced, but then the brunette’s hands, warm and firm, enveloped hers. “But if I were you, I’d make sure this is really just about not wanting to act like a teenager, because that’s honestly the stupidest reason to throw away a future you truly, truly want,” she said, her eyes piercing. Penelope looked away, chewing on her lip. “You should fight for the life you want, Pen. Don’t let a hurt that belongs to the past, or even more ridiculously, a transfer deed, dictate your entire life.”
Eloise squeezed her hands, a small smile appearing. “And I promise I’ll still be there for you, whatever you decide, even if you decide you want to marry Alfred and have a thousand of his insufferably blonde babies running around.”
With that, Eloise gave her a quick hug before exiting the room, leaving Penelope frozen in place, her hands falling to her sides.
It was funny. Every time she imagined having children, they always had brown hair.
When Colin’s alarm blared the next morning, he prepared himself for a long day of press junkets, realising there was an upside to living through his worst nightmare.
Now, nothing could truly scare him.
In a way, his mother was right. Despite driving home wrecked and crying, not sleeping a wink, and feeling like his insides were collapsing, he felt strangely relieved. It was as if he finally knew the ending to a years-long story, and there was nothing left to do. No more guilt or doubt. It was what it was, and he just had to accept it.
That, however, did not mean he would accept it with a smile on his face.
With that thought in mind, he put on his green-lensed Persol sunglasses and marched toward his car, ready for the day to be over.
“Could you tell me why today, of all days, you aren’t picking up your phone?” Will complained from the passenger seat as soon as the actor got in.
“I’m here, aren’t I?” he asked sharply, raising an eyebrow before reaching for his seatbelt.
Will frowned, wondering if he’d travelled back in time or was dreaming of the past. He looked at John in the rearview mirror, sitting on Colin’s left side, looking as confused as he felt.
And if the two of them had any doubts about something being wrong, they were certain of it by the time they met the actor’s publicist at the hotel.
“Good morning, welcome to the junket. One of the runners will take you to the cast lounge,” the event coordinator said.
“Perfect,” Lilo said. “What time is the first interview?”
Colin didn’t bother to join the conversation, remaining silent, arms crossed, eyes scanning the room behind his sunglasses.
Will watched him, a growing suspicion tightening his gaze. The silence stretched as the runner led them through the opulent hotel, up in the lift to the correct floor. Colin, however, remained unfazed, simply adjusting his sunglasses atop his head and checking his watch, seemingly unimpressed by the extravagance.
The studio had spared no expense on the last promo tour, and the first day confirmed it. Not only was it a high-end hotel with lofty ceilings and gold accents, but the press junket floor was obscenely large, featuring multiple interview rooms and filming suites, a bustling staff, and a gigantic cast lounge with a lavish refreshments table. Monitors displayed the day’s schedule and live interviews, currently featuring Kate and Thomas in separate rooms, as they were mainly scheduled for solo interviews at first, with a few exceptions.
“Right this way, Mr Bridgerton,” the runner said, heading toward the touch-up area.
Colin sighed, muttering, “Let’s get this over with,” and followed.
Once the actor was out of earshot, Will turned to John. “Alright, what happened yesterday? Did anything come out that I’m not aware of?”
The assistant raised his hands in a shrug, just as confused as Will.
“There was nothing,” Lilo replied, grimacing as he watched the actor from a distance. “I’m sure of it.”
Will huffed, placing one hand on his forehead and the other on his hip. “Then can someone explain why I’m dealing with a Colin Bridgerton straight out of the fake drug scandal era right now?” he asked.
John wished he had an answer, but he was just as clueless as the others as to why his boss had suddenly reverted to the man he was when the assistant was first hired—mad at the world, curt, distant. The difference now was that he knew that wasn’t the real Colin, especially not when it came to this project. So, as he watched his boss embody his past temperamental version, he wasn’t as scared as he used to be.
He was worried.
“Are you unwell? You look dreadful.”
Penelope barely had the energy to look at Mrs Varley, opting to stare at the lift display’s glaring red numbers. “No… I,” she croaked, her voice hoarse. “I just didn’t sleep much.”
Without looking in the mirror, she knew her complexion was ashy, and shadows circled her eyes. To say she had little sleep was an understatement. She hadn’t slept at all.
“We’re going to have to request an adjustment to your makeup,” Lara chimed in, still focused on her phone as her fingers tapped furiously. “You’re too pale.”
The actress exhaled and ran her hand through her hair, which was starting to look greasy from all the pulling it had endured since the previous day.
“We understand you’ve just returned, but it’s not advisable to spend the entire night celebrating right now,” Mrs Varley remarked, giving her client a pointed look. “I’m sure Alfred understands.”
Penelope froze, her hands still in her hair as she shot a side glance at her manager. The woman seemed convinced that the redhead had spent the entire night partying, which was laughable. Still, the actress nodded. Admitting the truth would likely provoke an even worse reaction.
The fourth person on the lift, besides the runner accompanying them, observed her boss in silence. Like the other two women, Rae quickly noticed Penelope’s almost greyish skin and exhausted demeanour. However, she also recognised her reddened, swollen eyes, which were certainly not caused by drinking.
As they finally reached their floor, Penelope felt a sense of gratitude as she headed toward the hospitality area. After pulling an all-nighter, her body usually reacted poorly, leaving her feeling weak and cold. Perhaps a snack would give her some energy, if her upset stomach could handle it.
Or coffee. Yes, maybe she should start with that.
With that thought, she hurried to the snack table as they headed towards hair and makeup, hoping to grab a quick caffeine fix and a scone. The runner seemed to notice her pause and quickly adjusted his posture as if he weren’t on a tight schedule at all.
“Do you want me to bring something over to you while you get ready?” he asked politely.
Penelope waved him off, trying to be subtle, but it was difficult since the cast’s lounge was more crowded than usual. Many colleagues and their teams were scattered around, talking and eating energetically, and to make matters worse, Thomas, Kate, and Cressida were chatting near the refreshments.
“Pen!” her friend called out cheerfully, perched in a chair to the table’s left, her very pregnant belly requiring doctor-ordered rest.
Thomas and Cressida, who had been standing in front of her, turned around, and Penelope offered them a strained, client-pleasing smile.
“Hey guys,” she said, approaching the table, one eye on the waiting runner and the other on the food. “I still need to get my makeup done,” she said, hinting that she was in a hurry.
“Are you sick?” Thomas asked, as blunt as always, earning a glare from Kate and a sneer from Cressida.
Penelope looked at him in surprise, realising she must truly look awful. She opened and closed her mouth, momentarily speechless.
“No, I’m…” she cleared her throat. “Just really tired,” she said, reaching for a china cup and placing it under the spout of the bean-to-cup coffee machine.
With a sigh, Thomas shook his head. “Last film curse,” he commented, looking over at the other two actresses as though they were already discussing the topic.
However, his third castmate was confused, wrinkling her forehead at him while pressing the espresso button.
“I don’t know if you’ve ever been in a sequence before, but I swear every bad thing just piles up and waits to happen all at once at the end,” Thomas explained, raising his eyebrow for emphasis. “First, Kate is about to pop any day now,” he said, gesturing toward his co-star, who shot him a murderous glare in response. “Dolores just twisted her ankle, Margaret lost her voice,” he continued, listing off the incidents without pausing for the brunette’s annoyance. “Chelsea lost the game yesterday, so that’s my thing. You are sick,” he pointed at Penelope, then gestured vaguely toward the rest of the hotel. “Colin is back to being… well, Colin, and Cressida…” he trailed off, looking at the blonde in doubt. “Nothing ever happens to you, does it?”
She shrugged, a condescending smile on her lips. “It’s a gift.”
“Wait,” Penelope interrupted, feeling a burn in her fingers as the hot coffee overflowed due to her distraction. She quickly retreated her hand, shaking it while keeping her eyes fixed on Thomas. “Colin is what?”
Thomas turned, dramatically blowing air from his lips. “Seriously, you don’t want to go near him today. I swear, it’s like he gathered up every dark cloud and brought them all here, ready to make it rain,” he said, swirling his hand upward. “Or make a journalist cry, whichever comes first.”
Despite the bleak image he was painting, Cressida shook her head and smiled. “I miss that side of him,” she said, as if it were a long-lost friend and not the person who repeatedly ignored her advances.
He tilted his head, considering. “He was amusing, for sure. Just a tad…” he narrowed his eyes. “Concerning.”
Meanwhile, Penelope’s mind raced. Her gaze was still fixed on Thomas until it met Kate’s. As always, her friend’s intelligent brown eyes seemed to know more than she let on, and she looked at the redhead as if she suspected the woman knew the exact reason for Colin’s terrible mood.
“Um, anyway,” the redhead said as she sprang into action to grab her scone. “I really need to get going,” she announced, then turned and headed off to face a gruelling day.
Colin took pride in having developed a method, shaped by years of dealing with all kinds of journalists, from those who were competent and engaging to those who were downright ruthless and malicious. By that point in his career, he could tell almost immediately if it would be a waste of time, and if he was honest, most of that day’s interviews certainly seemed to be.
“From the public’s perspective, how do you think they will react to the change in Leonida’s love interest?”
Colin grimaced, then tilted his head, as if questioning the man’s intelligence. “I don’t know. Isn’t that for them to decide?”
From across the room, Will put his hand on his forehead and sighed, as Lilo and the interviewer squirmed in unison.
“I guess… but—” the curly-haired man stammered, adjusting his glasses as he tried to clarify.
“I just don’t see the point of the question,” Colin interrupted, crossing his arms. “For starters, it was only one scene in the second film, not necessarily a switch, or did you see anything else on the cut you received?”
The man began to fumble over his words again, while Colin raised an eyebrow, knowing that the final cut of the movie wouldn’t drop until December—even though he probably shouldn’t have known that. From a distance, the studio PR stared at him pointedly, while his manager shot him a disapproving glare.
“Congratulations on your outstanding performance in the movie,” the journalist with auburn hair remarked, gracefully crossing her legs.
Colin, who had been taking a sip of water, capped his bottle and replied with a sincere, “Thank you.”
“After Princess of the West, many fans speculated that The Southern Crown would be affected by the ongoing rumours and even your performance. But I must say, having watched snippets of it, those concerns seem misplaced,” she added, leaving Colin unsure if it was a compliment or a veiled jab.
With a puzzled look, he responded, “Yes... it was wonderful working with everyone again, and I gave my best in this closing chapter for Leonidas.”
She nodded and asked, “So, what was it like almost spearheading the ship this time?”
Colin considered her question and relaxed slightly, feeling that maybe the interview wasn’t going to be a trap after all.
“Honestly, Thomas and Kate were still the focal points, so I like to think I was just offering them more support than usual,” he remarked, scratching his arm thoughtfully. “But I have to admit, the added pressure was definitely there, so it was nerve-wracking at first. But, once we began filming, the sheer exhaustion helped me forget about it,” he added, a faint smile appearing.
“On top of that, your character now has to navigate not one but two romances,” she continued. “How did you approach a conventional versus an unconventional love story?”
Colin stared at her for a moment before asking, “What do you mean by unconventional?”
The woman hesitated, scrambling to clarify. “What I mean is—”
“Because, as far as I can tell, Leonidas fell in love with Cressida at first sight, and his story with Nora could be one of two friends falling in love. So, I don’t see what’s unconventional about that,” he continued, his tone sharp, before she changed the subject.
“So, this is a rare instance where fans have embraced an unusual pairing so much that it influenced the last film. Without giving away too much, can we anticipate more of that in The Southern Crown?”
“Define unusual couple,” Colin said, crossing his arms at the man instead of answering.
The interviewer paused, taken aback by Colin’s scrutiny. “You know...” He gestured with his hand as if he didn’t need to elaborate, but Colin continued to stare him down, raising his eyebrows expectantly. “It feels more like a modern romance than what one might typically expect.”
“Modern,” Colin echoed. “I’m confused about what was so modern about it, considering all the sword fighting and horse riding.”
The interviewer chuckled nervously, shifting in his seat.
“Are you completely out of your mind?”
Colin shot Will a look as they walked together.
“Do you want to be pulled from today’s schedule?” the manager continued, pointing towards Lilo, who was on his phone talking to the studio’s PR manager.
“I don’t see what the problem is. I’m answering everything. I just refuse to engage with their insinuations,” the actor replied, making a beeline for the coffee machine, relieved to find the cast lounge empty at that moment.
Before Colin could grab an espresso, John approached him with a cup of pitch-black coffee. Colin looked on in surprise, considering he hated the drink unless he was at his worst, which he supposed he was.
“You’ve been an actor for how long now?” His manager continued. “You know how this works. There are no interviews without insinuations. Or does Lilo need to schedule media training for you again?”
The actor shook his head, blowing on his coffee.
“Your career is finally getting back on track. Do you really want to start another cancellation train for blowing up at interviewers just for doing their jobs by trying to get information out of you?” Will questioned.
“They’re not trying to talk about the film, they’re trying to talk about Pen,” Colin retorted, frustrated.
Will looked confused, and Colin sighed. “It’s not what they’re asking, it’s what they’re implying. How many years have you been a manager now?” he shot back sharply. “Can’t you recognise when they’re trying to sidestep a blacklist?”
The man’s expression shifted to a slight frown, but he remained silent, possibly because he hadn’t grasped the connection between Colin’s quick-tempered answers at the interviews.
“Alright, I reassured them that everything is under control and that we don’t want to reschedule anything,” Lilo interrupted their conversation.
Will and Colin exchanged glances, and the actor said, “I’ll behave, but if they comment on Pen’s looks again, I’m not having any of it,” he warned, taking a sip of his coffee and slamming the cup down on the table before heading to the bathroom.
His team watched him: John biting his lip so hard it nearly bled, Lilo clutching his stomach, and Will lost in thought.
“I’ll have to ask to reschedule the interviews, won’t I?” Lilo asked.
With a huff, Will replied, “Yeah,” planting his hands on his hips, though he figured he could live with that.
“How are you doing?” Anthony asked.
Kate smiled at her husband, who emerged from the interview looking worn out, with his hair a mess and his shirt creased. Still, he paused to give her a peck on the lips as she sat on her usual chair by the refreshments table.
“I’m fine,” she replied, placing her hand over her belly and giving him a knowing look. “We’re fine. Now will you stop worrying?”
Ignoring her plea, he stood with his hands on his hips and asked, “Why are you here instead of over there where it’s more comfortable?” He gestured toward the area filled with couches on the other side of the room.
She huffed, missing the days when she was the one stressed over the pregnancy instead of Anthony. “Because I’m popping in and out of interviews every five minutes, and it’s way harder to keep sitting down and getting up from that couch than from this chair,” she explained.
Despite her logical explanation, Anthony shook his head. “I knew you should have skipped this one. This day is too much, even for me, and…”
“Anthony, I am fine,” she repeated, her eyes wide to emphasise her point. “I’d be more stressed if I were at home doing nothing while all of you worked.”
At that, he finally waved the metaphorical white flag and sighed. Knowing her as well as he did, that was the one argument he couldn’t disagree with.
“Besides, I’d be more worried about your brother,” she added.
He noticed her serious expression, and his jaw tightened. He hadn’t seen his brother that day yet, but like at every work event, he had been subjected to gossip he couldn’t care less about. Except this time it was about Colin.
“I heard,” he said. “How bad is it?”
“Nothing much, but I’m not sure how long it will stay that way,” she commented.
Anthony’s lips twisted as he grabbed a couple of mini mozzarella, tomato, and basil wraps, offering one to Kate and absently taking the other, lost in thought. After the way his brother wrapped up filming, the eldest Bridgerton had made an effort to check in more often—at least, by their standards. But as always, Colin wouldn’t say if something was wrong, preferring to talk about work and ask after Kate and the baby.
Not that Anthony had much room to criticise in that regard either.
“Can I get you two anything?” one of the event assistants asked, approaching them. Anthony ordered coffee and specified how Kate liked her tea. She smiled at him in gratitude before her eyes glanced at the monitor to their left, which had just finished an interview with Thomas.
Penelope and Cressida soon entered the cast lounge after finishing their interview, ready for the five-minute break before their group interviews began. Kate observed the redhead looked somewhat improved: her hair styled in soft waves, a rosy flush on her cheeks—undoubtedly the makeup artist’s handiwork—and a matching lipgloss. She now wore a light pink, long-sleeved sweetheart neckline top, paired with soft white tailored trousers that ended at the ankle.
But as Penelope approached the refreshment table, Kate saw the carefully constructed illusion unravel, her dejected expression becoming obvious.
“Hi, Anthony,” she said distractedly, having not seen the man in person until that moment.
He watched her, a concerned expression on his face. “Are you all right?” he asked.
Getting used to that question by this point, she muttered, “Yeah,” as she reached for a napkin.
The man frowned at her odd behaviour while Kate gestured with her chin toward Cressida, who was now lounging on the couch. “How was it?” she asked, wondering how their interview had gone.
“Oh,” Penelope replied unenthusiastically, before finally deciding on grabbing a slice of the lemon cake. “It was fine. I got used to her,” She added with a shrug, since it was impossible not to after all these months she had spent filming with the woman.
“Finally, they’ve refilled this!” Thomas exclaimed as he suddenly appeared, reaching for the mini sandwiches right in front of Penelope, as if he hadn’t eaten in ages. Kate and Anthony rolled their eyes at his antics, while Penelope merely swerved out of the way, too tired to even protest.
“Our next one’s in five minutes, yeah?” he asked the couple, sandwich in one hand, the other crammed into his mouth, nodding toward the screen as he spoke, “I don’t want to miss it.”
“You don’t want to miss…our interview together?” Anthony asked, puzzled.
The actor wrinkled his forehead at him as if he were speaking nonsense. “No, Colin’s,” he pointed towards the monitor again, as the actor entered the room where Thomas used to be. “Hands down, one of the worst interviews of my life. Can’t wait for our boy to end him.”
Penelope frowned, initially confused by his statement. But then, she saw the gleam in his excited eyes, and a cold knot of dread tightened in her stomach. She had only caught glimpses of Colin in interviews that day, more due to their conflicting schedules than by choice. But Thomas wasn’t the only one to mention his volatile mood, as that seemed to be the favourite subject of everyone around her. Kate and Anthony appeared to be in the loop as well, exchanging a knowing glance before they all shifted their attention back to the screen.
Colin was sitting down, looking adorable as ever in a dark blue sweater and his carefully tousled waves. Penelope sighed, feeling as if she was losing her mind because as soon as he looked at the camera, she wanted to hide under the table. Memories of the previous night flashed before her, of those very eyes staring her down as he admitted, at the worst possible moment, the one thing she had been waiting for virtually all her life.
“Congratulations on the new movie,” the interviewer said politely. “The fans have been waiting a long time. I can’t imagine how it must feel for you.”
“I don’t think it’s that much different,” Colin answered, still settling into his chair. “We might share this bittersweet feeling of needing to see the story through, but missing it terribly once it’s gone.”
Penelope’s lips curved up at his reply. It was amazing how, even after all these years, she could listen to Colin talk about his work for hours.
“I can only imagine,” the journalist continued, a blonde man with narrow glasses and a pointy nose. “This goodbye must be particularly difficult, considering the emotional journey Leonidas goes through. How do you manage that as an actor?”
Colin furrowed his eyebrows slightly, as if trying to understand the question. “Well, we do our best to keep fiction and reality apart, but there are times when filming can get a bit heavy, it’s inevitable. But then we have a little break and carry on.”
“Right,” the blonde man replied, crossing his legs and resting his folded hands on his knees. “There’s been a lot of talk about the reverse happening, with real-life problems bleeding into fiction. Do you think there were any instances where that might have happened?”
Colin visibly stiffened. “Well, Leonidas had brown eyes in the book, but he had to become blue-eyed because of me, if that’s what you’re asking,” Colin said, a slight sharpness creeping into his voice.
“Sure,” the journalist replied. “I was thinking more about the interpersonal relationships, however.”
Colin crossed his arms, tilting his head at the man.
“In the original books, despite the small fanbase dedicated to Nora and Leonidas, it was inconceivable for those two characters to end up together,” the interviewer continued, seemingly unfazed by the actor’s irritation. “It became even more controversial when the casting was revealed—”
“Did it?” Colin replied, his tone dry.
The blond man paused for a moment before adding, “As we know, Nora was always the underdog—”
“—I didn’t know that,” Colin mumbled.
“—But then, as your characters appeared on screen, you attracted a legion of fans, which led to the inclusion of romantic scenes in your story. How was that filming process for you?”
Colin frowned. “Like any other. I’m an actor.” He looked at the man as if he were stupid. “I acted.”
“Yes, but,” the interview continued, “there’s a difference in expectation when you accept a project, knowing exactly what each character means to your character, which actor will play each role, and then suddenly things change. I’d like to know more about that.”
“What on earth is he talking about?” Thomas voiced the confusion shared by many in the cast lounge, who had all stopped their activities to watch the video as if it were a football match.
Colin, on the other hand, seemed to understand the man perfectly. He slumped in his chair, staring at the journalist in disbelief, and that more than anything sent a chill down Penelope’s spine. She knew all too well the look her friend wore when he was about to do something really, really stupid.
“Why don’t you ask me what you really want to ask me?” the actor said, his voice remarkably calm, as if he had everything under control. Seeing the interviewer’s confused look, the other man continued, “I mean, there’s obviously something you want to ask, but you’re dancing around it because of the list of questions you received about what you’re not supposed to ask.”
“Damn it, Colin,” Penelope hissed, while Thomas, behind her, gaped in surprise, slowly reaching for the bowl of green grapes and cradling it in his arm, each tiny bite he took making a small crunch in the silent room.
The journalist paused, and the cameraman focused on him as he turned to the publicists behind him, seemingly seeking confirmation for permission. But Colin interrupted him.
“No, don’t look at them, look at me,” he said, pointing at himself. “I’m telling you that you can ask, so go ahead.”
The blonde man hesitated, looking the actor up and down before finally giving in. “Your character was originally meant to be attracted only to Cressida Cowper’s, voted one of the country’s most attractive actresses for years. But because of your friendship with Penelope Featherington, fans rooted for a romance between your characters instead. So, what was it like having to switch gears, having to act attracted to your friend because of fan pressure, especially considering the initial controversy surrounding her casting due to her perceived ordinary looks?”
Penelope felt her cheeks warm, an old wave of shame and inadequacy washing over her once again. She loathed that feeling, especially since she had promised herself that she was beyond it by now. After years of people commenting on her appearance, she had come to terms with it, reminding herself that while some viewed her as unattractive, others saw her in just the opposite light. And, in the end, what truly mattered was that she hadn’t despised her reflection in the mirror for a long time.
Yet, she couldn’t shake the peculiar realisation that she actually agreed with the journalist. The notion of Colin being attracted to her seemed absurd in every conceivable universe.
Colin, who was crossing his arms and clenching his jaw, looking every bit like he was prepared to skin the interviewer alive.
“It’s funny, because I feel like I already addressed this ages ago,” Colin said, feigning casualness as he scratched the back of his head, remembering his infamous Instagram video. “Where were you? Were you not around or…?”
“Of course, but I personally feel it’s different,” he interrupted, oblivious to the other man’s barely concealed rage. “Defending a friend is one thing, but having to act like a romantic interest, especially for an actor as handsome as yourself—”
“Oh, an actor such as myself?” he echoed, pointing to his chest with a dry chuckle, leaning forward with a sardonic smile.
“Let it go, Colin. Please. Just let it go,” Penelope whispered, knowing that acting out during an interview was the last thing he needed for his public image.
“Okay,” the actor said with finality, before turning to the cameraman and asking, “Are you getting this?”
The man hesitated, then nodded, and as the interviewee raised an eyebrow at the other camera operator, he assented.
Colin then gave them a thumbs up as he turned to his original position on the chair facing the journalist. “Good, because I don’t want to repeat myself, and apparently I need to be extra clear,” he said, a sarcastic tone lacing his words as he raised an eyebrow, then took a deep breath, and settled his hands on the chair, preparing himself. “Of all my on-screen romantic partners, Penelope is by far my favourite. Not just because she’s my friend and we trust each other completely. It’s simply because she’s really... really hot,” he said with disconcerting honesty.
“I know you think… for some reason,” Colin added with a puzzled frown, “that it was hard for me to act attracted to her, but that’s just my default state.” He shrugged dramatically. “Maybe you should be asking how hard it is to act like I’m not. Because trust me, if she gave me a sliver of a chance, I’d gladly be more than just her friend,” he added. “Does that answer your question?” Colin had the gall to ask, smirking with a sarcastic furrow of his brow.
The journalist, in no mood to continue, clumsily ended the interview. The actor wasted no time storming out, followed by a groaning Lilo clutching his stomach and a moody Will telling him to hold it in because he wasn’t driving him to the hospital that day.
What Colin didn’t expect, however, was that when he returned to the cast lounge, everyone would still be there, apparently delaying their next interviews to stare at him in shock.
But he only had eyes for Penelope, who was walking toward him with teary blue eyes, scrunching up her lips and nose in a way that made it clear she was absolutely furious with him. Not that he expected anything different.
He closed his eyes and sighed. “Pen…”
Maybe it was his tone, as if it was the final straw after days, weeks, years of frustration. But before she knew it, she was hitting him in the chest again.
“Pen,” Colin warned, strangely unsurprised by her reaction, unlike everyone else in the room, who watched wide-eyed.
Her face contorted in a grimace, her vision blurring as she continued to slap his chest, while Colin watched, unmoving, as if that were the most ordinary thing in the world.
With a sigh, he figured he knew how this would end, so he bent down, grabbed her by the thighs, and hoisted her over his shoulder right then and there. Gasps and yelps echoed across the room as Will and Lara nearly simultaneously put their hands on their heads.
“Let me go!” Penelope yelled as Colin carried her out of the room. “Colin, let me go!” Her screams echoed down the hallway, startling staff members who nearly tripped over themselves at the absurd sight.
“Oh, we’re going to be on the news,” the actor’s publicist groaned, watching them go, while Lara, nearly bald from pulling at her hair, turned to the nearest paralysed event assistant and blurted, “Can’t you just kill off these bloody monitors?” She pointed at the offending object. “Are you all insane?! Whose brilliant idea was this in the first place?”
Kate: was someone able to reach eloise yet?
Benedict: no
Benedict: shes still at a meeting
Daphne: do I even want to ask why
Simon: probably not
Kate: does anyone know what she did yesterday exactly
Gregory: no
Hyacinth: no why
Anthony: we might have a problem
Benedict: will any of you just tell us whats going on once and for all?
Kate: do you remember that video of your brother that went viral online
Kate: of him and pen
Hyacinth: pens interview?
Daphne: no the one abt that man analysing their kissing scenes
Francesca: i thought she meant the one col recorded on instagram
Benedict: that was LONG ago
Anthony: kate meant the video that almost ruined colins career
Gregory: oh that one
Hyacinth: ... why
Kate: because we might or might not have watched a reenactment of it today
Anthony is currently typing…
Hyacinth is currently typing…
Benedict is currently typing…
Gregory is currently typing…
Daphne is currently typing…
Simon is currently typing…
Francesca is currently typing…
Anthony: right in front of our eyes
Anthony: and a dozen other peoples eyes
Hyacinth: EXCUSE ME WHAT?????????????
Daphne: what do you mean im confused
Kate: pen was hitting him around
Kate: colin grabbed and threw her over his shoulder just like that
Kate: thats what we mean
Gregory: WHY DIDNT YOU TWO LEAD THE CONVERSATION WITH THAT???
Daphne: ARE THEY DRUNK??
Simon: are they on crack you mean
Benedict: at WORK?????
Francesca: wait col and pen are fighting?
Anthony: very publically so
Kate: which is why im asking
Simon: what on earth did eloise do last night
Gregory: and mum
Kate: exactly
Hyacinth: FORGET IT
Hyacinth: PLAN B
Gregory: NO NOT PLAN B
Benedict: hya…
Hyacinth: NO DONT HYA ME I TOLD YOU PPL TO BE FREE TODAY
Daphne: pen isnt going to come
Daphne: especially if she and colin are fighting
Hyacinth: she will
Hyacinth: trust me
Gregory: im gonna get traumatised tonight ill trust that
Colin found the nearest empty meeting room across the hallway and unceremoniously deposited a protesting Penelope on the carpeted floor, muffling the loud discussions outside as he shut the door behind him. With a clenched jaw, he didn’t even bother to turn on the lights. Instead, he walked forward to stand in front of her.
She glared at him for a moment, her eyes appearing slightly menacing in the dim, greyish-blue light of the room, with only a few rays of sunlight filtering through the window. However, she soon buried her hands in her hair and began pacing in the confined space between the long table and the door.
He couldn’t exactly blame her, since his own patience was long gone.
“Look, I know you’re angry about the scene I made, but you can't expect me to stay quiet through those ridiculous questions. I know we've heard them a million times, and arguing is pointless. But I’m tired. I’m just exhausted,” he said.
Penelope opened her mouth, about to reply, when he interrupted.
“I also know this is awkward for you, and I swear, once this tour is done, you won’t have to deal with me or my unwanted feelings ever again,” he promised, and she finally stopped, looking at him with an expression he couldn’t decipher.
“But I’m sorry, right now, you’ll just have to bear with it a little longer,” he continued, his voice wavering as he met her gaze. “Because it’s just… it’s who I am, Pen. I can’t stop it. If I could, believe me, I would. It would have saved me so much heartbreak,” he exhaled, and Penelope’s face twisted in pain, her eyes welling up in a way that was unwelcomingly familiar.
He bit his lip, watching her, feeling his own eyes sting. “You don’t have to feel the same, but you can’t ask me to hide it. You just can’t…” he breathed, his voice breaking at the end, a raw, sorrowful sound. “You can’t ask me to stop loving you any more than you could ask me to stop breathing.”
A sharp intake of air filled the silent room as she started hyperventilating, her hand flying up to clutch at her chest, feeling like she was the one who was going to stop breathing. Her wide eyes darted around the room, landing on a single, discarded page from a briefing atop the table before she snatched it up.
Misreading Penelope’s meltdown, Colin squeezed his eyes shut, scratching his head. “And if the interview bothers your stupid boyfriend, just tell him I have an incurable, unrequited crush on you. It’s the truth, isn’t it?”
Penelope could only shake her head as she leaned on the table, the flimsy sheet of paper rustling loudly as she tried to fan herself with it.
“I’m sorry for calling him stupid,” Colin said, noticing her expression. He placed a hand on his forehead, realising that his mouth had slipped out of control. But then again, who cared? It was all out in the open, anyway.
“Actually, you know what? No, I’m not,” he corrected himself. “He is stupid. For one, he’s vegan. And you love roast beef, pork pie, kebabs – how can you just give all that up for him?” He grimaced as if the notion was ridiculous. “And he’s so… condescending. Which you hate above all else,” he continued, dramatically gesturing with his hands as he spoke.
“But the worst part is he seems perfectly happy not seeing you for months. No holding you, no kissing you. It defies logic,” he argued with such conviction that one might think he was defending a thesis. “I swear it doesn’t have to be me, Pen. But please promise me you will find someone who truly appreciates you and loves you, because it cannot be this guy.” Then, placing his hand on his chest, he continued, “I know this because those months spent away from you were the worst of my life. Every single second that I can’t even touch you feels like a nightmare.” He looked her in the eye, raising his eyebrows for emphasis. “I’m not even kidding, this is literally torture.”
That was it, Penelope decided, her fingers digging into her chest, the frantic rhythm echoing in her ears. Colin was going to kill her. This was how she died: Colin Bridgerton at a press junket.
“Colin,” she choked out, finally able to speak. “I’m not—”
A sharp knock startled her, nearly sending her leaping. The door swung open, revealing both of their managers’ heads.
“Not now, Mrs Varley,” she blurted, voice high with panic as Colin said, “Will, I don’t care if the next interview is with the Pope—”
His manager scoffed. “As if you’d be that lucky after what you two just did.”
Colin rolled his eyes. “Good, then just cancel—”
“We already did,” Mrs Varley cut in, shooting her client a stern look.
“Listen, we can’t just cancel everything for today. I’ll admit Lara is good, but she’s not that good,” Will said, not even mentioning Lilo, who was probably downing a Gaviscon bottle in the corner. “She cancelled most of your interviews, but they’re insistent on this one, since most of the cast already has—”
“Are you kidding me?!” “Will, I can’t.” They protested in unison.
“One more interview,” the man said, unyielding. “If you don’t want to wreck your relationship with the studio forever. Or do you?” He glared, Mrs Varley nodding beside him. “Consider yourselves lucky everyone on this floor is under an NDA, meaning we don’t have to kill you. So you’ll have all the time in the world to get back to… whatever this is, later,” he finished, staring at Colin. “Goodness knows how much it pains me to wait to kick your arse."
Colin let out a sigh, ignoring his theatrics as he looked at Penelope. She was already staring back, hair a mess, eyes red-rimmed, but she nodded.
The manager then opened the door wider for them to pass, and their assistants waited outside, looking sheepish. This time, they didn’t need to wait for anyone from the junket to guide them to the right room, as John and Rae already knew where it was. Penelope trailed behind them, her body moving on autopilot, while her raging mind struggled to keep up.
They paused in front of a generic beige hotel room door, and Penelope took a moment to breathe, quickly sniffing and wiping her eyes with her index fingers. Colin reached into his pocket and held something out to her. When Penelope saw the packet of tissues, she nearly lost her composure and burst out laughing. Of course, he would still carry that around during work events.
Nevertheless, she accepted it, just as she had years prior when she had spilt water on their pants. Dabbing her eyes, she couldn’t help but think about how ridiculous that situation was. She then reached into her pocket for her eye drops, knowing she would need them throughout the day, especially after how her previous one had gone. After using them, she glanced at Colin. He was staring at the ground, shuffling his feet, and his eyes were just as bloodshot. She then held out the eyedrop bottle for him to take. Looking at her in surprise, his gaze shifted between her and the small vial before he accepted it. He offered a weak smile of thanks afterwards, and Penelope had to admit Eloise was right.
They were utterly, absolutely idiotic.
Finally, the door was opened, and she greeted the crew inside until her eyes landed on the interviewer.
“Archie?” Her eyes widened, and her lips curved into a smile.
He beamed back at her. “Hi, Penelope.”
Colin watched them, trying to suppress the surge of jealousy at the joy on her face. It was just that… when he told her to find someone else, he didn’t mean for it to happen immediately.
“What are you doing here?” Penelope asked as she settled into her seat, both actors’ makeup artists rushing to their sides for an emergency touch-up. “I know it’s for the interview, but…” She trailed off, closing her eyes as powder was applied.
“I mean, we all have to advance our careers eventually,” Archie joked. “I’m expanding the business, so to speak.”
She nodded carefully as blush was applied to her cheeks, genuinely happy for him. In a world where the journalism profession was easily discredited, he was one of the few who truly deserved this success.
Archie’s eyes darted between her and Colin in a way that indicated he was aware something had happened behind the scenes. However, once Colin’s makeup artist finished, he wheeled closer to him.
“What are my manners? Archie Remington,” he said, extending his hand to Colin. “It’s really wonderful to finally meet you in person.”
Colin hesitated only for a moment, surprised by the greeting, before shaking the journalist’s hand. “Likewise,” he replied.
“Given our history, it was about time,” the journalist commented, resuming his previous position, and a hesitant smile flickered across Colin’s face.
“And don’t worry, this is a standard interview; I’m not here to flirt with you,” the journalist joked, referencing his globally famous show. He then glanced between the two actors and, with an almost imperceptible smirk, added, “or with Penelope.”
Finally ready, the actress frowned at the seemingly innocent comment. She glanced at Colin, who was shaking his head in exasperation at the interviewer, oddly resembling a teenager being teased about a crush. And for the second time, she had to admit, with a jolt of surprise, that maybe Eloise was right. Maybe she was the last person on Earth to see how Colin felt.
The event assistant informed them they were running late, and Archie nodded before turning to the actors, ready to begin the interview.
“First, let me commend both of you on your performances in The Southern Crown,” he said, to which they both nodded, used to the standard opening.
“I don’t think Penelope would mind me saying this,” he added, playfully narrowing his eyes at her, “but, wow, this was a fantastic film for Leonidas. Truly, I was blown away.”
Penelope grinned at him. “He was fantastic, wasn’t he?”
Colin’s lips curved slightly, and she thought she saw his cheeks flush. “Thank you, thank you,” he replied, crossing his arms and self-consciously scratching his bicep.
“But I’m getting ahead of myself,” Archie remarked, glancing down at the tablet on his lap, which contained his notes. “Before we discuss the final film in detail, I wanted to ask both of you what you loved most about filming The Sword and the Heart saga as a whole.”
That would normally earn at least a nervous chuckle from any interviewee or a comment about how hard that question is to answer. But Penelope, however, had to admit her mind was entirely too occupied. She glanced at Colin, who seemed nervous, scratching the back of his arm and looking down, his head clearly elsewhere.
She cleared her throat, forcing herself to focus. “For me, it was the new people I met, the friends I made, and the personal growth I experienced during the project,” she answered, keeping it simple but honest.
Colin nodded. “Yes, I’d say the same,” he agreed, looking up at Archie. “I’ve learned so much about... about life and even myself. Since accepting the role of Leonidas, I honestly feel I’ve changed as a person.”
Archie smiled at that, crossing his arms as he asked, “And how would you two describe the final transformations your characters went through, together and apart? I’m sure our audience is curious.”
Penelope and Colin didn’t look at each other, as they usually did. She fidgeted with her fingers while he pressed his lips together.
“I would say it’s fitting,” Colin began. “It feels like everything Leonidas went through was leading to that ending, and…” He furrowed his brow, carefully managing his emotions. “I like to believe it’s the same for his relationship with Nora, that after everything, that was the only possible conclusion,” he finished his statement with a hard swallow, wishing, if only for a moment, that life resembled fiction.
Meanwhile, Penelope watched him closely, noticing the bitterness in his tone and the tension in his expression. As the silence stretched uncomfortably, she reminded herself that she was also expected to answer. Blinking, she turned to the interviewer and said, “It’s definitely emotional, and I would say Nora might find it a bit surprising as well. I don’t want to say too much because of spoilers, even if… well, I suppose everyone has read the books,” she rambled, trying to avoid revealing too much due to her nervousness. “But I have to agree with Colin. I think there was no more fitting ending for her and for their relationship,” she added, glancing at Colin, who was now looking at her.
Archie then continued, “And speaking of spoilers, let’s get to the spoiler-y part of this interview. Leonidas had a very emotional scene with Nora on The Southern Crown, when he finally finds her, only for her to be on the brink of death.” Colin and Penelope both nodded, the memory of the scene still vivid in their minds.
“I had the honour of watching it beforehand, and I must say it completely blew me away. I don’t think the fans are ready for it,” Archie continued, causing Penelope to grin as she glanced at Colin. Even with his serious expression, a slight smile played on his lips. “I’ve also learned there’s a story behind how it was filmed,” Archie added, sounding intrigued. The actor winced, closing his eyes in embarrassment, while Penelope nervously giggled, scratching her head.
“If you don’t want to talk about it, that’s fine,” Archie clarified, raising his hands to prevent any misunderstandings. “I only mentioned it because I thought it made sense given how incredible the scene was.”
“No, it’s fine,” Colin said, shaking his head and subconsciously shifting his crossed arms. “It was just a bit embarrassing at the time, but it’s alright.”
“It wasn’t embarrassing,” Penelope protested, getting Colin to finally look at her. “Honestly, I’d be sobbing too if my eyes weren’t closed.”
Colin smiled at her, shaking his head as if he didn’t believe her. He then ignored her exasperated glare and looked back at Archie, who seemed to be waiting for confirmation to continue with his question.
The actor nodded, and Archie continued. “Just to give our audience some context, what I mean is, in the behind-the-scenes footage of Leonidas saving Nora, Colin seemed to get a little carried away, crying long after they yelled cut,” he explained. “Now, this isn’t a new occurrence for any actor, as it’s often believed that you need to have an emotional connection to truly embody your character. Over the years, I’ve interviewed many performers who mentioned that when they need to deliver an emotional scene like this, they often draw from their own life experiences—such as significant losses or traumatic events. So my question is, what was it for you? If you’re comfortable answering, of course. What was the one trigger that connected you so deeply to your character in that moment?”
Colin froze for a moment, and Penelope grimaced. Archie raised an eyebrow, both of them wondering if the man was about to explode. However, the actor then chuckled, absentmindedly scratching his eyebrow as his shoulders relaxed.
“Odd as it sounds, it was one of the easiest scenes for me to get into Leonidas’ headspace,” he explained, biting his lip. “I didn’t need to picture anything sad because… Penelope is already one of the most important people in my life, and the thought of losing her was enough to evoke those feelings.”
Archie smiled, as if it made perfect sense, but Penelope blinked, completely bewildered.
“What?” she blurted, turning to him. “What do you mean? I... I didn’t know about that,” she said, her heart racing, because unlike Archie, she’d been there. She saw what happened, heard Colin’s cries, how long they lasted, how sorrowful they sounded.
Colin frowned at her as if she were crazy. “Of course, Pen. What did you think it was?”
What did she think that was, indeed. Something as simple as Colin getting too into character? Because now, looking into Colin’s incredulous eyes, she felt sufficiently stupid. Or, more precisely, guilty.
She wasn’t supposed to be the one to make Colin cry. She didn’t even know she had the power to do that.
Suddenly, she was the one who felt like weeping. It wasn’t enough that she’d spent the day being confronted with the glaring reality of Colin’s love for her, despite her own doubts. But now she also had to accept that, against what her own hurt and insecurity told her, she wasn't the only one wounded and overlooked by the person she loved.
Colin frowned, noticing something flicker in her expression as Archie observed them both, sensing that he might need to cut the interview short.
The journalist cleared his throat and gestured for his assistant to hand him the package he had brought. “Our interview is wrapping up, but I wanted to give Penelope something, a souvenir from our last adventure together.”
With a slow blink, she faced the interviewer, who was presenting her with a decorated white box of fish and chips. Her eyes were slightly watery, but she laughed, accepting the gift and opening it to look inside.
“I even included a vegan option in case that… You know, you don’t want to eat it alone,” he joked, obviously referring to Alfred.
At that, Penelope’s hands froze on the lid, and her shoulders tensed. Colin watched, suppressing a sigh and focusing on his nails.
But then she closed the box, holding it to her chest, and said to Archie, “Actually, I’ll have to eat this one alone, because I’m very much single.”
The interviewer’s eyebrows went up as Colin’s head snapped around towards her, nearly giving himself whiplash.
Penelope only glanced at him, ignoring the unspoken question in his eyes, before turning back to the box, absentmindedly stroking it. “Archie, can you…” she looked up at him with watery eyes. “Can you ask me that first question again?”
He wrinkled his forehead, unsure of what was happening. After a brief hesitation, he went along with it. “What did you love most about filming the Sword and the Heart saga?”
The corners of her lips curved up ever so slightly.
“Colin,” she said. “I loved Colin the most.”
The man in question widened his eyes, as if they might pop out, while Archie grinned.
“As always, thank you for your time,” the journalist said, turning to his startled crew as if to signal the end of the interview.
“Pen,” Colin gasped, a question in itself.
However, she didn’t respond, instead heading for the room’s second exit without ceremony, a move shortly followed by Colin.
“Alright, I give up,” Will said, exhaling deeply from his spot in the right corner of the room. He glanced over at the other exasperated manager and publicists and declared, “I don’t know about you, but I’m heading to the pub.”
Lara shot him a glare as she moved toward the door, but not before adding, “You’re buying.”
Thankfully, the other hallway that led to the interview suite was empty, with an unused room across from it. Penelope went in, not bothering to switch on the lights or glance back, sure that Colin was following.
While he shut the door, she was already walking back and forth in the space between the tables arranged in a U-shape, visibly frustrated.
“I’m sorry, Colin, I’m really sorry,” she rambled. “I never wanted to make you cry, I never, I never wanted to hurt you. I didn't think I could even…” Her voice trailed off, breathless.
“Pen, I don’t care about that,” he said, and she only twisted her lips in disagreement, shaking her head at him. “What I need is for you to explain what that was all about, because if it’s about you breaking up with your boyfriend because you feel pity for me, I—”
She scoffed in disbelief. It wasn’t possible that he still hadn’t understood. “You’re an idiot, did you know that?” she blurted out, gesturing wildly.
Not expecting such a fierce response, he blinked in confusion. “I do, actually, but why—”
“Because,” she retorted, pausing to collect herself. “Do you even realise how long I’ve loved you?”
He halted, effectively silenced, confirming that he did not, in fact, know.
Penelope gave a shaky laugh, running a hand through her hair in frustration. “Even though I promised myself I’d let you go,” she said. “After all those years of just... watching you date dozens of people, hearing you tell me time after time that everything that happened between us was only because of our friendship. I promised myself I would stop being that delusional, naïve little girl who wasted her life daydreaming of the day Colin Bridgerton would love her back.”
What? His face twisted in pain, feeling as if the air was being sucked out of his lungs. It couldn’t be. It couldn’t be that Pen had loved him all this time and he hadn’t noticed it, or worse, had actually humiliated her. He couldn’t begin to accept what Penelope was telling him because the sorrow in her voice threatened to swallow him whole.
“Pen, I...I didn’t, I never—” he stammered, unsure whether to apologise or admit he was completely oblivious.
But Penelope simply closed her eyes, sighing. “It’s alright, Colin.”
“How can it be alright?” he asked as his heart clenched. He knew her better than anyone else and could easily detect every hint of sadness in her tone.
Or so he had thought, only to learn he had been unknowingly causing her pain for their whole lives.
“It’s alright because I know you never meant to hurt me,” she said, her eyes glistening. “And because it was my choice to love you. It’s my fault, not yours.”
Despite the fact that his heart leaped in his chest at her words, Colin found himself still watching her anxiously, far from comforted by the pain he had caused her.
“Which is what I didn’t want to accept,” she continued. “You see, I wanted to believe it was just... a curse, a cosmic joke that made me keep loving you, even when I didn’t want to. Something that made it impossible for me to move on, no matter how hard I tried to be interested in other people. But that was never the truth, was it? There was no mystical feeling from above that refused to fade away. It was me. Every single day, every single time I told myself I had given up on you and I didn’t. I chose to keep loving you, even if you didn’t love me back, because,” she grimaced, her voice breaking as her eyes locked onto his, “you are the most beautiful person I know, in every sense of the word. There’s really no competition. You are, by far, the best person to have walked into my life. Everything is better when you’re around—brighter, happier—ever since I met you. How could I not love you?”
Colin exhaled a ragged breath, running his thumb over his mouth as he watched her.
“So, to answer your question: of course I had to break up with Alfred, because I will always, always choose you. It might have taken me a moment to underst—What are you doing?!” she yelped, noticing Colin was marching in her direction with steely determination.
“What do you think?” he asked, standing just a few feet from her, looking at a startled Penelope as if she were crazy. “I’m kissing you.” As her eyes widened, he added, “Pen, you can’t say all those things to someone and expect them not to kiss you. So, that’s exactly what I’m going to do.”
Her pulse hammered in her ears, her cheeks burning as she stammered, “But…but wait, don’t you want to talk about this?”
“Talk?” Colin asked, his eyebrows shooting up in disbelief. “We’ve been talking for almost thirty years, and where did it get us?” He asked. “So, forgive my change in tactics, but even if the entire cast and crew came looking for us, even if studio representatives showed up here personally to tell me I’m fired, even if a fire truck smashes down that door…” he said, dramatically gesturing toward it, “…I’m still kissing you. The only thing that can stop me is if you tell me right now that you don’t want me to.”
In silence, she stared back at him, her breath coming in quick, shallow gasps as her heart pounded like a drum. Colin’s gaze lingered on hers for a brief moment, as if he were looking for an answer within them. And then he found it, and he closed the space between them, cupping her face in his hands before his mouth came down on hers. Penelope groaned, her knees nearly giving way, but his strong arms wrapped around her, holding her close.
A desperate ache blossomed within her, years of craving his touch now unleashed. She tugged at his sweater, the soft knit brushing her skin. Swiftly, they took a few steps backwards, Colin’s grip loosening for a fleeting moment to clear the table’s surface with a crash, before he seized her hips and lifted her onto the table.
In mere seconds, she was wrapped around him, her arms a tight embrace around his back and her legs locked at his waist, as her lips eagerly met his bottom lip. He paused, resting his forehead against hers, both of them gasping for air. Penelope leaned back slightly, still in his arms, admiring his appearance. Her lip gloss was smeared across his reddened lips, his pupils were dilated, and his hair was a mess. And it was the most beautiful sight she’d ever beheld.
Meanwhile, Colin’s glazed eyes locked onto hers, and she saw the same thought reflected in them just before he leaned in and kissed her neck. She gasped, a single thought flitting through her mind before everything went blank.
Colin was right. Talking was overrated.
Notes:
AND....SCENE
Now *clearing throat*, I hereby declare our angsty season OVER. (Which is not to say the story is over, by the way KSDGFDSHJFKSD. If there's anyone still here, I think our next chapters will be on the longer side... but we shall see.)
Honestly, so much has happened that I don't even know where to start commenting, so I leave my comments open as always for us to talk and interact.
And here are our playlists. As I've mentioned to some, they have always been/in order/ when it comes to the fic (obviously some chapters have more songs than others...especially because, hello, there are so many good angsty songs in the world). I was also finally able to reorganise the Youtube playlist for Polin (particularly because some people can't listen to things in order on Spotify), and there are a few extra songs I could only find on YT. I'll also organise the Kanthony playlist and create a Lora one on YT later.
★LIKE OLD HOLLYWOOD (YOUTUBE)★
★like old hollywood (kanthony’s version)★
★like old hollywood (kanthony’s version)(youtube)★
Chapter 25: Conversations
Summary:
In a desperate attempt, the Bridgertons devise a plan to push Colin and Penelope to confess their feelings for each other. However, there is one small detail they are entirely unaware of: unbeknownst to everyone else, the two actors are already together.
Notes:
HELLO????
I know, I know, I disappeared for a long time again, and trust me, that was the last thing I wanted to do.
Honestly, I had a trip coming up, and I planned to post Chapter 26 before I traveled so you wouldn't have to wait too long for a new chapter. However, the problem was that OG Chapter 26 is very long (just like I mentioned before). As always, I thought I could manage it. But, as has happened many times before, I realized it was taking me way too long to write just the first two scenes, and those scenes ended up being over 10k words LMAO
I then decided to change my plan and post the scenes I had written, and then I would release the rest of the chapter later (you might notice I've changed the chapter number AGAIN). The problem was that I needed to edit the scenes I had written, but I didn't have time to do that before the day I hopped on a plane for my trip because I had to take on multiple shifts before my vacation.
Anyway, long story short, the chapter you are about to read includes those first scenes of the original Chapter 26. However, this doesn’t mean it’s an incomplete chapter. As you will discover in Chapter 27, this is the kind of chapter where several independent scenes take place during their promotional tour.
(And, honestly, I might have had to split it into two chapters anyway because it was becoming too long.)
This chapter was also accidentally edited in several countries besides Brazil (where I'm from), including Hungary, the Czech Republic, Austria, and Slovakia. So, this is a shout-out to any readers from those countries haha
As always, don't forget to remember (re-read if needed) exactly where we left off, because that's also where we are starting from chapter...ish.
And, oh well, let's move on to the chapter! It only gets fluffy, absurd, and humorous from here on (hopefully), so grab your insulin injections and popcorn, and let's go!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
That night, after Eloise left, Penelope took about five minutes to collect her thoughts, take a deep breath, and finally leave her room.
Stepping outside, she found Alfred leaning against the window frame, gazing down at the street, the lights highlighting his features as the wind tousled his hair. He glanced at her, turning his head slightly as an unusual resignation settled in his eyes.
“So, what did he want?” he asked, his voice calm and collected, even though it shouldn’t have been.
“Um.” She looked down, shaking her head slightly. “It doesn’t matter,” she lied.
“Doesn’t it?" he pressed, forcing her to meet his gaze. “Because I have a feeling whatever it was is the reason you’re about to tell me something.”
Grimacing slightly, she began to fiddle with her fingers, unsure how to proceed, even as it seemed her boyfriend already knew what was coming.
“But before you do, let me just say that while I respect your decision, I have to warn you that it’s a really foolish one,” he said, finally moving away from the window and towards her.
The redhead frowned, hating his reply more than she’d ever admit, mostly because it reminded her of her mother, or even the countless people online, reminding her how stupid she was for her dreams, for wanting what she wanted. Worst of all, it reminded her of herself and the voices in her own head telling her that good things wouldn’t happen to her.
“A person who only appears at your door when you’re no longer available is not someone you can depend on, let alone someone who loves you the way you deserve,” he continued before she could respond.
Twisting her face in confusion, she asked, “And do you? love me, that is.” Because, for the life of her, she couldn’t help but notice that was the first time he explicitly uttered those words to her.
“I love you in the only way two people can honestly and durably love each other,” he replied. “I love how well we get along, how our visions for the future align. I love the family and the children we could have together, and the agreeable company we can always provide each other. Anything beyond that is pure fantasy, temporary feelings that could crumble just as quickly as they appeared. Deep down, we all know that. We all understand how the world works.”
She couldn’t help but feel that no, she didn’t know that. Perhaps she wanted to be loved for herself, not for what she could objectively provide him.
“But it doesn’t matter, does it?” he asked. As she shot him a questioning look, he clarified, “Whatever my answer was, you are still going to him, aren’t you?”
She pressed her lips together, realising without a doubt that he was right. “I’m so sorry, Alfred,” she said, unsure of what other words could ease the situation.
Still, he nodded, not needing any further explanation, and walked past her, leaving her life for good.
Penelope looked out of the window on the opposite wall as she heard the door close, contemplating that maybe he was right. About Colin, about love, about it all. Perhaps her friend was just confused, and everything would fall apart in a matter of months, leaving her alone and unwanted.
But, after all this time, she was finally choosing to give a chance to the part of herself that just had faith.
In the quiet sundown of an ordinary Friday, a mobile phone rang shrilly, echoing alone, unanswered.
“Aren’t you going to get that?”
Instead, he kissed her, his breath heavy and warm against her lips, louder than anything else.
“No,” he murmured, his lips brushing hers once more. “I’m never answering my phone ever again.”
Penelope giggled, which nearly turned into a yelp as Colin’s mouth grazed her neck. If anyone had told her just 24 years, or even 24 hours earlier, that she would be spending her afternoon on Colin’s couch, sitting on his thighs while they made out, she would have said it was impossible.
And yet, here he was, his strong arms wrapped around her, cradling her petite frame as he pulled her in closer, as if she belonged to him, as if she were his.
And she was.
Her arms encircled his neck, her fingers weaving through his tousled hair, just before he captured her mouth again, a low sound rumbling in his throat as she tugged at his strands.
Then, his phone rang again.
He groaned, resting his forehead against hers as she burst into laughter, the sound light and airy.
“It’s fine. You can answer it,” she said.
He shot her a baffled glance before he snatched his phone, switched it off without a glance at the screen, and tossed it over onto the couch opposite them with a dismissive flick.
“Colin,” she gasped, a mixture of surprise and amusement in her voice, but before she could protest, he lunged forward, grabbing her leg and flipping her onto the sofa, her shriek ringing through the room.
Against the grey cushions, his arms trapped her, their legs a tangled mess as he kissed her again. Penelope chuckled, the sound muffled against him, her eyes meeting his with an exasperated smile. Colin leaned back slightly, pausing to gaze down at her, the remnants of the setting sun filtering through the window, casting a warm, golden glow over his features, highlighting the sharp lines of his jaw and making his blue irises warmer.
His gaze softened, a tenderness making her heart skip a beat, as it followed the lines of her face. He cradled her face with his hand, his thumb stroking her cheek and brow, a content smile spreading across his face, radiating happiness just for being there with her in his arms.
Tilting her head, the redhead studied him. It was so strange to see Colin not as a friend but as a boyfriend—or whatever they were—like discovering a whole new side of him she had never known in their decades of acquaintance. And what Penelope had begun to realise, in the few hours she had spent with that version of him, was that the romantic side of Colin was incredibly, utterly sappy. But the most unexpected thing wasn’t what she learnt about him. It was what she learnt about herself.
And it was that… she loved it.
Which was ironic, considering how she had felt stifled in her previous relationship. But now, no amount of time with him felt like too much, no touch was enough. And that was precisely why she tugged down his sweater so she could kiss him again.
Then another ringtone blared from the coffee table. Penelope couldn’t help but laugh against his lips, as he groaned in resignation, dropping his face into the crook of her shoulder, nearly collapsing onto her.
“You forgot one of them,” she quipped, nodding towards her mobile, which was still ringing loudly.
Colin mumbled something that sounded like he wanted to set their phones on fire. Penelope shook her head at him before reaching for her phone.
“Wait, just let it go to voicemail, Pen,” he said, right before he pouted.
That was right, her mind wasn’t playing tricks on her. Colin, Colin Bridgerton, was pouting.
She stared at him, incredulous. “Can we at least just check if someone’s died?” After the day they’d had, it couldn’t be one of their teams calling unless it was urgent. That meant it was either that or someone from their families desperately trying to reach them.
However, the actor seemed unconcerned, choosing instead to look at her with the most pitiful expression she had ever seen. Leaning slightly upwards, she pecked his pout, which seemed to cheer him up just long enough for her to grab her phone.
But then she looked at the caller ID and frowned. “It’s your sister.”
The happy, silly look on his face vanished, replaced by a grimace. “Which one?”
Sending him a look, the actress replied, “Does it matter?” Knowing him, he wouldn’t be eager to speak to any of them at that moment.
He shrugged innocently. “It could be Francesca.” That would definitely be an emergency.
She narrowed her eyes at him before putting the phone to her ear. “Hi, Hyacinth.”
Colin’s eyes widened, shaking his head as if that was the worst possible sister to be calling.
Penelope then flinched at something that was said on the other side of the line. “Right. Francesca is in town.”
The other man frowned at that information, having forgotten that his youngest sister had mentioned on the previous day they would have a dinner to celebrate the pianist's promotion at the Philharmonic. Of course, she had failed to mention that, apparently, she had invited Penelope, too. Which he didn’t mind. At all.
“No, no, I remember. I just...” She sighed. “Had a lot on my mind today.”
“That’s an understatement,” the actor mumbled under his breath, and she, maturely, stuck her tongue out at him.
But then the redhead paused. “Colin?” she asked, glancing at him as he raised his eyebrows. “No, I haven’t seen him since we left work. I don’t know why he isn’t picking up his phone,” she added pointedly, while his lips curved into a smirk.
Mischief dancing in his eyes, Colin bit his lip to suppress his laughter and then leaned in to nip playfully at her neck.
Penelope gasped, clapping a hand over her mouth, mortified. “No, it was nothing,” she reassured the other girl, glaring at him. “Just a really big mosquito.”
Colin’s head fell onto her shoulder, and he shook with laughter.
Sighing in exasperation, she said, “Yeah, I’ll be there, Hya. See ya.”
As she ended the call, her eyes shot daggers at Colin. “That’s not fun—” Whatever she was about to say was cut off when Colin kissed her, his mouth open against hers. And she tried to summon the strength to yell at him, she really did, but he grabbed her tights, putting her legs around him as he nibbled at her upper lip. A soft whine escaped her as her hand found the small of his back and traced up his spine.
“Wait,” he said, their mouths parting with a soft pop, and Penelope's eyes were dazed and unfocused. “I know we said no talking, but we need to discuss one thing.”
She wrinkled her forehead slightly, as if finally returning to the present, though still confused by what he was about to say.
“We need to decide if… if we’re going to tell people about…” He gestured between them, making it clear he meant their new relationship status.
Penelope raised her eyebrows. She’d be lying if she said she hadn’t thought about it during the rare moments they hadn’t been entangled in the past few hours. Averting her eyes for a moment, she grimaced. “Can I be honest?” she asked.
He frowned. “Always, Pen.”
“Please, please don’t get me wrong, because I’d never be ashamed of you.” She placed her hand on his chest. “But I was thinking... maybe we can hold off telling anyone about us for just a bit.”
To her surprise, Colin let out a breath of relief. “Good, because I was about to say the same thing.”
She looked at him, a curious tilt of her head accompanying the humorous curve of her lips.
“Don’t get me wrong either,” he replied, gesturing with his hand before returning to the side of Penelope’s head. “I love you, and I’ll gladly shout that to the world. But if I can enjoy a few weeks without the press, or worse, my family hovering over us like smothering vultures, I’ll take it.”
A chuckle escaped her lips because she couldn’t help but relate. Her gaze drifted back to the hand resting on his chest, and she tapped her fingers on it, as if ticking off a list. “Then there’s the promo tour. If we say anything now, it will be a disaster. A bigger one, I mean. People will accuse us of PR—again—or stealing the spotlight, or whatever awful story they can cook up.” He hummed in agreement, as she continued, “And then there’s the fact that I broke up with Alfred literally last night and started...” She hesitated, meeting his narrowed, amused gaze.
The non-talking agreement they had for the day meant that they hadn’t actually discussed what they would be to each other moving forward. They hadn’t yet used the terms boyfriend and girlfriend, and things would remain that way until they had a proper conversation about it, whenever that would happen. They weren’t in any rush, either. At that point in their relationship, there were finally some things that didn’t need to be said.
They loved each other, it was serious, and that was all they needed to know for the moment.
“… you know,” she continued, and he nodded humorously. “And honestly, if this gets out, I’ll never hear the end of it. I mean, I already have enough people who hate me. I don’t want to provide them with more reasons to add to their list,” she said, mumbling, “no matter how right they might be.”
“They’re not, Pen,” he replied, his voice firm.
She sighed, looking at Colin as if his words meant little. After all, he was a completely biased party in this story.
“And it’s important for you to know they’re wrong,” Colin continued, a feigned apologetic smile playing on his lips. “Because you did just record an interview professing your love for me for the whole world to see.”
Her jaw dropped, and he couldn’t help but laugh at her offended expression. Glaring at him, she replied sarcastically, “Oh, so you finally understand, instead of that ‘I-broke-up-with-Alfred-out-of-pity-for-you’ nonsense."
“No, listen.” He raised his hands in surrender. “In my defence, I was utterly convinced you felt nothing for me, so I thought that might be the most logical explanation." He shrugged. As she shook her head at him, he continued, “I mean, I wasn’t the only one who thought that, Pen. Because what do you mean you believed my snogging you in my guest bathroom was because of the film?”
She looked at him with indignation, and he had the nerve to chuckle. “Colin Bridgerton, don’t make me retaliate by using the knowledge I have of you for evil,” she warned.
His laughter only intensified, and she took the chance to grasp each side of his hips, tickling him there—a move she hadn’t made since they were young teenagers.
“Pen, don’t,” he gasped, giggling uncontrollably. All his weight dropped on top of her, which should have been uncomfortable, but with him, it never was. “Stop,” he begged, squirming, until he raised his hands again. “Fine, I surrender, I surrender.”
She finally let him go, resting her hands on his back as she raised an eyebrow at him.
“Is this how all of our arguments are going to be solved now?” he asked.
She tilted her head, as if deep in thought. “Maybe.”
“Fine, just remember I can retaliate too,” he said, his eyes gleaming with mischief as he reached to tickle the back of her left knee.
With a yelp, her eyes became fierce, but his lips curved into a victorious smirk before he stole a kiss. Penelope sighed against his lips, defeated, realising that they truly wouldn’t get anything done that day.
“But anyway,” she mumbled against his mouth. “Lara got them to turn off the monitors.” She pecked him again. “So, no one saw that. And I can ask her to talk to Archie’s team.”
He was busy capturing her bottom lip between his own, his hands moving to her waist, when his mind finally registered what she had just said.
“Wait,” he said, pausing, his face inches from hers as he frowned. “You think he’d actually agree to cut that segment?”
He didn’t know Archie well, but he wasn’t a typical journalist. He was a YouTuber. It seemed unlikely he’d willingly give up those views.
“I mean, he has to,” she replied. “Like he said, his career’s still taking off. A poor reputation with PR teams wouldn’t help.” Colin nodded, finding that reasonable as Penelope began tracing circles on his right bicep, lost in thought. “And I do want it to go to air, just not right now,” she explained, casting him a sheepish look as he smiled. She continued playing with his sleeve, the fabric between her fingers, “Besides… Archie and I have an understanding. We’re almost friends. I think he’d delay airing it for me.”
The actor suddenly huffed. “Yeah, I’m sure he’d do anything for you,” he said.
Penelope frowned, confused by his abrupt change in mood and sour expression. And then it hit her.
“Colin,” she began. “Are you… Are you jealous?”
He looked at her as though she was being ridiculous, and just when she thought he’d deny it, he said, “Of course, I am.”
Burying her face in her hands, she couldn’t help but laugh.
“How wouldn’t I be?” he replied, his voice almost cracking like that of a pubescent boy. He narrowed his eyes and began pointing in the general direction in front of them to emphasise his words. “From the moment I saw him, I knew he had a thing for you. I mean, who wouldn’t? Look at you. It’s just so obvious—”
She grabbed his index finger, smiling at him in exasperation. “I never thought I’d see the day,” she declared, lowering their hands and intertwining their fingers.
He then raised their joined hands, gesturing towards her. “That’s because you haven’t been paying attention, or you would have seen that day every day for years.”
An amused expression crossed her face before she raised her eyebrows defiantly. “You have no grounds to complain. At least you haven’t caught me snogging your cousin.”
Colin gasped.
“I knew it,” he said, sitting up and jabbing a finger at her. “I knew you hadn’t forgiven me for what happened with Marina. You kept saying you had, but I knew you were lying.”
Feeling caught but not caring, given the circumstances, Penelope also sat up. “I did forgive you, but as a friend, not as a—” She hesitated, gazing at him as a smirk tugged at his lips.
“As a...?” he teased.
She simply continued with the subject as if he hadn’t asked anything. “But anyway, Archie is just a friend.”
“You do realise who you’re saying this to, right?” he asked, raising his eyebrows as if to remind her how little that comforted him, as he was just her friend, too, until a couple of hours earlier.
She simply gave him a look. Then, with all the deadpan she could muster, she said, “That’s different. You’re my very special friend,” the corner of her mouth twitching.
His eyes sparkled mischievously. “Really?” he asked, almost as a challenge.
She then moved closer, sitting on his thighs again, an answer that clearly satisfied him. Resting both forearms on his shoulders, her figure cast a shadow over his face, making his eyes darken. “Really,” she murmured before kissing him again, her arms wrapping around his neck as he pulled her closer, his hands on her back.
He peppered kisses along her jaw, stopping at her earlobe. Penelope’s heavy breaths filled the room, her hands flying up to clutch at his shoulder blades as goosebumps prickled her skin, a fact that brought a smile to Colin’s face. He drew her closer, his hands slowly tracing her spine before he playfully nipped her earlobe.
Penelope gasped in surprise, her cheeks flushed, as she looked at him, and he flashed her a playful smirk before kissing her again. But then he paused, murmuring, “Wait, there’s something else—”
“Forget that,” Penelope replied, kissing his top lip. He groaned, tilting his head to deepen their kiss before reluctantly pulling away.
Penelope whined, shooting him a woeful look, her hair tousled, her mouth swollen. Colin chuckled, giving her a quick peck. “I know, Pen,” he said, taking her hands in his. “I just remembered something I meant to say earlier. You know you don’t have to go to the dinner today, right?”
At this, the actress furrowed her brow. “Colin, I’ve been attending your family events since I was seven. You’ve invited me to every Bridgerton family dinner for years.”
“I know, but…” He paused, raising his eyebrows as he focused on their intertwined hands. “There’s a difference between attending a family event for a friend and a family event for a…” He paused again as she narrowed her eyes at him. He smirked, placing his hands on her hips and pulling her close once more. “You know.”
She shook her head at his unnecessary worry, resting her hand on his shoulder. “I don’t mind at all. You know I love going to your family events. I actually missed them, to be honest.”
He squinted at her, idly tracing circles on her waist. “You could’ve fooled me, the way you’ve been dodging them lately.”
“Well, I don’t have a reason to avoid them anymore, do I?” She blurted out without thinking.
He raised his eyebrows at that, and she froze, realising what she had let slip.
“So, it wasn’t because of Eloise, was it?” he asked, more to himself than anything else.
Penelope frowned, as if the suggestion was ridiculous. “What? Eloise and I sorted things out ages ago. We had dinner yesterday.”
“I know, it’s just...” He twisted his lips, reaching up to tuck a stray hair behind her ear. “... Even Daphne’s wedding?”
Her gaze met his, then she dropped her eyes, her fingers fiddling with the little bobbles on his sweater as she nodded.
Now that was depressing, he thought. It was odd to contemplate how much time he had wasted and how long Penelope had suffered because he was a blind fool. It felt as though an entirely alternate version of reality was being presented to him, and he would just have to accept it along with all its implications.
She looked up and noticed his dejected expression, sensing the dark thoughts behind it. “No, none of that,” she scolded, placing her hands firmly on his shoulders to make him look at her. He did, though he still seemed downcast. “Besides, you promised no talking, and there’s a suspiciously high amount of it going on right now.”
That made Colin chuckle, hearing Penelope of all people say that. “Alright then,” he replied in a low, rumbling voice before playfully pushing her back onto the couch and kissing her.
Ever since first moving to London, Colin hated the commute to Hampshire, the traffic, the distance, the time wasted. And, somehow, that day, he hated it even more. The actor could swear they had added a dozen more miles on the road because why was it taking so long?
Impatiently, he drummed his fingers on the steering wheel, glancing with resentment at the empty passenger seat. If it were up to him, Penelope would be in the car with him. But she insisted she needed to go to her flat to take a shower and change. And no, he couldn’t give her a ride there. Otherwise, they would never get anything done that day.
He was already running late for Hyacinth’s dinner/family celebration for Francesca’s appointment as Artist in Residence at the Berlin Philharmonic, even though he’d left work early. All because every time Penelope tried to leave that afternoon, they’d got lost in each other again. And now, there he was, driving towards Hampshire just to see his redhead again. He wasn’t sure if that made him pathetic, but he was too happy to care.
As Colin parked on the familiar gravel driveway for the second time in just 24 hours, the scene before him changed dramatically. This time, he could spot at least five other cars scattered across the front yard. His mother’s vehicle, however, was conspicuously absent, as she had an evening meeting to attend. Yet, she had graciously opened her doors, allowing her children to celebrate in their childhood home.
Stepping out of the car, Colin exhaled sharply, a frosty cloud of breath escaping his lips. A shiver coursed through him despite the beige jacket snug on his shoulders, a piece he had chosen to match his high-waisted pants. The thin white shirt underneath did little to shield him from the brisk evening air. He had entirely forgotten just how much the temperatures had plummeted in recent days.
But the sounds of boisterous laughter echoed from within the house, drawing his gaze toward the warm glow of the living room lights spilling into the chilly yard. The spirited voices of his siblings bubbled over with joy, igniting a smile on Colin’s face. He continued toward the front door, his eyes briefly landing on the blue daisies. For once, the sight of their fading petals didn’t bother him. And suddenly, something caught his attention.
After rummaging through the bushes for a moment, he finally opened the front door, instantly hit by the sweet smell of vanilla and the raucous noise of his siblings.
Inside, Anthony and Kate occupied the light-brown couch, Kate reclining with her head nestled on Anthony’s lap, her fingers absentmindedly caressing her pregnant belly. Anthony lounged with one arm draped over the back of the sofa, engaged in animated conversation, his raised eyebrows eliciting playful slaps from Kate as chuckles erupted between them.
Before them, his siblings sprawled casually across the floor, gathered around the coffee table. Benedict leaned against the left end of the couch, fully engaged in a lively discussion with Simon, who leaned forward with his back turned to the door, positioned at the head of the table. Daphne, seated beside her husband, focused intently on their son as he took hesitant steps toward Francesca, who sat across the table. With a playful glint in her eyes, the pianist widened her gaze, beckoning him excitedly with both hands.
Across from Simon, at the right end of the table, Hyacinth animatedly gestured as she spoke with Gregory, who leaned back comfortably on the couch, wearing a bemused expression. And finally, by Gregory’s left side was none other than Penelope, who seemed absorbed in the same conversation as their younger siblings, until Colin stepped through the door, her attention snapping to him like a magnet.
Her lips curved into a smile, wide and radiant, lighting up the room, her blue eyes glistening with joy in a way that took his breath away. He had to remind himself to breathe, standing there momentarily mesmerised by her beauty. Her hair fell in soft, natural waves rather than the polished look crafted by her stylist for the day, and the dress she wore... He paused, almost casting her a questioning glance.
He knew that dress, could identify it even with his eyes closed, or perhaps preferably, since it was in his dreams that this outfit was most often featured. A black chiffon dress adorned with small red tulips.
“Finally,” Hyacinth said, instantly breaking him from his reverie. She stood up, placing her hands on her hips as she exclaimed, “I thought you had forgotten how to get here.”
Colin’s previous elated expression dimmed slightly as he directed a pointed look at his sister. “I don’t know if you’re aware, but I had a full day of work. Excuse me for taking a while to get ready.”
Penelope bit her bottom lip, trying to suppress a laugh. If by work, Colin meant spending the afternoon making out on his couch, then sure, they had worked a lot.
“Kate and Anthony are here too, aren’t they?” the youngest Bridgerton asked, gesturing toward the couple on the couch, who were giving him a hesitant look he couldn’t quite place.
Then it clicked. Right. He and Penelope had made a spectacle of themselves in front of everyone, and they’d cancelled the rest of their interviews for the day.
“And Pen!” Hyacinth added, pointing at the actress, who surprisingly didn’t flinch at the attention.
Instead, the redhead said, “Yes, I also had a long day of work, so I don’t know why you’re late,” attempting to mask her amusement while looking at Colin, fully aware of her own hypocrisy. Of all her workdays combined, this was undoubtedly the most unprofessional one. Not that she minded. Because she didn’t. At all.
Colin narrowed his eyes playfully at her, and she struggled to contain her laughter as the others observed them, unsure if they were about to explode into another argument.
“Anyway,” then actor continued, much to their relief, “What do we have to eat? Because I’m starving,” he declared, moving towards the group.
As Daphne explained that they needed to reheat the pizza they had ordered since he was late, Gregory stared up at him, quickly scooting to the right as if compelled to leave an empty space for Colin to sit between him and Penelope.
The actor did a double-take, finding his brother’s deliberate move highly suspicious. For one thing, there was plenty of space for him to sit between Benedict and Simon. And secondly, this was Gregory they were talking about. Since when did he ever pass up a chance to be close to the woman he’d been crushing on forever? The rest of his family didn’t seem to notice anything amiss, either.
That could only mean one thing: his siblings were scheming.
But would he complain if that meant they were deliberately making him stay close to Penelope? Absolutely not.
So, while Daphne and Simon went to the kitchen to get food and drinks, Colin swiftly walked over to the redhead, who was keenly observing his every move. He finally plopped down on the floor to her right, their arms brushing against each other.
“Hi,” he said, a soft smile tugging at his lips.
Her eyes sparkled with warmth as she looked at him. “Hi.”
They gazed at each other for a moment, probably longer than what was normal, until he remembered something. He held out his hand, revealing three perfectly intact blue daisies.
“For you,” he said.
Her eyebrows lifted in surprise as she reached for the delicate petals, disbelief crossing her face. “I thought they had all dried up by now.”
“Me too,” he replied, his gaze drifting to the flowers, where the cerulean shades blended beautifully with the bright yellow centres. “But then I was looking at the bushes and saw them, just perfectly standing there. And I know you love them, so I thought I’d get them for you,” he said with a shrug, acting like it was no big deal, though they both knew it was far from it.
“Thank you,” she replied softly, her voice barely above a whisper, her cheeks flushing.
It still felt surreal for Penelope to grasp that she was always in Colin’s thoughts, that he enjoyed doing things for her simply because it made her happy, that he loved her. Meanwhile, Colin relished the genuine joy lighting up Penelope’s face, wishing he could have given her an extravagant bouquet but knowing that, often, simple gestures meant far more to her.
He then tucked the blossoms behind her ear, carefully arranging them and admiring how their vibrant blue colour stood out strikingly against her shiny red hair. She watched, captivated, as he worked, his brow slightly creased and his tongue peeking out. Her eyes traced his every movement, and she felt an overwhelming sense of affection, so much so that she feared anyone observing them would easily see the love reflected in her gaze.
“There,” he finally declared, his masterpiece complete.
Penelope looked at him, her heart swelling with endearment. Why was Colin like that? Just a naturally kind soul.
“Thank you,” she said again, her voice thick with emotion.
Colin smiled, his fingers gently brushing a loose strand of her hair away from her eyes.
From the couch, Anthony and Kate exchanged a look, feeling like that interaction was worlds apart from whatever they had witnessed that afternoon. But before they could even attempt to ask, Daphne and Simon returned, carrying multiple boxes of pizza and dozens of bottles of beer, placing them on the table. The woman then quickly returned to the kitchen as her family leapt toward the food in unison.
As she came back with two bottles of juice, handing them to Kate—who obviously couldn’t drink—and Anthony, who had been accompanying his wife for over 39 weeks at that point, Hyacinth stood up at once, one hand in the air, gesturing wildly while the other held a slice of pepperoni pizza.
“All right, now that everyone is here, we can start our board games,” she declared.
Gregory grimaced, looking at her almost as if begging for mercy. “Not board games,” he whined, as her idea was met with a chorus of protests.
“Silence! I’m not accepting any complaints,” she declared. However, as she glanced around at her family, her shoulders sagged. “Although, perhaps we do have too many people for that.”
The youngest Bridgerton brother nodded enthusiastically, hoping she would drop the subject. Meanwhile, Benedict was laughing in his corner, while Colin and Penelope looked on in confusion.
“Charades it is, then!” she announced, raising an index finger in the air, while Gregory theatrically banged his head on the table.
“No offence, Hya, but is this some sort of childhood trauma? Didn’t you play enough back then or something?” Colin asked.
She simply gave him a look. “No, idiot, but it’s just that we are finally all here together—”
“Well, Eloise would disagree,” Gregory mumbled.
“—And Fran wanted us to do something together like we used to in the old days,” she continued, pointing at her sister.
The pianist blinked at being suddenly mentioned, and as she looked at Hyacinth, the younger woman only raised her eyebrows at her. Francesca then turned to the rest of the group and said, “Yes,” clearing her throat delicately. “Yes, I said that,” she confirmed with a determined nod that convinced absolutely no one
Penelope pressed her lips together, fighting the sudden urge to chuckle, while Colin closed his eyes and shook his head at the situation. Then, unexpectedly, the last person the actor would have anticipated came to Hyacinth’s defence.
“I don’t see what the problem is, unless you’re afraid of losing,” Anthony said, leaning forward on the couch, one eyebrow raised at Colin. Kate sat next to him, placing a hand on her hip as she glared at her husband.
“You realise that you only lose if you keep shouting wrong answers every five seconds, right?” she asked.
The director turned to his wife in offence. “Me?” he asked, placing a hand on his chest. “No one loses this game by giving wrong answers. The problem is being too slow.”
“It doesn’t matter, because you will both lose,” Simon chimed in, throwing gasoline onto the fire, while Daphne nodded defiantly by his side, causing the couple to snap their heads towards them.
“In your dreams, Hastings,” Anthony retorted.
Benedict snorted. “Please, none of you have ever won a match of charades in your lives. You’re too uptight. It requires an artistic vision to win,” he explained, making a flourish with his hand.
Kate frowned back at him, motioning between herself and Anthony. “We are both artists.”
The second Bridgerton brother snorted as he glanced between them. “Barely.”
As the living room erupted in a flurry of shouting and squabbling, Penelope glanced at Colin, her eyes wide. He simply shrugged. She’d almost forgotten how competitive the Bridgertons could be over... nearly everything. It was funny because watching them all bicker now felt like a bizarre yet comfortable stroll down memory lane.
“Alright, alright!” Hyacinth yelled. “Just pair up and shut it.”
Kate and Anthony, as well as Simon and Daphne, paired off just as everyone expected. But things took a turn when Benedict immediately chose Francesca, and Hyacinth surprisingly announced that she was with Gregory. If Colin had any doubts about his siblings being up to no good before, he was now certain of it.
“That leaves Colin and Penelope,” Hyacinth said casually, pointing at them, “if that’s all right with you?”
Colin shot her a look. “Sure, Hya,” he said, while Penelope stifled a giggle beside him.
Once the teams were set, Hyacinth casually snagged a napkin, produced a pen seemingly from thin air (even though her suggestion of charades was oh-so-casual), and scribbled on it until the beige paper appeared black from a distance.
“Hey, you can’t just pick all the answers from the game,” Antony protested, but Hyacinth held up her hand to silence him.
“No, you muppet, I’m just jotting down the themes. We’ll pick one at random, and then the pair sitting to your right will decide which one of you has to act it out for the other to guess,” she explained, still thoroughly focused on her task.
Colin frowned at her explanation, playfully raising his hand as if he were in class.
Hyacinth barely looked up at him as she continued writing. “Yes?”
“Um…” the third brother started, pointing with his thumb between Antony and Kate, who were on the couch, and Hyacinth and Gregory, who sat on the ground. “Who exactly is our pair to the right here?”
The brunette then finally glanced up, considering what he was pointing at before saying, “Gregory and me, obviously.”
“Obviously,” Colin mumbled, his voice dripping with sarcasm as Penelope’s lips twitched with amusement while looking at him.
“Alright. Now, Gregory, pass me the plastic bag,” she said, pointing at something behind her brother.
He looked at her, exasperated, as if asking whether he truly had to do that. She responded by widening her eyes, signalling that he did. With a harsh grab, he crumpled the plastic, the noise echoing before he offered it to her without enthusiasm.
She snatched it from his hand, ignoring his sour mood as she announced, “Since we’re here to celebrate Fran tonight, she and Ben will begin drawing their theme, and then Simon and Daphne will choose for them.”
Hearing his parents’ names, Augie squealed with delight and clapped his hands, prompting soft aws from those nearby.
“That’s right, son, we’re about to crush them,” Simon said while holding him, as Anthony rolled his eyes at the man.
Francesca widened her eyes as the plastic bag was practically shoved in her face, while Benedict cheered her on to draw the right theme.
Meanwhile, as her family continued with their usual antics, Colin’s stomach growled despite having just polished off a slice of pizza. Penelope, with a curious tilt of her head, shot him a pointed glance, moving from his belly to his sheepish expression just as he murmured, “I haven’t eaten all day,” like a kicked puppy.
“Me neither,” she replied, her gaze lingering on him as she delivered a significant look that he returned with a sheepish expression.
The redhead then turned her attention to the pile of pizza boxes on top of the table as Francesca tried to act out an animal, while Benedict enthusiastically hurled guesses, and Daphne, Kate, and Anthony trash-talked him. Penelope searched around the boxes, hoping to find the one with the meat feast option. She placed a slice on a napkin and handed it to Colin. Surprised, he blinked, realising she’d somehow got his favourite flavour without him even having to say a word.
“Thanks,” he said, a genuine smile spreading across his features.
Penelope selected a Margherita slice for herself and then grabbed two beers, offering one to Colin since he hadn’t taken one earlier amidst Hyacinth’s charade proposal. As she set her slice down, she struggled with the stubborn cap of her own drink, her fingers slipping around it once, then twice. Flushing at her ineptitude, she glanced at her reddened palm just as Colin, with swift efficiency, plucked the bottle from her grasp and effortlessly twisted off the cap before returning it to her. With a glance, she felt a blush rise as she silently expressed her gratitude.
Then, a raucous shout erupted from Simon and Anthony, their voices filled with indignation that Benedict had cheated, while he raised his hand in triumphant victory.
“It doesn’t matter. He was too slow,” Kate commented as she looked at the timer on her phone.
The director wore a triumphant expression, while Benedict crossed his arms as he glared at his sister-in-law.
“Wait, we didn’t agree on counting time,” Hyacinth interjected, pointing at the couple on the couch.
“Of course we need to count the time. How are we going to settle anything if there’s a tie?” Anthony retorted.
Penelope sighed, shaking her head at the Bridgertons’ antics. She took a swig of her beer and scooted slightly backwards to rest her back against the couch, only to find Colin’s shoulder. Turning her head, she saw his hand on the floor behind her, his arm almost wrapped around her, a protective gesture. Looking up to deliver a playful tease, she found his attention was glued to Anthony and Simon, as the director rose from his seat to guide the duke on his next charade. Colin chuckled at the scene of the two forty-year-old dads, squaring off in a fierce glare, resembling mobsters huddled in a conspiratorial whisper, negotiating a shadowy deal. She felt an uncharacteristic boldness wash over her and decided to rest her head on his shoulder after all, since the Bridgertons seemed utterly preoccupied with something else anyway.
Simon then bounced around, pretending to bungee jump while a bewildered Daphne guessed incorrectly, and Augie wandered away from the chaotic scene and toward Benedict.
“I know, little buddy, come here. Don’t let your wacky parents frighten you,” Benedict teased, scooping his nephew into his arms with a playful grin.
Yet, as soon as Augie was nestled against his uncle, his wide eyes darted curiously toward the unfamiliar lady sitting next to them.
“That’s your aunt Penelope,” Benedict explained, making her heart clench.
It was strange, really, to think Daphne’s son didn’t even know who she was until that night, considering how much of her life she’d spent around that family. She’d avoided them so thoroughly that the last time she saw Augie, he was still in a crib at Kate and Anthony’s wedding.
Her thoughts momentarily drifted as the boy struggled to form her name, his small mouth forming syllables that were a bit too complex for his age.
Colin, having witnessed the exchange, leaned over Penelope with an eager smile. “Can you say Aunt Penelope’s name, Augie?” he asked, gently taking one of the child’s tiny hands in his, guiding him through the lesson. “Pe-ne-lo-pe,” he spelt out, watching intently as the boy’s bright eyes tracked his movements.
“E-lo-pi,” Augie echoed, each syllable brimming with innocence, causing Penelope to pout adorably in response to his cuteness.
“But you can call her Pen, like your Uncle Colin does,” he said, pointing at himself, engrossed in the lesson, while Penelope leaned back against his shoulder, watching him teach his nephew.
That reminded her of why she had distanced herself from the Bridgertons in the first place: the painful realisation that she was destined to witness Colin welcoming someone else into the family, forever remaining an outsider who would never truly fit in. Yet here they were.
While she knew Benedict had given her an honorary title of endearment when he introduced her to Augie, hearing Colin refer to them as aunt and uncle made her heart skip a beat. For the first time in years, she allowed herself to do something she had previously resisted. She dared to dream of a future she truly desired.
“Everyone calls her that,” Benedict scoffed, bringing her back to the present.
Colin shot a sharp glare at his brother, but their nephew, clearly unfazed, delightedly enunciated Pen, earning a clap from Penelope, who, in her joy, reached out to grasp his tiny hands. However, to her surprise, the child’s intention shifted, and he reached for her hair, his small fingers tugging at the strands with curiosity.
The two brothers yelped in unison, with Benedict quickly pivoting to pull Auggie out of reach of her hair, while Colin gently tried to pry his nephew’s hands away from her tresses.
“It’s fine, it’s fine,” Penelope reassured them. “He’s not hurting me,” she explained, showing her hair strand again to Auggie, who looked fascinated by the shade.
Colin couldn’t help but let out a chuckle, and Penelope froze, quickly realising what he found amusing.
“I told you, it’s the best hair colour,” he remarked, pointing at the charmed child before raising an eyebrow teasingly at her.
She turned to him, intending to give him an exasperated look, but his gaze was focused on her face. His eyes travelled over her features, lingering on her lips before meeting her own. With their faces so close, she found it difficult to feel as frustrated as she had before, especially now that she understood he truly meant it. That he really, genuinely thought she was beautiful and perhaps would happily have a thousand children with that exact same hair shade.
“Oi, can’t you two play first and flirt later?” Simon’s boisterous voice shattered the silence, pulling them from their mutual stare to the realisation that it was their turn to pick the charade for Anthony and Kate.
Penelope felt her cheeks burn as she looked away from Colin, who turned to Simon with a dignified, “Bite me, Hastings.”
As the other Bridgerton siblings shot him disapproving glares, he turned to his wife, placing a hand theatrically on his chest. “What? Did I lie?”
Daphne shook her head at him, lightly slapping his shoulder as she said, “Yes, Penelope has a boyfriend.” She raised an eyebrow pointedly, while Hyacinth shot him a death glare from afar for interrupting the two.
“Anyway,” Colin cut in, immediately changing the subject, even though his arm hadn’t moved from its position, still practically around Penelope. “What’s the theme again?”
Anthony simply shot him a look as he stood up to take the plastic bag from Daphne’s hands. “We haven’t drawn yet.”
Penelope placed her hand over her mouth, chuckling at Colin’s absentmindedness, watching his cheeks flush adorably.
“Right,” he said with a sheepish grin.
When Anthony picked the theme flower, Kate immediately announced she’d act it out because she didn’t trust him to get it right. This prompted not only Anthony’s indignant rant about his mime skills but also his demands that she sit down and rest, which, naturally, just egged her on. She stood up, hands on her hips, and fixed a challenging stare on a bewildered Penelope and Colin until they finally suggested a bloom.
What followed became the most agonising fifteen minutes of everyone’s lives as they realised, first, that acting out specific plants was nearly impossible, and second, that Anthony wasn’t familiar with many of them.
“How can you not get this?” Kate exclaimed, gesturing wildly at her husband, “It’s obvious!”
“I know it’s obvious! It’s lilacs!” he shouted back, nearly leaping off the couch with pent-up frustration.
Kate threw her hands up, exasperated. “For the thousandth time, it’s not lilacs!”
“...Is she actually allowed to speak while—” Benedict began to ask, but Simon and Daphne grimaced and shook their heads at him to let it go. He raised his hands in surrender, mimed zipping his mouth, and pretended to throw away the key.
“Listen, if Kate starts giving birth here, none of us has medical training,” Gregory commented. “Shouldn’t we just tell him what it is?”
“Shut up,” the eldest couple turned to him in unison, while Francesca whispered, undetected, that she had a bit of medical training, actually.
The actress turned back to her husband, pointing sharply at her chest and gritting her teeth, unsure how to act out the second part of the name, given her mood.
“Wait,” Anthony said, snapping his fingers as the answer finally clicked. He pointed at his wife and declared, “It’s Heart’s Ease.”
Kate sighed in relief, her shoulders relaxing as Colin muttered, “Finally. I actually picked an easy one.”
His sister-in-law glared at him before sitting back on the couch, while Anthony mumbled, “I’m sorry I yelled,” which made her chuckle at her husband’s antics.
The director then presented the drawing bag to the next pair, who exchanged a glance before Colin gestured for Penelope to choose.
“Celebratory dates,” she muttered, frowning at the prompt, and held up the slip of paper to show everyone she wasn’t cheating.
Hyacinth rubbed her hands together in excitement and gestured for Colin to come closer so she could whisper what she wanted him to act out for the redhead to guess. The actor made a funny face in response to whatever his sister murmured in his ear before standing up. He then placed his hands on his hips, shaking his head at the situation.
Penelope didn’t know what it was, her familiarity with Colin or perhaps Hyacinth, but before he could even mime, she blurted, “Valentine’s Day.”
Colin’s eyes widened, gesturing as if she were correct, while protests erupted across the room.
“I haven’t even started the timer,” Benedict complained, pointing at Kate’s phone, which was still in his hand.
“They’re cheating,” Anthony protested.
The actor glared at him, placing his hands on his hips as he retorted, “Not everyone is as slow as you are.”
His oldest brother narrowed his eyes at Colin, preparing to fire back, but Penelope raised her hands in an attempt to stop the budding argument. “I just got lucky!” she exclaimed.
“Just accept your defeat, Bridgerton,” Simon told Anthony, who only gave him an annoyed look.
Colin motioned towards his brother-in-law, as if to say exactly, before sitting back beside Penelope, retrieving his food and drink from her. He then simply sent her a smirk before focusing on the slice in his hand.
“What?” she asked, and he just shook his head, amusement in his expression. “It really was just luck,” she insisted.
“Yeah,” he replied. Just as she opened her mouth to argue, he added, “Mine for having you as a partner.”
She shut her mouth, her expression shifting into something akin to a pout, which made him smile, relishing the way he could make her flustered. However, as the game continued, they would soon discover that Penelope was actually mistaken. It wasn’t all luck after all.
Hyacinth whispered as Penelope crouched beside her to discover her choice for the theme films. The redhead then twisted her lips in repulsion and stood up, looking at Colin, who raised an eyebrow as if waiting. The issue was, she didn’t know where to begin, as she absolutely loathed the movie she’d been assigned. But then, suddenly, Colin chuckled.
“Love, Rosie,” he said.
Penelope froze, surprised, while Hyacinth snapped her head towards him.
“I’ve never seen you hate a film more in your life,” he explained with a shrug as chaos erupted in the room once again, even louder this time.
“What?!” Anthony yelled in indignation.
“Are you joking?” Daphne asked.
“Hyacinth, are you giving them easy guesses on purpose?” Benedict questioned, checking the timer in his hand.
The girl could only shrug her shoulders in defence. “I swear I’m not!” She just wanted Pen to act out Love, Rosie, thinking it would serve as a gentle nudge.
However, her intentions were called into question as Colin and Penelope correctly guessed the next clue, and then the next, and the one after that. After several rounds, Hyacinth finally gave up on trying to send them subliminal romantic hints through charades, and Gregory finally had his chance to decide what Colin should imitate for Penelope. He happily thought it would be difficult for her to guess dumplings in the food category, only to be defeated in mere seconds when Colin simply made a switching gesture with both hands.
“I’m telling you, they are cheating!” Anthony shouted for the hundredth time, and this time, he was not alone; everyone else joined in with their protests.
“I can’t believe you’re making me agree with your brother,” Simon added, pointing at the director.
“Are you sure you’re not helping them?” Daphne asked Hyacinth and Gregory, who yelled “No!” in sync.
“You were the ones who asked us to pair up,” Colin said, shrugging, unaffected by the chaos around him, while Penelope pressed her lips together, the corners of her mouth curving up as she tried not to laugh.
“Can we just move on to another game already?” Gregory begged his sister.
The youngest Bridgerton eyed Colin and Penelope, who seemed to be getting along just fine, thanks to her strategy. However, everyone around her looked annoyed but also satisfyingly drunk, so she figured she could move on with her plan.
“Fine,” she declared, earning cheers all around the room.
“Sore losers,” Colin muttered under his breath as Penelope attempted to give him a wide-eyed look to behave, which was completely ruined by the smile on her lips.
Hyacinth narrowed her eyes at the duo, having already decided what her next step would be. “Alright, truth or dare next?”
“Are you kidding me?” Gregory shot her a sharp look as the others groaned around the room.
“Hyacinth, how much did you drink?” Anthony asked.
Benedict grimaced. “Hya, no offence, but your siblings are the last people on earth you want to play—”
She simply widened her eyes pointedly at him. “Truth. Or. Dare. Next,” she insisted, leaving no room for argument.
Magically, this seemed to convince all her siblings of that terrible idea, while Colin looked at them in confusion. He took a deep breath and shook his head, surrendering to the madness around him. “Fine, but if I’m going to survive this, I’ll need another drink,” he declared.
“Me too,” Penelope said.
Daphne glanced at the cooler behind her, where she had stored the drinks throughout the night, and frowned. They had clearly consumed more than anticipated.
“Well, one of you is going to be running on water,” she announced, holding up a single beer bottle.
And maybe it was her good mood, or maybe the Bridgertons’ absurdity was finally getting to her, or perhaps it was just exhaustion mixed with alcohol, but the next thing she knew, Penelope was standing, taking the bottle from Daphne and saying, “It’s alright, Colin and I can share,” as naturally as could be.
Colin figured she could mean they would drink in separate tumblers, unlike everyone else in the room, casually swigging from the bottle. Except she handed him the beer and sat down beside him, making no attempt to get glasses or even ask for one. Her gaze swept over the raised eyebrows and puzzled expressions around them, while Colin couldn’t help but grin, stifling a laugh as he scratched the tip of his nose.
“What?” she asked, her cheeks maintaining their permanent flush from the evening. “It’s not like we didn’t have to swap spit while filming the last movie, anyway.”
Or all afternoon, Colin’s mind finished for her, biting back a smile.
“Wait,” Hyacinth suddenly exclaimed, holding up a hand as if she had an epiphany.
The couple looked at her, expecting her to reach the obvious deduction. But she continued, “The last movie?” A look of confusion spread across her face. “But that was in the other one.” Then her eyes widened, and she stood up, pointing between the director and the two actors. “Leonidas and Nora are endgame! I knew it!”
Colin and Penelope stared at her with their mouths agape, surprised by her conclusion.
Before they could respond, however, Gregory turned to them, pointing with his thumb toward Hyacinth as he said, “You know you just spoiled that for the Lora Daily admin, right?”
“Shut up, Gregory,” Hyacinth said, smacking his shoulder with a mix of excitement and annoyance. “My account isn’t even that big.”
The room fell silent, as if holding its breath, before a single, irritated voice echoed from the depths of the couch.
“That’s it. I’m going to kill you all,” Anthony growled.
And that did it, because Colin finally lost it, bursting into laughter, leaning back and clutching his stomach.
“Don’t you dare get up to grab an NDA, or I swear, I’m the one who’s going to kill you,” Hyacinth said, pointing at her older brother.
Penelope also found herself giggling at the chaotic scene unfolding among the Bridgertons, with voices raised and arguments flaring up. Normally, she’d be mortified to have caused such a commotion, but she was captivated by Colin’s beaming smile, his face flushed with laughter and tears. After a while, the actor sat up straight, still recovering from his fit and wiping at one eye with his index finger. As Penelope searched his face to check if he had calmed down, he nodded at her as Anthony and Hyacinth continued their loud argument.
“Now, could you please open that for me?” she asked, pointing at the beer.
He smirked, struggling to hold back another wave of chuckles before obliging.
“Fine, whatever. Now that we are settled,” Hyacinth said, finally tuning out Anthony’s complaints. She then extended her hand toward Gregory. “Bottle, please.”
With a sigh, he complied, and then she gathered up the pizza boxes, replacing them on the table with the empty longneck. Colin grimaced, already dreading whatever Hyacinth had cooked up, before taking a sip from the drink and passing it to Penelope.
But what followed was the most mundane set of questions they had ever witnessed during a game of truth or dare.
First, Francesca was asked if she was truly excited about her new position at the Philharmonic. Then, Anthony answered a question about his award nomination. Daphne was dared to create the ugliest makeup look she could manage. Benedict asked Kate to share her husband’s most embarrassing moment, while Gregory dared Benedict to dive into the freezing outdoor pool, which turned out to be the most exciting event up to that point.
That was until Simon spun the bottle, and it landed on Penelope, who innocently smiled in relief, thinking they had an understanding not to be as wild as the family around them. Yet, as she chose truth, the man placed a hand on his chin, deep in thought, before asking, “Are you in love with your boyfriend?”
Penelope gasped in surprise, while Daphne widened her eyes at her husband, and Hyacinth sent him a thumbs-up from afar.
The actor rolled his eyes at his family. “Will you all leave Pen alone?” he asked, glancing around the room, knowing the blame wasn’t solely on his brother-in-law.
“Ah, ah, ah,” Simon said, raising a finger. “Truth or dare rules.”
“He’s right,” Gregory added, earning a glare from his brother.
“It’s fine,” Penelope said, placing a hand on Colin’s arm, despite the heat rising in her face. It wasn’t as if she hadn’t expected the game to be a trap. She was no rookie when it came to their family’s scheming.
Which was ironic, because Simon had made a beginner’s mistake with that question.
She glanced at Colin for a moment, then back at Daphne’s husband, and said, “Um...” clearing her throat before continuing, “Yes, I am in love with my boyfriend.”
Instead of happiness, her statement was met with a chorus of complaints. However, she found it hard to concentrate on their reactions, as her attention was drawn to the man beside her, who wore a silly grin.
“Him? He’s blond, Pen,” Gregory was the first complaint she heard.
“Seriously, what do you Bridgertons have against blondes?” she asked, her eyes sparkling mischievously as she glanced at an amused Colin.
“We don’t. Fran and I are blondes,” Daphne retorted, gesturing to herself and the pianist.
Gregory assessed their hair colour and snorted. “Barely.”
“But honestly, Pen,” Kate interrupted, her concerned eyes making the redhead feel guilty for her misleading answer. “Are you really?” she pressed, desperate to know if her friend was genuinely happy.
Penelope chewed on her lip. “Yes, I am… I…” she began, searching for a way to reassure Kate. “I’ve never loved another man the way I love him.” She offered a small nod, knowing that Kate would be furious once she uncovered the truth. But for now, Kate could only blink in confusion as a chorus of groans filled the room.
“I’m lost. Do you want Pen to hate her boyfriend?” Colin asked the group, while Penelope turned around, leaving a bewildered Kate behind her.
“Shouldn’t you?” Gregory replied to Colin, who looked back at him, puzzled, as if he had no idea what his brother was talking about.
“Can we please get on with it? Kate and I need to sleep early tonight,” Anthony complained.
“Yes, exactly,” Hyacinth agreed, eager to find a way to turn their loss around.
So with a flick of his wrist, Benedict sent the bottle spinning across the table, while Colin returned the drink to Penelope, who accepted it, her fingers brushing against his as their eyes met for a fleeting moment. She glanced down at her lap, a warm smile playing on her face as she sensed his lingering gaze upon her. Yet, as fate would have it, the longneck came to a stop, pointing directly at the actor. He lifted his head slowly, fully aware that he was about to be the next target.
“Alright. Truth or dare, brother?” The painter crossed his arms and smirked, eliciting a scowl from his brother.
“Truth,” he replied.
“Well, now that we know what Penelope thinks of Debling, I was wondering what you think of him,” Benedict said.
And, ironically, Colin felt a wave of relief wash over him.
“What do I think of Debling?” he echoed, leaning back and propping himself up on his elbows as if lost in deep thought. “I think he’s a condescending tool.”
As the siblings stared at him, their eyes wide at his brutal honesty, Penelope nearly choked on their beer. A laugh bubbled up between her coughs, making her feel like a terrible person. Gasping for breath, she glanced up at him, her hand instinctively covering her mouth. With a mix of amusement and disapproval, she admonished, “Colin.”
He gave her a sheepish smile. “I’m sorry, Pen. I really can’t stand the guy.”
As if she didn’t already know. “You were the one who first told me about him, need I remind you?” she replied.
“And don’t I regret it—”
“—And he is a good man,” she interjected, trying to remind him.
He twisted his face in disagreement. “Eh, debatable.”
She shook her head at him, trying to suppress her amusement at seeing Colin jealous. However, unlike her, the group of people surrounding them stared at them in utter confusion. But before anyone could ask anything further, Penelope grabbed the bottle and spun it, since it was her turn.
They then played a few dull rounds of the game until the universe seemed to favour Hyacinth, designating Colin as the unfortunate target. Her older brother, already suspicious of her since the beginning of the evening, simply crossed his arms and glared at her triumphant expression.
“Alright, ask,” he said.
“I didn’t even say truth or dare—”
“Hyacinth.” Colin gave her a look that suggested he wasn’t born yesterday. “Ask.”
She pressed her lips together and raised her eyebrows bashfully, pretending to be innocently curious. “I was just wondering who you’re in love with right now.”
Surprisingly enough, there it was again: relief. Colin was certain his sister would directly ask him if he had feelings for Penelope. Instead, she chose to beat around the bush. Was that amateur hour or what?
“Are you seriously asking me who I have a crush on?” Colin questioned, raising an eyebrow as he injected as much judgment as he could into his voice.
“In love with. There’s a difference,” Hyacinth retorted, raising a finger confidently in the air, undeterred by her brother’s tone.
The actor glanced at Penelope, who narrowed her eyes at him for a moment, wondering what he’d spin.
So he turned back to Hyacinth, arms crossed, and announced, “Well, that would be my girlfriend," watching with satisfaction as his sister's smile fell.
“Colin, what on earth are you talking about?” Daphne asked, clearly confused.
“Since when do you have a new girlfriend?” Gregory interjected.
“Again?” Benedict asked, his face twisted in confusion.
Colin silenced them all with a gesture, raising his hands to speak. “Only one question per round on truth or dare.”
“You’ve been lying to us for months, and now you want to invoke truth or dare rules?” Hyacinth retorted.
“It hadn’t been months, and I wasn’t aware I needed to send all of you a memo every time I started dating someone?” the actor defended himself.
“Yeah, that would have been a lot of memos,” Gregory mumbled sarcastically.
Colin shot him a look. “I haven’t dated anyone since Tracy,” he countered.
“Wait, what?” Penelope blurted out, surprised.
Tracy had been...so many years ago. That couldn’t be right, could it? But as Colin turned to her, she could see in his eyes that it was true. Penelope blinked at him, completely in shock. It wasn’t just the fact that he had been single for so long, which was surprising enough, but the realisation that she hadn’t noticed it at all.
“I’m so confused. Where did this woman even come from?” Daphne interrupted their silent conversation.
Colin turned to her, thinking, before answering. “Um… From work.”
“From work? Which one?” Anthony echoed, puzzled. But before Colin could answer, Francesca innocently pointed at Penelope. “Oh, Pen must know her then.”
Both looked at her, deer-in-headlights. “Yeah, I… I know her,” Penelope said, refraining from wincing. “She’s really great,” she finished with a thumbs up, almost making Colin laugh.
“Alright, I’ve had enough,” Anthony suddenly declared, turning everyone’s attention to him. Kate shook her head at the man, but he pressed on. “Can we stop pretending we didn’t witness that little spat a few hours ago after Colin announced he wants to date you? And now you have a girlfriend?” He pointed at his brother, then at the actress. “And you’ve met her? Can one of you please explain what’s actually happening?”
Colin and Penelope exchanged a look. If they were more rational, they would confess and prepare themselves for a barrage of questions and meddling from his family, which could last anywhere from a night to a year. But through their experiences, they had come to know one undeniable truth: rationality was not their strong suit.
So, Penelope scoffed.
“Oh, that,” she said while pointing at the actor, who fixed her with an expectant gaze, eager to see what flimsy excuse she would concoct. “You know Colin. He’s just always saying these things to annoy the journalists.” She waved her hand dismissively. "I got mad at him because...” she trailed off, glancing at him again, who raised an eyebrow, encouraging her to carry on. “Because I was furious that he humiliated his girlfriend like that.” She gestured towards the man beside her, who could only squeeze his eyes shut and nod.
Kate and Anthony glanced at each other, their faces mirroring their bafflement, before they turned back to the pair.
“I don’t buy it,” Hyacinth smugly said, finally recovering from her defeat. “Honestly, Colin, I love you, but you always kept jumping from relationship to relationship, and it never worked out. I think you should really think this one through, because maybe, just maybe, all these random people you keep on dating aren’t the person you truly want to see the most at the end of the day.”
Colin’s lips involuntarily curled into a bittersweet smile, even though he should have been annoyed by his sister’s prying. Yet, at the end of the day, she was right, wasn’t she? For far too long, he had been hunting for answers in all the wrong places.
“Trust me, Hya, I understand it’s hard to believe me after everything you’ve seen with my past relationships. But I know that I’ve finally found the right person for me,” he said. “I realise now that what I felt for anyone before couldn’t have been love, because nothing compares to what I feel for her,” he continued, the atmosphere in the room becoming increasingly sombre with each word. “So, I appreciate your concern, but it’s unnecessary. And when I bring her home to meet all of you, I expect you to treat her with kindness, no matter what your reservations may be.”
His siblings reluctantly nodded, unable to argue with Colin’s sincerity. And then there was Penelope, who felt like her heart was about to burst from her chest. How was she supposed to act normal when Colin was laying his feelings bare like this? She took a long sip of her beer, hoping it would help settle her nerves and hide the way her pulse was racing.
After Colin effectively sabotaged their efforts to get him to confess his secret feelings for Penelope, the game quickly lost its appeal. They decided to simply chat and finish their food instead, as many of them had another full day of work ahead in just a few hours.
While everyone was distracted with their conversation and food, Penelope took the opportunity to slip into the kitchen for a glass of water, hoping to collect her thoughts. She opened the fridge, letting the cool air rush out to greet her, and pulled out a bottle of icy water. With a tall glass in hand, she filled it to the brim and chugged it down in one go. Taking a deep breath and fanning herself slightly, she looked around for an excuse to stay in the kitchen a little longer. Noticing the sink filled with a few dirty dishes, she tilted her head and decided it was a good idea to tidy up.
Lost in the warmth of the running water, the growing bubbles, and the gleam of the clean glasses, she was surprised by two warm arms circling her waist. Penelope’s shoulder jumped in surprise, but she quickly relaxed as she realised who it was, his chin resting against her temple.
“May I ask what you’re doing hiding in here?” Colin murmured, his voice a soft vibration against her cheek.
She smiled, placing her hand over his while gesturing at the sink. “Helping clean up.”
He chuckled, the sound resonating through her back, his breath warm on her ear. “This isn’t even ours,” he pointed out. “In case you haven’t noticed, we didn’t use any glasses,” he added, swaying slightly as he turned his face to hers.
She blushed, remembering the detail vividly, before pouting as a defence. “Maybe I just want to help your mum.”
“You want to help clean these three glasses?” he asked with a touch of sarcasm, and she nodded. “The same three Mrs Wilson could have helped with tomorrow?” he added.
Penelope turned to him, surprised. “Mrs Wilson still works for your mum?”
“The woman refuses to retire,” he replied, “but then again, so does my mother.”
Penelope shook her head in exasperation before turning her gaze back to the sink. “Your mother is still young,” she noted, taking in the bubble-filled chaos before her. With a heavy sigh, she added, “And sometimes I forget just how disturbingly rich you all are.”
He tilted his head playfully, the movement causing it to brush against hers. “Did you happen to forget that you’re also rich now? Or...?”
“Shut up!” she replied with a light laugh, playfully placing her hands over his once more. Raising an eyebrow, she defended herself, “I’m not rich, I’m well-off. There’s a difference.”
Colin just chuckled harder. “Now you sound like my mum’s wealthy friends.”
She glared at him, and he shrugged, as if the facts were undeniable. Rolling her eyes, she turned back to the sink.
“Anyway, help me put these back in your mother’s cupboard, please,” she demanded, picking up a glass. “I can’t reach it.”
He smirked but didn’t comment on her height. “Yes, my lady,” he replied sarcastically, taking the tumbler and keeping a hand on her waist as he reached for the top shelf.
She then reached for a second item, and he repeated the action without protest. As he was helping with the third one, she narrowed her eyes, suddenly remembering some old but oddly convincing advice from Kate. Testing the waters, she grabbed a salt shaker and handed it to him. He took a slight detour to put it on a different shelf. Then came the pepper shaker and the kitchen roll. By the sixth item, he finally gave her a questioning look, and a giggle escaped her lips.
“Do you want to pack up the entire kitchen?” he asked, confused.
“No, it’s just...” She pressed her lips together, her eyes sparkling with mischief. “Kate told me something a while back, and I wanted to see if it would work, I guess.”
As he looked at her in utter confusion, she pulled him closer, wrapping both of his arms around her again. The actress then explained, “She said that...” She fiddled with his fingers as she tried to remember the exact words. “I should try asking you to reach things on high shelves because some guys like being taller.”
Colin blinked, completely taken aback by that line of reasoning. “Let me get this straight: Kate, Kate Sharma—no, Kate Bridgerton—was trying to teach you how to seduce me?” he asked.
“She tried. I just never followed her advice,” she replied. “I mean, I didn’t think it would actually work.”
He shot her an incredulous look, as if she were speaking nonsense, but before he could voice his complaint, she gave his arm a playful tug. “But now I do, and I’m a curious person. So tell me.” She gestured theatrically toward the cupboard. “How was the experience? Did it work?”
A humorous smile spread across his lips as he observed her, thinking he couldn’t possibly love this woman more. She met his gaze with a playful look, and he took a deep breath, surveying the kitchen with a serious expression as if preparing to give a clinical assessment.
“Well, I’d say it depends on the tiny woman asking,” he began. She glared at him, even though she had brought it upon herself. He then leaned closer, positioning his face right beside hers. “If it were anyone else, I’d probably tell them to shove it by the eighth ask, but since it’s you, it makes me feel slightly like a...” His words trailed off, and he leaned in to whisper directly into her ear, “boyfriend.”
A shiver coursed through Penelope’s body, an unfamiliar spark igniting her skin at the closeness of his voice. Her body was a confusing mix of hot and cold, and when he nibbled her earlobe, she yelped, covering her mouth as she turned, her eyes wide at his smirk.
“Colin,” she warned, her cheeks burning, trying to remind him that his family was right there in the other room.
“I’m pretty sure we were already in a compromising position before, Pen,” he reminded her, pulling her back into his arms, his hands resting on her back as they faced one another. “Also, don’t try to seduce me if you aren’t prepared for the consequences,” he joked.
The corner of her mouth curled up at that, and she looked down, biting her lip.
“But anyway...” he said, his voice suddenly becoming serious. “Can I?”
Penelope frowned, gazing up into his earnest gaze, unsure of what he was asking.
“Be your boyfriend, that is,” he clarified, and her eyes grew wide.
It was silly, because she shouldn’t have been surprised. They’d been saying those words repeatedly only moments earlier, just to mess with his family. Even so, her heart raced, a beaming expression spreading across her face.
“Um.” She cleared her throat, glancing at her feet as she shifted them. “I think I already called you that, like, twenty minutes ago,” she said, her voice wavering a little before she looked up at him.
He tilted his head and pulled her closer. “Are you sure? No other boyfriends you have running around?”
She narrowed her eyes at him. “That I’m in love with? No, just the one,” she replied.
He gave her a shy smile, looking down as his cheeks flushed. She reached out to tuck one of his loose curls behind his ear, letting her hand rest gently on his neck as she gathered the courage to ask what she really wanted to know.
“What about you?” she asked. When he looked at her in confusion, she searched his expression and continued, “Did you mean what you said back there?”
His blue eyes met hers, unsurprised by the question. She had previously told him how insecure she felt about his past, especially regarding his dating life. The only reason he had answered Hyacinth so honestly was that he needed Penelope to hear it.
“Every word,” he replied.
Penelope pressed her lips tightly together, her eyes glistening. Colin reached for her cheek and rubbed his thumb over it, worried he would eventually find tears there.
“You know, I’m really tired of making you cry, Pen,” he confessed.
She reached for the hand that lingered on her cheek, guiding it to wrap around her back. She stepped deeper into his embrace, her own hands resting against his chest. “I don’t mind crying over you sometimes,” she said. “In this life, the days you’ve made me happy far outnumber the ones you’ve made me sad.”
At her words, his heart leapt, and a broad grin spread across his face. Rising onto her toes, she tugged at his shirt as she leaned in for the kiss. As he pulled her closer, they swayed gently, moving backwards until her back met the sink. Suddenly, a splash of water erupted, soaking her dress and his sleeve, and they both froze, looking at each other with wide eyes. The actor then turned to assess the mess behind her.
“I’m sorry, Pen,” he said, feeling dejected as he inspected the spot on her dress that was now wet.
“It’s fine,” she said, and when he didn’t seem to hear, she cupped his cheeks, kissing him again, whispering, “I don’t care about the dress.”
He eagerly pressed his lips against hers, pausing briefly to say, “Well, I care about this dress,” before capturing her mouth once more and adding, “specifically,” followed by another kiss.
A grin appeared on her face as she paused, slightly leaning back. “Wait, you remember this dress?”
His brow furrowed. “Pen, there’s not a single detail I don’t remember about the night we first kissed,” he explained. “Or about any other night or day we kissed, for that matter.”
She bit her lip, her striking blue eyes filled with an overwhelming amount of love as she looked at him. His gaze dropped to her mouth before he leaned in and gently nibbled at her bottom lip for her, simply because he could. Because he hoped to share so many kisses with her that all the little details would become too numerous to remember.
Penelope cupped his face, breathing him in as she met his top lip with her own, her back hitting the sink again, this time without a care.
And then someone cleared their throat.
They froze, suddenly aware of where they were. With a wince, they both turned to the door, bracing themselves to face whoever was about to expose their moment to everyone in the house.
Instead, they found Simon standing there, one hand on his hip and half a dozen empty pizza boxes in the other. “You two are so lucky it was me who caught you,” he said, seemingly unbothered as he dropped the boxes by the trash.
Colin and Penelope blinked in confusion, exchanging a look before turning back to Simon. He seemed to read their puzzlement perfectly, waving them off as he spoke, “Oh, please, as if you two could be more obvious.” He then turned his gaze to Penelope, raising an eyebrow with mock seriousness. “Nice flowers, by the way.”
She instinctively touched the blue daisies in her hair, adjusting them slightly. “So, you all know?” she asked.
To this, Simon merely scoffed, “No, in case you haven’t noticed, the Bridgertons went through the oblivious gene pool line four times each.”
“Excuse me?” Colin interjected, raising his eyebrows as if he were ready to defend himself. But then he glanced at his girlfriend, who had been in love with him for ages without his knowledge, and he deflated, muttering, “You know what… Never mind,” which made her chuckle.
Simon smirked in victory and turned to leave when Penelope called out, “Wait.”
When he gave her a questioning look, she took a steadying breath and added earnestly, “I know it’s a lot to ask, but could you please keep this between us for now?”
Colin scratched the back of his neck as he added, “We’re going to tell them soon, it’s just—”
“Oh, don’t worry about me,” Simon cut in, a cryptic smirk on his face as they looked at him, confused. “I’m apparently useless to the cause,” he added with a shrug, then went back to the living room, leaving Penelope and Colin staring at each other.
Not even twenty minutes later, Colin was leaving the house, his hands buried in the pockets of his pants as he walked slowly across the front yard. His mother was returning to the front door after being dropped off by her driver following a very long day of meetings. Distracted and weary, she walked in her impeccably tailored light blue suit, pulling along a dark blue leather suitcase.
“Hi, Mum,” he said.
Startled, as she’d assumed all her children were still inside, she didn’t reply. Instead, she simply stared at him, her eyes scanning his face before her tired expression blossomed into a beaming grin.
Confused, he began, “Mum, what—” But before he could finish, she enveloped him in a tight embrace, her hand threading through his hair.
He felt his eyes well up, an almost automatic response, remembering the last time he’d been embraced like that, and how different things were now. He buried his face in his mother’s shoulder, concealing joy instead of sorrow, his arms wrapping around her in gratitude.
“You were always very brave, my son,” she said, and he couldn’t help but let out a chuckle, a mix of happiness and relief.
The front door swung open, revealing a distracted Penelope as she hopped on one foot, hastily putting on her shoes. “‘Sorry, Hyacinth was asking me when’s the next day I’m free,’” she explained, only to pause mid-sentence, her gaze drawn to the scene unfolding before her.
Violet stepped back slightly, looking over Colin’s shoulder at the redhead, who closed the door and approached them slowly, confused, wearing what appeared to be a man’s light beige jacket over a black dress.
“Hi, Mrs Bridgerton,” she said, her voice soft and timid.
Violet’s face lit up with a warm smile as she enveloped the girl in an embrace. “Oh, it’s so, so wonderful to see you, dear,” she said, with such honesty and tenderness that it brought tears to Penelope’s eyes.
The actress swallowed hard. “It’s really good to see you too,” she breathed out.
The widow finally released her from the hug, gently brushing her thumb across Penelope’s cheek as the girl gazed back at her with shimmering eyes.
“I trust I’ll be seeing more of you from now on?” Violet posed playfully, raising an eyebrow.
The redhead chuckled, finally nodding with genuine honesty.
“Both of you,” she added pointedly as she flicked her gaze toward her son.
Colin gave her a half-hearted, exasperated look, even though he knew he deserved it. “Yes, Mum, both of us,” he replied.
“Good,” Violet declared, glancing between the couple before saying, “Now, I’ll leave you two to it.”
With that, she walked inside the house, the door clicking softly as she closed it behind her.
The pair then looked at each other before he scrunched up his face and asked, “Do you think the oblivious gene came from my dad?”
A laugh bubbled from her lips as she linked her arm with his. Together, they strolled towards his car, the yard’s white lamps casting a glow around them as he insisted on driving her home this time.
Gregory: ok so what now
Hyacinth: what do you mean
Hyacinth: now we proceed
Gregory: u cannot be serious
Benedict: hya dont you think we might have an issue
Daphne: namely that pen loves debling and colins got a gf
Hyacinth: and u ppl actually believe them?
Gregory: yes?
Benedict: why exactly wouldnt I
Daphne: they seemed pretty convincing to me
Hyacinth: PLEASE
Hyacinth: i cant believe u’re falling for this
Francesca: they look pretty happy
Hyacinth: thats bc they /think they are happy
Hyacinth: but that doesnt mean they actually are
Gregory: what
Kate: i have to admit im confused because pen sounded like she really meant it
Daphne: they both did thats my problem
Anthony: i can’t believe i’m saying this but i might agree with Hyacinth
Gregory is currently typing…
Simon is currently typing…
Benedict is currently typing…
Hyacinth is currently typing…
Benedict: well that wasnt on my bingo for this year
Gregory: now we know FOR SURE hya is wrong
Hyacinth: even ANTHONY can see something is wrong why cant u
Anthony: thanks a lot everyone
Eloise: ok what did you clowns do
Hyacinth is currently typing…
Kate is currently typing…
Anthony is currently typing…
Daphne is currently typing…
Benedict is currently typing…
Simon is currently typing…
Gregory is currently typing…
Gregory: perhaps the real question is what did you do el
Eloise: me?!
Anthony: did you even read the chat, Eloise?
Eloise: no? i was working
Daphne: forget abt that
Daphne: the problem is colin has a gf
Eloise: what
Gregory: id say the problem is pen is in love w/ debling
Eloise: no she isnt
Gregory: thats not what she said
Eloise: i saw her right before i left
Eloise: theres not a SINGLE CHANCE
Eloise: she loves that man
Eloise: or are you telling me she stood in front of you all and actually uttered the words I love Debling
Daphne: yes
Gregory: pretty much yes
Benedict: something like that
Eloise: im sorry its just not possible
Benedict: are you sure
Eloise: yes absolutely sure
Gregory: like you were sure colin loved her
Gregory: because the man has a gf
Eloise: HE DOESNT HAVE A GIRLFRIEND
Eloise: i live with the man i would know
Daphne: El, he was gone for months
Eloise: HE WENT TO PENS PLACE LAST NIGHT TO TELL HER HE LOVES HER
Eloise: damn it
Eloise: why are u making me spill secrets bc of your incompetence
Gregory: well clearly something went wrong
Eloise: yeah you people
Eloise: and when I get home Ill kick all of ur arses
Eloise: including colins if he really has a girlfriend
Gregory: well he does
Daphne: and he looked serious about her too
Simon: no offense everyone but isnt it obvious what happened
Kate:?
Benedict: is it?
Simon: they finally had a chat abt their feelings and figured out they dont want to be together
Simon: so ofc they are suddenly chill and fine with each others partners
Simon: what else could explain what is happening?
Hyacinth: no i dont buy it
Gregory: makes sense tho
Daphne: yes
Benedict: a little bit yeah
Kate: Im not sure about this
Hyacinth: Im calling their bluff
Simon: im telling you youre waisting your time
Hyacinth: IM NOT
Eloise: all I know is those two are definitely not telling the truth
Hyacinth: plan c then
Benedict: hya…
Gregory: no not plan c
Kate: cant we just talk to them like adults?
Hyacinth: NO
Gregory: why cant we just ignore our siblings problems & let them be miserable like a normal family
Blind Item #8
These two co-stars from the upcoming final installment of a blockbuster movie were publicly involved in a physical altercation. Again.
Notes:
AND THAT'S IT (for now)
I can't believe I've written three different chapters all taking place within the same 24-48 hours, but that's basically what happened LMAO
Anyway, I know many people have questions about the promotional tour and how the media is addressing Kate's pregnancy, among other things. Rest assured, everything will be covered in Chapter 27, as we still have the entire promotional tour to go through. I'm truly sorry for not posting it yet, but I'm back to writing and hopefully I will have all that for you soon ❤️
As always, don't forget your kudos and comments, as you guys know I truly love talking to you
Have a great day and God bless you!
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