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1. Alone by ci67spn

   Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)  

   • Mature
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M, F/F, F/M
   • Work in Progress

   17 Feb 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV)
   • Evan "Buck" Buckley & Evan "Buck" Buckley's Parents
   • Evan "Buck" Buckley
   • Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV)
   • Maddie Buckley
   • Evan "Buck" Buckley's Parents
   • Christopher Diaz (9-1-1 TV)
   • Howie "Chimney" Han
   • Henrietta "Hen" Wilson
   • Bobby Nash
   • Self-Harm
   • Panic
   • Self-Sacrificing Evan "Buck" Buckley
   • Hurt Evan "Buck" Buckley
   • Evan "Buck" Buckley and Eddie Diaz Aren’t together yet
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • Suicide Attempt
   • Implied/Referenced Child Abuse
   • Canon-Typical Violence
   • Eating Disorders
   • Implied/Referenced Rape/Non-con
   • Unhealthy Coping Mechanisms

   Summary

   Every time he sees them he relapses. It’s like something he just can’t escape. Phillip and Margaret make him feel a way that nobody else makes him feel. It’s not a good thing. Buck hopes that this time will be different, he hasn't seen them in a long time and he’ll be surrounded by family this time. Maybe for once it’ll be different.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   29,231

   Chapters:

   10/17

   Comments:

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