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1. You gave me my name and the color of your eyes by Littledidyouknow

   Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas  

   • Mature
   • Major Character Death
   • F/M, M/M
   • Complete Work

   28 Apr 2025

   Tags

   • Major Character Death
   • Feyre Archeron & Nyx & Rhysand
   • Nyx (A Court of Thorns and Roses)/Original Character(s)
   • Feyre Archeron & Cassian
   • Feyre Archeron/Cassian
   • Nyx (A Court of Thorns and Roses)
   • Feyre Archeron
   • Rhysand (A Court of Thorns and Roses)
   • Original Characters
   • Cassian (A Court of Thorns and Roses)
   • Azriel (A Court of Thorns and Roses)
   • Morrigan (A Court of Thorns and Roses)
   • Alternate Universe
   • Alternate Universe - Modern Setting
   • Pain
   • Hurt
   • Grief
   • Character Death
   • Panick Attack
   • Healing journey
   • Angst
   • background (former) feysand
   • feyssian
   • Angst with a Happy Ending
   • Eventual Happy Ending
   • i promise it's coming eventually

   Summary

   You should say goodbye.

   But how was he supposed to?

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   After Rhys is gone, Nyx and Cassian do everything they can to help Feyre out of her misery.
   But will she ever be able to smile again?

    

   Fic inspired by the song ‘How do I say goodbye’ by Dean Lewis.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   136,954

   Chapters:

   27/27

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