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1. I Still Feel as Though I Am Me by JustSomeSkullKid

   Fandoms: Star Trek: Deep Space Nine  

   • Mature
   • Rape/Non-Con
   • Gen
   • Work in Progress

   26 Oct 2025

   Tags

   • Rape/Non-Con
   • Julian Bashir/Other(s)
   • Julian Bashir & Miles O'Brien
   • Julian Bashir & Kukalaka
   • Julian Bashir/Elim Garak
   • Julian Bashir
   • Miles O'Brien
   • Original Characters
   • Kukalaka (Star Trek)
   • Elim Garak
   • Benjamin Sisko
   • Non-Graphic Rape/Non-Con
   • Rape Recovery
   • Victim Blaming
   • to be clear the victim blames himself
   • Miles O'Brien is a Good Friend
   • Augmented Julian Bashir
   • Julian Bashir Needs a Hug
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Angst
   • this is set in season 7
   • which doesnt come up a lot but there are some spoilers
   • Other Additional Tags to Be Added
   • no beta we die like men
   • assailant is not a canon character
   • Minor Injuries
   • Self-Hatred
   • i didnt know kukalaka had a character tag holy shit
   • AND A RELATIONSHIP TAG IM GONNA CRY
   • Platonic Hand Holding
   • Minor Julian Bashir/Elim Garak

   Summary

   Julian had gone through a lot over the course of his career, but had managed to, for the most part, keep himself together. But, when something that had been an important coping mechanism since he was a teenager gets defiled and ruined, his composure slips.

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   Or, Julian gets raped and doesn't know what to do.

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   English

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