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1. letter to an old poet by goldrshr

   Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies)  

   • Mature
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   08 Dec 2024

   Tags

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   • James "Bucky" Barnes/Steve Rogers
   • James "Bucky" Barnes
   • Steve Rogers
   • Pre-Movie: Captain America: The First Avenger (2011)
   • 1930s
   • 1940s
   • Identity Porn
   • Pining
   • Unresolved Sexual Tension
   • Gay Bucky Barnes
   • Unrequited Love
   • Or Is It?
   • Religious Imagery & Symbolism
   • Catholicism
   • Masturbation
   • Heatwave
   • POV Bucky Barnes
   • written to the tune of the golden age album by ethel cain
   • do with that what you will
   • Dock Worker Bucky Barnes
   • Pre-Serum Steve Rogers
   • Internalized Homophobia
   • Period-Typical Homophobia
   • 1930s Erotica
   • Bucky Barnes-centric
   • Catholic Steve Rogers

   Summary

   Bucky was a sinner. He didn’t have to be a fool to know that. He didn’t have to be religious to know that what he wanted was fundamentally wrong. Disgusting. Immoral. But he still could not help how his dreams were plagued with a naked, pale back under a sunlight window, belonging to a body Bucky knew all too well. He couldn’t help the way his eyes traced his best friend's body after he came out of a shower with nothing but a towel around his waist in a way Bucky knew that no friend should.

   —

   Bucky comes home early during a heatwave and Steve’s out somewhere. In moments of quiet sin, Bucky fulfills his desires with muffled pillows and a clenched fist.

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