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dear journal
what the fuck is one supposed to say in a journal
mu shidi told me I should start journaling as a way to "vent my feelings in a healthy way" which is load of bullshit , but he insisted so huh , why not ? it's not like anyone here can read English , shang qinghuua suck ass at it , and he wouldn't try , I would kill him
I guess I should treat this like a diary ? well , let's start
today was a normal day , like any other , end of sentence .
ugh oh fuck shen shixiong just entred , I jumped so hard , my heart was beating too fast ! ack-!
he was like "did you write Something stupid on that journal ? I can see it in your face" WHAT DOES EVEN THAT MEAN ??????
ok ok , you know what dear journal ? mu qingfan did tell me to note down my feelings and describe how things make me feel ! let's try that !!!
SHEN JIU IS BAD FOR MY HEART
thank you dear journal for listening to me , till next time