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1. All I've Ever Known by penpen_xo

   Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)  

   • Mature
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • F/F, F/M, M/M
   • Work in Progress

   29 Mar 2025

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV)
   • Evan "Buck" Buckley
   • Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV)
   • Christopher Diaz (9-1-1 TV)
   • Maddie Buckley
   • Howie "Chimney" Han
   • Henrietta "Hen" Wilson
   • Bobby Nash
   • Athena Grant
   • Evan "Buck" Buckley's Parents
   • Denny Wilson
   • Karen Wilson
   • Jee-Yun Buckley Han
   • Hurt Evan "Buck" Buckley
   • Established Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz
   • The Buckley Siblings Have Bad Parents (9-1-1 TV)
   • Eddie Diaz Loves Evan "Buck" Buckley
   • Evan "Buck" Buckley Needs A Hug
   • Soft Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz
   • Evan "Buck" Buckley is Christopher Diaz's Parent
   • Evan "Buck" Buckley Whump
   • Soft Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV)
   • Eddie Diaz Takes Care of Evan "Buck" Buckley
   • Protective Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV)
   • Firehouse 118 Crew as Family (9-1-1 TV)
   • Timeline What Timeline
   • Not Canon Compliant
   • I mean it mostly is...it's just detoured slightly
   • I threw the timeline out the window
   • no beta we die on a lonely hill
   • Tommy doesn't really exist in this timeline
   • Evan "Buck" Buckley Has Cancer
   • Angst and Fluff and Smut
   • Medical Inaccuracies
   • Cancer
   • Vomiting

   Summary

   Buck knows that he doesn’t get to hold onto life's beautiful things forever.
   He despises that it’s where his brain always takes him, but he’s certain something will get ripped from his grasp sooner or later- because why would the universe let him be happy now?

   Because now he has Eddie, and Christopher.
   Isn't he allowed to be greedy for once?

   He’d once told Eddie that the universe was screaming at him, but perhaps it was the other way around, perhaps it was Buck the universe was screaming at.

   or

   Another Buck cancer story nobody asked for, but this writer just couldn't get out of their head.
   A follow on from "Christmas Chronicle"

   Series

   • Part 2 of All I've Ever Known

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   25,009

   Chapters:

   4/18

   Comments:

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