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to bring the fire back into your eyes

Summary:

A sonnet sequence written from the perspective of Endo expressing his feelings for Takiishi, as he seeks to reignite the lost passion of the one he fell in love with in the twilight.

(or a retelling of Endo's story through poetry, predominantly based on chapters 141-2)

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Emptiness

To bring the fire back into your eyes
I'd do just about anything for you
Fear smothers my heart as I realise
If the fire is missing, you're not you


Open up, tell me how to end your strife
Break this painful silence that's deafening
Carry yourself, barely clinging to life
Colours more faded than those winter brings


Tried my best to piece you back together
All this time in vain, searching for a spark
In perpetual rain, hissing embers
Desperate to flee from the downpour, the dark


I wish you'd shine, just like you did before
Come back, my love, please don't hide anymore

 

Memory

Standing alone, a beauty in moonlight
I remember when you first caught my gaze
Drenched in the blood of a triumphant fight
A glistening ruby lost in a daze


Roses, flowers of love, covered in thorns
Flourish in a garden of summer's day
Won't hesitate to cut you 'til you're torn
If you find yourself falling in their way


My rose, that night I fell into your arms
Ignoring the wounds as I shared your space
I understood well that you'd bring me harm
Even still, never ceasing my embrace


The emptiness that plagued me disappeared
With you here in my life, my skies have cleared

 

Love

Give you the world leaving nothing behind
Wander around in the barren wasteland
Follow you close, as without you I'm blind
My guiding light, let me take your hand


Love is as sweet as the softest cherry
Careless there's poison that hides in the seed
If unrequited is how it must be
Then I'll let you be the reason I bleed


My soul is longing to be one with yours
Deep in my mind, you're etched onto my skin
From times you bruised me, broke me to the core
Your affection, emotions flooding in


By your side, is the only place I'll be
Chained to you, I'll never ask for the key

 

Fruition

To bring the fire back into your eyes
I'd do just about anything for you
At the penultimate hour by your side
Patiently wait, while we take in the view


Midnight begins, cascading its thunders
Meticulous schemes now fall into place
Fireworks burst, myriad of colours
At last, despair is lost without a trace


If I'm not the root of your desire
With a glance, I can't set your heart ablaze
He that can, I've placed atop this pyre
I'll watch you walk towards its glowing haze


Once more, I see that smile I do adore
I know that I'll love you forevermore