Fated_Despair



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    Aventurine makes it out of the abyss - and into a different world. Things are different here - simpler. There are no Aeons, no intergalactic factions and corporations, no Paths and Blessings. He is not naïve enough to assume that there is no cruelty and discrimination here - for there always is - but for the most part, everything is peaceful.

    Here, Aventurine's priorities are getting people's coffee orders right. Fairly straight forward, if you ask him.

    Except for the bit where he is surrounded by too many familiar faces, and they remind him of a place he can no longer return to. That's okay. People come and go, and so will they.

     

    Except for the bit where they come and go and come back.

     

    AKA. Aventurine gets dropped into a coffee-shop AU with all the memories from before. He's handling things until he's not handling things. That's okay, because he still has friends (and Dr Ratio) in this world. He just doesn't know it yet.

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    “Just like that,” Mydei breathes, rich and husky.

    It’s a murmur delivered so irreligiously low it feels wrong to hear.

    Phainon's brain blanks entirely. It wasn’t even the line itself—which was standard script stuff, just a mere three words strung together—but it was just the way he said it. Slow, syrupy amusement with a mercilessly sinful undertone. Fuck.

    How the hell was he supposed to survive the next sixty-something minutes?

    In which Phainon lands a gig with his longtime favorite voice actor; he immediately discovers that he is, in fact, not immune to Mydei's dangerously seductive vocal range.

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    “Won’t you serve your king, Mydeimos?”

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    The Trailblazer and Mem cheered on the side, playfully chanting “Long live the king!”. But Mydei, on the other hand… Phainon noticed how the last prince of Castrum Kremnos swallowed, his Adam’s apple bobbing as his eyes flickered with something.

    When their gazes met, it’s as if he’d been struck by lightning. The air between them felt charged and heated, and he found it almost difficult to breathe because all he could think of was—fuck. Fuck him now.

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    A sonnet sequence written from the perspective of Endo expressing his feelings for Takiishi, as he seeks to reignite the lost passion of the one he fell in love with in the twilight.

    (or a retelling of Endo's story through poetry, predominantly based on chapters 141-2)

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    “Is that so?” Phainon challenged, still holding onto Mydei’s wrist. He leaned down and pressed a gentle kiss over his hand, never once breaking Mydei’s eye contact. “Then why don’t you allow me to express my gratitude to you? Surely, my words alone won’t suffice.”

    Mydei bristled before snatching his hand away. “I came here for sex,” he declared, “not to be wooed by someone with ulterior motives apart from that.”

    Phainon raised a brow. “Bold of you to assume I didn’t come here for the same reasons.”

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    or, in another life, how would someone take advantage of mydei's one and only weakness?

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