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1. i should not be allowed to touch anything by NotEvenALittle

   Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)  

   • Mature
   • Rape/Non-Con
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   28 Feb 2025

   Tags

   • Rape/Non-Con
   • Castiel/Dean Winchester
   • Endverse Castiel/Endverse Dean Winchester
   • Castiel (Supernatural)
   • Endverse Castiel (Supernatural)
   • Dean Winchester
   • Endverse Dean Winchester
   • Original Characters
   • Original Male Character(s)
   • Endverse Chuck Shurley
   • Risa (Supernatural)
   • Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
   • Alternate Universe - Croatoan/Endverse (Supernatural)
   • Implied/Referenced Child Abuse
   • Implied/Referenced Rape/Non-con
   • Implied/Referenced Sexual Assault
   • Human Endverse Castiel (Supernatural)
   • Miscommunication
   • Established Castiel/Dean Winchester
   • Not Cheating
   • Established Relationship
   • Unhealthy Relationships
   • Panic Attacks
   • Canon-Typical Violence
   • Drug Use
   • Emotional Hurt/Comfort
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • POV Dean Winchester
   • Dean Winchester Trusts Castiel
   • Trust Issues
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • Implied/Referenced Drug Use
   • Depression
   • Angst
   • Hopeful Ending
   • Title from a The Mountain Goats Song
   • Bible Quotes (Abrahamic Religions)
   • Recreational Drug Use
   • Touch Aversion
   • Rape Aftermath
   • Kissing
   • Boys Kissing
   • Nightmares
   • Castiel Has Nightmares (Supernatural)
   • Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD
   • Eating Disorders
   • Dean Winchester Has Panic Attacks
   • Dean Winchester Has Self-Worth Issues
   • Dean Winchester Has Self-Esteem Issues
   • Dean Winchester Has an Eating Disorder
   • Dean Winchester is a Disaster
   • Castiel Has PTSD (Supernatural)
   • Hurt Castiel (Supernatural)
   • Human Castiel (Supernatural)
   • Former Angel Castiel (Supernatural)
   • Castiel and Dean Winchester Have a Profound Bond
   • Castiel's Handprint (Supernatural)
   • Love Confessions

   Summary

   After a profound misunderstanding, Dean is left to pick up the pieces of his relationship with Cas. Can Cas really forgive him - and can Dean really allow Cas to forgive him?

   Series

   • Part 1 of brighter things than diamonds coming down the line

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   28,127

   Chapters:

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