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As haruki look at minase across the small rive in the park where they shared memories, late night talks and kisses he knew that the chance of seeing him again was low.
Haruki knew in this every moment it would be the last possibility time he saw minase and that hurt him so bad. He wanted to go and leave to make a better person of himself for him and minase he didn't want to make minases life more troubled then he had already made it in the pass year.
Haruki couldn't take the eyes that minase was giving him he knew if he stays here standing looking at him talking to him he would want to stay...
Minase..thank you for being my friend.."
After haruki had said that he turned away waking away from minase his first real friend, his first love and his first heart break..
However minase called out to him "Hiruakwa!" That made him stop in his tracks and slowly turn back to minase.
He looked like he was trying to say something but the moment he did haruki heard fireworks he turned his for a moment to see but they weren't visible to him or maybe they were he couldn't see.
He then turned his head back to minase "sorry what did you say?" Minase who had called out to him smiles and shook his head a bit "no nothing just take care.."
Haruki nodded and left..
Haruki had left the one person in his life that he loves...
The way back to his mother's house was quiet so very quiet the way to the bus stop was quite empty to there was almost not one there..
The same when he got on there was only a few people on the bus as if they had no where to go either and had gotten on the bus hoping to go where they got to be wanted and seen for who they truly are..
The bus was quiet the only thing that haruki was hearing was the sounds of the bus engine the sounds of the wheels but all he could think of was minase jin the boy that found him and saw him as what he was someone who was lost..
Haruki hadn't noticed but he was crying he was letting out tears that he had been holding back since he last saw minase a week ago.
there weren't many people on the bus but one or two people turned to look at him.
However Haruki didn't really put them to mind..
he felt lost
he felt like his life was so messed up
Hes whole life ended the day his so called father died..
Minase had saved Haruki from doing the worst possible thing..
Minase jin was Haruki savior
Haruki looks out the window of the bus it was passing the sea the same sea he had seen ever since he started visiting his mother but this time it was different it looked dull it wasn't as bright as it was last time it made haruki realize even some of the brightest things turn dull when they go though something.
Just like haruki except haruki knew his life had been dull the moment his mother had left his father.
Haruki turned hes head back to inside of the bus he was getting close to his mother's house the same house that haruki taken minase for that one weekend...
haruki didn't know he would how to act if he's mother would ask about him but he knew one thing he will act like he always did
Like there was nothing wrong..