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1. How to Disappear Completely by thecheeseburgercat

   Fandoms: Baldur's Gate (Video Games)  

   • Explicit
   • Rape/Non-Con
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   19 Sep 2025

   Tags

   • Rape/Non-Con
   • Astarion/Wyll (Baldur's Gate)
   • Astarion/Cazador Szarr
   • minor karlach/shadowheart
   • Astarion (Baldur's Gate)
   • Wyll (Baldur's Gate)
   • Cazador Szarr
   • Araj Oblodra
   • Alternate Universe - Modern Setting
   • Munchausen by proxy
   • Sickfic
   • Dead Dove: Do Not Eat
   • Abuse
   • Emotional/Psychological Abuse
   • Sexual Abuse
   • Infidelity
   • Whump
   • Med Whump
   • Warning: Cazador Szarr
   • Astarion Needs a Hug (Baldur's Gate)
   • And is also a little ooc but you cannot blame the guy
   • Hallucinations
   • Non-Consensual Drug Use
   • Panic Attacks
   • Body Horror
   • Other Additional Tags to Be Added
   • Bed-Wetting
   • Vomiting
   • Manipulation
   • Hospitals
   • Fever
   • Off-screen wound fucking
   • Domestic Violence
   • Torture
   • just full on torture at this point
   • Horror
   • Organ Theft
   • Car Chases
   • Gun Violence
   • murder?
   • suicide?
   • honestly its kind of both
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Healing
   • Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD
   • Ulder Ravengard's Actual A+ Parenting
   • Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism

   Summary

   Wyll Ravengard is one exhausted grad student, needing some quick cash in the midst of a busy semester. Luckily for him, Professor Szarr has an easy task at hand—to watch over his beloved husband Astarion for the weekend, while Cazador flies off for a conference.

   See, Astarion is ill. Very ill.

   Or...is he?

   ~*~

   "Uh," Wyll stalls. "I mean...thank you, sir, for trusting me with this. But I don't really have any experience with nursing, or any caregiving really—wouldn't it be better to hire a day nurse, or—"

   "Astarion is not just sick in body," Szarr interrupts. "I'm afraid he's also quite sick in the mind. And you understand the mind, Wyll. You understand it better than many of the students I've seen over my years here. So please, tell me. Are you willing to do this?"

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