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1. To Find Peace by Seriousbusinessplease

   Fandoms: One Direction (Band), Zayn Malik (Musician)  

   • Explicit
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   12 Jun 2016

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • OT5 - Relationship
   • Niall Horan/Zayn Malik/Liam Payne/Harry Styles/Louis Tomlinson
   • Zayn Malik/Liam Payne/Harry Styles
   • Louis Tomlinson
   • Harry Styles
   • Niall Horan
   • Liam Payne
   • Zayn Malik
   • Minor Characters
   • Original Character
   • Threesome - M/M/M
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Hurt Louis
   • Alpha/Beta/Omega Dynamics
   • Beta Louis
   • Beta Niall
   • Alpha Harry
   • Alpha Liam
   • Alpha Zayn
   • Desperation
   • Smut
   • Other Additional Tags to Be Added
   • Self-Harm
   • Butt Plugs
   • Mating Cycles/In Heat
   • Self-Hatred
   • Polyamory
   • Slow Burn
   • Omega Louis
   • Omega Niall
   • Anal Sex
   • Possessive Behavior
   • Protectiveness
   • Possessive Harry
   • Hurt Niall
   • Fivesome

   Summary

   After Zayn left the band everything goes downhill for the beta Louis. It`s his fault that he left the band and the boys blame him. At least it`s what he thinks.
   He can never be good enough although he tries it. He tries it even if he knows he`s worthless.

    "And yes I know it. I know that you blame me that he isn`t here anymore. I fucking know it Liam. Its my fault." His voice resembles a drowning sailor.
   He feels like he`s suffocating. Pressed against the wall everything feels too much.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

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