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1. forgive me father by ouchsolo

   Fandoms: NCT (Band)  

   • Explicit
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   06 Jun 2025

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Lee Jeno/Na Jaemin
   • Na Jaemin
   • Lee Jeno
   • Original Characters
   • Catholic missionaries
   • 1986
   • Religious Imagery & Symbolism
   • religious homophobia
   • Internalized Homophobia
   • Catholic Guilt
   • Masturbation
   • Gay Panic
   • Self Orgasm Denial
   • Implied/Referenced Self-Harm
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • homoerotic water roughhousing
   • F Slur usage
   • flirty face painting
   • Confessional
   • Feelings Realization
   • First Time
   • Mutual Pining
   • Anal Sex
   • Anal Fingering
   • Happy Ending
   • Inappropriate Use of a Rosary

   Summary

   Jaemin was not always catholic, his parents are converts just like so many others in this town. He was still so young when he first stepped through the doors of St. Paul’s Catholic School and was met with a boy whose eyes turned into moons when he smiled. Jeno was the first person to ever reach out to him, even before God, and that is not a touch so easily dismissed.

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   English

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