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1. Forgotten Shadows by Strawberryfruitcake

   Fandoms: Death Note (Anime & Manga), Death Note: Another Note  

   • Mature
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Multi
   • Work in Progress

   07 Nov 2025

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Mello | Mihael Keehl/Near | Nate River
   • Near | Nate River/Original Male Character(s)
   • L/Yagami Light
   • Mello | Mihael Keehl
   • Near | Nate River
   • Matt | Mail Jeevas
   • Yagami Light
   • Tanaka Minoru
   • Beyond Birthday
   • L (Death Note)
   • Amane Misa
   • Time Skips
   • Alternate Universe - College/University
   • Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD
   • Past Child Abuse
   • Abusive Relationships
   • Schizoaffective Disorder
   • Autistic Near | Nate River
   • Psychosis
   • Medication
   • Self-Destruction
   • Flashbacks
   • Nightmares
   • Attempted Murder
   • Trans Female Character
   • Trans Female Near | Nate River
   • Trans female Mello | Mihael Keehl
   • Murder
   • Past Suicide Attempt
   • Internalized Homophobia
   • Transphobia
   • they don't transition till later
   • Past Violence
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Past yandere
   • Self-Harm
   • Implied Sexual Content
   • This is a continuation of Wilted Hyacinth
   • Relapsing
   • Dubious Consent
   • everyone is a victim of Beyond
   • Psychological Torture
   • Torture
   • Hostage Situations
   • Mindfuck

   Summary

   A continuation of Wilted Hyacinth, Yandere Near high school au.

   Nate River is surrounded by guilt of his actions. The weight of being a murderer is pretty heavy to bear. His past... His obsession with Light, it's what really what scares him now. He's scared to accept his feelings of Mihael Keehl. Scared of what he could be.

   So he runs away, from his feelings. Even if it means throwing his own life away into a self destructive life style. Feel free to skip right to chapter 4 for the college au part, the first three chapters are buildup.

   Series

   • Part 3 of High school au

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   22,216

   Chapters:

   7/19

   Comments:

   2

   Kudos:

   8

   Hits:

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